#god they make me sick

[eternalchemy]

adam making up a version of himself thats successful in regular traditional society and desperately trying to distance himself from magic and art and ending up a liar and realising he cant escape it and trying just makes him miserable even tho he thought it would keep him safe. oh did i say adam? i couldve sworn that was declan

#i think about their parallels every day #and i think both of them are reluctantly aware of how very similar they are #but they obviously dont want to think about it #ronan however is completely oblivious to this similarity #god they make me sick #the dreamer trilogy #the raven cycle #trc #adam parrish #declan lynch #td3

[alevens]

Zoro will say he doesn't believe in God and then turn around to give Luffy some of his food when no one's looking and kneel beside him when he's just won a fight to say "they never stood a chance against us, did they, captain?" and laugh until his stomach hurts when Luffy's doing dumb shit while drunk and do whatever it takes to get Luffy's strawhat if it gets blown/taken away and says "thanks" when Luffy kisses him and only falls asleep until he's made sure Luffy's heart still beats restless, unbothered, protected and will follow until the end of this world and the next the call of his captain and lives so he can make sure his crew is safe so they can all make it to the end together and doesn't hesitate when drawing his swords in the name of his captain and calls him an idiot yet does exactly as he says and smiles when Luffy shows the world again and again how he will do everything to become king and

#zolu #it's about the devotion #it's about being so intertwined you don't know where one begins and the other ends #it's about understanding each other so deeply you can communicate even without words #god they make me sick #one piece

[raivenantcravings]

Round 6 Reaction/Analysis

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I woke up to twitter analysis saying that Till never even looked at Ivan until his final moments. And I made pre round 6 fanart titled "look at me." Couldn't manifest it. He never looked at him in the end,,,

broo dont look so happy. oh my god you lovesick fool.

reaction and analysis under the cut

First detail I noticed was that are the mics clear because both Ivan and Till are being vulnerable? They have nothing to hide anymore, so they'll show the world their whole being.

Anyways, to my main point,,

My interpretation of the ending was that Ivan was really trying to "cure" Till.

Till opens up with wanting to feel pain, to feel hurt.

"Please, leave me scars"

"Please, hurt me so that not a single drop of me remains"

Which, I realize he's talking to Mizi, but it's a cry for "help" either way.

Ivan's part goes:

"Notice my pain and mend me right now"

Again, he's talking about himself, but I think it could apply to what he does to Till.

So they kiss.

And, I've seen a lot of other people already say this, but I also do feel the kiss was not only meant to be for Ivan to selfishly show his love for Till.

Like bro don't go nonconsensually kissing your crush, what are you doing!?

When the scores came out, Ivan was much lower than Till than I expected. I thought it'd be a Mizi-Sua situation where the scores were close, but Mizi barely edged it out.

But Till almost had 20 points over Ivan.

And I know it's because Till is a rising star. And his new image change would really garner the attention of everyone. But it's not like Ivan is a nobody either. I didn't expect the scores to be so different.

I do think its because Ivan kissed Till. As a final nail in the coffin that guarantees his loss.

Alien Stage is commentary on the idol industry. One of the most prevalent issues in the idol industry is the romantic lives of the idols. Idols are not supposed to be in relationships, at least not outwardly. Their whole image is for the fans. Nothing they do should ruin that public image as an idol.

Much less in a in a queer relationship.

Now I don't believe the universe of Alien Stage cares about LGBTQ+ issues because there's bigger issues surrounding their human pets. But I think that it is an issue that Vivinos is trying to address because they certainly never shy away from queer issues in their other works.

And I feel the idea that idols/pets should not be swayed by their romantic emotions is still prevalent in their society.

So for the audience to see Ivan kiss Till, in one of the most outrageous and public displays possible, further pushes the votes in Till's favor.

And yeah, I also do believe that he kissed Till for him to finally look at him, but I also feel that it was a self-sacrifice too.

And then Ivan violently chokes Till.

Possibly, as another way to give Till votes. Since when Mizi started punching Luka, the audience was outraged at her actions.

Violence is definitely frowned upon on the stage.

More on the choking scene,,

I also saw some people saying that it's because Ivan wanted Till to die with him, which may be part of it. I don't think everything Ivan did was completely selfless.

But

Till accepts it. Earlier when he is at the bar (party? venue? the private show either way), he fights the alien who tries to punch him.

He did show him Mizi's missing image, so he is enraged in this moment, but he does have fight left in him even then.

He doesn't resist when Ivan chokes him just closes his eyes and awaits death. Perhaps if Mizi was already dead, he can just join her in the afterlife since he had no way of knowing she was still alive.

In this way, Ivan is his savior. The one who is finally freeing him from all this pain he felt after losing Mizi. This is his "cure."

And for Ivan, he sorta wants to be a savior to Till. He has freed him on multiple accounts from his shackles. Even helping him run away with him, so they can experience freedom together.

They both get what they want, but,,

Ivan lets go of Till and Till, with an expression that feels like shock, finally looks at Ivan.

Killing him would not give him the freedom that Till needs

that Ivan wants Till to have.

So, like the countless times Till has been chained around his neck, Ivan gives him his chains:

hurting him like he desires.

A scar around his neck.

(Where the scar from his name is)

And mending him,

by taking away the final chain that Ivan could release from Till.

His "cure."

It felt like his final desire was to get Till to snap out of it, to realize that he needs to find true freedom, to not get apathetic at the situation, to keep on going and to live.

He really, truly loves Till even if Till does and never will understand it.

Also final thoughts, is it not strange that Ivan is able to release Till's bindings so easily?

No one else is shown releasing the bindings, so maybe it is just as easy as a press of the button. Yet, I don't feel like it's just poorly designed if that's the case. Because you literally have a person like Ivan releasing a dangerous human like Till. Shouldn't a cautious society like the world of Alien Stage made sure it wouldn't be super easy to get out of.

If there is more to it, I wonder if that'll be a plot point later on. With Ivan leaving behind the secret to getting out of the bindings for Till. So, when a character maybe Till or even Hyuna or Mizi have been captured, they're able to escape since they know how to remove them.

Maybe, I'm just being delulu

And final final thoughts, the kiss was great and definitely made me almost scream. But the way Ivan nuzzled Till has got me acting up.

Like, it's just so soft and sweet and not a big show of it like when Ivan kisses Till on stage.

It feels so intimate, so personal, so full of love.

I just, I just can't. They'll be the death of me.

#alien stage #alnst #에이스테 #alnst ivan #alnst till #alien stage analysis #alnst analysis #rai's ramblings #ivantill #alien stage round 6 #alien stage cure #thinking about the one person who tagged my last art as they need to make out right now #glad you got your wish :'))))) #i want to make fanart so bad #but ill be busy all day today #this is the best i can do for you ivantill #god they make me sick

[knightingale-errant]

no cause imagine you're gojo and you're bringing yourself to kill your best friend, the person you care about most in this world -finally after all this time -and you tell yourself "at least this will be the hardest thing I ever have to do." nothing will ever compare. then kenjaku happens and you see him standing there , except its not HIM, and suddenly you're faced with the possibility of living through the worst moment of your life for a second time. and it was your fault because you loved him too much to get rid of his body, to destroy the only thing about him you still recognized.

#GOD THEY MAKE ME SICK #havent stopped being sad about them since i read the manga #and s2 is only making it worse #jjk spoilers #satosugu #gojogeto #gojo satoru #geto suguru #gojo x geto #satoru x suguru #stsg #stsg angst #satosugu angst #jjk #jujutsu kaisen

[torgawl]

this makes so much sense, i'm crying

there's also this similar theory which is based on phantom parade's scene and the number of characters the censored line has that reached the same conclusion. everything adds up :')

#can't believe they invented love #it's just their love is so pure... literally. 'this is pure love' is such a perfect song for them because when you love someone so much #you're willing to let them go... when you love someone so much your feelings don't waver through time... when you love someone so much #you're willing to do the unimaginable to ease their pain... when you love someone so much your top priority is ensure their safety and well #being... when you love someone so much you never think about reciprocity or your feelings more than you think about them... #god they make me sick #satosugu #jujutsu kaisen #sorry for the bad quality in the screenshots i tried to make a collage so i could fit the thread into an image but it got compressed sgsjhs

[mothsgotghosts]

The Hammerlock siblings make me so sick because imagine saying you hate your sister, that you despise her, that she's a ruthless monster who you want nothing to do with. But the moment you can give her a chance at redemption, one you Know she doesn't deserve, you give it to her and God you hope she takes it. Despite all that she's done to you, despite screaming that you do not care, you do. You love her despite it all even if she doesn't love you back. Because she's your sister.

#GOD THEY MAKE ME SICK #same man who screamed in the presequel that he wants absolutely nothing to do with his sister offers her a chance to be better #because HE LOVES HER STILL #i hate them #(no i don't) #borderlands #borderlands 3 #alistair hammerlock #aurelia hammerlock #sir hammerlock #lady hammerlock #im hammerlock sibling posting again #moths saying things again

[floworence]

You know what gets me? How both Aziraphale and Crowley were right during their fight at the end of s2. Like putting aside all that emotional turmoil and what not, in the fundamental way, they were both RIGHT and it kills me. Hear me out for a sec here.

Aziraphale is right for wanting to change Heaven. He was shown that Heaven is in fact capable of change. Not only with Muriel and Jim both being so sweet and loving but with Gabriel. Seeing how, excuse my French here, biggest twat ever, could change because of LOVE showed Aziraphale that Heaven is capable of change. That yes! There can be something different! And then he got offered a job where he can make a better future for all the Muriels and Aziraphales and Crowleys of Heaven better? Of course he's going to take it. In their argument he wasn't saying "I'm going to Heaven because it's better" he was saying "I'm going to Heaven because I can make it better".

And then we have Crowley. Crowley who already tried doing what Aziraphale is attempting. Crowley who only ever asked questions because "what harm can bring asking a few questions?". Crowley who probably tried to make a suggestion box. Crowley who tried to change Heaven for the better and Fell for it. He had thousands upon thousands of years to come to terms with how Heaven cast him out for wanting to change the status quo. He had time to come to the conclusion that Heaven is fundamentally incapable of change. When he saw Gabriel and Beezelbub he didn't see an opportunity for change in Heaven, he saw a chance of finally being able to have a life outside all that mess.

And you know what is most tragic about that whole scene? That they talked but didn't really understand each other. Their "exactlys" were not the same "exactly".

#god they make me sick #fucking idiots COMMUNICATE #god i swear if they don't talk it out in s3 im killing someone #good omens #good omens aziraphale #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #go aziraphale #aziraphale #good omens crowley #crowley #go crowley

[mustardintheturlet]

The fact that Katara looks so much like her father but acts like her mother and Sokka looks just like his mother but acts just like his father..

Sokka can’t remember his mother’s face but he looks like the spitting image of Kya. He’s a strategist and a warrior just like his father but he’s truly his mother’s son in the way of looks.

Katara looks like her dad but she behaves like her mother. She loves like the mother she never had and protects just like her mom, but she’s the spitting image of her father. She doesn’t have to prove her relation to her father, she carries a bit of him in her own face. She always has a piece of him with her. But her mother? She became the parent she lost out of fear of losing Kya forever, she was so scared of her mother being forgotten and disappearing just for Katara’s safety that she became her mother in memorial as a dedication. As a way of saying “your sacrifice wasn’t in vain, you won’t be forgotten because *I won’t let you*” and so she becomes her mother.

And Sokka? Oh. Sokka held on to his last living parent by becoming his father’s son. He became the strong, intelligent strategist that his father would be proud of. He forgot what his mother looked like but all he needs to do is *look in the mirror* and he would realize that he never truly lost his mom because he’s just as much her son as he is Hakoda’s.

They literally became their parents it kills me so much oh my god.

#water tribe siblings #sokka #atla sokka #katara #atla katara #god they make me sick #in a positive way

[unguidedhand]

jimmy on seven minutes saying "i need scott, i need scott" and messaging scott in chat,,, im not well

#GOD THEY MAKE ME SICK #limited life spoilers #lilsmp spoilers #limited life smp spoilers #limited life smp #lilsmp #traffic smp #trafficblr

[lotus-pear]

every time i think abt their canon height difference i want to eat drywall

#ISTG I COULD NOT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD GET THE ANATOMY RIGHT FOR THIS ONE IDK WHY😭😭 #anyway they make me sick in the head i try to go one day without thinking abt them and my rotting brain starts shutting down #they're like the iv drip that's keeping my sickly malnourished deteriorating body alive #live laugh love soukoku #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

[ardeidae-e]

i was gonna post another drawing but this gave me so much needed serotonin that i want yall to have it too

#this is a redraw from that one scott pilgrim frame btw #when the trailer came out and i saw this frame i was like yeah imma skk this #i hope this makes you scream and cry on the floor like it did to me #they make me sick #help me god #bungou stray dogs #chuuya nakahara #dazai osamu #bsd dazai #bsd chuuya #soukoku #bsd skk #redraw #my art

[ash-and-starlight]

one day, in a thousand years

#I THINK I HAUVE COVID #oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives #thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED #I AM NOT IMMUNE #spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf #ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him. #he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything #and his last thought is asking him to wait #and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for #god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it #he who drowned the world #she who became the sun #the radiant emperor #general ouyang #esen-temur #(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again) #my art #not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔 #would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom #and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever #id in alt text

[hvcklebury]

i love getting a new account and reposting all my most embarrassing fanart

#mw2 #mw2 fanart #cod fanart #cod mw2 #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #ghost fanart #ghost #soap #ghostsoap #if you squint #im so sick about them #they make me ill #this made me realize how much ive actually drawn them oh my god #hvck

[cactus-juiceee]

epilogue

#SHES FINALLY OUT OF THE WIP FILES #thank god #hueegh epilogue yhk make me sick.. what do you mean their only happy ending was together and they sacrificed everything for that huh #just realizing I forgot to give han sooyoung glasses which is honestly a crime but #ough oh well #also im so sad I couldn’t do yhk week bc I was busy so think of this as my late contribution #anyway im finally free of rendering hell (has already started 10 billion other pieces that require rendering) #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv spoilers #yoohankim #kim dokja #han sooyoung #yoo joonghyuk #yhk #cactusjuiceart

[vechter]

nightwing (1996) #102 // south of the border, west of the sun, haruki murakami // action comics (1938) #613 // the teacher, marie howe // secret origins (1986) #13 // doggy style, maisie cowell // secret origins (1986) #13 // thumbs, lucy dacus // nightwing (1996) #102 // batman: dark victory (1999) #13 // the wee free men, terry pratchett // action comics (1938) #613 // superman/batman (2003) #13 // batman (1940) #636 // batman (1940) #441 // a dog jumping over a wall, feng li // things i never give myself permission to say, chelsea dingman // batman (1940) #408 // batman (1940) #438 // east, west, salman rushdie // batman (1940) #416 // infinite crisis (2005) #4 // ask polly: help, i'm the loneliest person in the world!

dick & bruce + leaving robin

#dc comics #dick grayson #bruce wayne #web weaving #webweaving #dcu #robin #nightwing #batman #batman and robin #thinking back to one year ago when i thought dick grayson was a passing hyperfixation god was i fucking wrong #they make me so sick #dick & bruce: you'll never recover from that kind of devotion

[scootkiddo]

it shouldn’t be glossed over just how empathetic Joel is. he expressed empathy towards Ellie given her dire case of being a child within the confines of a cruel, unforgiving-apocalyptic world that supplants what should have been a habitual childhood for her. he offered an apology for scolding Henry and calling him a rat without initially reconciling the benign intentions behind his actions. he pleaded for the elderly sniper on the outskirts of kansas city to put down the rifle so he didn’t have to kill him. it all accentuates just how against his nature he must be to survive in this world. he can’t always spare people, he can’t always shed sympathy. but he wishes he could, and even on occasion tries. it’s the very context he once stooped to the level of the hunters in his past that makes this point pang all the more. he isn’t apathetic. he isn’t exclusively selfish. he isn’t rigid. he is open-ended. Joel is more than a hammer that sees all problems as a nail to be forcefully struck without finesse. He values compassion and preserving life, and any ultimatum that cements the opposite only elicits a last resort of violence and numbness. the silver lining is more desirable than conforming to cruelty

#thinking about this makes me realize how much the firefly hospital is going to mess me up #joel isn’t sadistic there’s no sick pleasure in killing or demeaning people #he cares so so very much #he wants life to thrive and he is willing to accept when he’s wrong #god this iteration of joel makes me wanna chug down wet cement #drives me stir crazy he really does #the last of us hbo #the last of us #the last of us hbo spoilers #tlou spoilers #joel miler #pedro pascal #ellie williams #bella ramsey