#wow ok so this escalated real fast

[bunnakit]

my stand in ep 4 thoughts, feelings, etc

WOW WA WE WAA THAT SURE WAS AN EPISODE HUH - happy to report i went back through the episode slowly this week and took notes and really tried to gather everything i wanted to say (but i will inevitably forget something)

🌸 ok disclaimers because i have a lot of them for this particular episode 🌸

i'm just a silly guy on the internet, i'm not an expert in mental health, psychology, body language, whatever. most days i can't even take care of myself. i'm just saying things recreationally.

PLEASE do not put novel spoilers in my replies, reblogs, or tags without a warning notice. i've got an itchy blocking finger for it these days.

i am treating ming and joe and everyone involved in this show as if they were real life human beings. ming was not born some mustache twirling villain sent from hell to make joe miserable. joe is not some pure angel descended from the clouds to do no wrong. everyone in this show exhibits very human behavior and that can be distressing under certain circumstances. i'm just going to comment on them as humans. i'm not interested in a round table discussion on why a character is irredeemable, the scum of the earth, etc. i'm just putting my thoughts out there and you can take them or leave them.

🌸 alright yucky disclaimer time over 🌸

the episode really just picks us back up where everything left off - and yet joe still made ming breakfast, and ming isn't stupid (well right now at least,) he knows something is off.

i am confused why tong needs to get married on this specific day. and like bro how fast are you getting married? relax. the whole thing is just unstoppable force (trajectory of this producers career) meets immovable object (tong's fuckass stubbornness) and the collateral damage is massive.

and then there's the question of did joe ever want to play a lead? or did he let his impulsiveness and hurt put a target on his back? (only emphasized by the fact that everyone assumed joe would turn down the role)

i DO apologize for all my doubt surrounding wut. he, ja, and may are the only people in this show with any god damn sense. maybe jojo and yim. we'll see.

getting into the confrontation at joe's work, i really don't think it's that surprising when we keep in mind ming genuinely has no fucking clue what is going on. all he knows is joe woke up, was acting weird, didn't come home, and then told him to pack up his shit and leave with ZERO explanation. like, joe's completely in the right, but i'd also be confused as fuck. (i wouldn't go to someone's work about it but, y'know, we know ming acts in extremes.)

and to me this is where it really became obvious that joe has always been able to overpower ming, to get away from him, as we have seen joe's physical prowess, we've seen what he's capable of, but he never uses his body to move ming away from him - that's not who joe is, he's not someone that would put his hands on another person like that. it's just another way ming and joe are the direct antithesis of each other.

it's my thought that the argument escalates because ming is used to getting everything he wants - except for tong, and now joe. when joe begins to push him away and deny him his substitution for tong i think ming lashes out in his hurt with a thought of "it's happening again, why doesn't anyone want me?"

i will say while i do believe sol has good intentions for the most part his white knighting is getting a little irksome. while convenient, it just shows how much he's still hovering and laying in wait for a chance with joe - he, too, is not respecting joe's wishes. no is a complete sentence, sol.

and then things continue back at home and joe finally, finally throws ming's words back at him: if i'm so terrible to be with, if you're so great, why are you wasting your time with me?

and ming doesn't have an answer. what ming DOES have is another back embrace, arms wrapped around joe as he asks "don't you love me anymore?" but is he asking joe or tong?

"although i'm not as good as tong" even now joe's rampant self worth issues are still at play but at least he finally knows he's worth more than whatever this is.

then the phone rings and to me, ming looks skittish. he looks shaken. he's never seen joe so angry and he's scared and as the call progresses that fear morphs into rage when sol calls joe. and the thing is, regardless of who played the main role, ming was never going to be happy. it was either going to be joe or tong playing opposite sol and neither of those things would have been acceptable.

and then i said, out loud, in my quiet office: OH! and promptly lost my shit in the group chat.

ming doesn't look wholly present after his act of violence. his face is vacant, like he isn't completely seeing or grasping what he's just done. i get the impression that ming isn't mentally well; stress and fear and anger have a way of making people do really fucking stupid things and as these things happen you risk falling into the sunk cost fallacy - you've already gone this far, you can't stop now - which all aligns with the obsessive behavior we've seen from ming in the past.

as joe wakes up and they talk once again joe doesn't blame ming, he blames himself for not seeing the writing on the walls even though it was written in invisible ink.

"all these times we were together did you ever love me?"

"you can't tell?"

again, so much of the blame and emotional responsibility of their situationship is put on joe and ming refuses to communicate any of his feelings, perhaps because he doesn't know how to after repressing everything for so long.

WE DIDN'T GET HOT KINKY CHAINED UP SEX THOUGH, WHY DOES GOD HATE ME SPECIFICALLY

but the way joe looks at ming as they linger there in the wake of joe's request looks like a goodbye, the way his eyes soak in every detail of ming's face. despite all of this and the nightmare it has turned into he did love ming, perhaps still does, and he does have some of those good memories he was so desperate to keep.

though like.. joe.... maybe we could consider a different career path??? instead of just jumping to risking our lives? like sure food service sucks, cashiering sucks, etc. but you aren't in danger of falling off any cliffs, you know? and let's be real, he could just go into modeling with those looks.

it's my impression that when ming calls joe he looks haggard, like he's lost numerous nights of sleep (and we really don't know how much time has passed) but either way it does seem like he's at least done some amount of reflecting. his voice comes across soft, subdued, and sincere.

and after everything, back in the present, we see ming. he's still in the apartment, desperately calling joe's name all these years later, still unable to sleep and waiting for joe to come home just like he asked him to years ago.

maybe ming never wanted to enter the entertainment industry before, but he has now. perhaps it was never for the attention or the money, maybe he chose to promote those watches because it was a reminder of the gift from joe. and maybe this job, in this specific industry, is the closest he can feel to joe now. and maybe with new influence and connections ming can find out why he was never able to tell joe he loved him before he lost him.

WHO KNOWS, NOT ME, CAN'T WAIT TO FIND OUT THO

#bunn meta #my stand in #my stand in the series #usersasa #clairedaring #i can never find a good place to mention it but in like ep 1 ming knows how joe takes his coffee #after just like 1 day with him so like ming IS paying attention and DOES care for joe #as we see reinforced with his little gifts and the way he went shopping with him and stuff #the things ming does to show his love and care are very blink and you'll miss it #and it's hard for me to squeeze in my thoughts on that between everything else going on

[jemmo]

finding patpran in songs: stray kids version (part 1 of 2)

here it is guys. the kinda self indulgent patpran as stray kids lyrics text post. all responsibility goes to my sister for putting me through torture today finding these for me. 

we start off gently, with just some single parts that stand out to me.

this part from i am you.

not only does this give me general patpran dynamic vibes with the sentiment of them seeing themselves through the other because it’s only when they’re alone with each other that they can drop all facades and truly be themselves. but that first part, that’s the realization. that’s the questions pran has had all these years ‘are we friends? are we more?’ and pat’s answers ‘were not friends. we’re more than friends’ finally finding each other and fitting together. and that’s why the next line, ‘my worries and your worries intersect’ hurts all the more. bc this is not just a revelation about feelings, its a revelation that you have feelings that can’t be acted on, can’t be shared, bc of all these external factors. in this sense he finally catches up to pran, they reach this intersection where they both know the facts, and they finally and painfully share the same worries.

next, this part from my side.

this is just so so so pran. this is pran when they’re singing their song. its pran begging that the lyrics reach pat, that they won’t whirl around him like something he cant grasp. he hopes and begs for him to listen the words and understand them, for him to finally hear what he can’t bring himself to say outright. hear his frustration and longing and hesitance, but most of all hear when he admits he’s in love. 

and then its pran admitting he understands pat somewhat, in ways he doesnt yet understand himself (see this post). he understands that pat doesnt know why he always wants to be around him, that he doesnt yet understand the reasons that pull himself towards pran like a force of nature, and acknowledges it.

and then its pran resigning himself to the life thats been carved out for him, the life that pats not part of. its him holding himself back, saying i cant, im not able. and its because of our family and because of our friends and because of me, im not strong enough, i dont have the courage to stand next to you, not in the face of all the challenges ahead.

but its also pran having that glimmer of hope. saying that when everything else is taken from him, no one can take his feelings. no one can stop him from being on pat’s side, cant stop his heart from always being with him. and then there’s a promise of soon, a resolution to not give anything finality. i really hope this is a place pran reaches, where in his head he musters the strength to say i dont know when, but one day, ill be there. 

then we have secret secret (the first of the no easy ballads that destroy me)

ok but so many stray kids songs are like filling in those unseen emotions of pat and pran when they were separated from each other. bc again this is so pran. he’s been taken away to an unfamiliar place and has to deal with that all by himself, and he’s around all these new people who have no clue what he’s going through. and he’s probably used to being pretending to be ok, but what that line really says to me, is that through him pretending to be ok, putting up that lively and happy facade, he cant help but think of when he was truly happy when he was with pat. he’s probably still doing his music and sports and studying which are all parts of his life pat was so integral in bc of their parents pushing him to compete. so doing them now and not having pat there is just a constant reminder of his loneliness. 

and then when i saw this line i broke, bc ITS PRAN. its the drawing. its pran doodling in his notebook all the things that remind him of pat and then erasing them out of pain and fustration. its his hope that some kind of physical outlet will unburden him and it just doesnt work. its the utter defeat that no matter what he does, no matter how many times he tries to forget or move on or just release his emotions somehow, it doesnt work, ‘nothing will change’. hes stuck with it all raging inside him and he cant do anything about it. and its also defeat at just how helpless he is. all he can do is doodle. all he can do is think and wonder and wish for something to change but he’s ultimately powerless. 

and then just this little snippet too. bc if you werent suffering enough, just imagine pran trying to feel better by decieving himself into thinking he doesnt have feelings, it isnt love, he’s moved on, hes over it, it doesnt matter to him anymore. just imagining him trying to do that and how much it hurts him when it still doesnt work. 

are you crying yet?? bc i am. anyway here’s gone away (no easy heartbreak ballads pt 2 and my personal fave)

i just really liked this one, not because its happy bc none of these are happy. i just like how perfectly it sums up pran’s defeat. its simple, its right there. inside that collapsed time during their separation, even his hopes for them to be together no longer matter. not even those tiny, dwindling flames of hope that they could be, that pat would like him, matter. and they dont matter bc he’s not there. like during that time you have to imagine that pran has this crushing realisation that it doesnt even matter if pat likes him anymore, he doesnt have to fret about it bc even if he did, hes not there. he cant be there. 

again this goes back to that second part from secret secret. he knows what he must do, he must tell himself it was nothing, his feelings were nothing. he has to make a clean break. but even if he tries to swallow it all down and supress it, it ends up consuming him, eating him alive from the inside. and just lingering on that last line for a second, i can see pran really trying to just find a way to deal. i can see him trying to place blame and responsibility and see it logically bc its so him ofc he’d try that method. but no matter how hard he tries, nothing is gonna work. no matter how he tries to explain it to himself, no matter where he pins the blame, no matter what, in the end, he’s always gonna be the one left hurting. 

right end of part 1 lets get a little more light hearted and look at mixtape:oh 

we’ve had a lot of pran pov songs but this whole song is just so pat getting flustered by pran, legit if you dont believe me read all the lyrics. even the whole sentiment of being reduced to this child in front of your crush, thats pat. and these lyrics are a great example of that. pat just wanting to tease, how all the calculated thoughts he has to go through when considering their facade of enemies, how they have to act in front of their friends, all that stops and he cant help but be so basically and fundamentally him. truly his brain short circuits around pran, its cannon. 

and that line ‘i want to be found like i have lied’ is so so interesting, bc it speaks of pat wanting to find himself, wanting to discover he’s been lying to himself this whole time about how he feels. buts its also kind a plea to pran right?? again look at this post, about pran seeing the feelings he cant, bc this is then a plea for pran to find them for him. for pran to out him almost, catch him in the act of flirting and say you know you’re flirting right?? you can’t lie about this, your actions speak a thousand words, you like me. maybe it speaks of pat actually being someone with some insecurity, and begging pran to be the one brave enough to say whats always been unsaid.

and finally when you put the word scent there you know its pat bc that boy Loves. To. Smell. legit sniffer dog level. and despite this, the lyric is kinda hard to apply to him but this is how i see it. i see pat being obsessed with pran’s scent, something that is always there, always present around him. kinda like how he sees wai right?? and what does he think when he sees wai??? he thinks i dont just want that, i want more than that. i want what me and you have to be more than what you have with wai. and in that way, i think the lyric is saying ‘i dont want to JUST linger around you like a scent’, i wanna be more. 

and finally this!!!! its pat’s revelation. its him thinking he knew himself and others, thinking he had nothing else to discover. and pat does have a slight arrogance, not in a bad way, it just comes with his confidence. you see it in the way he just knows how to fix all of pran’s problems. but that arrogance and confidence is one of the first things to slip away when he has his revelation (see getting flustered and frustrated in the music shop). bc suddenly now he doesnt know everything, suddenly there’s so much he doesnt know, so much he’s uncertain of, suddenly all this stuff that needs discovering. its when he’s with pran that he suddenly doesnt know, doesnt know why when they bump into each other and he gets closer why suddenly its so much harder for him to stay calm, to be himself, to not go into pure gay panic.

and not to bring it back down right at the end, but that line can also be read just generally for the two of them, with them both saying why does it get harder the closer you get?? why is it that as we take these steps towards each other, each next step gets harder and harder to take. why is it that, as we grow closer, it gets harder to push away the reality of the situation thats banging insistently on the door of this safe space we’ve created. why is it that the further we go, the harder it is to pull away when the time inevitably comes. 

(part 2)

#wow ok so this escalated real fast #like this turned into a whole fucking thing #its 2 parts for christ sake #and ive been typing for over 2 hours #and its past midnight so yeah youll get part 2 tomorrow #and i feel like i must have rambled some absolute shite but if youre trying to find someone that will reread and edit her own work #mate youve come to the wrong place #and this is probably so much more emo that it needed to me #like at this point compared to the cannonisity of the series i am way way exaggerating #but its late and im on day 4 of post ep 5 feels #and ive really been stewing today like this day was a blur and this is the messy delerious result #hope you like it #bad buddy #patpran #made by jemmo

[mossrotts]

gulping down anti-anxiety meds before a building panic attack like laying down railroad tracks in front of an incoming train

#listen #my job's fine #but sometimes the clients attack you or get aggressive #it's not personal and they're working on it so hard #and i felt confident i de-escalated the situation fine #no one hurt we all good #we talk about the situation after #thought 'wow that went so well!' #and like #it DID #client worked real hard to be able to de-escalate that fast and i'm proud #but then six hours later i'm home and the report on the incident is done and the panic is like #oh ok #now? #now i come

[ink-and-flame]

Kinktober Day 8: Charity Auction

Kinktober Day 8 Prompts: Phone sex(calling at random) || Fear (being scared) || Auctioned for charity Fandom: [None] Original Tags: Exophilia, phone sex, auctioned for charity, fear, gender neutral reader, feature neutral reader Pairing: Orc/Reader

[Authors note: Trying to work all these in together took some doing, so I hope this turned out ok. Also I tried to be as gender and feature neutral with the reader as possible and I hope I succeeded, I am open to suggestions on how to do a neutral reader better.]

It all started with a phone call, a random call from a wrong number that somehow escalated. His voice was so deep and sexy that you couldn’t resist the temptation. He caught your reaction, sensed your desire, and it clearly aroused him if his halting request was any indication. It made no sense, two strangers, choosing to keep a conversation going despite it being a wrong number. Two strangers caught up in a moment that had them acting outside of what was normally considered proper. 

You weren’t sure what possessed you to keep him on the phone, or why he even agreed to it. Yet he did, and here you were fucking yourself with one of your toys at his instruction while listening to his moans as he jerked himself off. Your headset was picking up every sound, and you could hear the slick slide of his hand over his cock, his straining grunts and heavy breathing. You had no idea what he looked like, or knew anything about him at all, just that his voice made you crazy enough to agree to phone sex with a complete stranger. You hadn’t even exchanged names with him.

The excitement from masturbating with a stranger got you off so much faster than you thought it would. Your nervousness was pushed aside in favor of just how hot the whole situation was and how sexy he sounded. When he finally came, which was moments after your own orgasm, you thought you might be in love. No one had the right to sound that sexy and you weren’t sure where to go from here. You were both panting quietly and it was clear that neither of you knew what to say or do next. 

It was awkward and due to that you ended up parting ways without exchanging information, other than the fact that his number was in your call history, where you were sure it would remain for a while. Of course you could not bring yourself to text or call him, not wanting to appear desperate or creepy. So you just glanced at the number on occasion as the days passed. It was something to do to ease your nerves of what was coming. 

Why you had agreed to this, you never knew, but you had signed up to be auctioned off for charity. It was just a simple date and there were rules. In reality there was nothing to be afraid of, but you were terrified. What if your date turned out to be a creep, even though there were contingency plans built into the rules that were supposed to help with that. Nothing could help you if the date was just bad or boring. Also, and this was the sillier fear, what if no one wanted you. 

You looked over your features in the mirror, picking apart every part of you that didn’t fit within societies unachievable standards. You knew you weren’t actually unattractive, no one was, you had just bought into the lies you had been sold on what made a person beautiful just like so many others. You paused, wondering how many other people in the world were doing this right now. Standing in front of a mirror, judging themselves based on criteria that weren’t even realistic. Everyone knew  ads, even videos, were altered and photoshopped. Yet despite that wide knowledge, people still held themselves, and worse, each other to those impossible standards despite knowing it is all a lie. Was the world truly that brainwashed into believing physical appearance was all that mattered. You hoped not, but the insecurity remained. 

Fear of failure, fear of success, all of it swirled within you. If no one chose you, then you wouldn’t have to worry about a date. It would hurt, it would be a blow to your pride, but would it be so bad. Was the alternative worse? What if you were chosen and it was just awful. What if, you were chosen and it was amazing. The knowledge someone purchased you would not fade away. Would it even be real at that point? If you ended up finding them charming, attractive, compatible, would a second date even be possible?

There were so many questions and it had your stomach tied up in knots. There was still time to change your mind. You had a few days where you could remove yourself from the charity. They required a week’s notice if you were going to not participate, enough time to find a replacement. That deadline was coming up, after that you could not back out. Moving to your bedroom you sat down and just let the anxiety roll over you. Calming yourself so you could think rationally. 

Did the benefits outweigh the risk, that was the important question. This charity was important, it was a local charity set up to help families and individuals in the community who were struggling. It provided financial aid, food, clothing, all kinds of supplies, even legal advice and employment search help. It was a worthy cause, one that would benefit the people around you, one where you could actually see the good effects it had on your community. Many charities were so large, so far reaching, you never knew if your time, money, or effort did anything. This time, you would be able to see the results of your efforts to a degree. 

That alone was reason enough and it helped you to push your fears aside, at least for now. You would not give in, you would not quit. This was important and maybe it would even be fun. They did go out of their way to make these events enjoyable for the participants. Plus, you would be getting a free meal and an excuse to dress up. All in all it wasn’t such a bad idea when thought of that way.

Time moved fast as the date approached and you found yourself struggling to pick the perfect outfit, trying to decide if you wanted to go to the salon to have them nice you up a bit extra. They served all kinds, all races, all genders, so there was something for everyone. You wanted to be more than just presentable, if you were going to do this, you wanted to wow everyone. 

The decision to spoil yourself was easy. With your outfit finally chosen and it being the day of the event, you went to the salon, which was also a spa, and had a few things done. Your skin was glowing, you felt fresh and clean, honestly you barely recognized yourself. They did such a good job of accentuating all of your natural best features, and you felt more relaxed than you had in a long time. That massage had been worth the price that was for sure. 

Heading home you dressed for the event, grabbed your bag with a change of clothes, and headed out. You were still nervous, that fear creeping back in, but it was far more subdued. Arriving at the event location you entered and joined the others who had arrived early. All participants who were being auctioned off had to arrive early, not as early as the volunteers who were running the show, but a few hours before the event began. 

They went over the rules again, gave everyone number cards that they would hold as they walked on stage. Then the order of entrance was decided. Each person would have 5 to 7 minutes on stage. They were to walk out, head to the center, spin slowly to allow the audience to get a good look, then stand facing the audience holding their number in front of them where it was visible. At that point you were to say your name and you were allowed up to three sentences of information to give about yourself, and no more, then you were to remain quiet.

No one else was allowed to speak aside from the auctioneer. Those in the audience bidding were given paddles to hold up to indicate their bid. This was to be a silent auction, again, save the auctioneer who was given a card with details on each entrant. While acknowledging bids the auctioneer was encouraged to mention as many key facts about the entrant to encourage higher bidding. 

Each entrant was run through their stage entrance, spin, speaking part, and the bidding process. Volunteers were seated in the audience section to help make it seem more real. The practice was essential as it gave each entrant a chance to hear what they had to say out loud on stage and then make last minute changes. 

You were running through your own little blurb after having your chance on stage. It had sounded ok, but a bit bulky. Just because you were given three whole sentences did not mean you had to use them. Trimming them down to be more succinct, it sounded better with the extra bits trimmed out. The auctioneer would have a card of personal facts about you, that should be enough. Even with all the practice you were nervous still.

Those nerves turned back into fear as the even started. Slowly each entrant moved onto the stage, spun to let the audience see them, spoke a bit about themselves, and then the bidding started. The auctioneer was doing a fantastic job of ‘selling’ the people on stage. If this wasn’t for a worthy cause, you might be offended. Though it was fun how they tried to put a humorous spin on the event and the audience was laughing right along. The humor wasn’t offensive, it was clearly meant to ease people's nerves. The reality was that they were essentially auctioning people. Dates yes, but it was still something to acknowledge.

Finally it was your turn. Being somewhere in the middle was nice. You got to see plenty of people go before you, watch what they were doing, and practice in your mind. Fear still gripped your heart as you walked slowly onto the stage. You spun as gracefully as you could, hoping not to embarrass yourself. Shortening your intro had been the best decision, you were able to get it all out without stumbling over words. Though you worried that you had spoken too loud. 

You were shocked to see a paddle go up immediately as you stopped speaking. The auctioneer had not even officially called for bids yet. The fear of not being chosen faded as a bit of a bid war started. No matter what anyone else bid, that initial paddle shot up every time. By the time the bidding was over, your determined bidder had won, and for a considerable amount. Far more than you imagined you would have ever gone for. You were flattered and just a bit unnerved. Who could possibly want you so badly that they would bid so fervently?

Due to how the lighting was done, the entrants could not see the audience. This was on purpose. The event organizers felt it was better if those on stage were somewhat blinded by the lights. One to help ease their nerves as the could not see the audience as well, but also to prevent them from trying to encourage anyone specific in the audience with eye contact. Because of this you had no idea who had bought you. Maybe it was someone you knew, saving you from  your own nerves, but for that amount of money you couldn’t think of a single person it could be. 

Heading to the other side of the stage you stepped into the waiting area. Entrants would not be matched with dates until the auction was over and payment was accepted. So everyone was sitting in the lounge area. You sat off to the side, your mind racing, trying to figure out the mystery. It was a large sum, more than you were actually comfortable with. Self worth issues aside, it was a staggering amount for a local charity event. Still, you couldn’t help but day dream a bit.

What if it was some handsome, rich newcomer. Someone charming, maybe a prince. Hell it was a daydream so why not? Lost in thought the room slowly filled until all the entrants were here in the lounge. Most were chatting, some were like you and sitting off by themselves thinking. At least you weren’t the only one who was nervous. There was an exciting bit of energy as one by one, a volunteer would escort someone to meet their date.

As numbers dwindled your nerves increased. Now it was your turn and you followed the volunteer out to the main event area. A tall orc stood off to the side, and he was quite handsome. Dark hair, bright eyes, a casual relaxed smile. You were surprised as the volunteer led you over to him. Now you were even more confused. He was absolutely stunning up close, tall, well dressed. Clearly he was a man of means, you knew enough to be able to recognize some of his clothing and accessories as being quite high end. Why on earth did this man choose you?

He was smiling at you, offering his hand. He had not said a word and your nerves had kept you from speaking as well. Taking his hand you followed him outside. He had a car waiting, and it was ridiculous how nice his car was. He helped you inside and took the keys from the Valet. As he slid into the seat you looked over at him. Your curiosity was going to make your head explode, but you were afraid to be the first to speak and ruin whatever this moment was. 

“As soon as I heard your voice, I knew I had to have you.” 

You recognized that deep voice. Oh, it had been pushed to the back of your mind due to the event, but you knew that voice. It was your wrong number gone oh so very right. Your face flushed as you were flooded with memories of that call that seemed so long ago.

“I had wanted to contact you again, I didn’t think it would be welcome. Imagine my surprise when I realized who you were. It felt like fate, I hope you can forgive me.” He turned to you with a smile. “You are just as wonderful as I had imagined.”

#exophilia #orc x reader #gender neutral reader #feature neutral reader #kinktober 2019

[plainvanillapotato]

the 100 diaries S2 E15

quarantine diaries: june 14 2020

season 2 episode 15: “Blood Must Have Blood: Part 1″

bellamy the liberator!! bellaymy is more of a khaleesi than any other character in this show. i officially propose to make bellamy the khaleesi for both the spacers and grounders.

the grounder word for “to be quite” sounds a lot like SHUT UP but with a lisp

“wait...thank you” .....bellamy and grounder girl? ship???

i really hate cages rhetoric. its nothing but propaganda then again its cage im talking about so i cant expect much

what a paper throw looked weak af. i wonder if that took multiple takes

you kidding with those cups stains thats one hell of a big jump for the guard to make. like those people could have sat on the other side of table just minutes ago. im shaking my head so hard right now. like this is just because they didnt use coasters?? ugh.

this escalated so fast. but considering how fast things escalate with police in the us i guess i shouldnt be surprised

and ofc they shot them anyway. police brutality is not okay. you cannot just shoot and kill people. side note what happened to that justice system that maya brought up when we first met her??

why is monroe still alive??? like ok its nice to see a familiar face but i dont care for her 

wow raven really upped her packaging game for that hydrazine. yes raven i support you and your small business.

clarke got gloves now. i wonder if she asked for them or lexa/someone just gave them to her

i love clarkes/lexas diorama ngl its way better than bellamys.

clarke really had to think about whether or not she was going to chant with them. that was a real cheeky moment. i know they’re trying to make clarke super cool and thats down with the grounders but i gotta say that its gonna a lot more to convince me that clarke is a badass

side note: i like anya a lot more than lexa. like i dont feel threatened by lexa at all. imo anya was the true queen

that heat shot tho. i know that bellamy is a good shot but can we talk about how unrealistic that shot was tho. it doesnt make any physical sense how bellamy shot paul from the vent especially at that angle. but alas i guess along with bending fire to protect his beautiful head of hair  bellamy also defines nature and physics

you know i fully believe that bellamy has a 6 sense cuz he can literally sense when someone in danger and is in the right place at the right time

miller was ready to kill that guard full princess leia style

who was that reaper?? like was it indras past lover or something??? 

why is monroe the one to work the drill? i feel like there could have been someone more qualified

the exchange between lincoln and millers father was so flirty.... ship?? ngl i ship it more than lincoln and octavia

ravens jokes arent that bad wick. also did i miss something or did the show really didnt address how wick and raven got in this place? 

oof this conversation got awkward real fast

i love wick’s surprised face at 18:16. hes like wow i really killed a guy and raven just said “welcome to the ground” 

look at that modern painting behind dante. daredevil anyone?? 

preach dante. preach. your boy cage is a terrible leader

yeah i agree with wick. raven you should have just brought more bombs that was bad on your part

only white boi wick would be smiling and nodding while there are people pointing guns at him. 

look at those shields. i like to think that they actually took the time to practice these formations...but evidently they needed a better formation

lincoln being katniss everdeen. ok lincoln i see you

bellamy is just one with these vents now. theyre really his main mode of transportation

“then we kill him”...by ‘we’ you mean that bellamy is going to kill cage. jasper you really adding to bellamys already heavy load.

MONTY!!! :)

of the tree people?? no dont give octavia that. 

this was soooooo anticlamatic. this is because clarke did not kiss you back huh. lexa you dumbbitch you can just double cross the mountain people and help clarkes people. do you even have a heart lexa? imo this is lexa just being a salty bitch to clarke. like you guys can argue with me all you want about this is lexa being a ‘badass’ leader and doing what was best for her but it wont change my opinion at all

look at octavia staying loyal to bellamy. cute but ooo jackson is leaving too i mean i guess i wouldnt trust octavia either

i also find it comical that all within the same episode indra accepts her as one of the tree people and only then to strip her of that minutes later

why are some of the cages hung up like that tho?? like i think they showed the hanging cages in previous episode but in this episode its hanging cages with open doors implying that whoever was in that cage had to jump down for idk how many stories to be free. but also how did they open those cages all the way up there because from when they took bellamy we know that they need a physical key to unlock the door. i guess this was all for making the show look cool and edgy but its just making me scratch my brain

aww i ship raven and wick so hard. my favorite ship yet

fuck you dante. i knew you would turn. 

this was the worst episode yet. i swear its only monty and bellamy that is keeping me watching. and the show is kinda lacking in that area.

#the 100 #the 100 diaries #bellamy #clarke

[ohnonono18]

White

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"Okay, so shoes. What shoes?" Sam asked as I led her and Helen to a shoe store.

I told them the heel's height, the shoe size and that the color should be white.

"What's this for again?" Sam asked as she looked around the store.

"It's for a shoot." I replied as I browsed some shoes at a corner.

"What's the theme?" Helen asked.

"Wedding theme." I replied and I could see Sam's eye widen when she looked at me.

"Who's the groom?" Helen asked.

"Did I say that there was a groom?" I asked.

"Of course. In a wedding shoot, there is a bride and a groom." Helen started to explain.

"I wonder who's the groom." Sam said. "Just in case I need to put your boyfriend in a room so he wouldn't go berserk during your photoshoot."

"Actually, it's just him who's going to be the groom." I finally gave in and told them.

Helen gave Sam a look. Sam was confused for a moment before she opened her mouth and she slowly nodded.

"Sam, stop that." I said. "Close your mouth. I can see something else."

Sam closed her mouth and she raised an eyebrow.

Helen laughed. She probably got the reference.

"Ah, let's just get this over with." Sam said and she took a pair of shoes off a table. "Here."

"Oh, this is nice." I commented as I observed the shoes. "But I don't think it's going to be all that comfortable."

"How about this one?" Helen suggested as she showed me a pair.

"Um, I don't like the style." I said after I observed it.

"How about this one?" Sam asked with a mischievous smirk on her face as she showed me the most weirdest looking shoes I have ever seen.

"Sam!" Helen laughed as playfully smacked her on the head.

I smiled at them.

This is going to take a while.

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"Guys, I think we better go back to the dorm for a while. We have practice soon." Sam said as she looked at her watch.

"Yeah, we should." I agreed. "Iris and Nicky must be finished recording."

I could see Sam bite her lip in an attempt to stop laughing.

"I'm sorry." She said when she laughed out loud.

"Hoy! Don't underestimate Nicky." Helen said, seriously. "She's good at rapping."

She laughed at her own saying and Sam just laughed along.

Aish, these two. Why are you teasing our leader?

"But in all honesty though," Sam said when she finally composed herself. "I love Nicky. In a friendly sisterly way. Cause she's the best!"

"Even if she teases you a lot?" I raised an eyebrow at her as I remembered every innuendo Nicky says about Sam.

"Well," Sam said. "I'll always find a way to get revenge."

She laughed away, it was almost as if she was a villain. Evil, evil laugh.

"Hah, this is why we shouldn't leave her alone with Ilhoon." I muttered.

Two maknaes. Two evil maknaes.

Sam's not evil but she can be, besides it's Ilhoon.

It's gonna get chaotic. I just know it. Deep, deep, deeeeeeppppp down inside.

"Guys, let's go!" Helen said and we all went back to the dorm.

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"Okay, how about this one?" Iris asked as she showed me a pair of shoes.

After practice, we all went to find me a pair of white heels for the shoot again. This time with Iris and Nicky.

"Hey, that's good." I took it and examined it more.

"Well, there's only like two white heels in this one." Iris said. "The rest are silver."

"Hah, Silverlight!" I teased Sam and she just rose an eyebrow before she smiled.

"Wow, no reaction today?" Helen asked.

"Eh," Sam walked away and took a pair. "What about this one?"

When I saw it, I kind of liked the way it was designed.

"Try it on!" Helen said.

Actually, I tried on a lot of shoes before I finally brought one.

"Hmmm. . ." Iris said thoughtfully. "Maybe I should buy one too."

"Yeah, me too." Helen said.

"I think all of us needs one." Nicky said. "Sam needs one since you're gonna be a host in an event, right?"

"It's just a cosplay event, no biggie." Sam shrugged.

"No biggie? Who's the character you're gonna cosplay?" I asked. "The shoes depends on that character, right?"

"Yeah," Sam said. "I'm going to cosplay as Judy Hopps! From Zootopia!"

"Good luck then!" Iris said. "She doesn't really wear heels, right?"

"Yep, and my co-host is Liui Aquino and he's gonna be Nick Wilde. You know, the fox." Sam said.

"Ha, good luck. Don't let Eunkwang jealous." Nicky teased. "I heard that Liui is a really handsome guy."

"Eh, we're just good friends." Sam said. "Eunkwang knows anyway."

"Ok," I nodded. "Good luck to all of us then."

All of us has stuff to do.

Nicky is going to be featured in a talk show in a few days so I can understand why she thinks she needs a new pair of shoes.

Helen is going to be a judge in a dance show, the details are still a little rough around the edges and she's not sure if she'll take it but that doesn't mean that she shouldn't be prepared to look good whether or not she'll take the job.

Iris? She seems to be having a photoshoot too in a few days for her solo album after she finishes the recordings.

Sam is going to host a cosplay event with Liui Aquino. A host should always look good but her's is like a Halloween costume party, accuracy of the character is what she craves.

And then there's me with the wedding photoshoot with none other than my boyfriend, Lee Minhyuk, as my groom.

We all need luck.

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"There! You're ready!" The make-up artist said.

"Thank you." I smiled at her before I saw her go get the first gown I was going to use.

I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed.

Relax

It's gonna be fine.

"Let's change into your dress?" I heard her ask and I nodded.

She helped me into my dress and after that she placed the veil on my head.

"Well, you're ready!" She said with a satisfied smile before she left to inform the photographer.

I looked at myself in the mirror and took my reflection in.

The gown was beautiful and veil just made it look gorgeous. I really felt like a real bride.

I could almost feel myself tear up but I stopped myself because I don't want to ruin the make-up artist's effort.

"Ah, she's having a moment." She nodded. "Maybe you should wait for a while."

I looked behind me and I saw her and Minhyuk at the doorway of the dressing room. Minhyuk had a bouquet of flowers in his hand and his other hand was in the pocket of his pants. He looked really charming in his tuxedo.

"Well, looks like she's done." Minhyuk said and he walked towards me to give me the flowers.

"You look beautiful." He whispered in my ear.

"Don't flatter me." I said as a warning but he just smirked.

"It's the truth." He said and he held out his arm for me to loop in. "Let's go attend the wedding?"

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

"Okay, look at her like she's your whole world." The photographer said and Minhyuk did what he was told.

He looked at my eyes with love and I looked back at him with the same emotion as the photographer took some pictures.

"Okay, now get closer with each other. Hands on her cheeks, Minhyuk. Okay? Look down at her lips like you're going to kiss her. You look at his lips too." The photographer said.

We did that but I can't help but think.

Did I tell you that we haven't publicly said me and Minhyuk are together? Well, now you know. And this is a very tight situation we're in. I hope Minhyuk doesn't do anything overboard. I hope I don't do anything overboard.

"Good, good. Wow, you two have so much chemistry." The photographer snapped more photos. "Now, how about a kiss?"

I looked at the photographer surprised.

What?

"Hey, isn't that a bit too much?" Minhyuk said.

At least you have the initiative to stop him. Thank you.

Because you know how we cannot control our kisses yet.

Long story, don't ask.

"This is a wedding themed photoshoot. In a wedding, there will always be a kissing scene." The photographer said.

"But isn't it going too much out of her boundary?" Minhyuk asked.

"You are an actor, you kissed a whole lot of girls onscreen. What makes kissing her any different?" The photographer asked that made my blood boil. "Unless?"

"Unless what?" I snapped. "Did you even ask me what I would feel kissing this guy?"

They both looked at me surprised.

"Look, we can just find another pose." Minhyuk tried to bargain.

"I'm sorry but I was given a list." The photographer said. "Besides, if you didn't want to get kissed in this shoot then you shouldn't have taken the job in the first place."

I sighed.

"Also, why are you even so concerned about this?" The photographer asked Minhyuk.

Well, this escalated quickly. We need an escape route fast and not let anyone know.

"Okay, okay." I said before Minhyuk can reply. "I'll do it."

I nodded and looked at Minhyuk.

"We'll do it."

Minhyuk bit his lip before he nodded slowly.

"Okay, then." The photographer nodded. "Just take your time, indulge in the moment."

Minhyuk cupped my cheek and looked directly at my eyes, he looked a little worried.

"You sure?" He whispered and I just nodded.

Let's get this done.

He kissed my lips and I could hear the clicking of the camera.

Be satisfied, Mr. Photographer! Because I am not doing this again!

I started to kiss back and I could almost feel it becoming heated.

Oh, his lips.

"Okay, okay!" The photographer called. "Break it up, lovebirds!"

I opened my eyes and I pulled away.

"Thanks for the great poses." The photographer said. "Dismissed!"

I sighed.

Yes! Finally over!

I started to walk towards the dressing room and I started to put on my normal everyday clothes to meet up with the girls.

But before that, I checked my phone for a while and saw that Sam has a text message: I kinda have a weird feeling about this photoshoot. Be careful!

Aigooo, this kid and her sixth sense. But somehow they always end up true, you know? I think I'll just be careful.

I put my phone in my bag and was about to leave the room when the door opened and Minhyuk went in.

"Sorry about awhile ago." He apologized.

I nodded a bit.

"It's okay, I'm sorry for almost losing my temper." I said with a sheepish grin.

He touched my chin and made me look up at him before he placed a kiss on my lips.

When we pulled away, we smiled at each other.

"How would you feel about announcing our relationship to the public?" He asked.

"Hah, you're so daring." I chuckled. "But it would be great that we can stop this charade with people already if we do announce our relationship."

I took a deep breath.

We should really stop this.

"Well, not right away." He suggested. "We'll think about it then maybe plan it. Ask advice from our managers and our members."

I nodded and I hugged him, he hugged back and he gently stroked my hair.

"Yeah."

"Yeah."

We stayed like that for a while like the world stopped for us.

I wish when we finally reveal it to the public it would turn out like the white satin fabric of the gown: pure and almost faultless. Nothing to hide finally.

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The End

#white #wedding #photoshoot #shoes #kpop #oneshot #imagine #lee minhyuk #btob #kpop x reader #kpop imagine #lee minhyuk oneshot #lee minhyuk imagine #lee minhyuk x reader #btob oneshot #btob imagine #btob x reader

[sokka-simp]

I’m Sorry (Five x reader)

A/n Ok so honestly I don't know how I feel about this one. You and Five are 15 and will sorry but once again the apocalypse never happened. Sorry if this brings you mental and physical pain

Warning Um cussing I guess and shitty writing but that’s it

You and your 5 siblings were running around the house getting ready to leave for a mission. You were currently hopping around on one foot looking for your other shoe. In the background you could hear Klaus and Diego fighting about something stupid and Five jumping around for his mask.

“Hey Y/n have you seen my mask?” Five said jumping into your room.

“No, why would it even been in here.” you said still looking for your shoe

“Wow what kind of question is that I’m always in here. Bestfriends, remember” He said playfully annoyed

“Whatever” you said chuckling a bit before he jumped away.

You were still searching around for your shoe. ‘Where is it’ you grumbled in your head.

“HAS ANYONE SEEN M-”

“Y/n, honey I found your shoe” Grace said calm and sweet like always.

“Thanks mom.” you said, walking over to her grabbing your shoe and giving her a quick hug.

You put your shoe on while running out to join your siblings.

“Y/n, you need to be prepared. All of you do, now into the car.” “Father scolded, herding us into the car.

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As all six of  you arrived at the robbery, you all ran into the bank. Following your usual routine, you all fought flawlessly while being sarcastic shits at the same time. All the robbers were in bloody heaps on the floor or hung from the ceiling with vines, courtesy of your doing. You all started to help the hostages out, making sure they were all safe. Words of congratulations went around, the last hostage making their way safely out of the bank. Looking around you felt like something was off, scanning the area one las time you noticed a streak of blood across the floor, as if a body was dragging themselves up. Frantically looking around for the missing criminal, until you spotted him limping and dragging himself to the receptionist, the noise he was making masked by our talk of success. You spotted a silver glint in his hand, a gun.

“No.” you whispered accidently gaining the attention of your siblings.

You called on the earth for more vines but you already used all your energy in the battle. So you started running towards them. The man had the gun aimed at the girl, he smiled a malicious smile when he saw the frantic way you were running so you could save her. His finger was around the trigger there was no way you could stop him by physical contact, so you made your way in between the two just has he shot the gun, you were ready to take the bullet. You could hear the yells of your siblings and the scared shout of the woman behind you. You braced yourself for the pain but you heard the sound of Five jump, then you felt arms snake their way around your waist. You felt five shaking from the energy he was using. Your body felt like it was contorting to fit through a small gap between space and earth. You felt nausea taking over you but nothing could be worse than the agonizing scream and thump of the receptionist. As your eyes went back into focus and your feet steadied you saw your siblings already crowding around you.

“Y/n are you okay?”

“Y//n, what were you thinking?”

“Are you okay?”

You could barely hear their word over the blood and guilt pumping through your ears and the red clouding your eyes stopped you from seeing their concerned faces. None of the words mattered to you anyway, ‘She’s dead. She’s dead. She’s dead. She’s dead. She’s dead.’ the word kept repeating in your head. You pushed passed your siblings to the man dying on the floor. You looked at him with hate

“You killed her you dick go burn in hell” you yelled rage lacing your voice before snapping his neck like a twig.

Then you turned from him quickly rushing to the woman’s side. She’s dead.

“It’s my fault, I could have saved her” you said your voice escalating from a whisper to a strained cry.

“No, Y/n” Allison said placing what was supposed to be a comforting hand on your should.

You shrugged her off, turning quickly to face them.

“No it’s all of our faults, I could have saved her you assholes!” you yelled and watched their faces change to ones of guilt and sadness. Tears were streaming down your face, guilt washing over you like a tsunami. Anger built up in again and you turned to face Five. “You should have let me save her!”

“And let you die!” he growled back.

“Yes! No one here would really care if I died. I would just be another pitiful soul gone, another power lost. She had a REAL family! ” the words left your mouth harshly, as if they could actually cut skin, you had to turn away so you could mask your tears.

“Well I’ m sorry I saved you” Five spat at me anger and annoyance but also guilt evident in his voice.

You laughed roughly before turning in a matter of seconds. Your glare could have made Five piss himself. Your fist clenched and just as fast as your turn you punched Five in the nose. A sickening crack was heard, which brought a slight smile to your face. A pool of blood already forming from his nose.

“What the fuck Y/n!’

You turned away and walked out of the bank, ignoring all your fans and the curious reporters, rushing quickly to the car. As everyone entered the car, they all glared at you and told Mr.Hargreeves what you did, but surprisingly Five said nothing or it was the pain, you never really know with him. The drive home was silent and angry. ‘obviously they’re mad at me for trying to save someone’s life, those fucking dickwads’. The second we got home, you ran up to your room and locked yourself in your bedroom. The guilt started to weigh you down and the tears turned into sobs.

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You’ve been in your room for hours, missing lunch and dinner. Grace would come up against “father’s” wishes and would bring me food but I would refuse. ‘I don’t deserve food, she’ll never eat food again so why should I’. The words would guide me to refuse the food and lay in bed, huddled in a pitiful ball of hate. The tears never slowed, you couldn't save her, the innocent woman died because of the hate of a criminal. You’ve never not saved someone before. Sure you've killed but they were evil, she wasn’t.

Just as you were almost asleep, from the exhaustion of fighting, crying, and debating if throwing yourself out of a window would help at all, you heard a knock on the door.

“Go away.”

“Y/n, let me in.” an annoyed Five said through the door.

You were shocked, I mean he didn’t even sound that angry even though you broke his nose. Your curiosity almost got you to open the door but you decided against it.

“Go away Five”..

“Fine.”

You looked back at the roof before seeing a flash of blue out of the corner of your eye.

“Get out, I’m not in the mood” you said, sitting up.

Five rolled his eyes before walking over and sitting on your bed. HIs annoyed look morphed into guilt as he settled on the bed.

“I’m sorry.” he whispered.

“What” you responded shocked.

“I just didn’t want to loose you. You said no one would care if you died, but I would” Five talked choked, almost like he was holding back tears. “You’re my bestfriend and because of me you’ll feel the guilt of death on yours shoulders, but it's not your fault and I’m sorry.”

You were completely shocked, your cocky Five was apologizing. The usually so sarcastic and carefree nature was replaced with guilt and complete sadness. You looked over to his face again, he was looking down at his twiddling thumbs. Then you saw it, a tear fall from his eye. You crawled over to him and wrapped your arms around him. His tears still coming down, causing you to cry and relive the past hours all over again.

“I’m sorry for breaking your nose.’ you sobbed into his shoulder.

He didn’t respond, just hugged you tighter. His tears stopped already but he still hugged like his life depended on it.

“You probably feel bad too, and I’m so sorry. You were only keeping me alive”.

“It’s ok”

Five let go you and you looked at him.

“Hey, your nose looks completely fine”. you said surprised. It was still the perfect and normal way it always is just with a nose casty thing.

He chuckled a bit, “Mom got to it in time. By the way, if you ever do that again I swear. My eyes felt like they were shaking around in my skull, you ass.” he grumbled.

His words caused you to giggle. If it were anyone else, you would have never forgiven them that quickly but like Five said he’s your bestfriend and you like him a lot little. His demeanor dampened.

“Y/n can you promise me something?” Five asked seriously. “Will you never do that again, I can’t loose you.” he mumbled the last part quietly.

“No” you answered without hesitation “they’ll always be people who I’ll die for if I have to.”

Five looked at you with admiration

“Y/n, there’s another reason I couldn’t let you die” Five cupped you chin “I love you. I love your hope, laugh, smile, humor, sarcasm, dedication and selflessness.” He was looking into your eyes before realizing what he just did, and dropping his hand from your chin.

He loved you. You set your hand on his chin, lifting up his face and smashing your lips on his. He instantly responded, you could feel a grin spread on his face just as wide as yours. When you pulled apart you both rested your foreheads on each others.

“Y/n, we can get through this together, the guilt.” he said gently.

You hummed back in response. Everything will be okay.

#five hargreeves #five x reader #number five #five hargreeves x reader #tua #the umbrella academy #shit writing #sorry

[quillusquillus]

Last part of the Torchwood S5 liveblog, oh god there’s an escape room episode.

Section 1 - Section 2 - Section 3 (final)

Ep 10 - Tagged (live) okay for like a solid minute I thought this was Gwen narrating hbbfgf woops nice to meet you, Serena wait you're not that Owens copper are you? lmao andy no OH uh, that escalated quickly oh fuck I forgot Yvonne's in charge now yes. win their loyalty with bagels. sure. oi don't you horn on Rhys what the hell ...Singeon?????? wait wtf, is that.... Colchester's first name? the idea that Jack, JACK, could actually be a racist or bigot of any kind is wildly laughable ffhfg can't even what-... was that an editing error? what was that about a chalice?? god, the Rift snarling away in the background continues to be unnerving beware the small notecards of GUILT again Orr just accepts the shadowy recesses of human thought, it's super interesting :V wonder what Yvonne (or indeed anyone else) would have to do for Orr to be like whoa hey now that's not ok (besides threatening to blow up a somewhat-innocent sapient building AI) Colchester don't be fooled by the deliciousness of the bagels, they are there to TEMPT you with their WICKED DOUGHY SEDUCTION omg Orr you poor creature lmao Orr plumbing the depths of internet shit-flinging is simultaneously horrifying and hilarious GWEN?!! fUCK OFF SERENA this sequential guilt/murder nonsense smacks of the Caretaker's BS ngl I believe in you fake!Gwen, even real!Gwen has pulled through worse than this not sure how fake!Gwen affects Gwen physically exactly but y'know uhhhh time to turn the computer off maybe Orr somebody help them omg O__O ORR ARE YOU TALKING TO THE EVIL INTERNET DID YOU FIND THE TROLL KING this story is weirding me out slightly because of my friend who is also called Serena fghfdt "please don't mansplain my health to me" hjgj please at least let Orr go have some juice and a bagel oh my god you bitch the MEME???? ...adherents of the repeated meme? <_< "I sort of thought Torchwood got shut down or blown up or something" (both, it's both) no... no conspiracy, they just got shut down and blown up, sorry what happen to her face fake!Gwen noooo he was so nice oh thank goodness she has retcon seriously can you tell us what's with her face though? no? Colchester?!?? Serena I kind of doubt you could kill him even if you tried yyeahhh I thought he might have some deep dark regrets and I was RIGHT sure wish we had Owen right now :( Orr are you here with your weirdly in-depth medical knowledge- oh right they're fucking out cold because YVONNE it IS his first name omg, I'm probably spelling it super wrong then noted: evil cards are best defeated by the power of not giving a single fuck "I'll never, never put you through anything like this again" -Yvonne, a liar god, she really is like Jack but worse wuh oh fake!Gwen's back bitch jesus seriously though what's with her face Tell Us Andy that's three blimeys in a minute oh please do not get involved with her Andy ohey Jack Colchester please be secretly loyal to Jack the whole time ~just imagine~ HMMM good shit, very curious where this is going next yes yes yes... two episodes to go, things should start really kicking off next time >:O I still completely refuse to believe Jack is working fully with Red Doors because again the idea of Jack as a bigot or supporting bigots is Actual Comedy, but I'm very curious why he's cooperating with them as much as he has been... I also don't think he'd fuck with the population on a large scale like that but I'm NOT certain because he's.. him. Sneaky Bastard Jack >:O (please come back)

Ep 11 - Escape Room - (live) that was the Doctor Who theme heehee oh it's a literal escape room wow I've only done one escape room and they didn't even knock me out with a gas chamber, this is real service Yvonne recommended this which means it's gonna be either a test of their abilities that goes way too far or an actual case for them to solve I'm so happy both Rhys and Colin are here OH NO hahaha the traps are controlled by the other teams.... I love escape rooms and Saw/Cube movie type bullshit this is my guilty pleasure so you gotta.... connect the metals?? yeah real easy for you to pretend you don't care much about Rhys, huh fake!Gwen oh it's a wall split co-op game now "h'yer" still makes me happy every time this is such a funny scenario to attempt to depict in an audio medium listen to them GIGGLING going from giggling about to minor yelling rage is so typical of Gwen and Rhys hhgk a "whom" correction? really Colin? I suppose he IS married to colchester.... of COURSE colchester is wearing a cardigan under his jacket HAHA this old chestnut it's weird how it's hard to comment on an action-filled episode even when the action is only happening through sound and description so colchester is being tested on his connection to colin, rhys is being tested on his submissiveness? holy shit colchester I know this is probably not real or something but my heart is beating so fast right now RHYS the old god...... not fake!gwen, right? lol "i did all I could" you sure fuckin did is this a Sorvix thing, I do remember there were some that were still faithful to their god that fucked off beebee............ I keep thinking back to Rhys's scream, that was so horrible, well done Kai Owen oh the silver lever not working is NASTY rude god, I'm so mad at fake!Gwen, bring regular Gwen back >:( the regular-ass office/escape room door foley is so incongruously funny in this extremely tense situation RHHHYYYYSSSS NICE ONE COLCHESTER "don't forget who sent us here" I sure haven't >:( NEVER SAY THAT OH MY GOD GWEN oh wow where did you find him I've had the connection in my head between fake!Gwen and the old god for a while now but now I am even more  s u s p i c i o u s last episode to go :U

Ep 12 - Herald of the Dawn (live) OK SEASON END HERE WE GO so I had to explain to my american friends what dogging was a couple of months back, their reactions were an experience ....god is coming, or god is.... ? context is important when you say that on a dogging site WAIT WAS ORR DOGGING oh ok these are the airport peeps oh no Orr please don't- I know you can't help it but please don't oh they're trying not to but Oof oh hey Jack LOL Jack's unmistakable call of gHAAAUUUUGHH non-Torchwood characters going out of town for an episode is always suspicious, means big stuff is gonna happen to the town, often yay Brigadier Kate reference that was a HELL of a Rift sound do it again Crisis Number Two: Dead Doggers - available direct to video aw even Yvonne has to acknowledge Andy's adorableness I just noticed I wrote 4 things starting with "oh" in a row earlier what is "in the drag queen sense" Andy HA I KNEW FAKE!GEWN WAS INVOLVED IN GOD STUFF "Torchwood? bugger." you just CAN'T resist the opportunity for a dick joke can you Jack whoo boy the hatchmother and Yvonne together..... wow I forgot all about Tyler for a hot minute there so he IS feeding Jack info... sneaky boy oh yeah gimme those bibbles, not enough bibble-bibble-bibble in this season oh NO he IS involved with Yvonne AN DY "Shut up! here's a poppet" is Peak Andy I do not trust this guy idek why it just feels weird that Jack would send someone else instead of himself SEE I KNEW IT bloody scorvix Colchester omg who are Three Sol gfhgjh so Red Doors are pretty rubbish huh HAHAHA oh man, I love Colchester so much the Rift is NINE levels down?? was Torchwood 3 always this deep???? HOO boy that Rift sounds angry "somewhat" blew the place up.... it was a bloody crater, you understating bastard also please be ok omg wow even Colchester can tell Gwen's off now I can't believe I just listened to a live foosball match "a chat-shaped chat" ok, I take it back, that might be Peak Andy pfffffff they're lagging behind Yvonne and Three Sol, amazing there's like three different plans from three different parties conflicting and it's very good Ianto's handwriting..... Close! That! Rift! ha HA! j'accuse, fake gwen! Orr did you... not think to mention you couldn't read Gwen before? COME ON GWEEEEEN I MISSED YYOOOUUUU gee Torchwood 3 how come you get two Gwens? "Gwen... was more important." :( :( :( sad Jack voice..... uh. Orr? bye? "don't give me one of your Torchwood "ahh"'s!!" dskgfhfg don't you- OH MY GOD JACK can you ever NOT oh. OH. ORR ARE YOU GONNA. TURN INTO THE GOD. WHAT Gwen comes back, immediately is welsh complainin and calling them out on their BS. I MISSED HER SO MUCH wuuuugh feels heck yeah love yourself Gwen hnnng feelings, but if anyone deserves a retirement it's Gwen byeeee beautiful Gwen Cooper <3 <3 <3 also Rhys, ya sweet bugger yeah the Rift didn't stop being a thing that was happening or anything I wonder if Ro will heckin eat Yvonne after all that all i can think about is Ten's rant about being sick of meeting gods; good gods, bad gods, demi-gods... ON THAT NOTE, ONWARDS TO SEASON 6: GOD AMONG US aw Nicholas Briggs was the executive producer? that's neat also shoutout to that one person credited in the role of "god-botherer” hppft

#torchwood #torchwood aliens among us #torchwood s5

[searchesforself]

Wednesday, March 14 2019.

The day that changed my life forever.

You’re probably wondering who is Mike? Well Mike was my boss. My manager. My leader. And this was the kind of respect that I received from him. I’ll never forget waking up that morning to this text message my stomach was turning with nausea, I was in pain from my surgery. And not to mention I was also in pain from the stitches that I had just had literally tweezed out of my stomach because of my allergic reaction to the stitches. I turned my phone off and turned it back on only to see the same message from the same person. This was real. This was really happening. I was about to become an official victim of sexual harassment in the workplace. My mind couldn’t figure it out because I was so focused on my health and getting back to normal after the surgery and now this. 

Guilt & Humiliation. 

Believe it or not this is what I felt. Maybe I had done something to prompt this message. Maybe I gave him the wrong signals. Maybe this was my fault. I don’t know what I did to make him feel that sending me something like this was OK but maybe I did something that I wasn’t aware of. I try to keep a very professional platonic relationship with everyone that I work with. Especially Mike. Just simply because he made me so uncomfortable all the time. And at this moment I realized those times he walked past me and brushed up against me, winked at me, made a nasty disturbing comment towards me, those weren’t thoughts that were just in my head my boss was actually hitting on me.  there is nothing more uncomfortable than having to bring something like this to your mother. Your father. Your family and friends. But I had to tell someone. I couldn’t just walk back into work and pretend like this never happened.

Human Resources.

Human resources is the term that I use very lightly now. Human resources is supposed to help you in situations like this. They are supposed to support you. And be there as support. I’m sure you’ve heard of the #MeToMovement. And I’m very certain that Fifth Third Bank has heard of it. So there’s no other option other than them to support me. Because I can make this a really big story right? I reported it to human resources and maybe two days later got feedback that they would be meeting with Mike and that I should return to work as I normally would. I was terrified I asked if they were sure that there was no other location that I could go to. I was told plain and simple, “No.” I took that and went to work as I normally would paranoid out of my mind that Mike would show up. I got a call around lunchtime that day and I was told that he no longer worked for the company and that he resigned. I then asked once again is it possible for me to change locations. Once again I was told “No.”

My district manager came in and I thought maybe it was to address the situation and make sure that I was OK. She didn’t come in for any of those reasons and actually came in and took away my 40 hours and bumped me down to 20 hours a week. Was I being punished for reporting the sexual-harassment? Is this something that really happened? Why is everyone acting like nothing happened here? In that moment I decided I should probably get a lawyer and another job. But I kept quiet I followed the rules I stood two weeks after surgery for my eight hour shift after our new stand in manager had taken away all of the chairs. I thought that maybe my phone call from HR was the last I had heard of them, but I was wrong. 

HR came in a month later and I knew they were there for me. I hadn’t done anything wrong, I balanced my drawer every single night. But I just knew they were there for me. So I got called into the back room and I don’t know if you know anything about HR, but when HR comes it’s not to congratulate you. It is to fire you. So I go in the back room and the only thing they could pull up was two customers that they said they called to verify that I disposition and their accounts, and apparently those customers said that they have never met me. Considering, that I was the only teller at that time, this was false. Who else would they have met? So I asked if they would like to take a ride up to the store around the corner with me so I can show them the new customer. Ha, of course they didn’t want that. I made copies of everything they had me sign and showed proof in my emails that I in fact, very much knew those customers. Considering I had the date and time I opened the accounts in my email. Fail on their part. I wasn’t the right one to mess with.

All I could think of was how I hope this never happens to my district manager’s daughter. I hope her daughter never feels as low as I felt and unsupported as I felt. But maybe that would be the only time she would understand what she did as a woman. Everything is a revolving door and I hope my face is imprinted in her memory forever. 

I only had one witness in this case. I didn’t want to take everyone down with me. But I thought maybe something like that wouldn’t happen. So my one witness was actually called 30 minutes after HR came and met with me over the phone and fired. They fired her because she was a witness to my sexual harassment. This is the kind of company I was working for. Wow. So now I made someone lose their job because they supported me. To this day, I think about her everyday and want to continue apologizing even when she tells me not to. I brought her into my mess. I feel terrible. Who wouldn’t? I was told I would know the following Thursday if I had a job while they finished their “investigation”. What they were investigating, the world may never know.

Long story short, I have zero faith in Human Resources or corporate America. This situation is disgusting. And should have never escalated to this.

Job Hunt

During all of this I was on a job hunt. I had to find a new job. So I finally got an interview at another bank and waited patiently for two weeks to find out whether or not I had the job. Finally that Wednesday night, I got the car I had been waiting for. If you remember, I was probably going to be fired the next day which would be Thursday. I was offered a job and immediately excepted the offer. It was going to be full-time and I would be making two dollars more than I was making at Fifth Third Bank. Finally, I thought. I went to work the next day and I quit through an email. I worked my entire shift and the last hour I sent my email resigning and letting them know that I was resigning because of how I was treated after reporting sexual harassment.  for some reason my stand in manager and District manager we’re both out of the office this day. I truly believe it was because they were planning on coming in and firing me but I beat him to the punch. So I was told they would be there in 30 minutes and I would do my exit interview. This was not an exit interview it was basically a give me your keys and leave situation. So I had already sold all of my money to the vault, and there was nothing left for them to count in my drawer. So there will be no way they could say that I still not even a dime. As I was told to handover my keys I said that I would not hand them over until I walked up and balanced my drawer with the manager standing next to me. I wish I could’ve been in her brain when she saw that there was no money in my drawer. Even though I knew there was no money in my drawer I wanted to make sure that it was on camera that I did not steal anything from this bank. I went home and I rested. Good riddance.

New Job

I started my new job. And I’m going to be upfront about it, I absolutely hated this job. But I had told myself people always hate their jobs that’s just a part of life. So suck it up, and work. On my last day of training I decided to tell the female manager that had trained me what I have been through and how thankful I was to have this job. The next thing I know and hour later I was being sent to HR, once again. I didn’t know what this could be for considering I had barely started this job. But I went into the office and I was told that I wasn’t a “fit” for their bank. I had passed my test that was needed to pass to be fully hired. But they only figured out a month and a half later that I wasn’t effect? I knew what had happened. I was being punished because I told my story. They didn’t want to have any liability with someone who they knew had a sexual harassment case against another bank. It was a blessing in disguise because I hated this job. But where was I going to get my money from now? At this point I had just given up on life. Clearly, nothing was going to work out for me.

Mental Health.

This is the most important part of the story in my opinion. My mental health was suffering so badly at this point all I could think of as far as solutions was to commit suicide. I went on day-to-day pretending like everything was ok knowing I was talking to suicide hotline’s in my room at night trying to find some sort of hope to not do this. I cried myself to sleep every night. There were two specific people who probably has no idea who they are to this day, who both said to me the same day on the phone “you sound really sad” and that was when I realized it was showing. I couldn’t hide it. So I swallowed my pride and I decided to get help. I went to my doctor and let her know that I needed some help. I told her my situation and I could barely get through the appointment without hysterically crying. Everything happened so fast but all I know is she was asking me a bunch of questions and the next thing I know I was in an emergency room and I was being sent to a mental hospital. This was it for me as soon as I got out of this hospital I was just going to do it. If this is the way my life was going to be because I reported sexual-harassment then I was certainly going to end it. I cried myself to sleep that night in the hospital trying to keep as quiet as I could because the girl next to me was probably going to wake up by the sound of my sobs. I have never felt so alone. I was so angry at my doctor for doing this to me. I regret it even going to get help. I should’ve just done it is what I told myself.

The next morning I finally met with the doctor. I told him my situation which was hard because I felt like I just kept having to tell people the same story over and over again and it was getting me nowhere and I was having to relive what this man has done to me over and over again. But he was so understanding. He told me what I was dealing with was actually PTSD. And it was completely normal in my kind of situation. He put me on the right medication to help me get through it, after all that was the whole point of me going to the doctor lol. I was so embarrassed when I got home. Now everyone knew my deepest secret. Everyone knew that I was going to commit suicide. How humiliating. But I cried for a few days and I got myself back together.

Lawyer

I know some of you are probably wondering did she get a lawyer? To answer that question yes I did. Long story short my lawyer failed me too. I found out a year after the case that his paralegal had never filed my charges. And if you’re not familiar you have to report these things within 365 days from the incident. So I have no case. These women and men got away with what they did to me. Which is why I am here to talk about it today. I want to make sure that other people know what this bank is capable of doing to other women. My lawyer really failed me and it was never about the money. It was always about what they’ve done being made now. But with social media nowadays I can still get my story out.

Me Too

I never thought I’d be a part of this me to movement. But throughout the time I worked with this man my mother told me “if he keeps it up you are going to be a part of the me to movement.” I doubted her, and here we are. 

I’m not sharing my story for anyone to feel sorry for me. I’m not sharing my story to make myself seem like I’m better than anyone else. I’m sharing my story because I know this happens to women every single day and they don’t talk about it because of the things that have happened to me. What if I took my life? I wouldn’t be here to be able to be a voice for the women who feel like they can’t speak up about things like this. I feel that everything happens for a reason and I wasn’t able to commit suicide because this is what I was supposed to do. I was supposed to share this story with other women. I am here for any woman struggling with this at any time or day. I didn’t have that. And I know there are so many women who have went through worse and haven’t shared their story. But let’s talk about it. Let’s not let these men think they can get away with this.

Silence= Acceptance.

#metoo

[thatsocialhermitoverthere]

Chapters: 6/? Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Bakugou Katsuki, Iida Tensei | Ingenium, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Uraraka Ochako, Iida Tenya, Shuuzenji Chiyo | Recovery Girl, Todoroki Shouto, Kirishima Eijirou, Nedzu (My Hero Academia), Shinsou Hitoshi, Tobita Danjuurou | Gentle Criminal, Hagakure Tooru, Original Characters Additional Tags: Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Does Not Have One for All Quirk, Crack, Crack Treated Seriously, Alternate Universe, world building, Uhh guys this escalated quickly, mineta gets expelled, Horror but it was an accident I swear officer, Crack Treated Way Too Seriously Oh God What Have I Done, Body Horror, Traumatizing some students, As you do, Humor, Torture, Psychological Horror, This was supposed to be a funny lighthearted fic, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Graphic Description of Burning, This isn't really a dark fic, I know the tags make it look super dark, And I mean I guess it is a little bit, but it will have a happy ending!, mentions of abusive parents, Oblivious Midoriya Izuku, Immortality, Manga Spoilers, Ooookay I think I gotta officially label this as dark now Summary:

No one noticed when Midoriya Izuku manifested his quirk. However, it didn't take long for people to take notice of the effects. It was very hard to ignore, after all. The denizens of Mustafa adapted fast to this change in the laws of reality-- that's the way of quirk society, after all. Still, no one thought the plain-looking boy might be connected.

Izuku's quirk emits a massive no-kill zone around him.

Bookmarker's Notes:

ok this... this is straight up horrifying (I mean its also a work with great worldbuilding but mainly horrifying) the best parts of it come when people observe the changes in morality that they get from living in the no kill zone and as well as the kinds of places and history that could only exist thanks to the no kill zone. like there are towns of people living underwater since they can't drown and an entire community of people that live on the edge of the no kill zone. The feeling of paranoia, fear and horror that is described in groups of people feel real and the descriptions of body horror are haunting. Having it then being reinforced by the body horror being reacted to with nonchalance could have been funny in a normal crack fic but the writing and the detail that goes into it just makes it impossible to laugh to because wow... so in conclusion i tried to find a crack fic but found crack that was taken waaaaaaayyyy too seriously and oh god please stop I wasn't looking for great worldbuilding and body horror I just wanted something to laugh at not a reminder of the terrifying adaptability, desperation and shittiness of humanity jesus christ I need fluff to heal my soul.

#bnha #fic #horror #death need not apply #my hero academia #UA #shinsou #deku #1A #fanfiction #Aizawa #i feel like my soul has left my body from thinking about the experience this fic gave me #it... might take a while until I read fanfiction again #i know i said i needed fluff but i'm still terrified okay! #dark #suuuuper dark #body horror #psychological horror #at this point i feel like i might be exagerating but i'm too scared to go and reread this so that definitely says something

[lunarotimas]

This lady just said “Heterosexual Holocaust”

I’m at mcdonalds and she’s babbling about white sepremecy 

OMG AS I’M WRITING THIS IT ESCALATED SO MUCH

there was a mixed couple next to me and the black guy got up and was like “look lady, I don’t wanna have to hear about fucking white supremecy you need to keep that shit outta here” and she starts, like, defending herself and saying how she’s only speaking truth and these people are talking about dogs and THE HETEROSEXUAL HOLOCAUST IS REAL” and he reiterated that she just needs to cut that shit out and as he walked away she said “You mustabeen one of the ones who had your hands slapped” and OH WOW was his woman over in her face so fucking fast like WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY TO MY MAN

and she’s babbling about how they can just get away with abusing and sodomizing and hurting and *babbles on* and the girlfriend(wife?) is like DON’T YOU FUCKING TALK TO HIM LIKE THAT and the mcdonalds employees are like WOW DO WE NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS AT 8:30 AM

a worker (who’s black lmfao) came over really timid clearly not wanting things to escalate 

she’s like “uuhhh ok idk what’s going on but could you apologize?” and she’s like “THEY WERE THE AGGRESSERS SO I’LL ONLY APOLOGIZE IF IT’S MUTUAL WE SHOULD NOT ALLOW ABUSERS TO JUST GET AWAY WITH BEING ABUSIVE “

and the couple leaves like “this fuckin bitch over here talkin bout white sepremacy”

and the worker’s like “uhhh could you just... not talk out loud?” (the lady was talking at her computer initially) 

AND THE LADY STARTS BITCHING ABOUT IMMIGRANTS HAVING CHILDREN I CAN’T BREATH

the worker is like “uhhh ok, but we don’t talk about those things here, so if you could please stay quiet”

and the lady starts saying how she needs to talk out loud cause the guys next to her are talking about dogs and it’s fucked up

and they’re like WOAH HOW DID WE JUST  GET PULLED INTO THIS

and she goes on about how if they deny it they’re fucking liars and grooming to be sociopaths because SOCIOPATHS LIE

aaand as she packs up she’s mumbling about the “demorilization of america’s conciousness” 

These people really be out here yo, stay safe.

#personal #mcdonalds #fuckin wow

[waterstar2016]

Hello, goddess! I have a prompt for you! Reader is Raphael's girlfriend. She's a motorcycle-rider, leather jacket-wearer, has a New Yorker accent, all the goods. Her father owns a motorcycle shop and is the leader of a Biker gang. So, the very night Raphael goes to introduce his brothers to Reader, she's in the middle of dealing with members of a rival biker gang, conveniently run by her ex-boyfriend. Raphael watches in satisfaction as she whoops major ass and fawns over her in the end.

Goddess? I am so not worthy of that. *blush* Thank you for this awesome prompt! Totally right up my alley! I hope you like it.

SFW - some violence

The four scaled the side of the building. Reaching the roof they gazed down into the parking lot below. “So, Raph, which one is your girl?” Whispered Mikey. Leo shook his head and rolled his eyes. “Probably the one that he’s been staring at since we got up here.” Raph turned to his brothers and smirked. “Yep, she’s the one wearin the dark red jacket.” Mikey’s eyes travelled to where Raph was pointing. “Dude, she’s freaking hot!” Raph smirked. “I know little bro.”

She was wearing black leather pants that hugged her curves and her blood red motorcycle jacket fit her like a second skin. Her hair was a shade between black and brown and hung halfway down her back. It was dyed bright red underneath. Walking over to her bike (a 2009 Triumph Street Triple) she grabbed something out of her tank bag. Donnie looked at the bike through his goggles. “Wow, it looks like she’s made some major modifications to her bike. I’d like to see how fast it clocks out at.” He flipped another lens down and examined it further and squeaked. “Look at that exhaust!” Raph smiled.

“When do we get to meet her?” Mikey asked, careful to keep his voice down. Raph gave him a quick glance. “After their meeting. She’ll come up here when they’re done. Everyone’s there so they should be starting soon.” Leo’s head turned and he peered into the darkness. “I thought you said everyone was there Raph, there are more motorcycles heading towards us from the South. Raph rolled the toothpick in his mouth. “It’s probably her exes biker gang. They’ve been wanting this territory for years.” Donnie looked at Leo and they exchanged a glance. Raph was being unusually calm about the impending situation.

She heard the motorcycles approaching as well. Her father hollered. “Ya all know what to do. Let’s show these assholes once and for all that they are not welcome in our city. Be ready and be careful, it looks like they’ve brought reinforcements.” The group of nine watched and waited.

Pulling up on an old Harley he swung his leg over and took off his helmet. Hair as black as night and bright blue eyes greeted her. “Morgan.” She hissed. “What the fuck are ya doin here?” The man smiled and the feeling of insects crawled over her and she resisted the urge to shiver. “I thought I taught you better manners? But, that’s besides the point. I want you back. When you ran away two years ago I first thought, good riddance, you were too much work. Always needing punishment.” He paused and she felt his eyes travel over her body making her grit her teeth. “I’ve decided to forgive your past indiscretions.”

Resting her hand on her fathers arm to calm him she stepped away. If Morgan didn’t watch it, he was going to find out what else she’d learned in the two years since she escaped his clutches. “My indiscretions? You beat the hell outta me for putting your orange juice in the wrong glass. I tried leaving that night, but ya had the house on lock down.” She paused, reigning in her anger. “Ya were controlling, abusive and it sickened me when I found out what your corporation actually does. Ya lied to me and my family.” Morgan shrugged. “It’s a hard world. I do what I have to do. Now, enough chit chat. I’ve brought enough people that should I give the command, they will tear apart everything around here. If you come with me now, no harm shall be done.” He held out his hand towards her and smiled. It was a smile that made her stomach turn and it didn’t reach his eyes.

She made herself meet his gaze. “No.” His smile turned into a scowl. “I don’t want to hurt you or your family Princess. Stop this nonsense and come back with me.” She raised her eyebrow and scowled. “There are only two men in the world that are allowed to call me Princess, Morgan. And you ain’t one of ‘em.” Morgan’s posture immediately changed. “Who is he?! I’ll get rid of him real fast.” A slow smile crept across her features. “Morgan, you’re a piece of shit, but I’d rather see you rot in a jail cell then end up in the hospital. Which is where you will end up if you meet him.”

Michelangelo approached his older brother. “Dude, it looks like things are about to go down.” He said while eyeing the one that had spiked studs on his jacket’s shoulders. “Should we go help?” Raph gave Mikey a noogie. “Nah, she’ll be fine, trust me.” There was a sparkle in Raphael’s eyes that none of his brothers had seen before. His answer to hang back even surprised Leo, who honestly thought Raph would have charged the moment Morgan called his girl princess.

Morgan took a few steps closer to her. “I’m giving you one more chance to come back with me, or my gang will destroy your fathers shop.” The group behind him started pulling out pipes and slipping on brass knuckles. “If people get hurt, you can’t say I didn’t warn you.” From the rooftop of the shop the guys saw her clench her fists. “You’re scum, Morgan. Ya prey upon those that can’t defend themselves, which is deplorable. The day I managed to escape was the best day of my life.” She paused and cracked her neck. “Now, get on your excuses for bikes and get the fuck off my turf.”

Donnie came up and stood beside Raph. “Uh, the rival gang outnumbers theirs two-to-one Raph, are you sure we shouldn’t step in?” Raphael gave Donatello a grin. “Seriously, it will be ok, just relax.” The three brothers exchanged a look. Raph was telling them to relax? Mikey gave a massive shrug and turned his attention back to what was happening below them.

Her father stepped closer to her and laid a hand on her shoulder. “Ya need to listen to my daughter Morgan, leave now before this escalates.” Morgan laughed. “You’re the one that supported our alliance in the beginning! You practically threw your daughter at me.” Her father hung his head and squeezed his daughters shoulder in a silent apology. “That was before I saw what your gang was actually about. A mistake I truly regret. My daughter has chosen one that could squash ya like a bug, and I would be proud to call him son. Which is more than I could ever say for you.” Morgans chest was heaving and rage burned in his eyes.

Raph had the biggest smile on his face that the three had ever seen. Leo drew his Katana as the group of men behind Morgan started advancing. Raph rested his hand on his elder brothers shoulder at the sound of singing metal. “Leo, will ya put those things away?” The blue masked leader sighed and sheathed the twin blades. “I don’t know Raph, this looks like this is going to get bad.” Raph chuckled. “Leo, if things turn I will be the first one down there with my Sai ready to rip into anyone that hurts her. So, as Mikey would say…take a chill pill.” Leo narrowed his eyes, but held himself in check.

Suddenly, one of the rival gang charged, and Morgan yelled. “Kill anyone you see and burn down the shop, but leave her to me!” She exchanged a brief look with her father and then they exploded. Her father ran to the left and clotheslined the first to come after him. Slamming his fist in the next ones face he looked behind him to make sure his daughter was alright. Grinning at what he saw he turned back to his own fight.

“Oooooo!” The three yelled as they watched her kick one so hard in the stomach that he lost his supper as he flew backwards. Another grabbed her from behind with a knife at her throat. Before any of them could blink she crushed his nose with her elbow and had his arm twisted behind his back. The knife fell to the ground with a clatter. Flipping him over she slammed him into the pavement and dropped into the splits to trip the next guy that was charging her. Grabbing the knife she hopped up to her feet and threw it, piercing the hand that was holding a pipe which was poised to hit her father on the back of his head. Mikey stared with his eyes wide at the scene unfolding below them. “Duuuuuuuuuuuuude.” He whispered.

Flipping her hair out of her eyes she walked towards her father who was now holding Morgan with the same knife to his throat that was at her own neck only minutes before. Her father looked at her. “It’s up to you Princess, say the word and I will get rid of him for ya.” She cocked her head. Morgans lip was bleeding and she could see that he would have a black eye in the morning. “It’s ok, Daddy. Just hold him for me.” She walked up to him, rested her hands on his shoulders and leaned in close.

Morgan struggled, but her fathers grip was firm. She could see a trickle of blood running down his neck where the blade met his flesh. “If I ever see ya in this city again…I will end you. Do ya understand?” Morgan nodded his head as much as he could without cutting himself further. Without any warning she pulled her leg back and kneed him in the groin, hard. Morgan doubled over and her father let him fall to the ground. “That’s for the three months of hell ya put me through, asshole.” Morgan started dragging himself away, whimpering.

She turned to her father. “Let’s make sure our people are ok and then I want all of their bikes scrapped.” Her father nodded in agreement. “Good job sweetie.” He glanced up to the roof of his shop. “I think Raphael’s here Princess, you should go to him. I’ll manage the rest of things here. I know one day you’ll lead this group just fine. His eyes met the large figure above and gave a nod. Raphael gave him a nod in return. “Thanks, Daddy.” She gave her father a hug and then ran into the shop and up the back stairwell that led to the roof.

Opening the door she smiled at the sight before her. “Red!” she yelled and ran straight into his arms, jumping up so he caught her. She rested her head on his shoulder as he held her to his plastron. “Heya, Princess. Ya were amazing down there.” Setting her down Raph beckoned his brothers forward. “These are my brothers. Leonardo, Donatello and Michelangelo.” Mikey looked at Raph and shook his head. “Bro, don’t be so formal.” Turning to her he smiled. “Call me Mikey.” She smiled and shook his hand. “By the way Sweetcheeks, you seriously kicked some ass down there!” Donnie walked up to her and immediately started asking her questions about her bike.

Leonardo came up to her next. “Please, call me Leo, I’ve been looking forward to meeting you. Thanks to you, Raph has been more civil lately.” Raph chuckled deeply. Leo rolled his eyes. “You’re welcome to visit our home anytime you wish, our father would like to meet you.” Leo suddenly squinted. “You uh, have some blood on your cheek.” She laughed as Raphael licked his thumb and wiped it off of her face.

Leo laughed quietly at the sight. “I will admit I was worried when I saw how outnumbered your group was. Your fighting skills are impressive.” Raph wrapped his arms around her waist from behind and hugged her to him. “I told ya it would be fine Leo.” She laughed. “I knew you guys were here and Red would have backed me up if I needed it.” She eyed Leo slyly. “Raph’s right, ya are wound pretty tight.” Leo narrowed his eyes at her and then shook his head smiling. “Raph, she’s perfect for you.”

Raph grinned. “Don’t I know it.” She looked at the three in front of her. “So, if you guys are interested I have some cousins that would love to meet ya.” All three sets of jaws dropped. Mikey was the first to break the silence. “Really?! Well bring them on up!” Then he looked at Leo and winced. “Sorry bro, it’s your call.” Leo smiled. Seeing how happy Raph was lately had made each of them wonder if they would ever experience the same thing. Blue eyes glittering he nodded. “It’s fine with me.”

End.

#reader request #raphael x reader #tmnt fan fiction #tmnt raphael #tmnt raph

[fandom-games]

Step-rivals

Word count: 793 Warnings: Swearing

“DAN!!” He rolled his eyes in annoyance at what he knew was about to come. The man may seem innocent, but he can really be quite the pain in the ass when he wants to be. “You can’t just do that!”

“I can and I did,” See, Dan and Phil are brothers, wait scratch that, rivals. They were technically only step-brothers, but they behaved like real ones, fighting over basically everything, even if it was just for the cameras.

Dan ran the ever so famous ‘Danny Cosmetics’ which he started right after he found out that Phil ran ‘Phillip - City of London’ Dan’s company grew fast, catching up to Phil’s popularity.

Cameras followed them around every week, capturing all of the fighting they do.

“Are you kidding me! You ruined an entire batch of my lipsticks! You lost me 10,000 euro!” Dan just shrugged and put on a little smirk.

“It was ugly anyway, you wouldn’t’ve sold any,”

“Ok 1) Don’t be fucking rude 2) What gives you the right to mess with my business?” Dan turned his head a tiny bit to see if the cameras were on them. As soon as he saw the flashing light he knew that the fight needed to be escalated.

“Because you are a fucking asshole, I can do whatever I want!”

“Since when! You’re the one that messes with my source of income all the time! I’ve never done anything to make you hate me so much!” Phil started screaming at him, which almost never happens. They usually bicker a little for the cameras, then drop it later. Dan started getting actually scared of him.

“Phil, we can drop it now, they got the footage” Dan dropped his voice down to a whisper and tried to calm him down.

“You know what Dan, I’m done, you’ve been fucking me over for two years now and I’m sick of it.”

“Phil, I’m sorry, ok, I didn’t know it bothered you so much,”

“It does bother me, Dan! It bothers me that you have no respect for anything I do! For fuck’s sake I’m 5 years older than you, at least try to treat me like an equal,” Phil walked out of the room, fuming. You could almost see smoke coming out of his ears.

Dan suddenly felt really bad about the way he treated Phil. He thought he was in on it and they were both being mean for the camera. He didn’t realize Phil was actually being affected by his actions.

Dan felt the feeling in his throat that told him he was about to cry, no one’s ever yelled at him like that before, especially someone he calls family, and he definitely doesn’t like it. He could hear Phil talking to one of the cameras. He couldn’t hear What was being said, but he knew it was about him.

Dan got up from his space on the couch and borderline ran to his room, small tears leaking out of his eyes. He could feel the stare of the cameramen and Phil on him, but he just ignored them. He sat on his bed, silently bawling his eyes out.

Dan didn’t even hear his door opening, or the quiffed man walking through and sitting on his bed with him.

“Y’know, you have been a real hood bitch these days,” Dan looked up slightly to see Phil looking at him from the end of the bed. He just kept quiet, putting his head back in his hands. “You really do need to have some respect, even if I did just plan all of this just for the show,” Dan perked up at this statement.

“What, you mean you just got fake mad at me and made me cry just for a stupid show,”

“Well, kind of. You did need to be knocked down a peg or two though. I was getting to the point where I was like ‘He is insane, I’m ready to shove a taco up his ass’ just to make you chill,” Dan let out a small giggle at his crude language.

“So you’re not actually mad at me are you?”

“Eh, not really, but you do owe me 10,000 euro for the damaged lipstick,”

“Nah, I’m good, just borrow it from mom, I’m sure she won’t mind,”

“Yeah, that’s probably how much she would’ve made off the sex tape anyway,”

“That was low, wow Phil,” Dan feigned shame “ I’m glad to see you’re learning from me,” they both shared a laugh.

“But seriously I’m glad I’m able to call you my brother,” Dan threw himself into Phil crushing him in a bear hug.

“That was great guys, let’s do one more take then you’re off for the week,” Dan and Phil both rolled their eyes and decided to go along with it.

I like how you described their relationship, and showed what you described in the story! 92 points! 

-kayden

#Team H #Challenge 3 #Round 1 #submission

[starryseo]

youtuber!felix

only 2 more left after this

im sad

also,,, warning,, a bit of swearing in this oneeee

Chan | Woojin | Minho | Changbin | Hyunjin | Jisung | FELIX | Seungmin | Jeongin

without further ado

lee yongbok felix!!!!!!!!!! idk a yongbok

ok so felix totally watches buzzfeed unsolved

im sorry i was watching that b4 writing this

and he unironically quotes the guys on there

refers to the rest of the sk guys as demons bc he’s always saying “hey demons, it’s me… ya boi” #GottaLoveShane’sSkepticAss

does a lot of research into the haunted/ paranormal stuff and has dragged hyunjin on his hunt for haunted places

kinda hard to find some places bc they’re barricaded and he doesn’t wanna break the law by breaking in :’))

plus his parents would probably not let him stay overnight at a haunted place

but he tries his best to go during the day to, like, a haunted house or something

along with being a supernatural fanatic

he makes videos on conspiracy theories

all. the. time.

deffo the type to cover his laptop/ desktop camera bc the government are watching lmfao i do this too

also deffo believes in shit like the illuminati and men in black i doooo

in some of his videos you can see his room

he’s sooo got pictures, newspaper articles and shiz like that on his wall

and the typical red string tying different pictures and articles together

he’s,,,, really,,,,,, into this kinda stuff

alongside that

he’s obviously into memes

so in his videos he’ll have trashy Comic Sans comments

y’know how WillNE used to have in his videos? like that.

is also really into those theories relating the disney princesses together bc damn those are actually cool

[cyanide voice] DID YOU KNOW… elsa & anna’s parents are also tarzan’s parents????? [just a theory bUT IT MAKES SENSE OKAY]

y’know those parkour videos i keep mentioning

bringing it back real quick

one time felix was skateboarding by some lil’ lake

and he tried doing a trick but he almost fell in

and he let out the most girly scream ever and changbin was dYING

thankfully he didn’t fall in,,,,

but then he tried it again and he fell half in and changbin lost it. he. could. not. stop. laughing.

felix was just like “bro <\3″

even jisung was laughing,,, he almost dropped the camera,,, but luckily he didn’t and he managed to get felix’s scream recorded

felix actually wasn’t too mad about that

he made a meme out of it?? like why???

y’know that one meme that uses Bag Raiders - Shooting Stars as background music [the song fyi - if you dont know what im talking about; use earplugs & low volume!!! there is swearing after the 1st so watch out]

and he managed to cut a picture (of himself) from jisung’s video as he was falling

and he moves it so he’s falling through loads of different things and ends up falling through space that escalated quickly

that was a crappy explanation but watch that video and you should understand

so yeah

he’s a bit crazy :)

it’s ok tho bc he’s funny

he also does vlogs

you can imagine how active and crazy he is in those

& he’s literally always screaming in those

someone get him to chill pls

he and chan will speak english and use australian slang in the vlogs

and 1) comments overflow with how cool they sound

but 2) the other guys just go ughhhhh and start speaking korean really fast so they cant understand - or, well, felix mainly, can’t understand

or c) they’ll chat shit about chan and felix slowly so they understand and are like hey ://

it’s all banter dw

he watched jisung’s make-up w/ my minho thing right

and tried doing that too

but with changbin

obviously he didn’t tell changbin what he was gonna do

but when changbin got there

and felix got him to sit at the table rather than where his game console was he was suspicious

when felix came out of his room with make-up

you bet your butt changbin got outta that chair and ran

felix was just like “wow… i got jisung’s make-up and everything and he up and left :(((”

that didn’t stop him tho lmao

he had already set up a camera to record in that room

so he just got that camera, put it on the table

and recorded himself doing his own make-up

it was going decently until he got the eyeliner

and started doing it around his eyes

and then he found inspiration in Big Daddy’s (from Kick Ass) eye make-up [fyi]

yeah after that he kinda just fcked up his own face

but he was so proud of it

bless

he took a pic of himself and sent it to the sk group chat like “this is what you missed out on, binnie”

changbin: so not much then, yh?

felix: im breaking up w/ u

changbin: finally

as revenge for that bad changlix break-up

he gathered the ‘00 line [SQUAD ROLL OUTTTTTTT]

and they planned to get revenge on changbin

so on a saturday when they knew changbin was gonna be sleeping till like midday

(because he was up all night gaming the idiot)

they came to his house early

and got the make-up kit ready lmfao

seungmin held the camera

whilst hyunjin blended like 5 different shades of lipstick

jisung put concealer, blush and bronzer on him (God knows how some ended up in his hair but whatever)

and felix did the eyeshadow and eyeliner

just to feel a little rebellious

jisung let seungmin do the highlight

omg bad boy!seugming im deadddd

but then jisung accidentally sneezed and everyone was like SHIT and froze

they waited like 5 seconds until they heard changbin mumble “what the fuck…”

and then his eyes opened

and he was like “what the hell are you guys doing here?”

and hyunjin just smilled, discreetly hiding the lipstick he was currently holding behind his back

“ah,, we just came over to wake you up!!”

changbin was having none of that shit and he was like

changbin: “why is seungmin holding a camera then?? and jisung’s literally got something in his hand”

changbin: “jisung,,,,, is that… make-up?? you fcking did not”

felix: “RUN!!!!!!!!”

seungmin managed to get a clear shot of changbin’s pissed off face before they goT THE HELL OUTTA THEREEEEEEE

changbin flew straight up and chased them 

but unfortunately they got outta the house just in time

and he wasn’t about to dash out of his house in his pj’s

imagine if seungmin had forgotten to actually start the video holy shittt lmfao

he remembered dw

anyways they got back to felix’s house and he immediately started editing the video

he managed to get a picture of changbin’s final pissed off face before they ran

he sent that to the group chat

and all the guys made that their youtube profile pictures it was HILARIOUS

whilst i’m on the topic of ‘00 line

they have killer gaming matches

and felix lives to troll people

he doesn’t limit himself to just annoying the other ‘00 guys

nah that’s too basic

he’ll troll anyone on his team

he’s blocked so many people from getting through doors

or blocked them in one corner

and he can sometimes hear them swearing and shouting to move the fck away dude!!!

and he deadass just laughs over the mic

he’s gotten a lot of people killed that way 

(including himself lmao)

he still somehow managed to not be last on the scoreboard??

he plays really well actually

but he never misses an opportunity to troll

he gets a lot of hate messages from people online like “dude wtf why’d you do that”

and he’s just like “y not bro <3″

so yeah

although he loves trolling and annoying as many people as he can

he loves the sk guys

and he’d do anything for them

he can get real cheesy at times

making edits of them all dramatically falling in love with him

like he cut a clip of woojin saying “i love merigues!” and “felix keeps messaging me, should i just block him” from his cooking videos

and merged them to get “i love felix!”

and then he played that behind a clip of woojin just talking into the camera so it looked realistic enough

and he sent that to the group chat like “changbin wHO? i only know a kim woojin <3 love you bby <3″

everyone knows he edited that but they still mock woojin anyway

and changbin literally just said “good luck with him woojin, he’s insane”

back to the sentimental ending:

he loves the guys & they love his annoying ass too

knows that even tho he annoys them to the extreme a lot

he can trust them and they’ll help him with whatever

they’re like his home away from home and he loves it so much

his desktop picture is a rlly cute pic of them all together, completely unedited and unfelixified

he loves it

whoa that was long. 2?? updates in a day?? damn im on a roll :)) 

i got a coupla requests for boyfriend texts w/ some stray kids members

like damn after this,,, a,,, bf stray kids thing??? idkkkkkk ?????????? so many series, so little timeeee

anyways thanks 4 reading :) <3

#stray kids #lee felix #sk #stray kids scenarios #stray kids writing #stray kids imagine #kpop scenarios #kpop writing #kpop imagine #kpop #youtuber felix #youtube au #stray kids series #felix #flx

[franeridart]

I absolutely adore every single KiriBaku thing you draw. They’re so pure and I love them.

;O; !!!!! thank you holy heck!!!!!

Anon said:Fran i missed your hq fanart, it was so good seeing some more from you!

I’m happy you liked them!!!! I missed drawing them too, really !!!!

Anon said:Imagine this - BNHA kids like It kids. Also love your art!

But I haven’t watched It :O and thank you!!!

Anon said: Is it ok if fictionkin people reblog your art and tag it as kin or anything of the sort?

Sure! People are gonna do so anyway whatever I say after all, and this seems like a really silly thing to get bothered over since it’s not like it hurts me in any way haha

Anon said:Who dabs more, Denki or Mina?

If I gotta pick one I’d say Kaminari, but I sure as heck hope dabbing isn’t still a thing in whatever future bnha is set in, anon hahaha

Anon said:yo i love it when you color your sketches, so pretty!!

OH BOY thank you so so much!!!!! :O

Anon said:I love you and your art so much?? like??? you’re so perfect?? just keep doing what you’re doing because you’re doing fucking amazing

I’m the furthest thing from perfect you’re gonna find, anon haha but thank you so much for the compliment!!

Anon said:thank you for always making me smile.

And thank you cause this ask made me smile, anon!!

Anon said:your coloring skills are improving!!! gosh your art is visibly getting better lately (not that it’s even been “bad”, there’s no such thing!! i’ve always loved it). i don’t know if it’s a good idea to tell you this but i mean it as a genuine compliment!

Are they really??? °O° I wouldn’t have said so, honestly haha but I’m super happy to hear that, thank you!!

Anon said:Are any of your OCs romantically involved? Or are they all just good friends?

Yes and no, depending on at which point in their respective story we’re talking about haha Josh and Chris are in love with each other, and so are Max and Leo (well, their situation is a bit… uncommon, but if I were ever to write their story they’d be together in the end) - I once posted about Gabe and Hector, and by the end of their story they’re in a poly relationship with a girl named Erica I’ve never posted about. Luca has a love (?) interest of sort but he’s not been posted about yet hohoho maybe sometime in the near future. Still deciding about Isa and Ana’s relationship, but maybe. Who knows? That’s about it as far as the ones I’ve posted about go :D

Anon said:your ocs are adorable!! esp ana, I want to know EVERYTHING ABOUT HER (and, yeah, having new ocs is super exciting, like you said! just– being able to figure all that stuff out, actually mould a character of your own– it’s a lot of fun!!!)

Anon said: What are Ana and Isa like? From that drawing, I already think I would want to be friends with Isa! She looks like lots of fun!

She is!! She’s sort of a jock, a bit of a dummy and really loud, she’s easy to make laugh and got the type of laughter that makes you wanna laugh with her so when she’s around the mood is always a good one! She’s not exactly a social butterfly, but she’s got no problems with socializing, knows by instinct how to bend her behaviour to fit with all types of people and has the incredible ability to have every and all awkward situations fly right over her head, she just doesn’t notice them, and that makes it hard to be anything but relaxed when she’s around. She’s actually how she and Ana got in the group, since she’s gym buddies with Leo! She also really really likes ball sports :D

Ana’s an introvert all the way through, on the other hand - she’s really witty and sassy when she feels comfortable enough, and sarcasm is her preferred way of communicating, but if she doesn’t know you/ too many people she isn’t 100% comfortable with are around she comes off as timid and closed off, smiles politely and barely utters a word - people assume she’s the subdued and shy type at first so once she starts opening up it’s always sort of a shock haha she’s got a scientific mind and while she isn’t a “gifted kid” like Chris she likes to learn and study a lot, which is why she ended up having a real great relationship with Chris specifically out of everyone in the group (they like to nerd out together) (Josh isn’t particularly happy about it, the jelly idiot) 

Anon said: I love seeing you drawing and getting asks about your OCs. They have so much personality and it makes me super happy. I hope you’ll feel like sharing them with us more often!

Thank you so much!!!! I’m really really happy people seem to like them too!!!! :O

Anon said:you draw the children so long i love it :0

!!!!! :D thank you!!!

Anon said:Did you now that the voice actor of Tenya is also the one of Kageyama ? (I start Haikyuu because of you by the way, thanks for this and for all your great art !)

I did know!!! There’s a lot of hq va’s in bnha, that’s always made me happy haha

Anon said:Love the new Haikyuu art! Although it’s sad that someone made you lose motivation to draw BNHA :/ Daishou is one of my faves, too. He’s such a doof, love it.

OH BOY I love Daishou so much, I’m glad you like him too! Aside from how much fun he is to draw (and color! he’s a green haired boy and that matters lots to me haha) he’s got so much personality and he’s such an interesting character! I honest to god disliked him with a passion during the nekohebi game, actually haha but that’s how it is with most of my hq faves, after all hahaha glad you liked the doodles, by the way!!!

Anon said:DOGS? SHOUTS? LUCA IS MY KINDA GUY

THANK YOU FOR LIKING MY ANGRY SON !!!!!! :D

Anon said:I love Luca! Where did he get his scar?

A fight with some punks back when he was a teen that ended up escalating when knives became a thing that was being used :O he comes off as the dangerous sorta type which makes good people steer clear and bad ones come looking for trouble/ pick fights with him cause they assume he was picking a fight cause of his resting bitch face. Well, he’s an ass so let’s say that at least half the times he had been picking fights, and it’s not like he runs when someone tries to fight him anyway… that’s not the only scar he has, it’s just the most visible one haha

Anon said:I’m kinda freaking out about Luca and the others being italians! It makes me love your OCs even more ahah Btw, don’t know if you’ve already answered this or if it’s too personal but… are you Italian? (Or what nationality?)

Yah I am! :D and I’m super happy to hear you like my kids!!!!!

Anon said:Hello! I just wanted to let you know that you inspire me a lot! Your blog is honestly such a happy, fun place to be. You draw so much stuff, so much cute and sweet stuff regularly and I aspire to be like that! I’m extremely slow at drawing, and I lose motivation or get distracted from drawing easily, but I’m hoping for a day when I can make a blog just like yours; a place where I can regularly draw things that make me happy. I hope you have a wonderful day!

I’m!!!! so happy to hear that!!!!! And yeah I 100% understand the being slow and getting discouraged easily, I used to be (and sort of still am) like that too :O my need to be faster is what had me end up with the style I have now, actually haha I hope you’ll find a comfortable style that’ll let you be as fast as you wish soon too, anon!!!

Anon said:I don’t think you understand how much it means to me that you drew an asahi! He’s my fave and he looks precious and pretty in your style! Thank you for this gift :’)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m glad you liked him, then!!!!!!! *O* thank you!!!!!

Anon said:Thank you for drawing Noya! Im sorry it was sort of cause of a shitty anon, I also really enjoy your bnha drawings so im not trying to be all “waaaah go back to hq”, but im happy to see my lightning son and also find out hes in your favs? Yay!

YAH HE’S THE BEST ISN’T HE he’s been one of my top 5s since he first appeared, he’s such a good I’m glad you liked him!!!!!!!!

Anon said:FRAN YOUR NEW HQ ART IM IN LOVE!!!!!! YOU DRAW DAISHOU LIKE A LITERAL SNAKE HES SO SMUG ITS SO GOOD!! AND YOUR OCS!! I WOULD HONESTLY READ A BOOK ABOUT THEM. OR A WEB COMIC. BOTH ARE GOOD. SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS IM JUST EXCITED BC HQ!!!! AND AWESOME OCS!!!! (can you tell that i have a weakness for other people’s ocs, esp when done well) (which you certainly have)

THANK YOU FOR THE COMPLIMENTS OH GODS !!!!!!!!!!!! Especially about my ocs, that makes me so happy oh boy ;O; !!! And and and I’m super happy you liked Dai! He’s honestly so much fun to draw, for me hahaha

Anon said:I’m sorry that people are being assholes, sending good vibes! I love all your art, I hope you have a good day

This to you and everyone else who’s sent the same type of ask, thank you SO much! You guys are all so incredibly nice and supportive, bless all of you ;O;

Anon said:Dave!!! :D

Dave indeed!!!!!! :D :D

Anon said:your art is Good

Thank You !!!!!!!!

Anon said:omg i love your ocs so much

SOB thank you?????

Anon said:I love how the collar on Kiri’s coat in the ‘Them boys’ post is reminiscent of his pauldrons

……………………………………………….. that was totally on purpose. Yep. Definitely. Hmhm.

Anon said:Anon from before showed me your stuff today and just wanted to say wow I love your stuff what even your art is so good I fuckin love kiribaku and oh my god I swear I must have gone through your whole kiribaku tag and I’m gone your art just made my day

GOSH I’m glad you liked them???? thank you for such a nice message aaahhhh !!!!!!

Anon said:Im cry omg i just realized ur url is franeridart fjhfhf this whole time i thought it was friend art bddnjx

You’re the second person that tells me that in the span of just a couple of days omfg hahahaha it’s cool tho, I wish that was actually the url, it’d have been such a soft one haha

Anon said:hi Kaminari can skateboard he has a skateboard in his room

Kaminari in his room also has a dart board, a basketball and a dj console, and that’s only the stuff whe can see so actually, considering in his likes there’s “cool things” I think he’s the type of boy that tries to pursue any hobbie he might think would make him look cool, so either he has no clue how to use any of the cool things in his room above a vaguely amatorial level or he’s still pursuing all of those interests! Which would actually be super cool! Incidentally this is my preferred headcanon too so, yeah, as far as I’m concerned he knows how to skate. And play basketball. And darts. And also how to dj. He’s a cool kid haha

Anon said:Bless you and your super cute kiribaku ^_^

Bless you for the super sweet message, anon!!!! ;O;

Anon said:THAT JIROU IS SO TINY AND ADORABLE I’M DYING LOOK AT HER SIDE BY SIDE WITH KAMINARI AND BAKUGOU OH MY GOD

Hahahaha I might have actually accentuated that a bit, but she’s about 20cm shorter than the both of them and in a chibi style that’s hard to keep accurate hahahaha but yeah I love my pocket sized girl she’s the best

Anon said:Im so fucking happy because youve been posting (almost?) daily for a few days now

That was my own poor attempt at something similar to inktober, actually! I’ve had a few days through the month I wasn’t at home at all so I couldn’t draw all 31 days, but I think I got close? Maybe? I’m glad you enjoyed it, tho!!

Anon said:you deserve all the love in the world

I’m f sobbing so do you, friend ;u;

Anon said:do you like as*noya?? or, which are your main pairings for asahi and noya :)

I do ship as*noya, but I prefer Asahi with Daichi and Suga (ot3) or with Kiyoko, actually :O while my fav Noya ship is with Tanaka~

Anon said:I have recently fallen totally in love with kiribaku as a ship, and your art is always my favorite to see in the tags. Thanks for drawing those two nerds, and I hope you have a good rest of your day!

Thank you!!!!! This fandom is super full of incredibly talented people, I hope you’ll enjoy it here hahaha

Anon said: I first found your blog searching the Bokuroo tag.I was very happy because it was one of my all time OTPs,but they didnt have much content.Then there you came,with amazing art.Time passed and you watched BNHA.I was absolutely captivated by BakuShima and then I checked your blog and it had BakuShima!!I told myself “this person cant get any cooler”.But today i found out about TetsuKami and I checked their tag and yoU ALREADY MADE FANART OF THEM!!Officially ,you are the coolest person on Tumblr tbh

We seem to have really really similar tastes in ships, anon!!!! that’s so great omfg !!!!!!! :O and I’m super happy you like my stuff still afer all this time hahaha

Anon said:Could I draw some fan art of your ocs?

Oh my god yeah!!!!! please do link me to it if you do!!!!!

Anon said:BLESS YOUR BEAUTIFUL SOUL FOR MAKING SUCH AMAZING ART

BLESS YOU FOR BEING SO KIND, ANON!!!!!!

#fran answers #fuck me and my procrastinating ass #also #original art #but just blabber about it? #oc asks #okay that's better #anonymous

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The ‘RHOP’ Monique vs. Candiace Physical FIGHT Finally Airs – Here’s The Castmates’ Reactions!

Last night’s episode of the “Real Housewives of Potomac” was EXPLOSIVE…to say the least. Co-stars/former friends Monique Samuels and Candiace Dillard-Bassett got into a physical fight and now we've got everyone's reactions. More inside…

The “Real Housewives of Potomac” fight fans have been waiting for finally aired last night. And whew! It was many things!

Tensions between Monique Samuels and Candiace Dillard-Bassett boiled over and it resulted in the ladies having to be pulled apart by producers.

Check it:

The #RHOP fight pic.twitter.com/VekA6yfz6d

— T4T (@Auxford_) September 28, 2020

And here’s a behind-the-scenes angel of the fight:

Tonight is the fight yessssssssssssssssssssssss #RHOP pic.twitter.com/YBAIyOLGXa

— Mihrimah BLACK LIVES MATTER |FREE PALESTINE (@Mihrimah_FS) September 20, 2020

Whew, chile!

Fans noticed Gizelle Bryant seemingly nudged Monique’s shoulder right before the fight popped off and they have been accusing her of starting the fight.

Monique noticed it too while she was live tweeting during last night’s episode:

Who’s hand was that pushing my shoulder #RHOP

— Monique Samuels (@iammrssamuels) September 28, 2020

She also retweeted this:

Listen, Monique shouldn’t have flicked C^ndiace’s hair. She’s said that and I’m saying that too. However, Mo told C^ndiace to get her hand out of her face and things just escalated due to C^ndiace provoking the situation. Both wrong. End. #RHOP

— Keirn (@KeirnThomas) September 28, 2020

Wow. That escalated so fast #RHOP

— Monique Samuels (@iammrssamuels) September 28, 2020

I hear her still talking... now it’s over #RHOP

— Monique Samuels (@iammrssamuels) September 28, 2020

Adrenaline is PUMPING!!!!!! #rhop

— Monique Samuels (@iammrssamuels) September 28, 2020

I didn’t swing/punch until after I was hit in the face with a glass #RHOP #replay

— Monique Samuels (@iammrssamuels) September 28, 2020

If I knew then (triggers) what I know now... none of this would have escalated this way smh #rhop #growth

— Monique Samuels (@iammrssamuels) September 28, 2020

Right back to mommy mode with no time to even grasp the weight of what happened the night before #RHOP

— Monique Samuels (@iammrssamuels) September 28, 2020

The blessing of experiencing lows means there’s no where to go but UP! Keep watching to see the entire journey. I’m grateful for my ups and my downs because they help me grow. I’ll continue to look for the positives wrapped within the negatives and move forward #RHOP

— Monique Samuels (@iammrssamuels) September 28, 2020

Ashley Darby said she was "shocked" the ladies were fighting after she returned from the restroom:

SHOCKED!! https://t.co/29WA1KguIb

— Ashley (@_AshleyDarby) September 28, 2020

I thought we were wrapping up and my bladder was calling... https://t.co/rVjtj6oFk6

— Ashley (@_AshleyDarby) September 28, 2020

Gizelle hasn’t directly addressed the fight, but it’s clear who’s side she’s on:

Ok Candiace gotta BOP on her hands! #RHOP

— Gizelle Bryant (@GizelleBryant) September 21, 2020

Co-star Robyn Dixon heard what folks were saying about her involvement in the fight and responded:

And this is the same thing as grabbing someone’s hair and repeatedly hitting them on the head after 3 male producers had to jump in and beg to let go? Ok #Rhop https://t.co/38uIjaSX1d

— Robyn Dixon (@RobynDixonRHOP) September 28, 2020

Before the fight, Candiace responded to a fan who commented on the brawl:

The only people who aren’t shocked are people she’s paying or pieces of shit who are committed to hating me. both look as stupid as she is. I look forward to the next time you get into a verbal altercation & someone tries to physically attack you. I’m sure your dad is very proud.

— Candiace Dillard Bassett (@candeegal) September 27, 2020

You’ll see everything. All of it. They really left little, if anything out. It’s raw. It’s very traumatic for me. I would be lying if I said I’m okay. I’m not. The level of instability a person has to have to behave the way she did and then double down on it is incomprehensible. https://t.co/GIbVu5kCbh

— Candiace Dillard Bassett (@candeegal) September 26, 2020

She also laughed at a joke a fan made about her bundles staying intact:

  — Candiace Dillard Bassett (@candeegal) September 28, 2020

”RHOP” fans accused Karen Huger of picking sides, but she said that’s not the case:

NOT TAKING SIDES SWEETIE! Two wrongs dot make a right #rhop https://t.co/DWJ6EjNW4T

— Karen Huger (@KARENHUGER) September 28, 2020

Wrong is wrong! PERIOD! #rhop https://t.co/RixYcqAeLL

— Karen Huger (@KARENHUGER) September 28, 2020

#Rhop https://t.co/TqdVmEAz6v

— Karen Huger (@KARENHUGER) September 28, 2020

Newbie Dr. Wendy Osefo also provided commentary about the fight:

My first thought was to protect both ladies. My mommy instincts kicked in immediately. #RHOP

— Dr. Wendy Osefo (@WendyOsefo) September 28, 2020

Wendy threw shade at Ashley Darby for being on Monique's side:

How do you: Go to the bathroom, Miss the WHOLE fight, then come back and blindly pick a side?! #RHOP

— Dr. Wendy Osefo (@WendyOsefo) September 28, 2020

Ashley responded:

Wendy, I didn’t blindly pick a side. I used my prior experience to try to make sense of a situation. https://t.co/E23OEBz2PF

— Ashley (@_AshleyDarby) September 28, 2020

We can have our verbal disagreements, but when things get physical I draw the line. I do not stand for that. #RHOP

— Dr. Wendy Osefo (@WendyOsefo) September 28, 2020

The fight went down back in October 2019 during a dinner party, which resulted in both ladies pressing charges. Candiace filed a complaint against Monique for second-degree assault. Then, Monique popped back with her own suit against Candiance for second-degree assault. A few months later, the Montgomery County State’s Attorney’s Office dismissed the charges against the RHOP stars, so both ladies dodged legal troubles.

Several of the ladies feel like Monique took it too far. Do you agree? Are you #TeamMonique or #TeamCandiace...and why?!

Photo: Charles Sykes/Bravo

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