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wikitpowers Ā· 2 months
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where is the newsletter?????????
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(i need some tsc content today or any news on twp or the kickstarter pretty please)
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thefangirlofhp Ā· 1 year
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ā€œDid you miss me?ā€
things that are simple but effective: hugs.
#elriel
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radio-4-is-static Ā· 1 year
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L. Wells | Franz Ferdinand
Well, Lynsey Wells How I wish that I could feel so good I wish that I can be as good as you Mmm Well, Lynsey Wells How I wish that I could feel the good Beyond the poison in us like you do Like you do
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noxtivagus Ā· 1 year
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i love love ffxiv sm fr (to the edge)
#I ACCIDENTALLY FELL ASLEEP LAST NIGHT šŸ˜­ my alarm didn't wake me up sob. gna do a lot today but rn i just.#wna listen to music n think to myself n write for a bit. hdfkalsjdf oh my god the effect to the edge has on me.#it's. genuinely probably. if i had to pick one song. wld be to the edge. hard choice but nothing else would be right.#n well. the fight's more for hmm i guess elidibus fans? apollo likes him more than me bcs i'm uhhhh an unfortunate emet-selch liker#but. that wave. THAT WAVE šŸ„¹ such a simple movement but one that just. revealed the identity of that. yk shade that arrived#the bittersweetness in the whole exchange. n it hurts so much when you think of how. how they all used to be so happy#but now everything they've known is torn apart. for thousands of years.. that loneliness must've broken emet fr#the burden of all those lives lost. being able to see n feel them w his affinity w aether n the underworld#n then. elidibus forgot. n lahabrea's.. twisted beyond himself. tragic isn't it? n emet-selch's the only one that remembers#cries. but w endwalker what they did. i rmb crying so much throughout all that. gave me some closure fr šŸ˜­šŸ˜­#n then when it comes to the musical comp too yk the. oh my god w neath dark waters yk the theme of amaurot n#the ticking.. time. n then the lyrics. i'm. technically catholic christian sob but i'm not religious n i'd consider myself agnostic.#but yk the references w the bible or christian mythology. n then the lyrics in general. 'we only fly when falling far from grace' šŸ„¹šŸ«¶šŸ¼#i love all the expacs in ffxiv sm i just have these phases where i'm all over each of them n rn it's shb#all the. expacs r like. arr was the start yk n i went through most of it w school n. it was comfort. esp bcs smth painful irl happened#around then. heavensward was. my fav expac at that time yk? for so many reasons.. alphi aymeric haurchefant n the story n drk n#end of the free trial. stormblood was the start of when we subbed. i cld finally play tgther w apollo. our freedom too in our own way#n then it was such a real story n touched on pain n. yk. rlly was a very compassionate story n i enjoyed thoroughly w my empathetic heart#shb was. my endgame for a while. i mean. we started out 5.3 but was still in the free trial n finally got the game 5.5#we started raiding n that's where most of our growth to who we are now happened. n the story is.. it's so. perfect.#i have a lot of memories in endwalker too but shb as an expansion was where most of my memories w other players n all happened#n. i'll ramble too much oh no but endwalker was. the first i experienced from the start. n the story is so.. oh my god#i have. the highest praise for ffxiv's story. obvs still has some of its faults here n there but the highs are worth indescribably much.#n i really mean each of those words. oh my god ffxiv rlly saved me. but i'll. also ramble more if i entertain that thought n write rn so#yk these. stories n songs n just wtvr. just has sm themes that. oh fuck it idk how to put it into words bcs it just all resonates w me sm#like. to the edge it has such a lovely composition n i love listening to every single part of it. n then the lyrics r so well-made. yk?#n then the story behind it too is.. they just put so much thought into it n w so much love n it's just so meaningful. it means so much to m#it just has. so much. n i find so much comfort in it. hdlkafjsd n then themes.. yk w amaurot for example n to the edge#underwater. angels. wings. remember. time. tomorrow. n then the stuff w morality n. just. sm of that has resonated a lot w me#ever since i was young so yk in finding ffxiv it was like i found smth that finally. finally matched w me n smth that'll continue for long
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dark-fics-4-you Ā· 1 month
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Thinking about dark overprotective Rafe Cameron with pregnant clumsy reader šŸ„¹šŸ’•
Love Plus One
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A/N: i hope this lives up to your fantasies šŸ˜‰
Warnings: noncon/forced sex, coercion, smut, forced pregnancy (but reader doesnā€™t know), pregnant sex, abusive relationship, guilt tripping, choking, slut shaming, slapping, controlling behavior, threats of violence, reader has some negative thoughts about her pregnant body
After the first time that you slipped in the shower without Rafe there to catch you, despite that fact that you had easily caught yourself before falling, Rafe had made you promise to not take any more showers without him. ā€œIf I had been there, you probably wouldnā€™t have slipped in the first place,ā€ he grumbled.
Rafe suddenly became very involved in prepping and cooking meals for you. He gave you plenty of options, planning weekly menus for you and shopping accordingly, all to make sure that both you, and his baby, were getting all of the nutrients you needed. Rafe always did love your cooking, but now he chose to cook for you practically every night. ā€œYou shouldnā€™t have to be running around the kitchen when youā€™re pregnant, baby.ā€
You noticed one day that there was a location tracking app on your phone that you hadnā€™t downloaded, when you angrily asked Rafe about it, the look of worry on his face almost made you want to cry, ā€œI just get anxious when youā€™re out sweetheart. The world is full of men that would love nothing more than to hurt you, and I did that to make sure you were staying safe, Y/N.ā€ His eyes flicked between your eyes and your growing belly, which was now beginning to show much more. After that you apologized to him for getting mad about it, giving him a big hug.
Rafe would want to spend all of his time with you, which you found cute at first, but after a while, you started to feel a bit suffocated by him. Your boyfriend was so concerned about ā€œkeeping you safeā€ that he would barely allow you to leave your shared house.
Even walking around the neighborhood or, god forbid, running, was completely off limits.
You knew that it was because you were clumsy, he was right. You always had been, but now was not the time for being accident prone. Not when you had Rafe Cameronā€™s child growing inside of you.
However, you did feel like at times he could be overprotective of you. Even demeaning occasionally. Like he didnā€™t trust you to make your own decisions.
When you drove to the store at just 4 months pregnant, Rafe called you 5 times before you finally picked up. You had just wanted to get out of the house for a bit and enjoy the spring air while getting some chores done, but when you returned home one would have thought that you had been skiing on Mount Everest, given Rafeā€™s reaction. ā€œWhy would you leave without telling me? I would have gone to the store for you, Y/N! You shouldnā€™t have even been carrying those bags by yourself!ā€ Pointing out how little you had actually ended up purchasing, just two plastic bags worth of things, was pointless. ā€œYou could have fallen or-or some guy could have kidnapped you!ā€ He huffed, and you could feel the list of locations you could go alone, or even with Rafe, dwindling down to only one place, your apartment.
Rafe had always been incredibly touchy with you, one of the reasons you had gotten pregnant with his baby in the first place. Itā€™s not that you didnā€™t want kids, you had just always imagined that it would have been different, you would be older and married, and living in a 2 story house with your husband of several years.
Instead, here you were, still in your early 20s, pregnant with your boyfriend of 3 yearsā€™ child. You loved Rafe and could see yourself marrying him one day, but you were both still so young! Getting pregnant this early had never been in the plans.
Despite using birth control and condoms, you had somehow gotten pregnant, a fact that took you a while to accept, and after Rafe urged you to not get an abortion, you begrudgingly accepted that you were going to be a mother a couple years sooner than expected.
Of course, you had no idea that this was no accident at all. Rafe had been swapping out your birth control pills for placebos and poking holes in every condom he put on. Of course one of his favorite things about you being pregnant was that he could finally fuck you raw now.
Pregnancy hormones had definitely upped your libido at the beginning of your pregnancy, a fact that thrilled Rafe. He had never felt so desired by you, and he was more than happy to oblige with all of your requests.
Anytime you were feeling under the weather or upset about something, Rafe would coax you into bed and eat you out for what felt like hours. He loved your changing body so much, always kissing and sucking on your full, sensitive breasts and rubbing your growing tummy. The blond would slowly delve between your plush thighs, gingerly kissing and nipping at your soft skin before turning his attention to your already slick pussy, eagerly lapping up your juices and teasing your clit.
Rafe loved to satisfy you, but he also loved to draw it out as long as possible, keeping you on the brink of coming for ten minutes before finally giving in to your begging whimpers. He loved the feeling of you coming on his tongue, the way you tasted and how you squirmed in his grasp, tears forming in your eyes when you whined that it was too much for you.
You would come again just from him teasing you with the tip of his cock, rubbing it along your messy slit and tapping it against your already tender clit.
When he pushed all of himself inside of you, you hissed in a wonderful mix of pleasure and pain, wrapping your legs around his waist and digging your nails into his broad shoulders.
Rafe loved watching your face as he fucked you, the way your eyes would unfocus as you looked up at him, your plump lips separating and the beautiful sound of your moans and whimpers was almost enough to make him bury his load in you immediately, but the feel of your tight cunt squeezing his cock was a sensation he didnā€™t want to give up just yet.
He plunged himself into your dripping pussy over and over again, filling you up in a way that made your eyes squeeze shut, toes curling as you clung to him.
After you came a third time, tensing around him and crying as you mindlessly babbled through whimpers, Rafeā€™s large hand covered your mouth, and the doe eyes you gave him as he frantically rutted into you made him spill all of his warm cum into your soaked cunt.
Every time he pulled out of you, he would reach for your sensitive pussy, spreading your lips and watching his cum begin to drip out of you before pushing it deeper inside your pussy with two fingers. God he wished he could get you pregnant again while you were already pregnant. Just one kid wasnā€™t enough for Rafe Cameron, and unbeknownst to you, he had plans for the two of you to have a large family.
Gradually, as your body changed, so did your sex drive. Rafe showered you with compliments as always, reminding you constantly how much he loved your body and the way it looked now, which made you a bit torn. Personally, you felt you were now less desirable, and it made you much more reluctant to give in to his high demands.
Rafe respected your boundaries at first, although he never failed to complain about his needs not being met, and even though you were sure of your decisions, you couldnā€™t help but feel guilty that you couldnā€™t satisfy him sexually every night.
After a full week of you denying him, Rafe was fed up with your ā€˜noā€™sā€™
ā€œMaybe we shouldnā€™t have sex tonight Rafe,ā€ you nervously stammered. ā€œIā€™m just not feeling the best about my body right now.ā€
ā€œSo let me make you feel good baby,ā€ Rafe purred in your ear, sensually rubbing your thighs, which you were squeezing together.
You still didnā€™t feel up to having sex tonight, and you told your boyfriend as much, but it was like he wasnā€™t listening to you.
His fingers creeped down your thighs, his strong arms slowly pried your legs apart and you flinched when he began rubbing you over the fabric of your shorts.
ā€œRafe, please.ā€ You begged with him, anxiety building in your chest when he still didnā€™t stop.
ā€œPlease what?ā€ He mocked you, slipping his fingers past your panties and teasing your clit. You squirmed in his grasp, a sick feeling settling in your gut when you realized Rafe was determined to get what he wanted.
When you tried to push his hand away, the other flew out, slapping you across the face, hard enough to shock you without leaving a mark.
ā€œStop fucking moving!ā€ He shouted at you and you could feel tears welling behind your eyes. ā€œYouā€™re gonna hurt our baby.ā€
You tried to tell him that you didnā€™t want to have to fight off your boyfriend of 3 years, that you were only resisting in the first place because he hadnā€™t respected your ā€˜no,ā€™ but when Rafe pushed all of himself inside of you with one thrust, your mind went blank and you froze beneath him.
ā€œFuck, Y/N,ā€ he groaned, arms shaking slightly as he basked in the feeling of your unprepared cunt squeezing his cock. ā€œI swear to god, youā€™ve only gotten tighter, baby. Yā€™feel so good.ā€
Hot tears were streaming down your cheeks, from both physical discomfort and distress at what your boyfriend was doing to you, the way he was violating you.
Every stroke of his cock was agonizing, and even after your body had adjusted and it began to feel good, the fact that you hadnā€™t wanted this at all tainted the entire experience. You felt ashamed by the delicious way his cock stretched you out and how your body reacted to his touch.
You had given up fighting back altogether, Rafeā€™s thinly veiled threat echoing in your ears every time you wanted to push him off of you, although his hands had yours gripped so tight, there was no chance you could have gotten away.
You were scared because Rafe was hurting you, but you were even more terrified at the thought of him hurting your baby.
When your release hit you unexpectedly, you felt utterly betrayed by your body. Your tear choked whimpers filled the room as you came around him, accompanied by the lewd sounds of Rafe plunging his cock into you repeatedly.
Rafe sneered down at you as he snapped his hips against yours, ā€œI thought you didnā€™t want this, hm? So reluctant until I stuff my cock in you and then you canā€™t get enough.ā€
His words made your face burn with shame, and your stomach flipped in disgust at both him and yourself.
When his free hand wrapped around your throat, your eyes widened and you jerked against his touch, but his hold on you was unwavering and unforgiving.
ā€œIā€™m not gonna let you walk all over me just because youā€™re pregnant.ā€ Rafe seethed, his pace picking up as he chased his release. ā€œYouā€™ve got my kid growing inside you. Just means you belong to me now even more than you did before.ā€
His fingers tightened around your throat as he came, choking you so hard your vision started to grow fuzzy and black around the edges. The feeling of his sticky cum coating your walls made you want to throw up.
Rafe pulled out and you realized he was talking to you, but you couldnā€™t hear anything he said, you just nodded numbly, trying to come back to reality as your ears rang and his muffled voice filled the tense air that was permeating the room.
ā€œ-maybe now youā€™ll actually fucking listen to me,ā€ he rambled on, and as you nervously laid in bed beside him, trying to doze off and forget everything that he had just done to you, you realized you were utterly terrified of your boyfriend.
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dhoranbolt Ā· 3 months
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You don't fool me
A/n: two thing- first this took me forever to write, I kept having to go back and scrap ideas šŸ„¹ second, I did not know just how down bad I was for this man until I had to sit down and write this so.
Also friendly reminder- if your age isn't easily accessible on your profile I will not be tagging you! That said if you'd like a tag in future works let me know and I'll add you to the list!
bestie beta reader: @yukios-medic you are really the best ma'am I appreciate you so much šŸ„¹šŸ’™šŸ’™šŸ’™
Pairing: Sukuna x fem!reader, Yuji pining
cw/tw: minors/ageless blogs DNI, all characters aged up, dub-con that becomes enthusiastic consent, unprotected sex, cream pie, fingering, oral sex (female receiving), oral sex (male receiving), rough sex, dirty talk, threats of killing
Word count: 5k (ish)
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This wasn't the first time they'd been paired up and sent off to find and kill a curse, but it was the first time Yuji was weary of the whole thing. They were both strong, that wasn't an issue ā€“ he'd been on back-to-back missions for weeks and it was starting to take its toll, that was the issue.
Of course, it didn't help that whenever he was around her, Sukuna would become an even bigger pain in the ass (than he already was).
They'd been sent to a long-abandoned warehouse, falling apart as it was, and radiating with cursed energy. Yep, whatever it was they were after was definitely in here.
"Split up to cover more ground?" She suggested as she looked up at him, but he shook his head.
"We can probably exorcize it quicker if we come across it at the same time, we should just stick together for now." It was a simple enough explanation, not a hint of 'I'm pushing my limits just being here with you' or 'it's easier to know you're safe if you're by my side' detectable.
To her, at least. Yuji chooses to ignore the scoff that resonates in his head as they cautiously enter the building. They walk side-by-side down the hallway, ears and eyes analyzing every detail of their surroundings.
"Must be one pain in the ass curse to send the both of us. I can feel the cursed energy everywhere, I just can't tell exactly where the source is." She filled the silence, wringing her hands together nervously.
"Yeah, I know what you mean. Itā€™s out there, but it's all about the same output. We'll just have to watch our backs." Yuji said with a nod.
"Hey, what do you think Nobara did when she found out Gojo canceled movie night to send us after this one? I can see her practically popping a vein." She laughed softly, moving around a stack of boxes to find any sign of their curse.
"Fushiguro is probably wishing it was you that got left behind right about now." Yuji guessed with a small chuckle, suppressing the thought that he might have wished for it, too. A faint gurgle sounded at the opposite end of the hall, cursed energy seeping into every corner of their bodies as it grew closer.
Yuji covered her mouth with his hand, keeping her scream muffled as he tugged her against his chest and pulled them into the shadows.
"Shh, I think I hear something." He murmurs, squinting in the darkness. He doesn't feel the mouth form on his hand, not until her lips are moving against his palm as she makes a noise.
She's gagging; trying to pry Yuji's hand off her face. And he's going to ā€“ until Sukuna's voice rings in his head.
'Pull away and I'll bite her tongue off. Try to keep her quiet while she's drowning in her own blood'
Yuji froze as Sukuna cackled, and she still struggled in his grip, now like iron to keep the curse from making good on his threat.
His name was muffled when she frantically tried to call it, but it only left her mouth open that much more for Sukuna to swipe his tongue along the inside.
If they could conceal their own cursed energy for just a second, then it would keep going on its path to the left of them, and probably wouldn't circle back around for a while. Yuji set his jaw, glaring up the hall as he spoke.
"Conceal your energy, then we'll deal with him. One curse at a time." The only confirmation she gave that she heard him was slightly loosening her grip on his arm.
The curse slunk away and Yuji held his breath, waiting to hear any sign of it coming back. When he was sure it wasnā€™t, he let out a sigh and threw his head back against the wall. Taking a moment to realize the situation they were still in he looked down at her.
He couldnā€™t see the blush in her cheeks, but he could feel the heat on his fingers. She shifted her body against his, letting out a whimper at the awkward kiss she was still locked in.
Yuji swallowed hard and took a deep breath. This was so not the time to be letting the sounds she was making go straight to his cock.
'You want her so badly, take her.' Sukuna taunted.
"No." Yuji snapped his response, trying to think of a way out of this (and the boner he was starting to sport against her back).
'Fuck her, brat. Or I'll kill her the next time I get the chance, and I'll draw it out while I make you watch.'
Sukuna knew well what he was doing, keeping this conversation in Yuji's head. She had no clue what he was trying to shield her from. Of course he wanted her, but not like this. Not when Sukuna was all but forcing his hand on the matter, not even giving her a choice.
ā€œI said no! Knock it off!ā€ Sukuna just chuckled, and she turned her head to look up at him with worry in her eyes.
'Or perhaps youā€™d like me to put us both out of commission. Tell me, just how long do you think sheā€™d last against this curse on her own?'
Yujiā€™s heart dropped to his stomach. Thereā€™s no way Sukuna hated her enough to let her die like this, not with the way he found her so entertaining to him. Not with the way he currently had his tongue down the back of her throat- right?
'No, but if it would cause you everlasting turmoil, Iā€™d jump at the chance.'
Could she ever forgive him for doing this? Would Sukuna even drop this after all was said and done?
Yuji was exhausted, and Sukuna knew it too. It was only a matter of time before he could slip out and swap places.
'I could always assist instead. After all, one wrong move and sheā€™s on her own anyways. Go ahead brat, ask me for my help.' He grinned.
ā€œNo, last time I let you out you were a dick.ā€ Yuji snapped, but he was running out of options here. How long until that curse realized where they were and turned back around? He could always make a deal with Sukuna, if he would agree to it was another question though.
At the sound of Yujiā€™s words her body tensed, blood running cold. There was no way Yuji was actually thinking about letting the king of curses out into the wild, especially when he already had her in this position.
'Tic-toc punk ass, this offer isnā€™t going to last forever.'
ā€œPromise you wonā€™t hurt her first.ā€ Her eyes went wide and she began to struggle in his grasp again, body going hot. Screaming through his palm and Sukunaā€™s tongue as well as she could manage in protest.
There is no way heā€™s about to offer his body over to Sukuna right now, and all she could think about were all the previous times heā€™d spoken to her ā€“ though, at her might be a better word. Everything heā€™d said up to this point, his promises to absolutely wreck her- all came flooding back. Could they really not handle this job any other way than to bring Sukuna into the mix?
'You humans are so predictable, really fucking takes the fun out of everything. Iā€™ll get rid of the curse. Just say you arenā€™t strong enough, you need a real man to do your dirty work for you.'
ā€œThatā€™s not-ā€
'Going onceā€¦'
ā€œI donā€™t-ā€
'Going TWICE...'
ā€œFine! I need your help, please.ā€ She was hysterical at this point, thrashing in his grip as much as she could, grinding her ass into him harder every time she moved.
'That doesnā€™t sound like what we agreed to, try again.'
Yuji groaned, thankful he could use that as an excuse to let out some of his frustrations.
ā€œSukuna please, Iā€™m not strong enough and need a real man to do my dirty work for me.ā€ Yuji bit out, and she stilled at his words, stomach knotting. Any minute now, Sukuna would be breathing down her neck. Months of sexual tension, mostly from his side - would it finally come to a head now? Or would he leave it and just get the job done, let Yuji take back over when it was safeā€“
A low chuckle rumbled from behind her, and the sound ran straight through her body to her core. She swallowed, realizing the tongue down her throat had finally disappeared.
Sukuna ran a hand up her chest before resting it on her throat.
ā€œWell, well, this is certainly a turn of events, isnā€™t it?ā€ She whimpered, frozen in place. What the hell was she supposed to do now?
ā€œSukunaā€¦ā€ She breathed his name warily.
ā€œSurprised to see me? I did tell you Iā€™d have you some day. So, how was I? Itā€™s been a few hundred years. Youā€™ll have to excuse the fact Iā€™m a little rusty.ā€ Sukuna filled the silence, not waiting for an answer.
ā€œYou werenā€™t too bad yourself; I think I even felt you participating at the end. Care for more?ā€ He whispered in her ear, tongue flicking out to lick her lobe. She bit back her moan, clamping her knees together as she gently rocked back into him. He laughed, moving his hands down her body to grip her hips and pull her in closer against him.
ā€œOh, donā€™t be shy now, itā€™s just us. The brat wonā€™t even know, it can be our little secret.ā€
ā€œI-ā€ She stammered, face hot. So what if sheā€™d gone back to her room at the end of a long day full of Sukuna teasing her, and closed her eyes while chanting his name under the sheets? So what if being the object of the king of cursesā€™ endless teasing was what she used to push her over the edge some nights? That was all by her choice - she was in charge.
Currently having Sukunaā€™s painfully rock-hard cock prodding her ass while he held her tight against him? She was so clearly not in charge, and to make matters worse? The realization sent her core gushing.
ā€œI can smell you,ā€ he continued, taking in a long breath. And this time she couldnā€™t bite back her moan.
ā€œSukuna!ā€ She gasped, feeling the blush run up her ears.
ā€œI think you should really stop being such a cock-tease, woman. No wonder Yuji canā€™t help but fuck his fist most nights. I bet he can smell you too, he just spares your feelings by not saying anything.ā€ The fog heā€™d brought with him was starting to clear, and she tried to pry his fingers off of her.
ā€œStop! Youā€™re lying!ā€ But Sukuna just threw his head back in a cackle.
ā€œI actually donā€™t care if you believe me, do you want to know why?ā€ He stepped out from behind her so quickly, shoving her back against the wall, it made her head spin. Looking up at his tattooed face and red eyes only solidified how real this situation was for her - and her mouth went dry. He grinned down at her, gripping her chin to hold her in place.
ā€œIā€™m going to fuck you through this wall. You wonā€™t be able to look at that stupid brat without thinking of me inside you ever again. And heā€™ll never know because heā€™s out cold.ā€ Using his free hand, he ripped off her skirt. She cried out, trying to grip his wrist and stop her panties from meeting the same fate.
ā€œAww, still shy, are we?ā€ He teased as he examined the red lace, running his fingers down to the ever-growing wet spot on them.
ā€œN-No!ā€ Sukuna just chuckled, watching her face morph from flustered to pleasure at his touch.
ā€œAnd look, you even wore red just for me. How cute of you.ā€ She moaned, closing her eyes. The physical and mental teasing was too much. If he wasnā€™t going to kill her, she was going to die of embarrassment. He sucked his teeth, hooking his thumb into her mouth and tugging her face.
ā€œLook at me while I touch you, I wonā€™t tell you twice.ā€ He snapped, and her heart thrummed in her chest. It felt so good to finally have him touch her after all this time, sheā€™d forgotten just how dangerous he was in the moment. She nodded sheepishly.
ā€œGood, you listen well for a sorcerer. I donā€™t believe in praising those beneath me, but I think Iā€™ll make an exception just this once.ā€ He pressed his fingers against her core, watching the way she squirmed under him.
ā€œYouā€™re so wet already and Iā€™ve barely touched you, was my tongue down your throat just what you needed?ā€ Her head was spinning, his hold on her jaw rough, but all she could picture was wrapping her lips around him.
She slid her tongue around his thumb cautiously, watching his reaction for any sign that sheā€™d miss-stepped.
He groaned, smirking down at her as he leaned closer.
ā€œAnd here youā€™d have everyone believing youā€™re too innocent for such filthy things.ā€ Finding the edge of her panties, he pushed them aside, running his fingers through her slick folds. He watched as she moaned, satisfaction settling on his face as the moan grew louder when he pushed a finger inside of her.
ā€œGod youā€™re so tight, thereā€™s no way that brat could stuff his cock in you.ā€ Her walls flexed at his words. Sukunaā€™s one finger was already so thick, and now her mind was swimming with the thought of having more.
ā€œBut donā€™t worry, youā€™ll take it from me.ā€ And then she felt a second finger at her entrance, making her eyes open wider. She tried to speak as best she could around the awkward hold he still had her in, but it didnā€™t matter.
ā€œSuku-na!ā€ She cried out as he forced another finger into her.
ā€œIā€™d be thanking me if I were you. Iā€™m feeling generous enough to stretch you out before I ram my cock into your stomach.ā€ He offered, grinning as he watched her try and hold herself together.
He didnā€™t wait for her to adjust to the feeling, why would he? Fucking her open on him was all he could think about while he sat bored on his throne - not that he was admitting it aloud.
So many days, weeks, months, of him wrapped up in her. He knew exactly what she was doing to him, even if she didnā€™t.
ā€œWas it worth it to parade around like a whore in heat around us?ā€ He asked as he began to slide his fingers in and out of her.
ā€œYou know I offered him the chance to have you first. Humans and their virtues though, so fickle. Of course, the brat couldnā€™t do this.ā€ He pressed his palm against her cunt, and her back arched off the wall as his tongue shot out to flatten on her clit.
Letting go of her chin he wrapped his hand around her neck, giving it a testing squeeze before trailing down to her chest. Groping over her top, and then easily ripping the buttons away.
ā€œNot my clothes!ā€ She protested, but if he heard, he ignored her. Choosing instead to knead her breast as it spilled over her matching bra. Sukuna chuckled, looking back at her.
ā€œThe matching set, Iā€™m starting to think you really did wear this just for me. Is that what you do? Under all those clothes you put on, you wear red hoping Iā€™ll catch a glimpse. Hoping Iā€™ll come out to rip it off of you.ā€ He spoke as he rolled her bud roughly between his fingertips.
ā€œGod!ā€ She cried out. He was everywhere. Pumping his fingers further inside her walls, tongue abusing her clit-
ā€œIā€™ll be your god.ā€ He hissed, before leaning down to suck her nipple into his mouth.
She was fast approaching the edge, gasping for air as he shot her towards her peak.
He curled his fingers inside of her, reaching a new angle that sent white hot pleasure shooting through her body.
ā€œSukuna!ā€ She choked out, reaching up to ball her hands into his top. She was wary of touching him at first, opting to press against the wall instead. But it was all too much. She needed something more to try and ground herself through the first orgasm he was going to rip from her body.
ā€œYou gonna cum, little sorcerer?ā€ He hummed around a mouthful of her breast, looking up at her expectantly. She already looked so cute and fucked out for him; grinding into his hand to push him further inside, face flushed as she whimpered his name over, brows pinched up while she looked down to him with a breathless nod.
ā€œPlease Sukuna...ā€ If he wasnā€™t so pent up himself, he might have stopped what he was doing, but edging her would only edge him, and he had no interest in prolonging his own pleasure any more than being stuck in the passenger seat of his vessel already had.
For this encounter, anyways. So, he gave her what she wanted, driving his fingers faster into her cunt, biting down on the nipple currently still in his mouth, while his other hand roughly pinched at the other.
He could feel how close she was. It was getting harder to slide his fingers back into her, and he couldnā€™t wait to sink into her.
When he didnā€™t slow down or stop, she took it as permission, though, the tip of the iceberg was so close that even if he had told her no, she wasnā€™t sure she could have stopped, anyway.
It crashed over her in waves, throwing her against the wall as she cried out his name. Everything was gone - her sight, her hearing, all she could do was ride against his hand, and hope that their grasp on each other was enough to keep her standing through the intensity of it all.
Even when her high started to ebb away, he was still lazily pumping his fingers inside of her. Slowly the world came back to her, heartbeat pounding in her ears, and she whined.
ā€œAww, is someone sensitive?ā€ He pulled away from her chest with a grin, red eyes glinting as he stared down at her dazed expression. She weakly pushed against his chest, trying to get him to stop while she regained some semblance of normal breathing.
ā€œSukunaā€¦ā€
ā€œWell, arenā€™t you going to thank me?ā€ She swallowed hard, still trying to find her way out of the haze.
ā€œI- thank you...ā€ He pulled his fingers out of her, chuckling at the whimper that left her lips. Raising his hand to his mouth, he kept his eyes on her as he sucked his fingers clean.
ā€œMmm, I donā€™t think so.ā€
ā€œWhat?ā€ Confusion crossed her face, and he pressed the same two fingers against her parted lips, looking on in admiration as she opened them without question. Sukuna pressed his fingers against her tongue, pulling her mouth open as he did.
ā€œThose red panties youā€™re wearing will be sufficient.ā€
ā€œWhat?ā€ The word left her mouth again, and he raised an eyebrow, dragging his fingers down her tongue and out of her mouth. She stared at him for only a second more before leaning down to slide them off her hips. She looked down to keep from fumbling, but he hooked his finger under her chin, tilting her face back up to him.
ā€œI didnā€™t say you could look away.ā€ She bit her lip, shimmying awkwardly to slide them down her knees. Stepping one foot out of them at a time, she began to lift them up. He grabbed them from her, large fingers brushing her own as he did.
She moved to stand up again, but he stopped her, shaking his head.
ā€œOn second thought, I donā€™t think one pair of panties is worth a mind-numbing orgasm, do you?ā€ But it wasnā€™t really a question, not when he was already guiding her to her knees in front of him. The floor below her was cold - a shock that her core, still radiating heat, could feel.
ā€œBe a good girl and open wide,ā€ he said, reaching into his pants to take hold of his neglected cock. Pulling it out, he ran his thumb over the tip, smearing his precum up and down his length.
Sukuna groaned, gritting his teeth. The brat could imagine all he wanted; it would never compare to having her right here in front of him. Small hands braced on his thighs, eyes blown wide as she took in just how fucked she was about to be.
ā€œSee something you like?ā€ Her breath hitched as he knocked his fat tip against her bottom lip. She slowly opened her mouth, tongue sliding out and against the underside of his cock. He groaned again, grabbing the back of her head as he forced himself into her mouth.
She dug her nails into his thighs as he did, trying in vain to pull her head back so she could breathe.
ā€œYouā€™re not acting very grateful. Donā€™t make me fuck your throat, Iā€™ll end up hurting your feelings.ā€ He chuckled. Tears were already welling in her eyes as she choked on what he could fit in her mouth. Slowly, she removed a hand off from his thigh, reaching down to run her fingers through her folds. When sheā€™d gathered enough of her release, she reached back up to pump the rest of him with it.
ā€œHow resourceful of you. Makes me want to fuck my cock down your throat all the more.ā€ She moaned around his length, gently rocking him as far as she could take him. Part of her was screaming for air, the other wanted to make him feel just as good as heā€™d made her feel moments ago. The fog was back, and she blinked the tears away as she looked up at him.
His jaw was tense, one hand still at the back of her head, the other balled in a fist and braced against the wall. Before this sheā€™d only seen him when he was a mouth and one eye, stirring up chaos on Yujiā€™s cheek. Looking up at him now, though, red eyes trained on her and black markings all over his body - he was breathtaking.
All-powerful and terrifying as hell, considering that he could kill her in an instant, but breathtaking, nonetheless. She let her other hand slide down his leg to rest between her own, pressing her fingers into herself - only to whine in disappointment when it felt nothing like him.
ā€œNeedy little thing, arenā€™t you? Iā€™ve gone hundreds of years without, and you just canā€™t wait for another.ā€ She breathed hard through her nose, trying to take in as much air as she could before he hit the back of her throat again. Black dots buzzed at the corners of her vision, the sound of her choking on what she could take echoed through the hall.
Her jaw was pried open at a painful angle to accommodate him, and he wasnā€™t showing any signs of stopping. Her grasp on his cock grew slack, and she wasnā€™t fighting him every time he knocked his tip just a little further into her mouth. Her own fingers stilled in her aching walls, eyelids fighting to stay open.
Sukuna huffed, sliding his hand around to smack at her cheek.
ā€œDonā€™t go passing out on me now, Iā€™m not finished with you just yet.ā€ And he pulled out of her mouth with a loud squelch as she gasped for air. The lightheaded feeling slowly dissipated as she looked up at him, tears and spit covering her face.
ā€œYou did okay. For now. Weā€™ll revisit that later, get up.ā€ She didnā€™t have to be told twice, rising on wobbly legs as quickly as she could. The thought occurred to her, that she was practically naked in front of him, while he was still fully clothed. She swallowed hard, trying to wipe away some of the shame along with the tears.
But he didnā€™t give her much time to wallow in her self-pity, quickly turning her around and pinning her to the cool wall. She shivered at the feeling of his solid body pressed into her back, erection still wet with her spit as it bounced on her bare ass.
ā€œMaybe next time, Iā€™ll let you look at me while I fuck you.ā€ He breathed down her neck, grabbing his length and rubbing it through her folds. She dug her nails into the wall; he barely fit her mouth, there was no way she was readyā€“
ā€œRelax, Iā€™m not interested in breaking you the first time around. It would ruin the fun in watching you look at me in anticipation every time youā€™re around.ā€ And he wasnā€™t wrong. Hell, he was still here, and the anticipation was coursing through her. Taking a slow breath she waited, thankful that the cool wall was enough to ease the heat on her face.
Sukuna gripped her hip and hooked his tip at her entrance before pushing in. She gritted her teeth, moaning at the already over-full feeling. For the situation being what it was, he was fairly gentle as he steadily eased himself through her tight walls with a prolonged hiss. She could only stay pressed against the wall, jaw dropped in a silent moan as he filled her out inch by agonizing inch. Her eyes rolled, body unsure if she should cry out in pleasure or pain.
ā€œGod look at you, practically foaming at the mouth. What would your sorcerers say if they caught you like this, hmm?ā€ He groaned, bucking his hips up into hers. Her voice finally caught up to her, and she cried out, nails scraping down the wall as she clawed for anything to keep her grounded.
He didnā€™t quite fit all the way, but it only turned Sukuna on even more. Of course, he couldnā€™t fit - but he would. He would break her open on his cock as many times as he needed, until she fit him like a second skin. Until he was the only thing she could think about whenever she tried to seek pleasure elsewhere.
She was playing a game she had no clue about, and Sukuna was going to win. He laughed as he grabbed her hips, pulling out to slam back into her walls. They sucked him in and tried to keep him out all at the same time.
ā€œSukuna, fuck!ā€ She moaned, reaching behind her to slow him down. He said he wasnā€™t going to break her, but the rough pace heā€™d set was literally fucking the air right out of her lungs. Her walls squeezed him tighter, and he moaned.
ā€œToo much for you already, princess? Iā€™m just getting started.ā€ Sukuna grabbed her wrists, pinning them above her head.
ā€œToo much, fuck, ā€˜s too much!ā€
ā€œIā€™m not that brat, youā€™ll take what I give you exactly how I give it to you. Donā€™t piss me off, Iā€™m in such a giving mood, right now!ā€ He snaked his other hand around her, tongue darting out to swirl around her clit. Sukuna grinned. In an attempt to get away, she only managed to shove herself further onto his cock.
ā€œSukuna please, I donā€™tā€¦Please!ā€
ā€œShort circuiting, and Iā€™m not even close yet. Shall we see just how many times I can make you cry before Iā€™m finally satisfied?ā€ Her mind was melting, she didnā€™t care anymore. What was she even begging for? Him to stop? Or maybe she was begging him not to stop. Sheā€™d never been filled up like this before; even the pain was pleasurable now. All she could do was stand against this wall and take it, anyway. Her body relaxed against him slightly, and he grinned.
ā€œIs there something you want from me, little sorcerer?ā€ She bit her wobbly lip hard, trying to focus on his words.
ā€œI want- I wanna cum.ā€
ā€œThat so?ā€ She nodded with a whimper.
ā€œBeg, and Iā€™ll think about it.ā€ She couldnā€™t even be bothered with the feelings of shame looming overhead. She wanted one thing, and if begging was all she needed to do to achieve it, wellā€¦
ā€œPlease I wanna cum.ā€ She whined, hands flexing in his grasp.
ā€œBeg more, you can do better than that.ā€
ā€œPlease Sukuna please I wanna cum, never wanted to cum so bad. Please make me cum on your cock please I-ā€ She was a wailing mess, she didnā€™t care who heard her pleas, only that he might answer them. His tongue licked at her folds, snaking around his length to tease her from every side.
He rocked her into her second orgasm, reveling in the feeling of her tightening around him as she screamed.
God, he needed to feel it again. The way her walls fluttered around his thickness, trying to close around the strain of taking him. The feeling was maddening, and Sukuna was sure he could pull another one from her immediately, he just needed to pick up the pace as he rammed his cock harder into her.
The wet sound of his second mouth lapping at her, mixed with her moaning variations of his name and ā€˜fuck donā€™t stopā€™ was more than enough to catch the attention of anyone close by, and as absorbed as Sukuna was in this little game, he wouldnā€™t let his guard down. He was sure she didnā€™t even remember what they were here for anymore at this point. If the whites of her rolled eyes and the drool currently sliding down the wall where her face was pressed against it were any indication, anyway.
He could feel her whole body start to twitch and tighten, and he knew she was close again. Two orgasms in, and he knew her body so well already. Heā€™d put that knowledge to good use later.
ā€œGo ahead little sorcerer, scream for me.ā€ And she came hard, walls clamping down on him, practically shoving him out while she did. It was enough to send him reeling, too. Hips slamming up into her, he sank his teeth into her shoulder as he finished with a growl. If they werenā€™t both so wrapped up in each other, they might have realized he growled ā€˜mine.ā€™ He painted her insides in white hot ropes, stilling when the euphoria finished washing over him.
ā€œIf you think that was mind-numbing, just wait until I get ahold of you in my true form.ā€ Sukuna whispered against the shell of her ear.
He pulled out with a groan, watching her whole body quiver as he did.
ā€œClean yourself up.ā€ She finally looked back at him, brows knit. He ripped the sleeve off his jacket, handing it over to her. When she tried to pull it, his grip tightened, and he looked at her expectantly.
ā€œThank youā€¦ā€ She said quietly as she cleared her throat.
ā€œSuch a good girl for me already, I donā€™t even have to train you. Iā€™ll be back, be ready to leave when I am.ā€
ā€œWait where-ā€
ā€œThereā€™s still a job to do here, isnā€™t there? Iā€™ve got a curse to kill.ā€ He smirked as he walked backwards up the hall.
Yuji wouldnā€™t be awake for a while, plenty of time for Sukuna to hide his prize. One of the many he planned on taking from her, he thought as he twirled the red panties on his finger.
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lvlyghost Ā· 11 months
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Cold Nights
Pairings: Simon "Ghost" Riley x F!Reader
Summary: Reader doesn't show up for morning training. Ghost doesn't know what to think.
Word Count: 794
Tw: fluff, angst, mentions of being sick, soldiers being scared of simon lol, ooc simon probably, he calls reader kid, i think that's itšŸ¤­
A/N: I'm sick and this came to my mind, I just want simon to take care of me okay???šŸ„¹šŸ¤§ this is super bad as usual. still hope you like it. pls remember english isn't my first language, corrections are welcome āœØšŸ’–
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Ghost doesn't see her at the cafeteria, nor the training room. He's disgruntled. His eyes keep drifting apart from the soldiers in front of him, waiting for the next round of endless push ups he's gonna make them go through.
Why isn't she here?
His body feels restless, pacing back and forth.
Soap doesn't say anything, just shifts his weight from one foot to another.
"Johnny," he calls him. "You're in charge."
"Lt.?" He quirks a brow, not understanding. That's so unlike him.
"Got things to do."
He storms out of the room, the walls rattle when he closes the doors.
It's a cold day. Just like the day before.
Days used to mean nothing to him.
Time.
Until she came along. Three years ago.
That woman... he sighs.
Was it something he said? Didn't they talk about it last night?
Everything was fine.
Or so he thought.
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"We shouldn't be out here, kid." He mutters. It's freezing, he can see her trembling even beneath her hoodie. Well it was actually his. The hoodie completely swallowing her small form.
"I know, I know!" She laughs. Her cheeks a beautiful shade of pink. "I just... it was too loud inside." That he can agree on. "Is it true?" She asks a few seconds later.
Simon stills. Choosing his next words carefully.
"What?"
"What Soap said." A heartbeat. "About us."
There's a silence that falls between them.
"Those were the words of a drunk man."
"Were they?" her smile is contagious. Damn her and her beautiful soul. "Would you come with me if I asked you to?"
He stares directly at her, trying to find any sign of doubt. He's always mesmerized by her gentle nature. That's something he never knew. Perhaps that's why he was so drawn to her. Longed to be wherever she was. Breathe the same air.
"I'd say that's highly inappropriate." He states. "And that you've had too many shots of whatever poor excuse of a whiskey Johnny made you drink."
"Price called it piss water." She shooks her head. "You're changing the subject!"
Simon chuckles. He really does.
"You've got such power over me no one else could ever have, kid."
And he's doomed.
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He's trying so hard, going through the events of the night, trying to remember. What happened? Nothing out of line was said. She seemed content when they parted ways, right after he had kissed her good night outside her room. Simon saw the way her eyes lit up with a spark he never saw before. The longing stare. Remembers vividly how she had stopped him, grabbing him by the collar of his shirt pulling him down for another heated kiss.
He walks down the corridor with long strides. Hands balled into fists. He shouldn't be this mad. But that was the effect she had in him.
He tries to cool down. Ghost was scared too. What if she had changed her mind and didn't want anything to do with him? He was messing up his head at the mere thought.
He finally makes it to the room, knocking twice before her soft voice tells him he can come in.
Inside the room, all the curtains were closed, not a single ray of light made it inside apart from the lamp casting shadows around. Furrowing his brows he closes the door behind him with a low click.
"Kid?" He calls her. Immediately rolling on her side she welcomes him, red eyes, stuffy nose and looking disheveled.
"Sorry I missed training." She apologizes. Changing to a sitting position and waits for him to sit next to her.
"What's wrong?" He demands with a soft voice. She's still wearing his hoodie from last night. Rubbing her eyes she gives Simon a tired smile.
"I'm just really sick Simon." She answers, he can hear her hoarse voice now.
"Bloody hell, love." His hand goes straight to her face, caressing her cheek. "Did you go to the infirmary?" Closing her eyes, she rest her head against his hand.
"Mhm. Got some painkillers prescribed. Still feel horrible."
"Good, it'll take some time for you to feel better. You need to rest, okay?". The look he gave her leaves no room for discussion.
"Wasn't planning on leaving my bed you know?" He smiles ever so slightly. "Would you stay with me?" When he doesn't answer right away she adds: "never mind you'll catch whatever this bug is and i don't ..."
"Sweetheart," he interrupts her rambling. "Scoot over."
She looks at him wide-eyed.
"You... you don't," she stutters.
"No, I don't mind at all. If there's anything you need just tell me, copy?" She nods, staring at his blue eyes. "Told you we shouldn't have been outside last night."
"Even if it meant catching a cold, I'm glad we did, Simon."
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xbellaxcarolinax Ā· 10 months
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pls do virgin miguel o'hara w/ a huge cock and fucks both of u dumb šŸ„¹
I hope this is what you meant, babe. Miguel might be ooc, idk, anyway, here ya go:
NSFW below the cut, minors DNI.
Nothing could have ever prepared you for this.
He's bigā€”massive even. The headā€™s swollen, precome beading at the very tip. All that from a heavy makeout session.
You stared, almost fascinated, stunned into silence.
"...is it okay?" Miguel grunted, watching you carefully with nervous eyes. He was sitting rather uncomfortably at the edge of your bed, legs spread apart and briefs pooled around his ankles.
"Uhhā€¦yeah," you sank to your knees in front of him, "just never seen one so...big." Miguel grew increasingly flustered at your words, even more so when you gripped him firmly in your hand, squeezing ever so slightly. His cock looked ridiculous in your small hands but that only fueled you to take up the challenge. You knew it'd hurt so good.
You bit your lip before devouring him, taking as much of him as you could. He choked, hand flying to grip your hair, and you were certain heā€™d take the lead and move you over his cock at the speed he desired, but he didnā€™t. His fingers were gentle, almost hesitant as he buried them within the strands.
It was your first time tasting him. You got lost in it, slobbering over the tip and down his shaft with the intention of taking him whole but he pushed you away, causing you to release him with a pop.
ā€œFuck, cariƱo,ā€ Miguel panted, shaking his head, his dark hair damp with sweat, ā€œI canā€™tā€”you canā€™tā€”itā€™s too much, I wonā€™t last.ā€
You looked up at him with a teary gaze, wanting to make eye contact but he refused, content with turning his head to the side to look at the wall.
ā€œMig?ā€ He ignored you, jaw clenched and nose flared as he fisted the sheets under him.
ā€œMiguel,ā€ you tried again, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand as you stood. He ignored you still and you grabbed his face in your hands, forcing him to meet your eyes, ā€œwhatā€™s wrong?ā€ You smoothed his hair away from his brow, hoping the action would soothe him. His eyes were lidded but he looked at you, brows arched.
ā€œWhatā€™s wrong, baby?ā€ You cooed.
"I don't know what I'm doing." He muttered, shutting his eyes as soon as the words left his lips.
"What do you mean?" You questioned, pressing your lips to his forehead in a chaste kiss, "youā€™re supposed to sit and enjoy.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s not what I mean,ā€ he sounded frustrated, his large hands falling to your hips, gripping you tightly, ā€œIā€™veā€¦never done any of this before.ā€ You paused, processing his words while stroking your thumbs over his high cheekbones.Ā 
Heā€™s never done this before? Had no one ever sucked his cock?
Did he meanā€¦?
Oh. OH.
ā€œYou mean youā€™re aā€¦?ā€
ā€œVirgin. Yeah.ā€ He finally said, dropping his into the plushness of your breasts.Ā 
The last thing you assumed was that Miguel Oā€™Hara was a virgin. The man was the very definition of confidence. Youā€™ve seen how women acted around him. It never crossed your mind that he lacked any sexual encounters. But now it made sense. Youā€™ve been dating Miguel for a few weeks and within those few weeks, you did nothing more than kiss like the world demanded it from you. That was fine; he was an excellent kisser.
Anytime it seemed like something more would come from the kissing, heā€™d stop, nipping it in the bud, saying he had work in the morning. He was a busy man and, well, that was that. You thought he never had much time for anything else.
But you understood now.
ā€œAhh Mig, nothing to be embarrassed about,ā€ you said sweetly, brushing the tip of your nose with his, ā€œwe can stop if you wantā€”ā€
ā€œNo!ā€ He roared, bringing you down to his lap. You could feel his erection, hot and wet with your spit, pressing hard against your clothed core. You gasped, letting your hands fall to his shoulders as he buried his face into your neck, ā€œDonā€™t wanna stop. Wanna feel you.ā€
ā€œYeah?ā€ you breathed, eyes fluttering as he nibbled your skin, ā€œa-are you sure? If youā€™re not ready thenā€”ā€
ā€œIā€™m ready,ā€ He growled, pressing his brow against yours, ā€œjust thought you should know, cariƱo. Donā€™t want to disappoint you.ā€
You rode him for what felt like hours, his giant cock slamming into where you needed him the most. You ached from the stretch of him, your cunt swollen and raw, gushing all over his length. He was a moaning mess, biting every surface of you he could: your neck, your shoulders, your collarbones, your breasts. He was insatiable, cumming within minutes of your pussy swallowing his cock. Refractory period non-existent. Heā€™d go again and again and again till he painted you completely with his spend and you were too fucked out to speak.
Nope. He didnā€™t disappoint. Not even a little.
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slttygeto Ā· 5 months
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guys, i hope you know that dad! satoru and his baby boy would share similar laughs/giggles and over the silliest things too. like if your baby starts giggling about a lego house falling apart, satoru joins him and literally falls over from laughter. both of their faces turn pink from laughing so hard and then they do it all over again šŸ„¹
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pseudowho Ā· 2 months
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As usual, I have no one to talk about this but... Have you seen those "mom instincts are cool, but let's talk about dad reflexes for a sec" vids???
Kento with dad reflexes? (Pretty sure he already has it when he's single or even in canon when Yuji is accompanying him in missions lmao)
I'm just in my bed giggling, kicking my feet because I can imagine him having those like when his baby girl would trip and he moves so FAST to catch her šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹ man idk where I'm going with this it's just making me go skkdkddkdjd
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The footsteps were slow, slick, echoing-- considered. At this stage, Kento didn't know if he and Yuuji were being hunted, or if they were the hunters. He suspected both.
The mansion fell apart around them, broken pipes lazily spewing sewage and muck. Kento felt the softly yielding floorboards beneath his feet, aware that if he wasn't careful, the second floor would very quickly become the first floor and--
"Oi, Nanamin!" Bounding, youthful footsteps hopped up beside Kento, who felt and heard the repercussions up the walls, the crack in the floorboards, the imminent collapse--
With the barest flash of movement, the floor beneath Yuuji's feet was missing, and Yuuji hung by his collar in Kento's iron grip, slowly rotating in the air as floorboards rumbled away with distant clatters. Otherwise, silence. A mildly dismayed hum from Kento, as he twizzled his blade in his other hand.
"Wow, Nanamin! Good refle--"
"Please make sure I do not have to use them, Itadori-kun."
"Ah...yeah."
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Curse-killing on a moving Subway train in the middle of the night wasn't the sort of overtime Kento needed...but when he heard the mission had been given to you, and you alone, he felt a sickening twist of anxiety in his gut. Not that you knew how he felt.
Kento bridled with incandescent rage, seeing you tumble down the rattling carriage, pinballing between poles and seats. Your fatal blow to this filthy Curse was not fatal quickly enough.
"Come on! It's dead, time to--" Kento's call was cut short, sensing imminent disaster as you kicked the door through on the opposite end of the carriage, and the Curse staggered into the walls, making the carriage list sideways, making you list sideways at the open door in your bullet-shot speed through this gloomy tunnel--
All at once, you felt yourself falling from the moving train, rolling and tumbling but wrapped up in something so warm that smelled so good.
You rolled to a stop, still full-body bear-hugged by Kento. You lay under him for a moment, face to chest through the torn off buttons of his shirt. He unfolded you with a soft sigh, hands and knees planted either side of your head and hips.
"Wow, Kento. Good refle--"
"Dinner, I--...we should go out for dinner."
"Oh. Like...now?"
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"Daddy, watch this--"
One little blonde girl, suspended and giggling upside down, caught. Kento, sighing, holding her by her ankle by the tree she was almost certainly too small to climb.
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"Jump, jump, jump, jump, ju--"
A full-suited barrel-roll across the living room, a near-miss with a tiny head and a coffee table corner. The boy peered sheepishly up at his daddy, whose narrow brown eyes glowered down in silent disapproval.
"Daddy, I was jumpi--"
"Hush. Be more careful."
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"I'll race you--"
"No, I'm winning I'M WINNING I'M---"
A flash of movement. One little boy and one little girl, hunched over and suspended by the backs of their jeans, spinning and surprised.
Kento grunted once, loaded down with shopping bags, hooking the boot of the car up with one foot, his keys between his teeth. He spat his keys onto the seat.
A truck barrelled past, its driver certainly not looking for little people. Kento grunted again, dropping children and shopping bags.
"Do not-- I repeat, do not run in the car park."
"...sorry daddy."
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You reached out towards Kento, seeing something glimmer in the honey-blond of his hair. His hand snapped up, grasping yours reflexively round the wrist. He let go immediately, apologetic.
"Sorry, I--...rough day with the kids." You smiled, stroking his cheek, and he leaned into your soft palm, planting a kiss there. Your gaze wandered to his hair again. Kento raised an eyebrow at you.
"What?"
"You've, uhm...got a grey hair."
Silence. A moderately dismayed hum.
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I agree. Nanami Kento has dad reflexes.
-- Haitch xxx
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luveline Ā· 8 months
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I love bombshell!reader omg theyā€™re so cutie. Im in an angst mood so imagine reader finally being hit emotionally hard on a case and asking spencer to stay with her in the hotel?? The rest of the team tries so hard to help but only Spencer can help her omg šŸ„¹
thank you for your request ā™” fem!reader
Morgan has an arm around you. It's the first thing Spencer notices, and he thinks, Thank fuck. Thank fuck someone's holding you together. And then he thinks, Maybe I should be that someone.Ā 
He's never seen you shaking that hard. Your usual easy air, not unlike Penelope's, has shrunk to nought. There's no flirty smile sent his way as he approaches, no dramatic throw of Moran's arm. I'd never cheat on my baby, you'd say, though you and Spencer aren't really dating.Ā 
"You okay?" he asks.Ā 
Spencer feels powerless in the face of your despair. You're obviously not fine. Kids always hit you the worst, and so many? Your reaction is warranted if uncharacteristic.Ā 
You don't answer him. Morgan squeezes your arm and stands with a kiss to the top of your head. "I'll leave you in the best hands," he says in way of farewell.Ā 
Spencer sits in the space Morgan vacates, hand behind your shoulder, his fingers curling between your side and your upper arm. You've had blood wiped out of your eyes haphazard, crusting of crimson on your lashes like a morbid mascara. He feels like crying for you.Ā 
"Hey," he says, giving your back a slow, heavy handed rub, "Sorry I wasn't here."Ā 
"That's okay." Your voice is all shudders like a trapped moth. "I'm okay."Ā 
He steers your face to his with a cautious hand to look at you properly. With want of a better method, he takes your untouched water bottle and holds it to his sleeve, pulling it over his fingers while the fabric is still saturated to wipe away the missed blood.
You follow his touch, eyes closing with a quick, pained sigh. Like he's pricked you with a knifepoint.
"I know you think you have to be perfect," Spencer says, sleeve turning a dirty orange, "but this is enough to affect anybody."Ā 
"I am perfect," you say quietly. It falls flat.Ā 
Spencer cups both sides of your face. Your eyes flutter open at the feeling. "You're perfect. And a perfect person would handle this badly."Ā 
His hands look rigid compared to the soft slopes of your cheeks, but they're gentle.Ā 
Tears like silver line your eyes. You wear grief like everything else until suddenly you don't, a crack, a sniffle and you're turning your face into one of his hands desperately. Spencer knows what you need before you're moving, pulling you into his chest with a hand braced behind your neck.Ā 
"It's okay," he says, hoping that if he says it with enough conviction it'll be true. "It's not your fault. There was nothing else we could do."
You shake your head from side to side against his shoulder. "I should've been quicker. I knew what was going to happen, I knew. And I couldn't do anything about it, I couldn'tā€“" Your sob is pulled from you on a hook, hard and sudden enough to end in a wheeze.
Spencer doesn't know what else to do but hug you and hope it calms you down. He's not used to being the most composed of the two of you, a disconnect between the salacious woman who hounds him relentlessly and the one who's falling apart in the circle of his arms.Ā 
You shake. Spencer rubs your back, shielding you from the cold weather until Hotch shouts for the BAU to fall in and get ready to leave.Ā 
"Will you stay with me?" you ask, pulling away from his chest reluctantly. "I don't want to be alone. The hotel's tooā€¦"Ā 
Spencer frowns, eyes closed, his face crushed to the side of your head. "Of course I will."Ā 
He knows what you were going to say. It's too quiet after all of tonight's noise. And alone, blaming yourself, he knows you'll scare yourself. Tear yourself to pieces. So Spencer sticks to you like glue from the SUV to the hotel to the jet the next morning. He'd do anything you asked him to do no matter how hard.Ā 
When you're ready, you'll fall back into your flirtatious routines. For now, Spencer takes your twitching hands under the table and holds them.
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upsidedownwithsteve Ā· 2 months
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If youā€™re still in the mood, could you write something for my camp!Steve fav boyfriend? I love him so muchšŸ§”šŸ„¹
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ā€œI canā€™t believe you managed to lose an oar.ā€
Steve huffed, squinting at you in the sunlight from his seat across from you. The small rowboat was almost floating in circles now as the second oar disappeared downstream.
ā€œYou say that as if it was my fault,ā€ Steve grunted, trying his best to steer the boat in the direction of the camp, with no real success.
You snorted, poking a toe into the boyā€™s stomach, your shoes abandoned in favour of lying back on the bench under the sun, your dress hiked up high on your thighs to feel the warmth. ā€œIt was,ā€ you laughed, squealing when Steve grabbed your foot and squeezed.
ā€œJust as well itā€™s our day off,ā€ Steve mused. He raised a hand to shield his eyes from the glare on the water, craning his neck to see the lump in the distance that was Camp Upside Down. ā€œI donā€™t think weā€™re getting back anytime soon. The current isnā€™t on our side.ā€
You sighed, too dramatically for you boyfriend to think you were actually annoyed. You sat up, stretching before leaning back against the wooden sides. ā€œWhat a shame,ā€ you pouted, pushing your sunglasses - Steveā€™s sunglasses - onto your head. ā€œHowever shall we waste our time?ā€
Steve didnā€™t get a chance to ask what you had in mind before you were bringing one foot up to prop against his knee. The skirt of your summer dress falling to the tops of your thighs, smooth skin exposed under his gaze. His brows shot up, his hand slipping on the remaining oar before he swore, grappling before it slipping into the water too.
ā€œEasy, sailor,ā€ you laughed, grinning at his excitement. His cheeks were pink, rosier than before when only the sun affected them. ā€œYou okay there?ā€
ā€œYeah, yeah,ā€ Steve waved away your concerns, his free hand slipping over your calf, bringing your foot to lean higher on his thigh, your legs falling open further. ā€œIā€™m fine, keep going, baby, donā€™t let me stop you.ā€
You snorted, all affection but you continued like youā€™d planned, fingertips trailing over your own legs to bring your dress up higher, spread thighs showing off the bikini briefs you hadnā€™t gotten to get wet yet. A forest green colour, tied at the sides of your hips and so, so easy to make fall apart. You fingered the ribbons, teasing, eyes on Steveā€™s as his lips fell open at the mere suggestion of you baring yourself to him so publicly.
ā€œBabe, youā€™re gonna fucking kill me.ā€
ā€œBoo,ā€ you pouted, brows drawn together. ā€œHere I was, just getting used to having you around.ā€
Steve scoffed, a choked laugh that trailed into a groan because you were sliding two fingers across your covered cunt. ā€œNormally Iā€™d have something smart to say to that,ā€ Steve breathed, ā€œbut thereā€™s like, no blood in my brain right now.ā€
Grinning, you let your foot trail to his crotch, pushing a little at his hard cock through his sport shorts. You played dumb, head cocked to the side as you leaned back onto your elbow. ā€œI wonder where itā€™s went to?ā€
ā€œPrincessā€”ā€ Steve warned.
ā€œHarrington,ā€ you bit back.
ā€œCā€™mon,ā€ he pleaded. His hands were back on your leg, rough and warm and wrapping around your calf until his fingers were trailing upupup and tracing the edge of your bikini briefs. ā€œGonna lemme see?ā€
You pulled at one side of the strings, the material falling loose and exposing one hip. Steve swallowed audibly. It would be too easy to pull the green fabric to the side, to let him see how wry you were, how much you loved the idea of him getting to see you like this out in the open. How much you got off on putting on a show for him.
How much you loved to win.
ā€œSay please, pretty boy,ā€ you asked him prettily, your voice all soft and saccharine.
Steve glared at you, knowing this game, knowing you always won. He swore when you pulled your dress higher, a small hand running down the soft pudge of your navel until your fingers dipped into the briefs, toying with your folds. You moaned, eyes fluttering, tongue on show as you brought the same fingers to your lips.
You made a show of licking your digits, sucking one into your mouth as you met his gaze, acting coy, feeling triumphant.
ā€œPlease, princess,ā€ Steve rasped out, his cock pressed hard to his shorts, twitching for your attention. ā€œPlease?ā€
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jjongslutz Ā· 4 months
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soft needy sex with jay thoughts? šŸ„¹
a/n - this has been half-finished in my drafts for MONTHS i'm so sorry i hope it's at least half decent
seeing each other for the first time after months while he was on tour :(( the two of you just want to be so close to each other in any way, from hugging tightly at the airport in front of everyone, to refusing letting go of each other's hands in the car - all the way to the two of you kneeling in front of each other, helping take off each other's clothes
the way he would take a moment to admire your naked body before pulling you into him, chest against chest to crash your lips together in a desperate kiss that you've both been needing for so long
you'd spend so long just making out with each other, feeling your skin on skin, the warmth that envelops both of you. he'd turn you both around so you're laying on your back, and he's on top, trailing kisses down your bare body as your hands travel to wherever they can reach on him
he'd leave soft kisses against your bare cunt, licking up gently in the way that gets you shutting your eyes and running your hand in his hair. but he doesn't do it long enough for you to cum, no, the both of you are too desperate and need much more than that
making his way back up, he'd gently pump his cock until he's lined up with your entrance, wasting no time in diving into your heat, humming and cursing softly at the way he fits perfectly into you that he hasn't felt in so long
despite how needy the two of you are, the sex is still soft and slow, wanting to prolong the feeling as much as you can - and once you're coming undone, he's cockwarming you until you both fall asleep, neither of you wanting to be apart
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heartual Ā· 2 years
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anyways iā€™m anticipation watching college move in vids again
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blue-jisungs Ā· 2 months
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PLSPLSPLS do the sleeping w plushies FOR SVT PREFORMANCE UNIT šŸ™šŸ™šŸ™šŸ’•šŸ’•
you still sleep with plushies ā™”
author's note. here u go! hope you like it <3
you can find vocal unit ver here, hhu here
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ā”†å½” SOONYOUNG [ ģˆœģ˜ ]
im sorry but this man believes heā€™s a tiger and youā€™re not making a fuss about itā€¦
so why would he mind your plushies?
actually, he thinks itā€™s so so cute and it was one of the first things that he noticed in your apartment
he often talks "through" them (?) like,, heā€™ll grab a plushie n be like
"sooyoungie told me he wants a kissā€¦"
cries.
anyways.
he wonā€™t admit it but he loves the feeling of your warmth and your plushies surrounding him when u two fall asleep together
sometimes steals one or two when theyā€™re about to go on tour
and actually makes it his life mission to bring you a new plushie (preferably tiger one) from each place you/they visit
in no time youā€™ll have to find a new storage because your bed started running out of placeā€¦
ā”†å½” JUNHUI [ ꖇäæŠč¾‰ ]
iā€™m so sorry but he was very flabbergasted at first when you told him that one day
"plushiesā€¦ likeā€¦ plush animals? like, those for kids?" he repeated, frowning
no mf, rocks. of course plushies as inā€”
he noticed your mood got a little down by his reaction :(
and sure, he was surprised because he never stumbled upon a grown person still sleeping with plushies but it wasnā€™t like he minded?!
so he suddenly left your place, saying that heā€™ll buy some snacks
and he comes back with like,, a bag of plushies ā˜¹ļøā˜¹ļøā˜¹ļø and snacks too.
he apologizes n explains himself and youā€™re just so taken aback that he has to shake your arms <\\3
n then you two spend the rest of the evening naming the plushies he bought,, obviously falling asleep w them too
andā€¦ heā€™d rather die than admit itā€¦. but he started to like this
n he started a small collection at home tooā€¦ šŸ„¹
ā”†å½” MINGHAO [ å¾ę˜Žęµ© ]
when you first started dating, youā€™d usually sleep over at his place (because itā€™s a mf villa u can do whatever u want there lmao)
but one day hao shot u a text that heā€™s gonna be over at yours in 10 with his pjs
so you texted him: "i have weird sleeping habits thoā€¦ i still sleep with plushiesā€¦"
and mans genuinely went "so?"
like, he couldnā€™t care less in a good way,, yk?
heā€™s been living with 12 guys for a couple of years nowā€¦. what is a bunch of stuffed animals to him?
ever since then you transferred some of your babies over to his place so they were there just in case hehe
and he loves that,, heā€™ll hug them if youā€™re not sleeping together :(
also will punch them occasionally,, like a cute aggression šŸ˜­ never tells u that thoā€¦.
ā”†å½” CHAN [ ģ°¬ ]
honestly when chan saw your plushies for the first time his eyes went as wide as a kidā€™s eyes in a candy store
he genuinely thinks itā€™s so cool !!
"omg y/nnie those are all yours?! and this one is your childhood one? and this is from the arcade date?! huhā€” you named this one after me???ā€ (and itā€™s an otter btw)
heā€™s so obsessed šŸ„¹
will steal some of them n just carry em around, sometimes pulls a plushie out when practicing alone
because the guys laughed at him because of thatā€¦ welp,, they did until you joined them for practice one day and there was a sad pout forming on your lips when mingyu teased chan about "how silly that plushie looks"
(then chan made them apologize to you and it may have been one of those moments when the maknae was scarier than the leader >:) )
chan also developed a habit of buying every plushie in sight that reminds him of you OR he thinks heā€™d like
especially if you have like an fav pokemon or tv show character,, literally whatever ā€“ heā€™ll buy it the second his eyes land upon it
anything to make his partner happy šŸ„¹
(deffo bought this big ass teddy bear too and until this day it sits proudly in your bedroom <3 )
masterlist <3
taglist. @mirxzii ,, @primoppang ,, @l3visbby ,, @nicholasluvbot ,, @planetkiimchi ,, @weird-bookworm ,, @slytherinshua ,, @kazmura ,, @laylasbunbunny ,, @dazzlingligth ,, @eternalgyu ,, @rubywonu ,, @haecien ,, @mine-gyu
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halcyone-of-the-sea Ā· 9 months
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You know, all I want is to spend some time with Nikto on his off-days and have him read Dostoyevski to me, if you don't want to make this like a single fic you can maybe incorporate it into "ravishing allure" some time later šŸ„¹
"ā€¦and there can be no love otherwise."
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PAIRINGS: Nikto x F!Reader
SYNOPSIS: If anyone could make the bad days better, it was Nikto.
WORDCOUNT: 2.3k
WARNINGS: Stress from work/life, lack of sleep, mostly fluff, comfort, etc.
*I do not give others permission to translate and/or re-publish my works on this or any other platform*
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There were times you wondered if putting up with your job was really worth it. Sure, you needed the money to pay rent, food, and bills, among a laundry list of others that just seemed to never end, but was the cost of your sleep the metaphorical soul you had to hand over?Ā 
Every day you came home tired to your little apartmentā€”neighbors loud and the light in the bathroom flickering because the electrician had never shown up to fix it. Tired, but unable to fall asleep until everything else was done. So, youā€™d make dinner, clean, shower, sit down to mindlessly watch a show on TV for half an hour, and then stumble into bed.Ā 
Only to stay awake and stare at the ceiling.Ā 
You canā€™t say why you do it, thinking over the things you did wrong and the awkward conversations you have with coworkers; you shouldnā€™t care about itā€”really, you shouldn't. Yet you canā€™t stop your brain from slipping like a slide to every instance, every millisecond where you felt the air of the interaction change. Side-eyes and confused looks.Ā 
And then at six oā€™clock, youā€™d drag yourself out of bed with bags on your face and a drained expression to do it all over again.Ā 
ā€œHi, how can I help you today?ā€Ā 
ā€œOh, of course, we have some in the backā€”Iā€™ll go grab it for you.ā€
ā€œThank you! You have a good day now, Sir. Come back soon.ā€
It just felt fake. Greet, help, take money, wave and smile, repeat, repeat, repeat. But maybe today would be slightly different, by the second pair of shoes that were placed in your apartment entry as you slowly opened the front door.Ā 
Bootsā€”black and set an equal distance apart with a cleaned surface despite the places theyā€™d been and what theyā€™d probably stepped through. They were neatly situated under the small bench you had for convenience, and you blink at them as you softly shut the door and lock it. A large, and matching in color, jacket was folded and placed atop the flat surfaceā€”keys sitting in an indent.Ā 
Nikto, ever the neat and tidy one. He must be back then.Ā 
While the two of you didnā€™t live together, the bear of a man had made a habit of coming over when he returned from deployments with KorTacā€”youā€™d given him a key the second year youā€™d been together.Ā 
Your ears faintly twitch to the sound of cooking, nose moving just a second later to the scent of something on the stove. Clinking pans and silent footsteps. He knew you were here, sure as anything. Weakly sighing, you shift out of your jacket and shoes; tossing them in the general direction of the bench as you rub at your eyes and drop your purse to the floor with a slap of canvas.Ā 
How do you explain looking like shit?Ā 
Shuffling into the kitchen, you undo some of the buttons on your blouse to let yourself breathe, dress pants running along the carpet as your feet pad like a houndā€™s slapping paws. Vision blurry and eyelids threatening to close on you, you find the tall man in front of the stove, moving something in a pan with sizzling oils with the wide flex of his shoulders.
On another burner, thereā€™s a large pot of simmering waterā€”the counter has already been cleaned up of flour and mess, a tidy pile of dirty items sitting in the sink to be washed. You stare for a second before you grumble a hello, forcing your body to sag into his back as you walk over and slap your forehead into his spine.Ā 
Nikto grunts lowly in response and continues what heā€™s doing.Ā 
While it wasnā€™t rare to find him in the kitchenā€”in fact, you prefer it when he cooksā€”but usually when he got back you opted to order supper. He always insisted, gruffly, that he wasnā€™t tired, but you just wanted him to relax.
It was fun to baby him.Ā 
ā€œDidnā€™t know you were going to be back today,ā€ you whisper into him, arms hanging by your sides.Ā 
ā€œWe were released early,ā€ his voice is deep and harshā€”a bark of his Russian accent and rasp. Every word is thought out and said with purpose. ā€œConflict in schedule.ā€
You hum lowly, and itā€™s immediately after that Nikto stiffens, back going straighter. Itā€™s the fact that you donā€™t even notice that youā€™ve completely screwed up your own routine that tips him off; how your change in pace had made him initially suspicious as heā€™d heard you enter the apartment.Ā 
You hadn't commented on his eyes. Hadnā€™t tried to get him to turn around to see them.Ā 
There was a running gag that Nikto toleratedā€”youā€™d grab him carefully by the chin and tilt his blank eyes to you in all of their icy glory. Sparks of glass and chilled storms inlay near the pupils. Youā€™d stare, smile, and then say, ā€œYup, heā€™s still in there.ā€Ā 
Even if you couldnā€™t see it under his balaclava, Niktoā€™s lips would part and heā€™d study your face for a minute in silence, before lightly bonking his forehead to yours. A strange and unique kiss that only he could perfect in his intimidating way.Ā 
You hadnā€™t even attempted that.Ā 
Nikto puts down the fork he was using to push around the fried potatoes and mushrooms; Pelmeni still simmering in the pot for another five minutes. The cut-up dill and melted butter on the counter are pushed from his mind with a purpose in his veins.
ā€œWhat is wrong with you?ā€ Nikto turns and you stifle a fatigued snort as you look up at him. It wasnā€™t his fault, of course. English isnā€™t his first language, and you found his broken, or sometimes bare-bones blunt, sentences to be endearing.
ā€œSuch a way with words, hm?ā€ You canā€™t help but tease, and you can see the annoyed furrow of his brown brows, nose huffing a breath. ā€œJust tired, Nikto.ā€ Your words make his gaze slide along the very visible bags and the red veins of your eyes.Ā 
He mutters something in Russian under his breath, lids narrowing on you as he grasps your shoulders and moves you back so he can look you up and down slowly in a near clinical breakdown of atoms. As if he can peel back clothes and splay nerves to light.Ā 
ā€œYou look horribleā€¦Sickly.ā€ You can see the brain working as your lips go into a line to stay off your loud laugh. ā€œLike dead woman walking.ā€
He was so much better with actions than words, this beast of wide shoulders and shifting thighs that could crush your bones to dust in an instant. You liked that about himā€”you never had to guess when he was being genuine or not.
ā€œWorkā€™s been rough,ā€ you chuckle lowly, sliding on a fake smile that doesnā€™t fool him for a second. ā€œNothing I canā€™tā€¦figure out, okay? Thanks for making supper, I love when you cook.ā€
Niktoā€™s eyes soften just a smidge, his hands holding your flesh just the littlest bit tighter. His expansive chest rises and falls in a heavy sigh, the bulk of his stomach and pecs visible under the tucked black t-shirt and his spare cargo pants.
Without a word, youā€™re being lifted with little more than a huff of, ā€œŠ¼Š¾Ń Š½ŠµŠ¶Š½Š°Ń Š“ŠµŠ²Š¾Ń‡ŠŗŠ°ā€¦ keep awake.ā€
You squeak as youā€™re settled onto his shoulder, hanging off like a sack of grain as his arm wraps over the top of your tailboneā€”large other hand on your thigh and fingers firmly grasping your skin.Ā 
ā€œNiktoā€”!ā€
ā€œHush,ā€ he grunts, a bark of a chuckle wafting out as your hand playfully hits his back with a pathetic slap. The man raises a brow, smirking under his face covering. ā€œWhat do you expect to do with that, girl?ā€Ā 
ā€œTo let you know,ā€ you poke at his spine and he shifts your farther down his shoulder in retaliation as you scramble and grasp at his shirt; giggling as your head sways to his steps. ā€œThat I won't go quietly!ā€Ā 
ā€œGood to know,ā€ he grumbles. ā€œI would want nothing less, eh?ā€Ā 
His hands make sure that you donā€™t fall, even if you were to start wiggling or slipping.
You go limp and let him carry you into the living room, face burning with appreciation as your limbs let themselves rest. Nikto slings you back over his shoulder and drops you to the couch as you laugh, head purposely hitting the pillow as your chest rises and falls with breaths.Ā 
The man stares down at you as you chuckle in gasps, always one to stare at any chance he gets. His arms crossed at his chest, feet apart, and shadow slipping over you from the overhead light. You gaze up silently, a smile on your lips, and quizzically raise to your brow.
ā€œStay,ā€ is what he says to you, icy vision sliding down your body with a hum of approval. He sends a teasing slap to your thigh before striding back into the kitchen, narrowly missing your leg kicking out at his arse.Ā 
Nikto scoffs at your attempt and disappears.
Normally youā€™d run at him and jump on his back, hanging off like an animal, but being as fatigued as you are, you call a mumbled curse at his name and curl sideways. Your face nuzzles into the pillow, smiling lightly before you let your eyes momentarily close.
You must have taken a quick nap because it seemed not even a second later that you were being shaken awake by a hand on your arm; spreading up to run over your cheek as your lashes flutter. ā€œŠœŠøŠ»Š°Ń.ā€ You sigh, vision blurry and your head pounding. A strong scent hits your nose and you perkā€”rubbing at your eyes and face. ā€œEat.ā€
A plate of fried potatoes with mushrooms and another bowl of Pelmeni are on the coffee table, and the former is shoved into your face by a strong hand, the small dumplings topped with melted butter and dill.Ā 
ā€œPelmeni,ā€ Nikto states in a monotone, blinking at you as if you donā€™t know his own cultureā€™s food by now. He made them often enough, which was why you liked him so muchā€”food was truly the way to your love.
Youā€™d taken up baking some of Niktoā€™s favorite desserts once, had failed horribly, and left most of the kitchen work to himā€”but the funny thing was that whenever you did bake, the man still always cleaned his plate. Youā€™d never seen him turn down your food, even when you could see his eyes scrunch with restrained aversion.
ā€œŠ”Š°,ā€ he would grunt out, ā€œgood.ā€ It was so strained you always laughed so hard your lungs hurt after. On the off-hand, Niktoā€™s skills in the kitchen were enough to get you to sell your car for just another bite.Ā 
Sitting up, you carefully take the bowl and look up at him, smiling deeply.Ā 
ā€œThank you, Nik.ā€ The man hums and turns his head away, still unused to outright affection even two years in. ā€œNikto~ā€ you draw out his name, tilting your head to the side and trying to catch his gaze again.Ā 
ā€œSilence, woman,ā€ he growls with no real heat, huffing before carefully placing his forehead to yours again as you expected him to. You giggle and stare into his eyes smugly.Ā 
You knew what he was waiting for. Your blood runs hot, face going into a picture of care. His blues blink at you as snowflakes mingle with mist; a mix of cold and desolate landscapes that offer no reprieve from harm besides the small glint of fire they gain when they lock with yours.Ā 
ā€œYup,ā€ you whisper, and Niktoā€™s shoulders loosen as he presses more deeply into your skin. ā€œHeā€™s still in there.ā€Ā 
He stares intensely, and the faintest of twitches under his balaclava tell you all you need to know.Ā 
Nikto makes sure you eat your fill and when youā€™re done he takes the dishes and washes them while you shower and get into pajamas. Sluggish, but warmed by a full stomach and your boyfriendā€™s care. You come out to find heā€™s already reclining on the couch, book in hand as the other bends behind his neck. Lights were low and the heat turned up. Nikto opens his side to you and your body snuggles next to himā€”it had taken a long time to earn his trust like this; to be near him and to freely give affection.
It would be longer still until you saw his face, but you can live with that. There was no rush, and you knew it was a large soft spot even if heā€™d never shared the details as to why.
You sigh deeply and Nikto grunts, moving his arm behind your back and keeping you to his chest as he reads.Ā 
This is a common sight from him, and he begins reading to you in his mother tongue from the works of Fyodor Dostoevsky, the grit and gravel of his voice sliding into words and sensations as you practically feel it coming from his chest and throat. Your head situates itself under his chin, feeling his free hand playing with your hair until you go brain-dead except to the way he feels and sounds. Harsh words had never been more gentle.
Halfway through he switches to English, his sentences now more slow and thought out and your lashes flutter; breath soft as you take in his scent of oakmoss and amber. His heart beats steady and true.Ā 
ā€œā€˜To love is to suffer,ā€™ā€ he reads, fingers rubbing circles into your clothes and letting you sleep as the day grows faster into a cold night. He glances down with easy eyes, gripping you just a bit closer as your body entirely goes limp in his embrace. ā€œā€˜...And there can be no love otherwise.ā€™ā€Ā 
He silences himself and watches for a moment before he closes the book, dropping it silently to the coffee table and staring past you at the ceiling. The man feels your warmth bleed into his scarred and damaged skin and whispers something akin to vindication.
Nikto listens to your steady breathing and holds you. Steady. Noiseless.Ā 
He grunts to himself and only presses you closer.
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