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#not even on their dogs' behaviour?? see how they can take them everywhere and not get overwhelmed?? while mine is a fucking mess??
simonghostrileys · 1 year
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#liliana talks#the thoughts to simply off myself are really strong tonight#nothing in my life comes out the way i'd like to#not even my dog's behaviour#i can't even take him on walks bc after five mins he gets overwhelmed and really anxious and nervous and it's driving me crazy#i can't get him to focus on my and he just pulls and pulls and wants to run off#i can't enjoy walks and i can't take him anywhere#today's walk got super frustrating and everyone kept asking me if they could pet him and told everyone no#i even snapped at this little girl bc i just reached my limit and had too much#i know it was wrong of me and i wish i could apologize to this little girl bc i just feel so bad rn#on top of that i'm gonna turn 28 soon and i haven't accomplished anything in my life#i'm a fucking failure. i can never accomplish shit and whenever i rarely get anything i dreamed of it comes out fucked up like my dog#i hate everything and i hate my life and myself and i have no luck at anything whatsoever#like what was the fucking point on bringing me to this world?? so i could have a miserable life?? to never accomplish anything??#to lack on all aspects of myself and my life?? see everyone around me get things and never have difficulties on anything???#not even on their dogs' behaviour?? see how they can take them everywhere and not get overwhelmed?? while mine is a fucking mess??#i don't even have money to buy him a fucking toy!!! how fucking miserable is that???#my sister had to give me money to buy him a harness bc i have shit for money#i've been trying for how long god knows to get a job in this place and plot twist... i haven't got any#i just want to die it would be way easier but i'm a fucking coward to even do that. i'm so fucking pathetic jfc#suicide mention tw
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thegoosewiththemost · 2 years
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Clingy and Jealous Beej
One of four requests for @iforgotiexisted1001 ! I’m going to write the rest of your hcs separately, they’re on the way!
Beej being very clingy and jealous after you go out to spend time with friends or something?
- definitely the clingy type, whether it’s before you leave, while you’re away or coming back from something. BJ is the clingiest of them all. He finds it hard to let go of things and people that he cares about.
- BJ is all over you as soon as he hears the door click shut behind you, he’s got an ear for these things despite the fact that you think you’re being quiet.
- sniffing. LOTS of sniffing. Especially while pressing himself up against you for good measure because BJ had no sense of acceptable boundaries. It takes some getting used to at first when he presses his face all up in your neck to smell you. It’s ticklish and foreign and a massive invasion of your personal space and you just have to wonder why he does it.
- turns out he just likes to sniff things, no particular reason - like a dog that sniffs another dogs butthole as a greeting.
- He also smells your friends on you, and his hair flares red in a sudden bout of possessiveness. The first time it happens you end up having a massive argument with him over his unreasonably jealous behaviour.
- It takes time to teach him that it’s not ok to get angry when you go out with your friends and that it doesn’t make him less important or less wanted. Eventually he does come around, and he accepts that you have a life that doesn’t exclusively revolve around him. It doesn’t stop him from being any less clingy when you come back and you can still see the beginnings of red in his hair at the roots but you can tell he’s trying and you’re proud of how far he’s come.
- insecure af. Always a little bit down because he has an irrational fear of being tossed aside or left behind in favour of something or someone new or better. Needs reassurance from time to time like an animal with extreme separation anxiety. Poor thing has abandonment issues.
- he’s like an overexcited puppy - literally 👌 THIS close to licking your face while he’s there.
- and sometimes he does, just because he can.
- keeps telling you how much he misses you while clinging to your legs or holding you in a crushing hug. Keeps holding onto you while you unpack and wind down. He literally does not care; he’ll follow you to the ends of the earth and back if it means he won’t be alone.
- will take the opportunity to casually feel you up and pass it off as an ‘accidental’ wandering hand if you ever bring it up.
- expect lots of sloppy kisses because BJ likes to show his appreciation for you and remind you of his affection. Sometimes things escalate and get spicy. He is very physically affectionate.. in lots of ways. Expect to be held up for a very long time if you go down that path. BJ is one desperate fucker.
- another reason he likes to be literally stuck on top of you all the time is to mask the scent of other people with his own. Like some weird cat rubbing itself everywhere to claim ownership of you. He does it very thoroughly.
- Not that he’d tell you. Although sometimes you really do suspect whether or not this is the case.
- BJ will literally crank up he flirting to 100, especially when you’ve dressed up for a special event. Man is keen to get laid anytime, so he’ll shoot his shot whenever he can, even if he misses by a long shot. You look hot and he’s not afraid to say it.
- will keen and whine and lay on your lap when you sit down to catch your breath until you give him attention. And he wants A LOT of attention.
- Won’t let you up until you give him head scratches.
- always tries to slide himself into situations with your friends or people who don’t know him. If you’re there, he wants to be there too. Always attempting to convince you to bring him along too, even when it’s not appropriate (ie, for work). “Just so they know you’re taken an’ to make sure they don’t try anything. I’ll be there to tell them off in person.”
- you appreciate his protectiveness, but it’s not always possible or practical.
- BJ always makes sure to shower you in attentiveness from the moment you step through the door at home though. Checks you to see if you’re ok and is always keen to know all the juicy details of what you did when you were out. You can have the blandest day and he’ll still be interested to know everything about it. It’s comforting to know that he’s always willing to listen.
- will do his best to help you settle down and make sure you’re comfortable when you’re back.
- will cling even tighter to you while you sleep like he’s afraid you’ll be gone when he wakes up.
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violettierre · 2 years
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INUI AKANE headcanons cuz why not
If the show won't give us Akane content then i'll do ones myself
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Kid Akane used to always carry a medkit in her bag everywhere she goes, just in case she saw someone injured.
If she happened to find an injured person she starts to tear up, she can't stand seeing anyone hurt or in pain.
She loved animals so much especially ducks. And everyone knew that ,so in her birthday, kid Seishu bought her a little duck plushy. It's her fav birthday gift of all times.
More of a cat person even tho they had a dog but she still loves him so much and take care of him more than the rest of her family do.
Talking about plushies, she got really attached to them after her baby brother was born. She can't sleep without them.
She always wanted to be a vet, cuz of her love for animals and her worry about everyone's health. Im writing this and crying (not really) too adorable...
She also has a huge passion for flowers and roses and every morning helps her mom out in the garden.
Big big mama's girl. Kid Akane couldn't stand five minutes away from her mom until she got a little older and got a bit busy in her studies but still loved her mom too much.
Is actually an average at school and her grades aren't all that well but still considered a good student for her well behaviour.
A bit shy with kids her age, she either hangs out with her brother and his friends or older kids cuz she feels much more comfortable speaking confidently with them than with her peers.
Loves reading in her free time a lot, she specifically likes sci-fi or fantasy but she can't stand horror or action.
Always related in a spiritually level to Belle from the beauty and the beast and her dream as a kid was to be like her one day.
She introduced Shinichiro and the black dragons to Seishu remember when i said she hangs out with older kids ??
Every sunday evening she goes to the beach, ot's her go-to place. And started taking Seishu and Koko with her after a while.
Doesn't consider herself a fashion fan but has really good taste in it and styles her little brother's outfits every morning before he goes to school Perfection overload i love her...
Her favourite music genres are jazz and country music and a little bit of blues.
One day on halloween she wanted to dress up as Belle from B&TB but there were only small sizes so she bought one and made Seishu dress as Belle.
Actually doesn't know how to cook, she tried to a couple of times but the kitchen always ends up set on fire lol get it ?
Talking about food, she is quite foody and has a sweet tooth. Her favourite dessert is raspberry pie.
Has a journal she takes with her everytime she goes to somewhere quiet. Especially when she's on the beach on a sunday evening, she writes in it till dawn.
Has quite a fair amount of admirers but always brush them off in the most polite way she can, and never really cared about dating nor love in a romantic way.
Felt bad and tried making a cake as an apology for someone she rejected but ended ruining the oven and had to buy the cake from the store.
In middle school, everyone tried convincing her to join the student council and she wasn't interested at first but then agreed and by time became vice president.
Has Astraphobia or phobia of thunder and/or lightening. And quiet sensitive to very loud noises.
Ships kokonupi. Preach. Ally queen we love you!!! Everyone say long live the ally que- whoops too late...
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10 Books Featuring Royalty
No matter where you live in the world, you will probably be aware that this weekend in the UK, Queen Elizabeth II’s Platinum Jubilee is under way. There are street parties, Union Jacks and bunting everywhere and there are countless official events happening in London right now. I remember both the Golden Jubilee and the Diamond Jubilee but I don’t remember there being this level of celebration. Whether that’s because it has arrived off the back of COVID or the fact that she is the first monarch to reach her 70th year on the throne, it feels as though this jubilee is bigger. 
Whatever your views on the Royal Family, the notion of royalty and the fairytale-esque regalia that comes with it have been present in the stories that you’ve been hearing forever. I love a good royalty rom-com or intricate fantasy with monarchs at the centre. Even better if they’re laced with humour, satire or a little quirkiness. So, here are 10 fantastic books to read over the weekend that will fill your head with crowns and jubilee-themed joy.
-Love, Alex x
The Windsor Knot by S. J. Bennett.
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Just before Queen Elizabeth’s 90th birthday, a guest is found dead at Windsor Castle. The police suspect murder and set about investigating. However, Elizabeth is unhappy with their progress and takes it upon herself to find out what really happened, while continuing to carry out her royal duties. Full of wit and intrigue, The Windsor Knot is an original, clever mystery that depicts the Queen as smart, kind and a fantastic judge of character. The follow-up A Three Dog Problem is also out now!
The Prince and the Dressmaker by Jen Wang.
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Prince Sebastian’s parents are searching for a wife for their son but Frances, the dressmaker, is one of the only people who knows Sebastian’s secret. At night, Sebastian puts on a dress and becomes the fabulous fashionista, Lady Crystallia. Frances wants her moment to shine too but she can’t do that while keeping Sebastian’s secret, so how long can she wait? This gorgeous graphic novel is a fairytale containing themes of art, romance and living your truth. The art style is adorable and wonderfully appropriate for the whole family.
Rumaysa: A Fairytale by Radiya Hafiza.
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Throughout three interweaving fairytales, Rumaysa, a young Muslim girl with a flowing hijab escapes the tower that she has been imprisoned in. Amidst brushes with dragons and magical forests, she forms a sisterhood with some fierce princesses. Full of beautiful illustrations and whimsical fairytale goodness, Rumaysa and its sequel Ever After are excellent diverse, feminist versions of your favourite childhood bedtime stories. 
The Queen Of The Tearling by Erika Johansen.
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On her 19th birthday, Kelsea is taken away from the humble cottage she grew up in and told that she must claim her birthright as Queen. Despite Kelsea not knowing what it means to be royal, she is armed with the Tearling sapphire, a precious magical jewel. Her people are under threat and only a great ruler will see them through. Does Kelsea have what it takes? The Tearling trilogy is one of my favourites of all time, due to its unique world-building and brilliant, authentic heroine. Reluctant royalty plus plenty of intrigue and suspense equals a trilogy that I couldn’t put down.
American Royals by Katharine McGee.
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Princess Beatrice is about to become the first Queen of America but having her life laid out for her has her feeling trapped. Her sister Samantha doesn’t have to worry about good behaviour but there is a boy that she can’t have while two very different girls have set their sights on Samantha’s twin, Jefferson. With a healthy dose of drama, frustration and political commentary, American Royals is the first in a light-hearted, slightly silly but addictive series.
Undercover Princess by Connie Glynn.
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Lottie loves fairytales but she never expected to be thrown into one! When she finds out that Ellie, her new roommate at Rosewood Hall is a real princess, that’s exactly what happens when she volunteers to swap places. Ellie can experience normal teen life while Lottie experiences royalty and all the intrigue and drama that comes with that. But how long can they keep up the pretence? Centred around a gorgeous female friendship, Undercover Princess is the start of a sweet, funny series with a touch of mystery that keeps the pages turning.
Tokyo Ever After by Emiko Jean.
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It has always just been Izzy and her mum in their small Californian life but then Izzy discovers who her father is -the Prince of Japan. Before she knows it, Izzy travels to Japan and is swept up in a new world of cousins, media interest and a host of traditions she has to learn. Now, Izzy is caught between her two identities and must learn to find her true self. Tokyo Ever After is a feel-good, enemies-to-lovers romance with some excellent side characters and themes of cultural identity, scandal and self-discovery.
Red, White and Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston.
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Alex’s mother is US President, so he’s used to high profile events and appearing in the media. But when photos of him fighting with British Prince Henry are published, international relations are under threat, so there’s only one way to fix it -fake a friendship with his nemesis. As the President launches her campaign, Alex and Henry’s relationship develops and it could rock both nations if it all came out. Packed with dialogue sizzling with chemistry, Red, White and Royal Blue is a queer romance with a lot at stake. It’s heartwarming and sensitive with plenty of wit too.
Prince Charming by Rachel Hawkins.
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Daisy’s sister is about to get engaged to the Prince of Scotland but Daisy isn’t one for the spotlight. However, she joins her sister at a remote Scottish castle where she meets Miles, the prince’s brother who causes trouble wherever he goes. Miles is tasked with coaching Daisy on all things royal but she is much more interested in putting her own stamp on tradition. Originally published under the title Royals, Prince Charming includes fake dating, a fantastic slow-burn romance, sibling rivalry and lots of laughs. Everything you could possibly want in a YA royalty rom-com.
The Lunar Chronicles by Marissa Meyer.
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In New Beijing, Cinder is a talented mechanic and a cyborg. Her past is a mystery but her stepmother hates her and society treats her as a lowly servant. But Cinder’s life becomes embroiled in that of Prince Kai and she’s suddenly caught in an space war that threatens the entire realm. Cinder is the first book of The Lunar Chronicles, a series of YA sci-fi fairytale retellings that feature the mercenary Queen Levana and her quest for power and domination amidst plenty of royal strife.
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tilleyoliver14 · 2 months
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Top Tips To Raise A cheerful And Healthy and balanced Cat
On the surface area, owning a cat may seem just like an easy task. After all, they are famous for becoming independent. While this is true, you may still find many things to consider when patient for your furry friend cat. The following article will show what exactly those things are. Read on and pay attention to. Groom your cat. Cats must get brushed and mown frequently. Such methods help to keep cats' layers clean. This may also cut down on shedding and can reduce issues with hairballs. Grooming a cat properly will enhance the appearance involving your property and cat. Get your cat using proper cat toys. Cats enjoy toys that assist them seem like the particular predators they consider they are. Consider sticking with toys that help them dance around or perhaps jump. This can likewise help them work with extra energy by simply pouncing on toys instead of people's feet. Be careful when your cat for fleas. End up being sure to talk to with your doctor before using normal alternatives to command your cat's fleas. Cats are very sensitive to essential oils and lots of natural herbs. Your vet can probably recommend you make use of a prescription flea treatment, which is definitely usually best regarding cats. Keeping the cats away from counters can be challenging. A cat will naturally desire to be higher enough to watch everything around these people. Making a place high-up for your cat can solve this matter. Putting a cat tower within or near the kitchen area can help maintain your cats from laying on the table. Have your cat spayed or neutered. Pet overpopulation is usually a growing problem, with an incredible number of homeless cats and cats euthanized annually. Besides the problem associated with too many cats rather than enough residences, unfixed cats could have a multitude of behaviour problems. Males who else are not neutered at a youthful age often begin spraying to mark their territory, and even females who happen to be in order to come into heat yowl persistently as they make an effort to escape to get a mate. Kittens can begin to breed as early as 4 months of age, so get a new kitten spayed or neutered as soon as possible. Should you keep the house with your cat, make confident that she actually is wearing a collar together with tags. This way, if anything happens and also you two turn into separated, anyone can easily find her and know how in order to reach you. Your own cat may not really like the dog collar all the period, but when she has out of typically the house it could save her. Really important to let your cat see where you place the fill box, but it can not always smart to force your cat to learn precisely how to use that. This comes really naturally to these people and it is not some thing that is discovered. Some individuals feel they should have their cat to be able to the litter box and rub paws directly into the litter. This kind of actually can get quite traumatic intended for a cat. Realize that your cat is easily influenced by their surroundings. Cats have superior memories and can usually retain working out for a lifetime. On the other hand, additionally, they retain distressing experiences and this takes them a long time in order to get over their fears. Be pushing with your cat and avoid situations that scare these people. In case your cat offers recently given birth, be sure she has a safe, personal area to acquire care of all of them. Mother cats may become frightened by strangers or noisy noise, sometimes major to decreased milk production. They may also hide the kittens in spots where you can find them, such while closets, or underneath beds. Do an individual feel like almost everywhere you turn you are surrounded by your own cats hair? A person need to remember to brush your cat frequently, especially if she sheds a great deal. If your cat sheds a lot, you need to brush that more regularly. Brushing may also keep their very own coat in good shape. A person can use certain scents to discourage your cat coming from entering certain regions of your home. Aloe gel, citrus peels, and citrus drinks smell wonderful to be able to us, but felines don't feel the similar way. Soak a new cotton ball in a of these beverages, then place this on top associated with an item of foil to prevent the liquid from staining your surface. Put the evade and cotton ball near the off-limits area. Switch way up cat food flavours. Cats can become notoriously picky predators. This can be frustrating in the event that a flavor is usually out of inventory or, worse, terminated. Don't allow your cat enter the behavior of eating one food and just one food. Make positive there's some healthy variety in your current cat's diet. If it comes to be able to owning a cat, there are a number of responsibilities every proprietor must be conscious of. Having go through the article above, you should surely have a good thought of what individuals responsibilities are. Be sure and apply the advice stated to keep your cat happy and healthy. best gifts for cats
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asecretvice · 10 months
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So I recently finished reading a book* whose scope was to take different aspects of how (generally) white European men** have been describing the biology of females in other species and try to shed some better research on the situation, and I think the part I want to share with y'all the most is about clownfish aka anemonefish aka 'Nemo.' This guy:
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Like many reef fish, they have the ability to change biological sex. For anemonefish this is triggered by environmental circumstance. It seems that a group living together in an anemone is led by a territorial female and a main dude who watches over eggs, while a bunch of juvenile dudes*** hang about. If something happens to the female, the main dude starts transitioning to female and one of the young guys matures into the new househusband.
But here's where it gets really interesting: it can take months to years for the transition to fully take place. The change, scientists have discovered, begins in the brain.**** And for months or years,
The transitioning fish thus ha[s] a female brain but male gonads. Which could be considered confusing for the fish, but Rhodes is certain that, if asked, the fish would say it's female.
"That's the great thing about these fish: they will tell you," he told me. All he has to do is put the fish in a tank with another female. In the wild, these highly territorial fish refuse to share an anemone with another female, and they are guaranteed to fight, often to the death. {...} The simple experiment shows that these transitional anemonefish both behave like females and are recognized as females by other fish, even though they have testes. It's a very clear demonstration that brain sex, and thus all sexual behaviour, and gonadal sex can be uncoupled. {...} This exposes the flaw in assuming a linear relationship between gonadal sex, sexual identity, sexuality and sexed behaviour, even in a fish.
"The anemonefish question the way that we assign sex," Rhodes added. "The message of these fish is you should not define sex by the gonads."
Like, look. We shouldn't anthropomorphize animals when we can avoid it. And people shouldn't need scientific evidence to deserve respect from others. But. I hope any people out there struggling with their gender identity can see with this example that wherever you think you fall on that spectrum, nature has a space for you. And nature believes you when you say who you are. You are natural, and real, and it's not just in those admittedly delightful anecdotes where a friend's dog or cat who usually has trouble with a certain type of human made you the exception like they knew your gender before you did...just...it is concrete and it's everywhere; it's in birds and lizards and fish and mammals of all spots and stripes.
Be proud, even if you can't yet be loud about it. I love y'all. Happy pride month.
Also, somebody should do art of anemonefish in the various appropriate flag colors ^_^
*The book is called Bitch: On the Female of the Species by Lucy Cooke. A highly enjoyable read except for one sentence that stuck in my craw about Hawaii. Like lady I know you're British and probably ignorant about it but making a comment about how people are not native to the islands is not the way.
**Richard Dawkins is dragged fucking immediately lol
***The 'juvenile dudes' are technically 'juvenile dudes (gn).' The book explains, "Their immature gonads are officially 'ovotestes' with the potential to develop into male or female reproductive organs. They have some testicular tissue, but it's not actively producing sperm, and they also have ovarian tissue with undeveloped eggs." But of course ~Science~ has assigned them as males because that's the default, riiiiight? [Wrong on two levels. Evolutionarily speaking females likely existed millions of years before males did. I'm telling y'all I learned stuff reading this!]
****This has to do with the 'pre-optic area' which contains more neurons in females because it's concerned with egg production, etc. But multiple scientists caution in the book not to overemphasize the differences between sexes a) because like, what is a binary, and b) biological differences, especially in the brain, are not that significant.
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theworldofdog · 1 year
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The top eight indicator shows your dog loves you and an expert investigates how dog express love
It’s said ‘dogs are a man’s best friend’; they’re known for their presumed unconditional love, but does your dog really love you or do they just love the treats you give them? 
Thankfully, according to the experts, there are definitive indicators that your dog loves you for you (and not just the snacks you shuffle to them under the kitchen table).
Having dogs in your life can be one of the most rewarding experiences you will ever have, but it takes intentional steps to ensure that the relationship you develop with your dog is one to be proud of. 
Just like parenting or other relationships you nurture, it can take time to develop a close connection and we can’t assume this will be automatic.
Your dog ‘loving you’ is an extension of how you treat them, advocate for them, nurture them, and so much more. 
Connection, trust, support, protection, and building your dog’s confidence are all critical elements to having a dog that truly adores you. So, be invested in the dog you want to live with!
Here are a few indicators that you’re on the right lines:
1. Focuses on you
When you’re on a walk, does your dog take off across the park and try to dry hump the local Cavachon? This may not be a lack of love for you, but the draw of another dog is just too tempting!
‘Don’t worry, they still adore you, they’re just a social butterfly! If they come back when you call and you have the utmost trust in their return, this reflects your strong bond.
‘In any instance, your dog going to see other dogs in the park is totally normal and something every dog experiences in adolescence; just go out equipped with really enticing treats as rewards.
There is something called ‘competing values’ at play here; everywhere your dog looks they see a metaphorical £100 flashing before their eyes.
‘Your job is to ensure that you either have something more appealing, or you create clarity when it comes to accessing those things.
‘For example, the word ‘swimming’ could give your dog permission to dive into the water.’
2. Gets excited when they see you 
If your dog gets excited when they see you, be it in the morning, when you come home, or simply when you enter the room, this is a clear sign they love you!
‘Dogs can come up with some endearing morning greetings, such as bringing you your slipper, or a waggy bottom in your face!
Although, whilst a healthy level of appreciation is good, be sure to watch for excessive levels of excitement as this could be a form of separation anxiety.
‘Imagine if your spouse jumped all over you every time you entered a room, frantically grabbing at you as though you’d just returned from spending 12 months at sea – you’d lose your mind! It’s important this is kept at an appropriate level. As with anything, balance is key!
You can use positive reinforcements here to adjust your dog’s behaviour in this instance. When they stop jumping up, give them a treat or affection to show this is good behaviour.
Similarly, if they get too excited, keep your interactions calm, quiet, and limited, so as to demonstrate that hyper responses aren’t rewarded.’
3. Touch and feel your heart’s affection.
A lot of dogs enjoy physical affection however not all do! Be aware and considerate of your dog’s personal preferences.
Body rubs, ‘cuddles’ and strokes are wonderful and dogs who love these generally make their joy quite evident through wags and rolling on their backs, and rubbing your hands – they are not abrasive and will even make demands to continue!
The bonding between you and your dog is sure to show that your dog is a lover But don’t fret when they’re distant – that doesn’t mean they’re not loving you!
Some dogs prefer a bit of space and will even cuddle according to their own preferences! Being attentive to your dog’s needs is vital to establishing and keeping confidence.’
4. Shows joy in your presence
‘Does your dog find you fun? Do you spend quality time with them, or are you always in a hurry to get them walked and fed?
‘It’s important that we’re able to slow down and enjoy quality time with our dogs, allowing them to enjoy interesting smells and sights.
‘This is vital for creating a relationship whereby they find us fun, something which, in turn, cultivates love.
‘Dogs need to be dogs; giving them time to do so and being a part of that process will absolutely help to nurture your bond.’
5. Playful body language
‘If your dog doesn’t show signs of apprehension, fear, or worry in your company then you’ll know that they trust you.
‘This speaks volumes! The key to solidifying this bond is being consistent, nurturing, and understanding of when they’re most comfortable.
‘If your dog wags in your company, lays by you, pricks their ears up, and looks to you in new situations, you can relax in the knowledge they love you.’
6. Seek you out
If your dog makes a point of seeking you out in the crowd, it’s an excellent sign that they’re not just recognizing you, but also that they’re a bit like you!
“There’s nothing quite like the dog’s greeting even if you’ve never been around for a long period of time and when they do it in public, it’s certainly an increase in self-esteem!
7. Allow you to encroach on their personal space
‘This might seem like a strange one, but dogs often don’t want to have anyone in their personal space. There are lots of breeds which have this distinct trait.
‘So, if you have a dog that chooses to sit with you, near you, or even on you, that’s a sign that they feel comfortable around you and are happy for you to be that close!’
‘If your dog seeks you out in a crowd, this is a good indicator that they’re not only reconising you, but that they kinda like you!
‘There is nothing like a dog greeting you when you haven’t seen them for a period of time, but when they do this in public it’s definitely an ego boost!’
8. Respond to recall well
‘A recall is a reflection of your relationship with your dog’ is a quote used by World Championship dog agility trainer Susan Garret, and it should guide us all.
‘When you call your dog, do they race back to you as fast as they can and want to engage with you when they arrive?
‘Or do they turn in the other direction? Work on this daily, as it’s a good barometer of how your dog feels about you.
‘Are you the person they choose over the lure of a rabbit or squirrel?
‘Or is the temptation of play just too much?
‘Invest daily into your recall and nurture a relationship of joy, trust, and, most importantly, love!’
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madd-devil · 3 years
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Slowly falling in love with Felix part 3! :3
"I don't get why you and Felix argue so much!" Pan groaned as he swung his legs over  a fallen tree. "I have been trying to make you two closer… seriously everyone can tell how much you both are smitten with each other!" 
"I don't like Felix!" You said, your face flushing suddenly because of the blunt statement. "I don't even know where you got that stupid idea…" 
"Come on love, I know how it works. And you know what? You two are my favourites, so get together and stop annoying me with your pointless fighting." 
"I would rather die than assume that…" You mumbled as you finished picking berries. "By the way, it is not nice to play favourites."
"You do it too." He smirked, arching an eyebrow. "With Felix." He sang, enjoying embarrassing you.
You approached Pan and handed him the basket with a look. He shook his head with a small laugh, understanding what you meant. After all, you were truly a mother. He disappeared in a foggy green cloud and you hoped he wouldn't eat all the fruits this time. It was always a bad idea to make him your errand boy, but he was fast and could get to the camp quickly thanks to his magic. 
Being a mother to a dozen of lost boys was not easy. Between breaking fights and fixing their messes, it was clear you didn't have any time for yourself. You didn’t really care to be honest, you enjoyed being useful and were very good at it, trying to raise those boys. 
You sighed as you were closing a hole on Butch's old stuffed animal. The kid would bring it everywhere with him, and even if Felix tried to take it away from Butch, the little one always found a way to find his stuffed animal. It was cute to see that pale and scrawny boy hugging that little plushed dog tightly against his body. 
You smiled as you gave Butch his toy back and he muttered a soft thank you before hurrying back to his group of friends. Felix besides you sighed, clearly annoyed at the childish behaviour and you rolled your eyes.
"Stop mothering him." He only stated, his eyes burning into yours.
"I will do what I want, you are no master to me." You replied, slowly standing up to his level. "Besides, I am their mother, it is my job to care for them." 
The scarred boy smirked at your remark, and you were a little taken aback. You wondered what was going on through his thick skull. He leant down to your level, and you felt his breath on your neck. It sent a shiver down your side, and you started to grow nervous about what was going to happen. 
"You realise they will never be yours, right?" 
You let out a shocked and strangled gasp at his statement and watched how proud he was from saying this. That always had been a tough matter to you, and he knew it. He fucking knew it and used it against you, like an insult. You thought he was above using insecurities, but clearly not. You were wrong after all. You pushed him out of your way, walking out enraged, and tried to block out his laughter. He was mocking you as well. 
He was a bastard. 
You promptly ignored Pan's calls to you as you stomped into the dark jungle and stopped until you approached a cliff's edge. Below it, the sea was crashing against the rocks, and you pondered for a moment. Maybe you should jump, to give your numb body a reaction, or to be away from this mess you pulled yourself into. You just wanted to rest for weeks.
It was never easy to be a mother, to never have someone actually cares about you. You sat down, and pulled your knees to your chest, tears slowly rolling down your cheeks. You hated crying about it, but what Felix told you and... and being exhausted from a never ending job clearly had broken you today. 
When you heard someone approaching, you angrily put your head on your knees and closed your eyes, in denial. 
"Go away! I don't want to speak to anyone." 
"I think you want to listen to what I want to say though." 
Your eyes shot up right open and you scowled.
Felix. Of course it was him disturbing your little moment of peace. 
You resisted the urge to attack him, and instead focused on ignoring the lost boy. He sighed and walked up to you, kneeling down in the process. You tried to avoid glancing at him, and looked at the horizon.
"I'm..." He started with difficulty. "I am sorry for what I said in the camp. It was... uncalled for." 
"Did Pan give you a little recital before coming here?" You hissed, finally daring to glare at him. 
"No. I came on my own. I would never lie about this."
You hummed, not fully trusting him. You heard him sighing again and leaving. It was better that way. Felix was like the others, but at least he apologised for his horrid comment earlier. 
Later that night, you went to bed with a pained, anxious and sick feeling in your stomach. Deciding to ignore it, you went to bed quickly, very happy that the day had passed and that you didn’t have to deal with Felix. But, you unfortunately had to deal with nightmares
Hands were tied up to your neck, and you couldn’t even protect yourself. The hands belonged to no one, they just swarmed around in the shadows to grasp you. 
A set of them were shaking you rather roughly, but you couldn't react. A voice reached your ears, you couldn't understand what it was saying. At this point, you wanted nothing but to throw up. In an ultimate effort to fight the nightmare off, you started to trash against the hands.
"Stop moving! It's me!" Felix's voice reached your mind and snapped you back to reality.
Your eyes snapped wide-open and you gasped, realising you had stopped breathing while you were sleeping. You were sweaty and were pretty sure your hair was all over the place. The blond haired boy was holding both of your hands rather roughly, but you didn't want to say anything about it. You felt like something big was going to happen, and a threat was hung above your head. 
Your breath hitched many times as you tried to ask him what he was doing here, but the precious air seemed to stop pumping your lungs and you grasped at Felix's shirt. He immediately took you in his arms, laying down with you as tears fell from your eyes. His big hands circled your back and you slowly calmed down, clutching on to him, your eyes still darting around the tent in the search of danger. Felix must have sensed this, because he kept you closer to him.
"Don't worry, as long as you are with me, no one will ever take you from us. And no one will ever hurt you." He murmured with a soft and the first genuine smile you witnessed him bearing. "I promise." 
You nodded eagerly, you never had the intention to leave Neverland, even when you were the first to witness how horrible and terrible this island could be. You have seen Pan snapped so many times toward a boy, but especially to pirates, and you can't count the number of times you had watched him entering the camp, bloody, with Felix at his side, equally looking dishevelled. You realised that you never questioned them about what happened. The only time a boy did it, the second in command screamed it was to protect them and the island. You didn’t know if it was the truth, if they both enjoyed massacring Hook's crew that always came back or if they felt regret at all.
Finally, you felt your breathing come back at its normal pace. You were feeling tired again, but didn't know if he was going to stay. You heard some snores suddenly, and you looked up to see the blond haired boy already asleep. You didn’t care about the consequences of sleeping with Felix at the moment. It was nice, to finally have one little moment for yourself. Ultimately, you curled on yourself, clutching Felix’s arm and fell asleep as well. 
"(Y/N)! Devin puts thorns in my shoes!" A boy cried as he entered the tent. "What are you doing with Felix?!" He screeched, waking up both of you. 
The blond haired boy immediately blushed when he realised the position he was in, and you completely understood why: you were both tangled in each other limb, and anyone walking through could imagine what had happened. As long as Pan wasn't coming in...
"Come on Felix! At least take the girl on a date before jumping to the most fun part." He chuckled, wiggling his eyebrows with a suggestive tone as he appeared in front of the innocent boy. 
"We weren't... doing this!" You cried, feeling your cheeks heating up, embarrassed as you got up from bed to attend to the lost ones. 
"What were they doing Pan?" The boy asked curiously and innocently.
"Nothing! Now, let's take a look at your shoes, okay?" You smiled at him while taking his much smaller hand in yours. 
As you left the tent, you could hear Pan's laughter echoing in the camp. You bite your lips and ignore the looks of the older lost boys. Word spread like wildfire there. Despite their appearances, the boys were very noisy and you disliked this. 
You spent the day avoiding Felix, and by doing so you avoided your feelings growing for him. What was wrong with you? You hated the way he made you feel but you had to admit: what he did last night was... incredible. You had loved the way he had embraced you and calmed you down almost immediately. After all, there wasn't only bad in him. 
You cluelessly smiled to yourself as you thought this and nearly bumped into Peter Pan, who appeared suddenly in front of your person with that sly look... You knew it, and rolled his eyes at him with a sigh. 
"You are so in love with him, aren't you?" He sang as leant against a tree with his arms crossed. "Felix is shy, so maybe you should... ask him what he feels about you." 
"Of course not! That is private. I am not going to pester him with..."
"But he loves you too!" The green eyed boy cut you and groaned in annoyance. "I just want my favourite lost ones to be... to be happy. I know you both can't hear the music, so therefore you aren't truly lost and I don't care about that. I don't enjoy seeing both of my friends sulking." He admitted, a little embarrassed after pouring his thoughts on your situation. "It's my rules after all. I can bend them or break them whenever I feel the need to." 
You pondered for a moment after what Peter Pan told you. You walked over, and leant next to him as well. Most of the time, Pan had treated you like you were his maid or a mother, often mocking you for being it. But he knew why it was important for you and that you enjoyed caring for the boys. It was surprising for him to be called his friend, and an immense honor. 
"Fine... I will do it. I will talk to Felix." You assured him with a soft smile and you playfully ruffled his hair. 
He snorted at your motion and attempted to do the same to your hair. Two members of a sentry appeared, cutting short to the fun. You stayed next to Pan as he listened to what they had discovered: apparently, Hook and his ship were back to Neverland. You gulped nervously: the last time he came, it ended badly for both sides. You had never seen Pan that furious and enraged. You glanced at the lost boy leader and he commanded you to get back to the camp as fast as possible. You understood why, he didn’t want to endanger you. 
You spent most of the night at the main campfire, wondering when Pan and the two boys will come back. You hoped none of them were injured... Hook seemed stronger and stronger each time he returned to the island. You shuddered as a sudden cold wind reached and you cursed yourself for not having thicker clothes. 
"You look cold." Felix's monotonous voice said behind you. "Here let me..." 
Not daring looking at him, you let him do what he intended. The familiar worn out wool cloak was now hugging your figure and instantly warmed you up. 
"Thank you..." You whispered, not wanting to wake up the sleeping boys. "I think I am just tired." You tried to justify.
"Why don't you go to sleep then?" He asked as he sat down next to you, his eyes staring into the fire.
"I want to wait for the others. I have to make sure they come back safely." You blurted out immediately and worriedly. 
"You are a good mother." The young man murmured, and you swore you saw the tips of his ears reddening a little. 
Remembering your talk with Pan, you gulped nervously and played with your hair for a moment, trying to find the right words to admit your feelings. You were very tense, and hoped he would take it well. Finally, you found some courage in your frail body and looked directly at him. The lost one seemed concerned for a moment but waited for you to speak. 
"Felix I... I care about you a lot." You tried, hoping he would understand. 
"I do too." He confessed with a rare and genuine smile. "I care about you as well, more than the boys actually." 
You sighed in relief with a small laugh. So he was not that of an idiot after all! That immediately reassured you.
"You matter for me... as well as Pan." 
"Wh... What?" You breathlessly stuttered, eyebrows furrowimg in confusion. 
"I care about you the same I care about Pan." He repeated confidently. "I will always have your back. It feels nice to say it."
"Right..." 
You were such an idiot. You thought Felix loved you, obviously, he didn't. Then why was he sometimes... caring? Wasn't he the one who brought you the flowers in the first place? Wasn't it the reason why he messed with you a lot? You shook your head, hoping that your thoughts and feelings would disappear. 
"I am tired. I should get to bed." You said, clearly sounding disappointed and taking off the cloak.
"It is for the best. I will stay, don't worry. You look a bit sick... you okay?" Felix questioned as you handed him back his cloak. 
"Yes... Yes, don't worry about me." You gave him a fake reassuring smile and yet his eyes seemed to understand you were lying but he didn't question it. 
What an imbecile you were, you thought as you stomped toward your small tent. Sometimes you wished you could take out your own heart and crush it beneath your foot. You hated having feelings. 
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I just read your nsfw Hybrid with Bakugou and it's SOOO PERFECT. So, I was thinking, imagine this: Relationships between hybrids and humans are still frowned upon and one of your co-workers begins to disturb you about dating Katsuki. You are annoyed, but you don't tell Bakugou until one day your co-worker tries to harass you (kiss you, pull your clothes off) saying "you shouldn't be with that damn DOG". You run away and come home crying and sobbing over and over. Giiirl, Bakugou will go FERAL. ❤
I'm so glad you liked it 💗💗💗💗💗 Yes, god, Bakugou would indeed be F E R A L indeed; ok, i started writing it and I somehow progressed this story further. MORE LORE TO HYBRID!BAKU. I also went with the flow, got very carried away and gave it a different ending to what you suggested, so I really hope you don't mind. 😅 It just happened, maybe made it darker than it should've been, oop—, BUT everything works out.
Warnings: mentions of attempted sexual assault;
Word count: 1.8k or so, I just keep adding stuff 💀;
[ Masterlist ] [ Part 1 and Part 2 of General Hybrid!Bakugou HCs. ]
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× you weren't really hiding it because it was legal, yet some [ many ] were judgemental about it
× you also weren't publicly proclaiming it but whatever, that didn't stop you from putting a picture of Katsuki playfully biting your cheek as wallpaper on your phone
× one of your co-workers, Albert, was somewhat pushy
× while you got along with everyone and had an okay relationship with them, he wasn't part of your friends group
× yet you always found him near you everywhere, to which you paid no mind
× it was once he looked over your shoulder when you unlocked your phone to see that picture, and Katsuki's sandy ears could be seen
× again, you didn't hide it so when he asked who was that you just said your boyfriend
× "Uhm, your boyfriend is a... hybrid?" he asked making a face; that's when you knew Albert had to stay away for real
× you just smiled and minded your own business
× but throughout the days he kept dropping comments about, his attitude even pushier than before and you realized talking to him about it wouldn't help
× "is he any better than a normal man?"
× "like... I don't get it, [Y/N], he's a dog..." he'd whisper at you while on lunch break, baffled expression on his face
× you gave him a look of disgust, getting up from the table and going somewhere else; why the hell was he following you around?
× "seriously, tell me, is it the sex?" Albert asked hours later, following you to the exit, unaware of your absolutely uncomfortable responses as you quickened your steps, but he grabbed you by the arm, surprising you with his strength
× "if it's just the sex you better know there are some men, real men out there that can take good care of you, [Y/N]."
× you had to raise your voice for him to let go of you since heads started to turn towards both of you
× "Just drop it, Albert, it's none of your business!" you said before turning to leave
× when you walked through your apartment door you were rattled
× Katsuki walked through the door just as you prepared yourself a tea, shaking slightly, frown on your face
× "Hey, what's up?" he eyed you and sniffed the air, feeling you nervous, cup of tea almost spilling everywhere; "Hey, hey, hey, give me that. [Y/N], seriously, are you ok?"
× "Yeah, yeah, I'm fine." you lied and he knew, it was obvious even if you pretended everything was dandy
× on the other side you didn't want to make him worry or anything, Albert was just annoying and hopefully he now understood where he was standing
× but Bakugou Katsuki ain't having it, babe, nuh-huh
× he didn't say anything else about it that day though, just acted as normal but prepared your favorite dinner and a warm bath for you
× the next day he decided to pick you up from work by just arriving there half an hour earlier and see if something is really up, to make sure you're fine and the issue is from there
× he'd have to walk there from his job and then you'd both drive home and it wasn't a problem as he'd do overtime some other day;;
× what he did not expect was to hear your scream of help from the wooden area behind the parking lot in your office building
× let's go back in time for context;
× you walked out of work in a rush, finishing earlier than anyone else, car as your destination just ready to bolt home; Albert was eyeing you funny the whole day but stayed behind, so you didn't know if to feel worried or relieved
× as you walked to your car and pulled your keys, someone smashed you against the door
× "ungrateful bitch" you recognized the voice instantly and froze
× before you could open your mouth he put his palm on it and dragged you somewhere
× you dropped everything on the cement, bag, keys, phone...
× of course you were putting a fight but he was strong
× "I tried to be nice, sweeheart—" he mumbled while struggling to drag you into the wooden area
× "I told you, yeah? You shouldn't be with that damned mutt!" he pushed you unto a tree, making his first and last mistake, because he freed your mouth
× "HELP!" you screamed while he started grabbing your clothes, ripping sounds could be heard
× "I'm gonna have to show you what a real man can give you—"
× and as if planets aligned, in a blurr, Bakugou Katsuki appeared, jumping straight on him and knocking him out instantly, a loud crack deafening your ears
× Katsuki was shaking in anger
× he barely could control his body, his eyes were bloodshot and he had the most feral scowl you'd ever seen on him
× you just trembled in place, grabbing your clothes to cover yourself as you could
× Albert groaned on the floor, twisting his body to turn around and see what attacked him and in a broken speech, blood coming out of his mouth, he attempted to swear, but Bakugou's growl made him freeze in realization
× he was about to pounce again, any self-control leaving his mind when you hugged him tight
× in your arms you could feel his ragged breath, a deep continuous growl still coming from within his chest
× at this point some other people heard your cries too and called the police
× meanwhile you tried to calm him down because you felt he wanted to murder that son of a bitch
× intention was clear in his eyes, even Albert stood there terrified, broken jaw forgotten as he tattered on the floor like a weak animal
× "If you ever fucking dare to look in [Y/N]'s direction again I will find you—" he said and you shivered, holding him even more tightly "—I will kill you." he tried to take a step further but you wouldn't let him "And I'll make sure your body is never found."
× sirens could be heard in the distance and after that everything passed fastly
× they took Albert away, who was muttering scrawled stuff, and took both of your statements
× much to everyone's surprise they didn't cuff Bakugou [ 💖because we live in a society💖 ] so that was a good thing;
× although you did have to go to the station; they found security camera footage of the attempted assault, which Katsuki had to watch and almost erupted in rage yet again
× but it all came to an end when you got home, both absolutely silent
× he was huffing and walking around the place, shoulders tense and hands fisted into balls
× just to distract himself he started cleaning around the house and not looking at you, while you still stood there with his jacket on staring at him
× it wasn't until he finally looked at you when he really took in your state
× until now you behaved exemplary, calming him down, giving a statement, just acting strong
× yet once you reached the comfort of your own home you just couldn't take it any longer
× tears were falling on your face, you were shaking in place at the entrance, hugging his jacket close to your body as if it were your salvation and you just watched him
× it dawned on him how his rage took over him so hard that he couldn't focus on anything else, not even your heartbeat, your scent, your breath
× in an instant he was all over you, hugging you tight and lifting you up
× "I got you, baby, you're safe now." He'd whisper in your ear as you'd pull him closer
× he'd prepare you a warm bath and never leave your side while whispering sweet nothings to you
× "I'm never leaving out of my sight again, do you understand?"
× "I'll kill him if he ever comes close to you."
× "You're safe." he'd say as pulled you into him
× you spent the following days at home as you were granted emergency leave from work and found out the bastard was, of course, fired and prosecuted
× it would've been a lengthy process but from there on some things changed between you
× he'd walk to your job from his, even changed his work hours to fit yours, and you'd go home together, for starters
× his behaviour changed and even if he still gave you the Special Bakugou Attitude, he was gentler and sometimes you'd catch him looking at you like you're the most precious thing ever
× he wouldn't really word it at first but seeing you like that and finding out it was basically because of him really fucked him up
× it would take you to remind him that it's not his fault he's a hybrid, you always want to be with him, you don't care what he is really and the only one to blame was Albert
× [ he'd growl whenever his name would be mentioned ]
× anyway, remember, he needs to be held just as much as you do and that guilt will take some time to wash away; you got each other's back and that's what mattered at the end of the day
× but the weirdest thing was, as you went to the police station some more times, Bakugou somehow impressed the Captain, Tsunadu Hakamada:
× "That dude reeks of cocaine." he'd scowl and point with a sharp glare at this cuffed man sitting in a corner, making you look at him in wonder
× "How do you—"
× "Excuse me, did I hear that correctly?" someone said behind you, making you turn towards a tall blond man in uniform watching your boyfriend curiously
× "Hah?"
× low and behold, he's the captain of the precinct and asked Bakugou to come by any other day noting it would be a pretty great opportunity that would benefit both
× [ and after some attitude and snide comments from Katsuki, he agreed ]
× you went through a lot in a few weeks, like the trauma you'd both have to work through together but one good thing that came out of this situation apart from putting a piece of shit in jail was that Bakugou was offered a position as a special officer in the precinct as long as he went through the academy as anyone else would
× people were starting to see the value of hybrids and the Captain wasn't one to let go of such an opportunity
× things were progressing little by little and it gave you hope for a better tomorrow with Katsuki by your side.
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Notes: For those that don't know, Tsunadu Hakamada is Best Jeanist.
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Obey Me! Headcanons - The Demon Brothers react to a MC who owns a golden retriever 🐕
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Lucifer ☕
• When your dog first bounds over to greet Lucifer, it’s difficult to tell if the eldest born is a fan of your four-legged pal or not. The Avatar of Pride scrutinizes the ball of fluff as if he were a judge on a dog show —all the while as your dog vibrates impatiently by the front door with a tennis ball in its mouth. Perhaps it senses the need to be on its best behaviour if it’s to impress Lucifer.
• “A pet is a responsibility, not a novelty. I sincerely hope that you thought long and hard about the obligations of a pet owner before you went ahead with your decision to adopt. That being said, you appear to be doing quite well with your four-legged companion —they’re very well behaved. I have absolutely no qualms with you taking over Cerberus’s care when you return to the House of Lamentation; clearly you’d manage much more elegantly than my brothers. Perhaps Cerberus would enjoy the company of your charming pooch as well…”
• So Lucifer does like your dog. Not an entirely surprising revelation, if you’ve seen how he behaves around Cerberus in private. The strict no-nonsense archdemon turns into the softest dog owner that you’d ever have the pleasure of meeting; he’s all ear scritches and belly rubs. By the end of his visit, your dog is blissfully rolling on the carpet by Lucifer’s feet as the Avatar of Pride informs it over and over again that it is indeed “a good dog”.
• Perhaps you’ll even catch the small —but genuine— smile twitching at the corners of Lucifer’s lips as he does so.
Mammon 💳:
• In hindsight, perhaps giving Mammon a heads up about the presence of your pooch would have been a good idea.
• Despite your numerous attempts to reassure Mammon that the furry ball of enthusiasm barreling towards him is a Good Dog™, the terrified shriek that escapes the Avatar of Greed is shrill and ear-splitting enough to shatter your windows (Metaphorically speaking, of course. Rest assured, no windows were harmed in the writing of this headcanon.). When your dog leaps at him to nudge its head into his hand for scritches™ and headpats™, Mammon’s life flashes before his eyes. The only image that he can bring to mind before he passes out cold on your carpet is Cerberus’s terrifying snarl.
• When Mammon comes to, your dog is sitting on his chest —looking concerned and suitably chastised for accidentally scaring the living daylights out of the demon. (Even though Mammon refuses to come clean about how terrified he was. “The great Mammon? Afraid of a lil’ dog? W-What...What are ya talkin’ about? I wasn’t scared!”) The events that occurred over the last couple of minutes play on a loop in Mammon's mind. It finally dawns on him that your dog isn’t the ferocious beast that his imagination had conjured up, and his cheeks flush scarlet.
• Please give your demon a hug. I think he needs one. Or several.
Leviathan 🎮:
• If Leviathan had a pet ranking system, Henry 1.0 and Henry 2.0 would always claim the highest spots possible —the S-tiered, 5-star gods of the pet world. No golden retriever could ever worm its way to the top and snatch his love for them from under his feet. Sorry. But your dog is pretty cute, he’ll give you that.
• Too cute, maybe. Hey...um...you don’t love your dog more than you love him, right? What? Him, the Avatar of Envy, jealous? No! Of course not! Why would you make such an outrageous assumption? He’s not jealous —an adorable fluff ball of enthusiasm for the outdoors and joy is a way better than an icky otaku, after all. Leviathan doesn’t blame you for choosing your dog over him. Any sane individual would do the same...
• When you finally manage to reassure your demon that your dog is in no way competition for the affection that you hold for him, —he’ll always be your favourite demon, even if you have a dog. Even if you have a hundred dogs. Nothing is going to change that— he begins looking at your pooch in a different light. That’s right —as a potential cosplay partner. There’s this new anime that’s been released recently...Levi was wondering if you had heard of it? It’s titled: My Partner Is The Proud Owner Of A Golden Retriever And I’m An Otaku Who Enjoys The Simple Pleasure Of Collecting Merchandise and Cosplaying. One of the main characters happens to own a golden retriever as well, and if you’re willing to give him your blessing (the irony, I know), perhaps you’d lend him your pooch for an afternoon of cosplay and photography?
Satan 📚:
• Satan is a cultured demon who enjoys the company of four-legged companions, but he’s admittedly a fan of felines...not canines. Still, he prides himself on keeping an open mind towards new experiences, so he agrees to spend an afternoon with you and your dog (Even though he’d much rather be attending the opening day ceremony of the Devildom’s newest cat cafe. The things he does for love.).
• He performs some through research before meeting your dog for the first time; spending afternoon after afternoon in the sanctuary of his room reading about dogs and how to care for them. No number of books could prepare him for the real thing, however. When Satan first comes over to spend the afternoon in your home, he’s stiff and awkward —unsure of what to do with a dog. He ends up spending the first hour on your couch, sipping tea and spouting facts about golden retrievers.
• Show him the rope that your dog enjoys playing tug-of-war with, or the tennis ball that it insists on carrying in its jaws everywhere it goes. It takes a while for Satan to warm up to your pooch, but he’ll gradually learn to love —or at the very least, tolerate— your canine companion, even though he still firmly believes in the superiority of cats. Speaking of which, you’d accompany him on a date to that new cat cafe, right?
Asmodeus 💋:
• Oh! Your golden retriever is absolutely adorable! And gorgeous too —albeit not as beautiful as him, but that’s to be expected. There’s not a single individual in all of the three realms that could match up to his beauty. And your dog has such luscious fur too...dear Diavolo, he’d kill to have a haircare routine that’s as effective on his locks.
• Would you be willing to take a photo of him posing with your pooch? It’s for his Devilgram followers, of course —such beauty must be shared with the world, no? You’re not entirely sure if Asmo’s referring to his beauty, your dog’s beauty, or the shared, collective beauty of him and your dog. It doesn’t particularly matter. The two (three?) of you end up spending the entire afternoon orchestrating an impromptu photoshoot, and then spending the evening editing the photographs from said shoot for Devilgram.
• Generally gets along with your four-legged companion like a house on fire. There’s just one, itsy-bitsy issue.
• Your dog sheds. A ton. No matter how often you brush its fur, or how many boundaries you set about it not being allowed on the furniture, it seems determined to shed every carpet, sofa and bed that you own. Asmo never stops whining about the copious amounts of fur that now decorate every article of clothing he owns, but at least your dog seems happy to be able to leave its mark —on Asmo’s ensembles, of course, but also his heart.
Beelzebub 🍔:
• Corporate has asked you to find the difference between this picture and this picture—
• Asmo gets along well with your dog. Beel gets along with your dog even better. As one of the few only brothers who’s willing to spend any amount of time with Cerberus (granted, most of the time he’s only doing so because he’s been promised free food), Beel has grown into quite the dog lover. Your dog seems thrilled to be in the company of someone who appears to wholeheartedly enjoy its company —your dog is thrilled by the company of anyone who’s willing to give it their time of day, but still— and Beelzebub is thrilled to be in the company of a four-legged companion who appears to wholeheartedly enjoy his company. Beel is happy to spend whole afternoons playing with your dog...interspaced with the occasional snack break, of course.
• Speaking of which, Beel very much struggles with not giving into your golden retriever’s extremely convincing puppy dog eyes. Objectively, he knows that giving your dog human (or demon) food is a terrible idea —the last thing he wants is to be the reason that your dog has to take a trip to the vet. But your dog is so cute! And it’s looking at his food with such an intense longing in its eyes...Beel can relate to that. Surely a little nibble wouldn’t hurt…
• When you find yourself having to tell Beel off, suddenly you find yourself at the receiving end of 2 sets of puppy dog eyes; both Beel and your pupper are very sorry. They swear it’ll never happen again! Please don’t be upset…
• How are you supposed to stay mad at them?
Belphegor 🛏:
• ...listen.
• It’s not that he hates dogs. Honestly! He likes dogs as much as the next demon! But they can be loud and yappy and so incredibly energetic, and your golden retriever is more hyper than most. It always wants to go on walks, or play fetch, or make him throw its favourite tennis ball over and over again but refuse to hand it over so he has to engage in a slobbery game of tug-of-war to steal the ball from it —it’s just too much for the Avatar of Sloth. Just watching your dog zip across the room in a display of its endless amounts of energy is enough to tire Belphie out...is playtime over yet? He just wants to take a nap.
• Makes multiple attempts to talk you into allowing Beel to look after your dog. Just for an afternoon! His twin certainly has the energy to keep your hyperactive pup entertained for the whole day, and since you can be assured that your dog is well taken care of, perhaps the two of you could finally stay inside for once and take a nice, long nap. It’s been too long since he’s gotten to hold you in his arms…
• By the time Beel returns your dog to you, it’s all tuckered out from its day of adventures. As you’re thanking Beel for looking after your dog for the day, you catch him chuckling softly at something over your shoulder —Belphie and your furry friend, dozing off together on the couch. They appear to finally be getting along.
BONUS: I'm still not terribly comfortable with adding the (former) undatables to my writing repertoire, but my partner happens to be very fond of the demon butler...and I happen to be very fond of them. So just this once, just to see how it goes...
Barbatos 🍵:
• Oh? So this is the sweet bundle of fur that he’s heard so much about. It’s a pleasure to meet them at long last. Barbatos has always been fond of dogs, and your dog is quite an endearing creature to say the least...it actually reminds Barbatos of Cerberus when he was a puppy. How time flies.
• Treats your dog as if it were an esteemed guest of the castle. As long as Barbatos is around, you needn’t lift a finger when it comes to the care of your beloved pet. Keeping your dog fed and watered? Barbatos has it covered; the butler seems to have an in built in timer when it comes to feeding your dog —Barbatos serves its meals at exactly 6 in the morning and 6 in the evening. Not a minute early, not a minute late. When taking your dog out on walks, he carries a spare bottle of water for the sole purpose of offering it to your dog if it gets thirsty. Speaking of walks...Barbatos is more than happy to escort your pooch on walks in the event that you’re unavailable to do so yourself. Barbatos generally allows your golden to lead the way on their excursions, and is content with following along behind it to keep it out of trouble for however long it wishes to remain outdoors. If it were to tire itself out, Barbatos takes your dog into his arms and carries it the rest of the way home.
• Your pooch becomes very spoiled very quickly. It’s unclear if you’ve gained a butler...or if your dog has.
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New Ways of Turning Into Stone, Chapter 2
A/N I should really think of story titles with fewer words in them, huh?  Thank you so much for the warm reception to the first chapter of my latest fic!  Of course, we all want to know what caused Janet to force Jamie to seek out grief counselling services.  But before we get there, I think we need to know a little bit more about the good doctor herself.  So no Jamie in this chapter, but never fear, he’ll be back in the next one!   Trigger warning for fertility issues.  The working chapter title is “Psychiatrist, Heal Thyself”.
Friday evening arrived, announced by two days of nearly pristine pages in her planner.  Exhausted by the work week’s hectic schedule, Claire stood ambivalently at the doorstep of each dawning weekend.   It wasn’t that she minded the time alone.  Quite the opposite; she was fond of her own company.  But a quiet mind was a mind open to whispers of the past, and those she couldn’t abide.
“What are yer plans fer the next twa days, then?” Geillis asked as she locked the office door.  Her friend was well-versed in Claire’s many coping mechanisms, even the ones Claire barely acknowledged herself.
“Oh, you know, the usual,” she replied as they got into the lift.  “A few classes at the gym, tidying my flat, maybe a run.”
“Christ, tha’ sounds like a punishment, no’ a break!  Ye need tae recharge, Doctor Beauchamp.  Would ye stop tae smell the flowers, jus’ fer a second, fer me?”
Watching the floor numbers slowly tick down, Claire considered her friend’s oft-repeated counsel.  It wasn’t that she doubted the sincerity or sense behind the plea: clinically, she knew the healing power of relaxation, of doing something for the sheer pleasure of it, or of doing nothing at all.  She had been on the treadmill of mindless momentum for so long, though, she wasn’t sure she remembered how to to step off.
The bell dinged and they walked together across the lobby.  Everywhere, people were milling about, rushing with a mobile tucked between chin and shoulder, meeting friends for an après-work drink.  They reminded Claire of ants, engaged in alien activities she could only interpret from a distance.
“I’ll take it under advisement, Geil,” she placated.  They had reached the pavement outside their office, where each weekend they parted to go their separate ways.
“Alright, hen.  Call me, if... weel, ye ken ye can always call, right?”
The back of her throat constricted, squeezing moisture towards her eyes.  Rather than risk speaking, Claire nodded emphatically, gave her friend a quick hug, and walked away without a backwards glance.
***
The next day dawned with a moist crispness to the air.  Having lived in the capital long enough to know that any pleasant weather might be short-lived, Claire threw the windows of her flat open to the timid breeze.  Pushing her utilitarian furniture against the walls and rolling back a threadbare Oriental carpet she’d inherited from her uncle, she proceeded to mop and then wax her floors.  Curls restrained in a kerchief, she’d donned her oldest yoga pants and sweat top for this Saturday morning cleaning ritual.  The kitchen was next.  By the time she reached the bathroom, she was perspiring and a number of ringlets had escaped confinement.
After a much-needed shower, she decided to apply a hot oil treatment and throw together an egg-white omelette.  She ate on the couch, the morning paper balanced on her knee.
Ten o’clock.  Only twelve more hours to go before bedtime.
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Emboldened by the continued clear skies, Claire decided to try a new running route after lunch.  She usually ran the perimetre of Holyrood Park before finishing up with a hard sprint to the rocky nub of Arthur’s Seat.  Today, she took the tram to Corstorphine Hill, the site of an under-visited walled garden according to an article she’d read online.  Dirt paths meandered the park,  entering and leaving oak woods whose grassy skirts were embroidered by sunlight and bluebells.  It was all quite enchanting, and by the time she came across the walled garden, her heart beat with a long-lost weightlessness.
The garden itself was a pocket wonder; tiny but bursting with botanical life.  And while she didn’t literally stoop to smell any of the vernal blooms, she thought Geillis would be quite satisfied when they shared their usual Monday debrief of their weekend activities.
Walking downhill in search of a water fountain, a muddied roar travelled on the springtime wind.  It took a moment to place it, but she recalled that Murrayfield Stadium was located just to the south of the park.   Never a huge sporting enthusiast, she hadn’t been aware that a Scottish national rugby match was being played that afternoon.
Thoughts of rugby called to mind her newest patient.  With his height and bulk, she could imagine him following the sport, if not playing it himself.   Reason enough, she mused, to wander past the stadium as she cooled down.
With her mind pre-occupied, she completely missed the queue of people until it was too late.
“Frank!” a shrill voice broke her reverie, sending an icicle of dread down her spine.  Her heart kicked back into high gear, while her eyes scanned about for an approaching threat.  A tow-headed boy ran past, chasing a squirrel.  She stepped automatically out of his way, but managed to stumble over a tree root in her haste.
“Franklin!  Come back here this instant an’ apologize tae this lady!  Ye near knocked her o’er.”
Turning round, Claire was confronted by a hugely pregnant pale-haired woman, presumably the mother of the young boy who was now scuffing his feet through the leaf litter on his reluctant return.   She looked for a quick escape, but there were families everywhere.  She’d completely forgotten that the Edinburgh Zoo shared the hill with the park.
“I’m terribly sorry,” the mother offered.  “He’s sae excited tae see the pandas, ye ken.  An’ I canna chase after him as I used tae.”  As she spoke, the woman rubbed the globe of her belly, her eyes alight with the mysterious joys of impending motherhood.  It suddenly hurt to breath.
“No... errr, it’s fine, really,” she stammered.  “No harm done.”  Which was patently untrue, but the damage was pre-existing and beyond repair.  “Congratulations,” she choked out, the word like chalk in her mouth.  
The woman seemed eager to strike up a conversation. With a mumbled apology, Claire took off at a run, weaving down the path to the pavement, turning east and sprinting back to the safety of her flat, nearly three kilometres away.
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As the evening wore on, it became impossible to overlook the truth of the day’s events.  No matter how hard she tried to pretend otherwise, Claire still wasn’t recovered from the ordeal that befell her over two years’ ago.  The irony of being a grief counsellor who couldn’t manage to overcome her own grief was bitter on her tongue.  What right did she have to counsel others in behaviours she couldn’t master herself?
She didn’t begrudge Frank his happiness, but she envied him greatly.  Their inability to conceive had torn a fatal wound in their relationship.  Both of them had suffered, both of them had lost a spouse.  But where Frank had quickly moved on to find another, more fertile partner, Claire felt like she was trapped in a never-ending cycle of self-blame and contempt.  No matter how far she ran or how diligently she planned the tidy compartments of her life, the anguish found her.  It was a corrosive shadow that dogged her days, always ready to darken her brightest moments.
It was well past eleven o’clock and she lay watching the flare of headlights chase each other across her bedroom ceiling.  A bottle of prescription pills promised sweet oblivion from inside her night table drawer.  She resisted for as long as she could, but as the minutes crept by, weary resignation won out.
Swallowing two of the capsules dry, she lay like a corpse wrapped in an Egyptian cotton shroud.  Slowly, the dry ice fog and discord of approaching sleep pulled her down, down, down below the waves of consciousness where nothing could harm her.
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There are some buzz words everywhere and, in the writing world, and it feels to me like ‘journaling’ is one of them. It’s something everyone seems to be doing.
It took me a while to build a journaling habit, and I wouldn’t say I’m quite there yet with my Journaling discipline, but whatever experience I’ve had with it has been incredibly beneficial.
What’s Journaling?
Back to the old trusted dictionary! Journaling is defined as:
To write in a journal or diary.
Simple, right?
For those of you with a penchant for etymology and random fun facts, the word ‘journal’ comes from the Latin ‘diurnalis’, or ‘diurnus’, meaning ‘daily’. In late Middle English, a journal originally referred to a book containing the appointed times of daily prayers. (If you use this as an ice-breaker at your next dinner party, please let me know!)
Nowadays, journaling is a lot more about keeping track of one’s praying schedule, and much more about recording one’s thoughts in an informal, free-flowing, stream-of-consciousness manner.
It’ll take different forms for different people, and the great thing about it is that (in my view) there isn’t a right or wrong way to journal. The only right way to do it is the way that feels right to you. As with any form of writing, craft or art in general, it’s all about individual preference, and highly subjective. And because Journaling is generally something that remains personal and private, you can do whatever the heck you want with it.
Pretty great, isn’t it?
Why Journaling is Good For You.
Based on my own experience, I’ve found a few benefits to journaling:
Pressure-free writing.
I’ve found that Journaling, because it follows no set rule and isn’t meant to be shared, is a great chance to write without any pressure. To write just because you want to write, with no other agenda than indulging in your love of putting words together on a page.
To me, writing without an outcome in mind is always liberating. It’s a chance to reconnect with your craft in way you might not if there was a clear purpose to it, like writing a book due to be published or a blog article meant to be posted online.
Experiment with your writing.
Journaling is also the perfect format to experiment with your writing, and try your hand at something new. Maybe you normally write fiction, and Journaling is a chance to give poetry a go. Maybe you generally blog, and your journal can start hosting plots and ideas for a novel, regardless of what you make of it later. Maybe you’ll want to try writing exercises—like jotting down ideas from a prompt or in a specific style. Or you could start recording dreams and memories you can remember.
Discomfort is where we grow, so putting yourself in those situations regularly is a great opportunity to expand your writing abilities and hone your skills. Who knows, there may be writing gold in there somewhere!
Never forget an idea.
I don’t know about you, but I often get ideas for my writing and beyond at the most inconvenient moments—in the shower, whilst cooking, doing the dishes, or picking up dog poop (I know, oh the glamour of a writer’s life!). I always think that I’ll remember these, but the truth is, most of them get forgotten, never to be retrieved again from the confines of my mind.
Journaling is a great way never to lose sight of an idea. My Journaling involves a lot of notes about random ideas I have for a plot, a story, a post, or life activities in general. They serve as inspiration for the future. Writing them down helps me rest assured that I can go back to that list and explore it later, whenever convenient.
Free your mind &notice trends.
One of the most important things I’ve notice happen when I journal, is that it helps me empty my mind fro ma lot of the never-ending thinking loops I tend to fall victim to. By putting thoughts down on paper, I’m able to see them more clearly, and my brain finally feels like it no longer needs to hold onto them. Jotting things down is a great way to break your pattern of thinking (or, if you’re like me, obsessing) and to allow yourself time to take a step back and look at the big picture.
Whether it’s something you’re stuck on in your writing, or in your life in general, journaling on it is powerful, especially if you do it regularly. Not only will you create more space in your mind for better and brighter things—say, your next brilliant writing idea!—but it’ll also give you a chance to notice trends and recurring themes. And that’s a great way to build awareness about your own patterns of behaviour, and start eradicating your most negative or toxic thinking habits.
Keep a record.
Performance coach Tony Robbins (yes, him again! What can I say, I’m a huge fan) says that ‘if your life is worth living it’s worth recording’. I couldn’t agree more. Journaling gives you a chance to be your own life historian. To keep track of where you’ve been and how far you’ve gone. To look back on those day-to-day accomplishments that may look minute at the time but all add up to something big and wonderful in the end.
Looking at your own existence and experience as something that’s worth keeping a record of also sends your subconscious mind a clear message: that’s you’re worthy. You’re enough. Every moment of your life has an impact, the good and the bad, and helps mould who you become.
I’d say there are few more powerful truths to embrace in your lifetime!
Getting Started with Journaling.
That’s all well and good, you might say, but where do I start?
Fear not, my friend, here are some suggestions to get you started.
1. Set a schedule — If you don’t make time for it, chances are it won’t happen, because life has a habit of getting in the way. Identify a time that works best for you—whether that’s morning, midday, evening etc.—and schedule it in your calendar, setting a reminder so you don’t forget about it. If finding time daily feels daunting or unrealistic, why not start with once a week, or a couple of times a week?
2. Make it a habit — Stick to it! Whether it comes naturally or not, be disciplined about it. Embrace whatever comes, both the joys and the discomfort of it. Set yourself a goal—every day for a week, every other day for a month etc.—and sit with it for the entire duration you committed to.
3. Set a timer — Journaling doesn’t have to take a lot of time. I tend to journal for about ten minutes at a time on average, sometimes less and sometimes more. If you’re unsure what duration to start with, set a timer for ten minutes and see what comes up.
4. Let it flow — As I mentioned above, Journaling may or may not feel natural at first. It may feel great or it may feel uncomfortable. Whatever comes up for you, let it flow. Why not journal about the sensations and feelings the experience of journaling brings up? It may end up being one thing one day and something altogether different the next. Whatever it is for you at any given time is what’s right. Be open-minded, remember this is unique and personal, and no one—not even you—should ever judge it.
The Power of Rituals.
If you’re still unsure about the value of journaling, or about getting started with it, let me say this one final thing: the most important piece of the puzzle, as with anything else you do, is defining your ‘why’—i.e. the reasons behind your decision to start (or continue) journaling. Ask yourself:
Why do you want to start journaling?
Why is it important to you?
How do you think it’ll make you feel? How do you want it to make you feel?
What difference do you think it’ll make to you, to your life, to your writing?
Clearly defining your ‘why’ and your intentions will help you maintain the habit. More importantly, understanding the value this holds to you will take journaling from a mere habit—which can feel like a chore—to a ritual of self-care. That’s the difference between doing it because you think it’s cool, or because everyone is doing it, or because you think you should do it, and doing it because you know for a fact, in your core, that this will make you and your writing better and stronger.
This will go a long way in making it more enjoyable. It’ll help you build rituals around it that are nurturing and caring. Get yourself to acknowledge why it’s good for you and why it’s pleasurable, and then set up the environment to make your journaling time feel like an absolute treat. Maybe that’s setting the scene in the room where you journal with a candle or some background music. Maybe that’s selecting a nice notebook if you’re doing this by hand, or picking your favourite writing spot, at home or beyond.
Eventually, these will all act as triggers to get you into the right journaling mindset whenever you’re sitting down for it.
And if you’re not quite sure what that all looks like for you… Well. Isn’t that a great topic to start journaling about?
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🔅i’m only gonna do the legal line for this bc aging up doesn’t really sit right with me anyway nvm when they’re currently minors, i hope you understand!🔅
🪐hyunsuk:
he wants as many kids as possible and he is gonna love them all equally 🥺 but you settle for 2, 2 boys. honestly, they idolise him, but he doesn’t realise it/he doesn’t want to acknowledge it. he plays with them and teaches them lots of things and helps them with their homework when he can. he feels really upset when he has to leave for another country for work but makes sure that he calls every night to talk to you and them. he likes to treat you and the boys to fancy holidays and expensive clothes when he can.
any time he can spend with the boys he cherishes, but he also appreciates just standing back and watching you show off your natural parenting skills too. it really makes him happy to see his little family with all the love in the world being thrown around without even realising. you best believe he’s taking lots of pictures, constantly, of him and the boys or you or anything that he can look back on and remember how amazing that time was.
🌸jihoon:
he’s the parent that your daughter is scared of the most and the one that she will do anything for because of that. he’s super protective over the two of you and hates when fans get a little too invested in your lives. he also hates when your daughter starts dating but you make sure that he doesn’t do anything too drastic. he’s the “leader of the pack” and is definitely in charge at home, whatever he says goes (most of the time lmao he knows his place and he knows you’re always right). it’s all out of love though of course, he just wants the best for her and for you.
he HIGHKEY enjoys parents' evenings and getting to roast your daughter's teacher, even though she always thinks it’s embarrassing and he really is super proud of her development and her learning. he genuinely is interested in everything they say but it always comes to the argument that school and grades aren’t everything and he always tells her that it’s okay if she fails because she tried her best.
⚡️yoshi:
you have one daughter who looks up to her dad a lot. she enjoys spending time with him because yoshi likes to teach her things and likes to share lots of memories with her. yoshi really wants to give her the best childhood, with the most supportive family and set of family friends behind her. he would constantly talk to her and ensure everything was okay, they would be super close and their bond would be inseparable. he genuinely wants the best for her and it shows through everything he does for/with her. he wants to create the perfect family with you, and that’s exactly what he’s done.
he cannot WAIT to introduce your daughter to art and fashion and everything of that nature. he likes to sit painting with them, even if the end result is a brown piece of soggy paper and a headache, it’s still quality time that he and your daughter have spent together. he’s the type of parent to be happy whatever his child does, knowing that their happy is much more important than knowing she’s making money. he hopes that she knows that too, and that she shouldn’t feel pressured to do things just to make him happy, because he’ll always be happy with whatever she’s doing.
🌟junkyu:
it’s twins! 1 boy, 1 girl and junkyu could not be happier. he loves to play around with them and make your life HELL, making a mess everywhere, pulling pranks, even encouraging sassy but sweet behaviour. everything his children do receives a massive “awww” from junkyu, even when they’re doing something really mischievous. he tries his best to be stern with them at times when it’s necessary, but he really struggles with it when they start acting super cute, he’s very forgiving at that moment.
games nights are the nights that he looks forward to the most and asks almost every night do they want to play (of course they’re gonna say yes). even when they grow up a bit, although their love for games may have dwindled, his definitely hasn’t. he thinks they’re so fun to play with and to watch everyone getting along 🥺 he wishes the moment would never end. may also start adding “loser has to…” punishments when they get older and lose purposely just so that they laugh at him.
☀️mashiho:
he’s the type of dad that you also have to treat as your own child. of course there’s boundaries but he’s basically your 5th kid. you have 2 daughters and a son and a pet who you both cherish. he loves watching them grow up with the love of his life and he tells you every day that you’ve made all of his dreams come true. he plays with the children a lot and enjoys being in their company a lot so he really would do anything for them, even if it made him look silly. he cannot hold back his cute outbursts when they hold his hand, it’s his only “flaw”.
as much as he HATES all the spookiness around this time of year, he loves taking the kids trick or treating. he dresses up with them and dresses the dog up too and goes around the neighbourhood with the kids. he also likes to decorate your own house with spooky decorations because he secretly enjoys when they pull their silly pranks on him with the fake spiders and candy eyeballs.
❄️jaehyuk:
from the moment your son is born, jaehyuk becomes the father figure he’s always dreamed of being. he is careful not to let anything come before his family, not work, not friendship, it’s just you, him and your boy 🥺. he can be the stern parent and he can be the nice friendly parent, but he will always be the cool parent who takes him to school in some flashy car. he loves surprising your son with cute little stuffed toys or new clothes and likes to stand and watch over him with you while your son opens them. he’s really proud of who/what you two have created and brought up, it makes him super teary to think about.
he LOVES taking you and your son to the zoo. he really wants him to be animal lover and he wants him to get to see them all. he loves holding his hand while you walk around the grounds and lifting him up to get a better view. he even pays more to let him feed the animals 😭. it’s an educational trip that’s still fun so he thinks it’s the perfect place to take him to.
🌷asahi:
he is an embarrassing dad for sure. you have one daughter and one son together and he makes them both never want to leave the house with him. he will drag them to sing at karaoke, even when they’re young and he will dress up in silly outfits and be like “time to go to the park” while he’s dressed like that. he just wants to make them smile and he knows they secretly find it really funny, he would never actually do anything they felt uncomfortable with. he was pretty worried about becoming a dad but because you were there with him, he could act naturally and without fear.
he really likes whenever he gets the chance to tuck your little ones into bed. since he’s working a lot, it’s a rare opportunity and so he really makes the most of it. he’ll read them a story and when they beg for another, he can never say no. and then he gives them a sweet, gentle kiss on their foreheads before heading out and turning off the light. he thinks about how much fun he’s had with them all day and how cute they look finally getting the rest they need for tomorrow.
🍄yedam:
another embarrassing dad! you are blessed with two children, one boy and one girl, both of which are definitely very embarrassed by their dad. he likes to joke around with them a lot and keeps them both on their toes. but in reality, it’s just a facade to make sure they’re having fun and growing up without sadness. he couldn’t bare to see them down in the dumps, bad days were something that were rare in your household. your kids are both in awe of what their parents have achieved and are both very eager to tell their friends of their successes. you both are their heroes.
his favourite moments with his kids are when he gets to take them (and you) out to look at the stars. he takes you all out in the car in the evening and drives for miles into the middle of nowhere just to let you watch the stars. not only does this give him a chance to appear as the same romantic boyfriend he was before the kids, but also gives him chance to watch your kids appreciating the small but most beautiful, natural things.
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Can we get some rambles about some Moreau's Revenge AU? Like more in deoth about how everyone reacts and feels? Maybe some Emma reaction? Jacob? The public? Does feral!Jekyll ever hurt anyone badly? Do he and Zosi play alot? Is Hyde still there, just trapped in the subconscious of Henry's mind? When he's back to himself, does he still maintain some of his feral behaviours? Does he slip into his feral state as a defense mechanism?
Ok i just gotta mention I love it when people come up with aus, thrust them onto me, and then tell me to come up with ideas/the canon for the aus, I'm not even sarcastic, I just love that everyone has collectively decided that I'm an au hoarder and therefore, I should have all the aus and I should also be the one making the content for them. I love my job and I love all my little kitties bringing me dead mice all the time <3
Also! I'm just going to ramble every single fact that my brain comes up with, and this is specifically going to be about the Feral!Branch of the au <3
Henry got kidnapped after walking home from a dinner with a few of his close friends. Moreau stalked him until Henry was alone, to which he knocked him out and dragged him off to his funky hideout.
It takes a whole month before people find Moreau's hideout. By that time Henry has already been severely beaten, his bones are broken and his body is bloody, yet that doesn't stop him from prowling his tiny cage. Much like an abused dog, he completely ignored his wounds or just made them worse by biting on them, or by trying to stand on his legs when the rescuers found him. Instead of cheering and being relieved, he snarled and growled and tried to swat at them with his claws.
The first four that got into the hideout were Brokenshire, the Commissioner, Jenkins, and Wipple. The four of them were already friends with Jekyll and they were the most worried. While the other police arrested Moreau, they took it upon themselves to find Henry.
They found Henry in a small labspace, laying on the floor while whimpering. The moment he saw them he became aggressive. The only indication that he really was not human anymore was his eyes, sharp teeth, claws, and pointier ears. Subtle changes that were enough to tell them that there was no awareness behind those large eyes.
The sound of pain and anger that Henry made when they had to muzzle him is a sound that will forever haunt every single police officer from that day forward. They had to cuff his arms and practically drag him to the police vehicle, despite the muzzle he managed to make his displeasure and pain quite clear.
They brought Henry to the Society immediately, and made sure that no one else saw him. They but a sheet over the cage they kept him in and told anyone who asked that it was a runaway monster that they were going to dump with the Lodgers. They made the Lodgers gather in the foyer before the revealed who actually was in the cage.
The Lodgers were, to say the least, shocked and horrified. Not only was Henry so badly beaten that he could barely stand by himself, but the way he snarled and swatted after them invoked such a... Uncanny feeling within them. It wasn't really until then they realized how serious all of this was, the whole situation with Moreau.
All Lodgers were absolutely disgusted with what Moreau had done to Henry, but Ito, Maijabi, Jasper (plus Rachel and Robert, of course) were the most affected. The police had to physically restrain them from rushing up to the cage because if Henry got close enough he would not hesitate to hurt them. Brokenshire and the Commissioner (God I swear to god I'm THIS close to oc-fying him oh my god) both have scratch marks from trying to get close and calm Jekyll.
The police helped the Lodgers move Henry to an empty lab room where he could be alone. They still kept him in a cage for quite a while, yet the moment that they had gotten him into the room, Robert completely burst out crying. He really could not believe that happened to his best friend, he is unsure if they even can save him, yet he swears to himself that he will make sure that Henry is safe. He was this close to decking an officer who, during a meeting that he attended at the police station with those present during the day of Henry's rescue, suggested that they put Henry in Bethlam.
Robert did not allow anyone to get into Henry's room, mostly for their own safety, and because he wanted to monitor Henry's recovery himself. No one really listened to that. Sometimes a Lodger (or a whole group) would sneak in just to have a look at him, or give him some treats or some kind of toy. Henry often found himself too exhausted and too wounded to try to chase them away, instead panting on the floor of his cage for most of the time while his visitors observed him with pure sorrow.
Ito, Maijabi, Jasper, and Rachel were the ones that visited Henry the most. Ito and Maijabi would often just sit a bit away from the cage and observe him for a bit, maybe try to talk to him, occasionally they would help steal food from the kitchen to give to Henry. Rachel and Jasper were put in charge of feeding him most of the time, and it was only when Rachel and Jasper threw in chicken in his cage that he let himself be distracted from them and stop snarling just so he could eat. All of them left with tears in their eyes most of the time.
All the Lodgers would be worried, all Lodgers would try to visit Henry, but out of them Ito and Maijabi had it worst. Maijabi felt like he was losing his son, Ito-- so often cold and honest-- had never cried so much in her life when seeing her mentor in such a state. They often comfort each other, and do their best to always be available to help Robert with whatever he needs.
Emma route: I imagine that Henry and Emma are already married at that point. She has been worried sick for Henry the entire time, the police stop by her and Henry's house immediately after dropping Henry off at the Society. She rushes to the Society and the Lodgers all seem so... Sad, horrified, she gets more and more scared and suddenly she sees Robert and Rachel and Jasper, all three looking pale and ill. She begs them to tell her where Henry is... Robert can't even get any words out of him. He simply shows her to the room where they are going to keep Henry and shows her Henry's cage. Poor man is still laying bloody on the floor, still in a muzzle, but he barely has any visible sclera from his dilated irises and his hair is wild. He lays like a beaten dog, he doesn't even react as Emma kneels on the floor outside his cage. Emma turns around and demands and explanation from Robert, Robert sits down on the floor next to her and quietly explains everything the police told him, what Moreau did to Henry. Robert hugs Emma as she just starts crying, but both leave quickly to not... Well, bother Henry, who grows impatient and starts rattling against the cage. Not only has she been incredibly scared and worried for her husband the entire month he was gone, now Henry seems so close and yet so far away and he doesn't even recognize her, he is beaten like a dog and thinks he is some sort of animal and it just... It all becomes so much for her. She leaves the Society and the Lodgers don't see her much after that, although she does come and visit almost every day (and whether or not people know that she does it, is an entirely different question) just to see her husband. Sometimes she will bring food (Henry always loved her cooking) or a toy for him, and she ends up being the first person that he actually allows to touch him voluntarily, despite Robert forcing himself on him so he can patch him up.
Jacob route: Jacob would find out because Abberline and or Brokenshire would tell him about the state they found Henry in. Jacob would probably hear the news that Moreau’s lab got busted and immediately make his way to the Scotland Yard and demand that the police tell him where Henry is. They would tell him as much as they are allowed to about the case, then tell him to go and talk to Robert Lanyon in the Society. Of course Jacob doesn’t do that, he just immediately breaks in and searches everywhere for Henry. Eventually Robert spots him parkouring over the rafters and chases him down until Jacob manages to find the room where they keep Henry. Jacob opens the door and immediately finds Henry tearing through an entire turkey leg, although he immediately abandons the food snarl and bark (or, well, the aggressive equivalent of a bark) at him and Robert, reaching his hand out of the cage in an attempt of tearing them to shreds. No recognition at all in his eyes, Jacob can only stare for a while. Henry looks the same yet so inhumane. Robert does his best to explain everything, Jacob can only watch in pure horror as he hears what became of his lover, seeing it right in front of him. He doesn’t even let Robert finish his sentence before he has already stormed out. He does not care what the police planned to do with Moreau, he goes straight to whatever cell they keep him in and murders him in cold blood. He doesn’t go back to the Society afterwards, no, he goes to the train hideout and hastily tells Evie and Green what happened to Henry, he spends the rest of the night drinking. Unlike the Lodgers and Emma, he stays away for quite a bit. He doesn’t return until a few days later when he has managed to pick himself up. He makes sure that the news and/or rumors of what happened to Henry dies down quicker than they can rise, sometimes he actually has the courage to visit him but only every few days. He gets to see first hand how Henry recovers-- physically, at least, and slowly and surely he starts warming up to having people near him. After only a few weeks, Henry allows Jacob to touch him. Something about him (and Emma in her route, of course) feels familiar, calm and protective. Henry puts his head in Jacob’s hand and Jacob quietly swears that he will always protect him, no matter how long this goes on for.
The public (even including the Lanyons and the Carews, and most parts of the Scotland yard) never get to know what actually happened to Henry, as the rescuers made a good job at making sure no news or rumors spread or that anyone saw Henry in the state he was in. As far as they are aware, Henry is currently in a coma, and slowly Robert feeds into the news, updating people around them about Henry’s condition. “He is stable”, he will say, “but I’m afraid it’s hard to know when he will wake up... If he ever will”. It’s safer to make it seem like he is unconscious rather than conscious because Robert knows that people (journalists, Lanyon Sr, Sir. Carew, etc) will demand to visit him. Once Henry is unferal, they let him decide when he wants the news of his “awakening” to be spread.
The worst Henry has hurt someone was either fighting back to Moreau (which didn’t happen often, as he was too scared of him), but I’d also like to imagine that besides scratching the officers, he bit and hurt Robert quite badly, either Robert or one of the Lodgers, because he got overwhelmed and stressed. Robert really does not blame him no matter how badly it hurt or how serious the wound got, he shouldn’t have overwhelmed him but in his defense, cat body language is hard to read on a human. A positive from that was that Henry clearly felt guilty afterwards when he calmed down, which might have been the first ever sign that Henry was “savable”, as he clearly felt bad over what he did rather than trying to finish the job. It was the first time he actually walked up to Robert and touched him-- headbutted him, even, because he felt so bad for what he did because Robert has only been nice to him. Robert was wrapping a bandage around his arm when Henry came up to him, gently chirping and headbutting him, and Robert straight up bawled his eyes out.
Zosi was literally the only living being that Henry allowed close to him for many, many days. Zosi was both undead and also an animal, which was the two things that Henry associated with safety after having found comfort with Moreau’s monstrosities. Zosi was quickly in charge of being the one to give Henry food and medicine since Henry would allow no one else to get close to his cage, and Zosi was in sole charge of keeping Henry entertained and happy and calm while Robert tried to figure out how to proceed with the treatment. Zosi was just happy to have Henry back, and Henry was happy to have a friend.
When Henry got tortured and lost his sense of awareness, Hyde faded away, but only temporarily. He is, as said, trapped in the mindscape for the time being and until Henry gets his awareness back. It’s quite a nightmare for Hyde because he is watching in real time, while also processing the trauma from Moreau, as Henry’s mind crumbles. Gone are the mind people, instead they are replaced by vague primal instincts and animal behaviors. It’s definitely not as serious as Hyde feels it is, as it’s a slow but sure recovery from a steady dip to awareness as soon as Henry is removed from the lab, but it’s still incredibly scary for him. Henry can’t see or hear him anymore, and even if he could, he wouldn’t be able to react or process him.
It takes almost about 1-3 months before Henry has warmed up to everyone, physically healed, and was able to get the therapy he needed to even become aware, yet he never got rid of the feralness in him. Whenever he is stressed, scared, or overwhelmed, he might jump back into pure feralness or get a few of the key characteristics; subtle physical and behavioral appearance, etc. Sometimes it’s hard for him to get out of it, sometimes it’s not. Sometimes all he has to do is calm down and relax, sometimes he has to sleep it off. Regardless, the Lodgers and his friends/love interests all do their best to keep Henry calmed and relaxed, and make sure he never has to endure as much stress as he did before and after what happened with Moreau. 
(Basically, he goes from full feral to what the Feral Au is rn)
The public never really gets to know about Henry’s... Ahem, condition, however, most seem to accept the excuse that Henry has terrible anxiety after his torture, ergo making it easy for his friends or lover/s to help Henry out of a room or a situation when he starts feeling overwhelmed and like he is about to turn feral. They are all calm and patient and loving and protective with him, every single one, and Henry is forever grateful for the patient they bring him.
Some random rambles btw:
Out of everyone that isn’t his lover for the branch, Henry’s favorite persons are Maijabi and Ito. Maijabi because he feels like his dad, Ito because the feral state in Henry sees her as his cub or pup, in some weird way. When Henry is docile, both Maijabi and Ito quickly learn that Henry very much loves attention and grooming his favorite persons.
I got the idea while writing the Emma route that maybe she was already pregnant by the time that Henry got kidnapped and turned feral, although it was early on in the pregnancy. I just love the angst of Emma wondering if she will lose her husband and if Henry will ever get to meet their child, and the thought of feral Henry freely being allowed to get close to Emma (they were all very worried about that) and immediately sniffing and headbutting her belly is just <3 (Also the thought of Henry almost immediately panicking when the kid is born and Emma wants him to hold him, suddenly his eyes dilate and his hair puffs up but it’s like a cat staring at something absolutely wonderful)
Surprisingly, Frankenstein was one of those who often would sneak into Henry’s room just to see him. In this crossover au, I’d imagine she’d be much more sympathetic for him. Maybe she would talk to him and apologize for bringing him into this at all, maybe she would even apologize for what she said and did to him personally.
I refuse to acknowledge a bad au branch for this one where Henry turns permanently feral and they either have to kill him or let him loose in the wild <3
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