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firstclassthot · 2 years

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Otp prompt #67

“Look we just don’t work,” Person A huffed, averting their eyes from B.

“But you said you loved me, you promised me you did,” eyes brimmed with tears as they attempted to remain composed.

“We’re just too different,” those 4 words sent B spiraling, maybe A was right. They were too different.

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promptspa · 2 years

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Random prompt #84

"Just go away! I don't want to see you ever again!" The hero shouted, whipping around and glaring at Villain with a passionate hatred they had never seen on their enemy's face before. The usual fond warmth Hero had when they looked at the criminal was replaced with a relentless fire that made Villain look away, afraid to be burnt further.

"Hero, please, it wasn't me-" Villain tried to explain, their words cut off by the hero's much louder, angrier ones. Their heart broke as they listened, watching hot tears fill the corner of their eyes as they yelled.

"Then who was it, Villain? Who else would know where we meet every last weekend of every month?" Hero's hands moved furiously in the air. "Who else would know of all of my fears? My weak-spots? Exactly how to hit me where it hurts the most?"

Villain paused, eyes searching for anything but the flames in Hero's eyes. They didn't know. They truly didn't.

After a moment of silence, a scoff left the hero's lips and they turned with a hiccupping breath, fists clenched at their sides. Villain moved quickly with a sudden rush of adrenaline, gently grasping one of their lover's hands in their own.

"Don't touch me." Hero hissed, yanking their hand away, tears now freely falling down their face. They set into a jog, leaving a heartbroken villain behind them.

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urfriendlywriter · 7 months

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How to write angst ?

@urfriendlywriter | req by @everynowandthenihaveacrisis @aidyaiden :)

know your character. from their deepest fears to what they cherish the most. know your deepest fear, ask yourself how you will react and feel at that moment. "oh shit, if this happened to me I'll lose my mind" what's that type of scenario for you? write it. :)

decide on the type of angst you are going for!

major, minor, physical, emotional, paranormal, spiritual, verbal, abusive, quarrel, misunderstanding, etc.

and then, decide on--what reaction you can take out of your character by doing what to them.

are they gonna be, held at a gunpoint to give something up? or have their soul wrecked by whom they thought were close to them? or is it going be horror, or etctec, decide on it.

moving on to actually writing it-

Tip 1 - Use sensory details.

her eyes brimmed with tears

his chest heaved

pain clawed at his heart, as his face twisted with hurt

his scream pierced my heart

her lips quivered

she dug her nails into her palms (to distract herself, to stop it from shaking, etc)

show what is happening to ur MC, instead of telling it.

Tip 2 - how to actually write it.

If they're panicking, make them notice too many things at once, show every detail that they're seeing, feeling, from touch, to that burning sensation on their eyes, the blood on the ground, that dryness of their throat, the buzzing in their head and their parted lips unable to trust their own sight, and--and, boom! have them register that they're really really in trouble. and that they've to act fast.

use short, very minimal type of writing for this. make it long, but not long enough that it feels like it's being dragged.

the readers should hold themselves back from skimming the page out of curiousity, they should be in their toes to find out what happens next.

what does your MC do in times of panic? do they chant calm down to themselves, do they get angry, or start crying.. or?? what makes your character genuinely feel an emotion so hard that they'll burst?

there's always something, someone that'll always give them love and easily can be that something or someone to take it away. yk.

Tip 3 - crying.

what is close to your character that u can deprive them of? will it make them cry? beg for it?

what will make ur character cry so hard, that their scream fills everyone's ear, stays in their minds like ghosts and always haunts them?

make a character who never cries, burst out with tears.

while writing crying, focus on the 5 senses, one after the other.

focus it on their breath, make them run out of breath, gasp for air, feel like they're being choked, cry so scrutinizingly. it shud punch the reader's gut.

have them replay what had just happened over and over again in their head

best books and writing styles (for angst) to analyse and learn from (in my opinion);

3rd book in the AGGTM series (yk it hit hard like a truck. it got me depressed in bed the entire time lmao)

Five Survive by Holly Jackson. The moments of red outside of the truck, and moments leading to it.

there's this book called " Warm by @untalentedwriter127 " in wattpad. the author served angst for breakfast, lunch anddd dinner.

and if there's more angsty ones, drop em in the comments! :)

Hope this helps, tag me when yall write a masterpiece! ;)

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novelbear · 3 months

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a dialogue list for angry love confessions

prompt list by @novelbear | very slight cw for cursing!

"if you can't figure it out by now, then i don't have anything else to tell you."

"i thought that if i did all of this and came all this way, it would finally click for you."

"come back to me when you figure it out."

"i am done. i'm done waiting for you."

"i'm in love with you, you dumbass."

"what the hell did you think i meant by that?"

"i've been stupid enough to keep chasing after you."

"you knew. you knew i loved you and took full advantage of the fact that i'd do anything for you. and i knew that. i just kept at it hoping that one day you'd value me just as much."

"i've been following you around like a lost puppy since the day we met, yet you couldn't see?"

"i dropped everything to be with you! everything!"

"why do i keep doing this to myself..."

"i'm not losing the one person i love because of some stupid shit."

"is that what you wanted to hear? are you happy?"

"what do you think i've been doing this for?"

"i had thought all of this would be so different for us."

"don't you want the same?"

"god, how blind can you be?"

"open your eyes!"

"i've wasted years of my life chasing after someone who couldn't give a fuck about me..."

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unboundprompts · 6 months

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Hi! I just wonder whether you can do scenarios about heavy angst? Like the character lost someone dear and is in self guilt or scenarios about fighting action?I am currently trying to improve my writing skills. 🙏 Tysm.

Angsty Prompts about Losing Someone (ft. Self Guilt)

-> feel free to edit and adjust pronouns as you see fit.

He felt like he was going to be sick. God, if only he had done something. If he hadn't frozen the way he did, if he had reacted at all, then maybe everything would be different. Maybe they would still be here. He hated himself for being so scared.

She felt hot tears prick at her eyes, a sob building up in her throat. Her chest was heavy, she couldn't breathe. She opened her mouth, desperate for air, but all that escaped was a choked a sob. Her legs crumpled beneath her, and she collapsed to the floor.

They had killed her. No matter how many times they replayed the scene over and over in their head, they couldn't convince themselves that nothing could have been done. There was always something that they could have done differently, but why hadn't they done it? If only they had done something else, then maybe they wouldn't blame themselves.

He couldn't stop the tears. The overwhelming grief and anger hit him like a truck. He didn't know what to do with these emotions, couldn't handle them all at once. His fist connected with the wall. It hurt, it hurt like hell, but as he examined his bloody knuckles through misty eyes, he didn't think twice about punching the wall again.

She had no one to blame but herself, and that made the sinking feeling in her chest all the more painful.

They had never missed someone more in their life than him. And now there was an empty, [Name]-shaped hole in their heart and they were the reason it was there. Nothing would ever come close to filling it, and they were certain they would never feel whole again.

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dumplingsjinson · 1 year

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List of angsty dialogue options which pertains to stupid feelings prompts

“You need to get the fuck out of my head and into my arms right now because I can’t keep thinking about you like this while not being able to hold you; it’s driving me up the walls. You’re driving me up the walls, and the worst part is, you’re not doing shit that should make you drive me up the walls in the first place. You exist, and suddenly I can’t act right or think straight. It’s fucked.”

“I wish I could hate you, but my wishes never come true.”

“I’m so deftly terrified of falling in love. Because what if I end up with a broken heart? That thought itself is just so scary to me. I want to, but I can’t get over that fear.” “Then how about you let me be that first step you take into falling in love? I can help you get over that fear, if you’d let me.”

“I never thought myself capable of feeling things like this, but then you come along, throw a middle finger right in my face, flip my world upside down, and have proven me so very wrong on that.”

“I don’t like feeling whatever the hell this is.”

“I could be doing the most interesting shit, and somehow the thought of you will pop up in my mind, uncalled for, and then I end up thinking about you for the rest of the day.”

“I can’t tell if I’m lonely, or if I’m in love. Shit’s a little confusing.”

“Denial can only act as a temporary shield for your feelings. You know that, [name].” “Yeah, but that’s not going to stop me from denying. It’s the only thing I can cling onto for my own sanity, so please don’t take that away from me too.”

“I see your name pop up on my screen and suddenly I have this huge, stupid smile on my face, and that’s the moment I know I’m more than just screwed.”

“Falling in love feels like a unique type of vulnerable, and I don’t— I don’t want to feel that way.”

“I’m hung over on something that might never come to fruition.”

“I’m tired of dancing around with you like this. What exactly are we?”

“Thinking about you makes me feel so, so, so pathetic, because I can’t have you. I hate it. I hate feeling like this. Why are you making me feel like this?”

“It’s funny, because I’m missing something that was never meant to be in the first place.”

“Wondering if I like you or if I’m just bored is a pretty shitty dilemma to have.” “You know, maybe I can help you sort that dilemma out.”

“I think I miss what we could have been rather than what we were.”

“I can be with someone so much better than you, but all I can think about is you, even when I’m with that better someone.”

“People say they fall in love like they fall asleep — slowly, then all at once. But the way I fell for you can only be described as that feeling when you’re drifting off to sleep, only to feel like you’re falling, oh-so-suddenly. So suddenly that it ends up startling you awake; heart racing in your chest because it feels like you fell off the precipice of a cliff. It’s quick and sudden, and there’s no slowness to it. It’s a crash and burn type of love that I feel.”

“I still fell even though I knew it wasn’t going to end well. I knew, yet I still ran head-first into it. What is wrong with me?”

“I didn’t see you through rose-tinted glasses. I saw the flaws, the red flags, the blemishes you couldn’t hide from me, yet I still ignored them because I thought maybe I could somehow make you a better person despite everything. That’s on me.”

“You’re always on my mind, yet I feel like I’m not on yours — not even for a second.”

“I didn’t sign up to feeling like this.”

“Can you please give me space so I can get over you?” “…But I don’t want you getting over me.” “You don’t want me getting over you but you’ll never feel the same way I feel towards you! That’s so fucking cruel, knowing you have this hold over me, and despite it all, wanting to keep that hold over me.”

“I have feelings for you that won’t fuck off, and it’s pissing me the hell off.”

“I don’t mean to you as much as you mean to me, and it’s fine. I’ve accepted that as my reality.” “Based on what evidence do you think you don’t mean as much to me as I mean to you?”

“Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t let go of something which has proven to be hopeless time and time again.” “…Am I not good enough of a reason to not let go?”

“I’ve given you so many pieces of me, [name]. And I’m spent. You’ve taken everything I could give — even the most important part of me. I’ve given it all to you. I’m fucking empty, because of you. So please, if this is the last thing I ask of you — don’t ask me for more, because I simply have nothing left to give.”

“You’re everything I could ask for, but simultaneously, everything I couldn’t have.”

“I could love you for a lifetime, and it wouldn’t mean anything to you.”

“So I have these… Feelings for you. And they have me all fucked up. They keep me up at night, with the what ifs and maybes; with an excitement I don’t think I’ve ever felt before running through my veins, like a fucking drug. They have me acting like someone I’m so unfamiliar with, to the point where it scares me. All I can think about is you, you, you, because you occupy every single space of my mind. It’s like I’m soaring, but then I think about the inevitable: what if all of this comes crashing down one day? That’s gonna fucking suck, so much. Which is why I didn’t want to feel these things, but you made it so hard not to. And now I can’t stop.”

#dialogue prompts #random dialogue prompts #otp prompts #angst prompts #prompts #angsty romance prompts #romance prompts #a few of these are my thoughts disguised as prompts but i’ll never say which #what can i say i’m a dramatic bitchass #i’m going through it and now i’m trying to sort my feelings out lol leave me alONEEE #angsty dialogue prompts #angst dialogue prompts #there's like a fragment of my soul in this please be nice lkfnewnf

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forestryprompts · 5 months

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Character A: Why do you keep coming back if all we do is hurt each other?

Character B: Maybe because the pain is addicting. It’s like a twisted dance, and we can’t stop stepping on each other’s toes.

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delusionisaplace · 9 months

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"𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚…" 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙩𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙪𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙨

have fun with these | tag me if you use any | if yall want more prompts like this, jus drop an ask nd ill respond as soon as possible :)

"You're leaving me. Just like everybody else."

"You and me...we can't..."

"I don't deserve you, and I never will."

"Do I mean nothing to you?"

"You don't care about me."

"But...I love you."

"Don't lie--you never loved me."

"You knew you were all I had, and you left me anyways."

"I don't want your goddamn apology."

"You always say sorry, but it never means anything."

" 'Till death do us part' didn't mean jack shit to you, did it?"

"How could you possibly love someone like me?"

"You make me feel so helpless and weak."

"You used me."

"I was nothing more than a toy to you--once you found someone else, you cast me off to the side."

"How can I love someone who makes me feel worthless?"

"I'll forget you. And this…this will never happen again.”

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"All you ever did was hurt me..."

"Your words mean nothing to me now."

"I trusted you. And then you do this?"

"Burn in hell for all I care. We're done."

"Why can't you just forgive me?"

"You can't change everything. You can't change what happened."

"You never even said sorry."

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pockyyasii · 27 days

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➸ ❝ oh no, i think i'm in love ! ❞ - realise the two of you are falling for eachother

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request: hi!! have you done prompts about people who are together but are trying to avoid saying they love each other? situationship or couple taking it slow kinda thing

a/n: hi! i honestly think after you realise you're in love, there's this awkward stage of second guessing or desire for the special someone, and i hope to capture this in the prompts!!

🪐 prompts by @pockyyasii.

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he offers to drive you: the first half of the car ride is just silence, but then one of you turns on the radio, but the other dislikes the station (proceeds to fight over what's playing, then one grabs the other's hand that is changing the station and holds onto it for the rest of the car ride).

^^ bonus points if the { "are you meeting with anyone?" "no, i'm just studying" } conversation happens

^^ once you reach the destination, but of you are reluctant to leave bc you just want to stay with eachother

making eye-contact in a crowded room

^^ one of you tries to mouth a word, but the other doesn't get your complicated sentence

^^ you end up mouthing "i love you" (bc you think they other can't lip-read), and the other acts like he doesn't know what you just said (but inside has a thousand butterflies)

your checking your phone every second to see if they replied to your msg

^^ if they didn't reply in 0.02 seconds you begin worrying that they're mad at you

^^ in instant blue ticks. or the "(x) is in the chat" - it shows that you're their no. 1 texting priority

^^ texting under the bed covers, at like 1:00am, and none of you are willing to go to sleep bc you don't want to stop talking

their bsf always smirks at you then nudges your crush and they're trying their hardest not to be seen

working up the courage to buy them lunch but then backing out

"so..." "so"

has a polaroid of you in his wallet

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notes: pronouns are interchangeable!! change them to your liking ♡

i'd love read your writing so like like send me and ask of your fic and i'll read it!! no credit needed <33

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just-a-few-prompts · 1 year

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Villain’s unrequited love for hero, except hero really doesn’t mind all the kidnapping and flirting. They both know hero doesn’t really feel the same way. Of course they wouldn’t. It would interfere with their work to mix personal feelings and work engagements, after all. Besides, hero and villain have reached an agreement that it would be unprofessional for them to have a relationship anyways, since they’re publicly enemies.

Villain is forced into an early retirement. Their “work” relationship fizzles out as a result.

Now, as Civilian - an identity hero may or may not already know - Villain figures they could try at least ONE more shot at winning Hero’s heart. This time, as… themselves?

#hero x villain #imagine your otp #relationship prompt #romance prompt #superhero x supervillain #superhero x villain #hero x supervillain #scene prompt #character prompt #story prompt #writing prompts #prompts #it was an attempt to make unrequited love so much less angsty

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improbable-outset · 1 year

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★ 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘈𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯: 𝘉𝘦𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘴

˃ ❝Are you telling me that all of this means nothing to you?❞

˃ ❝You should’ve walked away when you had the chance.❞

˃ ❝You broke my heart.❞

˃ ❝None of this was real.❞

˃ ❝I should’ve known better.❞

˃ ❝I wish you killed me sooner so I wouldn’t live to see this.❞

˃ ❝I did care about you at one point.❞

˃ ❝If things were different, believe me it wouldn’t be like this.❞

˃ ❝Please don’t.❞/ ❝I don’t have a choice.❞

˃ ❝I always wondered why you wanted to be so close to me, now I know it’s because you were trying to use me.❞

˃ ❝How could you?❞

˃ ❝I can’t believe I trusted you.❞

˃ ❝I’m sorry that it has come to this.❞ / ❝Are you really though?❞

˃ ❝I thought you cared about me.❞

˃ ❝Don’t you think it’s about time you drop the act?❞

#betrayal prompts #writing prompts #writing prompt #angst prompts #dialogue prompts #angsty prompts #otp writing #writing ideas #★— ayrus writes

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urfriendlywriter · 7 months

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angsty romance prompts:

(feel free to use <33 7, 10, 14, and 23 r my favs omds. tag me when yall writeeee | @urfriendlywriter )

"tell me it was a lie. tell me you're playing with me right now."

"please- please, please wake up, [name]- w-wake up.. please."

"i will die beside you. i won't ever leave you."

"i trusted you."

"you lied to me. was i just a pawn in your game? the easiest one you can sacrifice ?"

"i am sor-" "don't you dare apologize."

"you do not deserve my forgiveness."

"does all of this mean nothing to you?"

"i sacrificed everything for you..."

"i still love you-" "no you don't. you love using me. you hate that I'm standing up for myself now. you loved me when i was submitting to you.."

"i can't love you anymore. i don't want to."

"i despise you."

"you make me feel so alone."

"i look at you, and i feel miserable."

"Please. Just kill me and get it over with. Don't screw me over. and. over again."

"you turned my world around and you crushed it."

"is it fun? is it fun for you to see me hurt?"

"stop following me! If you follow me out that door right now, I'm calling the cops."

"that is not what i meant and you know it !! you know i didnt mean that !"

"you can never earn back my trust."

"I'm not giving up on you, ever."

^ "I'm sorry. but i did. it's time you do too."

"will it kill you to tell me the truth for once?"

^ "i tried! i tried to tell you. you didn't listen to me and, wow. look--you are not listening to me right now as well! "

"we, we were a lie. we were nothing but a fantasy! don't you understand? it's all over now."

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welcometothewoes · 8 months

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Sunshine x Stoic, but...

Okay I keep imagining the somewhat sad scenario of Stoic always dreading their own birthday - maybe their family /friends were neglectful even on that day, or they associate it moreso with a traumatic event than their day of birth, or something else that makes them feel indifferent or even resentful towards that date.

So when they wake up on their birthday, already miserable, and they see that Sunshine, with whom they moved in recently, not only got up earlier to prepare several types of breakfast for them, but they've also wrapped a gift for them and left it in the middle of the dining table, Stoic just... freezes, blinks and promptly excuses themselves before the thought of verbal gratitude even crosses their mind.

Then Stoic just kinda locks themselves in the bathroom and quietly weeps for who knows how long, because they have no idea how to process this or show any sort of vulnerability. Poor thing.

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star-vibing-prompts · 9 months

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"I'd like to spend the rest of my immortality life with you hun...thats the only thing I'd wish for." She whispered, nuzzling his chest lovingly. He gingerly wrapped his arms around her, tears forming in his eyes. "I'd like that." He murmured softly.

#vibe prompts #star prompts #otp ideas #imagine your otp #otp prompts #otp writing #fluff prompts #fluffy prompts #angsty prompts

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dumplingsjinson · 1 year

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hey! have you ever done angsty confessions? if you have, how about jealousy prompts, but the one who's jealous can be hella violent?? asdgfjfkk ty!! and i hope you have a great dayy

List of angsty confession prompts

“I like you, okay? I fucking— I fucking like you, and I hate that I like you.”

“I fell in love with you at the worst time possible.”

“Why’d you do that?” “Because I care about you! More than I thought I ever would.”

“I love you.” “Why are you telling me this on the day I’m getting fucking married?”

“You have to understand this: I didn’t mean to fall in love with you. It wasn’t supposed to be you.”

“I don’t care that you don’t like me back. I just— I don’t want to lose you as a friend.”

“I think it’s fucked up that you’re the only one that I could ever love this way.”

“But of course you never realised, because your eyes have always been on them.”

“I want you. Not them, not anyone else, but you.”

“I could do a million things right and still, you wouldn’t notice me. I’m just… I’m the side character in your story, who can only love you from afar.”

List of “all I see is red when I’m jealous” prompts

“You know what I hate? Seeing you looking at someone else like that. It pisses me off so badly.”

“Oh, so you think it’s funny to tease me by flirting with that fucker over there, huh?”

“You want me to show you who you belong to, don’t you? Put you in your place.”

Character A clenching their fists, nails digging into the palms of their hands when they see Character B letting someone else touch them.

“You know I’d kill because of you, my love, so why’d you go and do that, knowing how much I hate that shit?”

“That fucking hurts! Let go of me!” “Not until you learn your lesson.”

“I will fucking end you if you don’t get your hands off [name] right now.”

“I’ll be damned if I let someone else touch you like that again.”

Character A destroying things around the house after Character B leaves them to “reflect on their actions” after they smack the life out of Character C for getting a little too close to Character B for their liking.

“You look at [name] like that again and I’m going to make sure you don’t see tomorrow.” “Em-Empty threats don’t work on me.” “Oh? But this isn’t an empty threat. I don’t do empty threats.”

#jealousy prompts #jealous prompts #prompts #otp prompts #dialogue prompts #writing prompts #angsty confessions prompts #confessions prompts #angst prompts #possessive prompts #writing scenarios #I haven’t done either before but now i have lmfao #request

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akawrites000 · 3 months

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Can you do angsty romantic prompts/angsty love triangle prompts/bad timing angsty romantic prompts

angsty romance prompts as requested by anonymous

1. your eyes keep searching for theirs almost like it's automatic. maybe that's why you know that they're never looking at you, but at the girl sitting on the other far end of the room, sipping a drink.

2. your calendars are all marked; there's a big red circle around today's date. you're so ready for this, you've been preparing a week ahead - even went to their favourite book store to buy a book you know they've been eyeing for a while. the gift wrapped book sits neatly inside your bag, and you're skipping steps to see them as soon as you can—

you finally see them but they're not alone. oh. you've never seen them smile like that before. oh wow. you can't believe how gentle that smile looks framed by the sunset, but it's not for you. you turn around, and the gift bag digs into your skin from how tightly you're holding it.

3. you can do this. you can do this. you can do —

"hey," you finally begin before your mind shuts you up again. "I need to tell you something."

you know you have their attention, judging by their pursed lips and raised eyebrows. you feel like they're screaming the word "what?"

"um , it's— I like you."

you wish for a smile to grace their features but unfortunately for you, your wishes don't come true.

"I already knew," they say and it feels like someone stabbed you in the back.

"h-how long?" why didn't you say anything? why were you silent all this time? oh. ohh.

suddenly, everything makes sense. you don't need an answer to know that your feelings are not returned. you try a weak attempt at a smile, just so that you don't start crying on the spot.

4. "hey, I understand you love me, but you know that we need to settle on a place to live together, if we want to be together... right?"

"I know, I know, but I don't know what I'm going to do with my life yet! you have everything figured out, and I... I don't even know what I'm going to do tomorrow!!"

you feel the familiar feeling of your throat closing up again - you've had this conversation way too many times to know how it ends.

"I understand love, but we gotta at least make a plan right? at least try to?" you feel like you're pleading but you try and ignore it.

"is it so bad to just live in the present?" they ask and something in you snaps.

"so what? just so we can break up when I have to move back home? I can't stay here, my course gets over in a few months!!"

you hear just their breathing for a moment from the other end of the line. you wish things could be that peaceful.

"I don't plan my life like yours... I can't — it just makes me feel stuck."

you let silence fill the words you don't want to say, or the words you don't want to hear. you just don't know anymore.

5. "you know I still love you the same way I did before right?"

you sigh. this was hard for you too but they don't seem to get it.

"I know and I loved you too."

a pause. "I loved you. that's all you seem to say to me nowadays. that you don't love me anymore."

they don't need to know that you had to say it enough times to yourself to believe it.

"how can I trust you the same way again? after you broke my heart and gave me a year of radio silence, just to come back and claim that you love me again? please don't test me!"

only I know how those 365 days felt like an entire lifetime of endless pain.

thank you for being my first ask anon! i hope you like this :)

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