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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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This is my Reputation Ranking. I ranked it with the same guidelines that I used in my Red ranking, which is why Look What You Made Me Do, Don’t Blame Me, and others are ranked so high and why I will now defend that ranking as I know some people will protest their spots in the ranking. LWYMMD was a cultural moment and a rebirth of the TS brand. Additionally, the music video was and will always be an iconic pop moment and you can not listen to LWYMMD without seeing the MV in your mind. Don’t Blame Me, I think, is TS’s flag ship song for the totality of love, the ideal we all strive for. DBM is the moment of love we all want to happen in our relationships, it is the most powerful feeling in a relationship, and it is the excuse we all use when we are in that deep in the relationship. You cannot have a TS song about love or heartbreak without Taylor having experienced a DBM moment in the relationship, except for Back to December since I don’t think she was that in love with Taylor Lautner unfortunately. Additionally, Don’t Blame has killer vocals and such a unique sound that I’ve never heard in any of Taylor’s other songs. It’s a cinematic and choir-esque sound that I think perfectly portrays the message of DBM. Furthermore, Dress and So It Goes… are also very unique songs in TS’s discography as they describe the messy and sexy aspects of a relationship which I would say she has not explored as in depth in her other songs as she did in these two (also i feel like Dress is the sexy CIWYW so do that with that). Finally, I don’t feel like I should have to defend Delicate’s position but I will. Delicate is the foundation for what the relationship was built on in subsequent songs all the way up to Midnights (We all heard The Great War, Hits Different, and Your Losing Me). All throughout her discography from Rep to Mid, Taylor always seemed a bit unsure and insecure in their relationship (Dancing With Our Hands Tied, False God, Afterglow, Cornelia Street, Lavender Haze, the Great War, etc.). Delicate explores Taylor’s hopeful, skeptical, and damaged mindset going into her relationship with Joe after having been hurt by the public and so many previous relationships. It is a song that has aspects of Dress, Ready For It? End Game, DWOHT, etc. It is a song which we can all relate to. A song that is unique among all of the songs from her discography (the closest thing I can think of is Begin Again which follows a bit of a similar idea), and a song that just sounds plain good. So yeah, Delicate is top 3. Also if you want me to defend my ranking of …Ready For It? (The best album opener of all time), just let me know.

Rank Song

1 ...Ready For It?

2 Getaway Car

3 Delicate

4 Don't Blame Me

5 Look What You Made Me Do

6 Dress

7 So It Goes...

8 I Did Something Bad

9 End Game

10 Call It What You Want

11 Dancing With Our Hands Tied

12 This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things

13 Gorgeous

14 King Of My Heart

15 New Year's Day

For some reason every time I see a reputation ranking it never looks right. This is one of those times, even if this ranking is my truth. I guess reputation is just hard to rank. Also, King of my Heart is the shitier little sister of CIWYW (not that King of My Heart is bad, it’s just not anything special compared to the rest of rep). I said what I said.

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#dream a little dream of me #random thoughts #writing #taylor stans #taylor swift #album review #love #reputation #rep taylor swift #reptile #joe and taylor #album recs #relationship

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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This is my current ranking of Taylor Swift’s albums. My ranking changes all the time based on which album matches what I’m going through at the time, so I’m also going to include my previous album ranking.

1. Red

2. Speak Now

3. 1989

4. Folkevermore (I refuse to rank them separately but I do think Folklore is better)

5. Reputation

6. Fearless

7. Midnights

8. Lover

9. Debut

(Sometimes I place Lover above Midnights. When I’m feeling crazy like when in my previous ranking. I sometimes rank Lover higher than Fearless, based mainly on the fact that Lover contains the National Anthem aka Cruel Summer and the intergalactic slays that are False God, Death By a Thousand Cuts, Miss Americana, London Boy, and I Think He Knows.)

My Previous Ranking of Taylor’s Discography

1. Folkevermore

2. Red

3. Reputation

4. 1989

5. Speak Now

6. Lover

7. Fearless

8. Midnights

9. Debut

~💖

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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This is my Red Album ranking If I was to rank the album by what I like to listen to most often, AKA which songs are ear worms to me and which ones induce mental illness. Please don’t judge me *hides behind imaginary Taylor Swift cardboard cutout* it’s Taylor’s fault.

Rank Song

1 Holy Ground

2 Red

3 All Too Well (10 Minute Version)

4 Better Man

5 The Last Time

6 Begin Again

7 I Knew You Were Trouble

8 All Too Well

9 The Very First Night

10 22

11 Treacherous

12 We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

13 The Moment I Knew

14 Everything Has Changed

15 Come Back...Be Here

16 I Almost Do

17 Starlight

18 State Of Grace

19 Forever Winter

20 Sad Beautiful Tragic

21 Babe

22 Girl At Home

23 Message In A Bottle

24 The Lucky One

25 I Bet You Think About Me

26 Stay Stay Stay

27 Nothing New

28 Run

I’m still not ranking State of Grace (Acoustic). Sorry not sorry

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#dream a little dream of me #mental illness #blame Taylor #taylor swift #taylor swift ranking #taylor stans #i love taylor swift #fuck my brain #ear worm #red taylor swift #red taylor’s version #album ranking #album review

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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My dubious ranking of my favorite Taylor Swift Album: Red

(I tried ranking according to what songs are objectively the best in terms of song writing, what they do for the album, their relevancy, my personal taste, and how unique they are among Taylor Swift’s discography)

Rank Song

1 All Too Well (10 Minute Version)

2 All Too Well

3 Holy Ground

4 Begin Again

5 The Last Time

6 Better Man

7 22

8 Sad Beautiful Tragic

9 Treacherous

10 Red

11 State Of Grace

12 Everything Has Changed

13 I Almost Do

14 We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

15 I Knew You Were Trouble

16 I Bet You Think About Me

17 The Very First Night

18 The Moment I Knew

19 Nothing New

20 Starlight

21 Babe

22 Forever Winter

23 Come Back...Be Here

24 The Lucky One

25 Message In A Bottle

26 Girl At Home

27 Stay Stay Stay

28 Run

29 State Of Grace (Acoustic)

I did not rank State of Grace acoustic because the original State of Grace is better and there is no point for two songs to be on this list. I did make an exception for All Too Well because the two versions do differ, however in my mind I was ranking the Sad Girl Autumn version because I like that production better. I think I would maybe switch Red and Treacherous and The Moment I New and The Very First Night. I might switch Forever Winter and Come Back…Be Here but I think Forever Winter is something Taylor has never done before, which is describing a relationship (whether platonic, familial, or romantic) with someone who is an addict of some kind and how that wears and tears at you. Also I would switch Message In A Bottle and Girl At Home.

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#dream a little dream of me #taylor swift #taylor swift ranking #album review #song ranking #red taylor’s version #taylor stans

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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Random Dream

I was married to a man named Daniel who had blond hair and blue eyes. He was adventurous (went skydiving and hiking) and very caring. We had three kids; Maisey, Alice, and Garret (Gare-Bear). Maisey had curly blond hair and blue eyes and was adopted from D.C. I don’t know about Alice and Garret but I think Alice had straight brown hair and Garret had straight blond hair and green eyes. I don’t know where these names came from. I can only guess Maisey Williams, Alice in Wonderland, and Garret from Twilight?

~💖

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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So, I’ve read and seen my fair share of takes on the vampire mythos and I’ve decided to craft my own version of vampires because of boredom.

Introduction

- To create a vampire 🧛‍♀️, a vampire has to completely drain a human of blood. Then the vampire virus will rewrite the humans DNA 🧬 and produce vampiric blood which is blue in color.

- By becoming a vampire the fledgling will stop aging and their body will change into its peak condition (i.e. blemish free skin, shiny perfect hair, perfect vision, healthy body, pique physical fitness, I.e. maximum health)

- Run at a lower temperature (not too low they are pleasantly warm). When regenerating or after eating they run at a higher temperature than humans.

- Vampire blood also does not replenish/replace itself so a vampire must drink at max 2 full humans a week to replenish their vampire blood and stay in tip top shape. Vampires can drink animal blood however it causes about the same reaction as a human eating uncooked meat or distilled water i.e. vampire sickness and possible death. However a vampire can learn to slowly transfer to animal blood, but it will result in the vampire acting in a more savage nature. If a vampire does not drink enough blood they will die. However a vampire can be brought back to life if they receive blood as a “dead” vampire corpse will not decay.

- Fledgling vampires are under the guardianship of their sire and are their sire’s responsibility according to vampiric law until they reach ten years of age.

- All new fledgling vampires must be registered with the Vampire King in Transylvania

Vampiric Powers (Increase with Age)

- Conditional Immortality

- Superhuman Strength

- Superhuman speed

- Superhuman agility

- Superhuman durability

- Illusory abilities. So they aren’t discovered by technology

- Shadow travel

- Shadow manipulation (to an extent)

- Animal transformation

- Compulsion

- Faster Regeneration

- Blood Healing Capabilities

- Turn others into vampires

- Magic?

Vampiric Weaknesses

- Daylight

- Ripping out the heart (stops the flow of regenerative blood in a vampire but can be healed if the heart is put back in and an older vampire uses their regenerative blood to kind of jump start the healing process)

- Decapitation (only temporarily stops a vampire until their head is reattached)

- Desiccation (draining a vampire of blood. Can recover with the injection of blood)

- Fire (burning the whole body)

- Killing them through a large generation of magic? (Overloads the energy/magic in a vampire and freaks out their internal system into shutting down)

Transylvania

- Vampire Kingdom in Romania

- The Leader is King Vladimir Aurelius Draconis (name sounds pretentious but is accurate to the original Dracula’s name)

- Is covered in perpetual Night with a blue moon and blue moonlight (caused by the film/barrier surrounding Transylvania that blocks off UV light)

- Mountainous region with old architecture and castles

- Vampires dress in traditional Romani clothing

- A black wall combined with the mountains contain and surround Transylvania and create a magical border (a dome) that keeps out UV rays and keeps humans from going into Transylvania. Instead, outside humans are influenced to think that they know and occasionally talk to Transylvanians.

- When tourists visit Transylvania they are taken to be “eaten” by the population and then their memories are altered and they leave.

- Transylvanian vampires that have an interest in sports participate in the Olympics (odd fact)

- Transylvania contains the largest supernatural library in the world, and in that library is the Necronomicon, which contains the original Vampire Virus Spell

P.S. Don’t be an unoriginal asshole and steal my ideas. More to be added…

~💖

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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Phantom Check Marks That Cover My Body

My to do list is made up of me

My body, my mind, and my dreams

All the things I wish to see.

Sharp lines that cut

Smooth hourglass that breaths

Minimal movement gives way

To clear feet and plenty to eat.

My mind made up of foam

Beautiful art in a beautiful home

Smooth movement polished in chrome.

Stories and files and all that I desire

Something of which I will never tire

Illustrates the clouds of my design

Put there by others, it drifts by sunshine.

Something that feels divine

Some things that are all mine

Are what I know I will see.

As I climb the rope ladder I’ve weaved

I yearn for and believe

That all that which is lain out for thee

Will be littered with unattainable glee.

~💖

P.S.

Poetry Written

It might not be edited

But I must shower.

#poetry #random thoughts #midnights #dreams #dream a little dream of me #my body #my stuff #facing fears #productivity #100 days of productivity #to do list #slef love #therapy #haiku poem #apollo #percy jackson

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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To all the girls who live in delusion,

“dream a little dream of me.”

Let me live in my fantasy,

forever 19,

neither settled nor seen.

Let me dream a little dream of peace.

~💖

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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All the time I am insecure. I’m unsure if I am beautiful or worthy of someone’s love. But I want it so badly, like the air whipping by my face that I can’t quite grasp in my perpetual free fall. Sometimes I just want my own special person, a partner in crime. I want to feel electrified and see you up against a wall with me. I want to kiss you in the pouring rain and cry on the phone over and over again. I don’t want Mr. Nice Guy or Mr. Perfectly Fine. But sometimes I just want to settle for Mr. Alright. At least he would be my Mr. All My Life. I want somebody who could be stepping off of a screen, but I want his home to be me. I want to Ride like Lana, and Crash and Burn like Bea. I want our twin flames to bruise and paint each other blue. I want what Taylor can only describe in folk songs, and I want our love to last so long…

I want this love to be burning red, and I don’t want to be painted golden.

~💖

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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My mind feels like one constant road trip that is making a loop around the world where I often see the same places and sites but in a new way. Maybe I need some new sights to see or even a hometown to return too.

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#introspection #random thoughts #writing #personal #losing my mind #dream a little dream of me

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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Dating Questions to Ask…

I always find it hard to connect with people and social niceties choke me and my heart. So if I could just provide a questionnaire to my date, these would be the questions of which answers I require…

Road trips Q&A

- Have you ever gone on a road trip? Did you like it?

- If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?

- If you could go anywhere in the U.S where would it be?

- How would you travel on a road trip? As in transportation and lodging.

- What would your road-trip soundtrack be?

Imagination Q&A

- What do you most often think about when you daydream?

- When do you most often daydream?

- What sorts of imaginary games did you use to play as a kid?

- Have you ever thought about/imagined inserting yourself into a story, and if so which story?

- What are the things you most often think about?

More to come later, when my mind gets itself unstuck from the clouds.

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#dating #questions #love #notes #pink #what if #I want #random thoughts #writing #dream a little dream of me

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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Things to talk to my therapist about

My dislike of hugging or touching others outside my immediate family. Is it because hugging is like reaching out and I’m afraid of reaching out or rejection. But I also find hugs to be awkward with others because the position is always off. Also, I’ve never really hugged my friends before, does this mean I’m not getting enough of the cuddle hormone and thus have a harder time forging friendships and connections with others. But I love hugging my parents and brother so…therapy

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#self reflection #therapy #personal #random thoughts #spilled thoughts #dream a little dream of me #writing

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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Tonight, she didn’t walk home alone.

He mistook her melancholia for love.

They left the candle on the porch

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#six word poetry #vague #lovers #love #miscommunication #poetry #dream a little dream of me #poetry you write in the night #just daydreaming #little nightmares

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daydream-averyjane · 8 months

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I Just Need a Fucking Man

I want someone to fuck my anxiety

To scream and cry and blather with no goodbyes

I want someone to fuck me back to life

To read all day and read all night

I want someone to fuck me into delight

To play guitar and play it right

I want someone to fuck me with words

To match my mind and make my heart burst

I want someone to fuck me first

To pay attention and care for my thirst

I just want someone to fuck me and fuck me right

Is that too much to ask for tonight?

~💖

#poetry #fuck my body #dream a little dream of me

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