#getting bad again

[iinevitable]

Lolz

#girlblogging #alone again #rotting away #mentally exhausted #tired lmao #female rage #getting bad again

[girlwithtoomuchemotion]

When it starts getting bad again after being okey for a while.

#english quotes #english #when will it end #starts #getting bad again #after #being okay #for a while #:( why #break up #cheated

[real-demons]

Well… shit.

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#well #shit #depressed #depression #depressive #alone #upset #self hate #failure #sad #down #lonely #sadness #hate myself #loneliness #broken #useless #worthless #getting bad again #worse #personal #mine

[ignorant--world]

I'm losing myself again. I'm just so numb and no one notices. I want someone to notice. But not in the "u wanna talk" kinda way, more like the "u want me to just hold u for a sec" kinda way. I try reaching out, but I can't bring myself to just tell someone that it's starting all over again. My behavior screams that I'm not okay, but no one seems to care enough to notice. I feel so unlovable at the moment. My life is good, why do I feel like this?

#depression #selfharm #getting bad again #numb #feelings

[chaos-whispers]

Its getting bad again.

I stay awake later and later, forcing my eyes to stay open just a bit longer.

I feel exhaustion like an ache in my bones.

It's getting bad again.

I take longer showers, water all the way hot.

I start to sit down in the shower, waiting for the water to run cold.

It's getting bad again.

I'm drinking another cup of coffee, more then two a day.

I drift away from people, and unfollow old friends.

It's getting bad again.

#mental health #chaotic whispers #words #emotions #poetry #getting bad again

[oasisofgalaxies]

I do not feel like a human person

#sigh #getting bad again #<- ‘gEtTiNg BaD aGaIn’ it’s BEEN bad dumbass! #nebula rambles

[see-through-the-stars]

I feel that everything is so tiring. Just want to sleep it all off. Be gone for a while, just hide from life.

#anixiety #getting bad again #sleep #tiring

[idek-how-do-ifeel]

Everything is getting so heavy again

#personal #me #actually mentally ill #bpd #getting bad again

[kristimarie-xo]

10/15/23

I could walk out into the waters fully dressed.

I could stand there & stare out at the ripples and waves for hours- until my body grew tired.

I could lay down, close my eyes & float.

Perfectly balanced & suspended in time.

I could let my body sink & drift out.

I could disappear.

It could be days before anyone would notice.

It could be years before my body was found.

I could be missed, but not for long.

I guess this means I’m getting bad again.

I guess this means I shouldn’t go out to the water.

#my writing #getting bad again #processing #healing waters #lake #journal

[iamdyingslow]

Most blogs I follow are about depression or other mental health issues and stuff and every time I read something like “I can’t do this anymore“ or “to tired of the tears“ I just want to tell them that someday it’s just going to be alright even tho I know that hearing something like this is so depressing when your not ready to heal or just to deep in this episode

So I won’t say that. I know that probably everyone who saw this and is in this Tumblr bubble scrolled forward a long time ago, searching for the next small trigger, but still I want you all to be safe even tho you can’t feel it right now. I want you to experience the same thing I did, that you one day realise that there was this one person who was always there for you, no matter what you did or that you never texted first. I want you all to hope, like I do, like there would be no other possibility than some day.

yes I have a small Hero complex

#tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #sad but true #sh mention #tw self destruction #getting bad again #getting better #tw depressing stuff #deppresion #deppresing thoughts #everything is going to be alright

[dy1ng1nside]

Started to restrict and cvt medium cvts every day again

#getting bad again #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #cvutting #cvtaddict #baby cvts #i want to cvt #s3lf harm #tw s3lf harm #s3lf harn #s3lfharmm #s3lf mutilation #s3lf hate #self h@rm #coping

[maddithinks]

“Self love is hard to fake and even harder to do. I just wanna keep letting mean words out of me. So maybe I’ll listen to them and change.”

7/28/22

#excerpts from my writing #journal #getting bad again #not going well #sighs loudly

[kalkoen-uit-de-oven]

Overall. I can say. I feel like I could never be loved.

Like there is nothing about me worth loving. Maybe I have had my flaws pointed out too many times. Maybe I have been told how awful I am too many times. All these bad things filling the sky with grime. Where are my blue skies? Where did they go? Where they ever there at all? Could I ever be loved? I don't know. I don't know. But atleast I can try. Atleast I can try to love myself first.

#love #gay but like in a sad way #lonelly #im so upset #cries into my hands #screams and sobs #sobs #anxiety #can i ever be loved #sad hours #feeling bad #getting bad again #this is getting annoying

[helloyellow17]

I’ve completed Inktobers through the 13th and have them all scheduled and ready to post each day until then. I hope to make more and keep them coming, but at this point I can’t guarantee anything.

My mental health has taken a sharp nose dive. It’s the worst it has been for many years. I’m floundering just above the surface and every day is harder than the last. I’m barely mustering the strength to get out of bed, let alone to draw, or write, or do…anything.

But I appreciate the support y’all have shown me so far. I hope to be able to come back to this account soon, refreshed and ready to post again.

#mental health #depression #mental illness #getting bad again

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

#star trek #Vulcans #Humans #not based on a specific thing #but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’ #who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field? #like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq #and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first #would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate #and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for #and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance #the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times #they were just dicks #and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it. #it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible #you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier #but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks. #that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on #and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post #but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks #and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be #replaced #hated that couple #if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us #(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀) #liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people #that no one else wanted to be friends with #I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone #this got long sorry 😭

[time-woods]

simon doodle in honor of fionna and cake dropping, sad old men gotta b my favorite species tbh

#adventure time #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #hes gonna lose his goddamn marbles again #his mental issues did NOT get fixed at the end of the series- simply swapped out for a different flavor #and its somewhat worse- cause now he can think clearly which comes with some good and bad followups #hashtag get this man therapy #fionna and cake spoilers