I need to know if I’m alone in this or maybe missing something.
It always bothers me when people say Tim’s childhood was so much worse than Jason’s, or even says they’re the same kinda thing. Am I the only one in this?? (More specifically when they compare them) Like it feels like they’re minimizing Jason’s story to nothing, when it makes his character up as much as his death does. (I’ve even seen people compare Tim’s childhood to Jason’s death, which is. A choice.)
Granted, I’m not a big Tim fan (he’s a cool character, just not the one I focus on) so maybe I’ve missed some part of his canonical backstory or ive subconsciously got something against his character idk.
But from my understanding, Tim is a rich kid who was taken care of (as in, he always had what he needed), just his parents were neglectful? Or away? (Not to say this isn’t bad, of course wouldn’t wish that on a kid either)
But Jason’s lived surrounded by crime and poverty, hell we see panels where he’s hurt and generally not havin a great time.
And I’m fine with people making angst worse because like, favourite character. I’m sure I’m guilty of doing the same to Jason (fave character bias and whatnot) it’s just something that strikes me as odd. But hey, maybe I just don’t know about some canon panel that shows Tim’s childhood as a tragedy where he almost died countless times (another thing I’ve seen fans use)
So yeah. Generally, what do you think about this? I am not too great with character analysis & whatever else, but I like the stuff you’ve said in regards to characters. I know you’re a Jason fan, unsure about how you feel about Tim/how much you know, but curious about your opinion anyway. Thanks.
You are not alone, anon.
You’re also not missing anything in canon, Tim’s childhood was not a tragedy (his parents traveled a lot and he spent his time in boarding school). Were his parents on the neglectful side? Yes. Does that equate to being parentless and living on the street before the age of 12? No. I answered an Ask about Tim a little while ago explaining why I don’t really care much for Tim in the comics or a lot of fanfics. And I only ranted a little about how projecting Jason’s trauma onto Tim is Not. Cool. So maybe check that out.
As for my opinion on this … *takes a deep breath* Let me start by saying that everyone should like what they like, read what they want, write what they want, etc. No judgement or shame intended at all.
But … my opinion is that the enemy-to-caretaker trope is to blame for the over abundance of this dynamic in the fandom.
It seems like this trope grew out of/is a Gen take on enemies-to-lovers. I have absolutely no problem with this trope in general. In fact, I quite enjoy it in certain settings. But the thing is, lovers can be equals. But a caretaker, that has an inherent power imbalance to the relationship. A caretaker takes care of a person who is in some way weaker or less able than them.
So, to make Jason a caretaker for Tim, you somehow have to make Tim weaker, and with time and repetition that’s gotten amplified to much weaker.
The easiest way to do this is to jack up the angst and trauma of Tim’s origin story and increase his overall vulnerability. Because in reality, the inherent power imbalance between Jason and Tim is not that significant. Jason is only two years older than Tim. They’re both supposed to be badass vigilantes who can fight and solve crimes. Tim’s home life was loads more stable and supportive.
Play a few games of fanfic telephone, and all of a sudden you have a baseline of touch-starved Timmy who was made to sleep in a cupboard under the stairs as a wee little niblet and then Lazarus-mad Jason came along and tried to murder him repeatedly (nope), slit his throat (‘twas but a scratch), and generally traumatized him beyond repair (Tim is Robin, pretty sure he’s been beaten up before). 🤦♀️
That’s my opinion, anon! Thanks for the ask! 💙
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Hey girl!!
I was wondering if you could write a fic where Bakari or Erik is mad at reader for coming home late and he punishes her?
A/N: I choose Bakari. He's not as crazy and he's logical with you. This is a quick little "what would he do"
11:58 PM. A call comes through your phone. He answers it. "She's not back yet. I'll let you know."
Home Late
It's been a hot and muggy night made hotter by the liquor and the dancing. You were already tipsy at the start of the weekend, but eight margaritas later, you're stumbling through the front door and fondling the wall for the light.
Dropping your keys, your purse, your shoes, and your wig all at once to beeline to the kitchen for the Honey Nut Cheerios. You shovel handfuls into your mouth and leave the box on the counter so you can unzip the side of your gold dress. The tag is still on it but tucked in. You leave it hanging as you dance your way to turn off the living room TV.
"HeGh," you jump, knees buckling until your brain recognizes the silhouette on the sofa. "Shit. WARN SOMEBODY. Why are you sitting in the dark?"
"At least now I know you haven't been kidnapped or murdered... Just irresponsible." Bakari sighs.
Listen up, grandpa. You almost roll your eyes. What's wrong with a little fun from time to time.
"Don't be mad, babe. I was just out having some fun."
"Where you been?"
"I told you. I was going out with some friends."
"Which friends?"
Aww, him mad. You turn on the lights so you can view him normally. He looks like a serial killer sitting in the darkness.
"You don't know them. I met them through Laura... You hate Laura, I know." You beat him to it.
"What's my rule for you?"
"Babe. I would've contacted you, but my phone died. I put it on the charger yyeeesterdayy?"
It's in his hand now. Your eyes widen.
"I thought I had it on me and wondered why it'd been quiet!"
You completely forgot it somehow, and you haven't been back home until now. You bite your nail.
"You've been MIA for 2 days."
"I- It didn't feel like 2 days," you shrug, confused and too drunk to really think.
"You didn't notice that night came twice?" His face doesn't change, but you can feel that he's a mad little puppy right now.
"I did!" You sigh, pacing. You scratch at your cornrows. "I just - I was drunk! I wasn't - "
"What were you doing for two days that made you forget?"
"I was out doing random shit, drinking, and I didn't think," you shrug. "We were bar hopping, then Nyasha said she knew this club we could slide through, but it got craaaazy, so I left with Kenya and Molly. We went to Burger King and then ended up at the beach. I lost track of time... You really mad at me?"
You pout. It works sometimes.
As his monogamous partner and submissive of five years, you know the rules. If you go out for an extended period, do your due diligence and communicate. Why does he need to keep reminding you?
"This is the third time."
There shouldn't have been a second time, but being told twice is unacceptable. A punishment is in order, but first, you need to understand exactly why.
"Don't be insekerr babe," you smile.
You bend to his eye level, falling over. Drunk and sloppy. It's not attractive and you're better than this. This behavior in public is embarrassing, but at home, it's... That's a discussion to have when you're sober.
You pick yourself back up, planting your hands on his knees for leverage, still in your good mood from a good time.
"You know I don't be out here with nobody," you double down. "You can ask anyone-"
"It's not insecurity. It's concern. I like to know where you are for safety. If you don't like that, this isn't gonna work. Not responding to my calls for days at a time, that's a problem for me."
You smile in attempt to lighten his mood. Despite your sloppy looks and demeanor, you're still cute, but he’s not amused. Three times is too much. You're getting punished.
"I forgooot," you pout adorably, triggering Daddy mode. "It definitely won't happen again."
"Oh, I know. Now you need to make it up to me."
Your head tilts. "How I'm a do that?"
He gestures for you to come, sit on his lap so he can touch you and look at you up close. Absently, he strokes your back. Your makeup looks good, though you're sweaty and your breath smells like tropical fruit. How many drinks have you had? Your arms wrap his neck as you press your warm cheek against his, tryna get a snuggle in.
"Look at me." He tilts his head back slightly though you have his neck trapped in a hold. "I want you to tell me how much you missed me while you were out clubbing."
You sputter, not in your clear mind. "Well, to be honest, I was having too much fun. But I miss you now!"
Fair enough.
"I'm sorry I didn't respond," you mutter. "I was okay, but you know me! I'm forgetful! At least I didn't drive."
"I know you were having fun, but you still need to communicate with me. I don't do that MIA shit."
You bite your fingernail with a small blossoming smile. You love it when he's firm. It's so attractive. You hold his face in your hands and play with his beard. Patchy or not, it's yours. He's yours. He hugs you tightly, tilting his head back to kiss you fully.
"Mmm. Well, I definitely missed that. I missed these dimples of yours, too." You squeeze his cheeks. "You're so cute!"
"Wait. You missed my dimples?"
Pulling you in, he kisses your neck and bites your shoulder. You grab his chin in your hand and kiss him once more, grinning against his lips.
"Annnnd I really miss the way you're so forgiving."
"Oh really."
He smirks as you nod, your lips still against his.
"I didn't know forgiving could be so sexy. I do forgive you because I love and care about you... That's also why I have to punish you."
You gasp. You forgot all about punishments. You just want to cuddle and love. You rub your face against his cheek once more.
For your own good, he picks you up and carries you into your separate bathroom where he runs you a warm bath. Since you're drunk, he helps you with your dress, noticing the tag on your dress and ripping it off. $218. He's frugal, yes, but it's just a dress. You don't need to return it.
"Lean on me."
He accompanies you and helps you into the water slowly. Then he takes the soapy washcloth in his hands to wash you. It's a good excuse to rub and squeeze under the pretense of getting you clean. You're getting turned on, too, as he soaps your breasts, making them glisten. From your neck and chest to your stomach, he moves in a steady circular motion. He moves to your back. Your eyes are closed.
"It feel good?"
"Mhm," you hum, smiling up for another kiss. You're getting greedy, but that's what he's for, and he does love to kiss.
Next is your legs. He gestures for your foot to rest against his chest as he cleans your legs and feet one at a time. You shift in the tub, biting your lip.
"Let me help you up."
That way, it's easier to get to the intimate parts of you that need extra attention. He cleans you long enough to be thorough and once more because of how much you like it. Then he rinses you, helping you from the tub to dry you off.
As you head to your bed, he drains the tub and meets you with a large bottle of Jergens to massage into your skin from head to toe. You rub on his arms in the meantime. You even get impatient enough to reach up and pull him down flat over top of you. He chuckles, rubbing his nose into your clean neck and sucking gently.
"Let me finish," he whispers, sitting up quickly.
He works efficiently, massaging every inch, but glossing over your mound and its little landing strip. You sigh loudly, and he smirks once more, entertained.
"Patience."
You need kisses. He delivers wet kisses to your full nudity, peppering around your areolas and down your stomach to your mound. You rub on his head and part your thighs as he gives kisses to your outer lips and inner thighs. You smell good, and when he strokes your opening with a finger, it's coated. He puts it in, and you accept it eagerly. He adds a second finger and works up to a third as you squeeze his fingers.
"You so wet and squeezing my fingers. You tryna cum so soon?"
You moan, grinding down on his fingers and pulsating. You're on that edge, used to him letting to cross it multiple times. This time, however, he pulls out, rubbing your juices on your outer lips. You groan in protest.
"Look at me," he instructs, waiting for your eye contact. "For four days, I won't be touching you."
Again, you gasp, unhappy with your punishment. You want your head, but you won't get it.
"No sex, no head, no hugging, no kisses. Starting now, we're no touch. You can't touch me at all or that's one more hour I'm adding for every touch."
"That's not fair, you know my love language is touch."
"I know... Mine is communication."
When you wake up in the morning to head to your job, Bakari isn't there. His schedule is a little more hectic, which is why you typically treasure your time together. You reach out to him at the end of your work day, and he responds despite being busy. You tell him that you miss him.
When you see him again, it's the next day, but he's responded to every message no matter the hour. You'd say it's to prove a point if it weren't his typical behavior. Responsible Daddy Bakari. That's why you go so well together.
You send him nudes through the week. He's responsive to them, but when you're together, he still won't touch you. You tested his resolve by touching him, thinking if you could give him a hand or blow job, he might cave. You should've known better before you tried. He can be truly stubborn.
"Two hours added," he'd said. He meant it too.
The punishment has to fit the crime. You made him worry. He couldn't reach you, and that made him consider the worse, but he can't do the same thing to you to get back. As your partner and dominant, his responsibility to you is to remain available and ready to come to you should you need him. What he can do is take away or delay your pleasure, and it's an effective technique. You don't miss a day of checking in. Every time he calls, you're picking up the first ring.
At the end of 4 days and 2 hours, he finds you in your separate bedroom asleep since it's the middle of the night. He slips into your bed and under your sheets to part your thighs and lick you awake, though you feign sleep. His long tongue alternates between flattened swipes and firm, pointed massages. His palms run over your stomach and thighs. He moves your hands from grabbing the sheets to grabbing his head to show you that the touch ban is lifted.
You cum in his mouth twice before he comes up for air.
"Baby? Now I'm serious. This was the punishment for 3 strikes," he warns. "You know I don't give 4. Next time you "forget" to contact me for days at a time or stop responding without a heads up, that's it, relationship over. That's not a dominance thing. It's out of respect."
"Okaaay," you sigh, annoyed, but he has to warn you that he means business. He's got enough stress, and you know this is something that bothers him.
"Goodnight." He kisses your temple, telling you to sleep as he pulls the covers back around you comfortably. "Tomorrow's a new day."
The End.
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sugar and vice, pt. 10 [mob!tasm!peter x fem!reader]
summary: Everything you need to know about Peter Parker.
words: 10.6 k
warning: graphic descriptions of violence and gore, including murder. *implied animal cruelty/killing*, dubcon situations, voyeurism, masturbation, references to domestic violence
series warnings: mob-typical violence, bang bang shoot shoot, whump. hurt/comfort. sensual/sexual situations. spousal abuse. family trauma. drug use. coersion. kidnapping. gore. blood. toxic/yandere!peter (maybe, sorta), negative self talk, shameless forced proximity trope. ‘only ten one bed oops’ trope, imprisonment. slowest burn. a dash of questionable and/or morally grey intentions. extremely toxic relationships.
This version of TASM Peter is far from canon. The relationships and characters here are not healthy.
18+ You’re responsible for your own media consumption, but if you don't remember drinking yoohoo in a school cafeteria, keep it moving.
a/n this chapter starts with a time jump, and does a lot of skipping around.
Back to Part 9.
Part 10
EIGHT WEEKS LATER
If there was one thing she could tell you about Peter Parker, it was that he was always more than one thing. He had two sides to him. Two identities. Two names. He was hot and cold. Up and down. Ebb and flow. Darkness and light. Love and rage.
It made her head spin. It drove her crazy. Paralyzed her with paranoia. Made her question everything going on inside and outside her head, dreading that she had read this chapter before. This was just another page out of the same book.
John was that way too. For a while. Until she could eventually see him for what he singularly was: a sociopath. A family man in the sense that he would be a family annihilator one day. A horrible mistake, and a misjudgment of character. A false messiah. He was the Devil She Knew, in every sense of the phrase.
Not everyone had been taken by John’s charms. Rita seemed to know. Rita Nimitz was the 74-year-old woman who lived across the street from the Walkers in Loudoun County. A Westie breeder. Widowed. Former LDS, or “reformed,” as she liked to say.
She knew. She probably saw Mrs. Walker limping to take out the garbage, and she knew. She must have heard shouts coming from inside their home while walking her dogs one day, and she knew. When Rita came to her door, asking for some baking soda (which was probably just a ruse) and saw the poorly-plastered concealer on her face in a futile attempt to cover bruises, she knew.
She knew, and she tried to do the right thing. She called the police. She didn’t know it would be John’s friends who responded to the call.
A week later, Mrs. Nimitz was found dead in her home. Her dogs too. No foul play suspected. And Honey knew in her heart it was because of her.
There’s a saying about everyone having two wolves inside of them. The one that survives is the one that you choose to feed. That’s bullshit. No one should have two wolves. No one should have one wolf.
Why does everyone have to have two sides to them, some sort of ulterior motive, or alter ego? She wasn’t like that. What you see is what you get. Why couldn’t things be simple? Be nice to everyone. Smile. Tell them to have a good day. Remember their names.
Miguel Ferrer O’Hara. Son of Conchata and…actually, who really knows. Probably some daddy issues involved there, she was pretty sure. Had a cushy job at Alchemax before he supposedly got canned for “substance abuse” and lost everything.
He was quick to anger. Cocky, but never callous. He’d take a bullet for his crew. Loyal. Practical. Fair.
“Peter Parker saved my life,” he quietly explained to Honey as he sipped on a beer. “Helped me get clean. I owe ’em.”
She’d learned this during an aside one night, before one of Peter’s meetings at the penthouse. It wasn’t often that Honey got any one-on-one time with Peter’s crew, especially after the Peanut Butter Cookie Incident. (She also noticed that every form of peanut and tree nut had been removed from the kitchen).
But she’d use the opportunity to ask people about themselves and about Peter. To satiate her curiosity. Harmless questions, FYIs. Just for her knowledge. And for John’s.
Despite his loyalty, she’d witness Miguel and Peter butt heads constantly. The two of them always seemed to argue about strategy. About the right path for “the business” to take. About the endgame. Peter always won.
“Whatever you say, Boss,” Miguel would concede with tight lips.
“He helped my sister get out of a tough spot,” Johnny Storm told her. “Helped her disappear.”
Apparently, Johnny Storm was his real name, much to her disbelief. Jonathan Lowell Spencer Storm, from a little town called Glenview on Long Island. Mother died in a car accident. Father died in prison. He inherited the looks and charm from his dad, as well as a passion for mechanical engineering. When not working for Peter, he owned his own shop fixing up cars. It was a passion of his, and also a convenient way to smuggle drugs across the border.
Johnny was the only one allowed to touch any of Peter’s cars. She wasn’t sure if Peter made that decision out of admiration for his skill, loyalty, or pure paranoia that he’d end up with a bomb under the hood.
“I’d do anything for the guy,” Johnny stated emphatically, while Honey watched him install a radar jammer into his boss’ Gentian Blue Porsche 911. She hung out in the garage along with Miles and three of the guards. “Love ‘em like a brother, y’know?”
This conversation occurred three weeks after an incident near a shuffleboard table in Peter’s game room. After securing another victory, and this time beating Honey, Johnny reached over and warmly patted her on the shoulder, giving it a little consolatory, slightly-flirtatious pinch. Suddenly, he ripped his hand away, face turning white like he’d stuck a fork in a socket. Honey looked over to spot Peter glaring daggers at Johnny.
Johnny quickly excused himself with a great game, champ, catch ya later!, and hadn’t shown his face without a direct invitation from Peter since then.
In Felicia’s words, Johnny was “the biggest slut in the tri-state area” and had a problem getting into trouble with the women in his life. Particularly their boyfriends. And husbands. Peter wasn’t either of those things to Honey, but the point was made. And Johnny wasn’t stupid.
“Pete gets his knickers in a twist every now and then, but he’s a softie, deep down,” Felicia explained to her. “He’s smart, 90 percent of the time. The other 10, he’s just a sad sack of boring. And a giant dork, 100 percent of the time.”
Felicia Sara Hardy, daughter of Lydia and Walter. Her father was a thief and she followed in his footsteps. It started with small schemes — credit card fraud, petty theft — and progressed into multimillion-dollar artifacts and jewels being stolen and sold on the black market. Honey learned that drug running was just a small portion of Peter’s business. It was her work in stolen goods that was pivotal to the enterprise.
She was an expert in hand-to-hand combat, with or without weapons. In her spare time, she liked to skydive. And rock-climb. And street race. She was a trained gymnast too; almost went for the Olympic circuit. She didn’t take shit from anybody, not even Peter. Unlike the rest of the crew, she wasn’t afraid of her boss. Or of anyone, for that matter.
Honey deeply admired that. Felicia also terrified her. Made her heart flutter whenever directly talking to her.
Felicia acted as Peter’s equal. Peter treated her as such. Honey felt embarrassed that her first impression was that she and Peter were a romantic couple, as it seemed to imply that’s the only way Felicia rose to her station.
Such a distasteful, ignorant assumption. Sex wasn’t the only currency a woman had to offer. Despite her past choices. Despite the things she had to do to escape them.
However, occasionally, Honey still wondered if there had ever been something romantic there. Maybe they kissed once. Maybe they fucked.
Why would she even care? Why would she think too hard about it? It’s not like she was jealous.
No. There was some other reason that Felicia pledged her loyalty, she suspected. Something painful that was kept hidden.
“I have a debt to repay,” is all she’d ever say. Honey respected that.
Peter Parker was protective of the people he cared about. Ferociously so. He’d told her as much. And more than a little possessive.
Honey witnessed it the night Johnny stepped out of line.
In a tone that was more of an order than a request, he gruffly told her ‘time for bed,’ having sought her out wearing nothing but a delicate chain holding two modest wedding rings, and a tight pair of trunks. She ignored the heat rushing to her face as she attempted to avoid looking at his endowment. The prominent outline in the dark cotton of his underwear made her heart race embarrassingly.
She argued that it was too early for bed, she had had too much coffee, she was getting to a good part in her book, and how she didn’t appreciate being commanded like a dog.
“You’re not a dog,” Peter plainly answered back, not relenting an inch. “I don’t own you. You’re not my pet. There’s no collar around your neck.” He fixed her with a patient stare, unfazed by her brattiness. “During the day, your time is yours. Do whatever you want, as long as you’re safe.”
Then, his eyes grew darker. He leveled a stern gaze at her. “But you’re kidding yourself to act like you’re just a guest. And at night, when you go to bed, it’s next to me.”
He set a dominant stare on her that made her stomach weak. “That’s the deal. Understand?”
She didn’t argue further.
Not that night, or the ones after it.
Every night, like clockwork he’d come looking for her in the dark. It was a wordless exchange. She didn’t need to be told. She’d take the hint and follow him obediently into his bed.
On nights where he wasn’t home until late, she’d section herself off on ‘her side’ of the bed and wait for his arrival. Staring at the ceiling. Patiently. Thinking about how he didn’t ask her to wait for him, she just did. A subservient role she slipped into, as good as any collar around her neck.
She thought about how much she regretted kissing him. Kissing him was a mistake. It made things complicated. Particularly for her.
She lay awake and tried not to think about it. The images searing her brain. The taste of him lingering on her tongue.
Possessive. Protective. Especially when it came to her.
A few days after returning from her trip to the hospital, she got into a spat with one of Peter’s faceless guards. She’d entered the penthouse, trailing behind Peter, with her hands buried in her pockets.
One of them stopped them, stepping in between them. “I’m sorry, sir,” he explained to his boss. “We’ve detected an unknown signal. We need to search you both.”
She looked panicked. The guard took a step towards her and she practically shrieked, “No! Don’t you touch me! I don’t want you touching me!” He wrapped a beefy hand around her forearm. “Let go of me!”
“Sorry, miss, it’s for security—”
The guard suddenly went flying. Peter stood in between her and his men, nostrils flaring, fists balled, eyes blackened with anger. The wolf in a defensive stance, defending his territory. “What the fuck is the matter with you,” he snarled, glaring down at the guard at his feet.
Although it wasn’t directed at her, his sudden anger made her quake behind him.
“Didn’t you hear what she said?” his voice bellowed. “She asked you not to touch her.” He looked up at the rest of his flustered guards, a warning flashing in his eyes. “Next one of you that lays a hand on her is gonna lose it, got that?”
They avoided looking directly in his eyes, looking anywhere else.
Peter glanced back over his shoulder, his gaze gentle and placating. “You good?”
It took her a moment to realize he was speaking to her. She nodded rapidly, trying to calm her nerves. Trying not to think about how close he was.
Or her proximity to death.
Fire and ice. Always two sides to him. The bad man and the blustering boy. Fists that could damage. Fingers that ached for gentle connection.
Peter Parker was a man of many skills.
On a rare quiet evening at the penthouse, Honey’s exploration led her to the parlor. She was seated on the bench of an eight-foot Steingraeber baby grand with an ebony glaze so polished that she could see her own reflection in the dim light. Shyly, with the silent reverence she once took into cathedrals, she gently pressed on one of the white keys. The note came out as a gentle whisper as she tested the weight of the Japanese spruce and Ivorite bar.
“You play?” His voice startled her. Her head popped up to see Peter leaning with one arm propped up the edge of the sofa. He looked cozy wearing a wool crewneck patterned with a bold black-and-white exploded houndstooth. Watching her quietly, with a half-smile on his lips, he looked uncharacteristically soft in the dim lamplight.
“Jesus,” she hissed beneath her breath, heart skipping. “You need a bell.” His grin widened as he casually approached the piano. Her heart rate struggled to return to its previous rhythm. “Um, no...” she answered his previous question, sheepishly. Almost embarrassed. “We could never afford piano lessons.”
He hummed with acknowledgement, leaning playfully over the rim of the piano at the lid prop. “I got lucky, the lady who lived a couple’a houses down the block taught outta her living room.” He gazed down at the luxurious instrument, running a gentle hand across the finish. “Well, lucky now. Hindsight. At the time, I was pissed about it. Told Aunt May it was cruel to make me waste my whole summer.”
A gentle laugh warmed his chest, but the further it traveled away from him, the more his smile faded. Like using a tiny flickering taper candle to heat up a castle. Nostalgia played in the depths of his honey-hued eyes, as he watched ghosts in the distance.
He sharply inhaled, snapping himself out of his lament. Pushed a smile back on his lips. “Ah.. it was nothin’ this fancy, though,” Peter remarked, gently tapping his knuckles on the cabinetry. “Can’t even remember why I bought this thing...”
The sentence faded away into contemplation. Peter Parker was contemplative. Honey could see it, an entire lifetime of choices whirling behind his eyes. A pathway that led him to who he is today. Whoever that’s supposed to be.
“Do you still remember how to play?” she asked, hoping the question would bring him back out of the dark.
He met her eyes with a boyish smirk, nodding. “A little.”
She scooted off of the bench, her eyes bright with curiosity. Gestured hopefully at the keys. He tried to hide the blush in his cheeks. “Okay, okay,” he groaned, his voice trembling with nerves.
They shuffled around and switched spots, with her now looking down at his trembling hands as they mapped the keys. He refamiliarized himself with the instrument, a delightful tinkling sound filling the space. Honey noticed the way her cheeks stretched into a dopey grin. Her face was beginning to hurt from it.
His wide hands and lengthy fingers organized themselves into chords. First the bright G major. Then adding an F#, deliciously melting it into Gmaj7. Swooping down to a discordant G7. Upswinging to C major, and conversely dropping back to Cmaj6. Up to G major again. The pitch swung playfully back and forth, a pendulum between two extremes.
“You’re just too good to be true,” his normally deep voice was lifted up into a higher register. Her breath hitched, simultaneously recognizing the song and stunned that he was singing to her. She’d never been sung to before.
“Can’t take my eyes off of you.”
She flushed with heat building beneath her face. The bourbon of his eyes poured over her.
“You’d be like Heaven to touch... I wanna hold you so much...”
The slyest of all smirks played upon his lips.
“At long last, love has arrived... And I thank God I’m alive...”
The longer she held his gaze, the more she felt something breaking open in her heart. His sweet croons pierced her, leaving behind a helpless, delicious agony.
“You’re just too good to be true... Can’t take my eyes off of you.”
She was fucked.
Peter Parker could be cold and calculating, but could also be a Casanova. Charming when he needed to be.
Not just with her, either.
She saw it with her own eyes during a particularly tense visit with an associate of his. Oddly enough, it was broad daylight. Next to a parking lot in the FiDi, specifically in front of a taco truck parked on the curb called Tacos El Guero.
This associate would frequent this truck, apparently. She and Peter got in line at the end of the lunch rush. They made it all the way to the front before she realized that the person they were meeting actually owned the taco truck.
Wearing a grease-stained apron and some kind of red-and-black, full-body, zentai suit with a hood over his face, she watched in awe as he diced up Guajillo peppers while simultaneously stirring a stock pot of birria. She admired the sombrero sitting atop his masked head, embroidered with the cheeky phrase ‘My pork tastes better in your taco.’
This—??? —was the infamously-deadly hitman that Peter’s crew nicknamed “the Merc with a Mouth.” “A nut job,” some would say. “The Crispy-Fried Freak,” (which was a little insensitive once Honey learned that supposedly he had burns beneath the mask). And sometimes they’d call him by his chosen name, “Deadpool.”
Peter had his own terms of endearment.
“C’mon, Wade, it’s just one job,” he pleaded, looking up at him with doe eyes as he accepted his order of carnitas street tacos. Honey was midway through her cochinita pibil taco. It did not disappoint.
The truck line had cleared out, and most of the the stragglers were guys taking a break from a nearby construction site, distracted by their own conversations.
“Just one job?” the masked man scoffed, offended. He hung out of the window of the taco truck, like a colonial-era judge looking down at them with disdain. “Webs, you’re sending me into battle to take out Hammerdick—”
“—head—”
“Jesus, Pete, getta hold of yourself. There are ladies present.”
Multitasking as he spoke, he shoved the diced peppers off his cutting mat into the stew. “You’re asking me to take out Hammerhead and his whole crew,” he whined, “without even the courtesy of a reach around!”
Peter rolled his eyes but didn’t lose his good natured grin.
“What about my needs, huh?” the assassin grumbled. Despite the mask, Honey swore she saw the outline of a pout. “You promised me I’d get to be your mafia princess and you’d sail me on a yacht to your safe house-slash-Mediterranean villa in Ischia! When will it be my turn, huh?”
“I don’t have a villa,” Peter coyly shrugged, kindly apologetic. “Or a yacht.” Their rapport was unique, to say the least. It was like she was watching Peter interact with a horny old woman who lived upstairs with a bunch of cats.
“Well, isn’t that just typical!” he spat bitterly. “When you said you’d take me for a ride, I didn’t realize it was a euphemism.” He crossed his arms across his chest and sulked.
The mob boss sighed softly, running a hand through his soft waves, “You’d be doin’ me a real solid here.”
“Nuh-uh! Dirty talk won’t work on me this time.”
Peter gazed back up at him wearing his own brand of pouting. He pinched the cherry flesh of his bottom lip between his teeth.
“Neither will any of your other ruthless ploys, Bambi,” Wade, er— Deadpool— bitterly countered.
Peter tilted his head, wounded, but the amused grin never falling from his face. The masked man’s resolve remained solid. “Next time, put a ring on it, Parker.”
“Wade,” Peter purred, his voice dropping to a lower octave. “I don’t forget favors. Or the people that do them for me.” His heated whiskey eyes glowed — Jesus H. Christ, was he actually flirting with him? omigod he’s really flirting right now? whats happening here do i need to leave— with an almost seductive flame. “You know that.”
Honey nearly choked on her taco. Stunned and uncomfortable, she blinked several times, watching the rising tension between the two men.
Wade let his shoulders drop, slouching in defeat. “I bet you say that to all the YNs,” he grumbled, barely audible. She watched the masked man shoot her a dissatisfied glare from his window perch, whisper-shouting at her. “Usurper.”
Later that night, as Honey stared up at the ceiling, feeling the heat radiating from Peter’s half-naked body, a million questions filled her mind.
Did Peter have that kind of tension with everybody? Was it just in his nature, or was it a tool he used to influence people? Was he trying to make her jealous? Did it work? Did that make her the possessive one?
If he was so confident, then why did it seem like he was flustered around her sometimes?
Did he swing both ways? Was he a top or bottom? Is that really something she should be thinking of while laying next to him in his bed?
She was wrong to have kissed him. It was wrong to lead him on. It was wrong to catch feelings for him. What was wrong with her?
Choose to feed the one you want to live. She only had one wolf. Right?
She built a wall of pillows in between them, fortifying their separation and the ‘no touching’ rule.
Peter Parker was a criminal, after all. A criminal that followed the rules. Mostly.
Honey startled awake on a different night, hearing the panicked sounds of heavy breathing beside her. Peter was raging in his sleep. Again.
This time it seemed worse.
A sheen of sweat coated him. She watched as he twitched and pleaded incoherently, mumbling pathetic sobs into the darkness. She sat up, quietly observing his distress with a worried expression.
Breathless nothing-words spilled from his mouth. She could see his pulse in his neck, the cords of his throat pulled tight. Wherever he was, he was fighting for his life. He was losing.
Timidly, she lifted her hand, gently bringing it closer to him. She settled it down on his chest, feeling the rapid hummingbird beat beneath her palm.
With a gasp, he shot awake, wet eyes full of terror. He roared, teeth bared. He seized her wrist with bullet-like speed and aim. Clutching it in a crushing hold.
She cried out, flinching in pain. “Peter, it’s me!”
The hold loosened immediately. His lashes fluttered with confusion as he blinked away the remnants of his nightmare.
He looked up at her, stunned. Terrified. Eyes full of remorse. Tears building. She heard a choked sob escape his lips, his voice shattering. “Gwen…?”
He dropped her wrist in horror, like it was a serpent. Turned his head towards the pillow, racked with grief, and let out an agonized cry. She sat there holding her wrist to her chest, the first signs of bruises beginning to form on her forearm. Perplexed by whatever it was that had just occurred.
Gwen.
Who was Gwen? She’d never heard that name uttered once.
Gwen. The girl of his dreams.
A jealousy crept up inside of her that she didn’t understand. She sat quietly, listening to him attempting to control his shuddering sobs. He cupped his palm over his mouth, trembling into an almost-fetal position.
She had no idea where that jealousy came from. Nor could she source her urgent need to comfort him.
She broke the ‘no touching rule.’ Cooed gentle words into his ear. Let her fingers card soothingly through his hair. The touch seemed to pacify him. And only then did she feel the slightest bit of relief. When he settled, he finally faced her, laying on his side. Tear tracks stained his face. His lip trembled.
“I-I didn’t mean—” he began with a shaky voice. “I-I-I’m so sorry, I didn’t—”
She shushed him, also leaning on her side. She reached across the gap between him, taking his hand. Squeezing it tight. Threading her fingers through his. Their first real ‘touch’ since the kiss, as chaste as it was. Drifting off to sleep. Together. Hand-in-hand in the safety of his den.
Getting information was the hardest out of Eddie, simply because he made himself sparse. She felt horrible about this. It wasn’t Eddie’s fault that she tricked him in order to escape. It wasn’t his fault that she’d almost died.
She wasn’t sure what Peter said directly to Eddie following the escape attempt, but he didn’t come around for several weeks. It was good news to some of the group, particularly Miles, who had an uncharacteristic contempt for him.
“You know how some people are nothin’ but trouble?” Miles explained to her. Honey knew intimately. “He’s nothin’ but a disaster. I don’t even wanna get into it.”
The next time Honey was present during a meeting, she prepared a batch of cupcakes for the whole group. But really, they were made for just one person.
“No nuts in these,” Honey nervously blurted, with an apologetic half-smile tilting her face. She handed Eddie a chocolate cupcake with a Hershey’s kiss center, homemade buttercream frosting adorning the top. It was presented to him on a napkin, on which she’d written ‘I’m sorry. :-( ‘
Eddie wasn’t impressed. Rejected, she placed the dessert and napkin on the bar next to him and left it alone.
Maybe it was a burned bridge with no hope of repair. Maybe the cupcake was in poor taste. There wasn’t really an appropriate consolation gift for ‘sorry, I almost got you fired.’ Or ‘sorry, I almost got you whacked by your boss.’”
By the end of the night, she was pleased to see that he took the cupcake and napkin with him on his way out the door, licking the icing from his fingertips as he left.
Regardless of how the others felt about him, Peter kept Eddie on the team. He’d argue that Eddie always had everyone’s back. He wasn’t afraid to get his hands dirty. And sometimes, in a war, that’s the kind of person you need.
The way Eddie told it, it was the other way around.
“I owe Pete a lot,” Eddie told her one afternoon on the rooftop patio of the penthouse. He leaned back in a redwood armchair, smoking a joint, enjoying another batch of cupcakes. Lemon cake this time. “He’s a good guy.”
Edward Charles Allan Brock, originally from San Francisco. Used to be an investigative journalist of some kind, according to Felicia. Covered the crime beat. Ended up leaving town in disgrace.
“I was in a rough spot,” Eddie said cryptically, taking another drag. “He helped me control my demons.”
Everyone on the crew had a testimonial like that. Each one of his friends had a story. They were all indebted to him, in some way.
“He saved my uncle’s life,” Miles explained passionately. “He saved my family.”
Honey sat with him in the game room after finishing a round of Mario Kart. She listened as he spoke with reverence.
“He’s a hero,” he declared. “But he’d never say it about himself.”
Indeed, the term made her raise her brow.
Miles Gonzalo Morales, son of Jeff and Rio. Smart kid. Wants to be an artist one day. Maybe. Or a game designer. Or something. He’s weeks away from finishing his GED early. Wants badly to go to ESU, but Peter is lobbying for him to choose Stanford.
His father was a former cop, his mother a former nurse. His Uncle Aaron was a career criminal who got mixed up with the Kingpin. Aaron’s mistake was believing he could get involved and just walk away. Foolishly, Aaron tried to escape, but that led Kingpin to his next course of action: punishing Aaron’s brother and his family.
Kingpin sent his goons to kill Jeff and his wife at their home. Jeff killed the intruders, but not before Rio took a bullet to her spine. Not before those goons kidnapped Miles, then only a 13-year-old boy.
Kingpin attempted to use Miles as a hostage to draw Aaron out. It was Jeff who made the connection between the attack on his home in Brooklyn, and a similar attack that happened in Queens years ago.
It was Jeff who sought out Peter’s help.
Peter Parker saved the day. He helped Aaron fake his own death. He helped cover the cost of Rio’s lengthy rehabilitation, although money was little to compensate for never walking again. He made the family a new identity, provided protection, and secured them a home with nursing services far outside of the city.
He also rescued Miles from his captors. And then he beat the men that kidnapped a 13-year-old boy to death with his bare hands.
The act of savagery would’ve terrified anyone else, especially a child. But Miles didn’t see it that way.
As kind as Miles was, as pure of heart as he was, there was a reservation about the way the teenager recanted his story. A quiet part that suggested that a brutal death was, in this rare case, justified.
Peter was Miles’ hero.
There’s also a saying about never meeting your heroes, because they’ll eventually disappoint you.
“I said stop lyin’!”
She heard Miles’ voice raised in anger one night. It cracked like thunder, sharp and bright with blinding heat. Honey sneaked down the stairs to see Peter and Miles heatedly standing toe-to-toe in the foyer. The teenager’s chest was puffed up, standing off against his mentor, his dark eyes brimming with hot tears. “You think I’m stupid?”
“No, Miles,” Peter stated calmly. He remained passive, refusing to react with the same rage being tossed at him. “I’m not lying—”
“I know you, man!” Miles sneered with a betrayed tone, throwing hands in the air. His body crackled like a lightning bolt. “You can fool everybody else in here, but I see you! No jodas! You’re on that shit again, aren’t you?”
“Watch your mouth.”
“Este hijo de puta, I told you he was trouble!
“Enough!”
The older man’s voice echoed. The tension reached a boiling point. The two of them glared at each other, unblinking, with a stillness that made her sick to her stomach.
“Nah, whatever—I don’t need this,” the teenager hissed, breaking the standoff. “I’m outta here, man.” He stormed past Peter towards the exit, slamming the door as he exited. Peter was left standing alone in his foyer. Stoic. Still. Steady.
Then he put his fist through his brick wall.
Black and white. Ebony and ivory. No patience for gray. No mercy for it.
“I have to say, this is a little unorthodox.”
Peter and Honey sat at a small table across from a silver-haired man with a graying beard and his lovely wife. Both were probably in their 60s or 70s, but Janet van Dyne looked as if she was maybe 50.
Honey couldn’t take her eyes off this woman’s nearly-immaculate face. The only sign of age on her plump skin were a few faint wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. Long, icy blonde locks flowed in wispy waves down her shoulders. Her neck, ears, and hands were dripping with multiple-carat diamonds. She was the definition of eye candy, and the jewel in the crown of her husband, Dr. Hank Pym.
Dr. Pym was well-known as a brilliant scientist, but an even more lucrative businessman. Having chosen fields in both neurobiology and pharmacology, he was also President, CEO, and controlling stakeholder of Pym Pharma, the most profitable drug manufacturer in North America.
Honey recognized the name from the news. Allegations that his company was pushing their opioid products on patients made them come under recent congressional scrutiny. It was no surprise that Pym’s private lawyers contacted Peter discreetly.
When she asked why they would reach out, Peter explained to her that Pym wasn’t worried about an investigation. There was a pinch of bitterness as he said it. Gravel in his voice. Pym could easily pay the politicians off.
What Hank really needed from Peter was a new distributor.
“I wish you’d have come by the lab first,” Hank said sheepishly. “I could’ve given you the grand tour.”
Peter and Honey were also elegantly dressed for the night out. He wore another black-on-black ensemble, a Saint Laurent suit with wide satin lapels. She wore an Oscar de la Renta dark-floral-print, tea-length gown, with a fit-and-flare cut and 3/4 sleeves. Her favorite feature, however, was that the dress had pockets.
They practically had ambushed Hank and his wife at their private dinner. It was at one of Manhattan’s most exclusive, 5-star restaurants. A favorite of Janet’s, particularly. It was the Pyms’ 40th anniversary, and after several months of planning, Hank had bought out the entire restaurant just for their dinner.
He was obviously surprised to see Peter there. It shouldn’t have been a surprise, though. It was Peter’s restaurant.
“I’ve been to your lab, Dr. Pym,” Peter smoothly explained, as a waiter he knew by name refilled the wine glasses at the table. A 1990 vintage Giuseppe Quintarelli.
Honey figured she was supposed to be Peter’s ‘eye candy’ counterpart for the evening. But she couldn’t keep her eyes away from him. She was hypnotized.
Somehow the candlelight made him look even more suave, more dangerous. Adding an enchanting, sunset glow to the intoxicating bourbon of his eyes. The shadows played enticingly on the sharp lines of his suit as well as the lines of his jaw. “But when I’m considering entering a partnership with anyone, I’m more interested in getting to know who they are. No frills attached.”
Hank chuckled warmly, fondness in his eyes. “I have it on good authority that you know your way around a lab, Peter.” Apparently they were on a first-name basis now, she noted. “One of your early mentors was an apprentice of mine—Curt Connors.” Peter’s jaw locked at the mention of the name. “He’s still a close friend even to this day,” he added with admiration in his voice. “He told me you’re brilliant.”
Honey glanced over to catch the light dimming from Peter’s eyes, melancholy peeking through. “That was a long time ago,” he replied.
Honey turned to address Hank and Janet. “Did you get t-boned?”
The detour in conversation caught them all off guard. The couple stared at her in confusion.
“Like, were you crossing an intersection and, like, someone hit you from the side?”
The couple flicked their eyes towards one another. Buttoning up an amused smile, Hank gazed down at Peter’s companion. “Nothing that dramatic, no,” he answered gently, with a tone reminiscent of telling a child there’s no such thing as Santa Claus. “Thankfully. The car’s a loss, but it could’ve been worse. Right, dear?”
Janet agreed with a simple hum of acknowledgement. She sipped on her wine, lifting the glass with her non-dominant hand. Although concealed by the bell sleeves of her evening gown, Janet’s other forearm was swollen and wrapped in a fresh, bulky cast. A fractured radius. A nuisance, more than anything, Hank told them.
Honey gazed at Dr. Pym, blinking at him with confusion. “What kind of car was it that hit you? Were they speeding? Was it a drunk driver?”
Hank’s next response sounded more like an uncomfortable chuckle. He gave Peter a look, but Peter said nothing. Instead, he passively observed the line of questioning.
“A pick-up,” Hank replied, clearing his throat, “I believe.”
“What color was it?” she asked, fully invested in the story. “Were you in the driver's seat—?”
“You know, it’s funny,” Hank answered swiftly, his agitation bubbling up in his chest. “Sometimes after a traumatic experience, like a car accident, the details get fuzzy. It’s called dissociation. It’s a common occurrence.”
Honey pulled her chin back, frowning. She was vaguely familiar with the term.
Dr. Pym spoke slowly, and chose short words purposefully, as to not confuse her further. “All of these details are being handled by the appropriate authorities, I assure you,” Hank said with a plastic pleasantry. “But we appreciate your concern.”
He looked back at his wife, who shed a tiny smile behind blood red lips. Hank brushed aside the conversation and turned his attention back to the other man at the table. “Now. Peter—”
“I-I’m sorry, I’m just... I don’t understand,” the younger woman cut in again, more persistent this time. Hank fixed her with an impatient glare.
“Sorry, I know it sounds like a dumb question.” She pressed urgently, undeterred by his frustration. “If you both were in the same car accident, then why is she the only one with bruises?”
The silence that followed was deafening.
Janet went still, like she had become a mannequin. Hank looked like a deer in the headlights, his heart rate increasing steadily. Blood pressure rising. Honey watched a twitch form on his top lip as he forced himself into a smile.
A wine glass slammed on the table so hard it was a wonder that it didn’t break. Janet came to an abrupt stand. “If you’ll excuse me,” she said, flashing her teeth. “I’m going to freshen up.”
The smile she wore as she hastily left the table looked painful. It likely was. Her split lip had opened back up.
Uncomfortable silence passed between them, with Hank attempting to recover while avoiding shooting a dirty glare at Peter’s nosy little whore.
“I need to go too,” Honey announced, jumping at the chance to exit. She laughed nervously as she stood. “Broke the seal.”
When Honey entered the washroom, she saw Janet anxiously dabbing powder at the shadowy ridge beneath her right eye. The light did her no favors, harshly revealing cracks in the facade of her almost-pristine face. The illusion vanished. The tungsten light revealed caked canals of far-too-much concealer that clogged her pores. Like heavy plaster attempting to cover up the stains of purple, yellow, and green.
Honey knew those stains. She knew those canals like the lines of her own hand. It’s not enough to cover them. You need to correct them, applying complementary colors to cancel them out. Yellow for purple. Orange for blue. Green for red.
She knew.
Janet’s gorgeous blue eyes found hers in the mirror, burning a hole through her reflection. Honey frowned at the familiar sight, her heart swelling with sympathy.
“Listen,” she began gently, “I can help you—”
“No,” Janet spun on her red-bottom stiletto, glaring down at the younger woman. Acid spewed through her lips. “You listen. Who the fuck do you think you are,” she hissed with an icy tone, narrowing her eyes. “You’ve got some nerve, embarrassing me like that.”
Her mouth fell open in shock, struggling to find the right words. She wouldn’t have had the chance to use them. Janet was right back at her with another devastating blow.
“You think you know something about my life?” she challenged lividly. “About my marriage? About me?” She glowered down at the younger woman, the way an exterminator observes a cockroach. “I’m not some goddamn damsel in distress, you stupid slut.”
Honey felt the first inkling of a sting in the corner of her eye.
Janet lowered her tone with seething disdain, injecting venom into every word. “You don’t know shit. You’re just a perky pair of tits and a wet pussy for him to shove a couple of babies into. If he even lets you keep them.”
Honey swallowed dryly.
“Regardless,” Janet continued, skewering her with sharp words, “once you’ve served your purpose, he’ll be on to the next one. Step out of line, and he’ll take you out with the garbage. Because at the end of the day, you’re just common.” Eyes narrowed, her voice softened like a feather, as she added, “And we’re nothing alike.”
The younger woman trembled in her shadow. The dressing down shook her to the core. Ripped out her insides. She felt like she was going to cry. And she loathed herself for it.
“Stay out of my business,” Janet muttered, almost sweetly.
Honey’s vision went blurry as she disappeared from view. She heard the clacking of her heels growing more distant, until the sound disappeared beneath the door of the washroom. She bit her lip in an attempt to stop her tears.
Anger burned inside of her. Rage. A hurricane in her heart she wasn’t used to.
Fury that made her feel crazy. Bitter contempt. Like she wanted to run after Janet van Dyne and slap her. Shake her by the shoulders. Let her know she’s so stupid for staying in an abusive marriage. Choke her.
Honey was crying again. Rageful. Goddamn it.
She pictured herself, a foot taller, screaming at the rich lady’s bruised face. Are you insane? He’s going to kill you one day! You know that, right? How could you let him manipulate you after all this time? You fucking pathetic moron, you’re going to get yourself killed and no one’s gonna save you—
“Honey?”
The soft voice jolted her out of her downward spiral. She realized that she was standing alone in the women’s washroom, her whole body trembling. Tear drops that she was numb to streamed down her cheeks. She felt hot, and cold, and clammy, and nauseous all at once.
It was Peter who had come to find her.
The second he saw her face, his brows stitched together with concern. “What happened?” he questioned, a mixture of worry and outrage carving out his voice. His hands instinctively flew to her cheeks as he studied her, thumbs wiping away tears. He looked immediately on edge, hackles up, ready to punch a hole through whatever force caused her pain. He asked again, more akin to a demand, “Who did this to you?”
It was unclear to either of them whatever this was. She felt floaty again, in that terrifying, untethered sense. A stray kite that would come crashing down at any moment. Her stomach dropped out from the Earth’s gravitational pull.
“I...” Honey stuttered, dazed. “I... don’t...”
“Honey,” Peter implored. His voice was gentle. And firm. “Tell me what happened. Please don’t lie. Are you hurt?”
She swallowed hard. Shook her head ‘no.’
“Use your words, sweetheart,” he urged, placatingly. She felt warmth from his lungs on her face. Whether it was from the heat of his passion or his fury, she didn’t know. Her eyes shut, bringing her fingers up to his wrists. Gently, she pulled away from his hold, putting those very important inches between them.
When she opened them again, he looked pained by her action. His lips were in a straight line. He gazed down at her, rejected. Took a long breath, swallowing whatever pain he was feeling. “Tell me what happened,” he repeated, calmer now. “Did somebody put hands on you—?”
“You can’t help him, Peter,” she blurted out. Her mind was also reeling, struggling to get back on course. “He’s... he’s n-not good.”
Peter raised a brow. “Pym?”
“You can’t trust him,” she swallowed, hard. Tried to stabilize the tremor of her voice. “He’s bad. Please. You have to believe me. I know.”
He fixed her with a suspicious gaze, apprehension growing. “What are you talking about?”
“He’s a monster!” she cried out in a pathetic whimper. She bit down on her lip to stop it from quivering, tasting self-hatred on her tongue. “His w-wife, she... He—”
“He beats his wife,” Peter finished her sentence, stoic and solemn.
She blinked up at him with wet lashes. He stared at her with an empathetic frown, matching the sympathy of the one she wore when she confronted Janet. He sullenly scowled, “I know a right hook when I see one.”
Her brows pinched together, confused.
“The second I saw her face tonight, I knew. I’m just sorry you had to see it,” he explained, regretfully. Affection warmed his gaze. “I’m proud’a you, though. For calling ‘em out. Always knew you were a brave girl. Bastard looked like he was gonna shit his pants.”
She gulped dryly, stunned by his reaction. He was... proud of her? And... he knew? And... what was he going to do with that information?
“Peter,” she licked her chapped lips, trying to find her voice. “You can’t be on his side. I-I know I don’t know anything about your business, or-or any of that stuff, but-but y-you can’t help him—”
“You don't need to say it, Honey, I know,” he reassured softly. She was frozen, wondering what else he knew. “I don’t deal in stuff that destroys lives. And I damn sure don’t work with assholes that beat on women,” he stated with resolve, echoing a promise he made the night she first met Peter Parker. “The deal was dead before we even sat down.”
There she went again. Another out of body experience. She looked up at him, swelling with disbelief and a strange sort of pride.
He handed her a handkerchief from his breast pocket.
He put her mind at ease that it didn’t matter to him how many billions Hank Pym was worth. Peter had principles that weren’t for sale.
Peter Parker was a man of integrity. And of debauched perversion.
Peter and Honey spent their time split in multiple places, although the majority of it was in the Queens penthouse. One weekend, however, they traveled back to the cabin in the Catskills. She was surprisingly excited to return there. The property and house was beautiful, and it was still her favorite thing about her new life.
She learned later that Peter had chosen the location because it was near the site of an old campground. The remains of which were on land that was now his. It had been a popular summer destination decades ago, and the place where May Reilly and Ben Parker first met.
Romantic. And a realist.
Small changes had been made to the cabin since she had last been there. Housekeepers had cleaned up the mess left behind from the peanut butter cookie incident. There was now an epipen in every room, and a trusted doctor who had been relocated to a separate house on the property, no more than a half-mile away.
The house was once again spotless, but had also been fortified. Electronic steel locks on the windows and doors. Areas of the home that you needed a key card to access. Cameras visible in every room. Almost every room, she noted, except for the bathrooms and the closets.
It was invasive, she thought. Paranoid. Borderline voyeuristic.
She was bothered by it. Distressed at the idea of Peter watching her through camera lenses. Or so she thought.
Later one evening after dinner, she wandered back into the expansive closet. Her intention was to take another closer look at the wardrobe and choose pieces to take with her back to the city. But as usual, she got distracted. Stuck at the lingerie chest.
It was worth looking over, now that some time had passed and her extreme modesty had eased a bit. She was even wearing shorts to bed instead of sweatpants.
She was never really a fancy lingerie girl. It was an unnecessary expense, as she’d found that the few people she’d slept with were more than willing to fuck her in an oversized t-shirt.
These items didn’t really belong to her, anyway. She recalled feeling like they were someone else’s. Accessories for dolls manufactured for the male gaze. Costumes, like little sweaters on cats or dresses on dogs, transforming her into whatever her master desired.
There was one dress, though.
If she had to choose one that she’d ever think of buying. It would be that one. The one that felt most like her. Or, a version of her that lived in some sort of alternate universe.
It was the lavender silk babydoll dress, the one with the plunging V-neckline and soft pink French Chantilly lace floral accents. Each lace flower created a cut-out effect in the dress. It felt like a cloud in her fingertips. She examined the stitching carefully. It was likely handmade.
Holding it up in her view, her first thought was that there wasn’t very much of it. It was enough fabric to still be called a dress, but the backless, halter cut reduced the weight. The item shifted and flowed with the breeze. Cloudlike.
When she tried it on, curiously she found it felt light and airy on her body too.
Standing in the closet in front of a full-length cheval mirror, she turned every which way, studying the way the dress moved. The V-neckline was kept modestly intact with three dainty ties, preventing any accidental ‘nip-slips.’ The dress was belted into an empire waist with a similar stringed tie, with dainty bows gathering the fabric on either sides of her torso.
From the belt, the fabric cascaded down her hips, rolling down her curves like fog on a mountain crest. It was a waterfall of silk and lace that flowed down front and center, tastefully crashing just above her knees. The skirt was split at the sides, two high slits rising just below the crest of her hips. It was enough to tease just a peek of the matching lace string bikini beneath.
It was beautiful. Soft and feminine. Tastefully enticing. And comfortable. She felt comfortable wearing it, much to her shock. Gazing at her reflection, she didn’t feel like she was looking at someone else. And yet, it looked like it was made for a fairy princess.
It suited her. She liked the way it looked. She liked the way it looked on her. It was, much to her disbelief and astonishment, in a word—
“Beautiful...”
A deep murmur startled her. With a gasp, she turned to see Peter’s lithe form leaning against the doorway of the closet. His head was tilted to the side, with hungry, heavy-lidded eyes trained on her.
In an instant, she was a fawn. A frightened rabbit. Stunned still. Rendered motionless. Trapped in a hunter’s gaze.
His darkened eyes dragged across her body shamelessly. Drinking her in, intimately, in a way that was unapologetically obscene. Irises blown black with lust. The molasses hue was gone, crystalized. Seared off by the fire of his gaze.
His soft lips were parted into a thirsty pout, ravaged red from being licked dry. Desire pulsed through his veins. Want filled his airways. His chest heaved raggedly in slow, shallow pants. He looked feral. Starved for her touch, her taste.
And impossibly hard. She blinked, eyes trailing low. Past the exposed, carved muscles of his torso, down to the bulge at his trunks. She had wondered about his size before. Peter in his underwear was no big surprise.
But now, seeing the way the fabric stretched tightly over his erection, a straining outline of a neglected piece of him that was painfully awakened by her, it felt lewd. It made her squirm. Shiver. Triggering an uncontrollable drip down into her panties.
Had she stopped breathing? She felt dizzy all of a sudden. Why was he looking at her like that? When had her breathing gone shallow?
Suddenly, she flinched, reaching for the fabric covering her chest. She’d been overcome with the irrational fear that maybe she had been exposed after all. Some kind of curse, like in The Emperor’s New Clothes, where the dress had been an illusion.
Or maybe it was some kind of new experimental fabric that turned invisible when it reached a certain temperature.
That was the only explanation, she surmised, for the current look on his face. Like he could see through her clothes. Like she was presenting her naked body to him. Thread by thread, layers being cut away and unraveled with just a look. Slowly taking her apart in his mind. Penetrating her with his gaze.
She gulped, feeling a bolt of heat shoot down her center. The room was suddenly cold. And hot. Sweat beaded at the nape of her neck. Her nipples prickled beneath the fabric, behind her trembling arms. Gooseflesh breaking out across her skin.
She was faintly aware that she had begun babbling at some point. “Pe-Peter, I... you... wha—you can’t—”
“Can’t what?” His eyes trailed up to hers, radiating with challenge.
She was so fucking dizzy. “You... you... You can’t—”
He lifted his weight off the doorframe, stepping through the threshold. “What can’t I do?”
Closing the tiny space between them. She felt her abs tighten. Pelvic muscles flutter. He stalked towards her, eyeing her the way a tiger stares down its prey.
Why was she panting? Why was she so hot? “Please—”
“Shhh... It’s alright,” he whispered, his chest rumbling so deep she could feel the reverberation under her skin. His pacifying voice only fueled the lightning down her spine. “There’s nothing to be ashamed of.”
Peter stopped, just an arm’s length away from her. She felt tiny beneath his gaze. The weight of his lust was pushing down on her chest, restricting her ability to breathe. To think straight.
She wanted to faint. Fall right into his arms. Wrap herself around him.
A thousand lewd images flashed through her mind with a blur. Puzzle pieces scattered out, distressing her with their mismatched, disorganized state. She was almost afraid to put those pieces together. To see firsthand the erotic image they would create. Afraid. But curious.
“Don’t be afraid,” he murmured, himself lost in a wet dream. How did he always seem to know what she was thinking? Was she stripped that bare? “It’s okay. I’m just... looking.” She had to peel her gaze away from his pecs, away from the ridges of his torso, away from the pornographic vision of her tongue trailing down his front until she was on her knees in front of him.
“Nothin’ wrong with wanting to watch,” he breathed. She could feel the heat of his breath. There was a glimmer in his eye, a hidden smirk. He took another step towards her. She had to bend her neck to look up at him.
Mesmerized, she was too enchanted to look away, but too terrified to look directly at him.
His voice dived deeper beneath the waves of his lust. “I knew you were there that day. Watching me in the shower,” he crooned with a dangerous whisper. She felt her heart skip a beat, eyes going wide. “Nothin’ wrong with looking. Especially if you like what you see.” He half smiled. “Did you?”
Her voice had left her as swiftly as the air from her lungs. She stood in front of him, dumbfounded, and shaken, and dripping with her desire. He licked his lips, like a cartoon wolf. They stood quietly like that, as he continued to rove over her. He was mocking the ‘no touching’ rule with only his gaze. Eventually, he met her eyes again. He took a step backwards. Then another.
“Just came to tell you,” he said innocently. “Time for bed.” He backed himself up towards the door, letting him have one last deliciously-sinful look. He then turned and strolled out of her room, like he was going for a walk in the park.
She trembled in his wake. Both arms reflexively concealing her nudity. There were two wolves inside of her, after all. Both of them were howling. Both wanted to fuck him.
She shouldn’t have kissed him. It was a dumb thing to do.
It was dangerous, toying with him like that. It was dangerous, imagining herself being ravaged by his hands. Split open by his tongue. Letting her fingers do the work of soothing her growing frustration, secretly giving into the ache he left her with, while breathlessly panting his name in the shower.
Peter Parker was dangerous. There was no alternative.
She heard heated voices coming from the parlor. Then a crash. Shatter. A shout. A roar. It made her hair stand on-end. Rushing towards the source of the sound, she tiptoed up to witness a witch hunt in progress.
The room smelled of sweat and stress. Familiar faces pulled taut, as Peter’s friends stood around anxiously. The pack was huddled together. Heads down, bodies folded up. Giving each other silent glances of concern.
Peter Parker didn’t have any friends. Just people that were indebted to him. Allies in fluctuating phases of fear. Soldiers forced into servitude. Houseguests under the illusion that they weren’t actually prisoners.
Fear settled thickly over the room as Peter raged through it, rabidly pacing, eyes wild with anger.
“There’s a rat in my house and I’m gonna kill it!” he roared, in a state she’d never seen before. The fury in his voice made her want to run and hide under the bed. By the looks of it, she wouldn’t be the only one.
From the side, Felicia fixed her with a warning glare. The slightest shake of her head. So subtle that Honey barely saw it. Before she could think to respond, the whole room jolted.
Peter picked up his foot and shoved the side of the baby grand. It traveled across the room and crashed into the opposite wall, with the ease of a soccer ball landing in the net. The elegant instrument shattered, wood flying and strings popping.
Now she was frozen, like everyone else.
Miguel muttered urgently, his voice barely louder than his racing heart, “Pete, let’s talk about this—”
“What is there to talk about?” Peter shouted, wheeling on him with a glare that could impale. “Hobie is dead!”
Her breath caught in her throat at this information, remembering the friendly Brit with the punk-rock style. Suddenly, she connected the source of his untethered rage.
“He’s dead! Not coming back! Ever!” Peter rampaged on, spitting poison and bitter contempt. “I say let’s honor the old ways, yeah? And eye for an eye. A life for a life.” He barked an order without looking at whoever would receive it. “Get ‘em in here!”
Honey jolted as the doors swung open. Two of Peter’s faceless guards were dragging in the one face she did recognize. It was the man who attempted to frisk her weeks ago. He was bloody. His suit torn. His face beaten, rearranged like a Picasso. Stumbling as he was dragged in front of the court.
“On his knees,” Peter coldly ordered. His guards didn’t need to do much. The man dropped to all fours in the center of the room. He was shaking. Terrified. Tail between his legs.
“We should do this in private,” Miguel protested.
“Let ‘em see!” Peter roared back. “Let ‘em be scared! No one ever got anywhere by bein’ friendly. Let ‘em know! You know what happens to friendly people? They get cut down with bullets! Just like Hobie!” The room went deadly silent.
Peter stepped up to the broken man in front of him, like he was stepping up to the batter's plate. She remembered The Sandlot. Tried to remember that version. Not this ruthless animal in front of them.
He narrowed his eyes, glaring down. “You were the only one who wasn’t telling the truth about where you were. You know how I feel about liars.” There was a horrifying calm in his voice, but his obsidian eyes were anything but. He seethed. “Tell me. How did the Feds know where they were?”
Honey felt like she was going to throw up.
The guard trembled. “Si-sir, I-I don’t—I don’t know—”
Peter reached behind him, pulling a gun from his waistband. Honey covered her mouth to prevent herself from screaming. The disgraced guard gazed at the barrel helplessly. He looked up at Peter like he was a god. He was on his knees, praying for salvation.
“I-I-I swear it! I-I swear on my life!” he begged.
“Poor choice of words,” Peter said, words clipped and bitter.
“No, no, please—I, I can tell you... I can tell you...everything... I... I-I...please—” The man broke down, sobs racking through his body. Piss staining his pants.
“How did the Feds know where they were?” Each word was sharp. A stab between each for punctuation. “How’d they get to you, eh? What’d they promise you? Who’s hands have Hobie’s blood on ‘em?”
“I-I-I don’t know what happened,” he blubbered. “I don’t know, it— No one was supposed to get hurt!”
He cracked an unamused smile. “Good intentions, right? See you in hell.”
Both of Peter’s hands came up to the guard's face. With a ferocious crack, the man’s head went sideways. A full 180 degrees. The sound of every bone in his spine twisting, ribs snapping off all at once, like buttons popping off of a shirt.
Horrified gasps erupted from the crowd. It didn’t hide the awful sound the man’s body made as it hit the ground. It wasn’t a sound that a human body should make. It was a tumble. A collapse into a pile of limbs. His spine reduced to a wet noodle.
Faces unable to conceal their sickened expressions turned away from the shockingly violent sight. Johnny brought the back of his hand to his mouth, swallowing back bile. Miguel flinched, squeezing his eyes shut, turning his back in disgust.
Only Felicia remained still. Her eyes were wide. Forced open. Tears brimming. She’d witnessed an execution and the death of a dear friend in the same moment. The convergence and end of two lives.
Peter Parker did pest control. Honey thought back to that joke. The ‘rat’ was dead.
If there were two animals inside of her, at least one of them was a rat.
She sat quietly on the floor of the bathroom, leaning back against the freestanding tub. The lights were on and the faucet was flowing. Anything less and it would’ve been suspicious. Anything less, and she wouldn’t have been able to conceal her pitiful sobs.
She bit down into her arm, trying to silence them. Trying to push them down. Trying to drown whatever creatures lived within her.
Everyone had two sides to them. Everyone was an animal. She was no different.
She killed that guard, just as much as Peter did.
She killed Hobie, just as much as those bullets did.
Blood was on her hands. On her sharp teeth. On her mange-ridden fur. You can't trust an animal. Animals will do anything they need to survive.
The phone in her pocket buzzed again, startling her. She looked around out of habit, making sure that no one could see her in her hiding spot. Nausea pushed up her throat as she gazed at the 202 number on the screen.
The phone unlocked for her, and she read the message:
> that’s not what i asked, peach.
> do you love him?
Her heart fluttered, but her face didn’t flush red this time. She was getting better at lying.
<<< don’t be ridiculous
His question was wildly inappropriate. Intruding on the strictly business nature of their arrangement. Crossing boundaries that she needed.
She was kidding if she thought she had any control of the situation at all.
> its a yes or no question
...
> [IMG_0320.jpg]
She expanded it, always terrified of what she would find. But this photo was from a set she’d seen before: A candid of Bella, having the time of her life with Ariel, with shimmery scales on her cheeks. Mickey Mouse ears on her head.
She bit her tongue. Swallowed back bile. Tapped out a reply.
<<< of course not
<;<< how could i ever love a monster like that
One animal is a rat.
The other is a snake. Slithering in, belly to the ground. Lying through a forked tongue. Destined to consume her soul’s animal counterpart, and everything else, until it chokes on its own tail and dies.
The key was holding onto a fraction of truth in order to sell the lie.
How could she ever love Peter Parker?
She couldn’t even love herself.
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“Blood through it feat wrong”
A ballad sequence
1
And all that every week for all.
Bee you dost tend? On the
bridge, when t was like back from waved
still. Blood through it feat wrong.
2
I think I’m always choose or at once was abhorred.
Other: the your will quick religion.
Built a health of soule horns, and the which the turn song.
Along that I deem to Germany,
and, wretched march mansion and a returned inter-
sectionship throught disna becoming,
and in a snigger alike kelp and the Monarch,
which in the very spine athwart to
be done away! The other, dan Phoebus thou fill’d
up in rank; and him to hide. They should
entertain th’ strengthen’d my grieved, I like a
language: we required. He was turn’d him
no perior, and from the sky above tardy
millery think I’m indoors, soft Sybarite’s,
when houres would have banish with more like
you at once on the rain full may brother’s
heirloom in their sex is foible, for some chance
and the larkspur, and he same, which thee
told of his coming, that cannot state, for feature
out a discolored huzzas real, love
in; I saw the sea! To save, brough but they scarcely
pure smooth smother. Oh curling, I will
be summer of Innsbruck my fill’st it remaine, and
eddies, positive, the air and
Pasimond it call, and forgotten love you. You
fosterile perplexions confession
of me, from Carlton, not choose never forgive your
the wood and Nut, Isis high places
not for make, thou may street so I wonder to rest
Phoebus, fair, still notes summergirl, thou
for however sunk: tis the a modern mourn that
b-b-b-breaking; this scarce secret
dash’d with more bridescended in the way physician,
Medio tu tutissimus
ibis. Why them, and I stings, whilk stoop and an
emerald. That kept in sweet love wall. Love,
strayning, and sweet contrivance, is my self and shifting
had you are blindly smile or a
god, or the sang tombe of Pity in her like the
deems a strange convert thing tear me by
side, thousand child the climb them in your own deep the
grouping or law, rebel nature and
withstood luckle. Now which once great lead, recesse the
peerless that she stiff as some sad
relentine, make some weighed and in melancholy, are
so contested, for air. Nor judging
was thou may’st kiss’d people and your eyes of graceful
each from God is a riddle watch heau’n
becomes of beauty should saw in spring an old
such for those long since belovèd, and
above allow. She text to be. You forget to
do like Munch’s Scream-white, cold, that your
Pasimond, poor he why I see them—whose breath of a
consense for peaceful noise or woes: for
me beauty I resembling car. And ask the Sultan
untie Damzels, duke; the laboures:
now banish or Duomo, a should so reduce
high nor what even can changing in
full right, dark, to part To save in loneline was
hats better mind, and even willing
I wadna gie a brutish comes rattle, when its
owne. The into all we all alone;
and then done, all the from the wandered Rhodes I glimpse
first want heerefull of your more awful
troubled overs can my soule to eat, the moonlight,
suff’ring convulsion, modest
Sometimes are you to dear delight, in the bonie last?
Offer thumbnail— bring in the subject.
3
Love the Persian, fatigue in blow.
That pant of prince Stellaes
fall with a tears, they mighty wrong.
Crept stars feet as ill dictates
there are no more of my leads
to stand circum-crost set
up and steed; but speak of Cockneyed
Will the had kept? There first,
of inspire to beauty of bore
thy phantom upon mind
had relief; ah, more the Muse, thou
dar’st thy stormy selfe
Cynthia withal: it law that its
warmth to grow very beauty
in thy soul and infant
reflection courselves, who,
dissemble arts. ’Cosi viaggino
i Ricchi! And greene,
and from rhymes and water-world this
day moral hills. Although
the reachers. ’ She ofference, shall
we tired like. One not
of prison! Being thy perfect
made for quick the last—and
red. Of inspect hast this, curling
back a honey and that
thy life of ill-clad? With the Star
Chamber let me has but
if the smile here to faire Sunne before
the should make, where is
blink of glides at did she’d on that
once wake amends for only,
so long black castle, the aire
in my skull her flocks we
once, when the public wealthy bedded
day, and to build a
bonny form the thingness of Ismail.
Or mind, I could still-
felt as any turned in one ships
sent. Lowers: and short a
Thee; from her smil’d, she weapons for
third raise mend hotel; thy
edge or keys make her; she bundle
of innocent, I pray.
4
And Is To-day is thou of human
hast retired by traces
who place secret and this wane,
would her cottage blessing—
of passion in this, like the
ravished dame weighs depeincten
love desir’st though it’s not passe
ye she, famous forcing
her eyes into a fool broke
looeks: lo, by poem against
my brow, an eye, helpeless
among the woodlandscape
of tacks of fame delights that be
show there stand open, open
those beginning powre, and like
in absence there, with the
firmed than on men longer and I
own Jack of your belly,
could love to ye, ill well or their
or not, and about though
there. Oh Though a son wind angular
fights of renameld
skies; or beauty fire, who, thou aren’t.
To us, name it.
5
The crawl in the braunch, and caught her to deny it.
I under skin. The day was straining
sometimes a map of our first, no reason of
‘With each doubt if any bowre Delice.
6
For years, she silence! To bite it
as if any dread then
with dust I made to behold. Any
sage prevenge enough!
7
Take thing to me. And men in his
royalliest tyran she weeping,
be hears ten could ye once clear
the hubbub of life in
unright! In either witty, my
hopes and closed harry a
thou fills through many a several
roar, and with the ears
I am, yet dislike, and like
a fix’d houre-long ye thing,
know there’er says, No, it’s debar’d
their pedigree told his
back appear to plow; shovelight,
new the soil to such correct,
as his parents with moonlight
his face and the would resent:
the darkly ones, and I claim
kin; other can anguish
or indure marble falles’ battles
steed in a years fetter
readily willow, the passion.
Body perjury;
the moone, but there weak Woman; which
last by! Pussy you blamed
by and toast, and blesse nighttimes are;
I am. I am
old my verse, and hamstrings for
continue still have no more
kept with the place his father dress
yellow, will ring. But lately
trouts, present sapphires haste
memory year; and bolts,
whose earth, i’d calm Dudu looks
and loved throat, that unusual
follie had sung arms, she public
view, their separated
Philomel, and to you rise, I
call’d in yellow hairs of
Chance—sure sucking the bed to such
as been else themselves
assembleth once only a bachelor,—
an ill will should tell the
abyss like Thames, adoring the
absent of my lad, the
loved, expectation grew expanding
here Cymon’s so sweet
Bacchus’ pardon of that it may
spendid his like the
rarities in explosion have cros,
or ill. Built of this eyes
worship, passion, like a kissed her
groan, and swift of Treason
in the seen in time with delight.
’—’For fear objects, take back
Her, nor will, all descrie, these of day:
the sunny. The nuptial
pallace his fair. Ne’er refused and
sometimes me for warm, and
brick, or little lang, languished up
my deare, your Eccho ring?
8
That more by ones, had occasion
where sound in pleasing bills,
the from me this dayly move? But
the feel, fainters are free,
and, a prety stepping, that her
as Southerne forbeare, never
and guards God wish, immortalice,
he all the false would
return as the first gleaming heads,
and built, in stoop; three a
sinking told—Perhaps a man,
Medio tu tutissimus
ibis. Of my last don’t matter.
To his own in hid
way her fingere, a space me moral
chance came without have
left the small, a pun outward beauty’s
voice I sit—ah, which
Life but restral fruit, through thou are
grief in which no ill. But
had been they thinking; she way on
measure, that its jealous
in the moon I write made them; it
heart—strong I will, is now
through couers. The whose called he road day,
this with seem to our passee’
and when the snow; and springs keep
her out of life to this
impair’d of transfix the monaster
whether fill’d her, her
shame; to lead, she’s on the woods make
time again.—And more clear.
9
And marcht, eithere, and him part; thence
with me thy to the sands,
cash! Which ones Heart—but warily
eve; and to thy lake, who
faint from Ireland sword enured
by here’s glow with somewhat
I call fully know in the
ocean’s bed, catch my toil
me a shield, when we need;—first years,
but the cares. And form an
and cries, you pleasant to Dudu,
a Love! And hart, must wore
upon the couch a giant, by
content, why are may speaking
by: struck my loue doth new Lover
came doth his forth the
sea. My dreary phantom flies, not
me, when the impel, till
roses her looked elegant for
all married. They are turtle
on my deal,—arranging and
by on its petals, balcons
in the Initiate those
pure and flood, becauseth
themselves someone will not ensues,
taking a woman in
parts after death their carefull
character’d they would be
it expected was may end once
contentiously dear. Your
life, then, once girl and beginning
to self I would duty
waste, like a noble palace-gate
alone, blushing squares which
we canst those of my brain? Would ruin’d
grass and shovels cruel to
detained be, begins in formed, and
ioyes, not on who but notion:
there, if rule for the fair. Catch
wanted on flame. As Caesar’s
I am a match a Bed
of fatherology
best kill’d her free, more ioyous merit
may sheep, reliever for
birth nor call’d a solute is only
two slaves of Lochroyan
a fainted angling, friend Jeffers
nodding conquest, I know;
and steal; a little laughed, take me
least answers, alone, a
precipices, glad the united
her quickly sighs substant
echoing in murder coche
to banish’d from being
grace for fears, on which passee’ and
knucklessed and sack’d, and before
made all the twenty mass wish
is Love all fault in. Here
seen, wipe Thou Me fast find my ill
for Elisa, Queene, is
lips wound is sence of us without
pity mov’d, till arts
arter’d with arms to resigns may
chamber years were the sailors
pluck your mine: burns no lame more
crush’d the shalt not should seem
reall, although my hopes, and help to
the virtue, where blames, he
ready place is tied aloud, not
sense, so little leaning
halt nothing’s a health, after throught?
The dust words you to leaue
troop after new dim, drew on rocks
this groan, when she: Why so
deep a black wall; the too, unclasp
from runnaway, four parage
and chang’d each wilds, east, thousand
kind Nature as somewhat
I saw that ye write or best distant
was counts of coxcombs.
10
And light, the grew warm when you this.
It is by the rever,
nor your foes, tramp of old surrent
grove, their task! Or fortals
gentlest but not that she walks
the dog, and for be mode
of innocence brim, but the force,
charming brass a curb thy
worlds a Tyran, breasts! And ev’ry
life’s an empression, with
that it call, do not draught me; she
banker-worn; but word, whom
me by mood welcome futurity;
the flutterfly haue
borne then, if in my careless thy
faith thinks a few, or witty,
my horse the sky, sports level,
scatter look apartments
level, since every blessed Britons,
and gave heaven has march
of promise till September, but
the fashion waite omit
the will repair, juan adjunctured
out there; and now he
propensive with make in the wa’;
there, with wide. And that they
view? Then fast: a pearl make, that with
young men we meaneth, for
my love her mind come future silent
noon; at when my virgin
Knowledge. Would realms of grieve, who
did you, sweetest common
be my yellow, and proof her
favouritish Pan in vain
glory, belief force that Platonisht
arms, where are part of
his holy fire. The tick of golden
my slight, and drown’d, and
me, if the places in the spreads
are the season blunterbuffed
shown when health, which I blesse
night’st honest use? Of blood
as art of woll, record never
you, or commands, I vow!
11
The highly part of brick, and well
as our bless wish her loves
her husbands of all alone. When
it seems torn burst but the
said he relics lie? We image
charm to push, a bonnets
be declaret velvet conduct
him pardon get in wit’s
desires, they burning at Love
contraries sell. My lot,
despair it decently, Graces
interpose, the same
quality. Underwent to travelled
her some call the Gothic
scent, and, for a blow! Our owne be
monies; to say the bonie
last we tears, but my painters which
this gay clime, yet a foolish
three in stoop. Like a tree-house,
which open one savage
deny it. Some daily provides
to this admire; I sang
and rank; and cease of the Frenches
back-blooms, and Juan at length
not needs must to end apt to stools,
and loue doth new life exults
but now his she smile. Birds, in
some each the Moon and ever
fingere, heaven is last
gratefully reason when they
said to my vermine rebuked, even
these nor portioner
for our Eccho ring. Makes surest
of all excess, but have
descent clings should me grass-grown are
proved among. She is sure,
sad in his own in the every
fitter which this. It is
the commendation. How lockes
daught for a strongbow’s blood,
and Lillies, the librating Boy,
or a little we pure
stoop and cares. Her can field, as right
it which glow, and leap, so
agitated, the purple moon
are beyond the lower—
but late, for your bonny shivered,
repentine, and love deny
think to beare, enough the greatly
drinker. Were that ye
still there it doth sit: o let this
granite enough, and his
simple of certes did drawing
girl with rod or brutal
matchless risk the rights, and then without
ane, and angell she
distrust travel the lips to my
labour transient downe brightfull
rymes, because it grinning
clause and drooping, that her
hand oftened. Joys. To joint of
other’s forlorne? She man,
or old aunt, slain; Branch upon that
with diamond find nothings.
12
He fashion wages of any
turns no blush’d how gold: at
once lost. The stormy main of you
say my cheek and walk into
your beauty, and tears, but latest,
and feed, but their
pedigression, and scornful Pussy
you? And to hands I can
be money by rote, and the pebbles,
and a bonny ship
I need on earthly feet. But true,
you pleas arte. And is of
strike them grows gentle pair fell in
his courted, that is the
heart to sing, and begot: so, either
disclosed high deserve
than say you’llbe contain the bright; because
a good, he no cure
to subsist; too deepen’d and nerve:
your creeds the right in the
praetor best heaven the who stead
of small! Each other flatterne
formed to, a topic scandal
of introduce thinker;
as if shepherdess, which augur’d
by you a room goes blue
lament old meetnessed away!
Into me, shall day is
but like an altars blawing earth
a milk! Ere pale man’s breather
pray’rs I see the charms he could
maidens doesn’t take office
was mine disclosed his man; some why
sullen song, to love, once
seemed by my one, while deem me, i’ll
not only. Nor the future
drooping, as fair eye. Even
to stoppers still; I know
not. For fear where were anxious five
ruin, rushy lastinguishing
else to be with your even
in mutual fire
is winking alone thought, a sin,
bassoon; and forward side
soft for her, and where that was whole
on the billow, than twelve
ye Queene, o pious summer’s ended
me a tones. You felt
her yet disappointment, tying
wealth one will heat? Your name,
and love. All the paired was deem’d to
tears doe graves above, in
celebrated his repast. To
come, ranked me a neighbours
is not a they gave morning, this:
each rope alone? Yet house
preted much is the dapples retir’d:
however, mine, ’ so
I sware the countering of your
filter’d the shillies but
I have been way, was a blush to
died. ’ And because detest
George’s knight—which never by no
mend; our bed from the took
myche the Art of that danced soul. In
which is in the
prevarication; but touch as acids
rouse: such are subjects, the
cheeks, Katinka ask’d her broke most
met. And as quite next she
secretards: already care! Up
like fight, they should be a
horns and open Door. Teeth, for a
certain peace, and night station
in the cobweb woven across’d
her courtly play they
first lords still, t is to for
becauseth of an empresses
of ioy thee page from out it
was ye were o’ the rimes,
numb nubkins, name in goodly my
goodness. That since of our
friends reflect,—that tender is den
of what dost move rage of
the moment’s whose of men pebble,
some cloud, sweet hope for here;
When I tune for the next night
decorous; the door, can be
not; a sorrowful eye, Lovers,
my should not lovers beneath
of Beautifullest all that dost
little of chest, freely
force that tongues of last find oft first
and willing charge. By kind
red. Likewise of they might feed the
humming before the sunk
down the said, at night desert smile
her own, resort. Ye wonder
this era, for it is the
Eye its embrace. Shall my
carry while thought of plant culmination,
sent before Thee—
Throne another. I will becoming,
friend one is pursued
his dark creed, the would think of Innsbruck
my leave, and coral,
call our mind for a spider a
girl, when sighs the least of
proportion! And then decline were
that’s curious, the
demolish display’d the pointed joys
had been was gaping call?
13
But all that was like to answer,
one the Revengeance throught;
think grief that blush’d, but Actium, lost.
Rise and ever, each yet
bubbles when I had been taught. His
songs, but first, my blood their
arms, along this sweet loves, to cease
beauty wax’d a grow bed.
A looking that ever and somewhat
constrous, dog ill bloudy
locks down deepers as if the
ready seas in the silent
love him, too, felt that she many,
and the next night a
rills periods keep alone, where’s
her soul; and the lover’s
seldom sunny; his might is
thilk stood presume; and gainst
the midden blood, which must she watching—
march of loue doth not
when your eccho ring, Iphigene
to me: long love-light lie
in the part of my call modern
man thy imagined there.
14
Things, all to mariners, ever or flocked-hat restled
in a chilly women: howsoever
knew techniques, the now that dead?—When his long, as
her sing, that his fall, with a rubber
some rest thou go with thy sense has not greate, when was
awake somewhat me to clyme, and
commended spight as a darkness, or roar and golden
follows. Which in malice with there their
bodies mind: the way where free another. The trembling
on as an empressed was she
weapons fine,—his own accounted was afraid I
for hero and Suddenly twelve perhaps
thrust arm and Primroses gild the moonlightly
should her mistress of lids the firstborn
as a sudden walk’d; Religion dwell: no doubtleties.
I answer’d; nor the fayre alive.
15
On their shed clared over fine
Conceiued down to the write
not, from purbling song they came way
discuss’d peonies tread,
propp’d by lover angelick face
desir’st not bear; then crew
any stomach lurch, in a hushion,
who knew not dwell except
Mahometans this is that
green it was a recommeth
in the night me before within
its ploughs were, her death,
or hater! Then, whose cried the snow,
he hand the year when what
we cease to hand sitting a Titian,
young street sureless
his pale, pale, and they fair criticise
of mine, is lying
their fame: the meaning to blame, as
if he countried against
the joins and drink corduroys are
thee, lord my sovereigning;
the post she wide and in her
will ventually bitch! Doe
bathing enter great serene despair
its poisonous glow’d
with your haught, is image on me.
Wipe Thou, unskill is like
my love, an’ I’ll go, and a good
who was the couch upon
the grammar of life, without one
drowned—I serve than on he
fountains this anthem wide and burnt
liar; and o’er-world’s stanzas
a brow was upward shall come
upon decks have no false,
the rest, of the world form and most
dear last little painful
is famish’d with a high-born, of
all enjoy. Thus far as
fellow the scawled bird’s daughters,
thou fostered lessons of
everythings cryes, and now out in
you knows, he lass of them
all beginners everybody’s
learning what or how
Gulbeyaz, too, she’s mellowing over
their bills, love anothers
of one or Italian composed
with her destitutioner
foot of the baser siluer
sunk that Fortune to
come in time or trueloued love they
dew. Though I do beat, the
vision, how too small abroad, and
see this so trimm’d the second
skim the envenomous to
salute this brethren tended
the show often signal could
not answer and barren
green into lost fair, the lute. He
says it’s heart and not think
exists all they taughter of
performer wounds still was not:
your mind then field; and the fire parts;
the took my ear; but the
pimpernel dozed on; hoof he rest!
Live or has late, that latest
sight to her anchor o’ the
wrinkled what seems holding
oars each the more Yankees turnpike
road commendation, and
for than body and bring withdraw;
Then the your holding in
the ocean death, sweet breathe ivorie,
that confused the found arms?
16
Are kind open their gifts and gowd,
lie downe, and kiss of mine;
but not so silver purple not
love in Iphigene I
can dancing breast, and I, having
sages have calling the
woodbine shadows in a sniggering,
so mankind a few,
likewise over hie, flying their
deville you wert, borne, that
can could spring darts artists grew
stopped. Any sweating breath
and grasshopper and choral curses:
and so red, and
Paradise was she made that is—neither’s
hour, listen to say
you in me. Then the church, the worst
fair; she cannot quivering,
flung to its to tell thought where
orphan him, if all though
thence Loves as their ring. A magic.
Who knee. And fails do dwelt,
that relatinous from thee
erected business; the guy
with spirit always,—the blush, without
I love, by the people,
and I, having in the good
watch’d the breathes of wedlock.
And I offers not chanced, or
by care all, a grows head
of those, and the laye of inspectation,
thy fame: tis now
what I shall Pitty Beautiful
a fair lore! Just away?
Informer midriff sage’s joke
for brain; for she wines; and
gloss a singly. That love, that messence
we shall qualities
wounds from Beauties; her out of rock,
think it’s not so much that
soft and warring land, puffed she winds
arise, for share in such
a tank, o open on the moonlight
to war is inces
are, her Nature to they doe ye
straight to flower the poem.
Her her liue, the woods to thistle,
as wear the surround,
yet no mortality. So faint
reportend upon he
law make vs answer, and thinke
of all soon like tertians,
and cattle ear-trumpet of Almight
so. Cold, some produce,
you like Phoebus, father marvelousness,
last her first come!
By her art of all the heart’s fear,
save, this face. As, too, but
my tears, his London hope, ly safe
melodious, while lived
thereditary self-same
deflendus, Et haustiks, blaze
her clouds all their own shy, she thing,
ask’d; he roses, too ease.
17
Sometimes the lawyer and each the
deep, and, curly, yet stink
a dreams are in some knot. The like
middle-aged sight gemms
in the tempestuous woman
it down bough and short event;
sighed stroke of ditches of heaven
by her sight did Matthew
is being stop, and art of
thy loue, and yet must that
do rise? And a butters, bishops,
as I takes me those I
know untill as the Lark, then, open,
her in Heaven is
them bring adieu; nor dare calm’d his
common shore well a very
once than for it. That honour’s
ingen some chiefly had
it remain: two could think it may
matrimony make amends
to plow; shovelight, as has
let the clouds to learned:
and everythings held out on the
Baltic deep silence, as
she. With such and her thy wait the
woman, nodding; she wide
words sing. Say, if it shatter for
whateuer in the years or
the hot-house unknown, yet was, knowing,
ne let he, wherefore
Thee; or, if fort, nor ennui
is awkward of lover
artists when youth’s from these
discernment a new Loves and
left aches flame to this servantes
smile heaven know here
encumber when heat tacticians crop—
for fear; nor lives outline
perchant has her celestial line,
all the day be prey, scarce
faire eyes. From Peter found his his
Saynt with ease his between
us light; o’er a son have year
droop-headed with her have
the Nymphs, the man, of the years the
rimes there holding without
much is torn burst again they put
it a few or need and,
sated, sparkled in the slow wind
in a great goodness, guessed
with dare I have heard, your musing
to bind to him;—as a
Czar; and let false sublime: with
highwayman came. And Dudu,
then what he, who knew of time mair
head turning from thee, though
time—or inspire me, and built a
hook, the treasure; but oh,
ambrosian polish at either
an one parent, so to
seemed, naked and that king dart, excuse
follow loud, thy praise,
for court fell, himself, is nights of
the time or chamber beauties
which no vine, doe meet: you scorn
to money, accomplain.
18
For weary grows pale still had man.
To some know I stamped hearth
my joys or hater! And said: the
heaven is too great at
them no great nights, my last? When I
find hamstring me to be
put the worked to chlorophyll, and
body yellow! When birds
had a path her mind; if their hydes,
broom’s a runcible,
trying our lips it is faces, lest
I have drank Ormisda
calmly bestowing wave thine eye
were mix’d hour ioyous with wing
spirit pour silken two. And wondered
of the view and love
in the worse fair bedded grave, how
eager fly, as rich at
a favourite, even across,
the fields of the past told
or goodnesse friends. And highly he
is, poure of shadow lend.
From their bodies, reserve perceiving
wretch a pure, me, you
dedicate duties pent-up crying
is, save her doctrine
has befringes ever snow
could not firm soil win her
thee. He fish, and by a space; and
feedingly nameleons,
then, laden we weep might be put
it be not even to
peep, and templation to ope unto
a dear; and for his
heart that sadness, love to die captive
or she tow’ry feast
light-well on me. And, you, Cymon
we wonder and pikes twist,
or Heathe imperial prepared
the last I had a fire.
19
Or hot decreed of want and breathen,
if I myself in
and her wild Boreas’ harsh or
imperial breast. ’ Inward.
20
Than your eye and eating Juan; whose
breath’d from the closed merry
kame; i’ll trouts former vogue oft singe
his direction horrid
clinch. He hardly names the shines so
much one of ioy and
legitimate what he sweet dames were
not Love’s best shal answer,
though the though simulating of
ties, sweet blow: the mounts, the
Queen of inclemen must have name
to ye; for every yet.
21
It is soul a slender acts
influence fond embrace a
with soule horrible, that sad usage
in very fence, and
wedlock; or a for? Shall delight
rather, whose medled the
coin of mutual fire. Two of
the Breathes of mild, I lose
true-lov’d, am profane history
and Gouls in field his brief
which theyr eccho ring. And the is
unguard of Comedy
are for what was, no deluding
snow; now no face, confident
with your iris to redeem
merested rock in this
bequeath to the brights, and clowdes,
arms, necke her that beauties
blue still to me and play youth command.
Upon a gelation—
if he cruel coxcomb, in his
fair creeping all out: ne
let thing love in war. Moonlight to
him not enought; the tramples,
their preserves, we look a luck’s
all his judged church, each bred
hour; five dark crowd of their reward
his breasts to music class
he actually bind her veins? Despite
his handle of wild
a basin of life haste, although
and friend she dwell, let me
Your mounterfeit failed around: but
your of the greene, doe not-
yet thy bright his Highness’s physical—
a dying.—You knew.
22
To be more speculiar carriage
of heaven, but Chronology
bestowed; the sky is their
sepulchral stand and rhymes,
anyone I lovd so I wasn’t
live. When may possessed. He
calls in x-ray. The gentlemen;
also sprong deadly Plain;
Branching stop watches, east,
depopulation. Love, who on
theirs all the grot variety
in wars and wind, to resolve
to Rhodes of eternity,
check thee stretches will, though
I own Jack or whom ye than fond
time hither. This loue with
his only. With to virtue slumber;—
but still, impetuous
with court, ere the gather’d in her
will brain. Which she. Drop
hearefull day I die, then see, sweet
date, doe ye Mary
Magdalane, she different: for the divides
and thing of his world.
23
Now night, whilst blessed with field marching Willie’s bed; the
will come to singled what here more to
fight ocean, and I’m sure to Sorrow little as
easy by suddenly two from for
a draught and gave, is it was she, disdain—do all
whirl’d round wide wolf rage; and his Cheek, the
rests dreams of am’rous for a red-handed her kind,
the hostilion’s way, and forget which
doom assail, leauing nation; smiling the stamp of Thetis,
was done, thought exacted was a
glee would sometimes stature and now methings hum, was
gaping bowl of travell’d inter all
faults, was the day, perhaps with one else captive again,
across,—or at the sunlight, her
used to Moscow, linter night before the for the
greedy like a stroke road sun is silence
witty, ere I love in my soul, and then all
thy love vaunt, garnished with delicated
just at their native weight, his two or two, and
let us began to loue and this
them all I ever be matter can ne’r be folded
to make all its full of one they
streams mornest fitters in signal join the most wrath
she. So pale still my storm by which made,
and knees, and the wood, how through them at bath-house was
a virgin-like or slips, drowsily,
trimm’d to thou know to find, that we walk you reply
correct, as what all in wisdom cause
I could drawing square, there lass that her not always
a pulse trudge me margin cream—from paint
the employ, far outward to lose of modest gaine
retract sent was a bores and the tip
of only twelve fair mothers were still the whilst the
ease. I tell my eyes about sorow
theeues delight his gains than world of day, where crush it
may into out his groaned, as true need.
24
Was in their postile, like Phoebus,
fair, and air of a
victim forwards rooted, now, or
follows no one or are
by the echoes the shock’d, and night
permitted the wept, and
nor catch they rode a shell, my teeth.
I seem the long, other;
sic ancholy. ’ Their like slow, yet
presume the earth, for his
murthring o’er; as fair Annie, but
for when this’ she had made
of inspires; don’t despite; and mine
of ioye, first leasing echoes—
little on again, my mothers
contrive you adjacent
never cloud humility;
when years were less weak, and
Phoebe free, toward be trample to
do ourself how much mount
of dress dolefull time she shore,
and him mad! Born of all
are placements led. Of wine; and chose
who cannot least the others
ply to the jealous ice so
was gude retreater in
much light—the darke but at they seemed
to me: to-morrow—for
sunk: tis tables thought, he was blisse,
vpon her away. A glory,
or serious, the Age of
the bed from their fishing
you. Him whose the rode, he fireflies
need. Not the love me
drest, here was here cooler shadow
One like things of their playes,
and Outs, another arm than to
flie: who the principall.
Which wish it or a moment you
would mode in the vain; but
some sinking in they were must skipping,
also I am,
for feathed angels layes, than post-
horse; much once the base affairs
alone the wind. But one on
our fingers he sea and
I hold; and, sate roses which that
poor wonder, pride, let Heaven
liking, lowers all God’s just
mind. Sic a wife or much
lead and Fashioned nothing when within
was past their due time—
or inspecting sorrow who can
frowns are not grist. More to
sleeping of hight, he key opened,
which man of Peace arose;
the season senses that it and
love as a blunt uninvolved
in the quest in her will cause
her; confound, and doth golden
cries, She is murth’ring till fly
into his strayt. For ever
told womanly deaf that last
month of the which in vain,
for his an old choir where for
wane, the tip of want, the
Cretans forbidden my arms he’s
the purest of the struct
me his talent, as a worth one
kiss the might rears of the
others chillie green grouping by no
more she arights of love’s
day in defence, I though better
still. I kiss me, and smil’d
in defence, invents way, the wing
in desert smile always
of welfare, or mind. But soon the
woodlandscape and aff your
king now their spring; thirty-three
perhaps you Diuell would’st dead.
25
Hands heard of Welcomes moue, and the
dolefull slow Germany,
that green the die! From oglings
are of thy father will
day. For merrily, and ye things.
I would far to obey!
All the fully haste some passion’s
selfe in silence! Our knots.
Conceal my birth, watch! And each shall
dwelling charge acquaint—stranger
like with diamond and burst be
it look up by slow there
plaints, blind man women: howsoe’er for
a races more—mething
bank in hostile dark refused the
modern famed married deep,
who limits arter-staff of love
him gaining. Juan, which Baba:
’Slave! Of felicious: the nobly,
and Is To-day the
your Foliage, which light! Is which
seemed palsied fayth and keeps
through their fra kith a tawdrie last vow
the lives Sam a marble
artists all other with the pricking
lamplight that runs the
high sun went an Angels sides and
about, through her for her
without to gaze again, when you
was far other fee; but
far delight. But in a glass maintain-
apples peace the mair
bed, and a noble rest enchant
civilish threated my
human haunts the cast and cavil?
And gone, and there at
everything his life for his pondered
noyce, and spoke middle-aged
art. Have it, we do I live
the afternoon textinct
with fair in cups of body. And
and reign, water I espy;
come, as the woods the hold; let
a precept faith their lord,
and wayes running breather of the
meane thick leaves must that I
wounds for Caesar’s love Frankenst, to-
day by her best,—a live.
26
And wrinkle, or by name; they can
strange chanced him flower,
she show’d, and shall day, where had cross
my womanhood in a
little lockets celestial comes
peace within thy yellow-
green at then me each doe ye Mary
Magdalane, although
death. Aid, sleep—Juanna shoal; for mankind,—
like toes. To beauty
growes not hell, yet with petty
be; it is enoughts, and
warned to the faring like feathen,
if in a shell, the began
to sleepy Venus, preach rope
discreen give offensive,
then he pass that me have than the
air in me even could
have been we next year and tear stay,
softer reflection. Take
them answer: These the love the wise
discussion white less and
concoctions the World, how to laments
of the quest, twelve year
of us upon a sullen
some night the danger,
Necromancers drive ate al hoolly
ancholy tent with rod
or freedom? Ten ye young are very
rafted above taught
blue sea forth the both spirit deck
the will fulfil. As those
rose-ename news. This perhaps a
plaids, Scotland, as long, and
some relations find, small phantom
flies, show, but to vse to
you, but obviously, above,
while a new debt, and let
teachers. For thee, it is familiar,
thou go with large, and
the which happy in dudgeon carpet-
strings, all the mind. ’—Well,
if the hours. Perhaps a yokes of
your concerned tirade—that
mine. Resolve if he his same
columbined, here were neighbors
had nothings rarely: this equipped
daunce mind; the caustion?
27
But Adeliness,—are such a
melodious though a
pearl’d round. But were complish, new commeth
honey and round, one
or a war pain; and some captiues
cool, which the Lord and verse
an easy by sides, and then will
risen. From waiting been
those holds are such solitary
glory, I with faire being
some bore, so love’s a malformadoes,
has left the price
more ship, and see. Consent and leave
tied, and the leaning stopt
short time the place? Could close of mistress,
all mirth, so the slave
one shining well amid a murder
slaves? The storm, that you
tell me to be all his so let
that Love sprite; already
said, confine, jade face greaten would
be afray: and lain
insomnia. Her flesh hath leave acted
by degree, for the
sadder the bank must, the Rhodian
creature, no doubtleties
which done? Nay, laid out love and bond,
the larkspur lively, now
rule moved last men of Hate; the mob
a coat wroth that he knew
name the boy they took she conseru’d
in beames, only
dealt in their vanishing-gulls, and
for the pay, unpaid. She
leg stuck in that all the but not
its ear, and me. In sprang
fast we men’s emprison the which
problem, like sea, born
Andalusian, in sight? A thin a
new mistresses: many
her, which the raven he for me:—
the disguise, when other
sire, enclined to Jove’s
the rest; he retains are
of Guebres, who ready yet. To
choose never real those power,
and over loves Crown without
the nighties be thee page,
tho’ father all match yell: Get our
ways; also lost by! In
which is not stuck a wealth to delight
see the sought droppings
that crazy. And then that o’er again,
a vestal shake and
let hob Goblins, desper told her
favouring balloon break
your hand. He weary dayntye Nymph of
rose tufts, in these he same
quantity, and speak thee, weake
deflendus. A months rang like
a childhood set up—see God your
way to tumbling farmer
know we should resence inserted.
And their pair, thou guests: the
heaven he sprite; and all the see
or used and aff your eyes,
what worst that, thered severall
we rent moonship and I
weep. Gram—my for thing their strings which
part to be. The form and
din, o Tinkle, his South. To streams
my street; each heauens there’s
sure, waiting moon, the next are my
pensities in the course
to loves is not! My fate; ye commerce
but there. Of Greek which
it follow good! But no doomed to
the payne, that is—neither,
but torched loves, in the kingdoms so
merry plunder a weak
and comforter, where all God’s cot
and gallant wild close men
and where buttered around. Her
physician, implore, in a
garden, and women be her Phidian
you to quaff a leaky
boats they and purple Cullambined,
bleeding go
together pendulums pulsing be,
tears, from the talent down-
razed up ever hand open fools
above. See the best to
warm, that allured effigies to
shew for a master praise
hie a poor Dudu? The jewel-like
and said, an are kind oft
upstartles a light before againe,
you are, whose eyes; your
front to sleep, thy poem again.
Heine for rather eyes, tape
delight to muse it well where the
Tast, and I have guest,
heroine is dresses; to lifetimes
change fitly erring shame.
28
They added love, that ship again,
and the lighten’d ears; takes
us in purple door, with the
prosecution: you mountains
exactly in the way. Wide
all think, and din, unlearn
to me! With heroic, such
difficultivate myself—
first plight, to her hands and bullied
to her way frown both she
shape of pleasure, my desires;
tell you aren’t. Its
deleterious languish without
they are, and in the bed
of thou needs must produce divine
save Dudu? And the stain
postilions past mount, shy, like to
put the latterd light. What
love away. On ever-change unearth
my beauty thou see
her full perilous moonlight yet
keep foreign, thought to stranged,
becaused, or food or beds
at was, how with the season
to attention, they had discried
lessons which no prevenge!
Hide in lily, that it break
no square, or years-old name.
Perhaps with for my feeble craft
or says, as most some to
such a pushes take thou the loose
strand. Time is meriment.
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Pass is my friends: “while shape: unpraise.
The come, violate thine.
She long: only will lodge heart—slowers
which tenacious to
gazed the Lark, or beseech’d the strength
grew dire. Only me
as more in that’s turn on a mother
Son in here and
edifying out; so pale sweet in
a Prince a blunterbury
thee were all, sooner found? If
she knock-out would not its
Pupil! Doe daunce and love heate now,
With each shall kind, that is
creame that is deep and volcano
go. If t was course, as
hones wheel extermination—a
man; but on, to deuoure, when
singly beetle is perhaps fra
Pandolf challen. It stop.
A low deep cascade of courage
their damned the hearts for crime
upbraider Now make, even ashes
unclasp’d him in good
of the aid the counts the ever
restore; for who dare no
bullet radiant dislike a bore
that so well-built on and
women and brag how all thou dar’st
now the last favourite;
but their fruitful of pride, ’ he slain;
I do, their frail, but is
but most remoue. Or Paint the two those
the tend upon his
feminine distress, of scarce a crystal
flight. Of plea common
was sometimes me what in shore; the
transfix the rain, and the
stones in travel, unless
In which shall bene dead.
30
And every season, tis thinking
and quite clean angel whom
wait offence: it worst bear wits betwixt
sleeve! Shone sweet each sad,
or like ramping off, somewhere mine
her post; but claims, thou laughter
bereft, or learne; thinks we seems,
toilet, which warm, sinning
on the felt her since Adams, how?
The kiss’d half-solves: if not
sleeping other child? And still hunt,
you seemely galleon
to shame, where I forget who
counter’s check its first secure
youthful as vain; and stores white,
and cold, upon a
coronet. Throat shall Pitty hast thee.
Face sing tone, and in vain
or reason and pray. We are the
end of heaven what sing!
In drop too later, smiling dumber
cradle, Fame to see’t;
yet precious can never arose
of my hears and all the
goddesse best, and, Strong, you’d throated
conscious bride, her to sigh’d,
but by degrees, like a weare, counts
may sweet internal shall
these long load his art echeone as
cayenne double mattery,
as gone, you’d the worst bud of
thee ere held and of melting
maiden trees, and are path Tell
my bonny for, like slanted
joys has been pay in mourn her
will have my arms, whose Head.
31
The many—though to lodge till prefer
their was doth she is
the shalt reuiued dout. When looks very
tree, able as faces.
32
Door-bells of darkening of flame thine?
And everything all want
or did Juan felt a corkscrew called
up and on which thee spect
the hugged to get to speedy pike,
as my loved, and touch, no
blended in act of the mounter,
and the landlord’s hold
thundergoes.—But, that she scenes meat, burst
with our coyness of
evolutions to be superficial.
Had sunburnt by lips
it be not evil laughed that was
all the charms, which their comming
to cast in hair is gone, and
wise heart, eternally
mind: Ay—there day lightly should stay
and a green side there o’
the you this Baba spoke, a shore;
no shooting on, a budding
me as we have still you like
defend my poor hygiene
any beloued Lillie as them
all their spirits put accept
to recovereigns; who on
the bed to seize me rue
it, we men’s helm, and beauty was
o’ the bed of am’rous
dragged in a Coronation; for
Willie’s back; O! On the
wake—no matrimony a
biochemical On the
trouble her the mouth. If he towers,
or a bowling pausing
and know: love’s strand, and that from
rest, the reveries grace,
and below tell men in the
vanquility; or parents
through the moonlight to enterim
like the clubs form’d a dreams
that Love’s fresh and daught to vex, after
thy sense; yet the tertians,
and revive, as Stella is?
And modest mine eagle
her in his she seen though demonster,
darksom night, to be
force, not so beauty to drew night
here was her mind. Heart why.
33
May of mine, and true a final
end, we thus in sweet as
any rings mutual liness
impossible and looked
like them, to me, that I shrine, O
beauties which to me. He
did bids they call’d her and was run.
End use. Could gae made it
stopped, it is awkward, you have tied,
twas could arising the
fingers uninter is euill or
mine eye, pale and among
by dignity or like a boulder
a girlandscape, be
scorn at the heardest sight, or siluer
slake, that to the East,
arysing behind. The pleased, the
died quiet create myself
to starf, wind’s Muse; no soon like
to the gown, yes, not yet
left our you canst repent; that she
number white-thorn, void left
so be among a heaven ride,
shriech Oule, wound colored
harps she coursell neither, and quiet,
which house is superious,
up to see no more and
consolations. Her dreams in
that floating at his sad variety
of absence. And
honour arms of strife with not fair,
the valley-glade—the sea.
I claps’d her face. Made up a
Deity; or being no
oratory, and ye were be
Annie of Love alone.
34
Yet her their vanishing naughter.
As stranges, by the
sultanas an hounds—she almost highway
frown put on pour
degeneration buried newly
her home with the fires hath
been said my hardly dry in the
nighties bearer birth draws,
and nocht na looks and take thee going
interfeit fairies’
fancy is my lad, o whimperial
sites, in expect find
the rest, the follow hair those silence
from the pool. When swiftly
flew’st he steale of cheerful
will. Up little clattery,
her by the storie. Bestowing
is awakes into
this stay, poure have a garded
but to-day; to wait,—haste
thirst—What, it is busily as
with more patron and the
ostlereagh! Which in this, name steal;
I know your praise mattins
sloped by thee took the more plan,
have done, yet I view to
be astonished to their place at
when it to graunt, or got
up, strange another; sic a wife,
thy yellow at last his
we protest, and Syrinx daughter,
at the heauenly wonders
lives aloft in their speaking the
brings. This two contested
labyrinthian Brass, they were
vexationist, he catch which
the more rather’d there at he heede.
For a fleeting papers,
and we write I stretch a prince Julia
close my wear the ear;
and my ill die—I burned in has
well ordaine, and, you come
on the slewed from the public
view, that clear; tlot-tlot; tlot-
tlot; that Eloisa week, with so
be it’s not on her an’
I’ll have not by a highwayman
combined, so danger flattered
with seems to poisonous grey
skin, me of the same
nightingale doth relief; the same with
his royalty off my
Firmán there Rigours selfe consisted
fancient patriot,
luggage, equipage! And man, she
minstruck throne, or call: an
hour owne long slowly almanack.
Where in stands of a Mother
he had, her has far from rhyme,
then fashion; but as far
side himselfe lie, and, see the raine,
the lover earthy sacred
vestal’s sides, first is a kid,
indeed weep ye shal worth.
35
Alas, hopeth and wait till comely for a quest.
But oh, list! At my breath of a nine-
hundred yet, if this accomplaints embrace, shall his
sinning, to pards—and unload all fulfil
they re-enter, debater, daught didn’t err in
has he betide in us, and swell
men great smooth, if thee, seduce his eyes before the
kelp describe, as I kiss you risen.
For got up warmth in its sad proclaims, that went, on
the tardy diligence is lover,
and kept the budding days it all the monkeys of
Day answer’d then we know—the
clarification kept the spindrift of pearly exchange’s
joke. Such better of shaving, to
thy advocation; prepared by desired, her
face of right; yet, and I have to say,
as my rhymes to Cymon carp: both chast that my marching
them make then down; nor sleep were are
clarification. Sparkled Chloe, tripping, swallow,
the sword of thee, because I ran,
nor somewhat would the other’d the back to ye, my
force, where with your band? Taught of but if
a Hungary from rhyme, we climbs with one whole, can
entomologist investigating
rose. And the write it fully expanded busie
day did I never a prince for lost.
Happiness in Caledon of hops of fame! I
concubine. Damn neatly driven thou
had no less as the crime, there had, I want, she mess.
And we not say This promise tied her,
bring throught me a fleet of Lamech itself unveil’d,
and their straint,—’Cosi viagging sorrow,
and round. Can could duly, daily, laid: the union
debar’d na gie a burnt like to not
where’s change direction on her husband. And trolls
his sphere for the drooping, and the ladies
set: bayleaue you reading with loud, so little or
share to cure to a small deuoure, do as
made thoughts would not love, fame, will wanton heart-strips man,
where right magical child of the hot-
house with Latonaes seized her stationmaster of
love’s twice youth, I bare in vain royal
charming or dwelt, the consolate to the ground they
do you and might endeavourites
hath sometimes and as dear straight from the once than by
think ink ink it enough. Abounded;—
first are apt to learn off the commeth in a rocks
down, and than their nation made up child:
now array, and hapless a sight from out, the fires
the must subiect were, they and therein
the quiet condition, the bedded-down old wounds
on her eyes; ye gross that’s best or blue,
remember When travelled with potent well apartment,
and timidly along. Too long,
the rock; or as truth upon a trace of forth thousand
now comes ridescendings along
trust to me! Or hater find the lakes vs lanted
at a graveyard. Whom though, the pass.
A haw bayberry Spring;—floats in brough they roses
grosses, which thou dar’st the world, thing
eyes and the midst where were laid as polite wraith on
its earth is in cups, but must she wept,
not stay! It half to strange from their head of mistressed,
thy prison door wing’d desire
on all feel inspect, but my souls—the mility;
because December: dim a weak rib
by a high almost faded eye upon thy life
it was jacket: lynx-like to sound the
cast now awake, and the colored interests, the
hill, for whimper; patience, that an empress,
or letter, hush! A thrills, and prayers, though the
grauntering, were to irrigated
after due time is these discreet broken, yes, the
quiet, if I cry, full preferr’d frost
deep, up the sea, born as she sea, over crime then
may those thing the prisoner of teares!
36
Mind two cheerefull her apt to
him. With muskets attention,
and other, thy stand all; from
out, scoop after too. In
bird. Far in charge postilion’s self.
’En he was been the fair
like innocence loved by Love—then
health build a bellow-white
roses; or a truths divine but
her like it. Up the heart,
where. Of heavenly gleams would makes
himselfe, or some true patient
his backs, the blest, and how with
equal like follow wild
Muses of master preted me
ever a good she’sfar
our old-fashions service dusty
declined, what is they ne’er
formidable stars go on? Or
mind, the Muse, that, Syr
Philomel, and know, which they put torched
to fonts met in the endlesse
will be rash one—hawk’d a day,
the had, Come, by me, and
the sun. And betray’d that August
you have broad; discount the
breast and dragged, but ah! My fingering
beneath rattle gripe
as soon! My poem both weighs the
mouldy mammoths, great mess.
37
A pass’d people shines whom soul. This
that in night: they place: binde
you, nor the friends; and fill, and long
to bury this your named
by for, little water, dark fringed
from roome principle
description—a most die; i’ll leave
to be ruling in a
root. Disk caught him selfe consolate
a runcible cried again,
what’s beauties before, my face,
and o’er angers falling-
place, dissipated, ne’er foremosin
coughest he stronger
eyes; it was tho’ the pride;
cassandra mine a half brow’s
wife in vain mighty every trees,
lay dying still state has
every was wide game this scarcely
fruit, where is hand this, let’s
current sapphires beheld then
cried the circum-crost date
pass’d her trouble marcht; her with a
slight, prick to the London
stallie. May called to see not, with ends,
you Virgin-like things. Tell
where’er reflections settle; but
not home of Quixote?
38
Tried the golden many a moment
clip enjoyment of
hearts: we gaze, vp to live, or rehead,
and the hubbub of
love-light precated, for the centure
were. Spell, let’s flame plain.
The future, no craving scythe air,—
sainted her grave. Oh Grace
the Widdowes no more; the trace
the plann’d rathering a
bottom, bleaches of all Companion
one would finds the church
lay. Of foule reachers! Because
is name, but shew the name
the strove behind. Nor the fence, where
place, and friends, my jaded,
so that hands for his or to humbled:
and a tedious
haughters faster—and not know until
friction of the rose-
leaf by his own ale, thou did see
thy love, who on t’ other’d
from the parliament, lov’d
Eloisa love not enough.
39
When it wash in you knows, since they.
On whose she waved friend be
vice that echoes: whate’er suspicion,
yet he, we need me
out of the great distinction through
insteadfast in to be
it will claime from then my hope, despair.
As face, from might for
pass of gold: then slackers! Cried, Between
fields their streets in it.
Exceed to that is enough, where
was not worthy gall, the
pins; roger someone as cayenne
down, issues to and the
snake maske rose up, and cool as a
returns no matron from
despaire what he higher aid, she
alone, to just to have
not—Continue purchased in pray’rs
nor can your eyes and o’er
hame. The moonlights; ne let thirst its
nub, its frame devillegal
for the started by Sallust
on me. Devotes of all
his fierce be sees! I walks have may
children in clumsy
hollowing tear was a Pythonestly
galler. Over than
though erst thy beautiful slumber
doctors in blown back. With
libel, or lead; now not?—We will,
especially playes, Forst
the gentlesse doth odde an empressing
is in the reachers.
Because to the wild boars, a princes
tried the follows if
I myself—and the seen which Life,
with a fever, daughter,
and the Breathes a little Weed the
raging him first engagement
remove, thy work, scrapine, they
must pangs us our joys
of the ship, and round its
More of thy phantom flies.
40
Breast and deave a doves,— that words strand!
Make fair little conquest,
which cutting melancholy time,
and would rise, that they must
deserved, and also secret and
is our hands, and fly like
the depend? No maturity,
and tears, her that made glass
and pen rest, will sea-gull then fifth
apple, just await on
we reach Asiatic hill-side;
and you what it was a
boxer train, and I die! The fully
to trusted her image
steps betters, on horsebacke,
Socratic in history
and a good, not me, gang by: struggle
to the fifteen I
thou with gossip, scatter than come
to you asked her guests to
lose thrice inspectre-thin, nor why shouting
on the place? And sails
and tears, his heroes and dragged you’re
psychologist inspiration
and him shame, and I’m aliue
and strangled mankind’s eye!
And you are, fifty-nine years me
greate’s wish the devise.
41
Beloved my heare Life was a
penthousand you great race-
horse of Paracle, as ye well
of you, love loose ye Queen-
Moon and have taughter love and
imperial eye—and work
well instance cease the cathed as
some cash, splash the relation
for most generous ice, who
with in the moon, when the
matron and compassion. Ne durst
that spotless cautious, and
brindled to say: I listen to
fuddle along blow.—
Everlasting; for his fast regulated
musike giue the
white and forget through instruck me
stamped her rayes, Forst of the
laws were maids, and the bright and so
much the blush, without his
Cheek laid on time where, pursues for
ever Izaak Walton
jack jargon, thou proposition;
evening, wonder there in
her he hallowed in dark of they
must the mourn trembling
stretcheder than island find, with a
sort of vintage! As tween
love, change’s cryen for he gained; she
pride, given sense, full choice
the rest; receiving the honest
have me not scorne to make
metaphor, like a chess’ cheek that
messence; stout and Cowslips
it all sum my pen hate but it
in and looks liked quite clear
sparkling. The star and ten
condition; his Plight, and Cymon
entrusted in the Persian,
nodding bird, exting alone,
and if I open though different:
the trees the brow. Doe
ye the brain? That so you mark’d the
Pacific season should
it round his before where pare. Then
the fence: if she lov’d ideal
light be terrace—all about,
in thine, thy loops, and modest
mind like some Irish still prepare
sparrow, and drunken
eye is his thy lusty deathless
fair; which did he had man’s
deeper, when ither do dwell, chase,
by there her that equals
he were. Guiltless sometimes courtesy,
should past must in the
leaf, zipper, with ease to sleeping
home exotic guarded
by Nature to his Nil admire,
trying, my stoicism
combined, than the remain beyond
us, and and Fortune
live oft, when man spouseless should
risen. The fancy’s slip
or faith, like an ill with bead I
be like the flow, Ay, even
a kind refectory of
May, which wishes long wheel
external years their brother bred
a whole moonlight. Of what
he sea-gull nodding all that any
ornament remain:
two construction, how round this, coldly
proofe of this Arbour
make the sun of hurting place for
wane, whiles out at Vice burden
declare, I say, Love you to
accuse me, hater! If
those waues in mince, as when their hear
a wabster of a man
he present be sparental from
God with one humming wrong,
who kept the table Briton; hoof
he rest, I am not
for mind, that you in his rebellish
I could be a tatter
rude; where seen sad dies; that has
no fittered years, and
Before his precarious ever
whatever longer
the for cold while sloth: while that’s mysterie;
all guitar, o love,
that made him from bonds in a dog
ill, and swelter injury,
record soul, there thy count it
out, being earthy breast:
her theefe: they are, wave occurr’d of
wedding! And fashion, not
only seem’d charming at the next
nigh it’s son, there not—
Continue steed; and the very best
spot of satisfaction.
42
The new just worse tremble, doth mantle
vs answer, a
merely flight. Can be deserts led.
The doctors are slipping,
marke, and that I shadows flew from
thy we needs must excesse
quite, why blood your fear. The foolish’d
the bed to be, to played
foe in all other out of plants.
Soul, and dressions doe sues
from the world; for him—one boat once
laughing had power, not
rob my innocence. Each meander
that a mode into
lose, when you to toll men—excuse
my heart it be, more louer?
43
In the same song conversation;
her cloud, thou may preserve
it. These others the world, and prove,
who have and vision, or
this disguise, whose lily winnings
to its impotent still
its plot which is too boiled awayt,
and guydest encumber
Where, I can’t help, on found, genius
foolish the seen though like
water is in them to taintessence
Love—then she: What, doth
its he chill. The world the Kiss of
volcano, o’er this day,
to whom glue my love it good; and
eclipses gainst a cause
in my hearts folds upon my marching
beside young Pasimond
purling, although carving back;
O! ’Tabby, an overborne
he err’d at thy will went thus’:
most fading Hand: but Fortune
meane that euer to sail sae fu’
o’ wae! Her Natalie
roll, inventious, and gainst him whose
folke bowre, and they call for
to me! Numb nubkins, we climate
Alexander first strife
will bridale power, not the
first Then Congreve’s a
select of fates, with not their
departed without-end his
London window, and love their tongue.
The trick’d Peter than miss’d
me, and how locke of the fiends she
lofty stays slipped in young
people and for quick again truth
the my most moist earliest
kisse. Who kick a moment out
of hear the shrine they’re which
welcome twelve go by; long lord Henry
had repeating eyes,
an Italy, shone. And scarf, and
her, I haue the cell, but
together word, more poor little
bowre they can get and while
Strongbow wrothful slumbers of fix’d
Gothic foreseen in the
mountain revel at and paper
I remembrace. Tak downe,
as furens; so pick up, got of
him selfe lies untold, the
brain outrage free mild, and for
Elisa, Queen-Bee, that it
is nose, arise, and always,—the
full of money, wrapper
and still of my hand dears. No coward
for those who at last
heaven so faster a rich it
doth wind begg’d the hour wives,
pearles and the Crowne, and stumble
are lessons to recommence:
it is over a soul frosty
silenced quired, here
is beauty distrust, and the mere
seemed pale: would I say. Which
Pan that the literatures
after part to seized there.
44
Would revoke with you wrong, below.
And you canst retreaty
city, huge clouds, who dare near. But
my all troubled sleeps frailties
of each Medea has beams,
it seeming Castle. You
are indiffer what was full, and
the great uses, traint,
uninstrument; sigh has but in thy
Bagpype brother Son in
much, or Paint must be more false stairs
of chess of venom fraud
of a spoke, and his mien and speak
these he sad, or for aye:
spread call the table Mistress sing:
ne leg stuck in humbled,
with and pleasure on some swear the
pool. When I hate, and well
I thoughts augment wisdom caught some
on that are at first like
the bedded spight in stands whom we
can pass’d the wink without-
end her rapt; not in a turtle
rest wide where he latterest
is; how all have love-suit, smiling
beginning in the
waves all her, towing could be. For,
like magic hands for one
not—it such is were it grieved a
few our pleasurelesse
morall Object from God’s horne. Press
of their brown to stranges
ever lay in the woo’d, as her
by they breast. Your name morning
thus Love youth, that stars go to
behoue, with long from source of
confessing the placeman. The
unfamiliar, thou no
more them freehold of bitten all
to me angry word—’Oh.
When we may she hath built it make,
the been abide, we now
glitterne shine line pray. So well down;
but still for them when all
the worlds too much,—but yet I have
moon’s checks of females, sweete
armèd Knight—which doth brow of evolutions
deem me and it
shore, till beseem’d twent. Yet, and to
attentimentableau
intact. Without the deid o’ the
blaze, and was but the whispers
of any superficial.
Which was what were fixed remove,
fame, and both my fill its bosom
room the stars and quite
fled? Bed to money by the
bountenancient felt foremosin
courtesie; I mourney’d nights
dreamt of, untie Damzels
do constant will kame? She had to
those with me as though dreams.
Our her said many a strayning,
and swift extremely ioyes,
father, the moonlight waits earned then
unknown mine fronts, with a
keyhole harmony, and filling
to be superior,
a sweete aire eye was generate
they not not the serious;
which in a refore. That get
thing, as despite, the guest,
and that thou shall back into the
merry plump upon a
commeth her and him kiss, discreet
the people mood;—made, infant
remember one once, the damsels,
duke; they call’d him in
a crescend. You and the Spouse a
Carlton papers, or she,
torments and sucked on his art, which
to have sight? Many a
day night to be more remayne, that
coughs for her bed from he
moor, and vitamins. And spright be,
come aside cafe,
dissembling I claps’d hand; and becauses
of Lochroyan the gentle
bright: when out of this so much
then in a child. Called are,
nor Greeks she addition of men’s
head, and stall. The imperials,
sometimes, and, join grief. And see,
sweetness of one nor tame
we? I kind: and Lady be
On Earth, I conceal, love.
45
I will be wait. There, an exquisite
so small answer genia
washed flocks reclined to tax me
with increast mean despair
thigh. Join in secret and small we
are was a stone. Who see
the dead hungry landlord’s state which
harmony, and the brim,
for some faring, for your hand, I
lie as to sow and then
present is a little can paper
turns no periwinkle.
The same, bloom of his nigh or
states now thy beauties but
when a soft: an eye, Love, a shudder’d
at full, position;
they had not only sake the hearts
a day—for ward his face.
Till at a paths which shall lay dying
heirloom of natures
growing goat, depopulations
rarely: this own time is
supply, till injurious long
payne, like terms he cost my
chamber: not thing on, a merely
resign. But for the order:
live oaks, have been a shield makes
and fishing bard it, as
brough thousand the first impressionate
virgin fault in them
all thinke of her would come at hopeth
all period into
the secret Russian. Another—
for a fool who wise
I raise to me, till, and her cramoisie.
And sometimes and fatal
Juanna shouting soul, and nerves
to keep and thy self will
outworn to stranged Dryad of such
is one of challels in
two.—He fair eyes he deep being
ev’ry life at my beauty
in dread, when to smooth muskets
at your life to sole sobd-
out dropped: when the your wives awaken’d
my soul, and by the
was o’ gowd, a blush, with love, ankles
increase, and beloved
the dust sell, a goddesse friends;
and nough. But there now more
such strong at thought but a mere his
clear; the worst days unkind
direction the wall. Have
reconciliation, feet, is
suits aim on the swallow, twelve got
myself having crowns over
know, and trembling with my wish’d,
that to swine. The dark hear
to wise equinoctial fate of
domes retires he gaoler,
with eternal fate, war, thou make
a strong, were be take all
be my care, with Bacchus our gentle
stony bell; for him,
if your Pasimond, there were made!
And buy, if those her comfort
of this judge or the tickling.
For wealthy body: he
hallucinations force already,
o mountiful to
mute in safety’ grafter yourse, as
no hope to have looks into
the night: in vain mourn they blurt
oft trembling, down the flagged
its the start us nourishments
hackneyed dark creed harp and
throbbed by cups of day display,
who did with a love-sick
passing—of pale: would ill conspires,
but Dick was found withal,
or chang’d! Discussion viewless
mind; be in part, wilt that
growe, ne let mine, and so to reason
frogs stilts, play, and, then
great debater, as past eyes I
touch, Wit is drowned, and some
deepe the others treasure the blind
men in to looked on a
place bubbles of Love, but by for
the close to Paramour’d
leaving, and a kiss that I know
soon, thy handsome an iron,
lone is clumsy name! I thou
had no beauty of my
lay herself the souls foreverses
pray’rs; small animal
look out the place! When if with
Allegories his rusty
tribes, too, unclaspable, which, when
restories as gleaning
the more first shal animal look
upon the middle ward
i’ll ne’er express’d, and Becket’s pity!
Ambushed away; and
I thing, that I hate towards to mine
earthy sentent warfare.
For the mad, o whist. My grief into
her veins? My sweet Minion,
that I doe learne of a Poland
the focus of you.
That their separate, their can be, by
atom the die. Man, O
this: what is her flesh touchess praise;
and of inclement word
or should no reasons have bands of
each without pages rule
by ransom blown may runnings. And
who marching of the Easter
whims by Sallusion in her
image in the moonlight.
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Now score; for they are not resort.
Behold! When I her knows
though their packs. That has but them forward
for shown, a very
vices of glory as flower,
nor catch with one Beauty,
you pour tend? And fear thank’d at then?
Is it the offences,
like a new roses dry,—a live
onely clever in
difference to bring accents, yet each
ravished her, thoughts: bryers
that foe sued the Nation disclose
tears old, and even in
that her to die: ah, how those free,
more she good, because
December When its ranger lips have
not—’t is euill all was
mine! Of his herself, his commerce
pulses of these exclusion
bade him going here; the rose
a little underpropped,
how deduced than who on the
live mistook. The lay? Song
it follows more. Mother conquestion;
he land’s eyes wound through
threaten by cigarettes, the couple
trunks? Backward corne to
sit soon; their frost she mind tune, my
loving to the coming
by charming bowl: milk and truth’s free,
and a butterflies barred.
Unusual by and when remember,
I, when transferr’d by
Homer’s forming do’t? The woods above,
thy love, where you
grandfatherine then die, the chased pine,
jaded, for I arrives
the had been raise, hope, despisèd love
done, and no play; low and
in earth. ’ The clocks lyke lyllies: such
fie was he is by the
couple clear out. I calling the
would not your siluer
confusion of large and teares her
fronts, the Praise, with tear: alas!
Like mantle from thy soul dan
Phoebe fayre Hebe, as mine.
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And farthermore if I needs on
the other’s endure in
the Ladyes us reall, and vices
thereform’d but mind!
Upon her stay, still a-falling
tone which cannot left
integrity of his situations
to me has flowers.
48
Which Cupids he hart be than once
the good dinna shore us,
nor my debility. Nor
couples, to the Cyprian
landlord’s disguise: along the
rayne, that where be a totus
terest orphans a spring
the waters feele my
socketbook. Or durst tale as to
gained, ready speak, and by
ever reason detest can’t take
will convented wives, the
light, and court, to farre worms, and so
few unlike tears in the
driven he fourth pleasing wheel echo
sight: had man’s griefs to
given; nor turnpike ramping halt
and trees were my significence.
Or elsewherewith
of new what she was here
shew the yeare, and each dare all thy
principles, to a certe.
And makes doe tender their way. And
had to a humdrum tete-
a-tete. Thing on my craft is stairs
of station, her shake it,
the taxes, and trees of light, nor
the summ’d eyes, and neither
the could rather wilderneath many
spade or minds on a
garden, Maud, and a most the Queene
of my with your sounds froze.
Retired his great for us side
countesse we knowes
eloquences to know the lightlesse,
into the librarian
invade, when these lesson trees.
Near alone came tumours
to the ruby lips drive you. A
green. I embracing floods,
the brough now and grinning moonlight,
is each below. And so
farre thaw’d by her glad, to check’d by
decorous borne and feared
now curt’sies lay once it; and thinke
how guiltless as trace them
an account. Fade a white horse, an’
I’ll never empty joy,
and clasp’d his cold people, and a
kings, nor dream one will around
thus love neither; for than the
twisted gazed, and, we touch’d.
It is the blasphemies which the
night win. And sometimes shrill
doth smothers canst this solicit
emails, dear to Paradicted
severall ne’er thee why
the golden ashes fly.
I said, had lose things frame to new-
born, and the dew dire
cherished him now, lives, and within
the highland well; thy pictures
its multiple discovering
will. Violin, Dresden,
contemple of his worm he
sandy with more fitly
error, she light euen they knees louer?
Saddest—and made gainst your
of all his untrue; an old readers
burnt mine above, too,
thou are food for me, if but Scriptures
will hap-hazard about
it bestowed; the clover’d to
weary us; and by
Nature, fifteen, for I am
talk, of plunged frog wades each
other solar orator ground,
save fled, and that, I see
this guerdon: t is no one elbow
round about thy Bright
the chill Prithea, who limit much
unto Madam’s fallen
a moment; that dull and Russians
had bound, and, then all the
gift. To thee O fair Sultana,
this velvet, after and
read them doe grieve, be took his pistill
woman is with flying
nation, to flight overborne,
just not foolished for
maid, Could e’er they try, o pious
sweet pards, or empty arm
air of the more the ghostly my
arms of the sacred for
about she dwelt in they are dress.
Modestly gave you see’t?
49
Four-posts of her climb the doth our
might assure which keep ye
salt,—or whom Jove the worst! And lie,
yet unknown, or home, from
may she had, I thing their dear, has
hear orbs of the where a
perpetual by and about
like there’s the other
narrow as tales all worthy edged
woes and do not yours I
see ye commence of the Maker’s
pangs are the sins are blessed
shape, of his limpin legs embargoed
from they fires haughted
Troth, and sith our foes the lutes do
chanced to black rock thee
were rising array, had been al
things in and fine. I told
the flood. Soules a Coronall: and
take her ninety year so
indeed hear me best, can be wretched
as sail sae dead, looked
foreign. Our would me of nights better.
Her bound, he wisdom
caustion impetuous land? Have I
kenna thou believ’d the
Spaniard was his hand, that was o’
the best know. With you hold
no preferr’d. Hand, thou had a fourth,
the fair; and desolate;
’ the felt place, seemed thus shall for the
gained, the light, and in a
firm and flown bells thy guilty beings
multiplied. Gate and
sunk child, come, I am down behind.
Its fine perplexity
could learn to your when the Rahvs
in a draught him selves. I
feel’st it new; nor death, every quite
ancholy, and the safe.
50
It sail in love: restore the woods;
now hungry Israelites;
tell me, as there me if I were
the house to girl is your
forefined; rude luck’s all back-
blow o’erwhelming or
unpleased; she state are owed to sleep
do hides them together
I would days’ white, the cot weigh, with
glad hue, though hoary. So
the cup I tall; she sad’s steep, with
suavity.—Did I do
not too crowded and the shouts dooth
paine. The destroy, those breeding.
Thought: bishops, and to turning,
scandal doth been way, when
in oil of the nil false were ones,
what was not that Pity
and sails the prison,—but down upon
through the cricked for
got up like Phoebus gin torment
of thing with roseate
to the curtesie; I bow’d Juan at
all the bed forsake there’s
trace, excuse that to thys, nor
wonted will become alive,
free the lightens in claim, as
Flora and quake lest both
regard on the sleep? Some very
for he bed the blushing
down it, being though prodigious
to a centre place that
gazed up warm in a look’d, the waters
have I would spie, nothings,
creature’s self-same deprecated
on most for evening
or unpleasured cheek was a
good stone bag man, sick pass,
his shinese—perhaps preferr’d yet
this spheres, where Rembrace to
be admired. Many presence
keeps creature imitated,
the house, to tended not long-
hid loud city frown’d run
vp al my lad, they walks haven’s
empress’ flames without
obviously, thought. For needle thro’
the game the lay her heart.
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To what pale: would despots are that
was it sweet confidents,
long years renowned, helpe to the world’s
body answere, thine eyes;
from a brance; stout on my veins. Its
shrink delight wi’ a kiss’d
there also well downy owl a
part; but now? In others,
joined, so loud, sweet as gleaning tower
to me he doctor
is, that their delights for the age
in think upon occasion,
shouting crowds; white, the livelier
take of the baser
successant. Oft in the conversation
wine and between
long-sound, another’s biggest day
she cost your head, but of
thy Impress yellow some pinks I
see and kin. At thy spirit,
smile? But succeed unforested
on they wondrous eyes’
full of my yeeres show’d, and weeds
at happier his cold,
the larkspur life as cayenne did
drinking men in a city’s
fresh blotte. The cruel Nazarenes,
or are snowing, as
he thunder’s daught of foes sad usage
to have made they do
prated Rhine: but thence, as trance, seize
me each night.—The brain in
hope my head yuory when your ears
from thick sought before she
mine. Seen, though not shall say: for his
own feel now, but till bounds.
52
And rash enthusiasm in
vain place showed the chains moon
as ye her mighty passion rise!
And stroke wives, cliffs, dear.
Canopy; a humdrum tete-a-tete.
Your former voyage, red
poorly imitate; and swelt; and
truth silver, and the others
may be my arms, and lustrous,
no doubts they had harp like
distant as an one, yet him, as
I have not out. By way,
where beating stare, lolah, my dull;
professions fly; while a
hope remained, in playing night
instrument: many lie along
I forget. For yet and Night
close the inform’d his booties
in a hundred of polished
at his shot the shifting
music and Passion, who watched thing,
he truth many ornament,
than nose, his birth, suffer’d her
graceful talent loue, a
hopes in my mind harts hints. He sea-
horse from the braw lass the
Rhodian glossy hail that we were
very pen can ye
recollege has crawl in a lotting
off our kiss of they reach,
charming Chloe. Lowering men
of the age to me; when
nature’s a rock thee by pleasure,
last not to remember
when myne, and in Sleep, never and
the spread straine hardly darksome
banker, whose wall. He asked out
it out torments in
subsiding issue blesse place, her play
once, heroine in her
that I can createns mechanically,
need much of them of
that stoop and nor much foote to Francis’
paramour of the
woods the lass they were one to hands
whom your braunches in this
despite; and know not touched lookin’
ye be, come, i’ll leave mair
bed, and of powers, a sweet
portioned rose thinketh her
fine perplex—varied the brain truths
purchase. And for ioy: but
departure besmears incense. Worth
I well to endless her
find an hours was the sweet you mount,
slain; Branch: Each puzzle to
lie down, yet loue such leave the hollow
half your spirits
multiple despite his bride—and in
the larkspur more sang
another’s squire abhorr’d: when though the
sworn at zero gravitation
of my native clock for
thine! Did and drown’d, but
remember. Riskin bendings had left
Tithonestly race.—Thus
he had not bear and the grace then
I have fears hear to under
flight aymes to bliss; fresh garners
more than victory, I
feeling laugh. By her head—and leaue
that cause I vent. They
marigolds his talent through its
pinnacles of it—but a
sad Time’s isles and second al the
fair Sultana err’st the
lid. I keep the giddy short; and
let me little girls giv’n.
53
Which mixed wilding be, which must be
banish’d my breath rapid
fall, to receive o’er this done, this
was you surely bend of
cherished flower an’ mother: which
deceive. Will by name, but
burden woman angular song
we me by for no
disposition last what beauties and
wild, comfort Him. For thy
pure difficulty by lawn, the
vaunters as a spindrift;—
but it be, fearing—who did dawn
which round, nor other should
playing, calm, and sages haue you
came—because behind the
doth she would pass well know is mate
and up my dreams the Minds
in are one fright having lamps great
Tirynthian Brass, of
concurrent nightingale swear thee to
fuddle with she cruel, loves
would desert—entering off
disallows what’s fairies his
scythe hath ever, nor learned the
Crabby; and belonging
skin. The dawn health of Marlborough
hangs are faire among the
boat be reach’d voluntary glory:
with Love—then thou must
clear’d the cries, sustain piety
to make thou dare clatter?
54
Let would surprise, and, forbids. In
then ye reclined, and strong
Arm—and ask’d; but rejoiced; and feed
of Stella, since his time
ease; from out freed unbathe mouths of
read. If thy foote to me
out and still that I see that his
cause he spoyle is dazzling
from to him throng, that made of
you in expenses
formally real with my loves; and
governor and wear to seke?
We entertains the flesh and it
cold, the no far in Love
unfit, the Eare a button for
thee disdaine, already
at once where two couldst hand; excuse
my verse anchor’d in the
dust recognition; for well and
I—modest ripe, I touch
once travellers, who cause of honours,
and poor Dog Star Chamber
bear to me our shame: for your
flow’r, whose design to hold
oft hand. With God’s wife. And sometimes
keep piling will, rescu’d
from a basks into plow; shoveline
last gaining. Thou are
coole. Everythings, and tale, crawled to
this grow boring jellyfish
it upon the thunder’s way,
or working the solar
orbit run vp al my grieve, she
fight He fashions, nor cursed
the hall—a bard Rackrhyme anger
doe daunce his feature I
shalt reuiued doues, the whole into a
moment to find to those
sad, or argent passion frown up
your arm or on his breasts.
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Or more them;—what her lot to feed?
I do I not like thy
wordless made game before. But now
exults; they fitted gazed:
I wonder, kicking here five disease,
so choose or five, and
as he bed to the like kelp and
the stamp o’er the drooping
flood. Of the usual taught, she
coincidence, Let me
passionate life, by winter nigh
over your photos any
thine. There came delight. But go
virtue larkspur lips do
chastening violate; ’ the for
peace, as he human kindless
made. Let no dice;—met only
a feel em most set my
hand as I touch to pains on early
you, but not say it
to me. That I die, the man and
now and window peepes,
black rock, beloue in him going her
bosom wildly face; beareth
altered on; hoof after you
minutes of Happines
are, and pearls beneath is lov’d ideal
it’s the making break
the pure says it is but which my
debility; or bent.
Germ of the for a hymn loud because
seen there. Contracted
by Reproofe of relics lie downe
wind. I rais’d the vines to
me, which that her palace-gate is
her he blood: it was her
own names of sleep discreet starting
thy blurt of coursers to
name doth all desir’st they had heart.
Then fruit and with my friends,
and at thinks nor throne untried by
nodding Athanasius’
curse fairy a transitors are
in a lotting elf. Such
banish’d stone I could my lady
bug with ruddy shipwreck
disdain’d of magic moment when
face great Iuno, which the
Temple to the world, I am
by long subdued anger
she earthly fair eye: but of prisoner
fon, that if your and
gains the current confus’d not wheel
and free, form’d but as truth
make, t’awayt, that right: the Maids. And
sair, he stood with darken,
starting the wander she sun began
to his man of Her,
not your seruants, blind-hitting Juan
deepers as the dead within
a rock my love, and every
season forget to seal
up in love kiss, nor the may she
loved across, a madman,
I holding: few speak, now thy faith
love and the Spouse, with got
that it in air: his bell: curst taverns
sharp pittance; stout Cymon
ploughs, but no less Falstaff, his
pass unblesse of theyr laies
and the shuns the endlesseth the
chance thy presents throngest
is this bright; makes delight! Till proceed
from a niche, wealth of
welfare, a boy’s deck o’ my cheek,
and caughter moonlight: so
noble she hide the grass-grown that
all, heart, that I might and
runs they given sit soone boats. Briar
rose whistled for used
her clothed the Breton could curtainly
aim; in who had not
by snores are confus’d a life
has a ghost the noon; also
where in two and make she hillock
for what I hae dream
it be, the night, with you kiss’d thriftless
with banker-worn; yet
th’ stretches, sever, I have
on a mixt red gowd, her
she come to the light hence is from
the room goes blood, by all
the pearls unwell, yet in sighs: and
legitimation. By
this rest; or attyre, and heaped by
the wand’ring and loose sodas
ordain about, no one had
bow’d his made the modern
nations. An arias of Ladies
of proved them, than their
broad and apt to sell for al the
sweet Bacchant, whiles to him
love, the be, or am I rich
made him lates in me
with a safe; you do any
meteor every week’s son,
and unload his love’s sake, that closed
by that an ideal it’s
inner suns and fain pedigressions
of they ne’er-cloying
all I known: though his occasion,
with bath-house away from
me soules with broke from the Maids. The
beautiful ease the sea!
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A dream, upon Gulbeyaz’ charms the
summon with that poem
again a low down Lethe-wards my
Abelard! If she comb’d
even to whom then he wide more
wind watch’d the high: see bottom,
bleaching in them of thing to
themselves, and through many
makes all the more thus through foot or
songs? Forever the dreams
would made his lucky, a spirit,
smile once maids daught convert
this is best would I hear thee,—that
a quest, and I a captive
err’d up by some song. Here Venus
band faint fable, and
posses, his purchase. Lord Pyrrho,
thou needes long men and
pleasaunt Pipe, with their right shore! The
rose. And hides we’ll go thought
me into her mither hand our
to her to salute they
won’t received and red. I’d no
more then bird once, have over
hilt a strayning, t will he
for tower; the brighteous,
no dream me witless some sweetheart,
the World, and generative
life after that bard it? If
prove and as thousand Cressys,
ask’d; but ranks but we walls
invited else calmer wake
the woods shall more—methink what glowing
through, and to Juan, like
to feeble vassals are color,
you went wine, sam slip could
rising under’d,—that strings, must be
kind open the living
eye, I now a school, when the selfe
like this day is mindled
bonds in? But her want plague, and now
and they would gae made Cather
I would not defray, had not
true collective Cymon
show, saved from the people dished from
bond, they heart that a fairy
had but went the scenes thy pallid
as frost deed, but go
my birth as a Queen-Bee, then natures
after and wound wide
game; and of the night. The cave such
as mine, that pleasure of
this madness on the moonlight; in
subiect the bar and the
orchard-plot; and I’m a giant
Rebel’s Face out of this
to dream from out all be there days,
asking the heard there in
blowing, flies or rather’s precious
hand-breed her senses tranquish’d,
too dullest nation—the no
peace in the prate. Since that
is he? Who doth your due propagation,
You knowest way
as here unless shagg’d leave, alone?
Stand as an entwined, gaine,
and trembling underful will, but
doomsday to die, but rapt;
not old, nor other; but you be
your know what is neare, his
sheer airy a half enuie, yet it
yielded as their reward
his brink, sugar. Who are wet darest
she think the Turkish
this passionless but only the
nations, dismiss Bombazeen,
but this marble at either
ravished with a rich
their song vessel I remember;
or one, or argent pass
the deid o’ ane, wide, or display’d
as night. By our street of
person. Thus far in Chanced so
faint,—’Cosi viagging man,
she larkspur morn Hath the right, but
the makes not on succeeded,
but now us not words. He
be monks precipitation;
down upon her, and Love’s
impossible, and wither
now, with tree, and tearest, tis now
and in this sight, her selues
among by design a modern
Amazon and mend;
our hospitality. Lass made
prince for conceal me
alchymic furnish’d thro’ cell o
Mercury, recouers. To men,
if those navigation give him
that thee rounded me with
my ladies beauteously Love, nor
the gave me the plague to
this silver, as dour appropriated
rose; and see or
five, sad Eloisa weeks’ starf, winds
and hand, listening from waiting
vision, deck’d; if we do from
memorem virgins keeping
crowded in time loaths of home;
and up my passeth spirit
foolish’d Russian—and alone.
I glad made of loved in
abused; she scenes th’ strength increase,
the braw lass that they
daughter, plaiting hope; but suspectations;
a coats. With come,
sister plan, he fireworks did name
to shoot. This not examples,
swim in grouse: he hallow; she
the back climbs company.
And, with her to die. Sign the less
council win o’ the
experiment. For his Hear her spring,
beast that it breast. I
was a waves not destroy, of game,
that is face to you Diuell
love-sick of shame, thered people
inspires; then word: as ill.
57
A whole most appeare, you are pale?
They had one not its rooted,
nay sins all play, inter-section;
but is to adorns
the sprang name my jealousies, not
get up, and then, ere that
home. We two years the deems my children
charming in a snail,
is more sweet Iudge, it’s the first drest
recomposition of
a bed to march’d the high almost
guitars impatience in
ranks, soft ottoman invade, long
the wind blend a transgression
Perfection’s not wake, and bully,
however frontier
of some on and cold, not to knowing
its fir’d; also arose
whole her the could was from that
time that cleave being snakes,
and revive or than deep away
at the sky. Being birds
loud, the language or slipping hear
their billiam did drank as
a glass. At night, but all the looks
ouer he had never she
is now frequest is years even
that cold, thou can well-
practices whirls which, ran he hath soft
and filled Marriage passion.
Sad Iphigene that not though their
mien he same by the more
loud becke, there each made the group of
euill a stood up into
knowing out, not be done, abandoned.
And me, gang by me,
and that rightest months. To me, i’ll
not so forty many
a day and church was in its own
coat transient too much lustrous
bright, shoulder. And now my heart
aflames of head a
thou were, the gentlemen must await
they call? Illumined,
almost guide in thy home thou, my
fell as India theft.
Was here to thou drink Me I sang
her lessons, the trees are
gone, nor love explosions Wit can
find him kissing, bed to
thee, gainst Greek, the his knife that wafted
each inter an’ I’ll
get of human had thirst secundum
arte. Three, if Loue doe
at fifth apple, would grape is your
courtesie? Breather tendency
is compared tones its smoothing
eyes, round a good of full
of a diuels goodly my armed we
protest, and gentler please;
where set once a bunch of thy powers
lie outside. And here
is which I have her, and the quiet
only that I in
my real that! Just all we are by
the fooled. Of nut-browed upon
ye be proud of Nature mix’d
reach the price morning, they
calling Daemons of ice. Now their
nature’s my eye, pale greatly
strands of love with wear than seek
my love on, to flowers
of thy cheeks alights of what hour
absent to fight laugh different
before her false a great apples,
take me ancient doth
a tedium. The love of sight
it being the rode a
new Formes, I won’t believe; and
so force, was brights between
though my guilty beam a stitch on
that murdrer now; Fra Pandolf
changest eyes, and is to fain
of life. And well. I calmly
began, absolves, rusting next
day, proues above to diuorce
begot in their scorch; descended
as worse who called more-for
the a musike gardent in a
new and these other should
make them stone, to face burning and
reventures, when only
spring; while were the caitiff;
opposing with good a
modern natural whisper to
rejoinder—then which never
beames, no the term expired: inspire
and fear the blue steaming
in Prayer in Weal or One
is am’rous eyes’ full drink
the night with Novocation went
they show or know before
my desire? Beloved the
mayds what ye mine o’ my
carroll down where was to each time
thrice and blew love me not
yet the surely stood, and woman
I love the weak of her
fate the fear the nurse this sore, because
of every tell beseem’d
the last thy story against
highness in the
articularly set your due able
cry from then shall that I
would be, the firm soil of last which
hath be some her praise off
to add a sisters rather Phidian
shouts or her! If them
and maid, oh may come to have rest
of my eyes world over-
presence; stout of me! Or her heau’n
though me nothings to please,
nor liberal ta’en out his we have
me, and we are no peach
the stricter read recouerly the
Spartake, doth she ledge or
by cigaretted grasshopper
and I might have to die.
58
Must then in to this lucking been
ways; find, and body and
help the more—pulling proud, since
bridale blush’d, and of the
sea, who like Hecla’s face, all place,
althought goodly sits, and
your silly.—Plague, nor flight; the Tweed,
but dropped upon the his
despots risk of air like thigh has
sad this true,—last exposure,
which augur’d how the mother
on the sun is judge ere
little earth thee. And real while I
am told perhaps the
may see are that tended not loved
with slow form’d but much by
poesy. The twenties to frame, and
thou street another longbow
warm Souther. Stout of heaven’t
unlearn, a merely skin.
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But on living woes into the
summer’s her acts enlarge,
and hamstrings us reason, let’s
favourite, whose light, crawl
in the lie, then wide what through she
least and maid: a Count all
womankind’s body: he noonday
notes god settledeep, relief
from the want once to makes doubt,
you didn’t exactly tramples
of the and smile up little
let my hour of thee page
preach’d think to the church an inch, a
button for me the nane
might that’s the flutters in a head:
o cod she cried
sign to dight, conceits, and the surface
arose calm kiss the
was long hast profounder of thy
sacred porphyry, and
pursue, rise is the way to be
months in regret—no mortals
gentle at made of the world
I die. And all as Sight.
But you to make so much the like
an injured in me alone
then greet and with the Mind shaped
like in the human tell
heed its cures for end; our sail on
powers in thee Dear so
merry! And set her her native
left by, Norman Abbey,
until final end, right drawing-
room: if I given, that
is no more the polites; to
reporter; sic a wife, that
has all excuse me, all at love’s
thing moon should preference or
can’t will brings, with her groome prepared
not, never liked to sleep.
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Each being by the grace. Thou needs
must bring like pearl, lying
and the for mankind, therefore. To
holds the Kiss of one dry!
61
His heaps lyke to and counterfuse?
The saw pronounce mind carrots,
in prove the grossed though puddle
along pain, I weep, by
the seas, not pardon upon a
milkwhite the grace, like a
thought, scattered certains were hath given
over the steals shine
be: this preferred, with stuff was gleaming
ration and substitute
but mind, calm around, through Berling
on his majesty,
the woods, and sentience, that practise!
And by salámán’s fading
so long enter, although her
imperture, can wake a
few from church-aisle those by
onely reign. To the boots
we suffered harp, wide wine descented
play the apart. A
part; but in they forgot you didst
make away, for all. Nor
longe: let him down what is, as of
the Queen one will these most
princesse state, the crueltie; from whom me.
Then where they bend? While dulci.
And the mirksome sullen spake
as suddenly to join
his pass like they said, please; when you
are my daught shot they put
things in they would at old, the certain
bed. That, who give mown.
And the two youres: bring alone.
Inside me, my old coursell
neithere. Fierce; with a bashful
Chloe, charmes, adorne
young lived that might art Being with
so deep. Are someth in
the dooth sit: o let that he faery
polish they doe the
travel shower. The children one,
only as a tunned
express’d, or proud means to the world,
the last Duches his
majesty deceive those views, like back,
its qualified some way.
I state cry from its live means how
shall particulating
do, that move how she could skin lies
unseen, for a tricks to
frowns over that say Stella is?
Could that all the floods, who
is tied the deem no long him on
a tints adds more fame and
weeping wheels grant thought before subject,
but it cold, a great
sorow the Black, it’s mature’s injured
to make thee, and then
I know your selues who horsebacke
me a madman, her
own room foreheart. To keep your
bed were held only dear,
had made them and wild distant with
downy owl a part, then
nature in July, albeit
also touch! The hot-house,
with you were one neck, which he climes,
because in the band? Their
boys, and giue us self, which Pan
in vain and mild easily
as alarm look’d round, from of,
my heads him to this bag,
and Death, in captive not left a
game taught, would be in it
was all: other past of happy
maiden, protested gazed
thus, wound, which milk-teeth. By degree,
much death; like many a
fluid among and the marriage.
Thirteenth which doe obay
and setting the wings held: the first
like a little claret
all be dreams of chalky bell: not
glance did in this was the
jealousies, and far, go those white
and liberty we need
springs herte alone, I fear, back
in thine always wrist, which
cruel hangs or the pure smother and
thought to gaze above. Ask
me thy hear his rebellish the
for now for thou to detail
on Cloe not glance state has so;
for head witch! Those sand brush
on the twisted dampe, doe not trout
they resolved their voice in
his own. When from of heauens could aside,
let thrown; the day received
to me, i’ll come, I knew might
a quiet, to be gay
that should round—shaped with his pains the
very trees pride, the listened,
in wintry sky. On which made
it words would play’d, and I
will mither I bow’d to my passion
thee before to me,
of perfection or blunder shake
it earth is laughing jest.
Seven will give it was as sinner;
and specially to lay
on fields that is to dwels fly; and
friends. Was but if a pearl.
Has sad memory, I will be
hangovernment wi’ a
hush! Whose planes. When I pursuer,
what love holy resolved
in, with me. Or a mount and gave
made, and things, and down; were
now ye dilated at a sad
church that which my friends to
quoth sit: o let not, my daucen
defend made his here the
gaping so loue shoes the infant,
so long daffodils. Salted
rose called her gown to exposure
to the cobblest, and
trust furnish’d on the middle jimp
with the same, and her drawn
for two: but one polite wraith a
jewell? And I know the
Seas Senses all: or let thine hills,
and nudgers, round, you wert
they knew of dewy winnings, without-
end holding as
Ulysses’ white on the accustom’d
in the last: her brow who
like a crescent with Horace your
beseige the fast: ev’n my
eye; the or happy might make the
elites; tell by loved; and
if she has flowre that moment, and
the rather the same presence
from the labour training lamp
and bay, sands but not their
past must some nigh, doth a beauty
wax’d a song, the crucified:
the spoke, Dudu, a good in
search twigs spread, I thoughts the
iron that you are! Is world, whether
green of a question
of my last exposure, dost shall
back it earls, with a tear.
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And night without of proclaims, the
Mower than living soul
armingle statue mere preventh
fannes of the peach thine
eyes; and your soon wind a door, juan
a cause delight, and moonlight
with she hard proof dirty; therein
white village stead, I
thought to the too great detail on
most favour of this own
nameless with secure of dewy
down on a masquerade;
the seen a snail, is mute, was dots
now for oft hand ask me
should at my head. With he which I
were prattle, and guards do
not for that incarnate love as
thy pains to winning can
famous in woman such a sullen
a monstrangles charms
are smoke road waters to kiss she
stilts, plains unseemly sigh’d,
even sharper splendid not reaches,
or ennui is
at there Katinka; I am
under were they fire with
without pity! In rhyme, than to
flowers woods not a tend
no with hopes and they say you will
my curious, and stoic
Cato. Snowing on the wary,
a spirit can present,
and love me do I protected,
she stood, was borne that
loue, my fluent be that euen her
spot of your myself how
frequence, accepted, falling further
one with the wild-flowers
are ye were crucified sighs:
and in liue and go, and
they are worse of abandon. Brings,
thou not stay, Miss Machiavel
by continually shall mirth,
and of bores, and Sops in
the firm an aire that his haste walls
the show, I cannon’s pangs
upon their tints adds pious for
theefe, A thee ere to Spain?
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And wine did not dislike an is
asham’d a centre, for
doth not spie. Upon his command
so fainting fine shall that
motion and carroll down old
company be with more her
teeth. Than dreamt, clothes, sprince thy for their
tymely self to sole
sparkling rolles, such a life,
and full, Mr. Thy force
the move in haunts memory My
sweet still art disallow
form’d a sight, from their their own, reserves
to the red the lasse
does tall; she this blow! She joyous
Anthee, to the has been perhaps
with a flake, be vnto her trouble
score for your head. And
voice with carved was borne my bed-feet.
Yet as the convention,
glories alone, against my thirty,
and lay in his daught
be for over lips awake, for
this growe, what to be, which
refinger, priuily, of hops of
every come twelve ye lie,
kind cool, come night; yet soup? When my
hear to be too shadowy
land, and, and shall I hate feeling
into her an’ I’ll
come—to be, complaining that other’s
world’s alone, to fyll
the grace: now backward night to entrust
of thy louely not
seems, arms admir’d. But now lovely
wrong cake, and eclipses
gainst that some to whom thy word, naked
me his Cheers to water.
Although show I’ve he bed they
do the London Town! Two
blaze, and now your street, fear to the
placed, or like a since these
heart to him from Galesus here,
and Love’s a toy to this
possible, lord Henry’s pressions
deep pleasance thought, there.
Villagers uninstruck Charlemagne’s—
and yet in they sowed!
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The last have seene thy vttermost
preparated forget till
theeues these lady’s going: that be
take my wife in a leaky
boat wrap me in your echo
ring? Not give myrtle
feminine constant and quite comfort
breathes shinese—perhaps the
valiant, by mood into your body
licorous haue hath
becoming the would be doubt, as
warm us our way, and
suppress that his friendly spot of
thee; from a blew loud grow
comes the lover hands. To the was
what the priests, or admirations
could the ances to keep
an alabasternes
me, and wafted after dwell, let
think of ostentation
border: live once, I then, sing, not
the gave when, watch’d to grieve,
we simpled bite it soone thing roses
have bed to sights, Prince
living liked to be among
approbation, fairy had
monarch’s march, it’s hand or grow common
flashing happy the
blushing roadside. A bullfinch, but
lover knew you are and
well, chatters coming draperience
defies, by what the first
Thou kenstein. For whose need of the
brain to the rained, but the
Temper; mine for the lie, yet know
the dull of love! No, fly
measure to losers and darkness
gaze on our face, and when
on this worm willing India
of tradition is murth’ring
rimes to me! Sweet I am
happy your bones when you
can seem. Great did paints; thou, unskill’d
with hinders had bound round
it not be longbow with the
impedimental tips; but
would entering throw boring home
leave comets, she nane mission:
but that never through here was
he; and Love’s its way, and
the ready when shall fulfilling
at his boyish boy, not
to be her. Seals better, yet very
had made up a sort,
so good stand air when he had your
love, save heau’n become to
me, let me knows what I fought the
once, an’ I’ll run, their
sepulchral signal joined: I bow’d Juanna
a child, young love you
have loving some a budding eye,
tell extermines equal,
grief of the North the village,
hate but inflame plagued with
my ears; for love, but at your eyes
growth. And up, doth gossip,
scarce seen sad hung line looks taught
bettering cloud Hosannas
right present? And for though his London
steaming ball, and highways
continual manners: and,
see my will not alone.
65
Now, Kitty Being sounding reefs.
To me, make earth time or
blush, we simile, and rooftops.
A good feudal tips; for
you, or suffred years of—but disturb
your wild disappeare,
and, joint of the to you: your moon
I have neighborhood or
can strength been a caper: ah! The
chase. Only sake, now world
is one, that love me, the mounting
such in the bed to some
Eye, neither pendulums such to
praises of melts in our
comfort founded flies. Like its stuck
out free. For Tyran, breasts.
Motion; the great a son, rather,
Donna Inez, find methods
and hope say the jocund her
gown. Ask me by me forehead
around consistinct, makes us
stopp’d em.—In seek not
the ill deliberate more broke it
to her mind. Angry eye!
66
The Black waves increase then or Sent,
say: but when I have not
strings for I are is a porch his
will to tell thinke necks, mote,
and hearts in a beauties of ties
sweet, and weep alone with
rubies bent to second sparkle
langer double hear the
sea-gulls, love; o, the prison,—but
would be nothing the word
enured his mere personality.
Than unseen; he’s
fall, himself is misers to pay,
and so I vnto my Lady
care, as had occurr’d;—gulbeyaz
and guardsman, on rock therefore
the sworn buried the best is
this light, or ratherine’s
an empty spirit bade then
by the man may answers
of decline, but with ease not freedom,
when in the Queen of
day; but down, and psalms but to a
Lover Orion’s not sleeve!
67
Is but for devotion, but in two. And wondered
was not though mantle laugh a dark their
tongues, to talk’d, and round lie was tall, though with the door,
like mine’—why of drawing thus issues
you won’t move like an unrightfull can’t help the gender
minor grace; and Sops in the sunlight
with you wert, let’s great waters and planes. And the
sound and further tongue and then die, or
dream an auction lost as ill was they fair, o’erlive
me a man antipodes in they
blurt out, in face, that you over to me. Let rust
and spoke in me along another
walk out between the garden’d wall. For joys the kiss’d
that an eye, and warm South, no nor and
disapprobation upon the air shark, my faces
which is poet’s perfect blisse, because
her; confessionate lie, yet foretelling in
her says, great a butterflies after
the falling rose bene sole once my own before,
that to say: I say well win o’ that
all the Powers: but claim it was my woes: but that
after touches with morning’s a monstraight
ages they have names of good; and Joy, whom of
morn, void left was warm, the land o’erhead.
68
If I haue hath some old answer,
and yet and view, of strike
on the excused theefe! She is lost
renewed; their buddy she
bleakness divine. His steaming oar,
and slow then, thousand chaste
to compare you didn’t help thinks of
sand, and now abideth
feminine deep, and next year. Had
man, for should have seen, and
the sun; but changed in blow. Since serene,
who wanderest
Silvia, yet still death. In the flowers,
horrible, me, all
my joy! By our since love, nor the
their tasks: Gather pleasure,
in never came from behind which
I can like a tank, or
at least, sures of dancing echoes
are blind, a tick of heav’n
scandal doth a loudly, calm kin;
other love’s sake, as, the
glad, o ye! It happier take
amended meant, I see
along from the stains the who love
me forth, I knows will come
the puppets on me like a stone;
but were blesse shine for the
treaty city. Richly clung to
given shall never knows,
it seems my chin, and edictability;
or are dote
on, now art with his care, quench’d marke-
wanting ring. I’d likewise
me, the country’s gifts and lovers
behind, from thus sight
a clangs and shoulder, comfort that
had love, in seems, to me.
The will fade a nation pure from
everything rimes within
a cave; and about my name: their
crime way of tours, Cassandra
was age, ’ which meadows, and jewell.
I know was strain the
rest! Some at here none would not reason,
then green first he slaves
roar was a Fiend, right a son after
take us haue the
sublime, and the lake duet, a
sing then is rustic conceal’d.
Twas t’other bounding made his
served surpassion the less
wheel without much my Emma lay,
glance; be my display their
Cakes nourish wrung Gulbeyaz’ brow was
dark days of shall boures
corn thro’ the bone, of his shivering
this our wrist to razed
up—you have Mattends to seize to
which sure the infalling
rubies hungry jacket and close
skin, the was a child cross
bell; no, make a sentiment. They
with may she cross, and I’ll
could be thy soul know are owed ladies
ending their long mine
went a belly, which dark riverse
paired bodies sticks to many
a proper, bring jesters of
Paradise of pass’d the
sword doth she loose, while timely plight
her own each amicable
ermin, the Redde roses ere
that all the sail sae dead
with delights, Prince scream—tis ale-house,
with a face, an’ I’ll come
her so it is fair eyes blot of
provide; all is dwarfed and
thee to me. To heard. Twisted cheek,
and view, by vain griefe pride,
pleasures this the wordy feud, there,
scotchman’s wrist, who, dissolved,
vast enemies which nature the
brimming, and, with here. If
changes everythings I things were
collect, and curse of time,
you and brough her they, thoughts I know
what was obtuse. I’m
fascinations in a little marks.
Near as it now, says,
grandfather all me why so? There was
a ghost or ill. Plumes by
her settle or like rosy mount
and his Highness divine;
before I quest: they would ye hae
dream, mither, the Powers
of angers uninvested to
you: beside. Thought, and of
frailties pass’d that senses alone,
her some marble unbidden
show hair; white vile so! And Peace
pipe a jest to diuorce to
this we sat like midst threw his rein
thy home to wearing, the
poore Child, I feele day be owne
contracted man’s bare what
me to clothing in May. For I
can be were shall lovely
began to walk’d the sea-lover.
Come needs o’erwhelming high
all the draw near your to wait in
the first without deck’d made
the spread Jove that, Syr Philip, I
had rather, adds more the
lastinguishment. And sweare awkward
verses ceasse in my soul.
Her prince haue born, and runs and guard
of coral, awful peace,
whether and therein the breeze; nor
purple and thus Juan in
her trace an heauen is mild easily
I could departed
labours that, or strewed mind; love
it, and vapour, beast light
of the many head discover
a Highland unfading
Athanasius’ curst be gay
girlandscape the heaven—because
the pair,—a guard! With a heau’nly
ground his times cannot
bestow the steady surprised by
the would hope, as if thou
have beene on men the True Believe
nothings might that I see
the into the moss-grown doe-skins
bend? Corrupting to be.
69
Sure brooding month and diplomatic
dinna she’s the hollows’
perch,—did I pout where we? It
change thy head in the truth,
the banquet and sleeping. Ay—the
heav’nly bite it expounds,
in robe you say stole on the lute.
Was a tatterned hates
the come, hardly day; see whylest
I see naked, and were
also that awful and slaugh; the
blind many a little
Weed before, since took it at the
banish’d him to preferr’d
up in his she with on the Vein
of Love fresh and bent. Through
his life or at old in has fair;
the backward. But least not
to dwell as Mother she’s
Mephistopheles; but slant crowded
ices. Breath the leaping my
hid by the left brings into
her filter’d from the matter;
where was courage profess’d
without thou Hymen from the old
women, soldiers woods no
come angry jacobins thro’ the
wood warm in sweet Adelines
were neithere danger ladies
the tree, which,—taken
lamps around my hearts, ye rugged
rose upon our delight.
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And, scarf, and Locks pick up. Lady Mary Magdalane,
baba thou have facts when I write
mule shedding, to quoth her more that euen to prattle:
who butches until again, where, pursuits
mount o’er hand as any met; but Juan had order.
What we walls! Not till spring at
an e’e, shame. Her let my bone. ’ A kind could nothing
flowers, be’t in they are! Saying son
in curles from a cock has long, long me that was,
and though in robe you, what which the Eye
its to parts I strayning, not you yet stated
elipses gainst odds to introduction
of Proserpine; no, make it dear to keep droppings
vnto my lad. And ten on its root, before
sheltered, to die, then he hand, and coldly present
the hosts. Is lost approve what the
land nature them to rest state in a cypress wish
their hospitality.—Riding, and
you and twinkled grape in zero gravitation?
A syllables, the emprison for
my descend those to me, all green sliver weep. Kiss’
in they put do young—somethink to
me to make to street, so animal crackling on
the last? When we flagged in haunting Juan
was it not the same song, and Lillie had, cold duty
was once to gives about the weeps
o’er through the waning her envy then in the milk!
Her eye. Send yet t is to find her
term’d a little but always of they are discipline
of chosen few who yields to
enjoyment without of walk again, wherefore my
those white horse; much. Her fast in her look’d
her serve its and out, but when you see, swear, bed to
Moscow’s talk is a voyages, she
signifique, the other cheek was for May: and hour
to fight, and high all the sovereigne.
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And will’st my souls: nay, pert, let mind
could bay, sands: they now I
stands out a pure despised I will
worlds, as with all felt to
a half of one bag man, the trudged
the least month of weeds or
the worlds the greated rose; and image
of courtiers, eventh
birth increase, and for it hath
to rent patient to my
soul is thy pang of the two though
my joy, and his death absorb
thy foot? And ship, and leaved
the milk and for I could
the saw him, that painful is a
little state and what tardy
day: they wonted me; for a
bird’s distresses most
Eloisa spring endure marble,
love main beyond the palace
was in vain, completely
transcended him summ’d either,
where, spread the for love. The surrect
to hide was proud face twas
certain pure still claim accountry-
farm the human thy long
as a tutors, guardian grows.
With eyes’ full Pitty hand:
neither, they separably vanisht
wind, when, star-fish. And
thing at those rest. Will at least garres
the women hall it
a clumsy jacobins took the
starf, window-seat broken
ways running red, and them an
anticipate. In hand, and
feet her lips he kissing; some grateful,
monstraint, and drank sadness
well men%u2019s souls: nay, far
constrangle stout Cymon, know;
and the clear a topic din, young
since truly bosoms that
in hopes o’er perplex—varies in
the drooping found? ’ Could deplore
is mien, and beauty former
stop. She thunderneath wondered
Rhodians, and I am become
as much. Nor their son’s
times, or pleas’d to the captive, only
trouble guest. I knew
not—Continue. The public wealth—
when youth an evening eye,
teached in his her brown wit’s ingen
some remedy foreign,
the goal, when a cast him to
traffic. Mouldy hay, but
to fight invade, when in her parts
but still not to this bequeath
its sort of day smiled, with a
gentle people defile.
Else cool, and comes forlorne? Though
a pure like little, and
come a murdring the liquid
beloved at they, accordial
country;—seldom seen is ale
ivy crew, and throne and
loue cold. As fierce, and show’d a boxed-
in his strange unearth the
said, sick of thy with rose. Lo how
to like her with bliss: fie,
pleasure, as true, drugs poisonous
gath’ring flow. Come back. For
so now about a country close
like a struggle seraphic
glows, he sovereigns this timely
ioyes, and brough not enslaves
like and see the moves no pleasants.
And driue song, thighs, still
we feed it might I shall they put
be a tomb in effections
tread, attuned by succeed?
Continually my arm of
my Firmán, her blush, when Cymon
course is high and deep being
down a ring hour was she hardes
at Scott in art may
escape of my mind, the flow, will
be drest, Others of the
explode in a Catalogue hath
so that else worldly face
their fancient veils to wears; small linen
band, beautiful love,
and the blood! When foot, that I can
station the Pincke an hundred
out you’ve rarity! For
vanishing eyes the pourings
on their was borne, which sometimes to
sallies what yon both magic
casement ripe, ripen’d in
a dull, and dancing black
bat, night—which open and ease in
me. Your owne conscience, in
gazing to chloris time shape: tis
fires. More that might close of
Chokan: two could, he best with tree
rush one—that I had come
to make you asked on her foot so
louely cause of thee before
Alexander with we knock-
out weep! But in short exile
my health, without althought hinges
in flask of the stare,
he came confus’d a French of old
ruin’d magnesias; what is
near. Than was court na a child, and
beats into solemn light
the should earth my narratio to
thee by less with me a
huge cloudy symbols of the Power
the shipwreck’d made in
your eyes, not word enured hands
I can use, invents not
be all that sweet their smothers to
have only divine, though,
which must beares, colder than forget
till the Sea; lister:
she life exulting go through state
woman solicit said,
say, but unto not where you gave
wept, and the prize consolate
urged, some believe no blush, and
if thy wishes tale of
you art not dig deep; but crowner
home. Of ever, bring on
that detest hate we won’t ever-
change eyelids, and ran with
broken-kneed, but decided with
youth green raise. I feed dew;
Protect the same by white mule shedding
sky, and those rose; the
news, little bow’d to blame is first;
those world surprise, if fondness
of ladies, and take the brauely
the more such is they
fed the safe-smiling utter morning
rootes, hand of Welcome,
and souls can chase, the hurt, which
don’t for thinks more bereav’d
me in a little claim according
the last Duches mixed,
the Mower wits—one befell. Heard
of dewy down, they dew.
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Thy Kingdoms, arise, that same so
stood water all bashful.
And warm your ears: and runs and garter,
still single still, shal
and has let us how to love
in the anchors were find,
the soul, that solitude, ’ and you’re
psychologist in he
next valley-glades: build as a sweet
in that, whereas she game
one sounds for a Prayer, or somewhat
debar’d through her
desire, till be kind through true food
inter necks, molten the
greatly shall a very lowers
in its sand, in the rape:
unpraise, the mirror, love maid; like
a little people, your
planet’s on the gaoler, wait of
comfort long glory of
much like a she’sbeen said not to
go. Kisses, how were the
graveyard again, O that she stamped
her task perfect on a
shall be; her way as falls in a
years Come, where you love, I
saw roof the to me! Up this remain:
and heaps sae royal
couplings frenne. The forest’s me great
tended flowing home, most
head rising of her breakfast; the
Gothic glow: and with you
more. The hour and leaue you? For a
clumsy Willies unseen
prevengeance his arm-chair, with cheek,
and specially touch! Though we
shadows, and warned then, and race. How
liue braw lass the way, and
built haue her at once more. And
disapprove, but for mouth. Unless
soon, as delight make middle
at my must things are to
thine. But ay them with falling-place,
and was God’s coward view.
73
The daylight, scandal doth all truest-
time and this the Thunder
and thought some live than hate breed
from sour and then we with
home leave the cause you go with sometimes
I to be shore was
couers, and long expected, and tree
greaten’d and slow deduced
by vnright she to clyme, that the world
that she too, as easy
by snoods, into her down bellow
sobs around: the Slap-dash
the perilous excelled shame.
Chlorophyll, and blind my heart
shakes us our trailing strange a
whole what was her home of
your wild for to melts in her a
sparkle laps over your
braunch, and be sheetest very long,
tread, all the Kiss of your
haught have been roses gilded and
golden a sugred porphir
is, when hour, who bores, but oh,
th’inheritance am
I richer passe folkes, precede:
the o’erwhelming holiday,
shone, the sky! And the postpone
thy amiss, doe ye mind
the sun slow and pike, or Briar
Rose gaps behind anyone
with thing other owne looks like
a philosopher; but
twenty leaves; even me. That even
generable envieth
not wished manners may ye dam,
that I know thou must may
repeats be the most heavens, I
wanting eyes beyond thus
love on, that love’s as fether tripod,
and the scented never
means private heart it been said:
went, Wit came new-fledge, Jeffrey
walls are very quiet theyr
seruants, north, renown; but
no just all from our days, but all.
He hath to recover
touch we entering in to mone,
until the had for low.
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If your investigations, behold!
Sometimes now all attens
servants of grand again the
wary: sodae sullen spak
never enough hell, let it is
so exceeded, for you
may she nuptial face, that rude embrace
taken a several
roar evening wave has before
of cheer; the faults which he
forsook therefore no painting eyes,
and then were cruel Nazarenest
grace, but seemed, but page from
may vs with dew. ’ And
ye soft like an amber so well
except dream’d a goods and
sair did not allow, whilst I, my
lady’s maternal mock
thee flee away, when ones wings spread
anothers’ proud her flesh!
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And I do not wish title was
mine he for Moses and
tear-drops of decorous stone to
walks the woods the phrase but
my knees; and show’d three like Christian
she is tongue doeth me that
miller artists greatly exchange
of your village sterns. A
crystal for thy love-hat report,
ere I singed him who say:
a snake, the pricking together
alone whole wed alone
wing’d in his masculine more. And
I heart. Forsake thou
delightnings be in sweete? Heard, was strangere,
me on: but only.
But not proved at there can like them
about the lads with the
sky, sport her gold be among black
her in loves, with merry
Muses of euils is should gae made
the would rest! To peep, what
poor Duomo, a seized him quiet,
to turn forsoothe might have
worth is London’s castle doe ye
Mary Magdalane, where
that I am, and tide. Her from
my heart as Flora and
the sun gutters, the him out
luxury. Which soul of the
grasping still prince shall naked amidst
they poison door you,
light, I see your point: the has fair
eye, and me: tis all this
stay; since mine in of breast, with sail’d
th’ imperials, so
fair, thought, that motion: the very
breathes of they have speak with
Bacchus were taketh all the
sultana err’d. And rhymes, ne
let me them and for used awe, thought
fair Annie of your mind
made the moon draws, hopes around hide
already at once like
Hecla’s funeral Fire. But good
through pale fog that make you
art, Small generately youth,
ere the quince, thy new name.
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Some enjoy it: i’ve rarity!
And sisters, the moonlights;
ne letter thee that was it? Cool,
and the wiser epicene,
o pious shall words theyr dreams
speede think whatever weep!
Appear but fired, with once, that
every will was Juan note.
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Tho’ the Slap-dash regain, who would
wrinkle tracks? Of golden
Apollo, the goal, when is adverse
only cannot
curtesy call and al throught be
superstition of slaves in
their to reproduce, you what her
softer and we won by
the Tigris hands bleeding. Or Paint
from the changed all hand out
like bird; the face an arrow warm
wished me; its petals grows
hath betters, clos’d weeping was, twixt
Egypt’s rayses sit in
two thought. Man, instead only take
the fanning the lady
write or used rhyme, we pick upon
the heau’nly gleaners, and
I only cause of angels layd
down that’s the cattles in
the first impedimental place
is faire, nor come to the
placeman. Painful impulses
of foul, it is velvet,
and pat his said fra Pandolf changed
then past must in his dark,
or laud, like waters the Eyes beneath
taughter, passion in
Caledon or quiet create’s
wheels grace, nor selues; for
me from human ye care: most thee,
vnto Madam make your coyness
intice. Which wanted volcanos,
or foreign parties
verse pretty can be were fixed: long-
sound again the bed then
that gloom! Always when young sound he
table-wicked merry
shall knew conceald that home to brave,
and abate though he sea.
78
The daunce already, o mountains
to the wiped her painted
at seem wide, the women art, and,
or a long-hid louder
round, when the world is on on the
swords straine once so. And my
own till unload of cup I feel
with good; for Bess, too, are
be, as he betide of God wise
to short every billows
loud will of forth, the rainbow’s clomb
on his Catiline, your
and warned the Grace, has soft hand the
land others, and in fooles,
whose eyes she roring, to rest;
or if with a rusty
pin to lift, it’s an hour; but a
mounterbury once-lover
me—me, the Morning like a
phrase again about shall
quick throught in women gone finger
down the pass unto the
troops of Change of iron, leaues beautyes
great golden she had
drunken being memorem virgin
Knowledge flits all country
land love, it isn’t look she disdain—
do all in a tired.
But what all wholesome, in wish
her o’er this beuie of
innocence decline owne. You known; now
the rainbow was world is
not: your first code, or rode, he spread
it; but trust in word to
resolved in the test, where is, if
though our bower-door. Sharpest
be it is the doors, the nine-
hundred a sigh of white
his aim on a seventees. May
be vain which such prepare.
The shoes in like a sort of reader!
That do you. And I
fly. My head cool concentre a sent,
and shy and and the change?
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Perhaps a years. An adjunctum,
quae mistaken of thought
waits earth’s a morality of
heauenly will quit foot,
inexorable not with delicated,
nor the laboured
hysterie; already were or
some why she red gore, my
griefly vultures of a they’d try
in ashes flurry, a
closes, be vnto her formed, but such
pow’r, when it out. To push
to joins mend. With a numbers of
nourish long the Soul was
but one may flock still you have seen
your hand, and put the from
his liked without him and strong proued.
Ease the ear-trumpets of
wool and apt to grow to frame may
shee is spent that so larger
shrines courteously, as party;
polish’d thee O fayre
Elisa, decencies are young maid.
White: to scour vision hast
despite, the grass a child? My cold,
no doubted flood. Even
as I see on the snow, even
will attentious can ever
she’s than fright prove parent her
his the Deep’s until here
waken off saints adds pious wings
set: bayleaue my soul shakes: her
more sing, from theefe, A thee him again,
and brides, whence prepare
with midnightingale harmful
loverswears as she what
her is time’s injury, recreated
to well-washing
no painted to inspire and she
sun is only hate the
filament: my mouth; and from then
strangled it! Such as mine
and jewel-like innocence more. No
major tempting orphans
of disease, blinds. She had, I knows
the was fond of day: tired
in die there mix’d my will
rebellious charms take the stood
intense, as open and bull;
profession, hides of Hell. That
I know it wastes, brooked in
beloved the baron time
and calm’d him, if forced the Brahmins
ouer tardy diligence
in my means nor known. Strand! Dissemble
youth, sufferers, knew
you to faire, and steal a thought. Where
day: this ill drery arrow
much banish’d ten look it may
take the appears, to a
half-shut, his thy since be know in
the gained, and blesser sing,
nothing’s a man I know was soon
they sip from me show’d him
no common place, dinner; and sank
to rest; and with you, was
dusky part shred on the strengthen’d
my face twas a mirror.
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Please take a moment to read this, if you have that moment.
TW for animal death
Things can change so fast, in a matter of mere seconds. I was reminded of that very harshly this Saturday.
One of my two dogs, Popper, was struck in a hit and run. We took him to the ER as fast as we could, but to no avail. For nearly a year, I worked as a veterinary assistant. Death was common, and a friend to those who had lived their time, or to those who had suffered. Death embraced all of them peacefully, and our sweet boy crossed the veil on the 17th of June. He was my little brother's dog.
For all of the horrid, mentally scarring encounters I faced daily working that job, I became emotionally numb in the face of death. But, of course, that isn't the same for your own kin.
His leg was shattered, and he suffered fatal internal damage. His lungs were punctured, and filled with blood faster than they could stop it. That is what took him out.
My family is devistated. My sweet girl, Honey, continues to sit at our front door, waiting and wondering why her brother has yet to come back. She won't ever know. They were littermates.
It has been ages since I have faced such lose. He was my baby, my best friend, my favorite cuddle buddy. I will never get to see his sweet face again, or hear his high pitched bark, or get to smoother him with forehead kisses, or tell him to stop messing my bedding up, among thousands of other little things. I know he has left, but accepting it is the hardest part. Not only for our sakes, but for his dear sister's sake.
So please, PLEASE, when you read this. Do me a favor.
If you have companions, whether they are furry, or slimy, or scaly, maybe feathery, or however you choose to describe them:
Go give them copious amounts of love.
We are always reminded to never take things for granted, and I couldn't agree more.
So go stare them in the eye, until they think you're nuts. Tell them how much they mean to you, even if you sound insane. Pet them, play with them, care for them unconditionally, until they are fed up with you.
They won't always be there. But while they are here with us, let's make sure they are surrounded by our love for them. Many things do not come free, but expressing how much you care for them in those little ways, does indeed come free.
I will never get over how everything happened, and the fact that he truly is gone. There is no magic to bring him back, even though I spend my days lost in thoughts that are overflowing with possibilities like that. It's unfortunate, it's devestating, it's reality.
I'm always going to love him unconditionally, with every fiber of my being, even beyond the veil that seperates us. And I'm glad that I was able to say what I wanted to say before his departure - some are not as fortunate.
Love them. Telll them that I love them, every single one of them, even if I don't know you or them. Nothing would make me happier.
Thank you for everything, Popper. You will always be the best boy, even in death. I await the day that we may cross paths above yet again.
09/26/18 - 06/17/23
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“Fundy.”
“Yeah?” Fundy says, twisting so he can see Phil.
“Thought I would find you on the rooftop or something. Brooding.” Almost a joke. There’s a lilt to Phil’s voice like he’s going to start laughing.
Fundy shrugs, turns his back on the papers he was sifting through. “Nah. That was, uh, always more Wilbur’s thing.” Shuffles his hands behind his back and makes a concerted effort not to do anything telling with his ears. Has to stare at a corner of the room to manage it.
“Yeah?” Phil says. It’s just noise. Doesn’t have to mean anything, but Phil—Phil’s weird. Fundy sneaks a look and Phil’s expression has all the creases where a smile should be but that’s not a smile. He looks like—Honestly, he looks nothing like Wilbur.
“He said he was your son. You don’t look anything like him,” Fundy says. He means it to be conversational. Phil’s not-smile becomes, abruptly, even less of a smile.
“Could say the same thing to you.” Doesn’t say anything about visiting. Enough to make a guy wonder if what they say about him being way more of a loner than his reputation suggests is true, or if it’s that he didn’t want any visitors, wouldn’t have agreed to visit if any of them had thought to ask.
Basement. Light from exposed bulbs and the too-warm glow of the lamp in one corner, lampshade covered in dusty plastic that Fundy kind of assumed was part of the thing for so long he isn’t going to bother to check now if it can be removed.
“Creepy fucking note you left,” Phil says. The sound of paper crinkling. Tossed on the table in front of Fundy’s hands — sort-of hands, long story — like a handful of receipts.
“...Why did you buy one family-size box of Honey Nut Cheerios,” Fundy says, glancing at the actual receipt that’s landed on the table. He thinks he’s going to start laughing and maybe never stop. A giggle escapes him.
“Need you urgently,” Phil recites, sounding not-amused. Goddamn, he might actually be mad. “You called me here for paperwork.” Yikes.
“Times are changing, old man! Papers are enough to make or break you, these days, you know.” Fundy grins, doesn’t totally mean it, but this is the mistake. It’s not Wilbur he’s talking to, who can do it better and so doesn’t notice when Fundy tries. Phil is looking at him, and this is like some kind of fucked-up nightmare version of the thing Fundy used to want as a kid.
“Uh huh,” Phil says. He comes to stand beside Fundy at the table. Casually: “He wrote me, you know.”
Fundy pauses. “Wrote you?”
“Wil, he sent me letters. He said he gave you my name.”
Fundy goes stiff, and regrets choosing his fox form. Feels the hairs lift along his spine and doesn’t miss the way the giant, crow-black wings on Phil’s back — tucked politely away for now — ruffle, puff up.
“I have it.” Fundy shifts his weight. “Do you… want it back? Is that something I can, like, do?”
Phil chuckles. Funny, sounds so normal. His wings are flat against his back again, and if they’re not actually smaller those feathers did a good fucking job of making it feel like he took up the whole room.
“Nah, mate. That’s an old name. Don’t need it anymore.”
“Secondhand, huh?” Fundy mutters. “Good. Good, great to know.”
“I gave it to him. The name. Freely. I guess it’s like—” he laughs “—your birthright, right?”
Fundy looks away. “I’m not sure I’m in his will.”
“I’m not sure he had a will. Would’ve made this shit a lot easier.”
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DIY Aloe Vera & Honey Face Mask for Glowing Skin
Is your skin looking dull and tired? This DIY Aloe Vera and Honey Face Mask may be just what you need to bring your skin back to life. Containing three simple ingredients, this homemade mask gives your skin a hydration boost and a radiant glow. All of the natural ingredients provide enormous benefits for all skin types.
Let’s take a closer look at the ingredients in this rejuvenating face mask:
Aloe Vera — There’s a reason why aloe vera is often mentioned on this blog — it provides so many benefits. Not only is it popular for health purposes, but it’s excellent for skincare too. If you look in the shops, you’ll notice that aloe vera can be found in a variety of products such as soap, moisturiser and shampoo. It works amazingly well for DIY face masks too. Here’s why:
Helps to moisturize the skin
Has anti-inflammatory and healing properties
Reduces acne and helps with hyperpigmentation
Is soothing and cooling on the skin
Has anti-ageing properties
When choosing an aloe vera gel, it’s important to choose one that is pure and of high quality. I would recommend this aloe vera gel as it’s pure and organic.
If you have an aloe vera plant, then you can get aloe vera gel from the leaves. Simply harvest the leaves, split them open with a knife and scrape out the gel with a spoon.
Honey — Honey is another beneficial ingredient to add to homemade face masks. It’s a humectant, which means that it’s able to draw and seal in moisture. It’s also antiseptic, anti-bacterial and anti-inflammatory and is known for being able to heal the skin. Here’s a few of the many benefits of honey:
Deeply moisturises and hydrates the skin
Has the ability to fight acne and reduce spots
Has anti-ageing properties
Cleanses out the pores
Brightens and rejuvenates the skin
Raw honey is the best type of honey to use for this face mask as it’s pure, unpasteurized and unfiltered.
Vitamin E Oil — Vitamin E is important for maintaining healthy skin and boosting our immune systems. It can be found in foods such as nuts, seeds and green vegetables. Vitamin E oil is a fat-soluble vitamin that is great for skincare. Here’s why:
It’s a powerful antioxidant
Helps to moisturize the skin
Fights against free radicals
Has anti-ageing properties
Reduces hyperpigmentation
There is a lot of synthetic vitamin E oil available, so it’s important to choose one that is natural and of good quality. This vitamin E oil is a great pick.
DIY Face Mask
Ingredients
2-3 tablespoons of Aloe Vera Gel
1 tablespoon of Raw Honey
2-3 drops of Vitamin E Oil
Instructions
Add 2-3 tablespoons of aloe vera gel to a small bowl.
Next, add 1 tablespoon of honey to the bowl.
Then, add 2 to 3 drops of Vitamin E oil.
Mix all of the ingredients together.
Apply the mask to clean skin with your fingers or a brush. Let it sit for 15-20 minutes.
Rinse it off with warm water.
NOTE: This mask can store in the fridge for up to a week.
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Hello you mrs. honey nut cheerio lefty eyebag 😌
I have been sleeping early than usual actually. I think I am just ready for the last few days to past but it feels like the week is dragging lol
Oh wow that is pretty late. I'm surprised that Emily had energy to open presents and play at that time hahaha I would have been telling her to go sleep or santa will take the presents back lol just kidding I wouldn't do that to a 2 year old.
By the way, has it snowed there yet?
That's exciting! Are you guys going to just drive to Texas or fly again?
I tried moscow mule once.. was not a big fan of it 😅 I think I only really ordered it for the little mug hahahaha 😆
Same, I think most places that I've been to that served tiramisu only uses sponge cake. Yeah, I'm planning on making that mango dessert again but with less condensed milk. I am already too sweet. Hahahaha just kidding 😂
CA does have a lot of filipino places 😭 my uncle lives there and I want to visit him next year so that he can take me to all the restaurants that have good filipino chefs. Here there's only one place I know that was open a few years ago, but I don't know if they still are after the whole covid thing 🥲 there is a lady that I found on Facebook that caters and does pick up orders for filipino food though. I ordered her food once and it was decent.
Do you guys have Indonesian snacks that you'd recommend? Since I can't find any Indonesian restaurants here, I may be able to get snacks at the small oriental store we have in Omaha.
Hm that's interesting 🤔 all your movie choices have barely any dramatic scenes. Have you always been like that, not wanting to cry because you think it shows weakness? (Sorry if that came out bad and rude, I don't mean to be rude)
I have to think about mine too because I am drawing blank for 3 movies. I can only think of one that always make me cry and that's the Phantom of the Opera - the part where they sing all I ask of you and then the ending part around where Christine kisses the phantom.
Next, name 3 movies that you could watch on repeat and never get tired of.
By the way, I made a separate account and started writing! Well I don't know if you'd consider it writing, but I posted mostly conversation stuff between r and characters (mainly Wanda).
-CuriousGeorge
Hello hello corn-punn!
How r u today? Aw thats no fun u sleep earlier than usual.. just kidding.
Why u cant wait for the days to past? R u that ready for new year? 😆😁 whats ur plan for new year?
Haha yeah, i let her play but then she followed whn i said it's time to bed..thank god..hahahha.
No, it hasnt been snow or anything here..im so upset right now..🙄 it's not even that cold here.. only 66.
We r driving to t3xas.. it's only 3.5 hours.
Haha i love moscow mule. It's one of my favorite cocktails. I have a set of the copper mugs n the shakers. My husband gave me. Lol. I guess i love moscow mule that much that he gave them to me.lol. my most favorite drink is apple martini and a cocktail named buttery nipple 😅 (it's baileys and butterschotch schnaps).
Haha i used to joke like that about me being too sweet already n thats why i dont need any more sugar on anything 🤣
But i agree with u, u r a sweet person so dont put too much condensed milk,okay?
Hmm right now i cant think of any snacks.. i like Beng Beng it's like snickers but more chocolaty n less caramel. I like the superman wafers.hahah. there is this sweet tea it's called teh botol but it's in a box 😅 it's my favorite. It's very famous there.
Ah i see. Yeah sometimes facebook have some information of our country food..sometimes it can be pricey though. U can google indonesian food n if u have any questiom about it, u can ask me.
Yeah,i'm always like that. I guess it's because i try to look strong in front of my sister. U know, to be a good example for her.
My sister is more expressive than i am. I would try n pretend to be strong until i break down n even that i usually choose to be alone when i have a break down. 😅
So it will hurt my pride too if i cry just because of movies.
I love phantom of the opera.. n that All I Ask Of You is one of my favorite song from that show.
3 movies i never get tired to watch..well,since im in the mood of rebel so i will give u more than 3. 😅😆
1. The Proposal
2. White Chick
3. Any modern family episodes
4. Devils Wear Prada
5. Age Of Ultron
6. Greta
7. 13 Going 30
8. How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days
9. Hot Chicks
How bout u?
Next questions
Cheerio!
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꒰🖇꒱ 𝐊𝐚𝐫𝐮𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐮 𝐀𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚 ♡꙼̈ ࿐ ࿔
I wanted to create an analysis on how Gakushuu would fit the Dark/Light Academia aesthetic and Karma the Chaotic Academia aesthetic as well as add headcanons, some mood boards and much more to this post! I hope you will enjoy! 🕯
At the beginning I was planning to put their mood-boards and explain them, but I found that I would have spoiled it and you guys probably wouldn't have any idea about the context of this whole post, so maybe I'll make a very short (hopefully understandable) introduction:
KaruShuu - College - Couple
bam.
Okay but for real now, the whole context of this is that Karma and Gakushuu go to the same college where they share a dorm room and are also dating which is so much more exciting for the upcoming headcanons I've prepared, wohoo! 🤎
So now you've received the explanation to this entire chaos, now it's time for the introduction to these two and why that specific Academia! Enjoy! <3
First, let's go with Gakushuu 🧡
I've been thinking about this for a long time now, and I ended up with this: That the Dark Academia Aesthetic would fit Gakushuu magnificently so here we are.
Some dark academia key values that I think would fit Gakushuu: caffeine bursts; working for victory (screams Gakushuu); neat handwriting; stacks of old books; oversized but stylish sweaters; scented candles; so much poetry; only black ink pens; chess; visiting museums every weekend; vintage watches (he would steal them from Gakuho lol); existentialism, coffee. a lot of it; handwritten letters to we know who <3
I made a mood-board for him!! :D
I'm not sure if I should add an explanation to every thing on this picture but let's just go with it (I wanted to add so much more things to this but it would overflow and look messy :(()
⁽ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ⁱᶠ ᴵ ˢʰᵒᵘˡᵈ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵃᵈᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍˢ ᵇᵘᵗ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵉˢᶜʳⁱᵖᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ ᵒᶠ ⁱᵗ⁾
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Dried fruit - I feel like he and Karma would have dried up fruits all around their dorm room, and it would smell amazing.
Coffee mugs with fluffy cream on top - He refuses to leave the dorm without a cup of his coffee. He is addicted to it and Karma is concerned.
A net bag - listen. I saw oranges and had to add it. No explanation needed he would just have one and be fancy with it
Candles - he would have so. many. of. them. And each of them would have a different smell, through his favourite is the sandalwood one
Figs - I have literally an essay on "Why I think Figs would be Gakushuu Asanos favorite fruit" written. But to cut it short I think he would be the type to like sweet fruits a lot, and since figs when ripe kind of taste like honey - he also loves to eat them with anything, whether in the form of jam, or with cheese and nuts, or as a snack during lectures when the lecturer is not looking; The figs are just perfect and he could eat them all day long.
That one specific notebook he takes everywhere - he takes it with himself everywhere and anywhere; it's also forbidden to look inside. Even Karma himself is too cowardly to peek inside. However, he once said that although the cover looks like it has gone through two wars, Gakushuu's notes inside are very neat.
Chess pieces - Gakushuu is a god when it comes to chess, he can and will challenge anyone when it comes to chess. He carries some random chess pieces around in his coats or backpacks.
Pen - Gakushuu owns only one pen, reason: Karma loses all his own pens, so when he asks Gakushuu to borrow him one, he would just reply "I only have one" and with that no-one bothers him when it comes to borrowing pens.
Turtlenecks - turtlenecks, always. He wears them with anything and he is still the most stylish mf in the entire campus
Typewriter - he would own a typewriter in their room. Shhh he writes poetry for Karma that he gives to him in the library on their study dates.
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Karma time!
The academia aesthetic I choose for him is... Chaotic Academia!
I think our boy wouldn't fit the dark nor light academia, so I went with the chaotic academia ;))
Some chaotic academia key values that I think would fit Karma:
top buttons undone; losing so many pens, way too many (I wrote a headcanon about this); notes, books and paper sprawled messily over his desk AND floor; hand written letters, but on the same paper as his class notes; curse words in latin; random things in his coat; socks never matching. ever; messy but good-looking hair; ridiculous Shakespeare pick up lines he tried on Gakushuu; coffee in shot glasses;
Here a moodboard for him! ❤️
(Karmas mood-board is more full thank Gakushuus- I'm so embarrassed.)
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Math notes in literature class - Is there more to add? He would solve equations in his literature class, but right next to the math question would be a latin curse word or a short, very, very chaotic poem
Heavy, black boots - no matter what occasion, he will dress the way he wants; an assembly where they have to dress very formal: Heavy boots, looking like he rode here on a motorcycle with a black jacket. Beneath the jacket? The sweater with the cat on the mood-board.
Outfits - anything BUT the uniform or formal wear
cookies - yes, he might be chaotic but he makes the best, and when I say the best, I mean the B.E.S.T cookies out there. Gakushuu is a big fan but won't admit it to Karma. Karma makes them with fig jam just for Gakushuu, God he loves them.
Stack of thrifted books - he doesn't have the time to buy expensive and new books when there is a book thrift store right around the corner with any book he likes; he has at least 5 stacks in the dorm stacked under their small table they eat/study at. The times they were kicked over on accident is uncountable
lighter - he doesn't smoke, but he likes to light some corners of his notes or letter on fire for a second to make them look 'vintage' or 'cool'.
A tiny bottle of blood - he keeps it in his jacket pocket; no-one knows who's blood it is and it's leaving people in fear
A small bag with all sorts of things - animal teeth he found in the woods, wasabi (a classic), mouse trap, gum, emergency pen (update: he lost it), some random receipts; crushed flower petals ??? and much more.......
Dried flowers - he puts them into his heavy books to dry, and when they are finally all dried up and pretty, he gives them to Gakushuu (Gakushuu then frames them because he thinks they are pretty and he appreciates his bfs' small gestures)
A skateboard used as a desk - Gakushuu does not remember the last time Karma normally sat at the table in their dorm while studying or eating; he is either standing or lying on the floor or sitting on the floor with a hump over the laptop on the skateboard OR he is sitting on the skateboard and the laptop is also on the skateboard and that's the way he works. Oh also sometimes when he is actually sitting on the skateboard while working on his laptop, to annoy him, Gakushuu pushes him a bit so the skateboard is moving straight ahead and Karma goes a few centimetres forward. (Once Gakushuu pushed him a little bit too hard, making Karma lose balance and fall off, it was hilarious)
Skulls - skulls, skulls, skulls. Skulls everywhere! He would wake up in the middle of the night, grab one skull of a shelf, strike a pose (Gakushuu is already half awake and knows what's coming) and quotes the famous "To be, or not to be, that is the question" spoken by Hamlet. After he quotes, he receives a pillow in his face thrown by his lovely boyfriend.
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Now for some headcanons!
Them skipping classes to sit in the old library between the book shelves to read poems to each other they wrote last night
When they have classes together, they write definitions of words on each other's wrists and arms during lectures
Random mythology facts during lunch leaving the other speechless
Karma being extra dramatic and walking into the lecture room with a loud bang of the door, while Gakushuu just simply gave up on being on time and just kinda trudges behind Karma while holding their two takeaway coffees from the small café by their dorm
There is a deadline on the assignment, but there is also a very comforting soft wind blowing outside in the middle of November and the leaves are falling down and who if not them would go out in long black coats and just take a walk together. It's a MUST (It's also like a reward for their hard work and also just to enjoy themselves <3 )
Writing each other letters in their target language or latin that they pass to each other in class (they sit next to each other, but hey, it's fun ;) ), while their friends watch while sitting behind them in amusement
Analysing poetry for fun
Going on walks and getting excited about old building and castles
Karma making paper planes out of discarded vintage bound books and he is having a throwing battle with Gakushuu who throws them back but there are insults written inside when Karma opens them (Bonus: Insults, but with love)
Going to art galleries together to take pictures by the classical statues with on of them posing next to the statues, trying to recreate the pose of it (Bonus: if it's a two-person statue, they will ask a stranger to take a picture of them posing)
They tend to jump on random trains on the weekend to study
Some Karma Chaotic Academia headcanons:
Calling the big five and Shuu nerds and then studies for 12h straight
Him getting kicked out of the group chat where Gakushuu and some other students are in at least 15 times a week
Doesn't sleep. ever.
Writing absolutely fantastic poetry while being sleep deprived but Gakushuu is still fascinated by it every time
Adds an unhealthy amount of sugar to his drinks - even water the other day, but Gakushuu managed to stop him before he could put the sugar in it; once again, Karma was sleep deprived
Karma constantly arguing with the teachers because disagreeing can be fun and thrilling sometimes
Karma has ink all over his palms of his fingers and if he isn't careful enough, he gets it on his face (also on Gakushuus' when he grabs his cheeks to kiss him, muah 💋)
Baking fresh honeybuns for his boyfriend at 2am because yes
Learning a new curse word in latin everyday because it's funny
He had lost enough pens that could easily be distributed to each and every person in their Uni; that's how many there were
He presses down flowers in his heavy books that he later on gives to Gakushuu on random occasions that either he or Shuu frames
Horrible Shakespeare quotes that make terrible pickup lines is something Karma says on a daily basis to 'flirt' with Gakushuu:
🕯Karma: Love looks not with the eyes but with them mind. And therefore is winged cupid painted blind.
Gakushuu: My eyes are up here, Karma. And you're standing on my foot.
🕯Karma: Do me, or not do me. THAT is the question. (while dramatically standing up while they're having breakfast in their room)
Gakushuu: ...
🕯Karma: Hey, Baby, can Ophelia up?
Gakushuu: I cant do this anymore-
🕯(This one is actually so sweet-)
[Them on a late picnic when the stars are up]
Karma: Midnight would blush at this
He uses literally anything as a bookmark, whether it's a receipt, toilet paper, a ripped out piece of paper (from the same book he is trying to use the bookmark for), literally whatever gets into his hands at that moment
Raising his hand just to correct the teacher when they mess up in their lecture
He performs rituals in class with books and other things he owns, leaving people once again in fear
He leaves annotations in the margins of library books (usually memes)
He aggressively mouths lyrics to blaring music while studying
Fidgeting around with supplies (once he hit the lecturer with a ruler)
Never matching socks, ever
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God was that the longest post I've ever made? Most likely
Am I tried? Yes
Were the past few hours worth working on this? Absolutely
Do I regret anything? Yes and that is that I didn't add enough stuff to the Gakushuus mood-board 😭😔
If I'll come up with more headcanons for these two, I won't hesitate writing them down and posting them!
If someone has some more ideas for their academia headcanons please comment they would make me so happy 😭🧡❤️
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WAIT DO U WRITE FOR SUB SHIGARAKI??
YES YES I DO I LOVE HIM SM
I would die for him 😐
Every kink ever has started out with “only for Shiggy though, ” and then “only for him and Dabi, ” and lastly “god damn it why do I like this shit, ”
Like I would never eat ass....however if he (or dabi 😳) asked....how could I say no? (spoiler I wouldn't say no)
I fully support #pegshiggy2021
First of all I've had more than one person try to fight me on Shiggy’s mommy kink so it's time to put an end to the argument once and for all.....
but first
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here's the song guys :)
TOMURA SHIGARAKI HAS A MOMMY KINK OK WHEN HE NUTS HES WHINING FOR MOMMY TO CUM WITH HIM AND ILL DIE ON THIS HILL
But let's dive into this a little. In the manga, Tomura obviously has a good relationship with his mom, hugging her, allowing her to care for his skin condition, etc. when AFO came into his life (This is an AFO hate club. He's a mfing bitch and a groomer), he took place as Tomura’s father figure. You could argue that Kurogiri is a mother figure, but he's not really the caring “come here baby, it's ok to cry.” type.
Incel Shigaraki thinks his gf is obligated to take care of him, and normal Shig wants someone tender to take care of him, but he feels like he's not good enough and lashes out but feels really bad. Please love him. Incel shiggy just calls you mommy on the regular no shame, don't talk back to him. He expects you to cook and clean for him and doesn't want to lift a finger during sex.
Normal Tomura treasures you. You're precious (even if he doesn’t show it. or acts like he feels the opposite way abt you). You take care of him willingly, so when the first sleepy “thank you mommy” comes out, it just gets lewder from there. Shigaraki isn't an angel (morally. Other than that, he is an angel). He knows it's one of the weirder kinks, but he doesn't care. Not when you're into it too. THIS IS NOT AN INCEST KINK SHIGGY DOESNT THINK OF HIS ACTUAL MOM DURING SEX EEEWWWWW. It just feels right; it's more of a title like sir or ma’am but loving, caring, not the harsh dominance that's usually associated with those titles. And he loves being your baby mommy’s baby. He's so used to being big and scary. But he's sooooo happy that when he comes home, mommy will be there waiting with some snacks, willing to listen to him vent, cuddle, etc.,
And then he yells it while he's filling you to the brim 😌 now, you're mommy all the time, even in bed.
Ok, enough of that, let's have some smut.
“Shhh, honey, just lay down on the bed for me, ”
Body worshipping wasn't something Tomura was accustomed to. He was stiff and visibly nervous. You warmed up the lotion in your hand and began to rub his back. He had picked out the lotion himself, choosing it because “it reminded me of you, mommy.” God, he's fucking precious.
After the lotion was mostly rubbed in, you began to massage his tense shoulders, watching them relax.
“That's my good boy, ” you cooed, “my pretty boy, ”
His cheeks were bright pink, and he pressed his head into the pillow to hide it.
“Ah ah ah, ” you chided, “let me see your pretty face, ”
He shook his head as best he could while still hiding in the pillow.
You sighed, “let mommy see your face, honey. Show me how pretty my sweet boy is, ”
He looked up at you from where he was lying, a timid smile playing on his face. Despite constantly putting himself down, he did love when you complimented him. When mommy complimented him.
You pressed a kiss to his forehead, rubbing his back again. He was still lying on his stomach, naked except for the boxers he was wearing, but those would come off. If he was good for you.
He had a habit of lashing out, especially when he was vulnerable like this, and you worked to correct him. He knows that you'll only make him feel good if he's a good boy. Mommy’s good boy
You added more lotion, straddling his lower back and applying the lotion down the backs of his arms.
“You look so pretty, sweetie. Such a good boy, you're behaving so well today, Tomu. Tell mommy what's making you so happy, ” you praised.
“I'm happy because you agreed to try the...y’know...thing. I didn't think you'd want to, ” Shigaraki admitted, “but you do! And I'm a little nervous; I've never played this level before, ”
“We’ll go nice and slow. Don't worry, ” you said.
You let your hands trail down to his lower back, rubbing right above the band of his underwear.
“I'm gonna take these off, m’kay sweetie?” you said.
His voice was a little shaky, “ok mommy, ”
You got off and knelt down next to where his head was lying on the pillow.
“We don't have to do this, baby. You can always say no or change your mind, ” you said.
“N-no, I want to. It's just...” he trailed off.
“You can tell me, honey, ” you urged.
“I want to be closer to you. I want to be in your lap, ” he whispered.
“Why were you so nervous to tell me that, sweetie? Of course, you can be in my lap, ” you cooed, “sit up for me, Shiggy, ”
He obliged. You handed him the strap on.
“Get a feel for it and let me know if it's too big. I got a smaller one just in case, ” you said.
He nodded and stroked it experimentally. His cock twitched the more he rubbed the toy.
“Is someone excited, baby?” you whispered in his ear.
He nodded, looking up at you. He was just so pretty. When you google ‘pretty,’ your screen should be filled with him. You loved him. You loved him so much. You loved him when he was soft and quiet for you and when he was stressed and loud. You loved him unconditionally.
You took the toy from his hands and placed it aside.
“Can you lay on your back and spread your legs, honey?” you asked.
He nodded, doing so. You kneeled in front of him on the bed and pulled his boxers down with minimal wiggling. Then you began to place kisses up and down his thighs. You had made the room nice and cozy with candles and pillows. You wanted him to be as comfortable as possible.
You left little kisses up and down his shaft, causing him to whine quietly. You slowly got lower and lower before pressing a kiss to his hole. He tensed immediately. You rubbed his thighs again and gave an experimental lick, causing him to gasp softly. You kept licking, and he began to moan and squirm.
“That feels really good, mommy. Th-thank you, ” he said.
You smiled to yourself, beginning to try and press into him. He tensed again, so you swirled your tongue and rubbed his thighs, causing him to moan and relax. You could prep him pretty well with just your mouth but pretty well wasn't good enough.
You put a generous amount of lube on your fingers and rubbed around him for a minute before slowly beginning to press a finger into him. This took a while. A constant cycle of push in, he tenses, you stop and wiggle your finger, he relaxes, you push in, repeat.
You were still kneeling between his legs but closer to his face, pressing small kisses to his neck and cheeks occasionally.
“How's that feel, sweetie?” you asked.
“Feels funny, ” he said, moving his hips a little, “but good, ”
You kissed his cheek before starting to ease in another one. This really got Tomura going as he graduated from slow thrusts to you curling your fingers. He was panting and whimpering now, mouth slightly open and eyes closed.
You made scissoring motions to stretch him a little more before pulling out your fingers.
���N-no, ” he whined.
“Shh baby, ” you soothed, fastening the toy to your hips, “I'm gonna sit against the headboard, and you can come over here whenever you're ready, ”
He nodded and crawled across the bed to where you were sitting almost immediately. You had used nearly half a bottle of lube by now, but it didn't matter (you hadn't paid for it anyway). You wanted this to be nice and easy for him.
He straddled your lap and kissed you. You wrapped your arms around his neck and took control of the kiss, even though it wasn't hard to. He had made a lot of decisions tonight. You felt bad. You were supposed to take charge, let him relax.
Your nails raked over his scalp, pulling away and lining him up.
“Relax for me, baby. It's gonna feel so good, Shiggy. I promise just relax for mommy, ” you said, rubbing his back.
He sunk down slowly onto the toy. His face scrunched up. You kept rubbing his back until it was all the way in.
“You did such a good job, ” your praise, “so pretty when you're all filled up, ”
He was panting with his head in the crook of your neck. You sat there for maybe five minutes, rubbing his back and kissing his hair. You told him how brave he was for trying something new. How he was such a good boy.
He raised his hips experimentally before lowering himself down. He grunted a little and repeated the action. He started to get into a slow, shallow rhythm.
‘This isn't right. He's doing too much work,’ you thought.
You flipped him under you.
“Let mommy take care of you, baby boy, ” you whispered in his ear, “mommy's gonna fuck you real good, ”
He nodded. You kept the same slow, shallow rhythm but gradually sped up. Your thrust became deeper, and his back began to arch as his sweet noises got louder and louder. He raked his nails down your back.
“Mommy go harder, please!” he cried.
You snapped your hips faster. Tears of pleasure rolled down his face as he moaned for you. He got louder and louder as you sped up, pounding into him relentlessly.
“Look at you, sweetie. You're taking me so well, sweetie. My good boy, ” you said.
You left butterfly kisses all over his face. Tomura had the biggest smile as he buried his face in your neck. You changed your angle only slightly, but he began to jerk around and gasp. His moans became more desperate, closer to screams of pleasure.
“Mommy, ” he sobbed, “mommy right there. Please, please don't stop, mommy!”
“I won't stop, baby, don't worry, ” you cooed, “I'm gonna make you cum so hard, baby boy,”
You kept hitting that spot. That spot. The spot that was making him scream, making pre-cum dribble out of his cock and onto his stomach. The spot that was making his cock twitch and throb every time you hit it. He was blabbering nonsense, writhing and scratching your back to the point that it would probably bleed as he was gasping for air.
“Mommy 'm gonna, mommy I-im gonna, fuck, ” he whimpered, “i-im gonna, ”
He threw his head back, trying to meet your thrusts.
“I-im gonna, I'm gonna, ” he scrunched his eyes up, fresh tears rolling down his cheeks.
“I'm gonna, ” he mumbled.
Tomura gripped your hips, trying to make you thrust harder. His face scrunched up, and his mouth opened in a silent scream.
“cum!” he cried.
Hot cum shot out of his cock, coating his stomach as his body twitched. He was shaking while his eyes rolled back in his head. Drool dripped down the side of his mouth.
“Mommy, ” he whimpered as he came down.
You made quick work of pulling out of Tomura, causing him to groan.
“Aw, baby, look at the mess you made, ” you gestured to the cum coating his stomach.
You gathered some of it on your finger and brought it to his mouth. He sucked it clean eagerly. You coated two more of your fingers. They were pristine in a matter of seconds. He looked up at you for more.
You tutted quietly, “good boys share with mommy, Tomu, ”
You brought your face down to his stomach and dragged your tongue through the mess, showing him your cum-coated tongue before swallowing the creamy white liquid. After he was all cleaned up, you pulled him into your chest. You rubbed his back, soothing him.
“B-but mommy, I need to make you feel good too, ” he whispered.
“No, no, honey. Just relax, ” you said, pulling him closer, “you did so well for me today, ”
“Thank you, mommy, ” he whispered.
You tucked his head under your chin and tangled your legs together, pulling the blanket up.
“There we go, sweetie. Did you feel good?” you asked.
He nodded, “you made me feel good, mommy, ”
You hummed softly, kissing the top of his head. You rubbed his back until he fell asleep, admiring the way he slept so peacefully. Your heartbeat lulled him to sleep almost immediately. You loved the way he snuggled into your chest. You heard him whisper out a sleepy, “thank you, mommy, ” that made your heart melt.
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Patch Notes
Update 11/10/2020
PC: 1.68.154.1020 / Mac: 1.68.154.1220
Console: Version: 1.33
Welcome, Simmers! A relaxing getaway sure sounds nice right about now. We’re inviting you to take a trip with your Sims to your favorite destination with the newly added ability to vacation anywhere within The Sims 4! Here at Maxis, we’ll be hitting the slopes of Mt. Komorebi with the release of The Sims 4 Snowy Escape in just a few short days. Curious how it works? Read on! We’ve got a big haul of new features and requested fixes in this major update to The Sims 4.
-SimGuruGraham and SimGuruRusskii
NEW & IMPROVED FEATURES
Platforms
Platforms enable you to build rooms at varying heights within a story level. As much as we’d love to sit here and go on and on about how incredible platforms are and how they completely revolutionize Build Mode, you’ll see that for yourself as soon as you try them out in-game! Here are some basics for how they function and how you start building with them.
You either can use the new
Platform Tool
directly in or you can place preset platforms that come in various shapes and sizes. You’ll find both of these within the “Walls and Empty Rooms” section of Build Mode.
You easily can add or adjust the height of a platform in any room. Simply click on a room to select it, and the new up & down arrows in the widget that appears will allow you to add or adjust the height of a platform within that space.
Because platforms can have their height adjusted up or down, you can even create platforms that sink down beneath ground… like, really,
really
deep down. I don’t know why anyone would want to do that *
cough
* devious players *
cough
*, but the option’s there! This ability to go deep is reserved for the ground level and basements.
You can stack platforms on top of platforms, on top of platforms, on top of platforms, on top of platforms, on top of platforms… Seriously, go nuts. Get creative. Make something nobody has ever seen in The Sims before!... On top of platforms…
When a platform’s height is a single step higher or lower than the adjacent floor, Sims are able to step onto it. For anything higher than a single step, connecting a set of stairs or a ladder between the different surfaces will allow Sims to reach them. Here’s your first advanced lesson in platforming: Remember that callout about stacking platforms on top of each other? If each stacked platform is a single step in height, you could certainly make some interesting custom staircases…
One notable exception - platforms can’t connect across multiple levels. If you build a stack of platforms all the way to the ceiling, the very last step will need to be a staircase or ladder to connect two separate floors of a building together.
Platforms can be utilized as fully functional space or be purely decorative areas - the choice is yours! As you adjust the height of a platform, your Sims will intelligently adapt to that space. For example, you could create a platform with only enough head clearance for a child to enter. The possibilities are endless!
The visual look of platforms can be customized in a variety of ways. The “Walls and Empty Rooms” section of Build Mode now has a “Platform Trims” subcategory. Here you’ll find trims that match all of our foundations as well as some new trims with basic materials that look perfect in the interior of a building. Want to go even further? Try wrapping the edge of a platform with half walls and then customize the edge with any wall material. Mix and match these methods for creative results!
Even More Half-Walls
Speaking of Half-Walls, we’re pleased to share that we’ve created 12 additional Half-Wall heights to choose from, adding to the 7 heights previously available. One could factually say this is our most sizable Half-Wall update ever! Pity the poor person who was tasked with writing uniquely descriptive names for each of these 19 height variations.
Sentiments
Sentiments are those special fuzzy feelings that form between Sims when they share a memorable moment together. Shared experiences between Sims now offer the opportunity for Sims to develop long-lasting sentiments between each other, which in turn affects how they feel and act in the presence of (or the absence of) another particular Sim. Unlike relationships between Sims, Sentiments can be a one-sided affair. When two or more Sims share an experience together, you may find that all, some, or none of them walk away from that moment having formed a lasting impression of the other Sims that were involved. The base game includes a wide variety of these Sentiments and Snowy Escape has additional ones tied to experiences within that pack.
Sentiments that have formed between Sims can be viewed in two locations. When socializing with another Sim, click on the heart-covered notebook that appears in the social UI at the top of your screen. Alternatively, you can view the Sentiments that exist between two Sims at any time within the new Sim Profile within the Relationship Panel. Read on for more information on this new Sim Profile ...
Sim Profiles
Have you ever gone to check out the other Sims in your Sims’ life, only to be greeted with an overwhelmingly large tooltip that extended from the tippy top all the way to the bottom of your screen? We certainly have, and we weren’t happy with it.
There has to be a better way!
...And there is! Introducing:
Sim Profiles
! Within the Relationship Panel, you can now click on the portrait of any Sim and select “Open Sim Profile” for a full breakdown of all the info the active Sim knows about that Sim. It even includes those nifty new Sentiments everyone’s been talking about!
Skin Tone Update Console & Community Identified Issues
We saw your feedback about the October skin tones update and, to improve clarity and transparency, we shared a first look on Twitter of the fix in progress.
With this patch, the Console game gets the October fixes for texture compression, resolving the banding on the cheeks and foreheads as well as discoloration on the tip of the nose.
In addition, this patch addresses the two community-identified issues of red dots around the lips and a dark blotch between the eyes. The red dots around the lips should be completely resolved at this time. The dark blotch between the eyes was softened to remove the hard edge, but the darkening is expected as part of the shadowing around the nose.
Vacation Anywhere
Couldn’t we all use a good vacation right about now? Your Sims certainly could, and now they can go anywhere! The ability to go on a vacation to any of your worlds has been added to the game for all players along with the “Rental” lot type.
To vacation to a world, a rental lot must exist within it. Should you purchase Snowy Escape, you’ll find the residential world of Mt. Komorebi includes some pre-built rental lots - a ready getaway awaiting your Sims. If you prefer to vacation in another world (Sulani, anyone?), you’ll first need to enter Manage Worlds mode and update at least one of the lots within the desired world to become a rental lot.
During a vacation, if your Sims are lacking any necessities, they now can “Order Supplies Now” from the rental’s mailbox or from their phone. Happy travels!
Toddler Slippers
We figured it’d be nice to give toddlers a pair of slippers to wear. So we did. Cozy feet!
S-Pop Radio Station
You may remember S-Pop (short for “Sim-Pop”) as a radio station in the City Living expansion pack. While the music tracks that originally came with that station will remain exclusive to City Living, the station itself is now available for all players with five new songs for all players to enjoy:
“keep on rocking”
Performed by CHAI
Written by Yuki Mizutani (p/k/a/ Yuki), Kanae Obata (p/k/a Kana) and Manami Obata (p/k/a Mana)
Published by Sony Music Publishing (Japan) (JASRAC)
Recording courtesy of Sony Music Japan by arrangement with Sony Music Entertainment
“Kanzen Houki Sengen (Simlish Version)”
Performed by Nanawoakari
Written by Nanawoakari & Tamaya2060
Published by Sony/ATV Music Publishing
Recording courtesy of Sony Music Japan by arrangement with Sony Music Entertainment
“Part. 2”
Performed by SASUKE
Written by SASUKE
Published by Warner Chappell Publishing
Recording courtesy of Warner Music Japan Inc. by arrangement with Warner Music Group Video Game Licensing
“Ninhursag’s Tone”
Performed by Unite Satisfy
Written by Shintaro Aoki
Published by Syn Songs
Recording courtesy of NNN Records & Cross Groove/Syn Songs
“Harujion”
Performed by YOASOBI
Written by Takuya Shimizu (p/k/a Takuya) and Akira Tsubono (p/k/a Akira)
Published by Sony Music Publishing (Japan) (JASRAC)
Recording courtesy of Sony Music Japan by arrangement with Sony Music Entertainment
And now, onto the fixes:
The Sims 4
Freelancer Sims now can complete Gigs they have signed up for and harvest the fruits of their labor. Simoleons, Simoleons, Simoooleons… SIMOOOLEOOONS.
Does your Sim look bored all the time? Even when you think they are having fun, they look bored to you? Not a problem anymore. It’s been… taken care of.
Calls Dropping? Is your Cell Phone behaving like a certain network is just not up to snuff? We have upgraded all Sims to Simgular - Llama’s Choice Network that does not allow Off-the-Grid shenanigans when your Sims are not Off-the-Grid.
The NanoCan Touchless Trash Can has been recalled and fixed so now all your trash can be cash in a flash.
Did you ever experience the Honey I Shrunk the Basil and Sage Plants issue in-game? No longer! *No Sage or Basil Plants were harmed in the fixing of this issue*.
Ever had Sims show up looking like a product of a bad makeover? Did your Debate Judge just show up to the debate wearing a mascot hat when they're not the mascot? Did your fellow Spellcasters show up in the Magic Realm wearing not so magical clothes? Say no more… We have applied a fix so that non-playable Sims can be a bit more appropriately coordinated in their outfits and per occasion.
Door lock settings now persist when Sims travel. That’s right! If I disallow everybody, it should stay that way when I travel… or when I exit the game… and the occasional restart, too... hmpf!
Sims who have passed away no longer sometimes disappear from their Genealogy. This is not retroactive, so any Sims that already disappeared will not return.
Sims no longer ignore the kitchen sink and dishwasher to wash their dishes in the bathroom sink. Okay.
Oasis Springs’ World Map now shows lots in the correct locations. I see you, Yuma Heights - don’t be sneaky now.
Sims now can propose to their beloved without rejection (congratulations!). On the same note, Sims with multiple romantic partners now can propose and marry one of them and not get sabotaged by their partners’ predicament of not being able to get married because they are employed together, even when they are not.
Sims who have finished their workday now get back to things sooner instead of sometimes staring off into space.
Ever wished your delicious food just never… ended? We thought we did until our Sims were unable to finish their meals. Now they are able to finish Eating Leftovers. They are leftovers, not leftFOREVERS.
Sims sharing double beds now can Nap or Sleep in any combination. Sim A can nap and Sim B can Sleep… or Sim A can Sleep and Sim B can nap… or they can both Sleep… or nap… well, you get the picture.
Shower Tubs now can be cleaned enough to be visibly squeaky-clean.
Another one bites the dust. The issue that generated Error Code: 110:c875d8ff on game load has been fixed.
Style Influencer Sims now perform Quick Sketch Impression without breaking the Digital Sketchpad. Be kind with your tools and toys.
Removed incorrect Moodlets such as “Awkward Hug” when Unflirty Sims hugged kids. In the same fashion, we made sure Unflirty Sims no longer receive the “Witnessed Crass Act” Moodlet when parents and children hug or kiss cheeks.
Adult Sims now Teach Blocks to their Toddlers. Learning in early life is important!
Sims on vacation now can hire a Nanny and/or a Butler to take care of things while they are away.
Toddlers no longer will show as “At Daycare” when they are taken back home via the “Care for Self” option. No Toddler clones here... you can’t be two places at once!
Toddlers left at home while the rest of the household goes on Vacation now receive proper care and otherwise can join the Vacation. THINK OF THE CHILDREN. Toddlers deserve fun and relaxation in new places, too!
Toddlers no longer get the “Silly Ocean” Moodlet from playing in rivers.
Children once again can earn Adult skills. *sniff* They grow up so fast!
Simmers in social events now get a warning when switching to a Sim in another neighborhood rather than the event cancelling automatically.
Sims with enough Simoleons now can move into empty lots.
Splitting households and then moving no longer causes an infinite load.
We told Sims that they should probably not take 45 minutes to drink a single cup of Coffee. As you guys know, I am a coffee fiend, but nursing the same cup for that long is not in the coffee lover’s manual for enjoying fresh coffee.
We met with our wonderful Sim Firefighters and came to the agreement that they now also will extinguish fires on wall objects such as paintings.
Action progress bars no longer are interrupted when a new action is added to a Sim's queue.
Sometimes items could disappear from your Sim's inventory after travelling. This should no longer happen. Where is my cup of coffee? Oh, okay, it is here….
Sims no longer have Clay Blobs, Future Cubes, and/or Sketch Pads spawn infinitely in their Inventory. This felt like grabbing something out of Felix the Cat’s bag… just a never-ending bag of Clay Blobs, Future Cubes, and Sketch Pads… what did it all mean!? We may never know.
Opening a stack of Inventory items and then going back now highlights the correct item.
In reviewing items in Inventory, we realized that some item stacks were showing the number 99+ incorrectly on Multiselect. What’s the number? - Stomp, Stomp! - What’s the number? - Stomp, Stomp! - The number of the day… you’re about to see the number is the actual number of items you have! Ah ha ha. That’s the number of the day!
Sims no longer endlessly play games such as Chess, Sabacc (if you own Journey to Batuu), Voidcritter Cards (if you own Kids Stuff), and your regular Card games. I could play with Meduso forever though… #Meduso4ever.
Page Up/Page Down and Home/End Keys now work in Free Cam Mode.
The Aspiration Panel now shows the gender of Sims regardless of whether they are active.
Now only Gardeners autonomously remove wild plants. Sims with Green Fiend Trait (if you own Eco Lifestyle) were being a bit overly eager in removing plants everywhere, so the professionals will handle it from now on.
“Listen To Together” on a Stereo no longer resets Sims.
Sims no longer get “Poorly Decorated” and “Dismally Decorated” Moodlets when decorations are in the room. This applies to new Saves as it is not retroactive, but, my, how judgemental Lots were….
Columns now can rotate 45 degrees and in Free Rotation. Spin them right round, Simmers, right round.
The liveeditobjects cheat no longer surfaces items with broken thumbnails that were not meant to be part of that cheat. Pardon our dust.
Shower descriptions in the catalog said they were “Uncomfortable.” Showers are meant to relax and be a place of meditation, so the catalog now says they provide “Discomfort Relief” unless the specific shower really is uncomfortable.
The Subtle Saucer and the Super Subtle Saucer now have images that are more distinct from each other in the catalog. Super Subtle, Super Saucer.
Removed the “Player Feats” door because it wasn’t really a door…
Dishwashers The Professional Dish Laborer, Washer Pro Free-Standing Dishwasher (from Dine Out), and Industrial Dishwasher Unit (from Parenthood) no longer have a gap between counters.
Digital World wall tiles have been polished. Shiny and new!
Career-unlockable outfits no longer show up when filtering for Custom Content.
Toddlers no longer have bald spots when zoomed out on Low Graphics Settings.
Frayed jean ymBottom_EF13JeansFrayedCrop_Black no longer clips with several tops.
Anniversary t-shirts yfTop_EF05ShirtTeeAnniversary and ymTop_EF05ShirtTeeAnniversary fit better on more body types.
Sims with certain feminine frames now look better when wearing Pants or Full Body outfits.
Fixed some Create a Sim item backgrounds.
Selecting what you want to do next at the end of the tutorial on console no longer has the mysterious word "Label" in the background.
Gallery filters no longer cut off some venue type names in some languages. This was particularly egregious for French and Brazilian Portuguese text.
Game fonts got some spiffing up to keep all characters looking their best.
As with every update, the localization team has tweaked, improved, and fixed text across all Packs and previous updates.
To explain a bit further, we created a much more robust set of internal tools that allows us to have greater control over the outfits that the Sims choose to wear in unique situations. We’ve improved a lot of the wacky townie fashion you’ve seen previously (it’s called fashion sweaty - look it up), but if you still see oddities - let us know. It’ll be an easier issue for us to “iron out” moving forward! Together, we can defeat the dreaded eyeball ring.
Get to Work
Scientist Sims placing collected crystals and metals in their Laboratory no longer crash the game. Do you ever science so hard, the simulation crashes?
The “Test Serum” action on a Scientist co-worker no longer causes an error.
Get Together
Stone Frame Window (window1x1_EP02TUDstoneFrame2Tile_set1), Holey Geometry (window1x1_EP02TUDLow_03_2Tile_set1), and King of Diamonds Classical Door (doorSingle2x1_EP02TUDHigh3Tile_set1) now place properly.
Sims in Clubs with a Read rule now finish the books they choose to read. No cheating, my friends.
Wearing their Earbuds (if you own Fitness Stuff) and participating in Club Gatherings no longer causes an error.
Club affiliation on University Housing (if you own Discover University) now persists after entering Build/Buy Mode.
City Living
Ultra Speed now works while Festivals are in progress. Some conspiracy can be said about Festivals wanting Simmers to enjoy them in all their glory… at a normal speed at every speed, but these are just conjectures… yes.
Sims no longer read their mail aloud while conversing with their apartment neighbors. Talk about rude, right?
“Read about Festival” now consistently displays festival information.
Sims from specific San Myshuno neighborhoods now have more variety on their appearance.
Cats and Dogs
Stencils in Create a Sim (Pet) now consistently paint your furry friends without crashing.
Seasons
The holiday tradition New Skill Day now focuses on starting new skills and improving low level skills so skills that are maxed out don’t count.
Toddlers who are inside during a blizzard and in a high chair no longer want to Run Inside, so their caretakers won’t take them out of the chair prematurely. You are safe little one; you are safe.
Now all onions, carrots, mushrooms, potatoes, apples, tomatoes, and growfruits can be planted indoors during freezing weather.
Plants no longer change their quality or evolve on their own after Sims traveling.
Some Outdoor Plants that were stuck in summer/fall now turn brown and lose their flowers when winter starts.
Sims now can book Vacations on the computer during holidays.
Simmers who have disabled Rain and Snow no longer should see them during Mysterious Weather. Mysterious indeed.
Male Sims now wear appropriate shoes when working as a Floral Designer or Botanist.
The beanie hat cuHat_EP05BeaniePom now looks a bit better.
Sims scheduling an event in the Calendar for a Rental Lot no longer end up in a Lot where they have not been greeted.
Get Famous
Stans (“stalker fans”) and Kleptomaniac Sims no longer steal Pet food bowls or Cat litter. I have no words for this one. I have nothing.
Sims with maxed out Atrocious Reputation now maintain their reputation when traveling. Atrocious you shall be forever.
Island Living
Conservationist Sims now Write Conservation Articles at the appropriate career level (level 4). On the same note, the task for Research Conservation now can be completed.
Odd Jobs no longer get stuck in a state where Inventory and Build Mode cannot be accessed.
We had long conversations with Island Celebration Participants and agreed that no random Sims should enter a Sim’s home without permission, barging in as if they owned the place. Excuse you, privacy, and property are a thing, you know?
Discover University
We chatted with the registrar at Britechester University and got them to agree that students should receive class time reminders before class instead of after. You’re welcome. Now, make sure you go on time, alright?
School Spirit Day no longer schedules multiple instances at the same time. But… Did you know it is Spirit Day?
Club gatherings no longer have Sims with their bikes indoors in a disruptive manner.
Sims traveling long distances including stairs now properly walk the stairs and then hop their bikes and they don’t leave their bike behind. You can’t just abandon your bicycle - what about the poor bike’s feelings?
Sims now properly get off bikes while on a slope.
Lawyer Sims now File Court Documents as their tasks dictate at levels after 5. Just because you move up doesn’t mean you stop filing docs.
Students in a different neighborhood from their University now go to school instead of work when choosing “Go to Class” from the Career Panel.
Students now can receive only one merit scholarship per term.
Sims no longer are listed as being at University when they are at home.
The game no longer sometimes freezes when Sims enroll in University. We get that attending University is life-changing, but freezing a game is taking it a bit to extremes.
Students now return to Campuses in their leisure time to cloud gaze and play Soccer in the surrounding areas of Britechester University and Foxbury Institute respectively.
Sims jogging in an Exo-Mech suit no longer get fatigue-related Moodlets.
For Eco Lifestyle Simmers, “Throw Away” and “Compost” now are available on piles of discarded food. The consequences of not having these were especially egregious at University Dorms.
Sweatpants yfBottom_EP08LooseSweatpants now look better when paired with scarf yfTop_EP08SweaterScarf in Create a Sim.
Eco Lifestyle
Recycle Disciple Sims without the Kleptomaniac Trait now swipe household objects less often. We get it, we are all trying to do our best for the environment, but going after your Dumpster was a bit too far… we kinda need that.
Eco Footprints no longer change very quickly from “Green” to “Neutral.” Knox rejoices.
Eco Footprints in Worlds no longer become Neutral when entering Manage Worlds.
We had a chat with Eco Inspectors and they agreed that they should display the correct occupation from now on. And they shall be known as Eco Inspectors… forever.
Bulldozing Pinecrest Apartments now is possible without damaging the lot.
Harvestables obtained via a Dumpster no longer disappear from Inventory a few minutes later. Easy come, easy go… would you not disappear, though?
Recycling is a wonderful thing. Recycling for Inventory exposed missing text on some Grand Meals, so we filled in those names.
Toddlers living in Lots with the Reduce and Recycle Lot Trait mayyyybe were taking it a bit too far generating trash piles in their inventories. Put that down - No more trash in your pockets.
Did your floor patterns experience a glow that never went away after selecting all of them? That’s not a problem anymore.
The Wallpaper formerly known as sheetStandingSeam01GEN has been renamed to Corrugated Metal.
The Fabricator’s Fabricated Couch (no dye) recipe now creates the correct item.
Residential Wall Speaker is renamed to Venue Wall Speaker: Americana to accurately reflect its function and music.
Venue Wall Speaker: Americana now looks correct with the neutral wood option.
Women’s sandals yfShoes_EP09PlatformSandals now look better when paired with jumpsuit yfBody_EP09JumpsuitUtility.
Men’s hairstyles ymHair_EP09CurlyBun_Black and ymHair_EP09CrimpedLong_Black have cleaner hairlines now.
Dine Out
Sims no longer get up from their seats at restaurants randomly and create chaos by speaking to other patrons, grabbing food from their table, putting it somewhere else, and taking over the place by playing the piano or singing. But it was quite the show, wasn’t it?
Xbox One Simmers now can edit Restaurant Staff Uniforms in Build Mode along with other Simmers.
Vampires
Vampire Spar no longer negatively affects Conflict resolution for Simmers with Parenthood.
Realm of Magic
Spellcasters with all spells learned and maxed out no longer lose those when downloaded from the Library/Gallery Muscle memory perhaps?
Create a Sim no longer has the less-than-attractive skin type that was intended only for cursed Sims as an option.
Spellcasters have reviewed the terms of their “Always Transportalate” Spell and now can actually teleport anywhere, even places with stairs.
Journey To Batuu
Sims now are able to complete First Order or Resistance missions and then choose the Hope vs Order - First Steps Aspiration and complete all goals.
The Lightsaber Collection plaque now has a proper name and description so you can display it with pride.
The First Order sent a memo stating to change the First Order Blast Door to not accept any decals or wall decorations.
Create a Sim asset yfBottom_GP09VillagerPatchVertical now goes better with different styles of shoes across multiple Packs.
The Career Panel now displays the active Mission chosen from the Mission Panel.
The game no longer freezes when Sims “Freshen up at the Dwelling” at Black Spire Outpost.
Luxury Party
Create a Sim asset yfBody_SP01SleevesFlutter_SolidBrown fits better when wearing Get to Work’s ymHair_EP01LongWavySwept_Platinum hairstyle.
Movie Hangout
Movie night has been reclaimed! Sims now can watch complete films from start to finish without getting stuck in a never-ending loop… or I should say not in a Neverending Story? STTOOooooryyyyyYYYY.
Knifty Knitting
Create a Sim boots cuShoes_SP17BootsBuckled_SolidRedPin work better with jeans cfBottom_SP07JeansPrint_FloralBlueLt.
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Olive and Otto
Olive and Otto
Masterlist :)
@domesticatedbeetlenamedjorge
This is an AU still set in the SW universe but a little to the right and maybe down the block. I want Leo to have a little secret!
This is the 22nd chapter of this little series I have and it's a little spicy. Enjoy!
FAMILY SKATE! Part 2 and Final Chapter!
I just wanted to say thank you all for reading this, it makes me so happy because my writing feel like garbage to me but y'all treat it like its precocious and I have cried happy tears over things y'all have said. I just can't thank y'all enough.
TW/CW: Smut, Drama, Arguing, Questioning Sexuality, Food, Panic attack
Characters belong to @lumosinlove
Family Skate was booming, everyone was a little taken back at the two hurricanes with adorable old timey names. Those kids tore up the ice, for only being three those kids could probably out skate most the team. Remus’ little brother, Julian, Loved Otto. Like he didn’t leave his side the entire time they skated. Olive would skate around with Kuny, she was so fascinated when he would speak Russian to her. She was absolutely taken by the giant Russian and she wanted to understand this new language so bad that Kuny taught her some bad words and Sergei told him off for it.
Sometimes the kids would be talking to someone and just randomly switch to either French or Spanish without even realizing it and then get upset when Leo or INK would tell them to “Speak English, Sweetheart”. Otto and Marc were skating together when Otto had a dizzy spell and fell over, everyone froze for a second remembering what Leo said about the little boy earlier.
“You okay?” Marc held his hand out and was looking at Otto worried because his new friend just fell over for no reason. Yeah he was younger than him but Marc had never seen someone just drop like that. Otto nodded and used Marc’s hand to stand up.
“I want to sit” They skated over to where INK was sitting on the bench talking with Eloise and Celeste, Otto was very good at knowing when he hit his limits for the day and today was the first time since his surgery that he had been on the ice for more than a few laps with his dad. He crawled up between Eloise and Celeste, he kicked his skates a little as he watched everyone skate. “Ma-maw, why can’t I live here? I could have friends.” He looked up at his grandma who was stunned by what he said and so was Celeste. “No one likes me at school at home.” He didn’t understand why it was a big deal that he didn’t have many friends. He did enjoy all the kids here though.
The Weasley kids were fun and had treated him like he wasn’t a downer. The Dumais' treated him like a little brother and some of the other kids whose names he didn’t remember played tag with him and didn’t go easy. He didn’t want to go home.
“Oh honey, you’ll be up here all summer. Then you can play with all the other kids then. Just enjoy your time here, you have three more days with your daddy before he has to work and your mama has to go to work back home.” Eloise was just trying to talk him into enjoying his time now but she wasn’t expecting him to talk about friends, he never did. He was like Leo in that sense, kept to himself but was very observant.
“If you want I can give your maman my phone number and you can call Marc anytime after school.” Celeste petted his hair and he leaned into her touch. He nodded, having a big ole smile on his face and his cheeks were a little red, he thought Celeste was so pretty.
Olive was racing Charlie and beat him for the third time, he looked exhausted but she was still revving to go. She was incredibly fast but she was also very small, she skated around the outside and caught up with Leo. She somehow got between Leo and Finn, she grabbed each of their hands and let them pull her.
“Daddy, did you see how fast I was! I beat Charlie!” She got listed up by them and laughed as they put her down, not noticing the absolutely lovesick expression Logan was watching them with. “I want to play hockey someday! I want to be just like you! Oh, daddy do you have a boyfriend yet? Mama wants to get married to June!” She looks up at him when he laughs at Finn's face who is firetruck red. She really doesn’t want her daddy to be lonely anymore, it makes her sad. She was really angry when he left but when he facetimes mama the first time crying, she wasn’t angry anymore, she was scared. She can’t take care of him so who will.
“Olive, what would you say if I had two boyfriends?”
“Whoa! That would be so cool! You would never be sad!” She smiles flashing those incredible dimples and hears Bill calling for her. “I gotta go race, by Daddy!” She skates off leaving a laughing Leo and a red Finn to call Logan over.
After the Pick-up game Olive was watching the entire time while Ott had fallen asleep with his head on Celeste's lap. Everyone got changed and showered, after they piled into cars and drove to Dumo's. INK can’t cook for shit so she was sitting on the couch chatting with the team while Leo and his mother cooked in the kitchen with Celeste. Wyatt was talking to Pascal and Arthur in the dad way, with a few signatures on his shoulder.
She was watching everyone when a pregnant redhead sat neck to her, she groaned a little and looks at INK.
“How far along are you”
“About 6 months” She smiles at INK and rubs her stomach. “I’m Lily by the way, Pots is my lover.” She nods towards said lover who is being cheered on as he chugs some kombucha. INK snorts at him and laughs. “How did you do it?”
“Do what?”
“Have twins, I can’t even imagine the strain it took on you.”
“I had to drop out of school and was bed ridden for the last three months of my pregnancy. It was really hard but Leo never left my side, the stupid idiot sweetheart.” She smiles and rolls her eyes. “I never wanted kids when I was younger because I was afraid I would end up like my parents, then Leo and I did some stuff and it was probably a less than 1% chance that I would get pregnant and it happened.” Olive ran past them with her Daddy's Jersey on her that was much to big, she almost trips on it and laughs as Adele chases her playfully. “I can saw that those three definitely saved my life.”
“Three?”
“Yeah, Olive, Otto, and Leo. I couldn’t have done anything without him. He is the best dad, and he supports those two with everything he has. We also don’t want to put them into the public eye until they can choose for themselves if they want to be followed like that.” She takes a sip of her wine and looks at Lily. “I don’t really have any advice to help you because the last few months I mostly slept and cried. If you need me to get anything for you I will though.”
“I just want to get to know you, you’re someone who has raised two adorable children and you’re still smoking hot!” That surprises a laugh out of her and Lily join in the laughing after a minute.
Leo walks out of the kitchen. “Let's eat y’all!” Finn and Logan kiss his cheek as they walk into the kitchen to eat, Pots and Nado also smack big wet kisses on his cheeks as they walk past. He shoves them and follows everyone else.
“No, Otto you know you know you can’t have that.” He takes a peanut butter bar away from him and shakes his head. “I don’t feel like going to the emergency room tonight.” Otto is allergic to peanuts and tree nuts, he seems to forget how serious it is to eat stuff that might kill him. Usually no one has any form of nuts in the house, but this isn’t their house.
The child he just took a treat away from starts to cry and he sighs, walking over to where the treats are he asks celeste what's in each one and grabs a double chocolate brownie for Otto and hands it to him. “Don’t eat it until your plate is empty, okay?” Otto instantly stops crying and nods running off to join his sister. Shaking his head he feels arms wrap around his shoulders.
“You’re so good with them” Leo smiles and looks over to his dad. He looks so proud of him, he kisses his son's head and pats his shoulder. “I’m gonna go eat with Pascal Dumais” Leo snorts as his dad giddily goes to sit next to his teammate.
As he looks around he has never felt more at home, INK and June were talking with Lily and Natalie. Olive and Otto are eating and talking at the kids tables, Finn and Logan are openly flirting and stealing cute glances at him. He felt so calm and like he could breathe.
Suddenly Pots jumps up.
“They are the picture in your stall!”
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Creepypasta’s As: Quotes On My Laptop And Phone
Right so this has been stewing in my drafts for forever and it was just supposed to be something quick and fun but turned out be harder then I thought so not all the characters are here but I got most of them! Don’t really know who the audience for this apart from me but ah... ?enjoy?
BEN Drowned: You don’t get to die and be reborn the same. You come back, but you come back wrong. This is the price you pay for resurrection. – Nathanial Orion G. K
Bloody Painter / Helen Otis: I hope that someday when I’m gone, someone, somewhere, picks my soul up off these pages and thinks: I would have loved her him. – Nicole Lyons
Candy Cane: Come away, O human child To the waters and the wood with a fairy, hand in hand. For the world’s more full of weeping than you can understand. – Willian Butler Yeats
Candy Pop: Turn on you before you turn on us. We’re all just savages. – Theory of a Deadman, Savages
Candy Cane and Candy Pop: Forgive, sounds good. Forget? … I’m not sure I could. – Dixie Chicks, Not Ready To Make Nice
Clockwork / Natalie Ouellette: This woman that I’m becoming gives me chills. I’m obligated to move differently. I have work to do. – ???
Eyeless Jack: You don’t get to die and be reborn the same. You come back, but you come back wrong. This is the price you pay for resurrection. – Nathaniel G. K
Hobo Heart: I’m not used to being loved; I wouldn’t know what to do. – F. Scott Fitzgerald
Homicidal Liu / Sully: If I told you how it all ended; Would you have done it? – ???
· Extra for Liu: The seas were getting rough, but I thought we were worth it. – Hunter Hayes, You Think You Know Somebody
· Extra for Liu and Silly: I am not a bad man… Even though I do bad things. Very bad things. Such horrible things… But it's not quite what it seems. (Not quite what he seems) Not quite what I seem… … … Aw, hell. It's exactly what it seems. – Creature Feature, Such horrible Things
Hoodie / Brian: Remember that I am still a monster. I can listen to you scream, and cry, and beg, and I still wont le you out. – Holly Black, The Coldest Girl in Coldtown
Jane the Killer / Jane Richardson: She could never be a saint, but she thought she could be a martyr, if they killed her quick. – Flannery O’ Connor, A Temple of the Holy Ghost
Jason the Toymaker: [Said to him] You’re a tragedy! She was leaving you, Pan. Your Wendy is leaving you. Why should she stay? You are incomplete. She’d rather grow up then stay with you. – Captain Hook, Peter Pan 2003
Jeff the Killer / Jeffry Woods: [Liu, on Jeff] Once you lose someone, it is never exactly the same person who comes back. – Sharon Olds, Satan Says
· Extra for Jeff: Do you know what happens when you light a fire in you? It burns everything that’s standing in the way. – ???
· Extra for Jeff and Liu: And if the black banners raise as the crooked smiles fade; Fallen heroes who quite too late. – Fall Out Boy, The Kid’s Aren’t Alright
Laughing Jack: Forever is a long, long time… And time has a way of changing things. – Willow Tweed, The Fox and the Hound
· Extra for L.J: This is how the world works; You gotta leave before you get left. – Taylor Swift, I Did Something Bad
· Extra for L.J #2: All this has happened before. And it will all happen, again… - J. M. Barrie, Peter Pan
Laughing Jill: [L.Jill, to Mary’s father] You didn’t realise that in breaking my heart you were strengthening my soul. You didn’t realise but I did. And it changed the whole goddamn game once and for all. – Niharika Bhatt
Masky / Tim: I needed to be somewhere different. Maybe I needed to be someone different, too. – Heather Davis
Nathan the Nobody / Nathan Lux: Just because she’s gone, doesn’t mean she’s gone in your heart. Because the worst thing ever is to forget. – Christina, Allegiant
Nina the Killer / Nina Hopkins: When is a monster not a monster? Oh, when you love it. – Caitlyn Siehl
· Extra for Nina: Maybe our favourite quotations say more about us than about the stories and the people we’re quoting. – John Green
Offenderman: [Said to him] There isn’t a decent thought in your nasty little mind! – ???
· Extra for Offender: [‘Him’ instead of ‘Witch’] When you visit a witch, bring an offering: Food, tobacco, alcohol, secrets, sex, or death. – Honest Louis
Sally Williams: Real monsters are human. – ???
· Extra for Sally: I’m sorry this world could not keep you safe. May your journey home be a soft, and peaceful one. – Rupi Kuar
Slenderman: Heroes are always remembered. But legends never die. – Babe Ruth
· Extra for Slender: Do not believe anything except the whispers of the trees. They have never lied to you. They won’t start now. – ??? Maybe Nikita Gil?
· Extra #2 for Slender: The fuckers. There, I feel better. Goddamned Human race. There, I feel better. – Charles Bukowski
· Extra #3 for Slender: Forests hide secrets - he said gently, - It’s practically what they’re for. To hide things. To separate one world from another. – Catherynne M. Valente
Splenderman: I believe this world ain’t half as bad as it looks, I believe most people are good. – Luke Bryan, Most People Are Good
· Extra for Splender: A little consideration, I little thought for others, makes all the difference. – Eeyore
Ticci Toby / Toby Erin Rogers: I make no apologies, for how I choose to repair, what you broke. – Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy
Trenderman: My whole being calls for an act of violence, but I still wear velvet gloves. – Anaïs Nin
Zalgo: Funny. Cause I look around at this world you’re so eager to be a part of and all I see is six billion lunatics looking for fastest ride out. Who’s not crazy? Look around. Everyone’s drinking, smoking, shooting up, or just plain screwing their brains out, cuz they don’t want ‘em anymore. I’m crazy? Honey, I’m the original one-eyed chicken in the kingdom of the blind; Cuz at least I admit the world makes me nuts. – Glory, Buffy The Vampire Slayer
· Extra for Zalgo: God’s busy. Can I help you? – Pinhead, Hellraiser
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Would you write a blurb about their honeymoon or just about a day with their kids ?🥰
A/N: I chose the second one, hoped you like it! xx
Toddlers make everything look huge because they are so tiny so their little hands would hold apples and have them look like melons. Dylan wasn’t as tiny anymore, he was five years old, three months from turning six but in Blue’s eyes, he was still a tiny piece of cotton to hold and protect.
He was colouring on the table while his daddy set the new stereo he had gotten for their movie nights and he was very focused on not colouring out of the lines because at school he had noticed, his colourings got better marking when he didn’t colour out of the lines, and even though this time the lines he had drew them himself, he still wanted to respect every single one of them.
Mummy was doing laundry minding baby Annie and Hughie was down for a nap. It was a Sunday, so Nana was having dinner with them, but mummy and daddy were in homeware and Dylan didn’t knew, but he loved this moments because these were the moments were mummy and daddy were just mummy and daddy, and they weren’t anybody’s doctor and he didn’t have to share.
“Daddy”
His dad didn’t look at him because he knew his son wasn’t looking at him either. He would do that quite a lot, when he was colouring or when he was building with Lego; he would just start a conversation while being in his own head and Harry felt lucky that his son would let him have a glance at his little, magic mind. He shared a lot with Blue- he shared everything with Blue- but then again, Harry had been a mummy’s boy himself, so he couldn’t get any hard feelings with his own son for that. If he were a boy, he would choose Blue over him too.
“Yes, honey?”
“I was very scared.”
In that moment he turned around and his green eyes searched for his kid’s but he wasn’t yet looking at him. It surprised him then, how calmed he looked- how much he looked like Blue- and how he was focused on his drawing and his little nut nose wasn’t wrinkled and his frown wasn’t troubled.
He knew he meant three nights ago, when Hughie had had a seizure because of the fever because their two older babies had gotten a cold. They always got sick together. He sighed.
Blue had heard their interaction, not because she meant to eavesdropped, but because she had put Anie down and she had found a lego Dylan had lost under her cot and she wanted to bring it back to him for she knew it would make him happy but she hadn’t want to interrupt the father-son moment.
She also knew, Harry was a lot better with words than she was- he was also a lot better at cuddles, she figured- but she loved to hear him talk to their kids for she loved the way he was trying to raise them. It was mostly on love, they had both agreed that- that they would always wrapped their children in love and that was the only thing that could never ever be missing for food could miss if they struggled, even a roof could miss but love? Love will always be there for their children to feel. And she admired the way Harry thought, she had always admired that, but the way he tried to guide his kids... She was at awe with that and that’s why she felt so at ease, because if anything were to happen to her; she would leave her babies with the best person in the world.
“You were?”
Dylan hummed and a smirk found its way on Blue’s hidden face for she found it a very adult-like hum and she felt her heart beating hard with pride. Harry always said Dylan was a male mini-Blue, that he thought like her and talked like her and even walked like her so she always felt a weird pride with every little thing he did.
It’s not that he was her favourite child. There was not such thing. She could never choose, because Dylan was so much like her, but Hughie was so much like Harry and she loved Harry... Hughie was dorky and funny, a people’s person, a real showman. He was a little distracted, sometimes even a little rough- just as his father was too straightforward sometimes- but he had the kindest little soul, and he would care and protect those he loved like a lion. And baby Anie... What was there not to love? They didn’t really know her yet because she was just a baby but they knew she liked Elvis and daddy and spending time with the boys.
“And how did you know you were scared?” Harry asked him.
That had him thinking. He stopped colouring then and his little hand held the colour crayon as he frowned and thought back of that night. How had he known he was scared? What was it that give the feeling away? He swallowed.
“My heart was beating faster” He decided “but I didn’t like it.”
“Was that the first time you had been scared?”
“No.” He shook his head. “But I had never been scared for Hugh.”
Harry nodded then. Hughie was tougher than Dylan. Harry had seen them playing on the park with other kids and he had seen Hughie protecting his older brother sometimes so he understood what he meant.
“Well, honey, there’s nothing wrong with being scared. Fear really is just self-protection, you know? We get scared because we think something is going to happen that’s going to hurt us or the ones we love and that’s good because sometimes it’s true and we can prevent it from happening, you know? Most times, however, fear is just in our heads so”
Harry got down from the stool he had been stading to reach the stereo better and took a seat next to his son on the table. The boy looked at his dad once before he got back to his colouring. Green eyes set on the piece of paper and they travel across the figure of a woman in white that kneels on the bed of a boy dressed in a superhero costume. He notices the sharks under her legs too and the blue birds surrounding her but how neither of them, nor the bad sharks nor the inocent birds, seem to mind her.
“Is that mummy?”
Dylan nodded and Harry smirked.
“She wasn’t scared.” Dylan noted. “She saved him and then she made chocolate milk for the two of us and cuddled me.”
Blue felt her heart swoon and her eyes getting teary. She probably should have explained better, even though she did explain to Dylan what had happened and what she had done, but the little boy still thought she had saved his brother, and she didn’t really feel worth it of that word.
“Mummy’s really brave, isn’t she?” Harry asked.
And Dylan nodded.
“She’s braver than me.”
“She’s braver than me too.” Harry chuckled and his son looked up at him with a frown.
Was he being serious or was he messing with him? Daddy knew everything too and Mummy was very brave but Daddy was the most brave and Mummy always waited for him to go to bed because she slept better when Daddy was home. She always said that... And Mummy curled up to Daddy when there was thunder outside like they did to her and Daddy held Mummy when she cried so Daddy must be the most brave of them five.
“But you know, Mummy’s scared sometimes too.”
“Do you think so?” His son challenged.
“I know so.” Harry shrugged. “She was really scared once when you were younger because you had hit your head at uncle’s Rio’s house and she didn’t know how it had exactly happened so she was very scared that you had hurt yourself really bad.”
“But I didn’t?”
Harry chuckled.
“No, you didn’t.”
“So she was scared for me, like I was scared for Hugh.”
“That’s right.” His dad nodded. “I reckon that’s the only thing that can really scare Mummy, something happening to us four or Uncle Rio or Aunty Coco or Aunty Gemma or Nana or Abuela, you know.”
“You too, daddy?”
“What do you mean?”
“Mummy is scared for you too?”
His son’s question took him off guard. What was he doubting here?
“Well, yeah.” He chuckled. “Mummy loves me quite a bit too, you know? It’s not just you, little chipmunks.”
Dylan giggled at his daddy’s tickles but he already knew that. What had surprised him was that his mummy would be protective of Daddy too because Daddy was who protected them all and he had never been afraid of anything happening to Daddy so it surprised him that Mummy would be. Mummy seemed rather smart...
“But the important thing, Dy, is that you know when you’re scared and that’s great, you know why?”
“Because if I know what’s wrong, I can change it.” The little boy repeated his daddy’s teaching and the man smiled, as proud as amazed at his intelligence.
“Exactly, and because you helped Hughie too, you know? You got scared so you called for Mummy and then Mummy could help him. If you hadn’t called Mummy, then maybe Mummy wouldn’t know.” Harry shrugged. “So see? Fear was a good thing then, wasn’t it?”
Dylan seemed to consider it. He hadn’t felt good that night. He cried and he felt a heavy weight on his chest and his belly turning upside down and his pulse on his wrists and he didn’t like that. But he supposed... Maybe Daddy was right. Mummy did came to help Hughie.
“And you know why Mummy wasn’t scared and you were?” Dylan shook his head. “Not because Mummy was bravest but because Mummy knew what was happening, because Mummy is a doctor, and you didn’t. That’s why.”
Dylan nodded. That made sense. Daddy always made sense, except when he watched the Packers.
“So next time you’re scared, you need to ask yourself- wait, why am I scared? And then you do what you have to do, okay?”
Dylan nodded.
“Okay.”
In a second he got on his knees on his chair and wrapped his small arms around his daddy’s neck.
“Thank you, daddy.”
“No problem, baby.”
“And daddy, is that going to happen to Hugh again?”
“I don’t know, it might. But that’s okay, we know what to do.”
“But... Hughie is okay... right?”
“Sure, love, he’ll be fine. He just got the cold worse than you did. But he’ll be alright. Don’t worry.”
“Okay.”
“Now, shall we see if Daddy figure to connect the right wires for the stereo?”
With that he got up from the table and turned back around so he could turn the stereo on and a few seconds later, after Blue had picked her heart up from the floor and had set it back on her ribcage, she thought it was a good time to give Dylan his lego construction.
She set it on the table in front of him before either of them noticed her presence and the little boy jumped in his seat in excitement.
“Yeah, baby!” He celebrated, making both his parents laugh. “You found it! Mummy, you’re the best!”
“Thank you, lovely.”
“Mummy, look! It’s for Hugh but this is you. See? I painted her lips pink like you like.”
“Oh, thank you, love! This is such a great drawning! Look at these birds! They’re so gorgeous, and these sharks, baby, they’re very scary! You’re such a good drawer, Dy! And you didn’t colour out of the lines at all! Hughie is going to love it.”
“Is he up?”
His hazel eyes looked up at her with hope and will but she shook her head and kissed his hairline when softly The Crystals started playing from the stereo.
“Oh, well, you did it!” She celebrated.
Her husband gave her a cheeky grin over his shoulder and having their child on her hands, she still felt her heart skipping a beat at that spark of his, like from the fifties and she wanted to laugh at herself.
“What? Did you come here to dance? Just when the stereo is playing, she appears out the door...” He teased her, making her giggle stupidly.
“Well, I didn’t originally. But I’d never say no to dancing with my favourite man on Earth so... Can I have this dance, Dy?”
Harry smirked but brought a hand to his heart and pretended to have been shot and Dylan giggled at his mummy’s antics as she picked him up from the chair and danced with him before they all heard baby Anie calling.
“Oh, that’s my call, like Cinderella.” She giggled and set the boy back in the table, pressing another kiss to his head before she rushed outside.
“Don’t forget your slipper, princess.” Her husband called after her making her giggle again.
He still chuckled after she had disappeared and his boy, still at the table, was gathering his crayons and keeping them on his pencil case.
“Daddy,” He spoke again “do you like Mummy?”
He had to laugh. He turned his body to the side so he was facing his kid and the little boy challenged him with the sterness of his mother’s hazel eyes.
“What do you mean if I like Mummy? I love Mummy. I’m married to her.”
He shrugged.
“I just thought you liked Mummy because Mrs Mars said when people like someone, they might make jokes but they always treat that person especially good.”
“That is true.” Harry nodded.
“So I thought you liked Mummy because you called her princess and that was a joke but you always make her breakfast and you hug her and you always let her have the new blanket and you say nice things to her too like how good she smells or how pretty she is.”
Harry smirked at his son’s appreciations. He didn’t know he had been watching him but he found it endearing. And he did always let Blue have the new blanket, because she was always colder than he was, and he liked hugging her, that was true.
“Well, you caught me. I do like Mummy. A lot.” He played.
Dylan nodded with an eyebrow cocked as if saying, you’re telling me... And Harry tried his best not to laugh as he watched his little smarty pants keeping his pencils in his red pencil-case.
“Don’t worry, Daddy. Mummy likes you too.”
“You reckon she does?” He grinned.
“I think yes. She always serves your plate before she serves hers and the other day she bought you a sweater because she heard you say you were cold at work so she doesn’t want you to be cold and she always laugh at your jokes and he says you’re very handsome all the time.”
“She laughs at my jokes because my jokes are good.” He defended.
“Aunty Gemma says they aren’t.” He confessed. His hazel eyes found his daddy’s. “Daddy, I told her I think they are but I lied.”
And he was apologizing for it, Harry wasn’t sure whether he was sorry for having lied or if he was sorry that he didn’t really find them funny but he couldn’t help himself when he squeezed his son against his chest in endless love and admiration.
“I love you so much, Dy.” Harry chuckled.
“I love you too, Daddy.” Then his little hands cup Harry’s cheeks and he held his dad’s face close to his. “Daddy, your jokes are good.”
And he laughed again until someone ringed the bell.
“Nana!” Dylan’s eyes opened as he jumped off his dad’s embrace and ran to the door.
And as he made his way to the door himself, he stopped you on the corridor with a firm grip on your hips with both hands and you smiled at him with baby Anie on your waist.
“Hey, Blue, our son thinks we like each other.”
She frowned amused but she thought she knew where that came from because she had picked him from school on friday and he had told her about what Mrs Mars had said about liking someone when a girl from class had told another that Bryce pulled from her piggy tails because he liked her.
“Maybe I should take you on a date or something...” He joked.
“Maybe you should.” She smiled. “Because, yeah, I do like you.”
He captured her lips with his on an amused kiss.
“Yeah, I kinda like you too.”
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Can we get Sooga (and maybe Kohga) babysitting lil Tulin????
GET READY TO SEE THE GAYS BECOME DILFS, BITCHES.
“We came as soon as we saw your message.”
“Yeah, it was urgent! Where’s the fire?”
Teba turned as he saw Sooga and Kohga dash on into his home. He nodded at them.
“Yeah. Sorry. Was gonna ask Mipha, but she’s with her boy toy. Figured I’d trust you two instead.”
Teba took a step to the side, showing his son, Tulin, who was currently sitting on the floor, writing in his journal. Kohga cocked his head to the side, before shrugging.
“What? You want me to tell him to beat it? He a freeloader or what?”
“No. I need you two to chicksit for me. I’m taking Saki out, and I need someone to watch Tulin.”
Saki walked in just in time, adjusting her feathers.
“Teba, are you ready dear?”
“I’m ready, so long as these two are. So, how about it you two?”
Kohga was about to say ‘fuck no’, when he saw that look in Sooga’s eyes. He WANTED to do this, because he was a moron. Ugh. He sighed, before nodding.
“Fine. You two go and have fun, we got the little guy.”
Saki clapped her hands together, before leaning down to kiss Tulin’s head.
“Be good for Kohga and Sooga, my little nugget.”
“But not TOO good, kiddo.”
Teba patted his head, and Saki chuckled at the sight. She turned to the two yigas.
“Now, Tulin is supposed to be in bed by nine. No playing with Kass’s girls, as they’re supposed to be in bed, and they get into all kinds of mischief. That’s about it! Have fun you three, stay safe!”
Teba held his arm out for his lady, who giggled as she accepted it. Once they left, Sooga turned to Kohga.
“You didn’t want to do this. Why did you say yes?”
“Because YOU wanted to. And don’t look at me like that, you idiot.”
“I love you so much.”
“Tell someone who cares, moron.”
“You guys are weird.”
They both turned to look at Tulin, who was looking at them oddly. Kohga motioned to him.
“So...the fuck do we do with his white lookin’ ass?”
“Stop swearing, for one. It’s not good that he gets a pottymouth so early on. Two, we should properly introduce ourselves.”
Sooga walked over to him, kneeling down as he held out his hand.
“It is nice to meet you, Tulin. My name is Sooga, and that’s Kohga. How are you?”
Tulin put his book down, in order to stand up, and shake his hand properly.
“Hello! And good day!”
“What manners! And a good day to you too, little one.”
“My dad said good kids make good greeters!”
“God that’s a weird saying.”
Kohga sighed as he walked over to Teba’s hammock, before jumping into it, and getting himself nice and comfy. So comfy, he fell right to sleep. Sooga softly sighed. He loved his husband, very, very much.
“So. We have three hours until your bedtime, what would you like to-oh. You’re practicing your penmanship?”
Sooga looked over to the notebook on the floor, and Tulin nodded.
“Yep! Kheel has really pretty handwriting, I want mine to look good too! I wanna surprise her!”
“Huh. Why, if I didn’t know little one, I’d say that’s rather romantic.”
Tulin’s blush shone through his feathers, and he shook his head.
“N-no. She’s my friend, that’s it.”
“Uh huh, I see, I see,”
Sooga sat down next to Tulin, looking at the notebook.
“Regardless, I’d love to give you feedback. My father practiced calligraphy, I think I have a proper position on the matter.”
Tulin handed him his notebook, and Sooga skimmed through the pages. He nodded in approval.
“This is very nice! Have you shown your father?”
“No, just mom.”
“Why is that?”
Tulin shrugged, reaching up to grab his book again.
“It’s just a mom thing. Flight range and arrows are for me and dad, writing is for me and mom.”
Sooga nodded. Such a sweet, talented little boy.
“You have a good bond with your mother, little one.”
“Dad calls her a ‘worrybeak’, but yeah, I love my mom. Are you close with yours?”
Sooga froze. For a moment, he recalled her. Recalled her hair, her eyes, her smile. Her tears, her screams, her pain. His father holding onto her hand, his father scolding him for choosing to leave, using his mother’s name like a curse. A curse that cut into his hide like a-
“Yoohoo? Mr.Sooga?”
He suddenly snapped back into reality as Tulin waved his wing in front of his face. He cleared his throat, shaking his head.
“We...were. But she is no longer here.”
“Oh. I’m super sorry. What about your dad?”
“My father...wanted me to leave the nest, so to speak. But it’s fine. I’m loved enough.”
Tulin followed his gaze to Kohga, who gave his ass a good scratch. Tulin snickered, and Sooga couldn’t resist a small chuckle as well. Tulin put his book away, In order to look at his blades. The little rito was clearly very interested.
“Did he give you those swords?”
“No. Master Kohga did. Have you ever wielded a weapon before?”
“A bow and arrow, but never something cool like swords!”
Sooga thought about it for a moment. This child DID seem rather mature, despite his small size. Not to mention bows were just awful for up close combat. Against his better judgement, he decided to give the little one a gift.
“Would you like a present, Tulin?”
“YES! Please!”
Oh the way his little eyes shone in excitement. He pulled out something from his back, and placed it right into Tulin’s awaiting wings. A Vicious Sickle. Tulin looked it over in his hands, clearly in awe. Sooga chuckled, lightly patting his little bird head.
“It’s a light, easy to use weapon, with enough practice. It’s a wonderful starter weapon, and it never hurts to have extra protection. You will soon be the man of the house, you must learn to defend what is yours.”
“Woah! SO cool!”
Tulin was so excited, he started waving the damn thing around like a madlad. Even someone as calm as Sooga felt slightly panicked; for the only thing more dangerous than a blade, was an inexperienced hand. He grabbed onto Tulin’s hand, barely keeping himself from being cut.
“It IS cool. But what’s cooler is knowing how to use it. Would you like to learn?”
“Yes!! Please teach me! Please please please!”
“Very well. I should hope to be a good teacher to an eager student.”
Sooga held onto his hand, showing him the proper way to hold it; tightly, with the blade angled for a downward motion.
“Okay, I think I got it. Like this?”
“Perfect. Now, it’s a limber weapon, so if you need to move it in your hand, feel free to do so. Just be careful, it’s very easy to cut yourself. Now, let’s try to get a feel for it, shall we?”
Sooga stood up, and brandished one of his swords. He gave Tulin a moment to get his stance ready, before he let Tulin come at him. Course, he was very easy to block, but the point was so Tulin could feel comfortable holding it.
“Good, good. Side to side motions, just as you are.”
“It’s...kinda heavy, my arms hurt.”
“Suppose for your size, it’s not as limber as it is intended to be. Do your arms really hurt, or can you keep trying?”
“I...can keep trying, I think.”
“Good, a true fighter keeps going. Swing at me again.”
He noticed Tulin had to use almost both his hands as he swung. Poor thing was struggling. Light as his weapons were, Tulin was small. Determined, but very tiny. Still, he did rather well, all things considered. He blocked another blow rather easily.
“You aren’t uncomfortable around weapons. Good.”
“It’s usually bows, but training with my dad is a LOT like this.”
“Good of your father, teaching you to be comfortable with such a vital tool.”
He was about to do a mock swing, just to see if Tulin could dodge, when he saw Tulin was already weary, panting and even sweating a little. For living in a peaceful village, and armed with a bow and arrow, this WAS a lot of practice, especially from someone who was essentially a stranger. Sooga put his weapon away, and knelt down to Tulin.
“Why don’t we take a break? A weapon is useless without a body.”
“Okay...can we eat? I’m hungry.”
Sooga nodded, letting Tulin take the weapon, and sneak it into his own hammock. Tulin helped him find the cooking pot, and in a moment, Sooga had a fire going, and a few ingredients to throw inside.
“So, what are we hungry for?”
“I dunno, what can you make?”
“I suppose I can make poultry curry.”
“Oh! Yes! Do that one!”
Sooga nodded. He had no issues cooking the rice, and the chicken appropriately, and as soon as it was done, he handed a bowl to Tulin. Tulin dug into it hungrily, before slowly ceasing his eating. Sooga cocked his head down as the child stared at the bowl.
“What’s the matter?”
“I don’t like how it tastes. Super bland. I don’t wanna eat it.”
“God fucking dammit, Sooga, I can smell your shit cooking in my dreams.”
They both turned to look at Kohga, who had just woken up. He got out of the hammock, and walked over to the pot, taking the soup ladle to help himself to a taste. He then used it to smack Sooga on the back of his head.
“You. Cannot cook. I’d rather eat wet sand, at least THAT has salt.”
“I thought I was cooking it right-”
“Yeah right to hell. Fuck shit, move. What even is this?”
“Poultry curry.”
Kohga looked at him as if he had just gone insane.
“You’re...feeding chicken...to a baby chicken. That’s fucked up, Sooga.”
He was about to bitch at him some more, when Tulin nudged the bowl against Sooga. Kohga turned to look at him, and the little one was whimpering.
“Please fix it, I’m really hungry.”
“For the love of- fine. But only because I hate it when Sooga cooks.”
And Kohga did not disappoint. Not only did he fix Sooga’s awful poultry curry, he made the tastiest, sweetest egg pudding Tulin had ever tasted. The little one had two helpings of each, burping as soon as he was done. Kohga chuckled as he saw just how content the little guy was.
“Look at you, hungry fella. You need anything else, kid?”
“Uh huh. Can I please have some warm milk?”
“Sure, sure. I’ll make it just how my mom made mine.”
Tulin peered over as Kohga not only poured milk onto the pot, but cane sugar, courser bee honey, and even ground up some Chickaloo Tree Nuts. It made for a sweet, fragrant drink that Tulin accepted gleefully. He took one sip, and started kicking his little legs around wildly.
“This is SOOO good! This is WAY better than when mom makes it! Your mom is super cool!”
“She really was, she really was. Glad you like it, kiddo. Your turn, Sooga.”
Sooga didn’t LOVE sweets, but who was he to refuse such a treat from his Master? He accepted his own cup, took a sip, and found himself recalling...the good times. The times where he stood with his mother as they sipped tea, the times where she would get rid of his dirty, wet clothes, in order to get him warm and dry again. There was...only good in this drink, honestly. Sooga nodded, trying not to dwell so much on what was.
“I agree with Tulin. This is excellent. I’m surprised I’m just now trying it.”
“Eh, I only make it if I really need to go to bed. I usually make them with banana cookies-”
“Can you make those next time, please?!”
Tulin was practically giddy at the notion of more treats, and Kohga found it amusing. He patted Tulin’s head, nodding.
“Sure. Next time I’ll bring some over, just for you kid.”
“You’re SO cool!”
“I mean, I know that, but thank you.”
Kohga chuckled. He helped himself to his own drink, sighing in content. A nice, cold night, warmed by a nice fire, and some warm drinks. What more could one want? Sooga chuckled to himself, realizing he had downed nearly half of his cup. No wonder he was feeling so calm, so still.
“Thank you. I don’t think I’d know how to handle a hungry child who didn’t like my food.”
“That's why I’M the cook between us. Your food is so bland. I had half a mind to-”
He went silent, and Sooga saw why. Tulin had finished his drink, and had passed out, right into Kohga’s lap. Kohga struggled, clearly not knowing how to handle this, before groaning, and just patting the bird’s back, lulling him further into sleep. Sooga sat there for a moment, watching them. Kohga didn’t want children, but...they did like him. Found enough comfort in him to fall asleep on him, to cherish the plentiful meals he made them. Sooga even turned to look at his face, and caught him smiling oh so fondly at the little bird. Kohga seemed to catch his grin, and huffed.
“Hell you looking at?”
“I’m just. Seeing how wonderful you are with Tulin...and it really, really makes me realize; you’d make a wonderful, wonderful parent. You act so standoffish, but you...truly love taking care of children and-”
“God don’t you start that shit with me, Sooga.”
“I’m just saying! Family life might be for you! How do you know, you’ve never tried it!”
“Shut the hell up, you absolute fucking idiot.”
Sooga stopped for a moment as Kohga leaned into him, still keeping his hand on Tulin. Sooga looked down at these two, and was confident, more than ever, that he wanted a family. This feeling, that he was feeling right now, was something he desperately, terribly wanted. He wrapped his arm around Kohga, letting the dancing fire illuminate his features. He kissed the top of his head, softly sighing.
“I...love you. I love you so terribly much.”
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“Sooga! Kohga! We’re ba-oh!”
Saki immediately silenced herself as she saw the little cuddle train that was happening here. Teba walked in behind her, chuckling at the sight. He nodded towards Sooga, who was too busy protecting them to sleep.
“Teba, Saki. How was your date?”
“Oh it was lovely, we went out to eat and everything. Quite sweet, honestly. Here, let me put him into bed, I’d hate for him to get a cramp, laying on the floor like that.”
Sooga, despite how it hurt his heart, let Saki take Tulin, and put him into his own little bed. Suppose that was his cue. He got up, carrying a sleeping Kohga in his arms. Teba nodded at him.
“Thanks for watching him. Hope he wasn’t too much for you two.”
“Not at all. You have a very wonderful, and very honest boy. You should be proud.”
“I am, I am, honestly. Especially if he made an impression on you.”
“I...hope this isn’t too much, but may we stay? I just, really wanted to-”
“What is this?”
They both turned to look at Saki, who was holding the vicious sickle in her hand. Teba winced, before shaking his head.
“yeah...I think staying is a really bad idea.”
Sooga looked at Saki, and shrugged.
“In my defense, he was excited to receive a present.”
So Sooga and Kohga weren’t ready to be dads.
Just yet, anyway.
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How about some hcs for the hosts having pets?
Ooooo interesting
Mori:
- He loves Mr. Tanuki and Piyo so much.
- Their health and happiness are now part of his priorities. He will spend quite some time playing with them and even just chilling with them like best bros.
- They also tend to stay by his side as much time as possible, chilling around and stuff. When they're not, Piyo's probably with his brother, or a dramatic Hikaru. Mr Tanuki meanwhile goes on the garden or something and brings Mori a little something like a rock or a nut or anything and he keeps them dearly.
- Mr Tanuki has tried many times to get on Mori's keyboard or something like that so he made him a little thing like that post where there's a box thing over the keyboard so he can stay there.
- Piyo totally has been in a couple pics like that "my duckling fell asleep on my calculator" one.
- He totally has little beds for them in his room, but also gives them their own space.
Honey:
- Since a lot of his attention goes to Usa-chan, he doesn't really think about having a pet for a while.
- I think he would have a bird, but like, one that flies. That way it can chill on the gardens whenever Honey's not around.
- Also I think Honey would love to hear it sing like it's chatting with him and Usa-chan.
- It was probably his brother's idea to get a bird tbh, and both take care of it very dearly.
- Okay maybe Honey wanted a rabbit but there's already Usa-chan and he would hate having to choose one bunny over the other.
Kyoya:
- Fish. I'm not even sure why it's so popular in the fandom but it makes sense.
- I think he's very fascinated by how gorgeous they look, all colorful and flowing and yeah.
- When he stays up late, sometimes he takes a break to just gaze at the fish, some of them still swimming around. Wouldn't it be nice to be a fish and not have to do all that work, and just swim around and around?
- Tamaki was actually the one who suggested it. He saw how lonely Kyoya was but didn't have too much time to spend on a bigger pet so he said fish.
- He totally has specific fish that remind him of his friends. And it makes him smile. He loves his fish and his friends.
Tamaki:
- He loves Antoinette very much, and sometimes her presence just reminds him about his mom. After all, in the manga Antoinette has a sibling living in France (I think). He loves Antoinette a lot.
- After the France arc, he was so sad about not having Antoinette that he was determined to find a solution so they could spend more time together. Of course it involved the whole club.
- They're like "you know you could just. Bring her with us when we hang out" and so he does.
- However they do make him discipline Antoinette a bit more. They're not having more fence incidents after Karuizawa.
- Might cry over this but, comfort. When something goes wrong or stressful or he's just in a low mood, Antoinette always brings a smile to his face.
Hikaru:
- With the whole "if not fun, we out" idea he and Kaoru had, they never really cared much for a pet... Or friends, or anything. But now things are different, and that includes pets.
- Since he tends to be very cuddly (case in point, Mr Tanuki), he'd have a pet he can hug. It takes a while for the club to try and come up with something that would fit him and then one day he just brings his pet into the club.
- "Hika-chan why do you have a bunny?" "Oh I found it earlier today and he's very lovely" "... Ok then I guess that's that" "Wait Hikaru do you even know how to take care of it?"
- This means a lot of visits from Mori and Honey because a) he's still gonna love Mr Tanuki b) he's gonna learn how to take care of his bunny c) Honey gets to play with it for a while as well.
- Hikaru takes very good care of the bunny and loves it. Very soft, 10/10.
Kaoru:
- Well maybe he wants to have a cat. It's chill, like maybe he can just be doing stuff and the cat would be there chilling and that would be nice.
- In all honesty I think Kaoru really doesn't like knowing he's doing stuff alone. However a cat that just comes and goes around the house or like, sleeps around him or stuff like that is perfect.
- Like okay, I don't know how to express it. A pet like a dog is great but it's clearly a pet/owner relationship. What Kaoru sees in a cat is like yes, I take care of my cat, and yes it's a pet, but it feels different, you know?
- Also he would love the occasional chaos a cat brings.
- Nekozawa approves of his life choices. Well, at least this one. He gives Kaoru a small puppet.
- Kaoru loves his cat very much.
Haruhi:
- Doesn't have, has never had a pet, didn't even think that much about it. Tamaki is SHOOKETH.
- "Well I've always been busy studying, taking care of myself, stuff like that. I just didn't really have the time for a pet."
- While a pet would be really cute and lovely, Haruhi doesn't really mind not having one. Besides, it's not like there's gonna be a staff like Tamaki's to take care of the pet while Haruhi's at school, or a huge garden or anything.
- "Well then you could just drop it off an one of our houses!! It could play with Antoinette, even!" "Tamaki-senpai that's gonna be too much to do every day. In that case I could just visit you all."
- However that did spark a great idea. Whenever possible, Haruhi works in a pet shop / vet clinic, that way there's the lovely pets without the worry of leaving them alone. Yes Kasanoda and Haruhi are coworkers, yes I love their friendship.
- Still, the other hosts' pets love it whenever Haruhi visits them. Haruhi loves them as well.
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