Tumgik
#dancing chopines thoughts
dancingchopines · 2 years
Text
One of my main takeaways from the reaction to September 8th’s Dracula Daily is that my family is apparently quite odd in using the phrase, “To pooh-pooh.” I didn’t realize that isn’t common???
49 notes · View notes
shatcey · 21 days
Text
1st anniversary (Liam)
William Victor Victor epilogue Liam Liam epilogue
The event is full of Liam's oddities. If you haven't read his route, you probably won't even understand what's going on. The boy has very big problems. And, considering that the event take place a year after the main route, he got better, but not much. This is especially noticeable compared to Ellis, who has become almost normal. Yes, I also read Ellis's event. He's my favorite after all. But I still can't decide whether I should write about it or not. I'm sure someone will do a full translation, so there's no point in giving you a summary.
So...
The story begins with Liam being unable to concentrate at rehearsal because Victor has already given him an assignment. Spend the day with Kate and decide whether she should stay at the Crown or not.
Tom noticed that Liam was not himself, and gave him the day off. So Liam left the theater earlier thinking…
Tumblr media
He doesn't even want to imagine his life without her. But… As if summoned by his thoughts, she stands at the entrance to the theater and waits for him.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
He was a little ashamed of his selfish decision
Tumblr media
So… He decided in his own way to convince her to stay, showing her how wonderful the Crown was. He likes it here, so he has a lot to say.
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
He remembered asking her out a year ago. It turns out that it wasn't entirely out of the goodness of his heart.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
In fact, I'd like to see a person who hates you. Really. It's like hating the cutest animal in the world… what is it… koala… penguin? Whatever…
So… He invites her to test his newly invented tour. And she happily agrees. The first stop was at the Crown building. And for a moment he was afraid that she might not like this building.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
I wonder what Her Majesty would say to that. I would definitely laugh. It's so silly…
The next stop was the entrance. There they met Jude and Ellis, who had just returned from a mission. Jude gave Liam the canned fish.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
My first thought was… Why do you want to poison my boy? It sounds like… I don't want to throw it in the trash, so I'll give it to you. But I completely misunderstood him.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Jude gave him really weird, unusual things that an ordinary person wouldn't dare try, but it's perfect for our curious kitten. And it definitely won't kill him. Jude, you're so kind! But, of course, not for free.
After Jude and Ellis left, Liam told how Jude first approached him. It was the day Liam screwed up his mission. So Jude overwhelmed him with work and…
Tumblr media Tumblr media
An interesting phrasing. "Kind of like Jude" or "Jude's way of showing kindness". I'm not sure which of them Liam meant, but I like both.
The next stop was the dining room. All of Kate's favorites were there.
Tumblr media
Where they meet Harrison. When they tell him what they are doing, Harry just smiles and asks Liam to explain it later. Harrison deffinetly noticed the lie. But Kate didn't find anything strange in this remark and asked Liam to introduce Harrison.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Yes, sweets. It's very easy to please you)))
And the last stop was the dance hall. William was there, playing the piano.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Before William pointed this out, I hadn't thought about it… they really are a cat and a bird…
Willy said if they wanted, he would play another song for them. They cannot decide, so William does it for them. Chopin's waltz No. 9, which is often called "Farewell".
I just listened to it… very familiar and very beautiful. I can easily imagine William playing it…
William explained that Chopin wrote this waltz for his beloved when they were in a relationship. But later her parents opposed him and they broke up. And despite the fact that the waltz was written at the happiest moment of their lives, it still sounds very sad… like a farewell…
Liam thinks William probably knows about his assignment, which is why he's telling this story…
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Oh, Willy… My sweet romantic…
They went into Kate's room and Liam asked her what she thought of his tour. She said that everything was fine, but she felt that the most important thing for her was missing…
Tumblr media
NO! No, no, no, no, no, no! Liam! Babe! It's OK… You did nothing wrong! Don't bottle up! Everything is fine…
And on this wonderful note, we have two paths.
Normal ending
Kate tells him that no, he didn't make a mistake. But she didn't have a chance to explain herself because Victor suddenly showed up.
Tumblr media
And they go on a mission. Liam uses his ability to be invisible and sneaks into some place to gather information. On the way back he had a seizure. He had a very odd internal conversation. But he suddenly came back when Kate hugged him.
She explains what she meant earlier. He talked about everyone, but never mentioned himself. He is a part of the Crown, and she, like any other new member, would like to hear about him. That's why she wanted him to tell her about himself. They laugh and apologize to each other. But Liam is thinking…
Tumblr media
He asks her if she will stay as his fairy taler. At first she is surprised, but of course she agrees.
So Liam signs the agreement
Tumblr media
He literally cannot imagine any future for himself without her in his life...
Premium ending
Victor didn't showed up in this ending, so Kate immediately explained herself. And Liam remembered that at every stop of the tour, she tried in a roundabout way to get him to talk about himself.
This time he tells her about agreement and asks her what she wants. And she, of course, asks him to let her stay.
After that, Liam came to Victor with a signed agreement. Victor, as always, tries to spend more time with his beloved kitten, but Liam is in a hurry. This time, Kate is giving a tour. And the title is…
Tumblr media
Completely agree with Victor. It's cute.
And, remembering the story Will told them, Liam thinks. That in the future people will perceive their story as a "tragedy" or a "farewell story", but they will not know that until the very last moment they were happy together…
Oh, Liam...
So… I still can't decide whether to buy his epilogue or not. Probably I will. But I still haven't decided whether I should read the normal story of Ellis or Jude… or even Harrison. And after that I'll chose which epilogue I wanna read. I have time, so I'm not worried. And considering that I spent all the crystals (or whatever they are called here) on the last premium attire at Ellis route (it was too pretty), I can only buy one epilogue. Decisions. I hate decisions…
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
🔝 Start page 🔝
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
51 notes · View notes
gojonanami · 26 days
Note
I've been thingking about Geto.
Specifically, piano tutor Geto.
He's listening to you play the piece he had picked for you to learn ー Chopin: 24 Prelude Op. 2 No. 4 in E minor. Only one and a half weeks ago he had given you the assingment to practice it. You were a fast learner, he knows that, and that's why you were his favourite.
The way he would tower behind you while observing the way you press the keys of the tuned percussion ever so gently. Making melodies that dance in the air, entrancing to those who listens.
Until you mess up.
One off note and you stopped, only hearing the ticking of the metronome just above you now. The room filled with sudden silence that felt so irritating to you, until the silence was broken by his chuckle. As he leans down next to you, reaching out to flip the music sheet back to the very first page and says "Let's repeat that, shall we?
If Gojo plays the violin, Geto would play the piano to accompany him.
Aaaa, omg this thought has been living in my mind rent free for so long. I love him so much it's sickening
…don’t make me think about this. this and violin tutor! gojo will be the end of me.
also lowkey, two of my crushes played the piano so apparently I have a thing for piano players
but he would be so sweet, even letting you watch him play. because sometimes you do better when you see it, but that’s a blatant lie — you just want to see his long fingers glide over the keys with such skill that you can’t help but wonder what else those fingers can do—
and when they would play a recital together, you wouldn’t be able to decide who was more beautiful playing their instrument — especially when they played so gracefully. and maybe it was your imagination but why did they both smile just at you?
48 notes · View notes
lorirwritesfanfic · 5 months
Text
A Ballad To No One
Book: The Royal Romance Character: Hana Lee Rating: G Word count: 670 Reading time: ~1min Summary: Hana carries a secret she isn't willing to share with just anyone. Based on the prompt: @choicesnovchallenge: Music/Musicians Day
Author’s notes:
Hana Lee belongs to Pixelberry Studios;
I was supposed to post this during @hanaleeappreciationweek, but my muse wasn't cooperating at the time;
I'm picturing Hana in this oneshot as a child/pre-teen, before the ball she rebelled against her parents playing a song out of key on purpose.
Tumblr media
Hands glided on the piano keys as Hana once again tried to follow the fast paced notes of Chopin's Étude Op. 10 No. 4. At this point, she didn't even know how many times she had repeated that tricky bar in which she missed the tempo. Or how long she had been practicing that same piece since her classes ended. Her mother would host a party in two days and for some reason she couldn't fathom, her mother insisted Hana should play Étude Op. 10 No. 4. Of all Chopin's etudes, why did she choose the hardest one?
As her ring finger slipped, hitting the wrong key, she frowned. Taking a deep breath, she looked back at the sheet music, hummed the bar one more time at a slower pace, then began to play again. As she got it right, she tried again, but faster. Then a little faster. Faster! Faster! Faster! Before she could avoid it, the wrong note echoed in the room, making a strange, dissonant sound.
Huffing in frustration, Hana placed both hands on her legs and took a deep breath. If it was up to her, she could tear that stupid sheet music and never play that piece again. She didn't even like that piece. But she couldn't say no and walk out of the room. Whenever her parents told her to do something, there was no time for questions, scowls or long faces. She did as she was told and that was it. But just because she didn't protest it didn't mean she was happy to obey.
Why so many etiquette lessons? Why did she have to take such strange classes completely unrelated to one another? 'It'll prepare you for courtly life', her mother used to say. But what was the use of preparing herself to live somewhere she didn't even know, for a life she didn't choose?
Hana shook her head, as if to shake away those thoughts and looked back at the sheet music again. Tapping her right foot on the floor, Hana studied the tempo once more and played it slower again. 
"Such a dull piece..." She thought to herself. It didn't have a nice melody. it wasn't fun to play... Did anyone ever feel anyone except anxiety while playing this? Did anyone who play it had any other intention to play it except show off how skilled they were at the piano? 
Playing the piano shouldn't make her feel like this... Is music a form of art? Isn't it a form of expression for the author of the piece? Shouldn't the performer feel something about it?
Hana then stopped playing and closed Chopin's songbook. There was no point in playing it. Looking down at the piano keys, the young girl tried to remember the last time she felt something while playing the piano. It wasn't during any of the parties hosted by her parents. Nor during recitals. She always felt uncomfortable while playing for an audience.
As her fingers ambled on the piano keys again, following the chromatic scale, memories of her first piano classes flooded her mind. How exciting it felt to play for the first time, the warm ups, learning music theory, the first piece she ever played, the first song she wrote... 
Once she played the key she failed so many times, it sparkled something within her. She then played a chord that sounded nice with the note, creating an harmonic sound. Hana continued to play without any sheet music, occasionally writing the sequence of notes and chords in her notebook. 
Before her, an original piece came to life. Quite a surprise, given how rare inspiration struck. As Hana played the song once again, she pictured someone dancing, gracefully following the rhythm. She couldn't see their face, but something told her they were smiling. 
As the song came to an end, a sense of yearning spread in her chest. Composing this piece was quite fulfilling, yet she couldn't help but wish she could've seen that someone's face. Perhaps they would like to dance while she played. Carrying her notebook, Hana closed the piano lid and stood up to leave the music room. For now, no one would know about it. But hopefully, someday she would meet someone who would dance to her song.
20 notes · View notes
Psycho Analysis: Judge Claude Frollo
Tumblr media
(WARNING! This analysis contains SPOILERS!)
The Disney Renaissance was home to some of Disney’s greatest villains. Scar, Ursula, Gaston, Jafar… The films from 1989 to 1999 all redefined what it meant to be an animated antagonist. But while there were many great villains during that time, one in particular managed to be regarded as one of the darkest and most terrifying villains in the entire Disney Animated Canon: Claude Frollo, the sinister minist—er, judge who serves as the main villain of The Hunchback of Notre Dame.
The man is heavily entwined with the more complex themes of the movie as well as a lot more cold and vicious than one might expect from the company that brought you Mickey Mouse, but what exactly is it that makes him such a great villain? Well, read on, because I try my best to explain it.
Motivation/Goals: Frollo is a horrible, bigoted prie—er, judge who wants nothing more than to totally eradicate all of the filthy Romani from Paris in the name of the Lord. Unfortunately, he ends up falling hard for one of them, Esmeralda, after watching her do a saucy dance routine. From there, Frollo is consumed by a single-minded lust for the woman that drives his actions, with his conflicted feelings on the matter leading him to blame her for giving him sinful thoughts and determining that all of Paris needs to burn because he is… well… he’s a
Tumblr media
I get a lot of mileage out of that gif.
Performance: Tony Jay was picked specifically for this due to his memorable bit role in Beauty and the Beast, and boy does he manage to prove that that was the best decision Disney could have made. His naturally magnificent voice lends Frollo the class, dignity, and intimidation it deserves. One could even say that Dr. Lipschitz is off his shits for this one.
Final Fate: As he attempts to slice through a gargoyle and sent Quasimodo and Esmeralda tumbling to their dooms, he loses his footing and ends up clinging to his gargoyle for dear life. Said gargoyle comes alive, breaks off, and sends Frollo hurtling into a river of fire below, which ends up being a pretty spot on interpretation of his attempted one-liner: “And he shall smite the wicked and plunge them into the fiery pit!” With this in mind, it’s pretty easy to interpret what happened to him as karmic divine intervention—Whether you think it’s God Himself, the spirit of Notre Dame, or something else entirely enacting it upon him is up to interpretation, and ultimately unimportant. What matters is he didn’t go to heaven where the angels fly; he fell in a lake of fire and fried. And we definitely won’t see him again on the 4th of July.
Best Scene: It is really not even a contest here. “Hellfire” is without a doubt the greatest Disney villain song ever made (and maybe even the best villain song period) and is a prime showcase of Frollo’s internal struggles and motivations, so of course it is his best scene.
youtube
Best Quote: When finally he has Esmeralda at his mercy near the film’s end, he echoes a line from “Hellfire” and says ”Choose me or your pyre.” It’s such an unsettling line that really highlights how deep into his lustful entitlement Frollo has fallen, and what’s more these words echo the real life sentiments of certain disturbed individuals. It’s a truly timeless villain quote in that regard;there are men who would rather a woman die than not be with them, unfortunately, and Frollo is the poster child for that brand of manchild.
Final Thoughts & Score: At the start of the movie, Chopin asks, “Who is the monster, and who is the man?” in regards to Quasimodo and Frollo. While the answer is fairly obvious even just after the opening number—Frollo attempts infanticide after murdering a woman, after all—the way the movie goes about expounding in the two characters in a way that explores this question is deeply fascinating.
Frollo is an incel to put even Gaston to shame. Almost immediately after seeing Esmeralda for the first time, he begins to obsessively lust for her, but his bigotry and zealotry leads him to condemn her because he’s unable to get a grip on his emotions. He ends up being the latter extreme of the Madonna-Whore Complex, contrasting Quasimodo as the opposite extreme. It should come as no shock that Quasi picked up some negative traits from the guy who raised him, but thanks to being a supremely nice guy his incel traits manifest as venerating a caricatured ideal of Esmeralda rather than condemning. There’s a reason the end of “Heaven’s Light” segues right into the start of “Hellfire;” both men have toxic views of Esmeralda, objectifying her in opposite yet equal ways.
It is how they deal with these toxic mindsets that ultimately resolved the question posited at the start, as well as cementing Frollo as one of the darkest villains Disney has ever done. Quasimodo, while not happy at being rejected, still cares for Esmeralda and does all he can to help her, culminating in him saving her from being burned at the stake. His experiences lead to him accepting Esmeralda and Phoebus as couple gracefully, shedding away his toxic mindset. This ends up reaffirming his humanity, earning him the adoration of Paris and the end to the loneliness he’d experienced for so long; he is the man.
Frollo, on the other hand, deals with rejection by going on a racist, genocidal rampage against the Romani, setting the city ablaze simply because his perverse affections aren’t reciprocated. This culminates with him offering Esmeralda either death or to give in to his advances, and when rejected conclusively he doubles down on his murderous rampage, which ultimately leads to his doom. His inability to see Esmeralda as a complex human being instead of an object to lust after, an inability brought on by his own bigoted views, is what ultimately peeled away his humanity and revealed him as he truly was: A monster.
And Frollo is a monster in a very resonant, chilling way. In this day and age, we see people like Frollo all the time. They’re in our schools, seething when the girl they like rejects them for another; they’re on the internet, spewing misogynistic bile because they can’t get dates; they’re in our churches, preaching intolerance to their mass while desperately trying to bury their own sins; and they’re in our government, using their power to oppress and demoralize those with less power than them. “Choose me or your pyre” is the sort of attitude you see in the incels who end up on the news for committing or planning to commit atrocities.
And this is what makes it so good and cathartic to see him fall. We want people like him in real life to face the consequences of their actions, and we can only wish that said consequences are falling into a river of molten lava. It ends up being all the sweeter if you interpret his fall as being an act of God, as mentioned above.
Tony Jay apparently described his role as Frollo as his “bid for immortality,” and it’s safe to say he succeeded. He pretty much singlehandedly elevated the film he’s in so far above its flaws that it’s astounding and proved to the Disney Renaissance, all while giving us a villain song more incredible than any seen before or since. Thank God I’m doing fractions now, because this man deserves a 10.5/10. He’s not quite an 11 because I wouldn’t call Frollo one of the most important and influential villains in the vein of, say, Darth Vader, Count Orlok, or Fu Manchu, but he’s still a cut above the rest when it comes to villains. He’s easily the second most incredible antagonist Disney has ever made, and the only flaw he has is that you don’t get to personally beat his ass in Dream Drop Distance, which is especially bad since he straight up racially profiles Sora before immediately calling him a slur.
Tumblr media
76 notes · View notes
catttooo · 4 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Tagged by @junkmanserenade ❣️
✨TOP 9 ALBUMS OF THE YEAR ✨ Thought this was gonna take some time but I honestly knew all the albums off the top of my head that did a lil tugging to my heart this year
Sarah Kinsley - Ascension EP: helped me through the multiple heartbreaks I endured this year, I had the opportunity to see and meet her at SXSW and I fell in love with her
Lianne La Havas - Is Your Love Big Enough?: I listen to one song on the album and it spirals and turns into a listening party. I cannot get enough
Paradis - Recto Verso: When I wanna feel like I’m in a chateau in the French country side and I’m dancing on a table with copious amounts of wine
Beach House - Depression Cherry: I sit in the garden and the sun is on me and I feel like I’m in a Sofia Coppola movie
Lucy Yeghiazaryan and Vanisha Gould - In Her Words: Two beautiful humans making beautiful jazz music, I must play the album when I’m having wine
Chopin - Nocturnes: a must listen when it’s raining and I wanna feel like a sad Victorian child (kidding I play this when I’m in my feels which is always)
Johnny Cash - At Folsom Prison: I wanna be a cowboy baby! an album played too much while I was cleaning and I don’t know why
Thee Sacred Souls - Thee Sacred Souls: God this whole album is just a masterpiece in my opinion
Coldplay - Parachutes: An album that gets played everytime I go on long car rides with my dad
Tagging @notreallyricky @faeriehannah @pazzman and whoever wants to do it 🫶
11 notes · View notes
faintingheroine · 1 year
Text
I love how much Aşk-ı Memnu uses other forms of art as motifs.
Nihal’s piano is a surprisingly huge part of the book, with the music that she plays often being mentioned by composer. She plays a prelude of Chopin’s while dreaming of an all white afterlife. She often ceaselessly plays her piano when distressed. She has something of the mad artist “type” in her character construction. She is forbidden from playing Wagner because of the French governess Mademoiselle de Courton’s patriotism. Behlül’s love of operettas signifies his less serious, jovial personality. The Turkish music that plays at the wedding they go to alienates the Chopin-playing Nihal. Bihter plays both the Eastern oud and the Western piano but can only play operettas and quadrilles at the piano, which points to both to her flexibility and her superficialness compared to Nihal’s intensity and focus. I made a playlist of the music that is mentioned in the book here.
Visual arts also play a role. There is of course Adnan Bey’s wood carving: He can never finish Nihal’s portrait and can never start Bihter’s portrait. Nihal is continually likened to the figures in Japanese Art by Behlül.
Then there is also the artistic metaphors the critics use in describing the novel and its characters. Ahmet Hamdi Tanpınar likens Beşir to the Black servants at the background that are often seen in Renaissance paintings. He also likens the whole novel to a game of chess. Berna Moran likens the novel’s inner movement to ballet dancing.
It is just fascinating and opens up such new venues to explore about the book and its characters. Maybe a thorough understanding of Chopin or Japanese Art can say us something about Nihal, things that the author himself haven’t thought of. Even the brands of clothing or cosmetics that are mentioned by name in the book can tells us something about Firdevs and her daughters.
This is all on the top of the linguistic creativity of the novel’s language itself in its original Ottoman Turkish. It is sometimes difficult to understand even in its revision by the author himself from the 1930s but I also want to read the original 1899-1900 serialization some day.
It can seem silly to spend so much time and energy on a single novel, and a superficially unremarkable one at that. But I really think that I have only scratched the surface in some ways.
44 notes · View notes
marias-wonderland · 1 year
Text
Post-SoTL letters (N.2)
Hello once again. My writing muse came back and gave me this play between Clarice and Hannibal. They mostly talk about music but they obviously mean more than what they write.
(dedicated to my beta reader, @isidoros69 , whose support enables me to write once every blue moon. Also, to my wonderful fandom people! @louisfriend-ironsulfide @lotus-ignis @black-mushroom, @eyaeya111, @liwodot, @ladylshardlakesworld, and to whoever is still around!)
Words: 1965
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Clarice
The view from my window is bringing peace upon my soul, and the pinot grigio accompanied with the artichokes and bottarga salad is only complimenting the scenery. The clouds seem they have engulfed the sky, casting a leisurely but simultaneously melancholic essence of self-discovery. The wind gently shakes the trees and the flowers, the white petals of those flowers in harmony they dance in the wind, floating in the beauty of an invisible river. While gazing the eternal grey world in front of me, the notes of Chopin’s Nocturne Op. 27 No. 2 brought an inquiry to my mind. Do you enjoy listening to music, Clarice?
                                                                                                                                                                                                                           With gratitude                                                                                                 Dr. Hannibal Lecter, MD
Dear Dr. Lecter
It seems that in the end, you got what you wanted. There are no bars or cells for you anymore, neither restrictions nor rules. You are free to gaze upon the same sky as I am. Free to indulge in what your soul desires, however wicked or wrong it is, stifling does not suit your persona. The evening sounds pleasing, Doctor. You are the maven of the bon vivant way of acting after all. Given our different upbringing, our music tastes are going to appear completely dissimilar. Yes, I do enjoy some music tunes so I can wind off after a hard day of work (I would mention dancing at clubs but, something tells me they’re not your cup of tea). I’m not a person who pays too much attention to the artists, I listen to whatever feels good to me. Madonna and Whitney Houston being some of them, as well as Michael Jackson and Prince. Cyndi Lauper and David Bowie are also good. Generally speaking, if I like the tune, I will join in. Please don’t hold back on your knowledge about this, I’m certain your mind is like a living library of information. Perhaps you could suggest me composers I would enjoy.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 With Respect                                                                                                     Clarice M. Starling
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Clarice
It is of the human nature to seek out for our freedom, regardless of our wrongdoings. Always remember that deep down, even the most altruistic person hides a tinge of egoism. The instincts of survival are primordial, way before humans thought their laws could outlaw the wrath of nature. Never apologise for what you do not know. Only for what you had the chance to know but refused to. Our differences make us unique and seductive, temptation is of the greatest sins for a reason. I never expected the musical literacy of the orphanage to be of high character. Neither of course the cultural heritage you carry could ever lead you to such paths.
One should start small. Try listening to four seasons by Vivaldi. I recommend “autumn” for you. It is the most overlooked piece by the four of them, and yet it perfectly enhances and encapsulates the essence of chase, of hunting. Vivaldi himself had written poems for his compositions. Try reading the poems while listening to the pieces.
“The hunters, at the break of dawn, go to the hunt.
With horns, guns, and dogs they are off,
The beast flees, and they follow its trail”
May the hunt never end indeed
                                                                                                                                                                                                                        With gratitude                                                                                Dr. Hannibal Lecter, MD
Ps. Have you ever looked at a person and wondered how their essence would be convened into music? Because I have. For you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Dr. Lecter
The element of surprise is always present when I’m talking to you. The moment I’m ready to drop the letter on the table, you come back with the most intriguing piece of flattery.
I bought the records you recommended. As for the poems, I had quite a time with the local libraries but all's well that ends well.
Autumn is a limbo between life and death, a bittersweet season, it's not death already but not life anymore.
Doing tasks only for them to be left incomplete, never being able to see the finish line.
But also you can sense the joy, the energy that the hunt is giving to both the hunter and the pray. The thrilling that ambuscades give to two communicating vessels.
But behind all that, one can still feel the merriment of summer and the cautiousness of winter. Perfect blend of seasons.
I listened to the rest of the season on my day off, with a glass of wine on my hand while gazing at the night sky. It was a tranquil evening.
You were right, autumn was my favourite. I hope you are going to recommend me more compositions. As for the hunt it will inevitably end, and we both know the results, Doctor.
“The exhausted beast tries to flee, but dies."
                                                                                                                                                                                                                             With respect
                                                                                        Clarice M. Starling
Ps. Your insightfulness never stops astonishing me. I hope you are going to expand your thoughts a bit further. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Clarice
The path to self-realization finds the impediment of our current mind. Only the conquest of it could lead you to your true self.
I had planned of discussing with you the significance of Mozart in the classicism wave but, a certain… a minor shift to my plans, brought to my attention the representative of Russian nationalism, Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky.
Besides, Mozart’s compositions are characterized by a fervent sequence to rules, something which you can put aside if the moment demands for it. Tchaikovsky on the other hand favoured emotional progression, the catharsis of the soul, the joys, loves, and sorrows of the human heart with striking and poignant sincerity.
I believe you would enjoy some of his lesser known compositions. I suggest “Souvenir de Florence”. I listened to it very recently and the breadth of the sound is something which can captivate you.
As for my last thought, it is a tendency that most musicians share. Almost like a personal whim, translating internal emotions into notes and symphonies. The more joy something brings to us, the more music echoes to our ears.
I would be glad to share my speculations about you, but always in exchange. Quid pro quo Clarice.
So please tell me
How would my existence be translated into music, Clarice?
                                                                                                                                                                                                                       With gratitude
                                                                             Dr. Hannibal Lecter, MD
Ps. We’ve chatted for so long and yet, I didn’t send my greetings to our old pal Jackie boy. Please dedicate to him Mozart’s “Requiem”, I’m certain his long lost soul is fit for it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
 Dear Dr. Lecter
Thanks to your suggestions, I’ve become a reappearing figure at my local antique shop and even managed to get the vinyls at a better price since “No young people nowadays care about the classics”.
You stand correct once again, I remained motionless throughout the course of the performance. This one I believe fits better to be listened at day, the crystal clear sky mirroring the composer’s will for life.
Regarding your last request, I am afraid that I can not come up with a satisfactory answer for your criteria. I am able to describe people’s actions with words and explain their reasoning behind that but, music was always an uncharted territory for me.
If you could be kind enough to help me on that one, I would appreciate it.
                                                                                                  With respect                                                                                                     Clarice M. Starling
Ps. I’m aware you know of Bella’s deteriorating health but, it is him who takes the toll for both of them. It is almost painful to watch. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
Dear Clarice
You were doing so fine, following the lead and completing the tasks you were given.
Now the agent came tête-à-tête with an actual challenge and requires the assistance of someone more au courant.
It is clear I’ve asked you to act beyond your training.
Very well, follow my lead and in your next letter try to live up to your name.
When you come to my mind, a plethora of notes burst into my mind, rampant and joyous, sorrowful and cynical.
A feeling of recurring sadness and despair. Occasional, fleeting moments of upbeat melodies feel more like episodes of painfully self-aware mania among a constant bedrock of fear, and pain. A sense of loss that always revives when I listen to it again.
The expression of a broken rage, a lost love, a forgotten memory, a dead rose somehow flourishing, coming all together in a sick melancholy and expression of reasonable insanity.
Reminiscent of the monotony of our daily lives and how little of a choice we have in it, yet can't help being upbeat to an extent with hope.
I find it quite intriguing, the different emotions each of us convey through these majestic chimes. As for me, I sense harmony and merriment.
Words convey understanding that music fails to describe, but music conveys emotion words cannot express.
However it is due to the emotions it releases that our simplistic human minds cannot comprehend nor explain, a conundrum of melancholous, yet peaceful feelings that no music nowadays can do the liberty of replicating.
This is how I see you. Trying to grasp the sinister world around you, but are you ready to feel the icy fingers of terror stroke your heart?
                                                                                                With gratitude
                                                                                      Dr. Hannibal Lecter, MD
Ps. Try closing your eyes and focus on how you would translate each emotion you feel into humming. How does anger sound to you? Quick and loud or rapid and silent? Follow this advice and then you will be able to answer me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Dr. Lecter
Thank you for your insight and leading. It took me some time and a lot of concentration to find an answer worthy enough of writing down but, I’m confident this is it.
When you come to my mind, this mixture of brilliant eloquence and inhuman cruelty deluges it.
The music starts with melancholy. Dark, with hints of sweetness underlying a tone of despair. Intensity rises. Grief makes way for anger, insanity and a welcoming of death's tender embrace. Life has become hell.
Music is now fast. The grasp on reality porous and thin, like butter scraped over too much bread. The light tries to resist, but what little control remains is slipping, struggling to fight back.
 The darkness, emboldened by the chaos, responds in kind, eager to stamp out the last embers of hope.
The darkness has taken root now. The host no longer resists the parasite's will. But within the darkness, there’s a new purpose. The devil might have changed his appearance but he cannot betray his nature.
He plays furiously, boundless now he roams free. His muster unrelenting, devouring. In his wake, only one thing remains… the purest representation of humanity's dualism. The eternal conflict for humanity's soul.
The end is bittersweet, like the aftermath of the self-casted war between spirit and mind with casualties being the human soul.
On the whole, I would say that it is the manifestation of a dance not with someone else but with yourself, you are dancing with your shadow, with your ego, and that makes it special.
Almost inveigling the gazer into taking a place to the dance                                                                                            With respect
                                                                                      Clarice M. Starling
Ps. I can not help myself but picture waltzes whenever I’m listening to my vinyls. Have you ever taken part in this type of dance, Doctor? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Clarice
I must congratulate you for your quick learning, your rapid adaptation to your environment truly will help you survive.
If you ever knew me in my personal life, you would know I never turn down an invitation to dance.
I wholeheartedly enjoyed our conversation but I am afraid I have to put it to an end for now, for I am going on a trip. One should always exercise their body as well their mind. It would also be my pleasure to teach you how to waltz.
It would be the perfect body exercise for the both of us.
                                                                                              With gratitude
                                                                                  Dr. Hannibal Lecter, MD
35 notes · View notes
forbidding-souda · 2 years
Note
hello hello!! i just randomly thought of this one while spaced out in class LMAO- could i have kaede, kazuichi and chiaki (separately) meeting someone who has the same talent as them? tysm, stay safe and have a great day!!
Kaede Akamatsu, Kazuichi Souda, and Chiaki Nanami falling for someone who has the same talent as them
I hope you have a good day too lovie
I'm writing this instead of working on my d&d campaign because I'm a procasinator and next session is going to be so mathematical I want to die
currently watching: Gen Z Childhood Trauma Iceberg THE COMPLETE SAGA
-Mod Souda
Tumblr media
Kaede Akamatsu
Tumblr media
✯ She is a tiny bit competitive. She's not used to people being on her level, or anywhere near it, as she's always blown the roof off. Initially, she doesn't know how to prove herself beyond trying to put emotional passion into her pieces and even writing a bunch of her own. When she first found out you existed, she spent a bunch of hours of her life researching you and watching your videos (you know what's even worse about you? You're hot. It's sick, makes her sick to her stomach, how could you be so perfect?).
✯ Once it came to her trying to pull you, she was so optimistic about it. Originally it was like keep your friends close and your enemies closer until boom, she wanted you to be closer to her than both her friends and her enemies. She knew that the two of you were like no one in the world so she immediately tried to convey her interest through pieces. She would chose romance-based ones. To a Wild Rose for small things like playing at restaurants while you two have a meal together (but isn't it a bit melancholic? She's pining, that song is what it feels like to her). She could play Chopin but that would only end in the two of you giggling together.
She breathed deeply, trying to steady herself. Why is she nervous? She does this sort of stuff all the time! Well, no, that's not true... competitions is not something she does that often. Her body trembled from a combination of anticipation and anxiety. Using her foot, she elongated notes as well as softening them. She played the music in which way the audience feels rather than in whatever way she felt. She needed to win - she needed to find something that can assure the world that even though you are out there, she is not going anywhere. Her confidence was unwavering. She was nervous because you are in the audience. In a more literal sense, you were her competitor. Did she want to impress you, or was she scared of losing to you? She let the melody stain the piano keys like rain to asphalt. She then put you, note by note, into the front of her mind until she discovered that it was your smile she was imagining - and it wasn't you smiling to the audience, but you smiling to her.
✯ Whose sheet music is whose? You guys don't know, you've only just now started to sign the top corner of them so you could keep track.
✯ She's used to being the one that soothes everybody but now gosh it's amazing to know that there's somebody out there who's capable of soothing her back.
✯ Throughout the day, she will grab your hand and dance with you and make you spin as if there is music playing.
.
Kazuichi Souda
Tumblr media
✯ Mans awkwardly rubbing the back of his head. His self-confidence is going haywire at the notice of you. There's no way he can even consider himself one-of-a-kind anymore but when he actually meets you, he tries to play it off as if he is unbothered which is mainly because with all the stories he's heard about you, he didn't expect you to be as attractive as you are. That conversation had a lot of "uh, yeah"'s. After meeting you, he's going to be kicking his feet doodling in his diary about you.
Driving home, he was grumbling under his breath. He's driving a stupid car that works stupidly better than it did when he was stupidly working on it. He considers himself skilled at what he does but of course, he has his flaws. You always manage to size him up around his flaws (but he can do the same to you, so it's fair game, he's still sensitive though). Around him the city is dying down as the sun starts to drop, people shuffling into karaoke bars and ice cream places makes him hum. He thinks, we should do that together. His cheeks go pink. It still surprises him how much the little things remind him of you. After closing the front door he kicks off his shoes and shuffles out of his jacket to the sound of you filling the air with your joyous exclamation of his name [he can almost hear the xoxo in your voice].
✯ The thing that makes him want to scream and cry the most is how when somebody tosses a mechanical instrument at him most of the time he won't notice and just gets hit in the head... but when he tosses one at you you just catch it! How dare you - he can't stand it.
✯ He will be on the verge of making out with you whenever you come out from under a car and you got the mucky hands and the sweat around your body.
✯ He can just talk... naturally to you about stuff and not worry about you not knowing what he's talking about.
.
Chiaki Nanami
Tumblr media
✯ You have the same interest as her? That's awesome. She is so excited to have somebody to talk to (especially about all the niche things she's into). You can impress her by knowing the shit she's talking about, and it's mainly because she's used to keeping a lot of this information in her head so she doesn't infodump on random people (and when she's talking to you, it's not infodumping but instead an two-sided conversation). Hanging out with you means that she can have a calming silence as she games with you by her side.
It is now that Chiaki takes her butt over to your house. She walked the way with her nose in her game, almost missing the train and then her stop too. The adventure gave her four wins (technically five if you count seeing you). You are surprised when she knocks and you are more surprised when she speaks before you can even say anything. "I didn't tell you that I was coming, huh?..." She trails off, her voice dreamy as she continues to game even on your doorstep. It makes you wonder why you even paused your game to answer the door when you could have just brought it with you. You laugh an airy laugh, "That's alright. I'm happy to see you." She smiles before slipping by you into your house. You look her up and down affectionately before welcoming her in. You have of course had her just walk in before, and you've also experienced her just being in your living room playing your games. She's so comfortable around you that she doesn't put much thought into social awareness (and she knows you'll continue liking her no matter how many times she walks through your front door while you're busy gaming upstairs).
✯ Ahh the two of you can have matching consoles, and since the two of you are so popular, the consoles will literally be made for you both.
✯ Omg and in game couples being based on you two. They'd have kissing animations
✯ She doesn't feel threatened by your presence at all - she is just so grateful you exist. She feels hearddddd like no tomorrow.
138 notes · View notes
dancingchopines · 2 years
Text
Mina is brave as hell and a better friend than me. She wandered through the streets, in the dead of night, alone, to look for Lucy. And when she does find her, she sees this next to Lucy, “something raised a head, and from where I was I could see a white face and red, gleaming eyes” AND STILL RUNS TOWARDS HER. I do not think I would be that brave, shoutout to Mina here. And remember, this is following many nights where Mina has been on edge and had little sleep because Jonathan is missing and Lucy keeps waking her up with her sleepwalking.
56 notes · View notes
Note
Saw u write some tips for aspiring writers and such! Do you have anymore that might make the writing better? U don't have to, just a thought because my writing needs a little work *sobs*
Hey! First off! Good for you for admitting that your writing needs work! And btw, that is a FINE place to be. Like, legit, I read stuff I wrote and want to die because ehe it needs so much workkkk. So, yeah! Don't worry about being perfect yet! You're a writer because you aren't perfect! If writing wasn't hard, everyone would do it like they're Alexander Hamilton, so. Good for you, Love!
Here are some tips!
I once took a creative writing seminar. The professor spent a whole hour and a half of our class time driving home his main point. He said, If you want to write, you need to read everything. So. This is going to sound ridiculous, because I assume your current projects are all unpublished or on ao3 or wattpad(if I'm wrong YOU GOOO YOURE A BETTER WRITER THAN ME HELLS YEAH). But stop just reading YA. Stop just reading BookTok books. Stop reading just fanfiction. Stop reading A Dance Of Thieves, stop reading Turtles All The Way Down, stop reading The Lunar Chronicles. Take a step back. Breathe for a minute. Now, I want you to go online and request one of the following three books either on Amazon, your library, or your favorite illegal book downloading website. 1) The Awakening, by Kate Chopin. 2) The Great Gatsby, by F. Scott Fitzgerald. 3) The Old Man and The Sea, by Ernest Hemingway. These books are fairly short, as novels go, and they are pretty famous and decently fun. I want you to read it. Take your time, and enjoy it, or barrel straight through and swallow every word with vigor. Whatever strikes your fancy. Just read something you'd feel proud telling your grandma you read. And then I want you to find more books like it. Go read classics. Read books that shaped the world. I'm talking 1984, and Pride and Prejudice. I'm talking Anna Karenina and To Kill A Mockingbird. Don't read these for a class, read them because you want to learn how to write. Watch how the authors use words. You can still read YA and ao3 when you're bored or tired, just don't only read that. Read what professors and writers and readers have defined as "cream of the crop" writing for years and years, and just. Idk. Let it sink into your chest like you are a hot cup of water and the book is the tea bag.
Get good with grammar. It sounds really dumb, I know, but trust me. Grammar is the music of words, and to break the rules you need to know what they are, first. I'm not saying to go dig out your grade school grammar textbook and pour over it endlessly before you write anything, heck no. I'm saying that you should look up how to use a semicolon before you use it, or know where to put commas and line breaks. I'm saying you should be able to structure your sentences in a way that lets people easily read and move through your story like it's butter.
Write stupid crap. *points at over 7 Sokeefe soulmate aus* see this crap? Do it. You know you want to. Write something overdone, overused, just get words moving. Don't feel like you have to change the world with every word that comes out of your brain. You do not have to. The fate of the world does not rest on your shoulders, dearest writer, even if sometimes it seems to.
When you get stuck, keep going. One of my favorite writers, Jack London, has a quote. It says, "You can't wait for inspiration. You have to go after it with a club." Truest thing I've ever heard in my 1010 years of being a writer on this planet. Don't stop when you're stuck. This is the advice that's gotten me through writer's block for years. A lie pushed by the media is that Writer's Block cripples you. No. It doesn't. Being busy/losing focus cripples you. So, just. Don't stop. Literally. Just make the plot go. If you can't, make a pinterest aesthetic/writing prompts board or look up "plot twist ideas" on tumblr. And, moreover, just try as hard as you can when you get bored, here's what you've gotta do. Don't pause your story when you're bored. Don't stop when it's dull and you naturally lose focus. Push through that first bout of wanting to quit. Wait until it's getting good, when you know exactly what's coming next and how you're gonna start making the story fun and exciting, and then stop, take a break, come back tomorrow. You'll open up your word doc, and be like AW YES THE GOOD PART and want to go at it again. Also, in a similar vein, avoid boring expose. Writing is partially entertaining yourself, as you write, so if you don't have fun writing the beginning of your protagonist's day, don't bother. Just begin at the beginning of the story, and weave the juicy background stuff in later.
Write what you want to read. Do you like short fiction? Write short fiction. Do you like cringe romance novels? Write a cringe romance novel. Do you like sci-fi? Write sci-fi. Like fanfic? WRITE IT! Write found family, write your own MCU movie into existence! Write whatever you want. It is your world, you have complete control over it. And use that control!!! You are the god and it is your creation!!! This is the one thing in life you can control! So enjoy it!!! You deserve to enjoy what you do!!! You deserve to have fun, writer, dearest! So do!
Hope these help! Send me another ask if you want!
153 notes · View notes
furinatism · 7 months
Text
stone face (ace ventura x reader oneshot)
requested: yep!! heres to you, YourMomIsBlowingMe (i will never get over that username LMFAO) on wattpad
a piece of my heart will always belong to ace, the hyperfixation on both movies (and the cartoon) got me thru some tough times 😭
kinda unhappy with how this turned out but at the same time kinda proud... ironic i suppose! :P
You hated people. Always selfish, and always out to get you.
All your life, you'd worked dead-end jobs. Retail, customer service, fast food, hell, even a pyramid scheme. You did what you could to scrape by.
And then, you finally thought you'd made it big.
There were a few openings at the local sheriff's office- entry-level positions with little to no required previous experience. Nothing life-threatening or hands-on, though. More like taking phone calls and sorting papers.
Of course, you'd brushed off the offerings when you'd first seen them posted. Yeah, sure, wouldn't that be great. 
And then you saw the starting wage.
Now, here you were, filing 'important papers' for your local police station. You didn't really care about the contents of the files. You always just had headphones in, listening to Satie, or perhaps Chopin.
Most days were the same. Life was fairly bland, and the one joy of life was dancing around the filing room as you listened to classical music.
Coworkers came and went, and no one dared to bother you while you were on your break. Even your current supervisor (a temporary one at that- a few months before you began working there, a whole lot of corruption and conspiracy had went down, causing the previous supervisor to be jailed) barely spoke to you. You got your work done swiftly and efficiently, and didn't care much for socialization.
All had been relatively normal until he showed up.
You relished the peaceful days at the station. Little to no reports, barely any paperwork to file, and a quiet afternoon in the break room. But it seemed that 'peaceful' day would head in a much different direction.
When a brightly dressed, energetic individual entered the station, you were already thrown off. Boisterous people weren't your kind of crowd.
However, this man was more than just boisterous.
He had announced his arrival quite loudly, to your annoyance. He threw his business cards up in the air, letting the cheap cardstock flutter down to the floor. You couldn't help but wonder if he held a grudge against the janitorial staff.
As you pressed your headphones closer to your ears, hoping to drown out this man's incessant noisemaking, you felt your self-proclaimed safety blanket be snatched away.
"Well, well, what are we listening to?" The man's voice came out in a drawl, surprisingly smooth. You snapped your head up, and the bright figure wore a shit-eating grin as he spun the headphones in his hand before slapping them over his own ears.
"Ah! Variation 5 from Paquita, correct?" he chatted idly, spewing some nonsense fact about the ballet. You glared up at him, grabbing your headphones back quickly as he was distracted by the sound of his own voice.
He shrieked dramatically, placing his hands on his head. "Hey, hey! Watch the 'do, woulda?!" His cries fell upon deaf ears as you adjusted your headphones.
"Don't make a fool of yourself, Ventura! That there's Y/N, they've been here for a few months and don't take shit from nobody!" One of your middle-aged female coworkers cackled at her own description of you, slapping you on the back much harder than you're sure she meant to.
You stumbled forward as a result of her force, your headphones being knocked out of your hands. You cursed under your breath, glaring back up at this 'Ventura' man as you picked your saving grace back up off of the floor.
'Ventura' stuck his hand out, imploring you to shake it. You did so, albeit extremely reluctantly. As his warm hand encased yours, you glowered.
"The name's Ace, Ace Ventura. I'm a... heh, pet detective. And ya see, I'm here to celebrate my three month anniversary of SHOWING UP THIS WHOLE STATION! OH YEAH!" He pulled his hand away to, well, pelvic thrust victoriously. You stifled a laugh at his antics, and your coworker made a strangled noise of shock.
"Well look at that, Ventura! You nearly cracked the stone face!" she joked. Ace tilted his head, staring at you.
"Stone face? What are you talking about, Montoya?" he inquired. You clenched your jaw, attempting to walk off. However, Montoya held you in a vice grip.
"Well, Y/N here hasn't cracked even a smile since they first started working here. Matter of fact, me and the guys were startin' to think it was impossible for them to show an emotion other than apathy!" she hollered, her dry fits of laughter becoming slightly grating to your ears.
Montoya was one of the few coworkers you could tolerate. She was motherly, but in a rough way. She gave off a tough-love vibe, the kind of woman to noogie you and smack you if she caught you underage drinking. Sometimes, though, she still got on your nerves.
Ace smirked slightly, and you grew even more irritated. "That so?" he teased. "Well, I bet I can get 'em to laugh by the end of the year, Montoya!" She stuck out her hand, and as they shook, they announced in unison, 'deal!'.
You threw your arms up in defeat, groaning. "Maybe your deal should be to see who can stop talking about me as if I'm not even here by the end of the week!" you cried. Slipping your headphones back on, you walked back to your filing room.
Finally, peace and quiet.
You hated Ace Ventura most of all. Out of every person you'd ever met, you were sure you despised him the most.
Your once-quiet and enjoyable breaks were now interrupted by your headphones being taken suddenly and a familiar voice sounding out from behind you, an irritating 'guess who?' leaving his lips.
You would immediately stumble to get your music back desperately, and each time he would name exactly the song you were listening to.
At this point, you were honestly surprised. Who knew such a foolish, idiotic man had such knowledge on works featured mainly in ballets?
And then, one day, he had caught you dancing along as you did your work.
You had never prided yourself in your dancing, but you had endlessly studied certain ballets for years on end. Call it a hobby or an obsession- either way, it was what got you by.
You were shocked when a pair of arms wrapped around you, lifting you up at the exact moment you had planned to check if the door was still closed.
"Guess who, sugarplum?" he sang cheekily, spinning you around slightly. You screamed, unable to control your sudden outburst of giggles. 
"Hey, please, put me down!" you shrieked, still laughing as he held you close. You tried to ignore the way your body temperature rose at his proximity to you, and the way his arms were wrapped around you...
His voice was unnaturally low now as he muttered, "Told ya I could make you laugh." You furrowed your brow, annoyed once again.
"Go back to whatever it was you were doing, Ace! Tell Montoya about your little bet, and that you won, alright? But leave me out of this shit," you sneered. As you continued your work, you could tell Ace hadn't moved from where he stood. He stood there, still watching you, unmoving.
"What? Go on, you won your deal! Now go."
"That was the first time you said my name," Ace cooed, a stupid smile making its way onto his face. You rolled your eyes, turning away again.
"I like it when you say it. It's a lot better than the other names you call me," he joked. You cracked a smirk at his words.
"What? You mean shithead, bitchboy, and bastard aren't endearing enough for you?" you teased, and Ace let out a laugh.
You sighed once again, trying to push down the feelings that arose over his laugh. "Just... go now, please."
You would never admit that you had wished he would've stayed.
The station's New Year's party wasn't an event you had been chomping at the bit to attend. However, with incessant urging from Montoya and Ace, you resigned yourself to a night of observing drunken buffoons.
The partying never seemed to take a break. Montoya was already shitfaced by the time you got there, while you couldn't seem to find Ace anywhere.
"H-hey, Y/N!" Montoya stuttered out, her words slurring together. She leaned on you for support, despite your body nearly being crushed by the woman's much more muscular frame.
You coughed- her breath reeked of alcohol. "Jesus, how much did you have to drink?" The woman simply cackled at your words, grabbing a random solo cup from a nearby table.
"Oh, please Y/N! My fun has just begun!" She downed yet another swig of beer- or was it whiskey? You weren't sure what this party had to offer- before growing closer to you once again. "I'm surprised, Ventura said he couldn't get you to crack even the slightest smile. And now, here we are, end of the year. I guess he'll be losing!" 
Your breath stopped momentarily, the shock seeping in. "A-Ace said that?" 
He didn't tell her that he won their stupid little game? I guess he's... a little more mature than I gave him credit for?
Your train of thought was disrupted by Montoya's drunken squealing.
"I did it! Ha! You cracked a smile, I WIN! I'm gonna go tell that cocky Ventura right now! He's going to piss himself, hell yeah!" 
You watched as Montoya slugged away, a small smile still on your face. You covered your mouth quickly, not wanting to draw anymore attention to yourself.
"How's it goin', sugarplum?" Ace purred, sliding into the space beside you. You turned away from him, desperate to hide your grin and the heat rushing to your face.
"A-Ace, I haven't, um... I didn't, oh, um..." Your words caught in your throat, and you had to stop yourself from burying your face in his chest that instant. He slowly moved your hand away, letting out a dramatic gasp as he witnessed your smile.
"Y/N L/N, smiling?! This isn't normal, you need to see a doctor this instant!" he shouted. Luckily, with the rest of the party noise, his showing off was drowned out. He pressed a hand to your face, pretending to be feeling for your temperature.
"Oh, my!" he exclaimed, a girl-ish Southern drawl being added into his eccentric speech as he continued, "Looks like you've caught yourself a fever right there!"
You ducked away, trying not to laugh. "Ace, enough! Now, being serious. You didn't tell Montoya about how you won your stupid deal?" you inquired. Ace sucked in a breath through his teeth, placing his hands on his hips.
"Well darlin', what can I say? My reward was just getting to see you happy," he teased, cupping your face gently. You felt like your eyes were going to bulge out of your skull as he leaned in.
Your moment, however, was interrupted by a victorious Montoya.
"Guess what, Ventura! I did it! I cracked that stone face like an egg, I'll tell ya! So you lost, and I won! Suck on that, pet boy!" she screamed, throwing her arms up (and subsequently sloshing the mysterious alcoholic beverage in her cup around haphazardly).
Ace chuckled, bringing you in closer to his side with an arm wrapped around your waist. "What can I say, Montoya. You won! But as you'll soon come to find, I've won a bigger prize," he said smoothly, fingergunning at the woman. In her buzzed stupor, she just shrugged and walked away.
You turned to face him, an unimpressed look on your face.
"Really? Now that was cheesy. What's next, you're gonna kiss me as the new year rings in?" you teased, pursing your lips.
Ace let out a fake laugh, pulling you in flush to his body. You looked away instinctively as he leaned in close, whispering to you as he had the day he won that foolish game.
"On the contrary, my dear, I've never been a man who likes to wait."
14 notes · View notes
joysmercer · 11 months
Text
misc six observations:
the pantages is the most gorgeous theater i’ve ever been in (not that i’ve been in many but u know)
it’s also along the walk of fame and kirsten chenoweth’s star is right by the door (lena horne's is just across the street)
they didn’t advertise my show as accessible but it was open-captioned and asl-interpreted (but it looks like both things were only viewable to ppl seated on the left side)
an old couple next to me were trying to figure out which “chopin composition” the pre-show music was? (they’re all piano covers of pop songs) v confused
the “queen bios” in the playbill list aragon’s interests as “religion, sewing, dancing, and a bit more religion”, boleyn’s says she’s remembered for “headlessness”. parr’s talks about her friendship w mary and that her mom was LIW to some previous wives, but makes no mention of the fact that aragon was her godmother(/namesake) or that she married seymour’s brother
the minute greensleeves started playing, people started cheering. it was so fun
khaila was born to play aragon that's all im saying. literally nonstop applause until the dluh intro
storm's boleyn tiptoed that line between "idk what's going on" and "smart and cunning" so so well
cleves did the ponytail-pull instead of seymour? idk if this is a recent change but it has Interesting implications characterization-wise lmao also it was just funny because olivia had to significantly reach up to get to courtney's hair
speaking of which, both nat and cmack's new wigs look a lot fancier than their old ones somehow
im pretty sure nmp actually started crying during hos (which, even though i've heard her sing it a million times, was every bit as beautiful as i thought it would be)
hoh live is an Experience in the best way, they just looked like they were having the best time bouncing around the stage
the audience member picked for get down was so good/confident olivia cheered for her the entire time instead of doing the "this is my song" bit after shfghjkl
get down is already such a lively song but olivia's version amps it up even more like i was in stitches during the intro and the entire audience was fired up by the end
the k-howard roast didnt get as many laughs as it should've :// i felt so bad for courtney because she delivered those lines flawlessly
and then loud and immediate applause after aywd??? L audience tbh
(also interesting note – the asl interpreter didn’t sign for applause after the song like she did for all the others)
natalie's "I DIED" was every bit as amazing as all the audios. also she basically chased khaila offstage while saying that line sdkf
i think gabriela is my new favorite parr im so obsessed w her take on idnyl and her acting (even in the background) is impeccable
there were some obvious mic issues – both cmack and storm were a bit quieter than everyone else and khaila was way louder; all three of them left the stage at various points for unknown reasons (but there wasn't a show stop and i dont think most people noticed someone missing)
this cast's chemistry was i n s a n e like the little interactions and they way they reacted to each other plus the harmonies…10/10 no notes
speaking of which. there was a really sweet moment toward the end of idnyl ("why should i tell that story?") where aragon puts her hand on howard's knee comfortingly
standing ovation after six!!! idk if this is a regular occurrence but they bowed an extra time because of all the clapping lol
except then people started leaving, so courtney had to start the megasix early and you could barely hear her over the audience
but it was ok cuz people stayed on their feet throughout the megasix too and again the girls took a really long time leaving the stage after bc the cheers kept getting louder!!!
tldr i had the BEST time and if the tickets weren’t so expensive id go again and again <3
13 notes · View notes
joandfriedrich · 1 year
Note
Hi! If you’re feeling up for it could you maybe write a snippet of Laurie having spicy dreams about Amy before he realized what he felt (when he was in Europe of course) Haven’t gotten it out of my head since that one ask lol
This is a canon-verse fic, and I hope this will do, I did it in one shot pretty much.
Laurie sat at his desk, utterly frustrated, confused and ashamed. He tried his best to make something that would make Jo love him, a piece of music that would encapsulate all that he felt for her, and yet, whenever he tried, all he felt was frustrated, incomplete and sad. Taking a moment away from the desk to the balcony to breathe the warm and light air, he could hear music in the distance.
Chopin: Raindrop Prelude.
It was the same piece that he and Amy danced to at the ball in France, and suddenly, he recalled the scent of flowers that she wore, how close she was to him, her smile made him feel warm and her voice soothed something inside him that Jo never could. Music flowed freely in his mind when he thought of Amy, and he felt utterly ashamed to have done so. How could he claim to love one sister while dreaming of the other?
Shaking his head, he returned to his room and had decided to call it a night. Sleep at first alluded him, tossing and turning, his mind going back to Amy, back to that ball. He held her so close that he felt her warmth radiating off of her, the flowers by her neckline filling his nose. The candlelight had made her golden hair look like a halo, unbearably soft and curls tempting to caress. It was remarkable o him that this was no longer the same little girl he knew so long ago, but a young woman of wonderous grace and magnificent beauty, worthy enough to be the muse of any artist.
He noticed for the first time the shape of her lips, full and romantic, begging to be kissed and kissed again and again. What if he had kissed her? Would her lips be as soft as rose petals and taste as sweet as honey? What if her hands buried themselves in his hair, pulling him closer? His lips brushing along her lips to her rosy cheeks, down her elegant and white neck, and before he could stop himself, he kissed the lovely white breasts that were adorned in flowers.
His hands sought the laces in the back of her dress, kissing her lips again as her sweet and gentle hands worked to remove his jacket. And then...
He woke up.
Laurie laid there for a moment, trying to clear his head and understand what had just happened. Then shame and shock over came him; how could he have made a melodramatic and what was supposed to be a heartfelt hurt expression of love for Jo, but dream of Amy like this? Thank goodness he was far away from both of them, so he would not have to face the shame of seeing other of them and trying to pretend this hadn't happened. He put himself in a tub of cold water and then dressed to walk around, try to figure out why on earth he could have passionate dreams and loving thoughts of Amy, but never once have had a thought or dream of the kind of Jo.
Why on earth could he feel this way?
25 notes · View notes
Text
Songs/Bands and Artists I like which I think some of my favorite BSD characters would listen to, mixed with some headcanons about them but my music taste is all over the place and I have no real favorite genre
Chuuya:
Maneskin
ABBA (He and Dazai dance to ABBA since they were teens)
Taylor Swift
Doja Cat
Cigarettes After Sex
Out of Touch by Hall & Oates
The Smashing Pumpkins
Happier than ever by Billie Eilish
Go Hard (La.La.La) by Kreayshawn
He only listens to Mitski when he's drunk and thinking about Dazai
Dazai:
The Smiths
Mitski
ABBA (He and Chuuya dance to ABBA since they were teens)
Cavetown
Melanie Martinez
I think I'm gonna kill myself by Elton John
Maybe he liked listening to the Gorillaz when he was a teen
Girl in Red
TV Girl
TOP
In my head by bedroom
Billie Eilish
Oulala by Vunderbar
Bimbo Doll by Tila Tsoli
I don't know how to love by the drums
Lady Gaga
Shibusawa:
Bernadette and I come with Knives by IAMX
Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark
Swimming Pool by Marie Madeleine
Classical Music but he doesn't pays much attention to composers so he listens to a bunch of composers mixed together
Little Dark Age by MGMT
Electroforez
Hollow by Mr.Kitty
Freakshow by Punkinlove
Sigma:
Lady Gaga
Heart for Brains and I can't handle change by Roar
The Greatest and Chandelier by Sia
Mitski
MARINA
Cavetown
Melanie Martinez
Queen
Puttin on the Ritz by Taco
Greedy by O3eo
The Drums
Icicles by The Scary Jokes
dreamcore by Pathetic
Tchaikovsky
Hug me by Pharrell Williams and Trey Parker
Le Festin from the Ratatouille soundtrack
ABBA
Fyodor:
Tchaikovsky and a bunch of other composers like Beethoven, Mozart, Chopin, Brahms and newer classical music but Tchaikovsky is his absolute favorite and he can play a lot of his songs on his cello. He usually does this to calm down or get his head a bit free of all the overwhelming thoughts
ABBA
IC3PEAK
I come with knives and Bernadette by IAMX
Molchat Doma
Swimming Pool by Marie Madeline
Electroforez
Black No.1 (Little Miss Scare All) by Type O Negative
Who is she? by I Monster
No 13 Dance of the Knights by Sergei Sergeyevich Prokofiev
никогда by руслан утюг (because of Nikolai and a special memory aka this headcanon by me)
I just know that he would listen to gospel choir songs and church music but I personally don't listen to it
Nikolai:
Bernadette and Animal Impulses by IAMX
Lady Gaga
IC3PEAK
песня без слов and перемен by Kino
Imma Kill U by Insane Clown Posse
Butch 4 Butch and Inarticulation by Rio Romeo
Princess Castle, Yandere and Hello Kitty by Jazmine Bean
мы by дайте танк (!)
никогда by руслан утюг
бiблiотека by колос
Electroforez
Melanie Martinez
Gallery Piece by Of Montreal
Where's Your Head At by Basement Jaxx
The Smiths
Blow my Brains out by Tikkle Me
Queen
Marry by Alex G
Hurra Hurra die Schule brennt by Extrabreit (A old german song. The title means Hooray Hooray the school is burning and it's literally about some girls burning down the school. It's not brutal thought. It's a bit comedic)
Mircochip by Oliver Buckhard
Küss Mich by In Extremo (Another German song. The title means kiss me and it's about obsessive love)
Literally anything he likes. He has no favorite genres
Edgar Allan Poe:
Mareux
Queen
Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark
Cavetown
ABBA
The Cure (He probably loves The Lullaby the most)
Black No.1 (Little Miss Scare All) by Type O Negative
Mushitaro:
Queen (Because of his boyfriends Poe and Ranpo who always listen to Queen)
ABBA
Mitski
Elvis Presley
Murder in my Mind by Kohedell
Bram:
The Smashing Pumpkins
ABBA
The Cure
Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark
Vampire Smile by Kyla la Grange
Mixed classical music
Hug me by Pharrell Williams and Trey Parker (Aya made him listen to it)
The Smiths
80s music
So This Is Love from Cinderella by Ilene Woods and Mike Douglas (He often thinks of his old friend Lovecraft while listening to it but always scolds himself when he realises. Who can blame him tho. It's easy to think about old feelings when you aren't exactly able to do things on your own and usually lie around)
Genesis by Grimes
70 notes · View notes
doodle-pops · 2 years
Note
I've been thinking do you think the elves would appreciate opera singers like Luciano Pavarotti, Maria Callas etc... over pop music? And if you introduced ballet to them what would their reactions/thoughts/opinions be on say swan lake etc...
I don't really listen to opera to know those names, but I have listened to opera before. The only name I known is Andrea Bocille. I would love to see a ballet recital esp Nutcracker 🥺
I would say that classical music in general and opera would be highly appreciated over pop and modern music by the elves. I mean, when you have Vivaldi Winter (The Four Seasons), Beethoven's Moonlight Sonatas, Chopin's Fantaisie Impromptu, Tchaikovsky's Swan Lake + Nutcracker, Mozart and Bach, just to name a few, you can't go wrong at all.
**
They would be fascinated from beginning to end. The lights, the costumes, the dancing, the music, everything they would be hooked on and have a deep appreciation for. Most likely to sit quietly throughout the entire play and just observe while taking it all in.
- Feanor, Maedhros, MAGLOR, Celebrimbor, Fingolfin, FINGON, FINARFIN, FINROD, ECTHELION, GLORFINDEL, Galdor, Rog, Egalmoth
When the play is over, they would bombard the orchestra with a million questions on their musical talents and if they could learn or join or probably write alongside the artists.
- MAGLOR, FINGON, FINROD, ECTHELION
46 notes · View notes