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lyrics724 · 2 years

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Numb

[Chorus] Yeah you left me numb My friends call me dumb Was I just for fun? I swear you was the one Let’s forget about the past I knew that we ain’t last You’re moving on too fast I hate that you just asked Yeah you left me numb My friends call me dumb Was I just for fun? I swear you was the one Let’s forget about the past I knew that we ain’t last You’re moving on too fast I hate that you just…

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sunlovth · 5 years

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11-3-18

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malieck · 6 years

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03.05.18. I think I’ll miss these days.

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rapidograph · 6 years

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saltedpecan-blog · 7 years

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italy is very pretty!!

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sadflowrr · 7 years

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yesterday!! 🌟

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snespai · 6 years

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kayak kids

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pondkid · 7 years

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"If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more."

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lilygogh · 7 years

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apartment building goals

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http-bee · 7 years

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wet hair dont care

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bookwyrminspiration · 3 years

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(pyro here) the idea of an older healer!tam is still stuck in my head so im just gonna. infodump. if thats ok.

i cant tell if this is ooc for tam and i dont care but just. after the dust settles and the neverseen is gone and most of the more pressing problems with the elven world are dealt with and tam is still left angry and bitter or whatever and he wants to keep helping people, wants to do something because even if things are better now it doesnt mean theyre fixed, but he's sick and tired of fighting all the time and so instead pours his efforts into becoming a healer, maybe using his shadows to help soothe people in a way similar to how he managed to soothe sophie's echoes.... he's still mad at the world, and for good reason, but he pours all the energy into creating a way to help people and cultivate a good and calm environment where people can feel safe no matter who they are. idk it's just very precious to me.

pyro that is absolutely 100% okay I love hearing your thoughts !!

harder to tell what’s out of character fir someone who’s a teen in canon current when talking about their future because they will inevitably grow, but I don’t think this is out of the realm of possibility! We already know Tam is a caring person, seen mostly with Linh, but when Linh doesn’t need him in that way anymore (and when he doesnt need her the same) I could see him having all this protective, caring energy with no where left to go so he funnels it all into helping others.

He’s suppressed so much anger and bitterness and kept it close and bided his time and now it has nowhere to go and so he just studies and studies and studies and practices and learns everything he possibly can and then goes even further and there are so many books in his room and his light always on but he’s going to help people. He’s so frustrated with the state of the world he wants to help people just to spite it, because the world would have him leave them behind if it had its way.

this is so precious I love this idea so much. I’m really curious about the using his shadows idea you have, just wondering how it would work and the possible applications and effects (I don’t expect you to have any ideas or anything that specific, it’s just gotten me thinking)

pyro, healer!tam now loves rent free in my mind. Just?? So sweet?? this is excellent

#tam is an angry boy now but he’ll grow up and realize the most pink thing he can do is be kind and believe in a better future #that’s why I love solarp unk #i added the space so it doesn’t show up in the tag because this post isn’t about thag #but FUCK I love it so much #he’s going through his hnngg hate the system and everything sucks and we’re sailing down the road to our own ruin phase rn #but I want him to go past thag into the kindness and hope are the most punk #excellent #I love this #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc fandom #tam song #healer!tam #quil’s queries #asks #nonsie #pyrokinetic-loser #kotlc headcanon

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neuroqueerwhore · 2 years

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i think i just dont feel seen

i dont feel seen in my lack of label or clear definition of my neurodivergence or queerness, especially my neurodivergence

i dont feel seen in my adhd being a large part of the foundation of who i am and my life experience and therefore affecting every piece of me and my life in some way

i dont feel seen in enjoying my adhd

i dont feel seen in my not even being sure i want to say i have adhd anymore, not being sure how well the label fits or is useful or is maybe even accurate

i dont feel neurodivergent enough to qualify or relate but too neurodivergent to qualify or relate in adhd specific groups

i dont feel seen in my eccentricity, spirituality, sensitivity or intense need to explore and move

i dont feel valid in my inability to handle ridged work or regular amounts of work i dont feel good enough

i dont feel disabled enough to claim the term or feel comfortable even writing this, but i dont have the cap;ability to do the thing ur supposed to do and work or do school full time and be okay

i dont feel my need for deeper vulnerability and exploration of myself met

i feel confused

i miss hallucinating

i cant wait to explore down all these infinite winding paths

wind

or maybe rain

occasionally a river

or a laughing, cheering, crying scream

or an animated painting

im not built for this world and this world isnt built for me and my brain

and thats okay

i think thats all okay

it feels like a bit of tension in my solar plexus

like a bunch of sheets blocking paths maybe

like a big empty room that i cant dance around in

brown? green? orange?

red and yellow and gray i think

no idk about colors

maybe tightness in my upper arms

clenched jaw

just

restricted

alright

idk whats next here other than to keep trying to follow fear and excitement and trying to embody it all

#neurodivergent #neuroqueer #tw vent?#adhd #sensitive #fluid #mad #mad pride #soup #i am cooler and sexier than soup;#i just wanna have 4 goat friends and live in a schoolbus in a little communal solarp;ubnk city in the woods and be a circus preformer #and do shrooms

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emotionaldiamond · 7 years

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https://www.instagram.com/p/BFAkJuTLD1h/

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malieck · 6 years

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27.07.2018 Stubbenfelde, Germany.

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gorkipelin · 7 years

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I saved this butterfly today. Hope he is happy on the flower i put him on to have a meal. 🌼

#photo #animals #reblog #solarpal #plant-gay

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saltedpecan-blog · 7 years

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ig: sophia.lees

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