#over two lifetimes

[holygroundgone]

just absolutely fucking obsessed with the 0.5 evil marriage bad end deep in love deep in suffering of it all, everything that could've possibly went wrong went wrong and they're in it together

#truescholar.txt #the way that from the beginning of the book mo ran absolutely portrays it as him one sidedly tormenting chu wanning out of hate #but slowly it unfolds the realization of the sheer degree of intimacy and 'you would not be fucking doing that if you just hated his ass' #it's strongly been my conviction that once chu fei realized what was going on and 2.0 chu wanning inherited his souls and memory #thus meaningfully continuing his existence on (and i want to think it's a more complete continuation unlike soma level memory self shit) #that his perception of their years together in taxian jun's palace would completely change #and that he would almost treasure the time they had together even if during it was the most painful and agonizing time of his life #toxic trauma bond moments but they were in it together #and mo ran would've never done this to him in this way (ie the illusion of not loving him deeply in body heart and soul) #2ha is definitely not a moral tale nor an 'example of what you should or can do in a relationship' #but instead the story of how two deeply mentally ill and traumatized people fought their hardest to find their way home together #over two lifetimes #over many lives lost and regained #it truly only works because it's them and because they have the exact same kind of madness for each other

[seagreenstardust]

When Katsuki Bakugo needed saving, Izuku came up with a plan where Todoroki, Iida, and Kirishima went rocketing across the sky to reach him.

When Izuku Midoriya needed saving, it was Katsuki, Todoroki, and Iida who went rocketing across the sky to reach him.

Both times, our Twin Stars decided to set their own needs aside and allow the other’s trusted friend to take the lead in bringing them home. Izuku knew Kirishima was the right choice to get Katsuki away from the league quickly and safely, and Katsuki knew Iida was the better man for the job of catching up to Izuku and bringing him back.

Can we please just take a moment to appreciate the parallels. Please.

#bkdk #bakudeku #mha #bnha #I was rewatching Deku vs Class 1A #(easily in my top three favorite eps btw) #(if not the top) #and the parallels slapped me in the face multiple times #Katsuki really is showing how he’s finally pulling even with Izuku emotionally #he’s been beaten over the head with Save to Win for literally the last two seasons of not longer #and his guilt for how he treated Izuku for years has been eating up at him #he has to bring Izuku back to UA and he has to apologize #but he let’s Iida take the spotlight #he recognizes he’s not the right person for what needs to be done so Katsuki helps Iida get there and let’s himself wait for his turn #he’s working as part of a team #he’s putting Deku’s needs first #and he’s determined to apologize for a lifetime of what he acknowledges at last were very bad and hurtful decisions #and we see it in how his rescue of Izuku parallels Izuku’s rescue of him #i can’t with these two I really can’t #twin stars but actually #wonder duo #happy ending when because I literally cannot accept anything else at this point

[annaofaza]

It makes me sick that the Eye of Michael has been around for 133 years (almost as old as the twins!). They've wreaked so much destruction and hurt so many children... And if you survive their shit, if you're even good, they give you something to continue the cycle.

Wolfwood did indeed do the Punisher justice—just not in the way Chapel intended.

#trigun maximum #look I'm terrible at ages and math but wolfwood couldn't get a learners permit in my state #and he was good enough for a once-in-a-lifetime weapon to be forged? #plus livio got two so wtf #trigunbookclub #trigun bookclub #my post #also: the punisher is so much taller than wolfwood someone hug this boy and clock chapel over the head #chapel: “you must be inspired by this weapon of destruction” and present-day ww is “fuck you” #ALSO “the name is sacred” but human lives aren't? these kids aren't? FUCK YOU EOM

[flowercrowngods]

i don't know how to be merely acquaintances when we used to be friends. or i think we used to be. i don't know how to yearn for a simple hello when you've been heaping your affection on me months ago, and i don't know how to talk to you when you won't say anything. when suddenly it's all about me. you know i have nothing to say, you know my brain is void of everything but horribleness and i cannot tell you about my day because i don't even know about my day. i cannot tell you about my day when i know you won't listen, when i know you'll apply your philosophy to my world and don't believe me when i say that everything is terrible. i don't know how to be the person you seem to think i am, or the person you want in your life. i don't know if you want anyone else in your life now that you're in love and sappy, found another recipient for your affections, leaving me empty and wounded and yearning.

you said you missed me. said it many times, while i was gone. now i'm back, have been back, and i wonder how you missed me, why you missed me, when you won't talk to me. i think you mistook missing for worrying. i think you mistook caring for a feeling of obligation. i think you like missing me more than talking to me.

and i think i can't breathe with how much that hurts

#how do you miss me when you won't talk to me? how do you like me so much and then go to just. not? #how did i let you in when i try so hard not to let people do that because i know that once they get past the walls all i'll be left with #is the idea of them rotting and withering inside me. polluting the space i create to keep myself safe. #why does everyone leave? leave in silence too. leaving behind so many questions and so many words engraved in my brain #i am so tired of *grieving* when those i grieve are still alive and well and thriving and i'm reminded that it's versions of myself #that i'm grieving instead. how do you grieve yourself? how do you not fucking fall apart over it? #just. fucking talk to me. don't make it be true that all i'll ever be is nothingness and the memory of someone you liked once #but never never never liked enough #i'm so so cold already. i'm a shell. i want to be warm again but it always leaves me so hollow and hurting #i grieve the dio who was warm. i grieve them i miss them i am so so angry that he had to leave. to hide. with no way out #i'm happy for you. i'm happy you're happy. but you're no better than anyone else and it makes me want to run away again #but i have nowhere else to run and no one else to be. and it's so fucked that it doesn't matter who i am i'll never be enough #for someone to just. stay. to see me and to stay. to hear me and to sit and listen and just. just fucking stay. #maybe i'm not worth staying for. maybe there's nothing to know nothing to hear nothing to see nothing to listen to nothing to find #maybe all i'll ever get is one/two good months paid for with a lifetime of grief. and i'm at the point where i don't want the good months #anymore with you or anyone else who tears down these walls with affection that is so endlessly addictive and leaves me yearning. #on the off chance that it will keep the grief away too. but that's the thing about grief isn't it? it's here to stay. unlike you #god this is so fucked up and i'll delete this later but for now i just need to. let it out. poe said i should make a side blog for the grie #but poe's not there anymore. poe has stopped starting fires. so this goes on main until shame makes me take it down #blah #personal #not st

[soliloquent-stark]

y'all it's my sweetheart's birthday today 🥹💗

#and she's currently sleeping next to me in my childhood bed in my childhood home in my country that i haven't been in three years #for... reasons #conveniently the same room i was in when we first texted each other a decade ago and #same room we slept in after she spent the money she earned working two jobs as a teenager and travelling for over 24h to come meet me #the same room i came out to my mum in #the same room we fell in love many lifetimes ago #the same room i studied in and cried in and fought with my mum in and hid from my parents in and now it's #sweet memories rewriting all the ugly #trying to make sense of my childhood again and fix the broken cracks and she's here for me though it all #and she's the best person in the whole world and it's a privilege for anyone to be her friend but to feel the depths of her love like i do? #it's like being under the warm sun every single day #except the sun is an insanely gorgeous hilarious selfless and intelligent woman #and she chose me 🥹 #whinysteve the resilient woman you are. tumblr would not handle your life story #but they're extremely lucky to have you on here ❤️

[softquietsteadylove]

“Today, every day, and on Valentine's Day, I will visit my wife of 56 years. We are separated by her dementia. I will tell her what's been going on outside, as I spoon-feed her in her care-home hospital bed. She says, "Thank you," when I tell her I love her. We both know she would say more, if only she could. We have had a great life together, ever since the second grade. She is slowly leaving, I know that. But we're a pair until then.” I saw this quote on NYT’s post about small acts of love, and I immediately thought of Thenamesh which made me think of you. I know this might be a sensitive topic so feel free to skip this as a prompt if you’re not comfortable, but I do think you could write something not only respectful but absolutely beautiful about this vein of love for our favorite pair. It reminds me of the Notebook too, if that’s at all inspiring! As always, love everything you give us <3

Far out in the Australian desert, there is a house.

It sits completely apart from everything around it. The land is tended to and the house is inhabited despite the arid nothing surrounding it. There is a water pump and an oven, a garden and space to keep goods.

Everyday, a man leaves the house. He leaves with a basket in hand, and he walks under the unforgiving sun. The trip is made in silence, walking for hours. He says nothing, stops for nothing. His journey takes him even further into the desert, further away from everyone and everything.

He walks until he sees a figure on a hill. The figure is all white from a distance, standing out against the sizzling red sands. It remains completely still. Most would even assume it doesn't breathe.

The man sets down the basket first, lowering himself next to the figure. Her hair picks up in the breeze, but he keeps it away from her face. Her eyes are as white as the dress on her back. When the weather turns bad he comes and stands over her, wraps a blanket around her shoulders.

He would fight off the lightning and thunder if he needed to.

He touches his hand to her cheek, to make sure she has warmth in her skin. He checks her eyes, which have not been green in years now. He checks to make sure she's still breathing, that time has stopped for her in a way that leaves her comfortable. He checks that she is still the Warrior Eternal, Thena, his wife.

The Strongest Eternal settles for the time being. He comes and sits with her everyday. Some days it's hours, some days it's only one. He has their home to attend to. He comes and tells her he misses her, what is happening back on their little patch of land. Tells her of the lizards she loved so much running through his garden.

The man pulls over the basket, pulling out some of the mead he has perfected over the years. There's no harm in letting her taste it, now. He pours it into a delicate sipping vessel and brings it to her lips. It is not as if she can expire of natural causes, out here. He can't either.

But he likes to come and share things with her. He's even started taking up her old practice of drawing, although he is certain she would tell him if they were as terrible as he thinks they are. Still, he brings them and shows them to her, one by one. Many are of her.

He eats something for himself, whatever he has made and brought with him. He still cooks because he enjoys it, even if there is no gentle humming at the table or smiles bathed in kitchen window sunlight. She always told him that her favourite part about his cooking was how happy it made him. She wouldn't want him to stop.

He points out clouds to her, asking what she thinks they look like. She would always just say weapons in the past, so now he makes up things like bunnies and monsters and even their family members, in a way. He asks her how they are sometimes, certain that she must be with them. Because he hopes that whatever happens within those completely white shrouds in her eyes, that she is happy, and safe.

He packs up the basket again, preparing to walk home. He tilts her chin towards him. Sometimes he can imagine her lips lifting ever so faintly. He can imagine the smile his wife always had for him. "Hey."

She does not reply.

"I'm heading home," he whispers sweetly to her, promising the next time he will feel most alive instead of the hours in between. "I'll see you tomorrow, sweetheart."

Her head tilts, leaning into his touch just a little more.

He smiles. Because sometimes she's in there--his Thena. He can see glimpses of her in times like these, when she leans into his touch, when her fingers twitch to hold onto him as much as she is able. There are traces of her still there, in the time he feels most alive.

He has no illusions, nor regrets. An Eternal has only the merciless and indefinite future to look forward to. He said they would take that chance, and they did, for almost a thousand years.

He's happy for these moments, and he can live with the hours in between. He leans forward and presses his lips to her forehead. She stopped blinking long ago but he swears he can see her eyes moving when he does this. "See you soon, Thena."

His hand slips from hers, and he sees that little twitch that makes him smile again. The first time he'd seen it, he had stayed for hours and hours afterwards. Now he knows he will see it again.

He walks back down the hill, looking back at her a few times just because he feels like it. She does not move. He knows she will be there tomorrow, and the next day. And if the earth shatters in half the day after then he will come and get her, and he will carry her to a place that is whole. He will carry her to the ends of the earth and sit with her when that end comes.

He would have nowhere else to be.

The man walks back, hours and hours again. The sun shifts in the sky and he makes it back before nightfall. With the dusk oncoming, he can see the light he always leaves on at the house. He follows the same path he walks everyday. He sets the basket down and walks out to check on the garden and the lizards. He makes sure his apron is hung up and his dishes are clean.

He goes to their room, lies down in their bed, and he thinks about his wife. He falls asleep with his hand on her pillow, thinking of her hair trailing onto his shoulder, of her soft breathing and her laughter. And tomorrow, he will go and see her again.

Far out in the Australian desert, there is a home.

It is the home of two Eternals, a husband and wife. They travelled the world together, even saved it, in a way. It was always known that she would leave before him, and they took that chance. They built an entire life out in the arid desert, out surrounded by the sand, surrounded by the sea.

Their home is built at the ends of the earth, and the wife resides further into the nothingness still. And her husband walks to see her, every single day.

#Thenamesh #sorry #oh am I ever sorry because this one is painful #it's a beautiful prompt truly #maybe I do consider this a sensitive one #but the core of Thenamesh is devotion #to love beyond the immediate #Gilgamesh says we will take that chance #knowing one day he could lose her #and they spend a lifetime out there #a life separate from their family and their mission and the outside world as a whole #it's just the two of them #and it will be the two of them until the end of the earth as far as Gil is concerned #they said til death do us part and he meant it #Gil brings her rice wine and water and sweet juices #when it rains he sits with an umbrella over them #or he stands over her to make sure Zeus doesn't get any dumb ideas #strike his wife at your own risk he thinks #Arishem himself be damned he will fight

[mediumsizedpidegon]

love characters where it's like: you don't have to do this. why are you doing this. ninety percent of this is unnecessary and you cannot admit this to yourself, even if you were under gunpoint because it would mean that you have agency. you can stop now. you aren't needed here anymore. your role is done and the exit is right in front of you– why won't you take it?

Are you finally going to realize that you care about this abysmal, miserable world and the people in it? Are you going to make your decisions without thinking it's already set in stone?

are you ready to realize you live here, and affect it as it affects you?

get well soon, shang qinghua.

#svsss #shang qinghua #ghost!shang qinghua au #this could be applicable to canon sqh but im specifically thinking about ghost sqh #like. you're dead buddy. you're DONE. it's OVER. aren't you satisfied? you got out way earlier! #except no you aren't. #sometimes. just sometimes. if you have enough resentment– two lifetime's worth– and a single spark of luck #(and a system to cannibalize for power) #you can say fuck you to the Entire Concept Of Death! #my posts

[scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde]

only hot girls get emotional about the relationship between jesus and judas every night

#my roman empire actually #very apt talking about the romans lmaoo #no but fr #me picking which bible story to never leave my mind: #the entire book of job? the amount of slaves that god just allowed to die whilst moses was growing up? abraham and issac? no #(i mean yes but) #these two mfs and their complex intricate realtionship that makes me want to set myself on fire #im not a christain anymore but thats only in the last couple of years #i was raised by very religious parents and partook in everything until i was about 18 and started deconstructing everything #but lemme tell you #a lifetime of religious teachings stays in your head #and theres smin special about these two okay #(and the fact i identified most with judas over everyone else in the bible should really have been something i paid better attention to tbh) #i dont know how to tag this #i dont want angry christains coming after me #are there angry christians on tumblr because honestly thats hilarious #jesus x judas #judas iscariot my guy #anyway gonna go add to my judas pinterest board goodbye #queued post

[jyndor]

the haitian revolution was so mean and violent no wonder they never successfully overthrew their french colonizers oh wait

#and theyve paid for it every since because the us and france are VINDICTIVE AS HELL #but they did win independence through violence #also like... cubans didnt nicely ask the rich bautista supporters to stop oppressing them #now obviously i would PREFER nonviolent resistance but who wouldn't? its just clearly not a viable option #i dont have to like it - its not about MY feelings or yours frankly #if you're not palestinian it isnt up to you - to us - to decide how they respond to their aggressors and oppressors #can we have two thoughts at once? i dont think most people would actively prefer violence over peace #but some people can make that choice and some try and try and try and get shot whether they are peaceful or not #would you condemn slave uprisings? what about native americans fighting american colonizers? ofc not #but those are people who are long dead right? beyond our lifetimes - MOSTLY #not that long ago but not like... susan from down the street #but this is how so many people sound #free palestine #colonialism #resistance #occupation #genocide

[tswwwit]

For the reincarnation thing, how does the time work?

I'm assuming its only Dipper being reincarnated; not everyone, so does he get reincarnated at any point in time, modern time being reversed each time or does he just get reincarnated as time goes on?

In that case- that opens up:

Sci-fi era

Time is kept nebulous because if I start making a solid timeline, I'd have to keep track of it. And screw that! Let's just say it's some kind of wibbly wobbly timey-wimey bullshit that doesn't have to be linear, or even make sense!

Sci-fi era is very approved. A truly fine concept! Idiots in love is always enhanced when they can also be in space.

#answer #Reincarnation AU: The AU of an AU That's an excuse to have a million more AUs #Because I didn't write enough of this AU as it was to begin with right #Love these two idiots #Meanwhile I trudge onwards through the smut mines with my trusty pickaxe #It's slow going but it's honest work #Why *would* the whole soul carrying over into another lifetime have to be constrained to something as silly as linear time anyway #Pfftt what a ridiculous concept Bill laughs at it

[kivinelock]

The Sun and The Moon.

The Young Ancients.

Apollo and Artemis' worshippers.

Lovers of the light and forests around them.

At different times, and different places, but two in the same despite their differences.

The joy and the anguish.

The love and contempt of the world they grew up in.

Two tieflings.

Two paladins.

Two oaths of the ancients.

#art #artists on tumblr #emotions #sketch #digital art #colored sketch #tiefling #dnd #dungeons and dragons #apollo #artemis #sun #moon #purple #i love them your honor #ahhhhhh #they haven't met until they've lived two lifetimes over #so like 200 years #which is a lot when you're a tiefling #they're both sad #and they also both have tiefling partners #guess what happens to tieflings when they get old #THAT'S RIGHT THEY FUCKING DIE #im in pain #crying screaming throwing up #literally i did this to myself why am i complaining

[bookwyrminspiration]

Whsybsgbyebygyeb your art I could never— your honor, can we get some Tam, Keefe, and Biana platonic art?

this ask is very old but we’re gonna pretend it’s not and say: hell yea we can! love me some them <3

I’d do literally anything for them btw. just so you know

KOTLC Art Taglist:

(please let me know if you want to be added or removed)

@bronte-deserves-better @imaramennoodle @thisbluewind @we-have-no-bananas-today @theofficialkai517 @ruewen-and-rising @keefeinnit @thesandsofdawn @crumpledwitchfeet @ascendant-queen @tribblemakingalicorn @axels-corner @loverofallthingssmart @silveny-dreams @girlofmanyfandoms @enbies-and-felonies @impostertamsong @sofia-not-sophie @alabestrine @keefes-hairgel @fanartofthelostcities @three-bunnies-in-a-trenchcoat @a-lonely-tatertot @ketterdamkid @cosmogyral-cleo @meg-doodles @dragonwinnie-kotlc @anaccidentwaitingtohappen @maglorslostsilmaril @even-if-in-another-time @crazedfangirl14 @callas-pancake-tree @katniss-elizabeth-chase @wolfstar-being-ridikkulus

#kotlc #kotlc fanart #quil's quill #quil's queries #sundayshootin #my secret santa gift isn't ready yet so enjoy this in the meantime #okay everyone on my taglist that's it those are the four requests I had left from 2020 that I posted over 4 days we're good now #back to normal once in a lifetime tagging now I promise #but anyway! really apprehensive going into this one but I absolutely loved it! #took a picture of the sketch just in case the watercolor ruined it #and this is the piece the tam sketch from earlier is from :) #i hope the two year wait was worth it...and also my apologies and thanks for your patience

[alfhildr-the-word-weaver]

I must say, it's pretty poetic that I've gotten to season 6 of Vampire Diaries right before another solar eclipse happens in America. I certainly didn't plan it, but it does feel like my timing is very appropriate with this one. I do have questions about the accuracy of the eclipse portrayal in the show, though. I mean, a solar eclipse did in fact happen on May 10, 1994, and it was visible across much of the country, so that much is accurate. But I don't think Mystic Falls would've had quite as good of a view as they show it having. For reference, here's a map of the May 1994 eclipse path (credit: timeanddate.com):

And, if you'll remember, Mystic Falls is like two hours from my old hometown just a stone's throw north of Lynchburg, Virginia, as seen on the locator spell map (this one's all over tumblr, forgive me for not remembering what blog I grabbed it from):

So if you zoom in on the timeanddate map and pick somewhere closeish to there:

It looks like Mystic Falls would be getting a little over 77% coverage or so. It's also worth noting that the '94 eclipse was an annular eclipse, not a total eclipse like tomorrow's eclipse. That still means that the moon went directly in front of the sun, but it does mean that it was small enough/far enough from earth that you didn't quite get full coverage of the sun (thanks to weather.gov for the nifty graphic):

So, I'm not positive whether it would've looked quite as dark as was shown in the show:

Although, I must admit, in this video I found on youtube of the '94 eclipse, (part of me is shocked to find footage from then but I know I shouldn't be like yes they had cameras in the 90s) it actually looks more similar than I expected it to look, but I imagine it was most likely filmed within the path of totality:

But also, when Kai takes Bonnie to Portland, don't they see the eclipse again there? I couldn't find that clip on youtube just now, but Portland barely had any eclipse--only 42-43% coverage, so it would've been way milder of a visual effect, barely any dimming in the sky noticeable without eclipse glasses.

The funny thing is, the area where I live is going to be sitting right around 80% coverage tomorrow. I was lucky enough to get to travel to Missouri for the 2017 eclipse to get into the path of totality, but I'm afraid that it hasn't worked out for me to do so this year, which is immensely disappointing to me as an astronomy enjoyer, but I do still plan to go to an eclipse party and I'm going to start saving to try and get to Spain for the next total eclipse in 2026, which is going to be right around my 30th birthday (screaming). Anyways, it isn't great, but here's my best picture from the '17 eclipse:

I didn't even have a smartphone yet then, because despite it being 2017, I was somewhat of a luddite, so I had the purple flip phone I so stubbornly clung to and a point-and-click Nikon, but I still think this picture is pretty cool for what it is. Here's the zoom in so you can really see that ring of fire (and my shaking hands doubling the image):

Obviously you can find thousands of better eclipse pictures online, but that one's still special to me because it's mine. Anyways, I'll report back with smart phone pictures from whatever I see of the 80% total eclipse tomorrow to compare and contrast with Mystic Falls's 70% annular eclipse of the 90s, because from what I've heard it's going to be much less impressive than full totality was, but I've yet to watch a partial solar eclipse, so I'll just have to find out. Also, if you happen to have any vampiric loved ones trapped in a magical prison dimension who you need help freeing during the eclipse tomorrow, let me know and I'll see what I can do! ;) Hahaha. Anyways, happy eclipse everyone, and may we all possess sufficient self restraint to avoid eye damage (says the woman who has looked at the sun unprotected so many times and is probably going to go blind because of it some day. I know what I've done lol. Don't be me.)

#posts where I actually feel like I'm using my blog as a blog #Solar Eclipse #Solar Eclipse 2024 #Solar Eclipse 1994 #The Vampire Diaries #TVD 6x02 #is where the screenshot's from specifically #Damon Salvatore #Bonnie Bennett #Eclipse History #nerding out over the eclipse in the vampire show #it's also funny to me how two eclipses in my lifetime are so close to my birthday. I think it probably means I have magical powers ;) #May 10 1994 #that's two years and change before I was born #April 8 2024 #I'm so tempted to ditch all my responsibilities and drive south to totality but it's an 8 hour drive and I'd have to leave at like 4am #if it was a 4-5 hour drive to totality I'd do it. but I think a 16 hour round trip would kill me and I didn't have the good sense to plan #or book a hotel in advance or anything and everything in totality will be booked up for sure. and tonight is the night I would need to be #in a hotel anyways so. missed that boat. I mean I could go now and just drive through the night. but ugh. I just. ugh. I can but I can't yk #anyways everybody says that the Vampire Diaries writing quality drops off around here but I'm still loving it so far #it's incredibly frustrating sometimes but like. it knows how to give me The Feels(tm) and so I'll let it jerk me around all it wants #I would personally prolly want to stay in the prison world for at least a little bit to get to enjoy that eclipse from a bunch of angles th #like that's a rad as heck day to get trapped on imho. Love me a good eclipse #i ramble #even in the tags I ramble #Youtube

[mobius-m-mobius]

HELLO STRANGER i am sorry if this is really sudden and out of he blue, but i was just reminded of the existence of the show Mad Dogs, and i have been looking in tags EVERYWHERE to try and find this one promo image for the show where there was a car in the swimming pool, and now i wonder if i just hallucinated it. do you have any leads? D: -signed a displaced Life on Mars fan

Hey there!! Omg please know finding anything related to Mad Dogs in my inbox is never anything but a pleasure, it seriously is my favorite show in existence and unbelievably underrated so the more talk of it the better.

On first thought I'm wondering if this is the pic you're looking for:

and if so there's also a small video promo of the same scene right here as well if you need it 🥰

If not let me know and I'll be happy to browse around, this is the only one coming to mind atm but I'm currently away for work without access to my usual files so can check those later!

#always look back on the 'in awe of life on mars to thirsting over mad dogs' pipeline so fondly lol #being totally unaware i was about to watch the two best shows of my entire life back to back will forever be a transformative experience 😅 #and once again this is me telling everyone to PLEASE watch mad dogs #i mean the pic alone should convince but it's the ride of ten lifetimes in one just an absolute trip (literal) in every way possible 👀👀 #thanks so much for the ask and hope your month's been off to a great start! <333 #ask

[theold-ultraviolence]

has any of my besties in here have ever tried that Glossier You perfume? I've heard it's all the rage because of the longevity and the singular scent, and they finally carry Glossier in Sephora Mexico and kinda wanna try it out ( I should NOT be buying treats right now but I am weak and very bored lmao)

#this year I've kinda been on a quest to expand my horizons with perfume #because my signature one is Coco Mademoiselle #I swear it's the ONLY perfume that lasts a lifetime on me #but I feel like it gets a little heavier during the warmer months #it's more of a wintery/cold weather type of scent #And I tried the White version of J'adore by Dior which I really like but it doesn't last AT ALL on me unless I spray myself ALL OVER #with the Mademoiselle one I only need like two or three sprays and I'm all set #so I've been looking for a perfume that will be good for the hotter months but that will last as long as the Mademoiselle one #anyway #long story longer #but also if you have worn any other Glossier products I'm super curious about it #I always see it in ads and I like their image and the products look cool but have never ever ever tried it

[britneyshakespeare]

hey quick question... why am i (someone who never engages w true crime) being recommended content on youtube about christina grimmie’s murder? and also wtf? i guess 7 years is a long time for the internet but if you knew about christina grimmie before that happened, no it’s not. that news was fucking chilling and it’s never going to be normal and it feels so weird to make it like some retrospective true crime folklore. that feels really unnecessary to her legacy to just present her as a “murdered youtuber.” stop!!!!!!!

#the video's from two days ago & if you've been recommended the video too... listen. idk the creator of that video #so im not gonna critique them too harshly. and i KNOW the youtube game is about engagement and getting clicks #they didnt even put christina's name in the title. they refer to her simply as a murdered youtuber #stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #am i being recommended this because i sometimes watch youtube drama/commentary? (i dont watch it as much as the algorithm wants me to) #(but yeah i do occasionally click on youtube retrospectives and keep up w a little scandal here and there... not so much) #(ive definitely tried to consume less of it over the years and i only have a few specific channels i really follow) #PLEASE dont reduce christina grimmie to 'murdered youtuber' i find that so offensive and distasteful #she was a really big legend on the platform in her lifetime and she did so much w her short life #seriously fuck that. call her her NAME and if you make videos about her in retrospect obviously you cant gloss over the tragedy #but you shouldnt make it the highlight of her story. seriously. SERIOUSLY!!!!!! #text post