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You still here?

I'm still here! I've been ill with chronic illness for the past few months. I'm hoping to get back into fic writing after the New Year 🎉

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Severus could not bring himself to answer. Instead, his body shook in response. Whatever Minerva thought she would find; it was not this. She expected the aloof, challenging stare, she thought she would find a man proud he had escaped justice. Instead, she found a snivelling man. A child in desperate need of redemption.

Chapter 31 now uploaded to Ruby Red

Ao3 HERE

Wattpad HERE

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Chapter update to Ruby Red!

Rain carved a ravine down Minerva’s nose when she reached Spinner’s End. It seemed an innocuous place enough, but she was surprised that it was among Muggles. A strange location given what he was accused of. She rapped the knocker once more and she heard a muffled ‘Go away!’ from inside.

Chapter 30

WATTPAD

Ao3

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So, my writing of Ruby Red is going to be delayed further. Unfortunately, it looks like I have a chronic illness. (Awaiting further tests)

I defo still plan to write and fight 💪

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Haven't updated Ruby Red in a while, but it hasn't been abandoned!

Life has just been mad. Hope to have more time to dedicate to it during July.

Thanks for your continued support 💙

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I have no God.

Dire, they who could do nothing

While hands unbound.

Ignoring pleads of mercy

Like whispers on the wind.

I've seen and felt (DO 2023)

The weak will of men

Who claim the blame be not on them.

We strive to do what's right

Free but not free

From fear

Begging them to chose morality.

Pleas ignored,

Warnings of fire unheeded

Crackling, souls marred.

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Some hail it the black dog.

I call it home, it names me prisoner

Joyfully the ball and chain encircles my ankle

With bleak familiarity.

The sea, expanse, calls to me

Makes me homesick. Bitter the pit of my stomach

Ache and yearning.

The sharp salt air desperate for me

Luring my soul, osmosis.

For what?

For what? (DO 2023)

A language I don't understand, but words I can feel

Sears my bones

Heed me home.

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My first ever attempt at poetry. I'm in my 30s, so it's never too late to try something new.

Stretched out beyond,

As it was and ever will be,

A barren desert.

No cactus or oasis awaits.

Only the gnarled, knotted arthritic hands

Of an elder tree casting shadow, grasping.

A blight in the sand and soul.

No hope resides here,

Excommunicated from joy, anointed in anguish.

No chance of blessed hydration

Instead arrid and coagulated

In unending perdition.

D.O. 2023

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These are AI generated, but I think they’re adorable.

(Also, photos are not mine - taken from Snarry Lovers 2.0 Facebook community.)

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4 Tips for Autistic Writers

Autistic writers can face unique challenges when it comes to writing. NaNo Participant Auden Halligan has tips to handle some of those challenges!

So, you’ve just sat down at your desk, all ready to work on your next chapter, but you just can’t seem to start. Something is itching at your brain, and no matter how hard you think, you can’t figure it out. For autistic writers, that itch might be even harder to get around when compounded with autistic inertia, introspection issues, and sensory processing disorder — even if we were super excited to get started, sometimes the stumbling blocks are enough to keep us from going anywhere at all.

Here are four tips to identify your struggles and work around them rather than against them as an autistic writer!

Keep reading

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‘Even now, that is all that matters to you?’ Severus finally turned to look at Lucius. ‘Are you even capable of caring Lucius? Is love so foreign to you?’ ‘I don’t know what you mean, Severus. You really do have the heart of a poet. Perhaps your calling is not in the noble art of potions?’ ‘You never deserved her.’ Both their hands triggered for the wands they no longer had.

Chapter 29 now added to Ruby Red!

Ao3

Wattpad

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

One year, 150000 words, 3 fandoms. Thank you for all your support for a newbie to writing 🥰

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Uploaded chapter 27 to Ruby Red. Twice in as many days, since I am a vile, cretinous tart. Enjoy!

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Comments, criticism etc. welcome!

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Severus did not have it in him to argue. He simply nodded, and left the office, his robes swirling behind him as he headed straight to his chambers. A twisted satisfaction knotted within him as students gave him a wide berth, fear in their eyes at his scowling mask. Fill them with fear, lest they know how brittle the mask truly was.

Chapter 26 Uploaded to Ruby Red!

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LOTR meme: 1/5 songs from soundtrack

,,Mornie utúlië Believe and you will find your way Mornie alantië A promise lives within you now’’