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leightonfucker · 8 months

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Trans girl sydney thats all 🙏🙏🙏

yes yes yes a thousand times yes. as obsessed with impregnating and/or being impregnated by the accursed cisgender sydney as i can be, i really do think trans* sydney is peak sydney, and trans girl syd is my favorite.

i think of her so often. p!syd doesn't quite understand the concept of a chaser or fetishization, she's flattered people like her but gets dysphoric if they focus too much on her cock. squirms uncomfortably being called a futa or a femboy but is too shy to say anything to the contrary. having said that! if she weren't so sheltered, she'd delve into corruption pretty quick. she'd absolutely be on social media posting pics of herself in chokers and crop tops and miniskirts and striped thigh-highs, extolling the virtues of gock and galls. dom 4 money, likes having a little extra cash for herself; generally a sub-leaning switch irl, though she won't pass up the chance to commit acts of sadism or be on top n breed. the kinks don't go away, anon, not in the slightest.

she strikes me as pretty likely to be t4t, would at least prefer someone who's queer so they could relate to her struggles seeking acceptance in the temple. her parents were very kind and supportive, and jordan was as well, but other initiates weren't always so kind.

when she finally meets you, it's just... it's so refreshing, to have someone who completely and utterly accepts her as she is. she's not like kylar, who doesn't care for acceptance so long as you'll keep your holes open wide for him. sydney wants to be loved, and though she keeps her secrets held close to her chest at first, being able to open up to you about everything... it's like a dam breaking. she's so so so happy she has you.

sex with her isn't quite as complicated as it is with kylar. she has her kinks, sure, but she's perfectly happy to keep it vanilla so long as it's pleasing you, assuming you'd keep her pure. if you corrupt her, though, you're in for a treat. she's gonna try to get you pregnant even if it's not biologically possible. raw dick in whichever hole(s) you have when she feels up to it, toys in them when she doesn't. fond of tying you up and making you stroke her ego. maybe if you call her the most beautiful girl in the world again, she'll let you go? ah, no, she's gonna keep you there longer now, loves the sound and feel of you worshipping her, can't resist the urge make you put that mouth to work other ways too. yes, balls in your mouth, anon. balls in your mouth. cock in your mouth if you're eager enough. the mouthfeel, anon, think of the mouthfeel!

she shaves as best as she can manage before she gets the cage off, and if you keep her pure to her she's likely to keep doing so. she knows cis women have pubic hair too, but it makes her feel dainty and feminine, so she doesn't particularly want to quit doing it. c!syd isn't so picky, but she will make fun of you if you ask her to quit shaving. you into pubes, are you, you little perv? should she let her pit hair grow out as well? should she quit washing? girlsmell for you, anon? sniff it all up, okay?

whew, that was a long one! i'm a little low on writing juice now, so i'll just give some ending notes... i'm the fondest of corrupting sydney post-promise, honestly, so i imagine that whenever i write about c!syd. believe it or not, i've only done rite of defilement once, and it was on a throwaway save. with cheats, even.

that's all for now. fuck, you can really tell i love women. send in more asks, everyone, give me more gock fuel and maybe i'll poast.

#degrees of lewdity #sydney the faithful #sydney the fallen #suck her dick saturday #slight warning for:#misgendering

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lheslie · 11 months

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You're my first boyfriend Taehoon

Accepting Taehoon as your boyfriend was the hardest decision you had to make. It wasn't because you didn't like him.

It's because you've never experienced having a boyfriend and you were absolutely scared of the consequences of having one.

Taehoon was your friend. He was your friend for a long time. Although he is a like a hard headed thug you saw the kindess in his heart through a microscope.

You always thought he was like a tsundere, which you found very adorable.

You were very picky when making friends due to your past being betrayed by your friends.

So you wanted your friendship with Taehoon to last. So you made sure you were open with him. You made sure to understand him and for him to understand you.

He got to know you more because you were like an open book. And you even opened yourself too much to him.

You respected his decisions, and he respected yours.

Of course just because you were friends doesn't mean you were exempted to the teasing treatment he gives away.

He also doesn't value personal space most of the time and you also don't mind because you had nothing to hide to him anymore.

You even met his father several times and he even met yours too.

Taehoon's father. Hansu never thought he'd have a friend like you.

You were like an Innocent angel in his fathers eyes. Even though you weren't. You did some mischief in your life too. But of course those were secrets.

You liked the friendship you had with Taehoon and you would be absolutely be upset if your friendship suddenly disappears.

So you had a hard time deciding if it's worth the risk accepting.

You told yourself. 'If I accept we become something more than friends. If I reject I lose a friend and a chance to be with Taehoon...'

Of course you took the latter. You liked Taehoon. But you never really made any initiative as you didn't want to lose your only friend.

He knew you liked him, again. You were like an open book to him.

The two of you didn't do anything big after being together.

You still did what you both did normally everyday.

Except you were together. Which makes you flustered if he ever talks to you closely, if he ever held your hand.

You liked the feeling, but you weren't used to it. And he kept teasing you about it.

"Ya look like a tomato"

"Don't be shy, it's just me."

"Wanna keep looking?"

These remarks made your heart burst out from your chest.

You wanted to ask him out on a date. Like an actual date.

Right now you were in front of him shaking sweating.

"Ya look like yer being held like a hostage. What is it"

"L-lets go out" There, you said it. You can feel your stomach is being ripped off your body.

"Aren't we going out right now?" He replied.

"No, like an actual date. Somewhere we've never been before.." You said.

"Yeah, sure." He replied as you exhale.

"Ya always act like I'm about to kill you" He said.

"I-it's just because you're my first boyfriend Taehoon... And I don't wanna screw things up."

After saying that Taehoon dragged you to the Amusement Park, The Mall, The Taekwondo centre, The arcade, his house, your house, he even took you to the beach.

"This shits weird, I ain't repeating shit. So you better fucking listen." he said "Just because we're couples now doesn't mean our daily lives need to change we're just gonna spend it together now." he continued as you could see him flustered which made you flustered and your heart beat fast.

"Tell this to anyone and yer fucking dead." He said walking away. And you followed behind.

"Yer fucking cringe" He kicks you.

"Fuck you, for making me cringe"

"this shits stupid"

"I'll cripple you if I ever hear you laugh"

"Yer lucky I tolerate you. If not you'd be 6ft underground."

#how to fight #htf #viral hit #how to fight x reader #how to fight seong taehoon #how to fight taehoon #how to fight taehoon x reader #htf taehoon #viral hit taehoon #viral hit x reader #seong taehoon #taehoon x reader

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littlest-nightingale · 3 months

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I've been sleeping on and off all day so I'm all sortsa wonky rn but lemme talk about 12:

12 regresses, but he is much stricter about it. There is a line between big 12 and little 12 and he very much wants to keep them separated, i.e. having clothes and food set aside in a playroom (originally made by the TARDIS for ten, used by eleven and now twelve, although he changed it significantly)

When regressed, 12 generally doesn't talk much unless he is super excited about something. He regresses anywhere from 2-6, and he generally prefers more quiet activities like puzzles and naps. He's more tolerant of physical affection, such as forehead kisses and occasionally he'll lean on Clara, accept short hugs and hold her hand. His sensory issues get a bit more intense, so he prefers to stay in the TARDIS instead of going outside like his previous regenerations. He's a picky eater because of said sensory issues, and getting him to eat is near impossible.

I'm currently on Clara so I'll talk about her:

Okay so my running headcannon is that 11 was Amy's cg and didn't regress the majority of the time she was his companion, and when Clara came along, she found out about his regression and basically dared him to let her take care of him. This continues with 12, and despite how apprehensive he was about it, it actually didn't take very long for her to get him to regress around her (granted, he was an anxious mess fresh off the back of regeneration, and probably would've taken comfort from a rock if it offered)

While 11 was bouncing off the walls adhd creature, 12 is much calmer and often content to just be in the same room as her. Clara will grade papers and he'll be curled up on a bean bag next to her chair, just chillin with a pacifier and a stim toy, and that's enough for him. She's happy to let him follow her around, which he often does for no reason other than entertainment, and she's always just a tiny bit sillier when he's little in the hopes of making him laugh. Somehow, she managed to get him to make friendship bracelets with her, which she will never understand how she did, and she keeps it in her jewelry box <3

Also, he's generally pretty easy to put to bed, he never puts up a fight about much of anything when he's regressed, so he just kinda accepts that well. Clara said it's bedtime so it's bedtime. Sometimes he ends up staying in her room for the night to have little sleepovers if he's especially stressed or anxious, but most nights she can tuck him in give him a little kiss and put on lullabies (electric guitar covers of lullabies, of course) and he'll be fine until the next morning.

#sfw age regression #agere #fandom agere #doctor who agere #twelfth doctor agere

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ask-the-tf2-mercs · 1 year

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"why hasn't my ask been posted yet?" I queue / schedule posts, and often I have several days in queue. chances are it's in there and will be posted at some point so I ask you to be patient. however, there is always the possibility it's one I deleted either due to me not knowing how to respond, or not feeling comfortable responding

this is not an RP blog. I may be roleplaying as the Mercs answering your questions, but please do not send asks roleplaying as yourself or your characters, and please do not reply to posts doing so either

please keep your questions directed to no more than three Mercs at a time. if you have a question for more than three, I encourage you to ask my main headcanon blog, doobnnoob-tf2 and I will go on and answer that for the whole team. this is because the Mercs will most likely be interacting with each other on the post and I don't want them getting too long

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there is no RED vs BLU. this blog follows "actual" canon, not in-game canon. as in, the comics. there may be asks that reference the BLU team but I will no longer be doing so to avoid confusion

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do not tag/reply to/reblog a post with things like "kin" or "me" or anything of the sort, especially not "self-ship". it makes me uncomfortable

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you can ask other characters questions. Pauling, the Administrator, Saxton, Bidwell, etc. however these may not always be answered, depending on how well I feel like I can portray that character at the time

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I wish to reiterate this: this is NOT a roleplay blog. please do not follow/interact with the hopes of roleplaying with this blog

that said, I may be willing to be lenient on the above rule in the future, but at this current moment in time I'd like people to respect this

I block pretty freely, plain and simple. I'm here to enjoy myself and my time as much as everyone else, and that means limiting people who indulge in content that makes me uncomfortable from interacting with my blog

if you are a proshipper, you're disgusting and fuck off. you're not welcome here

I may not answer every ask. either because I can't think of a good answer, or it's a topic I'm just not comfortable answering. but I will try to get to everything I can

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zoroara · 1 year

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For the headcanon ask game for Fran/Flan, Caladrius, and/or Lancia! Course, you can pick and choose which you'd like to answer for :D

🥇 - A headcanon about what they're best at 🍫 - A headcanon about food 💤 - A headcanon about their sleep 🏳️‍⚧️ - A gender headcanon

I hope you enjoy ^^

Oh the fool you are thinking I will pick and choose. It's Ironically easier for me to do them all than sitting there to decide. So lets get to it shall we?

Okay for Fran

The thing Fran is best at? Well other than getting on people's nerves- He's actually really good at the jobs the Varia gives him, being perfect in stealth and trickery. But instead if your were to ask him he'd instead just say he's very good at pranks. and, well he isn't wrong.

Fran isn't actually all that picky though he does tend to take his food away from the table to eat. He's used to being alone a lot of the time so when he can get away with it he takes his plate with him an eats in silence. Since a good portion of time people are distracted at least when he's over at the Varia it's one of the few times he can get some fucking quiet.

Since Fran has passive illusions that he needs to keep in check I don't think it'd be a surprise that if he's deeply dreaming or having a nightmare that things from said dream get illusioned into reality. Thankfully both groups he stays with have very strong illusionists that can correct it when this happens, but the Varia had to once deal with water up to their waists and monetary negotiations with Mammon at the same time because of it.

Next Gender! Well here's the interesting thing, I think Fran has as much gender as mammon as in like none. But he also just doesn't have any preferred pronouns, so when people say "he" he just goes "Oh guess I'm a he rn" He would likely have the same thought process if any pronoun was used to refer to him, but because most people just use he since he never said anything about it.

I'll do Lancia next just cause I want to organize Canons first and then OCs last in these asks.

We'll need to get fighting out of the way, the poor man got turned into a mind controlled weapon over it, of course that's one of the things he's best at. But in terms of non-combat he genuinely seems like he's good with people when he's finally allowed to relax and chill.

You know it's kind of hard, I imagine that because of what he was forced to do he had to learn to not be choosy when it comes to what he got, since given the circumstances (Looks at the fact his entire family is dead because of him among other things) He probably happily accepts anything given to him. He probably cried the first time he was given a home cooked meal after that time.

Probably an infamously light sleeper, probably on guard a lot and easily has nightmares about the times he's been mind controlled. He probably rarely has any good sleep since that time. Even long after it's been over.

He's definitely a dude but he is extremely gender. I don't think there's a lot going on there other than being just some guy. Got some great vibes though. good presentation.

And finally Caladrius

He's great at pattern analysis and has very quick reaction time. Which while very useful in battle he actually just uses more often to break highscores in the local mall's arcade. He and Squalo don't know it but they have a rivalry for keeping the first place spot on all the cabinets there for the same reason.

Cal really really can't stand if a food has an off flavour. It's made him extremely good at cooking because he can taste minute differences but trying to serve him anything is a nightmare. Thankfully he's very polite about it and will typically bring his own food.

Cal is an incredibly deep sleeper but has trained to wake up by the specific sound that the alarms that play at the archives. You cannot wake him up any other way. God himself could come down with a clap of thunder and it would not wake him but the moment that alarm sounds? he's out the fucking door fully dressed in seconds.

Gender! What gender! Who fucking knows Cal won't tell me. I only know he has he him pronouns. Is he a trans man? a butch Lesbian? something else? I don't know. He simply is. Does he know? Probably. But good luck getting the answer.

#khr #katekyo hitman reborn #Fran #Lancia #khr ocs #Caladrius #headcanons #asks #ask game #character questions

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luimagines · 1 year

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Lustrous Anon here, how do you do? Hopefully you're doing well today and once more, thank you for the wonderful scenarios and imagines, you have no idea how much I smiled at the Magical Girl Au Sky one and how amused I was by the Dragon Reader one (although the ending makes me concerned for them, all the best to them), which I really needed after a hard day so thank you, I'm sure I'll adore the part three to Twilight's (aka Arguably Best Boy, just saying, ties right in with First and Time- ahem, nope, going to keep my bias in check before I ramble because I Have Thoughts) Soulmate Au and so I'll thank you in advance for it, writers work hard and so I must thank you accordingly ^^, uh, though apologies if I kind of broke you with information overload? The train of thought kind of derailed midway and it got away from me even if I'm glad I was through and helped you learn a lot, I apologize for that one and take as much time as you need to process because honestly that was my bad, probably no Lustrous Reader shenanigans today as a result xD though I'd add to the other anon here for clarification though they did an excellent job explaining as well. Pardon me if anything is off though, sleep deprivation is not recommended when writing but it is information vital to share. Though I have no idea how you feel about possible spoilers even if they're just world building ones, so I'll probably skirt around those depending on it to be safe, kind of like how Lustrous Reader already does to something they seem "not vital information" when it's actually pretty concerning from the perspective of someone not a Lustrous.

(Warning, possible long ask)

Inclusions are basically microscopic beings that live in the gems bodies, in a sense they're like cells, they need sunlight to keep gems up and moving though, they energize them by absorbing light and allow them to move. Due to this mechanism, Gems need sunlight to survive, forcing them to sleep at night and hibernate in winter (though some gems can bypass that and certain specific circumstances clearly show it's not really a main necessity for the most part). They can indeed be very picky, hence why you need to find compatible material when fixing a Lustrous and take account several factors like family and hardness because it makes it easier for their body to accept them and less risk of them losing memories in the process, else it's basically dead weight and won't respond, the inclusions need to adapt and accept the new piece or else they won't be able to move that new piece at all, though it's on a Lustrous to Lustrous basis since some inclusions are more adaptable than others (see the protagonist for an example), it's harder using parts already from other Lustrous because they already have their own inclusions and they can clash, though it is possible. Just needs a fairly specific set of circumstances to actually work and hope that the inclusions collaborate rather than clash, plus most Lustrous wouldn't want to give parts of themselves away unless under duress or if they really can afford to spare it, those are memories they're talking about, one could say that doing so is a big act of care or trust to them (like a Lustrous chopping off their hair to help fix another Gem because they're similar enough the chances are higher, so it's not really a big deal for them to loose a bit of hair), how inclusions work on gold, silver and mercury is a bit different, if the Lustrous inclusions are compatible, then it's all a matter of will and their emotional state, not to mention weight and flexibility (ex: a Lustrous with gold and silver will be stronger and able to put themselves together faster and be harder to permanently shatter, but they'll not be as fast as a regular gem or some of the fastest Lustrous around because they'll be heavier, and a gem with mercury won't be able to touch other gems because it kills the inclusions within them permanently, they'll be very efficient against Lunarians at the cost of not being able to touch their own without either a good handle on their emotions, a solid buffer, or both, it's a bit of a trade off though mercury likely wouldn't harm humans, since they don't have inclusions and in gemstones it's actually pretty harmless for us, fun fact, it's only concentrated that we really have to worry, another layer of angst is if Lustrous Reader is super reluctant about touching the Chain if they have mercury, and then practically breaking down because they can actually touch someone safely, hardness and that factor aside).

So yeah, hope that helped clarify it, my personal headcanon is that along with being one of the oldest gems and probably one of the more efficient ones in spite of hardness (which I'll likely try dwelling into in another ask, kind of sleep deprived) is that they have very adaptable inclusions due to Farore transporting them, they were already adaptable but after Farore put them back together and sent them off they are even more so because that way they'll be able to survive and function as normal in The Quest and be able to utilize material from Hyrule in case they break, which would also fully explain why Cia's spells wouldn't work, their inclusions are just very good at processing and they convert the light and energy from the spells into energy, probably wouldn't work well against something like say, a Guardian (though I doubt the Chain would even agree with letting one of their own near one easily to test, specially not Wild, they helped him get a durable sword AND know how difficult it's like not to remember anything after so many years and have their memories come at random, he's seen them disassociate after they break much like how he does with memories, I doubt he'd want to put them in a situation where their memories wouldn't come back at all), but it's over all a pretty neat skill to have anyway, kind of like a downgrade of the Mirror Shield. Also the main reason why Lustrous Reader has long hair in the first place would probably be interesting, because usually longer hair is usually most found in stronger gems higher in the ranking (ex: Adamant, who's their teacher and caretaker is way up there like how a Zelda is in the chain of command for the Hyrulean army, Bort, the strongest gem after him and an industrial diamond would probably be equal to general, with regular Diamond right behind them and after them usually Padparascha when they're actually active last I checked), but I feel like when Padparascha isn't active the one who takes their place in that chain may be Lustrous Reader because of their hair length and possible experiences, plus they're a historian, to do that AND not get taken by the Lunarians for so long is basically a feat when for a while they've been working solo before retiring, and I personally think it's hilarious if everyone finds out that, even though there's not many of them they're technically talking to someone pretty high up in that chain of command much like how they figured out Jedi Reader was a general and Lustrous Reader just, doesn't see what the big deal is if anyone tries pointing it out. Like "What do you MEAN I'm technically representing my people here I was retired! I was a historian and only picked up a weapon for my sibling, it's literally not a big deal-"

As for Little Lucky/Amber/Citrine Lucky (going back and forth between the two because I feel like both gems would fit him in a sense, still torn on that one), he's proooooobably fine? There's like, four to five possibilities running around in my head about how he's doing but if it's possibility one then he's alright and going to be that way for a while, just missing his sibling a lot and probably grieving them (maybe hugging his own version of Little Zelda on his free time, or the Houseki no Kuni protagonist, I feel like they'd get along with all of the Links like a house on fire if given the chance, so they probably wouldn't want to see Little Lucky so down in the dumps and do their best to cheer him up), also going to be on the front lines more to see if he can get any pieces of them back to remake them (although as we know it probably won't be any dice, since they're in Hyrule), I have no idea how they could get in contact but maybe the mailman in Twilight's time would be useful? That or Lustrous Reader after getting closer to Ravio asks to briefly borrow Sherrow, because that little guy literally crosses dimensions to get items back in LBTW, who's to say he can't do the same for letters? Though that'd probably be a last resort for Lustrous Reader, they wouldn't want him to get hurt doing that even if the possibility is low since gems either adore or are fairly indifferent towards animals unless attacked first. If they can find a slightly safer way then they'll definitely pick it over anything else (they probably won't ask Lana for a bit because they KNOW that if they go back to Warrior's time, they'll probably throw hands with Cia again so they'll keep that option as a last-last resort, and now I just see that shaking hands meme between Lustrous Reader and Evil Reader and it's just 'Being Protective of Warrior's When Cia is Nearby')

Also I just had a thought, probably the last one for now cause I wouldn't want to overload ya or anyone again and I'm kind of sleep deprived. But uh, there's something that happens in the manga, where one of the Lustrous is shattered and then buried all around the island for being considered too volatile and not able to be reasoned with, and they were concious for that entire period of time (220 years, to be exact and aware of every ticking second), and I was just 'how did y'all even know they'd be fully out of commission then?' and then I was like 'What if Lustrous Reader is the why?', like maybe they reacted badly to their partner being gone (maybe they're the Lustrous Link incarnation before Little Lucky, who maybe lost their own partner, maybe the Zelda before possible Little Zelda, too, and was partnered with Lustrous Reader and if they have a mismatched arm it's because they both agreed to let Lustrous Reader have their parts if any of them got recovered and they needed it because they were close), and if they have their eye and an arm not theirs and see it's their partner's and their friend's (and that it was put on them without as much a bit of their opinion because they were downed, probably had their head shot off or something similar) they don't react well for a while, maybe get more reckless or keep trying to get them out because "They'll need it once we get them back, this is NOT mine it shouldn't be mine-" or snap at the gem doctor (which honestly fair in a way), and thus they're shattered by their own when Adamant isn't awake and then buried for a long, long time before they're let out (time period is up to interpretation, though I feel like 500 years would explain a lot, and again they have a sense of time that's probably akin to Time's, so they probably knew exactly how much time has passed), refuse to take a sword again unless it's in self defense or Adamant calls for them and then go full historian before meeting Little Lucky who basically changes everything because they're like a sibling to them?

I don't know, maybe it comes up after someone notices Lustrous Reader being very reluctant/spaced out on tight or underground spaces, maybe they flinch when seeing the Shrine of Resurrection or when near sand and at first they don't wanna talk about why they're literally cracking, but after someone asks (main suspects being Twi, Sky, First or Time, although really who wouldn't cave after any of the boys asked them gently and worriedly what's wrong? Couldn't be me) they cave and tell them, maybe trying not to make a big deal out of it or very disconnected like they're talking about the weather?

I honestly have no idea how the Chain would react to that happening to someone who's basically their own now and the fact they were concious, awake and aware of every single second of it, though I can see it hitting some sore spots for First and Wild at least. Maybe Warriors, Sky and Time too or even the Fierce Deity.

Anyway, that's all for now, I hope you're having a wonderful day and will have many wonderful ones ahead and well, until whenever the conductor of the train of thought lets me in or I have the time, thank you once more for everything!

-Just an Anon on A Stroll

Anon!!!! No time for strolls when you're sleepy!!! DX

Poor little Link. They might be dead but they're not, they're just in another world entirely.

And them having bits of their partner on them- desperate to keep it safe and intact for when they come back 🥺🥺

The Chain is going to lose their minds

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS ISNT YOUR ARM!?!?

#pinky replies #at the dentist right now

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corruptedforce · 1 year

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4. which muse of yours is your all time favorite? if you stopped writing them: why?

5. is there a muse you really want to try? if yes: what’s stopping you?

6. is roleplaying the only writing-based hobby you have, or are there other things you like to write?

Questions for Muns || @vanillahub || Accepting!

4. which muse of yours is your all time favorite? if you stopped writing them: why? Jax Teller. It's not that I stopped writing him persay. I just have to have the right motivation, and I'm super canon picky. I also refuse to conform him to be politically correct. It also beyond pisses me off how people act about Charlie Hunnam and Jax. I dislike him being objectified, so I'm super picky. Listening to the SOA music while I clean has helped but again, I am super canon picky and I can't do anything that will jeopardize me losing motivation for him, until I try to settle into writing him. If I do write him, it will be very low activity, for my own sanity. I can have a very unhealthy relationship with Sons of Anarchy. It was my coping skill from trauma for a long time, and one day, I didn't need it and while it will always be my favorite, I rarely rewatch. But, I know Sons of Anarchy more than most. I have handwritten notebooks on characterization. I love Jax Teller, with all of my heart, and yes, I can list his faults in alphabetical order. Season 7 is actually my favorite to write but so many people won't write it, because it's so intense. Anakin Skywalker and Vikings Alfred the Great are close behind. Also, James Potter and Ragnar Lothbrok. Oh and Louis XIV from Versailles.

5. is there a muse you really want to try? if yes: what’s stopping you? I always am trying to tell myself I need more Star Wars characters, but I honestly have only ever felt the need to write the two I do. I'll occasionally write Padme on Discord. Actually, I do want to write Palpatine, but that's hugely intimidating. I also have a Yellowstone character or two I'd like to write. Plus, Snyderverse Superman.

6. is roleplaying the only writing-based hobby you have, or are there other things you like to write? Really only roleplaying. As much as I do it, you'd think homework is a hobby. I used to want to write more than just roleplay, but I don't like how I've lost ships during Nanowrimo or whatever, so it made me hate it. I'm petty but I don't lie about it.

#(ooc)

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remrse · 1 year

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i'm here with a little update about jaerim, as well as a plot call for this month's event, which jaerim will be hosting! if we haven't already plotted or if you'd like to plot for the event, just hit me up! if you'd like to do an event thread on top of our ongoing threads, i'll be down to do a shorter thread for the event! i'm available on both ims and discord, whichever you prefer.

first things first, jaerim has now taken on the moneybags skeleton which does not change much (or anything, really). to begin with, the gossipgate scandal did not affect him very much as his family is very influential (especially in the arts) so his career was already laid out for him. however, i did flesh out some details about his family that might come up in some threads:

his family is one of, if not the most, influential families in the arts; basically old money with a long lineage of artists (and other art related careers)

they also think they are superior to others because they are "cultured" on top of their wealth

it was always a career in the arts or risk being the black sheep of the family

every child born in the seo family would be sent for art classes, it is as important as learning the korean language

his family is very image-focused, often portraying themselves to be polished and sophisticated, people with refined tastes

naturally, they do not tolerate scandals that could potentially damper their image

they paid off media outlets to keep jaerim's name out of the gossipgate news so while you could kind of make him out in the video, there is no real confirmation of him being in it

they were also the ones that had insisted his then girlfriend have the abortion (see: his biggest gossip girl scandal)

he never had issues with college acceptances because his family name guarantees him a spot in any art program (probably also due to nepotism because he has relatives who are art professors)

while his parents are okay with jaerim dating around, they are incredibly picky when it comes to his potential marriage partner (they do not have to be in the arts themselves, but they would have to be from an influential family)

now, onto the event, which is held at his family's museum! it's basically the opening of a new gallery, with an exhibition curated by jaerim. in line with that, jaerim would display a painting of his, revealed for the first time at the event. the painting would be of a woman, rumoured to be inspired by one of his exes or past love interests/crushes, though her identity is unknown. this is just a brief idea, in need of more plotting. just thought it would be fun to add a bit of drama! with that said, here are some plot ideas i came up with:

maybe your muse could be the subject of his painting and she doesn't know it (or she could know, if she had modelled for him), maybe it could be a nude painting (with or without her consent), anything juicy — nothing's set in stone yet so i'm open to anything!

or your muse (or most people) thought the painting was of her, when it in fact, wasn't

maybe your muse sends a tip in to gg that the painting is of them, even though it wasn't, or your muse knows the painting is of them and intentionally sent it in to gg so everyone else would know too

jaerim's date for the event; seeing as this would be a very important (and public) event for his family, they would expect him to go with someone who is also from an influential family (does not have to be a romantic interest, could be someone that his family thinks is good for him)

or he could just go against his family's wishes and bring someone he wants to bring (because he likes them, or it could even be platonic, like they're just a good friend who could ground him when he's stressed, which he will be at this event)

he could bring you on a private tour of the gallery, either before its opening or after, to beat the crowds. it would be quiet and empty so it could be romantic! he might tell you cheesy things like you're prettier than the artworks or steal a kiss behind some fancy installation with a sign that says "do not touch the art"

jaerim could've auctioned his painting and it was sold to you (for whatever reason — the painting could be of you, or it wasn't of you and you wanted it destroyed, or you just thought it would be funny to see his reaction, or you just liked it and had more money than everyone else lol) and he personally hands it to you after the auction

both of you dislike each other but the media and press are watching so you put on a show just for them, even go as far as to take a chummy picture together

you had wine spilled on you at the refreshment party and jaerim takes you back to the museum to get cleaned or changed (maybe all he has is another set of his own clothes and you walk out of the changing room in his shirt... looking a little scandalous...)

you meet jaerim for the first time at the event; maybe you were introduced to each other during the refreshment party, or you meet on one of the tours around the new gallery. doesn't have to be anything complicated, could just be a first meeting for our muses who do not have pre-existing connections!

not sure if we have any muses who are artists but if there are any, maybe your work is displayed at the exhibition!

if none of these work, i'm down to brainstorm and come up with something fun for our muses! click here for my intro if you need more information about jaerim (it's been updated with the above mentioned changes). anything else, feel free to drop me a message on ims or discord!

#ooc.#xoxo.event02

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anonymousandsick · 2 months

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List of things that I've done as someone with depression, general and social anxiety, and autism (TW for basically everything):

-Stalked my friends social media accounts to see who they were being tagged by and how often they hung out without me or were online without answering

-Bought and made a lot of different things for people because I thought they were going to leave me

-Missed a lot of work and school due to severe nausea, headaches, and lack of motivation

-Sometimes take hot/freezing showers that are painful

-Gave myself several piercings as a form of socially acceptable self harm (this is not automatically self harm, but that was my intention when doing it)

-Worked on something I was hyperfixated on until I threw up from hunger

-Used to not brush my hair for months and just wear it up and cry when I had to eventually brush it (when I was a child and had long hair)

-Cried or yelled while trying on uncomfortable clothes

-Went about two months without showering

-Went about two months without changing clothes

-Didn't eat anything but snacks for over a week several different times because I didn't have the energy to make anything

-Didn't eat anything for days because I felt so sick

-Threw up from anxiety several times

-Didn't leave the house for months and stayed in my room unless I had to go to the bathroom or grab food to take back with me

-Had several visible panic attacks in public

-Went (actually) nonverbal at several places like arcades and other loud places

-Dissociate at most public places (I remember things but everything gets fuzzy and it's hard to describe)

-Hit myself in the head because of Emotions (didn't matter if they were positive or negative)

-Laughed at very inappropriate times- especially when something was upsetting

-Started arguments because I didn't understand that the person wasn't being serious/misinterpreted tone

-Got people mad at me for talking about the same things too much

-Spent way too much money on things I liked multiple times

-Sleep either all day or not at all

-Had trash pile up in my room

-Got ants from this

-Almost cry any time I do something wrong or get criticized

-Haven't learned how to drive

-Cried and hit myself out of frustration over sensory issues and also over losing something I really cared about for five minutes

-Never try anything new

-Insanely picky

-Pick at my skin all the time

-Would probably be described by people as childish and immature even though I used to be considered mature for my age as a child

-Permanent burnout and art block

-Have gone weeks without shaving my face even though it looks really bad

-Talk too loud or quiet a lot of the time

-Used to be very bad at being discreet and masking

-Thinking about the way I used to act and all the cues I missed and different things I misinterpreted makes me feel sick and now I constantly think about it and what I'm supposed to be behaving like

-I still don't understand most social rules

-I can't make any decisions and it has ruined my life

-Memory has gotten very bad

-Got confused about whether something was a thought, dream, memory, or recent event a concerning amount of times

-Frequently lose track of time, sequence of events, and relativety of things

-Can't talk whenever I think about telling someone that something's wrong

-Feel incapable of sharing or expressing certain feelings and thoughts

-Frequently feel like I can't talk and only make humming noises in response to things

-Procrastinate most things regardless of whether I want to do them or not

-Constantly think about what other people are thinking and avoid being perceived while also being depressed that I'll never amount to anything and I'll die a nobody

-Ran out of clean underwear and flipped them inside out because I couldn't get myself to do laundry

-Watched a TV show I was hyperfixated on until my ears started ringing and I felt like I was going to pass out from not sleeping

-Didn't brush my teeth until they became uncomfortable (somehow didn't get a cavity??)

-Purposefully sought out sensory things that are painful to me as a form of self harm

-Get tunnel vision any time someone I don't know talks to me or when expected to do something (answer a question, do a task, whatever)

-Had sensory issues completely ruin multiple different experiences that would've otherwise been great

-Constantly experience such bad chest pain and anxiety that it feels like a heart condition

-Get frequent pain in my jaw, shoulders, and back from tensing

-Sought out validation from the wrong people/doing the wrong things multiple times

-Lied to people to get out of doing things or going places

-Made jokes that went too far/hurt people's feelings without realizing until much later

-Have a hard time apologizing to people (this is something that I NEED to work on, I understand)

-Used to literally hide in my closet

-I have trauma dumped on people without thinking about the consequences or how it would affect them

-I have had one-sided conversations where I overtook, talking about my hyperfixations and not realizing that I wasn't letting them talk

-I have reached out to people after months of ghosting them due to guilt, not realizing that doing so would actually just make it worse for them

-Got told multiple times that I'm rude and sound like a robot and still don't understand how

-Didn't go to college even though it's what I've always wanted to do

-Cried out of frustration for people not understanding me multiple times

-Overshared with multiple people because I didn't understand boundaries or appropriate topics until way later than most people (I still get it wrong sometimes)

-Spend most of my time being unproductive and just consuming whatever content I am hyperfixated on, fantasizing about being a part of it, etc.

-Lost my job

-Ghosted my therapist

-Almost threw up washing dishes

-Didn't change my sheets for six months

-Didn't do any laundry besides underwear for almost a year

-Ran out of room for anything because I collected too many things

-Cried in public multiple times

-Ruined multiple different relationships by not communicating enough

-Basically ghosted multiple people

-Broke up with several people after severe depressive episodes and not communicating or reciprocating any affection (not an excuse)

-Acted "weird" in a way that annoyed people, got me bullied, and made them dislike me

-Looked through different things on the Internet to make myself feel bad (stuff about death, mental illness, bigotry, etc)

-Had imaginary friends when I was younger whose sole purpose was to ridicule me and make me feel bad about myself

-Had imaginary friends who were just characters from things that I liked and I had a lot of conversations with them when I was past the age that people usually do that

-Avoided my friends for weeks and sat alone at school

-Made a lot of concerning jokes that I regret making because it just made people feel bad

-Clung to multiple different friendships that weren't good for me because I didn't have any other friends

-Missed when people I knew were being fake friendly and was called the gullible friend

-Gave up on most things that I wanted to do

-Gave up on anything I wasn't immediately good at

-Missed most opportunities in my life

-Became full of regret and gave up on life as a teenager

-Was terrified of becoming homeless due to an inability to work and keep a job by the time I was in high school

-Was terrified of living through different life transitions by the time I was in middle school to the point where I hoped I'd die before they happened

-Thought I was going insane multiple times

-Became restless for no reason and felt like I was going to explode but had no way of making it go away

-Thought I needed to go to a mental hospital multiple times

-Thought about doing drugs and drinking frequently

-Fantasized about different ways to die

-Made myself throw up a few times

-Gave myself bruises

-Almost broke a bone by hitting it repeatedly (including one time when I had to use crutches)

-Gave myself hundreds of scars in several different places

-Painted with my blood because I thought it was funny in a very morbid and fucked up way

-Tried to kill myself multiple different times

Before you comment something stupid like "ew doing x is gross/bad" just know that I am aware and that is kind of the point of the post.

#mental illness #autism #anxiety #depression #trigger warning

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undeadcannibal · 2 months

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How many characters can we request for headcanons? Would you do the same prompt with different characters? Can we request for female reader & gender neutral reader? Are there any characters you won't do in each fandom? Would you accept requests for Haarlep, Dammon l, and Zevlor? Are there any topics you won't do like rape, suicide, etc? Do you do poly ships x reader? Would you mind if we request for Alternate Universes or Aus like AU where the character lives happily? Would you mind if the request is suggestive, implied sex, or mentioned sex but no explicit sex? Would you do NSFW requests? For Baldur's Gate 3 requests, would you mind if we don't specify the race/class to leave it ambiguous or if we ask specify the race/class like human/healer? What kinks would you accept for requests? Thank you in advance!

Hello, hello! Thanks for sending in an ask for more in-depth rules of what I will and won't do. Let's get into it. You can request as many characters as you'd like for a request, I'm not picky on how many others ask for. I'd also definitely accept the same requests I've gotten for others re-done for another, it doesn't bother me any, and I'd do my best to make each piece different than the others so it wouldn't be a copy or anything. As for the requests of characters I WON'T write for, that depends on the fandom tbh. However, there are very few I won't write for. At the very least, I'll try anyway. Also, I won't freak out or anything at requests I'd rather not post. Worst I'll do is let you know I might not be the best for the request at the time. For Baldur's Gate 3, I think the only characters I wouldn't care to write for is any of the goblins, bugbears, etc. Lmao idk if that's my jam, but anyone else is fair game! Regarding the topics I won't write for like the ones mentioned above, I personally believe that those topics are fine so long as they're kept entirely fictional and non-glamorized. I'll try my best to approach such subjects with as much care as possible, but rest assured the only subjects I don't care to touch are those that involve any children or animals sexually, I won't touch that shit under any circumstances. As for poly-ships, I've never personally wrote any in the past but I wouldn't be opposed to trying! AUs are also fair game - I've never posted any I've written - I enjoy them! As for stuff regarding implied sex - but never explicit stuff - that's fine too! I know I post tons of smut, but that's just because I enjoy it. Non-smut related things are totally fine as well. :D And, with that said, obviously the more explicit stuff is fine with me as well. For the more specific requests that include more specific details than most -- those are totally fine too! I don't mind those getting creative with the type of insert they'd like to request for. So long as no OCs are involved. I'd rather avoid the OC stuff for the time being. As far as kinks go, there are plenty I will write for. Won't I won't write about are the kinks I'm personally not comfortable with such as scat, illegal stuff like anything with underage characters and animals. Uhhh, if there are any you're not sure about, just feel free to ask. Hopefully that answers your questions, I appreciate the ask, Anon!

#anonymous #opened mail

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coindraws · 3 years

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When I initially followed you, I identified as ace. Now, more demisexual? But I don't like, actively ID as that if that makes sense. I tell people I'm bi/queer.

My partner, who for a long time just IDed as straight, actually started questioning his own sexuality, and recently came to the conclusion that's he's aroflex. It hasn't really changed anything between us, I still love him and he still assures me that he loves me lol

It's nice to see other people (or, well, characters in this case I guess lol) who are aro/ace spec but in relationships because a lot of people think that zero attraction = zero interest (although in the case of my relationship, it's not zero attraction) when that's just not true.

I'm not too big on cake, I'm generally a picky eater, but I'll still eat it. Sometimes I may actually find myself in the mood for it. The way I experience sexual attraction is very similar, and the way my s/o experiences romantic attraction is also very similar to it.

Anyway hey you're cool and I love seeing your art lol

Thank you for the long message, I love hearing about people's different experiences when it comes to being on the ace spectrum 😊 There are so many stories out there and it's really fascinating to hear them.

I'm gonna hog this ask now and talk a bit about myself because I feel like it, lol. Maybe it's interesting, too? Who knows.

I've only recently started using the ace label to describe myself (sometime in 2019) but I knew that a sexuality "asexual" existed since I was 14/15. Met some friends online who used it and that's how I was first introduced to that term. Did some research later down the line and thought that this label actually fit me quite well, but I never used it because I was still in the phase of thinking "I'm just a late bloomer" etc.

Fast forward a few years, I finally accepted that I wasn't slower than everybody else, but that the moment of me experiencing something all of my friends already had probably wasn't going to happen for me anytime soon. For years I used the word straight for myself but I knew that this wasn't 100% what I was and yet I also didn't want to use the word asexual. I sometimes made jokes about being ace to a few people but apart from that I didn't use it at all. I guess I was still insecure of "officially" using that label because who knows, maybe I'd have the same feelings everybody else did in a few months?

A few months after I turned 20 however, I finally decided to just use ace to describe me. I'm not out to a lot of people I know irl, only a handful of close friends, so I almost exclusively use it online. Mostly because a lot of people irl don't know what asexuality means and I don't want to explain it to them or get told things like "You haven't found the right one yet" or whatever.

I saw a post yesterday talking about how most ace content you find is usually about explaining terminology and is more on the scientific side of things, but that there isn't a lot that shows what it's like to be ace and I gotta say I agree. There's not a lot of ace rep out there to begin with and more often than not, you have to actively search for it, it's hard to stumble upon it, or at least I didn't randomly encountered it a lot.

That's why I sometimes create ace content because it's what I want to see and what I miss when it comes to the portrayal of asexuality. I know the explanations, I know the terms but there's more to it that doesn't get covered a lot, so why not do it myself 🤷

#ask #anon #had an unproductive group call I need something to distract myself #ANYWAY I made coin ace because I wanted to make content specifically catered to me and that was the perfect opportunity

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Ooh hello may I get a Genshin matchup as well?? I'm 18+ so I'd like a romantic matchup w one of the older men pls!!

Some things about myself:

I tend to come off as very social and friendly bc I'm too socially awkward to decline a conversation haha. I'm usually good at making small talk if the other person asks questions but I can't really come up w topics myself. The one exception is if they ask about my interests bc I will go on for literally hours (and on multiple tangents) if they don't stop me lmao

I've almost always got a smile on my face. I'm not the type to get angry or jealous easily, I'd most likely just be sad, and even then I'd never show it to anyone. It's like, I'm supposed to be the one supporting my friends, they can't see me like this

In extension to my last point: I hate being perceived as less than competent. I only accept failure when I'm alone. If someone's watching me I start to worry about my performance and tend to fuck up even more.

My memory for my day to day life is kinda terrible. It's not that I'm forgetful per se (if I focus on something I can certainly remember it), I just don't pay attention to the details of my daily life so if people ask me what I had for breakfast I wouldn't know ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

In contrast, I have an extensive library of random trivia in my brain. Whether it be the properties of every element on the periodic table or the evolutionary relationship between animals and fungi or the reason why we have an asteroid belt. If you ask me anything about the natural world I'll probably have an answer.

My love language is quality time and physical touch

My hobbies are drawing, creative (prose) writing, and piano! Tho I wouldn't let anyone watch me drawing/writing/practicing

I love cats and really any living thing. I'm the person who would trap the spider and take it outside. This is prob a result of my biologist training lol, learning about living beings gave me an appreciation of all life

I like one on one time with my friends/loved ones. We could be going out on a fancy date or just chilling at home, as long as it's just the two of us. Large gatherings wear out my social battery much more quickly.

As for dislikes, I can only really think of food preferences lol. I hate onions and mushrooms (green onion is okay tho and garlic is absolutely delicious). If someone will eat my mushrooms for me while I tell them about the different fruiting bodies of fungi I will marry them sdjfsjfks

I hope this was enough info and wasn't too rambly!! Thank you in advance :D

Hello!! I apologize for the long wait and hope you like this!

I match you with...

Zhongli!

Zhongli always wants to get to know his beloved better so he tends to ask you a lotof questions about yourself

Which is how you both usually start conversations, the small talks you make he will extend them into a bigger conversation

Zhongli is an excellent listener so there would never be any boring conversations when he's here

He finds it absolutely adorable when you ramble on about your interests

He loves that you're always so cheerful with a sweet smile on your face but it always makes him worried since happy is the only emotion you're willing to show him

He loves every part of you and understand that humans experiences sadness,anger, all kinda of emotions

He is very understand when you tell him you're not comfortable with showing him

He is very patient and would still reassure you a lot that he's here for you and would do anything for you

He hates to know that you're hurting alone and not being alone to do anything

Zhongli has an amazing memory so don't worry, he will remember your day for you

He loves to hear all the small trivia you have memorized and finds your ability to remember them really amazing

He in turn will tell you little knowledge he has memorized over time as well

Zhongli loves spending time with you

Even of you both just sat in silence enjoying each other's company with a drink/ tea

He is very interested in your hobbies and will ask you about them

As mentioned before, he is very patient and understanding so he will always oblige your request and leave you alone when you wanted to be

He loves any loving touch and will definitely hold you in his warm embrace

Zhongli also appreciates all kinds of life

He loves animals and humans, any creature in this world honestly

They peak his interest and wouldn't mind having many conversations about them with you

The two of you loves playing with the dogs and cats around Liyue harbor

As for dates

Star gazing? Facy dinner date? Just a walk around Liyue harbor? Stay at home to enjoy each other's presence?

Sign him up!

Anything you'd like to do, he's down

As long as you two are together and having fun <3

He would definitely help you eat the food that you dislikes since he's not a very picky eater except for seafood

I can see you guys having a lot of bounding time while dinning together

Just many lovely conversations

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writer-dreams · 4 years

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Colors (Draco Malfoy X Reader)

I'll be honest, I've had this one fully written since last week. I've just been very nervous to post it because the ending is so bad 😅. I haven't been sure how to fix it and I've re-written it several times. This fic is definitely rushed but hey, it's a one-shot (and I wanted to try writing something short and sweet for once). This is still part of the Cliche Month Challenge by @wreckofawriter (sorry this was so late). I've finally gained enough courage to post it and I hope you enjoy this messy fic.

Prompt: An AU where you can only see the shades of your soulmate's eyes until you first touch.

House: You choose

Blood Status: You choose

Warnings: Possible swearing

Note: Again, very messy. Not sure I like this one too much. The reader in this story is female / uses female pronouns.

Word Count: 1,694 words

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3rd Person POV

Y/n opened her eyes to see the world was still the same shade of steel grey. She longed to know what the world truly looked like, to see actual colors other than this grey. When she was younger, she was ecstatic to learn that someone out there was destined to be with her. She used to fantasize about meeting her soulmate, seeing in color and her falling in love. She imagined what her soulmate would look like, what their personality was like, their likes and dislikes.

Now, as she grew older, she began to develop fears. What if they didn't like her? Even if the universe had put them together, there was still a chance they could reject her. What if she didn't like them? She never considered herself to be a picky person, especially when it came to love, but that didn't mean that they couldn't have a horrible personality. All of her friends have already met with their soulmates, and it did seem like they matched each other perfectly. They always talked about how beautiful the world was and how they couldn't wait until she could see the colors too.

She snapped out of her thoughts. Taking a deep breath, she walked off to the courtyard, hoping a good book could distract her from the whole soulmate situation.

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Y/n wasn't sure how much time had passed when she finally finished her book. A few hours, at least. She looked around the courtyard, seeing that she was the only one there. She sighed, deciding to go back inside. Y/n looked at the sky, dreaming about the day she could finally see the blue sky her friends talked about. She wondered how beautiful the night sky looked when it was in full color, how pretty a sunset could be. Yet, all she could see was grey. She was almost at the point where she would begin to resent the color. Still, she remained patient, still trying to hold on to the small shred of hope that she would someday meet the one.

On her way in, she bumped into someone rather harshly. The two fell back, Y/n closing her eyes and rubbing her head gently from where it hit the ground. When she opened her eyes, her mind was blown as suddenly, she could see the world in color. Amazed, Y/n slowly took in her surroundings, admiring the green grass and the blue sky. She looked at the bark of the trees, the castle, the white fluffy clouds. Her eyes began to fill with tears as she slowly let it all sink in. She could see, she could finally see! It was all so much more beautiful than she could have ever imagined.

The boy in front of her got up with a groan. In her dazed state, Y/n had almost forgotten about him. She looked back at him to see platinum blonde hair and grey eyes looking back at her. Her face immediately became shocked as she recognized that familiar face, those eyebrows, those thin lips, those sharp cheekbones. Draco Malfoy.

Said boy looked back at her with the same shocked eyes. He glanced quickly around him, an astonished expression on his face. His grey eyes landed back on her, almost in disbelief.

"You're my—" They both whispered.

Y/n couldn't do this. Even when he didn't know they were soulmates, Draco Malfoy was a bigoted twat. How could the universe possibly pair her up with him? Y/n shook her head, before she got up and quickly retreated to her dormitory. She could hear Draco calling after her but she ignored him and simply kept running.

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When she arrived, most of her friends were already there, talking amongst each other on their beds. At the sound of the door opening, they all turned their heads and greeted her. Y/n still couldn't believe that she could see in color because of Draco Malfoy. Now, she could see the color or her friend's hairs and their eyes. She turned to a mirror and examined her reflection, playing with her (h/c) hair. She could see that she had (e/c) eyes, which was so surprising, considering that she had only seen a grey version of herself for years.

"Hey, Y/n! I just want you to know that you're beautiful and you better not be saying bad things about yourself to that mirror!" (F/n) said.

"I'm not....I just...."

"You'll find your soulmate eventually, Y/n. Then you can finally see how pretty you are." Another friend reassured.

Y/n smiled back at her, not sure if she should tell her friends that she met them and that it was the worst possible matchup ever. She decided against it, telling herself that the universe had made a mistake. There was no way that Malfoy was her soulmate, she refused to believe it.

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Almost a week had passed after that incident and Y/n was still avoiding Draco. She could see him trying to reach out to her but she would quickly lose him in the crowded hallways. Everyday, every hour, she was playing a game of avoidance cat and mouse. She had gotten pretty good at it too, swiftly navigating her way through all the students.

Today was just another one of those days. There she was again, quickly walking through the crowds, afraid that she would see Malfoy and have to talk to him. Luckily for her, she managed to make it to class without running into him. She settled into her seat next to her friends, who were quietly gossiping to each other.

"Malfoy's been pretty quiet lately. Hasn't been taunting Potter or anything. He's not even picking on any first years."

"Maybe Dumbledore's finally had enough of his behaviour. Or maybe his father threatened to ground him or something."

Y/n stayed silent, listening in to their conversation. Great, even if she could physically escape Malfoy, he was still there in conversation. It really seemed like the universe was insistent that it was right with this pairing.

"Could you guys stop talking about Malfoy? He's old news anyway. Who cares if he's not bullying anyone for once? Maybe he's actually become a decent person." Y/n snapped.

Her friends looked at each other. "What's gotten you so riled up? You care about him or something?"

"Nothing. I just don't wanna hear about him. Let's just focus on the class, okay?"

Her friends nodded slowly, looking at her suspiciously before they changed the topic of their conversation. Why did she defend him? Everyone, including her, knew that he was a prat and that wasn't changing. Y/n sighed quietly, feeling frustrated. Another thing she had kept to herself was a feeling of longing for the blonde male. He appeared in her dreams like a prince offering to sweep her off her feet. She'd feel drawn to him when she saw him in the hallways, even when she forced herself to stay away from him. Y/n was afraid as to what it could mean, she couldn't accept the truth.

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After classes ended, she continued through her usual route back to her dormitory. Unfortunately for her, Draco Malfoy was waiting for her right at the entrance. She quickly turned to try and make a getaway but he grabbed her arm.

"Wait. L/n, can we please talk?"

"What's there to talk about?" Y/n asked coldly, even when her heart fluttered at his touch.

"Just, come with me." Draco began pulling her away as Y/n rolled her eyes and allowed him to drag her.

He took her to an empty hallway, where he finally let her go. Y/n looked at him expectantly, putting her hands on her hips. She knew this was coming, there was no avoiding it, especially when the universe constantly pushed them together. The universe can rot in hell.

"So...we both know that we're.....soulmates. Why do you avoid it?" He sounded hurt, and Y/n's heart ached at the thought of that.

"Because, you're Draco Malfoy. You bully Potter and practically everyone else in this school. All you care about is blood status, the Slytherin house, and impressing your arsehole daddy. You're a spoiled brat who acts like you're entitled to everything, and I refuse to be one of those things just because I'm your 'soulmate'." Y/n growled at him.

He seemed to take everything she said into consideration, which was extremely out of character for him. "I can change, Y/n. I can change for you. In fact, I already have. Haven't you noticed how silent I've been? It's been the talk of the school this entire week." He said, desperately. Y/n wondered why he was so persistent, why did he continuously chase her, even when she actively ran away?

"You feel it too, don't you? A pull to me, like a bond?" Draco asked, watching her carefully. Y/n didn't answer but her silence gave her away. "I feel it too. I see you in my dreams and Merlin, I feel my heart race when I see you. I know you think this is a mistake, but the universe doesn't make mistakes. I love you, Y/n. Just give me a chance to prove it." Draco took her hand softly.

Y/n felt it. Some sort of invisible bond tying her to him. The universe had her in its clutches and it would not let her go. She felt her heart tighten and she sighed. What could it hurt to try? Clearly, the universe wasn't giving up on this and maybe there was a good reason for that. She remembered that feeling of longing for the Slytherin boy and bit her lip.

Damn it all.

She took Draco's face and smashed her lips against his. It felt like everything clicked into place as he held her face and kissed back. His lips fit perfectly against hers and she could feel the world around them stop. It was as if the universe was satisfied with its work and was allowing them to enjoy their moment. She pulled away and opened her eyes, the colors around her seemingly more vibrant than before. Draco looked at her with the widest smile on his face.

"I'll take that as a yes?" He chuckled.

"Don't make me regret it, soulmate." Y/n smiled back.

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Thank you so much for reading! This was pretty hard to write (I guess I'm not that good at soulmate AU's yet 😅). I hope it wasn't too horrible to read. Yes, I am still working on requests while I'm writing these things (I promise). Thank you again for reading and I hope you enjoyed. Until next time.

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Hello there, congrats on 100! 💞

I'll use the 🐧 emoji 💞 Gimme dat penguin :D

I'm genderfluid, a lesbian, INFJ (Very accurate) and Gemini.

I'm 5'2, blue eyes, fair skin, brown short hair (I get headaches if it's too long ;-;) and a curvy body type. My clothing style is a bit wacky, I sorta wear anything and don't match. If I had a NASA sweater I'd wear it all the time.

My dream job was to be an astronaut or something that deals with space entirely, but that got messed up in highschool. Hence why it’s a dream now :(. Now it’s to be an artist or writer because it’s one of the ways I know how to express myself.

I'm not comfortable with my own feelings so I have trouble expressing them, believing that if I do only bad things will open. I often stay trapped in my own thoughts. I'm very loyal, can be awkward in most situations(very uncomfortable in social situations), selfless and love to help people no matter what. Once I've opened up to anyone, I don't shut up and I love to goof around with them. I don't actually get mad, it's a hard emotion to get out of me. I love to write, draw, fold origami, play games and listen to music(any genre that isn't country). I enjoy space and looking at the stars, I can sit for hours talking about them. Scary movies, I LOVE watching them so much. I wish to travel the world but funds and a fear of heights stop me.

Things I don’t like..The one thing I can think of is when someone assumes something about me. I can get rather defensive over the assumption and cry about it later LOL. I’m also kinda a picky eater, but I’m willing to try new foods?

Thank you so much and congrats again lil monkey 💞

Jujutsu Kaisen Matchup Event | OPEN

Thank you so much for participating goober! ヾ(｡･ω･)ｼ

Out of everyone in Jujutsu Kaisen, I pair you with…

Yuki may ask everyone for their type, but you're just the type she loves! Appearances are the farthest thing from her mind, I imagine she actually meshes better with those who have good personalities and that aren't afraid to actually debate with her over various opinions. She'll enjoy your curves and make jokes that it's more to hold onto. And who cares about clothing style? Yuki values comfort and mobility over form and fashion.

Yuki is patient, so in the beginning when you're not very open, she'll respect your boundaries and gradually get to know you. Everything about you intrigued her, so she had all the time in the world for you.

Yuki is the outgoing one in your relationship. Despite being known as lazy, she'll show interest in whatever you're explaining and she'll help you achieve your goals that are within reason.

One thing Yuki really admires is how you're so calm. Sure being sensitive is one thing, but to see how hard it is to actually anger you, man she's totally smitten. Simply because she's just as calm and knows that if there is conflict down the road between you two, space, time and a little bit of communication will solve the issue sooner rather than later.

Yuki would also be very intrigued in your dreams of creative works. You draw? Let her see so she can admire and say you're one talented son of a bitch. Writing? Holy shit, she doesn't have time for that but she will commend you for enjoying it. Now letting her see is a different story but she won't pry too much if you get all shy. Origami? Yuki probably can't fold for shit and will absolutely be amazed and keep everything you make. Will even show it off to her pupil Todo just because.

Your desire to help everyone is very admirable, but Yuki will be your voice of reason. There are some who cannot be helped or will simply use you for their own benefit. Even if that means breaking you down. That's where Yuki comes in. She will protect you from those who dare bring you down. You're too precious to her and seeing you hurt, she simply won't accept it.

Yuki will carry any social outing, keeping you comfortable while she uses her cheerful personality to keep the air light and happy. You will never be forced into anything because no one should have to break their barriers unless absolutely necessary.

Yuki might be a tease, but that's just to see you flustered and won't press if it actually gets to you because she knows when to back off. She can't help but enjoy how your cute little cheeks burn when she showers you in tender words of love.

She loves to travel, so Yuki will definitely take you out to some sort of 'perfect' stargazing spot just to get a reaction from you. Seeing how your eyes light up and the general excitement course through you is all she needed. Now if there's anywhere you want to go and she's not completely busy, you can expect a trip down the road.

I imagine Yuki isn't really picky with food. As long as it's good she's happy. But if you go out, she'll keep in mind what you like and don't like. And if you want to branch out to try something new, she's quick to agree because life's all about taking chances and trying new things.

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