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noah-shin · 5 months
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Behind the scenes
Yandere Director OC X Fem reader
Part 1
Warning : 18+ content,MDNI, age gap, yandere themes, kidnapping,power imbalance, implied non-con, slight slow burn, reader is in her mid twenties and yandere Director is in his late thirties.
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1:34 AM
The sound of the clock ticking away could be heard as you continue to type away on the keyboard.The last few scenes of the work you've been working on are going to be completed and with new inspiration you continue . Pulling all nighters , dumping strong coffee in your system and an unhealthy amount of rest has been your life for the last six months.
The purrs of your beloved cat taking your attention for a slight bit was actually quite good for your eyes as looking at a screen for a long time strained your eyes heavily. You looked at your cat with a smile. “ Just a bit left baby ”.It wasn't that you had a deadline. It's just that you loved your work. Your friends often made jokes about your intense workaholic routine but you just laughed them off.
“ At this point you're gonna have to marry your own character” , your friend Becky said laughing.
“ Wouldn't be bad you know” ,you smirked at her and she shook her head with a smile.
Being a playwright was your dream that you accomplished just a few years ago. Doing part time jobs and studying were most of the things you did during your college days. So although you were completely new to this field of work , you have gained quite a good amount of fame. Some of your work has been appreciated by the audience and the rookie playwright of the year award was a great feat of accomplishment of your whole life.
Now back to present, with the last word typed away you save your work and then send it to your beta to recheck everything. Stretching your arms out you yawned and finally stood up. Going over to your kitchen and opening a cabinet you pulled out a microwave ramen and decided to settle for it tonight. You decided tomorrow you'd go grocery shopping as you shivered watching the sorry state of fridge. After a few minutes you had your ramen while watching the tv . There was nothing much going on the tv at this time so you settled for a documentary show that was being re-broadcasted.
Oh , it's him. You thought as you slurped on the noodles. Spicey just as you liked it. The documentary was about a famous film director. You had seen him a few times during award shows. He was one of the most successful directors of the time and all of his films were successful as he got the best director awards quite a few times. It must be fate now that you came across this because you were just thinking about sending him your work. You doubted it'd be accepted but still it's worth a shot. You gotta keep trying in this field of job.
Hoping you'd at least have your work checked by him you turned off the TV and dumped the trash in the garbage can. Then after cleaning up you went to bed to get the sleep you very much needed.
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“ I've finished rechecking. It's all good to send. Be assured”, said your beta, Alan .
“Alright. Done” you said clicking the send button. Now if it's accepted you'd get to meet the director and it'll be made into a film. Your genre this time matched with the kind of works he worked on so you hoped your work will get at least the recognition.
“ Man I hope I'll get accepted”
“ Don't worry. I have a good feeling about this and you worked really hard on this so don't lose hope” , reassured Alan. You smiled at him and hoped for the best.
“You wanna get lunch ? My treat.” You asked.
“Why not? Can't say no to free food”, he sheepishly smiled.
Alan was like your little brother. He's been with you ever since your first work and over the time you two bonded as if he was family. He was still a student from your alma mater and he looked up to you a lot. You were happy to have him appreciate you cause there were times when you felt despair but he was the one who always helped you get through tough times.
After eating and bidding Alan goodbye you went to the grocery store. Walking towards the aisle you remembered what you needed and put them in the cart. A carton of milk, eggs, vegetables, sausages ,Nutella oh and you were about to run out of coffee so a jar of coffee. Okay , that's all from here . Then you bought some cooking spices and other necessities. Checking everything you went to the cashier. Paying for everything you went out the store and a cold breeze passed by making you shiver. October was ending and it was getting colder. You pulled your coat closer and loaded your car then drove away to home as you planned on making dinner and having hot chocolate later.
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2 days later
The sound of luminary playing in the background could be heard as you were cleaning out your closet and filling it with warm clothes. It was one of your favourite soundtracks. It was just so beautiful and gave you lots of ideas.
You remember the earlier phone call. You still couldn't believe it. Dominic Albero read your script and he wanted to have a meeting with you. His assistant called and made you aware about the appointment which is tomorrow night. You're so happy right now. You can't believe your work got recognized by THE director everyone wants to work with. You informed Alan about this and boy was he so enthralled with the situation. He wished you best of luck for tomorrow and you decided you'd celebrate with him if your work gets adapted tomorrow.
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noah-shin · 6 months
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noah-shin · 9 months
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𝒴𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝓋𝒶𝓁 𝓍 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓇
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Warning: creepy, stalking
Wc:877
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Yandere rival who couldn't care less about you when you shifted to his school in the middle of the year. You were not exceptional at first and he didn't think of you as an academic rival.
Yandere rival who actually becomes shocked seeing how you topped most subjects. He contemplated that you were being fake by behaving politely with everyone but him. He didn't even talk with you properly… …
He always stares at you with a blank expression. Though he gives you a hateful stare, his thoughts are all about you. His ears become red watching you laugh or when you glance at him.
Yandere who always makes sure that you sit right beside him so that he could busk in your presence. It has become a rule between students to never sit on your seat. So that your rival could stare at you with ease.
Yandere rival who is envious of the fact that you're naturally talented. How could you be so care free and still top all exams? "You must have cheated," He would say to piss you off. You would just smile at him and go back to your own world. He holds grudges against you for having loving parents who never pressurize you for anything. (Unlike him)
He always asks the teacher to put you both together in a group project to spend more time with you. He always comes over to your place to finish the job and always asks if you made the cookies you gave him. He always finishes his work beforehand to just stare at you and listen to you talk during the meeting. He has a pleasant expression while gazing at you.Suspiciously whenever he comes over to your house, something goes missing. Doesn't matter what it is. Your chapstick, that old pencil, watch,anything associated with you. "Did you accidentally take my chapstick?" He would deny any claims saying he doesn't even know you use pink color, peach flavored chapstick… ..
Bad attention or good attention doesn't matter to him. If he gets attention from you, that's enough. He always nags you and tries to find your fault even though he actually gushes all over it in his house.
Yandere's rival who is jealous of the fact that you're his best friend's close friend and his friend knows more about you than him. He's aware that you're trying to snatch his friends, his position, everything! " You're so jealous yn" (he actually want you to snatch everything away along with him)
He constantly talks about you and only you in his friend circle. The only reason he keeps those losers with him is to talk shit about you. He is so bitter, observing that you look so happy minding your own business while he thinks of you every second. He thinks talking about you and constantly keeping you in his mind will motivate him to do better.
Yandere rival who uses students to know more about you. He thinks nobody is good enough to be with him except you but still acts politely with your friends. "Hey! So why didn't yn come to school today?" He doesn't even care that he makes it so obvious.
Yandere who gets mad when he sees anyone else bully you and sometimes defend you. Though he acts salty with you, he never takes it too far to emotionally drain you out. Moreover,his obsession extends out of academic life too.
He has a whole shrine of your pics and other stolen things from those group projects. He has a diary describing his feelings to you with your pictures stuck to every few pages. In some of them, you're smiling, sleeping or even eating in your not so secure house.
Yandere rival who wakes up hours early to just sneak at you while you're sleeping. His day is not fulfilled until he follows you back to your home to make sure you're safe and sound. He's pretty good at being sneaky too and knows nobody will believe any accusations against him.
He's so smitten with you that it doesn't matter if he becomes second in the exam. Because obviously you deserve the first position.
Yandere rival who just wants your attention so badly that he taunts you on a bad day just so that you will hit him. That way at least you will make physical contact with him. He doesn't hear the curses you throw at his face. You shudder watching him moaning from hitting his face."Did you fucking enjoy that, creep?!" You stepped back in disgust. Who knew your rival was a masochist?
You were so blinded by the rivalry that you didn't even notice how his pants tightened when you screamed at him.
But when you have known his intentions,you became paranoid and spill the tea to everyone. Unfortunately no one took you seriously.You feel hopeless seeing nobody believes your words.
Yandere rival who stalks all your social media accounts and sends you messages from fake accounts.
He doesn't let anyone give you gifts on valentine's day and makes sure you don't go on date with anyone. He's just way too much in love to let it happen
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noah-shin · 9 months
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Going out after....... Who tf cares?
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noah-shin · 10 months
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Y'all, I'm crying. I accidentally deleted my wooyoung A - Z alphabet post. Now I can't even get it back. Fml
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noah-shin · 10 months
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Boyfriend Miguel O' hara x female reader
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Summary: After a long day retuning home from work, Miguel wants nothing more than to fuck your senseless till you pass out. Late night shower is an ideal circumstances for that.
Warning:mirror sex, bathtub sex,smut, rough fuckin (at the end),belly bulge, riding
Wc: 1500
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➸ Boyfriend Miguel who is fond of showering with you after a long day of work. He holds you in his strong arms as he puts you inside the bathtub and strips for showering. He likes to run his fingers through your hair as you humm a song in the shower. He desires to have you just in his arms and have no worries.He likes holding you in his arms while busking in your presence as you look up at him with your affectionate eyes.You can feel his heart beating faster than usual while your head is placed on his chest.
You slowly move your lips towards his kissing him softly savoring all the moments. As you looked at him with a dazed look Miguel held your waist pulling you in another kiss.You tighten your hold around his neck to deepen the kiss as you suck on his bottom lips. As you move your hips over his lap, you can feel his dick poking your thighs. You let out a chuckle as you realized how hard he was just by kissing you. You pushed a finger inside you,loosening your tight cunt a bit for the bigger thing. Miguel looked at you in lust watching you using your finger to pleasure yourself. Precum covering the tip of his cock from your lewd action. After some time, you went on top of Miguel and positioned your pussy lips over his rock hard dick. Miguel pushed his long veiny cock inside your tight cunt, a smirk on his face when you groaned and your head fell back from the pleasure. He held your waist as you sinked on his cock slowly, your toes curling in pleasure.You wrapped your legs around his torso as he let out a shaky moan. "Uhu I'm too big for you babe" You grind on his lap burying his cock deep inside you. You ride his cock moving slowly feeling him ramming inside you. You looked at him as he is trying hard not to just bend you over and pound you to oblivion and ruin your tight hole. You were taking his cock slowly when he started rubbing your clit with his thumb. You bit your lips hard as you scratched his back from the pleasure, his hips drilling into you. The length of his cock was barely leaving your cunt empty, hips rolling rapidly with rhythm as he grunted and groaned. He looked at your boobs bouncing in the air from all that soft yet hard pounding. He held one of your breast and squeezed them feeling the soft flesh. He pinched your nipples watching them become hard as you lean on his shoulder. Water drips down your body as he thrust into you softly. Soft mewls leaving your mouth.
He tugs at your nipples impatiently while looking at you seeing your eyes closed in satisfaction while he rubbed your clit harshly. He again leaned over to take another nipple in his mouth, sucking on it like you have milk to give him.
His eyes rolled into the back of his head and his hips stutter before he picked up an even harder pace, making you let out little "oh lord- ahh" in response to the rough fucking. As he sucked your nipples and bite around your areola,you cum hard on his dick making a ring around his shaft and bit on his shoulder to prevent yourself from screaming out loud. Soon all your juices washed away in the water. You were about to get up when Miguel pulled your wrist and whispered in your ear, " I am not done babe"
➸ He stood up holding you in his arms in bridal style and took you in front of the floor length mirror. He pressed you against the mirror and spanked your ass hard watching it turn pink from his abuse. " Your pussy is dripping wet bitch" You moaned painfully from the impact. He put a hand on your waist keeping you firmly against the mirror as he pushed two of his fingers inside you and moving them extremely slowly. You felt him pressing his body against your as he scissor your insides with his fingers while whispering in your ear, " Such a cock loving slut you are. Still not satisfied by riding me. Look at you, so wasted and turned on by me" You stared at the mirror watching your boobs pressing against it, your nipples hard and sore from all that bitting. You hair messy and drool dripping from your mouth as you have a " fucked out " expression on your face.
Miguel was shoving his fingers knuckle deep while fucking your properly giving you no time to take a breath. You moaned loudly feeling him hitting your g spot repeatedly. He smirked looking at you through the mirror "you liked that huh" You nodded desperately. "Make me cum daddy" He fucked his way into your hole relentlessly finding your sweet spot and abusing that place untill you arched your back and came all over his fingers. He pulled out watching his hand covered in your slick cum. He sucked them clean in ecstasy watching you fall on the floor in exhaustion.
He pulled you up and pressed you again against the mirror. He obscenely spread your legs wide apart and pushed his thigh between your legs to prevent you from closing them.
" You stretched out pussy just makes me want to fuck you senseless."
He held your hips as he pushes his cock deep inside you. Fucking your brain out as his veiny cock goes deeper into you and hit your cervix while precum woozed out of your tight hole. You whimpered in pain looking down as he hit your cervix again and again. He suddenly grabbed your face harshly making you look at the mirror. He growled in your ear, “I want you to watch me make you cum. Once I let you go, if you take your eyes off the mirror, you’re getting punished. Do I make myself clear?” You nodded vigorously and Miguel's fingers released your jaw. Your eyes shifted to your reflection once again. You watched as Miguel increased his pace, his skin now slapping against yours as he held you up and thrusted his cock inside your wet pussy. getting turned on by you watching him rutting into you like a wild animal. He thrust roughly shoving his cock more and more until he bottomed out. You grinded and humped on his dick with your boobs pressed against the mirror. He groaned in pleasure, biting and sucking your shoulder leaving hickeys and bite marks. Your legs trembled as Miguel keeps thrusting inch by inch into you, his girth spreading you and your back arching when he's finally fully inside. " Ahh too much " you squealed, feeling your lower stomach full of his cock. He choked you with his hand and groaned,"Fuck, you always squeeze me so good" He pulled out of your dripping cunt to give your puffy clit a few strokes with his throbbing shaft, "Now, come on baby girl, make me feel good" he moaned rubbing his head on your nub making your thighs tremble before sliding back in.
Your belly bulged as he thrusted in and out with lewd pops, your pussy made squelching sound. He traced your bulge and put pressure on your lower stomach feeling his dick deep inside you. He went absolutely feral as your cervix ache from such rough fucking.
The mirror gave you both the perfect view of his cock stuffed balls deep in your little cunt.You’re stretched by his girth, your folds spread to expose your clit to his predatory gaze. You feel more turned on by the scene and cum hard on his cock. Your juices coating his cock as he fucked your hole relentlessly for hitting his high. He pulls one of your legs up giving him more access to your cunt as he slammed himself over and over into you as your body hit the mirror repeatedly." Ugh yeah!! Take me like the whore you're"
He took one of your nipples and squeezed it painfully,cervix fucking you. Miguel let out a growl as he turned you to his direction while filling your hole with his seeds. He bit your shoulder drawing blood from your wound looking at you while filling your womb with his seeds.
Your belly swollen from the cum loads as he thrusted one last time before pulling out. You fell on the floor, legs spread apart painting breathlessly. You pussy clenched around nothing as cum drips down from your inside. Pussy red and gaped from all the abuse.
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noah-shin · 10 months
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How would Rui feel when you instinctly try to protect him from a danger after being distanced from him so long. Does he think he won you over and how he acts afterwords? +
I will be glad if you talk about how all these months went between Rui and reader and how many months it took yn to accept and realize everything
Sure, I would love to. I actually focused more on what happened during that 1 year between yn and Rui. Not much on the protective side of yn as I feel she will not survive a fatal attack after saving Rui. I hope you will enjoy it. Requests are allowed
Here's the one shot
Wc: 799
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It's been 1 year since you have been captivated by Rui. A lot of things have changed. In these months you have understood there's no way to ignore Rui when he's the only person you have close to you. You remained submissive remembering the last time you snapped at him and got your legs twisted in the wrong way. Moreover everything you need can be fulfilled by him and you need to just give him your love. He brings books and trinkets and other things from the village to decrease your boredom when he's not with you. He loves seeing you cook even though he doesn't eat any of that and likes you reading stories to him while he stares at your face. He is a simple demon who only finds joy in staring at you. You could just breathe and he will praise you for being the best sister. Rui will sometimes remind you of your dead family just to get a high out of you and hold you in his arm overprotectively when you're succumbed in your misery.
He stays the whole day cuddling with you and holding you since he can't go outside anyway. You used to shiver but still let him hold you in fear of getting hurt.
But nowadays it has become an everyday mutual thing. It's even more unsettling when he actually doesn't hold you when you should actually be happy with that. Your eyes lingers to see his figure when you wake up at night and find him eating a person in another room.
You often find yourself leaning your head against his shoulder resting while seeing the moon. You don't talk much considering saying anything about any other person will make him mad, besides you don't need to think about others anyway. You make flower crowns and matching clothes for him. You don't have much to do anyway. You both wear matching kimonos because it makes him feel more connected. There are days where you actually find yourself loving his warm hold around you and think whatever happened was for the good.
You were laying on Rui's chest on the rooftop of his house busking in the moonlight. Rui patted your head occasionally and said " with you oneesan I can remember my past life little by little. It's subtle but still there" you looked at him curiously " So what did you remember?"
" I looked very ill in my memories. It was like happiness was sucked out of my life. Everything looked colorless until you arrived.You bathed my whole world with colors" You exclaimed hearing his words" Really? You must have your present with your past "" It can happen. Besides you're the only one I think about these days anyway"
You hummed almost falling asleep when Rui sat up abruptly and you flinched " hey! What happened? "
He replied " Someone is here" before you can ask who it is, you can feel a dread overcoming your body and you hugged Rui tightly. Before you or Rui could even process anything, blood started dripping down your arm. You looked at your bloodied hand and let out a blood curdling scream in pain. Rui hugged your bloodied body in his arms as he saw a demon slayer standing meters away now cowering in fear seeing the look in Rui's eyes. In one motion Rui killed that slayer with his threads and looked at you " Nooo, oneesan stay with me. I can't live without you. " He cried out in anguish. As lights were fading from your eyes you caressed his face. Finding no way Rui accepted his fate
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You were looking at the dead person under you from the tree branch. As you felt a hand on your shoulder, you turned back." Owh Rui, our feast is ready. Shall we start? " You said as your feet dangled in the air. Your feet were so different, the way they were twisted when you were alive never changed. Your heels were at the front and fingers on the back. There was a big scar visible on your hand which spread through your body looking like an artwork. Your hair was completely different from that of Rui being red.
Rui nodded at your word holding you in his arms as he landed on the ground. You both dug your teeth on the flesh of those dead people. Rui hold your hand and said " Making you a demon was a good choice I guess"
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noah-shin · 1 year
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Popular yandere x reader
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Warning: yandere themes, manipulation
Word count: 800
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Name: Silas Reynolds
Pronouns:he/him
Age: 19
Occupations: student
Likes: attention, you, sweet foods, late night walks
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Yandere type:執着型
shuuchaku gata - obsession type
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who has known you since high school for being in the same friend group.
Who never talked with you that much because you were apparel useless and thought of you as a background character.
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who had girl's line at his door to fuck with him, not that he minded tho. Dripping with attention and compliments. More of a ladies man.
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who didn't value you in his life until he did. He was saved by you after a very bad car crash. He might as well just think you as an angel sent from above in his daze
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who couldn't just ignore how caring and worried you were for a not so friend like him and surprisingly it wasn't even pretentious(he didn't realize you were like that with everyone).
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who thought you filled the void of an ideal lover in his heart. So beautiful, caring, kind and fragile just like a flower
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who can read through you like a book but still can't figure out why he likes you. What hooked him up to you
I mean you're a very average girl living a simple life, well that's what he thought
Suddenly he will notice every simple thing you do, staring at you is his new hobby. Forget about anything else, his world actually revolves around you.
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who notices how you h/c hair flows in the wind, how you smile at the silliest thing, how you just look so perfect. He's just so infatuated in your life spending all the time thinking and looking out for you
Not that you mind because you don't know someone is following you everywhere you go.
Yandere who would have a series of dreams of you just being there looking ethereal.
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who will have thousand of pics of you and accessories you left behind. He will prevent anyone from causing harm to you and will change his playboyish tendencies.
He's no longer a low class playboy.He will change just to be the perfect lover for you.
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who will try to pursue you to be his girlfriend knowing you will agree but you just straight up rejected.
Now that hurt his ego. Guess he will have to go to extreme levels to get you.
⌱⧼⊹ He's the type of yandere who will spread malicious rumors about you and your s/o to isolate you from everyone else. When you are the most vulnerable and lonely, he will just scoop you right in consoling you, expressing his undying love for you and saying how others don't know of your worth.
⌱⧼⊹ He is more patient with you than anyone else so that he can have a normal relationship with you. He will always try his best to impress you all the time. You liked that dress in that shop, be ready to get it before even the day ends. He's always ready to spend his money on you. He will do anything for you but the only thing he wants is your love.
⌱⧼⊹ He knows you will never love him as much as he loves you but it's okay, his love is enough for you two. He feels like he's in heaven when you praise him saying how much of a great lover he is and cuddles with him. He basically thrives on your attention.
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who will smile at everyone and act normal with them when he's only thinking about you in his mind. Downright simping for you 24/7
Yandere who will get annoyed when someone talks shit about you but just reminds you to stop listening to them cz dogs will bark anyways.
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who will put on a facade of being a loving person so that even if you try to leave him or run away, nobody will believe you.
Who in their right mind would even run away from someone like him?
⌱⧼⊹ Yandere who will use others to eliminate his rivals and useless people. He just doesn't like the idea of smearing his hand with the blood of filthy people.
Extremely manipulative and smart, there's a big chance you will never know about his unhinged thoughts about you, it's more peaceful if you don't.
Has a big god complex and is actually able to manipulate his s/o to maneuver his way into her life pretty easily. He will definitely marry you soon so that you can be his legally.
He craves for you
He want to own your heart, body, soul and hopes that you will be with him till death pull you both apart.
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noah-shin · 1 year
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So you're telling me Muzan is a narcissist demon lord who has been living for decades and still can't find a solution of how to become immortal. Like honey what were doing all these time? Sucking yoriichi's dead dic* I guess. Like dude why tf do you act like you own the world when one demon slayer literally almost removed your whole existence in a second and you still have nightmares of it. This bro aint even a smooth criminal. He literally made you wipe the floor with your pale demon ass.
If he was in this generation, he would have been more trolled than Donald trump himself. He would got dragged.
I do give him the credit for abruptly having a mental breakdown and killing all those lower moons. Just admit it, they deserved it. I mean I would do the same and that's also without asking them shit, cz bitch you work under me. This is the eternal castle where y'all are in, not eternal circus ig. To be real, I would just save that lower demon who is the best looking. It's hard to find a good demon to simp on anyways .
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noah-shin · 1 year
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Y'all know why Muzan can't come out in sunlight?
-- cuz he moon walks..........
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noah-shin · 1 year
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So y'all remember that part in ds movie where the sun was about to rise and Akaza started to run for his life after expiring Rengoku. Truly saying I agree with the part where Tanjiro was screaming at him but if I was in ds au, I swear I would scream at all the demons saying, " y'all ugly ass shit act like you own the world when you're literally afraid of a fuckin sort of ray/light. If y'all are just so happen to be sigma man why tf y'all don't come out at morning. Let's talk then bitch. Like honey we have gone through this, you all demons are old enough to not die but understand that playing hide n seek in the dark is not the bravest thing. Might as well just get in a rocket and shoot yourself in the sky"
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noah-shin · 1 year
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ʸᵃⁿᵈᵉʳᵉ ᴿᵘⁱ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ
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ᵂᵃʳⁿⁱⁿᵍ: ʸᵃⁿᵈᵉʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐᵉˢ, ʲᵘˢᵗ ᴿᵘⁱ ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ ᶜʳᵉᵉᵖʸ, ʰᵉ'ˢ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵉˣᵗʳᵃ
ᵂᶜ: ⁵⁸⁷
Part 2
➸ Yᵃⁿᵈᵉʳᵉ ᴿᵘⁱ ʷʰᵒ ᵗᵃᵏᵉˢ ᵃ ˢᵗʳᵒⁿᵍ ᶠᵃˢᶜⁱⁿᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ ⁱⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳ ʷᵃᵗᶜʰⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜʰᵃˢⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘʳ ˡⁱᵗᵗˡᵉ ˢⁱᵇˡⁱⁿᵍˢ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵒʳᵉˢᵗ. ᴬᵖᵖᵃʳᵉⁿᵗˡʸ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈʳᵃᵐᵃ ᵘⁿʳᵃᵛᵉˡⁱⁿᵍ ⁱⁿ ᶠʳᵒⁿᵗ ᵒᶠ ʰⁱᵐ, ⁱᵗ ˢᵉᵉᵐˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵃᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᶠⁱⁿᵈ ʰⁱᵐ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵖⁱᵗᶜʰ ᵇˡᵃᶜᵏ ⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ. ᴴᵉ ⁱˢ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏⁱⁿᵍ ʷʰᵃᵗ ˢᵒʳᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵈᵘᵐᵇ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ⁱⁿᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵒᵒᵈˢ ᵃᵗ ⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ. ᴺᵒⁿᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵉˢˢ ʰᵉ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵃᵗᵗʳᵃᶜᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʰᵉ ˢᵉᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗʳʸⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᶠⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵃ ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵃᵗᵗᵃᶜᵏⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵈᵘᵐᵇ ᵇʳᵒᵗʰᵉʳ. ᴴᵉ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ᶠⁱᵍᵘʳᵉ ᵒᵘᵗ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʰᵉ ʷᵃˢ ᶠᵉᵉˡⁱⁿᵍ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʰᵉ ᵒᵇˢᵉʳᵛᵉᵈ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵉᵉ ʰᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵉʳᵉ ᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵇʳᵒᵗʰᵉʳ.
ᴱⁿᵛʸ, ʸᵉᵃʰ, ᵗʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʰᵉ ʷᵃˢ ᶠᵉᵉˡⁱⁿᵍ. ᴿᵘⁱ ᵈᵒᵉˢⁿ'ᵗ ʳᵉᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ ᵐᵘᶜʰ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʰⁱˢ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ ˡⁱᶠᵉ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ʰᵉ ᶜᵃⁿ ᵖᵉʳᶜᵉⁱᵛᵉ ⁱˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʰᵉ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ᵃ ˢᵗʳᵒⁿᵍ ˢⁱˢᵗᵉʳ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ʷʰᵒ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵈⁱᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ʰⁱᵐ ⁱⁿ ᵃⁿʸ ˢⁱᵗᵘᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ. ᴴᵉ ʷᵃˢ ᵉⁿᵛⁱᵒᵘˢ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵇᵒⁿᵈ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵃᵐⁱˡʸ ˢᵒ ᵐᵘᶜʰ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ⁱᶠ ʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ʰᵉ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵈⁱˢᵍᵘⁱˢᵉ ᵃˢ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵇʳᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵗᵒ ʳᵉᶜᵉⁱᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵃᶠᶠᵉᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿ.
➸ ᴴᵉ'ˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʸᵖᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ ᵗᵒ ˢᵗᵃˡᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃᵗ ⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ ⁱⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵛⁱˡˡᵃᵍᵉ, ʰᵉ ᵏᵉᵉᵖˢ ᵃ ˢᵃᶠᵉ ᵈⁱˢᵗᵃⁿᶜᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ⁿᵒᵗⁱᶜᵉ ʰⁱᵐ. ᴮᵘᵗ ʰⁱˢ ᵉʸᵉˢ ᵃʳᵉ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵒⁿ ʸᵒᵘ.
ᴵᵗ ᶠᵉᵉˡˢ ˢᵒ ˢᵘʳʳᵉᵃˡ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʰᵉ ᵒᵇˢᵉʳᵛᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒⁱⁿᵍ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ. ᴴᵉ'ˢ ˢᵒ ᶠⁱˣᵃᵗᵉᵈ ᵒⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵉᵉᵐˢ ᵖᵉʳᶠᵉᶜᵗ ᵗᵒ ʰⁱᵐ. ᴴᵉ ᵈᵒᵉˢ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵍᵒᵈ ˢᵉⁿᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵒ ʰⁱᵐ ᵃˢ ᵃ ᵍⁱᶠᵗ. ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵉʳᵉ ᵐᵉᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʰⁱᵐ.
ᵀʰᵉ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ˡᵉᶠᵗ ⁱˢ ᵗᵒ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʰⁱᵐ ᵗᵒ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʳᵉᵃˡ ʰᵒᵐᵉ. ᴴᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ˢᵒᵒⁿ ᶜᵒⁿᶠʳᵒⁿᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵉˣᵖʳᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ ʰᵒʷ ʰᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ʰⁱˢ ᶠᵃᵐⁱˡʸ ᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ ᵃⁿᵈ ˡⁱᵛᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʰⁱᵐ
ᴮᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ʲᵘˢᵗ ˢᵒ ᵗᵉʳʳⁱᶠⁱᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ʷᵉⁱʳᵈᵉᵈ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵇʸ ʰⁱᵐ. ᵂʰʸ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵉˡˡ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ʰᵉ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ʷⁱˡˡ ˢʰᵃʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ ᵇᵒⁿᵈ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʰⁱᵐ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ˢʰᵃʳᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵃᵐⁱˡʸ. ᴺᵒ ʷᵃʸ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᵍᵒⁿⁿᵃ ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐ ᶠᵒʳ ᵃ ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ʰⁱᵐ. ᴮᵉˢⁱᵈᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᵐᵒʳᵗⁱᶠⁱᵉᵈ ᵏⁿᵒʷⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵉʳᵉ ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ ˢᵗᵃˡᵏᵉᵈ ᵗʰⁱˢ ʷʰᵒˡᵉ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ.
➸ ᴴᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵗʳʸ ᵗᵒ ᵖᵉʳˢᵘᵃᵈᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱⁿ ᵐᵃⁿʸ ʷᵃʸˢ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵍᵒ ⁱⁿ ᵛᵃⁱⁿ. ᴴᵃᵛⁱⁿᵍ ⁿᵒ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᶜʰᵒⁱᶜᵉˢ, ʰᵉ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵗⁱᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ᵘᵖ ᵒⁿᵉ ⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢˡᵃᵘᵍʰᵗᵉʳ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʷʰᵒˡᵉ ᶠᵃᵐⁱˡʸ ⁱⁿ ᶠʳᵒⁿᵗ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘ. ᴹᵉᵃⁿʷʰⁱˡᵉ ᵗᵉᵃʳˢ ᵃʳᵉ ˢᵗʳᵉᵃᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᵈᵒʷⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵘʳᵈᵉʳ ˢᵖʳᵉᵉ ʰᵃᵖᵖᵉⁿⁱⁿᵍ ⁱⁿ ᶠʳᵒⁿᵗ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘ.
➸ ʸᵃⁿᵈᵉʳe ᴿᵘⁱ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏ ʷʰᵒ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ˡⁱᵛᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ⁱᶠ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ⁿᵒ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵃˡⁱᵛᵉ ⁱⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵃᵐⁱˡʸ. ʸᵘᵖ, ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵐᵃᵏᵉˢ ˢᵉⁿˢᵉ ᵗᵒ ʰⁱᵐ.
ᴴᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ʲᵘˢᵗ ˢᶜᵒᵒᵖ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱⁿ ʰⁱˢ ᵃʳᵐˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗ ᵒᵘᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵒʳᵉˢᵗ.
ᴿᵘⁱ ⁱˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʸᵖᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵖˡᵃᵗᵒⁿⁱᶜ ʸᵃⁿᵈᵉʳᵉ ʷʰᵒ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵇᵉˡⁱᵉᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵒʳˡᵈ ᵗᵒ ʰⁱᵐ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿᵒᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵉˡˢᵉ ᵐᵃᵗᵗᵉʳˢ. ᵂʰʸ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ʰᵉ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ᵉˡˢᵉ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵃ ˡᵒᵛⁱⁿᵍ ᶠᵃᵐⁱˡʸ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃˢ ʰⁱˢ ˢⁱˢᵗᵉʳ. ᴴᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵏⁱˡˡ ᵃˡˡ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳˢ ⁱⁿ ʰⁱˢ ᶠᵃᵐⁱˡʸ.
ᴴᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗⁱᵉᵈ ᵘᵖ ⁱⁿ ʰⁱˢ ʰᵒᵘˢᵉ ᵘⁿᵗⁱˡ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃᵍʳᵉᵉ ᵗᵒ ˡⁱˢᵗᵉⁿ ᵗᵒ ʰⁱᵐ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃᶜᵗᵘᵃˡˡʸ ᵇᵉ ᵒᵇᵉᵈⁱᵉⁿᵗ. ᴴᵉ'ˢ ᵉˣᵗʳᵉᵐᵉˡʸ ᵐᵒᵒᵈʸ. ᴼᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ⁿᵒʷʰᵉʳᵉ ʰᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗ ᶜᵃʳᵉˢˢⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵉ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵉˣᵖᵉᶜᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ ˢᵒʳᵗ ᵒᶠ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃᶠᶠᵉᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʸᵒᵘ. ᴬˢ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᵃ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ, ʰᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵃˡˡ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿˢ. ᴴᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵍⁱᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ʳᵉ૧ᵘᵉˢᵗ ʰⁱᵐ ᵗᵒ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃˡˡ ʰᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗˢ ⁱˢ ʲᵘˢᵗ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵈᵉᵛᵒᵗⁱᵒⁿ.
ᵀʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᵃ ᵇⁱᵍ ᵖᵒˢˢⁱᵇⁱˡⁱᵗʸ ʰᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ⁿᵒᵗ ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵒᵘˢᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵖᵉⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ʷʰᵒˡᵉ ᵈᵃʸ ʰᵒˡᵈⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʰᵃⁿᵈ ᵗᵃˡᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿᵒᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ. ᴴᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵉᵛᵉⁿ ʳᵉˢᵒʳᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵖʰʸˢⁱᶜᵃˡ ᵛⁱᵒˡᵉⁿᶜᵉ ⁱᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈⁱˢᵃᵍʳᵉᵉ ᶜᵒ ᵒᵖᵉʳᵃᵗᵉ ⁱⁿ ʰⁱˢ ᵈᵉˡᵘˢⁱᵒⁿᵃˡ ᶠᵃⁿᵗᵃˢⁱᵉˢ.
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I'm so sorry if you didn't like this, I haven't been feeling like writing anything for a while. So the writing is pretty shitty. But recently I started watch demons slayer and I just wanted to write something for Rui.
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The Heart wants what the Heart wants.
Poly Kyojuro x Mono Reader
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Its difficult to be with someone who wants to see other people. Sometimes, certain relationships aren't meant to work out.
TW: Modern Au, Poly characters, non con, dub con, smoking, drinking, attempted suicide, death threats, bullying. Yandere Themes
You felt sick, absolutely sick waking up this morning.
Why is it that every morning when you wake up next to your beloved fiance, all you could feel was dread and a sense of loneliness.
It wasn’t always like this.
The thought of seeing him every day used to make your heart burst with joy. Why was life so cruel to you? Why couldn’t you accept it and move on?
“Morning my little flame~” He said, sitting up and kissing you on the head, you smiled. “Morning..”
“Today is so lovely, how about some breakfast?”
“Sounds great.”
He got up, put his sweats on and left your shared bedroom to go get something to eat, you could only stare up at the ceiling and ask yourself- “Why aren’t I enough?”
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It started years ago, when you were able to enter a prestigious Ivy league University, reserved for only societies richest and most academically intelligent. You did well in school and your mother had a good job but you wouldn’t consider yourselves upper class.
A year before, your uncle learned that his wife had cheated on him and that his children, your supposed cousins, weren't actually his. To spite his wife for her betrayal, he took both the kids off his inheritance and made you the sole heir for everything he owned.
Sure, you got on well with your uncle, he always brought you nice gifts when he visited and would take you out for the day to have fun. Many of your fondest memories included your uncle but you felt bad for your cousins. It wasn’t their fault.
But back to the story, Once you graduated, your uncle pushed you to join Gakuen University and promised he would fund your lifestyle and tuition as you saw fit. So you took the exam and you passed.
You received an apartment in your name, close to campus. A new car and all your books and other college equipment paid for. Walking into university had your heart pounding, so many different buildings, so many shops, events, gyms, fraternities and Societies to choose from. You feared people would see you didn’t belong and call you an imposter.
But when you entered one of your many history classes, you saw him for the first time. Kyojuro Rengoku. 
You found him beautiful in every sense of the word. He was handsome, smart, athletic, and incredibly charismatic. Everyone surrounded him, wanted to know him and all about him. You were too scared to approach him. He might find something he doesn’t like about you and you don’t think you could live with that humiliation.
You never thought you’d have anything to do with him until-
“You should back off Akaza, Your on campus right now and anything you do will be on camera-”
“Like I give a shit!” 
You remember turning the corner to see him and some other man get into a fight. He had pink hair and golden eyes and managed to get a few good blows on Kyojuro, a cut on his head clearly visible.
“Hey you! Stop!” Said a security guard. The guy with pink hair proceeded to flee the scene with the two guards chasing him. Kyojuro’s head was bleeding very badly, so you decided to help. “Are you okay? I have some tissues..!” You took out a small pack of tissues and handed it to him. 
“Yes… I’m alright.” He assured.
He had them pressed against his head, leaning against the wall “Do you feel dizzy at all?”
“Kind of. My vision is a bit blurry.”
“Do you feel wobbly? Is the light too bright?”
“Yeah.. It actually is, why is it so bright?”
You took his arm and wrapped it around your shoulder. “I think you may have a concussion, let's head to the infirmary, quickly.”
You brought him to the infirmary, the doctor there confirmed he indeed had a concussion so he needed to be collected by a friend or family member. You were just happy enough to help, or atleast, talk to him.
A few weeks went by and just like that, everything went back to normal. You continued to watch Rengoku from afar, and he continued to be the center of attention, just like the rest of his friends.
“You are so weird, you know that?” Said a girl from the row above you, you looked up at her and blinked. “What do you mean?” You asked, which only made her snicker.
“You do realize that all him and his friends are ployamorous, right?”
You were taken aback.
“W-What? Like, they sleep with one another?” You ask.
“Yep, that’s what socialites are really like, they all fuck one another because morals and responsibility are for the poor.” She giggled. You didn’t know how to process any of that. You have never been in a relationship before so you couldn’t say if you were monogamous or polyamorous. You think you are monogamous because the idea of being with multiple people didn’t really excite you.
“Thanks for the heads up….” 
“Loser.” She chuckled.
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You wanted to wipe your mind clear of Kyojuro, focus on anything other than him. But he was always trapped in the back of your mind like a bad memory. As something you yearned for but could never have. You wanted to tell yourself that the girl was lying but after following him and all his friends on instagram,it was plain to see that they didn’t hide their ways from the world.
There were pictures of them hanging out in bed together, naked but not enough to get them reported. His recent live story showed him with Kanae Kocho, Mitsuri Kanroji, Obanai Iguro and Sanemi Shinazugawa on their way back to one of their places to have an orgy. How they can’t wait to do butt stuff with one another.
You felt so insecure, that a girl like you would never have someone like him cause he’d probably never want someone like you. So it surprised you when he followed you on instagram.
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On the inside, you were FREAKING out! Kyojuro was texting you! He asked you out to coffee! He added a little heart emoji on his last message so it was obvious what was happening. You didn’t know what to think. You had to put your phone down afterwards to calm your breathing.
It's okay, this is life. These things happen.
Of course, you need to set a game plan, think of everything he might ask you, know your boundaries and be firm.
God… this was not going to end well.
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“I’m so glad you decided to meet with me.” He said, holding a cup of tea while you drank iced coffee. You tugged a piece of hair behind your ear before responding. “To be honest, I was surprised you even remembered me at all.”
“Nonsense! I never got to thank you for all you’ve done for me. You’re a kind girl. So.. I was wondering if you’d… like to go out with me?”
You wanted to say yes in a heartbeat, but there was that inkling in the back of your mind that burned, ask him the question, save yourself some pain if this doesn’t work well. “Aren’t you seeing other people though?” You ask.
“Why yes, what does that have to do with me asking you out?” He said curiously.
“Well, I don’t know how I feel about going out with someone who’s seeing other people…” You crossed your arms and looked away, you didn’t want to seem ignorant but you had boundaries..
“That's okay, we can still be together if that's the case.”
“But I just said-”
“I know. But if you must know, what I have with my friends is mostly sexual. I have no romantic feelings towards them, we share a close bond with one another and sexual intercourse is just how we express our bond with one another. If monogamy is your thing, it can be just that.”
“How..?” You ask.
“Well, we can date one another and see each other and I can go out and have fun with my partners. Besides, I’ve only asked you out! To talk about things like these is quite redundant if you ask me, you don’t know if you like me yet.”
You’d hit yourself if you could for allowing yourself to be swayed so easily. Stupidly enough, you agreed to go out with him. You’d go on normal dates. Movies, park, beach, bowling, dinner, you name it. You even met his partners and they all seemed pretty cool. The only agreement was that he didn’t do his polyamory in front of you.
So far, his partners seemed to respect your relationship.
Sex was great, he made your first time wonderful, so gentle and loving. He’d kiss your skin and tell you how much he loved you. He made your heart swoon. But whenever you asked to try something else, he said.
“You’re not a degenerate my little flame~ Manhandling you like those cam girls is unrealistic and quite frankly, not actually so fun for the person receiving. Trust me, you wouldn’t like it.” He said. Stupidly enough, you believed him.
Whenever you wanted to kiss him in public or say something perverse to him, he’d give you a look. A look that told you to stop what you were doing. “Please dear. Have a bit more self respect.”
You always felt like shit afterwards, so you refrained from doing so.
One day, you dropped by Kyojuro’s to return his clothes he left by your house the other day, only to hear him and his friends in his room. Doing exactly what you thought they were doing.
“More Kyojuro! More~!” Kanae sang as she got manhandled by your beloved boyfriend.
“Yes… you like that, don’t you slut?” He grinned.
“You fucking my girl good Kyojuro? Babe, tell me how good he’s fucking you?” Sanemi smirked.
“So good~! So good~!” She sang.
You left his apartment quickly afterwards and cried yourself to sleep that night. He was doing all the things you wanted to do with him but he gave them to his friends instead? Why?
So curious, you asked him. He simply replied- “If I thought you were ready for such things, I’d give it to you.” You felt like such a child, the way he spoke to you but you didn’t dare argue with him. After that, he began to break some of the rules you set forth. Letting his friends grind up against him in public, kissing them and flirting perversely with them, even inviting them over to your place since he had a spare key.
When you confronted him on this, he just said. “It's just sex. You know I love you so don’t act so jealous.” He smiled.
This had been going on for years. When he proposed, you thought that would be the end of his polyamorous ways but you were really just fooling yourself. His friends were cordial with you but nothing more. You hated the feeling of having his friends over, since they weren’t really your friends, just the people your soon to be husband likes to fuck.
No matter how many times you tell him how you feel about the situation, he always reminds you that you're the girl he wants to marry. The girl he wants to start a family with, the girl he’ll grow old and die with. You thought you could live with it, as long as you were the girl he’d come back to every night.
“My dear… why do you look so sad?” He asked as you both sat at the dining table, eating the breakfast he cooked for you today. Pancakes with all your favorite toppings and condiments. You just shrugged your shoulders, not really facing him. That was until he held your hand.
“My little firefly, if there is anything troubling you, I’m always here for you, always know that. We’re going to be husband and wife soon, your burdens are my burdens~” He said.
You looked up at him and smiled. “I’m fine, really. Thank you for asking, I feel better already.”
He kissed your cheek.
“I’m glad to hear it.” he smiled.
He soon left afterwards, leaving you by yourself. From what he told you, he was meeting up with Giyuu, Shinobu, Tengen and his three wives, Hinatsuru, Makio and Suma. To do what he usually does and you just nod your head, pretending to be happy with him.
You locked the door behind him and slid down it, letting your tears free. “Why…?”
You loved him, you really did. In every other aspect, he was a great partner. Took you on dates, met your family and you met his family. He knew what you liked and what you disliked, always knew how to cheer you up and gave you the best support when it was time for your exams to start.
He always knew how to uplift you, make you feel happy, how to make you love him every day.
But why couldn’t he come to you with such things? He always relied on his other partners for such comforts. Sure.. he might make a good husband, but how does he expect you to do the same as his wife?
You get up and walk over to your desk. You take a key and unlock one of the cabinets. There you had a bottle of bourbon and a pack of cigarettes hidden inside. You’d never tell anyone about this, but this was the only way you could ignore your misery.
You put a cigarette in between your lips and lit the end. You took a long drag before exhaling the smoke from your nose. You debated getting a glass but you thought- “Fuck it.” Before taking the cap off and drinking it straight from the bottle. The liquor burned your throat before you took another swig of your cigarette.
How did you end up like this? 
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“Hey, your Rengoku’s woman, aren't you?” Said a familiar voice.
You panicked, quickly dousing your cigarette before trying to walk off in the opposite direction, but you felt someone pull at your arm. It was Akaza, the man who got into a fight with Kyojuro the first time you spoke with him.
“Hey, why are you trying to leave? Just wanna have a little chat~”
“Please. I just wanna leave. I have work to do..” Which technically wasn’t true, you always drown yourself in work so you could ignore your life around you. But he wouldn’t let go. 
“But why? You’re so hot? You know, Kyojuro is a lucky guy to have someone like you. Too bad he’s always with those other girls.” He mocked, pushing you against the wall. You were a bit frightened. Why of all places did you have to smoke in an alleyway?
For you, it was a lingering fear that Kyojuro or rather, someone who knows Kyojuro will catch you smoking and go run their mouths. You should’ve guessed a thug like Akaza would hang out in these types of places.
“What do you want? Just leave me be!” You tried to fight his grasp on you but he had a firm grip and he put his face to yours. “Oh, but I don’t think you want that~” He purred.
He took his phone out and tugged your hair. “Agh!” You squealed. 
“Say cheese~” He said.
A flash of light blinded you. He heard him coo. “Aw, look at you, so adorable~” The picture was of him smirking cockily while he held your hair close to its roots. Tears in the outer corners of your eyes as you struggled to get away. “Hhhmm, hhmm~! There. Sent.” He sang.
He had sent Kyojuro a dm on instagram
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He shoved the phone into his pocket before pinning you the wall again. “Let's have fun, shall we~?”
“No-!” He forced his lips against you, forcing his tongue between your teeth while he groped at your body. “So sexy, so perfect.” he mumbled between the kisses. He bit at your neck and sucked. He ripped your shirt down exposing your breasts. “P-Please..!” 
“What’s wrong, don’t be a stranger. Look at these titties of yours~ So perky and beautiful~” He leaned down to suck on them before shoving his hand down your pants, his fingers instantly locating and targeting your clit. “I’m about to make you so wet~” He cackled.
Why? Why were you not hating this?
He stroked your clit, fondled your tits and your neck, making you very sensitive. You looked down the entrance of the alley way and noticed two people looking at you, they whispered to each other before walking away.
“Aw, they probably thought we were one of those lewd couples, how fun~” He gripped your thighs before hoisting you up and making you wrap around him. “How about we make some noise~?” He asked.
“W-Wait..!” You cried as he began to dry hump you. The pressure against your private parts, your boobs exposed to the air, one hand around your throat while his teeth nipped at the back of your neck, extracting louder noises from you.
It was so embarrassing and humiliating yet, you yearn for more of this thug’s touch. In public, hurting you yet pleasuring you. All the while he muttered degrading things into your ear. “I can feel how wet you are, such a little slut. Does Kyojuro fuck like this? He mustn't if you're acting this much like a bitch in heat from my touch.  You want this, you little creep.” He cackled.
“Please…!” You sob. You wanted to say ‘more’ but those words dare not cross the threshold of your lips.
“GET OFF HER!” A punch was sent into Akaza’s face, sending him to the ground. You fell down, covering your modesty before looking up at Kyojuro. He was red in the face, foaming at the mouth. You had never seen him so angry in his life. “YOU’VE GONE TOO FAR THIS TIME AKAZA!” He barked.
“Hahaha!” The pink haired man laughed, rising to his feet. “You sure got here quick. Shame, your fiancee was really enjoying me~” He mocked, making you look away.
“I’m sorry….. I’m so sorry…” You sniffled.
“This isn’t your fault.” Your beloved said before taking off his jacket and throwing it to you. “I’m going to kill you this time… You’re gonna be sorry you decided to look her way..” He seethed.
“Come on then! Let's dance!” Akaza cackled. The two men proceeded to fight. Punches and kicks were thrown each other’s way. You soon notice Sanemi and Giyuu run down and help Kyojuro with the fight while two other familiar figures come your way. Kanae and Mitsuri.
“Are you alright (Y/n)?!” MItsuri asked.
“Quickly! Let's take her to the car!” Kanae said before helping you to your feet before you escaped with the two girls.
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You sat in the back seat of the car, Kyojuro’s jacket still on your shoulders while the car doors opened, Mitsuri and Kanae had sat in the front to look at you. “Here, have some water..” Mitsuri said, handing you a bottle, you silently took it, but you didn’t open it nor did you look at it. Just at your feet.
Why? Why did you like it so much? Why did you enjoy Akaza’s touch more than your own fiancee’s?
“Police are on their way now, unfortunately Akaza ran off. But if you tell them what happened, Akaza will-”
“Kanae.”  You interrupted.
“Yes…?” She asked slowly.
“How does Kyojuro fuck you? Is he vanilla like he always is with me or is  he an animal in the bedroom?”
That made the two girls very uncomfortable. “Um.. (Y/n), why are you talking about this..?” Mitsuri asked.
“Because for the first time, I felt more passion and intimacy with the guy assaulting me than my own fucking fiancee.” You said sternly, before rooting through your bag and taking out a cigarette and a lighter. Stunning the two girls in the front.
“(Y-Y/n)?” Mitsuri stuttered.
You lit your cigarette and took a drag, not caring any more. You know what your relationship has come to. Kyojuro would rather give his all to these girls than to you, the woman who’s to be his wife. Akaza gave you more than what you received with Kyojuro in the last four years.
“Tell Kyojuro he knows where to find me.” You said, getting out of the car and waving down a taxi.
“(Y/n)! Wait!” Kanae pleaded, but you had already gotten into the taxi and told him to take you home.
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“(Y/N)!!!” You heard banging on your front door before something was inserted in the door. You had gone through a whole packet of cigarettes and your glass of bourbon was nearly empty. Yet you felt nothing.
Kyojuro slammed open the front door and stormed inside where you sat on the couch, just staring at your t.v. even though it was turned off. “Are you smoking?! Since when- Is that a bottle of Jack Daniels?!” He gasped, taking it up and looking at you with shock.
“(Y/n)! What is happening to you? Are you unwell? Tell me and we’ll fix it-”
“Fuck off okay!? Just fuck off!” You screamed, looking away. He pulled you by your shoulders and shook you. “Listen, what you're going through isn’t normal! You need help. Especially what Akaza did-”
“NO! Kyojuro. Just stop!” You yelled, pushing him away before standing up. “Akaza assaulted me… and you know what? I fucking like it.”
“(Y/n). Don’t say such things. Its unbecoming of you-”
“Just shut the fuck up okay? I am done arguing with you Kyojuro. After what happened today, I’m only able to realize now why I’m so upset all the time. I need more from this relationship, Kyojuro. You rather fuck your partners than me, than me!”
“This is the jealousy talking my love!  I care about them, but I love you. You're the one I want to come home to and have a family with.”
“No, Kyojuro. I’m just… your safe option. That's what's happening. I felt Akaza’s passion, even when he was being rough with me. You’ve never let me experiment nor have you wanted to try other things with me.”
“Cause I know you won’t like it! Besides, all that stuff I do with others is because they like it and are more comfortable with me.”
“If your more comfortable doing that shit with them than you are me, why the fuck are we getting married then?” 
“Because I love you most-!”
“SAVE IT!” You shouted, before you slid your engagement ring off and handed it to him. “This relationship was doomed from the start…. Now you're free of any obligation to me. Enjoy your life.”
“No! (Y/n)...please! Don’t do this to us..! I love you.” He begged, silent tears peaking out.
“You can’t give me what I want Kyojuro, not if you have to seek your wants from others….”
“(Y/n)! Have you not understood me? During this entire time we’ve been together? You’re my number one! The girl of my dreams-”
“GET OUT!” You screamed, pointing at the door. “Just leave! We’re over Kyojuro Rengoku, leave and don’t talk to me again!” You commanded.
He looked so upset, but he didn’t protest as he stormed out of your apartment. You fell onto your couch and let your heart out. Screaming, tears glistening down your cheeks. But for the first time in a while. You felt like a large stone had been lifted off your chest.
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You looked at the messages on your phone, you haven’t yet found it within yourself to block him yet he messages you day and night, begging to have you back. But you couldn’t do that to yourself anymore. You did love him, you gave him all you could but it wasn’t enough.
Even if you did get back with him, it wouldn’t change him. He’d still be polyamorous and nothing you could say or do would change that. He’ll always want to see affection from others, something you should have come to terms with a long time ago.
What made matters worse, all his partners were dming you too,
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The girls were being friendly about it, but all the boys…
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You honestly couldn’t deal with all his friends bombarding you with messages on his behalf so you promptly blocked them all. You had no connection with them after all.
You hoped that if his partners cared about him so much, they would lift him up and help him forget about you. You wanted to move on with your life, you were taking your exams soon so you’ve taken to studying in the safety of your own home. You won’t go back to campus until graduation. You’ll bide your time.
“Hey Miss, I’ve changed the lock on your door, the keys are by the table.” Said the locksmith.
“Thank you.”
You honestly had no idea where life would take you, but you hoped that the next relationship you get into, they’ll be monogamous and love you only. So what if that seems selfish? You care only about you know.
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“(Y/n)! (Y/n)! Please open the door!” Said a familiar voice, waking you up from your nap on the couch.
“Huh..? Ruka…?” You say before getting up and opening the door.
The woman was in tears as she came inside. “Oh (Y/n)! Thank god! I tried to call you!” She said, You realize you had your phone turned off. “Oh… sorry..”
“Kyojuro tried to kill himself (Y/n)!  He swallowed a bunch of pills and we found him on the bathroom floor! They had to pump his stomach!” She cried.
You were shocked. Him? Kill Himself?
“Ruka…. I’m so sorry.”
“You did this to him!” She barked, pointing her finger at you. “We invited you into our home, you sat down at a table with us and ate my food. I met your mother and your uncle! My son loves you! Please- I’m begging you!” 
She got down on her knees and grabbed at your clothes. 
“Please say you’ll get back together with him! He needs you! Please, I can’t lose my son!”
“That's not my problem any more Ruka! I’m sorry, but your son and I want completely different things-”
“He wants you! That’s all he’s ever wanted! Just say you’ll take him back. I know you still love him! We can get wedding preparations started! You both can get married and have kids, like you both planned-”
“I don’t want a partner who seeks love and affection from others. That’s all I’ve ever wanted and every time, he says I’m being jealous and undermines my feelings! No more. I can’t live with that.”
“Then I hope you're ready to live with the consequences…!”  She snarled before marching out of your home. You closed the door behind her and ran your fingers through your hair. Just what was going on?
You hoped Kyojuro was okay, never once did you imagine he would be capable of something like this. You were so scared. Getting back with him wouldn’t improve the situation, he needs help, proper help.
That being said.. You should call your mother and tell her what's going on.
You went back over to your living area and picked up your phone, turning it on. You felt a dread course through your body. You had five hundred plus messages and 100 miss calls from anonymous numbers. The messages contained insults and death threats like-
‘You are fucking dead.’
‘See what you’ve done.’
‘ We’re going to kill you for this.’
‘You are a cold blooded monster.’
‘I told you what would happen if he hurt himself, I hope you're prepared.’
Last one was definitely from Obanai. But right now, you were freaking out. “Fuck, Fuck, Fuck!” You chanted. They weren’t serious, were they? We’re they actually going to come after you and murder you-
You heard loud banging on your front door.
‘The fuck..?!’ You thought.
Was it Ruka? She only left twenty or so minutes ago and she couldn’t have left anything behind. It was them.
“(Y/n)! You better open this fucking door if you know what’s good for you!” Tengen shouted.
You were fucked. Without thinking, you grabbed your bag and ran to your bathroom,  locked the door before opening your window. Thankfully, there was a fire escape by your window where you threw your bag onto the fire escape, just as you heard your front door break down.
You shimmed your body out the small window. You heard things in your house being destroyed, smashed, ripped up. These guys were fucking bonkers. They can’t blame you for this, you didn’t push him to do what he did. You simply stood up for yourself and knew you were being punished for it.
You ran down the fire escape and dropped to the ground before running over to your car and getting inside. You dialed 911 on your phone and waited for a response from the police.
“911, what’s your emergency?” Said the operator.
“Hello?! A bunch of people broke into my apartment and are looking for me! It's Groveburn lane at Rosebury court, People are looking for me and I think they wanna kill me!”
“Calm down Miss. Are you inside the apartment?”
“No, I’m hiding in my car, but I’m sure they’re gonna realize I’m not there. Please, you have to help me-!”
Your window smashed as a hand wrapped itself around your throat and began to strangle the life out of you.
“Miss?! Miss?!” The operator says before you black out.
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”Kyojuro..? Kyojuro?” 
He watched as his two partners, Mitsuri and Giyuu entered the room. So far, he’s only seen his parents and little brother, yet he hasn't had the strength to talk to anyone, not since you left him.
“There you are, do you have any idea how worried sick we’ve been?!” Mitsuri cried, holding him close, never wanting to let him go. “I’m sorry…” He said. He was being considered as a high risk patient so he’s been kept in intensive care. He didn’t know how to go on since the break up, sure he had his other partners but ever since he met you, he dreamt of spending his future with you and you alone.
“We understand how this break up has affected your well being, so we brought you a gift.” Giyuu said, sitting in the chair, scrolling through his phone. He didn’t know what he was searching for nor did he care much. A new girl to pick him up? He didn’t want anyone else.
“Here.” Giyuu said, tapping on the screen and showing it to Kyojuro.
There you were, strapped to a chair, blindfolded, gagged and scared. Tears running past your blindfold as you struggle against your constraints, unable to escape. Yet, nevertheless, there you were.
“You mean-!?” He gasped.
“That's right. We got her back for you! Now, she’s somewhere safe right now, we’re looking after her and she’ll be with us until you get out of here. Then, we’ll see if she reconsiders being such a meanie, breaking your heart. Now tell us, who loves you?” Mitsuri sang.
“You guys are the best!” Kyojuro laughed, before receiving kisses by both his partners.
“Rest up champ, you’re getting married soon.”
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