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dankmaths · 20 days
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I'm like 90% sure if I don't get more of your ghost au I may just implode so like 🥺👉👈
not necessarily my AU but i ended up drawing smth based on a scene from @novethegreat's fic, "In Love With A Ghost". ooohhhh you wanna read it so bad ooooohh
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+more google doc delusions ive had in my head for a long time and havent been possessed to draw under the cut please work god please
i like to think once yosuke gets over the whole undead roommate thing he starts to feel bad for leaving yu at home all day. (like a pet dog.....) so at some point he invites chie and yukiko over. maybe it’s a study session. but at first yukiko can’t make it so it’s just chie. yosuke tells yu to stay put in the room since chie is scared of ghosts (just like yosuke she’ll never admit it though lol). chie says that she and yukiko have been working on a new recipe and offers to cook which yosuke shoots down Very quickly, offering to cook himself, since a "friend" of his has been teaching him-- he very conveniently leaves out the whole undead roommate thing. but when he’s preparing the food he accidentally cuts his finger. yu forgets what he’s told and rushes through the walls into the kitchen scaring chie on accident.
yosuke: OW shit
yu: (phasing through the wall) yosuke! are you ok?
chie: yosuke! are youuuuuuUUUUAAAAAAAGGGGGHHHHHHHHH
yukiko, the occult lover, is unable to see/hear ghosts… but when she hears abt "OHHH HANAMURAS APT IS HAUNTED ITS SO SCARY ITS AWFUL!!! i mean the ghost didnt kill me or anything he was actually pretty polite but its AWFUL!!!!!!" from chie, she gets sooo excited and begs yosuke to invite her over (for the ghost obviously not for yosuke. which is a bit of a blow to his ego LOL). and she comes in with a ouija board so she can talk to yu
yukiko: so. where is it?
yosuke: his name is yu. damn, not even a hello.
yukiko: well, where is he?
yosuke: …right over there.
yu tries to play along bc he thinks its fun, to yosukes exasperation. however he has trouble staying solid for very long so it takes foreverrrrr. but basically i think yu and yukiko writing each other notes to communicate like point blank pen pals would be cute… also when the others are around who can hear yu, playing telephone with what he says to yukiko and fucking it up (on accident OR on purpose) would be rly funny
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clanwarrior-tumbly · 3 months
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Hi! I have been reading you for a long time and would like to ask you something for the first time… The last message flow to the Lethal Company from the Nutcracker was WILDLY SWEET, however, it hurt me from the bracken that was shot through the lytic…. May I ask the bracken and the reader where the bracken constantly goes behind the reader's back…. JUST TO HUG! Someone from the team warns about the danger and the bracken gently takes the reader in his arms to his lair for even bigger hugs!
Bruh you have no idea how soft i am for brackens hfghhs (when I first started playing LC, they were ALWAYS killing me...but now they just like to pop out and scurry away when I look at them, so I consider us to be pretty chill)
Anyways woe Bracken fluff be upon ye <3
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Of all the creatures you've encountered during your time with the Company, Brackens were certainly the most complicated.
Even though there's been countless documents and reports of employees scanning, studying, and dying to these aliens...they were still seldom understood. The data on the terminal said so.
There was one in particular who had such a unique behavior pattern that remained a mystery to you.
And he lived on Experimentation, which was supposedly the "safest" moon to land on and gather scrap from.
Most of the time, however, that was a load of bullshit...as you and your crew had many encounters with aggressive lifeforms such as hoarding bugs, Thumpers, spiders, and turrets that were placed in the most inconvenient spots...
Hell, even an Earth Leviathan showed up and nearly consumed your entire ship.
As of right now, though, you were on-track to making the third profit quota's deadline. So a trip to Experimentation was an order, as you could grab minimal loot and still gain enough leftover money to buy some much-needed ship upgrades and tools.
Or maybe new suits or jack o'lanterns.
None of you were good at managing your budget.
But during this trip, you were less focused on getting loot and more eager to see....a certain someone.
Hopefully, he hasn't forgotten about you or mistook you for another random employee.
While two of your coworkers headed into the facility's main entrance and one stayed behind on the ship, you ascended the stairs leading up to the fire exit--armed with nothing but a flashlight and a walkie-talkie.
[Nearby activity detected!]
"Oh come on...can you be anymore vague?" You huffed, slightly annoyed that your scanner displayed the message before you could even touch the damn door.
"Activity" was awfully broad and could mean literally anything was waiting for you on the other side..
It could be a bunker spider or snare flea waiting to drop down on you and catch you by surprise.
It could be a Hygrodere spreading itself all over the floor, anticipating you setting one foot into it before drowning in its slimy body.
It could even be a simple turret ready to turn you into swiss cheese.
However, there's the possibility that it could also be the one entity here who didn't wanna give you a painful death, and you hoped to god you were right.
So you took a leap of faith and entered.
Surprisingly no danger was immediately present, although you did find a lot of good loot inside the room and smiled. "Oh sweet!" You grabbed the rubber ducky and Rubik's cube in the nearest corner, pocketing them. "This should set us way above-"
"Something's behind you!"
"Huh-?!"
All of the sudden, a pair of large arms wrapped around you from behind, pulling you back and causing your oxygen tanks to be pressed against the creature's chest-
Wait.
You only knew one Bracken that did that, and you couldn't help but laugh. "Oh my gosh, you scared me! You know you can't keep doing that!"
"Krrrrrr.." The entity purred softly, nuzzling his face against your neck as its leaves rustled with happiness.
With a chuckle, you patted his arm affectionately. "I've missed you, too, buddy. I told you I'd be back."
Knowing it was this Bracken, you felt safer than ever. He had a habit of greeting you this way: by sneaking up behind you like the rest of his species typically did, and attacking you.....not by snapping your neck like a twig, but by embracing and nuzzling you.
Of course, nobody in your crew believed that you've got a dangerous alien predator on Experimentation who always waited for you. Who loved you like a dog and would kill a Thumper for you.
If only they could meet him...but then again, he was shy.
"Don't tell me it's that damn Bracken again...did you tame it or something?"
The staticky voice of your coworker over the walkie-talkie startled the poor Bracken out of the hug, as it dropped you and flared its leaves out, wondering where they were.
"Relax, we're cool." You huffed, annoyed that they spooked your friend. "I gotta conserve my battery so...signal me when it gets close to midnight."
"....fine. Just don't die. Over and out."
After switching off the device, you turned back to him and smiled apologetically. "Don't worry. They're far away, so they won't bother us." You removed your helmet for the moment.
He nodded in understanding, crouching down to get a better look at your human features.
For some reason he never minded prolonged eye contact with you--and that was a good thing....otherwise, you would've been dead a long time ago.
You smiled and patted the top of his head, before he suddenly sprung up and scooped you up into his arms, lifting you completely off the ground. "Woah! Hey! Where are we going?" You asked as he carried you out of the room, taking you somewhere further within the facility.
Considering the Bracken knew his way around, you weren't too concerned with getting lost.
On your way to this unknown destination, you spotted a hoarding bug skittering down the hallway, eyeing the brass bell attached to your belt.....only to freeze as the leafy entity glared at it.
Luckily it understood the appropriate time to make eye contact with a Bracken, as it eventually looked away from him and decided to leave for another part of the facility.
It seems most of the creatures were knew who was the alpha.
'Man, whoever's tracking me must be so confused right now..' You thought to yourself as he continued walking.
Eventually you both arrived at a place many employees dubbed the "Bracken Room": a large open illuminated space with yellowish walls that looked out of place in the facility.
After setting you down on the floor, you looked at the Bracken with confusion, wondering why he decided to bring you here....until he brought you into another hug, wanting to sit down and have you in his lap.
You just smiled and wrapped your arms around him, giggling as he tucked his head underneath your chin, wanting to listen to the sound of a human's heartbeat.
Now you understood.
All he wanted was to take you to a quiet, safe place away from all the other monsters and employees. A place where he could have you to himself...at least for a couple more hours, anyways.
You knew the ship wasn't leaving anytime soon, so you didn't mind keeping him company.
While other Brackens are among the top three reasons employees hated their job...this one made you love it.
You feel so lucky, you'll consider buying a lottery ticket if you ever returned to Earth.
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bunnyluvs-blog · 8 months
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Bf!Skz reaction to you perform a sexy song during your solo song
Skz x 9th member fem!reader (but all genders can read)
tags! NSFW, mentions of hornyness, cunt eating, sleeping kink, daddy/mommy kink, blowjobs, semi public sex. sex in jeongins, also the song is fantasise by ariana (its unrelased)
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You're solo performance was something highly talking about among stays and stray kids themselves. You had kept the whole thing a secret minus the fact that you were going to do one. You didnt want you're song to be cute or something stays where going to call you adorable for. Infact you begged JYPapi for something for "sexual" This was a big performance in the USA are you knew what these people liked. You picked "Fantasise" by ariana grande. As you're body moved and lots and lots of "flirting with fans" you song was over and intermission started. You made your way back stage and lets just say you're boyfriend had something to say
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Bangchan- He pulled you into a changing room and pushed you against the wall. "What in the world was that?" He said with a stern almost scary voice. "My performance? Did you really get turned on from that?" Your soft voice rings in his ears. A different tone from the slurry sexy voice you used while singing. "You honestly thought that i wouldnt ? You're so fucking pretty that should've been for me only" He let a soft growl into your ear before locking the changing room door. You give him a confused look before he spoke up. "We got 15 minutes and you're gonna fix this so i dont go onto stage with a hard on." You couldnt help but giggle as you lead him to a chair.
Leeknow- He didnt say anything. No face or anything. He just looked at you. His normal resting face. That was till everyone left to clean and freshen up. You stood up to head to your changing but your waist was pulled down into Minhos lap as he held you there. "You think you're fucking cute?" He asked but you knew it wasnt a question. You could feel his dick in his pants against your ass. "Dont even think about fucking grinding against me slut. You're gonna be good for the rest of the night and ill give you what you want." You were even trying to tease him but you were complaining. As your wetness pooled in your panties, Minho sent you to your changing room with a slight slap on the ass.
Changbin- Changbin as always one to take what he wanted and that he sure did. As you were walking into ur changing room changbin followed. Locking the door as you both slipped in. Pushing down onto the little couch you had in ur changing room changbin attacked your neck with kisses and hickeys. "God damn your so fucking hot. And you gave that all to STAYS ? Not your boyfriend who fucks you good every night ?" He didn't let you get a word in, he just kept on going at your neck. You're soft whimpers filling the room. Changbin spoke up, "You are so in for it darling."
Hyunjin- Your relationship with hyunjin was no secret to stays. So when he walked up on stage in the middle of ur performance "ooooo's" filled the stadium as he dragged you off stage. Taking you to his changing room. He grabbed your face to make u look at him. "For fuck sake what the hell do u think you were trying to do ?" He looked at you with passion and anger in his eyes. "Showing off like you wanna be fucked by everyone here huh ? Dirty fucking thing." You hate to admit it but you were so getting turned on by just how mean he was being. "Well guess what princess, you're fucking mine got it?" He lifted up your hair to leave a big ass hickey next to ur ear. "Now the whole building will know it too"
Jisung- As you headed off stage you could see han rutting into himself. You couldn't even see him yet but you knew how he worked. A knock landed on ur changing room door followed by a Hannie who was just so horny for his pretty mommy. "Hannie baby what's wrong?" You asked with such an innocent tone. You weren't even asking you were just making fun of him. He went over and kissed you over and over again. "Mommy looked so sexy on stage. I- i want mommy too" Awww he was just so cute how could you say no. "You wanna make mommy feel good ?" You asked and got a response with Han nodding his head over and over. You lead him too his knees and god was he jumping for joy. "Ill let you make mommy feel good baby, then later, if you're good enough, mommy will reward you" Lets just say he got at reward.
Felix- If there's one thing no one knows about Felix, it's how possessive he is over what's his. Its almost like you were asking to be punished in his eyes. Nothing happened at the concert however. No no it was the car ride back to the hotel when it did. Everyone takes there own cars to avoid mobbed fans. Chan and changbin, Minho and han, hyunjin with seungmin and jeongin. It was always you and Felix together. Instead of going straight to the hotel he parked in an empty parking lot. "On top of me. Now" he said with his deep demon like tone. What else could you do besides listen to his. He respond some of those nasty lyrics you sang to so many stays. "I give this pussy to you nine to five-five to nine huh? You dirty slut you wanna be fucked 24/7 ? Then prove it" You knew what he was asking for as you unzipped his pants and a smirk formed on his lips.
Seungmin- Along with Felix nothing happened that night of the performance. This time however it was the next day in yalls hotel room. You were fast asleep at three am when seungmin had an idea. He finally thought of how to get back at you. Lowering your pj pants to leave marks all over ur waist. Knowing how in 3 days you had a performance with low rise jeans. As much has he would love to fuck you raw infront of all those stays who saw you sing and dance. This was even worse. Knowing how you and staff would panic to over up bite marks and hickeys right before you were gonna have to go on stage filled his evil soul. This was pay back.
Jeongin- your head thrown back onto the sofa of ur changing room as jeongins face was deep into your soaking cunt as your moans filled the room. "Fuck. You wanted to show off? Well now you know what happens when you wanna act like that infront of thousands of people." You've never seen innie act like this before. He was normally so soft with you. "Thinking I wouldn't do anything after your little stunt ? Like I would just let you get away with that?" He laughed as he nibbled on your thighs and went back to eating you out. "Maybe I wont even finish you off and let you stuffer? Yea that sounds like a good idea." You whined at this statement as jeongin just laughed. He didn't ever let you finish and boy were you in for a long long night at the hotel.
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sagezere · 1 year
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I couldn’t find the words to say ‘I love you’.
omg guys its finally a part 3 😱 Finally got inspo to write sorry for the longest wait ever lmao
part 1 here. part 2 here. extra but also kinda important here.
It’s been months. You haven’t spoken to Mona or Scaramouche at all since you caught them in ‘the act’. Honestly it sent shivers of disgust all over your body.
You walked in the halls of your college- even though you shared the same one with both the people that you used to call ‘friends’ you thankfully havent seen them at all.
Taking out your phone and scrolling through anything to clear your mind of the nuisances that you foolishly allowed to be by your side for years, you bumped shoulders with someone.
“Ah, sorry I should have been looking where I was going” you turn around and say apologetically, not expecting to see the man that has been plaguing your mind for this long.
He turned, glared at you for a few seconds before the glare faltered. Both of your eyes stayed connected and the tug of your heart hurt so bad, but you just took a deep breath, blinked at him with the blankest face you could muster, turned and walked away.
And God, did that feel good- that was until you felt a grab at your shoulder, and you were pulled back slightly.
“(Name)…” His voice whispered out, but you didn’t want to turn. You shrugged his hand off of you, and turned your head slightly, just to get that look on his face and you glared.
“Don’t fucking speak to me. You chose to do what you did, so just do what you always wanted me to do and fuck off.” Then you finally walked away from him- with an aching heart of course, but it was finally a step forward. With every step away from him it felt like you could finally breathe, like you could finally feel the weight of all those years slide off and far away.
Going about your day, it’s only been about an hour or two since bumping into Scaramouche in the hall. You were so happy to have finally let go of such a burden- having finally broken a promise you’ve made to a ‘dead person’ (if ur confused read the prequel thing or just dont idk)
However happiness was cut abruptly when you were faced with the other half of the nuisance, Mona. You were unsure of your standings with her, she seemed to only be your friend when Scaramouche wasn’t in the picture, but she’d also treat you as if you were some gross bug when he was around.
Seeing her stand in front of you so casually as if she hadn’t just ghosted you for some boy made you pissed off.
“(Name)! It’s been so long, how’ve you been?” The casualty in her voice and actions towards you start irritating you. You give her a disgusted look.
“what the hell are you talking about? ‘(Name) it’s been so long, how’ve you been?’ “ You mock her words in an overly high pitched and obnoxious voice.
“You ghosted me Mona. Don’t come skipping back expecting me to be the same (Name) I was months ago- actually scratch that, I’m pretty grateful.” You cross your arms and look her in the eyes with a glare.
“(Name) look I’m sorry-“ You cut her off.
“shut up and let me speak for fucks sake.” You rolled your eyes, not letting her speak over you.
“You went no contact on me, blocked me from literally everything! Kind of glad you did that for me though, with you and your bitch of a boyfriend out of my life for all those months I realized how fake you are!”
When she opened her mouth to speak- or defend herself you just walked away, not wanting to even hear any more of her voice.
yeah sorry this is kinda shit, but like if any of u wanna take inspo or kinda remake this and my other fics into something else just feel free. I honestly meant to keep the first fic as just that, but ppl wanted a part 2 so I made the part 2 and then ppl wanted a part 3 and I was just like ‘damn wth do i do now’ so yeah. Thanks for reading 😭❤️
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elvisslut · 10 months
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That Elvis fic was AMAZING, could you possibly write a part 2 where he fucks her?
A/n- HII omg yes ofc! This is my first request thank you anon!
Happiest is a butterfly pt.2
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||TW: SMUT, gunplay, blood, virginity being taken||
NOT PROOF READ
With every bone in your body you wanted to hop his. Every single time you seen him. You were growing desperate for him and nothing helped. You couldn’t just ask him to fuck you that’s unprofessional…though what you did a few weeks ago wasn’t very professional either.
He walked down the stairs and turned the corner to the kitchen seeing you wiping up the counters. Today only had you on shift out of all the maids and helpers so the only people roaming these rooms were the mafia.
You hummed along to a song in your head as you happily over thought scenarios with elvis and cleaned the counter just the way you were supposed to. Elvis smirks and crosses his arms watching as you dance along to the music in your head.
He shakes his head and goes over to you gripping your hips, startling you. You straighten up and look behind you. “Mr. Presley! You scared me..” he chuckles and moves his hands from your hip to your pelvis.
You swallow back as you feel his hands. “Say..hows ‘bout…I take somethin’ of yours?” He huffs in your ears his nose rubbing against your ear as he does. He smirks and pulls you back to feel what exactly he was talking about. “You can take anything you from me mr.Presley.” You smile pressing your hand on his.
“As much as i wanna take ya over this counter I can’t right now..lets go up to my room. Ya can stay the night and lemme take care of ya after” that didn’t sound too bad, so you agreed and walk with him to the his room upstairs.
“Lay down doll ‘m goin’ to grab somethin’” yoh nod and go to the bed laying down, elvis is quick to come back a smirk on his face. He lifts you up and pulls your shirt off laying you back down and pressing kisses on your skin.
He works your bra off and pulls it off your arms. His big hands grope at your breast making you suck in a breath. Watching him as he stares down at you with pure lust.
“Such a nice body..ya take good care of yourself baby..” he praises leaning down and pressing his lips to yours. He moves his hands down your abdomen to your pants undoing them.
“Baby ‘s gonna hurt like hell when i start this..im warnin’ ya now” he says sweetly, you nod and put your hands on his biceps feeling the muscles move under your hands.
He tugs your pants down to see you didn’t put your panties on this morning. He snickers and shakes his head, putting his hand to the waistband of his pants and pulling of his gold revolver his pride and joy.
You suck in a breath and widen your eyes. “Relax babygirl i aint gonna hurt ya yittle’” he chuckles, after a second he presses the cold gold to your clit making you close your eyes and take in the pleasure.
He slides the gun up and down in your slick getting the tip of the gun wet, biting down on his lip and undoes his pants and pulls out his dick pumping his hand on it to harden it up even more.
“Okay baby..this will hurt..and theres probably goin’ to be a little blood” he says you give a nod ready to have him, take him and please him. “Im ready mr.Presley” you say as he sets the gun on your belly and grabs your legs wrapping them around him.
“Elvis..call me Elvis i want ya to moan it” he says lining him the. Grabbing the gun again. “Yes si-oh!” You’re cut off with a large pain your eyebrows frowning. “E-elvis..out please..oh god!” You groan wiggling a bit.
“Its okay baby..its okay..it’ll pass..just be my strong little girl” he coos in a groan. “So damn tight..god i can hardly fit” he breathes, he bottoms out and holds your hips down with his free hand as he runs the gun up your thigh waiting for you to get used to him.
After a bit pleasure starts to over come the pain and he starts to move his hips grunting each time he hits your walls. Blood starting to come out as a sign he’s officially taken your virginity. “Atta girl..”he bellows pressing the gun against your hardened nipple.
Your hips push against his hand as you try to arch your back. “Elvis! You feel-…s-so good” you moan. Hearing your name fall from your lips like that made him grunt and pull the gun up your body to your face.
“Open-..goddamn..so- oh fuck..” you open your mouth for him letting him put the revolver in your mouth. He pulls it in and out simulating a dick. “Use both your damn slut traps..might just use the third next time baby” he says with a dark chuckle moving the gun out your mouth and laying it on your clit.
He leans down and presses his lips to yours as he moves his hips faster moaning in each others mouths. You felt pressure in your belly build up as he rams into you. “Gonna-..gonna cum.” You moan against his lips.
“Let yourself go for me” he says lifting up his head and gripping your thighs. After a few more thrusts you cum around him your walls squeezing him sending him over the edge. He moans with you as you come down from your high and he shots his cum into you.
“Oh holy fuck” he huffs pulling out and falling beside you moving the gun off you. “Ya did so good” he says with a smile looking over at you and wrapping his arms around you. You huff for air and rake your hands over his exposed chest hair peeking out from his shirt.
“Can we stay like this for a moment?” You ask, in that moment you realize your feelings grew for him and you felt love for your boss.
He chuckles and nods. “I don’ see why not.”
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librariesandcastles · 2 years
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“You’re such a good friend, Y/N. So helpful and thoughtful and gentle… and beautiful.” -  Chris rambled as you were putting your best efforts into navigating him towards his bedroom. You went out to celebrate his latest movie and he had one too many drinks. - “You are the most beautiful among all of my girl friends. And boy friends, and dog friends, too. And let me tell ya, I’ve got very beautiful dog friends.”
“Yeah, yeah. Whatever you say.” - you laughed. You knew better than taking his drunken compliments seriously, but your heart couldn’t help but skip a few beats. The poor thing didn’t understand that its feelings for Chris just shouldn’t be acted on.
“You smell good.” - he leaned forward and nuzzled his nose down your neck making your cheeks flush the brightest shade of red.
“And you are so drunk.” - you shook your head in another attempt to not read into his words or actions. He wouldn’t remember any of them in a few hours anyway, and you certainly didn’t want to repeat them in your head longer than necessary. You were friends for years, good friends, and yes, there were sparks, a whole damn wildfire in fact, but you weren’t completely sure if Chris was ready for more. His career was demanding and he was always on the go. Relationships rarely worked out for him and you didn’t want to get him or yourself hurt, so when you finally reached his bedroom and you made sure that he is comfortable in his bed and has water and two tablets of ibuprofen on the nightstand, you ran towards the door.
“Y/N.” - he mumbled and stopped you just before you managed to leave. - “I don’t want you to drive this late.” 
“It’s not late, Chris, it's actually early. It’s six in the morning. Plus, I drove you here, remember?” - you argued, your body half out of the room.
“Yes, but you shouldn’t have done that, Y/N.” - he pointed his index finger at you trying to appear serious. - “You are drunk, too.”
“I had two margaritas. Hours ago. I already sobered up.”
“Yeah, but… traffic’s bad in the morning.” 
“I’ll manage.”
“But you don’t have to.” - he said with a voice that made your insides melt. His blue eyes were half closed and heavy with sleep, his face was slightly puffy from exhaustion and he just looked so adorable that the remnants of those two margaritas were tempting you towards the bad decision of cuddling down next to him. - “Just stay.” - Chris pleaded. - “You never stay.”
“You never asked me to stay before.” - you heard yourself saying as if you were both in the state to discuss this right now.
“Cos I like you as a friend. Like very much. I don’t wanna mess up.” - he spoke the last sentence so low you thought you imagined it. - “I… God, I’m not so good with my words right now…”
“Chris…”
“I… I know I haven’t been the best at expressing how I feel about you.” - he swallowed. - “But it’s hard, you… You are too precious to me, I don’t wanna lose you.” - god dammit. Your willpower started evaporating and you knew you were going to throw caution and logic to the wind. You took your heels off and climbed next to him. 
“I don’t want to lose you either.” - you whispered and allowed him to take you in his arms. 
“But not giving this a chance…” - he gazed upon your lips and licked his.
“Will be just as bad.” 
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kitchenisking · 8 months
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August Fic Rec
I know its late, but better late then never😅 enjoy the fics my loves. And stay hydrated!❤️
Take Your Breath Away by thecheekydragon - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 23102, sterek)
Stiles didn’t need Scott to tell him who their new English Lit teacher was. He knew it was Derek Hale. He also knew Derek Hale was hot.
Graceless by AsexualDerek (Cammerel) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 22075, sterek)
Stiles doesn't ask for much in return, but a 'please' would be nice.
Then There Was You by EvanesDust, Novkat21 - (Rating: T, Words: 1409, sterek)
'So, could I get you something?' Stiles signs as he speaks, his movements stiff and self-conscious. It's obvious he hasn't done this in a while. 'Did you wanna make out?'
Derek's brows shoot up in surprise, heat rising in his cheeks. That couldn't have been right. 'I'm sorry. I think I misunderstood. Could you repeat that?'
Stiles tries again, and this time there's no mistaking it as he crosses his wrists and bobs his hands up and down as if they were two people making out. But it's a good thing that Derek can read lips because he's clearly saying, "Would you like a coffee?"
They’re all together ooky, the Hale family… (Snap, Snap) by DropsOfAddiction - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 12482, sterek)
Derek realises that he’s probably squashing Stiles a little bit, right at the same moment that Stiles apparently realises that he’s still holding onto Derek’s face.
They both definitely acknowledge Derek’s nakedness at the same exact time, judging by the alarmed look on Stiles’ face.
“So, you have no clothes on,” Stiles removes his hands and holds them above his head in surrender, cheeks a muddy red.
“In my defence, I was covered in fur less than two minutes ago,” Derek rolls his eyes and he pushes himself up and off him, hands covering his junk for Stiles’ sake.
“You’re still kind of furry now…” Stiles sits up, blinking rapidly, clearly just as weirded out as Derek. “Oh my god, pretend I didn’t say that. I’m not looking or anything.”
Derek smirks, because that… that was a lie and he cocks an eyebrow at him.
How Many Wonders by SylvieW - (Rating: Mature, Words: 15359, sterek)
Derek doesn’t think Scott should make a deal with Stiles the sea witch in the first place. When Scott can’t hold up his end of the bargain, he’s doomed to spend eternity in Stiles’ watery hell-soaked lair. Derek can’t stand to see his best friend taken and he’s got an eternity to spare…
Welcome To The Pack by orphan_account - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 16527, sterek)
Summary: A wolf, animal or were doesn't leave it's pack without good reason because it's damned hard and dangerous to join a new one. Stiles is a young Omega forced to do just that when his dad moves from Rio Vista to Beacon Hills.
WARNING: This features Derek in his Animagus Alpha wolf form with Stiles in his Omega wolf form. I don't view this as bestiality, but if the idea squicks you, be a responsible adult and don't read!
Teasing Daddy by sapphireginger - (Rating: Mature, Words: 698, sterek)
Being a parent is something Stiles and Derek both love. One particular morning though their usual banter is laced with underlying sexual teasing. Good thing their kiddos don't pick up on it.
Fight Fear for the Selfish Pain (it was worth it every time) by LadySlytherin - (Rating: T, Words: 11779, sterek)
After Kate Argent pretended to be his soulmate and burned most of his family alive, Derek resigned himself to a life alone, unwilling to trust the mark on his wrist again.
Stiles Stilinski has never seen his soulmark - and never will - so he's accepted that he'll never know the person who's supposedly perfect for him.
Fate is a funny thing, and it has a way of leveling the playing field in ways no one would expect.
Question of Trust by Hedwig221b - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 5785, sterek)
Having made the hardest decision of his life to willingly betray his beloved alpha, Stiles struggles to accept his new reality. The unexpected arrival of a familiar guest can change everything, but will it be done in revenge or out of love?
Satisfaction Brought It Back by Snare - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 7223, sterek)
Derek doesn't know how nobody else seems to notice the large, ever-present bulge in Stiles' jeans. He can't help but be curious about it, he just - he just wants.
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steffigraf · 3 months
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warning for a clearly anxiety-ridden oversharing freakout below the cut. sorry. i’m too sensitive and i’m unfortunately acutely aware of it.
tldr; im being a drama queen. gonna take a tumblr break for a week or two. to my mutuals, feel free to dm for my insta. i’ll be active until i wake up tomorrow morning and then i’m gonna zip
gonna preface this by saying this is in no way directed to the people whom i actually talk to constantly on here like you lot were lovely and im just dealing with a lot of demons in my head :(
anyway. sometimes i feel more like a product manufacturer than a person on here. and idk. i know most of you guys are really just following me for gifs and content and whatever but. yeah. idk. i guess the things i say don’t matter to anyone unless it’s funny. or if people want to call me out. not that im mad abt that exactly btw i do appreciate when people respectfully call me out for my own mistakes but. sometimes. i feel like im in a fishbowl and you’re all just waiting for me to say something wrong and cancel me. or then again, maybe most of you already think im a shit person and you just stay for the gifs. or maybe you guys think i’m a loser who has nothing to do but spend all day on this goddamn website.
and i know, somewhere inside me, that that’s not true and that it’s clearly the anxiety talking. maybe it’s just me maybe i’m making this up in my head i dunno. but i’m just kinda tired right now. too tired to battle the anxiety like usual at least. and i don’t really feel wanted outside of the content i produce, beyond the notes of my gifs or my fun posts. which ik shouldn’t matter but. i’m a pathological people pleaser etc etc.
(god, seeing this all typed out, i can’t even fucking blame you guys if you actly don’t like me cause. i kinda wanna shake myself by the shoulders and tell myself get a grip girl the world doesn’t revolve around you shut up shut up shut your damn mouth—)
i’ve been trying to manage by unfollowing and blocking a few people (which btw, if i did that to you and we used to be mutuals, it’s probably nothing personal i mostly just kept people i’m a bit closer to). but i’m still not really settled. and considering how i’m posting like every other day about feeling like shit, you guys probably figured that out lmao.
and well. on a separate note. seeing that rat’s name alone is too much for me sometimes. i couldn’t watch his game with carlos. i spent hours in his match with daniil turned away from the television, wearing noise canceling headphones while trying (and failing) to talk myself down from a full blown anxiety attack. i’ve said this before but the way people talk about him, both the fucked up silence and the justified outrage, it reminds me way too much about a family problem i have right now. hits uncomfortably close to home. prior to this i kinda thought i’d made my peace with the whole family situation but no apparently not. had he won the semis, i wasn’t even sure if i would be able to stomach cheering for jannik if it meant having to watch that man play.
so. idk. between the way actual tennis has been making me feel and the way tennisblr in general has seemed for me lately, i figure i need some space.
long story short ive been spending way too much time on tumblr this ao. and its gotten really bad for my mental health i guess. so i think i need to take maybe a week or two, to clear my head. watch tennis without opening this app every other point. spend time with people i love. get back to therapy. try to be a functioning adult.
(this is so fucking dramatic for a goddamn week of no tumblr i know that and i want to smack myself upside the head because why am i like this why do i make things snowball why why why—)
anyway. yeah. that’s it. if you actually read through all of that then. thanks. if not it’s okay too.
to my mutuals, the ones whom i’ve had at least some form of friendly interaction with in replies or dms, you can ask for my insta account btw. not that i’m crazy active on there but like. if you guys wanna be friends beyond the anonymity of this yknow. no pressure though.
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fruitybashir · 4 days
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it's been 3 minutes since i read the last chapter and i just wanna ask how are our boys doing right now? will they eventually tell kris' parents that they were fake-dating but are together now? was the first officially-in-a-relationship sex good? how long has bojan been in love with kris? did he realize it during their whole friends-with-benefits thing or earlier?
okay okay okay lets get into it
1. how are they doing right now? well timeline wise, currently they are suffering. but right after the end of the fic? doing fantastic. im imagining since its a friday, kris takes another sick day and bojan skips his classes just bc fuck that, and they just went through a lot and finally have each other again and theyre both not willing to let the other out of their sight again for even just a second. kiki has probably noticed kris has not been doing so well lately, so he gladly covers kris' shift. they're gonna just lie in bed a little bit, answer texts from the other guys making sure the others know theyre doing fine, and then they take jans advice and fuck like rabbits.
on saturday they go to band practice together again and maybe just bc kris is a little shit hes gonna go "yeah the song was nice but the guitar could use some improvement" and maybe thats when they start working a third guitar into songs instead of just kris taking over bojans parts? who knows?
2. will they tell kris' parents that theyre fake-dating but together now? i think kris would want to keep that one a secret, mainly bc he knows theyre never gonna let him live it down and maks definitely wont, but he (very begrudgingly) does tell them. and they have a good laugh about it. for all eternity. bc i think miha and chantal are the kind of people who would find that shit hilaaaaaarious and bring it up all the time, they think its very very funny
and they also obv love bojan and are very glad to have him properly in their family now <3
3. was the first in-relarionship sex good? it was the fucking best. they didnt have to hold back anymore and enough "i love you"s were said to fill a book with it and then some. it was incredible.
4. how long has bojan been in love with kris? god i wish i knew. i just write the guy, i dont know what the fuck is going on inside his head. i think hes had a mild crush on kris for a while, over the last few years, not very deep or meaningful, mostly when kris picked up jan or smthn bojan would go "damn hes handsome" but that was the extent of it - also bc he was still struggling with his sexuality then.
i think over the holidate timeline .. hm. i imagine that crush skyrocketed when kris just slammed him against the wall that one night and then proceeded to give him the best head hes ever had lol. and i think he definitely acknowledged it as a crush then and it slowly developed into more. i think he maybe realised he was in love shortly after kris stayed with him when he was sick? the major factors there being that kris didnt just take care of him, but actually cared for him. he didnt just drop off some meds and left, he actually took the time to stay with bojan, took a sick day just to be with him, cooked for him, made sure he ate and drank enough, kept him company, everything. thats already an admission of love if you ask me. (both platonically or romantically) but that really did a number on bojan.
i even think bojan let himself admit that it was love pretty early on, but always had the safety layer of "we're just doing this for fun, so its okay if im in love with him bc the "only" consequence is having my own heart broken lol" but then when kris wrote him dopamin and bojan realised this could all be real, suddenly there were more potential consequences to deal with and well you read the last chapter lol
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androcola · 3 months
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or maybe i was being genuine because your eyes are far apart and small, you have a low nose bridge, a flat face and thin upper lip, plus all the mental things you complain about all the fucking time are the mental symptoms associated with FAS but okay. what would i know? i just use an app that you also use. for the record, i think you’re ugly, it not because of how you look. have a great day! :D
honest to god shut ur bitch ass up.idk if you're aware but sometimes things are supposed to stay in ur head! Especially stuff like that! like honestly how the fuck did you go to my page, type that out, and then read thru it like "yeah I'm gonna send that" like. would you say this shit to people in public?? like really next time u wanna spout some shit like this just think "would this be appropriate to say out loud to someone in public?" but u probably don't care cuz ur coward ass is hiding behind anon
also if you don't like me "complaining all the fucking time" about my mental health, why not get the fuck off my blog? its obvious tjis blog isn't for u asshole. sincerely fuck urself up the ass with a cactus and get off my damn blog ❤️and stop using a real disability to call people ugly
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yuukei-yikes · 11 months
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REASONS TO LOVE SHINTARO AS A CHARACTER:
first of all; hes a gamer boy depicted as he really is and not what he thinks he is: a fucking loser who fails at every social situation and also stinks
aside from the jokes, i think he has two main songs in the whole series: toumei answer and lost time memory. im just gonna share lyrics from each song that makes me go INSANE thinking about him:
"The alarm that starts ringing/Says to my lonely self: you're a coldhearted fool" <- his guilt here is delicious to me like he blames himself for her death and yes he did act shitty and he abandoned her but he didnt do it out of malice he did it bc he didnt know how to approach her but he thinks he killed her and its also killing him OUGH
"The color of your hair/The shape of your smile/Someone might have already forgotten it" <- and then HES the one who forgets everything about ayano bc of the trauma like here he laments that her absence that has already changed his entire world might be this insignificant to someone else AND YET AND YET HIS MIND LOCKS HER OUT ITS JUST. OUGH
(NOT TO MENTION HIS FACIAL EXPRESSION WHEN HE SEES THE FLOWERS WHEN HE REALIZES WHEN HE SEES THE PAPER CRANE)
(get ready for lost time memory brainrot bc that kills me every fucking time its my fav song)
"Even after years, the shadow doesn't fade/It only invites more emotions." <- he doesnt remember but the absence is heavy on his mind it KILLS me
"If I'm 'wise' then, I can't face forward/I have no reason to so, I'll rot away instead." <- self destructive EVEN in the good route where hes not as suicidal like being self deprecating is a huge part of his brain
"Feeling hazy, let's remain unaffected today too/And keep up yesterday's pace/So that I won't ever forget your warmth/If I'm wishing for a dream that can't come true, then/I'll embrace this blurry past and have a dream which I don't wake up from" <- GOING INSANE GOING FERAL hes SO FULL OF REGRET and hes SUCH A STUPID BITCH that his solution is to stay in his own head and live in his dreams (literally) like i want to hug him and i want to slap him
"A rotten boy at 18 today too, prayed again/While clinging on to your colorful smile" <- just imagining how route X shintaro is often colored with black and dull colors bc his world has lost the color OUGH
(god just. the ending part where he desperately reaches out to clutch ayano vs him moving on from the tragedy and the proud and tearful smile of ayano just HNNGGH HE REALLY GREW DIDNT HE)
(and who cant relate to wanting to change things bc u lost ur chance before but u cant change anything so u just disappear into ur head trying to either comfort urself by daydreaming or trying to find other stuff, try to forget ur will and wallow in passivity, its just so *chefs kiss*)
i get it hes not a very likable person and he does act shitty and bratty and the anime really doesnt give him the floor to change BUT!!! give him a chance and he WILL become ur poor little meow meow. guaranteed.
reply under read more cuz this should be its own post!! and also all i gotta say is YESSSS YEEEES YESSSSS shintaro is. such a good character and i also wanna cry my eyes out with EVERYTHING abt lost time memory.
he's just a stupid guy and the thing abt shintaro is that he will ALWAYS do what's right. he has a very strong sense of justice and he's very clear on his principles. and he will always speak up for others and stand up for what he thinks is right. and this like... a HILARIOUS virtue for a character who is ALSO so awkward, difficult to approach, bratty and self centered. like that's so funny.he is such a special little guy and HE IS AWESOME
he's so cringe fail and an asshole but he's also the hero and deserves praise for it. like cry about it. he is a good guy but he's also the worst. but also he's the best. hope that helps
he and ayano are such character foils... like.... both have this strong sense of justice and they're really really REALLY the damn heroes. hold on i need to cry a little
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dylanmunson · 2 years
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this is part two to the pervious part so make sure to read that! 
part one /// Vol 3
word count : 1.8k
part three maybe?
wattpad /// masterlist /// request
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welcome to hellfire p2
Eddie had just dropped you off at home, making sure to watch you go in to know you were safe before driving back to the trailer park. 
You grin as you shut the door behind you, little conversation was made about tomorrow 'where were you?!' you turn to see Steve standing against the living from door 'i was at hellfire with dustin, mike and lucas' you smile, he frowns 'hellfire? that dnd club run by eddie the freak munson' he smirks, 'hes not a freak steve' you groan walking into the living area which leads to the kitchen. 'is he still there?' he chuckles 'at school i mean, is he re doing his senior year'  following you, leaning against the side with his arms crossed. 'yeah bu-' 'but what?' he chuckles shaking his head 'just be safe ok, and tell me next time!' he sighs giving you a hug before going off to his room. You nod as he walks off before opening the fridge to grab a drink before heading up to your room. 
its now midday, and your sat across from eddie in his trailer, 'so' he grins opening his note book full of dnd things. 'uhh' he chuckles scratching the back of his neck 'this is for you' he smiles softly, handing you a box. You frown looking down at it, opening it carefully. 'oh eddie' you giggle, in the box is a start set to dnd, a handbook, some pre made character sheets and a set of dice. He shrugs 'lady sunshine needed her own if she wants to play' he grins 'you didnt have to honestly' you smile picking up the handbook. He just shrugs biting his bottom lip. 'i mean i love it, thank you but honestly' you chuckle looking at the boy in front of you. 
'sweetheart its nothing' he smiles, he begins to explain the different races and how each will have different abilities, benefits and downsides. Then explaining the different classes, saying how this says what their good at, what they have chosen to do in life, and most importantly effects the skills they have as you go through the game. 
'understand the alignment' he grins 'basically how your character would react in different situations' you nod your head smiling at the boy, 'now the dice' he chuckles picking up the dice that were in front of you both 'mainly a d20 is used' he picks up the d20 between his pointer finger and thumb to show you before placing it in your hand 'but other dice are used but yeah' he chuckles shaking his head, he shrugs 'sorry' 'why you sorry ed?' you look up at the boy 'im rambling' he chuckles shaking his head 'no no no' you grin moving forward a bit 'i wanna learn, and your a great teacher' you giggle, he rolls his eyes playfully 'stop it' he grins turning away. You grin shaking your head 'would you help me make a character' you grin. 
After creating your character and making a sketch of her, you decided it was time for some food. 'Ed?' you grin turning towards the boy who was stay behind you, on his bed, he had made some space on his desk for you to sit at so you could write and draw your character. 'mhm?' 'do you wanna go to the diner?' you smile softly, 'my treat, that was the deal' you chuckle, 'are you trying to get rid of me already harrington' he chuckles 'no no of course not i ju-' 'im playing princess' he grins 'diner on third?' he smiles standing up, you nod your head standing up as well 'yeah' you grin, he holds his arm out for you to walk in front, out of his room and out of the trailer. He opens the van door for you before closing it and running round to his side to get in. 
the short drive was full of eddie's music, and you asking questions about it, tapping your foot to the beat and just admiring eddie as he drove in the sunlight. You sighed as he parked up and got out, thinking to yourself why is he so god damn pretty, you groan but jump as the door opens 'you ok?' he frowns, you nod your head 'uh yeah sorry' you chuckle 'shall we' you smile hopping out of the van and into the diner. 
Its late afternoon when you arrive, you sit in a booth towards the back, a waitress comes by and gives you some menus before giving you some time to think about what you want to order. 'Hey princess, i dont wanna ruin our meal before its even started but' he mumbles, his eyes fixed on the door, you frown and turn looking towards the door as Jennifer and some of the other girls from cheer walk in. You shake your head and look back to eddie before looking at the menu again. 'we can come back another time if you want to doll' he mumbles, not wanting to make you feel uncomfortable, knowing that the girls seeing you both together could cause issues at school. 
'no. no we're staying' you nod smiling at the older boy, he nods and sits up as the waitress comes over, you both ordering burgers and fries along with a coke cola for eddie and a vanilla milkshake for yourself. The food and drinks come quickly, Jennifer and the girls noticing you and eddie before whispering among themselves. Eddie looking at you to make sure your ok, the whispers getting louder, then the giggling starts. 'wanna leave?' he whispers putting his hand over yours. You shake your head 'no' you sigh taking a deep breathe. He still has his hand on top of yours and you smile softly. 'Eddie?' he hums in response taking a sip of his drink, noticing his hand is still on top of yours before pulling it away 'sorry princess' he chuckles, you shake your head 'nooo' you grin taking his hand into yours. He smirks giving your hand a squeeze putting his drink down. 
'well well well' you hear from behind you 'if it isnt eddie the freak munson.. oh and whos this' you sigh looking at eddie as he just gives you a look, squeezing your hand again before letting go. 'little miss harrington' Jennifer grins 'what are you doing with him' 'we're friend Jen now if you dont mind' you say to her before turning back to eddie 'your friends? your friends with him?!' she laughs, 'funny y/n very funny' 'whats so funny?' you turn to her again 'you being friends with the town freak' she laughs again 'is he turning you to the dark side' she grins 'are you in danger, do you need us to call steve' 'really jennifer?' she grins 'did he put a weird hex on you or something? is that why your hanging out together' 'a hex?' 'their club, hellbummer, whatever it is, its a satanic cult' you roll your eyes standing up in front of the older girl. 
'Its not a satanic cult, its a club for a game' you says standing up for yourself and eddie, 'y/n leave it its fine honestly' eddie mumbles. You shake your head 'awh standing up for your little weirdo boyfriend' jennifer grins, 'hes not my boyfriend' 'if you say so' she grins before walking away, you groan rolling your eyes before sitting down in the booth again 'sorry about her' you sigh looking at eddie, he just shakes his head 'honestly, its fine, crazy bitch anyway' he chuckles, you grin looking down 'yeah' you agree giggling. 
After another 10minutes, things had quieten down, you had paid for the food and were just sat talking to eddie 'im just gonna pop to the toilet' you chuckle, eddie grins nodding 'dont miss me to much doll' he grins as you get up, shaking your head as you go to the bathroom. 
The stall next to the wall is taken and the 3rd one along has no toilet roll, so you go into the middle cubical and sit to do your business when you hear laughter and next thing you know your covered in different flavoured milkshake. 'what the' you groan looking up seeing milkshake cups hanging over the cubical walls. You hear Jennifer and her friends laughing as they quickly leave the bathroom. You stay in there for a moment, as the milkshake drips down your back and face. It covering you everywhere. You bite your lip trying to stop the sob thats threatening to spill. You get up flush the toilet and go to the sink and look at yourself in the mirror, a sob escaping your lips. 
You run out of the bathroom and out of the diner, running to the payphone to call steve. 
You see Jennifer and her little gang drive off as you get to the payphone, going into your pocket to get some change so you can call steve to come get you. Before you get the chance to put the change in the machine, Eddies by your side 'Jesus H Christ' he sighs pulling you into him, 'come on' he mumbles walking you back to the van 'fucking' he groans slamming his hand on the wheel 'come on sweetheart lets go get you cleaned up' he smiles softly at you 'can you take me home?' you mumble, more tears running down your face, Eddie just nods his head 'of course sweetheart' he says, placing a hand on your thigh, giving it a small squeeze before driving you home. 
You arrive back not long after, you open the front door with the key that was under the mat, Eddie had parked the car and followed you in, but bumped into steve 'what did you do?!' he shouts at eddie, pointing his finger to his chest 'nothing, i swear i did nothing' eddie is quick to ramble. 'steve' you sob from behind him 'it, it was jennifer' you cry, the hiccups starting up as you do. 
'what?' 'she... she went to the bathroom and next thing i knew jennifer and her little gang where running out of the bathroom and out of the diner laughing their heads off' Eddie rambles on, shaking his head. 'then i saw you running out crying' he sighs looking at you with sad eyes. Steve looks between you and eddie 'come on lets get you cleaned up' steve says putting his hand on your lower back guiding you upstairs 'you stay here, we're gonna have chat' steve points at eddie, who just nods and stands awkwardly in the hall way. 
Once upstairs steve opens the bathroom door, turning on the shower and getting you a warm fluffy towel 'ill be downstairs when your finished ok' he nods down at you, you nod biting your lip, the hiccups not stopping 'steveee' you say pulling him back 'eddie didnt do anything, we.. we were having a good time till she showed up' you mumble frowning, steve just nods 'get cleaned up alright' he says before leaving the bathroom and walking down the stairs. 
(@steves-robin + @onlydruig )
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hearts4golbach · 7 months
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Light Shower. (Sal Fisher x Fem!Reader.)
part 7
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"and all my anger, sadness, regret disappeared, its madness."
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I walked next door to Sals apartment and knocked on the door. to my surprise, Henry answered. he looked like he was in a rush.
"Hey, Mr fisher! are you okay?" I asked cautiously.
"yes, thank you, sweetheart. I'm about to be late for work." he gave me a sad smile. "cone in, sals in his room."
"thanks, I hope you make it in time." I grinned back at him.
I knocked on the door before walking into sals room. he was laying in his bed in boxers and a T-shirt. he was playing on his gear boy.
"Hey, babe. you okay?"
he looked over at me and sniffled. "I got sick somehow." sal chuckled.
"oh, I'm sorry, sally face." I rubbed his arm. "can I crawl in with you?"
he nodded. "if you wanna catch whatever I have."
"I can take it." sal blushed. i climbed in, wrapping my arms around his waist, meanwhile making sure I didn't get in the way of his vision. "how are you not suffering with your prosthetic on?"
he giggled. "I am suffering."
"have you taken medicine and atleast drank a little water?"
he paused. "uh..."
"sal!" I exclaimed, getting up. I went to get him a glass of water and a little medication. I brought it back to him. "cant have you dying on me, damn."
"I'm not going to die, Y/n. it's not that serious." he rolled his eyes.
"you never know!" I replied in a sing song voice. I crawled back in bed next to him and handed him the water and cough syrup.
he took off his mask and quickly took the shot of medicine, grunting as he did so. he took a sip of water. "thank you, love." he gently kissed me, staying against my lips for a few seconds before pulling away. I moved his hair out of his sweaty face before moving back to my original position around his waist. I listened to him hum as he played his game before slowly falling asleep.
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I woke up a few hours later, around 10. sal was asleep, too. I stretched before checking my phone.
larry: wya Todd's parents just gave me more weed ;) - 9:18 pm.
larry: Y/N!!! - 9:26 pm.
larry: uve got 2 be shitting my dick - 9:31 pm.
me: oml sal is on his death bed I can't leave him - 10:18 pm.
larry: idc bring his ass with!! - 10:21 pm.
me: he's sleeping
larry: wake the beast from his slumber and let's goooo
me: ure annoying lol
larry: I give u free weed that's not possible
me: my bad gangster let me see if sal wants 2 go
larry: tell his ass I got soup
me: lol ok
what I didn't realize is that sal was awake already. I turned to look at him, bit he was already looking at me. I jumped. "you scared me."
"sorry." he apologized with his raspy voice. he sounded worse. he kissed my forehead.
"we don't have to go to Larry's, you sound worse."
he cleared his throat. "I'm fine, he seems desperate and he has soup."
"mk." I whispered, gently kissing his soft lips. he wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me in. "maybe we should just stay here."
we got up and sal put on pajama pants, tossing me a pair too. sal strapped his mask back on and we made our way down to Larry's apartment.
me: u better prepare soup cuz I'm pretty sure that's the only reason he's going
larry: already on it :D
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larry and I got baked while sal happily ate his soup, with his mask on, of course. after he had finished, I laid my head in his lap and talked to larry about his girlfriend.
"dude, she has the biggest tits I've ever seen!"
"bigger than ashs? no way."
larry rolled his eyes. "sure."
"damn, bigger than mine!?!" I exclaimed. I glanced back at sal, who's ears were turning a shade of pink. I smirked to myself.
"yep."
sal coughed. "no way were talking about this. I don't even believe that."
"oh my god, sal."
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I sat in my hospital bed, trying to comfort Y/n. she hadn't been allowed to take her pain meds that day.
"I'm sorry you hurt, Y/n." I frowned, watching as she curled up into a small ball.
"it's ok, sal." she whined as she pulled her knees closer to her chest. "can you read me a story?"
and I did. I read her 3 of the stories dad had brought me while I stayed in the hospital. i kept reading until I realized she had fallen asleep. I wasn't completely sure she could fully hear me through my bandages, though.
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I took care of sal the next week, making sure he took his medicine and drank water. I stayed most nights with him so he didn't have to be alone. the funny thing was, by the time he was fully healed, I was sick, myself.
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melancholycatastrophe · 8 months
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Jotting down some thoughts about Only Friends Episode 4:
spoilers, obviously
That first scene with Ray broke me, that feeling of worthlessness and how everyone must hate you hit a little too hard for me
I was right thinking that Ray is closer to Mew than the others (and maybe vice versa), possibly because Mew is his emergency contact and saved him when he was feeling suicidal; which reminds me of when Ray told Sand that it was his turn to save him after Sand took care of him while he was drunk
That one person's theory that Ray is using Sand as an emotional replacement for Mew, who he already holds on a pedestal and probably is attached to Mew more than he likes Mew, is probably true. Idk I'm not really analyzing but I genuinely feel that Ray uses people as an emotional crutch in order to get things from them that he never got from his own mom - love, compassion, someone to hold
Cheum is so me: "Ray, if I wasn't a lesbian I would love you"
Side note: I love scenes where all four of them are together and doing friend stuff even though they're all backstabbing each other (except Cheum, bless her)
The fact that Boston saw his two close friends kiss and recorded it, kept it for two years without saying anything is so???????? I want to crack open his head and figure out whats wrong with him
Ray saying Sand is not his type after he had his tongue down his throat not 30 minutes ago is??????????
Ray still being in love with Mew is so sad especially when Mew clearly only sees him as a friend (He's gotta be on the ace-aro spectrum is2g Mew is demisexual and probably aroflux or something along that line. Trust me, I'm also ace(-probably aro) and he's just like me)
Mew laying clear boundaries with others is hot. Actually, yes, kissing someone who is asleep without their consent is weird and you shouldn't do it, this isn't a kdrama Ray, you can't get away with it
I can't wait for Nick to rock Boston's shit I'll be honest, I really want him to try and blackmail Boston into a relationship, they can be red flag4red flag
Top really has the AUDACITY to call Mew his future boyfriend as if he didn't fuck Boston like he had something to prove just the other day, all men do is lie
That airplane with a B on it....the photobooth at the hotel.....Top I was really rooting for you but you're getting on my last nerve...
Ray is the kinda guy that doesn't know what the price of eggs are
"I do want money but friendship and love can't be bought" Sand I literally can't relate, would love someone to buy me things in exchange for my friendship
Raysand is so cute at the guitar shop I just know Ray is gonna leave Sand broken hearted, there's no way Sand is getting out of this unscathed
Ray is so lovely when he apologizes and looks up with those puppy dog eyes I would forgive him too, its okay Sand
Sand loves arctic monkeys and oasis 😭 move over Ray, I can treat him better
Every time Boston is in the same frame as Top, I let out the biggest sigh; I love Ton, I won't lie, but God I need him to leave topmew alone (on the other hand, I wanna see Mew rock both Top and Boston's shit)
I love that scene in the elevator when Top was reading Ton to filth but couldn't he had done it before he had sex with him???? Like Book, I too will bring up that car scene every single time
God I don't trust Top
Out of context BostonNick is really cute, I wanna see Neo and Mark together in another series where they get play boyfriends
also Nick relistens to that damn audio more times than I rewatch episode 12 of Mignon
Nick trying to blackmail Top instead of telling Mew is such a choice. "Can you stay away from Boston?" bruh he's trying to, Boston is the one that appears out of nowhere like that one mosquito
"Top stole my ex" OH MY GOD OHHHHH MY GOD I KNEW IT BUT IT STILL TOOK ME BY SURPRISE
Book is so fine, idk something about the glasses gets me in every scene he's in
unrequited love for your best friend is so rough, I feel for you Ray (but he has a point. Mew, do you really want Top as your boyfriend?)
"Who punched you? I want to give them a trophy?" You can suck his dick too, Ray, since it's Sand
For a second I forgot who Beam was 😭 I was so focused on Boston and Top that I forgot Top slept with the entire young adult male population of Thailand
"Beam is a drug dealer" hOW IS THAT ANY BETTER?????
"Are you okay with that?" WHY WOULD HE BE OKAY WITH HIS POTENTIAL BOYFRIEND DOING COCAINE?????
why do I have the oddest feeling that Mew has some kind of background with dealing with addicts cuz that "quit drugs" speech was a little too impassioned. like a previous family member or someone was an addict and now he no longer wants to take care of people who are addicts because of how emotionally exhausting it is. maybe this theory is coming out of my ass but it might explain why he keeps Ray strictly as a friend (since not only is he an alcohol addict he also does cocaine???? boy are you trying to kill yourself?) and he gets mad at top for also doing drugs
i thought mew would use sex as a way to prove that he and ray were strictly friends, not as a reward to get top to stop doing drugs. i'm so flabbergasted and also top is kinda weird for wanting sex as a reward for taking care of himself but whatever
now I'm distracted at the fact that Top brought a packet of cocaine with him to Mew's place like??? was he planning to sniff a line while Mew was sleeping or...?
Man I was wrong about that airplane....but my point still stands
out of context topmew is cute
ray just wants to feel important to someone but now that mew has top, he's gonna cling to sand....i'm sad i just want ray to love and be loved
sharing music is a love language
the next episode looks too happy, i dont trust it
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callofdooty · 1 year
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5-4-3-2-1 Tag Game!!
Tagged by @alidravana ! Thank you so much for the tag! :D
top 5 works i’m proudest of (not in any particular order):
Since I only have two actual works, I'll just put them both LOL:
Just Us - Keegan and Merrick havea moment after the events of the game
My Bed Is A Pool And The Walls Are On Fire - Keegan being delirious for 1000 Words
top 4 current wips i’m excited about:
Mostly all Whumpuary works since they've got my full attention rn LOL
Woken Up Like An Animal - Fill for the prompt Nightmares. Logan makes friends with Mouse after he accidentally kicks her across a room. Title is a line from Human by Daughter (aka one of the best Logan songs to exist LOL)
Keegan's Hypothermia fic - Prompt fill for Hypothermia and "Stay With Me" - Trying to play into the found family as much as I can because I am a SUCKER for it) Pending title ^^
My Heroes Are Dead (They Died In My Head) - Prompt fill for Betrayal. Bitter stream of consciousness, takes place after Struck Down, from Keegan's perspective (but Ajax's fate will be left ambiguous so he might be dead, might be canon divergence that lets him live) Title is a line from Diluted by Slipknot
I Won't Give Up On You (So Don't Give Up On Me) - Prompt fill for "Don't Do This" and Blurry Vision. Not entirely sure what this will entail but it will probably center around Hesh and Logan :) I love :) Angst :) I'm just hella into the title and the prompts as a combination. Title is a line from The Sadness Will Never End by Bring Me The Horizon
top 3 improvements in my writing:
Actually rewriting drafts. A lot of the time, I don't typically rewrite drafts, but for some of the Ghosts ficxs, I've actually got multiple different versions of fics LOL
Uhh I'd say I've definitely developed a stylised way of writing? Which, is actually pretty much just the way I write normally AHA - a lot pauses in strange places, and of course the angsty internal monologuing. I also like messing with structure when I can (Unfortunate House of Leaves simp over here)
Catching when my tenses slip. I don't know why, it might be due to roleplaying, but I find that I often flip between past and present tense in the middle of writing (where it wouldn't make sense to) But I've been able to catch it, lately. Makes editing fics a bitch LOL
top 2 writing resolutions:
Just posting more honestly. Last fandom I wrote fics for got a grand total of three fics because I didn't get to finish the others LOL, and then I kind of drifted off to other things (it's still some of my best angst work, so hopefully I can bring that energy to the Ghosts. The character I fixated on actually might have some similarities to Logan ssooo 👁 👁)
Maybe trying to branch out more? My two modes of writing are Hurt/No Comfort (hilarious, because I hate reading Hurt/No Comfort) and Whump so maybe I can try smth else? Maybe romance? Definitely not something I'm familiar with writing, but it feels like something I could try. (The real issue is finding ships I wanna write about /hj)
number 1 favourite line:
Hmm, this is hard, so I'm going to make up for all the other ones I can't fill by giving a few LOL
From Just Us, I'm quite fond of this line:
Shame stirs in his stomach, making him nauseous before working its way up, gripping his heart and then balling up to cause a lump in his throat that he tries his best to swallow around. "I miss him." The shame ignites like a gasoline trail, flaring quickly into anger (whether it's at himself or Rorke... it's hard to tell with all the smoke) that only makes him feel more sick. "God damn it, I miss that piece of shit."
From the Nightmares fic I'm working on (almost done with it!):
Her eyes did more than enough talking on that front, strangely expressive for how closed off she otherwise seemed. They told a thousand stories; all indecipherable, written in a language that no one could speak of, but could understand all the same. The mind's exact tales of suffering were locked away, hidden, but their effect still seemed to shine from the soul's very own fractured looking glass. A hint of resignation acted as dust upon the reflection's surface; a house haunted by time more than any other phantom.
and then this giant excerpt from a WIP abt Hesh :)
Occasionally, a glimpse will come to Hesh’s mind. Sometimes it’s intrusive, lightning flashing against a canopy of dark clouds, shaking the foundations of his mind with a deafening roar. Sudden, brief and violent in nature. Other times it’s… slow. Easy and gentle, like ocean waves crawling their way up the beach; soft, hushed. Almost comforting, if not for the deep grief that the tide often brought with it, the wind brushing by carrying the faint echoes of laughter and excited voices.
On days like this, the wind only seems to carry his own distant screams. The tide now feels lonelier than it ever did. That one set of footprints trailing in the sand was just that; a single set. The second set of imprints settled in his own stride now gone. 
Instead, the ghost of his shadow is embedded yards away, a trench dug out by desperately grasping hands, reaching for anything. Reaching for him.  
It’s still the gentle ease of a memory washing over him, sea foam gathering, swaying and receding slowly, but that’s perhaps what makes it worse. The slowness. The time he has to sit there and dismantle himself from the inside out, while his own head taunts him with things he no longer has, can no longer reach out for. Even the ebb and flow of water can wear down cliffs with enough time, steady and persistent in its movements. 
Imagery galore! LOL
tagging... @bubble-dream-inc , @goorehound and @neon-amnesia (If y'all want to, don't feel pressured to! ^^)
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reacting to Shubble’s ep. 6 of Empires :)  *SPOILER WARNING.. obviously* oh no Shubble don’t steal the trident your channeling your Afterlife cat Shubble. but Joey also called Shub a lowly witch, which she is very insecure about, so.. fair enough. “I mean, I’m already a criminal, I might as well keep going” FKASJKJF please Shub, that’s so funny- also, leaning more into villain Shelby arc?? jeez, Shelby has to put signs reading ‘Beware of the fog!’, it’s that bad?? that’s really worrying. magic spawn fire? yeah that makes sense, there’s been weirder.. but it summons thunder, and now everybody is just calling Joel ‘Thunder Daddy’ now, that’s... weird. But okay, go off, I guess. OH THE FIRE THING WORKED?? jeez the blue fire (wisps??) is really powerful this season huh? it’s defo the corruption of this season, I mean, come on. breaking out of lore, I wonder if they just changed the weather and the camp fire. probably. Shubble please don’t strike all the creepers you will die this is a bad idea- just take one head and go, yes, leave that one it’s fine. the fire didn’t seem to have a cut between clips tho?? huh, very interesting.. oop Shelby didn’t do her research. ‘this guys not even the right guy’, well that’s a problem. that clip looked like it was cut tho for the fire?? but I mean she did get the creeper head, good for her! ooh she found Pix’s bridge that’s pretty cool. and she stayed in the Sanctuary outpost :) oh shes at Sanctuary now. Sausage needs to make 1 big hat joke by the end of this please. khgash Shub please humble yourself if you keep bragging your so good it’ll be worse if/when they find out. Shelby claiming herself as a nature witch?? hmm... interesting. fire normally wrecks nature so. Shub talking to the nature; ‘great work, big fan’ jkfsak please. OOOH BANNER FOR THE EVERMOORE :O. they are very pretty! a simple design, but it does look magical and plant-y(?) also it kinda looks like a diff banner from a different Empire (maybe season 1) but I can’t place my finger on it? Sausage please- you don’t tell people were laughing at somebody when they came please- poor Shelby shes getting hit in her more insecure spots this episode. llamas in the farm? yeah thats normal. OH NO THE SIGNS OH CRAP THATS NOT GOOD ITS BACK?? also, somebody on my other Shub-reaction vid reblogged and put the tags they thought it was the 13th person or the fog and I thought the fog was a good idea (and with the title of this vid) I think that’s the most likely thing. ‘They are coming for you.’ Damn, that’s... creepy- I’m guessing they is the witch council (all my homies hate the witch council) but still, could be the other Empires or the 13th person on the server. ah yes, the infamous ‘it’s just a prank’ to push away all your worries and fears. also, nervous laughter. yep, Shub, blame it on the llamas. “Who would wanna be here? I didn’t even.” comedy gold- also, more thick fog?? Shelby needs to explore the mangrove in the center, seriously. after she gets wings though maybe, so she can fly out. a ghost on the server?? ooh, that could be possible honestly. doesn’t Pix see ghosts? ‘they were by the campfire’ ‘the campfire was fully cursed’ DAMN OK SO THE FIRE IS BAD?? Shub please don’t aggravate the ghost, you’ve already aggravated a demon before.. also.. buff Shubble?? pop off, pop off. OOH SHUB VILLAIN ARC BUT AGAINST THE COUNCIL?? but also please dont fight them you are strong but you dont know how to use said strength. ooh banner fits well with the mushroom shop building. also, “They can try to take me out of the Evermoore, but this is my home now” wow, that’s... weirdly wistful?? like she didn’t even wanna come, and now she says its her home. oh the ghost is fighting? not again??? Shub, have you have dealt with a ghost before? backstory?? also “and I’m like.. really buff”, please oh my god, Shubble has no right to be this funny... “You can’t be invisible, because I’m the only one who can make those potions”, wait so that’s like... canon? in s1 ppl could make potions even with Gem, but I guess s2 magic is more reformed and only taught to a certain group of people? like Hogwarts? Shelby, sweetie, your not technically a witch anymore, your just doing illegal magic and calling yourself a witch, they might come, but your gonna get arrested if they do come.. ‘the most powerful witches’- Shelby you literally moved a whole universe over and it might have been only a little part of the world but you did it on accident, your magic is that powerful, you just aren’t good at harnessing it. “Trust me, it’s not a nice place” Uh?? have you been to witch prison before, Shub?? or are you just.. saying that to say it?? the trees look like their walking?? the fog is disorienting?? what if thats how people get lost? the trees are actually moving but it doesn’t seem like it and the fog doesn’t help. also pfft, Shub willing to apologize to a tree is funny. oh hi Scott yeah Shub totally wasn’t talking to herself, yep it was the fog, mhm. also Scott’s hat?? its actually pretty cool, I won’t lie. and he needs potions, so that’s good for Shub. ooh Scott’s wings are pretty :). oh witches do canonically fly on brooms whoops, I might need to change my fic to match that... uhhh.. that’s fine. also yeah, everybody is vacuuming now and days cause it’s so much easier. PFFT “you got a Swiffer or something?” also, just the ‘fog’ talking to Shelby? that’s not sus at all. yeah better keep that quiet, people are gonna think your crazy and won’t come. oh wait there’s a sculk sensor and shrieker? man I got it spot on with the deep dark = corruption, huh?? that’s not good though.. if a Warden spawns.. is it in the tree?? seriously what’s got it out for Shub this bad?? “sorry you exist now, my bad, sorry I gave you life” oh my god please- that shouldn’t be that funny... oh its under the tree? that was where the sign was, no? OH SOMEBODYS GOT A POTION, WHOSE DIGGING UNDER SHUBBLE’S TREE?? and splash potions?? jeez, what is happening?! aren’t ghosts coropeal?? actually I don’t think that matters it shot arrows at Shelby so.. no Shub, please, get rid of the sculk it’s not good it’s like worse then the fog please.. and you’ll get startled by zombies and skeletons and like if anybody comes to visit, they’ll get jump scared too. chickens are cool though, that’s fine, but yeah, that’s also an invasion of privacy. oh fWhip is here with his big ears okay- oh he’s just here for mangrove roots okay. OOH BONE MEAL that’s really good for Shubble. oh jeez the fog is leaking out? that’s not fine. also maybe the ghost is just after Shub and Sausage? I would say S names but.. uh.. Scott..  KHJGDSAKHK SHUB NO WE DON’T TEST MAGIC ON OUR FRIENDS. of course she doesn’t notice that not to sound mean but Shelby probably didn’t have many friends at her witch school. OOH BROOM TIME?? ‘doesn’t seem to exist in minecraft’ shshhshs no breaking the fourth wall Shub (/j). YO SHE MADE A BRROM THATS COOL DOES IT WORK- also, her wand and broom have the same color palette? but they dont seem to match any other colors in her Empire?? FSAKJ “I knew I could break the game” please of course Shubble can do that. sakjk she just flies with like invisible wings and rockets with her broom in her off hand that’s funny.
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