[8:09] Seungmin’s bottom lip caught between his teeth as he peered through his phone’s camera. He pulled the phone back a bit, closer to his face, then a little further away. He wasn’t sure if he liked it, if it looked good, his hand fisting the base of his cock in the low light of his room. Legs posed beyond the subject in the frame and cream coloured sheets surrounding him in a sea of softness.
A frown tugged at the corner of his lips as he let go of his cock. It fell, hard and blushed red, against his lower stomach. He reached to the lamp behind him, adjusting the shade just a little to change the lighting. But as his gaze focused back on his cock he felt even more unsatisfied.
Maybe it would look a little better if he could get it to lay straight? But his cock sat ever so slightly to one side. It wasn’t something he’d thought about when looking through his camera at his own cock before now, instead finding the beauty in his own body. He’d taken a picture a handful of times. They never stayed in his camera roll for long but for a little while he’d liked to keep a little token of his own beauty.
Perhaps, when he indulged himself a little more, he thought about you. About sending you a picture. About how you might react. He knew his pictures were pretty and artistic and he could even imagine the whole conversation leading up to you asking about seeing one of his pictures.
Except.
That was before he had you. That was all just a dream, blissfully out of reach until you’d confessed to him. Until he’d taken you on dates and kissed you with hands roaming your body but still a little too shy to go very far. So it was left in slightly messy hair, out of breath and smiling into the last few kisses while cuddling.
And now as he wrapped his fingers around his cock again and held it up, perfectly centered in the image again, his heart was beating too fast. His face felt too warm. His head was swimming as his thumb hovered shakily over the capture button.
He readjusted his fingers, running his thumb over the tip and shuddering at the feeling, for just a moment imagining your pretty hands instead of his own. Only for a moment before refocusing his attention, trying to find something that looked good to his eyes. He couldn’t help finding flaws in every slight adjustment he made.
His fingers were shaking now and it was hard to hold his phone perfectly still. For all the confidence he had in his imaginary conversations with you he was horribly lacking when it came to the real thing. The thought of you seeing this picture…
Would you think he looked good? Would you ask for more? Would you respond with your own pictures? He didn’t know if he could handle that.
Would you laugh at him? Or worse, would you silently judge him, disappointed with what he had to offer even with all of his best efforts to take a pretty picture and make himself look good just for you?
With a groan and a racing heart Seungmin fell back onto his bed and threw his phone aside, hands covering his face in a mixture of frustration and embarrassment. It wasn’t good enough. He couldn’t make it good enough. He didn’t know how, not when you deserved perfection.
Sigh.
Maybe next time.
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Love like yours will... Surely come my way~
Can't remember whether or not I already posted this, probably not. If yes, well that's awkward you're getting it again cause my memory sucks! :D
Honestly, huge Ineffable bureaucracy fan that I am, Season 2 was surely something. -w-
! Please do not use or repost my art without permission !
Good Omens by @neil-gaiman !
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Rapunzel dresses!
I was sorting out some doll clothes I had bought and there was one really nice Rapunzel dress (right) so I figured I'd upgrade. Look at the differences!!
Brunette came in the dress she's wearing and it's by far the most simple. It's not a bad dress but sadly lacking when compared to the others. (It may not even supposed to be her original dress but still). I do like the underskirt still has the same pattern as the others (just lighter) and the bodice with it's wee lace trim.
Left one is the Glitter! version with both bodice and over skirt glitterized which is why I think they went with a more simple bodice. The other one only had the overskirt glittered so the bodice is more detailed.
The far right one has the most detail with ribbon and lace on the sleeves and the faux lace up bodice with real ribbon. The bodice actually has a print which is a nice contrast to her solid over skirt. No glitter on this dress (thank God).
So Brunette got the dress on the right and Glitter! Rapunzel got the one Brunette was wearing as her dress was shedding said glitter. Hope you enjoyed this little Disney dress dive lol!
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