#and im going to CRY my eyes out

[needylittlegirl]

ive had this ticket for 7 months,, and now its only a month away thats fucking crazy . im gonna have a heart attack

#not telling who it is bc i am not trying to doxx myself and get murdered but #GOD im so excited #i wanted to go to the previous tour but i DIDNT #and regretted it So bad so as soon as this one was announced i knew i had to #ive got my ticket september 27th #thats crazy that was So long ago #lord #IM SO EXCITED #holy shit theres so much excitement and adrenaline in my body its gonna turn into a panic attack or something #mytxt #and IM DOUBLE EXCITED #cause the venue is an outside venue!! #its gonna be late may and i get to be outsiiide surrounded by a forest and like hills and shit?? its gonna be so good #god #and im going to CRY my eyes out #i dont cry over many songs but these ones mean a lottt to me so im gonna definitely cry #I GOTTA PICK AN OUTFIT STILL #not like crazy i dont treat concerts like fashion shows like a lot of ppl do #i go for a cute yet practical outfit #i gotta pickk one aahhh

[ghostwnby]

I just saw someone say Oscar looks at Lando the way Lando looked at Carlos and now I want sob until I throw up

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME

#im shattered #sobbing #im going to go lay face down on the floor spongebob style and cry my eyes out #lando norris #oscar piastri #landoscar #carlos sainz #carlando #formula 1 #ferrari #mclaren

[akeminy]

When I tell you that I cried when I saw this photo, it's because I did

Yes, I'm dying of jealousy, WHO CARES???

#im going to cry my eyes out somewhere else #im out #mingyu #svt #seventeen #kim mingyu

[taikanyohou]

"And ... it's also my first time wanting to draw a man. Right now, I feel this irresistible urge to capture and draw him. Maybe, it's because I was in the same space as that good looking person, that caused me to go crazy. If it were a girl, I might have thought it was love at first sight. But, it was just a beautiful man, and my brain couldn't process it that far."

MY PERSONAL WEATHERMAN (2023). Episode 6.

#my personal weatherman #asianlgbtqdramas #asiandramasource #asiandramanet #dailyasiandramas #mlmsource #jdramasource #* #faiza gifs #THIS IS FINE I AM FINE NOT LIKE THIS WAS SOME OF THE MOST INTENSE PARTS OF THE EPISODE OH MY GOD. #YOH'S ENTIRE MONOLOGUE HERE ....... BABY ITS OKAY :((( #'love at first sight' LOVE YALL. HE FELL IN LOVE. IM GOING TO CRY MY EYES OUT. #'my first time in wanting to draw a man' HIS BISEXUAL AWAKENING god yall. this show is giving me EVERYTHING.

[goldenliarv]

u are allowed to grieve over the child you could've been, nico.

#anime art #art #fanart #arte #digital art #nicholas d. wolfwood #wolfwood #nicholas the punisher or... the protector? #MAKE THIS GUY HAVE A GOOD LIFE IN THE NEXT TIMELINE IM GOING TO CRY MY EYES OUT #trigun spoilers #trigun

[moeblob]

Demyx (my beloved)

#kingdom hearts #demyx #honestly is there an organization member i dont like? not really tbh #ok i lied maybe one but even then i find him fascinating so even he gets a pass #demyx being such a good boy who doesnt actually care for fighting then having the whole kh3 thing #where he has the yellow eyes but still just helps the good team vaguely then dips out of the entire game #where did he go and why .... what secrets do you hold young man #i should replay kh3 cause there are things i think i remember but idk for sure #like wasnt there actually a scene where hes just... been benched for being bad at being bad or smth #i really remember a scene where either he says or someone else is like oh yeah he got benched lol #like why does he have to be so funny yet get so little screen time im dying squirtle #though for the record him just handing a mannequin to even and saying peace out for the rest of the game WAS hilarious #this is me living the best time line where not only does demyx just dip and never get mentioned from anyone #but also in an otome i played theres a route where my fave guy just also dips early on #and then in the very end some other LI asks another LI what happened to him btw like where did he go #and the another LI was like oh my god i forgot about him idk man #my favorites just making an appearance and leaving is really funny to me #these tags got super long bc im very stressed and now devoting brain power to vgs in order to not cry

[kisasan]

#demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #kny #kny hashira training arc #kny sabito #kny giyuu #sabito #giyuu tomioka #sabigiyuu #the way he was reaching out to him… #he didn’t want him to go… #they never seen each other after this #this was their last interaction #im not okay #im crying my eyes out #its been years!!!! #and im still not over this #even knowing the ending #sabigiyuu angst always hits me like a truck #god i love them so much #im crying again

[opikiquu]

(rocking back and forth in the corner of an empty room) save me white boy save me white boy save me white boy s

oh my god. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS . BOY.

#my first reaction was ‘what? his eyes do glow!’ and then i proceeded to cry #★ arin rambles #sorry i need to let this out #AVENTURINE. AVENTURINE oh dear #IM DR RATIO YOOHOO #HEYYYYY HEY HEY HEY HEY PLELASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE #IM BEGGING YOU. IM BEGGING YOU #im getting a job so i can e6 him /j #Yall im obsessed with this man i have to have him kill me #like everytime i see him my eyes pop out like those ugly stupid pens with squishy animals on them #i think my body mustve sensed him or something #i literally woke up at 7 am in a cold sweat #im not gonna be normal #IM NOT GONNA MAKE IT #5 DAYS IS TOO LONG YALL IM NOT MAKING IT #IM GOING TO THROW UP #aventurine pleade aventurine please aventurine aventurine save me #AVENTURINE. #Please babygirl what i gotta do to get a suicidal blonde to kiss me around here??????? #sorry if you follow me it will get worse #he a masterpiece . he changed my life . he a work of art……. #aventurine honkai star rail #hsr aventurine #AVENTURINE #OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OH MY GOD PLEASEEEE P #PLEASE ONE CHANCE ONE MINUTE ONE SECOND JUST A GLANCE #im gonan thriw up IM GONNA DIE #tears in my eyes

[buwheal]

Bro the askers treat spamton so much better on that askblog.

While over here we send him drawings of his joints and tell him "go puppet boy go!"

Honestly I love seeing the difference.

LOLLL they do… and maybe a little bit of that is my fault based on the ones i choose because im really picky with the ones i do answer (being nice to him, in this case) because there are SO many people who are trying to make him feel better, but ultimately they always bring up something or other to remind him of the shit he’s gone or is going through..

..Like,, “so you know how youre always failing and you’re uh… maybe alone with the (physical) things you’re going through? Yeah? Well ive failed too. Sometimes. Hope you feel better after i just reminded you!” Kind of stuff. Obviously im very much exaggerating what people say but YIPPPEESS its like they’re trying to get him to cry or something. I appreciate their efforts and how much the care but damn i dont think that they’re thinking about how that’d sound to him, especially since his immediate thought towards things like that is that its ingenuine.

I think less of Loki’s audience wants to see him suffer. A lot of mine do. LMAO. The difference /is/ funny.

#ignore the rambling aha i just started writing and kept going #but goddamn #some of them are like SUPER long too #and idk what to do with them because like… they dont need to be super long to work #its sweet that they care though #i think my specific choice in which ones get answered in that kind of context have shaped the ones i get #which is nice because i actually have a good few to work with right now #also so glad that at least some of you recognize that the reaction he had was toward the mention of his appearance #not sure if you’ve fully figured it out though #im actually itching to animate him crying his eyes out for no damn reason #because i dont think i have drawn him crying.. im deprived/j #hes like pretty much consistently on the brink of sobbing lmaoo #but he HATES crying in front of anyone so I havent had him do it.. yet…. #yet…. #theres a lot i really want to do but i cant yet based on the position we’re at

[popcorn-ceiling-chickemn]

Alrighty kiddos i yet again just sailed though the chapters, the vice grip on my brain will not leave, I now need to go re read the foxhole court and scream internally because holllllllyyyy fuckin shit y'all.

Chapter idk, 16? To end of book:

Image limit again y'all. I'm absolutely floored with this book @korakos you wrote an absolutely beautiful and tragic survival of Jean and I cannot wait to see what you do with it going forward.

#im gonna go cry my eyes out now #aftg #all for the game #nora sakavic #the foxhole court #andrew minyard #neil josten #tsc #andreil #jean moreau #jeremy knox #renee walker #kevin day #the sunshine court

[thedrotter]

cw eye strain , blood

it doesnt hurt to dream for world in which you can be a princess even if it isn't possible

#re:kinder #fanart #my art #yuuichi mizuoka #shunsuke re:kinder #THIS CAME TO ME WHILE I WAS SICK... #originally it was only going to be the happy princessdrawing becayse i wanted to draw em being truly happy for once #but in the middle of drawing i felt silly and was posessed to make a counterpart to it😊 #IM REALLY HAPPY WITH HOW IT TURNED OUT... for having speedran it #this was very spontaneous tbh but it was an idea i had in the back of my head for a while i just didnt kno how to ezecute it #until the power of being sick and exhausted awoke within me the answer 😊😊... #is it embarassing if i say i bawled my eyes out while making this multiplr times #on one moment i was feeling veey cool for finally getting this out proprrly on rhe other momrnt THIS GAME MAKES ME CRY LIKE A BABY

[emry-stars-art]

@anon-lemon with this ask and the resulting one shot: I also think freshwater merDrew is pretty hehe, the fish I based him off of is a peacock bass (maybe specifically royal peacock bass? With the more blue fin idk) but more dramatic. Like so:

(This is him in perfect nice lighting under shallow water probably but shh he’s beautiful)

Reference pictures I used under the cut

I love mixing and matching references. Idc what I heard growing up, life CAN be a buffet and I CAN a pick my favorite parts to mash together sometimes 😌

#sumii #if you draw smth for this #whether or not you use this as inspiration or to help #I might cry #I am a simple and fragile person #I see an art style I adore #learn the artist is also wonderful #and then get art made inspired by my stuff #and I’ll lose it in the best possible way #oh side note. the urge to make Andrew’s eyes all fisheye looking and blood red was. there #may have to digitally go back and try it bc that’d be freaky lol #but back on topic #this lil guy like 2-3 ft long swimming around the river hiding in the rocks #eating out of Neil’s hands #I’m gonna have to doodle him again specifically so I can give him m&ms #and also do a size scale #just out of curiosity lol #feels good to be very happy with my line work for once #im stopping while I’m ahead here #I definitely went for all look no substance in this design #don’t ask me any questions about where these fish live what they eat or what they do #I don’t know 💕 #anway #fan art #my art #aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard #freshwater #mer au

[fiendishartist2]

me when queer love prevails even in a tragedy

#AAAUUUUGGGHHH #i love tma i love when queer ppl exist in ''unconventional'' genres i love when we're allowed to have flaws #i love how tma ends in tragedy and how jon and martin were doomed from the start #i love that they were allowed to die at the end of the story without it being bury your gays. i love queer storytelling im going to cry #also melanie is here bc i love her and i dont draw her enough !!!! shes so special to me #tma #the magnus archives #my art #doodles #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #melanie king #basira hussain #jonmartin #theyre so sillay but so so serious to me. clawing my eyes out honestly just thinking about it

[autism-connoisseur]

at this point im open to anything ill log in tomorrow night and someone will be like "fall out boy performed the entirety of Evening Out With Your Girlfriend and they added Pavlov to spotify and also pete did three flips in the air and they also did a cover of. idek. fucking This City Is At War" and ill be like "nice". i wont even be surprised after this I think hearing soul punk live has transformed me into a new person ive ascended to a new plane where my permanent state regarding this tour is "this might as well happen"

#fall out boy #soul punk #patrick stump #pete wentz #joe trohman #andy hurley #im not coping at all btw im going to listen to soul punk on loop and cry my eyes out i guess. #like. everything is cool and well i literally used to dream of times like these

[skoulsons]

“You’re up early.”

She was, and the only reason for that was because Joel was way too loud making his coffee and getting out the pans to cook breakfast for her before he left for patrol.

Joel was never loud, especially never loud enough to wake her.

“I heard you,” she mumbled, trudging over to the kitchen still wrapped in a blanket. She pulled a chair from their table out, facing him at the stove. “Everything okay?”

He nodded.

Everything wasn’t. He dreamed she died. It was a montage of every time it’s ever crossed his mind. Her in that bloody grass. Her skin ravished by an infected child in an abandoned van. Her face ripped apart while trapped underneath Sam. Her body, cold and pale on an operating table. Her, her, her.

Every single one played clear as day in his dreams, tormenting him with every possibility his my mind could conjure.

“Joel-“

“Nightmares. ‘S’all it was.”

“Okay…” she started, rising from the chair. “You always have me talk about mine, so…” Ellie approached the countertop opposite of him, jumping up and sitting atop it, her dangling feet hitting the lower cupboards

He hesitated before turning to her, eyes locking with hers as he sighed.

She was right. She didn’t always go into detail, he didn’t need her to, but he wanted her to release them somehow; and at night when she clings to him immediately afterward, that’s when it’s the easiest. And when she can’t talk to him, she writes or sketches them down when words can’t- don’t suffice. Anything that keeps her from compartmentalizing how they make her feel or what they make her think.

But Joel. He’s always the one to take care of her that he’s never had an out or a way to talk or feel them in a healthy manner, not like he tries to give her. Ellie tries to get him to verbalize something, but Joel is a damn brick wall when it comes to directly talking about his feelings, so it never goes anywhere.

But when it’s 5am and there’s the tiniest glint of sunlight that starts to rise and offers a faint, glowing light to their kitchen as they’re full of sleep and still in the midst of navigating these feelings, it’s easier to talk. They’re more malleable.

“It was you…” he started, doing some lazy hand motions to try and convey the word he desperately did not want to say alongside her name. “Repeatedly. Different scenarios just…over and over again.”

Her eyes went soft, understanding in a way that only they could understand.

She had the same ones. He knew.

“Figured I’d make you breakfast now and leave it in the fridge for you to heat up later so I could get a head start on patrol and… try to forget about it all.”

Joel cleared his throat, kicking up imaginary dust off the tile floor as she watched him.

Ellie reached her hand out and made grabby motions with her fingers. Joel noticed, a light, sleepy chuckle escaping his lips as he stepped towards her, both her hands holding onto his one. He stood beside her, their hands falling against her knees.

She rubbed her thumb over his hand. “Are you okay?”

He smiled. He knew that meant a plethora of other questions that they didn’t have time to cover. “I’ll be alright, Ellie.”

She nodded her head, still rubbing her thumbs across his hand. “I know. Just… wanted to check up on you.”

“And I…” he started, leaning over to kiss the hair above her ear, “am happy you do.”

She leaned her head on his shoulder as he brought his other hand in, covering all three of theirs and squeezing tightly.

“Since you’re up, how about helping me with breakfast? Wouldn’t turn down your old man, would you?”

She smiled, tapping her feet against the cupboards. She squeezed his hands and kissed his cheek briefly before jumping off the counter. “Can’t say I didn’t think about it… but,” she said, opening the fridge door. “Not for the world.”

#this is #TERRIBLE #this started out semi good and then it got bad #cringe fluff anyway don’t look at me #but im dying a slow and painful death #*allergies* #so give me grace 😭 #I thought about something like this in the shower #and it wouldn’t leave my brain #I read z’s sad fic yesterday I needed something to cheer me up #anyway. #yeah. #gonna go take nyquil and pass out #bc my eyes look like I’ve been crying for eight hours and my nose is running and my head hurts and my ears won’t pop and im coughing #and im sneezing and I sound like a dying horse!!! #the last of us hbo #joel miller #ellie williams #L writes

[onconstellationstreetmp3]

#the mountain goats #tunes #jenny from thebes #MR DARNIELLE IM GOING TO KILL YOU & RESURRECT YOU & THEN KILL YOU AGAIN & THEN RESURRECT YOU. AGAIN!!! #IM GONNA CRY MY FUCKING EYES OUT!!!!!