#idk i'm rambling

[littleholmes]

I wasn’t going to cry because I saw the leaks and the fire it caused in the fandom earlier this weekend and I knew what was going to happen in the chapter this morning, and figured there’s likely a way Bakugo’s okay or will make it out of this, so I haven’t been too worried—but then I saw Aizawa’s face

I saw this look on Aizawa—who already screamed for someone to help his second problem child—now screaming again because his explosion son may very well have had his heart explode, and it was like being punched in the stomach and the air left me and I…

I’m…at a lost for words and feel grief for all of them, all of these kids and heroes, but especially for Aizawa who is sitting from afar watching this go down helplessly grabbing at his capture weapon because he can’t help his student, despite the fact that if he could, he absolutely would have. He’s screaming like a parent who helped all of his children before countless times (to the point of being physically incapable of helping the way he has before) but now no longer can as he watches the worst case scenario unfold before his eyes.

idk I’m rambling but this moment with Bakugo hurt but it hurt even more that we had to see Aizawa see something horrible happen to him and there was nothing he could do about it, while probably internally blaming himself that he wasn’t there to stop Bakugo from becoming another Shirakumo.

#bnha #bnha 362 #bakugo katsuki #aizawa shouta #bnha manga spoilers #idk i'm rambling #katsuki bakugo #shouta Aizawa #bnha thoughts #bnha manga #bnha meta #shota aizawa #bnha analysis #mha 362 #mha #mha manga spoilers #bakugou katsuki

[pass-me-the-dilfs]

Reading Lou Sullivan's diaries as a gay trans man makes me feel so seen.

Like I view my gender as "gay man". I don't relate my gender to that of a straight man, and I definitely don't relate it to any form of womanhood or nonbinary-ness. And for so long it was scary and embarrassing and confusing. I felt like I was fetishizing gay men or trying to wiggle myself into some club.

But Lou feels the same way! The utter desperation he feels trying to be seen as a man and to be included in the gay male community is so fucking RELATABLE. And I cannot overstate how happy I am that he was seen as a gay man and was desired by other gay men, it gives me so much fucking hope.

#idk I'm rambling #i just relate to lou so much #being a gay kinky transguy is akin to holiness i think #trans #transgender #ftm #lou sullivan

[transradfem]

sometimes i think about the language that some radfems use to describe bodies like mine and get angry. i don't think i can do anything to change their minds, but i can talk about how i feel.

i had top surgery six years ago, but i do not feel mutilated. i have been taking testosterone for seven years, but i do not feel gross or undesirable or disgusting. yes, i know i am a woman. this is the truth. but i am also transsexual, in the sense that i am socially read as male and took steps to appear that way.

i do not want to tell other dysphoric or detransitioned people how to frame their experiences with the medical industry, that is not the point of this post. but if you, personally, have not gone through these experiences, it is not your place to say whether or not i should be ashamed of my body. is that not what got us here in the first place?

#trans stuff #radfem #idk i'm rambling #<-i should change my original posts tag

[treefish]

Pepperfig’s a tourist destination

#animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #acnh #pepperfig #my island #kinda rolling with the idea that my island's no longer a secret paradise #it's been years and the town's progressed beyond that #makes me miss the big supermarket in new leaf #i actually really miss new leaf a lot in general #wish we had more community buildings #like a dang post office #and a lil bus stop or something #idk i'm rambling

[kazbrekkerfast]

has anyone written a tangled wesper au becuase I friend just showed me a post about it and I have gone feral

like wylan is so tangled coded he can do music and sing and draw and is locked away by a gaslighting ass bitch and just wants to leave and escape his tower and then this hot flirty thief arrives and helps him escape they are literally perfect omg

#please writers i am begging you #wesper #wylan van eck #jesper fahey #i have no writing skills and it makes me so sad #and if it exists WHERE CAN I FIND IT OMG #im going feral help #also milo = maximus ??? #and instead of the long hair healing his music heals #idk i'm rambling #im literally sobbing omg #fanfiction #wesper fanfic #it should be anyways

[icouldbeyourprettygirl]

OUR LEGS TOUCHED AGAIN!! I REPEAT, OUR LEGS TOUCHED AGAIN!! And it wasn't like an, "oops, sorry" thing, either. They were pressing against each other with force, and I could actually feel him shaking he drinks wayyy too much caffeine

#and it wasn't just our knees #it was lower thigh all the way down to our feet #neither of us said anything about it #because there was a legitimate reason for him to be so close to me #but I feel like someone else may have moved their legs?? #idk I'm rambling #male teacher crush #teacher and student #teacher crush community #male teacher x female student #teacher crush #teacher x student #male tc #teacher cc #s #teacher confessions #teacher #male teacher #tc #tc blog #tcc feelings #tc crush #tcc #tc community #tccblr #tcc tumblr #tc feelings #tc confessions

[epavirees]

last year i didn't even care about music that much like i vividly remember when i got my spotify wrapped and the whole list was full of songs i did not recognize because i had only listened to music while drunk, offering my devices to everyone going like "yeah just put anything on the queue" and that list of unfamiliar songs made me go "yeah okay i guess i'll try listening to more music next year"

and you can be damn sure i would've never predicted i would nine months later be clinically obsessed with a slovenian indie rock band and an estonian rapper and some guy from vantaa

#least of all i would've never expected to go to more than ten gigs AND A FESTIVAL in a year #like wow what have i become #i'm also very grateful bc i've met so many amazing ppl because of this 🫶 #it's just so wild to think about #like yeah i listened to music sometimes but like #i didn't fully get it #now i do #joker out #tommy cash #käärijä #music #idk i'm rambling

[azariahmarina]

SPOILERS FOR TOTAL DRAMA ISLAND 2023 SEASON 2 AHEAD

I have no idea if this is a hot take or not, but why, for so many people, does "nice character + competitive nature + athletic/good at challenges = no personality"? Like, am I the only one who is confused/annoyed by this? Maybe I'm just biased, but characters who are strong competitors without constantly being horrible to literally everyone around them are honestly really great to me?

I'm talking mainly about characters along the lines of Priya and Zoey (and I guess Sky, too), but I'd also kinda throw Nichelle in there as of her showing in the 2nd season of the revival. She didn't get to show as much of her sass and fire until she was set to go home, sadly, but I genuinely don't get how people could see how suddenly intensely competitive she'd gotten and how that was very clearly fueled by hurt, anger and spite towards Hollywood for abandoning her, and then claim she didn't have a personality in this season specifically. She definitely could have showed more, and I think she deserves it after putting in so much work between seasons too improve herself, but what we have from her already shows quite a lot, even if it's kinda subtle.

Focusing specifically on Nichelle will honestly send me on an unrelated rant, though, so I'll cut myself off here. But I hope I made some kind of sense here.

#is this a hot take? #idk i'm tired #idk i'm rambling #do i have bad taste? #do i have a problem? #am i the drama? #total drama #total drama island #total drama island 2023 #td priya #td zoey #td sky #td nichelle #total drama spoilers #nichelle ladonna #total drama nichelle #total drama priya #total drama sky #total drama zoey #I have to stop myself before I go off on a rant bc this bothers me so much

[leverythingbluel]

Everyone is already all over this but yeah Roman is fucked. He resented Logan for abusing him and he wanted to break away from Logan for so long but failed everytime because he also loved Logan and when he finally does break away and soeak his mind, Logan dies without hearing what Roman wantes to say. He doesn't get any closure and so he won't be able to break away from Logan even though he's not there anymore. He isn't there anymore but his effects are all over Roman eating away at him. Episode 5 is the first time in the whole show we see roman wearing a wool cardigan, which is arguably an iconic Logan thing and it's not like anything in Roman's attire. His abuser is gone but he doesn't get any closure and he wants him to be back so he wears the things that remind him of Logan.

Like the sweater thing in early seaaon 1

#Was this anything did this even make any sense #Idk I'm rambling #succession #roman roy

[winged-void]

I always find it frustrating how many people are like. Actively hostile to the idea that some people like waking up early and some people Don't and some people like staying up late and some people Don't.

People will be like. Mean to anyone who is different in those categories and it's just like. Idk. Seems like different humans preferring different sleep schedules was probably pretty integral to our survival at one point n that's preddy cool

#Idk I'm rambling

[littleholmes]

“This time around, I’m finally seeing you.”

I think Endeavor’s finally realizing Touya is his son? Which…he should’ve realized it this entire time but he’s been so clouded by his need to be Number 1 and better than All Might and have children who can exceed AM’s level that he hasn’t seen his children for who they are—but really, he hasn’t even appreciated any of his kids as they are or for who they’ve become and what their quirks can do because he’s been so far up his own ideals.

The start of the war with Touya’s reveal, the hospital family meeting with Rei and the kids, and now these final battles, plus all of Touya’s monologues, plus the fights between Shouto and Touya, and Touya coming back again and again…

I think all of this finally managed to shake him out of his own cloud so he can finally see his family as his family and not tests and lab equipment. (The fact that it took all of this for Enji to get it just highlights how deep he was in his warped sea and state of mind.)

idk I’m rambling but perhaps this means that now, much too late, as Touya’s racing toward him engulfed in white hot flames, E doesn’t see an experiment or even a villain, but his son

#bnha #bnha 376 #touya todoroki #todoroki touya #endeavor #bnha manga spoilers #bnha analysis #bnha meta #listen the todoroki family is my fave #idk i'm rambling #bnha manga #mha manga spoilers #mha manga #mha #enji todoroki #todoroki shouto #shouto todoroki #toya todoroki #mha meta #mha analysis

[pass-me-the-dilfs]

This might be a hot take but trans people should be allowed to be upset when they get misgendered.

I see a lot of trans people say that trans people never get angry or upset by being misgendered/dead named or that we're always understanding when someone messes up. But like, that's not always true.

No one ever expects cis people to be calm and understanding when they get misgendered or called the wrong name. Even if a trans person doesn't even say anything to the person that misgendered them and are just quietly upset by themselves, that is seen as a bad thing.

Like sometimes we get upset at things, just like everyone else. We get angry and sad. I'm just so tired of trans people not being able to have "negative" emotions just because we'd be setting a poor example for the trans community.

#idk I'm rambling #I'm just tired of it #sometimes i get angry bc someone misgenders me. that's normal and im tired of pretending it's not #this was brought about by rembering the trans woman at GameStop that got mad when the cashier kept misgendering her after she corrected him #countless times. i hope she's having a good day. #and also that trans boy that threw a desk at his transphobic classmate. good for him tbh #trans #transgender #lgbt #ftm #mtf #nonbinary

[transradfem]

some of the replies on the post I made yesterday make me wonder why it’s so hard to believe that someone can transition, realize that they could’ve avoided it and lived as a GNC member of their sex, but still not regret it or want to “go back”. sorry I don’t wanna pay the court another hundred dollars to change my name back and each government agency another thousand to change back my gender marker on all my IDs 🤷

isn’t it better that I’m spending less time worrying about how people perceive me or chasing an unrealistic idea of what my body should look like? I’m a PhD student irl, I have more pressing shit to think about than if someone thinks I’m a woman or not. I know who I am and what’s important to me, and that’s what matters.

#trans stuff #gender critical #radfem #idk i'm rambling

[teasweet13]

Due to a headcanon of little mac meeting some of the older boxers as a baby, I want to imagine he may have been taught other languages or learnt to curse at a young age.

If he spoke other languages he just doesn’t talk to anyone in English but maybe German (if Kaiser taught him) or another language taught by whoever taught him. Idk just thought it’d be neat.

#punch out #text #beanie speaks #idk i'm rambling #I’m also tired too #so goodnight

[wiha-jun]

will poulter has been MY boy since the maze runner sorry he was my evil guy <3

#hands off him #tdl #idk i'm rambling

[arocrows42]

The giver was right, there's only a colorless future ahead of us. Cars are only grey and black and white with the occasional red or dark dark blue. Personal technology is the same way! If you want a green computer, then you have to make it green! If you have a small child and you want colorful stuff, get ready to fight beige moms who forget babies can't see color well. If you want to furnish or paint your home in a color that isn't neutral, society sees you as a freak. But isn't that all the point? Color for people is a way to express yourself and be unique! How many people have a black ram truck? Millions, probably. How many people have a banana yellow Honda civic? I do believe less than 20. Color is q gateway to happiness and self expression! I can't count the number of times a family member has told the story of my mom's cousin (in law I guess?) got married in colorful flower printed docs. Color and pattern tells they world "hello!" this is me!" and society doesn't like that. Society likes uniform. Bland. Grey and black and white with maybe a touch or red or dark dark blue. It's fucked

#my posst #idk i'm rambling #the giver reference who👀