#feel free to hate

[badmom-roxanne]

Worlds Worst Mother

Nice to meet you. I may not be abusive, I may try hard to make sure I do well by my kid, but I’ll be honest. I am the WORST mom. Everyone told me once I had my baby I would be in love with them, that everything would fall into place, that being a mom would be the best thing to ever happen to me. It’s not. I hate being a parent. I am no longer a person. I am a parent, that’s all I am. If I complain I’m told how selfish I am or that I’m just depressed it’ll get better, it’ll all be worth it. To who? Am I really doing this kid any good by forcing myself to do the one thing I told myself I would never do? I never wanted to be a parent, it feels almost as if it was forced upon me, by the time I found out I was pregnant it was too late to do anything, but the truth is that I had suspicions. I had suspicions and I think I was so scared they where true I just tried to hide it from myself, I think I was in denial. My mother was an abusive pos and did not do well raising me. I knew that, I never ever wanted to be her, I knew I couldn’t handle kids, I didn’t want to be a parent because I was (and still am) terrified that I’ll become her. A bitter alcoholic narcissist.  The truth is that all of this is my fault. If I hadn’t been so stupid, I could have terminated the pregnancy. I could have given my Childs father a chance to have a choice. Now it feels like neither of us do. It’s all my fault, and I can never take it back and fix what I have done. I want so badly to do right by the people in my life. Every decision I make is pivotal to this child’s development. I never ever want my child to know how bad I fucked up... how would I feel hearing these things about my parents pregnancy, not good I imagine. It doesn’t matter now I guess. I don’t matter now, all that matters is that I don’t fuck up my kid as bad as my mom fucked up my life. I don’t know how to do this. I don’t know if I can do this, but I guess it doesn’t matter... If my kid needs my arm, I guess I’ll give it to them. I’ll give them everything until I have nothing, and then I’ll give them some more. What choice do I have?

#bad mom #feel free to hate #i dont care

[ohmuqueen]

#I hate typing on a phone that’s why I made this poll #polls #feel free to reblog with your reasons

[bioethicists]

i genuinely have no animosity towards ppl who get upset abt not being able to read academic texts + i do think we need to expand the pathways/methods of being exposed to critical concepts so that "sit + read for 2 hours" is not the only option.

however, as someone dx with adhd + incapable of sitting still for even a minute (actually right at this moment i am writing this instead of reading the book sitting open in front of me), i do feel like a lot of ppl do not realize that not all readings are designed to be read like a novel.

as in, it's ok + normal + good to need to reread a paragraph several times, to only read part of a book, to have to research or reference words or concepts in order to grasp the reading, to skip over large chunks of text which are not relevant to your expertise, to continue reading despite not understanding a concept. this is something 'neurotypical' academics do frequently + many of these texts, especially contemporary ones, were designed with this in mind.

there are many ppl with accessibility needs that are not being met by academic texts at this time! many texts (in my humble opinion) are unnecessarily complex in order to show off or hide the fact that they have no idea what they're talking about.

i still feel like many of the kneejerk reactions on this site are based on the assumption that their experience reading academic texts should be similar to their experiences reading a nyt bestseller, rather than a process of thinking, analyzing, researching, processing, returning. some of u are telling yourself that any challenges u face while reading are a result of some internal fault u have + not an expected + precious part of the experience.

#like if u hate reading feel free not to #but if u wish u could read theory #but you're convinced it's impossible bcuz it's confusing or difficult or u could never possibly read a whole book? #i encourage u to step away from this idea of reading cover to cover in one run #+ start engaging with theory like a puzzle which u can fiddle with as much or as little as u feel able to

[katetorias]

there is something so horrible about destroying churches, or any place of worship. im not even religious. it’s about the fact that people were so devoted, put so much effort into building and decorating and just experiencing this part of their life, that they hold so important. and all that effort is taken away by a fucking bomb

I find religion beautiful, and it’s harrowing to see these things happening in PaIestine and no one cares. suddenly now no one cares about religion or the importance of religious monuments

#religious monuments are important they are beautiful they are symbols of what matters to the people who made it #they are history #rambles #I hate this #I know I’m privileged to even be talking about this from my apartment but that’s why I’m doing it anyway #it’s easy to feel powerless because I mostly am #but I’ll keep sharing every thing I can #free palestine

[hannikin-grahamkin]

He's not my enemy. He is my homoerotic rival and if anybody but me ever tries to hurt him I will promptly kill them.

#hannibal lecter #will graham #hannigram #hannibal #this is applicable to many pairings so pls feel free to blorbo tag #this is just a thought i had while making up witty banter for a fanfic #nbc hannibal #hannibal nbc #hannibal the cannibal #i hate to say it but #drarry #draco malfoy #harry Potter #listen i hate her just as much as most trans people but the fanfiction is fair game #enemies to lovers #enemies with benefits #enemies to friends trope #nygmobblepot #idk how i didn't think of them #my loves #edward nygma #oswald copplepot #batjokes #bruce wayne #joker

[thechaoticrow]

for people who haven’t read the shadow and bone/ six of crows books, but have seen the show:

- inej ghafa is a survivor of childhood sex trafficking. she has ptsd and reacts in a panic attack at even walking past the menagerie

- kaz’s trauma isn’t just pekka rollins being responsible for jordie’s death, and waking up on the barge. he had to swim to shore, age nine and barely alive, using jordie’s body as a float

- the darkling has done far worse things than are shown on screen. he is not a ‘lost man’ and alina is not his ‘balance’

- alina was seventeen upon the darkling being nsfw/ romantic with her

- matthias helvar did not lead drüskelle, that was jarl brum- matthias is only just barely an adult himself

- the crows are not their own separate gang, they are part of the dregs, who per haskell leads and kaz takes over from haskell after haskell sold out his lieutenant (kaz) to pekka rollins

- zoya, genya, and alina have personalities outside of either being traumatised or hating each other

- alina never wanted any of the power and fame and idolatry, and in the end of the books is stripped of it all. she is very happy about this

- jesper is a gambling addict and somebody who watched the death of his mother

#feel free to add your own #yes i get that the show is to be treated as a fanfic #but it is at times a poorly written fanfic #that erases and ignores major parts of the characters’ backstories #and what makes them them #six of crows #grishaverse #shadow and bone #shadow and bone season two #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #alina starkov #malina #god i hate darklina #darklina hate space #jesper fahey #nina zenik #matthias helvar #wylan hendriks

[oceanfossil]

my fav letterboxd reviews of red white & royal blue aka yaoi for white liberals

#maddie moment #uploads #f slur #feel free to rb these are really funny #1k #edit: please hate watch this on fmovies or something with ur friends im begging u its an experience

[pineappical]

do you think they explored each other’s bodies

#ted lasso #ted lasso fanart #trent crimm #ted lasso spoilers #only thing i can think of because of that episode tbh. #tedependent #ted x trent #i hate drawing backgrounds *draws backgrounds* #feel free to zoom the fuck in to take a bigger look at Those Drawings HAJGKJVHGAHJDGA #pn.art #edit: IF YOU SAW THE MISTAKE NO U DIDNT #edit 2: i love all the ship names people made for these two. tedependent. tedtrent. but my favorites will always be either tred or . tent.

[cerealbishh]

"Good job, Aerith!" "It was nothing compared to you!" // "I'm so glad you're all okay!" "Right back atcha."

#ffvii remake #ffvii rebirth #aerith gainsborough #tifa lockhart #aerti #aerith x tifa #ffvii rebirth spoilers? #i love them so much #and i'm sure someone's already made this gifset but better... but why not? #i quoted their first and last high five dialogue #aerti high fives are adorable and romantic too i think #but obviously feel free to disagree #ffviiedit #ffviiredit #tifalockhartedit #aerithgainsboroughedit #aertiedit #pls not aerith's little hop/jump and tifa leaning in... it's too cute #twitter could never make me hate either one of these ladies #i might be missing a high five or two so if you can let me knoe which ones i'm missing that'd be great!

[nnayomaise]

this is all theory but.

im obsessed with this panel. there is no way mithrun knows this unless the demon told him outright. i think this is just him trying to rationalize why the demon maimed him specifically. this is his own theory skewed by the fact that he thinks he's an exceptionally evil person

he talks like he deserved it, like his maiming made sense, i think he's literally victimblaming himself

#mithrun #dungeon meshi #ofc feel free to correct me or add onto this. i hate being wrong #i could be wrong and i could also be stupid #my post

[feedthepigeons]

whoopsie doopsie my hand slipped

anyway click for better quality

#shows up out of nowhere drops toxic middle aged men yaoi and leaves again #toxic middle aged men have me in an iron grip #i guess one could say dont mess with the ringmaster in his own circus #or something #idk im still shaking from being excited about hazbin hotel #if you wanna yell with me about hazbin hotel feel free #hazbin hotel #alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #lucifer #lucifer morningstar #lucifer hazbin hotel #radioapple #radio apple #appleradio #apple radio #lord i hate tagging art #my art

[chrollohearttags]

you ever get the feeling that you’re not really liked but just kinda tolerated?…like you don’t really belong anywhere and you’re just kinda always on the outside but you don’t fit in or wtv.

#just me? okay #this prolly my hormones talking anyways #I’ve always hated that corny ass term popular loner but that’s what it feels like #like I’ve always loved my friends and stuff but no matter what I’ve always felt like I wasn’t as close as everybody else #and I’ve never really had like a bestie or anything so I’m just kinda sitting here like 🧍🏾‍♀️ #I literally feel like this with my own family and it’s the weirdest feeling ever #cherry chats 🍒 #this app is a mess #but it is free and therapy is not so ignore my late night depression rant

[ovegakart]

i dont read read lu fics a lot, but when i do, holy fanon batman

#its late im tired sorry #feel free to list stuff yall hate about lu fanon in the comments

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Okay,

I’m sick and tired of people bashing this series. No, the movie was NOT better. It got so many things wrong. This series is doing a much better job at adapting the story and they have scenes that actually happened in the book. Don’t even get me started on the sequel The Sea of Monsters. That movie has to be the worst adaptation I’ve ever seen.

People who think that the movie was good clearly don’t know much about this series and what happened in the books.

Yes, Percy Jackson and the Olympians does have some flaws, but everyone I’ve seen (on Reddit mostly) has been hating on it so so much and acting like it’s the absolute worst adaptation ever.

Just enjoy the series. If you don’t like the way the show adapted the story and characters, then just don’t watch.

I seriously don’t get it.

#percy jackon and the olympians #pjo tv show #the lightning thief #percy jackson #this series is so good #I don’t get why people are hating on it so much #feel free to share/reblog

[firbolgfriend]

I don’t know if I’ll post the full comic here because. Dialogue is cringe. But I do like these sketches

#my little pony #mlp #twilight sparkle #discord #mlp discord #discord mlp #mlp:fim #mlp infection au #I hate writing dialogue it always feels way too ooc to me #and it’s infection au stuff so yes it is cringe and ooc #I am not free #I wanted to make comics though for my sweeper mess story so this is good practice #sketches #art

[vampirade]

💚📼

#i was saving this for a st art dump later but . byler kiss be free #my art #fanart #byler #stranger things #byler fanart #stranger things fanart #mike wheeler #will byers #haters do not interact i swear i have so much internalized byler hate anons that i feel the need to say this