#I’m. very mentally ill

[dryya-doesnt]

Father-daughter dance ‼️‼️

#wilbur soot #tallulah #tallulah my beloved #qsmp #qsmp fanart #wilbur soot fanart #im not okay #im very ill mentally #something about parent and child dynamic makes me feel things (I’m crying) #procrastinating finals work

[bl0w-m3]

#I swear 😳 #I swear I’m actually very chill #as long as things follow the exact plan I’ve set in my head that I ah any so out loud to anyone around me #bpd #autism #ocd #mental health #mental illness #mental health memes

[licefest]

cover for a dirk playlist i made 4 in the morning while crying over dirk! have a listen :)

#songs r mostly based on songs that remind me of him yeah #ranges from lil dirk to ultimate dirk bc i think they are both very complex in their own ways #i just love dirk? i’m mentally ill. #dirk strider #homestuck #dirk hs #lice draws #art #spotify #homestuck 2 #ultimate dirk #bro strider #lil hal #fuck it i’m not scheduling this post. if it flops it flops idfc #my art

[gayvampyr]

“queer spaces should be inclusive of people who don’t enjoy sex and who have “strange”, negative or repulsed relationships with sex” and “sex is an important aspect of lgbt community, history, and activism and queer people should be allowed and able to talk freely about sex without stigma or shame” are ideas that can and should coexist.

#‘queer people were banned from and shamed for having sex and that’s where a lot of our activism stemmed from’ and #‘not liking or having sex is considered abnormal and a mental illness and also needs to be destigmatized’ are concepts that not only can but #often do coalign #it’s esp important to consider that a lot of lgbt ppl who have a tricky and strained relationship with sex are like that because of trauma #which is very common for queer folks #it’s really not an ace-only thing #like i am sex repulsed but it’s very hard to discern if it’s because i’m asexual or if it’s the trauma. either way i deserve to have those #feelings and be included in lgbt spaces and discussions about sex and treated as just another queer person with a different experience #instead of being alienated because my feelings about sex don’t directly line up with yours #im so sick of people in this community trying to pit us against each other. as an ace lesbian that shit is so toxic and harmful #my relationship with sex is fluid. im sex-positive always‚ but i often find myself sex repulsed. im otherwise neutral about it but im sick #of people acting like it’s either you enjoy sex and have it frequently or you hate it and you shame everyone who has it like youre a puritan #and it’s often aphobes who bought into that ‘aces are puritanical celibate straights who want ppl who have gay sex to die or think they’re #‘dirty’ or some shit. and it was literally 90% crypto-aphobes pretending to be aces to get people to adopt that into their belief system #the same way crypto-t/rfs pretend to be trans women who want to prey on the ‘innocent women’ #and y’all will use those posts/screenshots as ‘evidence’ that whatever scapegoat you’ve selected is actually inherently bad/homophobic/ #misogynistic/etc and not even #acknowledge the giant hole in your logic cuz you’re too busy trying to find a scapegoat #it’s the same tactics and y’all fall for it every time #text post #like. lesbians are CONSTANTLY getting hounded and told that we’re broken or mentally i’ll for not showing interest in (having sex with) men #for the same reason asexuality is considered bad or wrong or weird #not showing interest in heterosexual relationships or sex is why this is so important #anyone that falls outside the scope of heterosexuality is part of this community whether you like it or not

[nightcrawlerzincorporated]

Saturday morning mood board ❤️

#I’m coping very well with the stressors in my life and my mental illnesses also #okay to reblog

[i-am-a-fan]

Wukong: You guys act like you’ve never infiltrated someone’s conscious mind.

*THIS IS A FAN ART*

Edit: Fake Episode Synopsis

#Remember when I said I was really hoping for specific lmk episodes? well i tried my hand at this concept art #This would be the dream episode! #sadly i’m very mentally ill and have created the whole plot of the episode in my head #i doubt anyone would take this as an actual leak but just in case someone does #lego monkie kid #lmk #my art #monkie kid #lmk fanart #lego monkey kid sun wukong #lmk mk #lmk wukong #click for better quality

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

pov ur nervous abt ur new job but feel a little better when u think ur coworkers will be nice and friendly but then they aren’t and it sends u on a downward spiral bc ur just quirky like that

A retelling of ‘oh my god. You hated me. You’ve hated me this whole time.’, taken in a DIFFERENT mental-illnesses-go-brrr direction! Continued below the cut,

Haha yikessss! That’s cringy! I’m surprised you’ve scrolled down this far! Mostly I’ve been hoping people would see the first bit of this post and go ‘oh hell nah’ and pretend like it didn’t just plague their innocent mind with the knowledge that self insert cringe of this level still exists! So congrats! I’ve committed many crimes and you’re here to witness them

To answer some question you might have:

Who is that???: SURPRISE IT’S NOT VANNY!!! that is Babbit! Or Rabbit, or Bones, whichever you prefer. It’s a self insert of me!

Why are they a rabbit one second then a person the next?? Are those even supposed to be the same character??: Yes, they are the same person, just drawn in different ways! Why they change is a little more difficult to explain bc it,, depends, honestly sjdhdjd. A lot of the time, the rabbit is like,, an inner version, the more honest and vulnerable version of Rabbit, the ‘you’ that YOU see in your own mind. The regular human version is, normally, what the world sees, the actual, physical person that is Rabbit.

But why tho: Idk I just like weird stupid metaphors and weird wonky character designs!

What’s happening??: Rabbit has a job at the daycare! Rabbit is an anxious, stressed out and socially inept person who worries a lot about what other people think! Sun and Moon dislike them, bc this was inspired by some of those AUs where Sun and Moon are just mean for no good reason LMAO. Rabbit is crushed by this bc they thought Sun and Moon, who are PROGRAMMED and DESIGNED to be likeable and friendly and caring, would HAVE to like them!! It’s their job! It’s what they’re supposed to do! It’s what they’re built for: to like people and to be liked by people! To be disliked by them means there is something so fundamentally and ineffably wrong with them that it breaks the laws of physics- at least in Rabbit’s mind. Before they could disregard everyone who disliked them as people being people and them just having a disliked personality! But to be disliked by something designed to like people? Holy mothballs, bat man, you must be REAL KINDS of fucked up!

They think there is something so wrong with them that even the ones who like everyone do not like them, and it is THEIR FAULT that they are disliked, not anyone else’s- not even Sun and Moon’s. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt. And it hurts more when Sun and Moon fake being kind and friendly under a heavy layer of passive aggression. So, at the end of their rope and believing there is nothing that can be done to help them or fix their situation, they start to loathe Sun and Moon and start to lash out at them whenever feeling especially slighted. Is this reasonable? No! Does it make them feel better? Absolutely not!!! Do Sun and Moon deserve it??? No not really!!! And the farther it goes the more Rabbit let’s themselves sink into being as bitter and hurtful as they always tried so hard not to be. And it’s not anyone’s job to fix them but theirselves. But right now, for the first time in a long time, they really don’t want to.

Does Rabbit actually just need a hug and a warm blanket???? Idk probably!!!!

This is a self insert????: Yup!

So this is based off you??: Unfortunately!

Does that mean-: haha!!!!!!!!! Don’t worry about it!!!!!! :) Next question!

Most people’s fantasies are about their faves liking them, yknow: Haha yeah!

Why did you even make this: I’m going to pretend like I’m not just completely nuts and say, it helps me process my feelings and also ✨catharsis✨

Do you want to talk: HAHA no definitely not this is embarrassing enough as is!!!!!!

U good?: Yes actually! Just weird! Sorry sjdgdjshdnvdndbdhd

Why are you sharing this: idk tbh maybe validation on some weird fucked up level lmao

Anyway thank u for ur time and I apologize for the death of so many of ur brain cells. Idk why ur still here but holy shit man idk if I should be proud of u or scared of u. I’m mentally giving u a gold ribbon tho congrats on,, reading this abomination of a post ig

#tw mental instability #tw self esteem #tw mental health #mentally ill #catharsis #vent #warning vent #vent tw #yeah I have anger issues but I’m too small to actually b violent #ssjsgdjshdndhdbdh that was a joke #god there is so much wrong with me #shdgdjdhdndvshdhhdbdANYWAY #self insert #fnaf self insert #doodles #sketches #bones of a rabbit #rabbit sona #my younger self is looking at this and hating it LMAO #anyway. I am very sorry #lashing out

[transtarks]

sometimes you really just have to believe that certain things will work. like taking magnesium to sleep better. like stretching in the morning to help your body hurt less. like eating fruit in the sun. like going on a walk when you don’t feel good. like asking someone for a hug even when you feel weird about it. sometimes it helps if you just tell yourself it does.

#magnesium actually does help tho just sayin #and so does stretching in the morning. mad about that one #also take vitamin d with ur magnesium if u can it helps ur body absorb it better to make it work more #i’m trying so so hard to feel physically better #it’s very hard. i think if i wasn’t so physically ill i would be a lot mentally better this year #golly ollie

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

Fruits

#Carver #Niko #art #furry art #2024 #hi #Q encouraged me to post this so #the first art thing I’ve been able to manage in months that didn’t feel like nail driving into my skull to draw and its #dumb fucking crackship art of our rp ocs #yeah #anyway I’m #alive #its been really hard #to just exist #but I’m alive #I’ve seen the messages you guys are leaving #its very kind thank you #I’m doing my best to get better its just #been very difficult #mental illness a bitch and all that #I’m sorry

[honeypleasejustkillme]

tw: slight ed thoughts

just turned to my best friend while high and said “promise me if i ever get into a coma you would remove my feeding tube so i become skinny” he looked at me with so much terror and said no.. guys,, i think i need a new best friend :((

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd shitposting #bpd #bpd mood #bpd problems #shitpost #this is very real but it could be considered a meme or a shitpost #i’m just a lil silly guy :3 #don’t know where that ed thought came from either 😳 #slight ed warning #sorry for being depressing

[queenqunari]

Has anyone figured out what to do with the undying rage that lives just beneath the surface? Like the fury that you constantly need to be pushing down because you know unleashing it onto others is cruel? But if you never let it out the build up causes you to explode on some unsuspecting bystander?

#after years of therapy I’ve learned I’m a very angry person #I used to just be sad all the time but now I’m just #so angry #I feel wronged so easily and I hate being mean so I try to never let people see how angry I am #but eventually I just blow up at someone for a relatively minor offense #like what’s a healthy way to get it out of your system? #and don’t say working out #running just makes me angrier because it fucking. blows #is it art? should I be making angry and viable art? #journaling? #people always talk about how to deal with the sad part of mental illnesses but like #what about the true bitches and bastards of the world #what do we have to do to cope?

[markhoffmanstits]

I think a lot about how Hoffman had to know that the glass coffin wouldn’t fucking open but he continued to push his hands against it while Strahm was staring at him. I am thinking so hard right now. What kind of gay shit are you implying here, what are you trying to tell me.

#i’m so autistic #help me #i’m also very fucking gay and mentally ill #sawposting #saw #saw franchise #saw movies #coffinshipping #mark hoffman #peter strahm #hoffstrahm #mark talks

[ratskool]

I’m like Johnny Truant in the tags of every goddamn post I make or reblog on this site and I’m not apologizing. If you want me to apologize come over to my house and you can talk to the minotaur about it

#House of leaves #im literally going insane these days I should go back to journaling but I’m also afraid of how far off the deep end I’ll go #Literally I am losing it and I’m being serious #I’m so fucking tired of being lonely and being left out and not being able to make connections #Sometimes I feel as if im doing things without realizing and no one is telling me about it #Other times it feels like I must have something incredibly wrong with my face or body and no one will say anything #People make plans and don’t bother to ask me if I want to join and then when I find out there’s a group chat that all my friends are in #Except me and when I asked if I could join I was given a bunch of reasons that were frankly bullshit why I couldn’t join #Are they talking shit about me? I know everybody there it’s not like I am a stranger #Am I just a stranger in this world as I unllikeable? I try my best to be nice and charitable but what am I missing? #Do I black out and say things and do things? Am I more mentally ill than I know? #The only reason (or one of the very few) why I stay alive is because of my horses because I know they would miss me and I already feel bad #Not seeing them everyday #I’m tired of being the odd one out I’m tired of being entertaining when necessary #I don’t want my only friends to be horses because it further alienates me from the rest of society and I just want to be accepted I’m not #Looking to fit in I just want connection and friendship and I can barely seem to manage that #Maybe I’m just not worth it.

[lurking-latinist]

the sixth doctor. reblog if you agree

#I’m in full doodling hearts around blorbo mode #he’s soft! he loves attention! he has a loud voice and makes big speeches! #he’s an adrenaline junkie! he loves his friends so much! he has big emotions that he doesn’t know what to do with! #he has deep-rooted doubts about the value of his whole existence but chooses to try to do the right thing anyway! #he’s a terrible flirt! he can’t read emotions! he likes good food and comfort! he has just enough meta awareness to make him sad sometimes! #he’s basically a giant cat in human form but also not human! he also loves actual cats! he wears ridiculous clothes! #he is coping really quite well with his mental illness! it would help if people would stop putting him in mind control machines! #he has no respect for authority figures unless they’ve earned it! #but he is great at having conversations with people whose worldviews are very different! #he grows and changes over many stories in at least four different media! #no five I forgot the stage show! #I love him!!!!!

[dearabsolutelynoone]

Happy New Year! 🥳🎆🎊 Looking Forward to many (hopefully beautifully amazing) things the new year will bring and yes that includes happily married kanthony 😌💜

#i’m always thinking about kanthony #is this mental illness #i’m very excited for what remains of my brain to rot from kanthony content #is it time for season 3 yet? #bridgerton #kanthony #kate and anthony #anthony and kate #kate x anthony #anthony x kate #kate sharma #anthony bridgerton #kathony #viscountess bridgerton #viscount bridgerton #the viscount who loved me #jonathan bailey #simone ashley #lady bridgerton #lord bridgerton #bridgerton season 2 #bridgerton season 3

[m0tel6mxzzy]

the day bpd stops being treated as synonymous with “evil woman i find manipulative” disorder is the day i die happy. no wonder i was so scared to consider i had it until i realized my diagnosis when that’s how the media portrays women with it when trying to portray them as criminal, villainous, or guilty. idk when ill stop being angry about it.

#bpd positivity #borderline personality disorder #also granted i’m very privileged to have been able to receive a dx but mind u i had no idea i’ve been diagnosed the past 2 years #like it has completely changed the way i view the disorder upon realizing i have it and i’ve just been concealing so much #also the fact bpd is not just a disorder u can diagnose any woman u don’t like #bpd is comprised of enduring traits of personality non of which require u to be an evil bad villain #also a mental illness doesn’t make u a bad person those are mutually exclusive #i also wonder how many cis het men are being untreated and undiagnosed due to misogynistic #stereotypes the media sets about bpd #not to say that doesn’t severely impact lgbt+ ppl and bipoc as a result - bc it’s all the more worse #and shout out to my black therapist she’s done so much for me love u