#I wanted to throw up

[bellamysgriffin]

ULTIMATE SHIPS CHALLENGE - Deaths [¼]

#lostedit #sunjinedit #sunhwakwonedit #jinsookwonedit #lostdaily #cinemapix #dailyflicks #* #*usc #flashing tw. #userhann #chaoticroad #singinprincess #userrin #heymaur #useremsi #userbarrow #rewatching this for this set was crazy like it was so much worse than i remembered #userrebekah #i wanted to THROW UP #also coloring this was a nightmare lmao

[squirrelthing85]

I am all for being corruptionpilled jane prentiss kin or whatever in Theory (being consumed by what loves me) but my ass? Could Not handle the bugs. Maybe I’m a poser. but I’m sorry my love. Creepy Crawlies in my House and Home? I shudder at the thought

#there was a centipede in my house today #it had to have been 3 inches long #this was many hours ago I am still shaken up by it #god I just can Not handle bugs in my house #in my house and home!!! they don’t pay rent!!! crawling around!! too many legs!!!’ #I wanted to throw up #I squished his ass #but still #I am wary of every tickle and anything that moves in the corner of my eye #I am weak! #Jane I love you but I could never be you #the magnus archives #tma #🍖 #I Guess thé point is that it’s a manifestation of fear #but like. I love the message & identify with the concept or whatever #but the medium beinf bugs I could never commit to #sorry for rambling. I’m still stressed out about that goddamn centipede #it was So big you don’t understand

[shadwife]

One of the worst things to happen to me was I logged into my personal gmail on my work computer that I shared with another coworker and it somehow logged me into chrome and synced my browser history from my phone so all of the fanfiction I’ve ever looked at was there. I didn’t notice for months.

My favorite pastime was once talking with my best friend while we search up messed up stories for whatever media franchise we could think of so we can read them out loud to each other, so my browsing history was… not tame.

#nobody ever said anything but I found out by like typing something into the search bar that was work related so #she definitely saw 🥴 #hope she just… didn’t notice or something IDK #I wanted to throw up

[subcutaneous-heat]

Sky made a fucking Ultimate Spouse tierlist that featured his, Rose's, and Gen's OCs. And all of them put DISRESPECT on Stew. He belongs in S TIER. That's where he should be and where he will always be in my heart of hearts.

SKY PUT HIM IN FUCKING. B TIER. I couldn't believe my eyes. That's my fucking boyfriend who I'm going to MARRY and you put him in B TIER.

#tóm talks #i wanted to throw up #AND HE ALSO PUT ME IN C TIER #understandable but also BRO.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

historical drama/sitcom where two gay best friends (woman and man) get lavender married--and proceed to spend the Fancy European Honeymoon their parents paid for acting as each other's wingman

#and hijinks ensue. obviously. #BONUS POINTS if they're gender nonconforming/questioning/trans coded #back at home they'd get dressed up then switch outfits in the taxi on the way to the gay club #now that they're married/on vacation in a new country they just wear what they want #he already has a glamorous collection of silk dressing gowns but she's the one who drags him out to buy a closet full of evening gowns #he tries to throw his suits out to make closet space and she steals them for her own wardrobe #also i think they should be a fun mixture of supportive and Cattily Judgemental about each other's dating decisions #just for funsies #like when your bestie is making a mess of their love life but you're in no position to lecture them bc youre WORSE #no wait wait wait #FINAL SEASON they both realize they're trans and move abroad permanently--where they each assume the other's legal identity!!! #SERIES FINALE: a joyful double wedding--wherein they lovingly divorce each other #and (under their switched identities) legally marry their longterm partners

[strawberrydykke]

yes all my favorite characters are desperate to be loved. no i don’t think that says anything about me

#personal #sorry i thought too hard about izzy hands and now i want to throw up #also obviously it does say something about me but i'm in denial <3

[project-sonadow]

based on this:

#project draws #sonadow #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sorry this image immediately made me want to throw up from laughing so i had to draw it

[femcelhood]

They weren’t lying my nails definitely look healthier and I don’t even have much of a desire to chew them off but. WHY ARE THEY SO LONG ITS FREAKING ME OUT

#listen. at my old job a woman came in and her nails were so grotesquely long #THEY WERE CURLING #IM TALKING LIKE 6 INCHES AT LEAST #I WANTED TO THROW UP #AND MINE ARE LIKE. 2CM AND I FUCKING HATE IT #ARRGGGHHH I JUST WANT LITTLE STUBS BUT I CANT DO THAT ANYMORE

[beybuniki]

ofa trio

#posting on a monday is so random but this sketch is weeks old i kind of forgot about it but it's cute i want to show it :) #THE SUCCESSORSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS *throws up and dies* #i added the actual quirk and deleted it it was too corny... but i love them sm it is what it is #bnha #deku #midoriya izuku #bakugo katsuki #all might #toshinori yagi

[lotus-pear]

hngghh domestic......

#screaming crying throwing up sliding down the wall soft skk makes me so feel so warm and giddy #listen i love their canon dynamic but a hopeless part of me wants them to fall in love and pursue a tranquil domestic life #free from the burdens of their jobs and their past (<- i am delusional this will never happen) #A GIRL CAN DREAM #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

[bellwethers]

It’s suki!

#I’m playing ghost of Tsushima and I’m kind of obsessed with samurai armour atm #I’m assuming the Kyoshi warriors are samurai inspired anyways #but forgive me if I’m wrong #kind of want to draw her more … #also I’m obsessed with tabi shoes.. #I’m going to draw her more… #I love her #if she isn’t in the new movie I’ll throw up #atla suki #suki #suki avatar #atla #atla fanart #fanart #avatar #avatar the last airbender #the last airbender

[puppyeared]

these two are so interesting to me

characters belong to @canisalbus

#clenches fists. im so sosososo normal about them. i think about them a normal amount (lying) #actually the 2nd image is based on some sort of anime couple pose template(?????) that i saw a while back and wanted to draw them in it #but i swear to god i CANNOT FUCKING FIND IT. i was literally knee deep in yuri and yaoi fanart for hours trying to find that god damn photo #but i dont even know who the characters were and pinterest just shows me bakugou and deku making out sloppy style whenever i try #so i gave up an tried drawing it from memory and cried the whole time. i hate anatomy.. but they look so happy so its fine #god whenever i see Lore or sweet little tidbits for these two i want to tear into something with my teeth and throw something /pos #i genuinely want to study these gay little renaissance dogs under a microscope #what fucks me up is the fact that we all know it ends horribly but u cant help loving them anyway.. they are so. incoherent hand gestures #my art #myart #others ocs #vasco #machete #vaschete #furry art #fur #anthro

[junk-culture]

good ending

#i got some uhhh like. army style/cadet patrol boots and ik buying from military supplies shops is cringe but #im sick of shoes that dont last + i want something sturdy for walking thats also not as ugly as normal walking shoes. #some butch swag was gained today i think #i got them in brown because idk jgjgk i didnt want the black ones to look Too armycore .or too policecore(throwing up noise) #it's a swag shade of brown though

[inkskinned]

they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?

they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.

you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.

you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.

mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.

you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.

#writeblr #warm up #to be clear let me state again: i think you should id however you fucking want if it helps you seek peace #but there is a HUGE difference between being like '.... im undiagnosed but i think i might be X' #and a person who is like ''omg my intrusive thoughts made me buy a birkin!!!'' #babe mine made me throw up bc they disgusted me so much <3 #mine made me hurt myself evenly. even when i wanted to stop. i have had to put my hand on the stove MULTIPLE TIMES #and again i'd rather have 10000 people get help for something they don't need help for #than have 1 kid NOT get help #but there has GOTTTTT to be a middle ground here #bc at this point it isn't ''raising awareness'' #it's . fucking misinformation. and ''what this picture says about you!!!!!'' #& yes! im mostly talkin about ppl who are actually disgusted and offended by signs of mental illness #but use it to defend THEIR actions #like babe you hate when kids start yelling in the walmart? but you YOuRSELF can yell? #you are depressed so it's fine you were cruel to your spouse? #but if your spouse spends too much time in bed she's a lazy fuck? #your partner needs to do everything for you bc of your history in trauma? but when SHE has needs she's being clingy and gross? #HUGE difference here between whom i think most of my followers are btw. like #all it takes is fucking anyyyy empathy or kindness . like. #anyway it's hard to explain im hoping we all know the person im talking about lol

[blewsee]

they make me so sick in the head it’s actually unreal

#photo insp from that one photo in the cnn article on s2! #i flipped the image bc i wanted to draw crowleys little snake tattoo #idk i thought it was cute #anyways. that new season huh? #crying. screaming. throwing up. kicking the shit out of my pillow. #i love being overly invested in my gay little tv shows #go2 #good omens fanart #good omens #good omens season 2 #crowley good omens #aziraphale #aziraphale x crowley #ineffable husbands #fanart

[celestialblueboy]

Has someone already done this? It needed to happen.

Aziracrow Christmas card is canon now

#they are so cute I want to throw up #good omens #michael sheen #david tennant #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #good omens fanart #fan art #my art