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In which it is clearly time for a MOKONA PARTY.
Ride those lily pad vibes. 
Ride them.
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ystrike1 · 6 months
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Betrayal of Dignity - By KIMPA (8.5/10)
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Sometimes, bad men make great Kings. This particular Duke is absolutely a yandere, but he's also after the throne. He's also one of the few obsessive male characters I can actually imagine in power. He knows how to plan ahead. He's horrible. She's a good and forthright woman. The drama is killer.
Two sisters.
The pretty pink one and the disabled one.
What do you think their relationship is like?
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You're wrong.
Chloe is disabled, yes, but she is a capable older sister. Her father, servants, and her sister all treat her with respect. Even when those who discriminate do not.
Alice is a romantic girl, with no brains in her skull. She's supposed to save her family from debt by wedding a wealthy Count....but she cheats on him. Her lover impregnates her, and they run away together...happily? Yes, Alice was never cut out for life as a noble wife. Her husband treats her well. They're passionately in love. Chloe loves her too much to force her to do anything. Their father feels the same.
The spoiled, beautiful daughter leaves the picture.
What about the debt?
There's only one child left. Chloe. She is respected in the walls of her mansion, but nowhere else.
No sane man would marry a woman with a crippled leg.
(This setting is painfully realistic. A couple hundred years ago disabled people had little to no rights. Chloe is a rare exception as a noble daughter who is loved and protected by her father.)
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Chloe has no idea, but she does have an admirer.
His name is Duke Daimien Thisse. He fell in love with her three years ago, but she has no clue. He bullied her. He called her naive. Arrogant. He ripped her cane from her hands to show her how weak she was. She naturally assumed he's just another man who dislikes disabled people.
She met the Duke when he was at war. His men camped in her forest, behind her home. She nursed some of his fghters back to health.
Naive Chloe was unaware. As she treated the men they ridiculed her, and they tossed more inappropriate comments on top. They did not deserve her help, but she gave it.
Duke Thisse stole her cane because he was frustrated. He hated watching her care for the boorish men in his army, who whispered behind her back. So, he insulted her to her face to test her true character.
Chloe was too perfect. He suspected she was acting, as an excuse to get close to him and seduce him. He does know about her monetary situation after all.
She rejects him and proves that kindness isn't a weakness. She didn’t know the men were insulting her, but it doesn’t matter to her. They were protecting her country. Her land. She felt obligated to help, as an upstanding noble lady.
Duke Thisse is smitten.
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He does get worse though. This guy is every single red flag. His fascination with Chloe stays a secret. A real one. Nobody knows he loves her. Chloe thinks he's marrying her to weaken his position on purpose, because he wants the Crown Prince to look stronger. She thinks she's a tool and she's half right. Marrying Chloe does give the Duke camouflage. He looks like a loyal dog...but he's been planning this marriage and a rebellion for three years.
Chloe won't be his Duchess.
She will be his Queen.
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Daimien is also the most jealous and vindictive man on earth. He does bully and plot against his own wife when she pays attention to other men. He's un-fucking-unbearable. He threatens to kill her and her family more than once. She thinks it's because of his honor or something but no. He just does that when she mentions another man too many times.
He even throws a hissy fit when she tries to visit her own father.
This handsome servant, Gillies, figures out how twisted the Duke is. He's purely in love with his kind lady, and the persistent hero actually succeeds in exposing the rot.
Chloe finds out how deep the corruption goes far too late.
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Duke Thisse doesn't tell Chloe anything. This mistress??? Fake. She's a royal spy and he feels nothing for her, but he uses this fake lover to torment Chloe. To test her and embarrass her. To see her pure true self once more. Chloe maintains her dignity, even when she must invite said mistress to a tea party.
Duke Thisse uses the death of this fake mistress to trick Chloe into loving him. He frames Chloe. He makes it look like she murdered the other woman out of jealousy, and then he saves her from life in jail.
That "selfless deed" earns her love.
Chloe earnestly lavishes love on the monster that has been tormenting her for years.
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Even the Crown Prince is a pawn.
Duke Thisse needs him to to die at the right time, in the right place.
The mad prince realizes that Daimien married Chloe for love, and he gets more suspicious.
His feelings mess with the plan.
The rebellion will come regardless.
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Romance begins to blossom when the Duke actually says I love you. It's not cheesy. It makes perfect sense. Chloe doesn't want money or promises. She wants to know if he saved her from a murder charge out of love.
(If only she knew)
He says yes.
It would have been so romantic if we, the readers, didn't know what was going on in his head.
By the way they don't consumate their marriage until they confirm their love. The Duke gets some points with that. He only wanted to lay with her if she felt the same way. He avoided all intimacy until that day. Now she does reciprocate....but he's been planting those feelings for almost four years.
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Their love blossoms into something beautiful.
Chloe is pregnant and they all live happily...
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The Crown Prince is a mentally deranged maniac. The people are turning against him.
The Duke wants more than love.
He wants to protect the nation he fought for in war.
He wants power. He wants to be King, and he has chosen a Queen.
Side note he only wants Chloe to have one baby, because he's familiar with the dangers of childbirth. I'll give him points for that one...again. He sucks but he's not the worst husband to have.
They don't live happily ever after.
Duke Thisse has more goals to strive for beyond happiness, and that's awesome. He's not a nice man, but he's obsessive and he's not bland. He's not boring on screen. That's for sure.
Chloe is an extremely cool woman, without superpowers. There is no secret ingredient. She's just a hard worker. One of her legs doesn't freaking work, and she's still more imposing than most.
Lots of people hate this one.
I think they need to read the fine print. Maybe one or two more times. On the surface this is a tale of abuse and manipulation...but remember there's no magic. Chloe never wanted to marry for love. She has no lover waiting for her.
Being the wife of a Duke isn't supposed to be easy. It's extra hard if he's ambitious.
That's conveyed very well.
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idkwhatimd0ingatall · 4 months
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Victors First Birthday Story Translation
Big thank you to @valnyte!
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// is an alternate translation ----- are breaks i created to pace myself T/N- first time adding pics so ignore how bad it might seem hopefully the translation was good enough! ALSO storyteller/fairytale writer are the same in this story. i just forgot to change it. sorry about the repeat sentences, was rushing this
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The dark night was my friend, and death was myself.
I will walk, walk and walk in the dark again today.
And suddenly, I look back.
See, there lies a blood-soaked, happy face of death.
Kate: Victor, Harrison lent me a book the other day. So.........
I handle my responsibilities/job, while Kate takes on the role of a storyteller.
Listening to Kate's stories while working together in the office is becoming a part of my daily routine.
(......You look like you’re having fun. Kate has become a full-fledged member of the Crown, hasn't she?)
Kate: Yes, that's right. It's about Marianne, the maid we discussed the other day.
Victor: Oh, in that case, give her some time off. It's important for her to meet her lover who is far away.
When I conveyed that the matter we discussed has been resolved, she blinked her eyes in surprise.
Kate: Victor, when do you sleep…?
Victor: When?
Kate: I understand you have an overwhelming amount of work. It seems like something I could never handle.
Kate: Even so, you promptly addressed the matter I consulted you about...
Victor: Oh~ Could it be that you're complimenting me? Well, that makes me happy!
Victor: But, unfortunately, even I need to sleep, and as a human, there's a limit to time.
//But unfortunately I sleep, and as long as I'm human, my time is limited.
Victor: Your consultation held an exceptionally high priority, you know.
Kate: …..Thank you, Victor.
Victor: The feeling is mutual. Thank you, Kate, for looking out for the kids working here.
Kate: And... if I'm misunderstanding/wrong, please disregard it.
Victor: ...Huh?
Kate: Victor, was there something that seemed to be bothering you?
Kate: Things that could cloud Victor's heart...
(This one/child truly has a keen eye for people, doesn’t she?)
Honest eyes deserve honest answers.
Victor: Tonight, William and I are embarking on a mission, but it's not a particularly pleasant one, I must say.
There's a story going around about a group that worships Her Majesty the Queen, essentially treating her as a deity.
(People are free to believe in what they want. We, as the Crown, have no right to condemn that. However..)
It appears that this organization kidnaps and imprisons women as idols, and if they are not considered worthy vessels for Her Majesty, they are killed.
//The group is said to kidnap and imprison women as idols and kill them if they are not worthy of Her Majesty.
Victor:  Tonight, we will proceed with the investigation, and if they are found guilty, we will deliver judgment in the name of evil.
//Tonight, we'll intensify the investigation. If they are guilty, we'll bring judgment in the darkness.
Kate: ...Committing murder in the name of their worship.
Victor: Kate, there's a possibility that this mission might not be pleasant for you either. So--
Before I could finish my sentence, Kate responded with a determined look in her eyes.
Kate: Victor, would you allow me to accompany you as a storyteller?
Believing that above all, we should respect her will, that night, we infiltrated the organization's stronghold.
William: Belongings of the missing, bloodstains, and then a body was discovered. There's no way to deny it.
Kate: This case is... deserving of condemnation, isn't it?
//This case is... in black, isn't it?
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(Tommy Yeager, a noble. Leah Rodriguez, a legislator. Kevin Nicholson...)
(Quite a lineup/assemblage of influential figures, isn't it?)
In times of insatiable greed, those in power liken the queen to a deity and seem to have wishes they want her to fulfill.
William: Tonight, I can speculate that the ritual is taking place in two locations. Either on the upper floor of this mansion or in the basement.
Victor: I'll go to the basement with Kate. Let's head there immediately to prevent further victims.
Kate: Yes...
William: Victor, how much mercy tonight?
Victor: None needed. Their actions deserve condemnation. Loyalty to your wickedness, William.
Kate, I didn't want to show her too much of the horrific scene, praying that this wasn't the 'right' place…
(Ah, I see. It seems like the basement is the 'right' place.)
In the basement, there was an altar-like structure with flickering candlelight. People wearing masquerade-like masks surrounded the altar, and at its center lay a young girl who seemed barely of age.
(So, that's the 'replacement' for the queen. ...Truly grotesque.)
I noticed a man attempting to lower a candle onto the girl's arm, and without hesitation, I took a step forward.
However, Kate moved before me.
Kate: ............no, stop!
The red-haired man with a mask: W-who is this girl! Let go, let go...
Kate: Please stay away from her!... Kyaa!
It happened in an instant, and Kate, who was pushed away, collided with the altar and collapsed on the spot.
Victor: Kate...? Kate...?
(It's okay, she's breathing. She just passed out...)
---In the moment of her collapse, something seemed to have rolled and fallen near Kate.
(...Ah, this is...)
*******FLASHBACK*****************
Victor: Kate, tonight you were supposed to accompany Elbert and Roger on a mission.
Kate: Yes, I'm not used to it yet, so I hope I won't be a hindrance.
Victor: I see. Then, take this.
Kate: A cameo hairpin?
Victor: May it protect you from danger.
Kate: Hehe, it feels reassuring that you've always been there to protect me.
Kate: Thank you, Victor! I'll be going now.
*******FLASHBACK ENDS********************
(...The thing I gave you when you first came to the Crown, isn't it?)
With closed eyes, Kate and the girl lying on the altar, and those who had died, the reasons for not holding back tonight were ample.
Red-haired masked man: Hah, because you disturbed our sacred ritual!
Black-haired masked man: Hey, wait... This gentleman...
Black-haired masked man: Isn't that Lord Victor?
Freckled masked man: Really! Why is His Excellency, the right hand of the queen, here?
While looking at the eerie individuals with masks, focus is on one of them.
Victor: You're the one who pushed this girl, aren't you?
Red-haired masked man: Y-yes... It was me, Lord Victor.
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Victor: As I command you. Pledge your allegiance to evil.
//Let it be commanded in the name of death. Now, it's time for death to come for you.
The man's eyes gaze into the void, and his expression becomes euphoric.
Red-haired masked man: Ah... It feels so wonderful. I... I...
The man reaches for his own neck and tightens it, ending his life.
Black-haired masked man: He's... dead...? Why did he... commit suicide...?
Looking at the bewildered men, I focus on one.
Victor: ...Starting from the right, say your names.
Black-haired masked man: Tommy Jaeger... Ugh...
Another death command.
Freckled masked man: Leah Rodriguez. Ah, I... Ah!
Another death command.
Finally, what remained was silence and the serene faces of those who died, as if having beautiful dreams.
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William: Is it settled? It seems I won't have a chance to step in.
Victor: Yes, Will. The 'target' was here.
//Yes, Will. The correct location was here.
William: As always, they seem happy in death. As if invited by a god.
(A god, huh?)
As if emphasizing that "Queen Majesty" is not a god.
Victor: ......Humans can never become gods.
William: If you say so, it must be true.
William quietly smiles and lifts the girl on the altar.
William: This girl is mine. I'll leave Kate to you.
William: Considering your anger, it seems Kate is involved.
Returning to the castle, Kate was examined by Roger, and he mentioned that she would wake up soon.
Gently placing the unconscious Kate on her bed.
(Kate. I'm truly relieved that nothing happened to you.)
While looking at Katel's face, I recall the night we first met.
I suggested the position of a fairytale writer to her, partly on a whim,
and partly because I expected it to bring change to the Crown.
Although they are different types, all the Crown members are strong.
That's why I believe that "change brought on by others" is necessary.
People become stronger with the presence of others.
(That change will guide those children to even more beautiful evil/wickedness, I thought.)
I watched Kate from a distance, or at least that was the plan,
(You, without me realizing it, seemed to have brought change to me as well.)
As William said, when Kate was hurt, anger surged within me.
Vividly, truly... human-like emotions
(When you're around, I feel like I'm pulled from being a spectator to being involved.)
(But)
Gently placing the cameo hairpin back in Kate's hair
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(No matter how cute you are, I must remain "Assistant to the Queen Victor," by your side as a guardian)
(Beyond that or less than that is not allowed)
//(Not more, not less)
Because if not, my darkness, death, would engulf/swallow her.
I give her hair a gentlemanly kiss.
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Victor: Consider it a bad dream of one night and forget everything. Nightmares and death won't chase after you because of me.
Victor: ...Goodnight, Kate.
The next day, when Kate woke up, she rushed to apologize to me.
Kate: I'm sorry, Victor. It's because I rushed out without thinking...
(Don't worry, even if I say not to, you'll still worry.)
//(Don't worry, even if you say that, you'll still be concerned.)
(Oh, that's right. If that's the case,)
Victor: Kate, why don't we have lunch together?
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Victor: Ah, today was a lonely lunchtime for me, so I'm glad you're here.
Kate: Is this to make up for last night?
Victor: Of course. Sharing a delicious meal with someone is one of my joys.
Kate: Hehe, then I'm relieved.
(Oh, finally your wonderful smile is back.)
--Suddenly, a fine rain starts to fall above us.
Victor: It's just a passing shower. Kate, come here. Let's go to that gazebo over there.
Kate: Y-yes...
(Well, that surprised me. London's rain is so unpredictable.)
Victor: Kate, are you okay—
Before I could ask, Kate wiped my cheeks with her own palm.
Kate: I'm fine. Besides, Victor...
Victor: ............
Kate's palm, which is more concerned about me getting wet than herself, is incredibly gentle.
It's like rain falling softly from a clear sky, and it once again brings change to my heart.
Kate: Besides, Victor...
Kate: There's something Liam wanted to give you. He was searching, saying he had to give it to you yesterday.
(Oh...)
Victor: Yesterday was my birthday.
Kate: ......Eh?
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Kate: Eh!?
She seems to be the most surprised she's ever been since we met, making me laugh.
(It was just going to make her worry, so I didn't plan on revealing it myself.)
Kate: I'm sorry. I didn't know, and I didn't prepare any presents...
Victor: Haha, it's okay. I already bought it, Kate.
Kate: ?
Victor: Yesterday, you spent the entire day with me.
Victor: I wanted to respect your will, but deep down, I may have also wanted the childish desire for you to be with me on my birthday.
Victor: ...So, thank you, Kate.
Kate smiles and looks up at the sky, where the rain has stopped.
Kate: ...Hey, Victor. I'll become stronger, more and more.
Victor: Why is that?
Kate: I'm sure you'll protect me from something again. But... even if I'm weak...
Kate mutters that there are many things in this world that she doesn't need to know.
And she adds, "But, if it's you, Victor, I want to know everything. And..."
Kate: When you're going through a tough time, I don't want to just laugh and pretend I didn't know anything.
She laughs and looks at me, captivating me with those words.
Crown and I were changed, not just because of the changes she brought.
Kate herself is changing, becoming more beautiful with every blink.
(...She's like a spring storm)
I wonder if, one day, I'll be caught up in this storm and reveal the truth to her.
(But, for now)
Victor: Don't hurry too much to become strong, Kate. I might get lonely.
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(Just a little longer, like this)
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pigfacedbitch · 9 months
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Are You That Dense?
summary : what do they do when their crush is oblivious of their feelings.
word count : 0.5k
type : headcanons
pairing/s involved : Arthur / Merlin / Morgana x Reader
warning/s : it's kinda sad on Merlin's part (at least for me)
here is my masterlist!
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Arthur
Arthur would be clueless as you are, maybe even worse.
The prince of Camelot wasn't raised to process his feelings properly (no thanks to dear old daddy), so he thinks his infatuation is under the pretense of friendship.
Many find it hilarious. Everyone knows how much Arthur loves you... except the two of you.
He just doesn't understand why he's always wanting more than the platonic affections you give him, yearning for you when you're not around, or thinking about you all the time.
Don't get me wrong, he knows he enjoys your company. Both his whole world and time stops when he's with you; the heavy responsibilities of the crown and endless problems are temporarily forgotten.
Arthur also feels the need to impress you, sometimes more than Uther. He already likes showing off to a crowd but when you're watching him? There will be 1000x more effort.
"Why do I feel this way, Merlin?"
"You are in love with (Y/N), clotpole."
"Oh. I suppose you're right."
"Is this the moment where you order me to get her flowers?"
"...Yes."
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Merlin
I'm sorry but Merlin prefers it that way.
As much as he desperately wants to to straight up confess to you— to be able to touch you, kiss you, and love you openly, he doesn't want to put you in danger.
Apart from a secret that will get him executed, he deals with dark entities all the time and those will eventually catch up to him. He can't risk it, especially if it's you.
There will be a lifetime of labor and hardships if you choose to be with a manservant. Being with a druid will likely get you hurt or killed too. You deserve better than what he can offer. You deserve better than him.
His feelings for you may not be obvious as Arthur's but for people who are perceptive (ehem Gwen maybe?), they will encourage him to court you. He'll only reply that there's no use and you'll never see him as something more than a friend, especially if you're a noble or royalty.
However, Merlin is only human. There will be times when he can't help himself, giving you small gifts or favors he won't do for anyone (even Arthur).
"Thanks for the help, Merlin."
"I would do anything for you, (Y/N)."
"Why?"
"Uhh... Cause we're friends, right?"
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Morgana
Morgana will make you her own amusement.
Best believe she will test you, to see how long can you remain unaware of her feelings. It entertains her to no end, better than the performers Uther hires in banquets.
She will go all out— giving you all sorts of touches that's reserved for lovers, bringing you expensive presents, always spending time with you, and even kissing you in both public and in private.
Morgana will search for any reaction on your face every time. But you just continue to innocently smile and thank her for being a 'good friend'.
Everyone thinks you two are dating because of her public display of affection but you shrug it off whenever someone asks you about it. Morgana, on the hand, just smirks and winks.
If it takes too long and she begins to get impatient, she will just knock on your door and confess her love.
"I am in love with you, (Y/N)."
"You are?"
"YES! How can you be so blind—"
"I thought we're just friends?"
"HOW IS MAKING OUT WITH YOU, PLATONIC?"
Until then, she and Gwen will be laughing at your obliviousness as they enjoy their afternoon tea.
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lillysilvermoon · 1 year
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What messages does the universe have for you?
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Pile 1 (girl and fawn) | Pile 2 (flowers) | Pile 3 blonde girl with flowers
Pile 1
Cards: 2 of Pentacles, 3 of Pentacles, 8 of Pentacles and 6 of Wands.
It's a moment of determination, you're good at teamwork and I believe you're good at many things/you have different talents, in addition to a great ability to adapt. You definitely have discipline, for those who are learning something, repetition, repetition, repetition and patience, so you will improve your craft, focus on developing a certain balance and managing your time better (okay, this is general reading, but for someone here: your guides are really worried, they've told you a thousand times to rest but you don't listen... please don't overwork yourself Pile 1, your guides are really worried :( )
It's a time to find a certain balance between doing your best and resting.  If there's any doubt about something: go inwards and have some quiet time will help you find the answers you're looking for (I've heard the word meditation so maybe it will suit for some but know you don't need to sit and meditate, sometimes just take a walk alone , no music. only you, can already help).Now, you had an extra card!!!!  6 of wands is a big YES!!! If you're waiting for an answer: it will work, this letter talks about support (fans? are any of you trying to be famous? is this our pile of tiktokers? youtubers? whatever it is has a great chance of working and you achieve success - let us know so we can follow y'all and help♡) so, for this group: Be patient, keep improving your craft, creating your content, but try to have some time to just be with yourself, and keep the balance between work and rest, also: I need to emphasize this or one of your guides won't let me continue: MANAGE YOUR TIME RIGHT, make a To Do List, buy a planner, whatever works best for you, but organize your time right.
Messages:
"Please take care of yourself!!!:("
"You >really< need to drink more water"
"Spend time with trees, they will help" (whoever said this: it's old and have a really calm vibe)
"Stop eat to much junk food!!!!!"
"Do the shadow work about your anxiety"
"Do NOT tell anything to this person, she/he are NOT trustworthy"
some signs: John, green, 444, Ana, Alexia, BTS, Douglas, Adelia, long walks, water/water signs (cancer, pisces, scorpio), taurus, Venus placements are important
Pile 2
Cards: The Emperor, King of Wands, Queen of Pentacles and 10 of Cups
I started to feel a headache as soon as I started reading this pile, so maybe some of y'all need to take better care of your crown chakra, or connect more with your spirituality; Since aries is the sign associated with our head maybe some of you are aries or fire sign. As I shuffled the cards Freya came to mind ( I think she is reaching out, it's a small group maybe 3 people? but y'all are missing the signs, try to light her a candle and do some divination to confirm if it resonates to you!!). Okay: for some of you I heard divine connection. As Emperor and King of Wands has a very strong masculine energy I believe for a small group it is your twin flame (maybe they are an aries or a fire sign) but for most of you is a soulmate. If you are waiting for something you will receive good news, maybe a celebration is coming. Some of you will make new friends, and it will be your soul tribe for most of you, and I believe your divine counterpart will be there, or he is the one who will introduce you to them. For some of you more discipline is needed, indecision will get in your way (if you were in doubt with Pile 1 go check it out), cultivating a healthy sense of discipline will help you to get what you want; With the Queen of Pentacles the message is clear: be disciplined, work hard for what you want but don't forget to reward yourself later, you deserve it! have confidence in your truth, speak it without fear, so you will attract real and deep and connections.
Messages:
"Keep going you are doing great! We believe in you" (y'all they have such a fun, happy and caring energy I'm smiling here cause they are so lovely♡)
"Take care of yourself"
"Stop scrolling through your phone and sleep earlier"
(I need to say this here because some of y'all guides will not let me continue: Divine union is coming YOU NEED TO HAVE PATIENCE!!!)
Signs:
Pisces, aries, Freya, Anubis (I think he has a message for someone) Lotus, lily, books, movie time.
Pile 3
Cards: Queen of Swords, 5 of Pentacles, 8 of Swords and the Devil
Some of you have been going through a lot of shit, I'm so sorry pile 3. It's okay if you experienced rejection and felt sad or angry, honor your feelings but PLEASE dont take to much time on them, stop to brood until things seem worse than they really are, it doesn't help or make you feel good, it just leaves you stuck in a negative situation making you feel bad, I know that when we go through bad situations they seem bigger than they really are, but I see it here that it is there what you're going through, it's just a bad moment, a stumbling block okay?
With 5 Pentacles, this card usually shows difficulties, and although external factors count, it usually shows that you are the one to blame for what you are going through. Please reflect on whether you are giving yourself the support, respect and care you deserve. Some of you are not speaking your truth, stop allowing people to treat you like trash and take their bullshith. Speak your truth with confidence in yourself, be unapologetically YOU, because y'all dont need to prove anything to anyone okay?
Some of you really need to learn to slow down and, you know, rest?..... men really, some of you need to work on meditation or anything that help to clear y'all minds, 7 of swords, some of you are in a very bad mental place, so you cannot see a solution anywhere. Y'all need to take time out to rest, relax. Then think again and I'm sure you will find a solution. Definitely some here need to work on their thought patterns and the mental talk they have with themselves, there are a lot of people here who have really negative self talk and y'all need to work on this.
The last we have the devil card, this card usually comes in what I call "you're trying to put flowers in the trash" trash doesn't stop being trash because it has flowers in it, you're doing the same thing over and over again and fooling yourselves, y'all are going down the same bad road trying to make it look good.
In summary: you are in a situation that seems to have no solution, but it is not as bad as it appears to be. But for that you need to work on your shadows, your fears, when you do that you will heal A LOT of things, which will help you to have more confidence in yourself, speak your truth and not take shit from anyone.
Messages:
"Go read your books"
"I love you" (who ever said this they really do love you I felt literally physical pain on my chest, they are worried about you)
"Stop second guessing yourself"
Signs:
Alice, purple, vampires, tea, Libra, Sagittarius and Capricorn, artist, museums, beach, apples.
I hope y'all liked this reading, it's my first reading so sorry anything :p please take just what resonates. I'm sending y'all lots of love♡
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thedragonqueensblog · 10 months
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Edward Cullen & Elijah Mikaelson/// Crown of Tears
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Anonymous request: Can you do where Elijah breaks up with you since Esther turned them into vampire but he later moves on but you leave and you move to forks where you met Edward
You have been with Elijah Mikaelson for a while, surprising his Parents Esther and Mikael love you they think you’re good enough for their son. everyone in the family seems to love you which makes you happy to know that
But you have noticed that Elijah and his siblings have been very distant from you making you feel upset since you don’t know what you did for them to be so distant their parents would talk to you their aunt would talk to you too but not anymore since she left
Ever since Dahlia left, you haven’t seen Freya in a while, but you hope that she’s doing okay wherever she is today you decided to talk to Elijah to see what’s going on with him and his siblings
“Elijah, can we talk about why your siblings and you have been ignoring me?” You asked
He looked at you “what are you going here? You can’t be here.”
You crossed your arms “what do you mean that I can’t be here? I’m here to talk.”
“Y/n now it’s not the time.” He tells you
“When it’s the right time? You always tell me that.” You added, “when is the day? that we can talk without you telling me it’s not the time to talk?”
“You're right we have to talk besides I need to.” He hesitated but you need it to know the truth “tell you something,”
You saw that he was nervous making you concerned “What do you need to tell me”?
He sat down on the couch “it’s best if you sat down.”
“Okay.” You sat down next to him
He grabbed your hand and gave it a gentle squeeze, “as you know that my mother is a powerful witch just like her sister, my aunt.”
You nodded “okay and?”
“Well, I don’t know why she did it but she cursed my siblings and me. What do I mean by that? She turned us into vampires.” He looked at you as tears were falling down “it’s best we ended the relationship.”
You grabbed his face, “I don’t care if you’re a vampire I love you for who you are, please don’t break my heart.”
“I’m sorry Y/n, we have to end the relationship. I know you love me, but you deserve someone that’s going to give you a family, and that’s going to do all the things that a vampire can’t do.” He wipes your tears off
You try to hold down your tears, but you can't. “I care if I don’t get a family, at least I’m going to have you the love of my life. You still can do all of the things that a vampire can do.”
“Y/n don’t make this hard it’s hard for me I don’t know what I’ll do to myself if I hurt you I’ll never forget myself for it you’re an angel while I’m a monster.” He cried
“I don’t care, I just want to be with you. I know you’ll never hurt me.” You snivelled
"Please understand that I can hurt you I’m a vampire I might not end up controlling myself because of it I can hurt you or even kill you." he sniffled
“Please don’t break my heart." you pleased with tears
"I’m sorry but you will find someone who will do all of those things with you and who will love you. I’m sorry." he comforts you
“Brother You think that was the right choice to do?” Rebekah asks concerned for you since you left crying
“Yes, I can’t bear if anything would to happen to Y/n while she was still dating me. I love her. It hurts me to do it but it’s for her safety, I know that she will move on.”
“Wel, I hope you don’t regret it later on.”
It’s been weeks since the break you heard that Elijah moved on with someone else it hurt you knowing that he moved on from you that quickly, but you also heard that his mother wasn’t happy that he broke up with you and that he was dating someone else that fast
You decided to leave Mystic Falls you were done suffering and done with the Mikaelson family you were already to move on as you were packing and ready to leave Mystic Falls for Forks, Washington
“Edward, you will get your soulmate to just be patient.” Alice replied annoyed since he keeps bothering her about when his soulmate is coming “I think she’s a human.”
He laughs, “I won’t get one I suck at love if a vampire doesn’t like me why would a human would?”
“Eddy be positive, your soulmate would like you for who you are, she wouldn’t care if you’re a vampire.” She reassure him
“How come you haven’t seen her? if I supposedly have a soulmate?” He asked curious
Alice shrugs her shoulders “She’s either dating someone or she’s barely moving here.”
“If I'm her soulmate? why would she be dating someone else?" he asks confused since if she's his soulmate she should be dating him instead or be married to him
"Maybe because she doesn’t have any clue about soulmates or maybe she thinks they're not real." she pulls her hands up, "I don't know."
"Are you sure that I have a soulmate? because you keep telling me that it doesn’t work out.” he remembers all the girls he broke since his sister saw no future with one of them
"I’m sure you do have one. I'm sorry that you had it to break the hearts of girls that you met." she remembers them too
“Yeah, because of that they hate me.” He crossed his arms
“Well I didn’t like Bella, she was annoying.” Rosalie growls
“You never like no one and you think everyone is annoying,” Emmett laughs
“See Edward didn’t end up with one of them.” She smiles, “Yeah, well I bet that soulmate is going to be amazing and she won’t be annoying,”
“What if she’s annoying?” Jasper asks
“Well I won’t like her. I'll try to be nice but just for Edward. " She lied since she might be rude
“You're rude.” Jasper tells her
“It's not my fault that their personality doesn't fit with mine.” She crossed her arms with a smile
As You passed the sign of ‘welcome to Mystic Falls you looked at it and you said “bye forever.” Since you put your phone on silent mode you didn't hear it ranging
You smiled as you noticed that you were in Forks, Washington you got off from the car to grab your phone and stuff when you saw your phone you saw lots of missed calls and missed messages from the Mikaelson family for expect Elijah, Freya and their aunt Dahlia
You shook your head and blocked them “no more you guys are from my past.” You put your phone away in your pocket. “It needs to stay like that.”
You turned around not realizing that a person was behind you and watching over your movement of you “do you need help?” a voice asked
You turned back to look at the person and you glared at him since he scared you “who said that I need your help?”
He shrugged his shoulders with a smile, “I saw that you were struggling so I was just offering you help, that’s all,”
You rolled your eyes “well I don’t need it you can go now.”
He stills gives you a smile making you mad “what’s your name?”
You crossed your arms “my name is none of your business.”
He laughs at your attitude “since you don’t want to tell me your name I’ll tell you mine.”
“You don’t need to tell me because I don’t care what is your name or anything about you. " You tell him angrily
“I know but I’ll still tell you My name is Edward Cullen.” He grins
Alice smiled when she saw it making the Cullen understand that she saw something exciting
“Alice what did you see?”
“Edward’s soulmate.” She looks at them smiling “And she’s here.”
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Why did Melkor hate Feanor so much?
(No, this is not a very pro-Melkor post, I'm using the name because it's about the time period before he was called Morgoth)
Tldr: It's Finwe's fault. It's everybody's fault.
Yes, Feanor was the best elf, and stealing and breaking the best of every group was Melkor's thing. Yes, he hated everyone in general and Feanor had a temper.
But I don't think that's all.
I think the main reason was jealousy for something Feanor had and Melkor didn't ever have and very, very much wanted to have since forever.
Feanor had a lot of unjust favoritism, positive bias and not always healthy love from his father. (Because Finwe felt guilty about the whole marriage situation)
Just imagine: you're a little narcissistic Vala, who thinks he's better than all your siblings (you remember when they didn't exist and it was much better), and that you deserve better, and should rule everything, but Iluvatar (the very name means "everyone's dad", not *everyone's dad but especially Melkor's") tells you that you're just as much valid as everyone else, and please stop messing up, and no, you can't be king of Arda, Manwe gets to be the kind of Arda.
And then there's this elf. Everybody praises him. His father lives him much, much more than the other children. He's the crown prince, the heir, the everything. And his personality is so much like yours, only he's more patient (which is of course unfair to you). And you warn him that his younger siblings will try and usurp him, after all that's what siblings do and maybe later he would help you get your siblings in their place. He threatens his brother with a sword and his father doesn't tell him that his brother is valid too, doesn't tell him to stop messing up, doesn't demote him. Instead, Finwe goes to exile with his son and it's very passive aggressive at everyone who was against Feanor.
And this throws Melkor into a rage and hating Feanor, because that's exactly the sort of behavior he would want from Iluvatar, but Iluvatar is, well, God, and not an emotionally immature elf traumatized by the death of his wife.
Seriously, very little things hurt as much as when you have an unhealthy expectation (especially after you've been repeatedly told it's unhealthy and started internalizing that), and someone else has the exact unhealthy thing happen to him and it works perfectly well for them. Repeatedly. I've been there and it's infuriating.
So add that to a divine power with full on narcissistic personality, and you have a recipe for disaster. And the disaster of course happens, with the trees and Finwe, and everything.
I'm glad Feanor died on the Balrogs, I'm afraid to think what would happen if he was captured alive (think: Maedhros but up to eleven).
And no, I don't blame it on Finwe only.
He was the emotional center, but he didn't do that much. Just some bad parenting. If he didn't remarry, of course... But also, if Miriel didn't say she won't be back (which turned out to be wrong anyway), if Feanor wasn't so jealous, if the Elves didn't go to Valinor in the first place (which was canonically a bad idea on part of the Valar, but also wouldn't be a thing if Melkor didn't mess Beleriand up. Of course it's still mostly Melkor's fault). So many ifs.
(I don't blame the Valar for letting Finwe remarry, I think he might do it without their consent too, and it's not really their business to let him or not. They might have given him some advice, but I doubt they had any good advice.)
So yes, Melkor bad, but the situation was triggering, and especially if you assume that he did reconsider his behavior a little during those 3 ages, some interesting what-ifs arise
(Also, if Feanor was more positive towards him, it might end up with the army of Noldor trying to fight the Valar to give Melkor "his rightful place", because Feanor would see himself in Melkor and the whole "usurped by youngest siblings" thing)
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list of billie the kid moments that was the most memorable to u? 🫶🏼 so happy u got to see it btw !!
i'm going to make some nice in-depth notes for all the other billie fans here at some point, but those are for sure going to go into spoiler territory and also! i'm eepy. so instead we get my top ten most memorable moments of billie the kid. to be clear, most of these are paraphrased as my memory isn't perfect, and none of you get context.
10.
mary-beth having a romantic fantasy of elvis (as jesus) spiriting her away on a motorcycle to be his bride. yes, this is only number ten.
9.
mouse: i'm sorry, you just realized you're gay and you're saying you DON'T wanna bump uglies with this EXQUISITE male specimen?!
david: ...
david: thanks mouse 😌
[and then he twirls]
8.
peaches, full gremlin mode: OOOH secrets, secrets and LIES!!
mouse, even more gremlin mode: dirty, dirty CLOSET secrets!!
7.
mouse: y'all know there's no starbucks here, right?
brodie: i know where the starbucks is, THANK YOU >:(
6.
when gez and conway came up before the show to talk about how they became friends and created the show, but specifically this bit
gez: i would show conway my bad songs about the drummer in my band who didn't like me back- conway, dying: gez: and conway would show me their terrible beat poetry about the friend they didn't like- conway, DYING:
5.
just all the love mouse got from their family. peaches calling them her brother, defending them from their bullies even if it means losing out on a sale - david constantly hugging, patting, hair-ruffling them as if they were his own brother, BECAUSE THEY ARE - brodie giving mouse little affectionate play-punches, two near-strangers bonding over their shared ostracisation - billie TACKLING them into a hug, so eager to love this kid the way they deserve to be loved - even milky abel drawing a line in his bigotry and saying 'tell the little one i'm sorry. this never should've happened.'
4.
all of confederate fag, my new anthem, but especially this:
david: yeah, you can try and kill me [flips off everyone on stage] OHHHH but i got there FIRST!!! HAHA!!!
(i know i said no context but like,,, man. the way they have david reclaim his trauma. the long standing queer tradition of taking what's thrown at you and wearing it with pride. yeah, he nearly died. but none of you fuckers had the balls to do it. it was all him, baby)
3.
olivia saunders' visceral scream during 'outlaw' - or, more accurately, how she went from viscerally screaming to riffing like a goddess in seconds.
2.
mouse's entire solo during 'daisies'. that's me. that kid is me. that little fourteen year old trans kid reminiscing about playing with their action men and their barbies, staining the dress they didn't want to wear, plucking daisies from a field and wearing them like a crown for a king - they're me and i'm them and we are each other and that is eternal. daisies, baby. we keep rising up and there's no getting rid of us.
aaaaand my number one most memorable billie the kid moment is:
david: stick by your boyfriend. if he really is gay, he's gonna need all the help he can get. and besides [spoken with the bitchiest tone, the haughtiest head-tilt, and a cunt matched only by god herself] he AIN'T my type 🙄
[and then he twirls again]
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My live reaction I sent my friend starting with How to Break a Dragon's Heart cause that's when I started doing this
P.S: It's a mix of images of text and text because I sent some through the notes app and some through text messaging. I know, I'm weird. There's also a bit about Miraculous Ladybug I didn't take out, lol.
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Oooohhhh the clock has everything! It can show where the crown is! That's awesome. I was wondering why the witch didn't take Hiccups stuff. 
I'm worried about the dragon in the crown... 
I KNEW HYPNOTIC STUFF BY DRAGON EYES WOULD BECOME PLOT RELEVANT
Oooohhhhh you're telling me Hiccup from the movie follows the mixture of Hiccup the first and Hiccup the third? Oooohhhh
This is both so sad and so cool. The story of every hiccup being best friends with dragons: the first ending the war, the second raised by dragons and tried to liberate them, the third needing to send them away. 
The green death was the one that tried to kill hiccup the first? Whoaaahhh. And I'm glad that Hiccup the first treated the dragons good and the promise was kept until he died, he wasn't evil. None of the hiccups were mean! That's very interesting! And makes this feel a lot better.
"Those little betters become a larger good" ohhh I love this so much! I love this whole series! I'm cryinggggggg!!! Ohh my goodness!!!! 
OH NO FURIOUS DON'T DO THIS NOOOOOO HE'S A GOOD PERSON
Yesss I love the old dragon he's so cute! Take him!!! I'm sorry toothless he has to take your spot for a sec elders rights.
Flashburn, you deserve this humble experience. Also AAHHHH BRAIN PICKERS!!! I love that. I love that so much. And fishlegs we love you so much. Hhehehehehe
Flashburn. You really are gonna call yourself a jelly fish because your upset the chosen one was able to do his chosen one duties? 
"Do you think I'm stupid?" obviously they do hiccup for SOME reason. 
OH NO TOOTHLESS DID YOU JUST GIVE AWAY HICCUP BY LIFTING UP HIS HELMET???? 
Oh that sounds horrible. Even if it's not poisonous, scratches hurt. VORPENT POTATO YEESSSSS!!! MITHRIDATES LUCKY CHOSEN ONE!!!
WAIT VORPENT POISON STOIC ISN'T IMMUNE DON'T REALIZE THAT WITCH Oh thank goodness
Hiccup. HICCUP. H I C C U P!! You're so cool. Checkmate! CHECKMATE!!! 
Oh no. Not the helmet. Don't do the helmet. I'm not taking the helmet. 
I don't trust chapter 15's name. I will never trust their names, though they have never lead me astray. Although I'm glad flashburn won't be coming back. 
STOIC YES BE PROUD OF YOUR SON!!! Awww the toothfang admiring the colors of the earth I love it so much.
Oooh I would've loved to see the sword fights for each one for Hiccup. But oh no the mark is going to become something isn't it. I'm so scared of that mark. I don't know how it's gonna come up.
Oh goodness is the other guy norbert or something? Is it stoic? IT'S STOIC OH GOODNESS
Uh oh. The witch is back! Oh no!!! How is it gonna go wrong?! OH GOSH IS SHE GONNA REVEAL THE MARK??? 
"Go read Hiccups memoirs. How many times must I tell you?" love it. Yes! Absolutely!
OH NO I WAS RIGHT SHE DID SEE THE MARK DIDN'T SHE!!! OH NOOOO
Oh stoic. No, Hiccup has to fight. He HAS to fight. Ooohh he's never fought hiccup? Ooohhh this is going to be interesting!
Growing up sucks. But it's so nice when it works in your favor! Accidents??? ACCIDENTS?? NOOO FISHLEGS!!! oh. NOOO STOIC DON'T KILL HICCUP ON ACCIDENT!! 
"You can't fight time himself" yeah. It's true. HICCUP WON!!!! YEAAAHHHH!!! 
THE CROWN!!! He has to put the crown on. THE MARK! Oh goodness. I'm so scared. I'M SO SCARED!!! 
THE HARD PART? Please be just public speaking. Oh, it's the setting free of the dragons. Ok. 
That was such a good speech Hiccup. I really liked it. IT WORKED?!? YEESSSS!!!
This isn't the end you have an hour left. And that mark is going to hinder him in some way.
"Unfortunately this is a hiccup story" yeah... True. THE WITCH! NO! NOT SNOTLOUT!!! OH NO!
I KNEW IT NOOOOOOOOO THE MARK BECAME SOMETHING NOOOOO
HICCUP IS THE NAME OF THE RUNT NOOOOOOO HICCUUUUPP! 
Oh. No. Oh. No. OH NO!!! Snotlout!! THE WITCH!! NOO! Gober. Camackazi. FISHLEGS!!! 
Fishlegs... I love you so much. That's so sweet. I love you. I see now what the lobster claws were from the fanart I looked up.
Alvin. Alvin the treacherous. Of course, he's the "king". Oh no. Also just check, witch. Not quite mate yet my friend. 
He handed the things over... Oh goodness... Wait- the jewel isn't in the sword is it? I don't think it is... 
Alvin.... No. NO! How in the world will Hiccup win??? Noooo!!! NOOO NOT CHAINED NOOOOOOO TOOOOTHLESSSSS
One eye please just... Kill alvin and his mother. This is the one time I want someone to DIE-NOO FRICK YOU ALVIN! ONE EYE NOOOOOOO DON'T DIEEEEE
YESS!!! WHATEVER IT IS RUMBLING UNDERNEATH KILL ALVIN PLEASE
FURIOUS!!!! I don't know if I should be glad or not. Kill Alvin??  👀
He was so close!!! He was soooooo close! Five more seconds he would've been fine!! (Talking about Hiccup)
Oh my gosh all of this is only David Tennant I forgot about that and I only just remembered. He does such a good job!
Oh poor dragons. I know they're attacking, but goodness. Just a few seconds! Just... Human constructs are keeping Hiccup from fixing things! "Oh you can't rule us you have a mark that we arbitrarily gave meaning to that means lesser than being even though it was just as arbitrarily given to you"
TOOTHLESSS!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Oh wait it's a hypnotic thingy. he's back! Awww I love him so much. WINDWALKER YEEEESSSS HE'S ALSO NOT AFFECTED YEEEEEESSSSS!!! HE'S THE CHOSEN ONE!!! This series is so good.
Oh that's why they're getting the sword. To get the jewel, right? Also WHERE IS FISHLEGS AND CAMACKAZI THEY'RE ALRIGHT CORRECT?
Oooohhh thats a good plan, tell them that you have the powerful dragon jewel, that'll work out great for lie detecting dragons. Goodness, I sound like fishlegs!
CATCH?? WHAT IN THE WORLD?? I'm assuming not KILL but what??? Ooohhh I love prophecies!!! What does that dragon see in that Hiccup? Ooo! 
This is getting too long so I'll send this and then start a new one. :)
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pastafossa · 2 years
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Okay wait
We discussed Jane being able to see threads through the fourth wall so would that mean she’d be able to see the love we hold for her too
Please say yes, she deserves to know how adored she is, even by those she’s never met
OF COURSE SHE CAN!
-x-
"You've learned of the multiverse before. It is an endless array of dimension, some in which we exist, some in which we do not." Wong reached down and tugged up the glittering, rippling mass of threads at his own chest, the colors made from shades that didn't even exist in your reality. The shape of those threads were so thick you could almost see the shape of grins, hear the bark of laughter and eager gasps, letters in a multitude of languages flowing past. "And some... in which we are story."
You rubbed your fingers against your eye, still not quite getting it. "A... a story."
"Yes."
"So these are... what? Threads to... to storytellers?" "Sometimes. But they also connect us to those who hear our stories in other dimensions. Those who enjoy our tales." There was the faintest hint of amusement in his eyes. "The story of Jane Hind, in your case. It seems the tale of the Devil and the Hound has been told somewhere beyond our realm."
You blinked in disbelief at the flowing threads at your chest. Not as many, as thick as Wong's, perhaps, but still... bigger than you expected, burning bright and joyful beneath your fingers. "So it's true. I'm..." "You are a character, yes. And you are not." He shrugged, seemingly unbothered by the revelation that you were, in fact, both real and not.
"So someone's... writing me. What I'm doing right now."
"Potentially. Or you are having a background moment. A moment off camera, perhaps."
"But like... if they get really horny, they could make me-"
"We do our best not to think of that."
"I've fucked Matt a lot." You squinted up at the ceiling, as if you could see the invisible eye watching. "Either this is fanfic, or you, author, are filthy. Then again, maybe you do a fade to black."
"If it helps, think of it less that they are controlling your actions. They are instead a chronicler of your history, creating a documentary. A biography." Wong waved a hand. "Someone in a dimension, somewhere, has managed to tell exactly your story, with a few artistic adjustments here and there. I tell myself this when I am on yet another rewatch of Breaking Bad. Naturally they would show me watching something new."
"But..." You lifted up the threads and shook them. "But these, Wong. What do I-"
"They clearly care about you, and what happens to you. Is that so hard to believe?"
"I am a formerly-murderous, dumpster-diving possum, Wong. I'm still surprised my husband doesn't use a catchpole on me when he finds me feral and scarfing marshmallows out of the Lucky Charms box at two in the morning."
"And if my etsy feed is to be believed, there are plenty of people who adore possums, murderous or not. Possum mugs, possum shirts, pictures of little possums in flower crowns. So be a happy one. Maybe they will put you on a mug, too."
"Ha," you said sarcastically, as he chortled to himself and turned to walk away. "You're hilarious."
"Accept it, Ms. Hind. We're all stories in the end." "You got that from Doctor Who, asshole."
He waved you off, an orange portal appearing for him to step through.
And as he left, you stared down at the threads... and then up.
Over.
Down.
Are they watching right now?
"So... hi." You reached up and scratched your chin thoughtfully. "So, if you're listening and this isn't a fever dream... In truth, I have no idea why you care. I'm a mess, or I feel like one nine times out of ten, which you... likely already know depending on what point of view my story's in and whether my internal monologues are included. But I'm pretty sure Foggy would advocate self-love, so even though I'm still confused... thank you. I'm..." You stared down at the threads. "Thank you. For caring about me and... and Matt, because if you're still here, then I have a feeling you care about him, too. I hope I don't give you too much grief. I hope you know it ends well. We're happy, even if we had to go through a lot of shit to get there."
A realization hit you and you scowled up at the ceiling. "Wait, was that you?"
Silence.
"I know you're up there behind that fourth wall."
A slightly more guilty silence.
"If you're writing this, you could at least give me an apology. One for me and all the people who care. You put them through hell too, making them read all that angst after the building collapse. What the fuck is wrong with you? I deserve compensation for my-"
You suddenly noticed a box of chocolates on the nearby dresser, a box of chocolates that very much hadn't been there before.
"Chocolate? Really?" You crossed your arms. "After what Matt and me went through, we deserve better. Something fun."
A long, thin piece of plastic connected to a series of leather straps suddenly fell from the ceiling.
"Very funny."
Your phone rang, tinkling notes chosen for the Devil.
"Seriously?"
Amused silence.
"Fine. Be that way. But you better show them happy shit after this. They deserve it, and so do me and Matt."
And somehow, the silence felt... agreeable and fond after that, and you reached down one last time to brush against the little bundle of strange new threads at your chest, a strange warmth filling you that almost made your chest hitch a little. There was... almost something a little reassuring about knowing you had people rooting for you and Matt, and hopefully for all your other friends, too.
"Me and all of you, ride or die," you whispered. "Let's do this."
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halfmoth-halfman · 11 months
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I woke up and read the chapter, and I was so nervous that sometimes I'd have to put my phone down, walk around my house and then resume reading, you're that good!!!
Phillip playing mind games with our girl by saying how much he loves her? By giving her the old white coat?? Bitch if you loved her, she wouldn't be going through this shit, is2g-
Shephard helping Canary snoop on him and Makarov?? Like I wonder if Shephard's been in touch with Price or maybe Laswell as well, finding the right moment to let Canary get the necessary info she'd need for her visit to the club.
I almost lost my breath when I saw everyone acting hostile! Making her drink salty af, her food raw.....on top of all the abuse and humiliation???? Canary is a better woman than me cuz I'd be throwing punches left and right at that! 👊👊
Plus when Valeria spilt her drink all over her......I swear my heart broke a little at that.(totally not cuz I'm in love with that woman, not at all </3)
And the relief when Ghost found Canary in the bathroom, finally saw what she's been going through and Canary finally cleared up everything!!! Like YES! GO CANARY'S PROTECTION TEAM, GO! [plus now she cannot hear Nikto call her that nickname, damn you Makarov]
(Although they couldn't protect her from getting shot tho💀)
When Price finally found out and was being all gentle and kissing the crown of her head and all??? I swear my heart melted (I think I might be forming a soft spot for our beloved Captain fr)
I think she won't die, just yet....but Canary might go through something in the upcoming chapters that make her wish she did.
And as much as I dread what's in store for her, I can hardly wait for it all to pass so she can finally enact revenge on those asshats. She deserves to have her "I-killed-these-men-cuz-they-wronged-me" and for Price to support her while she raises hell, or to raise hell for her himself....in case y'know, she's gone for good. (you can't hurt me, I'm prepared for the worst now 😭)
You're so good and you just made my week with the new chapter! Hope you have a great July<33333
- 🍄
honestly that was how i felt while planning it out and writing it sometimes, i’d think of something and then have to do a lap around my living room LOL
mob!graves is very much a man who needs things to in his control at all times. he knows they’re going to see the 141, and that canary very clearly had something going on with price and graves needs her to either be too distracted to think about price or (better for him) think there’s a small hope of him making things better for her with makarov and that he’ll try to protect her from him. graves might care for her but she’s more a possession to him, a trophy he’s won by being favored by her father and he doesn’t want to just let that go.
shepherd’s kind of a mystery right now, like he’s very clearly working against price but i think seeing what type of men he’s gotten in bed with has him rethinking whether he’s really on the better side of this whole ordeal.
i think if canary was in a better mental-emotional state, she probably would’ve. or at least she would’ve said something to graves and played it in her favor, because disrespecting the wife of the man you’re trying to make a deal with??? graves may not care for canary like he should but that’s still his wife, an extension of him, and he wouldn’t let that slide.
i love and hate that scene with valeria because it’s so petty and complete mean girl behavior but also i love valeria and if she hadn’t done that, canary never would’ve taken off the coat, ghost wouldn’t have seen the bruises, and they wouldn’t have tried to help her sooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
ghost being the one to find her was always going to be the plan, and i think given what they now know about each other there’s going to be a kind of mutual understanding between the two…..after the groveling of course 😉 and yes, canary’s going to have a hard time with being away from graves and makarov. having to get re-accustomed to things like nikolai’s nickname for her, any kind of touching, her paranoia over being randomly taken for interrogation, it’s a lot she’s gonna have to heal from.
alskdjdj they really couldn’t 💀 but maybe someone got graves back for that 👀
price cares for canary a lot, like yeah he was rude to her about being with graves but he also was under the impression this woman he’s madly in love has betrayed him and purposely put his family in danger. he realizes how wrong he was now of course and they will have to do a lot of work to get their relationship even remotely close to where they were at before, but he knows the truth now and he’s gonna do whatever he has to make sure she knows she’s safe and that no one is going to touch her again.
canary still has a lot to go through, but it’ll all work towards a better future and that happy ending that she so rightfully deserves!!
she’s absolutely gonna get her revenge, her full john wick/season 8 daenerys/beyoncé with a baseball bat moment and the 141 are gonna be in full support of her because she deserves it and it takes care of their enemies!!! she may let price and the 141 get a few hits in, but it’s her revenge and she will have it.
thank you so so much, you’re so incredibly sweet and i hope you have a wonderful week/weekend!!! 💜
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Gonna be honest, i'm excited for Kacchan's apology and Ochako's speech
But i literally don't trust anything that bones does at this point, and i don't trust iz/////chs to be quiet about it either, since i'm 200% sure they will make Ochako's speech as romantic and well animated as possible while the apology will be like, Kacchan sounding angry and have 2 frames per second with stills. Idk if i will be able to handle harassement again. Kinda makes want to cry thinking my friends might also go through the same.
What's your thoughts on it? Do you feel the same might happen again since Ochako's speech in the manga?
You know what, I haven't actually thought too much on that, but I just hope that it doesn't turn out that way.
Both Katsuki and Uraraka don't deserve to have those scenes to be messed up in any way.
Uraraka's speech is one of her crowning moments where she isn't just some girl with a crush (Having a crush isn't a personality trait, damn it! Sorry, flashbacks). It's a scene where she is standing up for her friend, being a hero, her own person and coming forth and speaking out. She's not confessing her love to Midoriya, so it shouldn't be treated as such.
And for Bakugou's apology, I just hope it isn't some two frames and that's it. Honestly, who ever worked on the Katsuki Bakugou: Rising episode, I hope they do that scene. (The little memory flashbacks, I liked those very much!) That scene is vital to Bakugou's character because it is one of the few times that not only is he coming out and letting out emotions; it's one of the few times where he shows his emotions that isn't anger IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE, aka Class A. Usually, it's just in front of Midoriya when he cries. For him to apologize in front of their classmates, knowing how closed off he can be and how much pride he holds, is a big step for him.
Also, Iida's moment. I'm looking forward to that moment, too. The bond he and Midoriya has is one of my favorites in the series, so I'm excited for that part to happen. That's my Class Rep right there! I want to see his shining moment!
Now, I don't go into watching anything with high or low expectations, so normally whenever I watch an episode I click off my critique mode and switch to my "just watch it" mode. That way I'm not looking at every bit of detail and being disappointed in first viewing.
Regardless of how these scenes turn out, for sure there will some people who will go out their way to be complete assholes. You know no matter how beautifully sculpted these next couple of episodes there will be some assholes.
"Well, it took him too long to apologize. He doesn't mean it, he's just trying to make himself look good."
At this point, there is not persuading them. Just let them complain and block them. Your time is too precious.
It's like "jeez, what more do you want"?
Probably will say that "the BkDks forced these scenes to happen" or whatever. Like yes, the BkDks have total control over something THAT HAPPENS IN THE MANGA THAT WILL SHOW UP IN THE ANIME.
These kind of people are just too tired and too bored with themselves when they go out their way to harass others when all they want to do is enjoy the story and be left alone.
How can someone be so miserable, I don't know!
Honestly, I don't see why anyone who is like that remains in the BNHA fandom or still follow the story. Because if you're that frustrated because your ship doesn't get that much attention and you're still hating Bakugou and bothering others about him, you have to be extremely bored or something, have to!
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In which I SkyTrain-post about: the Dunsmuir Tunnel.
Or, actually, why the SkyTrain network as a whole feels like a goofy little toy train, while also being a really cool example of quirky '80s technology being pushed right to its absolute limits. But first, some context is useful — specifically, the urban freeway plan for Vancouver, which, unlike many cities in North America, was largely aborted.
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↑↑↑ This is what they wanted to do to part of the City of Vancouver…
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…and this is the overarching plan that was mostly defeated by an organised left in Vancouver. (The few areas that weren't saved, well, those deserve their own posts.) So, with a massive freeway plan being shot down for the city centre, what was the plan going to be for transit? Well, after some amount of messing around with express buses throughout the '70s on the part of the regional transit network, which was operated by BC Hydro before BC Transit took it over… …Vancouver got chosen to host Expo 86. Which was themed around transportation, being named "Transportation and Communication: World in Motion — World in Touch".
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Which meant: well shit, maybe now's a good time to make up for having dodged the whole highway bullet. However, using a normal heavy rail network, on entirely new infrastructure, with human drivers, was untenable, because: I guess I need to introduce the Socreds.
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I'm not going to get into the ideology of social credit, which the Socreds never actually ended up being able to give effect to, or the somewhat unusual conservatism of WAC Bennett's long administration, but effectively, by the early '80s, the Socreds had pivoted to plain old neoliberalism, which meant: cutting costs all over and also keeping unions out of whatever they could. (As an aside, if you've ever got the time, read about the Solidarity protests of 1983 in BC, because the sheer intensity of the Bill Bennett administration's fuckery on that front is a pretty clear demonstration of shock doctrine.) And yes, if you're keeping track, that's William Bennett for 20 years → 3 years of not William &c. → Bill Bennett for 11 years → Wilhelmus Vander Zalm for 5 years. Lots of William happening. And all of those assorted Williams were Socred Premiers. But how do you cut costs and also keep unions away from a brand new metro system? Well, Urban Transit Development Corporation, a Crown Corporation (basically a state-owned enterprise, but Canadian) in Ontario had an idea:
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A tiny train. But it runs frequently. It's also automated, and uses a linear induction motor for propulsion. That's kinda critical to the fact that the SkyTrain works whatsoever, really, given other constraints I'm about to get into. And what else can one do to save costs on a rail system?
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Reuse old alignments, like the Central Park Line of the British Columbia Electric Railway.
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But what saves even more money?
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Reusing old infrastructure. Basically, until just a few years before the SkyTrain started operation, Canadian Pacific ran long-distance trains, all the way out to Toronto (and sometimes further), through the Dunsmuir Tunnel from Waterfront Station, which is now the "main" hub for TransLink, linking the SeaBus, Expo Line, West Coast Express. Canada Line, and many bus routes. But that got shut down, to make way for literally slicing the Tunnel in half height-wise — and thus letting two tracks use the same tunnel, which was built tall enough for old steam trains. Which means: you've got trains constrained to a fairly tiny loading gauge, which, sure, maybe you'd want to build longer platforms to compensate for that, but:
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No. Hence automation. For example, try to find a precise timetable for the Expo Line anywhere on the Internet, without screwing around with APIs or whatever. You can't, last I checked. The design philosophy resulting from the "let's spend as little as goddamn possible while still having a grade separated rapid transit system" approach means that, well, we've got trains so tiny in loading gauge terms that you can fit two in a barely modified single-track rail tunnel, which are barely even 80m long, which still could carry 25,700 people per hour per direction, solely thanks to completely absurd frequencies. Like, TransLink deserves to be yelled at over the lack of redundancy in such a critical transportation backbone, and the provincial governments that they rely on for funding deserve it even more, but it's. Well. Kinda interesting how the most ridiculous possible political pressures resulted in, like, a fairly functional transit system, via the weirdest specifications possible. However, this is also why, not even 40 years after the Expo Line opened for regular service, it's already close to its limits. They were far too cautious and non-ambitious in their design for the system, chasing ideologies of Fiscal Responsibility™ instead of future-proofing, and now we've got transit infrastructure that's going to require redundancy to the tune of an entire extra metro line in the northwest/southeast direction eventually, even if other connections should be able to pick up the slack in the medium term.
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S Plays 'Golden Wildfire' - Part 1
I tried to play with the Japanese voices and English dialogue, but it looks like changing the language does both? So that's. Irritating lol. I love Claude's JP!VA
We've all caught up with the demo, yes? No? I'll give you the rundown if not
Almyra launched an attack on Leicester back in the Academy days.
Shahid, Claude's brother, led the attack; likely the only reason they didn't succeed was because Nader didn't want to launch an attack on Claude. He wants the crown, and successful application of militaristic force seems to be the way to do it.
Hm. We'll see if that comes up in correlation to the leaks I've seen.
Holst is around; doesn't seem to bear the Crest of Goneril, despite Hilda claiming Freikugel was his birthright in Houses (she says he tried to pawn off his whole inheritance and only settled for giving her the Relic).
This will set the tone for all the infuriating retcons to come <3
Claude implies he's toyed with the idea of consolidating power in the Alliance because a multi-faceted higher power does not suit wartime. (Shez C-support)
Almyra seems to have stayed their hand for now.
Shez was left kicking around and unemployed for two years. Good for the Alliance, indicative of Claude's leadership, bad for Shez.
And now we're in it, folks! Get ready <3
The Defence of the Great Bridge
Claude's already talking about abandoning the Bridge if it really comes down to it. He's framing it in a way that talks about saving lives, but, uh . . . he manages to do it just fine in Houses? Aside from CF? So . . . hm!
I should say: That's me being nitpicky because I know where this goes, but also . . . Hopes!Claude has another full game of his character to stand as contradiction, so he has to get good.
All right so I have to go save Count DILF--I mean Count Gloucester's ass.
Regarding gameplay--OH FUCK OH LINHARDT BABY I'M COMING FOR YOU
Regarding gameplay: You can pre-pick strategies that are executed in battle. Picking of strongholds, recruiting people, etc etc.
AGAIN he mentions surrendering the bridge. I'm fucked.
Count Gloucester very much prioritizes the safety of his men :') what a guy
Acheron being a slime-spined bitch as always.
Oh DAMN Shez can warp-warp.
Okay so because Acheron was a bitch they have to forfeit the bridge. Sigh. Fucking hate this guy.
CASPAR???????
Linhardt warped Caspar to safety. That's so
They're being so cute. I do feel a little bad about taking Linhardt from him but oh well.
"YOU WERE NEVER THE TYPE TO FIGHT TO THE DEATH ANYWAY :( IF ANYTHING, I'M RELIEVED" CASPAR I'M SORRY OKAY
FERDINAND BABY NO I CAN'T RECRUIT YOU PLEASE LEAVE :(
Oh yikes, Gloucester surrendered.
Uh oh. "It's time to redraw the battle lines." Claude honey baby think about what you're doing here--
Okay so we skipped over the attack on Garreg Mach. Wonder when those lord cutscenes are gonna come into play?
DIMI DIMA DIMITRI LION MAN I LOVE YOU HELLO
It should be said: Rhea believes the church to now be in the Kingdom's debt for offering them asylum. Seteth offers the knights to be commanded as Faerghan troops. This is not at all a one-sided relationship. (Keeping note of this in case the writers get any Ideas)
Oh? Count Rowe is the Empire's problem child? Deserved. Asshole.
Hubert hates the obligation to help their vassal territories glkgjdflgj fucking love how awful this guy is.
NEXT CHAPTER
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🎨✨🗣️
OC: Feren (aka my Tav from Baldur's Gate 3)
🎨 Is your OC artistic? Can they draw or paint or do they prefer another medium? Are they a writer or musician or do they do something else? Give us a quick run down of what they can get creative with!
Yes!! Feren loves the creative arts in general: acting, story telling, playing music, dancing, singing, drawing and painting. He just can't write as he's illiterate. Feren is... passable at playing a lute, but he's a lot better at singing or dancing to music than playing it. He also loves telling stories, the more dramatic the better, but he only really knows of orally-told folk tales that are easy to memorise rather than complex & esoteric prose. He's able to perform in plays by memorising lines that are read out loud to him or he just wings it and improvises.
As he's not part of a guild, he has relatively limited access to the tools he needs for painting or drawing, although he's pretty good at scavenging materials for himself.
He has a shabby sketchbook with paper made from clothing rags of hemp or linen (that he's usually nabbed from wherever he can find it). He also uses his druid skills to source things from the natural world. For a canvas, he'll often use slate or bark, chalks for sketching, and pigments from ochres and flowers for paint. His bedroom walls are covered in bright colours that he's been adding to bit-by-bit over the years, depicting an emerald forest kingdom (which may or may not resemble what was once his home).
✨ If your OC were a deity of some kind, what would they represent? What do they look like? How are they worshipped and what offerings would they expect? What are their places of worship like? Their followers? Their teachings?
ooo love this question for a d&d setting
Feren is the Guiding Light, or Star-Wolf, God of starlight, guidance, reunions and protection. He shines light into wherever it is darkest; much like constellations have helped navigate people for many years, Feren helps those who are lost to find their way or reunite with loved ones. In his usual elven form, Feren wears little, save for the golden leaves that adorn his body. On his blond hair is a halo-like crown. His skin is covered in tattoos of constellations that glow whenever he feels strong emotion. He wields two things; his famed lantern, which is said to have captured starlight that can illuminate any darkness, and a sword with a blade made not of metal, but a window into the galaxies. His other form is a giant wolf made of celestial matter. As for offerings, he simply expects a lit match, candle or lantern. He can be worshipped anywhere, but usually at night or in dark temples where the contrast between light and dark is more apparent. He often gains followers in moments of desperation (whether they are figuratively or literally lost). His followers wear white, yellow, blue and black and are usually clerics, paladins or druids. They usually act as guides through dangerous or unknown lands.
🗣️ What are the most painful words that can be said to your OC to utterly break them? What are the words that you could tell them to cheer them up? Maybe some advice to give them the boost they need!
"I know what you really are. You're a murderer. If you hadn't been so reckless, so weak, so foolish, you could've saved them. But you ruin everything you touch, most of all yourself. You went from a prince to a whore. It's almost impressive how far you've fallen. So pathetic... nothing but broken goods."
^ something along those lines would hit right in the self-loathing that Feren tries so hard to repress. It would be pretty hard to cheer him up after that lol, but not impossible. Telling him that he isn't being judged, his trauma isn't his fault, and that he deserves happiness & love is a start. It'll take a while, but he will slowly start to believe it.
ksdjfklsf grimmy i am SO sorry about the novel, thank you for asking and thank you even more if you actually read any of this 😂
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@dreamcrs : Edward & Aurora
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All Aurora did, all Aurora could do, was listen to him. And she understood him. She knew what it was like to have your life upended in one fell swoop. It happened to her, and she had to learn how to accept that change and move forward with her life. And that is what Edward would need to learn how to do now.
“I don’t think you foolish,” Aurora stated as she looked at him, and she put her hand on his shoulder. “Change is a difficult thing, especially when it is unexpected. I know that better than anyone. It’s easy to mourn who we once were, and we should let ourselves mourn that. But we also need to keep moving forward and know that there are good things out there for us.”
She took his face in her hands and turned it so he was looking at her, and she brushed his hair back gently.
“This cottage will not be empty, I swear it,” she said with a soft smile. “Some other family will find their way here, and they will make good memories. They’ll have the treasured childhood memories you, Ella and I had with your mother and father. And believe me, I wish I could stay here. All I ever wanted was to have a family with you in this house and to play in the garden with our children, make them flower crowns, do all the things we loved to do here. But sometimes…you have to let go of those childhood dreams to let in something better. And I’d be doing myself and frankly, Kit and his late father, a disservice if I didn’t try to convince my father to let me inherit the throne.”
She then leaned up and kissed his cheek and leaned her forehead against his.
“But no matter whether it all works out or not, I’m glad I’ll have you by my side throughout all of it. That at least gives me comfort for the days ahead.”
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What had he ever done to deserve her? His sweet, loving Rose.
For as long as he could remember, it had been the three of them. Ella, the glue that held everything together. The sunshine and light. Briar, the backbone. The courageous one who never let anything stop her. And himself, the cautious voice of reason. The protector. What wonderful women Ella and Rose had become! Strong, true, and giving to a fault. They had little need of him anymore, if they ever really had at all.
Edward couldn't have been more proud of them both. And he knew that his parents and Rose's aunts felt the same.
Laying his hand over hers, he sighed. His fingers caressed and cradled hers, keeping Rose close. She would always be Rose to him, no matter what her true name was.
"Yes, I suppose you're right." He replied pensively. "Time stops for no one. And it's just a waste if we let it slip out of our hands. I always knew I'd have to see her fly someday. As much as it hurts, I can't deny her anything. And he makes her happy. Trying to hold them back after all he's done for us... Well, I'm certainly not one to be ungrateful. Ella has someone else to take care of her now. And if you trust him to do it, then I will too. I'm just glad there's a happy ending, for all of us. It's more than I could have hoped for."
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