#I’m glad you exist

[countfagulaa]

I wish I got the cool kind of autism like the “good at science and math” autism but instead I have the urgent need to collect pictures and videos of Hugh Laurie like a squirrel rapidly gathering nuts for the winter season before it arrives and she is left to die without sustenance.

#thanks Hugh Laurie #I’m glad you exist #a hug from you would fix everything #house md #gregory house #dr gregory house #hatecrimes md #thoughts #text post #avenue 5 #hugh laurie #Sherlock.txt

[jurdanhell]

Hey I just wanted to say you’re amazing and I hope things get better. Sending lots of love <3

thank you, friend. this means a lot more than you know

#i’m glad you exist #thank you

[screenshot-thoughts]

hold phone charging port to nose to see 👀

#screenshot #my screenshots #thoughts #ideas #you’re doing great #i’m glad you exist #illusion #font #glad

[alexxuun]

Can’t believe this is by Nightow himself… What kind of romantic ass scenery is this? Wolfwood blushing???

#i did’t believe this was official art AT ALL. really thought it was someone fanart but i’m so glad it exist #i love you Trigun Multiple Bullets #trigun #trigun maximum #vashwood

[raplinenthusiasts]

hyung line - mic ver.

for @rjshope 🫶 cr. namuspromised, dwellingsouls

#HAPPY BIRHTDAY DASHA <3 #i hope you will have amazing day full of love and laughter #you make my days with your presence on my dash and in my notifs and i'm so glad i met you! #hope you like this silly little thing #i just hope i'm on right time and it's not too early and not too late! #you truly are highlight of my existence here and I’m so so so glad I met you 🫶 #min yoongi #kim seokjin #jung hoseok #kim namjoon #bts #btsgif #dailybts #dailybangtan #userbangtan #cyphernet #*mine #hyung line supremacy #me and comps will never be friends #coloring is all over the place 🫣

[squash1]

“at lunchtime i bought a huge orange - / the size of it made us all laugh / i peeled it and shared it with robert and dave - / they got quarters and i had a half.

and that orange, it made me so happy, / as ordinary things often do / just lately. the shopping. a walk in the park.

this is peace and contentment. it's new.

the rest of the day was quite easy. / i did all the jobs on my list / and enjoyed them and had some time over.

i love you. I'm glad I exist.”

[the orange by wendy cope / the dream thieves / orange juice by noah kahan / we are okay by nina lacour]

#i love you i’m glad i exist #oranges #something about em #idk #noah kahan #we are okay #nina lacour #trc #orange juice #ronan lynch #adam parrish #the raven cycle #blue sargent #richard campbell gansey iii #pynch #adam and ronan #the raven boys #blue lily lily blue #gangsey #the gangsey #noah czerny #henry cheng #bluesey #mine

[tornoleander]

Sssnek BOI in your Cabinet (here to steal ur gender)

Agh he’s soooo much fun. >:D from AU by @spinjitsuburst -all design credit to them!

#He’s been busy collecting abandonment issues like Pokémon #this has been my plan since you told me about his snake features #immediately prioritized after the canary’s that made me too happy #Very glad he is exist now #ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago art #ninjago fanart #ninjago jay #superstar rockin jay #oli art #ninjago fanfiction #going to be fanfic? I hope #I think I draw more off other people’s Ninjago ideas more than Default show fanart #whoops can’t help that I’m surrounded by amazing writers and artists. #Cabinet man AU #han tag

[newvision]

Raphael Bob-Waksberg, from Someone Who Will Love You In All Your Damaged Glory

#raphael bob waksberg #someone who will love you in all your damaged glory #mine #I love queue. I’m glad I exist #literature #poetry #books #litblr #excerpt #literature excpert #poetry excerpt #short story #short story excerpt

[vivendraws]

excerpt from “sour switchblade”,

more larissa/regina content for you 🤍🤍🤍

#drawing #fanart #portrait #digital art #fan art #larissa weems #larissa x regina #wednesday #once upon a time #regina mills #lesbians #omg i love them #i’m glad they exist #i’m glad you guys like them too #this is my roman empire #i am in love #i thought it was funny #it’s not funny anymore #crackship? #idk #theyre so cute #i love them

[kakavashazz]

idk man i just feel like if i knew that the guy i’m working with was actually a slave under the threat of death i just wouldn’t berate and degrade him all the time

#can you tell i can’t stand veritas ratio #it has really been bothering me that people have been mischaracterizing him because they are desperate to make him a nice person #like. listen #this guy is not a misunderstood good guy #he is a complete asshole with a generally good goal #Doing something kind after showing no compassion for like 3 updates does not change his entire character #I am VERY glad he said what he said to Aventurine in the end #he needed to hear it!! #but that simply does not negate the rest of Ratio’s behavior and i’m very tired of seeing people pretend it does #also just to clarify i think he is an INCREDIBLE character and i’m glad he exists. i just don’t think he’s a very compassionate person #anyway back to my normal tags #love of my life aventurine #love of my life kakavasha #aventurine hsr #hsr #hsr 2.1 #penacony #honkai star rail #dr ratio slander #veritas ratio slander

[in-depth-transsexualism]

Finding out I was aromantic was fine. It was the fact that characters who I closely connect to and relate to often have these defining moments with romance and or romantic partnership that I will never fully grasp. That’s what hurts.

#lgbtq+ #trans #lgbt #vent #aromantic #aromanticism #aroace #oriented aroace #I understand i do not have to watch these shows and simply could not do so #but #they’re really good #it’s just very bittersweet for me I’m very romance positive #I wish I could understand #this isn’t an entitlement towards having a show cater to me but more just a feeling I believe is okay to have and express #in the same way these shows are okay to exist #I’m glad they exist #I just gotta feel my feelings you know?

[alexxuun]

TUGA TAKAUCHI, I LOVE YOU FOR GIVING US POST-TRIMAX CONTENT WITH THE GIRLS BEING SILLY AND ALSO WOLFWOOD CAMEO IN TRIGUN: MULTIPLE BULLETS 😭😭 this literally heal me you do not understand…

Read at Trigun-Overhaul by @trigun-manga-overhaul !

#this is excellent content #I’m so glad this exist you don’t even understand #also wolfwood being a comedy god lmao #and Livio reaction omggggg #trigun #trigun maximum #Trigun spoilers #Trigun maximum spoilers #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #nicholas d. wolfwood

[jemmo]

actually, the more of sit with it, i do have things to say about only friends

the more and more i see people talking about how much they love boston and how unfair they think his ending was, the more i think it’s actually a very interesting and, for me at least, a good and interesting way to tell a story, even if the writers really didn’t intend it. i think it’s interesting in such a morally grey show to have the show end with this condemnation of the most technically morally wrong person, to have it ultimately ‘conform’ to what is thought of as the correct morality. bc i think it’s interesting that we all can overwhelming agree that we don’t agree with it, bc i think it says a lot about how people who are willing and open-minded and able to look at things both objectively and with humanity and kindness can agree that what other people who just look at acts and behaviours isolated from everything else and subscribe to normalised values wanted and got from this ending is not what we wanted or think is right. bc i think it’s very interesting who we and the characters in the show are quick to forgive and who we aren’t. take Boston and top. they say mew forgave top bc top put in all this work and effort to make it right and earn forgiveness, but in that what he actually did was fight for that image of normality back. he is the rescued promiscuous bad boy who was fixed by settling down and finding happiness, and we can agree and think that’s right bc just generally thats the expected aim and he did it. boston on the other hand wasn’t ‘fixed’. he didn’t settle down, he didn’t become monogamous, he didn’t change, and so we punish him. but did he really not change?? if you recall, top had that emotional scene last week when he told mew he’d suffered enough, but when i saw boston in this ep at their gathering, so quiet and reserved and down, i thought back to early boston and all his confidence and bravado and self-assurance. now tell me this guy has not changed. but we just don’t see it, nor do we value it, bc in fact it’s not a good change. this guy is still suffering, he has been for a while, and while we are so quick to forgive top or ray’s actions through this show bc of their trauma that’s shown to us, do we ever once think that while not trauma, boston might have his reasons, things that have happened to him, the ways he feels, that make him act like this?? and if they were explained by some single trauma, would we more easily forgive him?? i can’t stop thinking about this, about his secret room, his secret passions, his secret identity, all these things he’s made to hide bc of who his family is. and then i think of this tendency for him to try and hold onto people while being messy and promiscuous, hiding the way he truly is, the way he truly wants to love bc he’s afraid that the people he cares for don’t love the same way he does and can’t handle it. which is fine, not everyone can, but it’s precisely bc not everyone can and those people that can are harder to find that he feels the need to keep stringing people along with what’s expected of a relationship while still giving in to the other side of him that doesn’t want monogamy. and when i think about that, i can see why he treated nick the way he did, keeping him hooked with the promise of promises that he could never keep bc it’s not who he is, and while it’s still shit for nick to be treated that way, boston can still only keep hanging the promise of more in front of him so that he can keep him around whilst also reducing his guilt where he can by not making any grand promises.

in the end, the show rewarded those who chose their partners and only them, who settled into monogamous relationships full of love, and bc of those endings, all those precious wrongs get to be erased, they get to start fresh, to begin again. but bc of who boston is, he is left to always feel like he is in the wrong. he’s always been gay, and that’s something he’s never been able to fully show or own bc of his family, and something deep inside of him has been made to feel that both that and not wanting monogamy are wrong, so please story, tell me, how else is he supposed to act?? how else is he supposed to end?? why do we just leave him to feel continually condemned for not being the norm?? and what really got to me was when nick said i think you’d be better off alone, or something to that effect. bc i think it’s wholly not true, and while i get what he meant coming from him, someone that’s always wanted complete monogamy from him and ultimately has to face that he’ll never get it and move on from his feelings, i don’t think it’s true. we’ve seen boston alone. it’s where he is now. and he is not happy. that’s the thing, he’s not meant to be alone, he’s meant to be understood. he’s meant to be treated with the same humanity and kindness that we’ve treated all these other people that have done bad things. just bc he can’t own who he is in the correct way, bc he’s never been allowed to, that doesn’t mean we should just give up and resign him to this life. why is there no one there around him willing to fight for him?? to find out who he truly is where he can’t, and tell him that that’s ok, and that he can do it, he doesn’t have to do it by these means that hurt people, that he can be who he is and cause no harm, bc everyone can be on the same page and choose to be up for it or not. and why is no one around him willing to be that voice of reassurance that says no matter how bad or messy your romantic or sexual relationships are, i will still be here as your friend, bc i value and understand you. bc maybe that’s the presence he really needs in order to explore his romantic and sexual wants in a more open and healthy way. and maybe his actions in this show perfectly are perfectly explained by him himself. he says it to mew, I didn’t do it to hurt you, i just didn’t care. he has never been that purposefully malicious, his actions are just like that bc he’s never learnt to deal with how he’s feeling in a better way. he’s lived his life not caring, detached from relationships bc it’s too hard to find one that works in the way that works for him, and detached from his friends bc they never understood him either, and so he was never able to fully care about them bc they didn’t truly care about him either. they wrote him off from ep 1 the way everyone else did, the ‘hunter’, the whore, the playboy. and we saw him making some progress with nick bc nick did love him, but ultimately bc he didn’t reciprocate nick’s feelings in the way nick wanted him to, he was left alone again. we see it with him just as we saw it with atom, this repeated story of people falling in love with him and when they can’t have all of him, they don’t want any of him. and the way he’s compartmentalised his self worth from these experiences is sex. he can’t offer people complete monogamy so he offers sex, he derives his sense of self from it. bc that’s the thing he is fine with sharing, that he wants to share. he can’t offer romance bc whoever he gives it to, as we see with nick, will ultimately leave him when they can’t get everything else.

so just ask yourself this, if someone understood and loved boston bc that’s the way they were too, or were truthfully ok with him sleeping with other people, and he loved them back, do you think he’d act the same? and do you think we’d see him the same? would we still think his behaviour is bad? would we persecute him the same? or would we celebrate them the same way we celebrate topmew and sandray? the thing is the show won’t give him that bc the show is rewarding monogamy, but it’s worth thinking about if you are one of the people that think boston got the ending he deserved. why do we forgive and explain away the bad behaviour of the other couples bc we can write it off as ‘they did it bc they love each other’, but we can’t do it for boston when the explanation is ‘he did it bc he can’t love himself’. and it’s all rather ironic that we can celebrate nick coming to find self-worth and self-love through boston, but we don’t grieve the fact that boston couldn’t do the same for himself. when of everyone, he’s the one that is, and should, and deserves to begin again, go to a place that doesn’t know his behaviour only through its infamy as dangerous and uncaring, but will evaluate it of their own accord. maybe then, he’ll find the right people he needs in his life, and he can be on his way to feeling like he can treat himself a little more kindly.

#god if you’d told me when this show started that I’d be writing such a sappy emotional defence of Boston I wouldn’t believe you #i just think he’s such a neat and interesting and important character to have in this space #bc even if the show didn’t tell us explicitly #we as viewers can see that this character deserves more than what he was given #and it can drive us to open up to how other people want to live instead of persecuting it #and I’m glad to know there are people out there that see it too it makes me have a little more faith in humanity #anyway boston is just great I’m so glad he exists and I’m so glad we all came to care for him #only friends

[blueberryspyder]

I know my blog doesn’t have like, any followers, but I wanna make it clear that transmisogynists are not welcome here. I also know for a fact I have some people I need to unfollow for being transmisogynists. The last few months I’ve been very, very confused by wtf “transandrophobia” was, and I had only ever seen the “good” side of it, and never the side of it being used to actively hurt trans women. I’ll admit I’m still confused on certain things, but I’m not above admitting that I might be wrong and I’m willing to learn, so thank you for your patience.

To any trans women/trans fems who follow me: I support you, and I want you to feel safe here.

Edit: I’m retracting the bit about transandrophobia, since some of y’all have been really kind (genuinely) and helped explain the theory to me (as well as the antisemitism behind the “truther” term, which I apologize for).

To any fellow trans men/trans mascs that follow me: I want you to ALSO feel safe here. Even if my original message came from a good place, it was still worded poorly and painted us in a bad light. I won’t delete this post cause I don’t want to hide from my misconceptions and help others like me who are confused, and because I want to stand behind the message that transphobia of any kind is NOT welcome here. Thank you 😊

#captain's log #wanted to make it clear #since I’ve been very in the dark about what transandrophobia stood for #I never fully believed in it but I did agree with some of their comments #I saw there was… antagonistic energy towards the group to say the least #and the way they would respond put me off #so I sat outside of it and looked at it through a critical lens before diving in #and then I saw that one anon message and went ‘ah okay’ #remember: you are not immune to propaganda/cult like mentality #I’m grateful I’ve learned to be critical about what others tell me #and to look into things before I take a stance #and I can’t beat myself up for that because I thought it was just a blog dedicated to trans men! and I’m trans masc! #but after learning about it I started looking at what they were really saying and I didn’t. like a lot of what I saw #but I still saw things that I agreed with #so I was confused #it feels hard to ask about it yknow? especially since I was only seeing the ‘hate’ from people who didn’t believe it existed #so I’m really glad I found that long post from earlier it really shed some light for me

[loverslakes]

i love u weird people in my phone! happiest new year ever

#even if we don’t talk personally pls know if we are mutuals that i am sooooooo fond of you #and i’m glad i know you and get to witness ur existence #mwah

[carefulfears]

i think one of the things that makes oubliette so close to me is that it never pretends that you get over abuse or trauma…sometimes kidnapping stories have a goal in mind; you rescue the endangered person, and they’re saved. you get to them in time. as long as they’re not dead in the end, you’re successful. no thought to what happens next, because what happens next doesn’t concern you, after the job is done. after this particular story ends.

but oubliette knows that there is no ‘in time’ after victimization, and sometimes you just can’t make it out, even after you’ve been rescued. sometimes you just can’t find escape.

and it’s rare to see a survivor on screen allowed to be as rough as lucy is. to see a survivor not be grateful, not be inspirational, say they don’t give a fuck about helping the next person.

oubliette allows lucy to be all of these things, to really carry what she’s been through and show it, and to still be deserving of protection and kindness and care.

she’s a drug addict with a criminal history, and she’s mean, and you’re still supposed to care about her. mulder cares about her.

it’s a dark story, but it’s still hopeful, to me, in that it’s honest. it’s full of connection, it’s all about the ways we’re tethered to each other, and it doesn’t look away from anything.

in the end, when lucy gives her life to save amy, she is grieved. mulder weeps over her body, this rough woman he just met, that no one else in the world will cry for.

and she’s understood. he knows that it‘s not just about saving amy, it’s about lucy being free.

#personal? #i’m rewatching #this episode means the entire world to me #and i’m glad it exists #oubliette #kinda crying writing this lol #you don’t make it out