#fat fuck diary

[thmisfitclub]

#my mad fat diary #and I dont like to talk with anybody #rae earl #finn nelson #my fucking dream land

[someofitwastrue]

fat mac :) 👍

#its 5:30am im high as shit save me fat mac fat mac save me #i guess its also tumblr diary hour bc bf is in other room asleep & i have to talk about this SOMEWHERE #‘talk about this’ my point is just fat mac #i miss him #save me fat mac :( #LMAO WILL PROBABLY DELETE LATER ……. #🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️ #i was going to tag this as iasip initially but it got too personal #. #ok fine #iasip #mac mcdonald #mine #Edit -> idk what the fuck i meant by got too personal 😭 i need gosleep 😴

[girlbossblog444]

How it feels to be locally hated by both ed and haes community

#fat activism #fat acceptance #haes #anti haes #health at every size #ed bullshit #ana meal #anorexcya #ed relapse #light as a feather #femcel #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder #ed recovery #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #ana recovery #ana bllog #ana trigger #ana rant #tw ana diary #ana e mia #tw mia #ana y mia #in my hater era #localy hated #locally hated #cry me a river #cry me a fucking river

[weightlessantique]

Why is having an average body so humiliating? Like my body can't decide if I should be skinny or fat

#ana tricks #calorie restriction #food restriction #pro @na #pro a4a #pro for me not for thee #4n0r3xia #@n@ buddy #@n@ diary #anatumblr #fatty #@na fast #fat piggy #fatsp0 #thin$po #bingedisorder #ana buddie #fuck my body #b0n3sp0 #i wanna relapse so bad #just binged #ana log #ana y mia #ana e mia #analog #4n4blr #3d relapse #ed relapse #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed

[twilightsnights]

Bella hadid is so real

#tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran #i wanna be pretty #bulimima #i wanna throw up #loose weight fast #loosing my fucking mind #ed vent #tw ed diet #disordered eating mention #so fat

[ch-3-rrycoke]

!Tw!

!BØDY CH3CK!

This were taken back in December before i got hospitalized. It still wasn't where I wanted to be , but it was still better than now. I need to get back there and even lower. Also the first pic was taken after a binge.

~please don't report jsut block.

#ana e mia #light as a feather #tw ana diary #starv1ng #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #tw mia #weight loss diet #⭐️ving #fuck my body #body ch3ck #body chex #ribs #fat #im going to kms

[venusatnight]

I hate that my mom keeps commenting on me losing weight when I still look like like such a fkn whale. Like I look like I lost weight WHERE?!? Is the weight loss in the room with us?!?!?!

#tw ana diary #fatass #fucking gross #fat ana #i want to ⭐️ve #tw ed discussion #feeling insecure #i need to lose so much weight

[vitamingummybear]

my body out on nowhere:

#i fucking hate my body #i've been on a plateau for a month #i can't poop #tw ed diet #ed relatable #th1gh g@p #ana struggles #ed vent #tw ana diary #my arm fat is making me go crazy #ana weightloss #it's like i'm getting fatter every day #i can't believe i have to go to the beach next weekend #i can't look like this the day of my sisters wedding #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #ed but not sheeran #ed bllog

[fuckkk-i-need-therapy]

TW ë.d

i seriously need help. i don’t want to get better. not yet at least.

what i need is for all of this to be worth it.

PLEASE. IM BEGGING. if anyone has tips on how to lose fat as fast as possible just spill the secrets.

i dont really know how much more i can take before i completly lose it

#ana trigger #ed meals #ed not sheeren #thin$p0 #weight loss motivation #what the fuck is going on #tw ana diary #thinspø #ana meal #m34lspo #fat loss #pro a4n tips #notprojustusingthetags #pls help #tw edd #ed not ed sheeran #ed vent #ed relapse #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #tw ed sheeran #ed disorder #ana shit #ana tricks #tw ana fast

[persephonbee]

Capitalism + diet culture = the "polite" way to describe a fat person is by what they purchase.

"plus sized" my fat ass.

#diary #mine #fat liberation #fuck diet culture #fuck capitalism #Fuck the way they reinforce each other

[parenthesespuke]

YALL EVEN AFTER MY CHEAT DAY I STILL DROPPED LIKE .6 POUNDS?? HONESTLY I MIGHT NOT EVEN FAST TODAY BC WHAT THE FUCK

#i was 100% expecting to maintain or even gain but LOSING??? FUCK YEAH!!!!!!! #ed but not sheeran #obese ana #tw ana diary #ana trigger #fat ana #ana shit #annarexya #diet log #4norex1a #ana stuff

[pastelanasblog]

“why are you standing like that?” “you.. really bought that?” “i mean.. your shoes are okay” “why did you make that face” “god you just gave me the ick” “i hate it when you do that” “your face lmaooo” “you certainly look better than you did before”

#my best friend everyone #this was all in the past 5 hours #if i wasn’t so fucking fat #god i hate myself so much i want skin myself alive what the fuck is wrong with me #why am i so ugly and pathetic and worseless i want to die #tw ana diary #disordered eating thoughts #4norexi4 #ana trigger #low cal restriction #🕯️as a 🪶 #th!nsp0 #⭐️ving #i hate it #th!n$piration

[cassies-soul]

Your mental health matters.

Get help, or don't.

We don't care.

[as]

#mental health #adult swim #i hate my body #tw ana rant #pro for me not for thee #fitspo #cassie-offspring #light as a feather #a4a diary #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #mentally drained #fat and ugly #sadgirl #depressing shit #vent #but idc

[weightlessantique]

I think my ana turned into bed.

#pro @na #pro a4a #4n0r3xia #ana tricks #calorie restriction #food restriction #pro for me not for thee #@n@ buddy #@n@ diary #anatumblr #ana trigger #ed blogg #i wanna relapse so bad #ed relapse #tw restriction #3d relapse #4n4blr #ana rant #4norexi4 #fuck my body #@nor3xia #just binged #@na vent #ana bllog #bingedisorder #bing eddsworld #pro for myself #pro4ana #fat piggy #ana y mia

[seventh-district]

i’m not like other girls, my “Rest” stats are a heart rate of 110bpm and a HRV of 14 fucking milliseconds. :)

#Seven’s Public Diary #vent #vent post #cw vent #cw vent post #cw health #cw heart #i’m so stressed :) i am soooo fucking stressed and my body is Suffering because of it #i want to just lay here and stare at the ceiling but. maybe a little venting will help #sighhhh wish [N]MbD Sun were here to obsessively fret over me #he can be mean about it idc. at least i’d have someone acknowledging how bad things are for me #sometimes i wonder when the last time was that my body Wasn’t in fight or flight to some degree #have i Ever actually relaxed #hhhhhhh c-ptsd is a bitch #anyways there’s so much to vent about but i’m. doing my best to be vague. i need to be more vague about things #a lot of stuff i can’t vent about anyways. it’s too personal #so instead i’m gonna complain abt how i haven’t been able to play Genshin or Star Rail for nearly a month now #and about how slowly my back is recovering. it’s like every time i re-injure/have a flare up. it heals.. worse. slower and lesser #i dunno how it’s ever gonna get better. truly better. maybe i’ll live with this forever #if being fat is the problem which is definitely partly is. then yeah i’m fucked #all of my problems just make each other worse and i don’t know where the way out of it all is #every time i think i’ve found it i’m wrong and i just make it all worse #anyways as soon as i figure out how to strengthen my core without breaking my back. it’s over for u bitches #‘u bitches’ being uh. all of the shit that needs doing that i cannot physically fucking do right now #i miss being able to sit down. and i’m Regretting de-converting my standing desk back to sitting bc now. i cannot use my PC #which means i can’t fucking do a some of my work or play my silly little gacha games and i’m mad abt it #i’m mad abt a lot more serious things too but again. can’t talk abt it so i’m gonna focus on trivial shit instead #anyways. sorry as always to everyone i haven’t spoken with lately. and in general. i’m so drained from the Everything that i just. can’t. #it shouldn’t be this hard for me to stay in touch w ppl but. it is. guess i’ll add that onto my list of things to be stressed about #i’m so tired of everything man. and i hate being so negative and mean when im stressed & in pain. makes me feel like im becoming my father

[tryingtobelight-as-afeather]

day 1:

stats ♥︎

hw: 192 lb

cw: 190 lb

gw 1: 180 lb

gw 2: 170 lb

gw 3: 160 lb

gw 4: 150 lb

gw 5: 140 lb

gw 6: 130 lb

gw 7: 120 lb

gw 8: 110 lb

ugw: 100 lb

height: 5’4

#im so fucking fat ik #slowly working on it ❤️ #@n0r3xia #ana trigger #i wanna lose weight #tw ana diary #i want to ⭐️ve #th1gh g@p #@na rules #an0r3c1a #ana bllog #tw ed diet