#i'm not okay but i'm ok

[swashbucklery]

My cat died this week. I don’t really know how to talk about it here, because I don’t do a ton of personal updates on my Tumblr, but it feels weird to just post about television without saying anything at all.

Anyway. The thing that people don’t talk about when they talk about pet death is that if you have other pets, they also grieve at the same time as you do? And watching my dog and my other cat try to get their heads around the fact that she left and isn’t coming home is just. Heartbreaking in a way I didn’t know I could feel.

#she was wonderful and it was a big surprise #she kept it from us until her very last day and by then it was too late #but she was ready to go #so we let her #and it was the right thing to do and we gave her the best death and the best life #but i'm going to miss her forever #so anyway if you see some emo posts about grief like #i'm not okay but i'm ok #you know? #pet death cw

[genshin-impact-updates]

Happy White Day!

Credit goes to @waternaeng, thanks for the nice artwork!

#genshin impact #genshin impact updates #genshin impact news #official #white day #alhaitham #ok so this is technically official because it's on the ella musk account #i know i don't usually post things from there but i'm biased okay #and i'll post their other white day art for fairness

[hajihiko]

pretty sunrise or sth

#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #an art #Listen I somehow fuckong hate how this came out ok I dont like it BUT here it is anyway. Because. I am not the authority on what's good #And I'm WORKING ON IT. as well as more stuff. #It was a light study and sometimes those dont work out and that's okay. Somethings wrong here I dont know what but I'm excited to find out!

[mechanicalinfection]

He gets a little quirky at night.

#art #digital art #fnaf #fnaf 3 #springtrap #he's so bbg guys #LIKES HDIWKBDKD #I TRIEDNMY BEST W NEW STYLE #I DONT THINK I PULLED IT OFF WELL BUT OH WELL #He gets a bit quirky ok leave him slone 💔 #hes a lil insane but like bbg #bbg material #trust #PLEASE HEAR ME OUT OKAY 💔 #HE'S JUST SO???? #pls 👉👈 #erhm #im going to die in a fire right now adiod #I'm bavk sgain i wsnt to take him home snd give him s bath #he needs a bath #like extremely #corpse bunny needs a bath #take the knife away from hjm #he'll committ several warcrimes

[ministarfruit]

day 4: doomed by the narrative ♡

(femslashfeb prompt list)

#minifemslashfeb2024 #surviving romance #seyeong jin #chaerin eun #THE GIRLS ARE NOT OKAY! #READ SURVIVING ROMANCE IF YOU'RE A HORROR YURI LIKER #OR A TOXIC YURI LIKER IN GENERAL #ok I promise it's not all toxic but man is there SO many layers #and barely anyone out here is talking about it #PLEASE. PLEASE JOIN ME #I NEED TO TALK ABOUT SURVIVING ROMANCE #god the colour palette on this kicked my ass #I'm bad at using green. but seyeong's hair is such a pretty shade #I couldn't get away with NOT using it #seyeong is sooo. god forbid women do anything

[trixdraws]

"I miss you so much, Ava."

#i'm obviously still not ok #will i ever be okay? #i need season 3 confirmation #or i will riot #netflix pls #my art #warrior nun #warrior nun s2 #warrior nun spoilers #avatrice

[snarkspawn]

ha. haha. this is fine.jpg

#project hadea #spoilers #interactive fiction #nash #orion #userpharawee #ok ok oK I only played through the update once and without my previous savegame so I'll definitely have to do it again #(and again. and a-) #but hOOOoOO BOY ?? ? WHAT AN ABSOLUTE BANGER OF A CHAPTER #IT HAS EVERYTHING: ACTION! DRAMA!! TWO ANGRY BUGS FOR THE PRICE OF ONE!!! #AND HOW CAN YOU JUST END IT THERE I'M #I'M NOT OKAY T_T

[aterfish]

I'm not ever careful and I can be rude, yeah

#i am sooo normal about the pjo series #oh my god theyre friends #they are such good friends #and they are going to help each other survive #till they fall in love #lyrics are from I'm not okay by Weathers #i have a feeling this looks like a postcard #but i had too much fun drawing hands to discard them #pjo #pjo series #pjo tv series #percy jackson #percy jackson series #percy jackson show #percy jackon and the olympians #ok i think thats all #ater art #its 6 am help i wake up at 8 am

[heybiji]

dande's dying btw

#dungeons and dragons #dnd #dnd art #dnd character #dnd oc #dandelion treehollow #more specifically he's ROTTING #don't get punched by a mummy yall #ok but narratively dande rotting to death is very satisfying to me what with his arcane focus being a rotten tooth he wears as a necklace #but also #DANDE'S DYING #it's okay they just gotta find someone who can remove the curse... #down in these caves................... #dandelion is dying. #very funny considering the night before when the paladin was trying to get him to find jesus dande was like #nah i'm good i aint gonna be dying again any time soon #hahahahahahaha #anyways he's FURIOUS ABOUT IT #ravelers #dande is DYING #i do love dande reacting with pure rage when his mind is overwhelmed with the thought of dying #it's fun to play in contrast to his typical demeanor #dande is dying #send your thoughts and prayers #also he's stuck at 10 hp and can't be healed!! #THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS

[runningupthatvecna]

this is for all the touch deprived plus size girlies that are very much (still) in love with eddie munson

18+ minors dni

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In fact, Eddie loves you.

He loves your plush hips. The valleys and hills of you, soft expanses of extensive skin for him (and him only) to touch.

He loves your cheeks. Perfect for nuzzling his nose into until his lips make contact with your jaw, inhaling your very scent until his lungs burn.

He loves the roundness of your boobs, especially when your hardened nipples perk up, begging for his touch. The squish.

He loves the roundness of your belly, how soft it always presents itself beneath his head and tickling curls of his, a perfect pillow whenever you let him rest on you. The way it separates into parts, valleys between them, a welcome dip for his fingers.

He loves your soft hair and those big arms that offer the best, sincerest, warmest, hugs Eddie has ever known. They are his absolute favourite.

He loves your thighs, my god does he love them, when they jiggle with every step you take, wherever you go, a constant reminder how good they feel around his head. How good they feel beneath his eager fingertips when he runs them up and down and up again.

He loves how wet you always get between them, how the juices are already dripping from your outer lips, telling him that if there's a patch on your panties, a dead giveaway of the effect his very actions have on you. Through the thickness, it just spreads so easily. He loves placing both his thumbs on each of your lips, he loves how he has to spread them apart, he even loves that he has to spread them apart for him to be able to even see you. See your love for him dripping out of you, see all of you, spread open and vulnerable for him. It makes his heart nearly combust in his ribcage.

And god, does he love devouring you whole, slurping it all into his mouth, sucking and licking and sucking some more, knowing how to drive you mad, your soft whimpers and pretty noises meant for his ears only. He loves the way he can bury the entire lower half of his face in your heat, all while your moans and sweet little whimpers are the only thing he wants to hear. Along with the squelch of his fingers of course, knuckles deep inside your cunt.

What he loves most though is when you stare back into his own darkened eyes half-lidded when he stretches you open, the way your sopping heat embraces his cock so easily, how warm you feel, how tight you are, how you're so goddamn fucking needy for him. The noises you make and the way tears form in your eyes because his dick is so bomb and no one has ever been willingly touching you this way.

He loves how incredibly needed you make him feel, how adamantly you're prioritizing him over other people in your life. No one's ever done that for him. Not in this way. Never.

It's a welcome symbiosis.

Eddie loves caressing every inch of you, making so damn sure you know, are aware of, and feel the way you're making him feel. Working so damn hard you'll eventually see just how fucking hot you are to him. He wants to make you forget about all the days and weeks and months and years of being on your own. Make you forget about the shitty things you've been told about yourself. Even if it means he has to pound you silly every night and every morning after and every minute inbetween. Even if it means he has to write you love notes and letters every goddamn day. Cause he would do that. For you.

#eddie munson x reader #nora writes #eddie munson x fem!reader #for my fellow plus size girlies #<3 #eddie munson smut #i have no idea what this is and i apologize already if it's bad #look i'm sorry okay #it just comes from a place of self-indulgence #ok bye

[silvers-starrway]

So the wildest thing happened where @mactheactor decided to dub over (if that's even the correct terminology) the Chaos Sonic animation I made!!!!

I'm still in utter awe about this like, hands down the coolest thing ever I've been thinking about this non-stop. Hope y'all enjoy it as much as I do!!

#starrway art #sonic prime #chaos sonic #okay now that the nice text for the post is done AHHHHHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! #I've been screaming about this for the last 24 hours and the shock of it has worn down just enough for me to post this #NEVER WOULD HAVE GUESSED THIS WOULD HAPPEN IN A MILLION YEARS???? #Sonic Prime is what got me on this long hyperfixation in the first place and I've met so many cool people in the fandom #and generally having a blast making art and it's been such a great time #so to then have Deven Mack come in and think that my stuff is awesome is such an insanely cool thing #it means a whole lot is what I'm trying to say haha #I do have to like microdose on this video because it makes me so incredibly happy that I get very overwhelmed by it #In a very good way though it makes me want to run laps outside #thanks to everyone I've met/interacted with so far being some of kindest people y'all are awesome #idk if this post is even like coherent I've been writing it in my mind for the past day because I have no idea how to even go about this #ok good night hehehe

[deoidesign]

important distinction.

Testing a few different things with this one

#I spent straight up 5 hours testing out and trying to use different animation programs and you know what #they all suck all the fun out of it for me. frame by fram 4 ever yaaa #anyways I'm thinking about trying to make like an animated short or something. might get some voice actors and everything #extremely excited thinking about it #however I fucked up super hard and I accidentally overwrote my original file with my reduced size version. so #I only have this like 500px version of this now #so if I were to use this clip I'd have to redo it anyways #but I think I wouldnt? idk. maybe I would. but either way I was just doing this as a test I dont think I'd want the same composition anyway #this is what I am telling myself so I dont get sad losing that file WHWLJGLJGLKSJG I am extremely sad about it but. its okay. #ok anyways #animated gif #2d animation #my art #digital art #ocs #my ocs #time and time again #animated #animation #gif #rough animation #adam #ttawebcomic

[spicyclematis]

Message from #Jin 💌 pt. 1 for @cordiallyfuturedwight

#me opening my photoshop for the first time in four months: WHERE DO I NEED TO START #i'm gonna ramble later because i have to add the tags first ok #seokjin #bts #btsgif #bangtan #usersky #bangtanedit #seokjinedit #annietrack #trackofthesoul #ngl i forget most of the tags but anw #i miss giffing but don't expect me to have a full comeback lol #the september video is like my final straw because why he had to attack us like that #then me and kayla had meltdown before the national announcing their new album like what's uuuup #i'm okay i'm doing fine i actually didn't leave place but i just need a calmer space #mygifs

[archangeldyke-all]

How would Sevika react to her baby being born? Like listening to reader scream curse words at her as she pushes and Sevikas smiling cause she’s never heard her sweet wife say such words.

Then when the baby is finally born they look just like Sevika and she can’t help but stare in amazement and love. Kissing reader all over her face and saying words of affirmation

HAHAHAHHA

men and minors dni

she's never been more in love with you than she is in this exact moment, with you sweating through a paper hospital gown, screaming bloody murder, and clawing through the skin on her hand as you push your daughter out into the world.

sure, she just witnessed you shit yourself and you look like you're mid-exorcism. sure, she nearly passed out when she took a peek between your legs and saw your cunt stretched and bleeding. but you're the most beautiful thing she's ever seen.

"what the fuck are you smiling at you smug motherfucker?!" you snarl as another contraction wracks your body. she grins, ducking down to kiss your sweating temple, and if you had any more strength in you you'd smack the smile right off her face.

"you're amazing." she says with wonder, a sparkle in her eye. "you're the sexiest, strongest, most powerful woman i've ever met. i'm so in love with you." she says adoringly.

"you're never, ever touching me again, you piece of shit!" you growl. sevika just laughs and nods.

"whatever you want, baby." she says, still smiling.

"i fucking hate you!" you scream as you push through your contraction.

"i love you more than i've ever loved anything." she replies.

"i can't believe you did this to me!"

before she can reply with an annoyingly soothing response, the doctor gasps from between your legs. "ten centimeters!"

you whine, tears racing down your cheeks at the horrible searing tearing feeling between your legs.

"it's time to push, baby." she whispers soothingly.

"stop fucking talking to me!" you growl. sevika laughs, kissing you again, then she crawls into the hospital bed behind you to hold you from behind, both of your hands in hers, her legs enveloping your torso, your back against her chest, just like you practiced in your classes.

"i'm gonna marry you once this is all over." she says in your ear as you catch your breath from your last contraction. you barely get thirty seconds between the waves of pain, but you manage to bark out a laugh at this.

"we're already married." you say. sevika continues to kiss your head and neck.

"so we'll renew our vows." she says. "and our baby can be there. she'll be the officiant." she says. you laugh again, and it quickly turns into a moan of pain.

"i'm divorcing you for this." you cry out. sevika laughs and kisses your head.

"i'll win you back." she says. you elbow her as you sit forward for your next push, getting a little satisfaction at the little grunt of pain she lets out.

"i can see the head!" the doctor says. you scream and sevika gasps, and then--

the sweetest, tiniest little cries you've ever heard start up between your legs. you gasp, and sevika gasps, and the doctor rises from between your legs with a slimy, blood covered, wrinkly lump of flesh flailing in her arms.

"a beautiful, healthy baby girl." she says, grinning as she walks the baby over to the head of the bed for you to gawk at.

at the sight of her scrunched up sobbing face, all the pain in your body seemingly disappears. an entirely new type of tears well up in your eyes, and you almost tackle the doctor when she turns away with the baby in her arms. it's only sevika's hold on you that keeps you in place, her voice in your ear gently reminding you that they gotta clean the baby first.

"you wanna cut the cord, mama?" the doctor asks, looking over her shoulder at sevika a she and the nurses quickly wipe up your crying baby. sevika chokes on a sob from behind you and nods, pressing a solid kiss against your head before scrambling out of bed to stand beside the group of medical professionals, shakily snipping the umbilical cord, officially separating your baby from your body.

when she's all clean sevika holds cradles your daughter into her arms, gasping down at her crying little face as you deliver the placenta and the doctors clean you up.

nothing hurts anymore. they quickly hook you up to a steady stream of morphine, and the hormones flooding your body make time all floaty and make you all spacey.

one minute, there's a gaggle of nurses surrounding you, the next, it's just sevika, standing beside your hospital bed, cooing down at your daughter.

she gently makes her way back in bed with you, placing your little girl in your arms, hooking her chin over your shoulder as you both grin down at your crying little girl.

"holy shit." you whisper. sevika giggles from behind you.

"she's gorgeous."

"she looks like a raisin." you whisper. sevika bursts into laughter, pressing endless kisses to your face.

you burst into tears, and sevika coos behind you, squeezing you to her chest.

"she's so perfect." you cry. "it's our baby sev. our daughter." you cry.

your baby girl's calmed down now, seemingly recognizing your voice, her little eyes blinking up into space. you know she can't see yet, but it seems like she's looking right up at her moms.

"oh fuck." you cry. "she looks just like you." you say through tears. sevika's sniffling behind you, seeming to realize the same thing.

she does look just like sevika. even though she's only a few minutes old, and her face is so itty bitty-- she's got sevika's eyes. and sevika's nose. and sevika's lips. and two or three wisps of sevika's ebony hair decorate her head.

"shit, this is no fair. i'm the one who carried her for nine months and she comes out lookin' like your clone!" you cry. sevika chuckles behind you, reaching down to gently press one of her fingers against your baby's palm.

"just means she's gonna have your personality, babe." she says. "another sweetheart."

you giggle, leaning back against your wife.

both of you laugh as your daughter grunts and smacks her free hand against sevika's wrist.

"no way, she's all you. she came out swinging and everything." you say through laughs.

sevika snorts and kisses your head.

"i love you so much." she whispers. you sigh, turning your neck to press your lips against hers.

"i love you too." you say.

"you're not gonna divorce me?" she asks, laughing against your lips. you smile.

"no, i guess not. she's worth all the pain." you say, looking back down at your daughter. sevika smiles against your head.

"welcome to the world, little fucker." sevika whispers.

in your arms, your daughter coos.

taglist!

@lesbeaniegreenie @fyeahnix @sapphicsgirl @half-of-a-gay @ellabslut @thesevi0lentdelights @sexysapphicshopowner @shimtarofstupidity @love-sugarr @chuucanchuucan @222danielaa @badbye666 @femme-historian @lia-winther @gr0ssz0mbi3 @ellsss @sevikaspillowprincess @leomatsuzaki

#okay u guys have to help me come up with a name for our baby with sev i cant keep calling her little fucker 😭 #ok it's nap time for me now but i'll be back to finish more requests once i wake up!! :) i'm having a writing day it's so fun i love u guys #sevika #sevika imagine #sevika arcane #sevika x reader #sevika x you #soft sevika

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

Crowley, a romantic: I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door...

Aziraphale, a hoe: Slither right in, my dear, slither right in >;)

#hozier #good omens mascot #i'm sorry guys the bullshit is real and i'm back on it #AZIRAPHALE IS MY FAVOURITE HOE #aziraphale #discreet private gentlemen's club #yeah okay babygirl whatever you say #good omens #I HAVEN'T EVEN HEARD THIS SONG. #good omens fandom #weirdly specific but ok #crowley #asmi #lgbtqia #aziracrow #ineffable hozier #ineffable idiots #good omens crack #good omemes #why are these my thoughts now #from eden #welsh seduction machine #what did i expect #michael sheen #david tennant

[iero]

I’m okay! I’m okay now! (x) 

#gerard way #my chemical romance #mcr #i'm not okay #i'm not okay (i promise) #three cheers for sweet revenge #three cheers #musicedit #my edit #mcr tour 2022 #userangelic #usertiny #usercy #userparamore #usermaguire #tuserrobin #usernaysa #flashing tw #Firefly Gerard simply has a special place in my heart OK? #scheduled