I’m 26, ace, and genderfluid. You can call me Gray.This is currently a dumpster fire of so many fandoms that it’d take me an entire day to list them all out. Just know it’s filled with gay ships and hardly anything else. *insert awkward thumbs up here*Could be considered 18+.
i’d just like to add that Jensen hurt his knee training for a marathon in 2018 and Radio Company was formed in 2018. so that tells me that this hike, if this poem truly is about Jensen, had to have happened at some point in 2018.
also there’s this trail that’s near Santa Barbara (a city which Jensen mentions in the video above) that’s 11.8 miles with a stream and significant elevation gain which would cause complaints about altitude. it’s also worth noting that the camping area is near the stream.
i’m going absolutely bonkers. what i’m about to show you could be classified as legitimate cockles proof. get ready. someone on here posted a picture of a page of mishas book (posted at the bottom). it describes mish going on a hike with a friend, worrying that the friend will kiss him again, them skinny dipping, yada yada, very gay.
oomf found this hiking trail in ojai, california (below). 11.4 mile hike, as it says on the website. poem says it’s 12 miles, probably just rounded up/estimate. inch resting, is it not?
it gets even more fucking insane. in the may 22 gish jenmish introduction, jensen asks misha where he is, to which misha responds ojai. then misha proceeds to ask jensen, “have you ever spent time up there?” in a very high pitched tone and kind of knowing voice. jensen responds, “yeah, ive hiked up there, spent weekends up there, it’s a special place.” what the fuck guys. they’re so loud.
i can’t wait for the con when Misha shows up wearing Jensen’s green button-up from Denver Con because we all know that Jensen doesn’t wear the same shirt twice to a con and he always gives Misha his hand-me-downs.
leave it to J*red Pad*lecki to hijack a question that isn’t relevant to him or his character and make an ass out of himself while shitting on something that made so many LGBTQ+ people feel validated. Misha worked so hard to accomplish giving us that “homosexual declaration of love.” Only for J*red to compare it to incest.
hey… pssst… did you know that physical touch with someone you care about increases dopamine which regulates the pleasure center of the brain that offsets feelings of anxiety?
hey… pssst… right before this shot, we see Eddie on the verge of a panic attack because someone had a heart attack (which Eddie thought he had a short time before this) and we also see Eddie shift slightly so he’s close enough to brush against Buck.
hey… pssst… i bet that pamphlet the doctor gave him also said that physical touch is good for reducing anxiety.
hey… psssssssssst… hey… Eddie touching Buck helps reduce his anxiety because Buck is a solid figure in his life and he feels safe with him.
tl;dr Eddie touching Buck increases Eddie’s happy chemicals.
the last time i watched two grown men stare into each other’s eyes and ignore everyone around them for minutes at a time while refusing to acknowledge their feelings for one another, i was baited for 10 years and it was hell but dammit… i am ready to do it again. here’s to hoping the fruity firefighters don’t make us wait that long. cheers.
Buck talking to Eddie after Eddie’s been shot: I got you. Hey jus-hey, just stay with me okay?
Eddie after he’s been shot and seeing Buck covered in blood: Are you hurt?
Not Eddie checking on Buck when he’s just been shot and nearly dying from blood loss. He’s just like ‘yeah, I’ve been shot and I’m in terrible pain, but are you okay? Please be okay.’ It’s only when he knows that Buck is okay that he finally starts to relax. Buck’s okay, so Christopher will be okay. Everyone he cares about most will be okay, so he can stop fighting so hard. The people he loves most will be alright and that’s what matters, even if he won’t be.
ya know… the executive producer of 9-1-1 saying “i write them how i see them (excuse, excuse, blah, blah).” when asked about Eddie and Buck’s ‘relationship’ sounds A LOT like another shows response about their main character’s ‘relationship’ and that show spent over a decade queerbaiting fans but… what do i know? i’m just a shipper.