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ahgasegotarmy116 · 6 days

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Shut Up and Kiss Me | Jeon Jungkook | Epilogue

Summary: Jungkook let's you work on his second single 3D but although he's singing this to girls all over he reminds you that you're the only one he wants Pairing: Backup Dancer Reader x Idol Jungkook (f2l they're honestly crackheads I love them) Word Count: 4.7K~ (barely edited per usual lmao) Warnings: Explicit language and smuuttt (he's so hot ya'll I can't) a/n: Kay this took me ling enough to get out but I figured it was about time since the main story hit 1K notes!!! Like what??? Ya'll are actually insane! Thank you so much and I hope you like the epilogue as much as you liked the first part 🫣 p.s. This takes place partially during the 3D dance practice video so yeah I hope ya'll enjoy 🥰 Be sure to read Shut Up and Kiss Me first 💜

"Alright guys go ahead and take a break. Jungkook can you come here for a second?" the choreographer calls out.

"Y/n" Nari whispers, right in my ear scaring me half to death making me place my hand over my heart to ground myself. "Don't do that!" I whisper scream at her. "Not my fault you're staring girly I said your name like three times" she teases and I scoff before walking over to grab my water bottle.

"Am I not allowed to stare at my boyfriend?" I say cocking a brow at her after taking a drink of water. "You are but you also have to remember that your boyfriend is Jungkook and not everyone here knows that" she says, scolding me and bringing me back to reality.

"Hey" Jungkook says, jogging up to us. "What did he want?" I ask, nodding my head towards the head choreographer for this song. "Well..." he says rubbing the back of his neck. "Well what?" I ask, scared that theres something wrong.

"Well they wanted to tell me everyone is doing a great job and the formations are solid but..." he trails off again. "Jeon Jungkook if you trail off like that one more time I'm gonna have a heart attack now tell me what's wrong?" I scold, waiting for his answer.

"They said that we had good chemistry while we were dancing together" he starts off and I let out a breath, glad that it wasn't something major. "But maybe too much chemistry. They think it looks obvious that we're dating with the way we're interacting with each other verses the rest of the dancers" he says and grabs my water bottle out of my hand and starts chugging it nervously.

"Really?" I cringe, loving the fact that we show clear chemistry but also hating the fact that I haven't blended in like a background dancer should. "Yeah they kinda just told me to tone it down and asked me to tell you the same" he says, handing me my now empty water bottle, cringing as well at the notes that they had given.

"Well alright then I guess I'll try my best" I say, shaking my arms and legs real quick to physically shake off the pressure I had felt growing. "Yeah I will too" he says, nodding his head and smiling at my actions.

"What are you smiling at?" I ask, eyes narrowing, a playful scowl written all over my face. "You look cute when you're nervous" he compliments with a crooked smile and I roll my eyes, scoffing at his words.

Once I hear the choreographer call out to everyone to come back and I start to make my way over Jungkook grabs me by my wrist and pulls me back towards him making me fall on his chest. "What are yo-" I start but he kisses me right on the lips and dips me real quick causing all the dancers to gasp and cheer us on.

"Alright you two that's enough" the choreographer scold and Jungkook breaks the kiss and steadies me on my feet again. I take a deep breath, my breath literally being taken away from how sudden that was and how embarrassed I am on top of it.

He rests his forehead on mine and lets out a dry chuckle before I wack him on the bicep which happens to be on full display today with his white muscle shirt on. "Why did you do that?" I whisper scream to him, looking around at all the eyes that have started to trickle away from us and listen to the instructions for the next run through.

"Just because he said we couldn't show too much chemistry while we're dancing doesn't mean that we can't do it while we're not" he smirk, placing a kiss on the back of my hand before running over to the group that's gathered in the middle of the practice room.

I shake my head at him and make my way over on my own, wiping my lips to take away his messy saliva he left on them and when he sees me do so he pouts a bit before looking turning his attention to where it once was.

"What just happened?" Nari whispers when I walk up next to her. "Don't look at me, Jungkook did it. He said something about they said we were showing too much chemistry while dancing but we can when we're not. I don't know something like that" I mumble and she nods her head and goes quiet for a second to listen but breaks her silence again.

"You know all of us had to sign new NDAs today right?" she says and I turn to look at her, my brows scrunched together in confusion. "Really? But why didn't I have to?" I question and she laughs at the same time that the choreographer tells us to get in starting position.

"We signed them so that they made sure we would keep our mouths shut about you two" she winks and the two of us and two other of the girls line up behind Jungkook to get in formation, waiting for the music to start.

"You're kidding me right?" I whisper and she shakes her head, "Your name was on it and everything. They even highlighted it since you guys are the newest idol couple. Well a couple that includes an idol" she says, clarifying her wording unnecessarily.

"Okay I get it I get it" I say, and cover my face with both of my hands in embarrassment. No wonder everyone had been giving me weird looks today.

As Jungkook's voice blares through the speakers Nari and I compose ourselves and wait for our parts.

"I can't touch you through the phone" Jungkook starts, getting into his idol mindset and I get weak in the knees like I always do but take a deep breath and remember to maintain chemistry with him but not too much...

"When there's two dimensions..." he says and our eyes lock when we step into each other. 'He's so fucking hot' is the only thing I can process, my body on autopilot, following muscle memory and willing myself to stop thinking about him.

"So if you're ready, and if you let me" 'Trust me I've let him' I think, my mind wandering to the places I've let him- "See it, in motion, in 3D" he sings, his voice going in and out of my head as I follow the steps along with everyone else.

'Okay why don't I just focus on the other dancers? Yeah make sure our formations look well and our moves are in sync' I think to myself and go along with that.

"Body to body to body to body to body" comes through next and I push on his right shoulder while one of the others girls pushes on his left and I look at the way he's grabbing onto him, definitely a lot harder than she needs to me and I annoyingly take note of it.

"You give me brand new emotion, you got me drinkin' that potion" he says and I hold onto his shoulder while we all do this hip thrust thing. I don't know what the choreographer was thinking when he gave the girls this kind of a move but alright. Being next to him and holding onto his while he does it tho is um...well let's just say the flashbacks are a lot more vivid this time.

"I just wanna see you like that see you like that..." 'God I swear why did I start focusing on the other dancers? Now all I can think about are the girls and everything that goes along with this song and how Jungkook's voice and music dictates our every movement.

"'Cause you know how I like it girl" 'Yes Jungkook, I know how you like it, and you know how I like it. When is this song gonna be over? This is honestly some sick form of torture at this point. You know what, lemme just look at the staff, yeah the staff will be more or less harmless right?'.

When I look towards the staff though my eye catch Jungkook's in the mirror behind them and it takes everything in me to not stop dead in my tracks.

The look in his eyes is mesmerizing, promises of things we would never say aloud hidden behind that fiery stare and it brings me some form of comfort, knowing that although he's singing this song to women through out the world and with female dancers around him, I'm the only one he's got his eyes on. The one he's singing his song to.

I wonder if the reason he chose this song was because these might've been some of his thoughts and feeling for me when we weren't living in the same city, or weren't even on the same continent. Why do I have to keep on having these thoughts? I swear I'm just digging myself deeper.

"I had one girl, too boring" I hear Jack's voice come through and I roll my eyes, chancing a glare at Jungkook and I see him wince, remembering the scolding I gave him when he showed me the song for the first time.

"Am I not enough for you? Too boring?" I fumed. It was on a day when I had been feeling a little insecure to begin with and when he told me he had another song I had been excited to listen because he was excited to show me.

"Baby that Jack's verse, I swear I don't feel like that! You know I've loved you since I was little! I promise!" he pleads and I just end up giving him the silent treatment for the rest of the night but I let him cling to me and he apologized over and over again.

"We already asked him to rewrite his lyrics a few times and I felt bad asking him again" he says, placing his chin on my shoulder and arms wrapped around my waist, being positively attached to my hip.

I turn around to face him, still with his arms wrapped around my waist to make sure he's being honest with me.

"You sure you don't mean that?" I say, glaring up at him and he nods, the poutiest lips and the saddest doe eyes I've ever seen are granted to me along with his response. "Okay" I say, cupping his face and he closes his eyes leaning into my touch before I tap him twice on the cheek.

"Hey" he whines, scrunching his brows together, a new flavor of a pout on his face. "Just make sure that any more features you have on this album young man have to do with monogamy, you got that?" I say pointedly and he nods his head up and down violently.

"I promise! I'll make sure to tell the producers" he says and I hum in response, loving his panicked response. "Why couldn't his verse have been like Latto's?" I groan and try to walk away from him but he pulls me back.

"And what might you mean by that princess?" he says, taking on a whole new demeanor knowing exactly what I mean based off the explicit lyrics. "How they more or less kinda sorta are based off of a true story" I mumble, looking down at where he's pressed our bodies together and dying to get rid of these clothes already.

"Yeah? Which part? Maybe I should make sure it's completely based off of a true story hm?" he says, his hands slowly trailing his hands down from my waist grab my ass, pulling me even closer if possible.

I lean my head against his chest getting shy at the thought that he's keep his promise and he laughs at the cute gesture mixed with the explicit words that garnered this reaction.

"Is my girl getting embarrassed?" he taunts, placing a kiss on top of my head but still making no moves to take his hands off my ass. I whine and he laughs again and lets up, leaning back to try and catch my gaze.

"You know I love you right?" he asks and I hide my face even more, making sure he can't see how red it's gotten. I nod my head and mumble out a muffled 'love you too' but he's not satisfied by my answer and starts walking us backwards, the back of my knees hit the couch and as a result has me not so gracefully falling onto it.

"Since you're too embarrassed to say that you love me it guess I'll just have to make you scream it instead" he says leaving me biting my lip, my heart rate skyrocketing when he comes closer...

'So if you're ready, and if you let me, I wanna see it in motion in 3D' blares through the speaker one last time at the end of the song, all of the dancers going on with the choreography and Jungkook looking back at us, at me and he knows what's on my mind and smirks through the lyrics and I know I'm an absolute goner once we're alone together.

Why do all of these songs have to be so sexual? Every single time we're done with practice or he finishes up his own rehearsals it seems as though he can't wait to be alone with me. Not that I'm complaining but how can one man contain this much stamina.

When Latto said 'Seven days a week, Seven different sheets, Seven different angles I can be your fantasy' she really hit it right on the head.

'You know how I like it girl, 3D' finally closes out the song and everyone stops, panting in effort to catch our breaths can be heard throughout the room and a few of us dramatically fall to the floor in an effort to ground ourselves, including Jungkook.

"Alright everyone that's a wrap. We'll see you guys bright and early Monday morning with one last rehearsal before we fly out to film the music video. Thank you very much and get some rest because we've got a long week ahead of us" the choreographer says and we all clap for each other and get ready to grab our stuff to go.

Jungkook comes over and gives me a hand to help me up and I take it right away, not even having to put in any effort with him putting in all the work to get me back on my feet. "You done for the day?" I ask, seeing that look in his eye, knowing exactly what's bound to happen and as soon as he's about to open his mouth one of the staff members calls him over again.

"Meet me in my studio, this shouldn't take long" he whispers in my ear leaving me shuddering as he leaves me, not giving me even a second to answer before he's jogging over to said staff.

"I was gonna ask if you wanted to go home together but it looks like you've got other plans" Nari says, scaring me again for what is it the third time today? I look at her and she knows the answer already, rolling her eyes and placing a hand on my shoulder.

"Just don't get pregnant" she says, louder than I'd care to admit. "Nari!" I scold and she laughs, causing our little conversation to catch Jungkook's eye, granting me a wink in response but quickly switching back to a more professional demeanor.

"I'll see you later" she sings and I groan before picking up my dance bag and heading towards the locker rooms to shower. I'm thankful that they have these for us because I would hate to have to deal with being disgustingly sweaty just waiting for him to come back.

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Once I finish up I make my way to Jungkook's studio where I see him sitting at his desk, hair still dripping a bit while he towel dries it a bit more.

"Thought I told you to wait here for me" he teases, draping the small towel around his neck before getting up to walk towards me, placing a hand on my waist and pulling me in to kiss him. I hum into the kiss, loving moments like these where we can openly be ourselves again.

"Didn't know how long they were gonna keep you so I took my time in there" referring to said shower and he kisses me again before taking my bag off my shoulder and throwing his towel in the little laundry basket by the door.

"Looks like you're gonna need another one soon though" he says, turning around and stalking towards me leaving me walking backwards until I stupidly back into his desk. "Is that a threat?" I ask, taking us back to that morning after.

"Thought by now you would know that I always keep my promises" he says and places his hand on my jaw, putting me at just the right angle to kiss me.

He starts slow, full of the longing and desire he had shown me when he was looking at me through that mirror and deepening the kiss, making me fall further and further into him.

Trailing my hands up his chest I bring them up to wrap my arm around his neck, trapping him against my lips while I use the other to run my fingers through his hair, making my nails drag along his scalp and pull at his locks just how he likes it leaving him groaning into the kiss.

"Tell me what you were thinking about during rehearsal" he says, pulling away from my lips before kissing me one last time and the trailing his lips down my neck. "I wasn't thinking about anything" I gasp when he bites down on my collarbone in response.

"Don't lie to me, I saw the way your eyes glossed over and how flustered you got when I finally caught your eye. Baby was having flashbacks wasn't she?" he teases, trailing his hands under the shirt I'm wearing which happens to be his.

I whimper when his hands cup my breasts, the warmth of his skin seeping through the pitiful excuse for a bra and he pinches one of my nipples as a punishment for not telling him the truth.

"I was thinking about you" I gasp, feeling him smiling against my skin before leaning back and pulling up my shirt a little, waiting for me to give him the go ahead by lifting up my arms which I do right away, used to having done this time and time again in his studio.

"Care to elaborate?" he asks cocking a brow at me, leaving me rubbing my thighs together giving him clear answers as to what I had been thinking of.

"Remembering that you know how I like it? Perhaps the champagne confetti you know you give me every time? Rain rain rain you can't fake it?" he says, trailing his hand down and pressing a finger against my center, already feeling how wet I am for him.

"Seems like she's already soaking wet isn't she" he says, trailing his hand up towards the drawstring on my sweats and tugging them as a plea to take them off. I hop off the desk and he immediately helps me out of them, smiling at the small wet stain that's been left on them before setting me up on his desk again, totally bare with only my bra on which is new and incredibly sheer him having just noticed since it's the last thing that's keeping me from being fully exposed.

I bring hands to my back to unclasp it but he tells me to leave it on. "It looks so pretty on you. Wanna fuck you in it" he growls into my ear before leaning back and ridding himself of his clothing and smashing his lips up against mine, having become even more needy if possible while scanning my body and taking off his clothes.

"Been thinking about this all day. Wish I could fuck you in here all the time. Can't even work properly in here. Just thinking about how I've fucked you everywhere in this room" he says, driving me to insanity while he drags his dick up and down my slit, making me dizzy from the stimulating but needing more to satiate this hunger he's built up in me.

"Jungkook please, do something" I plead, remembering the fact that this room is soundproof meaning I can be as loud as I want in here which is another reason why he loves having sex in here. He tells me he that sometimes he wishes it wasn't though. Says he wants the whole company to know how he makes good on his word and is fucking me right.

"Needy little thing now aren't you" he says, holding back his need to be buried balls deep in me in favor of making me beg some more. I scoot my hips forward and pull him closer in an effort to do it myself but he gives me absolutely no power over the situation.

"Gotta stretch you out" he mumbles against my lips and replaces his dick with his fingers, dragging it along my folds to get some of my slick on it to make it easier to slide in and after playing why clit a little and gaining breathy whimpers from me in response he slides a finger in, drawing circles along my clit in an effort to help me relax.

He does a quick job of it but makes sure to be gentle nonetheless while prepping me for him, needing to me inside me now. As a result he's soon pulling his fingers out of me and placing them in my mouth, distracting me from the fact that seconds later he's pushing into me, leaving me moaning around his fingers.

When I bite down on them from the surprise of him putting it in he hisses from feeling my walls clench around him along with the pain from the bite.

He pulls his fingers out of my mouth and places both hands on my hips and pull me towards him, slamming the rest of his length inside of me leaving me arching my back and choking out a sob.

He snaps his hips into me over and over again at a fast pace he only settles for in times where he's extremely needy or feeling a need to remind me of who I belong to. The first being the case for this situation.

"Shouldn't have let you work on this project" he grunts while his hands grip my hips even harder, dimpling my skin, bound to leave marks tomorrow.

"Drives me fucking insane seeing you move like that, you know that? Makes it so hard for me to not pop a boner right then and there. Fuck how did I get so lucky?" he growls in my ear, leaving me drowning in the sound of his voice, hearing all the thoughts he's been having this whole time.

"You're lucky I took a chance on the loner" I slur out leaving him slowing his pace so he could look at me properly. "Loner huh?" he smirks and I nod, smirking right back at him. He rolls his eyes and picks up the pace again, leaving me giggling at his reaction but soon I'm moaning his name with ever snap of his hips, all my coherent thought long gone when I'm close to tipping over.

"You've got a smart mouth on you today huh? Just begging to get ruined like always, my girl is never satisfied until she's begging for me to stop. Telling me it's too much. You're so fucking adorable when you cry like that. Fuck I wish I cou-" "Shut Up" I choke out, cutting him off by smashing my lips against his, not being able to handle his dirty mouth anymore.

Although I know it's almost impossible for someone to hear us I can't help but want to muffle my moans with his mouth when I cum, making his swallow all of them as his hips stutter and my orgasm triggers him leaving his slowing down, changing his pace to one that more lazy but just as deep, fucking us both through our highs before he pulls out making me whine as the loss of contact.

Maybe I am insatiable, maybe I'm completely lost in him. Not just because of who he is or what he does to me but just because he's him. Someone that I want to spend my life with and although I've felt like that for a long time I'm sure the freshly fucked mindset I have right now is the reason these feelings have come to the front again.

He rests his forehead against mine and focuses on cleaning me up with a clean towel he had somehow gotten when I was lost in a daze and walks away, cleaning himself up quickly and throwing some sweats on.

Once he's done and throws yet another towel in the basket he walks back over to me and kisses me. Over and over and over again whispering sweet nothings between every kiss and I swear I could never ask for someone more perfect in my entire life.

"You okay?" he asks, pulling me off the desk and holding onto my hips, keeping me on my feet when my knees buckle once I make contact with the floor. "Yeah I'm, yeah I'm fine" I say, embarrassed by stumbling even though for the most part I always end up like this after we fuck.

"Did a number on you huh?" he smirks, guiding me over to the couch to rest after having helped me into thankfully another fresh change of clothes I had in my dance bag with me. "Shut up" I grumble and flop down onto it, laying down and he chuckles before laying down and putting his full weight on top of me.

I groan and hit him on the shoulders, hoping to get him off of me but he just laughs in response. "I swear you're trying to kill me" I say through labored breaths, but he thankfully alters his position so he's still on top of me but distributes some of his weight elsewhere.

"No, I just love you that's all" he says, propping his chin on my chest and looking at me as if I hung the stars for him. "I love you too weirdo" I say, ruffling his hair when he pouts at me words, feigning offense.

"First I'm a loner and now I'm a weirdo? You hurt me with your words" he whines, placing his hands on his chest right over where his heart is. "You are a weirdo" I say, sitting back up and cupping his face turning it towards me. "But you're my weirdo" I whisper, placing my forehead against his and rubbing my nose up against his, giving him eskimo kisses.

"We need to get home" he says standing up and grabbing my hand to hoist me up as well. "Wait, why?" I ask, questioning his urgency and also getting a fluttering feeling when he call his place home as if we lived there together.

"You're too cute to fuck just once today and I wanna spoil you" he says, kissing me and making me lose myself in him again. When he pulls away I laugh as I watch him clean up everything and grab both of our bags to carry out and when I try to reach to take mine from him he refuses.

"Least I can do for my girl after that champagne confetti is carry her bag" he teases and drags me out of the studio before I'm able to scold him properly. "Jeon Jungkook you better watch yourself" I growl and he laughs, thoroughly pleased with himself.

"I'd rather see you, in motion, in 3D" he says pulling me into the elevator and pressing G for garage while I push him against the wall once the doors close. "Feisty are we? Thought I took care of that back there" he taunts.

"Just shut up and kiss me" I mumble against his lips and he switches roles, turning me around and pressing me against it instead. "You're gonna get yourself into trouble you know that?" he says between kisses, gripping onto my hips and pulling them flush up against his, showing me how hard he still is.

"I counting on it" I say and we laugh before he kisses me breathless, the elevator taking us, down down down, each moment bringing us closer to my demise. Knowing tonight will leave me completely shattered, but luckily I've got him to pick up the pieces.

The End

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s. aleina x rennoa s. beckett x seojun s. beckett x zachary s. dasom x love s. hanuel x kai s. iris x zixing s. julian x jasper s. jiwoon x nari s. kinam x jude s. rowan x jiseok s. soojin x yein

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Bada Lee Fic Recommendations

*photos are edited by me, pls dont steal!! thank you

note: most of the fics will contain angst, fluff, suggestive/smut, toxic relationship ish? i'll possibly continue to update this list and make a one-shot ver if i don't get lazy. enjoyyy!! btw adding a writers work here basically means i recommend their whole acc!

last updated: 22 dec 2023

SERIES / ONE-SHOTS

Mortal Gods - Bada Lee x OC Team Fem!Reader synopsis: Imagine a ninth team becoming part of the dynamic Street Woman Fighter 2 cast. These remarkable dancers don't only showcase their incredible moves; they possess an enchanting charm that sweeps not just the audience but also the hearts of their fellow competitors. ↳ by @ssivinee

All American Bitch - Bada Lee x Fem!Reader synopsis: Bada's strong opinion of you spreads like wildfire, which turns into nothing but disaster. Neither of you feel sympathy for the other. After all, there are only 3 rules in Street Woman Fighter: no limit, no respect, and no mercy. ↳ by @perfectsunlight

Moth to a Flame - Bada Lee x Fem!Reader synopsis: Y/n L/n is the youngest team member of Jam Republic, competing in the second season of Street Woman Fighter. She’s got the sweetest smile and the most vibrant personality, but she also may or may not be the biggest hothead on the show when it comes to defending her teammates. Apparently that’s attractive to Bada Lee. ↳ by @wrosie-writes

Let's Dance - Bada Lee x Jam Rebublic!Reader x Wolf'lo!Chocol synopsis: A professional ballet dancer in Street Woman Fighter Season 2? (Y/N) Bae, a 23-year-old ballerina and dance prodigy enters the fighting arena alongside the infamously known crew, Jam Republic. Making the team's aura and presence far more intimidating despite being clad in soft pink and white clothing, adorned with astonished faces and friendly smiles. As the young woman entered the arena with curious eyes and small smile, the other teams couldn't help but awe at her beauty and elegant aura, unknowingly capturing the eyes of two charismatic dancers. ↳ by @diana-rose-25

Lost Cause - Bada Lee x Reader x BEBE!Lusher synopsis: In which, you can't help but hate being Bada's best friend, even though you love her more than anything. ↳ by @bountycancelled

A Princess' Will - Bada Lee x Princess!Reader synopsis: After an assassination attempt, the queen invites the very best fighters from across the land to compete for the great honor of protecting you, the princess. ↳ by @lovystar

Stolen Hoodie (SMAU) - Bada Lee x OC!Reader (Shin Nari) synopsis: In which a love story begins with a stolen hoodie. ↳ by @badasgirlfriend

No Feelings Attached To The Limit (Part 2) - Bada Lee x Dancer!Reader synopsis: The relationship between bada and y/n had always been flirty. But what if one of them wanted something more? ↳ by @nimxie

The guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all - Bada Lee x Fem!Reader synopsis: As you attend one of Kai's shows, your gaze remains glued to a particular background dancer. Fueled by adrenaline, you gather the courage to approach him after the performance, handing over your number. But what can happen when Y/N realise that the guy she was interested in wasn’t a guy at all? ↳ by @westwoodsvivi

Mafia AU - Mafia!Bada Lee x Fem!Reader synopsis: Your arranged marriage to older!cold!mafia boss!Bada Lee unfolds, revealing that there's more than just ice behind her cold heart. ↳ by @allur1ngs

Losing Touch Untouched (Part 2) - Gang Member!Bada Lee x Reader synopsis: Picking up your girlfriend from the police station does not seem like a good date idea for you. Especially if she refuses to talk about the very things that got her in trouble with the police. ↳ by @beetlejuicyy

The Duplicate Part 2 - Bada Lee x 1 Million Member!Reader synopsis: - ↳ by @throughthebluesea

Speak Now - Bada Lee x Actress!Reader synopsis: You and Bada have been best friends since you transferred to her school during 8th grade. Both are harboring feelings for each other but chose to remain as friends just in case being in a relationship doesn't work out between you. You made a pact to be each other's date during holidays and occasions that carried on to adulthood. You had to go away but Bada's feelings for you remained. She wanted to ask you out when you come back but when you did, she found out you're already engaged to someone else. Will this be a tragic love story or will she finally gather up courage to be with you after all these years? ↳ by @mikachacha

Secret Love Song Part 2 - Bada Lee x BEBE!Reader synopsis: Being in a secret relationship is not easy, especially if you are hiding it to the whole world. — or — the heavy weight of the strained relationship you have with Bada has just become too overwhelming. ↳ by @mikaleialt

Ignited Fire - Bada Lee x Fem!Reader synopsis: Y/n S/n, an Architecture student and Bada Lee, a Performing Arts student shares an apartment at their university. They are doing great until Bada started bringing different girls at night forbidding Y/n to focus on her studies. Things went south when Bada stated her adoration towards Y/n. It all went downhill when one night ruined Y/n’s heart. ↳ by @bleu-seas

Full Moon Part 2 - Succubus!Bada Lee x Fem!Reader synopsis: - ↳ by @sun-nyy

Admire. - Bada Lee x Jam Republic OC!Reader (Lea Chang) synopsis: In which Bada unexpectedly gets to see and battle her long-time idol and crush on a survival show she was in, Street Woman Fighter. ↳ by @yxine

Homewrecker - Bada Lee x Reader synopsis: Bada is lonely, you fix that. ↳ by @sydnerss

#bada lee x reader #bada lee #bada lee choreography #bada x reader #bada x oc #bada lee x y/n #street woman fighter x reader #street woman fighter 2 #bebe #bebe x reader #team bebe #fic recomendations #swf2 #swf2 x reader #bada lee swf2 #lee bada #bada lee x oc #street woman fighter #fic recommendation

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hybeboyenthusisast · 2 years

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Stupid Cupid Masterlist

˜”*°•.˜”*°• A social experiment conducted by Cupidly Co., with you (the reader!) at the center of it! Is it possible to fall in love with a stranger over the course of 30 days? Cupidly Co. wants to find out, and you do too! As one of the participants, you will navigate the challenges set up by the experiment as well as the challenges created by your fellow participants! Will you fall in love? Will you form everlasting friendships? The rollercoaster journey of 30 days starts now! •°*”˜.•°*”˜

This series is based off of the mobile game Picka: 30 Days to Love!

Pairing: ???? TXT member x afab!fem!reader

Genre: Romance, crack, social media au set through text messages, fluff, smut!

Rating: 18+ for language, mentions of alcohol, smut

Started: June 21st, 2022

Ended: August 21st, 2022

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Day 0. introductions

Day 0.5. Yn’s Profile

Day 1. Bark Bark

Day 1.2. Bad Judges of Character

Day 1.4. Lucky

Day 1.6. My Innocent Eyes

Day 1.8. Hole

Day 2. Besties

Day 2.25. Pity

Day 2.5. Snakey Baby

Day 2.75. Kyunghee Snake Confirmed

Day 3. Less Competition

Day 3.5 Bestie

Day 4. Fucking Hummingbird

Day 4.4. Insta Besties

Day 4.8. Extra Excited Kai

Day 5. A Date With Kai (Written)

Day 5.5. Date Talk

Day 6. The Universe Can Fuck Off

Day 6.4. Masochist

Day 6.8. Bossy Ass

Day 7. Kinda Hot

Day 7.2. Strawberry Shortcake Detective Work

Day 7.4. Virgin

Day 7.6. Tongue Piercing

Day 7.8. Tramp Stamp

Day 8. BDE

Day 8.16. Pet Play

Day 8.32. Horny Chain

Day 8.48. Badass Ballerina

Day 8.64. Gyu’s Bullshit Detector

Day 8.8. Dirty Dream

Day 9. Sugar Mommy Yumi

Day 9.5. Secret Messages

Day 10. Kyunghee vs. Miji

Day 10.3. Everyone Crushin’ on YN

Day 10.6. Pounce

Day 11. Irresistible (Written, NSFW)

Day 12. Deny Deny Deny

Day 12.3. Ass Bruise

Day 12.6. Moving to Mars

Day 13. Penis with a Bra

Day 13.4. Expired Milk

Day 13.8. We Have a Winner

Day 13.99 Would You Rather

Day 14. Say It Like You Mean It

Day 14.5. Charm

Day 15. A Date with Beomgyu (Written)

Day 16. They’re In Love

Day 16.5. High Horse

Day 17. Jealous

Day 17.5. Apologies

Day 18. No Sledding

Day 18.25. A Dream

Day 18.5. Complicated

Day 18.75. Element of Surprise

Day 19. Proud Shipper

Day 19.5. WYKYK

Day 20. Love... Rectangle?

Day 20.5. Yumi, My Wife

Day 21. Pancakes or Waffles

Day 21.5. Compatibility Rating

Day 22. Inconvenient

Day 22.5. A Date With Yeonjun (Written)

Day 23. Advice from Nari

Day 23.33 Cupid and Soobin

Day 23.66. Creepy

Day 24. Hold My Hand

Day 24.5. Yuyn, Best Ship

Day 25. Mommy & Daddy

Day 25.5. Left on the Side of the Road

Day 26. Boys R Gross

Day 26.33. Sandcastles in the Sand

this is the point where the CANON ending begins. the alternate endings will be added later, after the series has finished its canon run.

Day 26.66. Electrifying (Written, Minorly NSFW)

Day 27.0. Rules Be Damned (Written, NSFW)

Day 27. Clean the Kitchen

Day 27.5. Heathens

Day 28. All Yours (Written, NSFW)

Day 28.25. Smitten

Day 28.5. Kai Delulu Era

Day 28.75. Whipped

Day 29. The Final Conversation

Day 30. For the Rest of Time

epilogue.

THE END. (Sequel release date TBA)

Yeonjun’s Ending (written, nsfw) (posted 9/27/22)

Poly!Ending (written, nsfw) (posted 11/12/22)

This smau is fuckin giant... idk how the hell i’ve done all this LOL

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sanjoongie · 8 months

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Love will Find you when you're not Looking

🌳Apart of the ghibli collab held by @daesukiii 🌳Genre: romance, angst 🌳Trope/Au: love triangle, established relationship, s2l, fantasy au 🌳Pairing: San x Nari (OC) x Seonghwa 🌳Fandom: Ateez 🌳Movie: My Neighbor Totoro 🌳Warnings: mentions of illness, death, heartbreak, cheating! 🌳Word Count: 7,060 🌳Rating: 18+ MDNI 🌳Summary: moving into the countryside had two purposes: one, to put Seonghwa in a state-of-the-art facility to see if there's a chance he might survive this illness, and two, so that you could enjoy your life while being without Seonghwa. What you never pegged was how magical the forest was surrounding your new home and finding comfort within it. 🌳A/N: Mathieu is the youngest, four years old boy, and Seongnam is eight (first born, means south star, after hwa's nickname for Nari, which is northern star) 🌳Dedication: @mejuii & @downtoamagicalland who wept when i first told them of my plans for this story and wept after they read it too 💔 i'm sorry i broke your hearts, my beta readers

“Seongnam, please watch your brother!” I called out as the two raced out of the moving van and tore across the wild grass that was now my new yard.

“Okay Mama!” Seongnam, my eldest, called out. “Mathieu, stay by me, okay?”

“‘Kay!” Mathieu, my four year old, echoed back.

I let myself watch them as they zoomed around for a moment before turning to the moving van. There was a lot of stuff to move and it was only day one.

I had moved to the countryside to remain closer to my husband, Seonghwa. He had always had a delicate disposition when I had met him but it seemed to only get worse once we got older and began a family. Eventually, when Seonghwa became bedridden, the city doctors recommended a state of the art facility that was located in the middle of nowhere. I wrote for a living so it was nothing for me to move my life for Seonghwa, but I worried about the kids. Seongnam had some best friends already and I loathed to pull him from his life in the city, but he insisted he wanted to be wherever his Papa was, so here we were, moving into a fixer-upper with the intentions of staying within biking distance of his father.

Mathieu squealed in fear as Seongnam lifted up a log, revealing creepy-crawlies, and it made my own fear zip through me. I dropped a dresser I had been attempting to pull onto the built-in dolly on the moving truck and moved outside of the van.

“Park Seongnam, stop torturing your poor brother!” I shouted.

“Yes, Mama,” Seongnam said dutifully but stuck his tongue out at his scaredy cat brother.

I sighed. Seongnam promised me he was going to try to take care of his brother, who was still very sensitive to his father being ‘in that sick place’ but Seongnam had too much of my teasing nature in him and Mathieu was also too much me in being the perfect victim. It was going to be a mess keeping those two from aggravating each other this summer.

The boys zoomed around the house, searching every nook and cranny for old folklore creatures. They claimed they found soot sprites and one of the grannies from the small community in these hills even confirmed it to them, leaving them wide eyes about tales of the small creatures in our house and in the forest.

"You would beware of the forest spirit the most, however," Granny wagged a finger at me, "many a maiden have fallen to his charms. As kind and warm as his heart may be, he is still a forest spirit."

I rolled my eyes. "You don't have to worry about me, Granny. With these two gremlins, I have enough to worry about."

"Gremlin!" Mathieu cackled at the new fun word to say.

Seongnam began to growl, crouching and forming claws from his fingers. He chased Mathieu around the house, while Granny instructed me how best to heat up all the welcome dishes she brought with her. And through all this, I just wished Seonghwa was here.

Seonghwa always used to be able to put the boys to bed best. He would gather them in his arms, one on each side of him, and he would lay in Seongnam's single bed. His feet would awkwardly lie off the bed but his eyes would remain on me.

"Tell us a story, Mama," he would say, eyes full of hearts instead of stars.

Our boys would fall asleep to the sound of their father's even breathing but Seonghwa always listened to every last word until I said "The End."

Each boy would get a kiss on the forehead, Mathieu tucked into his big boy bed, and we would continue the evening. It used to be that Seonghwa would say "One more time, I think we can get a little girl." But then Seonghwa couldn't make it through a single story without coughing and his sleep included an oxygen mask. I loved Seonghwa but I missed him so much.

"Boys, please, I've a new story to tell you," I pleaded, currently having a hard time without Seonghwa.

Mathieu frog hopped over his brother who was crouched putting Legos together on the floor. "New story?"

I nodded my head. "Remember the spirit Granny warned me about earlier?"

Seongnam laid on his bed, with his brother dutifully beside him, and they both watched me with the same eyes their father stared at me as I weaved a tale for their bedtime…

Once upon a time there was a maiden and she had to travel to far away lands because her father was sick--

“Do even princesses have sick father’s too, Mama?” Seongnam interrupted me.

Mathieu had the beginnings of a pout on his adorable lips. Seongnam looked like he needed to relate to someone; that he wasn’t alone in the world with a sick papa.

I tickled Mathieu to get a big grin from him and I leaned in to kiss Seongnam’s nose. “Yes, my star, even princesses have sick fathers.”

The princess was very lonely, stuck in a castle all by herself, with her father sick in a tall tower that was guarded by a powerful wizard. But the castle was surrounded by a magical forest, so she spent her days picking flowers--

“Mama,” Seongnam interrupted me again, Mathieu blew a raspberry.

I narrowed my eyes down at my boys, giving them the best Mama Glare I knew. Seongnam stayed strong, however.

“Why does the princess pick flowers? What did they ever do to her?”

I had to laugh. “Do you want to hear the story or not Park Seongnam?!” I demanded, putting my hands on my hips.

A small smile, a ghost of his father’s, pulled at Seongnam’s lips. “Sorry, Mama.”

--she spent her days picking up acorns and pinecones, hoping to recreate some of the magical forest within the walls of the castle. For the princess knew that soon she would be caught playing in the forest and that was not allowed.

The magical forest was neither good nor evil, it simply was. There were happy fairies but there were also dangers in the magical forest that even a princess could not defeat. So every day, the princess made sure she was back home before sunset; before it became dark in the magical forest.

Mathieu clung to his older brother, burying his face into his older brother’s airplane pattern pjs. Seongnam hugged his brother back, ‘too big’ to admit that he might be scared as well.

Luckily enough for the princess, the forest enjoyed her company. She bowed to the deer and said good morning to the bunnies. So the forest sent out a messenger, for it could see that the princess was indeed very lonely.

The forest spirit was a big but fluffy creature, with gray fur and white spots. The forest spirit loved to sleep in the sun, having found the perfect burrow in the hollow of a tree. The forest awoke the spirit with a great shaking of the tree’s branches and the spirit yawned loudly.

The noise scared the princess, who had been below the tree, collecting acorns. But, she was a brave and curious princess, so she followed a hole into the tree and found the spirit.

“Did the spirit eat her?” Seongnam demanded. Mathieu squealed as his brother grabbed his arm and pretended to nom on him.

“You sir, are a troublemaker,” I scolded my eldest.

I scooped Mathieu up into my arms and cradled him to my chest. “The forest spirit does not eat princesses,” I assured my youngest.

Mathieu nodded like he knew better this entire time and continued to listen to my story.

The princess climbed upon the forest spirit because he was larger than a bear but much more cuddly. She curled up and napped with the forest spirit, who was very happy to go back to sleep.

She slept and she slept. And she slept and she slept. And when she woke up, she found that so much time had passed. The castle had been looking for her far and wide and thought she disappeared! But the forest was looking to help the princess who sought comfort in it. So by the time the princess woke up, her father was healed!

By the time I finished my story, Mathieu was sound asleep, sucking his thumb. Seongnam looked like he had half a foot in sleepland and half a foot in the waking land.

“Mama?” Seongnam inquired sleepily as I tucked Mathieu in.

“Yes baby?” I answered absentmindedly, gently tugging Mathieu’s thumb out of his mouth.

“I wish I could sleep and wake up and Papa was better.”

My heart dropped into my stomach. I had wanted to give my children hope with that story but it seemed like Seongnam had my logic. I turned to my first born and sat on his bed. “Well, Seongnam, in a way, it’s kinda true. One day, we will wake up and go visit your father and the doctors will tell us he’s well enough to come home.”

“Promise?” Seongnam asked, rubbing his eyes.

“On a shooting star, let it go far,” I added our family’s extra mantra when we promised things.

“ ‘kay,” Seongnam replied, turning over and falling asleep.

Sleep did not come to me as easily as it did my sons, unfortunately. Nighttime was usually when I was free of my hoodlums and could write a bit but my mind and body was exhausted after the move. Instead, I grabbed a blanket and sat outside on the porch to look at the stars. Perhaps Seonghwa was also looking at the same stars I was. But I hope he was sleeping, just like our babies.

I pulled out my phone by instinct but there wasn’t any cell service in the remote area we lived in. Hell, the internet company wasn’t coming out for another week because it was satellite internet and they were already booked up. All I wanted to do was send a text message to my love to tell him I missed him. I didn’t want to be a single parent anymore.

“There’s a star in this sky around this time of year that we call the lonely star,” a voice comes out of nowhere, scaring me half to death. “I don’t see it in the sky though. Perhaps it’s you?”

I turned my head slowly and there was a dark haired man, hair sheared close to his head, with a gray shirt that had cut-outs on his massive shoulders. His smile pulled only half of his lips to the side, showing dimples. His dark eyes glowed merrily, clearly teasing.

I tried to calm my beating heart. “Nope, I’m not a fallen star,” I stated. I moved to get up, scared for my children but the man sat down beside me.

“The babies are asleep. There is no danger to them,” He reassured me.

I swallowed nervously. “Is there any danger to me?”

The man shook his head. “No,” he replied simply.

“What brings you out here at the dead of night?” I couldn't help but say sarcastically.

“Your heart called out to me,” The man said, turning his head slightly.

I scoffed and then brandished my hand with my wedding band to him. “Didn’t you hear that your new neighbor is married?”

The man cocked his head curiously and then examined my engagement ring on top of my marriage band. The diamond sparkled as he moved it and I held my breath. “Are you sure you’re not a fallen star and this is how you contain yourself until you can get back up into the sky?”

You’re my northern star. I always follow you to find my way home.

My throat suddenly became tight and my heart ached with love and loneliness. The man, as if responding to my own pain, put a hand to his heart. “See, your heart calls out to me even now.”

“How do you know?” I whispered into the night wind.

The man turned to me fully, half serious, half joking. “You’re the princess from the story from earlier. And I’m the forest spirit.”

I shook my head slowly. “How did you…that’s not possible!”

The man giggled musically. “The forest sent me because you were lonely. You all are.”

My heart hurt even more, thinking that my children were lonely because their father wasn’t here with us in this new place. “That’s not true.”

The man put a hand on my shoulder and I felt all the tension and loneliness melt away. Instead, I felt comfort and warmth. “Now it’s not true.”

My eyes felt heavy and before I could realize it, my head dropped and the last thing I remember was my body leaning into the stranger’s shoulder as he hummed a song under his breath. It sounded like Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star.

I jolted awake the next morning when the door slammed open behind me. “Mama!” Mathieu yelled at me, “Why are you sleeping outside?”

I blinked rapidly, dazed and confused. What had happened? I came outside because I couldn't sleep and--

“There’s a star in this sky around this time of year that we call the lonely star.”

I shook my head. I had to have dreamt that. "Mama couldn't sleep, love," I replied, standing up with a groan.

"Mama, can I have eggs?" Mathieu asked politely, small hand clinging to my pant leg.

I smiled painfully. "Only if I can find the frying pan."

The morning was a bit of a mess. Mathieu cried in frustration when I couldn't make his eggs the way Papa made them. Seongnam scolded his baby brother, saying he should grow up, which only made Mathieu cry harder. I yelled at Seongnam and then his lower lip began to quiver.

"Come here, loves." I bent down and threw out my arms. Both of my boys came to me and we had a group hug and a small cry together.

Seongnam wiped his eyes with the back of his hand and then Mathieu wiped my cheeks adorably.

"Now, Mama needs to unpack some more. We don't want the sneezies, so be big boys and find all the windows and throw them all open for your silly Mama, okay?"

Mathieu squealed and ran off to find the first window. Seongnam looked at me seriously for a moment and then bopped my nose with his forefinger. He had seen his father do that to me numerous times and for some odd reason it stopped me from sneezing.

I almost teared up again but kept it together for my oldest. "Thank you, Southern star."

Seongnam grinned at me. "Welcome, Northern Star."

"When you're done with the windows, go play outside with Mathieu, okay?" Seongnam nodded solemnly. "You can go into the forest but only as far as you can still see the house. No farther than that."

"Yes, Mama," Seongnam agreed and then he was gone.

I spent the day unpacking and cleaning our fix-me-up. I noted most of the repairs in a notebook, thinking I could do a lot myself minus the roof. Before I realized it, it was lunch time. I leaned out the kitchen window that looked to the forest and called out the boys' names. Soon, they were running out of the forest, squealing and giggling.

"Mama!" Mathieu practically threw himself into my arms. "We made a new friend!"

"Did you say good morning to some bunnies like the princess?" I asked, burying my face into the crook of Mathieu’s neck.

"Noooooo," he giggled, pushing away my face. "It's the forest spirit like in your story!"

My stomach dipped and my hold on Mathieu tightened. Seongnam must have seen my face fall as well because he came and grabbed my hand. "What's wrong? Didn't you say the forest sent the spirit to the princess because she was lonely?"

My own story was starting to really bite me in the ass. "It was just a story, star."

Seongnam frowned. "No, it isn't. We met him today! He showed us the hollow and the view from the top of the tree!"

I shook my feeling of anxiety and played along with Seongnam. Clearly they really had latched onto my story. I had even dreamt of the story. They were my children after all, they'd be good at playing make believe.

"Did you get a name for the forest spirit?" I inquired.

"San!" Mathieu declared, throwing his arms up in the air. "He throws me high in the air and I float on toys!"

"Well that does sound like a lot of fun," I agreed.

I settled Mathieu on my hip and started to pull out the ingredients for sandwiches. "Did you nap too? The forest spirit does love a good nap."

"No, San said he wasn't tired because he had a nap with you!" Seongnam answered while he sat at the table.

I tried not to falter at Seongnam’s words. I put Mathieu in his raised chair and started making sandwiches. I had to do something with my hands to stop them from shaking.

"Well, let's make sure the forest sent the same spirit to me as it did to you, huh? What if it's playing a trick on us? Your San, he had short, dark hair? A gray shirt with silly cut outs?"

"Yeah!" Seongnam nodded his head so quickly his glasses fell down the bridge of his nose. "And he had these." And my eldest proceeded to poke both of his cheeks.

Shit, this just got real.

That night, after a story about a car that spoke to its owner, I was outside on my porch quicker than if my ass had been on fire.

"Forest spirit, who gave you permission to play with MY children?" I hissed into the darkness.

I was met with silence.

"Oh, so now you're playing shy, huh?!" I said, putting my hands on my hips.

“See, your heart calls out to me even now.”

Fine, two could play this game.

I thought of when I met Seonghwa. He had been staring at me in the library for over half an hour and it had been bothering me. So I gathered my bag and books and walked over to his desk and slammed a hand down in front of him, making him jump and yelp in fright.

"How am I supposed to read when I can feel your eyes boring into my back, just between my shoulder blades?" I whispered angrily.

"Actually," Seonghwa blinked up at me. "I was trying to figure out if the barrette under your bun was a shooting star."

I slapped my hand on my shooting star barrette. "Oh. I'm sorry," I apologized lamely.

Seonghwa smiled, crooked but kind. "That's interesting because my name actually means 'to be a star'."

"It doesn't mean anything, it just means I really like stars," I mumbled under my breath. I was embarrassed and I just wanted to get out of here now.

Seonghwa tilted his head flirtatiously. "Then you must like me too."

I sighed and curled a fist over my heart, back in the present. Seonghwa had been sick then but it barely affected him. If I had known… no. I loved Seonghwa fiercely and proudly and I wouldn't give up my sons for the world.

"Hello again, fallen star."

"San--"

San's eyes lit up with excitement. "So they did tell you about me!"

"I've never seen them so happy and glowing in a long time," I said wistfully.

"They just needed to have someone look at them and acknowledge that they are here," San said, nodding his head sagely.

I shook my head. "I don't understand this."

"You don't have to understand it." San leaned back against one of the porch pillars and it creaked.

I stared worriedly at the roof of the porch. "Am I gonna have to fix you too?"

San giggled, the melodic noise dancing through the air. "The house has good bones. It was built from the trees from the forest, freely given."

I pursed my lips. "I don't want more of your gifts."

San cocked his head curiously. "You couldn't sleep. I helped you."

"I'm not a forest spirit, I can't sleep outside without getting cold and stiff," I replied, rubbing a shoulder with one hand.

"You weren't cold!" San frowned, "I kept you warm."

I began to rub my eyebrow. "I don't need any more help."

“Then why did your heart call out to me?”

San’s gaze felt a little too heavy for my liking. “Because I wanted to yell at you.”

“For taking care of the little ones?” San blew a raspberry, “Humans are funny.”

My throat tightened and tears burned my eyes. San was right. I was just as bad as my children, lashing out when I didn’t know who I truly wanted to be angry at. I felt warm hands grasp my upper arm.

“Do not cry, fallen star,” San reassured me.

I bent my neck so my head could lower. I didn’t want him to see my tears for some reason I could not fathom. “I’m not crying,” I sniffled.

San pulled me in for a hug and the dam broke. All the walls I had up, all the meticulously built support to stay strong for everyone in my life gave out and I began to sob into San’s chest. My face was buried there and his arms were around me and I wept for my life. I wept that I had to make promises I couldn't keep to my children. I wept for my sick husband. I wept that I was tired and sad and neglected--

With tears pouring down my face, San released me and tipped my head back with a finger under my chin. “You are beautiful,” he beamed down at me with such a radiant smile.

My shoulders still shook as my sobs wracked through my body. “I’m not,” I said stubbornly.

“Your heart is beautiful, therefore you are,” San insisted.

And just like that, my heart started beating out of my chest. San seemingly responded, grin only getting wider and bolder. He leaned in and I put a hand on his chest to halt him from getting too close. “Don’t.”

"I just want you to feel loved," San sighed, his warm breath flirting with my lips.

"My husband--"

"Your heart is sick, Nari."

"San, I can't!"

"Then let me."

His lips descended onto mine. He kissed me softly, he kissed me gently, and with kindness that made my heart melt. I was like fragile glass in his hands but he knew exactly how to handle me. His tongue touched my lips and my mouth opened up for him with a groan. It had been ages since I had been kissed this way. Since--

I pushed San firmly back, palms to chest and San let me break the kiss. "No."

San watched me with solemn eyes and said nothing until I reached my door. "You know, while I kissed you, your heart wasn't crying anymore."

The next day we made our first trip to Seonghwa's room at the hospice. I had a buggy attached to my bike and Seongnam had his own bike, training wheels taken off as the last service his father had performed for him.

The boys were so excited to see their father and to tell him about the move. I let them run into his room while the doctor snagged me for a talk. It seemed like the move to the hospice had put quite a lot of stress on Seonghwa’s body.

"Are you saying the move was bad for him?" I demanded incredulously.

The doctor shook his head. "Not at all. We are already seeing the change the air is having on his lungs. His heart, on the other hand--"

And then I heard the word San.

Seongnam was talking animatedly with his hands, that he took after me in regard to. Mathieu bounced on the bed, excited to blurt out his adventures with the forest spirit. And all I could think about was how I had kissed a man other than Seonghwa.

"Thank you, doctor, but I would like to see Seonghwa now." I nodded curtly and then pushed into the room.

“And how is my northern star?” Seonghwa smiled, his eyes twinkling like stars themselves.

“I’m fine, Hwa,” I murmured, pushing my hair behind my ear.

“Your hair is getting long,” He mentioned, rubbing a strand between his thumb and forefinger.

“Mama hates it Papa, but she says it’s for you,” Mathieu blurted out, not truly understanding what he was repeating.

Seonghwa’s smile grew and my cheeks became warm. “Is that so?”

I pulled Mathieu closer to me, avoiding eye contact. I started to absentmindedly comb his hair down. “Well, it’s not like the hairdresser is nearby anymore.”

“Did the doctor say you could come home now?’ Seongnam asked solemnly.

“I’m sorry,” was all that Seonghwa could offer to his eldest son.

Mathieu bursted out crying at the announcement that Papa wasn’t coming home. Seongnam teared up too and I knew it was time to take them home. I ushered them out before they could exhaust Seonghwa; he needed all the energy he could muster to focus on healing. Except when I turned my head one last time to see Seonghwa, he was crying too. I had to remain strong for the males in my life and not shed a single tear.

The next following days were full of dark clouds, metaphorical and literal. The boys were either silent with their thoughts or burst out in anger. They fought with each other, Seongnam lashing out verbally while Mathieu usually responded physically.

I had to start sleeping with Mathieu in my bed to keep them separated at night. I slept better, oddly enough, with Mathieu drooling on my stomach as I stroked his hair until he slept.

The day the rain actually started was the same day I left the kids off with the local granny at my house. They promised to behave and listen to Granny but I was still worried. I didn't have much of a choice. My editor demanded I meet her back in the city.

The train into the city came at an ungodly hour in the morning but my appointment with my editor wasn't until late afternoon. I didn't have any friends to meet up with, taking care of Seonghwa for the past couple years had made me out of the loop of their lives and caused it to be awkward. And even once I met up with my editor, she only had bad news.

"Your stories need a new main love interest, Nari," she said, slamming the top of her laptop down with finality.

"What?!" I asked, rubbing my eyebrow.

"It's always a gentle man, with a kind smile and growly voice. The readers need something new to sink their teeth into," My editor insisted.

"How about an infuriating man who insists that he knows your heart better than you do and kisses you because of that," I grumbled under my breath.

My editor's eyebrows shot into her fringe. "That's perfect, actually, are you working on something I don't know about?"

I opened my mouth and closed it. I had said that flippantly, thinking of San, I hadn't meant that seriously. "I was kidding!"

My editor gave me a look that said she didn't believe me. "Well, if you do work on something, let me know, before you even write a first draft. No use working it all out if it's just a copy and paste of the last one."

I was dismayed to see that the rain was still going strong as I made my way home. The grayness of the day suited the way the day had gone but I felt like I needed some sunshine to brighten up my day. Alas, that didn’t seem like it was going to happen. The rain and the wind picked up so suddenly that once I walked off the train, the wind pulled my umbrella into a dance amongst the sky and left me at the mercy of the rain.

I rode my bike from the station, cursing the dark country roads. What was my editor thinking? A love interest like San? My readers would be outraged. They love my characters who always ask if they can kiss their beloved. They love the men who point up at a shooting star and then give a reason to put their arm around their beloved. They loved the love interests who kissed their pregnant wife's protruding belly, promising to be there for all of the unborn baby's life--

I squinted but the light coming from my bike was barely helping, and with the rain continuously and relentlessly whipping into my face and my glasses, I was bound for a crash. It happened almost instantly, my bike barreling into the ditch and sending me over the handlebars. I braced for impact and should have hit the ground hard, or a tree for that matter, but all I heard was an ‘oomph’.

"That's not how you fly, fallen star."

"I wasn't trying to fly, San!" I cried out in frustration and anger.

"Could have fooled me," San chuckled.

I was cradled in the forest spirit's arms, one arm under my back and the other under my legs. "Put me down."

San jutted his chin out in the direction of my bike. "You're not getting home with that anymore."

My bike was a mangled mess, the chain broken and a wheel bent. How much could I have hurt myself if not for San catching me? What would have happened to Seongnam and Mathieu? Angry tears began to fall down my cheek. Why did life have to be so hard right now?

"I can help you get home," San murmured.

"Are we going to float on toys?" I asked sarcastically, recalling what Mathieu had said.

"No." San began to climb out of the ditch, water running down his hair and down his face, eyes forward and determined. "Cat bus."

"Cat bus," I said with disbelief. "There are no buses around here, San," I deadpanned.

"Cat bus only reveals itself to people in need," San replied.

"This is ridiculous," I muttered under my breath.

San stood in the rain at the side of the road, without letting my feet touch the ground, like he expected something to pull around the corner--I jolted when two beams of light turned the corner of the road.

"Shut up," I whispered.

A bus in the shape of a cat with many legs ran to us. It had tiny rat's eyes as its red lights and it--it truly was a Cat Bus. San put us both on the bus and it ran across the hills and leapt over the forest and before I realized it, I was screaming. Not in fear, but in exhilaration. The speed raced through my veins and made me feel alive.

San lifted me once more when we arrived at my fix-it-up house and only put me down as he said, "My princess, your castle."

"Were you listening at the window when I told them that story?!" I demanded.

San simply shook his head like I was the silly one. "Of course not. The wind carries your stories to me. But more importantly, your children believe that you're the princess in that story. They believe that I was sent here so that you're not so lonely now that Papa is sick. They don't even think of themselves when they play with me. They are always thinking of you."

"Thank you for today," I said instead.

"Your heart called for me and I answered," San said simply.

I entered my house, soaking wet and instantly scared to death as Granny shouted at me. "There you are!"

My heart fell to my stomach at the look of worry on Granny's face. "Are my boys okay?!"

"They're fine--but Seonghwa!"

My legs gave out on me. Here I was, having an unbelievable experience with San and my Seonghwa was suffering. "What?"

"The hospice sent someone an hour ago!" Granny held my hands between her own. "Seonghwa's heart is weak. They want you and the boys there, in case--"

"Oh, God."

We rushed to the hospice, Granny calling her son to bring us in his UTV. I had Mathieu on my lap and Seongnam clutched to my side the entire ride. I didn't say a word to either of them but I think they knew exactly what was happening. They didn't know what this truly meant but it was like we had all been bracing for impact, like I had been when I fell off my bike. I winced. I don't think San could save us from this.

The nurses and the doctors rounded up the children and allowed me to go into Seonghwa's room first.

"Hwa," I whimpered.

He looked so fragile in his bed with all the wires attached to him and the machines beeping. He even had an oxygen mask over his face. And yet he still managed to smile at me. "How's my Northern Star?"

"Park Seonghwa," and then I started to cry.

I lied on the bed and sobbed because I was terrified to even touch him. Seonghwa's fingers ghosted the top of my head, the most he could reach. "Don't cry, Nari. I love you."

"I love you too!" I sobbed. "You promised when I was carrying Seongnam that you would be with us forever."

"Nari." I sat up but it only made it worse. Seonghwa was crying, biting down on his bottom lip in an attempt to stop it from quivering. "I don't want to go either."

The tears wouldn't stop streaming down my face, and down my chin and down my neck. "You were supposed to get better."

"The doctor's tried their best," Seonghwa insisted, swallowing his tears. "The boys?"

"They…" I began to shake my head, "No, they can't see you like this, Hwa."

"Nari." I winced. Seonghwa rarely used his no-nonsense voice towards me.

I wiped my tears away as quickly and as best as I could and turned to leave. I gathered up Mathieu in my arms and took Seongnam's hand wordlessly.

"Mama?" Mathieu said my name like he was terrified.

"We need to have a family meeting," I said.

"I don't want to have a family meeting," Seongnam whimpered.

"We have to," I insisted and then re-entered Seonghwa's room.

Seonghwa shakily pulled off his oxygen mask. I heard the nurse begin to protest but the doctor shushed her. "Come give Papa a kiss," Seonghwa held open his arms to take Mathieu first.

"Papa," Mathieu whimpered. He gave a large smacking, wet kiss to Seonghwa's cheek. "Why do you look like a robot?"

Seonghwa smiled shakily. "Because they're turning me into one."

"Papa!" Seongnam really couldn't take his father's silliness, just like me. "Be serious."

Seonghwa patted the bed and Seongnam let go of my hand and went to his father. "I am serious, southern star."

Seonghwa was the one that told the bedtime story tonight. He spun a tale of a boy who was born with a heart that was too big and lungs that were too small. The boy had a long journey to find the wizard, and along the way he met two stars and a tiny cat. By the time the boy got a heart of diamond and lungs of steel, Seongnam and Mathieu were fast asleep. I didn't have the heart to move anyone but the nurse did insist on putting Seonghwa's oxygen mask back over his face. Eventually, they were all asleep and it was just me.

The doctor made sure that I had all the legal precautions in place for when, not if, Seonghwa's heart finally gave out and that was all I could take for my very, horrible day. I fell asleep, head on the bed, bent over in a chair pulled up to Seonghwa's bed, holding Seonghwa's hand.

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The funeral made me feel like I was the one that passed away. I felt numb. I felt like I was floating. Nothing seemed real. Seonghwa’s happy face was at the front of the church but he wasn't here any longer. Countless people gave me their sympathies and cried but I had no more tears. The last ones I shed were on Seonghwa’s deathbed.

Going home after it all was the worst part. Seonghwa had never seen our house and now he never would. The house would never know of Seonghwa playing with his sons. The house would never hear Seonghwa’s laughter after he embarrassed himself. This house would never hold any memories of my husband and my boys Papa. This truly was a new fresh start for us all.

Everything seemed to be more gray after Seonghwa passed. I was numb for so long, only raising my head above water to take care of the children but the rest of the time my mind was empty and void. I could think of nothing, because if I did, I would break and not be able to provide for my boys.

The boys were devastated for days, I barely heard them play or laugh. They simple went about their days like they were required but I missed the days of hearing them squeal with happiness when I bid them home from the forest for lunch.

Eventually, I had to stop simply raising my head out of the water but to pull my body out completely.

"Wakey wakey, eggs and bakey," I shouted as I brought down a wooden spoon several times on a pot.

"Mama?" Mathieu rubbed his eyes with his chubby fists.

"Mama!" Seongnam groaned, pulling his blankets over his head.

"The princess is summoning her most championed knights. Her highness has decided that there will be an outing to pick mushrooms and berries and to take a picnic with the forest spirit!" I shouted, leaning over Seongnam's body and making Mathieu giggle.

"Wait, a picnic? In the forest?" Seongnam ripped his blankets off himself and stared up at me. My heart almost broke at how excited he was.

"San?!" Mathieu screamed in glee and almost fell trying to get out of his bed.

"But first, the finest cooks in all the land have made bacon and eggs. We must consume the royal breakfast in order to leave the castle!" I declared.

After breakfast, I found a pink diaphanous scarf to dramatically throw over my shoulder. Mathieu acquired a bucket as his helm and Seongnam tied two sieves along his shoulders as his armor. My most trusted knights followed me into the forest as we sought out the forest spirit.

I thought about a time right before Seonghwa got very sick. Mathieu was around two, starting to learn how to walk and talk. Seonghwa had gotten sad that Mathieu didn't want to be held by his father as much anymore. So Seonghwa had declared that the floor was poisonous for the entire day and if anyone but an adult touched, they would hate their favorite food. Seongnam and I spent the entire day on our couch, snacking and watching movies. But Seonghwa spent the entire day dutifully carrying Mathieu everywhere his little heart desired. And when we all went to sleep that night, Seonghwa declared it the best day of his life.

"What do we have here?" San stepped out of the dappled forest shade.

Seongnam jumped in front of me, brandishing a stick he had found on the way and Mathieu mimicked him only with a tall flower he had found. "We are the princess' most trusted knights. Are you the fabled forest spirit?"

"Hmmm, depends on who is asking?" San pretended to think about it. "I know two boys who are my best friends. Are you the same knights?" San's eyes danced with amusement as he stared straight at me.

"San!" Mathieu pushed back his bucket. "It's us!"

San crouched in front of Mathieu. "Oh, Matty! There you are!"

"San?" Seongnam solemnly said the forest spirit's name.

"Is that you, Seongnam?" San exclaimed.

"Mama has never been to the Hollow." Seongnam's eyes slid to me, as if he felt guilty for never bringing me there.

San slapped his hands to his cheeks in shock. "You're right! How did this escape me?"

"Hollow! Hollow!" Mathieu chanted.

San put his hands under Mathieu’s arm and raised him to sit on his shoulders. San offered one hand to Seongnam, who clung to San's pinky and ring finger. San's other hand went to hold Mathieu’s leg to keep him in place on his shoulders. Seongnam looked up at San and there was hope and a smile on Seongnam's face. Mathieu was still chanting 'Hollow!' when he had been as quiet as a mouse for weeks.

At last San turned to look at me. "Aren't you coming, Princess?" San lifted his eyebrows in question.

I lifted my chin stubbornly and made a small 'hmph!' noise. "A princess leads, she does not follow!"

Mathieu giggled. "You don't know where it is, Mama!" Seongnam insisted, rolling his eyes, just like me.

I felt my heart burst. This moment felt normal. This felt real. I felt present and grounded and truly here. Something I haven't felt since…

"Come back, Fallen Star," San murmured.

"Mama?" Mathieu frowned.

"Mama isn't a fallen star!" Seongnam insisted stubbornly, "Papa always said, she's the northern star, she's how you find home!"

"She does feel like home, doesn't she?" San tilted his head.

Mathieu clearly didn't understand what was going on so he started changing Hollow again and I knew we had to move on. "Knight Star, lead the way." I motioned towards Seongnam.

"Follow me everyone!" Seongnam shouted.

As we walked, the four of us along the forest path, I wondered if it was possible that life could perhaps be less hard right now. Perhaps my lonely heart, and my son's, had summoned San. Perhaps… perhaps I could go back to being a Northern star; not a lonely star nor a fallen one. Perhaps, I would find love when I wasn't looking for it.

Taglist: @hijirikaww @mingsolo @starlitmark @starillusion13 @flurrys-creativity @stardragongalaxy @k-pop-ology

#ghiblicollab23 #kvanity #cultofdionysusnet #kwritersworldnet #pirateeznet #ateez angst #park seonghwa angst #hi it's just me in my sanhwa shit again #topaz's work #ღatz #choi san scenarios

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makethiscanon · 1 year

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Current request status: closed

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Inbox game status: open

Current game: Send a single '🌸' + any character name (+ fandom if it's not obvious), and I'll give you one headcanon for them. Limited to one headcanon per ask. The same character can be asked for more than once.

I can go in fandom-blind. Pick any character you like.

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Firstly, anyone new here please know I’m the slowest writer on this planet, with a feeble amount of motivation. When requesting, it’s better off to think of it as a suggestion, because unless I get inspired, there’s a high chance I won’t have the brain power to write your piece.

I work under a policy that every character is pansexual/panromantic, unless explicitly stated by the original creator that the character is not attracted to a specific orientation.

What I will write:

Reader-inserts only

Second-person, or third-person if requested

Headcanons, drabbles, blurbs, short stories, voice lines, match ups.

Any gender, but will default to fem! unless requested

Romance or platonic

Aro or Ace

Polyamory

Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Horror/Suspense

Minor injuries/blood

Alternate Universe (please specify)

The list isn't completely exclusive so if in doubt, hit me with what you've got.

I reserve the right to decline or ignore any requests that make me feel uncomfortable, and have no obligation to disclose reasons why.

What I won’t write:

NSFW / Taboo

Political

Hate speech

Cheating

Whump (Yandere is fine but won’t be graphic)

Real celebrities x reader

Young-coded characters romantically. E.g. Eri, Kota, Klee, Nahida, etc.

I can try writing for any character from the fandoms listed, but the characters below are the ones I’m more confident in. Those with an ‘ * ’ are the characters I’m most confident writing.

Arcane:

Jayce || Viktor*

Silco

Demon Slayer:

Akaza* || Douma || Enmu || Gyutaro*

Inosuke || Nezuko

Rengoku || Sanemi

Dr Stone

Senku || Taiju

Tsukasa || Ukyo || Yo

Chrome || Kinro

Final Fantasy

7: Reno || Vincent || Genesis || Zack

13: Hope || Snow || Caius || Noel

Genshin Impact:

Arataki Itto || Cyno || Thoma || Tighnari || Xiao || Zhongli

Childe || Scaramouche

Gotham (TV Series):

Oswald Cobblepot || Jerome Valeska || Victor Zsasz*

Kingdom Hearts:

Organization XIII members || Axel*

Sora || Riku || Hayner

The Maze Runner:

Gally* || Newt || Frypan || Minho || Alby

Vince

My Hero Academia:

Class 1-A [Any] || Bakugou Katsuki* || Ojiro Mashirao*

Amajiki Tamaki || Kaibara Sen || Monoma Neito || Shindou Yo || Shinsou Hitoshi || Togata Mirio || Yorarashi Inasa

Chisaki Kai [Overhaul] || Dabi || Spinner || Toga Himiko || Twice

Fatgum || Pro Hero: Manual

Obey Me:

Mammon || Lucifer || Beelzebub || Asmo

Simeon || Solomon || Raphael

Tales of Arcadia:

Douxie Casperan || Krel Tarron*

Nari || Skrael || Strickler || Tronos

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#writing masterlist #writing masterpost #requests #writing #rules #fanfiction #reader insert #bnha #toa #tmr #kny #kh #x you #x yn

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alliemack30 · 3 years

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Miguel took a breath. Maybe he just needed to cut to the chase here. “Look, man, what Sensei said the other day, about talking to him if things are getting shitty? You know you can do that with me, too, right?”

In which Miguel is a good bro, Hawk really needs to go to therapy, and Demetri just wants to go to the comic book store. Check it out!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31282994/chapters/84816109

Follow series here

#cobra kai fan fiction #cobra Kai #cobra Kai fanfiction #cobra kai fanfic #cobra Kai fan fic #miguel diaz #eli hawk moskowitz #demetri cobra kai #hawk cobra kai #demetri x eli #demetri x hawk #they're bi(nary) boyfriends #binary brothers #binary boyfriends #fanfiction #fan fic #ao3

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iz-hoonz · 2 years

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⁕ 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁 ៸៸

ok so not so long ago my bff @.i-se0 sent me a dm on insta about a tag game idea 🤓 i'll be recommending a song for you to listen to for different happenings or scenarios 🥰🥰 and for this one its; NIGHT DRIVE

sorry if it gets short i need sleep <\3 sorry for errors 😕😕

@lunaflvms - luna by oneus ⁕ OK SO LET ME EXPLAIN. yes the song matches your name i was listening to it when yumi sent me the dm 😥😥 and i was like 'OH LUNA IS UP FIRST' 🤓 ok but pleek give it a listen 🙏🙏

@koishua - no love again by taeyeon ⁕ so, i remember you having the invu taeyeon theme (it was a serve) and nla is one of my fav songs from the album 🙁🙁 like everytime i hear it i wanna burst out crying 😫

@acciomylove - love fool by stayc ⁕ i think fae would really enjoy this song. i also thinks its fits your overall personality 🙁 this song is so >>>> GIVE IT A LISTEN I PROMISE 🙏

@juniblvssom - dm by fromis_9 ⁕ i love this song sm u don't understand <\3 plz i know liv would love it too like the power??? my fav gg enthusiast 👆👆

@ethereallizzz - slow down by stayc ⁕ this song is so relaxing and i think yura would listen to this after a long day 🙁🙁 it's okay yura you did well my pookie wookie <3

@yyunari - love you like by viviz ⁕ this sing fits nari sm!!! its so dreamy and relaxing just like how nari is <\3 🍃🤍

@seungstarss - 4 walls by f(x) ⁕ sei has the orange theme rn and the cover of 4 walls is orange as well so 🤷‍♀️ sei also has this fancy cool aura as well and it fits the song 🙀🙀

@liliansun - merry bad ending by the boyz ⁕ girl you know my heart beats my heart beats for you ~~ for my honeybee 🥰🥰 this song is just 👌lmk what you think of tbz 😥

@one16core - bonnie & clyde by yuqi ⁕ tell me why i could imagine cai driving a car with a gun 😥😥 cai is just so cool maybe that's why 😋 idgaf this is cai's song now

@amakumos - LMLY by jackson wang ⁕ i feel like yun would be the girl in the mv of this song 🤔🤔🤔 something about her vibe just gives the #girlboss moments 🤷‍♀️ where in a guy falls for her and would literally do anything to get her back 🤓 that is so #slayful of you yun

@jungwoniics - killing me by chungha ⁕ yes i feel like lia would listen to this 🤓 she seems like a really strong person but in the inside, she has problems like all of us 🙁🙁 she'll never show a sign of weakness ever. #strongirlia

@enloveclub - prada by fr:eden ⁕ i just recently found out about this song ngl 😔 but yea i think it fits you really well . lmk what you think of it bestay 😁😁

@enluv - heaven's cloud by seventeen ⁕ YES A CARAT !!! automatically thought of you when this song played 🙏ik maybe you heard it alr but 😁

@i-kai - plz don't waste my youth by Au/Ra ⁕ bye this is not kpop but its okay 👍i got the vibe from your theme so 😥😥 lmk what you think 😔🙏

@tyunni - rich kids anthem by epik high ft. leehi ⁕ YES you give me rich kids vibe and a cool groovy feeling 🙁👆 hope u give it a listen 🤍

@sunootonin - the moon by moon sujin ft. taeil of nct ⁕ i could imagine you singing this bye 👆👆 no doubt you have a wonderful voice ♡

@ijhyo - OUR by dress, meego, ahn dayoung ⁕ idk why no one knows this song :( i love it and its so pleasing to the ears 🙁 give it a listen bff 🙏🙏

@wonjaems - lucid dreams by aespa ⁕ you could pass as an aespa member. girlboss vibes 😋

@lovhoons - rock with you by seventeen ⁕ you definitely will love this ♡ it kinda fits ur theme yk 🤔🤷‍♀️

@juyeooo - hey kid, close your eyes by akmu, lee sunhee ⁕ this song is underrated. pleek lmk what u think bff 🙁🙁🙁

@soobnny - only by leehi ⁕ i read your fluff fics while listening to this ☹☹ it felt so comforting 🤍

@giyyuzz - revival by cix ⁕ i could picture you listening to this actually! not exactly kpop but jpop 🤓 one of my fav jpop songs from k idols .. lmk what u think <3

@atrirose - ghosting by txt ⁕ ??? WHO WOULDN'T LOVE THIS SONG 😫 i swear its so dreamy you'll love it

#shut up yui 🗣❗#˃ᴗ˂ yui's mutuals #✮ tag games 🎮

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trashlord-007 · 2 years

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Favourite Songs from 2021~

Tagged by @gustingirl (love ya bb) to share my top 20 songs from 2021. I'm just listing my favourite 2021 kpop title track releases! Let's gooooo ♡

psst, they are listed by release date [Jan. -> Dec.]

1. What I Said by Victon

2. Burn It by Golden Child

3. God Damn by I.M (of Monsta X)

4. Don't Call Me by SHINee

4. DO or NOT by Pentagon

5. Feel Like by WOODZ (of UNIQ/X1)

6. House Party by Super Junior

7. Like Water by Wendy (of Red Velvet)

7. I Wouldn't Look For You by Kim Jae Hwan (of Wanna One)

8. Drunk-Dazed by Enhypen

9. Gambler by Monsta X

9. Alcohol-Free by TWICE

10. Damage by JUST B

11. Weekend by Taeyeon (of Girls' Generation)

11. Drive You Home by Jackson Wang (of GOT7)

12. Thrill Ride by The Boyz

13. B.T.W (feat. Jay Park) by JAY B (of GOT7)

14. Bad Love by Key (of SHINee)

15. Tamed-Dashed by Enhypen

16. be by Eunhyuk (of Super Junior)

16. Tiki Taka by T-ARA

17. Peaches by Kai (of EXO)

18. Pirate by Everglow

19. The Real by ATEEZ

20. Heartbreak by Minho (of SHINee)

There's definitely only 20 songs listed there. What are your 2021 favourites?

Tagging My Mootiepies♡;;

@exogotmeoncrack @naturalogre @sinpiesinpie @hwa-luvs @vanillakylee @multifcndoms @frickyea-guacamole19 @myeoning-call @biaswreckingfics @kingleedo @chxngyunie @julyarchives @achenlove @babycheese-6v6 @exo-l-atina @beomgyus-bear @calypsohan @sleep-is-4-da-week @yutahoes @bananapepper420 @cloudyhaos @erotikkook @theunluckylistenermusician @aurorasillusion @peachhyychenle @trippy-dejun @najatheangel @1dsoul1 @cosmiclatte28 @ashfire295 @cherryeoo @drunk-on-yuta @pink1mink1ming1 @rai-scutum @minshookie29 @ka-nari @zealouspartyheroangel @blckpinkmilk @lukai-m @joontied @dimplehyunn @midnightflare @jiyonq-ah @animeangsteng @224-12 @canadianwatermelon @exosbloodline @wonjaems @umbralhelwolf + anyone else who sees this! I'm at the limit for tagging so consider yourself tagged too! ♡

#tag game #harassing my moots 💕

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winter-dayz · 2 years

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F*ck. I’m so in Love with You | 14 - The Babies

The babies welcome Genesis back.

Pairing: ? x Idol!Reader Idol AU; Slice of Life; Textfic Genre: Angst; Fluff Warnings: strong language, suggestive content

“Can you pass the vegetables?” “Oh, this is really good! Thanks, Yeonjun!” “Does anyone want more rice?” Y/N glanced around the table at her members and the boys, happily eating the meal. Beomgyu smiled over at her and nudged her side.

“Did you want more meat, Noona? I’ll grill it for you.”

She shook her head, returning his soft smile. “I’m okay. But thank you, Beomie. It was really sweet of you boys to do all of this for us.”

“Of course!” Soobin gave a dimpled smile from across the table, “I’m sure you’re all very exhausted so cooking for you was the least we could do.”

“Yeah, plus Gyu would’ve been mad if we didn’t see you as soon as you got back…” Yeonjun mumbled before Taehyun elbowed him in the ribs.

Yoonah shot the boys a look, while Minjee let out a snicker, but Y/N didn’t even notice. She was busy arguing with Kai over the last bit of banchan, meanwhile Kaeo snuck and stole it.

Nari cleared her throat, “Well, we’re still really thankful. We can help clean up and then we can all watch a movie?”

The boys agreed, after a bit of insisting from the girls; and after everything was cleaned up, everyone settled into the small living room for a few movies before it got late.

Masterlist | FILY Masterpost | Previous * Next

Taglist: @soobin-chois

#bangtan sonyeondan #bts #blackpink #bp #got7 #red velvet #stray kids #skz #tomorrow x together #txt #reader #multi!idol x reader #angst #fluff #slice of life #textfic #f*ck. i'm so in love with you.#fily

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colinodonoghuebrasil · 3 years

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INFO | “Caçadores de Tolls: A Ascensão dos Titãs”

Nessa terça, 15 de junho, a Netflix liberou o trailer oficial e pôster do filme que dará fim à trilogia Contos de Arcadia, de Guillermo Del Toro.

Para acessar as imagens liberadas e o poster oficial, acesse: NOSSA PASTA.

O COBR reuniu nessa publicação tudo que já está disponível sobre o filme, incluindo as imagens, poster e sinopse oficial. Segue a leitura para mais informações:

Arcadia pode parecer uma cidade comum, mas sua localização mágica e mística a transforma no epicentro de batalhas entre criaturas de outros mundos, como trolls, alienígenas e magos. Agora, os heróis das aclamadas séries Caçadores de Trolls (Trollhunters), Os 3 Lá Embaixo (3Below) e Magos (Wizards) unem forças em uma aventura épica onde enfrentam a Ordem Arcana pelo controle da magia que os une. (x)

Caçadores de Trolls: A Ascensão dos Titãs seguirá a linha cronológica após os eventos de Magos, reunindo o elenco das três séries para combater os inimigos sombrios da Ordem Arcana que ameaça tomar conta de seus mundos e destruí-los.

O projeto de Guillermo del Toro é da DreamWorks Animation e conta com Johane Matte, Franisco Ruiz Velasco e Andrew L. Schmidt na direção. Segundo a página oficial da Netflix, o filme chega ao catálogo no dia 21 de julho desse ano e terá duração de 1 hora e 45 minutos. (x)

Além de Colin O'Donoghue retornando na voz do mago Douxie, temos no elenco os atores Emile Hirsch (Jim), Lexi Medrano (Claire), Charlie Saxton (Toby), Kelsey Grammer (Blinky), Alfred Molina (Archie), Steven Yeun (Steve), Nick Frost (Stuart), Diego Luna (Krel), Tatiana Maslany (Aja), Cole Sand (Eli), Nick Offerman (Vex), Fred Tatasciore (AAARRRGGHH!!!), Brian Blessed (Charlemagne), Kay Bess (Bellroc), Piotr Michael (Skrael), James Hong (personagem ainda não divulgado), Tom Kenny, Angel Lin (Nari), Amy Landecker (Barbara), Jonathan Hyde (Strickler), Bebe Wood (Shannon), Laraine Newman (Nancy), Grey Griffin e Cheryl Hines.

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THE MANDALORIAN, EPISODE 5

Heyoooooo! It’s ya girl, back on her bullshit ^_^ Finally getting back into the Mando’a swing of things--translating lines from the Mandalorian into Mando’a. The rules are I only translate lines spoken by Mando’ade--so usually, all of Din’s lines, and sometimes others as they appear.

Lines will be English, then Mando’a, then my translations.

THE MANDALORIAN, EPISODE 5

The Gunslinger Te Tracy’uur’ad The Gunman

Hold on. Ke’tayl. Hold.

Come on. Olaro o’r. Come on.

That’s my line. Ibac ner briik. That my line. Note: that’s very literal ‘line’, you could also do ibac’e ner miite ‘those are my words’.

Losing fuel. Gala naripir. Spilling fuel. Note: naripir, literally ‘go-water’. I improvised lol.

Copy that. Gar serim. Got it.

Locked in for three-five. Ru’mirci par ehn-rayshe’a. Locked for three-five.

Just keep them away from my ship. Shi tayli val be’chaaj par ner me’sen. Just keep them away from my ship.

I’ve got 500 Imperial Credits. Ni gana 500 (raysh’olan) Impirii’la Wadaas. I have 500 Imperial Credits.

I’ll get you your money. Ni ven’dinui gar gar wadaas. I’ll give you your money.

Just remember… Shi partayli... Just remember...

Hey droid, I’m a hunter. I’m lookin’ for some work. Beskar’ad, ni beroya. Ni boracyk, liniba bora. Droid, I bounty hunter. I between jobs, need job.

I’m not looking for Guild work. Ni nu’copaani Beroya Tsad borase. I don’t want Guild jobs. Note: literally Bounty Hunter Group.

I know the name. Ni kar’tayli gai. I know name.

Well, good luck with that. Jate’kara ti ibac. Good stars with that.

How long with the Guild? (audio is “How long you been with the Guild?”) Tion’solet simire [gar] ti Tsad? How many years [you] with Guild?

Clearly not. Fennec Shand is an elite mercenary. She made her name killing for all the top crime syndicates, including the Hutts. Nayc. Fennec Shand ori’ver’verd. Kaysh ru’gotalu kaysh gai kyr’amu par an jatne chaavla tsade, as Huttiise. No. Fennec Shand very mercenary. She made her name killing for all best criminal groups, like Hutts.

If you go after her, you won’t make it past sunrise. Meh gar oya’kari kaysh, gar nu’ven’oyayci ori’shya kar’laam. If you hunt her, you will not live more than star-up.

Meet me at Hangar three-five in half an hour. Urci ni sha me’sen Trayat ehn-rayshe’a o’r dul’ [X] Meet me at starship Storage three-five in half… Note: no word for hour. Huh.

Bring two speeder bikes and give me the tracking fob. Gana t’ad iviin’sol’gotase bal dinui ni striili’gota. Have two speeders [fast-one-person-machines] and give me tracking device. Note: ulik, ‘mount, pack animal’. Make ulikir, ‘to mount/ride’?

Half an hour. Dul’X Half X

Hey! Wayii! Good grief! Where is he? Tion’vaii kaysh? Where he?

Give him to me. Ke’dinu kaysh ni. Give him me.

Thank you. Vor entye. Thank you.

Look. Up ahead. Ja’haili. O’r chaaj. Observe. In distance.

Tuskens think they’re the locals. Everyone else is just trespassing. Tuskiise urmankala val yaim’la. Ash’anade shi neduumyc. Tuskens believe they [local, at home]. Everyone else just illegal.

Yeah? Why don’t you tell them yourself? Tion’lek? Tion’jor nu gar rejorhaa’i val gar’ast? Yeah? Why not you tell them yourself? Note: gar’ast, ‘you+itself’.

Relax. Udesii. Relax.

Negotiating. Sha’kaji. [Making truce].

We need passage across their land. Mhi liniba duumyc dos val vhetin. We need permitted across their land.

Let me see the binocs. Duumi ni gana chaaj’haa’gota. Allow me have far-see-device.

Yeah? They were. Tion’lek? Val ru’cuy. Yeah? They were.

Get down. Diryci gar. Lower you.

All right, tell me what you see. Rejorhaa’i ni meg gar haa’tayli. Tell me what you see.

I don’t know. I’ll go. You cover me. Stay down. Ni nu’kar’tayli. Ni ven’slana. Gar hukaati ni. Gar arasuumi diryc. I don’t know. I will go. You cover me. You keep remaining low.

Whoa, whoa. Udesii, udesii.

It’s another bounty hunter. Bic ashi beroya. It other bounty hunter.

Get down! Ke’daab! Down!

Sniper bolt. Only an MK-modified rifle could make that shot. Ram’ser tebec. Shi MK-gotal muni’tracyuur lise nyni par ibac chaaj. Sniper ammunition. Only MK-made blaster rifle [long-blaster] able to hit from that range.

Yeah. Hit me in the beskar, and at that range beskar held up. ‘Lek. Nyni ni o’r beskar, bal shal ibac chaaj beskar ne’shuk’la. Yeah. Hit me in beskar, and at that range beskar unbroken.

Nope. Nayc.

You see where that shot came from? Tion haa’tayli gar vaii ibac tracyn ru’olaro par? See you where that fire came from?

Okay, we’re gonna wait until dark. Mhi ven’pare akay dha. We will wait until dark.

She’s got the high ground. She’ll wait for us to make the first move. Kaysh gana bral. Kaysh ven’pare par mhi nari sol’yc. She has high ground. She will wait for us move first.

I’m gonna rest. You take the first watch. Stay low! Ni ven’udesii. Gar nari sol’yc ja’haili. Ke’diryci gar’ast! I will rest/relax. You do first watching. Lower yourself! Alt, ven’nuhoyi “sleep”

You done? Tion gar ru’ani? You finished?

Get on your bike. Ride as fast as you can towards those rocks. Uliki gar gota’lik. Slana as iviin’yc as gar lise at ibac’e ruuse. Mount your vehicle. Go as fast as you are able towards those rocks.

It’s a flash charge. We alternate shots, it’ll blind any scope temporarily. Combine that with our speed and we got a chance. Ibic nau’goore. Mhi tra’cya solus de solus, bic ven’dar’haaranovo mhi par anay chaaj’haa’tracy’uur. Ti ibac bal cuun iviin mhi ret’gana jate’kara. This is a light-grenade. We fire one by one, it will temporarily hide us from every far-seeing-blaster. With that and our speed we maybe have good stars. Alt, just use chaaj’haa’gota again?

Hey, you wanted this. Get ready. Gar ru’copaani ibic. Tsikado. You wanted this. Get ready.

Now! Jii!

Nice distraction. Kandosii jekai. Nice bait.

Cuff yourself. Ke’mirci gar’ast. Capture yourself.

Why don’t you go find your blaster? Tion gar slana mar’eyi gar tracy’uur? You go find your blaster?

Or we could drag you. Ra gar ret’shekemi bat gar yai o’r vhekad. Or you maybe follow on your belly in the sand.

I need you to go find that dewback we saw. Ni liniba gar slana bal mar’eyi ibac nor’lalat’ad mhi ru’haa’tayli. I need you to go and find that back-licker we saw.

Okay. I’ll do it. Watch her, and don’t let her get near the bike. She’s no good to us dead. Haar’chak. Ni ve’nari bic. Ke’ja’haili kaysh, bal nu’duumi kaysh pirebu gota’lik. Kaysh shuk meh kyrayc. Damn it. I’ll do it. Watch her, and not allow her near vehicle. She useless if dead.

Stay back. Ulyc. Careful.

That cover me? Tion ibac luubid? That enough? FINIS! Oya, vode. ‘Kay projor ca’nara!

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The JP version of So Will I (100 Billion X) (JP Romaji):

"Tsukuri-nushi konoyo ga katachi aru mae ni Kurayami ni katarikake-kō ga umareta

Anata no kotoba de hoshi ga umare Uchū no hikari subete, anata o sanbi surukara Tsukura reta mono subete ga, anata o agameru nonara Watashi mo sanbi sasageyou Sasageyou

Yakusoku o mamoru kami uso itsuwari wanai So no koe ni tenchi no subete ga shitagau

Anata no ibuki ni yori umareta, nan sen oku no inochi ga Eikō o arawasu nonara Sono kotoba ni shitagai, megumi fukai anata ni Watashi mo shitagatte ikou Watashi mo...

Zen-chi ga hirefusu nonara, umi ga nari todorokunara Sanbi suru tame tsukurareta, watashi mo sanbi sasageyou Kaze mo omoni shitagau nonara, ishi ga omo ni sakebu nonara Kono-goe no kagiri anata e, nansen nanman nan oku kai demo...

Sukuinushi watashi o oikakete kureta Jūjika no ue de inochi o oshimazu shina reta

Anata ni yurusa reta ikusen no tsumi, aganawa reta kono inochi anata ga shini katta nonara Haka o se ni aruki dasou anata ga aishita yō ni, watashi mo inochi sasageyou Zen sekai subete no hito, anata ga aishite iruto sono ai o tsutaete iku

Don'na kazu mo arawasenai, anata no owari no nai ai Hitori mo misute wa shinai..."

#random stuff #nihongo #日本語 #japanese romaji #hillsong #hillsong worship #hillsong 日本語 #so will i #so will i (100 billion x)

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Nampō Roku, Book 3 (18.22): the Chū-ō-joku [中央卓], Part II.

18.22) The chū-ō-joku [中央卓] (arranged for an occasion when the appreciation of incense will follow the sumi-temae, at the beginning of the shoza¹, immediately).

[The writing reads: (to the right of the upper sketch) onaji (同)², sho (初)³; (to the left of the upper sketch) kō-bukuro ni te mo kōgō ni te mo mei-kō nari (香袋ニテモ香合ニテモ名香也)⁴, shita ha mizusashi (下ハ水指)⁵; (to the right of the lower sketch) onaji (同), go (後)⁶; (to the left of the lower sketch) chaire (茶入)⁷, mizusashi (水指), futaoki mo oki-koto ari (蓋置モ置事アリ)⁸.]

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¹Prior to the Edo period, there was usually* only one sumi-temae during any given chakai, and this took place immediately after the guests entered the tearoom for the shoza (irrespective of whether the host was using the furo or the ro).

The so-called go sumi-temae [後炭手前] (which takes place between the koicha-temae and the service of usucha -- in its own temae) became necessary once the focus of the chanoyu shifted from the appreciation of the tea, to the utensils. ___________ *The only possible exception was when things would be prolonged beyond the end of the service of tea -- such as when incense would be appreciated afterward -- since it was wrong for the kama to fall silent while the guests were still in the room during the goza.

That said, it is not really clear that the host would actually perform a second sumi-temae in front of the guests, even on such an occasion. More likely, the host would attend to the fire while the guests took a short recess between the end of the service of tea and the beginning of the mon-kō [聞香].

²Onaji [同].

“The same.” Both of the sketches on this page also depict the chū-ō-joku.

As was mentioned in the previous post, these sketches appear to document the earliest form of Jōō‘s cha-kai [茶會], from the years when he was first attempting to distinguish it from the Shino family’s kō-kai [香會].

Because the majority of his early guests seem to have been people with whom he became acquainted at the kō-kai, the appreciation of incense still formed an important part of this version of the tea gathering. Here, in what seems to have been the second stage in the early evolution of the cha-kai, Jōō has integrated the appreciation of incense with the sumi-temae: the tadon [炭團] was put into the ro along with the rest of the charcoal, and then extracted when it was lit, and inserted into the kōro. In this case, the appreciation of incense either took the place of the kaiseki entirely, or necessitated a very truncated meal service. This elimination of anything reminiscent of a banquet, in turn, would have appealed to Jōō‘s evolving inclination toward wabi.

³Sho [初].

The upper sketch shows how the tana is arranged at the beginning of the shoza.

⁴Kō-bukuro ni te mo kōgō ni te mo mei-kō nari [香袋ニテモ香合ニテモ名香也].

“Whether contained in a kō-bukuro, or in a kōgō, this is mei-kō.”

The term kō-bukuro [香袋] refers to a small, shifuku-like pouch, tied with a naga-o, that is usually known as a Shino-bukuro [志野袋] today (an example of which is shown above). While modern-day versions are quite small*, in the past they could be much larger -- indeed, as large as necessary to hold the kō-zutsumi [香包み]† (below) in which the pieces of incense were kept‡. The largest shown measures 6-sun by 3-sun 5-bu, and dates from the middle Edo period; the small fabric-covered kō-zutsumi on the right measure 1-sun 3-bu by 6.5-bu (and is small enough to be placed inside the jū-kōgō [重香合] that are used by many of the modern tea schools on their preferred kō-bon [香盆]**).

As mentioned in the previous post, the term mei-kō [名香] refers to a sort of meibutsu variety of kyara incense. This could either be a recently discovered variety (new pieces of kyara were being imported each year from South-east Asia, and generally the entire piece -- which could be as large as a log -- was sold intact), one that had earned the praises of the incense community, or one of the varieties that had been owned and treasured by someone like Ashikaga Yoshimasa.

Above is shown the kyara known as Momiji no gyo-ga [紅葉の御賀] (the name was usually shortened to Momiji no ga [紅葉賀]††, as in the case of the sketch of the kō-zutsumi on the right) and a drawing of a ko-zutsumi in which small pieces of this incense would be placed in a kō-bukuro (Shino-bukuro) or kōgō. This variety of kyara is one that was cherished by the Yoshimasa -- who wrote its name on the name-label (of gold plate) that was affixed (with lacquer) to the piece of wood itself. ___________ *They are usually made from the scraps left over after a piece of meibutsu-gire has been used to make a shifuku for a chaire.

†While modern examples are extremely small (about 4 cm x 2 cm), and made from scraps of meibutsu-gire [名物裂] (usually donsu [緞子], because that was the thinnest variety of classical cloth) backed by gilt paper, in the early days the kō-tsutsumi were often made entirely of paper -- frequently several pieces of elegant (and usually imported, and so very costly) paper, oriented back to back, and folded together elaborately so that both would be revealed in the folds (reminiscent of the multi-layered effect of the jū-ni hitoe [十二單], the classical court kimono).

When made of paper, the name of the incense it contains was usually written on the outermost flap, something that was important since the kō-zutsumi always contained more than one piece of incense, and the labeling could help prevent confusion later since many of the most precious varieties of kyara only reveal their identities when heated. (Modern-made cloth-covered examples make no provision for this, probably because they are usually reused for different kinds of incense, as each occasion demands -- apparently without any concern over the kind of cross-contamination that the ancients would have lost sleep over.)

‡Since these kō-zutsumi were often handed down from previous owners (and might featured the name of the incense written by one of the famous practitioners of incense of the past), the size could vary greatly. Consequently, the kō-bukuro was specially sewn to match the kō-tsutsumi that would be put into it.

**Unfortunately, the surviving incense schools found themselves in dire straits at the beginning of the 20th century, and they were able to continue into the present only owing to a major influx of money from certain large tea schools -- on the stipulation that the incense school modify certain of their practices (such as wearing and folding a fukusa, and the preparation of the kōro) to conform with the teachings of those tea schools. As a result, there often appears to be a greater similarity between the modern institutions than there originally was (as they continued to grow apart over the course of the Edo period).

The same thing occurred with the Enkaku-ji in Fukuoka, according to what was told to me by Kanshū oshō-sama, in an attempt to make their practices appear much more similar to what a certain tea school advocates, than they originally were (another attempt to commandeer the Nampō Roku to support that school’s own agenda).

††The name derives from one of the chapters (usually Chapter 7 in the modern versions) of the Genji Monogatari [源氏物語]. This chapter deals with Genji’s life between Autumn of the year when he is 18, and the Autumn of the next year.

⁵Shita ha mizusashi [下ハ水指].

“Below [is] the mizusashi.”

In this case, the tana is placed on the utensil mat from the start, and incense will be appreciated during the shoza (probably immediately after the sumi-temae*).

The service of tea, alone, will occupy the gathering during the goza. ___________ *Which would necessitate a somewhat truncated kaiseki -- depending on the size of the kama.

Jōō‘s kama from this period are often extremely large -- holding up to 15 mizuya-bishaku of water, and taking close to an hour and a half to boil (in contrast, Rikyū’s ro-gama usually held around 9 mizuya-bishaku of water; the average furo-gama holds around 6; the kiri-gama, which was one of Jōō’s earliest ro-gama -- from the time when incense was given at the end of the gathering -- holds 4; and the small unryū-gama holds just 3, and takes about 15 minutes to come to a boil starting from cold water).

In Jōō‘s and Rikyū’s period, all kama were filled to a point just below the kan-tsuki, regardless of the season. This protects the point of attachment of the handles, since it was felt that water could eventually cause the iron to weaken.

⁶Go [後].

The lower sketch shows how the tana is decorated for the goza of the same chakai.

⁷Chaire [茶入].

The chaire is displayed on the ten-ita at the beginning of the goza.

As mentioned in the previous post, the chū-ō-joku demands that the host limit his tori-awase to utensils of a certain level of quality. Thus, the chaire should be one worthy of mine-suri [峰摺り] placement -- or something very close to that.

⁸Futaoki mo oki-koto ari [蓋置モ置事アリ].

“There is also the case where the futaoki is placed [on the ji-ita, together with the mizusashi].”

The question of whether to display the futaoki on the ji-ita along with the mizusashi or not is concerned both with the size of the chū-ō-joku (whether there is sufficient room for the futaoki), as well as the demands of kane-wari (which is also a matter of what else the host is displaying at the beginning of the goza*).

The futaoki would have to be a meibutsu piece, perhaps one of the shichi-shu futaoki [七種蓋置]†. A take-wa [竹輪] would have been out of place in this kind of setting‡. ___________ *In other words, what he has placed in the tokonoma, as well as on the dashi-fu-zukue and chigai-dana -- if the room has these. Also, there would be the question of the time of day -- whether a total count of han or chō would be desired for the goza.

†We must remember that, prior to the Edo period, most utensils existed as a single example (or at the most two or three similar pieces that could be used interchangeably). The term shichi-shu futaoki -- meaning the hoya [ホヤ], kakure-ka [隠れ家] (gotoku [火卓, 五徳]), mi-kan-jin [三漢人] (mitsu-ningyō [三人形]), mitsuba [三つ葉], i-kan-jin [井看人] (ikkan-jin [一閑人]), sazae [榮螺], and kani [蟹] -- referred to the original seven or so examples, not to inexpensive mass-produced copies.

‡At least according to Jōō’s thoughts at this point in his career.

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I. The first arrangement.

Here the kō-bukuro has been arranged on the ten-ita of the chū-ō-joku, together with the habōki (the one that will also be used during the sumi-temae). A kōgō containing samples of mei-kō would be handled in the same way*.

The kō-bukuro is arranged as a mine-suri only because it contains mei-kō [名香]. This is the important point, and the reason it has been marked with a red dot.

Whether the habōki rests on a kane or not depends on the other things that are displayed in the room, as well as the demands of kane-wari†. ___________ *The reason why a kō-bukuro might be preferred over a kōgō is because, in the case of a kōgō, circumstances would demand that the host use an especially good (meibutsu) piece -- the chū-ō-joku demands this as a matter of propriety. It might be feared, in such a case, that the kōgō would distract the guests from the incense that it contains.

†In the most basic situation, where the toko holds only the kakemono, and the room only the kama in the ro, the habōki would be displaced from the kane for a gathering held during the daytime.

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II. The second arrangement.

Here a very special meibutsu chaire, arranged as a mine-suri, has been placed on the ten-ita during the naka-dachi, in preparation for the service of koicha* during the goza.

While it is possible that the chaire might be used without a tray, it is also possible that the tray might be too large† to display on the chū-ō-joku -- in which case, the chaire would be displayed as shown, with the chaire-bon brought out at the beginning of the temae.

There is nothing special about the temae, however, -- other than that the host should take special care when handling meibutsu utensils: the chawan is brought out from the katte and placed, temporarily, on the side of the mat while the chaire is lowered to the mat. Then the chawan is placed beside it. And after the hishaku and koboshi are brought out‡, the hishaku would be rested on top of the koboshi (after it is set down on the mat) while the host picks up the futaoki and moves it to its seat beside the ro. Then the hishaku would be picked up and rested gently on the futaoki**. This would be followed by the sō-rei, as always.

None of the commentators have anything to add to the kaki-ire [書入] -- on either sketch. ___________ *While it might be possible to serve usucha using the tea remaining in the chaire, the setting would make using a different variety of tea for usucha appropriate.

Using the tea remaining in the chaire was a wabi innovation introduced by Rikyū. At the time when this densho was set down, Jōō always served usucha during a separate temae.

†The chaire-bon, at the time when this densho was written, was quite large -- 3-sun larger than the chaire on all four sides. Thus, for a large katatsuki (which was the preferred chaire during this period -- such chaire measured around 2-sun 5-bu in diameter, though possibly up to 2-sun 8-bu), the tray could be up to 8-sun 8-bu square, which would be incongruous on this kind of tana.

Given the antecedents of the chū-ō-joku, it would have been exceptional for the chaire to be used without a tray (only chaire of a very high quality were usually paired with a tray -- and only when a tray could be found that matched their dimensions, which, in this period meant that the tray was exactly 6-sun larger than the diameter of the chaire; and yet it is precisely chaire of this sort that would be preferred for this temae).

‡According to Rikyū, if the koboshi is a mentsū, then the hishaku rests on the mentsū while it is carried out from the katte.

If the koboshi is any other kind of vessel, the hishaku is carried in the right hand, at mid-chest height, and with the cup facing upward and the handle parallel to the floor. The koboshi, meanwhile, is held in the left hand, in front of the body, and below the hishaku. The hishaku must not rest on any koboshi, when it is being carried, other than the mentsū (which is always brand new).

Even though the emphasis is on special utensils when the chū-ō-joku is being used, the mentsū is still appropriate -- because of its purity.

**Even in an ordinary situation, the hishaku should never be struck against the futaoki with an audible clack. This was a machi-shū practice popularized by Sōtan that was a clear violation not only Rikyū’s teachings, but also of Jōō’s.

According to Rikyū, striking the hishaku against the futaoki can cause the handle to become loose, which will result in dripping when water is moved from the mizusashi or kama. Furthermore, hitting a precious futaoki with sufficient force to produce an audible sound can damage it, which would be reprehensible.

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