#or altered the past

[jonstarks]

if i have a remote that could control the time, the first thing i do would be to pause the time so i could have a timeless nap

#nobody need to change no future #or altered the past #just let me sleep without have to waste my weekend time

[whimsivamp]

No hate to therians, especially not canine kin, but when I open up the alterhuman/nonhuman tags, I wish there was more than just animal kin, y'know?

You guys already have a word, you guys are animals and therians, but the word "supernatural" is taken by one of the biggest tumblr fandoms and it's so hard to find my people that way.

I want to interact with more vampires, fae folk, mermaids, zombies, angels, demons, devils, haunted spirits, etc. Even robots and dolls! Where are you at??? I need you.

#whimsy writes #alterhuman #nonhuman #otherkin #faekin #vampirekin #fairykin #zombiekin #angelkin #demonkin #seriously no hate but i had to filter out some tags to get variety in posts #it's sad man #even when looking for nonhuman alters or talking about nonhuman past lives #i get people talking about animals #and it just makes me disappointed

[cowbells-and-lillies]

something done yesterday when I missed home so fucking bad I felt like I was dying (and yes I listened to the anthem on repeat during that time it calms me like meditative music to a rabid dog)

#cowbell.art #innit.txt #alter art #the tags past this is just so it gets out there #ctommy fanart #c!tommy fanart

[neosatsuma]

sorry about your boyfriend, he got canceled after only one season. yeah no the ratings were really good, it wasn't that people didn't like him, it was just like, some arcane executive nonsense. yeah. I mean if it's any consolation, he'll be a cult classic for the next 20 years

#sorry about your boyfriend #this applies to lots but what am i thinking rn #1899 #1899 Netflix #firefly #I am not okay with this #star trek tos #to be HONEST #i know that got 4 seasons but it was still cut short and BOY has it remained a classic #my nonsense #altered carbon #hannibal #yeah we're extending a little past a season into 'planned arcs cut short'

[crazy-maracuya]

The day people start making retellings of the bible in the same way they make about Greek mythology is the day when I resurrect

#WHERES THE GNOSTISISM #WHERES THE DRAMA #DROP THE APPLE ALREADY GIVE ME YOUR TAKES ON WHICH KING FLUMBED THE HARDEST #JUDEAH EDITION #bible fandom #i mean its already kinda like that #but i wish i could see into the future just what kinds of stories people will make if christianity has a decadence like other religions #oh it would be cool if there is a merge of religions altogether. I think that fututre would be fun to read about. #kinda like the other metamorphoses in the past God as well is seen as a different being the its past alterations #would be cool would be cool

[regnniar]

cyno begged the boys to do this with him. no one did except kaveh (everyone thought it was cringe but he felt bad for cyno). the kavehno then bloomed 🌈 /lh

#my art #genshin impact #doodle #digital art #procreate #cyno #kaveh #cyveh #kavehno #i pasted the caption. im not typing the same thing again bro. its long af #ship hc confession i see them as alterous & not romantic but still do interactions w/ each other that may overlap w/ romantic-coded actions #same with how i hc my cytham *cough* #yea i know u guys dont get what i mean.. its ok… #update: i forgot kaveh’s earring. im

[sergle]

this might just be the pessimism talking but there are times when I feel the body positive movement is straight up Over. even stuff from now that’s meant to be body positive, or is packaged in that way, is of a lower caliber. like it feels like it’s gotten worse.

#this shit has LEFT #the standards are even lower rn than they have been before #and 'body positivity' has been overtaken by images of bodies that are already socially accepted #and commercially accepted #all the way up to and including bodies that are literally just like. plastic surgery shaped #and none of it is for fat people anymore #and where I saw people more openly criticizing shitty depictions of women's bodies in the past i don't see that shit anymore #and the term 'body shaming'. god how far that has fallen #that gets used if someone so much as implies that kim kardashian esque plastic surgeries that people get #are not fucking Women Empowering Operations #like it's gotten so bad that ppl are saying it's feminist and empowering that so many women are getting bbls #and conversations abt how people get pushed into WANTING to make these alterations w constant negative feedback about their bodies #gets put into a neat little 'smh not very body positive of you' argument #where AM i. #sergle.txt #plus size models are getting smaller. conversations abt body positivity have gotten worse. concerns get shut down faster.

[system-of-a-feather]

BTW just a reminder to the dissociative folks out there, you aren't writing a story, you have a disorder. It's okay for there to be "continuity errors" or parts just "disappearing". That's not a plot hole or sign you are faking. (Nor is the opposite a sign you are faking) It's okay to just shrug at a revelation / change in dynamic / thing that seems out of place and just let it be weird over there. It's completely normal for your system to change frequently, for there to be 'plot holes' and inconsistencies in your system / recall / collective history, etc. It's part of the disorder. If you were writing a story, perhaps it would be bad writing, but you aren't and your real experiences do not have to live up to a theoretical plot line.

#alter: riku #actuallydid #dissociative identity disorder #oddly specific reminder #but i remember being really stressed about this in the past #so if someone else needed this #just putting it out there

[tippenfunkaport]

something something, visited by three spirits that push you to reinvent yourself

and meanwhile, the three mother-type figures in Adora's life were all key to her to figuring out what she really wanted and who she wanted to be but literally...

Light Hope "died" trying to right a wrong from the PAST

Queen Angella died trying to preserve Adora's PRESENT

and Shadow Weaver died to give Adora a chance at a FUTURE

#I could say this more intelligenty with time but this just occurred to me and I'm making it your problem #Shadow Weaver as the terrifying faceless cloaked figure #then her last words being 'this is only the beginning for you' as she bought them time (in the long and short term) #light hope essentially ending the world because of old programming from a long dead race of colonizers #then letting herself be destroyed over memories that should have been deleted bc she regretted what happened with mara #and the way the way the crystal castle gave you a tour of moments of your past like the first spirit #meanwhile angella was just trying to close the portal to save the present aka the life they had right now #but of course her staying behind completely altered the present for everyone especially glimmer #and meanwhile each of these losses served as key moments in Adora's journey (pos change arc if ur nasty) #and she emerged on the other side realizing it was not too late to change and make a new world #spop #shera #she ra #queen angella #light hope #shadow weaver #adora #a christmas carol #meta #do you see what I'm getting at? #this all started because I was picturing the three of them as ghosts at the end watching her Star wars style

[mamunches]

havent drawn him in a little!

#off game #off zacharie #mine #ive altered both my design for zach and batter a bit over the past few days #so ill probably make a new ref for batter zach and my player soon :p #height was adjusted too! z is now 5'8 lol. thats all though #la référence sera simple... juste des croquis côte à côte.

[thesolarsyst3m]

New headmate: what are you doing in my house?/ref

Me: I want waffle fries

#Alyxx speaks #I’ve been frontstuck for the past FIVE DAYS #please #take this hell away from me #did #did osdd #did system #osdd did #actually did #complex did #did alter #did community #did memes #did positivity #did/osdd #did stuff #didosdd #hc did #osdd system #osddid #actually osdd #osdd #osdd 1b #osdd alter #osdd community #osdd positivity #system stuff #system things #dissociative system #plural system

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out) #we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

[worstloki]

Loki surveilling the skyline of New York from the top of Stark Tower and clocking that his favorite paired set of buildings are gone. sad

#everyone wants thor and loki to have visited earth a bunch of times and obviously they wouldn't be too invested in earth politics #but i think the concept of much time passing between visits should be taken advantage of #like what if one of them missed seeing the statue of liberty on their past 3 visits and now that's 'suddenly' a famous historic landmark #Loki like wow I sure hope that restaurant in the Soviet Union is still around! #and Natasha's head whips around so fast like you mean Russia or one of the surrounding countries that used to be part of the USSR #Loki: uhm. well. what's the difference #Natasha: here is a map of the countries does this help #Loki: it does not help but thank you for trying #Thor: what do you mean Rome is gone???? Rome was HUGE????? #Tony: well it's been a few centuries since then Europe is very different now #Thor: (visibly distressed) so the the sweet effeminate men enjoy the streets no more?? #Tony: ...I don't keep track of foreign border laws about that #Thor shows up after 3 years and there's a new president and he's very confused through the entire meeting #brodinsons being so detached from the political scene but being so used to realm politics they come to correct conclusions about things #even though the timeline and how long things stay the same on midgard still messes with them #Loki: at least Egypt is still around #Thor: China also #Brodinsons visiting New Zealand(Aotearoa)/Australia/various British mandate islands before the British formally showed up #returning 2 centuries later and 'the gene pool has altered drastically' 'must've been a war' #well it's either that or since Asgard seems spared of colorism they treat all humans as the same and don't notice. which might be worse #on the colonisation and liberation side of things

[tequiilasunriise]

Oh great bumbleby gods out there I need your help, I want to reread one of my FAVORITE bumbleby fanfics of all time that I haven’t read in over two years and can only remember that I THINK it was called smth like “the weight of memory” please if anyone has it I would be indebted to you forever it was like modern au bumblely exes who were together in college but broke up and eventually meet up again at like??? A wedding of mutual friends??? And its tenseeee with the flashbacks intersecting the present day scenes

#like ive been digging and nothing shows up and I rlly cant remember the title ouchie #i remember it changing past dani’s life it was SO GOOD #therr was a scene where yang’s like ‘love me love me love me’ and it permanently altered my brain chemistry #rwby #bumbleby #blake belladonna #yang xiao long #bumbleby bumblebabes #buzz buzz motherfuckers #guys PLEASE i need this fic in my life again sooooo badddd

[finelytaylored]

FRANK VOCALS!!! FROCALS DIRECTLY INTO MY FACE

#ls dunes #lsdunesphx #past lives #Frank iero #crescent ballroom #I still can’t believe this actually happened wtf #altered my brain chemistry fr #Phoenix #videos #music #concerts #my show #Anthony green #Tim Payne #Tucker rule #Travis stever

[raayllum]

“Sometimes, I think it would’ve been better if you had just killed me when we first met.”

They’d been staring at the fire, despondent and silent for so long that Rayla hadn’t thought Callum was going to talk at all, everyone else asleep in the vague quiet of the Uncharted Forest. But her head snapped up now, eyes wide awake and sharp, her voice spitting like venom.

“Callum, how could you say that—”

“They have the map,” he says listlessly. “And I have his Key. There can’t be a lot of other ways for this to end. Either you kill me first before the world is doomed, or he will, after—”

“Nothing is going to happen to you,” she says past the lump in her throat, daring to reach for the hand he has curled over his knee, his fingers shaking. Hers aren’t much better, even as she gives what she hopes is a reassuring squeeze. 

She wonders if this is what he feels like, when he’d tried and failed to get through to her after the war that Viren was dead and they were safe. Now they’re very decidedly not safe, Callum’s white shock eyes flashing in her mind’s eye when she lets her thoughts wonder too far, and Viren is somehow the least of their problems.

“It’ll hurt you more this way,” he continues, like she hadn’t said anything. He still won’t really look at her. “Than it would have if we were strangers—”

“You are the reason the world has peace—”

“And I might be the reason there won’t be much of a world, peace or none, aren’t I?” he snaps back, finally looking at her. Then the ire fades, his shoulders slumping. He turns his hand over to lace his fingers through hers, even if she’s the limp one now. He runs his thumb over her knuckles. “No world for you or your parents, or Ez, and I—”

Concerned for his inner circle, like always. For her. Sometimes, she thinks he’d seal all of them up in a little magical air bubble, away from the fighting, if he could, and if push came to shove. 

His voice breaks. “I don’t want to hurt you.”

Because he might, under Aaravos’ command. Because if she kills him, he knows she’ll never really forgive herself.

Callum has never revoked his request though—just selfish and insane enough to keep it, to put that on her shoulders. But maybe she owes him after everything she’s put him through. A way to make her live with the horror she put him through, of surviving without her, of leaving first. Maybe he believes this is her price to pay, even if the thought settles over her like ice, because no—Callum isn’t like her people. He doesn’t believe in prices. He never has.

“I don’t care if you hurt me,” she says softly. “I’m not leaving you.”

She knows she’s said the wrong thing, somehow, even if she doesn’t know how or why by the way he grouses and slips his hand out of hers.

“You should’ve killed me,” he reiterates, “before you fell in love with me.” 

#hey look it's the kids having a Bad Time #when is this set? idk. but assuming a second possession has happened and/or callum has made some kind of mistake #rayllum #alterous rayllum #i need you to kill me #arc 2 #post season four #s5 speculation #ficlet #my fic #i stayed up past my bedtime for this #fic #WHAT IS THIS? IDK. A CONCEPT FOR SURE #mental health #just in case #IDK tw for a Lot of discussions of death? uhh extreme apathy about your own survival? yeah. Yeah #caylangst #good god