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whimsyfinny · 3 months

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Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Summary: Charlie discovers the Winchester boys to be struggling with keeping the bunker tidy, looking after themselves and being able to do their job simultaneously. Luckily she has a friend who’s from a Hunter family that is in need of work and can help them with research. Or so she thought that’s what her job would be. When Dean sees your more domesticated side, his head won’t stop swimming with all the wrong ideas.

Slow burn, enemies to lovers, smut

Warnings: SMUT, the forbidden quickie

Chapter Word Count: 3548

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A/N: ahhhhhhhh I finally wrote some spice! Sorry it took a while. This is a little tame I guess but we can work up to the extra lewd stuff

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Please read the below first:

Prologue

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

I’m Not Your F*cking Maid

Chapter 6

The following day rolled around quickly and before we knew it there was only an hour remaining until the auction house charity event. The disturbing events of yesterday were pushed to the back of my mind, the boys respecting my wishes on not wanting to talk about it. Sam told us over breakfast that he’d managed to access the auction house database and add our names to the guest list for the party, making it easy for us to attend without getting caught out as uninvited visitors. Now back in my room, I was rummaging through my duffel and pulling out my evening attire: a long black dress made of soft satin that had a slit up to the hip on one side. The neckline was a deep v-plunge and the dress was entirely backless.

“I guess no bra for me tonight then,” I mumbled to myself, also pulling out a clean pair of black lace panties and a pair of closed toe, VERY high black satin heels that had a neat little buckle on the ankle strap. I was already showered and my makeup was already done so I dropped my towel and slipped into the dress, pulling the thin straps over my shoulders. I followed by pulling on my panties, stretching the lace over my hips so it wasn’t visible through the slit in the dress. If you didn’t know any better, it would look like I wasn’t wearing anything at all. I sat on the edge of the bed and put on the heels, securing them in place before standing up and doing a few practice laps of the room - wearing shoes this high was not a common occurrence for me. I finished up by dusting my skin with the same perfume I wore yesterday, breathing in the pleasant smell before tucking the bottle along with my rouge lipstick into my little black clutch. I fussed over myself in the mirror for a few minutes when I heard a knock at the door. Pacing over I flung it open to greet the Winchester boys, and when I did I couldn’t help but do a double take over the oldest brother. I hated to admit it but he looked good. REALLY good. He was dressed head to toe in black: a slim fitted suit, shirt and tie, all of which seemed to flick something on in my brain. His suit jacket hung open and beneath it the shirt was clinging to his well defined torso, the top two buttons straining a little.

“You scrub up well, Dean,” I said to him, trying to sound pleasantly surprised. Instead, I think I sounded incredibly flirtatious. Dean didn’t seem to notice though as I watched his jaw slacken and his eyes flit over my body.

“Uhhh-um yeah, thanks,” he said, clearing his throat a little as he stepped aside to let me out.

“You look great, (Y/n),” Sam said, making such intense eye contact with me like he didn’t know where else to look, his cheeks glowing a little.

“Thanks Sam,” I smiled up at him before locking the motel room door and trying to ignore the fact that Dean didn’t say anything. Back to being an ass I see.

“So (Y/n), you’re with Dean. It should be pretty simple: get in, get the hair pain, get out. With that many people at the event, we don’t want to risk anyone getting hurt so I'll be ready and waiting outside with everything we need to destroy it and put the ghost to rest,” Sam briefed us before carrying on, “I’ll head back to our room to get everything and I’ll meet you there - you guys get going,” he nodded his head to Deans car which was parked out front. Dean said a quick farewell and headed out and I did the same, giving Sam a wave as he turned to leave.

I climbed into the front of the Impala, running my hands over the plush leather seat.

“You really do have great taste in cars Dean,” I said, looking around at the immaculate interior. He hummed in agreement, putting his arm over the back of my seat as he reversed out of the parking spot. Those top two buttons on his shirt were not going to last all night. I crossed my legs, getting comfortable for the short journey into town - the satin of my dress falling open and completely exposing my thigh to Dean. I watched him take his eyes off the road and fixate on my bare skin, his knuckles turning white as he gripped the steering wheel. Returning his eyes to the road I saw his chest rise as he took a deep breath, a small but deep groan emitting from his chest.

“You ok?” I asked, quirking an eyebrow.

“I’m fine,” he rasped.

“Ok… you’re acting strange though,” I said, leaning on the passenger side door to watch the street lamps turn on.

“Can you blame me?”

“What?”

“Nothing.”

There was a few seconds of silence before he flicked on his cassette player and classic rock filled the car, bringing a smile to my ruby lips.

“Good taste in music too? I’ll be damned, you’ve got more of a personality than I thought.”

He scoffed a little before smirking, “there’s more to me than meets the eye sweetheart.” He looked over at me, green eyes piercing into mine with such intensity I suddenly felt a little warm. I looked away, quickly counting my lucky stars when I noticed we’d arrived.

Dean parked up and I reached for the door, however Dean stopped me from opening it.

“Wait,” his tone was authoritative as he reached a hand out to stop me, his rough fingers lightly grazing the soft skin of my thigh. Before I could even respond, he’d hopped out, slamming his door shut before striding around the front of the car to open mine for me. He held his hand out, which I grasped delicately and he pulled me to my feet.

“What was that for?” I asked, puzzled as he closed the passenger side door behind me.

“Just trying to keep up appearances for this shit-show,” he stated bluntly before he walked off ahead of me towards the front door whilst he left me to navigate the uneven cobbles in these death-trap shoes.

“Jerk,” I muttered under my breath, but he must’ve heard me because he turned around, sighed and held out his arm for me to take.

“Just ask if you need help,” he leaned in and said quietly, his face close enough that I could feel his breath on my skin. I sucked in a breath, which was a mistake as he smelt positively divine. He was filling my senses and I didn’t want him to.

We made it into the building with no trouble at all thanks to Sam’s hard work. The inside of the auction house was a grand spectacle indeed; with high ceilings, a chandelier made up of thousands of tiny pieces of crystal and two symmetrical mahogany staircases at the end of the entrance hall. It was busy, lots of people in expensive attire milling about and drinking equally expensive sparkly wine.

“Shall we get some champagne?” I turned and asked Dean, who chuckled slightly.

“You’re already more fun than Sam,” he said before whisking two flute glasses off a passing waiter and handing me one. We chinked glasses, laughing a little at how awkward all of this pomp and ceremony was for us before we both downed the expensive alcohol like shots. Dean winced slightly, handing his now empty flute back to the same waiter who gave him a concerned look.

“Aw damn, those bubbles - that shits wrong.”

“That’s because you’re supposed to sip it,” I laughed at him, placing my empty glass on an old polished oak sideboard.

“Then why did you neck it too if you knew?” He asked, furrowing his eyebrows at me. I shrugged.

“To be honest I don’t know - I guess I wanted to lighten the old-money mood in here.” He nodded, seeming to understand where I was coming from. After that fiasco we made our way towards the immense curved staircases at the end of the room, Deans hand occasionally touching my exposed back as he guided me in front of him, making me shiver involuntarily. We ascended, making our way up and past people who were at the top of the stairs, idly chatting and leaning on the bannister - not paying us any mind as we turned down a quiet corridor. We walked quietly, the hum of chatting remaining behind us as we made our way down the dim corridor, looking out for the room number Sam had given us.

“Room 19, room 19, room 19…” I chanted to myself searching every door until we found the right one. Coming to a stop, Dean quickly knelt down and pulled a lockpick from his pocket. I watched in fascination as he inserted the device, ever so gently manoeuvring it with a look of pure concentration on his face. I couldn’t stop myself from looking over at him whilst he was unaware; looking at those focused and hooded dark green eyes, slightly parted lips that he wet with his tongue and large muscled shoulders that were almost as wide as the doorway. I didn’t want to admit it, but God damn he was attractive. There was a click and he stood up quickly, pocketing the lockpick and opening the door, hurrying me inside. I walked gingerly into the room which looked like a mixture between a study and a museum. There were large bookcases spanning the walls, sideboards boasting an array of intriguing items, all contained in secure glass cabinets, and finally a large leather-topped mahogany desk in the centre of the room. This place smelt old.

I heard Dean close the door behind him as he paced in after me, immediately scanning the room.

“Right,” he said, his tone stern and authoritative, “you take that side and I’ll take this side.” I nodded, immediately scouring every surface for our haunted item.

We must’ve been looking for around ten minutes when Dean called me over.

“Do you think that’s it?” He almost whispered, pointing to an item that I would definitely have described as a jade hairpin.

“Yup,” I whispered back, leaning slightly closer to him so I could get a better look. I felt him draw a sharp breath in before sighing slightly. “Can you pick this lock?” I asked, ignoring his antics and sticking to the business at hand.

“Yeah give me a second and I’ll get it open,” he stepped in front of me. Not wanting to get in his way, I walked into the centre of the room to where the desk was and leant against it, looking around at all of the bizarre items. Surely there are some other haunted things in here other than what we came for. My eyes eventually landed on an old gramophone.

“Oh that bitch is definitely haunted,” I mumbled to myself right as I heard Dean pop the lock on the glass cabinet. I watched as he wrapped the hairpin in a square of fabric before shoving it into his pocket and clicking the cabinet closed.

“Mission complete,” he said, a slight grin on his lips as he walked to stand in front of me. That grin fell from his face though when suddenly there were voices outside the door and keys rattling in the lock. We hadn’t planned for this. He looked at me in a panic.

“Kiss me,” I blurted.

“What?”

“I have a plan: Dean just fucking kiss m-” it was like I didn’t have to tell him twice before he had a hand in my hair and his lips were on mine. My heart started pounding and his mouth was hot against my cool skin. I hummed, sliding my fingers up his chest to grip the lapels on his jacket, pulling him further in towards me. Before I could get sucked into whatever it was that I was feeling, the study door flew open and two older gentlemen in brown tweed suits walked in, stopping in their tracks at the sight of us.

“Good heavens! What are you doing in here?” One of them exclaimed. Dean turned his head to look at the men, a smirk on his face and I couldn’t help but blush furiously at the sight of my lipstick that was now smeared on the corner of his lips.

“So sorry gentlemen, the door was unlocked so we just let ourselves in. I hope you don’t mind…” I watched, my eyes widening a little as he lifted his jacket slightly, showing the gun that was tucked into his belt. The men’s eyes also widened and they backed up towards the door.

“Yes, yes! Of course you did! Please, take your time. Just…” the man paused, his eyes darting to the precious items on his desk, “please try not to make a mess - it’s all I ask.” And with that they both left as quickly as they arrived, closing the door behind them. I let out a sigh of relief, looking up at Dean.

“Thank fuck… Dean I’m so sor-” I didn’t have a chance to think as Deans mouth was back on mine; rough and needy. I sat in shock for a second before being pulled back to reality when Dean held the side of my face, his fingers sliding up to tangle with my hair. I couldn’t stop myself from kissing him back, my mind racing and going blank simultaneously. His free hand ghosted up my exposed leg, touching so gently I could barely feel him. He soon decided though that gentle wasn’t working for him, and he gripped my thigh, his fingers digging into my soft flesh and making me gasp - his hands on my body were already working their magic as I couldn’t stop his name from leaving my lips.

“Dean…” I moaned. I can’t believe it - I had actually moaned his fucking name. He groaned into my mouth, obviously liking the sound of his name rolling off my tongue. Tearing his hand from my hair and gripping my other thigh, without warning and with rushed movements, he lifted me with ease so I was sat atop the desk.

“Wrap your legs around me darlin,” he said with a deep lustful tone against my lips. I whimpered involuntarily as I did as he said. He pried his mouth from mine and started to kiss elsewhere; my cheek, behind my ear… my neck. I ran my hands over his shoulders and up the back of his neck, running my nails over his scalp and making him shiver. I gripped his hair and yanked, forcing his head up. I locked eyes with him, his eyes no longer that brilliant green but now blown and black with lust. My own eyes were probably no different. His gaze fluttered from my eyes to my lips, and before I let him kiss me again I leant forward and pressed my lips to his throat, my tongue on his skin. It was his turn to moan as I reached a hand down and traced a finger up the hard weapon growing in his pants. His large hands moving from my thighs to my ass, gripping tighter than ever before as I seemed to be pushing all the right buttons. He slid me to the edge of the desk so my lace-covered intimates were pressing right against him, friction and pleasure commencing. I pulled my lips from his throat before tugging his face down to mine, instigating the finale. I spoke breathlessly over his lips, already craving the taste of him again.

“Are you gonna fuck me or what, Winchester?”

Dean practically growled, frantically fumbling with moving my dress aside. He hooked a shaky but skilled finger into my underwear, trying to pull it aside but the elastic wouldn’t allow for it. I began to tremble as his digits kept ghosting over my most sensitive area. He soon gave up with his first plan, and his second plan made my eyes roll into the back of my head. Dean pulled a large hunting blade from inside his jacket and slid the flat side against my skin and up my thigh until it was under the lace fabric. The ice cold metal made me shiver before he swiftly sliced the blade up towards him, cutting my panties to shreds as he repeated the motion on the other side.

“Fuck that was hot,” I panted as he put the blade away and captured my lips again, running his tongue over mine. I gasped suddenly when he dipped a finger inside me, curling it and caressing that soft, sensual cushion that was hidden away. When I moaned, he added a second finger, leaning away from me slightly so he could see what a mess I was beneath him. After a few moments of utter bliss, he pulled his fingers out, sticking them straight in his mouth.

“You’re fucking delicious,” he groaned, standing up straight to shimmy out of his jacket. I leant forwards, grasping his belt buckle, undoing it and pulling down his zipper. Slowly I reached in and pulled him out of his boxers, his rock hard manhood hot and heavy in my palm. He closed his eyes as I ran my thumb over the tip, guiding my hand up and down, up and down, again and again until he grabbed my wrist.

“Let go so I can fuck you ‘til you can’t walk,” he practically growled, making me weak. I leant back on my palms, watching as he lined himself up and then disappeared inside me in one earth shattering motion. My eyes rolled back and my lips parted as I locked my ankles instinctively behind his back, my heels catching on the gun still tucked into his pants. He started to set a rhythm as he fucked me into the desk, the wooden structure sliding back with every thrust he made. He had both hands firmly planted on the desk beside me and I gripped his forearms tight, my head starting to spin from the overwhelming pleasure. It didn’t help that Deans head had dropped into the crook of my neck and his heavy breathing was like music to my ears. He kissed the skin there softly, drawing a moan from my lips with the sudden tenderness. The pounding was speeding up, and he suddenly wrapped an arm around my waist, desperately trying to get closer - to get deeper. The need for release was building and I’d lost control of my voice; Deans name tumbling from my lips like a prayer. I pressed his lips to mine feverishly, his breath ragged as he managed to pant out;

“Shit, (Y/n) I’m so close… I’m gonna need you to cum for me…”

I whimpered at the sound of my name on his breathless lips and he let go of my waist, placing his large palm on my stomach and sliding it down until his thumb connected with that bundle of nerves.

“Shit-Dean-,” whining against his mouth I started to feel the tension in the pit of my stomach build - the feeling of him pounding into me and stretching me more than ever before combined with his thumb on the magic button was a recipe for a quick release. And Dean knew that. He was fucking me so hard now that the sound of wet skin on skin echoed around the room and the banging of the desk could surely be heard from out in the corridor- maybe even downstairs. That knot was tightening, and tightening, and tightening until:

“Fuck- Dean I’m gonna cum!”

“Fuck,” was all he managed to groan before I shattered around him, that knot snapping and sending me into probably the best orgasm I’ve ever had. As I tensed up I pulled Dean over the edge with me and he buried his face into my neck, breathing heavily and cursing occasionally.

We stayed like that for a few moments, regaining some clarity and returning to earth. He took a few deep breaths before standing up and pulling out, tucking himself back into his pants and doing up his belt as his cum dripped down my thigh. He couldn't seem to look away, even when he reached for his jacket on the floor and put it back on.

“Stay there,” he said finally, disappearing behind some shelves for a second before returning with a box of tissues. He helped me clean myself up, tossing the tissues in the bin as we attempted to get rid of the evidence.

“Are you ok?” He asked sincerely, concern in his eyes as he offered me his hand. I smiled a little bashfully, placing my palm in his.

“I hate to admit it but I feel great.”

He helped me down off the table, placing a hand on my waist to help steady me on my still trembling legs. We both stood in a comfortable silence for a few moments before realisation hit us both and we looked at each other with wide eyes.

”Oh shit - Sam!”

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knightfall-4-life · 1 year

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Knightfall For Life 1

Jaune: *leaning against the cafeteria wall, the blonde was currently waiting for the rest of his friends to appear before locking eyes with Cinder who was currently coming his way*

Jaune: Cinder?

Cinder: *giving the blonde a small smile* Good morning, Jaune. And what are you up to this fine morning?

Jaune: *unable to take his eyes off of her* Just waiting for... the rest of... my team...

Cinder: *notices him staring at her* Something wrong?

Jaune: Nothing, it’s just... Did you do something with your hair? It looks different today.

Cinder’s internal monologue: Oh Gods, oh Gods, oh Gods! He noticed! He noticed I had my hair done yesterday! Yes! Looks like yesterday was an afternoon well spent! Alright, calm down, Cinder! You are a Queen! You are a Goddess! You are Cinder Fall! Respond appropriately!

Cinder: *flicking her hair* Why, yes. I did. Something told me that it was time for a change. Why? Do you like it?

Jaune’s internal monologue: Do I like it?! I freaking love it! Gods, she is so beautiful! How does this woman manage to grow even more beautiful with each passing day?! Gods, I love her so much! She is amazing!

Jaune: I do. It looks good on you.

Cinder’s internal monologue: He just said it looks good on me! Oh, Gods! Such simple words yet they bring me such joy! I could literally die of happiness right now! Is it too much to hope for that he notices that new perfume I bought?!

Cinder: *sending a smile his way* Thank you.

Jaune: *sniffing the air* Also, did you buy a new perfume? Because you smell amazing.

Cinder’s internal monologue: He noticed that, too?! And he said I smelled amazing! Aaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!! He said I smelled amazing!!!

Cinder: *smile widening as red started to creep up her cheeks* I did and thank you. I bought it yesterday and thought to try it on, just for the sake of it

Jaune’s internal monologue: Is she trying to kill me?! Gods, she is so... so... perfect! Amazing! Wonderful! Gorgeous! Spectacular! A Goddess in human form! I love her so much!

Jaune: *eyes widening as he feels something starting to harden in his pants*

Jaune’s internal monologue: No! Down, boy! Down! This is not the time to embarrass myself in front of Cinder! Not like this! I said down!

Cinder: Jaune? Is something wrong? *gets closer to the blonde*

Jaune’s internal monologue: Ahhhh!!! She’s so close to me right now! I could just die and have absolutely zero regrets right now!

Jaune: I-I’m fine... Everything’s totally fine. Great, even. *starts to frantically hide his boner from public view* Should we take a seat? A lot of empty tables around here *grabs Cinder’s hand before dragging her along*

Cinder’s internal monologue: Ahhhhhhhh!!!! He’s grabbing my hand! Jaune Arc is grabbing my hand! What do I do, what do I do, what do I do?!

Jaune’s internal monologue: Ahhhhhhhh!!!! I grabbed her hand without thinking! What do I do, what do I do, what do I do?!

Jaune & Cinder, their faces practically crimson: *running through the busy cafeteria, hand in hand while avoiding all the empty seats*

Meanwhile, standing at a distance were Teams RWBY, NPR, Emerald, and Mercury.

Ruby: Those two are totally into each other, right?

WBYNPREM: Yup.

#Knightfall #Arcfurnace #Jaune Arc #Cinder Fall #Jaune #Cinder #RWBY #Knightfall For Life #Jaune x Cinder #RWBY Knightfall

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writingsofwesteros · 1 year

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Dude I usually hate the idea of Alicent and Daemon but you've changed my opinion on them-though I still 10000% believe she is a repressed lesbian.

Anyways, I can't get this idea out of my head.

So an AU of the Alicent and Daemon you have up on your blog. So it went as it did, the two having an affair, Aemond being born and disguised as Viserys' kid BUTTTTT

Say Rhaenyra or someone (rhae fits better thought) found them while they were having hot sex in the library a little while after Aemond is born. Daemon and Alicent have no clue she even knows and in a fit of jealousy, of who? Idk because Rhaenyra highkey wants them both, she tells Viserys.

Viserys' favoritism comes out to play and he questions his brother. Usually, Daemon is a good liar and would be able to fool his brother but he can't keep the smug gleam out of his eyes as he lies to the King. So what does Viserys do? Banish his ass, no surprise.

He keeps rumors from spreading about the true reason Daemon was exiled and made sure not a soul besides himself and Rhaenyra knew about his wife's infidelity. The lovers have heartbreaking goodbye sex, full of tearful love confessions and slow thrusts to somehow prolong the inevitable, and just like that, they don't see one another for 10 years.

Now here we are, Laena's funeral. Alicent has grown into a beautiful woman, something her husband cannot appreciate. She came to the funeral as a courtesy, though she couldn't give two fucks about the woman who married her lover. But when she sees Daemon, she goes full stalker mode, her thighs clenching under her dress at the familiar head of Targaryen white hair she oh so missed.

And Daemon? WOOO WEE-That man hasn't seen her in ten years and my my has she grown even more beautiful (when he last saw her she still looked like emily carey and now she looks like olivia cooke). And yes, he had Laena for release but she was nothing compared to her. Nothing could even slightly compare to Alicent's soft whimpers and tight cunt.

After the funeral, they end up fucking on the beach for hours on end, frenzied snaps of hips and teeth scraping desperately against each other's as they kiss. But of course, all good things come to an end and they reluctantly stop fucking like bunnies when Aemond claims Vhagar and starts riding around.

So Alicent's mom mode kicks in and she's fucking sprinting back, Daemon trailing after her like a lost puppy and when they finally arrive, Alicent immediately ignores everyone and rushes to her boy.

Daemon can't keep the smirk off his face as he looks at Otto, his eyes gleeful as he told him without speaking just how much he recked his daughter. Of course, he's worried for his son but holds himself back, not wanting to anger Viserys in order to snake his way back to the Red Keep to be with his Queen once again.

Now when Alicent snaps, he's feeling a lot of things. Worry, for his Queen and his maimed son. Rage, how dare Rhaenyra's bastard son (I love luke I hate saying this but yk) hurt his boy and his own daughters helped?? And lastly, he's unashamed to say, he's fucking turned on. Yes, his (secret) son is maimed and bleeding and Alicent had just drawn Rhaenyra's blood, though he couldn't give a shit about that, something about seeing the well-kept, proper, and religious Queen Alicent, snap, stirred something in his breeches.

So later that night, he helps comfort his son with Alicent, and obviously, Aemond is smart and knows more than he should and kinda blankly stares at them as they leave together, but he's secretly happy because ayee fatherly affection. And then when Daemon leads Alicent to his temporary chambers in Driftmark, he comforts her and slowly fucks her worries and grief away till the sun rises.

Anyways, my mind ran wild but AHHHHHHHH-

THIS IS AMAZING!!!!! So glad I've found another Daemon x Alicent enjoyer...I don't even know how it came to be for me ooopsie.

This is brilliant; I can't even add anything to it. I'm sure I've got a request for something with Driftmark so I'll add things from you in there.

Alicent was hot when she lost control thank you very much ;) No wonder her hair was all lose ;)

#thanks so much for placing an ask!#alicent x daemon

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nullsleepy · 1 year

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Everything To Himself

Maribat Daminette!AU

“Oh yes, the almighty Damian is upset and won’t talk to anyone! How impressive of him.” The blue haired teen shouted as they spotted the sulking boy.

“I said I’m fine Marinette, just leave me alone. I’m busy.” The boy snarked back, turning away.

“Oh! And he fires back! Keeping everything to himself, like usual! Little Marinette couldn’t even dare to understand his all mighty ways.” Marinette draped her arm over her head, sighing dramatically.

“What do you think you are doing, Dupain-Cheng?” Damian looked over at her, raising a brow.

“And he even asks the miserable little unknowing one a question! How kind of him, understanding of all!” She pressed her hands together, lacing her fingers in between each other. Her eyes seemed to sparkle sarcastically, if that was even possible.

“Cut it out Dupain-Cheng.” He snarled, glaring her down. What in the pits did this girl think she was doing? Tt.

“Ahhhhhhhh how scary! He snarls! Whatever shall this helpless civilian do?” Marinette pretended to faint, dramatifying the movements.

“Stop.”

“Oh no, he tells the insignificant being to stop! What do I dooooooo?”

“.. what are you up to, Dupain-Cheng?”

“Ohhhhh he finally asks the big question! What am I up to? What evil scheme is this insignificant up to?!” Marinette pressed her chest, widening her eyes.

“What do you want, Marinette?” He sighed, staring at her.

“Oh, so now you want to know what I want, Mr. KeepsToHimselfNoMatterHowOthersFeel. I wonder, what is that I want?” She crossed her arms, suddenly losing the silly atmosphere around her. Her eyes were cold.

“Marinette…” Damian whispered.

“Maybe I want you to tell me what you feel, for once! Or maybe I want you to come to me whenever you are upset and sTOP KEEPING THINGS TO YOURSELF!” Marinette bawled her fingers together, making two fists at her sides.

“But I-”

“No buts! We are dating Damian! If we want to continue doing so, we have to communicate these things to each other! That’s why I told you about Lila, who isn’t even a problem anymore! That’s why I come to you in the middle of the night, get it?! You don’t want to go tell “some shrink” your problems, so tell me! Am I not supposedly your “wife” in all but name?!” She screeched, the house becoming noticeably quiet. Not even the sound of the air conditioner could be heard.

“I-”

“Now is it healthy to be yelling this shit at you? No! But I can’t fucking take it anymore Dames! You don’t have to tell me shit, but you can at least come to me! Don’t hold it in anymore, please. Hawkmoth taught me, out of everything he could’ve taught, that holding your emotions back and shoving it down will only make it worse. It’s the whole reason we met, isn’t it? Because I couldn’t take it anymore, and suddenly the world exploded with me.” Marinette’s voice wavered as she remembered her akumatization. Where others forgot, she could recall with full detail everything she did. She fell to her knees.

“…..”

“Please just come to me, for anything. I just want your love.” Marinette

“I do love you,” Damian offered his hand to her, his voice small. “Marinette.”

“You sure don’t act like it.” She slapped his hand away, getting up herself. Looking him dead in the eyes, she turned away, determined to leave out the door and never come back.

“Wait please!” He grabbed her arm, uncharacteristically shaking. She looked back over her shoulder at him, barely able to contain her tears at the sight of him. The panic in his eyes was so vivid at that moment that the image was seared into her eyes for years. The pure honesty, the pure hurt, everything was on clear display.

“Damian…” Marinette whispered, letting him take hold of her hands. She was too shocked to stop him.

“I promise to come to you, if I’m hurt, if I’m happy, or if I’m upset. I’ll come to you no matter what, so please don’t leave me. I know this is out of character for me, but I don’t want to lose you. Not you, Marinette. Never you.” He looked down, unable to stand the sight of her eyes. He was scared of her reaction.

“…….”

“I do love you, so much. I- I’m just bad at this. I don’t want to hurt you or drive you away.”

“Damian.”

“I’m sorry, Marinette. Please don’t leave me.”

“Don’t apologize Dames. It’s okay. I shouldn’t have exploded on you.”

“And I should’ve been there for you. I should’ve told you how I felt so you could tell me how you felt. I’m sorry.”

“I love you so fucking much Damian.” She reached her arms around him, hugging him tight.

“I love you too Marinette, I love you too.” He returned her hug, letting the tears fall down his face. True emotion flashed in his eyes as he imagined her leaving. He couldn’t lose Marinette, no. Not before he stole all the miraculous from her greedy little hands.

Woe is the love that was never real, huh?

#maribat #dc x mlb #mlb x dc #mlb x batman #daminette #angst #ranting #Marinette ranting #please comment what you think of this #partner communication kinda #the end thooooooo #part 2 anybody??? ooooo #heheheheeheehe evil laugh cue

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siriuslysatorusimping · 6 months

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what does gojo feels whenever he woke up with her beside him? and does she have her own closet in his house or she just wears his clothes when she sleepover?

AHHHHHHHH

THIS IS FROM TWO MONTHS AGO.

IT'S BEEN IN MY DRAFTS AND I'M SORRRY.

AHHHHHHHHHHH I'M FINALLY GONNA ANSWER IT

okay so this question was asked before Shibuya, therefore I will answer it with that in mind.

I will also provide an answer for what he felt when he woke up next to her in All That I Am Is Yours to make up for my tardiness 😬

It is BELOW THE CUT!!!! 😊

If you haven't already, you can read Another Level on AO3 💕

Pre-Shibuya Gojo

Pre-Shibuya Gojo was excited when he woke up next to Rinko. A little giddy, a little hopeful. Kinda wondering if he should nix his plan for telling her and just tell her he loved her. He was still kinda scheming.

So, if we think about the the morning of Shibuya, when he told her it was a lazy day in bed, just think literal idiot in love.

He woke up with her snuggled against his chest, her hair all wild, probably some drool, and he looked down and just felt it in his soul that he was gonna tell her that evening that he was in love with her.

Then, as he waited for her to wake up, he started planning. He was gonna tease her a bit by being a dramatic lil dumbass and make her think that because he'd done something like that before for dumb shit, it likely wasn't important. So he knew she'd think he was just being dumb. He was gonna buy her some Thai food and bring her back to his place and make her cum to make her more susceptible, and then he was gonna tell her he was in love with her and then dodge her knives when she inevitably tried to stab him because she didn't believe him. 😂😂😂😂

As for if she had her own closet at his place:

Nope! She just stole his clothes whenever she stayed over 😂 Or, if she knew she was going to be there for a while, she would bring a bag. So up until now, she's essentially been living out of a duffle bag. But she would still steal his clothes to sleep in and obviously she stole all of his sweaters 😂

All That I Am Is Yours- forward

Now? He's just so fucking happy when he wakes up next to her. He has the love of his life who knows he's in love with her by his side. Better yet? She loves him back.

He's relieved. So relieved when he wakes up next to her.

Because now they can start the rest of their lives. She's still recovering, but she's alive. And she's healthy. And she's safe. And he just wants to let her know even more how much he loves her. He didn't get a chance to really talk to her after she woke up initially because Shoko was doing checks and then she passed out as soon as they got back to his condo, so now he has time to talk to her and tell her he loves her and thank her for loving him. And to tell her that she was the only reason he truly wanted to keep living. That without her, he had no reason to live through Sukuna.

So, when he woke up that morning with her sleeping like the dead next to him because her soul was still regenerating, he just decided, "Fuck it, I'm waking her up and asking her to marry me. She can go back to sleep after she says 'yes.'"

He then proceeded to think of how he was going to ask her without her thinking she was dreaming, so he decided he was gonna have to ask something stupid first. And he also tried to think of all the ways he could act completely ridiculous to make sure she thought he was just being an idiot. Because he knew she'd be irritated at being woken up and he also knew that she was going to think he was dumb 😂

And then he woke her up and felt his heart soar at seeing her irritated, sleepy eyes staring up at him, still filled with love, and he felt it again in his entire soul that he loved her more than anything in the world and wanted to spend forever with her.

So then he acted like the dumb lil horny boi we know and love and did exactly as he planned and then proceeded to remember his breeding kink for a moment near the end 😂😂😂😂😂

I HOPE THIS MAKES UP FOR TAKING LITERALLY TWO MONTHS TO ANSWER??? 😬💕💕💕💕

#sweet asks #sweet anons #another level asks #another level #gojo satoru x original female character #gojo and rinko ask #kiko is bad at responding to asks sometimes #gojo fanfic

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animesllut666 · 7 months

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JJK MANGA SPOILERS CHAPTER 236 BELOW CUT 😭

This is all my own opinion by the way, screenshots are my own, and please feel more then welcomed to give your view as well :).

Well for starters, I truly believe that Gojou is dead, everyone is there in his “dream” at the airport. But some take seats, I wonder what gojou told whomp to tell megumi about his dad? That if he were to die and what to tell him? Gojo admitting that SUKUNA IS strong and that he was holding back on him, which I do believe, and even admitting without the ten shadows he still wouldn’t have won. But Getou, saying “does it matter?” After satoru asked if it was a dream, maybe this is something similar that happened with him when Toji killed him but we never saw anything. Maybe, he is having one last moment before he comes back? Idk… it’s something though. He clearly is having regrets though. Regrets of losing his best friend, regrets with megumi, regrets with Nanami, Yaga is there, even others. All his regrets are in this airport.

———-

I believe, that we can all agree with gojo. That, no matter what or who you speak to about things, you still can’t make others understand what you are going through in life or in general. It’s just like with Toji, satoru and sukuna, those three would really be the only ones to somewhat understand the isolation they went through.

3. NOW NANAMI SAID IT, we all know what happened with Getou, I would also include noya or whatever you spell it but that was due to him not dying from cursed energy. A curse can possess a body, though you gotta have something I bet, idk I just found it interesting they included that…why even say it 👀👀👀… I’m reaching I know but idc. Plus ya know … SUKUNA brought Yujii back 👀

4. Though, they said it twice already, everyone in that airport lounge has regrets, Yaga with his students and maybe with how his technique works with using people souls and making them into cute toys. Saturo for obvious reasons, same with Getou. Nanami, with his bestie Yu, and probs with shibuya, riko and the maid (I can’t remember her name 😭, I’ll edit it once I find it again). But … a room full of people with regrets, but I want to know if there are others that have regrets that are dead aka Nobara. And they are all their younger selfs, is that when Satoru had the most regrets when he was young? I wonder if it plays a factor in it all, when it all started and how it started, it most certainly does it when everything went down hill.

5. MY MANS AHHHHHHHH, I … really don’t think gojou will come back.. he clearly is now at rest .. sort of, he is in a room full people he loves and missed. He doesn’t want it to be a dream but.. at the same time, I think something will happen in the following chapters where he comes back. Or something tries to take over his body, his essence someone tries to use it (look what happened to Toji with the beginning of the arc) I just don’t see this .. beginning the end. But I also DO see it beginning the end for Satoru Gojou.

6. Now, if I’m understanding this right, basically Mahgora adapated to his technique, but was trying to adapt to his infinity to get through it? If, they were able to break through that, then … game over for our man. But he was going PAST that, he had to get past everything else to get through to it, … so really the whole time they weren’t trying to adapt to his techniques but the infinity instead?? so when he had an opening when he was letting his guard down.. he took? Idk, I’m still trying to figure it out AND I’m just… in denial but want to be DULULU. Idk, if anyone can dumb it down that would be GREAT. Also, I wonder if this is how the battle between the zenin clan and gojou clan ended 👀

7. My last thing…..

I wanna beat Gege ass like .. he can’t STOP ALL OF IS. WHY TAKE OUR MAN AWY. I KNEW THERE WAS A REASOM JE CAME OUT TO BEAUTIFUL. LOWKEY though it looks like

He smiling.. home boy at rest.

#jujutsu kaisen imagines #jjk imagines #jjk x reader #sukuna jjk #jjk season 2 #gojo saturo #gojo headcanons #jjk gojo #jujutsu kaisen manga #manga edit #manga spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #spoilers jjk #sukuna #SUKUNA megumi #geto jjk #geto suguru

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a-libra-writes · 1 year

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OH MY GOD REQS ARE OPEN THIS IS A GODDAMN MIRALCE OH MY GOD IM LIKE A SAILOR WHO HASNT BEEN ON LAMDNFOR YEARS AND IS KISSING THE GROUND AHHHHHHHH

anyways nathan’s i request some teenage angsty stannis hcs

-🐚🌌

Hello again seastar~~ <3 Alrighty I decided to do a drabble bc thats what popped into my head. It may not be as angsty as u were thinking but I just couldnt get the scene out of my head.......

She skipped up the stone steps two at a time, justifying to herself that since they were dry this time, it was safer. As soon as she blinked into the daylight, the smell of salt touched her nose and a gentle breeze tugged at her clothes. Shadows crossed the huge stone wall she stepped on - the seagulls, the clouds. She wished some of those clouds would give her some reprieve from this sunlight. The young lady squinted and shielded her eyes with a flat palm, looking for a certain person.

He would be the only person up on the walls of Storm's End, because there was no need for guards here. What would they do, scold the storms and winds away? The Drum did a fine job of keeping itself up.

Quickly, she spotted him, and ran across the washed out stone. It was more of a huge road than a proper wall. She was glad she kept her shoes on. The lady slowed when she came closer to Stannis, who certainly heard her approaching, but stayed hunched over.

This was the last place she went looking. He hadn't been up here in several years. She tried not to glance in the direction of where it happened - that specific collection of sharp rocks that may have looked like any others, but she and Stannis could identify them at once. Those rocks, jutting out from the sea like knives, were often in their dreams, after all.

She pulled her eyes away and sat beside her friend.

"Oh," The lady said. She just noticed Stannis had someone with him. A small someone, in a wooden cage. The little hawk turned its head at her. "You brought him?"

Stannis didn't respond right away. He was looking at the goshawk, not at the sea, or at her. The sound of waves crashing against the Drum and seagulls crying out surrounded them, and she let that not-quite-silence sit for a while. Eventually, she said, "I didn't think you were keeping him."

His blue eyes looked sharply to her, already on the defensive. She added, "I think it's a good thing. That is, I think he's fond of you."

"... Do you think so?" Stannis looked back at the bird. It did seem calm, even if it was contained. It kept turning its head and looking all around, especially at the gulls.

"Of course. You've been feeding him, haven't you? And he doesn't bite you." She held out her hand, where a dull red line was still on her finger.

To her delight, a small smile crossed his serious features. "I told you to not hand feed him."

"You were doing it."

"When he was weak. I don't anymore," Stannis reached his fingers into the wooden cage, and the bird stayed still, content to let its wings be touched. "He's too proud for it."

"What do you mean?"

Stannis removed his hand, and set the wooden cage on the ground. "He wants to eat on his own, now that he can." He opened the little hatch, and carefully set his gloved hand in. The goshawk considered it, then slowly stepped onto the thick leather, digging in his talons.

The lady drew her knees to her chest, watching with awe. "He's so gentle," She said quietly. "His wing is looking well, too."

It was still clearly injured - some feathers were missing and askew, but at least the bird could fold his wing properly and it wasn't hanging at such a pitiful angle. Stannis brought it to his chest, where it continued to stay on his hand, calmly observing the water.

She couldn't be still any longer. "Could I pet him? Touch him, I mean."

Stannis gave her a wary look. "Don't move suddenly."

"I won't," She said, but she still moved too quickly for the goshawk's taste. As she scooted closer to Stannis, up to his shoulder, the bird ruffled its feathers and made a noise of agitation. Stannis put a light touch on his back, and gently stroked him.

The lady tried to mimic that gentle touch, reaching out and softly brushing her fingertips against a brown speckled feather. The bird's eye glowered at her, and again he made that sound of annoyance. It was a warning.

She sighed and pulled her hand away. "See? He's only fond of you."

Stannis was smiling again, though it was muted. He gave a little shrug, and their shoulders bumped each other. While Stannis carefully perched the bird on his hand, she tilted her head and rested it against his shoulder. It had been a long time since they were up on the wall together.

She closed her eyes, enjoying the sounds of the waves and the warmth that pressed against her cheek. The sea breeze picked back up, giving some relief from the sun. She could almost fall asleep like this.

Almost, except the gulls were incessant. She gasped and startled, bumping against Stannis as a gull swooped down beside her head. The goshawk in his hands let out a cry of alarm and flapped its winds. Stannis winced and cursed as its talons dug into his gloved hand, ripping through them, and it leapt from his hand.

Both he and the lady shouted at once, reaching for the little goshawk as it tried to take flight. It only got a foot in the air, flapping wildly in a panic, before sailing down and landing with a little thud on the stone. It was still crying out and flapping when Stannis grabbed its body, getting several harsh pecks and scratches for his troubles. The lady retrieved the wooden cage and opened it, offering it with a frantic "Here!"

With a surprising carefulness, Stannis returned the hawk, even as it squawked and flapped one wing. The bad one only made it to a half flap, and then didn't at all once it was inside.

The latch was closed, and they both let out a breath. Her friend was trembling, she saw - not just his bleeding hands, but his whole body. He watched the bird squawk and bite at the wood in fright, its own body shaking.

"I shouldn't have - this isn't a safe place for him," Stannis said gruffly. "It only upsets him. I shouldn't have."

The lady could have pointed out it was the seagulls that startled the poor thing, especially since they were twice his size, but she didn't. It wasn't just the sad little goshawk that disliked being up here. So she nodded, and took his bare hand. It had several angry wounds crossing his pale skin. "I'll help you with this, too."

Stannis looked down as if he had just noticed them. He merely shrugged, shaking off her hand and taking the wooden cage. "He didn't mean it."

She stood up alongside him, and they walked back to the stairway, leaving the Drum's great walls behind. Once they were inside, the goshawk had settled, yet still looked this way and that with big, unsure eyes. The lady looked at the wounded hands that held the cage, and once they were in Stannis' room and the hawk was settled on his windowsill, she took one of them in her hands.

The leather that was torn so easily was carefully peeled off, and though Stannis winced, he didn't make a sound of pain or pull away. He seemed distant, if anything, even as she began to clean up the blood and the little cuts. They could still hear the gulls and the waves from his bedroom window, but those terrible rocks were far behind.

#can u tell i love the ocean #also while ur reading listen to a video w waves and seagull sounds u wont regretti #stannis baratheon x reader #game of thrones x reader

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yurayuramiharin · 10 months

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KIMDITI FOR NUMBER FUCKING 9 PLS

Ship + kiss writing challenge

9: A kiss in public

Ahhhhhhhh I got way too invested in this one...

Aditi was nervously pacing back and forth in her bedroom clad in the warmth of orange lanterns which always came to life during the night. The Sunfire Queen was angry, furious even, at the narrow-mindedness of the members of her court who had irritated her at today's afternoon assembly. She knew that her nation was very particular in terms of worshiping traditions established by their ancestors, but for the love of the Sun, some laws and rules simply ceased to make sense over time!

This morning, she had been excited to inform her court about her plans for the proposal. She'd found a perfect candidate for her spouse: a brave, intelligent elf, skilled both in magic and combat, one with whom Aditi shared her desires to make Xadia a better and safer place. That woman understood her like no one else, she was her inspiration, her joy and her most precious companion. Her only fault was being born a Moonshadow elf.

"Such absurdity has never occurred in the history of Lux Aurea!"

"Why don't you choose a more suitable consort? We can present you the candidates once again, Your Brightness,"

"The Archdragons will not approve of such matrimony!"

The voices of priests, seneschals and generals overlapped inside Aditi's head and fueled the fire of her anger. She picked up a goblet filled with fruits from the small table and tossed it fiercely to the ground, unintentionally heating the metal item in the process. She breathed heavily while observing the reddened goblet cooling down on the marble floor.

She refused to acknowledge a soft knock on her door coming from afar. However, whoever wanted to get inside her chambers was quite persistent. The queen scoffed when she heard the knocking again.

"It's me," said a rough voice on the other side. The voice of her beloved.

"Come in," Aditi sighed and watched the door creak open before her eyes as Kim'dael entered the room. Her eyes instantly fell on the goblet and fruits spilled on the floor, then back to Aditi who was still wearing a frown on her regal face.

"You didn't come to dinn– Firefly, what's wrong?" Kim'dael asked, quickly crossing the room to be by her lover's side and wrapping her in her arms. She could still feel the warmth of Aditi's skin, which told her everything she needed to know. Something, or rather someone had upset Aditi again.

"My court is driving me insane," Aditi confessed, leaning into the comforting touch of Kim'dael's cool, pale skin. "They're trying to explain their bigotry with 'respect for tradition' and it feels like no matter what I say or do, they will always prove me wrong!"

"Then maybe it's time you prove them wrong?"

Aditi gasped upon hearing her words, which suddenly made it all so simple. She was the queen of Sunfire elves, after all, and no one would dare to question her unless they were ready for a duel with the invincible warrior that she was. She was about to announce her devotion to the woman she loved and be done with anyone who would rather see her refrain from that.

"Kim, you're absolutely brilliant, have I ever told you that?" Aditi exclaimed before pressing a kiss to the Moonshadow elf's forehead before she pulled her towards the door and out of the room. Too stunned to speak, Kim'dael rushed behind her, barely keeping up with the fierce queen who dashed through the halls of Lux Aurea, her auburn locks flowing behind her like flames in the wind. Running along with her, Kim'dael couldn't help thinking how much she loved her, her Firefly, for whom she would run to the Moon and back.

Aditi burst the grand door open and entered the dining hall hand in hand with Kim'dael. The chatter of people and clattering of tableware had died down immediately, all eyes glued to the queen and her foreign lover. Smiling, Aditi glanced at the Moonshadow elf before returning her attention to the crowd.

She cleared her throat before she spoke: "I have made my choice regarding the future of Lux Aurea," Aditi announced. Members of the court, who sat at the biggest table, rose from their chairs and carefully listened to their queen.

Aditi looked at Kim'dael again and went down on her knees before her. A distant yet agitated murmur washed over the crowd around them.

"Kim'dael of Silvergrove, will you remain by my side as my best friend, my wife and the queen of Lux Aurea?" She asked with the softest smile that was Kim'dael's greatest weakness. The other elf was too stunned to breathe, let alone say anything.

"Your Brightness, this is a heresy–"

"Yes, I will," Kim'dael cut in, her voice trembling with emotions. The court member ceased their further attempts in interrupting them when the whole room applauded the newly betrothed.

Aditi got up and pulled Kim'dael in her arms, as she couldn't wait any longer to kiss her quivering mouth that felt warmer than the Sun. Right there and then, in front of nobles and courtiers of Lux Aurea who couldn't stand in the way of their love any longer. Lingering between their lips, a new chapter was about to begin.

#miharin writes #kimditi

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lykaios2 · 7 months

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H E L L O

can I just say ur one of my FAVORITE writers on here?! Like AHHHHHHHH

But I heard ur doing mutant mayhem requests!! That movie was go good dude-

Can you do mutant mayhem x Fem!reader who has Muscles? She’ll be working out that the’ll be like “DAMN GIRL 😨😨”

THANK U

-stars

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one of you favorite writers??? favorite?????

you can't just be throwing compliments like that around I mean like got damn

anyway I saw that and I knew I needed to finish this request as soon as I could because I wanted to express my overwhelming thankfulness for your lovely statement

(I'm also trying something new with my hcs, hope you guys like it)

so here you go! hope you enjoy! ❤️

You planned to hang out with one of the turtles today, but you happened to be at the gym beforehand. You told them to meet you there at a certain time, but they got there a little early. While waiting, they peered inside to see if they could see you. There you were, working out, muscles on display for all to see...

~~~~~~~~~~

Leo:

-"Woah..."

-Leo was amazed

-Completely flabbergasted

-He knew before that you worked out and that you were pretty strong

-But he had never had a real chance to see your muscles

-You were so beautiful (you were always beautiful to Leo)

-He almost didn't notice you were packing up to leave

-He was too busy thinking about you

Raph:

-"Damn! What the..."

-Raph is pretty surprised

-He thought his muscles were big

-But he felt weak just looking at you

-How did you do that and how did he not notice?

-He was gonna have to start asking you how you got so buff

-Maybe you could even start working out together

-The perfect excuse to spend more time with you

Mikey:

-"Yo! She's got the guns!"

-He's kind of excited

-He's never seen that level of muscle on someone in real life

-Let alone someone he knows

-He's also a little scared

-He knows not to mess with you now

-But he's also really happy to be your friend

-Who wouldn't want some sick muscles like that?

Donnie:

-"Oh. My. Gosh."

-Hold on, he has to do a double take

-Are those real?

-It's like he's seeing a real life anime girl

-He thinks you're the coolest person ever

-He is practically squealing when you come put to meet him

-Of course he's gonna ask you to flex for him (and maybe even ask to touch them if he's brave enough)

#lykaios writes #raph mutant mayhem #donnie mutant mayhem #mikey mutant mayhem #leo mutant mayhem #tmnt mutant mayhem #teenage mutant ninja turtles #mutant mayhem

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Hey Luke! Chapter 25 was amazing! It had also gotten me thinking; will Roach ever share his past life / reincarnation with Ghost, which will explain his past behaviours (turning down all the specialised teams that offered him a place, staring at Ghost when he first started in the 141, the whole Shepard saga etc)? Like this opens up a whole ass can of worms and expands SiTO's main story and more drabbles / one-shots in the SiTO universe! I can just imagine, especially in the last chapter when you wrote that Ghost understood, probably better than Roach thought that he would, when Ghost tries to confront Roach on his own regarding his behaviour after retuning from Makarov, and telling him that he knows, and Roach should never feel that way and Ghost just wants to patch him up and protect him and keep him safe! That Ghost knows innately why he feels that way and and starts sharing about his own experience AND Roach goes "NO! Ghost! Si! This is nothing like what happened with Roba! You don't understand! I chose to do that, I used my experience to seduce and try to gain the upper hand, I made the decision willingly, it was wrong and nothing like what you had to go through, I'm worse etc etc" and Ghost is stunned and like "WTF, how does he know about Roba. Even Soap doesn't know. Si? He's never called me that" and Ghost just whispers, "Who told you about Roba", and Roach shuts down, has this wide-eyed crazed looked on his face and just runs away because he messed up again and confused his Simon with this Ghost, and just starts spiralling. and Ghost shuts down cos like what else does Roach know???!!! What if Roach views Ghost differently because of that? Is that the reason he's been pulling away? THE ANGST HERE IS UEHFIEBWIJC and like AHHHHHHHH OR Because of the emotional turmoil that Ghost is facing the whole Makarov / Ultranationalist fiasco, and in SiTO how the universe keeps everything streamlined and very much the same, he starts to get flashes of his past life with Roach in dreams (like Price!), maybe the first dream is seeing Roach get shot before he goes, or when he shares about the mask separating him and the world, and wakes up remember what Roach shared the first time he confronted him for staring at Soap. He slowly gets crazy with these flashes, questioning reality. MAYBE SOAP GETS THEM TOO. The weird dance they have with his crush on Roach in the first life, but knowing Ghost and Roach are a thing and he just hangs on the sidelines, and then Shepard's betrayal again with the DSM, him shouting for both of them in comms etc etc, and then everyone is just sleep-deprived and jittery and avoiding contact.

OMG Can you imagine the possibilities? Sorry for the long-ass ask again, but I was seeing you having bittersweet feelings about the main SiTO story coming to an end, and thought maybe I can contribute to your headcanons / expanding your AU. Also, I think its highly likely that the above word vomit has been heavily inspired by In Another Life and Make Me Feel Human (both of which are really great fics that I recommend as well). Once again, thanks for listening to my rant, you're probably one of the few authors that can make me rant so much so confidently! :D

Never apologize for a long ask I adored reading this!!! Honestly this so well written I almost don't want to add anything down here ajdjdjjfjfhf

So, by the end of SiTO, neither Ghost or Soap will know about Roach's past life still. If I end up making a sequel, they'll probably find out at some point there, but in the current store they won't find out.

Though I absolutely adore the idea of him accidentally calling Ghost "Si" or "Simes" and revealing that he knows about the stuff with Roba can you imagine how heartbreaking and confusing it would be??? Oh but it would be so bad for both of them, like Ghost spiraling trying to figure out how Roach could possibly know that and Roach spiraling because he fucked up and also because he fully thought that he was past the struggles with his old life and the constant need/pining for Past! Simon.

And Soap is just stuck in the middle because he has no idea why Ghost is suddenly freaking out or where Roach has run off to. And then like If Roach did tell them? Can you imagine how they would react? Like you can't tell me that Soap wouldn't have a moment of "You came back specifically for Ghost? What was your plan when you realized we were together? You couldn't have him by himself so you decided to deal with me as well?" Like just spiraling into self doubt about Roach's feelings for him.

And I feel like Roach would try to explain and they'd just send him away cause they genuinely need time to think about everything, but to Roach this feels like the end. Like his first life has suddenly stolen everything that he's made for himself again.

And I can just imagine that what would finally knock some fucking sense into all of Taskforce 141 is Jackson showing up and telling him that he remembers his first life to and just walking them through all the shit that he knows he and Roach have had to deal with because of their memories. "Do you know what its like to be face to face with people who you loved and cared about in your first life and know that they don't have a clue who you are? They don't see you. All of those memories that you once had are just gone for them. Do you know what its like to go to sleep and feel the skin sloughing off your body as you're forced to relive your death over and over? Then you have to get up and just pretend to be normal?"

LIKE THE ANGST POTENTIAL AH

Man this is just proving to me that I really need to finally read the Ghost comics so I can work some of this stuff in

INCREDIBLE IDEAS AH 💙💙💙

#thoughts with luke #you asked luke #something in the orange

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burgundykicks · 12 days

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1. "I love you ,its ruining my life" WAS NOT EXPECTION THAT IN FORNIGHT ,A TRACK 1?

I absolutely love the beat tho and I'm so exited for the music vid

2. HOLY SHIT THIS GD TITLE TRACK IS GIVING RED TO ME?

LIKE CAN YOU HEAR THE RED? I MF LOVE IT

"This ain't the Chelsea Hotel ,we're modern idiots"

"You left your typewriter at my apartment ,straight from the Tortured Poets department"

NOT WHAT I WAS EXPECTING DAMN

3. "I clean up sandcastles he destroys"

NOOOOOOO

"Left all these broken parts ,and told me I'm better off"

STOP IT PLEASE

4. "For a minute I knew cosmic love ,now I'm down back crying at the gym"

TELL ME THATS NOT WOLFSTAR/JEGULUS CODED?!?!?

Actually this whole song is giving wolfstar

"Everything comes out ,teenage petulance"

SIRIUS AND THE PRANK

5. TRACK FIVE OH GOD

"How much sad did you ,think I had ,did I have in me?"

STOPPP HELPNO ILL CRY

(INTERRUPTION TO SAY SHES JUST ANNOUNCED 15 EXTRA SONGS HOLY FUCK?!?!?!? SHES A MACHINE BRO)

6. "I only know these people raise you ,to cage you"

THIS SONG OMDS IT HITS SO HARD

"I'm having his baby ,no I'm not ,but you should see your faces"

Giggled bc that's rlly funny

7. "Now pretty baby I'm running back home to you ,fresh out the slammer I know who my first call will be to"

AHHHHHHHH

8. FLORENCEEEEEE

"I need to forget so take me to florida ,I got some regrets ill Bury them in florida"

9. "My boredoms bone deep"

"Am I allowed to cry"

"Someone told me ,there's no such thing as bad thoughts. Only your actions talk"

"If its make beleive ,why does it feel like a vow"

MARAUDERS FANDOM THOUGH

10. "You don't get to tell me about sad"

NO OMG THE WAY SHE SCREAMS THE TITLE HURTS SO MUCH

"Is it a wonder I broke let's hear one more joke ,then we could all just laugh until I cry"

"Who's afraid of little old me, well you should be"

"So tell me everything is not about me ,but what if it is? Then say they didn't do it to hurt me ,but what if they did? I wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me. You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me."

Fuck

11. "But your good lord doesn't need to lift a finger ,I can fix him (no really I can)"

"He had a halo of the highest grade ,he just hadn't met me yet"

12. "Black and white ,all those plot twists"

The noble and most ancient house of black.

"I wish I could un recall ,how we almost had it all"

"It was legendary ,it was momentary"

13. TRACK 13!

"Cuz I'm a real tough kid ,I can handle my shit"

"Lights camera bitch smile ,even when you wanna die"

"I'm so depressed I act like it's my birthday everyday"

"I cry alot but I am so productive, it's an art"

"Cuz I'm miserable ,and no one even knows"

14. "Was any of it true ,gazing at me starry eyed"

"And I don't even want you back I just want to know ,if rusting my sparkling summer was the goal"

"And I would have died for your sins ,but instead I just died inside"

15. "Honestly ,who are we to fight the alchemy"

"This happens once every few lifetimes"

16. Last track before bonuses/the doubke album omgggg

"All your life did you know, you'd be picked like a rose"

"No one in my small town thought I'd see the lights of manhattan"

"You look like ,stevie nicks in 75 ,the hair and lips ,crowd goes wild at her fingertips ,a half moon shine ,a full eclipse"

MARAUDERSMARAUDERSMARAUDERSMARAUDERS

"Promise to be dazzling"

"You look like taylor swift in this life were loving it ,you've got edge she never did ,the futures bright ,dazzling"

I'LL POST A RANKING WHEN I DECIDE BUT AHHHHHH

#ttpd #the tortured poets department #taylor swift #new music #new album #notes

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vanillaxoshi · 20 days

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Ok so I honestly always thought that since in age bracket au, Cahaya’s the youngest (for like an actual here) how would his brothers pamper him or how he would interact with them cuz your dealing with a 5 year old, they are quite troublesome

Cahaya with Petir:

“It’s just you and me today huh?!” mumbled Petir as he moved the channels on to glancing his youngest brother who was busy scribbling his book

It was Sunday and apparently all his siblings were busy, making him to stay with his brother atleast for next to 2-3 hours until Tanah and Air returns from shopping (Air was bribed with ice cream)

“Yeah Haya has to babysit an old man” snickered Cahaya

“Who are you calling an old man you little brat!!”

“Abang of course” Cahaya turned to his brother with an eye-roll, “Also- what does brat mean?”

“💢” Petir tries to hold his anger back

After sometime~

Petir looks near his leg as he felt someone pulling them, trying to get his attention

“Abang Haya is hungry” Cahaya whined at his brother with a small face who almost smiled

“*Sighs* Ok I will make something for you”

“Yayyy” UwU

While eating~

“Is it good?” Petir sits next to Cahaya who was eating his fried rice with a gusto

“It’s ok-ok, Haya thinks Abang should have added little less salt and more chillies as-“

Cahaya gets interrupted when a hand slamming makes him flinch and get his attention. He looks at his eldest brother smiling forcefully with a terrifying aura behind him, “How about we just eat what we have here 💢💢”

“O-Ok”

‘It’s really good though’ Cahaya chuckles mentally

After sometime~

“Abang does Abang know how to do this question?”

Cahaya shows Petir his chemistry book. Petir takes the book from his brother’s hand and reads that question, he was confused. He was good with science but that was till high school, he didn’t opt science as his subject even in college. Main question is that how can his brother understand this subject which is filled with exceptions, this subject literally give headache to many students and- is he really five year old??

“I don’t know”

“Abang didn’t study about it?”

“I did but I don’t remember”

“Tch Tch Tch Abang have weak memory power”

“That’s it! 💢💢💢”

“Ahhhhhhhhhh”

“Come back here!!!!! 💢💢💢”

Later~

“We’re back!!” exclaimed Tanah and Air

“What the- did a tornado hit this house??” Tanah was surprised seeing the whole house as a mess, he moves near Air who standing behind sofa and taking picture of his brothers who were hugging and sleeping

Cahaya with Angin:-

“Ahhhhhhhh Abang slow down!!!!!!” Cahaya shouted hugging his brother more tightly as he was sitting in front of him. He was really scared and had started crying while Angin was trying his best to control his over speeding motorcycle. He just thought to have a ride and scare his brother, he never knew he would actually lose control of bike and pray to god for his and his brother’s life-

Basically breaks weren’t working, he was riding his bike with an enough speed to have fun and scare Cahaya a bit but it became worst when he over speeded even when his brother told him not too and they ended up in this situation

After sometime~

“Do you have any idea how dangerous that was??” Tanah was furious, he was scolding Angin when Api, Petir, him and some more officers managed to stop the bike without making any of them injured

Angin looked down, letting his younger brother scold him as he was guilty. He felt even more guilty when he saw Cahaya shivering in Petir’s arm, not letting him go and sobbing silently.

Api eventually calms Tanah down, who hugs his brother mumbling how glad he is that they are safe or how much he was scared

Few days later~

Cahaya has been avoiding Angin, he’s just scared of him. He runs away whenever his brother approaches him, making him sad

Cahaya finds himself eating his brother’s cookies in kitchen as he was starving

“I am sorry sunshine” Cahaya was startled when he heard voice. He widens his eyes and looks behind to find his brother standing there. He was sure that he had seen him go out then when did he-?

“Please Haya, I am really sorry!” Angin crouches near Cahaya, holding his hands when he saw the kid trying to escape

“Please don’t hate me! I swear I will never do it again! Please forgive me!”

“Abang, Haya don’t hate Abang! Please don’t cry!” replied Cahaya with teary eyes

“Nonono- don’t cry Haya please- Look look Abang isn’t crying any more!!” saying so Angin lifts Cahaya up and pats his back as he calms down

“Abang Haya was scared that day! Abang drove fast! Haya doesn’t like it”

“I am sorry Haya! I will never ever drive that fast again!!”

(Cahaya always avoided two-wheelers after that day)

Cahaya with Tanah:-

“And this is the reason why Xenon forms compounds with Fluorine”

“Ohhhh Xenon is a different n-nob-uh”

“Noble gas!”

“Yeah! Xenon is a different noble gas!!”

“It’s not different Haya it just behaves uniquely! Like how you do” saying so Tanah pulls his brother’s cheeks who laughs in glee

(-Cahaya asked his doubt from Tanah believing him to be smarter than his older brother 😂)

“Is there something else you wanna learn?”

“Haya want to study Algebra!!”

“You like maths?” Tanah chuckles as he opens Air’s maths textbook

“No! It’s hard” saying so Cahaya pouts, “But Haya needs it to study science!!”

“That makes sense my smart brother” (We all can see now who’s pampering him -_-)

“Haya will become smart like Abang!!”

“Of course you would” ^_^

“Haya loves Abang!!” Cahaya shouts that and laughs cheekily

“Aww Abang loves you too!!”

This one is with Trio Ori, I mean just imagine the gap- 😂 I will write with other three next time- whenever I get some idea

Also I tried my best to make Cahaya speak like a five year old, I just did those additions on the basis of what my mom told me, like how I was….

And Angin’s bike riding incident was what happened between me and my second eldest cousin sister, that traumatized me as well, just after that incident I never sat with her in any vehicle ever again 💀

These are all adorable moments and Angin! How dare you traumatize the child! >:(

Though i really appreciate your effort asking your mom on how five year olds speak

I think you forgot Age bracket Cahaya doesnt really speak at five, because hes technically a non verbal autistic! Tho he does get to speak at around 6 or 7 he still uses non verbal actions/doesnt speak often

Like smacking or poking his brothers to get their attention and dragging them to something, he'd perhaps point at things they want to see or stim whenever hes experiencing big emotions

He'd use writing, like a board or notebook to make them understand what hes saying more, a little example is that moment with Tanah, he'd perhaps jump up and down(or just stay still and listen) at learning the Xenon noble gas or tilt his head to indicate his confusion

He wont particularly make eye contact either, more so he'd avoid it

The motorcycle problem would be scary for any child 😅 Angin. Your brothers are staring deeply at you

He'll also seem like he doesnt want to interact with his brothers bc hed be off on his own in the house but rest assure he loves his brothers there and would cling to them if he ever really needs them there (Cahaya and Petir with that little moment)

If you want more things with autism, you could add in Sensory problems(loud noises, touches/cloth textures or temperature thats not too extreme but feels extreme, bright lights or smells and texture of food which would make him picky tbh)

Either than that, Cahaya's little interactions with his eldest brothers are adorable, Petir really wont try holding back huh and Tanah being the only one with no issues

#xoshi asks #xoshi answers #boboiboy #bbb age bracket au #ankssastro scenarios

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altschmerzes · 11 months

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Ok so I love your work (started watching 911 so I could read more of your fics lol), and I completely agree and empathize with every one of your posts about how the show has handles Jamie’s arc. This may be a bit messy but! Here we go,,

My dad is also shitty, like Jamie’s, and my mom has done so so much to protect me from that, again, like Jamie’s. I don’t talk to my dad anymore and probably never will and I certainly haven’t forgiven him and probably never will. The past couple episode really did a wee number on me (read: had a lil break down, we’re totally good tho ahahaha 😬👍) and led my mom and i to have some difficult conversations about forgiveness and the role it does or doesn’t play in our healing and growth and what not. And to put it short, the space you cultivate here on tumblr was really really helpful for me, both in processing and identifying why the episodes hurt and also in being able to verbalize and communicate it with my loved ones. Being so vulnerable is hard and sucky and I know you’ve gotten shitty asks, and I’m really sorry for all that. So,, I just wanted to thank you for being so open and genuine on this lil website, and let u know it means a lot

(on a lighter note i am so excited for like ever ted fic u are working on—the kid fic, the same story, this new fix-it—just ahhhhhhhh can’t wait!)

ahhhhhh man i am so flattered you like my work so much (i'm excited for those fics too!! been making a lot of progress with all of them and the 3x11 fic just hit 12k so full speed ahead on THAT) and i appreciate so much you taking the time and willingness to write this out and send it to me

those last couple episodes were rough for that, and i didn't have an easy time with them either. i'm so sorry you had to see that messaging for what i'm sure is the millionth time in your life - it's a horrible thing to be told over and over. but i'm also so glad you were able to communicate with the people in your life about it and that i could play even a little part in helping that happen and giving you space where those feelings are validated and you aren't alone in them is just.... man <3 i'm really glad that my choice to be open about my feelings on that stuff and why has meant something to somebody. you're right, it's a scary and difficult thing to talk openly about some of the rougher stuff i've experienced, and i've had people say some shocking things to me because of it, but it's all completely worth it for this. thank YOU, seriously.

we're coming up very shortly on what's going to be the seventh anniversary of when i went no-contact with my father, which is something i needed to do for my own safety and peace of mind and heart, after an attempt at reconciliation that went badly for me. without personal and societal pressure from people i knew, broader culture, and a lot of media narratives, i never would've let him back into my life in the first place, because it sure wasn't what i wanted. and even now, the rest of my family - who have all decided to welcome him back into the fold despite some reprehensible shit that ruined my life - is on me regularly, trying to push me into reversing my decision and speaking to him again. i've been lectured about forgiveness a lot, and stuff like the stuff we just saw just. never helps. there is only ever one story about people like us, and it's always our abusers' happy ending. never a moment considering maybe ours might be different.

anyways. seriously. thank you for this. it means a lot to hear, more than i can say. i'm really proud of you for everything you've done to protect your peace and keep yourself safe and have a good, safe, happy life away from him. that shit is so, so hard, even without the world around us constantly trying to make it harder. so in case you don't hear it enough, because none of us ever do, i'm really, really proud of you.

#gav gab #gav answers #abuse cw #long post #ted lasso spoilers #man. man........

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eenadu-varthalu · 2 years

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Just realized I listen to the songs but I’ve never seen Kandukondain Kandukondain (Priyuralu Pillichindi) in its entirety before, so here are my thoughts watching it? (I’m watching it in Tamil, so dialogues and songs are gonna be referenced in Tamil? Because I know there are some changes in the Telugu version)

*cheers* MAMMOOTTY MAMMOOTTY MAMMOOTTY MAMMOOTTY 😤😤😤

No no Tabu you’re not going to be alone, I promise, if no one I’ll be more than happy to be yours 😭

LMAOOOO HE DID NOT JUST GET TWO CATS MARRIED (this is legit gonna be me. Don’t get married, get everyone around you married)

I— damn this movie really said bisexual awakening (and we’re not even 30 minutes in)

Okay, I’ve never been a huge Ajith person before BUT DAMN HE LOOKS SO GOOD IN THIS MOVIE

Kannamoochchi Yaenada but the duet version with K.J.Yesudas >>>>>>

AISHWARYA RAI IS SO SO SO PRETTY AHHHH

*screams* ENNA SOLLA POIGIRAI ENNA SOLLA POIGIRAI NAYAMAAAA NAYAMAAA??? *concerned roommate noises in the background*

Awwww major bala is in loveeeeeeeeee 🥺🥺🥺

No but his little grin when he can’t say he doesn’t love her 🤌🏽🤌🏽🤌🏽

Whyyyyyyy does Abbas recite poetry like that??? Like the meter is off? (Also Vikram dubbed for him??? That’s cool!)

You say Abbas my mind goes to the harpic ad

This scene just got 100 times better with Hariharan singing Chuttum Vizhi in the background

Honestly mood: I too would walk in the rain like a mad person if I stared at aishwarya Rai for that long

LMAFOOOOO I AM MAJOR BALA, MAJOR BALA IS ME!!!

Meenu: *all romantic* “Kanamma” (means darling or sweetheart)

Major Bala: “ah yes Kannamma, she gives very good massages, your leg will be set in a day”

Srikant: *kisses hand* the cure is some rest and two Bharathiyar poems

Major Bala: *with an amputated leg* “who am I to give advice about injuries? When I jumped off the helicopter at the war…”

Okay Srikanth is a baby and a walking red flag. Like bro it’s okay to make mistakes, why are you so butthurt about it?

And the mom defends him!?!!????

“Orchids are a hybrid. They’ve had an inter caste marriage” BAHAHAH IM DYING

Okay Srikanth’s red flag might’ve just turned orange

THE GRANDPA DIED? Nooooooo. (I’m sorry no one listened to you tatha)

AND THAT IS WHY YOU SHOULDVE LISTENED TO THE OLD MAN

Ohhhhhh is Srikanth bankrupt?????

Mammooty’s acting in this movie is good 👀👀

Awwwwwww I love the montage!!! AND WE GET THE DUET BABY LETS GOOOOO

Nooooooooo she’s no longer principal?? Damn the brother and sister in law are assholes

Yassssss queens berate the sis in law

Tabu is a programmer? WE STAN WOMEN IN STEM

Awwwww Major Bala is so sweet man 😭😭

MADAM YOURE STILL NOT OVER SRIKANTH!? Yeah no his orange flag just turned bright red.

Bahahaha dude I love his plan to get the address

“Kolathur James Bond” 😂

The songs in this movie man *chefs kiss* 🤌🏽

That’s it. I’m starting a Major Bala fan club.

WAIT NO I LOVE HOW THEYRE LOWKEY CALLING OUT HOW SOME ACTORS TAKE OVER THE FILM

Can the mom shut up about the bad luck crap?

Side note: I told my mom I was watching this AND APPARENTLY ITS HER FAVORITE MOVIE????

DAMNNNNNNN HE JUST TRASHED THE TITLE SHE CHOSE????

I feel so bad for Tabu’s character now 😭😭😭😭

NOT HER JOB— oh wait never mind. Raghuvaran is a king

YEAHHHH JAMES BOND BACK ON DUTY

THE BROTHER DIED!?!??!!?? Dude heck yeah!

Ooooooo SRIKANTH??!!!?? Was he ever gonna tell her?

SHE FALLS INTO A GUTTER?

Awwwwwwww Major Bala 😭🥺🥺🥺🥺 YEAH FINALLY MY MANS GETTING RECOGNIZED

HES SO PROUD OF HER

“what do I know about poems? ask me about AK-47s and fertilizers. I am a hi-tech farmer”

HE WANTS AN EXTRA MARTIAL AFFAIR? Srikanth is a walking and glowing red flag

“God handed you over to me saying, I am giving you this green eyed angel, take care of her.” BYE. IM BAWLING MY EYES OUT ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY

“Will you?” “I will” AHHHHHHHH

Oh my god we get to see domestic Major Bala and Meenakshi YESSSSS 😭

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

“Flight cancel, program cancel, ticket cancel, we’re gonna have to take the luggage upstairs” MAJOR BALA IS A MOOD

Okie that’s it. I’m done. I actually really like this movie! (Sorry it’s ridiculously long)

#kandukondain kandukondain #mammootty #Ajith #tabu #aishwarya rai #ar rahman

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