#nerodivergent little shits

[oldbirdwithnobrain]

Screw nerotypical people poorly representing nerodivergent people!

You wanna know whats good nerodivergent representation?!?!?!

CATS!!!

#cats #nerodivergent little shits #always stealling my food #fur babies #pls ignore me im eepy #nerodivergent #gay #oh also rottmnt #damn fruity nerodivergent turtles #fruity as

[winter-jay-official]

Temporary baking hold bc sister got overwhelmed and ran away, but we looked for her for about an hour 😶 everyone's fine though 👍

#shit happens when 6 nerodivergent ppl are all in a house together #nightjay blogging #panicking a little but shes fine now

[tommyssupercoolblog]

do you have any suggestions for ways for someone who's just getting into the miscecanis lifestyle to start incorporating it into daily life?

im going to assume ur broke af because i'm broke af 1. WORDS. even just thinking of something differently can feel so pog. ur nest is a NEST not a bed now.

2. scent. even if u cant afford a new perfume or something you can still think of what smell you would like to have and/or start using stuff u already have on hand

3. let yourself brainrot a little. start a misce blog or write a reall long journal entry or like read an omegaverse novel. take a celebrity you like and pretend EVERYONE is misce and be like "ooh whats they're dynamic what would the papers say on them like in magazines oooo"

4. nuzzle shit. embrace the urge to nuzzle shit. and in general if u have nerodivergent urges to like stare at things or bite the air or smthn just roll with it and get silly. i know this is also more into therian teritory than the other tips but like fuck it bestie it's whatever u want it to be. i do be hissing at posts that make me upset

#i made a textpost #miscefelis #miscecanis #a/b/o lifestyle #misceanimalis #omegaverse lifestyle #omegaverse #miscecanis lifestyle #miscelupus

[shrewstew]

I am genuinely surprised at how little autistic headcanons of Kenny there are? Like, after thinking about it for a second I keep thinking of more and more examples.

1.) Fidgeting, he does that a lot.

In the episode where Cartman is in charge of announcements, you can see Kenny messing with various objects and also reading various magazines. He also swaps through them really quickly so I’m guessing he can have a low attention span. I think there’s another episode where he plays around with flashcards too.

2.) SH warning, but according to the wiki (🤓☝️) there are two instances where he just does reckless shit just cuz he’s bored, like gnawing on his hand during the smoking episode and slamming his head into a wall during the ADHD episode. I’ve seen some people claim that some nerodivergent people tend to do these kinds of things when understimulated.

3.) Covering face.

Need to do more research, but I’ve seen some correlation between autism and not wanting to be perceived. (Likely due to masking.) And covering the majority of his face is something he does even when it’s not necessary. Like, with the hood you could just say he’s cold, but in the baseball episode, he purposely pulls his hat over the side of his face. Also, that one episode that parodies the Bible (this show is wild, man) he wraps a blanket over his face, mummy-style.

However, one could consider it to be a trauma response to dying all the time. It would make sense that not covering his face could leave him feeling weirdly exposed, even if the hood never really protected him in the first place.

4.) Playing with hair.

Anytime he busts out the blonde wig, he is seen twirling it in his fingers. I’m not just talking about as Princess Kenny or as Lady McCormick. In the episode where Cartman joins NAMBLA, he wears a wig to get abortion pills, and he does it there too.

5.) Other possible stims

-He has been seen doing a little victory dance at times.

-He is often seen spinning around, sometimes out of triumph (woohoo!) and sometimes just for the hell of it

-His nervous habit of pulling his hoodies strings when scared/nervous

-Fuck it, the “woohoo!” He does all the time? I’m gonna count that, hell yeah

6.) Weird clothing habits

The little dude wears his parka with his suit, not over, under. He might actually be wearing a balaclava(which is like a hood-hat), but its funnier to imagine he’s wearing a thickass winter coat under his nice clothes just because he hates how they feel

7.) Expressive

Kenny can be a lot more expressive with his body at times compared to his peers. However that is likely just because the hood can make it hard to show expressions, so the animators need to make him do “more” so he’s not just standing there blankly

8.) Mysterion is literally Batman, and that’s just self-explanatory

9.) He never fucking talks anymore and that pisses me off so I’m just gonna hc that he’s semi-verbal to compensate

Anyway, rant over

#kenny mccormick #south park #autism #adhd #headcanon #cringecore

[bunni-writing-desk]

Gareth Emerson headcannons :]

just some general and dating headcannons of little drummer boy

{gn reader}

general headcannons

okay, I feel he smells like tree scents generally like his room and hair because he uses tree and woody scented things like candles and bodywash.

but I feel like specifically his clothing smells like that "fresh laundry" scent and prob lavender because that's what his mom uses for washing clothes.

he definitely has a little sister and yes he taught her how to play the drums and yes she's absolutely amazing

I can see his little sister being a fairy loving girl, full fairy princess outfit and totally rocking out on the drums

he's very proud

I feel like his family is just him his sister and his mom, dad left early in Gareth's life.

Gareth got in contact with his dad but turns out Gareth really doesn't want to be in contact with a person who doesn't give a shit about anyone but himself-

moving on from that, I like to think that his mom and Will's mom are best friends since they're both kinda single moms. so yes Gareth does know Will, much like a distant younger brother to him.

he may or may not have found out about dnd because of Will-

he seems like he would try to keep his room as clean as possible but might get angry or overwhelmed at some point and accidentally trash it.

he tries his best tho and we love him for that

definitely the type of nerodivergent to always wear socks no matter what, even if it's fuckin hot out.

has definitely played dress up with his sister and he's not embarrassed about it (except for around Hell Fire of course-)

he likes to draw but never does anything big, just little doodles of things here and there.

he was heart broken when Jason ruined his drum set, his mom had to save up for years to get that for him as a birthday present.

speaking of which, growing up he always talked about wanting to learn the drums and was always making up random beats with objects around his house.

so on his 14th birthday his mom was finally able to get a drum set for him and he still uses it (he managed to get it fixed after Jason broke it + Jason had to pay for some of it)

dating headcannons:

he draws and writes little notes to you and puts them in your locker or hands them to you in between classes.

when he hands them to you personally he has the sweetest smile ever plastered on his face, that smile is so contagious you swear it could the next plague

he loves holding you close to him weather you're watching a movie, cuddling, or just hanging out he feels he needs to hold you close

definitely super protective of you, he wants to fight people when they insult you but realistically he's not the best at fighting

he ends with a lot of bruises from that and his never ending short temper

he has definitely learned songs on his drums that are complicated just to impress you

one time he was preforming one of these complex songs for you and lost grip of his stick which hit you in the head, from then on that song was deemed cursed and he never played it again out of fear.

he, at some point, wants to go camping with you, look at the stars, sit next to a campfire, it sounds a dream to him.

he's a little clingy especially after he loses a fight with someone (it was probably about you)

he'll walk up to you with a bruised face, split lip, and red knuckles and hug you like as if it was normal.

keep a med kit around for him, he'll need it.

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#fanfic #fanfic writing #fanfiction #gareth emerson #gareth emerson x reader #gareth stranger things #gareth stranger things x reader #stranger things fanfiction #stranger things #headcanon #headcannons

[rowdy-ruff-boi]

I still think about how Travis McElroy has diagnosed NPD and people online are sooooo mean to him when he shows symptoms of it.

I don't make it a habit of defending white men but my goodness he tries so hard to be such a sweetheart and he does well imo. He apologized after the very few incidents he's had (which a lot of the little twinks yall idolize would never) and people still use the opportunity to shit on him.

You do not have to like the man, though, if you're interacting with the McElroy family content and you HATE him? Find a new source of entertainment and stop spreading your shit insults around the people who can be normal around nerodivergent symptoms they don't like.

#when he does something annoying i just like idk get over it and continue enjoying the rest of the content #if you cant idk skill issues #anyway i just had to post this so these thoughts are out of my head and i can be free #travis mcelroy #the mcelroy family #narcissistic personality disorder #npd #might delete later

[bisexualgiftedburnout]

UN-POPULAR OPINION I THINK: I DONT LIKE WEDNESDAY, not the day, the show on netflix, ANYWAYS HERE IS MY RANT.

The internet is amazing, no one cares about my opinion and yet here it is.

Anyways..

Ok, so on paper it seems really good, and I love Jenna Ortega in it, she played it wonderfully and the latina representation was gorgeous, they nailed her character 100%. But the amount of missed opportunities on that dam show I swear. First of all and probably the most annoying TEENAGERS DONT TALK OR ACT LIKE THAT TF. l

Like I'm around that age and the amount of weird outfits and random coffee shop things and all that was so fucking annoying like a classic case of adults not knowing how to write teens. Also they never fucking went to class. Not once. I get that the plot was about the mystery, but they could have at least used it as a setting once or twice. Or implied there was homework, like, more than once. They went to plant school that one time but THAT WAS IT. As someone who is aggressively overwhelmed by homeowkr that I'm paralyzed by it this was widely inaccurate. And the use of the words "normie" and "outcast" was so fucking annoying. Like please stop.

Also, I feel like the plot could have been a little deeper, if they had just been more explicit about people they were representing. I've heard fan theories about how the whole thing was a metaphor for people on the autism spectrum, and I actually really liked that idea, I'm not nerodivergent, I don't think, but Wednesday seems like she would fit this well, especially with the plot line of her neglecting friends because she was extremly focused on her SPECIAL PROJECT TM. but they did zero with that. She spoke very briefly about how the pilgrams had stolen land, that was great, but that could have been taken further. When laurel said that thing about how nevermore was on "stolen" land I thought Wednesday was going to pull out books and maps and shit but NOTHING. Also, yes, I know, including a couple of black characters in the background was a ton of project for Tim Burton but come on, they could have gotten better roles/plotlines (one dead, one a dangerous bigot, one with a dysfucntional family who got the spotlight for one episode), there could have been more minorities in the cast, THEY COULD HAVE USED THEIR EXISTENCE TO TELL MORE STORIES. Wasted potential. And the one that bothers me most. WEDNESDAY ADAMS IS THE MOST QUEER CODED CHARACTER I HAVE EVER SEEN. SHES AND OUTCAST HER ONLY REAL CONNECTION WAS WITH HER FUCKING ROOMATE . THEY COULD HAVE KISSED, COME ON MAN. Wednesday was an "outcast", literally every gay kid ever. Come on. I'm too tired to lay out the arguments, but that bitch ain't straight, infact I'm pretty sure she's not even bi, girl's a lesbian. Doesn't want to turn into her parents who's whole thing is that they are madly hetero for each other that's a dead fucking giveaway. And enid's whole plot line where they actually name dropped conversion therapy was weird. And then she became a werewolf anyways? Like what was that plotline? No I'll never change for you, my disrespectful mother who wants me to be different. But I changed by myself to be that exact thing so it's fine now. Like let's be real, this was supposed to mean something, some writer thought this was meant to be like a thing about uniqueness or something, but even then what was this????

But you know what, the main plot was decent, I actually got invested, love Wednesday, and even though they hired adults to play children at least they didn't sexualize them.

#thanks for coming to my ted talk #wednesday #wednesday addams #wednesday and enid #the addams family #thing addams #tim burton #queer #nerodiversity #neurodivergent #representation #lesbian #biseuxal #gay girls #gay #dont sexualize children

[foxgloveinspace]

wow those are really interesting! The smell one almost reminds me of synesthesia, or a olfactory hallucination. For the first one, like a signal in the brain getting tied to a different signal. a floral smell for them sounds so sweet. they feel comforting to me like floral.

the vessel figure is wild. the fact that you saw a hooded figure with his mouth exposed. I know there's kinda archetypal figures people tend to see in various brain things, like dreams, or drug trips, or I'd expect its the same with migraine auras. A general cloaked figure sounds universal enough, but one with a mouth exposed is so specific.

it's SO interesting that you mention ADHD though because almost every single Sleep Token fan I've talked to is neurodivergent or could plausibly be. Specifically autism or ADHD. Could just be that we all hyperfixate, and that makes us superfans of things we love. But idk it feels special, like we're drawn to it. I have ADHD myself.

another commonality is sleep problems, odly enough. and finding Sleep Token calming and helping one sleep.

For my opinion on witchy stuff, I'm not an expert or anything I know little bits. Like how their logo is a combination of Germanic runes that invoke certain things. There was an old since deleted post by then about it, so it's basically confirmed. Or I heard that the runes corresponding to the Sundowning songs could theoretically be invoked every time the song is played.

also the music just feels magical??

Every person seems to have a different interpretation of the lore and the overarching story, if there is any. Many of them seem to be about love or romance in some way.

My pet headcannon/theory is that Vessel is looking for his soulmate who he knew in a past life. and the runes and any magic is for that purpose.

(First Ask)!!!!!!! Yes!!

Ok I agree with like a lot of your points in this ask, just to say that off the bat, but it’s me so I’m gonna get into it lmao:

So the thing is, I Do Actually have synesthesia, But I Do Not Have Smell/Sound, I have texture/Taste!! So that’s the weird thing about it! It is actually pretty comforting?? I’m trying to figure out what scent it actually, cause it’s just really nice. It might be a perfume that I’ve smelled in the past and started associating it with them (in which cause I think it might be floral marshmallow which is a dupe for some high end perfume). But like I said if it’s ends up being forget-me-nots (which I don’t think so) I’m gonna freak out. But they have a very light scent and I can’t find them anywhere😵‍💫

That’s the weird thing about all of it tho, is that it very well could be all of the things that I have already (migraines, adhd, synesthesia) but it’s like it’s different symptoms that I’ve Never had before??

Like the hooded figure wouldn’t be that big of a deal, but I never see figures!! I only see green and purple flashing splotches, even in my Worst Migraine I’ve Ever had, where I completely Lost My Vision, I only say neon purple and green. So too see, specifically, Hooded Man With Mouth, while listening to The Summoning?? Weird.

And yeah, I have adhd, and honestly?? Yeah. I think it is all of us nero-spicy gals and bois finding a band that itches the static in our brains, lol. They really combine a lot of nerodivergent peoples favorite genres, metal, dark techno/house, lo-fi, piano, rap and sometimes even something that sounds jazzy. It’s legit like they took every music thing I love and shoved it into one, of course my/all of our adhd brains is gonna eat that shit up lmao. It feels really special tho.

Also, yeah I have hella sleeping issues, but I have yet to let myself listen to them while going to sleep (mostly cause I know once I start I won’t be able to go back) BUT!! I have never been a person who can meditate, and I was able to while listening to them!! So that’s a thing lol.

I’m not a big expert on ruins either, but I know most witchcraft is putting your intentions in something. So if he put heavy intentions into the ruins when he first drew them, then yeah it’s doing something. I did vaguely know something about the main logo/ruin, but not much. (I actually don’t know What it’s supposed to invoke?? Just thinking about Sleep/Sleep Token?? Lol) but I think it’s Really Cool that they use real runes sometimes, cause even if they aren’t for magic purposes, just aesthetics, they are still using an old language for something new and I always like stuff like that lmao.

And I love your little headcanon at the end that’s so sweet.

#very much so #sleep token #hi hi!!! #frothingmaw #oops I forgot to tag you in the last ask I’ll go do that in a little while #but yes so much interesting stuff!! #thanks for the ask sorry I got to it late I had a long day yesterday and I just played hollow knight all evening lol. #sorry if anything I said doesn’t make sense and sorry if I’m forgetting anything oop

[ladykailolu]

Mama Mia ramblings

Mia Fey always comes off as a total girlboss, but she told Phoenix herself about her whole bluffing thing, so behind the scenes Mia’s just as quirky as everyone else. Like she gives the vibe of she has her shit together when she doesn’t

As such, you may think she had her shit together when she had her baby Marigold. And instantly became a girlboss mommy, but she didn’t quite have it. I mean don’t get me wrong, she jumped into the role quite well considering the circumstances. But she was certainly mind boggled when she first had Marigold. Like she was just kind of confused and stunned for a while as the realization caught up to her again. “I had a baby” “me and Diego made a child” “I have a daughter” 0.O

She spent her pregnancy just kind of distracting herself from the current situation by being a girlboss in work and helping Phoenix, only tapping to into reality to make sure that she had the baby supplies she would need after the 9 months is up.

She finds baby Marigold so confusing yet mesmerizing. This little wriggling ball of serotonin and anxiety. Like she didn’t really know what she was doing with it at first but she did know she loved it more than anything in the world. She just found herself staring at her in her crib or tryna wriggle around on a blanket. Just staring at her. Just going either OwO or 😦 whenever she did something.

She sort of treated Marigold like a hyper fixation in a weird way (side note, some people headcanon Mia as being Autistic or nerodivergent which is interesting)

Like this is literally her with Baby Marigold for the first couple of months

Home girl does her best.

Since she has her lowkey quirks, I think it would make total sense for pregnant Mia to sneak off somewhere just to she can enjoy her guilty-pleasure snack that she's been craving for ages. And she sneaks off so quietly that it concerns Phoenix. No one had seen where Mia had run off to. Since she's pregnant, they assume that she's running to the bathroom for the umpteenth time that day.

One day, Phoenix catches her slipping out and follows her all the way back to her office...where he spots her in the act of unwrapping a king-sized dark chocolate candy bar and take a nice chunk right out of it! During her pregnancy, she's been craving dark chocolate for ages, and every now and again, she devours a whole chocolate bar in one sitting. It's usually after a tough trial, and it makes her happy afterwards. Still, it's embarrassing to admit that she has these strong pregnancy cravings.

Marigold sleeps a lot right after she's born, and Mia is curious yet anxious to see how her daughter's doing. While Marigold is in her little crib in the hospital room while Mia is chilling on the bed, Mia tries to look over and peer into the baby's crib to check if she's still there. Obviously, Marigold is still there, but Mia feels anxious. Even the doctors and nurses floating in and out of the room remark that Mia is another anxious mother and reassure her time and again that Marigold is healthy.

When Mia brings Marigold home from the hospital, she hardly ever has the baby out of her arms. She does a little tour of the house, showing Marigold this thing and that, showing her the window and pointing to "Uncle Nick" who just pulled up in the driveway.

Then when Marigold is a little older and learning how to walk, she walks into Mia's arms time and again, and when she runs, Mia chases her around the house, closing every drawer she opened and offering her toy after toy after toy. I think that Mia's favorite place in the world is sitting upon the couch with Marigold sitting on her lap, fast asleep.

#Mia Fey #Marigold Estella Fey #Phoenix Wright #ace attorney #ace attorney oc #oc #not my oc #oreocookiezzz #asks #lady k answers

[coffeeetluis]

Fresh Start

Hi, i just got my heart broken for the first time. Although I know that it is hard for everyone, I must say it still hit me like a train. For information I am on the autism spectrum. Nerodivergent. Special and also a hand full in her own right.

The world used to be rather black and white for me with a little grey tones. When my friends all started to have relationships I did not get it. I was happy for them, of course, but did I understand it? - No. Did I crave a relationship? Yes and no, but I somehow got the notion into my head that I would not be a “good” girlfriend or am just not that girl you can date. Anyway did I get it why they were so unbelievable sad when they broke up or why it took them time to move on? - No beceause in my mind it was very obvious that they just deserved better.

So when I started to have a relationship it took time and it was a journey and we were happy - or so I apparently thought. After he broke up with me, very unexpectedly - I must say - I did not understand why. Why oh why? I just could not fathom it.

It just did not - and still does not fit - into my understanding of the world. It took away my breath. It felt like someone stabbed me in the chest. A hole just gaping and releasing sadness. I felt utterly like shit. It was such an unbelievable sadness and I did not understand why I was feeling like that, why it happened and much more.

My sensual sensitiveness increased tenfold again - or so it seemed. I did not feel the need to go out or meet friends. And when everybody told me that I deserve so much better, I could not express how I did not want that. How I just want that trust back. I want and wanted my old self back because I always had problems dealing with my emotions but that felt like it would ruin me. It was overwhelming. So I decided to start a blog to write about my feelings and journey.

#breakup #autism #nerodivergent #aspergers #heartbroken #aspergirl #actuallyautistic #autistic #heartache

[luntica]

Autistic

28 years old

He/him/they/them

poly/pan

Cripple punk

System (endo can follow so long as over 18 and open about therapy, even for themselves.)

Everyone should be able to get safe good therapy. It shouldn't be something only for those with mental health differences and/or disorders

Housing, healthy food, religious foods, safe water, comfort, pain relief and entertainment (to include internet) are a few things I believe every person has a right to.

Religion freedom includes one's you hate.

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Welcome to Luntica

A city within our innerworld. Don't know what that means? You can go here

To everyone else, this is a blog which was developed before we could have host know that they are part of a system. As such the further back you go things can get confusing, triggering or "out of character" randomly along the posts.

RPG Tumblr was a building block for communication and alter development. But befor that was deviant art, where we had the current host of that time create this "city". Where "characters" would be able to upload their art and stories. Since than it got built upon as a place we, the characters, could live and be part of life.

Since we had moved away from our friends and the internet was such an important part of our life growing up, used as an escape mechanism, a lot of our lives are online. Yet we have been spared to much of the big struggles a lot of younger systems are currently facing.

We don't like debating, thinking about, arguing about discourse. We have a lot of triggers around Anger. Navigating this shit makes us angry. It feels like tiptoeing an abusive house. Please respect our boundaries to not involve us in debating. We love learning and correcting wrong information, but application of morals and preferences as "rules" to navigate life is just not helpful for us.

our world was developing threw the lenses of our longest running host. Insuring we learned a lot of lessons with minimal trauma (this doesn't mean no trauma, just reduced/ spread out to try and keep functional). We actually love answering questions, want to share the planet that's been built in this crazy brain, and are currently collecting information from our drawings and notebooks into a world anvil (here)

Though we are very open about educating and sharing our experiences, if we dance around a subject it's likely a triggering topic. Not us lying or anything malicious.

Little's are allowed some internet contact but aren't trusted without adult alters around. There are some misguided littles, middles and even adult alters. And if found misusing the systems trust, sneaking into front or other such things, we will take care of it. We don't need assistance parenting our littles.

We do have a system rant blog which contains triggering content.

We do have a nsft +18 blog which is strictly adult only

This blog holds educational and fun content. If a rant or inappropriate content does get past the checks we got, please do let us know.

We believe every alter deserves a place to be themselves, And posting online(reasonably and avoiding harm) is a part of that.

We have a service dog named Starscout who is a 2 year old American Staffordshire terrier (mix) she's task trained to assist our disabilities and keeping us from dissociating into the void while in public.

She pulls and annoys us as part of her job. We love her for it. She will always be in training due to the nature of wanting to always learn together.

We like media that can be problematic. We can be fans of media without projecting its narrative onto our moral believes or lives.

System wide special interests:

Pokemon

Detective work (sherlock operating system is the joke the system uses. As we were read sherlock Holmes as bed time stories which created a very interesting dynamic with the combinations of disorders, nerodivergent nature and abuse we experienced.)

If you ask, we will anwser.

This isn't exactly a good thing.

Pagen religious practices is our systems primary religious practices and don't appreciate Christian pushed messages.

Team don't be a fucking racist, don't be a god damn nazi, leave people's religions alone, don't fake claim, gender is a chimera and policing it will get you eaten, black native latino Asian lives matter and I will murder offending MAP on sight and report all others who identify as MAP openly. We have P-OCD and CSA C-PTSD. This means we recognize our past, don't delete it and openly state that its fucked up shit. But reminders are not welcome or consented too. Safe good therapy should be given to every individual.

#pinned post

[livinwa]

I have recently learned that I don't have an original experience, under the guise that each day I prove to be more and more nerodivergent as time passes by and the question of "am i really? Maybe I'm just attention seeking" just sort if becomes a denial rather than a question.

Here's a bunch of things I think are signs and or could be debunked but I need opinions ti be able to figure myself out and stuff, so maybe enjoy the drama and stuff???

1. I thought I was able to look people in the eyes, no I'm not, not unless I'm comfortable with that person and/or the situation is like really awkward then I actually physically can't look at them in the FACE.

2. My jacket. The thing my avatar has, its my comfort item. One night I couldn't stop crying and had the thought "put the jacket on" and I did and I ended up being able to finally calm down and breath despite the tears not stopping. I felt safe.

3. Headphones. Once more another comfort item. I dont like leaving anywhere without them. Their as much as a trademark as my jacket and blue jeans.

4. Speaking of blue jeans (this could also be a self esteem thing I dont have a high ar on that) I don't like wearing certain clothes outside nor do I like wearing certain clothes to sleep or in my bed. My preferred fashion senses have always pertained to what I loved to wear and feel on my skin (let it be known I had a navy blue jacket at all times like this one sort of that I outgrew in middle school and a different jacket that held my special interest on it)

5. Speaking of special interests, TRANSFORMERS. that shit took over my life so fast you'd think that I was driving a nasa car with the way I dove headfirst into making that bitch an extraterrestrial. And while of course I grew out of things transformers is ALWAYS THERE and NEVER GOING AWAY no matter how much I dont talk about it with other people (that's what this blog is for)

6. Sensory shit. I dont care what something smells like I am going to get a whiff. Smells bad? Okay let me make sure. Smells good? I'm following it like a cartoon character ti a white steam trail. The only time I dont like a smell is when its so strong it literally makes me gag. I like smells but don't mix and match and crank it to eleven (also sugar cookies and cigarettes dont mix at all) this also goes for biting. I bite. So much.

7. Sensory OVERLOADS. I HAVE HAD TBOSE BEFORE APPARENTLY. Though absolutely they are rare. Is there a spectrum to how people deal with sensory overloads? I don't know and thats why I'm asking questions. I would be doing the dishes and the waters running the forks are clanging and the kids are screaming and the one little guy that I hate (sibling) is repeating the same phrase over and over in the most annoying way possible and I just can't take it anymore so I shut myself down to forcefully finish this task because I know what's going to happen if I don't and eventually in a groggy something something morning voice I tell him to shut the fuck up and it helps. If he listens.

8. For as long as I've known, I love food. And I have recently known, food equals a pattern in household. Not only food but the day has a type of pattern as well, and it directly connects to the type of food too. In simple terms so I don't spill guts along with blood, to little, irritable, find other ways to find needed things, a lot, the days okay and conversations light.

9. I have come to the epiphany that eggs are my comfort food. It doesn't matter how their made most of the time I will eat eggs in nearly any form I have LITERALLY had a daily/weekly limit to how many eggs i make a day forced onto me because eggs are too expensive.

10. I cant remember shit but most importantly I cant remember where I put items sometimes almost immedietly after I either set it down or look at something that has relative importance. I have forgotten I put my pencil in my backpack literal seconds after I put it in there, and mutual can attest to my lack of remembering exactly what I said unless it had great importance or funny capacity.

11. I have been stimming for as long as I have known and before I knew what stimming even was. Flappy hands and unusual sounds. I liked the sound of a whistle so much I ended up creating my own verbal stim that I used to this day. (Learned how to whistle a year later)

12. Masking. From what I was exposed to and understand its basically the ability to put on a mask and different facade for the general public compared to what was within, until 6th grade I actually barely had freinds (was really nice, had no/2 enemies in my life(very weird one was a literal frenemy)) and often was just walking around until I played games with others because those had rules and didn't involve too much small talk and I was happy to play in those games. But that was it. Then in 6th grade I gained the facade of happy and chill guy that never really got sad, the works.

This is not all but enjoy the blood sweat and tears of this... whole thing. I'm confused im tired and I'm simply trying to figure things out.

#nerudivergent #nerudivergancy #adhd #maybe #probably may delete later #autism too? #theres a lot of things #maladaptiveness maybe but that isnt the focus of this thing #idk man #theres a lot of personal stuff im not putting in here for personal reasons but i may make stuff on it later #theres also the specific things that can happen in specific conditions that arent trauma related that is actually pretty funny #like sleep patterns. #sleep in class and only in freinds cars comfortably outside of my bed #lwd to some funny things

[countless-potr]

You guys have got to stop using the word "normal" to mean decent. Like come on! This is the nerodivergent website. We're all already exhausted from desperately pretending to be ""normal"" most days. I get on my stupid little app to make stupid little posts and see someone telling me "I need you guy to start being normal" "just be normal about this" and I wanna flip a fucking table. This used to be the weird website for weirdos to be weird on! I just wanna do the opposite of what you're saying now!

...

Except,

There is a problem with that. This shitty wording is usually just on a post about being polite and decent to your fellow human beings. Don't say rude shit to strangers. Remember content creators are people to. Ect.

I'm not so agro and dumb to dismiss a poorly worded good message. I even kinda get it. It feels almost bizarre that some people can choose to be so rude or so bold shouldn't it be "normal" to be nice?

But these are social problems a lot of people have. It's not always obvious what you're doing is hurtful or crossing a boundary and scoffing at someone who hasn't understood this and saying the need to be "normal" is isolating. We know we're not normal, we've heard it plenty of times.

It's normal to misread a social cue and accidentally insult someone. It's normal to not understand something and overstep. It's even normal to get defensive and rude when someone calls you out. It's mean and you should not be behaving that way, but it's a pretty normal occurrence.

Normal is not a moral hight to reach to. It's just normal. Let's all try and be decent and good instead alright?

#we are all either crazy or queer or both around here #the word normal does not apply #i am a freak and i am a decent human being and i am proud #i dont not piss on the poor #look you chase people away when you're to aggressive about correcting behaviors #they arent going to good places when that happens #so be kind and spend your aggression on video games bitching to your bestie or crying to your therapist #vent

[dontdowhatisayandnobodygetshurt]

extremely destructive/hurtful people who are fully aware that they are destructive/hurtful and yet don’t even try to go to therapy/get better and just expect other people to love them even though they’re hurtful and abusive are... something.

#I see this a lot and it bothers me #people saying that they're fully aware that they act like assholes #but then not doing ANYTHING about it #like #you do realize that's gaslighting right #telling the victim that their pain is invalid and that it's their fault they're 'sensitive' #rather than dealing with your own messed-up shit #like it wouldn't bother me so much if the person was just damaging themself #it would make me feel really bad for them and wish that they would help themself and recover #but these types of people leave a trail of hurt innocent people in their wake #not okay #NERODIVERGENCY AND/OR MENTAL ILLNESSES DO NOT GIVE YOU A FREE PASS TO TREAT OTHERS LIKE SHIT #SORRY #Matt speaks #@both my ex-friends/abusers #they both needed help but refused sooo.... #what am I supposed to do?? #sit there and be their happy little encouraging punching bag?? #ugh

[gnfkitten]

this is a fucking issue

Boys are weak little creatures who can’t handle autogenerated search results and need us women to pad their stupid little feelings and make them feel better about being big bad monsters who are less than human 🥺

suck my fat cock

they are so fucking incapable. 

of handling anything like adults

they are worst

There are trans boys. There are nerodivergent boys. there are poc boys and lgbt boys and there are tall boys and short boys and chubby boys and thin boys, dorky boys and macho boys and boys who like dresses and boys who dont. There’s so many different types of boys and they ALL deserve love yes and ALL deserve to feel safe and welcome yes but not on the fact they are men on the fact they are PEOPLE like we are people and people are far more complex than a silly little suffix like men. yes, even the cishet white boys. judge the boys by their personality, not their gender (do not pretend it means nothing do not pretend that silly little suffix exists in a vacuum). As a ——————//////)/$//7/ . You say “This hurts me. i understand women need the confidence boost but men do as well” FUCK YOU. you don’t need anything society hasn’t already given you for your silly little suffix. YOU DONT NEED A CONFIDENCE BOOST FOR BEING THE 50% THAT CAN WORRY ABOUT WHAT COMES BEFORE THE WORD “MAN”. YOU ARE NOT REDUCED TO IT. don’t cry and tell me i need to be more gentle more kind more quiet don’t tell me i should stop venting my frustrations with the men who have made my life hell and their forfathers who made it so easy for them to close their eyes and say “women always complain” and “women are so sensitive”. I love my father and my boyfriend and my boyfriends not because they are men but because they are people who deserve it (as all people do) and they would never say this shit to me.

PLEASE reblog this if you believe boys deserve just as much love as girls do. ESPECIALLY if you yourself are a girl (because apparently we owe this to you)

#femcel #feminism #not terf safe #if ur a terf please die!

[lesbian-wizard-titties]

Intro to me! :3

About me below the cut!

.... . .-.. .--. / .. -- / - .-. .- .--. .--. . -.. / --- -. / - .... .. ... / .... . .-.. .-.. ... .. - .

[] Hi! Y’all can call me Millie, or Millie if you want. I use these pronouns:

>She/Her

>They/Them

>It/Its

>Ze/Zem/Zir/Zirs/Zirself 

>Voi/Void/Voids/Voidself

Note: Ask for pronouns everytime you talk to me, bc I’m Girlflux, and my pronouns sometimes change with Genders (if you want I can make a post on this)

[] I’m a little goblin of 16 years (minor)

[] Live in the USA, but wanna live in Canada

[] I’m a Trans Fem Non-Binary/Girlflux, I'm also Sapphic/Lesbian and I'm Demiromantic and Polyamorous, who is Nerodivergent

{-- What I post --}

[] I post life shit

[] I reblog shit I feel like

[] I wanna try to use tone indicators in the tags of my posts/in them, but I can’t remember shite, so some pointers would be good 

[] I sometimes forget to post, but know I’m (probably) not dead.

{-- other --}

[] if I make you uncomfortable in anyway feel free to block me/unfollow, and let me know what I did

[] I am not a therapist, but if you need to, you can vent to me in dms (just provide me trigger warnings)

{--DNI if--}

[] Transphobe 

[] Homophobe

[] Exclusionist  

[] Racist 

[] Ableist 

[] Pedophiles/MAPs

[] Zoophilles 

[] TERFs 

[] Support Autisim Speaks

[] Support Animal Cruelty

{-- tags --}

(starting this as soon as I post this)

[] trigger warnings will be tagged as: “tw [trigger]” I’ll try to tag most common ones. 

> my shit posts “#shitpost”

> posts “#post”

> reblogs "#reblog"

> posts with “reblog if” or “reblog to” in them “#reblog game”

> special interest/hyperfixation “#special interest”

> begging people to send me asks “#asking for asks”

> asks “#yay! an ask!”

#intro #long post #yes that is morse code #might have taken template from someone else im sorry #pls read #post