The Barbie movie really said. Yes you will grow up and childhood wonder will vanish. Yes you will grow up and learn to hate yourself, your body, your awkwardness. Yes you will grow up and lose your confidence and certainty and sense of purpose. Yes you will grow up and the world will seem a bleaker, lonelier place every day, and society will seem bleaker and lonelier every day, and you won’t understand what went wrong in the span of just a few years, what took you from a happy and secure young girl to a sad, uncertain, scared grown woman.
And yet. You will learn to find beauty again. You will find joy in not having a purpose, in building a purpose for yourself. You will find beauty in connection, with the people and the world around you. You will learn to love signs of ageing as proof of a life well lived, of experience and happiness. You will take that little girl by the hand and tell her “I know, this isn’t what you thought it would be, but it’s real. Let me show you how beautiful it can be.”
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I was scrolling through Instagram and I saw a video of someone who found a CD from 2002 in da thrift store and it was called “Lula at 10 years old” and it’s the video of a dog in a park running around as her owner records her and the person who reposted put a caption “this was someone’s pride and joy and now she’s just a memory on a CD” and I’m crying because this was someone’s beloved dog. This dog was 10 years old and her owner took her to a park and recorded being happy so they could forever cherish her even after she was gone and I hate the passage of time and that all the things will love and even ourselves will become memories either to us or to someone else
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Fall Out Boy really said “I’m sifting through the sand sand sand, looking for pieces of broken hour glass, trying to get it all back, put it back together as if the time had never passed. I know I should walk away, know I should walk away, but I just wanna let you break my brain and I can’t seem to get a grip, no, no matter how I live with it. These are the last blues” and expected me to act normal like those words put in that order don’t fucking do ANYTHING to me at all
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not me crying over the umbrella academy
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It’s Father’s Day in America. I lost my dad to suicide almost 10 years ago. I cry every year. So. Happy Father’s Day to all the dad figures dad types and the like. It can be a wonderful day, a sad day, a complicated day, just another Sunday, a mixed bag of emotions and more, so take care friends
It’s always a bit of a hard day for me but Happy Father’s Day to my dad too. I will always miss you and wish you could know the person I’ve become, my growth, my struggles, my friends, my partner, the life I’ve built. I’m still growing and I wish you could be on the journey with me. We would be having a blast. Regardless, I will never forget you and I will always cherish the time I was privileged to share with you. So happy Father’s Day Michael Barton. I love you.
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choso and his jealous baby </3
one hand rubbing your back while his other is massaging your scalp while you sit on his lap in the backseat of his car.
"Baby, you have to stop crying and tell me what happened sooner or later." Choso looks at you with so much worry. You both were at a party having a fun time last time he looked up. You were laughing and having a ball with your friends, so when he sees you run out the house crying, he’s instantly on you, wanting to know what happened and who’s ass he has to beat.
"Come on, baby, please. I just want to know you’re alright." The man hopefully tries again."You're going to think it’s ‘tupid." You muffle out after almost 10 minutes of you both in peaceful silence—well, as silent as it can be outside of a house party at 1am.
"I saw you and that girl." Choso can’t even hide the confusion on his face; he almost looks at you like you’re dumb. "Baby, what fucking girl?"Not answering, you pull out your phone to show him her Instagram: "Her Cho! The one who clearly has a crush on you!" You can feel the tears pull at your eyes once more. You hate the feelings of jealousy, but you can’t help it sometimes.
Before you can get too wrapped up in your thoughts, your boyfriend's long, slender fingers reach out and grab your face to look at him. "Y/N, I just told her if she doesn’t stop trying to shake her ass on me after I repeatedly told her I have a lovely and beautiful girlfriend, I’m going to get Maki to beat her ass.""Baby, I don’t want anyone but you," he adds on his hands now rubbing the inside of your thighs, inching closer and closer to the slowly dampening folds. "cho please," you whimpered, grabbing his wrist to direct his fingers to your greedy hole.
It’s something about that reassurance that makes your head so fuzzy and makes you feel feral.He clicks his tongue and says, "Please, baby, you have to speak up. Want me to finger this pretty cunt till you remember how much Daddy loves you, mhm?"Before you know it, you’re on your cue for the third time in a row while Choso has his phone in your face recording a nice voice message for the girl you’re so insecure about
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moments this episode where actual crying tears came from my eyes: ezra using the emitter from kanan’s lightsaber in creating his new lightsaber, chopper recognizing ezra somehow in trooper armor, “hi hera, I’m home”, the look on hera’s face when she sees ezra, and anakin’s force ghost watching over ahsoka with pride to end the episode…bye i’ll just be weeping in a corner
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when the doctor is about to wipe bill’s memory at the end of the pilot and she fights back at first, then as she closes her eyes to let him do it she says, “but just imagine how it would feel if someone did this to you.” and he stops cold and watches her for a long moment, clara’s theme now playing in the background, because he doesn’t have to imagine, he knows what it’s like and knows the hole it leaves and knows he could never inflict that on someone again. and then he just. bops her on the chin and tells her to keep her memories and go.
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