#first time i'm using a tw

[ameliecausse]

Dramatic stuff with Shaka 

#saint seiya #Virgo Shaka #Fanart #gold saint #photoshop #elden ring vibes in the second one #tw: dark themes #first time i'm using a tw #hope im doing it right #tw: body horror

[dootznbootz]

This is how Penelope is first PHYSICALLY introduced in the Odyssey as it's when she first speaks.

(Fagles, Book 1)

This is how the other women whom Odysseus gets with (aka assaulted by) are first physically introduced:

(Fagles, Book 10)

(Fagles, Book 5)

The two goddesses are singing during their introduction while the woman he loves says to stop, granted at the bard but I just think it's interesting. I'm definitely thinking it wasn't on purpose by Homer but I wanted to point it out.

Penelope never needs to enchant/sing to Odysseus to "lure" and/or entice him because that's where he wants to be in the first place.

#granted he's still in disguise when they see each other again for the first time but I got excited when I realized this and just wanted to #share #feel free to add to this. #this was mostly for fun but I will probably use this later on in an essay sort of thing I wanna write #this is all over the place as I'm very tired and sore right now but eh #penelope #odysseus #odyssey #odypen #odysseus and penelope #the odyssey #odysseus x penelope #penelope odyssey #odysseus/penelope #circe #calypso #tagamemnon #mythology #greek mythology #mine #tw assault mention #tw assault #tw sa #Mad rambles #shot by odysseus #essay

[accirax]

the costume design was a highlight

#danganronpa despair time #drdt #veronika grebenshchikova #arturo giles #verturo #fanganronpa #red flags meme #no shot i'm actually the first person to draw this right lol #missing the first two years(?) of the fangan means someone else must have beat me to it #nevertheless imitating the video's art style was super fun! #it kinda reminds me of the monster prom art style #i'm kinda bored of my current drawing style and i really like how this turned out so maybe i'll try using some of what i learned again #i love this duo they're so funny. i ALMOST put them together in my duos post so consider this makeup #sorry for all the arturo posting lately hsdfkfdl he's not even my favorite it's just what's come to mind #fanart #drawing #tw eyestrain #also nsft warning for the song/link itself but not the artwork

[witheredbouquet]

drawn for the dragonyule gift exchange on twt, so glad that i could join this year! thank you for hosting, saint starfall ♥

i hope that everyone has a wonderful dragonyule & a happy new year!

#dragalia lost #dragalia lost fanart #fanart #dragonyule gift exchange #my art #if you saw this already no you didn't LOL #sorry i don't post/use tumblr much and i messed up orz #my recipient was ritte! i dunno their socials or anything so i can't tag/link em - but i hope they it c: #food is based on stamina consumables in dragalia lost! chibi beast volk is based off his dragalia mini comic appearance! #anyway. been a while since i've taken the time to “finish” up a piece (and well. have the time to draw at all) so i'm glad i could do this! #i think i'm proud of the final result even though i still have lotsa room for improvement #(desperately trying not to nitpick things and ultimately regret posting this urghghghhhng) #one of the first times i've drawn food! i feel okay with the result hehe #learned that there's a more active DL community on tw*tter for fanart and stuff and i've never been more tempted to join shjdakfasa #plus so many zines are twitter only and i can't see most of the posts without an account #but yeah no thanks just tumblr is overwhelming enough LOL #anyway happy dragonyule/happy holidays to anyone reading this! we've made it through another year—i couldn't be more proud of us!

[diathadevil]

Here's the full thumbnail I made for my Ptutu Organ Trail gameplay I ran tonight (basically put their names in the team I was playing).

This started as a joke artwork, but I... I think I ended up accidentally creating a new AU after getting back into Organ Trail again.

(might make more sketches later on if I play more of the game and have them survive. Sadly Rue died midway in my first game 😔)

#(RIP to Rue on my first campaign run she got shot by a bandit because Ahiru (me. the player) sucked at aiming her gun) #I'm playing Endless Mode rn and AHIRU HAS A BABY NOW UHH??? She adopted a kid from an abandoned hospital after killing their zombie parents #Also BOTH TIMES Fakir and Autor kept GETTING BITTEN BY ZOMBIES HOW are they so prone to the T-Virus jfc #princess tutu #organ trail #Organ Trail AU #Zombie apocalypse AU #honestly both sound like legit good AUs to use so I'm keeping them both #ptutu organ trail au #yeah okay we're gonna use this tag for them alright #ahiru arima #fakir #rue kuroha #mytho #autor #blood #blood tw #horror #art

[moonchild-in-blue]

Thank you for the tag @tonguetyd! My spoons are indeed low but my sleep schedule is GONE so. Random burst of energy let's go.

I didn't know what artist to pick because I didn't want an obvious (?) one, so I'm going super niche and choosing Bright Eyes because it's been a minute since I've talked about them, and they're one of my favourites 💙

Artist: Bright Eyes

How do you feel: Nothing Gets Crossed Out

What is your gender: Bowl Of Oranges (obviously funny but also it's a beautiful song! poetic storytelling!)

If you could go anywhere: Lua

Favorite mode of transportation: Driving Fast Through A Big City At Night (yes that is the title)

Your best friend: First Day Of My Life 🥹

Favorite time of day: Sunrise, Sunset

If your life was a tv show: A Line Allows Progress, A Circle Does Not

Relationship status: I Won't Ever Be Happy Again 🥲

Your fear: Waste Of Paint

Idk who made this or not so I'm tagging randomly, no pressure to do this whatsoever! @dearscone @corviisquire @hookedhobbies @politemagic (hi!) @leonsleftbicep @melit0n

#okay i made myself sad again #so little story time! #(okay i talked briefly about past suicide/sh struggles so be warned!) #First Day Of My Life is their most famous song AND is probably my mostest favourite love song in the entire world #like. this particular song means so much to me #there is this line that goes “this is the first day of my life. i'm glad i didn't die before i met you” #and it breaks my heart into a million pieces because that is just. so true. so pure #because for someone who was very suicidal and struggled with sh *just before* i met my best friend(s) #it's a lot. like. that could've been me. and yet i'm here. and i need to hold on more because there's still so many people to meet #and so many things to see and experience. i AM glad i didn't die before i met any of you #it's crazy to think how many things i would've missed if every single time i thought about about ending it i had actually done it #whack #also! nothing gets crossed out is incredibly depressing and poignant! if anyone is in the mood for that! #(most if not all of these are. once again i am incapable of choosing happy songs lmao) #tw suicide mention #tw sh mention #<- is this enough? let me know if i should use other tags!!!! #tag game #darya's mixtape #bright eyes

[noswordinourlake]

Know this: in some way you’re already dead.

—Jorge Luis Borges, "To the One Who is Reading Me"

#the untamed #cql fanart #wei wuxian #wei ying #yiling laozu #tw: injury #tw: blood #i...guess? #better safe than sorry #'wow this bts photo has some real Death of St Sebastian vibes' i thought last year the first time i used it for a ref #shoulda known my ex Catholic self wasn't gonna be able to resist that imagery for long #anyway #yes i have used this quote before also don't @ me #I'm creating a THEMATIC LINK #also if anyone is interested in talking about the contextual nature of color perception the base skin tone here #is hex b4bdc4. v zombie chic #my art

[milkyspine]

#mine #writers of tumblr #poetry #spilled ink #writing #okay to rb #poem #spilled words #tw: trauma #tw: csa #tw: abuse #tw: dv #i'm sicker every day #i think i was so focused on my oldest brother & dad's friend that everything else seemed not worth mentioning or nowhere near as bad #but then i casually mentioned to one of my friends some of what my youngest of my older brothers used to do #and i realised as i was saying it that it wasn't normal #it just felt like the realisation i had about my oldest brother all over again #it feels like there is always more for me to process #everyt time i think i've bared it all.there's always something else #first dad's friend. then my oldest brother. now the youngest. #dad overlooking it all #i just want none of it to be real #i don't understand how all of this happened to me without anyone doing anything about it #i keep wishing i'd done something to stop it to save myself. #and i know i saved myself the only way i could #but it wasn't enough. #anyway #i hope you're as okay as you can be

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

i remember once seeing an ad for scar reducing creams and ended up deciding no that's not reasonable to buy if it's literally self inflicted. but because of this now being in a visible place (can probably hide until summer, but after it's too warm to wear long sleeves... oh gosh. :< ) I feel like I probably should do research on how to minimise scarring at least for visible cuts for the sake of others.

and maybe invest in a nice light summer cardigan :) you know those pretty lacy ones, I bet I could pull that off, and I've wanted one for ages so this might be my motivation :)

....I should also do research on how to hide them before they've healed, because I've got a simulation next Tuesday. If necessary I talk to the person running the sim and get permission to be in long sleeves for that

oh gosh why did I forget. I'll have to be in short sleeves for placement. oh gosh oh gosh I am an idiot

#[editing to add that there is somewhat graphic description of self harm below. i'm no judge of how graphic or otherwise something is but i #kinda described it a bit ig] #I might invest in some good coverage makeup of some kind idk. if i can find something like that that will hide the scarring. but like. it's #stretching halfway along my forearm and it will all scar #tmi sorry #looks nasty already but at least it's stopped bleeding #shoutout to the knife sharpener i could Not use at the time so it wasn't as deep as it would've been #anyway #such is life #tw sh #puddleglum hours #personal #the first time i harmed was May last year. i only actually seriously started harming during february this year and all this time i have #worked SO HARD on making sure i DON'T harm in a visible place #and then! whaddaya know! it got too much! #honestly tho i'd nearly talked myself down it was rlly weird #bc it was like i just. blanked for a second and became aware of it having happened a second later it was weird #the muscles feel really weird now tho idk why #not damaged or i don't think so anyway and yknow. didn't need stitches or anything #don't know how deep they are

[there-will-be-a-way]

Something about making your mother cry that makes you think you need to go to jail

#personal posts #my mother's mother was an alcoholic too #I'm repeating patterns that probably traumatized her #and watching her child go from psych ward to psych ward and finishing one therapy after another yet still being sick #must be more difficult than I can imagine #I'm deeply sorry #you know I don't really care about myself #but I do care about the people I'm hurting and dragging down with me #I've dragged so many people down #and yet I'm still here repeating the same patterns #my roommates words about us being sick really are true #I'm realizing this for the first time in my life #I don't care about protecting myself #but I want to get better for the ones who love me #tw addiction #she always offers me help yet I turn it down #because my life is my responsibility and I don't want anyone to become co-addicted #but maybe turning down people's offers to help hurts them more in the end #it's something I'm learning #first evening at home is hard #but I'm still sober #and coping by listening to music #writing poetry #and smoking by an open windows #(because you have to be melodramatic sometimes #addiction tag

[firefly464]

I'm going to miss him. I really am. Thank you technoblade, for everything you've done for us. Thank you for giving us a space to be weird and fun and teaching us how to not care what others think. Thank you for teaching us how to put our all into something, how to show our passion in ways we could have never imagined before. Just... thank you. Thank you so much.

#tw death #I know its been nearly a week and a half since the news dropped #but i needed time to process everything #to be perfectly honest #i was kind of in shock the first few days #and then after that i ended up pushing it to the back of my mind #i tried to ignore it #but now... #i dont know #i feel at peace? #i think? #i dont know how else to describe it #but i spent the day watching old videos and i finally watched wilburs memorial vod #and just remembering him and appreciating him for all hes done for us #i think it helped #Technoblade #rest in peace techno #i'm never going to forget all youve done #fire draws

[gateskp]

going on 2 years(? idk, maybe longer, what even is time anymore) of being depressed and am still alive, i feel like i should get an award or something. everyone who deals with this day in and day out should get an award. something like affordable mental health care and accessible treatment would be cool, but i wouldn't say no to, like, periodic reminders of the things that make life worth living.

#depression #tw mental health #tw depression #mental health #this isn't my first rodeo #but it is one of the longer ones #at least i'm not suicidal this time #because that's even harder to come back from #really i just want to find peace #that feels like asking for too much #every friday slack prompts us to share something good that came out of this week #so tell me something not-negative going on in your life #trying to ignore that voice in my head that says i have no reason to be depressed because i have everything going for me #stfu little voice that's not how it works #idk how to use tags

[sweetdreamspootypie]

food / family vent

Using Tumblr as a diary

Haha

Hahaha

I stupidly didn't think to ask in depth questions

And the 'be polite and don't cause problems because your 89 year old grandmother made you dinner' social programming took over

Silly me for thinking my dad would give a shit about not making a dinner that is 50% allergens

My gut just started hurting

Why do I push myself into having to 'prove' my dietary restrictions every once in a while?

I know I can tolerate a small amount of contaminant

But once in a while doesn't mean I'm ok with it in high doses or repetitively

I accepted the risk on the plane

But why are you cooking and serving a gluten dairy meal to me here? (And having to ask if I eat meat and if I eat ham which is a whole separate wtf)

Why not just.. make it for yourselves and leave me to make myself another egg on (gf) toast?

I shouldn't have to reject my grandmother's offer of food just because my dad who helped her doesn't care (or more accurately, thinks the rest of us are faking our dietary restrictions)

But tbh up until this pain started, I've been kinda more concerned with the risk that living here with him is going to trigger an ED relapse, which I also can't afford.

Either way I'm going to be made of fatigue and depression but he'll just think that's my normal because I'm always like that around him (i.e. full of allergens and eating disorder which triggered chronic fatigue when I lived at home)

I want to be able to enjoy this trip

I think I'm going to have to go to the supermarket and buy things so I can have a stash of food in my room

Bc this is ridiculous, it's 11pm but I can still hear someone in the kitchen, but I'm waiting so I can go and get something to eat

#ED tw #using tumblr as a diary #My life #My posts #Was a really good day until that #Meeting my grandmother for the first time as an adult and having really long conversations and really starting to build that foundation #For me for family heritage #Which I have always really needed but never had access to before #Whining #It doesn't hurt much #But I'm just really afraid of the fatigue #Fuck everything that's wrong with me is so simple and so obvious #Why did I have to fix it by myself and why are you trying to to sabotage me

[dcviline]

my dad is ill so sorry if I'm even slower for the next week or so, I'm having to handle a lot of stuff for him <3

#medical tw #᯽ ooc. ⊱ ── ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞ #he's Okay and not really at risk for anything major atm just not having a good time right now physically #nothing contagious so mom and I are fine #and he's not used to being bedridden #like this is probably the first time I've seen him so much as admit he's sick in over a year #so I'm having to do all of this *and* watch him and convince him to stay in bed asfdjfjldsk

[hussyknee]

Mum's had a stroke. Left side paralyzed. Expected to recover but time frame unsure. Her friends are looking after her (she's a retired surgeon). Am letting my sister handle it and curling up into a ball.

Kinda wish she'd kick it once and for all tbh. Not only will she not be able to work her private clinic and keep this place afloat, but it will probably be my little nest egg that goes into doing so in the interim. And then she won't be able to work as much afterwards, when she's deep in the red already.

Sane thing to do is (has always been) sell the house, pay off the bank, put the rest in an FD and live off the interest in a small flat closer to the city. Put my brother into an assisted care facility. But she won't do that as long as she's alive and will instead go even more turbo Born Again Jesus stan, keeping my brother imprisoned, abused and neglected under the iron rule of her awful housekeeper.

Otoh, if she does pop her clogs right now, our funerals are several-days long open house affairs that would be hell for my current mental stability.

Imagine being a bitch enough for it to be a toss up whether surviving is beneficial to the health and sanity of your dependents lmao.

My sister seems to have the "functional adult" thing handled for now so she's welcome to inflict her own brand of insanity on the situation. The only thing I give a damn about anymore is the poor cat and dog. I'm burnt into a charcoal smear and just...dont give a shit. Imma let it all crash and burn and then move out of the rubble into a cardboard box.

Second stroke usually comes up within two years of the first one and finishes you off. That was what happened to Dad and my MIL. So I guess it's just a matter of time before she joins her husband in hell anyway.

I just want things to stop happening for five fucking minutes man.

#that Tumblr post about parents been flopping for generations is so right #fuck all of this shit #I've only just stopped actively plotting to kill myself #this is of course the universe's cue to take a golf club to the Jenga tower of my mental stability #I'm so sad because I just got the first instalment of my divorce settlement #it was supposed to help me move out of this hellhole eventually #now it arrived just in time to keep us fed and the lights on till Mum recovers #bye bye my money #also I had to pay for her cat's vet bills out of my therapy fund and now I'm never seeing a cent of that again #siiiiiiiiigh #fml #life stuff #parental abuse #tw child abuse #tw disabled abuse #knee of huss

[secret-code]

》 chaeyeon » hush rush jacket behind ♡

#chaeyeon #lee chaeyeon #ksoloists #idolady #femadolsedit #ggroupsdaily #ggnet #chaeyeon gifs #kpop gifs #gg #soloists #source: youtube #tw flashing #chu.gifs #!! actually i'm a big fan of all these looks?? #and the noise effect looks really good <3 #i'm glad bc it's the first time i used it and it turned out well