#it’s been four years this year

[gregmarriage]

me as a kid being like ‘i wanna stay home all day and do whatever i want!’ and adult me being chronically ill, disabled and bed ridden ✌🏻

#like be careful what you wish for kid #sisters to me at 2020 new year’s being all ‘i just want something interesting to happen!!’ #i think you can see where this is going #like yeah something ‘interesting’ did happen #a global pandemic happened and you got really sick and hospitalised multiple times #more times than you ever have in your life #august isn’t just my birthday month anymore #it’s also the anniversary of being getting hospitalised for the first time and all the horrible shit starting up #which is fun #like i’m turning 25 this year and then like 3 days later: trauma time!!! #it’s been four years this year #actually quite sickening #four years ago i was physically healthy #this shit really does just come out of nowhere sometimes and completely changes your life and you just have to deal with it #because you can’t change it no matter how much you might wish for it #all the people thinking they’d never get disabled #neither did i #no one expects to be 21 and stuck in a hospital bed #i’ve blacked out most of that time #like i genuinely don’t remember most of my 20s #even the non traumatic stuff #my brain just decided to get rid of it #and i can’t tell if my personality is bred from trauma or just bc i’m in my 20s now #it’s so hard to work out #bc i’m unsure if ppl who knew me before would even recognise me #have i changed or am completely the same? #i suppose being recently manic has left me questioning a lot of things #i’m basically revisiting a lot of stuff in an attempt to better cope and understand my triggers etc so i can better deal with the next one #honestly my brain has blacked so much out i don’t even remember having manic episodes #even tho i basically know i did

[dykealloy]

what do you mean jennifer saunder's shrek 2 cover of Holding Out for a Hero didn't play over the entirety of dressrosa arc

#happy new year. it's been about a decade since dressrosa arc first aired #i thought i was well and truly done with that last edit but this struck me like a bolt of lightning #one last go at it to wrap up the year #also. to be fair to doflamingo: how the fuck do you predict or prepare for this shit #(small aside: dressrosa arc is so badly paced you would not believe how many eps i had to download to pull four minutes together) #one piece #op #CJ's op watch-through #CJ's edits #dressrosa #trafalgar law #donquixote doflamingo #amv #monkey d. luffy #monkey d luffy #lawlu #roronoa zoro #zoro #donquixote rosinante #lulaw

[drulalovescas]

"You know, we know what it is, what’s going on. We don’t talk about it. The actors don’t, Jensen and I don’t. But we’re all perfectly aware of how the relationship is, the writers are completely aware of how it’s being written. It may be unspoken but that doesn’t mean it’s not there or not true."

~Misha Collins

"Ok, we know what the subtext is, bury it a little bit. [...] Mainly because all the other aspects of that story tell us that. Show us that, actually. That's the whole thing. Show us, not tell us.” 

~Ben Edlund

THEY WERE ALL PERFECTLY AWARE OF WHAT THEY WERE DOING. AND HOW THIS RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN. AND DEAN AND CAS' RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN AS A LOVE STORY.

#It's been four years #And I've been promised peace #where's my peace??????????? #destiel #supernatural #misha collins #ben edlund #spn

[altarwaiting]

@networkthirteen | taylor in 2023 event 

#tswiftedit #tswiftgifs #taylorswiftedit #tsedit #candy swift #networkthirteen #taylor swift #* #if i forgot something sorry it's been a long year lmao #posting this four days before new years...tempting fate watch taylor drop ts11 tomorrow lmao #ANYWAY

[teardew]

blueberry ass nipple

#dew.png #shang qinghua #mobei jun #moshang #svsss #scum villain's self saving system #mxtx #fanart #digi #24 #im not finishing this shit. shoutout to ace tho telling me to add a collar n leash #bc thats as mcuh as im drawing this been in my drafts for FOUR YEARS #BEGONE ! THOT [MBJ]

[nerdpoe]

Jack and Maddie Fenton got in trouble with CPS after Danny's accident. The portal was shut down, Vlad was deemed mentally unfit to adopt, and Danny and Jazz were adopted by a kind farming couple in Kansas.

Danny and Jazz kept Danny's powers a secret from the Kents, as the Anti-Ecto Acts were still in effect (they were one of the first laws abolished with the initiation of Meta Rights) and they didn't expect a farmer couple to readily accept a superpowered teen.

Then Clark crashed into their life.

Danny loved being a big brother, and when Clark started showing powers? Danny refused to let him think he was alone.

Clark was taught how to fly from his big brother Danny. Clark was taught strength control and how to control his power from Danny.

Danny ended up being Smallville's local Engineer, giving up going to college so that Clark could go. Farming didn't pay a lot, and they'd only saved up for one kid, really. Danny couldn't get a scholarship, his grades weren't good enough. Jazz did get a scholarship, so he didn't have to worry about her.

So Danny stays on the farm, inventing a million odd little things until the Kent farm is the best defended farm in the world.

And Clark...Clark feels guilty. He feels like he robbed his big brother's chance at higher education.

Then Clark meets Batman.

Batman, who is Bruce Wayne's sugar baby.

Bruce Wayne, who has a lot of grants and scholarships to get people into college.

Batman stops Superman mid-pitch and leaves, only to return with Green Arrow.

"No Supers allowed in Gotham, talk to Green Arrow about grants."

#dpxdc #dcxdp #dp x dc #dc x dp #story prompt #phanfic #jazz and clark have been saving up to put danny through college #but college is expensive and they want him to go to the best #which means it's super expensive #so by the time clark meets batman #he and jazz estimate they've got about four more years of intense saving before they'll have enough to pay #and he'll have to room with one of them #but they're both ready and willing #bruce is torn #because superman has a brother he wants to put in college #but also #that's superman's brother #he cannot use any of bruce wayne's money to get that man in gotham university #because if there's a scarecrow attack and a SUPER gets caught up? #hell no #but also higher education #semi story #ficlet #yes anyone can continue writing this #go ahead #finish ittttttttt

[milimeters-morales]

PROWLER MILES USED TO SMILE EXACTLY LIKE THIS. THIS WAS HIM. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE IM LOSING IT

#HE WAS LITERALLY JUST A BABY AND HE STILL IS TO ME. #HOW LONG AGO DID HIS DAD EVEN DIE???? I ASSUME A YEAR OR MORE??? BECAUSE LIKE. AARON DIED A YEAR AND FOUR MONTHS AGO SO #BUT AARON LOOKS WAY OLDER HERE SO #MAYBE ITS BEEN LONGER. HOW LONG HAS MILES G BEEN THE PROWLER PLEAZDEE I NEED TO KNOW #miles morales #spiderman #spider man #prowler miles #atsv spoilers #across the spider verse #across the spiderverse #atsv #spiderman atsv #m&m posts

[fernsnailz]

long overdue sona update/redesign

#snailsona has been with me for (checks calendar) FOUR YEARS? HUH #rest in peace sona that everyone called a cartoon rabbit. hello new sona that everyone will now call computer rabbit #i am not immune to tv head character trope. its cute #fern's sketchbook #original art

[egophiliac]

(almost) four years in, and I finally had time to draw something for the anniversary! woo! 🎉🎉🎉

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #because i need to talk for a minute about how the plot of the anniversary story so far is literally just #crowley jumpscares us in our living room to demand we make him lunch and yuu is just like 'i need to start locking the door' #oh twst you always know just how to get me #the qol updates though! CONVERTING SINGLE KEYS INTO 10-SETS YES THANK YOU OH MY GOD #SKIP LESSON TICKETS!!!! #3X BATTLE SPEED!!!!!!!!!!!! #SAVE TEAM BUILDS AND SUPPORT CARDS FINALLY AHHHHH #oh and some other stuff too but look i NEEDED these things #also master chef grim! he's so precious! #though he's not going to get a little sporty uniform after all? #grim canonically flies in the nude i guess #no it's okay chef grim is ADORABLE #if you zoom in on his card you can see little smoodges from his inexpert cake decoration 😭 #which on the one hand is cute but on the other hand i'd been convinced he'd just slapped some frosting and candles on an actual can of tuna #anyway happy (a few days until the) fourth anniversary everybody! #i've been here since the beginning (preregistered during the dorm reveals babyyyy) and it REALLY doesn't feel like it's been four years #you know what they say: time flies when you're watching anime characters have emotional problems

[vierschanzentournee]

Tatort Saarbrücken

Das fleißige Lieschen (2020) Der Herr des Waldes (2021) Das Herz der Schlange (2022) Die Kälte der Erde (2023) Der Fluch des Geldes (2024)

#tatort saarbrücken #leo hölzer #adam schürk #hörk #as the girlies call it. still hate that. #spatort #im insaneeeeeeeeeeeee #anyway i gotta get real drunk now bye #can't believe this gifset has been updated for FOUR YEARS now

[egg-on-a-legg]

returning to my fucking roots

#half life vr ai #half life vr but the ai is self aware #hlvrai #gordon freeman hlvrai #benry #benrey #dr bubby #dr coomer #tommy coolatta #sunkist coolatta #eggsdraws #ouuuuuuuuhhhhg. rewatched the whole series and i forgoooot just how fucking funny it is. how many bits ive stolen... #its been four fucking years that feels so fucking weeeird man

[nextstopparis]

when I was drowning I thought about the light instead of the water, the accident instead of the ache.

— Yves Olade

#i found this quote from reading a httyd fic that wasnt even that long. maybe 5k words. and i cried FOUR FUCKING TIMES DURING IT #anyway. ive been stuck on this fucking quote for them ever since #I KNEW I COULDNT KEEP YOU FROM THE START. WHAT IF I THROW UP. #bbc merlin #merthur #merlinedit #‘happy’ 11 years I GUESS. fuck my life man

[leo-bandito]

4 YEARS!! 🧪✨🫧☀️🌈🔥‼️

#ever since I saw this scene 4 whole years ago I’ve wanted 2 draw it…. I’m finally powerful enough …. #WOOOOOOOOO #ROAD TRIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPP #I wuz talking about this earlier but this is. The first time ive ever drawn and coloured them all together #Despite hlvrai meanin so much to me and how big it was/is fer me I just. Wasn't. Involved? In any way?? Back in th day?? #WHICH IS PROBABLY. FOR THE BEST TO BE HONEST !!!!!!!! #I've been enjoying it by myself for like 4 years. Lolz #Anyway happy four years i love youuuuuuyyyuu #hlvrai #hlvrai anniversary #half life but the ai is self aware #gordon feetman #tommy coolatta #benrey #dr coomer #dr bubby #harold p coomer #benry #benry hlvrai #gordon hlvrai #tommy hlvrai #half live vr but the ai is self aware #half live vr ai #Girl also I was up til like fucking midnight last night trying to cram this. Don't look at it too hard #I'll do an actual line up here in a bit #I WANTED TO HAVE DARNOLD & SUNKIST & FORZEN ALL HERE TOO BUT. AUAAGH #I couldn't figure out a good group pose/thing to do in a short time frame... sorry ........ sniffles and kicks a rock

[brucewaynehomeforangrychildren]

tim!

#tim drake #I have been trying to draw stuff for this blog for months and months it has not been happening #I love small tim and I was trying to draw robin tim but idk this is 15 or 16 y o tim so who knows where he's at #batman #robin #red robin #anybody out there? #I still love batfam it's just taken a backburner yall get it #this blog is FOUR YEARS OLD???? truly insane #love yall #art #fan art #comics

[annabelle--cane]

just learned that the mechanisms song "frankenstein" was originally conceived as part of a set along with adaptations of dracula, dorian gray, and jekyll & hyde. don't try reaching me, I am in mourning for what could have been.

#their original melodies are so GOOD #listened to frakenstein twice maybe four years ago and hummed right along with it when listening again for the first time today #and there could have been More... in another timeline maybe... #the mechanisms #marina marvels at life

[lotus-pear]

i think you guys are onto smth..

i unironically got invested in this HELP

#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭 #kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔 #dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd #anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!! #takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve #both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year #newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :( #before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work #he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba #so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit #kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it #when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai #he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg #when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration #they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back #dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES) #and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed #ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again #this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws #bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain