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migrating to a new acct n potentially leaving sjukpojke behind. i’m bringing my boy with me and have some bigger plans for him, and i’m gonna be primarily posting my art there once i get to it.

thank you for motivating me an artist with your lovely tags and comments, and to those who were around before then, for sticking around for so long and through the countless changes.

idk if anyone’s gonna see this at all, but if you do, thanks, and maybe see you around.

#fis ljud #bye bye #hejdå #might come back. might not. #might post duolingo updates #might not #who knows #it’s just time to move forward with what i want to do with my art

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TUSEN DAGAR YOOOO BESLUTSAMHET LÖNAR SIG

#duolingo #duolingo streak #streak society #language #language learning #swedish #svenska

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my tendons snap at the sight of the man who carries my head in his hands. he wishes not to make amends, he's gathered my blood on his hands.

big tw. occasionally it hits you.

lyrics courtesy of Babuchan, HitoKilli Chiang-$hih, CHOCOSONG

#vent art #trauma #art #abuse #oc #horror art #vent #ed #nudity #nightmares #ptsd #cptsd #trauma art #dark art #scared #flashbacks #once again sorry but things are things recently

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just realized i posted that dark souls post here and not on my main oops

#fis ljud

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yeah it looks like i’m back to vent art lmao. i’ve been active trying a lot of different styles elsewhere but. sometimes there are happenings

#fis ljud

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i offered my most important flower. my body, all of it will return to the earth.

BTE finger gun for gage. he is Tired

lyrics courtesy of babuchan

#art #vent art #trauma #oc #depression #depression art #trauma art #tw sui #tw ed #ed #original character #original art #cptsd art #babuchan

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I lie down in the midday. The life that cycles through my cold body is a flickering heartbeat, creaking joints.

bringing a boy back from the OC dungeon.... but he’s redesigned as an adult. after being abandoned by a guardian and his other guardian dying young from illness, 14-year-old Gage was left to fend for himself. he had nothing left. the habits his guardians had helped him let go of returned with a vengeance and his life returned to the self-destructive spiral he was in before they had taken him under their wing... only worse, since with age comes opportunity, good and bad. having a taste of happiness and safety and freedom only to have it ripped away by the forces of whatever goes on, Gage gave up on the idea of a universe that had any good in store for him. more horrors piled on as his life became dangerous, to the point that he no longer sees or treats himself as human either.

panty version included!

lyrics courtesy of babuchan

#oc #trauma #dark art #art #depression #ptsd #ed #monochrome #character ref #ref sheet #tw sex work #tw mild nudity #tw ed #tw bones #bones #tw sex reference #original character #gage #starting gage tag

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made this a while ago and forgot to post it. but ja

#art #horror art #Dark Art #body horror #vent art #deer skull #eye #eyes #bones #hands #surreal

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fucked up how colors look different depending on what screen you’re looking at them on. that should be illegal I think

#HOLY FUCK

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modular assets arranged into a diorama. Sketchy Basement Assets

modeled in maya, textured in substance painter and photoshop, and rendered with redshift

#3d modeling #3d art #3d #3d assets #diorama #video games #games #game artist #game art #maya scene #3d scene #3d environment #environment #scene #basement #sketchy #horror art #modular #maya #autodesk maya #substance painter #texturing #3d texturing #photoshop #redshift #horror #modular assets #game environment #render #renders

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@ whoever just reblogged my art with your amazing tags i owe you my life

#tags mean so much jfc #it was the inquisitive piece #while it makes me sad that so many people can relate #it also makes me happy when i know my art has connected with others #i dont connect with others easily. never have but since schizotypal it’s even harder. #so when i see that my art has made someone feel something and they leave it in the tags #it’s just very welcome #to all artists of course #but yeah. my art is a bit of me so it’s cool to see when someone can relate. even when the reason makes me sad

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latest class project: featuring Blood and Murder

modeled in maya, textured with substance painter and rendered with substance stager

#3d #3d model #3d modeling #3D Modeler #3d art #3d props #props #game art #game development #game dev #maya #autodesk maya #substance painter #substance stager #horror #horror art #creepy #art #artists on tumblr #game artist #trans artist #digital art #trans artists #3d art school #render #renders #rendering #texturing #3d texturing #3d render

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Hi, I'm sorry to bug you but I'm in a pretty shitty situation. If you would be able to reblog my donation post it would mean a lot to me https://theluckybeliever.tumblr.com/post/674963806179524608/you-want-trans-healthcare-go-fuck-yourself

oh dude im so sorry to hear what you’re dealing with :’(( i’ll reblog 100000%

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drawing is so stupid it truly makes you google shit like “table”

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just noticed my eyes are too close together. fantastic

#fis ljud #i wasn’t insecure enough ig

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whoa. i lost 45 followers did i do something or did tumblr purge accounts again

#fis ljud

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one time i saw a “what ur fav vocaloid horror producer says about you” and the only bullet point underneath babuchan was “i cannot even begin to unpack your damage” and i’m just sitting here with a literal babuchan inspired tattoo on my chest. like its true but you didnt have to say it

#im offended #vocaloid #babuchan #horror #vocaloid horror #fis ljud #it's been SO long since i first heard lololol #and it's still my fav song. i literally got it tattooed on my fucking chest #i don't think i've shown you guys that tattoo #i may have #y'all wanna see my babuchan tattoo