#a bitch is desperate

[fairefolked]

can anyone point in the direction of some good cc finds blogs that are active

#pls #a bitch is desperate

[nyxi-pixie]

90% of the problems in bbc merlin are caused bc that fuckass dragon was a committed merthur shipper but only in the sense that he had a crippling addiction to tragic yaoi

#kilgharrah was such a bitch like just bc u desperately need ur ship to be miserable doesnt mean u have to make evryone else miserable 2😭 #'youre two sides of the same coin🥰 anyway u should definitely drive away this friend of yours and kill this kid' like STOPPPPPP #merthur #bbc merlin

[revvethasmythh]

Reminded again, as I periodically am, that there's a fair number of people in the fandom that think of Nott the Brave and Veth Brenatto as two different characters, and not fundamentally the same woman. In the absolute literal sense, this is false: Nott the Brave, returned to the body of her choice and using her real name once again, is absolutely precisely the same person she was before Caleb cast Transmogrification on her. This is, incidentally, one of her main sources of angst towards the end of the campaign! A part of Nott must have both feared (and, in some ways, hoped) that when she was changed back into a halfling, she would also be a different person. That the person she became traveling with the Nein would be an easy identity to shed, which she may have hoped for because it would be easier to fit herself back into her home life with Yeza and Luc--and because it would be easier to say goodbye to the Nein if that were the case. And she feared it because she liked this person she became, no matter how transgressive society would label her for it. And she loved the Nein and didn't want those feelings to be altered.

But she didn't change. Veth Brenatto is Nott the Brave and Nott the Brave is Veth Brenatto. This was always the point. That's why it's an anagram. It's just that when she's Veth Brenatto again, she is much more focused on the why of what she's doing. Why am I still with the Nein? Why am I still adventuring? Why do I have this reticence to return home to my family? Why don't I long for that quiet, domestic life the way I once did? Her emotional journey becomes intensely personal, sometimes subtly/quietly told, and wholly about what kind of future she wants for herself and how her choice could affect those around her. Her two families become anchor points pulling her in different directions and she has to deal with that. Which is a different story than what she was telling when she was still Nott the Brave. Nott's story was much simpler--I am a goblin and I hate it and I would like to be a halfling again. I would like to be able to be with my family again. It's straightforward and it's achieved! But that's not where it ends, because she still needs to figure out a real, functional future for herself once her goal has been achieved.

All this to say, I think when people say they prefer Nott over Veth, it's important to remember that you are reacting to a certain story arc for the character, not an entirely different character. It may also pay to ask yourselves why you think they're so different. Was "Nott" funnier than "Veth" to you? Does her ability to serve as comic relief fundamentally change whether you like her or not? Did you appreciate "Nott's" themes more than "Veth's"? Or did you even notice the themes being explored in Veth's later game at all?

#i'm approaching this in a two pronged way #1. gently trying to point out that they're literally the same person so you're reacting to a change in character arc not character itself #2. desperately trying not to be too much of a bitch about how reductive i think the idea of nott and veth being different fucking is #anyway veth's later game arc is so angsty and sexy it's literally a shame people don't appreciate that about it #veth brenatto #critical role #the mighty nein #nott the brave #yeah why not i'll tag them like they're two separate people. for shits and giggles i guess

[lotus-pear]

regret

#literally excuse the shitty anatomy and cell shading i was thinking abt chuuyas reaction to what he'd done and i decided to make it skk #bc skk copium :') #the way i've hated dazai so fucking much but i still cried like a bitch when he died #he's not dead the bsd fandom has this phase like the elevator chapter where we're like ''dazai's not gonna make it he's done for!!'' #and then he comes back next chapter like surprise bitches yall thought i was dead lmao #this chapter fucking HURT for skk shippers tho like we rly lost this time around huh #deluding myself into thinking that chuuya used gravity manipulation to slow the bullet #bc we didn't see a bullet hole behind dazais head like when chuuya shot his shoulder even though the bullet to his skull was fired at close #the reason theres a wound is bc the compressed air that was still fired was enough to wound him #and the shock wave that followed caused him to pass out bc of the sudden tension to his head intermingled with the blood loss and poison #we also know dazai can control his heart rate at will so maybe he can drop his pulse to zero for like thirty secs #enough to make fyodor believe he's dead #in the event that all of this is untrue and dazai rly does die the way my entire being will go numb and cold and dead #knowing that fyodor will most likely use dazai's death as a weapon against chuuya effectively chaining him to his side #like bffr chuuya may dislike dazai but that's his partner his reflection the boy that makes him desperately want to be human #dazai is the embodiment of chuuyas humanity and once chuuya loses that tether to his human side he will snap and the facade will shatter #and we will truly see chuuya unhinged with nothing more keeping him bound to his mortal shell #this wasn't the skk reunion we wanted asigiri what the fuck :( #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #skk #soukoku #lotus draws

[hayaku14]

PRESENTING MY BIGGEST DELULU CLOWN THEORY OF ALL TIME: THIS IS SHINICHI IN DISGUISE 🤡

#kaishin #guys you dont understand #okay maybe hakuba stans might #LOL #but i havent seen my actual boy real not clickbait not disguise kudou shinichi #IM DESPERATE FOR ANY CRUMB I WILL TAKE ANY POSSIBILITY AND TWIST IT INTO MY CLOWNERY #shinichi bby i miss u come home ;-; #(conan looking at me at the side like: bitch im literally right here) #dc prattles #also not me deluluing this just cause i want kaishin im sorry 😔 #that's just my default you cant fix it sadly

[swedenis-h]

A drunk call, 2009

#happy November 5th! #dean will not remember this btw #he’s had 1234567.. A LOT OF BEERS #!!! #oh to love something that looks so human but is nowhere close to it. does its heart even beat? #and to be inhuman. to so desperately want even a glimpse of humanity #to be denied it at the last second. #what internalized homophobia does to a bitch #nov 5th #November 5th #deancas #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #spn #supernatural #supernatural fanart #destiel fanart #deancas fanart #art #fanart #digital art #fan art #my art #long post

[gophergal]

Y'know, I think that bed might be too small

#gopher art #speeding bullet #sniperscout #tf2 scout #tf2 sniper #team fortress 2 #ok so i love the idea of scout being an oblivious bitch so much. read this as scout going “whats better than two guys being dudes?” #while sniper is desperately trying to will a “what are we” conversation. its funny as hell to me #sniper: trying to stay curled up to give scout space #scout: “nah dude just drape your arm over me. see how much more comfy that is?” #sniper: gay Australian internal screaming

[lucyybradford]

Bradley, at his bachelor party without Jake: its been an hour can i see my husband now

#those codependent bitches can’t go more than hour #before they start going stir crazy #and desperate to see each other #bradley bradshaw #jake seresin #rooster #hangman #hangster #rooster x hangman #bradley x jake #top gun: maverick

[flymmsy]

When Durge and Gortash first start sleeping together, Gortash is not used to giving up control and just letting himself go. So when he finally has a partner he trusts, this man sings.

Durge at his neck - kissing, sucking, licking, biting - it drives Gortash insane. He presses his lips together to try to keep his composure, but a rumble escapes him. Then he’s all shaky breaths - first strained with his best efforts to steady himself - and then progressively faster and deeper until he’s slightly lightheaded. He cannot help but grind into them with desperate need.

At first, he fights the vulnerability in the way he knows best. He rambles, he runs his mouth through a million dirty promises - but they are increasingly a jumble of nonsense. He tells Durge he’s going to fuck them, and he feels their smirk against his skin.

Durge taking him in their hands. Gortash gasps like a whore, mouth lulling open. That’s when the moans truly start - Gortash no longer smothering them in his throat. Durge works him to overstimulation but refuses release - drawing the sweetest whimpers from him as they twist their hand around his tip just so.

And when Durge finally lets him climax? His brows furrow as he chokes, gasps, groans. As his orgasm builds, he pants desperately before exploding into wanton moans and growls at his release.

Gortash is simply an expressive man with a lot to say.

#vocal Gortash 4 life #especially rambling dirty talk Gortash #oh you’re going to fuck me so hard honey? #how are you going to do that when you’re whining like a desperate bitch in my hand? #durgetash #nsft #silly boy #enver gortash #bg3 #durgetash (flymmsy's version)

[eddiesghxst]

crying bc i take a human geography class and apparently these people have a group chat with other friends and were talking and my name was mentioned bc i have connections to what they were discussing BUT a guy in the class goes “that’s my girl” when my name was mentioned bc i’m good friends w him

and a girl in said class said wtf

and later on he said “mine”

i have ZERO attraction to him because we’re friends and all and he’s (not attractive sorry) but i just need loser eddie to say that

mine mine mine

DHDNDJD IM SORRY THE NOT ATTRACTIVE ACTUAKLY SENT ME ROLLING BESTIE UR SO REAL FOR THAT

OKAY BUT now i’m thinking about eddie who’s in your history class and god that class is so fucking boring, so one day you find yourself just casually talking to eddie about literally everything under the sun.

which is fucking weird, eddie thinks, because you’re one of those people who’s not exactly popular but you mingle with the popular groups and that’s enough to get you just about anywhere you need to be in hawkins. so yeah it’s fucking weird that you and eddie have this super cool super nice super freaky friendship thing going on, but eddie can’t find a reason to care because he’s been crushing on you for years now.

and then one day during lunch you pass by eddie’s table with your little popular group of friends and you wave with a cute litte “hi eddie!” that has eddie practically seeing stars, but he acts all cool and waves as he says hi back. and the hellfire gang is looking at eddie like ??? what the fuck was that???

and gareth’s like “since when did you two become… friends?” and eddie just shrugs all cocky and cool like his heart isn’t racing, “what do you mean? that’s my girl.” and the gang goes ballistic.

but eddie won’t give those shitheads any details because well… there isn’t much detail to give aside from the casual friends you’ve become, but then eddie’s thrown in for a loop when he gets to history class later and you turn to him and you’re like, “so… i’m your girl, huh?”

and eddie is just waiting for the floor to open up and swallow him whole because oh my fucking god you were not supposed to hear that!

but then you shrug and you’re like “here i thought i would at least get a few dates in first.” and eddie’s looking at you like you’re a fucking alien because there’s no way you just hinted at wanting a date with him. and then you’re like “…now is when you ask me out on a date, eddie.” “oh! oh, fuck, yeah, i mean— wait, are you serious?” “yes, ed—” “holy shit— okay um… would you like to um…go on a date sometime?” and you smile all pretty like you always do and nod, “i’d love to.”

and god, the boys of hellfire practically lose their minds when you start sitting with them a few weeks later because how in the hell is eddie munson dating you?!

#hrrrrrrr i need him desperately #loser eddie acting like he gets all the bitches #when he in fact does not because you quite literally grabbed him by the collar and said ‘this one’s mine!’ #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x you #eddie munson #drabble #rachie’s moots 🫧

[kaeyx]

UGHhh, Thinking about disgusting possessive Dazai who does daily hole checks. Everytime you wake up, he has your legs thrown around his shoulders holding your pussylips/asshole open as he checks you. He might even go as far as to dip a couple fingers in to make sure you're still stuffed from last night's... activities. Hole checks are also done as soon as you get home from college/work/hobbies just to make sure no one else touched you. He'll call or text you daily to send him a picture of your little hole/s to make sure it looks just how he left it. Full of his cum. IF (and you better hope there aren't) he finds or sees something out of place or not to his liking... you're fucked. He'll check your little hole/s and if it's not as wet OR even wetter than before you left? He's tying down your hands and legs and mafia style interrogating you, holding a loaded gun to your head, going through your phone (location, calls, texts ect) going through your bag and even sniffling your panties to see if he "smells a difference." If his cum is no longer inside you, cause obviously it's gonna drip out 🙄 he's gonna assume you cleaned yourself for another cock to pump you full. (Hate him so bad but I also NEED him so bad 😩)

-💋 (I could see this for ADA PM BEAST, Chuuya, Fyodor and Nikolai tbh. Chuuya not as much though he's not crazy like the others, possessive? Yes. Crazy? A little. But not Dazai crazy.)

Agkakfskxna wetness checks and hole inspections are so HOT and he's so gross he makes me ill oughfhfhg /pos

In exchange for letting you leave the house you have to promise you'll send Beastzai pictures whenever he asks, so he can keep an eye on you. He wakes you up every morning with your legs around his hips, cockhead pressed up to your cervix as he floods you with cum. He kisses you and maybe slides a plug into you if he's feeling generous, if not you have to somehow manage to keep all that mess inside you for the whole day. During the day you can do whatever you want, he's going to keep an eye on you anyway. Apart from sending a few of his people to shadow you, I think he's the type to put a tracker on your phone or you, sewing it into your favourite jacket or in a piece of jewellery you always wear.

Even when he knows where you are at all times, Beastzai loves checking in on you at random times. If you're in class or at work, you have to excuse yourself to the bathroom and send him a picture of your messy hole, dripping his cum. Sometimes he tells you to finger it back in, with video proof of course. If he doesn't think you're wet enough, you have to edge a few times to keep your head fuzzy, so you can focus on what's actually important. Beastzai wants you to be a desperate, throbbing mess, thinking with your cunt, soaking through your clothes.

If he doesn't think that's enough he'll call you to the PM hq during the day, only to fill you up again. Sometimes he has time to fuck you properly, but sometimes he just sits back in his chair while you do the work, cruelly pinching your clit if he thinks you're enjoying yourself too much. This isn't about your orgasm, it's about keeping you full, it's about breeding you so you don't forget who you belong to. If he's feeling particularly cruel he won't even penetrate you, jerking off over you while he watches your pussy drool and clench on nothing, only to push inside with one stroke and empty his balls as deep as he can into your cunt. If you're not loose and wet enough to take him, that's too bad. You know it's your job to be always ready for use. He even rubs the sticky, messy tip of his cock against your clit right before he puts all your clothes back on, just to be mean.

#dazai.bsd #GGHFHFHFH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH HOLY SJIT #i went with Beastzai because yeah he's gross and pathetic enough to do that. clingy obsessive bitch #but hhhhhhh pm boss Chuuya doing it..... weak in the knees #desperate possessive yan!chuuya wanting you to know he owns your holes forever #💋 anon #dazai x reader #beastzai.bsd

[bylertruther]

people who think will byers hates himself for being gay when will byers is one of the very few characters on the show that has refused to change himself to fit anyone else's idea of what he should be despite the fact that people, including his own father, have been harassing, bullying, and abusing him for it literally his entire fucking life are just...... so weird.

will's entire POINT is that he will survive and brave whatever you throw his way against all odds and come out on the other side of it still clutching on to his sense of self and hope that tomorrow will be a better day. the entire point of his character is that he loves what he loves without apology or shame.

he sings "that weird song he loves" in the middle of hell because it reminds him of his brother and offers him comfort in a place where there is none. he creates art because he loves it and doesn't care if it isn't something boys do, then he gifts it to his friends because he loves them and wants them to know it, too. he loves dnd and writes campaigns and dresses up for them because they bring him joy and he just wants to spend time with his friends even if they think they're "too cool" for it now.

he knows that sometimes it's harder than it should be to be gay in a homophobic society and has been harassed for that literally his entire fucking life it's LITERALLY how they introduce him to us not even twenty minutes into this fucking show and YET !!!!!!! he doesn't back away from that. ever.

he gets picked on for his clothes, but he doesn't change them. he gets called names, but he doesn't make any attempt to conform. his best friend, the boy that he's in love with and his very first friend ever, tells him it isn't his fault that he doesn't like girls and shamefully asks him if he really thought they were going to play games together in his basement for the rest of their lives and never get girlfriends, and what does will do?

he says yeah. i guess i did. i really did.

will faces all of that and goes to a new place where he has the golden opportunity of a clean slate, and what does he do? when assigned to do a presentation on his hero... he picks alan turing of all people. and when his brother later on tells him that he loves him no matter what, essentially giving him the It's Okay To Be Gay I Love You So Much And Always Will talk, still there is no denial on will's part here either.

will has NEVER, EVER denied being gay. he has NEVER tried to change that part of himself. he has ALWAYS stood tall and braved another day even when it was scary and hard. he has ALWAYS remained true to himself even though that has only ever made his life that much harder.

he said that sometimes he feels like a mistake for being so different from other people, but that being loved and accepted makes him feel like he isn't one at all and like he's better for being different and that gives him the courage to fight on.

literally what the fuck are you guys on about when you talk about will being self-hating for being gay. where is the canonical evidence for that? and more than that, why are you so keen on throwing away all of his acts of bravery and the sheer fucking strength of character that he's had since the very beginning? it would've been so much easier for him to conform, to be the "man" that everyone has always pushed him to be, but he doesn't ever do that. he stays true to himself no matter what. so, again, where the hell are these self-hating receipts?!

#will #will byers #byler #HE LITERALLY DID HIS PRESENTATION ON ALAN TURING IN THE FUCKING 80S WHEN HE HAD A CLEAN SLATE!!!!!! HE WAS A NOBODY AT LENORA!!!!!! #AND HE STILL DID IT ON ALAN FUCKING TURING!!! HE SAID THIS IS MY HERO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #HE WAS BULLIED SINCE FUCKING BIRTH FOR BEING GAY AND HE STILL DOES NOT SHY AWAY FROM IT!!!! HE LOVES WHAT HE LOVES! #AND /THAT/ IS WILL BYERS' STRENGTH!!! STOP DENYING ITTTTTTT PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD #JUST BECAUSE A BITCH BE CRYING DON'T MEAN HE HATES HIMSELF BRO SHUT UPPPPPPPP #IT'S NOT SERIOUS BUT IT IS SERIOUS /TO ME/ #FBJHFBKJFBKJDB I JUST . GOD. GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! #gatekeeping will byers until ppl learn how 2 act right. srry not srry #he's literally so brave and ppl want to reduce that. WHY!!!!!!!! THAT'S WHAT MAKES HIM SO INTERESTING!!!! #HE WILL NOT FOLD! HE WILL NOT BE ANYONE BUT HIMSELF EVEN WHEN IT'S HARD IT'S LITERALLY SO FASCINATING N BRAVE #WHY ARE SOME PPL SO DESPERATE TO ERASE THT. BITING KICKING THRASHING TEARING THINGS UP W MY TEETH #mine

[cannnedtoast]

I think of them often 😔

#art #jrwi #jrwi podcast #jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi emizel #jrwiblr #jrwi shilo #i implode everytime I see a sibling relationship in media istg #they are so cool #but ​the official art desperately needed melanin these bitches were TRANSLUCENT!!

[fishy-lava]

nina and matthias fucking broke me like that scene where theyre both kicking and screaming and fighting to get to each other at the hellshow hurt me so much bro like fuck sometimes i forget how much i love helnik and then i am violently reminded of how much they mean to me and i crumble

#i am a weak bitch #i see lovers fighting desperately to get to each other to no avail and i lose it #helnik my beloved #helnik #nina zenik #matthias helvar #shadow and bone #shadow and bone season 2 #shadow and bone spoilers #shadow and bone season 2 spoilers

[chronurgy]

Ugh the thing with Gortash selling Karlach to the devils is.... Why isn't everyone doing it? Why isn't everyone selling people that they don't like to the devils? Why isn't Bob selling his neighbor who plays loud lute music at 2 am, why aren't politicians constantly selling their enemies, why hasn't Susan sold Janice to the devils for book club crimes? Generally most universes will say that you can only sell your own soul to devils. But if you CAN sell random people to the devils why aren't more people doing it?

#I'm not main tagging this it's just me bitching about stupid knock on effects #Yes this is stupid yes I'm thinking too hard about it I know I know I know #But. Augh! #If the answer is that the devils aren't buying then why aren't they buying? #Bring people into the hells make them desperate then make them an offer for their soul that they can't refuse #It would be easy

[formulatrash]

Lewis likes Lando BECAUSE he's an annoying bitch who can't shut up. Lewis was an annoying bitch who couldn't shut up when he was first in F1 (and tbf, will take an opportunity to do it even now) that's why he projects onto Lando. if Lando WASN'T being an annoying bitch who couldn't shut up he'd just be George.

#i could write several essays on this topic #no but seriously early lewis was so annoying (affectionate) and it's a core part of his personality to indulge that in Lando #who clearly massively respects and fanboys him #i also think lewis likes lando immensely because he is fundamentally kind and desperately tries to do the right thing #and he is mclaren's beloved flower but that's more complicated #because mclaren never loved lewis like that unfortunately #but MOSTLY it's because he's an annoying bitch who can't shut the fuck up and gets in trouble for breathing