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ask-shane Ā· 6 months
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Currently going through one of those rough caffune-induced midnight anxiety attacks.
So you have tips for riding out anxiety attacks? Other than with alcohol I suppose.
manā€¦ i know that all too well. i might not be the best person to consult but since youā€™re here i might as well make myself useful.
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when you're having an anxiety attack, i know it feels like itā€™s impossible to calm down. in spite of that, take some slow, deep breaths. breathe in, breathe out. focus on that. try to ground yourself in reality and remind yourself that you're okay.
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not saying you were gonna chug a bottleā€¦ but stay away from alcohol. even if it does help in the moment, it'll just make everything worse later on.
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katiexpunk Ā· 7 months
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Master List
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Hi, I'm Katie! I'm just a lil fic writer trying to make her way on this hell site and write things that make people turned on happy. I write for Pedro Pascal characters, and will forever be a Joel Miller apologist. You'll catch me dead before I use Y/N. My requests are open. I love to make new friends, so feel free to slide into my DMs and ask me anything, send in a request, or just say hi.
I do not consent to my fics being fed to AI or used to make AI chat bots.
For fic updates, please follow my notifs blog: katiexpunkupdates
Also the fact that I have a masterlist blows my fucking mind. To all of my lovely followers and moots who have been with me on this journey, thank you for encouraging me, and for reading. Ilysm. Enjoy!x Most Recent Fics:
+ Fuck Me, Fill Me | Thoroughly Fucked, Thoroughly Filled (4/27) + Dream of Me (updated) | Dream of Me Part II (new)
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šŸ”„ smut | šŸ–¤ fluff | šŸ•¶ļø dark/noncon/dubcon/DDDNE
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Series
Sex On Fire - Complete šŸ”„šŸ–¤ Read on AO3 Pairing Firefighter!Joel Miller and Fem!reader | AU Series Summary: You're a country girl in the big city, thanks to your generous aunt. You expected to have adventures your first year in New York, but what you didn't expect was for your hot, firefighter neighbor, Joel, to be part of them.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
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Pairing officer!Joel Miller and Fem!Reader | AU
Part 1
Parts 2-4: On hiatus from this WIP; I'll get there!
Series Summary: You're a small-town reporter, living a life dedicated solely to your work and the relentless pursuit of truth. It's all pretty routine, almost too easy, albeit exhausting. Little did you know that the one thing you could never have predicted was the arrival of Officer Joel Miller. Suddenly, your story takes an unexpected turn, writing itself in ways you could have only dreamt of as he shows you what it really means to protect and serve.
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28 Floors - Complete šŸ”„šŸ–¤ Read on AO3 Pairing Joel Miller and fem!Reader | AU Series Summary: You're a good girl. A senator's daughter who is always there to show your support to your father. What he doesn't know is that his best friend, Joel Miller, is practically the only real reason you show up to events to support him. After one night of schmoozing, you and Joel end up in an elevator alone together. Joel Miller has 28 floors with you, and you bet he's gonna use them.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
One Shots:
Desert Dust | Read on AO3 šŸ”„šŸ–¤
Summary: You're a small-town waitress in a highway town in Arizona with a standard, safe life. You never really thought you needed more -- until you met Joel Miller.
++++ Fuck Me, Fill Me | Read on AO3 šŸ”„šŸ–¤ Part 2, Thoroughly Fucked, Thoroughly Filled
Summary: Accidents happen all the time ā€” people fall, knives slip, condoms break.Ā You spent years successfully avoiding one. Except things are different now, you're ready for more. Your husband Joel is more than happy to oblige. ++++
Crying Over Spilt Detergent | Read on AO3 Pairing Joel Miller and fem!Reader | AU | šŸ”„šŸ–¤ Summary: You've had a no-good, really shitty, bad day. You decide to catch up on your growing laundry pile, only for your day to get worse as you make a giant mess of the detergent. Joel Miller helps you clean it up, and he cheers you up in the process. ++++
Daddy's Girl | Read on AO3 Pairing Joel Miller and fem!Reader | AU | šŸ”„šŸ•¶ļø Summary: You and Joel end up at home in bed after a long night. You want to orgasm, so you decide to take matters into your own hands while Joel watches. Joel has other thoughts about the matter. ++++
Dream of Me | Dream of Me Part II | Read on AO3 Pairing Joel Miller and fem!Reader | AU | šŸ”„šŸ•¶ļø Summary: In the dark of the night, temptation beckons. You make a silent vow to share your secret with Joel when he wakes tomorrow, but for now, you find yourself unable to resist this opportunity, much like the pulse between your thighs. ++++
The Art of Noticing - šŸ”„šŸ–¤šŸ•¶ļø | Read on AO3 Pairing Joel Miller and fem!Reader | TLOU Universe Summary: In the hushed corners of this desolate world, where whispers of yesteryears linger among crumbling ruins, you find a peculiar kind of peace; just like you did when you fell asleep in the darkroom for the first time. Still armed with your camera, even in this new world, you try to keep your heart attuned to the silent narratives of a forsaken universe. You used to think this was your strong suit; to be able to immortalize the unnoticed, to preserve the beauty around you, even in a world of darkness.Ā That was until it almost got you killed.Ā And Joel Miller hates you for it.Ā 
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Diner Girl - šŸ–¤šŸ”„šŸ•¶ļø | Read on AO3 Pairing Joel Miller and female!Reader | AU Summary: You frequent your local dinner pretty often, not just because you love their pancakes with extra syrup, but because your best friend Sydney is a waitress there. You've heard her talk about her hot boss, Joel, every now and then but you've never had the pleasure of meeting him; that was until one morning, after getting unexpectedly laid off, you decided to drown your feels in syrup and love from your bestie. Joel offers you a job, and he shows you the ropes in more ways than one.
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Nightmare Before Christmas šŸ•¶ļøšŸ”„ | Read on AO3 Pairing dark!Joel Miller and Fem!Reader | AU
Summary:Ā As an escort, youā€™ve found yourself in some pretty fucked up situations before. Years of experience have taught you to navigate such situations with a combination of tact and assertiveness.Ā Most of the time the men who exude an air of sleaze shrivel back into the corner, embarrassed and limp dicked.Ā Ā Most of the time.Ā  Tonight is not one of those times. This one is dead dove do not eat. Mind the warnings.
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Asks:
Run the Table | Read on AO3 Pairing Joel & Tommy Miller and fem!Reader | AU šŸ”„
Summary: You're home for Christmas, only to find yourself there for the New Year. You decide to blow off some steam, only to end up at Joel's Place, your old local watering hole. Bits of your past get dredged up, and before you know it, Joel and Tommy have you bent over a pool table.
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Tell Me A Secret | Pairing Joel Miller and fem!Reader | TLOU UniversešŸ”„
Summary: You're an artist. You aren't quick to share that fact, but Ellie is fast to figure it out. Itā€™s not long before all of Jackson knows. Your favorite muse, though, is Joel Miller. He has no idea. Until he does. A morning horse ride turns into so much more.
Collaborations:
Little Mouse | Read on AO3 Pairing biker!Joel Miller and fem!Reader | AU šŸ”„šŸ•¶ļø In collaboration with the amazing @josephquinnswhore
Summary: Date night. Your favorite. You were dressed up and ready for a good time, only to find out that your sleazeball boyfriend was really just a jerk. Stood up and now alone in a bar on the bad side of town, you quickly come to realize you shouldnā€™t be there for more reasons than one. An unexpected savior to your shit night, a masked motorcycle rider quite literally saves your life, not caring whose blood was on his hands as a result. His only ask as a token of your appreciation? That you go for a ride with him. What could ever possibly happen?
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Sugar, Spice and Please Fuck Me Nice | Pairing Neighbor!Joel Miller and fem!Reader šŸ”„šŸ–¤
In collaboration with my Slutty Smutty Sister @sydneyinacoma
Read on A03 | Part 1 & Part 2
Summary:Ā Ā Part 3 of @sydneyinacoma's Sugar, Spice & Please Fuck Me Nice series. Joel is your new hot neighbor and after a sexy night alone with him on Halloween (where he literally makes you squirt (!!) on his couch, you run into him after a long week at work and you two finally go on a proper date. You two eat burgers; go to a fair, and then he fucks you like it's his last day on earth. Yep :) Leftovers | Read on AO3 Pairing Joel Miller and fem!Reader | AU šŸ”„šŸ–¤ In collaboration with my Slutty Smutty Sister @sydneyinacoma
Summary: Youā€™ve waited for what feels like forever to hear Joel say heā€™ll give you what you want, and what better day to be grateful youā€™re both now on the same page than Thanksgiving. Joel shows you just how thankful he is for you by giving you loads of his cum. Yep, thatā€™s the fic.Ā **mind the warnings on this one
Drabbles:
The Kind of Love We Make
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One Shots:
Caller Number Nine | Read on AO3 Pairing Javier Pena and fem!Reader | Narcos AU šŸ”„šŸ–¤
Summary: You're a radio host of a popular late-night segment on relationships, advice and more. After a particularly bad night of calls, your final call of the night takes you by surprise.
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Heat Wave | Read on AO3 Pairing Pairing Javier Pena and fem!Reader | Narcos šŸ”„šŸ–¤
Summary: In the sweltering haze of a Colombian heatwave, everyone's on edge, including you, your nerves fried crispier than plantains in a hot skillet. Even Javi is not immune - his nights spent tossing and turning, the relentless heat driving him mad. Imagine his surprise - and yours - when he knocks on your door late one night, a little buzzed and sweaty, craving a distraction. What's a generous soul to do but let him in and share some cool, sweet cholado? As the night unfurls, the heat outside might be unbearable, but inside, things are just starting to warm up. ++++
Reporting For Duty | Read on AO3 Pairing Javier Pena and fem!Reader | Narcos AU šŸ”„
Summary: You're a flight attendant. You need to be fucked, and that much becomes all the more obvious when a hot, flirty Air Marshal named Javier shows up to fly your leg with you. That's it. That's the fic.
Drabbles:
Edging
Hands, Hands, Hands
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Gas, Grass or ASS šŸ”„ Pairing mechanic!Frankie Morales and Fem!Reader | AU
Read on AO3
Summary:Ā You muster the courage to leave your small town and shitty past behind. Fate, it seems, has other plans. Your beater of a truck breaks down in the middle of the highway, and you get it towed to Catfish Auto & Repair. After finding out you don't have the money to pay, you and Frankie find another way to work it out.
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Last Updated April 27, 2024 18+ banners are from @cafekitsune
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adalwolfgang Ā· 1 year
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šŸ–¤Hyperfixation StationšŸ’›
Helloo I'm Adal! Certified Jervis Tetch (Benedict Samuel) enjoyer along side jervis-tetch-my-beloved! I'm here to write, draw, and make friends in whatever fandom I have stumbled into!
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šŸ”žnsfw blog so minors be awarešŸ”ž šŸ–¤Multi-fandom; Right now I'm hyper focused on anything batman or JimchiASMR related but will still write for other things. Messages and inbox will likely always be openšŸ–¤ šŸ’›Proship requests are allowed!šŸ’›
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AO3ā€¢TikTokā€¢Insta Discord: adalwolfgang (Feel free to dm about anything if you can't get ahold of me via tumblr!) Sideblogs: Bo Sinclairā€¢JimchiASMRā€¢Batman Imagines
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šŸ–¤Inbox and Dm's will almost always be open!šŸ’›
Rules: šŸ–¤I'll delete any request i donā€™t vibe with without explanation šŸ’›I don't work in order of requests, more to inspiration and depending on how long your ask is. šŸ–¤I need to know character(s) + theme (plot) + reader gender/genitals etc.
What you can request: šŸ’›Character Interaction (ex. asking Jervis Tetch a question and getting a in character response) šŸ–¤Any kind of fanfiction since I canā€™t list them all. šŸ’›Headcanons (character limit is 9) šŸ–¤Imagines šŸ’›Reactions šŸ–¤I ship you with...(describe yourself) šŸ’›Letter from a character
(Dividers used on my page and posts are normally by: @cafekitsune)
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Short list of fandoms I'm currently in: šŸ–¤Batman Rogues Gallery (Mainly Gotham TV series) šŸ’›Horror (Slashers) šŸ–¤Gravity Falls šŸ’›Supernatural šŸ–¤JimchiASMR universe šŸ’›RPF (Actors and Celebrities)
(Again this is just examples of the fandoms I'm currently in though I will take requests on other things, it might just take longer for me to research them.)
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hoarart Ā· 8 months
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āœØquiet wail of a sirenāœØ MERCH PRE-ORDERS ARE OPEN!
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GUYS I am insanely grateful to you for all your attention to my works and for your likes, comments and subscriptions! THIS IS A HUGE support for me!! šŸ˜­šŸ”„šŸ–¤ I haven't published anything here for a long time, but I am now actively printing my own merch, including GO & WWDITS stuff, but I sell it exclusively at local art alleys the last few months. Due to your recent interest, I want to OPEN PRE-ORDERS here for all the merch that I have at the moment!
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SO Here's what you need to know about that crazy event:
THE FULL LIST of items available for order you can find in THIS FOLDER (prices, materials and sizes are also described in detail there)
I ACCEPT ALL ORDERS ONLY IN DM HERE, IN MY TUMBLR BLOG (write me a list of things that you want and your country so that I can check the availability of delivery, after which I will tell you about the details and proceed to payment)
Payments via PayPal only
The fixed cost for worldwide delivery is $20 ;) ā—ļøā—ļø
Orders for ACRYLIC KEYCHAINS will last from now until September 4!
Orders for PAPER PRINTS, BUTTON PINS & STICKERS will last until September 15th! After the end of pre-orders it will take about 1 month to print and packing, after which I will start sending out all packages.
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Feel free to ask me for any questions at any time!!
šŸ’–THANK YOU AGAIN GIGANTIC for your love for my art, I adore you all so much I can't....
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conjuring-ghouls Ā· 10 months
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Hi, Everyone!
āœ¶ Welcome to my Ghost sideblog! This is where I post/reblog anything related to this silly satanic band.
āœ¶ I can only follow, like and send asks through my main blog, so if you see haunted-desert creeping into your notes (lmao), that's me!
āœ¶ Youā€™ll see a lot of Copia around here cause heā€™s my my favorite papa and emotional support rat man. I love the other papas and the nameless ghouls though (Dew stan here hehehe) so I reblog them often as well.
āœ¶ I do reblog fics and adult content, so please, be aware that his is an 18+ blog. MDNI.
āœ¶ Feel free to look around and reblog anything around here! It's also ok to use my gifs as long as you let me know about it (just cause iā€™d love seeing what you used them for!) and credit me.
āœ¶ I love meeting other Ghost fans and chatting with people about them so feel free to reach out to me anytime!
āœ¶ My asks and DMā€™s are always open in case you need someone to talk to. šŸ–¤ I love meeting fellow ghesties, so don't be afraid to say hi!
āœ¶ I'd also love to be tagged on fics, fanart or any ghost posts so go ahead if you'd like to! This is 100% a safe space to thirst over the papas so make yourself at home, we don't judge here.
āœ¶ This blog is a safe space for lgbt people, poc, women, and literally everyone. No form of hate/racism/sexism/lgbtphobia will be tolerated. Be loving and kind! šŸ–¤
Thanks for checking out my blog and welcome!
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mr. ghost, unholy father, tender father, tutti frutti (for Tobias Forge)
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thepodcastsyndicate Ā· 17 days
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ā™” āŠ¹ ā‚ŠĖš INTRODUCTION ā€āž·
hello, welcome to the podcast!!
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we are moth/monarch/lunar, aka the podcast syndicate! our collective pronouns are any, and we are bodily 21. this is just a side blog for system shenanigans and rambling!
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we are a diagnosed DID system, and are very introject heavy. the main users of this account include:
šŸ—ļø DOMINO [any pronouns] āžø #ino rambles āžø runs an art account called @w0nderl-ust!!
šŸŖ» BAETYL [he/him] āžø #baetyls garden
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ MARIONƉ [they/them] āžø #marionĆ©s club
šŸŒ‹ GORDIE [he/him] āžø #gordies gym
šŸ„€ WILLIAM [they/he] āžø #williams horror attraction
šŸŒŒ PRINCE STOLAS [he/him] āžø #prince stolasā€™ galaxy
šŸ’‹ CUPID [she/her] āžø #cupids hideout
ā˜ ļø CAIN [they/them] āžø #cains camp
OH AND GO FOLLOW DOMINOā€™S PARTNER SYSTEM @magicshowstrixs!!!
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THERE WILL BE 16+ TOPICS DISCUSSED, CONTINUE WITH CAUTION
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DNI: aged under 16, proshippers, zoophiles, poppytwt, dreamtwt, edtwt, shtwt, ableist, fatphobic, lgbtphobic, polyphobic, racist, sexist, romanticism and/or demonisation of disorders/illnesses, against neopronouns/xenopronouns/xenogenders, etc..
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domino is willing to do little doodles here, so feel free to request any in the ask box! or just interact in general!
enjoy your stay!!
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supernovaodessa Ā· 7 months
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I'll send this as an Ask rather than an unsolicited DM, but the sadness in that Brittney Spears GIF caught my eye. Are you ok? Feel free to ignore/delete this, I just thought I'd check in.
I know the Brittney Spears gif was from the other day, but I only just discovered this ask so I apologize šŸ–¤
There's times when you read something that touches you and before you even have the time think about it, you're crying. This was one of them. Thank you so much for checking in. For caring. Usually if someone besides my partner asks me that, I know all the only answer they want or expect to hear is "I'm fine." But because your concern was so genuine I want to be able to be honest about it. Especially because you were able to hone in on it all from a gif.
I'm not doing well right now. The anniversary of my mom being diagnosed with lung cancer last year came around the middle of September. I've been thinking about it a lot. How much life changed when it was already hard to begin with. Her chemo and radiation is done now, but she still has immunotherapy every fortnight. Throughout her entire treatment, I was her sole caregiver. I've no problem with it and would not have wanted it any other way. She's my best friend, has been my entire life and I live for her. However, both her and I realized how alone we are when she was fighting for her life. And it was an indescribably hard lesson to learn during the most terrifying time. We learned how conditional the love was from everyone in our lives. From friends, to the closest family members we loved and trusted. My mom was always the one who took care of things for people. Took care of everyone before she took care of herself. We realized that the people who kept taking and taking and taking just couldn't be bothered when she had nothing left to give anymore.
I'll be honest when I say that I'm a pretty cynical and pessimistic person. But any little bit of hope I had in people died when all of this happened. It broke me because I saw how much it broke her. To see a woman wasting away to nothing, crying because she can't understand what she's done to these people to deserve to be treated in such a way. Why they don't love her anymore. To see her feel such fear to live the rest of her life feeling as though she has no one to rely on. It breaks my fucking heart. I find myself thinking about it during the last couple weeks and it makes me uncontrollably sob. For what she went through, and for my own fear. Of realizing that if something happens, I have no one. No family or friends to rely on. (I don't include my partner in this statement, by the way. He's done everything he can and has gone above and beyond anything I could have asked of him. I know he knows this, but I wouldn't have survived the last year of life if it weren't for him.)
Part of the fear I feel is because I'm quite sick myself. I've been battling a plethora of chronic illnesses and pain for the last 15 years. I worry that I can't take care of my mom, especially if I can't take care of myself. Pain doesn't care if I really need to work a 15 hour day 6 days a week. Or if I have to stay up the entire night taking care of my mom. It doesn't discriminate. And because of the trauma of the last year, I've really broken down physically, mentally and emotionally. I've only just turned 30, but I feel like I'm 80. I'm just...so fucking tired. My soul is so tired.
So when I saw that post that said "do you wanna come to my house and do absolutely nothing with me?" It was just like....yes. I want that so desperately. I want to be little again. I want to watch The Land Before Time VHS tapes whilst coloring in my favorite Little Mermaid coloring book with a brand new box of crayons. I want to be carried to bed and kissed goodnight, cuddling my stuffed animals and waking up with no pain. I want to be a teenager again and ride around at night with my best friend listening to music. I want to be the young adult I once was. Being a makeup artist for Chanel during the day and a classical musician at night doing Broadway shows or symphonies. And I wish I could be the woman I always dreamt of being at this age. I'm mourning the life I wanted to live, as well as the one I wanted to provide for my mom. There's so much I want. Or wish was different. But most of all, I just want to feel safe.
I apologize profusely for how long this response was. It was a way of answering you honestly, as well as getting everything off my chest that I've kept buried inside me for over a year. I know we've only spoke briefly before, but I want you to know how much it means to have someone care. To ask after me, especially when you didn't have to. I hope with all of my heart that you always keep the kind and loving nature that comes from your heart. Please don't let anything in life ever take that away. For the sake of anybody that comes your way, but especially for yourself. Most importantly, I hope you always have someone that checks in on you, too. In life. Online. Where ever you may be. You so deserve a hug right now and I'm sending you the biggest ones I can find. xx
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hack-saw2004 Ā· 2 days
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hi friends im back from being busy, updates will probably be slow today. im low on spoons and just need a day of rest. i'll try to do updates here and there today but they won't be as consistent. if y'all know of anything super pressing you want me to post about, feel free to send me an ask or a dm about it!! šŸ–¤šŸ‡µšŸ‡ø
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altin-studies Ā· 1 month
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hey! I also want to major in stats & data science, but I don't know how to exactly work for it you know? Can i dm you? :D
Not sure if I'm late but I hadn't checked in my asks like eons. Deepest Apologies for that šŸ™‡šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø.
It's a very interesting major. For the core stat part you definitely need to strengthen your math basics. Basic Algebra, Precalculus and Linear Algebra is a core part of the mathematical part of Statistics. Most course outlines will have these built in their curriculum(mine does) But if it doesn't you can always study up on this on Edx or YouTube. (You can ask me for materials as well)
For data science, you need to develop a liking for coding. (which is not easy) Everyone usually starts with Python or SQL. I didn't have any coding experience but if you work hard enough anything is possible.
To be honest, this was my Plan C for higher studies. But turns out Statistics is much more fun to study than you think. Data science is the future so definitely go for it I say.
Hope this helps. Good luck on your journey.
Feel free to DM me~
Zarin Out. šŸ–¤
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coatlscoatlseverywhere Ā· 2 months
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I'm Catherine!
Wind flight
28
She/Her
CIS
White
March 22nd birthday!
^^(If you hatch anything, or plan to, dm me!)^^
Ace, may be Bi/Lesbian
I have trouble with math, especially place value, conversions, and the like, so I need a little extra help with buying and selling stuff! šŸ˜…
I joined February 2019!
I'm a free player, and work hard in game to get currency, I don't spend any money on gems IRL!
Miki the Spiral, and Shadowing the Guardian are my Progens!
I have other blogs
@clanofmikiwing - ask blog for my dergs!
@umbreonlatias - sort of ask blog for my main Umbreon/Latias OC!
@catofaces- My second ever blog where I put most everything that isn't FR related!
@spiritexplosion - Similar to umbreonlatias, but for my brand new (Feb 16/17 2024) Hisuian Typhlosion OC's!
Lair Den
Hatchery- Not active, but feel free to browse my lair!
There might be someone in there you vibe with that I don't!
Just ask, the worst that can happen is I say no, ooooor get sidetracked! šŸ˜…
Some dergs ARE off limits, like the Fandergs, I spent good in game money on them!
I like the Arcane flight, because pink, and almost joined the Arcanist, but green, freedom, interests and such changing with the blowing of the wind, but most importantly- My birthday is always durring Mistjam, so free birthday present are among reasons why I joined Wind! šŸ¤­šŸ˜
(Also Corgos/Sky kitties as mascots don't hurt in the slightest! šŸ˜)
I can't take the Plague aesthetic, but I can get behind the notion of survival- and a favorite character of mine has red eyes! šŸ’ššŸ–¤šŸ¤šŸ”„šŸ—”šŸ‰
I had blogs YEARS ago, like 2015/16ish, but deleted them, this blog is the first blog I've had in a while!
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aprilblossomgirl Ā· 1 year
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My Drama Universe 2022 Wrap-up
For someone whoā€™s been fussy about being in a drama-slump this year (well, k-drama slump to be exact), this wrap-up list sure proved otherwise. Not as extensive as what others might have, perhaps, but these are what showed upĀ to me this year that I willingly embraced consumed. Mostly BLs and Thaiā€™s series, not all that I picked were airing this year, some aired year(s) back. Even for the ones airing this year, not all I watched live. So, it will probably cloud my perception of the show, somehow. However, Iā€™m a firm believer of that not every show is for everyone (or, in this case, me), and that sometimes I had better experience of consuming certain shows when I watched it later after its airing period in my own pace.
A bit of story nobody asked. Iā€™ve been watching Asian tv series / movies since the mid-end 90s. Started with mostly J-drama(s) and very occasionally C/Tw-drama(s), and then followed by an intense past decade of mostly K-drama(s). It was only at the beginning of this year that Iā€™ve been exposed to Th-drama(s) and BLs (or QLs in general) and that was partly due to some major changes I had this year (moving back home to a time zone 12-hours ahead after 4-5 years being away in a foreign land + the series of reverse culture shock). Diving into these media has somehow given me a new kind of comfort I didnā€™t know I needed at the time. A comfort I know I will still be seeking for the next years to come. And since Iā€™ve made this Tumblr page as my safe zone, why not include a yearly recaps/wrap-up list for my own documentation, also as an index to refer to if later I decide to make some Best-of-2022 kind of posts.
Anyway, I donā€™t do quantified rating here, Iā€™m just giving some little hearts or highly subjective brief commentary shouts, if any. But if anyone would like to talk or share some thoughts about some of these shows with me, feel free to drop by the comment or my dm or ask box :)
Oh, and when I said little hearts, I mean these:Ā 
šŸ¤ (white) - the show owns my soul, period.
šŸ–¤ (black) - itā€™s my top-something-kind-of shows.
ā¤ļø (red) - loved any aspect of the show: the stories / the tropes / the character(s) / pair(s) / the music / the aesthetics.
Ok, now, the list(s) will go under the cut. A little notes: I didn't separate them based on the genre (QL/non-QL) or the regions for my own convenience.
First, hereā€™s the list of the shows I watched and finished this year, supposedly in a chronological order I picked them (but maybe some were off the timeline -- I didnā€™t really track them real time, unfortunately):
F4 Thailand: Boys Over Flowers (Thailand 2021-2022) -- I watched almost all adaptation of Hana Yori Dango, and I must say, the Thai version was better written in most parts. Also, Kavin-Kaning was cute here, almost a match to the Koreanā€™s counterpart: So YiJeong - Chu GaEul <3
šŸ¤ Kieta Hatsukoi (Japan 2021) -- my first love, ever, in BL. I adore this show so so much!
ā¤ļø 2gether + Still 2gether (Thailand 2020) -- not gonna lie, these ones gave me comfort in an unexplainable way.
ā¤ļø TharnType (Thailand 2019) + TharnType 2: 7 Years of Love (Thailand 2020) -- you can say anything about this show or everything about it, but to me, this gave me my #1 comfort character: Type Thiwat Phawattakun, and it hasnā€™t changed.
Together with Me (Thailand 2017) + Together with Me: The Next Chapter (Thailand 2018) -- the friendship in this show was one of my favorites. Also, this show introduced me to my ultimate favoriteĀ BL casting pair: MaxTul. But my most favorite part? Their hometown by the river in the Amphawa district.
My Husband in Law (Thailand 2020) -- what to say more: a drama, that I enjoyed but will not revisit.
ā¤ļø Bad Buddy (Thailand 2021-2022) -- the 5th episodeā€™s rooftop kiss arc my beloved, and need to say noĀ more, a comfort show until today.
Cupid's Last Wish (Thailand 2022) -- my introduction to EarthMix; in a way I was glad I watched this first instead of ATOTS.
ā¤ļø Star and Sky: Star in My MindĀ (Thailand 2022) -- another comfort show,Ā my adorable Khabkluen &Ā Daonuea; canā€™t wait to see them again in Our Skyy 2!
šŸ–¤ KinnPorscheĀ (Thailand 2022) -- the show that ignites something in me which I cannot label. KimChay will forever hold a chokehold on me. A show that, in one way or another, I might never have a proper closure with. That said, the chaotic that is their casts ensemble had a very special place in my heart.
šŸ¤ Manner of Death (Thailand 2020) -- my forever #1 (not so) BL! TanBunn remains one of my top BL couples.
šŸ–¤ HIStory3: TrappedĀ (Taiwan 2019) --Ā Meng Shao Fei is everything I need in a lead character, and I need him to be with Tang Yi. Also, this show has one of the most adorable second couple.
ā¤ļø To My Star (South Korea 2021) -- this show is strangely beautiful to me. Kang Seo Joon and Han Ji Woo were those unlikely pair that I need to see being together.Ā 
Semantic Error (South Korea 2022) -- a beauty that is not for me specifically, but I enjoyed watching the growth of relationship between Chu Sang Woo and Jang Jae Young.Ā 
ā¤ļø A Tale of Thousand Stars (Thailand 2021) -- I LOVE everything about this heartwarming show with my whole heart. Tian is another comfort character to me. And the village kids! I just canā€™t stress enough how I really appreciate and love it that the show made the kids part of every step on Tianā€™s emotional growth all throughout. The slow burn romance, though, tested my patience to the peak, but in the end, it was all worth it. My very brief halfway thought here and final thought here. Canā€™t wait to see Moonlight Chicken for more of EarthMix.Ā 
šŸ–¤ Not Me (Thailand 2021-2022) -- I donā€™t think any words would suffice to express my thoughts about this show, so Iā€™ll just settle with: itā€™s fucking brilliant, enough said.
ā¤ļø Old Fashion Cupcake (Japan 2022) -- this show very much feels like a hug and comforting in way that especially when youā€™re at the age range of TogawaNozue you will understand. The conversation and gradual growth of emotional intimacy between them was something I could relate and reflect to.Ā 
Tonhon Chonlatee (Thailand 2020-2021) -- Iā€™m a big fan of mutual pining, but not so a big fan of last minutes reveal. That said, this was a show with another favorite friendship squad.Ā 
Blacklist (Thailand 2019) -- watched this during my The Eclipse era mainly because of First and Khaotung were in it. I liked the overall story and the theme it brought up, but more especially I loved the cast ensemble and their chemistry with one another.
šŸ–¤ 55:15 Never Too LateĀ (Thailand 2021-2022) -- this was my first time watching a Thai series with a kind of slice-of-life genre, and I love it, such a realistically beautiful takeaway about youth and regret. Another lovely casts ensemble with my favorite performances of Khaotung and View.Ā 
ā¤ļø Vice VersaĀ (Thailand 2022) -- an absolute beauty nobody could convince me otherwise! The aesthetics (and clearly the budget) of both audio and visual were on a whole different level. I adore JimmySeaā€™s chemistry (and so I will definitely tune in for Last Twilight). The only thing I missed was Talayā€™s job as a colorist. Wouldā€™ve loved to see it more incorporated during his time in the parallel universe.
šŸ¤ The EclipseĀ (Thailand 2022) -- this show owns my soul. AkkAyan is my everything. I lose my mind here but would love to experience the getting lost for any one more time. As imperfect as it was, this will always be that special show for me.Ā 
Big Dragon (Thailand 2022) -- a dynamic thatā€™s not for me but I stayed until the end with no complaints regardless. If anything, the color-coded lighting and sets of this show were actually something I believe to mean something more.
Love in the Air (Thailand 2022) -- not gonna lie, Iā€™m here mostly for the depiction of the architectural studentsā€™ life (which brought some nostalgia in me) instead of the romances; dropped a bit during the few last episodes of PayuRain and picked it up again once PrapaiSky started. I love Sky and he must be protected at all costs, yet I found Prapai to be that exact figure Sky needed. I was aware of the talks within the fandom about this one, and I stayed with my take.
ā¤ļø EnchantĆ© (Thailand 2022)Ā -- this one comes as the nicest surprise for me this year. It might not have the best twist of the story of all time, but I did enjoy every turn and the eventual reveal. As a diehard fans of friend-to-lover trope, I had an instant massive crush on Akk Itsara (as well as a silent and slowly whinny ā€˜why why whhhyyā€™ toward Theo) only the heaven understands. The music elevates every emotion I felt. The aesthetics were specifically made for me. My highly subjective full thoughtsĀ here.Ā 
Fish Upon the Sky (Thailand 2021) -- my introduction to PondPhuwin, and what a chemistry! This show prepared me mentally for the rollercoaster of pinched heart that is Never Let Me Go.Ā 
Choco Milk Shake (South Korea 2022) -- adorable! A cuteness thatā€™s not really for me, but cute, nonetheless.Ā 
And then, this list is for the shows that Iā€™m still watching or still ongoing, and most likely will finish:
The Warp EffectĀ (Thailand 2022-2023) -- a chaos Iā€™m looking for ever since Love Shuffle.
Never Let Me Go (Thailand 2022-2023) -- a new (hard) obsession detected.Ā (a reminder that I need to make a specific tag for this as I did My School President)
My School President (Thailand 2022-2023) -- theyā€™re cute, so cute, the cutest thing Iā€™ve ever watched! I love these babies so so much!!! And the thematic music? My everything!Ā -- I scream a lot about them here.
Between UsĀ (Thailand 2022-2023) -- so far, Iā€™m loving all the relationships in this show, but most especially the friendship trio Team, Pharm, Manow - theyā€™re everything I wanted to see in a squad!
Remember Me (Thailand 2022-2023) -- I got a mixed feeling about this one, but Champā€™s storyline hits too close to home it hurts as much.
Gaus ElectronicsĀ (South Korea 2022) -- hilarious! I adore the consistency of thematic advert on each episode.
The ShipperĀ (Thailand 2020) -- with this one, I am now convinced there are no roles that First and Ohm could not tackle.Ā 
And here, for the ones Iā€™ve started (mostly 1-2 or some more episodes in) but as of now the mood just never right enough to continue. Most likely will still be on my list next year, so I am temporarily reserved my commentaries.
3 Will Be Free (Thailand 2019)Ā 
10 Years Ticket (Thailand 2022-2023)
609 Bedtime Story (Thailand 2022-2023)
Cruel City (South Korea 2013)
Dark Blue Kiss (Thailand 2019)
Extraordinary Attorney Woo (South Korea 2022)
First Love: Hatsukoi (Japan 2022)
Ghost Doctor (South Korea 2022)
Grid (South Korea 2022)
I Told Sunset About You (Thailand 2020)
Love Between Fairy and Devil (China 2022)
My Liberation Notes (South Korea 2022)
Taxi Driver (South Korea 2021)
The King's Affection (South Korea 2021)
Triage (Thailand 2022)
Lastly, the ones that I dropped (but who knows Iā€™m gonna pick it up again later):
Cutie Pie (2022) - droppedĀ at later episodes.
LITA (2022) - dropped PayuRainā€™s part at around episode 4 or 5; picked up again when PrapaiSkyā€™s part started.
So, thatā€™s it, thatā€™s my wrap-up. I hope 2023 treats us better and allows us many many more good shows to devour!Ā 
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dinner-with-strahd Ā· 5 months
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Strahd von Zarovich - Ask Blog Information
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[aka the place i can be as syripsy as i want. hehe lowercase letters, go!]
hii! im syrips (any pronouns 30 y/o), im a shameless strahd simp and i made this blog because i enjoy rping as strahd as a DM. so i was like 'well this seems like an enjoyable way for others to rp/engage with strahd too'
another reason is because when i DM with strahd, i literally forget what strahd says/does and it bums me out.. at least with these i can reread them ooc and be like 'woah, thats cool!!' or w/e HAHah
anyways im new to rping on tumblr so pls feel free to message me ooc if needed, thank you and hope you all enjoy this silly little ask/rp blog, my beloveds!!
šŸ¦‡ Rules / Info: šŸ¦‡
Please Read: Strahd's default mannerisms may come off as abusive, toxic, and/or triggering. Please be mindful of trigger warning tags and sensitive content. Read the Legend below for alterations, adjustments, requests, and information so you have a comfortable and consensual experience!
Anon asks are fine, but anything that seems nsfw and I can't confirm your age will probably not be answered.
Must be 18+ for nsfw asks. Your profile must have your age or indicate in some form that you are 18+.
I have no limits with what I receive, but I will tag, warn, and spoiler sensitive/triggering content to provide a safe space for others. I love enabling all forms of fictional/rping indulgence, but I also want to make sure we're all enjoying it in our own consenting and fun ways.
"Dinner with Strahd" was chosen as my url because it usually holds a very immersive meaning to players/DMs. However, interactions with Strahd are not assumed to be literally in the dinner hall unless stated with (dinner) or implied through context.
šŸ©ø Default: šŸ©ø
If something is not stated, these are the defaults that I do for Strahd. Some are based on canon, and some based on fanon. If you want him to react or behave in a specific/different way, see the Legend below.
Strahd is a vampire, with a visual appearance of someone in his mid 30's to 40's.
Strahd is Bisexual.
Strahd's default pronouns are he/him.
Strahd is patient, charming, and predatory.
Strahd is only intimate/predatory to adults.
Strahd is an unreliable narrator/host.
Strahd will respond as though you are communicating in person, with a letter/familiar, or a sending spell.
Strahd supports trans/queer rights because he wants to see his Beloved's radiant smile in the perfect form.
šŸ–¤ Legend [do people still call it that??] šŸ–¤
[Closed bracket things] : i use this when i want to talk OOC
(Parentheses) : you tell me what you want in here. it can be as vague or as unlimited/detailed as you want. more detail = more accuracy. examples are below
TW : i will use this, along with the spoiler/keep reading thing, along with the tw in the tags for sensitive/specific content
Parentheses Examples:
you can add this anywhere, but i recommend in the beginning or end of your ask/message.
Example:
"hi strahd you smell dumb hehe (fluff, PC: Zinnira - fallen aasimar, rogue, sent letter with rat)"
then wham he'd respond with a silly/wholesome/funny banter or message - easy peasy!!
Random Suggestions for words to use if you want to use the Parentheses:
(fluff/comfort/good/nice/etc.) : use words like this for nice, wholesome and/or comfort strahd response
(beloved) : strahd will respond as though you are his beloved. yes, that Beloved.
(enemy/rival/conflict/etc.) : use words like this and strahd will respond as though you are his enemy [or he is yours]
(scary/evil/creepy/possessive) : im fine with these but please add if you have any limits/hard no's/boundaries, i want you to enjoy it and not actually be uncomfortable irl/ooc!
(PC - race/lineage, class, etc.) : give me context of your PC! [you can even send me google docs for context hehe i love reading]
(f/o imagines) : strahd isn't my f/o, but i enjoy these. you can also add words like if you want it to be cheesy, fluff, flirty, scary, funny, sfw/nsfw, etc.
([gender or pronouns here] Strahd) : adjusts strahd's gender/pronouns
([personality style/alignment] Strahd) : adjusts strahd's personality/alignment
(in person/dinner/letter/sending spell/etc.) : use words like this if you want your ask/message to be received in a specific way
(other oddly specific stuff) : literally go wild, this is your little ooc bubble of telling me what YOU want. have fun, my beloveds! šŸ§”šŸ§”
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xythlia Ā· 5 months
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Hi Nikita! Weā€™re mutual now omg ā˜ŗļøšŸ’«
I just wanted to let you know that if you want me to tag a certain character/kink/trope/fandom etc, feel free to let me know! I donā€™t mean to overstep, but saw some recent posts about a certain trope. Iā€™m sorry that that happened to you. I wanted to let you know that I can tag it so thatā€™s itā€™s filtered out/blocked out on your end.
I tag anything of the sort like this: tw: pro****** x student or tw: pro******x ta). In addition, other things like boss x worker/best friends dad/boss x babysitter gets tagged like that, and just anything where thereā€™s a big power difference also gets tagged under tw: power imbalance .
You can also dm me if you want anything tagged too. I just didnā€™t want to dm you out of the blue, and come across as too imposing or in your business. Hope your day went well šŸ–¤
hiii orbe!! <3 it's really sweet of u to offer but I don't need anything tagged, that particular thing with my old professor doesn't impact me too much now but I really do appreciate ur concern mootie (ā ^ā ^ā ) & feel free to dm me any time u want, it's never imposing I love chatting with moots!
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cosmicwolf978 Ā· 1 year
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Hey astronaut! Welcome to my blog!
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Quick about me:
Cosmic - she/they, no preference - 20
ace + demiromantic šŸ–¤šŸ©¶šŸ¤šŸ’œ ā¬›ļøā¬œļøšŸŸ©šŸ˜
i draw and animate sometimes ^-^
terrarium and aquarium enthusiast
fav song rn: Jigsaw Falling Into Place - Radiohead
*šŸ’«ļ½„悜ļ¾Ÿā­ļøļ½„*:.ļ½”.ā€¢āœØ.:*. ā€¢*šŸŒ™:.ļ½”āœØ.:*ļ½„ā­ļøć‚œļ¾Ÿļ½„*āœØ.ā€¢
Blog stuff idk:
-Art tag!! - #cosmic-creationsā˜…
-Drawing requests for fandom content are totally welcome! (no nsfw or anything like that though, thanks.) Iā€™ll get to them when I have time + energy. Commissions also take priority over asks. Donā€™t spam the same ask repeatedly please, it wonā€™t make me do it faster. ((i tag ask responses with #asks if you want to see previous ones!))
-i post a lot of horror game/series content so expect drawn blood/body horror/etc here
-I donā€™t use content warning tags on posts most of the time since most of the fandoms I post in already have things like blood, mild gore, and creepy imagery in general in the source content. Feel free to reblog with these tags if you want though! I do put eyestrain and flashing lights warnings though, please let me know if I missed one!
-donā€™t rb my art with kink/fetish/nsfw tags/text please, I will block you. Iā€™m not kinkshaming, i just really donā€™t need to know you like my art in that way :,)
-Iā€™m not going to talk in DMs with minors or people that have no age/indication of being an adult somewhere in their bio or pinned post.
-autism. mmmb. (responding to DMs and stuff can take a while I get socially overwhelmed very easily šŸ’€ feel free to dm just be aware of this šŸ˜­)
-i do not have a posting schedule, i just post when I have something I want to share lol
-my new years resolution was that cringe is dead in 2023 and welp. i made a tumblr blog. itā€™s great here lmao, i wish all of you a wonderful day <3
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conjuring-ghouls Ā· 1 year
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Hi, everyone!
āœ¶ This is my Ghost sideblog and where I post/reblog anything related to them. I can only follow, like and send asks through my main blog, so if you see haunted-desert creeping into your notes (lmao), that's me!
āœ¶ Youā€™ll see a lot of Copia around here cause I'm totally obsessed with him!!! I also love the other papas and the nameless ghouls though so I reblog them as well. Sometimes I reblog fics and mature content, so you might wanna be 18+.
āœ¶ Feel free to reblog anything around here! It's also ok to use my gifs as long as you let me know about it (just cause iā€™d love seeing what you used it for!) and credit me šŸ–¤
āœ¶ I'd love to find more ghost mutuals and chat with people about them so feel free to reach out to me at anytime! My asks and DMā€™s are always open in case you need someone to talk to. I enjoy chatting and would love to meet some fellow ghesties! šŸ–¤
āœ¶ I'd also love to be tagged on fics, fanart or any ghost posts (this blog is a safe space to thirst over the papas šŸ˜ˆ)
āœ¶ This blog is also a safe space for lgbt people, poc, women, and literally everyone. No form of hate/racism/sexism/lgbtphobia will be tolerated. Be loving and kind! šŸ–¤
Thatā€™s all! Thanks for checking out my blog and welcome!
Tags: #my gifs #my edits #my writingĀ 
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shadowkoo Ā· 7 months
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hello! i've been looking through eerieedits tutorials about banners but i was wondering if you could give some advice on fonts and how to place them & make them look pleasing? šŸŽ†šŸ–¤
of course! i'm more than happy to help!
i normally start with my background, photo + gif overlays, coloring files, etc. then move on to placing the member png - which i typically place on either side, i don't like to place them too close to the middle of the banner for this exact reason of font placement. (if you're not using a member png then it doesn't matter as much on where you decide to put the title of your fic.)
fonts are last bc i don't know how i'm going to set up the images yet, it's easier to me to do it this way. sometimes you'll still have to shift things around but the placement of everything is usually very close to how it originally was.
once you're ready for fonts, think of what types you want to use. i normally use a combination of a block font and a script font (i made a post a while ago about font pairings that may help you too).
if the title is long, i like to emphasize certain words or the 'main' word too that way it doesn't take up a whole lot of space on the banner. I also like the words to overlap, but that's a personal preference!
i also have certain 'rules' and best practices already in mind when it comes to creating banners that i learned when i got my degree in graphic design. some that come up most often are:
leave space along the edges of the banner, don't let the font touch the edge.
in some cases the title can 'bleed' onto the subject (member pngs) but it really depends on the placement and as long as the text doesn't go over anyone's face).
keep a good ratio for title vs subject - i like to set up my banners to be 700 pixels wide and 300 pixels high, and then i use a 70 / 30 ratio for text and subject - so 70% text and 30% subject (not including background).
if the background is super detailed, try not to place text over anything of importance.
and there are probably more but that's all that i can think of at the moment. of course, if you ever need anything explained or want advice for a banner you're working on - my dms are always open and i'm more than happy to help!
below are some examples from my portfolio that may be helpful to visualize what i mean too! feel free to use any of those titles + font placements as an example :) hope this helps and best of luck designing!!!
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