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"When things go south, take a trip north."

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Now

Now is the outcome of the past, but now will be the root that will dictate how the future will emerge. If now remains uncertain, the future that lies ahead of us becomes questionable. Striving amidst uncertainty will bring about doubts and insecurities. Henceforth, things become unstable. Hope diminishes the longer instability endures. And eventually, all hope will be gone if things aren’t made right as early as now, when things are still reversible. Damage done will scar, continuous damage thickens scars to a point that the marks will remain forever. Mild wounds heal fast but injuring the same healing wound become fibrotic; colloidal thick skin overgrows, and the past unmarked smooth surface will be indefinitely gone. It’s the point no return.

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"A couple of small cracks can already break a glass."

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Before goodbyes hurt. Now, goodbyes are not that painful anymore. For I have realized that goodbyes mean progress, that we are moving forward to a more exciting chapter. So why should we be sad about it then if underneath those farewells await a life full of new experiences? Before I would cry with a heavy heart, but now my goodbyes are only accompanied with hopes and grateful prayers. Cheers to progress, cheers to our shared past and cheers to the future that we have long worked for. Until we meet again.

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"Things have changed substanially; all things have lost its substance."

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Meaning

I have pictures in my phone but I don't want to post it. Maybe because I am fully aware of the absence of sincerity behind these photographs. I somehow feel that much emphasis is unnecessary to those that have no meaning.

#life #creative #poetry #writing #spilled ink #quotes #reality #picture #existential thoughts #sad #truth

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"You will never change what you tolerate."

#truth

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Paramount

We should be careful of our actions especially if it can influence someone's mental stability. Depression is not a hoax. Please do not take it for granted. Mental health is paramount and should remain as so. Hence, the functionality of our thinking and the association of it to our quality of life should stand at the very apex of our priorities. Depression is real, it is here, it is present. Maybe we all just are unaware, but keep in mind that the inevitable probability of it existing within our own circle, within our family and friends, can't be denied. No matter what we try to say nevertheless, oblivion and ignorance cannot justify our insensitive approach to this matter. If you had hurt someone, you are accountable to it. You are responsible to the pain and trauma and such responsibility will remain chained around your neck until you find the courage to acknowledge it. Negligence of accountability is an embarassment. In my opinion, it makes you less of a person. Your value as a whole substanially declines to a level comparable to an animal.

#life #creative #writing #spilled ink #poetry #reality #quotes #hate #time #love #mental health #depression #important #it matters #health #bully #existential thoughts #thoughts #rant #truth

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Clowns

To be governed by clowns is a joke. Nevertheless, I would still prefer it more rather than be led by selfish people. Sometimes, incompetence is not the worst thing there is. Sometimes, the worst is the lack of empathy and consideration to the people that you are working with. Those pompous evil fucks, ultimately self-centered and egotistical, dress like proper people pretending to be good folks are the type that I am very much repulsed of. They are building facade around their hideous indentities and letting loose of benevelont words that do not have much value or meaning to them — that indeed disgusts me. I am very curious as to how they can keep up with their fake selves. Covered up politics, as if our workplace is a congress. Treating everything like authority is absolute: nothing is absolute. If the person that I am referring to is reading this, I would just like to remind you that your sense of entitlement and self-absorbed view of the world will be the very reason of your downfall. Now might not yet be the day, but in any ways possible the world will eventually slap you with all the things that you have done — twofold. And my eyes will be brimmed with tears of joy if that time comes.

#creative #life #writing #poetry #spilled ink #reality #time #existential thoughts #late night thoughts #seriously #seriously though #seek the truth #unfair #narrative #thinking #sad

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Hate

I close my eyes, I hear voices. Hate translated to words. Hate that is not simply hate. But that kind in which I have hoped this hate will turn into karma, into something tangible and problematic to the person I am hating. I pray to all the gods and to my God not for healing nor forgiveness but for the misfortune of that particular person that I currently so hate the most. I first chose to forgive and let things pass. I witnessed despicable authority and I did first chose to not retaliate against it. But the continued uncorrected actions and empty apologies that have induced this heavy emotional burden have become so dreadfully unbearable to a point in which I have realized that the person didn't even deserve forgiveness at the first place.

#creative #life #poetry #writing #spilled ink #reality #hate #late night thoughts #deep thinking #quotes

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Diamonds

"While you're busy looking for gold, you lose diamonds."

I saw this quote a while ago and I have realized that I have taken for granted a substantial amount of valuable things in my life. Deplorably, I got too fixated on achieving those things that I want in expense of the things that I already have. Sadly, I have forgotten the fact that now is also important — as important as what lies ahead.

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Day One

Growing up, I thought that happiness is measured by the things that you have. I used to believe that materialistic things will justify how well you can live your life. But now I have realized that the entirety of the beauty of life itself is not dependent on tangible entities but it relies more on those that cannot been seen but felt. The past, my past, have been an epoch revolving around earning and gaining those futile things that do not actually matter at all. That is why now, will be a new era in pursuit of something greater, of something that even some of the wealthy and the perfect cannot pursue. Day one and one day are two different things and now is day one. Day one, of trying to be more happy. Day one, of self love.

#life #writing #poetry #spilled ink #reality #time #creative #narrative #beginning #new #lesson #deep thinking #existential thoughts #late night thoughts

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"Power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely."

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Words

I love words. The flexibility of its usage is limitless which bares the essence of invigorating freedom. The freedom to put to words those complicated emotions and perplexing feelings that no one can understand. The freedom to express yourself: from anger, to joy, to remorse, to regret. It is also a cure. Well, I cure my sadness with poetry. I cure my lonely soul with beautiful affirmations. I comfort my grief with odes and lamentations. And I choose to continue with my life and my struggles because of the words that I say to myself — motivation. Words itself, alone, mean nothing but once you give meaning to it, there lies its purpose. You give power to words. And it also gives you power in return.

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Complexity

The complexity of life is a challenge to comprehend. The nature of such is not a binary thing to be easily described and understood. In life, there is no such thing as black or white but it is an array of gray tones in between.

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Number line

The number line is associated with measure from length, to distance, to time. However, it has a more substantial signifance than just identifying measure itself. It signifies limit; the finite nature of something. It gives us a bracket of where everything ends and an idea that everthing lasts. Time is infinite, it is a known fact, but within the limitless amount of numbers that represents time and eternity lies each and every ones' finite number lines comfortablely placed between the infinities. With that alone we are already reminded of how temporal we truly are. It cannot be denied that we are all just like a hourglass, patiently waiting for our time.

#life #writing #love #creative #time #spilled ink #reality

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Genuinity

What I learned these past few years is that genuinity is the rarest thing imaginable. And the sad part is, I have to go back to where I am from just to have it. Not everyone around you deserve the best of who you are for some people are just a waste of time. The finite nature of life requires you to use your time as effecient and as reasonable as possible and the best way to do that is to determine who the people are that deserves you the most.

#friends #life #love ones #family #reality #sad #true #spilled ink #creative writing