#I'm sorry I can't choose!!!!!

[fenharael]

N and V for that Fandom Meme! :3c

N - name 3 things you wish you saw more in your main fandom? (or a fandom of choice)

Elden Ring: I wish there was more Marika content dealing with her mindscape or emotions. I understand why there isn't, but she seems so complex and interesting and I would love to see more people's interpretation of that. Also she's hot, so.

Elden Ring: I guess I'd also like to see more explorations of Ranni as a morally grey character. At least from what I've seen, she's generally stuck with "canon moon wife" the fandom has decided is the Good Ending™️ but... she's someone who went to extreme lengths to defy her fate. She killed her brother and seemed unbothered by the chaos and death that followed in order for her to escape being an Empyrean. Call me suspicious, but aim also not 100% convinced Ranni is acting of her own free will. I feel like the puppet body imagery may just be what it seems, that in sacrificing her fate she may have simply enslaved herself to another Outer God (the Dark/Full Moon, unsure if they're the same or not tbh) or at the very least, she isn't free of its influence. Though, it could be the case that our role in her story truly does free her fate to be her own, in which case, hooray! But if not, it just seems odd that Fromsoft would write and ending free of consequence or dramatic irony. I don't think Ranni and her ending are as wholesome and kind as they appear or are interpreted to be.

Dragon Age: I want more Solas/Not-an-elf!Inquisitor content. I want him pining and conflicted over someone he doesn't even consider a real person. There's like... ONE fic on Ao3 for that. Also more Solas/not-an-elf!Inquisitor friendship/angst in general. As much as I love Solavellan, I want to see different Solas ships or dynamics with the Inquisitor.

V - 3 OTP's from 3 different fandoms

I'm cheating and writing more than 3.

Hazbin Hotel - I really got into Charlastor (Charlie/Alastor) last spring. I don't know why, it was probably the potential for corruption kink. Anyway, it's not canon and never will be canon, but damn if the dynamic doesn't check all my boxes.

LotR (Hobbit movie) - Thranduil/Tauriel. Idk man. Everything going on there is a potential mess and I love it. DILF/sort-of-adopted daughter with diametrically opposed views/wants that also sort of dislike each other but sort of end up comforting each other, sprinkled in with "my son is in love with you but i don't think you're Good Enough" got me.

Tenchi Muyo! - Ryoko/Ayeka it's just how it's supposed to be. Clearly they are madly in love. I will not be taking criticism.

AtLA: Zutara. I like Aangst.

Trinity Blood- I LOVE Esther Blanchett/Shahrazad al-Rahman!!!!! I love them.

Also I love specifically unrequited Esther Blanchett/Abel Nightroad bc if you haven't noticed the pattern yet if there's a DILF with white hair I will ship him with the short Red-head in a way that maximizes pain and suffering.

Chrono Crusade- Chrono/Aion because like... HELLO??? Twins? Inverted color schemes? Aion being jealous of Mary and that's why he wants her gone? Yeah.

Also Chrono/Mary bc he's her demon knight and she's a holy woman and they're in love but It Can't Be.

Non-con Fiore/Stella or Rosette/Joshua don't look at me......

Inuyasha - Naraku non-conning any cast-member but especially Kikyo, Sesshomaru, or Miroku. Sesshomaru/himself. Kikyo/Kagome. Inuyasha/Kikyo

FMA - Roy Mustang being tortured by Lust, Envy, and Wrath but mostly himself.

GREED/LING!!!! that is all.

#Special mention Varré/Tarnished bc it's currently rotting my brain out of my skull 24/7 #ask meme #ask box #mizukiselene #fenharael #I'm sorry I can't choose!!!!! #otp #shipping #fandom ships

[thelonelywhale]

No you don't understand how important it is to me that Caleb and Essek have this soft, deep, profound love for each other. These two people who were so broken and saw themselves as so damaged and irredeemable and utterly damned, having the chance to heal together and cultivate this sweet, gentle relationship with each other. The fact that they can now carve out moments of joy together, that they proved you can change and better yourself, with time and effort and love.

Matt taking the time to show that even in just a few little ways, to let Essek express his love so casually and with so much reverence and care is just AUGH. That's how you do redemption arcs. He understood the assignment. That's not only respecting the players for the time they put in to creating these characters and their pathways for growth, but also saying to your players (and viewers), "it's possible. Everyone deserves a second chance at happiness."

They redeemed themselves, together.

#I can't stop thinking about it #I'm also thinking about all the gentle moments Essek had with BH too #him taking on this guiding mentorship role and seeing them for what they are and choosing to trust them and support them #THAT'S also a huge reward to your players too #that's saying “look at this character you cared so much for! look at how far they've come now! this was because of you all!” #I love love love that about ttrpgs/actual plays #critical role spoilers #critical role #cr2 #cr3 #shadowgast #essek thelyss #caleb widogast #dnd #(my quarterly shipping on main is a bit early sorry) #(monthly shipping on main?)

[vesselslut]

"Pretty?.... Yeah."

In celebration of tomorrow's new chapter, I bring some fanart for chapter 17 of @morningstarwrites 's fic

I'm still missing the Alastor one but I've class soon so I'll post the finished version later

#i did not draw his wings I'm so sorry #I can't with feathers lol #osas #the harp scene owns my soul #lucifer morningstar #hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin hotel #hazbin art #lucifer #art #fanart #also i hate u for choosing the harp #what a motherfucker to draw #i love it tho #love u Star

[beanhusk]

the doctor took donna's memories as she cried and begged him not to. she would rather die than forget. still, he robbed her of agency. he played god and betrayed her trust.

here he finds himself, lifetimes later, caught between saving a city and keeping her alive. what she wants is to give her life and save her family, save millions. why does it have to be this?

he listens this time. without argument, he returns what she lost. he honours her choice. and if she dies while he holds her, she dies remembering. smiling. the doctordonna forever.

#except she doesn't even die yayyyyyyy 🥳 #sorry for waxing poetic i am so embarrassing but i love parallels & i love subversion! #liiike. i'll choose 55 more seconds of life if i can be with you. if i can know who i am. if i can save who i love. if i'm whole. #as much as i wanted donna to be sooo angry with him #ik the episode didn't have time for that & also #this journey's end reversal felt so redemptive & cathartic i can't even complain #doctor who #donna noble #tenth doctor #fourteenth doctor #doctor who spoilers #bea.txt

[astaraels]

why do people think Yevgeny wasn't Mickey's son? in 3x06 there was clearly no condom used (not that Terry probably would have let Svetlana stop to get one), but there's no reason to think she wasn't using condoms with her regular clients. it's not Svetlana's fault that she was a tool used to rape Mickey—the sole blame for everything that happens in that entire situation belongs to Terry Milkovich and him alone—so why does it feel like it's just another way for people to shit on Svetlana for something that wasn't in her control? it's not as though she'd asked to get pregnant in the first place...

#stop giving svetlana shit just because terry was one of her clients—between him and sasha do you really think she had a chance to say no? #her attitude towards mickey is s4 is very easy to understand when you think about the fact that a) she's his age or maybe a year older #b) she is a person who knows she has to take what life gives her and make the best of bad situations #c) her entire future rests (so she thinks) on her and mickey making their marriage work and he was absorbed in ian (which the audience gets #but svet has no context for) and thus her feeling threatened is very understandable because mickey also won't stand up to his father #so yeah of course svet is gonna see terry as the one person who will put things the way they're supposed to be #but! it's after mickey comes out and he and ian fight everyone in the bar that she realizes mickey could be an ally to her #and she extends a hand in friendship because they're both stuck in this situation and yeah of course she wants him to stop being stupid #about yev—as she puts it “baby did not choose this either” which leads me to think she understands mickey's situation a little better now #but yev looks so much like mickey and has those big blue eyes of his (also evidence for baby mickey being blond) #I get that the whole child from rape thing isn't fun for mickey to have to deal with but women have to go through it all the time—like Svet #okay rant over I'm sorry I'm just...it puts a bad taste in my mouth whenever I see it in fic or meta that yev can't *possibly* be mickey's #mickey milkovich #svetlana yevgenivna #yevgeny milkovich #shameless

[aitsuheart]

My favorite dynamic are probably friends who are dating because they get to be both

The best of both worlds, a cute friendship dynamic and a cute romantic relationship

And soriku

Yeah they're that.

They are best friends, gonna say it louder for the people in the back who say "oh no a gay pairing why can't they be friends"

But they're also dating

#i choose violence today #friends to lovers #aitsu heart #kingdom Hearts #romance and friendship 🤝 #soriku #yeah it's them #aitsu heart thoughts #late night thoughts #it's late #okay but why is it people say that about mlm or wlw pairings but not any straight ones 🧐🧐 #double standards #yeah what if I just said that about sora and kairi #those toxic shippers will come for me #it's a good thing I'm just an anonymous private account on Twitter #I don't hate soksi btw it's cool and has it's cute moments I just like soriku better and it has more moments for me #Soriku just my personal favorite #I'd say why can't they be friends about Riku and Naminé unless someone is referring to Repliku #now that's the ship I don't really like #I'm sorry if you do #but it's not for me #it bothers me I don't know why #probably because I can't see Riku anything but gay #rambles #aitsu heart rambles

[sciderman]

(Idk if someone asked this already) since we’re on the topic of gender

sci what is gender to you and how do you see it in you and how you express it in your art?? (Just a young queer artist who wants some light shined upon them 🥺)

i 'unno ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#gender is soup #sci speaks #i'm so sorry i know you might hope for something profound but... i think when i'm put on the spot like this i can't say anything really #i think whatever i am is definitely pervasive in everything i write #but like.. gender means something different to wade than it does for peter. #just like it'll be different for everybody. we make different associations based on our experiences and our trauma. #like.. wade associates femininity with love. because of his mother. associates masculinity with violence. because of his father. #peter associates masculinity with responsibility. because of uncle ben. associates femininity with confidence. because of aunt may. #i think there's all kinds of reasons why we choose to present the way we do. and what gender means to us. #just like we'll associate a colour with something. or a smell with a memory. it's complicated. #i don't think i'm some kind of expert on gender things but... i just find it interesting to explore. the psychology of it. #i don't think it's supernatural. it doesn't come from nowhere. but it should be a playground. #i don't think anyone in this world should be restricted to a certain role to play. i want to try all the roles and see how it fits. #see how well i can play them. #maybe because i haven't found one that quite fits. so i want the opportunity to try whatever i can. see what feels right. #i think it would be fun to be a wife. i think it would be fun to be a husband. i think it would be fun to be a firefighter. i think it wo #shrugs. different outfits for every day. different roles to play. #today i'd like to try... #i think it's like kids learning how to be adults by playing pretend. by playing roles. #i'm learning more about myself and other people and fitting into the world by trying on different roles. #kids playing house. you be the mom. i'll be the dad. yadda yadda. #i still feel like a bit of a kid who hasn't figured out how to be an adult yet. so i'm still trying out roles to see what fits.

[pensat-i-fet]

#I was checking old folders and choosing what to keep and what to delete and I saw this #thought it'd be rude not to share #so I'm sharing it #ruben dias #bernardo silva #I'm sure I know the other guy but can't think of his name now #oh well #he doesn't know me either #ok #it's gonçalo guedes #used to be my “neighbour” #sorry about forgetting you...

[marscats37]

#i feel like the 'multiple of these' option is too easy but i had to include it #only because you can't make me choose between my scene and bratz those shaped my childhood #dolls #barbie #also as stated i'm sorry if i missed a really popular one i'm kind of old ?? like even monster high got popular after i grew out of dolls #which tbh if they were a thing when i was a kid i would have loved them #liv dolls may seem a little random but my little sister loved them so i put them their in her honor <3

[gayofthefae]

I think there are two types of pains of unrequited love. There's pain of the unrequited and the pain of the love. Some people want to be loved as much as they love and it hurts. Some people have so much love for someone they know they can't give that they're overflowing with it, and it hurts. "Heart bursting at the seams" but in a painful way.

I think Will is the second type.

#not that you can't have both #but if i had to choose #stranger things #he sabotages his chance with mike but he didn't REALLY believe he had one #it was more that if he had pushed him towards el in some other way #he still would have been able to use the words #now he's used all the words to tell him he loves him #he can't reuse them. they aren't his anymore. #he just has to sit with it #will byers #i love the way you love #and i'm sorry for the way you love #byler #i love like that too #it's why i live through you

[2sw]

hey guys. I don't mind people reposting my gifs on other sites to express their own love for sam, I love to see it actually, but please do not use mine for archive/gif accounts. thanks xx

#you might wonder what's the difference but it actually is different #especially when the archive account is for the show not just one character #the thing is. I don't like that I can't choose who can or can't access my gifs #I know it's inevitable when you share things online but at least I can block people or hide their tags here #which I rarely do but still I'm holding onto that illusion of control. please let me have it😭😭😭 #the things I've seen in my notifs... and how some people talk about sam in general... #I just have serious trust issues with this fandom sorry 😭 #also there are reasons why I decided to post gifs on tumblr even tho I'm more used to twitter #so pls don't give me more things to worry about. this website alone is already too stressful lol #slowly realizing I'm not made for this shit...... I sincerely admire all sam stans who's been around here longer than me #it's only been like a year and a half and I'm already falling apart... :)

[burningblake]

THE ROOKIE + Incorrect Quotes (?)

#chenfordedit #chenford #the rookie #therookieedit #mine. #wade grey #tim x lucy #usertimlucy #tuserbecca #tuserlena #usercher #tvedit #tvgifs #usergrace #tvarchive #i'm sorry i can't stop #this is basically what happened #grey's lips even sync with the last bit LOL #i don't choose the scenes the scenes choose me

[lastdivantruther]

dadzai brainrot is strong today.

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please reblog if you like

#bsd #dazai osamu #bsd kyouka #bsd atsushi #art #headcanon time #dazai is -surprisingly- pretty good with kids #he's the funny uncle #or the cool brother who teaches you how to pick a lock #kyouka's first day at agency was a mess because it was always kouyou or one of her staff who did her hair and clothes #she was already stressed #and atsushi can't brush a hair without hurting #brushing hair without hurting needs a special technique guys #you know it if you have curly or even wavy hair #and dazai knows ofc (because chuuya) #he was very stressed at first because him taking care of people?? #(he also knows how to dress up he just chooses to dress in that shitty trenchcoat and pants) #i hate them and i'm not even sorry #anyway #comic #bungou stray dogs #my art #fanart

[neosatsuma]

I for one would be thrilled if the big bads were defeated through 1) the power of comedy and 2) the criminal justice system (randomly applied)

#jjk #jjk spoilers #the fact that Higuruma CAN'T CHOOSE what Judgeman prosecutes if the funniest thing on earth to me #I DO think it's interesting that iirc both Takaba and Higuruma were granted their techniques by the stunt Kenjaku pulled #like. techniques like this were largely extinct bc of the progressively increased focus on assured-hit domains right #and the conservative higher ups want to maintain the traditions of the last couple hundred years or whatever #they don't like weird techniques like Hakari's #and the major clans want to maintain certain inherited techniques #sorry I'm overhearing my boss being really embarrassing Im losing focus here #long story short: techniques/domains that aren't focused on combat seem to have largely died out #Takaba's and Higuruma's techniques are like. cloned wooly mammoths or something. reintroduced. #BY KENJAKU #so it'd be extremely funny if it was These Techniques that were the lynchpin in taking the bad guys down #my nonsense #jujutsu kaisen #jjk 244

[katierosefun]

actually as much as i love mike and harvey together. i feel so sad for rachel zane because imagine falling in love with your coworker and then you learn that your coworker is a fake lawyer but not only that, your coworker is a fake lawyer who would literally do anything for his boss. he'll literally leave you at the altar to go to prison for his boss. he'll try to quit his job multiple times but keep coming back because his boss asked him to come back. he'll move to seattle with you, and you'll breathe a sigh of relief because it means that it can finally just be the two of you, but then you learn that he's inviting his stupid former boss to join them. and his stupid former boss agrees. you smile because your husband is so stupid happy at the idea of working with his former boss again, but you've seen this film one too many times before, and you are going to be subject to watching your husband choose his stupid former boss-slash-friend over you again and again and again and again and again and ag

#caroline talks #suits #LIKE? ? ??? rachel zane babes i love u but i hope you've divorced mike ross by now <333 #like i'm so sorry girlie!!! your husband loves u i'm sure but also he's been playing stupid chicken with this guy he's been in love with #for YEARS NOW!!!! #it's also like. uh. you KNOW that harvey wouldn't do anything with mike while mike's married to rachel because of ALL THAT BAGGAGE HE HAS-- #and i don't think mike would ever do anything to harvey because HE knows how much baggage harvey has #like. in my head. yeah they're all living together in seattle and rachel's just like ':/// i need to divorce this man bc we could move to #literally antarctica and mike would still find a way to drag harvey along. #and the crazy thing is that harvey would probably FOLLOW HIM.' #like. the way i'm not even exaggerating what happens in the show too?? ? ? #like we have literal scenes of rachel crying and begging mike to just LET HARVEY GO #and to just CHOOSE HER #and mike is always just like '!!! HOW DARE YOU TELL ME TO GIVE UP ON HARVEY' #and it's like. ilysm mike u crazy silly man <333 but also like. i think it's fairly reasonable of the woman you're marrying #to ask you to choose her over your boss slash buddy. y'know? #like. it's not even like rachel and mike are a cute simple girlfriend-boyfriend. #they are literally ENGAGED and they are literally supposed to START A LIFE TOGETHER-- #and mike is still going ':((( i can't leave harvey behind' like actually rachel babe i am SO SORRY

[stop-breaking-my-heart-telltale]

if dorian didn't show up, do you think louis would have shot minnie?

I do. I know some people think either he wouldn't have or he would've missed so that's why the writers had him shoot Dorian instead, but mmmmmm no, I don't personally think so. I like to think that if he had taken the shot, his shaky hands would've caused him to shoot her fatally.

Mostly because I'm already so normal about the fact that of the Ericson crew, Marlon and Louis are the only ones with a body count. Well, that we know of, but shown to us in the game, at least. Plus, we know it's Louis' first kill.

Like yeah, Clementine and AJ become part of the crew and they have bigger body counts, and if we're counting indirect kills caused by actions, then Tenn has a count... and I guess everyone has blood on their hands for blowing up the boat... but I'm talking about killed directly with a weapon like....... I lied, I'm not normal about that at all, Louis and Marlon are the ones who have killed someone in Louis' route. I'm also not normal about the fact that Louis kills Dorian and then even as he's clearly in shock, he tries to go with Clementine to get AJ, and then later on when they talk about it, he says it feels like bile but not quite and he's glad he has it in him to do it.... listen, listen, listen... I'm obsessed with that.

Anyway, so if Louis shot Minerva, I think he would've accidentally killed her and can you imagine? He's already enough of a mess after killing the woman who pinned him down and tried to cut his finger off [or succeeded] but he knew Minerva, they were friends before the twins were taken. Even Violet couldn't kill her even though that would've been the smarter thing to do, and we know thanks to meta knowledge that killing her would've saved lives, but Violet couldn't, and I don't think Louis would intentionally either.

Speaking of Violet, if Louis killed Minerva, I hate to think about what that would've done to Vi. I think she might've actually left at that point, like what was planned before it got changed to her being burned. I don't think she would've attacked Louis over it, though, like yeah she attacked Clementine in the cell but Louis? I don't know, but I don't think so just because it's Louis and he'd be a mess about it anyway.

Though if he did kill her, it would be a neat parallel to draw... y'know, because Louis forgave AJ for killing Marlon even though he was pissed and heartbroken, and Violet was annoyed with him the entire time... but could she ever forgive Louis for killing Minerva? Y'know? We already have a similar parallel with AJ shooting Tenn, but still.

If Clementine killed Minerva in that moment, though, then I could see Violet attacking her since in her eyes, Clem proved her right.

So yeah, I get why they added the Dorian kill to his route. It adds another compelling element to Louis as a character, but we also need Minerva alive for episode 4; Louis can't kill her, he can't miss, and he's not going to stay with her because we need Violet to stay on the boat and him to be on shore for all routes.

#asks #twdg louis #twdg minerva #twdg clementine #twdg violet #twdg marlon #twdg tenn #honestly whenever i see someone say louis is the boring option i'm just like '.......that's your opinion but also how can you say that??' #then again i'm sure other people look at me saying violentine just isn't for me and they say the same thing so y'know... i can't talk haha #also time is such a weird thing because i look at the entire cell scene in louis' route and like... i'm not even mad about violet anymore #like yeah i still don't believe she was brainwashed like i'm sorry y'all only believe that because kent said something about it #not because there's all this evidence toward it in game like vi being pissed at clementine makes sense she doesn't need to be brainwashed #for it to work like her being vulnerable and easily manipulated into submission makes perfect sense especially with minerva there #it's like everyone was pissed that she attacked clementine and people needed a way to excuse it so it's not violet's fault when like... #that's literally what makes it interesting like calm down it's okay if violet is pissed and scared and behaves accordingly #also my controversial opinion of the day that i'll hide here in the tags so maybe people won't find it sksksk but #I personally find the concept of vinerva and the doomed tragedy of it more compelling than anything violentine did #like i'll defend violentine and i do believe it's an important and good ship it's just not my personal favorite #anyway but then the whole thing with lilly and minerva is so good and louis screaming FUCK YOU at minerva?? amazing love it so good #i love when the soft character who never chooses violence is so pissed off that all that anger they have boils to the surface and it's raw #like... he's SO mad he's SO furious he's SOOO UPSET like he wasn't even like this when marlon died or anything like he hit his limit #and then shooting dorian through the mouth while an accident is just well done i love it and i love his reaction of mortification #and apologizing and YET he still tries to go with clementine he's trembling and can barely string together a sentence but he wants to go #he wants to help her he wants to save aj THAT is the gut reaction he has after everything that just went down #'louis isn't loyal or good for clem because of the vote' babe tell me you don't understand any nuance of louis' character without telling m #it's fine IT'S FINE you don't have to agree and i just have to remind myself that it's fine not everyone likes louis we're okay #this drives me crazy in the best way like y'know what? i love the cells scene in louis' route all of it even the stuff i used to rant about #even the stuff that used to piss me off now i'm just like 'no wait past cj was dumb she wasn't looking at it this way aaaaaaaa' sksksks #that was my tag ted talk about the cell scene thank you