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apollos-boyfriend · 10 months
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just saw a clip where f1nn5ter was saying how at this point, he can’t be cis, but at the same time, he doesn’t feel like he’s trans—he’s just neither. and someone in chat was like “you can’t be neither cis nor trans that’s not how it works” i love finn but why is his chat so fucking bad 😭 stop recreating binaries for the love of god, identity does not have to fall into these neat little boxes for you to police
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m2ok · 1 year
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Hey, I absolutely love your writing!! 💕 I was wondering if you would ever consider writing for Alex from cod?
Honestly I haven’t thought much about it, but I’ve since done some research (I looked at tik Tok edits of him) and gotta say I’m a big fan! I’m not entirely sure what his personality is, so I made him sorta of a Soap/ Price mixture :) feel free to request something for him if you’d like :D for now have some headcannons!
Alex Keller Headcannons
Alex Keller X M!Reader
A/N: let me know if this is super ooc for him or what his personality really is :)
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This guy I think you could’ve met at a civilian. Honestly I’m picturing a meet cute, he gives hallmark vibes. Maybe you worked at the new coffee shop he frequented, or your dog ran away from you in the park and he happened to run into the little guy. Whatever meet cute trope you’d like I think would honestly work.
I think he’s one of those people where you think he’s an open book because he’ll tell you his entire life story, but you find you don’t know much about him afterwards. He doesn’t say how he feels, just what happened to him. It would take you a little bit to figure out that he hasn’t opened up as much as you thought he had.
I’m getting golden retriever energy from him honestly. He just seems like he’d follow you around throughout the day just to be around you.
maybe a mountain dog, because I think he’d be fiercely protective on the battlefield. Of course he knows you can take care of yourself, but if he’s your boyfriend he’s naturally going to worry about you.
If you do happen to get hurt you can guarantee that whoever did it is going to die a slow painful death as long as time allows. Alex doesn’t forgive that kind of thing easily if at all.
Just a little bit dumb I think. Not in the field, of course, but when it comes to everyday basic things I think he’s little dense. Like he’d put plastic in the microwave and pull out a melted container with a little pout.
He can cook breakfast foods, but nothing else. Pancakes? Absolute king. Soup? No way. He’d somehow burn the broth.
Very much adhd vibes. He will pull you into a bunch of shenanigans that get you in trouble just because he had the idea last night at 3 am.
Very gentle and soft, he likes to be the little spoon and he has no issues admitting it. He’ll just yank you down on the bed and wrap your arms around him yourself.
Definitely the type to brag about you any chance he could “everyone, this is my b o y f r i e n d y/n”. He would also start calling you his husband before you guys were married.
He’d also always ask you to marry him just because he can’t help himself. It doesn’t matter what you’re doing, you could be helping him trim his beard or just cooking something for him and he’d just “marry me” with the softest little smile on your face.
You’d just laugh and go “give me a ring next time and maybe I’ll say yes”
Little did you know he already had a ring tucked away in his pocket. He didn’t plan on proposing just yet, but he kept it away just in case he found the perfect moment and couldn’t pass it up.
I think he’d only have a bit of the proposal planned out, he knew what he wanted to say but he didn’t know where. It would probably be in the same place you first met because it had sentimental value to you both.
As a husband I think he’d want to settle down pretty quickly. He’d retire from the military and live in a nice little house from you in a cute little town. It would be one of those towns where you could walk everywhere you needed to go and everyone knew everyone.
I cant get the imagine of him and blue jeans on with a carhartt jacket and beanie on. I just think he’d look so fine.
He likes hiking absolutely. I imagine you living somewhere that has a really close by hiking area. He just loves nature so much and loves to be in it.
Mediocre at putting things together. Furniture with instructions is no issue and simple things like a birdhouse or a shelf he can do, but nothing extravagant (nothing can beat Price I’m so sorry I love him so much he’s so perfect)
Another imagine I can’t get out of my mind is plaid. Specifically as your bed sheets. It would be like a thick, comfy sort of sheet. Nice and soft and great for cuddling.
His love language when it comes to showing it I think is gift giving. It doesn’t have to be extravagant either like he’ll just find a cool rock and give it to you. Or a little paper crane he’s made
On top of that he’s a fantastic gift giver around the holidays or your birthday. He just loves seeing how happy you get when you open something and find it was the exact thing you mentioned months ago.
Definitely buys presents all year around that way the tree is absolutely packed when Christmas comes around.
If you don’t celebrate Christmas he does his absolute best to follow your traditions and be respectful of how you celebrate if at all. To him the holidays are all about spending time with those you love, no matter how it’s done.
Overall I think he’s a very kind, open, loving partner. He loves you with his whole heart and doesn’t have a lot of issues showing that.
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jayz4dayz · 11 months
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Team RWBY will become the next generation of Maidens
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(Disclaimer, none of the edited images above are mine! I just found them on google lol. Also, SPOILERS FOR VOLUME 9!!!)
So this is kind of just a random theory of mine that I’ve been brewing for a while and I’m sure someone has mentioned it before, but I’m simply gonna explain why this would be the logical and plausible ending for the entire show. 
We know the identity of the current three maidens. Cinder Fall is the Fall Maiden, Winter Schnee is the Winter Maiden, Raven Branwen is the Spring Maiden, but we have interestingly never had a confirmation on the identity of the Summer Maiden. Some fans (including myself) speculate one of two things: the Summer Maiden is someone completely random/character we haven’t been introduced to yet, or... Summer Rose is the Summer Maiden. Now if this were the case, then that means Summer Rose isn’t actually dead. 
The very first scene in the final episode of Volume 9, we see a private conversation take place between Summer and Raven about a secret mission Summer embarks on alone. We aren’t sure about the details of the secret mission except for the fact she had lied to her friends and family about it. To me, that sounds an awful lot like she either faked her own death or nobody found a body when she dissapeared and assumed she was dead. I think Mama Rose is still alive somewhere (possibly lurking around in the Ever After which I’ll circle back on)
As for the transference of the Maiden Powers to Team RWBY, I must address the elephant in the room. A few of our beloved side characters must die. 
I’ll start with the obvious. Raven and Yang.
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This one is pretty self-explanatory. Raven takes a fatal blow in a battle either from Salam’s forces or possibly even a Cinder battle 2.0 or Salem herself. I know damn well the final person in her thoughts would be her daughter. Go ahead and tell me I’m wrong. She knows out of everyone, Yang is the most trust-worthy and deserving of such power. Even Ozpin himself had once told her “Your mother must trust you a great deal” when Raven told Yang about how Ozpin turned her and Qrow into birds. In this case, it will be Raven’s final act of protection for her daughter to assure she’ll have a better chance of survival. Not only this, the transference of powers scene between her and Yang would be the most memorable and meaningful moment between them in the entire series. (And gods, Yang out of all of Team RWBY would make the most sense to become a maiden. Her hair ignites on fire for crying out loud!)
Next we have Winter and Weiss.
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This one will be considerably more painful to witness considering how strong their relationship is and everything they’ve been through growing up together. My best guess is Winter will die battling Salem or possibly alongside Weiss in battle against a different antagonist, but I’m confident it will happen the soonest. And I mean like Volume 10 or 11 kind of soon. Winter and Weiss will likely be reunited in Volume 10 and near the end Winter will meet her fate, giving the Maiden Powers to her sister who will benefit the most from them. With Weiss gaining these powers, imagine her dust glyphs on steroids. She’d be a fucking unit against Salem’s forces (as I’m sure Winter would be too.)
Then, Blake and Cinder.
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I actually have quite a bit of evidence to back this one up. Cinder really doesn’t have anybody close to her that she would even consider giving up her powers for. She’s a greedy bitch and would probably think nobody would receive her powers if she just didn’t think of anyone when she died, only come to find out the final person to look into her eyes before her final breath is the one to take the powers from her. Ironwood once mentioned that it’s not uncommon for the powers to be transferred to an enemy who the Maiden faced in her final moments. Blake absolutely deserves the right to send Cinder to meet her makers and snatch up her Maiden powers. It would be so satisfying to see Cinder and Blake meet up in the holding space between life and death, but Cinder becomes furious when she realizes Blake will be the one to take HER precious power. It’s the ultimate justice and the best revenge Blake could ever obtain. (Also, Blake would become the first Faunus Maiden that we know of and she'd be such a girlboss for it ;p)
And finally, Summer and Ruby.
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In the end, I think it would be a wonderful way to wrap up the entire series by making all of Team RWBY into Maidens and would be the most logical way they could defeat Salem. Of course, this is also assuming they somehow are able to get all of the relics and use that to assist them in defeating Salem once and for all. Also, for shipping purposes, it pretty much sums up the soulmate parallels for the four of them to become maidens. Blake (Fall Maiden) + Yang (Spring Maiden); Weiss (Winter Maiden) + Ruby (Summer Maiden). I think it just fits all of them so well!
As I previously mentioned, Summer being alive and the current Summer Maiden would open the door for Ruby to receive Maiden powers. I’m not entirely sure how it would look and I could theorize for hours to try and explain it, so I’ll keep this short. My current belief is that Summer is in the Ever After which would mean at some point Team RWBY would have to return to deal with Neo’s bullshit and at some point come across Summer. In a heated battle, Summer knows her time to ascend has come. If we take a look at Ruby’s ascension, she technically didn’t even ascend at all. She chose herself which means she didn’t become a new person with no memories of her past or who she is. However, I’m fully confident that Summer will choose to become a different person. She knows she would lose all her memories of her family, her Team, and everything that makes her Summer Rose. This includes her Maiden Powers. It would make the most logical sense that she’d transfer them to her daughter Ruby as her final act of a mother’s love. It would be poetic and the perfect character development for both Summer and Ruby. Plus, imagine how much more powerful Ruby’s silver eyes will become. With Maiden Powers, her petrifying glow from her eyes might be powerful enough to trap anything that’s Grim, including Salem. She wouldn’t be dead, but she’d be imprisoned in stone and petrify for the rest of time.
[Another minor theory in relation to this: Summer is actually dead and passed on her Maiden Powers to Ruby when she was still an infant which means Ruby's powers would be dormant until the time is right]
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purple-petrichor · 9 months
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MarriageToxin Profiles Vol.1
Haven’t seen these in English yet, so I’m posting them! Taken from the Japanese manga releases. Translated by myself. Sorry for the image quality;;
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Gero Hikaru
DOB:  November 24th Blood Type:  A
Heir to the "poison user" Gero family. The type to have many copies of the same clothes. Keeps a large number of work tools under his coat. If the room he lives in isn’t constantly clean, he feels unsettled. On nights after something rough happened, he cleans public toilets and other places until they’re better than new. Due to that, rumors of an urban legend “the Midnight Cleaner” have begun to spread throughout one portion of the city.
Amount of money spent on DIY candy kits per month:  approx. 200,000 yen *(approx. $1,500 USD )
*TL Notes:  Here’s Gero! Starting off strong with the main character.
Blood types are included in almost every profile in this series. In Japan, blood types are actually considered pretty important for determining one’s personality and romantic compatibility. It’s similar to Western astrology with star signs. For more detailed information, search google or read here. In Gero’s case, Blood Type A is actually the most statistically common in Japan (40% of the population) so that makes him a relatively normal guy. According to one article, “people with blood type A are known to be highly-organized, particularly precise, and pay much attention to details. They are diplomatic and friendly in nature, so you won’t have a hard time approaching them. They seek harmony among other people, but they sometimes prefer to be alone because of their sensitive nature.” Checks out overall. 
The DIY candy kits money is…far too much. Gero please what are you doing. Upon searching, a single package is like, $3.90 USD. So, $1500/$4 = 375 kits per month. That’s 93 per week. That’s 13 per day. Gero is the personification of that one dril “spend less on candles. no.” tweet. --
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Kinosaki Mei
DOB:  May 18th Blood Type:  AB
A marriage swindler. Capable of winning-over any partner within 30 seconds. The possessor of an outstanding "mix-and-match" fashion coordination technique. On days off, ends up lounging around inside the house all day. After a long life in abject poverty, will eat anything. Once survived for 3 weeks based only off of gorging food on dates. Living space is small, and strewn with clutter. Is hiding a big secret. –
*TL Notes:  The original text actually manages to avoid using any pronouns for Kinosaki. Given how Japanese is structured, it’s possible to sometimes drop a subject/object/pronoun entirely, without compromising the sentence. Unfortunately in English that’s much harder to manage, and often ends up sounding like you’re suspiciously trying to avoid the words. I tried to compromise here by arranging the text around. Just know that in the official text, they avoid giving any specific he/she gender markers for Kinosaki as of current.
For Blood Type: “This blood type is the combination of the precise qualities of A types and the free-spiritedness of B types. Given that it’s a rare blood type, people with this type are often perceived as geniuses or [eccentric]. They can be unpredictable and curious. People who belong to the AB type usually jump around from one activity to another, depending on their mood and situation. They chase ideal dreams and pursue learning and knowledge in a wide range of fields. They are calm and rational but have a complicated personality.”  Again, checks out for a swindler known for changing to handle any situation.
…Yes the final line does say “a big secret”. Uh. EDIT: Chapter 54 sheds new light on this line! Perhaps it’s not a dirty joke after all, but something far more tragic. 👀
More coming soon!
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columboscreens · 1 year
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Hey I love your blog and I’m a huge Columbo fan! Haven’t gotten too much into the series yet I’m only on season 3 and I wanted to know if you have a definitive ranking of the seasons in your opinion?
thank you! my personal ranking of the individual seasons is as follows:
S TIER - APEX LITTLE GUY
season 3 - absolute all-star season. peter falk was in his prime and columbo's personality was fully developed. he's serious but in good humor, highly competent but still human (as opposed to the omniscience he gains in later seasons). the murderers are fantastic, the plots are interesting, the humor hit its stride, the writing and pacing is artful. even the filler is subtly whimiscal and entertaining. peak, peak columbo.
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season favorite: any old port in a storm
A TIER - UPPER ECHELON
season 2 - all of the above, just a very close second in my eyes as i find the episodes overall slightly duller and character of columbo in the process of developing, rather than fully solidified.
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season favorite: a stitch in crime
season 1 - a close third. the mysteries are tight and fresh from the minds of levinson and link, and it shows. the photography/editing is very experimental, very cutting edge. the only caveat is that early columbo is, in retrospect, just a bit too flat/stodgy. the characterization that can only cultivate with time just wasn't there yet.
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season favorite: suitable for framing
season 4 - still superb columbo but trails behind season one just a little bit more. i find it not quite as genius, not as tight. i always firmly suspend my disbelief with columbo, but some of the plots start getting a little wavery. what this season really has going for it is that columbo steps out of his comfort zone more often and hits a pitch perfect balance of whimsical and serious. thus, even when the plot suffers, the character still shines. a delightful season to watch.
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season favorite: by dawn's early light
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B TIER - QUITE GOOD
season 5 - solid columbo, but the discerning viewer finds the show begins to miss more often and is perhaps past its prime. i respect the risk-taking, but by the very nature of taking risk, things don't always quite pan out. that said, this season had some very important bits that pushed the character and, coupled with patrick mcgoohan's influence, had really some of the most fantastic and unique outings of the series. however, nbc's frustration with falk at this point is palpable--season five is the final full installment of the original series.
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season favorite: now you see him
C TIER - MERELY GOOD
season 6 - with only three episodes, not much of a season to begin with. some parts are fantastic, some of the best in the series, and some parts start getting hard to watch. the episodes feel mishandled because they were. between logistical conflicts involving writing, directing, producing, and falk trying new ways of playing columbo, this season is a little bit all over the place. overall merely just good in the grand scheme of things.
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season favorite: the iq murder case. no, you are not getting me to say the whole thing.
season 7 - still good, but even more mishandled than season 6 and boy is the flanderization in full swing. columbo starts to feel like a different character, and combined with overhauls in showrunning, it begins to feel at some points like a different show. people responded well to columbo's subtle comedic facets, so instead of simply iterating upon them, they immediately blew them out of proportion. columbo was no longer a mystery show with comedic elements, it was a comedy with mystery elements, which mucks up the whole tone of the show. it's handled with less care and comes off as less organic and more hammy than previous seasons. i kind of want to love most of season 7 more than i actually do.
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season favorite: the conspirators
season 9 - believe it or not, a more distant third here lies this stretch of 90s era columbos. aside from the abominations that are murder in malibu and murder: a self portrait, i think they actually sort of hit a stride here. stronger outings like columbo cries wolf, agenda for murder, rip mrs. columbo, and even uneasy lies the crown feature prominently. no glory days by any means but still nearly as watchable as the aforementioned seasons.
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season favorite: columbo cries wolf
D TIER - HOLDING MY NOSE
season 8 - i no longer consider these episodes "good" in the way columbo is magically good. any good moments are good in spite of what they are, not because of it.
the first reboot season had no idea what it wanted to be. aside from sex and the married detective and occasionally a scene or two from the other episodes, i almost never revisit these. these episodes commit common but fatal columbo sins: columbo goes to the guillotine is so hackneyed it hurts, murder smoke and shadows goes on for entirely too long AND has a villain who is utterly obnoxious to the viewer, and grand deceptions isn't bad per se but an absolute snoozefest. married detective DOES have the awful tuba scene, but it's something you can fast-forward through, rather than fast-forwarding through the entire episode.
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season favorite: sex and the married detective
season 10 - these are on their way to the garbage bag. i lump these in with most of the specials and such. when people talk shit about latter-day columbo, they mean a lot of the stinkers in this pile. aside from columbo goes to college (the best reboot outing) and columbo likes the nightlife (the final columbo outing which happened to be weirdly really good), i very seldom revisit these episodes. again, aside from isolated scenes, performances, or moments, you can safely walk away from these or just watch them in passing. they are watchable tv, but rarely have any of the columbo sparkle.
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season favorite: columbo goes to college
F TIER, GARBAGE BAG
murder in malibu can suck an egg
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swiftyangx12 · 8 months
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🕷️The Adventures of Agent Arachnis!🕸️
[Ep. 3: Briefing & Chill out]
[Valorant x Marvel]
[Synopsis]: Arachnis has more to tell about Earth 2020-6-2 (Valorant Universe) and it’s mostly a chilled out day.
[Gender Neutral Reader]
[(A/N)]: Yeah, I’m still working on the OC. Just need some time working on their traits and backstory.
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[Earth-928, Spider Society H.Q.]
[Spider-Man 2099’s lair]
Arachnis: So, you’re still questioning about my world and line of work?
Miguel: It’s unlikely we recruited a Spider-based hero who has no variations of Spider-Man’s enemies.
Arachnis: That should be a good thing since we’re already dealing with doppelgängers stealing our power source. *Hooks up their tablet to the computer*
Peter B. Parker: What are you about to show us?
Arachnis: Video feeds of the agents doing their duties. Lyla, is everything ready?
Lyla: Yep! *Plays the video*
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Peter B. Parker: What’s with the music?
Arachnis: Sorry. My colleague, Cypher edited these videos and he likes to add dramatization to everything.
Miguel: This is where we caught the Goblin variant.
Arachnis: Yeah, back on Omega Earth where I freaked out because we were on their territory.
Peter B. Parker: Huh. Sounds like you two had fun on your “date”.
Miguel & Arachnis: We’re not dating.
Lyla: Wow. You have so many video feeds. *Plays another one*
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Peter B. Parker: *Growing concern* Are you sure this alright to watch this?
Arachnis: Peter, everything is heavily edited in case newly recruited agents are too squeamish when reviewing these feeds.
Peter B. Parker: What if the kids see these videos?
Arachnis: I added a passcode to the feeds for security reasons and only agents can access them. *Points to themselves*
Lyla: *Plays another feed* These look fun.
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Arachnis: Oh yeah. For odd reasons, he likes to add titles and thumbnails like if they’re cinematic episodes or something.
Peter B. Parker: You have a training bot?
Arachnis: We had one, but everyone destroyed the thing. Originally, it was a cleaner bot and some agents decided to rebuild it as a killing machine for petty games, and it was completely demolished because it tried to eliminate us all.
Peter B. Parker: Oh. At least you’re okay.
Miguel: [Y/N], why aren’t you in any of these feeds?
Arachnis: I wasn’t recruited yet until later and had stealth missions during those times. I have some clips with me in them. *Shows some exclusive feeds to Miguel from their phone*
Miguel: *Watching intently* *Secretly impressed by their performance and gets surprised by the killing spree*
Arachnis: Ah fuck. Sorry. I forgot those parts. Some guards spotted me and I had to fight back.
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Arachnis: Wait. Say that again? You called everything about multiple universes with their variants of Spider-people, the “Arachnohumanoid Polymultiverse”?
Miguel: It’s an accurate description.
Arachnis: It sounds stupid. Cute, but stupid.
Miguel: How would you rename it?
Arachnis: The Spiderverse sounds like a better fit.
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Peter B. Parker: Has anyone seen Mayday?
Miles: *Nods* We haven’t seen her.
Gwen: Oh god. Let’s go find her.
[The Spider gang search everywhere in the building. Through the food court, to every sector, to the Go-Home area and even the darkest corners of the society.]
Hobie: *Spots a bundle of webbing by Sector 2* Found ‘em.
[Peter lifts off the flap that is attached to the funnel web and he finds a surprise inside.]
Arachnis: *Quietly napping with Mayday on their chest in the funnel-shaped web hammock*
Peter B. Parker: Awww. *Pulls out his phone and snaps some images*
Arachnis: *Wakes up drowsy and yawns* Huh? Peter?
Mayday: *Also wakes up and yawns* *Adorably rubs her eyes*
Peter B. Parker: Morning, sleepyheads.
Arachnis: *Takes out their mouth guards* Bleh.
Peter B. Parker: Huh. I didn’t know you wear retainers.
Arachnis: No, these are mouth guards. I can’t retract my fangs and don’t want to hurt Mayday.
Miles: When did you have time to make this?
Arachnis: Just an hour ago. It’s pretty easy when your role is Sentinel on missions.
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Arachnis: *Babysitting Mayday again* “Spider-Mayday! Spider-Mayday! Does whatever a spider can do! She can swing, from her web!”
Mayday: *Giggling while Arachnis lifts her around the air*
Miguel: *Watches the two playing around through his monitors*
Lyla: *Over his shoulder* Stalker, much?
Miguel: What? No. They’re still a possibility that they can be dangerous.
Arachnis: Look, Mayday. Check this out, *Creates a Web Barrier* Can you do that?
Mayday: *Manage to trap Arachnis in her webs* *Cheers happily*
Arachnis: *Wrapped up like a burrito* Somebody help me.
Lyla: Uh-huh, yeah. They seem dangerous.
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[Earth 2020-6-2, Valorant H.Q.]
Arachnis: *Contacting with the others through their watch* Sorry, Miguel. Things are tense at the VP now and I’m not sure how long it will take for the mess to settle down. There are major updates about Kingdom and something triggered my friend’s buddies from the revelations.
Gekko: *In the background trying to calm Thrash down with Wingman*
Miguel: Understandable. You do what you need to do. Just…
Arachnis: What?
Miguel: Just don’t get in trouble and do not fail your duties.
Arachnis: I know, you grump. You don’t have to remind me. Maybe when things get better, I’ll be back in the Society. Don’t miss me too much, big guy.
Miguel: I won’t miss you.
Arachnis: I know you will. Tell the others I’ll be gone for some time and be back soon. *Ends call*
[Back on Earth 928]
Lyla: You’re worried about them.
Miguel: No, I don’t.
Lyla: C’mon, admit it. I read the vitals and they don’t lie. You’re more than worried for their safety.
Miguel: Lyla, just stop. I understand they need to do their job. Just like everyone else.
Lyla: Not everyone faces their own double everyday to prevent a worldly disaster while avoiding hundreds of bullets.
Miguel: *Sighs* “Shock. I do worry for them.”
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🕷️[Reblogs helps creators and creates for more content]🕸️
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tracybirds · 1 year
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Where Parallel Lines Meet (5/?)
Wow these past two weeks have flown by! I’m about to go back to work full time so although I hope to keep to my loose fortnightly updates, I can’t guarantee that :( Lots to do in the year ahead!!
Big thanks to @gumnut-logic as always for being my sounding board and very patient with my slightly obsessive focus as I wrote :D And thanks also to the various people who gave me encouragement along the way and how you did so without hesitation bc that do be a confidence boost :D
Anyway, I hope you all enjoy!!
Title is adapted from a line in Sarah Howes’ poem ‘Relativity’ (scroll to the bottom of the article)
A fight between John and Alan is followed by an interstellar storm with unexpected consequences.
[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5] | [Part 6] | [Part 7]
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“You know, I haven’t spent much time down here,” said John, staring around them.
“I thought Scott showed you the hangar already,” replied Alan.
“Pointed at the door, more like. He hauled me away pretty quick and told me not to bother Brains.”
Alan thought if his brother rolled his eyes any harder they were liable to roll right out of their sockets.
“So you haven’t seen the ‘birds up close yet?”
“Well,” said John, hesitating over the word. “I wouldn’t say that exactly. I’ve seen them.”
Alan caught his meaning at once and groaned.
“Please tell me you didn’t sneak into the hangar in the middle of the night.”
“Okay,” said John, deadpan. “I didn’t sneak into the hangar in the middle of the night.”
He grinned.
“It’s not sneaking if the door’s left unlocked and I turned on all the lights. Besides he said I could have a closer look later. But when he’s here he’s always busy, so I helped myself.”
“Scott’s gonna kill me,” muttered Alan. “He’s actually going to kill me.”
“What’s his deal anyway?” said John. “I don’t remember him being so… you know.”
He waved his hand vaguely. “Like a giant pain in the ass.”
Alan stopped short and scowled at him.
“Scott’s not a pain in the ass.”
“Okay fine. Stick in the mud, whatever.”
“Scott’s given up everything for us.”
“Doesn’t seem that way to me. He’s just bossing all of us around, making up dumb rules that don’t make any sense.”
“That’s not what he’s doing, you don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Oh yeah? You don’t even remember, he used to sneak out and stuff all the time.”
“You’re the one that doesn’t remember anything,” snapped Alan. “You’re the one who can’t do anything and I don’t care if you think you’re smart, you’ve got to be stupider than a pair of rocks if you think your say-so is worth more than Scott’s.”
John stopped short, glaring at Alan with the fury and focus of a high energy laser.
He wrenched his mouth open and despite himself Alan flinched, remembering the sharply barbed words that could fall so easily from his brother’s tongue when he was in the right mood.
Or the wrong mood as the case may be.
It seemed that John was always in the wrong mood nowadays.
“B-boys?”
The commotion died down in an instant, both brothers turning towards Brains who stood staring at them with an expression of mild alarm. The door that led deeper into the volcanic cavern, towards his workshop wing, stood ajar behind him and he still held a tablet in his hand, the holo-blueprint he had been editing swinging wildly in time with the arm that hung loose by his side.
“Hey Brains,” said Alan. “Uh… sorry. We didn’t…”
He searched for the best word to describe the argument.
“…interrupt, did we?”
Brains pushed his glasses up his nose and gave them a small smile.
“I f-fancied a walk,” he said, tactfully ignoring the tension in the air that was slowly dissipating. “I assume you’re coming to see m..me?”
“Yeah. If you’re not too busy.”
“Come along then. I’ve b-been working on a new locking mm..mechanism for the space pods that you m-might like to look at. You as well, John.”
“We actually need…” began Alan, but John cut him off.
“Yes,” he said loudly. “Yes, please. I want to see that. How’d you solve the pressure differential issues? Being equipped for so many different environments must have been a challenge.”
He rushed forward and Brains followed him, chatting lightly together as they began to walk towards the workshop.
Alan let them go ahead for a moment and tried to collect his thoughts. He was starting to get used to the sharp whiplash that came with John’s moods but they seemed to race through him like a storm rising out of a blue sky. It disturbed him more than any other change, being totally foreign in comparison to John’s normal even temper and cool head.
He'd heard stories of John as a teenager, mostly through Gordon’s good-natured teasing, stories of a slightly awkward and gawky boy who froze when Fiona Carr asked him out and who spent more time in the computer lab than at social events.
None of those stories featured a moody kid with a temper that shifted as easily as the wind and tossed and turned and shoved and left Alan sprawling as he tripped over on the backfoot once more.
It wasn’t that his John didn’t get angry –Alan remembered their final conversation in excruciating detail after all– but he never seemed to let himself grow out of control. Always his fury was released with the same careful deliberation as every other part of his life, and tidily packed away once it was no longer required.
This John was a wild card and Alan couldn’t figure out how to deal with him.
“Alan,” called Brains, pausing in the doorway. “Are you coming?”
“Yeah… yeah, sorry Brains.”
He hurried to catch up and quickly fell into step beside him. John was nowhere to be seen.
“I let him g-go on ahead,” said Brains quietly. “He knows the way and he can’t do any harm.”
“I’m not so sure of that,” muttered Alan ungraciously, but he knew the likelihood of John deliberately damaging anything was next to none. He might have been a pain, and exhausting to keep an eye on, but Alan knew his brother was more bored and frustrated than vindictive.
The workshop would probably do him good.
“Did you want to discuss your argument?”
“No,” said Alan, unable to prevent a slight frown from falling over his expression.
Brains nodded, seeming unsurprised. They walked in silence for a few minutes, long enough for the air to lose its cavernous chill as they entered the cramped cave network that housed Brains’ engineering experiments and prototypes.
“How are you coping anyway?” he asked suddenly.
Alan snorted.
“I’m fine. It’s not like there’s anything I can do about it.”
“And that m-makes you f-fine?”
“It means I have to be fine. Scott’s got enough to worry about – him and the others are swamped as it is. Gordon hasn’t used the pool in weeks and I can’t remember the last time Virgil played his piano.”
“Yes,” said Brains sadly. “I’d noticed that too.”
“And Kayo doesn’t have time to talk anymore, she’s too busy on Five and Grandma’s off trying to figure out what’s going on with John and…”
The words spilled out of him, all his worries and fears, all the petty resentment he’d stored up over the last few weeks, all his failures that he’d tallied up and all the frustrations with John, with having to stay on the island, feeling helpless and useless and wishing he could take it all back, the arguments, the ionisation storm, skipping the stupid assignments, everything.
He just wanted to rewind the clock and tell his younger self to not be such a short-sighted idiot.
He didn’t know when they stopped walking, but Brains made no motion to continue their path and so Alan ranted and paced in front of his friend. All the while he said nothing, only stood quiet and listened.
The words slowed to short bursts as they petered out and Alan huffed.
“B-better?” asked Brains with one of his small smiles.
Alan found he couldn’t answer, didn’t know for sure if he did feel better. He might even feel worse, the cool embarrassment of being caught out and unable to work through his own feelings creeping over him.
He settled for a half-shrug and looked away as the expression on Brains’ face morphed into a distinct look of sympathy.
“Talking about it doesn’t make you weak.”
“It’s not that,” snapped Alan. “I shouldn’t need it, I should be able to figure it out myself. I’m not a child anymore.”
Brains looked at him and suddenly Alan realised they were the same height, shoulder to shoulder, eye to eye.
“Don’t be f-foolish, Alan. We all need our f-family and friends to talk things through, you know that.”
And he did. Alan knew that his brothers didn’t leave things festering, knew that they talked things out with one another.
But not with him.
For a long time, he knew they’d have never let him see their own anxieties and he’d always been too absorbed in his own problem to notice anyway. But things were beginning to change, or possibly slipping into a new and untested rhythm where he could reach out and check on them just as they’d always done for him.
And maybe that meant it would be okay if things weren’t wholly fine.
“It’s been hard,” he admitted. “But mostly because I’ve been worrying about everyone else.”
“Well, you can worry with me whenever you like,” said Brains. “Shall we go see your brother? I imagine by now he’s f-found a thousand questions to ask and will be wondering where we are.”
“He’ll be having too good a time for that,” said Alan with a smile. “He won’t have even noticed we were gone.”
They were both right.
John had hoisted himself up onto the workbench, and was scrolling through old plans on a tablet he’d hacked into, talking a mile a minute as he leapt through the schematics of Thunderbird Three.
Spinning around him, chattering just as quickly with her high voice was EOS, delighted by the opportunity to reconnect with her best friend.
“I see you’ve m-met EOS,” said Brains smiling. “Has she scared off MAX again?”
“I would never,” came EOS’s indignant voice, swivelling the camera array around. “He’s just rude, always running away when all I do is say ‘hello’. Not like John. I’ve missed speaking with you, you know.”
“Why didn’t you speak to me before?” asked John.
She tilted her camera upwards, reminiscent of a pout.
“Scott wouldn’t let me. He said you ‘needed space’.” She looked over at him. “You’ve told me about needing space before, you know. Scott said he’d tell you when the time was right and you’d come find me when you were ready. And I’m so glad the time’s right now.”
John laughed.
“Well, I’m glad to meet you too,” he said sincerely, looking lighter than he had done in weeks.
“But Scott didn’t say the time was right,” blurted Alan.
John rolled his eyes and Brains lay a gentle hand on Alan’s shoulder.
“I doubt he’s had the time to let John know EOS existed. I’ll take responsibility if he’s upset, but given how open we’ve b-been about International Rescue, this won’t be an issue.”
He smiled at EOS.
“And she’s done a great job assisting m-me with work in the mm..meantime.”
“I only came down today because I was bored,” said EOS, lights flashing a deep, moody blue. “Kayo’s better than Gordon, but she gets all sharp and snaps when I try to help.”
“Try to help or try to ‘help’?” asked Alan, grinning a little as he remembered how EOS ‘helped’ last time he and Gordon had taken a turn upstairs.
“Real help,” said EOS indignantly. “John told me I needed a better baseline than Gordon and I wasn’t to equate help with annoyance.”
“I can’t believe I made a real AI,” said John, still watching her in frank admiration. “I remember reading about how they were meant to be impossible only a few years ago.”
“You didn’t make me,” said EOS, playing an audio clip that sounded suspiciously like the old John hmphing. “You only wrote my code; I made myself from there and finished the job off.”
“Team effort then?”
EOS beamed, the ring of green glowing ever bright.
“Always, John. You and I are always a team.”
He beamed back at her then turned to the others.
“So, training? I saw that room with the giant mats, that’s why we’re here, isn’t it?”
“We’re here to get you stuff for lessons,” said Alan, and John pounced on him at once.
“Yeah, but ‘lessons’ includes training. Scott said so, I have to do both side by side.”
“What curriculum did you f-follow at high school, John?” asked Brains, speaking over Alan’s response and gently steering the conversation away from another argument.
John shrugged.
“Whatever they gave me mostly. I’ve done all my science, math and language credits but I was doing extras. I got to leave to attend the community college in the next town over in the afternoons, nothing complicated. In the mornings I had English, history and whatever arts elective was available.”
“You were doing college stuff already?” asked Alan, looking startled.
John shrugged again and looked down at hands. It didn’t seem he wanted to talk about it.
“Yeah, Scott would drive me over. They let us take a math class together.”
“Wow,” said Alan enviously. “I wish I had that kind of flexibility; it was hard enough convincing the distance learning committee to let me skip a year.”
“Yeah, well,” said John, swinging his legs. “The school didn’t really have a lot of choice, it’s not like they knew what to do with me. Or any of us really. Dad said we might move to New York or something soon, get to a better school and stuff. I guess he’s doing alright.”
He paused.
“Or was. Did.”
His legs stopped swinging and he drew one knee into his chest.
“Whatever.”
The air condensed around them, a sudden prickly tension emanating from John that seemed to cut through any words that Alan might have otherwise said.
He looked over at Brains in a panic, wanting to rush forward but held back by the memory of Scott hovering helpless over him all those weeks ago on that first awful morning.
It struck Alan that he’d not once heard John mention their father in all that time.
“John,” Brains began, but John only gripped his knee tighter, refusing to look up at him.
Brains stopped, bewildered and unsure in a way Alan had never seen him before. He was used to Brains having the answer to every problem, or at least always knowing how to proceed.
“John,” said EOS, bolder than Brains and less reverent of emotion. “You know your father is dead. You can’t avoid mentioning him forever.”
“Says you,” snapped John. “What would you know anyway, you’re only a machine.”
EOS’s lights flashed a dangerous red.
“You are being illogical, John, you know I am not a machine.”
“You’re a machine,” snarled John. “And you can’t help me. Go away.”
“Go, EOS,” said Alan, hollowly. “I know John taught you about giving people space, I think it would be best if you…”
He trailed off as both EOS and John turned their glares towards him.
“Fine,” said EOS loftily. “If you need space, I’ll just go then. The POD computers need to be recalibrated to respond to gravitational strength anomalies anyway.”
“I’ll join you,” said Brains, quickly.
Alan shot a panicked glance in his direction, having no desire to be left alone with a volatile John who didn’t want anyone’s help or platitudes. Brains only gave him a pointed look and shut the door.
If there had been a gap between them before, there was now a chasm whose vast width and depth threatened to engulf Alan, standing on its edge. He still couldn’t think of anything to say, the years of comfort sought from his own brothers ringing hollow in his ears.
John didn’t need to hear recycled reassurances that had comforted Alan ever since he was eight.
But Alan didn’t know what else to offer.
Slowly he crossed the room, hoisting himself up onto the workbench, and sat cross-legged facing his brother.
“If you’re going to tell me some trite crap about how it’s okay to be upset, I promise I will hit you.”
Alan shrugged.
“Fine. Then you’re being a big baby and you should have gotten over it by now. Is that better?”
There was a short silence.
“No.”
“Didn’t think so.”
He didn’t reply and Alan hardly expected him to. He was content to wait while the net of thorns around John began to loosen.
The minutes ticked by, the only sounds their breathing and the odd friendly beeps of machinery scattered around the room.
The health and safety posters and math jokes pinned to the wall behind them suddenly became very interesting when dark patches suddenly appeared on John’s trousers, stained by salted tears.
“I hate him.”
Alan nodded.
“I did too for a while. Hated him for leaving, hated him for going, hated him because he should have known.”
“Not Dad. Me. The other me.”
John swiped at his face angrily.
“He stole my time. I should have gotten more time, that was mine but he messed up and now I’m stuck here and it’s just not fair.”
Alan hummed softly in agreement, wondering what his brothers would say.
Wondering what John would say to himself if he could.
“No, it’s not,” he said at last.
John’s fingers twitched, the tension in his body ramping up yet again and Alan resisted the temptation to rest an arm across his shoulders and pull him close.
“What do you remember about him?” he asked instead, hearing the echoes of his brothers’ gentle encouragement in his voice.
John glanced at him.
“Dad?”
“Yeah,” said Alan. “I mean, you still have six more years on me.”
There was an appraising look in John’s eyes, suspicious of the distraction.
“Don’t you want to talk about him?”
“I think I need to talk about him,” said John hollowly. “But not yet. And not to you.”
He turned away.
The sting of rejection was sharper than any barb he’d traded with John before yet Alan couldn’t bring himself to be hurt. His own precious memories were few and it had taken a long time before he’d been able to wrangle more from his family. He knew too well how silent grief could be, how easily it could isolate.
Be patient, his instincts whispered to him, sounding a lot like the John he was missing. Stay with him.
Alan stayed, inching closer and closer until he sat side by side, shoulder to shoulder with his brother.
Quickly, before he could second-guess himself, he wrapped an arm around his brother and pulled him close. It was no different to when he was small, John’s startled body soon relaxing into his touch. He smiled wearily, soft and familiar as though nothing had changed as he reached up to hold Alan’s arms tighter around him.
“Time will carry us forward,” Alan whispered, the echo of John’s own voice speaking alongside him in his memory.
John huffed a wet sounding laugh.
“That’s what I always said to you. You know, when you were little.”
“I know. I remember. You don’t stop saying it by the way.”
John’s face fell and he pulled away.
Alan dropped his arms and moved back.
“It’s not just time with Dad he stole,” said John. “It was you too. I hate that he got to know you and that he gets to be your hero. I’ll never get that chance. You just keep humouring me because you think one day, I’ll disappear and he’ll come back.”
He scowled a split second too slow to cover his dejection.
Alan winced.
“I do hope that he’ll come back. But not because I want to get rid of you. Because I know he is you. And you’re still him. You can’t know, but you really are just like each other.”
“Yeah, sure. Whatever.”
“You are,” insisted Alan. “You both like computers. And space.”
“Lots of people like computers and space.”
Alan laughed.
“That might be true, but trust me no-one likes them the same way you do. Except well… you.”
“But it’s not just that, you’re both stubborn and have the same single-mindedness when it comes to solving problems. You both work hard, both never stop trying to understand things just that little bit more. He hated having to explain himself twice or ask for the same information more than once.”
“And believe me, Scott and Virgil didn’t have a choice, they had to tell you about iR because if they hadn’t, you’d have figured it out in about eight seconds flat – there was no chance they’d escape you; you’re too good at observing people and putting together missing pieces. And just like him you’d never have been able to let that go once you knew about it. You aren’t able to let that go.”
“And that’s because you – both of you – would do anything to help someone who needs it. There’s no way he wouldn’t have done everything he could to help once he’d found out he could do something to help. That’s the kind of person John is. That’s the kind of person you are.”
“Huh,” said John, narrowing his eyes as he thought it over. “When you put it like that it doesn’t sound so bad.”
“Yeah,” said Alan. “Not so bad at all.”
He reached out to ruffle John’s hair, nearly crowing in delight when he succeeded before his brother retaliated with a hard shove and a reluctant smile.
Alan grinned.
“I’ve always wanted to do that.”
“You’re a jerk,” said John, sighing in an overly dramatic fashion. “I suppose this is my lot in life as the youngest now.”
“Unless you grow up, yes,” teased Alan.
He nudged John lightly.
“Now, I think there was something we needed to do down here? Something about lessons.”
John rolled his eyes but he couldn’t hide his eagerness.
“Those simulators. Scott showed me the room but I barely got a proper peek at them.”
“Same single-mindedness,” Alan said again, but he laughed as he jumped down from the counter. “Let’s go see them.”
[Part 6]
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hullomoon's 2023 works: part one
it’s the end of the year, which means it’s time for a work round-up! i had a pretty busy year so i didn't post as much, but i also know i did more longer works. so it probably balances out in the end. if you haven’t yet, check out my 2019 roundup, 2020 roundup, 2021 roundup, and 2022 roundup! all works are ordered in chronological posting order.
part one | part two | part three | part four | part five | part six
[podfic] don't blow those pipes | Schitt's Creek | David/Patrick | 03:25
Patrick picks up another new instrument. David is not thrilled.
[podfic] your love is a secret i'm hoping, dreaming, dying to keep | Heartstopper | Nick & Nellie, Nick/Charlie | 0:10:06
“You know, you’re technically the first person I’ve come out to. Or first… creature.” Nellie licked his face. Or, five times Nick could only talk to Nellie about his feelings for and about Charlie, and one time he found the courage to talk to a human.
[Podfic] Haus Bylaws that Need Added to the Wall: No Hanging Chads | Check, Please! | Gen | multivoice | 0:10:37
If a Chad approaches Lardo, allow her to set up fucking ruining him before pouncing. [sub a) In all cases of Chad, Shitty is wingman because Bitty punched that one Chad.] (sub b) He deserved it.) {sub c) He totally did.}
[Podfic] winter's upon us, so won't you stay? | A League of Their Own (TV) | Jo/Maybelle | multivoice | 0:23:15
“I was just so worried about you when you left,” Maybelle says, eyes wide and full of softness. “I wish I coulda been there to take care of you, honey. You deserved that. You shouldn’t have had to leave alone.” No one has wanted to take care of Jo in so long. or: jo goes to maybelle's for the holidays, and finally figures out what she wants.
snowed in with you | Schitt's Creek | Rachel/Alexis | 4,079
Rachel just wanted to get away and destress. Then she learned that someone else was already at the cabin. And then they got snowed in.
99 Podfics | Podfic Fandom | multivoice | 0:16:01
Voiceteam Mystery Box 2022 presents their project for the "It's a Trap!" challenge. The challenge was: "Create an audio fanwork with contributions from at least 90% of this round's Voiceteam Mystery Box players. If at least 90% of players contribute, every Voiceteam player gets 90 points outside of their point cap. If less than 90% of players contribute, nobody gets any points. Either way, this challenge is completely meaningless pointswise." We didn't quite get to 90%, but we did make some beautiful chaos!
you came in like a wave when i was feeling alright | Stranger Things | Steve/Eddie | 840
Eddie likes to watch the rugby team practice
[Podfic] Sherlock Sands and the Mystery of the Pie Thief | Schitt's Creek | Alexis/Twyla | multivoice | 06:19
When Twyla Sands' pumpkin pie disappears from the table, she goes on a quest to discover the thief.
[podfic] a boy, a tender age | Stranger Things | Joyce & Steve | 01:08:53
Joyce Byers loves her boys. So when she's walking down the hospital hall in the late afternoon and she looks into a room, empty save for a lone boy on the bed, she thinks, well what's one more? my 101st podfic
[podfic] Haunted Doll Watch: Magic Earring Ken Doll Edition | Supernatural & My Brother, My Brother and Me | multivoice | 0:11:10
The listing: Haunted Ken Doll Seeks Gay Owner (Lesbian or bi okay too)
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The Home Team - Slow Bloom
I talked about this recently in my piece about Issues, and the legacy that they’ve left in the wake of their breakup, but a lot of other bands have come to claim the throne and possibly take their place as the most ambitious alternative band, as a lot of bands are combining pop, R&B, funk, and other outside styles with metalcore, hard rock, and alternative. Issues, despite what happened, was a powerhouse of a band that took ideas and sounds that you think wouldn’t work, but they weirdly do. Their last LP, 2019’s Beautiful Oblivion, is not only one of my favorite albums of that year, it’s one of the best of the decade. I can’t stress enough how good this record is, especially if you want something new out of metalcore. These guys really were ambitious, and they broke the ground for how bands can approach their sound, at least in the metalcore scene. I’ve often found myself wondering what bands are going to take Issues’ place, and I can immediately name one — The Home Team.
These guys aren’t a household name, at least not yet, but they’ve got the potential to be huge. Armed with one of the best vocalists in the scene, and a sound that combines really slick and catchy pop with some heavy and progressive-leaning metalcore. Throw in some pop-punk, and you got this band’s sound down pat. I’ve heard of these guys for the last couple of years, but I haven’t spent much time with them, especially their sophomore album, 2021’s Slow Bloom. The band put out a deluxe edition with two new songs, so I’m going to be talking about that version of the album, especially where the album is only 39 minutes with the two bonus tracks. I got the idea, though, thanks to my buddy Jake recommending the album to me (we also talked about this album, as well as the metalcore scene, in more depth, and I plan on posting this when we get that up, so you should be able to see that, along with this). He said I’d like this album, and sure enough, I love this, but I didn’t spend a lot of time with it.
Sort of like with the latest Bring Me The Horizon album, 2020’s Post Human: Survival Horror, I remembered this album quite well, and that’s a testament to how catchy and memorable this record is. Slow Bloom is one of the most fun and energetic albums I’ve had the pleasure of listening to in a long time. That’s due to a couple of key things — vocalist Brian Butcher, and the musicianship. Butcher has such a fantastic voice, he uses it quite well throughout this album, and a lot of the hooks here are impeccable. He has the perfect voice for a pop and R&B, and it shows throughout this album, but the musicianship is great, too. The rest of the band gets to shine throughout the album, and the way they can combine different genres and sounds seamlessly is so great. This record has its fair share of pop-punk, pop, R&B, and even metalcore / alt-metal cuts. Some of the riffs on this thing are heavier than I ever would expected, but I love it.
This band is going places, that’s for sure. They’ve got loads of talent and potential to be huge in the alternative scene. They may be gearing up to release a new album this year, and if that’s the case, I can’t wait. It’s surely going to be one of the best of the year, especially if it sounds anythjng like their newest single, “Loud.” That song has such a great groove to it, and it really showcases the best qualities of the band. I can’t get enough of Slow Bloom, and I gotta shoutout my buddy Jake for recommending this to me, so I could finally sink my teeth into it. Like I said, he and I wrote about this album in more detail, as well as talking about the state of metalcore and alternative music, so give that a read, but I wanted to write this as a companion piece, per se, basically just as another way to say, “Hey, check this out, it rules.” I won’t say I didn’t tell you so.
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i agree the ask game is pretty fun. so more questions for you: 2, 15, 20, 25, 26, 27, 28, 30, 43!
i want to ask 11, but i feel you don't jump scenes. so i am curious how you handle it when a scene is just not working out. -- @milkstore
(link to the ask game is here)
2. Where do you get your fic ideas?
my brain, usually when i’m about to fall asleep, just waking up, or staring blankly out of a window.
more seriously, fairly often from real life experiences or things i see/hear, or simply just going ‘hey, wouldn’t it be interesting if…?’
11. Do you write scenes in order, or do you jump around?
generally, i write in order, unless a particular scene is what has inspired the whole thing, in which case i write that first. i do actually jump around a little if i’m stuck on a part: e.g. if i’m writing part A and get to B, but get stuck on B, i go onto C and come back to B later. i try not to leave missing scenes in for too long, though.
15. What’s your favorite time to write?
the time my writing brain is most active is generally around midnight, so i’d probably pick that, just because my thoughts flow the easiest and it’s satisfying to not get stuck on sentences and things like that.
20. Do you prefer writing AUs or canon fics?
i lean towards aus on this one, just because i feel like i can explore different aspects of the character more by placing them in situations or settings they’d never encounter in canon. it’s also interesting to me to see how characters may change slightly depending on au: for example, because xiao is probably less traumatised in a modern au than in canon, i write him as a slightly softer, less harsh version of his canon character. canon can be fun too, though, especially because of familiarity with the setting and stuff.
25. What’s your favorite part of the writing process (worldbuilding, brainstorming/outlining, writing, editing, etc)?
i don’t worldbuild that often for my fics, but when i do, that’s definitely my favourite part. beyond that, i’d say the actual writing is my favourite.
26. What’s your least favorite part of the writing process?
having to go back and write the beginning or end of a scene when the interesting part has already been written. it’s so tedious and i often struggle to come up with how to open/ close the scene.
27. What area of writing do you feel strongest in?
probably my descriptive writing of locations and appearances. sometimes i cook up decent similes and metaphors as well, and i’m pretty happy with my narrative voice.
28. What area of writing do you want to improve in?
this is quite specific, but i think i need to get better at describing characters’ movements/ actions: sometimes, i’ve noticed i get caught up in having this specific image in my brain of how a character gestures or moves, but describing it would be very long-winded or sound out of place. basically, i need to improve on leaning to zoom out on some actions and not feel that i have to describe each detail of them.
30. How much do you edit your fics?  Do you edit as you write or wait until you finish the first draft?
i do a little of both: when i’m writing, i kind of edit as i go and search up synonyms to words that don’t sound right, tweak earlier lines, etc. once the main body of the fic has been written, i go over the whole thing and repeat the process but in one go—sometimes i repeat do this a few times, but the point is that i read the whole thing over while editing rather than select parts, which happens more during the actual writing.
43. Is there a trope or idea that you’d really like to write but haven’t yet?
regarding ideas, many: that’s what most of my wips comprise of. regarding tropes, less so, or at least nothing jumps to mind immediately, but i feel like doing some sort of spin on hanahaki could be fun at some point: for example, a character deliberately acquires it for research purposes, or a character who is in a relationship with another and believes them both to be in love starts developing it, or even following the healing process of somebody who has had them. maybe someone who has it as a chronic illness which can’t be cured, or some messed-up experiments on hanahaki patients, e.g. seeing if flowers from hanahaki can be planted in the ground, if they can pollinate each other, things like that.
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Some helpful info for trans folks. If you are thinking about or getting hrt, this is the most up to date guidelines for gender affirming care with the starting dose and max dose for hormones and other info: https://transcare.ucsf.edu/guidelines
For those in the US that are looking for a doc, I would highly recommend checking out your local family medicine or internal medicine residency clinics. A residency clinic is staffed by resident doctors who completed medical school but need to have 3 years additional training under a board certified doctor called an attending before they can practice independently. Residents tend to be young millennials and gen Z’s with a great will to learn. Now to be fair they probably have never prescribed HRT and are learning how to do it on you, but most are friendly and eager and they have an attending keeping an eye on them to make sure they don’t do anything stupid. I tell my patient’s it’s like getting two doctors for the price of one. The visits tend to be longer and sometimes the hours get wildly out of hand, but we are still learning and we also take the sickest patients in the community (homeless, no insurance, fired from other clinics, etc) so sometimes the visit before yours can go an hour long because they are trying to save someone’s necrotic foot or once in my case, run across the street to deliver a baby.
I currently only have one trans patient that I started on HRT, but am eager for more. I feel kind of bad for how enthusiastically I responded to their end of the appointment request. I told them flat out that I didn’t know what I was doing, and I wanted them to come back in a week so I could do some research. I started slow and cautious because I didn’t know what I was doing, but I explained my plan and reasoning to the patient and asked if they wanted to do things faster and they seemed happy with the slow approach. I started with spironolactone because it helps decrease testosterone. I didn’t start estrogen at the same time, even though you can, because I hate prescribing two new things at once, because it’s difficult to figure out what could be causing side effects. You don’t really need base labs, but I wanted a basic metabolic panel and a testosterone level. The bmp is mostly to check potassium because spironolactone can cause it to increase which can cause deadly cardiac arrhythmias. Most people with healthy kidneys handle it fine, but I have seen it spike and in hrt you use way more than you usually use for like cirrhosis. The testosterone baseline is just nice for seeing where you are starting from. Then I added estrogen 2mg at a time with a max of 8mg a day. After that it’s just checking testosterone and estrogen levels to shoot for goals of afab people but it changes depending on person. Some people still want erections so you don’t want testosterone levels under 100 some don’t, everyone is different and happy in different levels, and of course this is all mtf specific, I haven’t actually prescribed ftm yet.
But anyways for people thinking about hrt, give your local residency clinic a try. I bet they will be more eager and understanding and explain things more than a lot of older docs.
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daimere · 1 year
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Nanowrimo update
Here I am trying to write this update for the third time. Here we go! I don’t remember what my last update was about because a few days later, I got hit with the flu hard. At that point, I had written 17k words with no plot to be seen. Well, other than boy meets girl. Or monster meets girl. Or really girl meets monster. In the middle of the feverish haze, I was like, “wow, does this story suck? Should I be writing this? Maybe I just suck overall.” I still don’t know where else to take this novel. I have a few good scenes left. In my daydreaming, I haven’t came across a “aha moment” that will fuel the rest of this novel.
Side note: I have written an entire book with no main plot. I had the b and c plot because this was book 2 in a 4-5 book series. I have an idea what I actually wanted for the main plot. It would be Nice Guy (tm) gets rejected and joins up with Bad Woman to cause FMC to have The Struggles(tm) while dealing with plot b and c. I just didn’t know what to do to create all that stuff between the b/c plot.
Back to the Nanowrimo 2022: I really don’t know where to go from here. I really wanted to try to query this to someone that was specifically looking for a high heat monster romance under 75k.
Here’s the current WIP lineup with some ideas: Saved by the Pirate: I did write a bit on this one this week. They still haven’t boned. They are currently fighting over their feelings.
Hitting the Boss: Haven’t touched this one. I roughly edited it and then posted a new episode on Kindle vella for Monday.
Don’t go to Sleep: I need to edit and upload a new episode for tomorrow or Thursday. This one also was roughly edited last week while I had flu. Editing this one is harder because I am having to shift a lot of things. This is #nanowrimo 2010? story.
Hunting his Prey: This one I last wrote on a week ago. I think she may be filing a police report to another wolf as her mate finds her again. So ya know rage ensues.
Monster at the Haunt: I haven’t written more on this but I am not forgetting this story in case I get accepted into the monster anthology that I applied for. Fingers crossed!
Untitled Holiday Short story: Okay, I just thought of this a few days ago. I don’t have any holiday themed stories on vella. Since I was already thinking of doing a set of shorts to complete between bigger stories to make a bigger book in the end, this could go there. Idea is that a woman (supernatural or human, I am not sure) goes to a silly Halloween party in December party. She hooks up with a supernatural or monster of some kind. What monster? I don’t know! But falling in love ensues. Is this an awful idea?? I could probably do something with this in a week to start posting December 1st.
Monster under my bed: he just ate the guy. she told him to pay rent. And now I have to figure out what happens next.
The Alpha’s Demon: They also haven’t boned. I need to update inkitt/wattpad. I have gotten two reviews this week. I haven’t forgotten it. I just haven’t had a moment. And I am kind of lost. Like when will they bone? The sequel will be a why choose with Ruby. That will be a mmmff.
And I got my kindle vella bonus today and I was a bit disappointed. I was hoping for a little more than I got. I only made 4 dollars more than my first month. Then again, I didn’t get any crowns this month and I don’t know if I will ever get another crown. I don’t have a fandom yet.
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kilopmobile · 2 years
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Kitematic standalone
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It simply boils down to the fact that it has not been implemented in Kitematic yet. Is it not yet possible to control Docker containers on A from a Docker GUI on B? There is no design limitation inherent in Kitematic nor Docker to prevent this. This is the relevent github issue (as far as I can tell) where adding support for further client config has been proposed: Is there a way around it? Is it not yet possible to control Docker containers on A from a Docker GUI on B? Currently, Kitematic only supports connecting to the Docker daemon in Docker for Windows/Mac or the 'default' docker-machine machine. (In fact, B is a KVM machine inside A but this is not quite relevant.) So I installed Docker Toolbox on B and realized that Kinematic is trying to create a local Docker host on B (using VirtualBox) - instead of asking me where my existing Docker host is (on A). I therefore decided to run the GUI on another machine (B) from which I thought I would be able to control Docker containers on A.
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muggycuphead · 2 years
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weird flex but ok i guess pt.9
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War… Hold up, do we really need a warning for this one? Dunno, but however, watch out for slightly disturbing and kinda…disgusting imagery, trypophobic patterns, as well as ‘necrotic’ designs I made while having funky fever bc o h m y g o d do I get a little crazier every new quarantine day (and at this point it’s coming to be an usual thing for me, big sad). However, most are made no other than for the sole sake of satire, so y’know, no need to get your underwear in a twist
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Friday Night Funkin’ BoyFriend’s Hood – AU fanconcept sketches [X]
EDIT 26/10/2023: Updated the drawing with a rescanned, more clean version
Ayooo- now you guys can see why I’m no longer pursuing this poor little thing anymore
…ow
THOUGH I did get inspired in some mods during the creation of these two (three if we do count the sad mop on the top*), mostly since I didn’t give that much of a damn about it at first sight, but now that I’ve gotten the emotional attach to it…yeah I sort of have regrets about it
Yee-haw I guess
…Imma just get into the info already lololol:
1.- Broddy
Big brother but cheap lol
…Nah jk I love this fellow
This guy was actually inspired in the whitty-boyfriend edited sprite (yeah the funny long boi) who casually seemed to appear in a picture alongside BF’s Mom and Dad, hence why he lookin so thin
BTW funny street sign logo design on his shirt, I’m so clever eeheheh- jk
Also the faded eyes were meant to give him a mysterious aura at the start, but now they’re basically something he inherited from his dad (you’ll see later how I designed him so you can tell)
Also also, you guys are allowed to make fun of me over the fact his hoodie’s design doesn’t make any sense. Like- the thing’s open like a jacket yet it has the strings to pull in and out the hoodie from behind, what?????? (this also happened with my FNFCE Leopold sprite, so double funny haha on my ass)
2.-Sissy
Big…no wait- she’s actually the middle woman in the siblinghood
…okay
Fun fact BTW: she was originally though off as a male, and casually enough, the memory I recall of her (or should I say him* for this case specifically) kinda resembles a little to Big Brother
…No I’m not kidding, the hairline I remember for her literally looks a lot like his, guess it was just coincidence
And yes, that tire mark on her arm is a tattoo…above a scar she actually got over an accident that happened at the repair shop
No it wasn’t BF’s fault...or Broddy’s even
Actually, I don’t even remember what happened, but it involved a badly braked bike and something that got in her way while she walkin’ on the shoop
3.-Past!BF / Lil B
aAAAA smol bean child bby
He so cute
…but he’s secretly a little shit
Don’t tell Sissy that tho, that might frickle her pickle
4.- Past!GF / Missy G
Another smol bean
This time it has sulphur in it wowowowow
I gave her a more awoken look bc ye, I don’t really have an actual reason for it besides haha funky demon child go wowza
5.-Bike Mechanic BF (Teenhood)
Boyfrendo got a jobbo
He a breadwinner y’all
He’s been in the business since he was a smol child, he got the good experience
…no we don’t do child exploitation innuendos here, you’ll see what was up there tho dw
6.- Biker GF (Teenhood…?)
Damn sis, lookin good right there
And yes she used to own a bikey back in her young days, don’t ask me how licenses work in BF’sH’s NG city, cuz I have no clue
…but hey, if kids can hav gun with no permissions, then who sayin they can’t drive bikeys w/ no loisense? (jk they might do have license systems but I guess the age limit is whatever, it’s been so long I can’t remember a-)
7.- Q-Zin (Beta Design / Prototype)
Sad mop
I just found out not too long ago about Older Brother, and Q-Zin does have some similarities with him personality-wise, but I haven’t seen the mod so I’m not sure, sorry
BTW he’s dead
…well, not dead  in actual terms, just…physically dead (and sort of emotionally, he’s gone through quite some stuff down there at the Graveyard)
8.- Lil B icon style
Bikey Child
9.- Missy G icon style
Cashey Child
10.- Daydreaming BikeMech!BF
When you reconcile with your (yet) platonic babe and she sneakie you her phone number in your pay so you can ring her up anytime
…yeah that
Classy GF, really classy
And yes they did know each other way longer before than canonically stated (FNF says they just met during tutorial, BF’sH says they know each other since childhood instead)
And the reason I said platonic was due to 1) they reunited after a long time of not seeing each other, ergo the relationship (frens) had just reemerged and 2) Pico and BF are pursuing a relationship here (secretly), though it’s between platonic and amorous (basically what you’d call a ‘meta-couple’)
So yeah
11.- GF’s note
I’m sure he will do hun, I’m sure he will do
12.- Hambarga
S’up bro, brought you lunch
It’s about that one time GF bought some food for BF during lunch hours
Though I don’t wanna stick with the original factor that it was because he barely does enough money to buy something good to eat (for real, it just sounds cruel), so I guess he just is so stuck into his work he sometimes lets lunchtime slide past him (I know it’s not better but at least it doesn’t sound like he’s forced to starve, like c’mon man)
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May 11, 2022
You know what?  I’ll say it: floral wallpaper deserves to come back into style.  I do, in fact, want my walls and my dresses to look like my grandmother’s couches, thank you very much.
also, by the way, I!!!!!  HATE!!!!!!  STUDYING!!!!!!  and finals suck.
Of the many things that I love my orchestra for, one of those is that there is no shortage of pride in our work.  We livestream our concerts and after every single one there are multiple days of watch parties and gushing about how good they went.  We are not bashful; we are proud, and we have things to be proud of!  We put together a banger of a concert in basically two months since last fall’s was delayed.  I haven’t watched through them yet, but I definitely want to and will at some point.  So many people coming together to be excited about music.
At this point I’ve seen a few clips of the concert and we sounded really great from the audience’s perspective for sure.  But even with our loud-as-all-get-out choir director super-tenor singing the alto part half the time, I still can’t hear the alto parts.  Three to four of us up in the front row, three more in the back, and we’re still the silent section???  HELLO?
I promise I haven’t been like, entirely ignoring the Roe v Wade overturn leak thing, I just don’t feel like I have novel thoughts about it?  This is upsetting.  And I don’t know where to go after that.  An attack on women’s bodies, on their sexualities?  Absolutely yes.  Interesting how Democrats in Washington have been sitting in safety over this issue, not really considering it an issue, as Republican candidates at all levels of government for at least as long as I’ve been paying attention to politics have targeted this as The Issue and they’ve made this known.  I think I’m experiencing a weird dissociative anger, the same type I feel when I hear about certain racial injustices (the volume of black and native women who go missing and are literally never found, police brutality, etc).  Where all of my thinking turns to static because it reminds me that I don’t actually live in a world where things I take for granted (and just my own safety in general) are guaranteed.
Also speaking of women’s issues... this whooooole Amanda Heard/Johnny Depp trial feels weird.  And people’s reactions to it feel weird to me.  I’m not going to say anything more on it than that because people have some really strong opinions and I feel like it’d be really really really easy to watch “highlights” that are clearly favored for one side or the other and completely neglect what the other side brings to the table since I’ve certainly got better things to do than watch the whole thing.
Completely switching gears, consider this: A jukebox musical based on songs by The Crane Wives.  Currently thinking, like, it’s a story of two women.  One (A) who’s reaching a breaking point with her partner (I’m thinking the engagement was arranged or something like that) and will run off west and another (B) who’s living on her own out west after her partner left her.  Wild West era, homestead act n all or whatever.  I think A will run into B, B takes a liking to her and decides that it might be time to start living again.  I have not a single clue as to what the plot would be exactly.
[edit: I wrote out a lot of it here but moved it to my GDrive just in case I go through with it lol.. had I known about TCW only a year earlier I could’ve done this for my honors capstone but alas]
Today I’m thankful for Darren Korb and Ashley Barret because the two of them just pull out banger after banger after banger.  In The Blood, In The Flame, The Spine, whew.  Makes my lil Evanescence-lovin heart tear up.
This summer I’m going to see if I can find songs with bass solos in them bc saxophone-guy sounds so forlorn when he talks about how our orchestra never really does songs where he could even be featured.  ...y’all please help I think I got it bad.  For a gamer of all the types of men oh my god
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butcher85mccormick · 2 years
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