#q!Forever just catches anyone’s attention

[wowieeitsisa]

Unfinished dialogue, not sure how to even address this, but it’s q!Forever related

#IsaArt #qsmp #quackity smp #smp #q!badboyhalo #badboyhalo #q!philza #philza #4halo #implied Phillever #but like #not even requited? #q!Forever just catches anyone’s attention #to the point someone who isn’t even interested catches on and is amused #do you get it?

[stellarred]

Hide n' Q Observations!

It's been a long time--counting in years here--that I've watched Hide n' Q.

But, I managed to catch it tonight, and there are things that I thought were interesting.

**Warning: Lengthy post**

1. We already know that in Q Who, Q focuses all his attention on Picard in scenes, like in Ten Forward. Riker is a total afterthought. So is the crew in the Bridge scene with "I need You!"

It's Picard vs Q. In Encounter at Farpoint,

Q stares at Picard quite a bit when he appears on the Bridge near the end of the second episode. A lot in fact, for an alien, who is supposed to judge and condemn Humanity. Humankind is screwed but, this human's safe. He's bald and so special.

In Hide n' Q, Q spends a lot of the scene before transporting the crew to the planet, looking at Picard. He even asks Picard, "Oh, come Picard. Why do you distrust me so?" What about the crew? Why does PICARD'S lack of trust matter? If there's anyone Q wants to talk to, it's Picard. If there's anyone who matters, it's Picard. The crew? Who needs 'em.

2. When Q transported Riker, Tasha, Worf, Data, and Geordi to the planet to play a game, he left Picard behind, alone and trapped on the Bridge. Why? Is it possible that

A. Q separated Picard from his crew to observe him, as one observes a fish in a fishbowl? "Hmmm. This one is interesting. He's worth taking a look at."

B. Could Q have kept Picard on the Bridge because he didn't want to risk Picard getting hurt or killed in his game? True, Picard was on the planet for the second round, but by this time, Q knew that Riker could use the power of Q in case something happened. The first round? Q hadn't even introduced Riker to the Q powers yet.

3. "Consorting with lower-ranking females, captaine?" said Q to Picard when Picard was comforting Tasha. Q doesn't like Picard engaging with females, like Tasha, Vash, Beverly...

4. When Picard says to Q that Riker will defeat him just as he did at Farpoint, (for which Picard is only too happy to take full credit, when his crew also helped him) and Q makes a wager with Picard, he wagers Picard's *command* against his staying out of out of Humanity's path forever. Picard's command? Why would Q want Picard to lose his command, his position and authority over the Enterprise? Because if Picard loses the wager, he's kinda free from Starfleet, is he not? Free for Q to get ahold of Picard, aaannnd?...Picard will do whatever Q says?

5. Immediately after making the wager with Picard, Q saunters off to Picard's Ready Room, but not before turning and casting a lingering gaze at Picard, who's looking elsewhere. That entity was SO beginning to feel love for Picard! Riker's the Continuum's target and Q's mission. But outside of Q Continuum duties, Q is focused on Picard, for sure!

6. We know this scene well:

Q is really into learning and knowing more about Picard, isn't he? He reads his mind to get inspo for the French Revolution decor, occupies his chair, reads his Shakespeare book, and who else knows what Q studied and touched in his Ready Room? Gathering information, and getting insights into the things that make Picard who he is is what people do when they are deciding how interested they are in someone. They talk to people about their romantic interest, look at their social media, find out likes/dislikes, etc. If not for deep attraction, why else would Q do that?

7. Did you see Picard's little expression immediately just after the moment when Q vanished from the Ready Room? To me anyway, it looked almost like a, "Oh, Q, come back here! I was enjoying the back n' forth Shakespeare!

8. When Q shows up as a monk, and tries to pressure Riker into accepting being a Q, Picard tries to convince Riker not to accept the power of Q, Q accuses Picard of being jealous. Jealous, Q? Of what? Jealous of Riker getting powers, perhaps? Or, knowing about Q's budding feelings for Picard, also jealous that Riker is the target of Q's "interest" (Remember, Riker is only an assignment for Q.)? Given that Picard is steeled to being the moral one here, Q is accusing Picard of jealousy when there is none. Wishful Q.

Q was immediately attracted to Picard in Encounter.

Q was both interested and increasingly attracted to Picard in Hide n Q. But, he most likely couldn't understand his feelings for him.

Qcard has its origins all the way back to the beginning!

Q may be under orders to prove Riker's worthiness to become a Q. But, Q doesn't care. Not really. He's just towing the company line here.

But, Q saw something attractive in Picard from the very beginning. For Q, Picard changed everything for him.

Yes, Q has his duties cut out for him, courtesy of the Continuum. But off duty, Q has his own pursuit. It isn't Riker. It's isn't anyone else except one person.

And this person bested him not once, but twice.

At least Q knows they both appreciate Shakespeare and French things.

#q and picard #star trek q #qcard #q #john de lancie #patrick stewart #star trek tng #johnathan frakes #hide n q #trek #star trek

[fantasywriter19]

Bonsai

@hp-12monthsofmagic ’s new theme for April is “I Solemnly Swear That I Am Up To No Good” — I hope you enjoy this last minute submission.

04/30/1971 

It was with an overbearing sense of deja vu that Orele found herself dragging her best friend through the entrance to Knockturn Alley. She’d managed to make it into Borgin and Burkes the previous summer only to be told to get out, something her friend had no problem obeying.

But, she thoughtfully reasoned, she’d only been eleven then. Now that she was twelve, with a handful of spells under her sleeve, Mr. Borgin had to let her buy something. She was determined to get a Dark object.

“Orele ~” Quirinus whined, trying and failing to pull free from her vice grip. The purple beret hugging his forever-bald head slipped off in their scuffle, leaving him to slap his free hand against it to keep from losing it. “Why did you have to drag me into this again?”

“I have to see if he’ll let me buy something this time!” she replied excitedly, pulling him steadily down the sloped, messily cobbled pathway. Her curly brown hair practically floated behind her with how energetically she skipped through. “And remember, this is good for both of us to face down our fears! I mean, just think about how far we just came from school!”

The buildings overshadowed their descent, coaxing a fearful moan from Quirinus the further Orele hauled him. “I was hoping you wouldn’t want to do this anymore. We’re not Gryffind — stop pulling me!”

Orele nearly growled in response that she didn’t need to be reminded of that unfortunate result. She’d fought the Sorting Hat tooth and nail over how she deserved to be a Gryffindor, how everything she strived to be was bravery. However, upon its insistence on her extremely curious mindset, it ended their mental battle with its shout to the Great Hall, “RAVENCLAW!!”

The only upside had to be as Orele had promised during the summer. That they would end up in the same House, no matter what. Not that she was entirely sure the Hat would’ve agreed to place Quirinus in Gryffindor, however, had she made it.

Outside the little run-down shop of Borgin and Burkes, she turned to Quirinus with her best attempt to calm his high-strung nerves. “Come on. If you don’t do it, how will anyone know how cool you are? We don’t have to be Gryffindors to be known for taking risks. We made it this far without getting caught, how much more trouble could it be to see it through?”

“Maybe I don’t care if anyone thinks I’m cool,” he retorted stoutly. “It’s hard enough just being your friend. Every year you’ve tried to pull me down here with you to prove how brave you are. You already made it in over the summer, what more do you want?”

“Q,” she rested both hands on his shoulders. “You know me by now. You’re not just my friend, you’re my best friend. This is more than just proving that we’re brave enough to come down here. It’s also proven what little attention most adults pay to children exploring where adults say they shouldn’t. Slughorn had no clue!”

“I’m never going to be able to look him in the face again,” he bemoaned, rubbing his arm with a downcast expression. “What if he finds out we lied to him?”

The plan had gone so well, Orele was shocked. She’d overheard Slughorn telling another professor about how the fireplace in his office was set to be connected to the Floo Network for about a week so he could easily travel between the school and his family in Cornwall. She even heard about how he had meant to do it during the easter holidays, but they had gone traveling so he decided to wait for their return.

“So long as everything goes to plan, he won’t,” she shrugged. “He’s so trusting toward younger students — especially us. I’ve never been caught before.”

“He won’t trust us ever again when he finds out,” Quirinus retorted, his lower lip trembling.

“If he were to ever catch us, which he won’t, I’d take the full blame. So stop worrying so —”

She was cut off by the sound of a very familiar voice bellowing, “ORELE!!”

Her eyes widened, “We’ve been had! Hurry, Q, hurry!” She ushered him inside the building, a bell ringing above their heads as the only sound to prove that they entered.

“Was that your brother’s voice?” Quirinus asked shakily.

“Most definitely,” she quipped, speeding toward the desk of Mr. Borgin — an oily-haired man who eyed the both of them with visible distaste. “Good afternoon, sir. If there is no need for further pleasantries, we’re here to warn you —”

“Didn’t I throw you two outta here the last time you visited?” he asked scathingly, his voice as slippery as his hair.

“Technically no. You told us to leave, and we obliged. But that’s not the point,” Orele said with a wave of her hands. “I’m here to tell you a boy will be in here soon. We wanted to get here first so you’d know that he’s been planning to come in here to steal something.”

“And how do you figure he thinks he’ll be able to do that?” Borgin sneered.

“How am I supposed to know?” she shrugged, inching away towards some shelves to hide behind. “I just know what I overheard. You’re the expert on thieving attempts, Mr. Borgin.”

“You could be the one trying to steal,” he pointed out skeptically.

“I could be. But then why didn’t I try already?” she pointed out. “You’ve seen me once before, and I didn’t try anything then, did I?”

Mr. Borgin stood silent, staring blankly back at her.

Leaving him to contemplate her story, Orele snagged Quirinus by his sleeve and ducked down one of the aisles. With a sparing glance through the free spaces in the shelving, they kept out of sight as the door burst open with another set of rings to reveal the slightly disheveled brown hair of her brother, Gerald.

His silvery gray eyes scanned the room from the entrance until they landed on the owner, and he quickly stalked over to him. “Excuse me, have you —”

“Get outta my shop!” Borgin yelled, his expression stormy as he glared at the confused teen. “I know your type, boy.”

Giddy that her last minute plan worked, Orele kept her ears open to their discussion while she searched frantically for something that sounded interesting. Quirinus almost broke her concentration a few times whenever he squeezed her arm in a moment of panic.

Their Defense Against the Dark Arts professor was a wisened former auror, often showing them a variety of objects to teach her students how to tell if they’ve been infused with Dark Magic. Orele breathed in the amount of heaviness that all Borgin’s merchandise exuded, excited by the sensations of power and possibilities they made her feel. She hadn’t been able to sense all of it before their professor told them what to look for.

Considering Gerald had told her no Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher ever lasted more than a year, Orele wanted to be sure she could own something to keep herself reminded of how Dark Magic made her feel.

“What are you talking about?” Gerald replied, his voice rising significantly in volume. “I’m looking for —”

“For something to steal, I know! I been warned about you.”

“Warned?”

Orele scanned the shelves as best she could, the attempt to focus on two things at once hurting her brain. There was a cursed doorknob, a hideous purple dressing gown called lay-z robe, an electric striking hat, and many other items she automatically ignored.

Her eyes lit up when she came across a small little tree with silver seeds the size of blueberries growing on its green foliage. It rested on a pedestal a head taller than her, so she could just barely read the note propped up in the dirt saying ‘FORESIGHT BONSAI — EAT ONLY ONE BERRY WITHIN TWENTY FOUR HOURS, FORESEE MULTIPLE FUTURES ~ COST 15 GALLEONS’.

“Q,” she whispered, “what do you think had to be sacrificed so these berries could help tell the future? Or what the side effects of eating them could be that this cutie is collecting dust in this dingy shop?”

“I don’t care,” Quirinus hissed back. “We need to get out of here.”

Brushing aside his mounting worry, Orele pulled her money from her pocket and rifled through it. “Hmm.. how many Sickles to a Galleon again?”

Before Quirinus could berate her again, he froze as Gerald said, “Ugh, forget you — Orele! Come on! Where are you and your little friend at? Ravenclaw’s not losing House Points over your sorry asses!”

“Ooooh..” Orele couldn’t help doing that out loud. Years of doing that whenever he did or said something she knew she could get him in trouble for made it impossible to pass up. She might’ve been the one with the largest risk of expulsion or detention, but any bad word slip-ups always got her excited.

Quirinus’ gasp prompted Orele to swiftly grab the bonsai, leaving the money she had in its place, while she bolted from their position behind the shelf. Quirinus wasn’t far behind as they heard Gerald knocking things over in his attempt to catch them, the two first-years keeping out of his line of sight as best they could. Mr. Borgin screamed more curse words after Gerald, more focused on him than on anything else.

Turning a corner to try making it back to the front of the store, Orele caught sight of a large, cobwebbed cabinet along the far wall and made a beeline for it. Pulling Quirinus inside it with her, she closed the door on the combined sounds of Gerald and Mr. Borgin yelling at the top of their lungs. In the next second, there was immediate silence.

Puzzled, Orele opened the door a smidge to peer out against Quirinus’ fearful whimpers only to find they weren’t in Borgin and Burkes anymore.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

A few hours later, Gerald Ollivander was being marched by Professor Flitwick to the latter’s his office when Orele skipped by them with her tongue sticking out at him. 

He opened his mouth, but wasn’t able to say what he wanted to say.

“Come along, Mr. Ollivander. No time for distractions.”

“But Professor, she —!”

“I won’t hear another word of it! Your sister has been on school grounds this whole time, despite what you would like us to believe.”

As they disappeared from her line of sight, Orele chortled as she made her way back to that secret room she and Quirinus had found themselves in. Now that she had somewhere to store her forbidden item in (among many more to come), and a means to get to that shop without anyone finding out… she was planning to make as much use of it as possible.

#orele ollivander #gerald ollivander #quirinus quirrell #ollivander’s daughter #ollivander’s children #hp12mom #harry potter fandom #i solemnly swear that i am up to no good #mischief managed

[imasimpforshanks]

Heyyyyyy hiiiiii hope your having an awesome day drinking that water getting hydrated 😗. I was wondering if you could do a Law Angst alphabet please. But only if you feel up to it and have time. If you don’t feel free to ignore or do it later here now have a cookie 🍪 because your awesome 😊

Angst Alphabet - Trafalgar Law

a/n: HI HI!!! thank you for your kind words!! I hope you are looking after yourself <333 here is the law angst! Please enjoy 🥰

A-Accident (would they blame themselves if you died in an accident?)

He would only blame himself if any of his actions led to the accident that caused your death (we’ve seen him blame himself for that very reason about Rosinantes death). If his actions weren’t directly correlated to your death in any way then he would not blame himself, though he would kick himself for not being able to help you in time. Other than that, Law is painfully aware of the harsh reality that is life.

B-Break up (How would they break up with you?)

Law would break up with you in a seemingly emotionless way. He’d mask his true feelings, while telling you a whole bunch of excuses why the two of you could no longer be together. He doesn’t believe any of them, but he’s got to do what he’s got to do.

C-Crying (how would they make you cry?)

I feel like I’ve used this one in a few other character alphabets but it really applies to Law too. He would cause you to stress and panic so much over his health and wellbeing. He’s a literal doctor. He should know to take better care of himself, but he just doesn’t seem to care about himself the same way you do. So it isn’t until you’re crying in front of him, spilling your heart out about how concerned you are for his safety that he realizes his health is important to more than just himself.

D-Death (how would they react to your death?)

My god, if Law was to lose another person that he loved, he literally would never want to let himself get close to anyone ever again. Your death would be it for Law. He’d basically be on the verge of giving up himself. What other reason does he have to go on.

E-Emotion (what is one emotion they would try to hide the most and how would they do it?)

He tries to hide every emotion. Law doesn’t like to be too open, out of fear of people using it against him or it simply being too much of a sign of weakness. So, very rarely does he let his emotions show. He also tries to divert attention away from himself in hopes that people won’t focus on him or his emotions for too long.

F-Fight (do you two ever fight? How big are the fights? What do you fight about? Etc.)

This was covered in his fluff alphabet! But here it is again:

Your fights tend to be pretty short lived resulting in forgiveness and apologies from both sides relatively quickly. He really doesn’t like to stay mad at you for too long – he’d much rather have you two on the same page.

Most fights are caused by stress and concerns of health and safety, so Law does a lot of eye rolling and using his title as a ‘doctor’ as justification that he knows what he’s doing so you just need to chill – but like I said these fights are very short lived.

G-Guilt (what is the biggest thing they feel guilty about?)

Law will never forgive himself for Rosinantes death. He will forever feel responsible for his death – it was all his fault. If only he hadn’t given that note to Vergo, then Rosinante would still be alive. He died because of Law’s incompetence (at least that’s what he tells himself).

H-Heartbreak (what would cause them pain in the relationship? How would they deal during a break-up?)

During a break-up Law would act pretty normal. He wouldn’t behave any differently until he’s left alone. Only then would he let himself go and truly feel that heartbreak.

I-Injured (how would they react if you are badly injured?)

Thanks to the doctor in him, Law is able to remain calm. He can keep his composure until he administers whatever treatment necessary. That’s not to say he isn’t worried though. He’s just capable of focusing on the injury right in front of him.

Only once he is certain that you are stable does he (or potentially his crew) go and hunt down the cause of your beating.

J-Jealousy (what do they do if they are jealous?)

When Law does get jealous (which is rarely), he gets quiet. His fists clench a little more, and his frown deepens. He also speaks less than usual (which is already pretty hard to beat). He only gives you short snippy replies until he eventually gets over it.

K-Kill (would they kill for revenge?)

Law would kill for revenge, yes. He literally wanted to kill Doflamingo as revenge for Rosinante. However, it was in Law’s plan that Kaido would be the one to kill Doflamingo (after they fought) – so I believe that is how he’d kill for revenge as well. He would devise a fool proof plan (okay maybe not fool proof, bc if the straw hats are involved who knows what could go wrong).

In short, yes. Law would kill for revenge.

L-Loss (what is their greatest loss?)

This poor man has suffered so much loss in his life that it’s actually really difficult to choose which would be his greatest loss. He lost his entire family as a young boy while also having a shortened lifespan himself. Losing his family, and the realization that he only had a few more years to live, really made him lose his will to live a good remainder of his life. Young Law literally became a pirate.

However, he did meet Rosinante (Corazon) and he gave him another reason to live. Furthermore, Rosinante actively sought out a cure for Law so that he could continue to live a long life. Basically, Rosinante became a father figure/older brother to Law. So, losing him – another ¬person he loved so dearly – would have been beyond devastating.

M-Mistake (what is the worst mistake they ever made with you?)

There was one day where he spent the entire day ignoring you. It was completely unintentional. His mind was swarming with plans and all this other information that has just come in. He got so immersed in it that he didn’t talk to you or tell you what was going on for a whole day.

N-Nightmares (how often do they have them? What are they about? How do they deal with it?)

Nightmares are one of the many reasons Law hardly ever sleeps. He’s haunted by his family’s and Rosinantes deaths. His nightmares get particularly bad around the same time each year (that is, around the time of year that they died). He wakes up trembling and on the verge of tears (but he never lets them fall). Instead of even trying to go back to sleep, he’ll make himself a nice hot cup of coffee and immerse himself in a book or work of some kind – anything to avoid going back to sleep and risking a re-run of that horrible nightmare.

O-Outrage (how and why would they get mad at you?)

Sometimes his exhaustion catches up to him and other times its all the stress building up that finally he snaps and all the emotions are too overwhelming that he just directs it to the nearest outlet, which just so happens to be you.

P-Past (what has happened in your relationship that changed the way you saw each other?)

You walked in on him absolutely breaking down over Rosinante. One evening Law retreated to his room while you and the rest of the crew were eating and drinking. He didn’t think you had noticed him leave, but soon you were following after him. You opened the door and found him breaking down in the middle of the room. You completely forgot that it was the anniversary of Rosinantes death. It was the first time you had seen him this distraught and it broke your heart.

It really cemented into your brain that no matter how tough he may look, he still suffers (probably more so than anyone). But, you were also grateful that you were able to see him like that, as it allowed him to start relying on you a little more.

Q-Quality (what is their most dangerous/toxic quality?)

His inability to openly express his emotions. Sure, now he will share with you how he is feeling, but that is with you and ONLY you. He still insists on keeping everything else bottle away from the rest of the world which is a really unhealthy way to deal with things. It’s not that you dislike being there for him, in fact, you appreciate how trusting he is with you. It’s just, what if there comes a time where you aren’t around and he’s in desperate need of someone to confide in?

R-Rejection (how would they react to you rejecting their confession (or the other way around)).

Law would wait until he was 100% certain you returned his feelings to confess to you. So, if you were to reject his confession he would be really confused for a while. He’d let it go because well, everyone has their own reasons – its not his place to tell you how you feel. All he can do is tell you how he feels and then the rest is up to you.

S-Scars (battle or self-inflicted)

He has no self-inflicted scars, and to my knowledge he has no battle scars either. But, his arm did get cut off and then reattached during the Dressrosa arc, so it actually is likely that there is a remaining scar from that (although I’m not certain).

T-Trust (have they ever broken your trust?)

Nope not at all. In fact, the only instance in which he would possibly break your trust, or lie to you, about is when he went to Punk Hazard and sent his crew to Zou. Some would assume that he wouldn’t tell you his plan out of fear of your safety, but that’s not true. He had to tell you. You taught him to be open and honest, and to trust. So that’s exactly what he did.

U-Urge (how badly do they want to see you after you guys separated?)

Law has gotten so comfortable around you that whenever you aren’t there, he gets unbearably anxious. Your presence is soothing, even if he can’t see you, even if he can only hear your voice echoing throughout the Polar Tang, it’s enough to put his mind at ease. So, if you are separated for a while… oh boy does he want to see you badly.

V-Vicious (what do they do when they lash out on you?)

He tends to yell at you. He tells you to “piss off” and that “you’re only being a nuisance right now”, despite you only wanting to help him.

W-Weak (what makes them feel weak how do they try to avoid it?)

Not being able to control things makes Law feel really weak. Weak may not be the right word, but it definitely makes him feel unprepared. He doesn’t like when things are out of his control and he can’t account for things. Which is usually why he always does extensive research and preparation before constructing a well thought out plan.

X-X-ray (what do they hate and show it most obviously?)

Well, I mean other than his obvious hatred of bread, Law also really hates when he works extremely hard on formulating a plan only for it to be completely thrown out of the window by a reckless straw hat wearing captain and his entire crew. (and somehow everything still ends up working out!!! That is the part that frustrates Law the most HAHAH).

Y-Yearn (what is one thing that they want but can’t have?)

One of the only things he’s ever really wanted was for Doflamingo to be taken down. He’s been partially successful in that sense, seeing as Doflamingo is in prison now. However, he wants more than that. He wants Doflamingo to suffer the same way he has.

Z-Zero (what do they do/say in your dying moments?)

It may seem a little out of character but… I believe Law would be borderline desperate/inconsolable. There would be a lot of clinging on to you, begging you not to leave him like everyone else he’s ever loved. He can’t handle another person leaving him, it’s too much. It’s far too much.

He wouldn’t cry (just yet), but his voice would tremble, and his hands would be shaking. His mind would be racing with all sorts of theories and possible ways he could save you. How could he possibly prevent the inevitable?

#one piece #one piece x reader #one piece headcanons #one piece imagines #trafalgar law #trafalgar d law x reader #trafalgar d. water law #angst alphabet #one piece alphabet

[barrysmanbun]

Barry NSFW Alphabet

A/n: this was not planned and therefore is not edited

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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Getting you a cool washcloth to wipe you down with, while whispering to you soothingly about how good you were. Small kisses on your forehead and cheek. Just laying there to catch your breath for a while afterward, probably smoking a joint as you do.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Barry’s favorite part about himself is his hands. From his time in the army to working as a mechanic to rolling joints every day his hands have had a lot of practice with skilled, steady movements. If you catch my drift.

His favorite body part on his partner is really anything he can grab onto. Your hips: pulling you in for a hug or squeezing them to get your attention when you’re talking to someone else. Your thighs: pulling you towards him while he sits in his chair so you can stand between his legs, making it all the easier to kiss you. Your ass: cupping it and lifting when you’re kissing just so he can hear that little half-moan he loves so much. Your breasts: massaging them while you leisurely make out on his bed, too high and too hot to move any faster.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He loves to come on you, painting your stomach or your thighs. Just seeing it on you gives him this sense of pride and satisfaction. His favorite place to come on you, though, is you face. When you let him it is nearly enough to get him riled again, fiercely pleased that he gets to mark you in such a way.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Barry has been thinking about fucking you since before you even talked to him for the first time. The first time he saw you he took one look at you and was imagining bending you over the nearest surface and fucking you into oblivion. The talking stages was arguably his best shows of restraint in his entire life, and by the time you guys finally got to the sex stage of your relationship he had enough fantasies he wanted to act out to fill an entire notebook.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Barry is fairly experienced in the sex part of your relationship, having multiple casual partners in the past, but when it comes to the romantic part of your relationship he has no idea what he’s doing.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

He knows it’s very vanilla of him but he thinks missionary is the best. Best access to everything he wants, your breasts, your clit, your lips, and he gets to see your face. Besides, there are so many different positions just within missionary that you guys can do to keep things interesting. His second favorite position would have to be when you ride him, specifically when he gets to sit up when you ride him Once again because he gets access to everything and it’s so much easier to see your face.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Barry is serious at the moment but only to keep the moment intimate. He can have a good laugh about things and will sometimes chuckle to himself when you do something cute or say something naive.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He doesn’t shave but he keeps it short. And the carpet definitely matches the drapes, dark with a little bit of a curl.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

He can be very intimate, slow and sweet and romantic, but it depends heavily on his mood. If he hasn’t seen you in forever and he missed you more than he was horny he would definitely be very romantic about it.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

When he was a single bachelor living alone he would probably jerk off once or twice a week, but otherwise he would get a girl for that. And on the days he knows he won’t be seeing you for a while he will definitely do it just so he can send teasing pics for phone sex.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Begging: Barry loves to get you to the point that you’re begging for him to finally fuck you or finally let you cum, just knowing you need him that bad is better than any high he could get from drugs. And it’s just so pretty when you get so desperate that one tear rolls down your face.

Choking: No matter the sex position, chances are Barry has his hand on your throat, just tight enough for you to feel it.

Bondage: Handcuffs, a tie, a piece of loose fabric, your own panties, even his own hands, he loves having that much control over you. Able to do anything to you, and you can’t even resist. Plus, he loves the sight of you pulling at your restraints with the need to touch him as he brushes his fingers along your chest and abdomen to make you squirm.

Knife & gun kink: though Barry would never hurt you just knowing he has the power too, and that you trust him not to, arouses him to no end.

Exhibitionism: this is very loose because while Barry does not want to let other people see the two of you having sex, having sex in public places (on the side of a back road with you bent over his motorcycle) or with people in the next room (asking you to help him with something in his room and then having a quickie while his customers wait in the living room because he just couldn't wait anymore)

Marking: Barry loves seeing his mark on you, hickies across your neck and chest, bruises in the shapes of his fingertips on your hips and thighs, and wearing his clothing out in public or around the house.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

You guys have fucked on every surface in his house and yours, on probably every back road, on his bike, on the beach, everywhere you can think of you and Barry have most definitely fucked there. But his favorite is probably the bed because then you guys can relax without worrying about getting caught afterward.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

He loves to feel you run your fingers through his hair in any situation: while he rests his head in your lap, while you kiss him, while you sit in his lap. It’s relaxing and he catches himself letting his eyes slide shut and his head lull back but when you add just a little tug it immediately gets his engine revving.

He loves seeing you in his clothes, when you walk around in just his shirt or his sweatpants, or leaving the house before he wakes up and returning home and he sees you wearing clothes that are obviously his and he knows you went out and other people saw you in his clothes.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Blood play or cuckolding. Barry doesn't want to share you (except with maybe one stuck-up kook who shall not be named) and he also doesn't want to hurt you.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Barry loves receiving, loving the sight of you on your knees in front of him, but he also loves giving. His partner's pleasure is just as important to him as his own and he loves showing off his skills (how quickly he can make you come with just his tongue)

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Barry is usually fast and rough. This boy has lots of pent-up anger, on top of never being able to get enough of you. But sometimes he gets into these romantic moods (that you're forbidden to tell anyone about) where he just wants to take his time pleasuring you, drawing it out as long as he can.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

He loves quickies. He prefers normal sex but he'll take a quickie if that's all he can get.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He's down to experiment with almost anything. He has a lot of experience and knows what he's doing so I doubt you'll be introducing anything he hasn't heard of but he'll still love to try it out with you.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He can go for one or two rounds and then he needs to give his dick some time to recuperate. But that doesn't mean his mouth and hands are out of business.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He doesn't really mind toys one way or another. He's not so insecure that he refuses to have them but he also knows that he doesn't need them to get you off so having toys is totally up to you and what you want to try.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He loves to tease but he cannot take it when you tease him back. He'll tease you all day, whispering dirty words in your ear, telling you what he wants to do with you, slapping your ass as he walks by or secretly groping you while you kiss or hug. But the second you start teasing him he's on the edge of his seat.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He's not particularly loud, with groaning and grunting and lots of swearing. He actually goes quiet when he cuts, tensing up and squeezing his eyes shut and then afterward he swears and rolls over to lay next to you on the bed.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

To elaborate on 'T' he cannot take teasing at all. If you try to tease him he'll catch your wrist and give you a warning look. The more you try the more aggravated he'll get till he pulls you away from whatever you're doing/whoever you're talking to so he can fuck you in the nearest empty room.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

A little above average length, about 6 ½ inches, and moderately thick.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

His sex drive is pretty average. It gets higher when he doesn't see you in a while or if you're being particularly bratty but otherwise it's average.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterward)

He waits until you've fallen asleep, making sure you're cuddled up to his chest, then he allows himself to fall asleep as well.

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[ff-imagines]

Oh snap you're opened. Welcome back! Can you please do the nsfw alphabet for peking duck? I really like your writing!

Peking duck: nsfw alphabet

Minors dni xoxo

A - aftercare

The best at it, honestly. Might seriously cry a little afterwards lmao. You don’t have to ask for anything because he’s already thought ahead and is shoving everything you could need your way. It might get a little ridiculous with how careful he is with you, he doesn’t mean to baby you, he’s just terrified of hurting you. If you’re sore at all he feels incredibly guilty, even if there is a tiny part of him that twinges in pride when you remind him you’d asked for a rough treatment and, well, he’ll be damned if he doesn’t give you exactly what you asked so nicely for.

B - body part

Of yours, it’s more a question of what he doesn't like. If he had to make a choice, he’d say your stomach. It’s good to lay his head on it, and it’s one of the softest parts of your body so it’s nice and warm. He’d die before he admitted it but some nights he goes a bit harsher than usual, splaying his hand across your stomach and feeling how deep his cock is inside you as he thrusts- it drives him insane really.

He also loves your hands, always wants to be holding you hand, especaily during sex. Will pin you down in a loving way by lacing his fingers with yours above your head.

On himself? Definitely his hair. Playing with his hair and giving him a scalp massage makes him feel some type of way. Sit in his lap while you run your nails across his scalp and he’ll bury his nose in the crook of your neck and moan for you, whatever happens next is up to you babes xoxo

C - cum

It’s not a crazy amount but it’s pretty thick. You can’t tell me he doesn’t have a big ass breeding kink. What can he say, Peking Dad is a family man! Just the thought of cumming deep inside you has him thrusting all that harder. Beg him to cum inside you, I dare you. You’ll see a side to him that’s much more feral than you’ve ever seen this sweet man. Would 100% cum inside and buck into you just a bit longer to fuck any cum that’s slipped past his cock back inside you.

D - dirty secret

He wants to take pictures of you while in your blissed out state. He loves you so stupidly much, he’s already got tons and tons of pictures of you going about your daily life. He’s the type to see a cat asleep and go “what a rare moment I must capture it forever” and that stays true with his beloved. If you’d let him, he’d love to make some… home videos with you, ones he’d definitely come back to rewatch to the point where your whines are committed to memory like the lyrics to his favourite song.

E - experience

I’d say he’s not a green bean with sex. I don’t think he’s been around the block either. He’s probably opened up such intimacy with a few others before just to test the waters, but hasn’t really felt passionate about opening that part of himself back up for quite some time. He’d most likely fumble a bit to begin with as he recalls the motions.

F - favorite position

Whatever yours is! He’s the definition of a true switch, let him soft dom you or treat him how you like, it’s up to you!

If he had to pick, he’s most likely a sucker for when you’re on his lap. No matter if he’s in charge or not, he just loves to look up and see the way your face scrunches when he bucks and hits that one spot inside you that makes your mind vacate.

G - goofy

Not…. Really? He’s accidentally goofy by saying something super out of place during intimate moments or by fretting over something you wouldn’t even think to be worried over. You could have his cock buried so deep in your insides will feel like they’ve molded to the shape of his dick and he’d stop and ask if you remembered to turn the oven off lmao

H- hair

On himself he mostly trims to keep it simple but like, that’s it. He’s got a light happy trail that he doesn’t really trim since it’s not that thick, it doesn’t really bother him.

On you, he literally doesn’t care. Shave or don’t, he’s your personal cheerleader either way.

I- intimacy

It’s his expertise, your honour! He lives to be closer to you, learn more about your desires, what makes you happiest, please let him treat you good, he adores you so much, and precious things get treated like royalty in his hands. He commits your body and reactions to memory, almost like he’s taken a photograph of every single touch- and like I said….. if you let him…. he would take pictures ;)

J- jerk off

You’d think he’d only do it occasionally but he actually does it quite a lot. He thinks it’s healthy to release regularly, it’s better to cum now than have a weird spike of horniness in public. He’s probably considered the chance that you walk in on him, and he’s surprised by how much he wants that to happen. For him to be desperately close to the edge and for you to walk in and take over, him a deer in the headlights as you take control, he’s could probably cum to that fantasy alone, honestly.

K- Kinks

Well, obv a big ole breeding kink. The thought of cumming in your deepest parts has him frenzied beyond belief.

Idk if the taking pics thing is a kink but also… that ofc.

I think he’s also into sensory deprivation. Allow him to blindfold you, tie your hands behind you, let him take care of you. He’ll handle everything from here, sweet thing, all you have to do is keep moaning for him in such a pretty way.

He’s also, surprisingly, into masochism. He doesn’t care for sadism at all, he’d die before he left a mark on your perfect skin, however….. if you decided to roughly pull his head back by his hair and bite just a little too hard, you might find him bucking into you a little faster.

He’s probably thought a bit about cock warming, but surprisingly he doesn’t really want it to be…. “sexual” as much as he desires to be closer to you. You sitting in his lap, feeling you exhale against his neck with your arms wrapped around him, all the while is cock is buried deep inside you, it just sounds so intimate, and he finds himself craving to be that close to you often.

The biggest of all? Praise praise praise. Body worship as well. He’s literally always babbling about how gorgeous you are, how good you feel, how amazing you make him feel. Always encouraging and always admiring you, just like he does every single day in non sexual contexts, always sneaking in ways to remind you how much he adores you. Tell him about a certain part of your body you don’t feel confident in, he’s paying extra attention to making it known how perfect everything about you is. Everything you have, own, are, all of it. Peking is your number one fan, sit back let him remind you just why he finds you so lovely, you won’t regret it.

L- location

He prefers to be in a secluded area, he knows he’s loud and he’d be really embarrassed if anyone but you brought up the….. volume of his whines.

However, he’s very weak when it comes to your begging. If you're in a less than private location, he’ll most likely let you lead and just try to bite his knuckle to keep from crying out. It'd be soOoOo awful if you made a game out of trying to get him to break and whine out for you unmuffled as you play with him, oOoOoHhHh the horror >:)

M- motivation

He’s an old dad with an enormous you-shaped hole in his chest, just ask him and he’ll give everything he has to his name to you. You don’t need to wear that certain perfume he loves so much, you don’t need to breathe across his neck like that, you don’t need to run a finger down his spine so slowly, he’ll give you anything you ask for, please don’t tease him so much.

If you straight up ask him for sex, he’ll mostly lean towards soft service domming, if you choose to purposely rile him up, he’ll be in a much subby-er mood.

N- no

Like I’ve said, there really isn’t a sadistic bone in his body. He also doesn’t have literally any desire for humiliation kinks. He just doesn’t like it, giving or receiving. He’s a big ole simp with a big heart and it’s in the palm of your hands, please treat it nicely :’(

O- oral

P l s let him give you oral. He might not be an expert but he lives to make you feel good.

Afab readers…. He’ll most likely try to make you sit on his face at least once, please please he wants to feel your thighs against his head while he works his tongue on you.

Amab readers, he fuckin loves to rub his thumbs on your hips to keep you from bucking as he swallows your cock, he’ll open his mouth for you after you cum, swallow, and open his mouth again to prove he didn’t let a single drop go to waste.

As for receiving, phew boy does he love receiving. He cannot for the life of him figure out where to put his hands so it’s a frenzy of him grasping the sheets to biting down on his knuckle to placing a hand on your head. If you made him look down at you and lock eyes while his cock is in your mouth his soul would leave his body lmao

P- pace

Not very fast at all, he prefers to thrust deeper than should be possible. He really likes when you beg him to go faster, and as soft as his heart is, this is the only time he might withhold himself from giving into your begging for a bit, he just loves pulling out so slowly and watch you almost cry out for him to thrust back, deeper harder, faster, please, he’ll give into you eventually, just let him savour the feeling of you needing him badly enough to cry for a few more minutes.

Q- quickies

He prefers long, drawn out rounds, but if you really need some relief quickly, he’s not one to deny you. He will most likely give in, and later on in the night when you're back home and out of the public eye, suggest you two have a much more... thorough round as quick rounds just don’t satisfy him enough.

R- risk

Surprisingly…… he kinda likes the idea. The thought of someone, maybe even someone who’s been pining for you, to catch him in the act of making you beg and cry for him. Alternatively, making them watch you as you give your full attention to him, pleasure him, make them watch you love him instead of them. It riles him up in a way even he’s not used to.

S- stamina

He’s an old man, his refractory time is kinda long lmao. He prefers one really long round rather than multiple. He doesn’t mind or judge if you need a little more, and doesn’t mind giving you a few more orgasms with his tongue or hands.

T- toys

He doesn’t have any, but he’s open to the idea! Admittedly, he likes the idea on himself, like, really likes the idea. Give him a cock ring and watch him cry out as he begs for a break that he doesn’t actually want to take because the bliss you’re giving him is making him feel like jelly.

U- unfair

He's tried to edge and tease you before but he gave in so damn quick it was almost embarrassing for him. He just adores you, he lives to please you, even if you beg him not to give in and try to tease you he just can’t, his heart is so so squishy and he loves you very much dear, please let him treat you exactly how you beg to be treated.

Overstimming however….. he does it accidentally a lot, he just loves prolonging your pleasure, watching you squirm a bit as he forces a second orgasm out of your poor spent body.

V- volume

He’s very loud honestly. If you decide to dom him he talks a lot. He's got a bad babbling habit, words of adoration bleeding from his lips that get more and more incoherent the longer you toy with him. Play with him long enough and he’ll forget how to form words, letting out loud whines and he squirms under you. You might catch him attempting to cry out your name but the poor thing just can’t seem to form the right words.

If you let him top you he’s still throwing out every compliment he can think of and he still whines a lot, he likes to bury his face in your neck to muffle himself and listen to your moans. He lives to hear you come undone, but he can’t help being so loud, you’re just so warm and you feel so good :(

W- wild card

I think jealous sex will be more common than you actually think, Peking is just very quiet about the reason he’s suddenly a bit more handsy. He knows it’s not rational to worry about his place in your heart, but it just eats at him sometimes when he sees the way you blend in with others so easily while he just… doesn’t. If a stranger/friend is more overt about their flirting he will probably be more obvious about the jealousy burning through his veins. Even if he wasn’t prompted through jealously, pillow talk sometimes leans towards him venting his fears to you. Please praise him, tell him how much you love him, he needs it :’((((

X- X Ray

A lot bigger than average and a bit curved. He never considered himself to be out of the norm, or never really considered his cock to anything else than, just, “well, its there” I suppose. He does appreciate the curve a lot more now because it makes it easier to hit your weak point. He feels a bit of pride nestling into his chest if you cry about him being too big.

Y- yearning

Fairly often, but he doesn’t mind not acting on it. He can still function and do his work if he’s only surface level horny. Literally anytime you ask he’ll deliver with very slim exceptions. He’d like it to be a regular thing, since he really enjoys the intimacy, so maybe 3-4 times a week, 1-2 if you prefer it to be.

Z- zzz

Oh man he loves cuddling with you after sex. He also loves cuddling with you period but god he loves to the pillow talk with you in his arms, listening to your sleepy voice as your grip on him slowly loosens -but never lets go, as you succumb to sleep. He isn’t overly sleepy himself, instead choosing to close his eyes and comb through your hair, or run a thumb across your cheek if your hair isn’t a texture that can be combed through. Sleep will come to him eventually, he just likes savouring the warmth you bring him.

#food fantasy #food fantasy x reader #ff peking duck #peking duck #ff peking duck x reader #peking duck x reader

[actuallysaiyan]

Hii, I hope you’re doing good and are getting well through the pandemic!💗 Huge fan of your writing, especially your head canons!!

I was wondering if I could request a nsfw alphabet w Vegeto/Gogeta please? Or just some kind of nsfw headcanons in general? If u have done one already feel free to dismiss this^^

Have a lovely morning/day/evening/night!

A/N: Thank you so much for being such a sweetie and requesting a very fun request! I had lots of fun writing for these two, and I hope you enjoy it as well! Gogeta in Bold and Vegito in Italics!!

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Gogeta is very sweet after sex, despite being cocky when he’s fucking you hard. He’ll be gentle, and clean you up and just cuddle up. He enjoys feeling you so close to him.

Vegito can be a little sweet as well, but he doesn’t want to appear weak, even if it is just in front of you. He’ll clean you up and cuddle you, but he’s not going to have pillowtalk. 

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Hmm, this is a tough one for Gogeta. He’s going to have to say maybe his arms...ohhh or his legs! It’s too hard for him to pick. He’s super strong, and he enjoys his physique. On you, it would be your pretty little mouth...er, your smile, rather. Though, you do look good with cock in your mouth.

Vegito loves all of himself. He’s not picky at all, and he thinks all of his physique is peak form. It’s pretty much a no brainer there. For you, it’s your thighs. He loves being buried between your cushiony and soft thighs, and when you make those pretty little noises and you’re squeezing your thighs around his head, he is weak.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Gogeta is so messy with his cum. He’ll cum inside of you, if you like that. If not, he’ll cum all over you, painting you with his seed. He likes to watch you with his seed all over you, and he’ll scoop some up to feed you some.

Vegito has a breeding kink. It’s the Vegeta in this fusion that dominates, so he just needs to cum inside of you. It’s his favorite thing in the whole world. It’s just so fucking good when your pussy milks him for all he is worth.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Gogeta and Vegito actually share the same secret, and it was to be able to fuck you at the same time(so a threesome with Vegeta and Goku). As this is the most viable way to have a threesome with both of them, they are both content with it.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Gogeta is a bit less experienced, as Goku is the dominating one here. He’s not really the most interested in knowing how to have sex properly. He just does what feels good, and if you’re having a good time, then it’s great! If not, he’s quick to learn how to please you.

Vegito has a good amount of experience. He knows how to make you weak and very very wet. It’s one of his best techniques honestly. He just knows where to touch you and how to make you cum so quickly.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Gogeta enjoys the om position, but he’s big on cowgirl as well. Something about having you in his lap or riding him makes him so horny. He loves watching you ride him, and the way your tits bounce...it’s really nice.

Vegito loves doggy style. He loves bending you over desks or counters to pound himself into you over and over again. If you get on all fours in bed, he’ll consider this is you presenting yourself to him.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Gogeta is pretty serious, but he can make some dumb remarks or jokes sometimes. He likes to keep things fun in bed, and sometimes he’ll just say some sexy joke or something dumb, but it’s funny and keeps things interesting in bed.

Vegito is very serious, and he gets into the moment. Sometimes, he’ll say something sexual or make a little dirty joke, but nothing crazy. He loves the serious aspect of fucking.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Gogeta is a little messy down there. He tries to keep it clean, but it grows very very very very fast. It’s the Saiyan genetics. Their hair doesn’t really stay cut even when it is cut. The carpet matches the drapes.

Vegito does what he can to keep the hair down there maintained. He has a different way of taking care of his pubic hair, and he enjoys it much more when he’s clean anyway. The carpet also matches the drapes.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Gogeta can be pretty sweet about having sex, but something he just says dumb stuff and it can take you out of the moment. He tries to just be very sweet, kind and attentive to your needs though.

Vegito is a little different. He can be degrading and rough with you, calling you names. But he can be romantic when he’s feeling a little more needy.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Gogeta doesn’t really understand the need to masturbate. He’s got you for that, doesn’t he? He’ll do it if he’s super desperate, but it’s odd because he is the fused form of Vegeta and Goku, so it can get awkward.

Vegito does not masturbate. He’s got great self-control and he doesn’t need to get himself off if you aren’t around to help with that. Besides, it would fluster him anyway.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Gogeta has a bit of a size kink. He’ll be so turned on by towering over you and making you feel and look so small. If you let him pick you up in his arms and just manhandle you a little bit, he’ll be so hard.

Vegito has a breeding kink of course. He needs to cum inside of you and for you to tell him that you’re his and nobody else’s and that you’ll carry his baby. It’s just something that triggers inside of him.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Gogeta isn’t picky about fucking you in all kinds of different places. He loves it anywhere he can, but he understands that inside your own home can be nice as well. It’ll give you more time without the chance of someone catching you red-handed.

Vegito absolutely wants privacy when he fucks you. It’s got to be somewhere that nobody else will find you. He wants to spend as much time as he can when he’s fucking you. He doesn’t want anyone coming in.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

For Gogeta, you really need to be clear about what you want. Place your hand on his thigh, and lean up to whisper in his ear “I want you right now,”. That should help, but if you need to be even more clear, just palm him through your pants.

Vegito doesn’t need a whole lot. If you touch his thigh, and give him a sensual look, he’s already rock hard. It doesn’t take a whole lot to turn him on.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Gogeta isn’t interested in anal, scat or urine play. He does enjoy most of the other kinks, but he can be vanilla at times. Just let him have some fun, and you’re sure to have fun as well.

Vegito has similar preferences, but he doesn’t mind the anal aspect if you were interested. He likes different things on different days, so you’ll need to talk to him to know what’s going on.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Gogeta would much rather give you oral than receive, but he still enjoys it very much. He can be a bit sloppy with his oral, but it’s so fucking good. You’re always so wet, and he loves lapping up your juices. For blow jobs, he may get a little rough, but he’s going to make sure he doesn’t hurt you.

Vegito loves blow jobs. Please get on your knees and pull his cock out of his pants and just slobber all over it and gag on it. He’s fucking weak for the way you deepthroat him and just choke on his cock. He’ll definitely reciprocate and make you cum tenfold!

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Gogeta is a little more clumsy with his pacing, and it can be downright animalistic sometimes. He’s big on gripping your hips and slamming himself into you. If you need him to be slow, just explain it to him and he’ll do that for you.

Vegito is a tease most of the time, so his pace is actually quite slow and drawn out. He loves being a little rough sometimes, but he enjoys dragging his fat cock head against your walls to make you whimper.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Gogeta actually loves quickie a whole lot. They don’t take up too much time, and you both get to cum as well. It’s nice, and he can just pump himself into you and fuck you at his fast pace, and you’ll both get off very quickly.

Vegito loves a drawn out process, but quickies can be nice as well. If he’s busy and he needs to train, you can trust that he’ll pick a quickie over hours of sex.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Gogeta isn’t huge on risk taking, so he’ll go with his tried and true method when he can. If you want him to experiment with you a little more, just explain it to him and he might understand.

Vegito likes to tease you, so he’ll take some risks from time to time. He’ll finger you in public, or he’ll buy you some vibrating panties and make you cum inside a store.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Both Gogeta and Vegito have incredible stamina, and the fact that it is both Vegeta and Goku fused, it actually makes their stamina almost doubled sometimes. They both can last forever, but they’ll take pity on you for being just a normal human and they’ll stop when you need a break.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Once again, Gogeta doesn’t really understand the point of having toys. If you buy some, he’ll learn how to use them but he doesn’t really care too much about it.

Vegito has lots of toys. He buys all kinds of things to make you cum in all different ways. He loves restraints and vibrators, but handcuffs and whips can be exciting just as much.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Gogeta tries to tease, but he’s weak to your pleading and he doesn’t want to make you wait for your orgasm for too long. He loves the way you look when you come undone.

Vegito is a fucking huge tease. He loves watching you writhe beneath him as he brings you to the edge and pulls away. He’s sweet about it though, as in he lets you cum so hard when he finally decides it’s time for you to cum.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Gogeta is very loud, and he grunts and groans and just lets you know he’s enjoying himself very much. He’s loud, and people will hear you if they are around.

Vegito is a little quieter, but if you blow him, he may get a little loud when you do. He moans when you blow him, but he mostly grunts when he’s fucking you.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Gogeta gets cocky when he fucks you, and this is Vegeta’s influence coming out. He’ll ask you stuff like “Who’s cock are you fucking?” and “Who owns this pussy?” 

Vegito is very sweet sometimes, and this is Goku’s empathy coming through. If he thinks he’s hurt you for real, he’ll stop immediately and make sure you’re okay before continuing.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Both of them have huge cocks! Around nine inches long, thick and curved only slightly. Besides that, they both look like they’ve been carved out of marble by the Gods themselves. They have perfect physiques.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Gogeta gets a little needy sometimes. He’ll just hump you and you’ll get to fucking right away. He has a very high sex drive and needs to take care of it as soon as possible.

Vegito has a normal sex drive. He loves fucking, but he doesn’t necessarily have to do it all the time. Just let him know you’re in the mood, and he’ll probably fuck you.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Gogeta is out like a light almost immediately after taking care of you. He’s cuddling you in his arms and snoring away.

Vegito likes to stay awake for a bit and just relish in the feeling of you having you in his arms. He doesn’t always get these moments to himself.

#writing #reader requested #anon requested #gogeta #vegito #gogeta x you #gogeta x y/n #gogeta x reader #vegito x you #vegito x y/n #vegito x reader #dragon ball #dragon ball z #dragon ball super #dragon ball fanfiction #dragon ball z fanfiction #dragon ball super fanfiction

[blu-joons]

DATING NCT A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Wong Yukhei

A ⇴ AFFECTION

Yukhei is incredibly cuddly when he’s around you, although he comes across as confident, affection is his weakness. Being around you makes him very shy, which often leaves him hiding tightly by your side and sticking close to you.

B ⇴ BEFORE DATING

You’d spotted Yukhei a couple of times in the company, noticing how he spoke to everyone. When he first approached you, you thought he was just being kind, even when he began to flirt you didn’t read too much into the situation. You weren’t quite sure whether you were special or just another person Yukhei was confident around.

C ⇴ CONFESSION

It didn’t take him long to ease any of those doubts you had and confess. His confession was the first time you were introduced to a more introverted side of Yukhei that you hadn’t seen before. The thought of confessing terrified him, so rather than make a fool of himself, he decided to writer you a letter. He appeared at your front door, knocking at the door with the letter and some flowers before racing away before you had the chance to see him.

D ⇴ DATES

Being so athletic, Yukhei loved to show off to you and prove how strong he was. You couldn’t deny the fact that you enjoyed watching him try and impress you, even if it did mean your date nights became very competitive. If he was tired however, Yukhei was always down for a games night with you, he’d love to just sit down and relax with a controller in his hands, with you tucked into his side. He’s often reluctant to give you a controller in case you ruin his progress, but eventually he’ll cave and pass one over to you.

E ⇴ EXPERIENCE

There had definitely been a few brief encounters, Yukhei was a flirt, and he enjoyed the attention that came with that, especially as an idol, but he also saw that a time would come when he’d want to settle down too. You knew that flirting came naturally to Yukhei, but he didn’t want that to be something would scare you off or perhaps worry you about how sincere he was about your relationship. The attention was nice, but it was never what he wanted forever, which being with you quickly proved to him.

F ⇴ FIGHTING

Arguing was far from something that Yukhei enjoyed, he was a smiley, positive person, no matter what the situation. However, if the two of you did find yourselves arguing, he wasn’t someone who would back down. Yukhei’s loud and he likes to make sure that his voice is heard, especially in an argument, and when he thinks that he is right. With that being said, when things began to cool down, he’s usually the one to make the first move and try and put things right as he can’t deal with the negative attitude. He’s a positive person and will quickly try and put that right whenever things start to take a downward turn.

G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY

Yukhei was keen to introduce you to everyone as quickly as possible, it was one of his biggest honours to be able to show you off, and his family were no different. He’d tell them everything about you, any kind gestures, big or small, his parents would always be the first ones that he’d brag about them too with a smile.

H ⇴ HOME

Being so busy, the dorm was quite a safe space for Yukhei, and so leaving it was a big deal for him. He enjoyed being close to the group and several of his SuperM members too, and so he’d want to wait until he was absolutely sure that it was the right time to move out of the dorm to then start looking at places with you.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

Yukhei was the first to say, ‘I love you,’ and when he did, he made sure to pull out all the stops. He was keen to make the night special and spoiled you rotten with plenty of surprises and gifts so that you could see how sincere his heart was, finishing off the night with those three words that everyone wants to hear.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

There are definitely times when Yukhei can get jealous, no matter how confident and happy he tries to come across. Being jealous isn’t something that he enjoys, and he hates for anyone to recognise it in him, but usually you do. You’ll always be able to tell when he gets quiet and starts getting anxious on his toes that he’s not happy about the situation. When the smile drops, that’s always the cue that you need to pull him out of a situation and spend some time reassuring him to put the smile back on his face.

K ⇴ KIDS

Having a family was something that Yukhei was definitely keen on for the future. He’d often find himself drifting into daydreams about how his future would be, and having children was definitely one of the biggest things he saw. He couldn’t wait for the day that he could start teaching his children about the world, hoping that they’d follow in their father’s footsteps and continue the legacy that Yukhei had started.

L ⇴ LAUGHTER

If there’s one thing Yukhei can do without fail, it’s put a smile on your face. He’s the happy virus for a reason because he always brightens the mood and knows how to keep everyone smiling. He knows he has plenty of charms too, that he can often use to his advantage when he’s trying to make you laugh. He’s a flirt and he’s cheeky, Yukhei is never afraid of pushing the boundaries when it comes to humour, even if it earns him a scolding, he knows that regardless, it will put a smile on your face even if you try to convince him otherwise.

M ⇴ MISSING

Yukhei isn’t afraid to admit that he misses you a lot, he travels a lot, and often ends up leaving you for long periods of time. Most of all, on tour, he misses the company of having someone around, whilst the boys are great to have around, it’s never quite the same as having you. The other members will often be able to pick up on when Yukhei’s missing you as he’ll become quite the introvert, he’ll go quiet, he won’t be worried about making others laugh or getting involved with a group activity. They’ll often have to try and encourage him to get involved and distract his mind from thinking about you for a while.

N ⇴ NICKNAMES

You’ll often tend to just call him, ‘lu,’ whenever you’re around him, whereas Yukhei loves to use flirty nicknames that make sure that he’s got your attention. He especially loves it whenever one can take you by surprise.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

He’s obsessed with your legs, he loves the confidence that you stride with and how well you carry yourself, he can’t help but admire your legs all the time.

P ⇴ PDA

Yukhei loves to be affectionate with you, but whenever he is, it’ll often make him incredibly shy. If he knows that there’s other people around, he’ll often hold your hand or give you a kiss, but you can guarantee once he has that when you look across at him his cheeks have gone bright red, and his eyes can’t look at you.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

He’s a very concerning boyfriend, he likes to make sure people are happy, so Yukhei will often ask you how you’re doing. It’s a very simple question but it means a lot to you to know that Yukhei is constantly worrying and checking up on you.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

If there’s one thing Yukhei loves, it’s jewellery, especially his rings. So, for your first special occasion together you decided to buy him a ring that he could keep on him. It ended up being a ring that Yukhei never took off, even if management were asking him to take it, he would still wear it, because it came from you. He would never remove it, it was something far too important to him to ever take off, or risk losing.

S ⇴ SEX

Intimacy with Yukhei is often a very passionate affair, he loves to push things and often leave you wanting more from him. He’s a massive tease, he loves to flirt and make sure that he has you under his control. Yukhei is very energetic though, which means he can often go for a long period of time, so even if he does love to tease you, he’ll always leave something in the tank to make sure he can still make you feel good in the end.

T ⇴ TEXTS

Yukhei loves to message you and catch up whenever he can. He often feels bad when he can’t spend much time with you, so he’ll often try and make up for that by messaging when he’s got a break and seeing how you are.

U ⇴ UNIVERSE

The two of you were best friends, Yukhei loved having you around and having that someone who managed to fill the gaps that his members left. Whether it was in person or not, he’d often be glued to your side one way or another.

V ⇴ VACATION

With travelling so much, Yukhei loved to try and take you on jobs with him and show you much more of the world. Whilst travelling was fun, it was a lot more enjoyable for him when he had you around to enjoy all the experiences with, and also be able to have the chance to spend a lot more time with each other too.

W ⇴ WHINING

He’s full of energy, and if you’re not there to help him use up some of it, then he won’t be afraid to try and get your attention and persuade you to do something with him.

X ⇴ XXXXX

There wasn’t much time when you were around Yukhei that he wouldn’t also be kissing you. He was the biggest tease when it came to kisses, he knew he could play you like a puppet on a string if he tried hard enough. His lips were one of your favourite things about that, which he absolutely used to his advantage. Other times, he could be incredibly soft, whenever he gets shy especially, expect a lot of light, sweet kisses from Yukhei.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his partner in crime, the two of you were often quite inseparable.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

The two of you would always be very close whenever you slept, Yukhei liked to be able to feel the rise and fall of your chest as he slept, it was the perfect distraction to settle his mind and know that you were comfortable beside him.

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[ijwrsmff]

Can I request the fluff alphabet for Kokichi? All of it, if you can. Thank you :)

Here you go! Hope you like it! I have such a love hate relationship with this boy XD

A-Activities (what do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?)

He likes to play games! Video games, card games, board games, he doesn’t really care. He especially likes ones that he’s better than you at. He does like to win, afterall.

B-Beauty (what do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?)

Determination. If you’re determined, no matter what it may be for, he respects it. He loves nothing more than to see you work at what you’re passionate about. He may not HELP you to learn it, but he does enjoy sitting and watching you put in the work.

C-Comfort (how would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack/etc.?)

He’s...not very good at comforting you. He tries, he really does, but often he’ll make jokes to make you laugh...but sometimes you’re really not in the mood to laugh so it comes across as insensitive.

D-Dreams (how do they picture their future with their s/o?)

He’s already planned your future in 50 different scenarios. He’ll make you look at each and every one of them until you pick one you like. Then? He’ll do anything in his power to make it happen.

E-Equal (are they the dominant one in their relationship or are they more passive?)

He likes to be in charge, but occasionally he’d like you to make the choices. Little stuff, he’ll always be in charge. Stuff like what you’re going to eat he will always choose, but bigger decisions like what kind of car you’ll buy...he’d rather you make the choice. Though he will make his stance clear no matter who will be making the decision.

F-Fight (would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?)

He would never get physical with you, but he would yell. A lot. Especially if he feels like he’s being ignored. He really...really can’t stand the feeling of being ignored. He’s always ready to fight, but tries to calm himself down before it escalates to that. It doesn’t work every time...but sometimes it does when he’s in a particularly good mood.

G-Gratitude (How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?)

He often takes things for granted. Especially in the beginning of the relationship. But once you become more intimate with each other he spends every day thinking about how lucky he is to have you.

H-Honesty (do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?)

Soooooo many secrets. About what he does, how he’s feeling, sometimes even if he’s unhappy with something you did. He’ll keep it all a secret and avoid your questions by asking another question to throw you off.

I-Inspiration (Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?)

You really change each other. He makes you feel grateful for what you have, and you make him feel grateful for...well everything. If he didn’t have you, he wouldn’t have near the drive to accomplish things relating to his ultimate.

J-Jealousy (do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?)

God...he gets so jealous. He doesn’t show it, but even you talking to other people can sometimes send a ping of jealousy right to his heart. He’ll laugh about it and join in on whatever conversation you’re having, sending a warning glare to whoever you were talking to. Now if someone was flirting with you...he’d go eerily quiet. He’d pull you away from that person and send a glare their way...but only in his eyes. His signature grin will be on his face the whole time, which is somehow scarier.

K-Kiss (are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?)

He’d initiate your first kiss rather quick. He likes to show how he’s feeling with actions rather than words, so kisses will be frequent. As for how good he is...well he’s had SOME practice. He’s a very enthusiastic kisser if anything and that makes up for any lack of skill.

L-Love confession (how would they confess to their s/o?)

“Y/n~” He would lean in close, making a blush form on your cheeks, “Guess what?”

“What?”

“You have a not so secret admirer~”

You would pause, not knowing if this was another one of his games.

You finally caved and asked “who?”

That’s when he leans up and kisses your cheek.

“Me! That’s who! You must be so happy to know your obvious feelings for me are returned!”

M-Marriage (do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?)

At first he is 100% against marriage. But...after getting closer to you his views have changed. Now...he actually has hope for the future as long as you’re in it. He would make a grand display of his proposal, going to the fanciest restaurant. He would tap his wine glass, just to get everyone’s attention. When things quiet down he’ll stand in front of you, looking more hesitant than you’ve ever seen him as.

“Marry me!” He would proclaim before putting on the ring before you had the chance to respond.

“Oh, it’s okay you don’t have to say it. I know you’ll say yes.”

N-Nicknames (what do they call their s/o?)

He plays around with nicknames frequently, trying out each and every one he can think of and taking note of the ones that worked the best on you. His personal favorite is darling. He likes that it shows how dear you are to him.

O-On cloud nine (what are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious to others? How do they express their feelings?)

He buys you a lot...a LOT of things. You mentioned something the day before? Oh look it’s on your doorstep. He catches you looking at something in one of the store windows? He’s dragging you in to buy it. This makes it rather obvious when he’s in love because you will always be wearing SOMETHING he bought you. Be it a new shirt or jewelry, whatever makes you happy.

P-PDA (are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?)

He’s very upfront. He’ll let anyone and everyone know that you’re his. He’s yours too but...he would never admit to it. He would kiss you if you were on stage in front of a thousand people. He doesn’t care what others think, he just likes to show you’re together.

Q-Quirk (some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship?)

He’s a good leader, so if anything began to bother you he would take control with no hesitation. This has helped in many ways, ranging from wanting to leave an event to indecision about a major matter.

R-Romance (how romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliche or rather creative?)

He CAN be romantic. But he has to be in a good mood. Usually...you put him in that good mood. Other days he’s not up to it at all. He won’t even want to cuddle on the bad days, even if he knows it would really help.

S-Support (are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?)

He may not help, but he’ll keep you company while you work/study. Though...often times he’s more of a distraction than not. “Y/N! Play with me!”

“Not now i’m working/studying.”

“Aw, you’re no fun! Fine! I’ll go keep myself entertained then.”

T-Thrill (do they need to try out new things to spice up their relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?)

He loooooves to try new things. New restaurants, a new game that was just released, any date ideas you bring up, he’ll try anything once.

U-Understanding (how good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?)

He isn’t very empathetic, and he doesn’t know EVERYTHING about you. But every once in a while he’ll surprise you by bringing up something you had talked about months ago. When you tell him something about yourself...he’ll remember it forever.

V-Value (how important is the relationship to them? What’s it worth in comparison to other things in their life?)

His crew comes first, no questions asked. He’ll pester you to join as well, he sees it as combining his two favorite things.

W-Wild Card (a random fluff headcanon)

He cuddles you in his sleep. Even on days he won’t want to cuddle, once he’s asleep he’s entirely wrapped around you.

X-Xoxo (are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?)

He likes to show his affection through touch, and it’s near constant. Hand holding, arm around your waist or shoulders, even just sitting as close to you as possible so your sides touch. He kisses you many...many times a day. It’s one of his favorite ways to show he cares.

Y-Yearning (how will they cope when they’re missing their partner?)

He’s an absolute wreck without you. When you’re gone he’ll text you a million times about random stuff. Sometimes it’s weird facts he learned, others are over-exaggerated stories of things he’s done with his crew.

Z-Zeal (are they willing to go to great lengths for their relationship? If so, what kind of?)

He would fight someone for you. He would risk his own life...just for a chance to get back at anyone who hurt you. Now...he wouldn’t leave his crew even if you desperately wanted him to, but he’d make you second in command if you ever wanted to join.

#kokichi oma x reader #kokichi x reader #x reader #dr3 #dr3 x reader

[sweetwritertanya]

Nothing To Be Jealous About (Jimin)

A/N: Hope you all enjoy this last chapter for the ‘Jealousy’ series. I had the idea for this series a good while back and I had a lot of fun writing all the parts. Some of the story-lines came to me a long time ago, others I had to think deeply about, but I am more than happy with all of them and I hope you all are too. If you read all of them, thank you so very much! It means the world to me to know people actually enjoy my stories, so I can’t be thankful enough. Sending lots of love to all of you, wonderful people!

Summary: Dressing up a bit more elegantly than usual, it rises suspicions from the some of the members when they see you walk by. At the conjecture that you might be going on a date after work, Jimin comes to a life-changing realization.

Warnings: ANGST and FLUFF! Just a bit more angsty than I was expecting, but also ends with a lot of fluffy goodness, so it’s okay! The reader is a bit insecure, but nothing major!

Word Count: 2830

The day was warm and sunny for autumn as you walked down the corridors of BigHit’s company. Your strapped kitten-heels closed-toe sandals making a loud clicking and clacking noise as you moved forward. It made you a bit self-conscious, a constant reminder that you weren’t in your favorite sneakers or flat boots like usual.

Turning the corner, you come across the company’s pride and joy group entering their practice room, seven boys and their managers as well as some staff members having just arrived from early morning interviews. Your heart shudders and aches a bit; you were hoping to avoid them all the whole day. No such luck.

Clinging tightly to the folders in your hands, you force yourself to keep up the pace and smile shyly as you approach them, trying to go by as unnoticed as possible.

“Hey, Y/N! Morning!” you hear Taehyung greet before you could sneak by, a gentle smile on his lips and waving politely.

“Morning” you greet back, trying to sound as cheerful as any other day.

“The elevator is still out of service?” Jin joins the conversation, referring to how you were forced to carry the documents in your hands through the hallways and up the stairs instead of just taking the elevator to your team’s floor.

“Yeah, but they should be able to fix it before lunch, I think” you share, already taking a few steps forward as you talked, subconsciously trying to escape as soon as possible.

“What’s that? Fix what?” the person you were most dreading to see joins the conversation.

Jimin comes around his hyung to see what you were all talking about, catching just the end of the conversation. He was wearing some black jeans, a red and black window pane plaid shirt with two pockets at his chest and the first few buttons undone, showing off his collarbone. He had only one or two piercings in his ears, a very casual outfit considering the fashionable looks he wore so much.

“Hi, Y/N” he says as he realizes you were there, smiling friendly like he always did.

“The elevator” Jin responds to his question, capturing his attention for a moment. “You know, the one who shut down yesterday during the afternoon? They’ll fix it in the morning, it seems.”

“Oh, right. Y/N, you…” Jimin doesn’t get to finish what he was about to say, as he looks back and you were no longer there.

Searching, he finds you already down the hallway, determined steps taking you to the staircase. He frowns a bit, confused about why you left suddenly. It is only then that he realizes what looked different in you. Instead of the baggy t-shirts and sweaters, jeans and some sneakers, you were actually in a medi-dress, a tartan white and grass-green plaid over the dark forest green base, singed at your waist, a white blouse underneath the strappy garment and some beige sandals on your feet.

“Say, guys, didn’t Y/N look… different, today?” he asks, eyes still set at the end of the corridor just before you disappeared from his field of view.

“Yeah, she was wearing a dress. She looked pretty cute” Taehyung declares, crossing his arms and shrugging his shoulders.

“I think she looked nice too. I wonder if she’s going on a date or something” Jin conjectured, making Jimin’s head snap in a flash to his side.

“What? Why a date?” his voice is just maybe an octave or two higher than he meant to be.

“Why not? She’s single as far as I know, and that looked like an appropriate outfit for a first date” Jin continued, defensive. “I mean, I’m just guessing, I don’t know.”

The boys all enter the practice room and start preparing, but Jimin is still unable of letting it go. His angelic face is scrunched up in thought, strong eyebrows pulled together as he thinks.

“You know, not all single women have to go on dates! And people can dress up whenever they like, not just to go out with someone!” he continues arguing, next to his friends.

“Geez, Jimin, just let poor Y/N go!” Taehyung whines, patting Jimin’s shoulder.

“Go? Go where?”

Taehyung shares a look with Jin and Jungkook steps into the circle with wide knowing eyes and sucking on a cartoon of milk. Jimin remains confused.

“You do know that Y/N had a crush on your since, like, her first day here, right?” Taehyung asks, chuckling by the end of the sentence.

Jimin’s blank stare and paralyzed stance is all the answer they need.

“Yeah, she always got shy and nervous when you were around, I’ve seen it” Jungkook contributes, nodding his head.

“It was pretty obvious, Jiminie. Which is why I think it’s great if she is really going on a date or something, she’s trying to move on” Jin explains, a wondering look in his eyes as he regards the still in shock Jimin. “You do want her to move on, right? I mean, you’ve shown no interest in her so far, so… right?”

And he hadn’t. Not really, he was just as friendly with you as he was to anyone else. All warm words and smiling eyes, helping hands and soft touches that lasted just a moment and remained in your memories forever. You knew he had no special interest in you whatsoever, you were far from the type of girl he probably saw himself with. Round and bulky, shy and quiet. Romantically, you were sure he wouldn’t look at you twice. And yet, it took you years to finally accept it, to push your own feelings aside and try and move on, find somebody else.

So, here you were. Waiting for the elevator – freshly fixed that morning – about to go on a first blind date with a friend’s friend. You’d put in the effort and got a bit dressed up, put on just a tad more make-up than usual, did your hair and dressed nicely. Somehow it still felt like it wouldn’t be enough.

Shorter days meant the evenings were darker than you were used to. You wished you had the foresight to bring a jacket that morning, as the outside looked a lot colder now. You hugged yourself with hands going up and down your forearms, hoping the restaurant your date had chosen was a warm establishment.

Abruptly, a dark leather jacket fell onto your shoulders from behind, covering your back and arms from the chilly air you were feeling.

“Hey.”

Jimin stepped next to you and suddenly your heart was at your throat and your stomach turned in your belly, taking every ounce of willpower in you to not blush furiously or stutter as you responded.

“Hello.” You took one of your hands to grab the sleeve of the jacket, keeping your eyes set on it rather than at the man you were talking to. “What’s this for?”

“You looked chilly” he shrugged, nonchalant. “I don’t need it and it’s a cold evening, so you can take it.”

“Thank you” you accept with gratitude, trying once more to not read too much into this. Good-hearted gestures like this were what started all this mess in the first place.

The arrival of the elevator saved you from having to continue the conversation for now, as you entered the opening doors and pressed the button to the ground floor.

“Lobby?” you ask him.

“Yes, please. Thanks.”

A few minutes of silence as the elevator starts to descend, your hands nervously grasping and ungrasping the strap of your purse.

“You look very pretty today” he compliments out of the blue, in the softest of voices.

Absolutely shocked, you freeze for a second, ignoring your singing heartbeat and the shiver down your back.

“T-Thank you” is all you could say. Much of all you said to him so far, actually.

“Are you… Are you going out on a date after work?” There’s a crack in his voice for a split second, but he rapidly glazes over it and continues. “Some of the guys said that but I thought they were exaggerating. Could be a family meeting or a friend’s reunion or-”

“It is a date” you clarify, even though you are not sure why you feel like you owe him any explanation. “A blind date, to be exact.”

The elevator is almost to the lobby and your legs are restless with energy as all you want is to leave through the still closed doors in front of you. This conversation hurt, his sudden curiosity hurt, just his mere presence hurt. You wanted, needed to escape.

“What… What if I said don’t go?”

It was barely a whisper, just the smallest of voices coming from the man standing behind you in the small elevator room. The doors ping open but you stay frozen despite the restlessness from before. Slowly, carefully, you turn your head to look back and finally glance at Jimin’s face. He looks serious and slightly scared, plump lips tensely closed, eyes searching yours, arms crossed.

“What?” you whisper back in disbelief.

“Don’t go. On a date.” He presses on, this time in a clear voice.

You turn your back over, looking straight again as a dry chuckle leaves your parted lips. A mixture of anger, embarrassment and hurt make you shake your head as your eyes begin to sting a bit and you march away from him, intent on making your way to the building’s door and reaching the outside road, where your date should already be waiting.

“Y/N! Y/N, wait!”

A hand reaches for yours but you pull it out of reach and stop dead in your tracks as you turn to Jimin, eyes already much too glossy for your own good, eyebrows grimacing and bottom jaw quivering a bit.

“Why are you doing this to me?” you question, almost an accusation. Surely, he knew. He had to. He knew of your feelings and instead of allowing you to move on, he was purposely holding you back. You never knew him to be a selfish person, but there was no other reason possible for him to do this to you.

Thankfully, the lobby was mostly empty aside from the guards and the workers at the front desk. None of them seemed to really noticed you two just yet, so Jimin guided you gently towards the door to the staircase that was no longer used. Once the door closed behind you two, he started pacing, a guilty expression ever-present in his features.

“When they told me-….” He takes a deep breath with closed eyes, forcing himself to stand still in front of you. “When the guys suggested you might be going on a date, I felt weird. Never have I ever felt quite like this before, I wasn’t sure what to make of it. I felt sick and betrayed and hurt and-”

“Stop!” you almost beg in a broken voice. You feel your face heat up and your eye vision blurs due to the tears you try to hold back. “Stop. Don’t do this to me. Not now. Not when-!” A sob escapes you in mid-sentence and you try to quickly clean the tear rolling down your chubby cheek. “Not when I’ve been in love with you for all these years a-and I’m finally tr-trying to move on! Y-You don’t have the right!”

If only your eyes had been set on his instead of at his feet, you would have seen the ache your words produced, the way his neck and ears grew red as he was trying not to cry too, seeing you break down like this in front of him feeling the same as if someone clawed their way into his chest and ripped his heart out. Each tear that fell from your beautiful eyes brought more tears to his and it was making it impossible for him to breathe.

“You don’t love me, so you c-can’t say you are betrayed or hurt or anything. Not to me.” You finish expressing, hands shaking by your sides.

Jimin takes hold of your trembling hands in his and raises them up to kiss at the knuckles, a gesture that finally makes you look up at him with uncertainty and puzzlement.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry Y/N, I’m sorry” he says, wanting nothing more than to erase the painful appearance on your face, erase the salty drops that stained your cheeks. “I didn’t mean for this to happen like this. I got jealous and wanted to stop you from going, I didn’t mean to hurt you ever, Y/N.”

You actually laugh with no humor behind it, shaking your head as you look somewhere behind Jimin, rather than at him.

“That’s just it. You don’t even like me and got jealous about me going and giving attention to some other guy. But the thing is, you have nothing to be jealous about. I could go on a hundred dates and I honestly think my feelings wouldn’t change.” You look at him then, with fresh tears drowning your lower lashes and a sad smile. “How pathetic am I, right?”

The jacket around your shoulders suddenly gets pulled forward harshly, making you lose your step and fall right into Jimin’s open arms.  Your mind goes blank for a moment, when all your can smell is his herbaceous musky scent, all you feel is the way his arms are squeezing you by your shoulders, pressing your corpulent body against his lean one, all you hear is his tiny voice whispering against your hair.

“No. You’re not. You’re not pathetic, I am. I am.”

Regaining control over your body, you try to wiggle away from him, hands pushing at his chest, trying to get away.

“Jimin, stop it! Don’t feel sorry for me, I don’t need your pity.”

He allows you to get out of his embrace, but only to in turn grab your round face in between his hands, effectively still keeping you in place, standing closely in front of him.

“Hey, it is not pity. Y/N, it’s not pity.” He leans down to force you to look him in the eyes as he says it and you see the importance behind them, the truthfulness.

“What then?”

Instead of answering, you see him press his lips together and eyes stare blankly at your lips in thought. Your heart hammers on your chest as you sense what he was about to do and you panic, shaking your head and about to tell him to let you go, but it’s too late.

Leaning forward, any hint of refusal you had dies at the first contact of his soft lips on yours, mouths joining in a feather like touch before fully merging together, precluding any effort you could even think of to stop it. The rest of the world drowned as a flare of heat bloomed to your cheeks, butterflies sprung to life at the pit of your stomach and a thrill shot up your spine. He traces your lips with his own, claiming your upper lips in little nibbles and then your bottom lip with small bites. Your legs quiver and hands sweat as they hold on to his shirt, heart skittering in your chest.

When his lips detach from yours, they leave the taste of sweet berries behind and you are sure you found a new favorite flavor in the world.

You slowly open your eyes, highly aware of the state you must be in and of his hands on your face, but in turn noticing his own flared up cheeks, even more so than when he was trying not to cry, and intense stare.

“Don’t go on the date with that guy” he requests of you again. But this time, he adds on. “Go on a date with me. Give your attention to me. Love me. Because I might just be in love with you too.”

And it’s all so sudden, so much, so unbelievable, you shake your head in his hands.

“But, Jimin, you never-”

“I was oblivious” he interrupts, knowing what you were about to say. “I’m so sorry it took me this long to see it. I’m sorry it had to be pointed out to me in order to notice, but I know it now. I always liked you a lot, Y/N. I just regret never letting it show and making you think I didn’t. If you let me, I’ll spend as long as you want making it up to you. I’ll prove it to you. Please?”

For once, just this once, you listen to your heart rather than to your head.

“Okay” you whisper, almost afraid of saying it too loud.

Jimin smiles so brightly that his eyes disappear behind his cheeks and he envelops you in a strong embrace again, certainly having twirled you around if he had the strength. Instead, he squeezes your fluffy skin against his and rocks you both side to side, chuckles of happiness escaping you both.

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[talonsandtails]

I wrote a thing because I was bored. And yes, believe it or not I do write occasionally. Don’t forget, my persona, Lyric, is also an OC. For context she served as a messenger during the War of Sandwing Succession

Sand.

It stretched as far as the eye could see, dipping and rising. A sea of gold and white that went on seemingly forever, occasionally disturbed by the lone cactus or the scuttle of tiny paws, the desert creatures that dwelled beneath the earth.

It was a pleasant night, a soft breeze drifting through the desert, with two of the three moons full, breaking the dark abyss of the night. The stars were like a net of fireflies cast across the sky.

On a soundless night like this, one could almost forget about the blood that stained these sands.

Overhead the blue dragon soared, blue and green scales catching the moon light, as if it were made of sapphires and emeralds. It’s blue wings beat the air, the spray of emerald scales glittering beneath the moons. It looked dangerously out of place in the desert around it.

Lyric scanned the ground nervously. Why the queen had chosen her for this mission, she would never know. Perhaps it was because she was the fastest? Even so, her pale blue scales were hard to miss in a wasteland like this one.

Or maybe the queen thought she was the most disposable. The council was short on messengers, and this was a dangerous delivery, so best send the young, insignificant rookie. It wouldn’t matter if she died on the way back, as long as the message was delivered.

Lyric shook her head, as if shaking away those thoughts. There was no time to contemplate the queens somewhat questionable decisions. She had to focus on the task at hand.

Lyrics focused on the ground below, her eyes darting around frantically. Was she still on the outskirts of the Sand kingdom? Or had she gone the wrong way and stumbled into the mainland? She’d already passed the Scorpion Den, which she’d thought was on the outskirts of the kingdom. She’d stayed close to the beach, to avoid Burns stronghold, and she thought she should be close by now. Had it gotten unusually colder yet? Or was it so cold because it was night? Deserts were supposed to be cold at night, right?

Lyric beat her wings faster. She could feel time slipping through her claws like sand. The queen had stationed a wing of her army on the border between the Ice Kingdom and the Sand Kingdom. She had hoped to attack the outer Icewing villages. But one of her spies had reported that Burn, the strongest and cruelest of the Sandwing sisters, had caught wind of the queens plan. The vicious princess was planning on wiping out their troops tonight.

The queen had ordered the soldiers to retreat. It was Lyrics job to warn them.

The mountains yawned ahead in the distance, and for a panicked moment Lyric thought she’d gone the wrong way. Did the Ice Kingdom have mountains? Was this the Ice Kingdom? or had she stumbled into the Claws of the Clouds Mountains by accident? But she felt her heart leap when she spotted the gleam of green and blue scales. Yes! The army tents were cleverly disguised in the rocky slopes. Lyric lashed her tail, putting on a bolt of speed, beating her wings as hard as she could. Who knew how much time they had? She needed to get the troops away from here as fast as possible.

Lyric angled her wings down in a dive, lashing her tail behind her. Unfortunately, she misjudged her speed and ended up jerking upwards, flapping her wings wildly in an attempt not to crash headfirst into the rock at top speed. She ended up tumbling into the camp, rolling several times before landing on her back with her wings sprawled. At least she was still alive.

Several of the soldiers around her squeaked in alarm, scrambling out of the way. Lyric winced at the harsh comments they were throwing at her. Way to make a fool of herself.

“Ack! Are you delusional?!”

“Learn to fly idiot! Don’t go flapping around like a drowned seagull!”

“Three moons, shut the heck up! Your going to bring the whole mountain down on us!”

“Sorry, sorry, I’m so so sorry!” Lyric yelped. This was not exactly the grand entrance she had planned. Lyric scrambled upright and whipped her head around frantically. Who was it she needed to find? Who was the commander? Three moons, why couldn’t she do something as simple as remembering a name?

Suddenly, a large, bulky dragon burst out of one of the tents. She radiated menace and strength. It almost made Lyric jump back.

“What in Pyrrhia is going on here?!” The dragon roared. The name suddenly and conveniently popped back into Lyrics head.

Tempest. Commander Tempest. This had to be her, with her gruesome scares a bulky build. She’d certainly lived up to the rumors.

One of the soldiers flicked his tail at Lyric, snapping her out of her thoughts.

“This squid-brained dragonet just crashed into our camp. We’ll be lucky if she hasn’t alerted the whole Ice Kingdom by now.”

Commander Tempest glared at Lyric, her gaze cutting right through her.

“What does this idiot want?”

Lyrics throat closed over her words. Moons above, Tempest was every bit as intimidating as she thought she’d be.

“Well?” Tempest sat on her back talons and crossed her arms, glaring down her snout at Lyric. She poked Lyric with her tail.

“Are you deaf? Speak.”

Lyrics voice returned to her. “I-i-I, I’m s-sorry, Commander Tempest,”

Lyric crouched into a hasty bow. She wondered if this was right protocol for talking to the commander or if she was making an even bigger fool of herself.

“I-I have a message from Q-Queen Coral!”

Lyric fumbled with the bag slung around her neck, hastily tugging out a small scroll.

“The-the Sandwings- er, the prin- Burn has been alerted to your presence. They may be attacking tonight. The queen has ordered you to retreat.”

Tempest raised a scaley eyebrow. She took the scroll from Lyric and unfurled it, pausing for a second, then nodding.

“Slithering sand snorters,” Tempest snarled. “Why don’t we stay and fight them off? We could take out Burn and the lower Icewing villages at once.”

Lyric hadn’t considered that, but this wasn’t her decision. “Y-you can talk it over with the queen. But, t-this is a direct order, so, uh...”

Lyric, under Tempest’s glare, figured it a was probably a good idea to shut up. Tempest turned to several of the dragons around her.

“Go spread the word. Pack up as fast as you can. Anyone not ready in ten minutes will be left to the sand snorters.”

Tempest glanced at Lyric for a second. “Thank you. You better scurry on home, shrimp. This is no place for a dragonet.” Tempest turned back to her soldiers, barking orders.

Lyric was taken aback for a second. Did it really matter? But Tempest was right, Lyric wasn’t much of a fighter. Lyric nodded, gave a half bow, and sprang into the air. Her wing beats were shaky, but oddly confident. She’d done her job. Well, she’d made a fool of herself, but at least she’d done her job. Hopefully the queen would be pleased.

Lyric flew on, with a small grin on her face. She looked behind her occasionally to see the SeaWing troops soaring behind her. She’d done her job, she’d been useful. She’d helped save those soldiers, and-

Suddenly, a dune exploded right below her. Lyric squeaked in alarm. Her wing beats faltered, and she flapped wildly for a second to right herself. She flew higher to get a better view of what was going on.

She wished she hadn’t.

Below her, the ground was bursting with sand dragons, like ants swarming out of their piles to fight whoever had disturbed them. The Sandwings lunged towards the sea dragons, with talons outstretched and teeth bared. Lyric watched in horror as the blue dragons began to drop like rain, crumbling to the ground, staining the sand below them.

Lyric was snapped out of her horror by claws raking across her snout. A Sandwing, a large female with pale white scales, had snatched lyric out of the air, throwing her towards the ground. Her tail stabbed for Lyrics heart, the venomous barb gleaming menacingly.

Lyric lashed out, clawing frantically at the sand dragon. She batted the Sandwings tail away with her wings, and felt her claws grab hold of the Sandwings neck. Lyric sank her claws in, holding on desperately. Her attacker hissed furiously, beating her wings frantically, struggling to stay in the air against Lyrics weight. Her tail snaked towards Lyric again. Lyric snatched her tail in her jaws, like a bear catching a fish, and bit down as hard as she could. She felt her teeth sink into the weak spot that every dragon had in their tail.

The sand dragon roared and yanked her tail away, ripping Lyric off her neck and sending her spinning towards the ground. The sea dragon yelped and spread her wings, landing rather clumsily on the sand.

Lyric turned to the bloodbath above her, her heart sinking, with blood from her snout clouding her vision. Her mind couldn’t register what had happened. Had this been her fault? Had she been too late? Had she somehow caught the Sandwings attention?

Her mind desperately grabbed onto an explanation. Something, anything that could explain this outcome.

As Lyric watched the sky in horror, one of the sand dragons snaked her head around to glare at her, as if she had felt the sea dragons gaze. The Sandwing was large and bulky, her body disfigured with gruesome scars that told stories and fearsome battles and vicious foes. The chain mail armor on her chest gleamed with pride. Her obsidian black eyes had a sharp gleam to them. The eyes almost had a smug look to them. A look that said “nice try” and “I win” and “you failed.”

Burn, Lyric realized, must have planned this all along. Now that she thought about it, it was a rather clever plan. Prompt your enemies into retreating, then ambush them when they try to escape. Quite clever, indeed.

Lyric tore her eyes away. Sandwings were truly the worst tribe. It was their fault they were all in this war in the first place. They were horrible, vicious dragons. The messenger would never forget that. She spotted several blue and green figures, frantically trying to bolt away from the scene. Among them, she thought she saw the Commander. Retreat, yes, they were still trying to escape.

The small, blue messenger leapt into the air after them, blood pooling around her snout, dripping onto the sand. One could never forget the blood that stained these sands.

[qwertyfingers]

we know that bobby only watched ds9 and dean watched the tos movies for sure which implies he's seen tos as well (plus he calls jack spock). so what do you think everyone's favorite trek is? sam is without a doubt a tng fan first and foremost. i think out of all tos movies cas prefers the wrath of khan because he Feels Things when kirk and spock do the ta'al through the glass. charlie has definitely seen some trek (we've seen her llap), do you think she's into tos first and foremost? anyway let's talk about star trek nights in the bunker.

OKAY SO I HAVE. MANY MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS. SORRY THIS IS SO LONG.

like. like of COURSE bobby only likes ds9 of course he does i could have told you this without the show becuase like. bobby is That Bitch. i think rufus will have watched TOS at least because leonard nimoy worked hard on linking jewish faith and practices into the vulcan lore and i think that would mean something to him. bobby will catch rufus smiling at him sometimes while they’re watching ds9 and ask him what all gruffly and rufus will smirk at him and say something about sisko with jake and bobby with dean and bobby will just cough and take a swig of whiskey and rufus will raise his eyebrows but let it slide. rufus definitely makes a comment once about dean&cas being like jake&nog that totally flies over dean’s head but bobby is all knowing eyebrow raise about.

i think cas and jack would really like discovery. while it has some issues with inconsistency, pacing, being a little dark, it also does better than the other TV treks at utilising the nature of film as a medium to instill a sense of wonder, at space and the world, and that’s something they’d really appreciate. i have my own issues with disco, but an obol for charon is as close to the central core of trek that disco ever gets. cas and jack also like that one in particular because they like listening to all the different languages being spoken. they all love michael (everyone loves michael). cas’ faves are stamets and reno because they’re mean and gay, jack’s fave is tilly because she’s excitable and bright and he latches onto that. dean likes reno because she’s got spunk. sam’s fave is airiam and he will never forgive them for killing her off. sam, cas and dean all feel an uncomfortable kinship with both ash and culber - they’ve both been the one with monster teeming under the surface, controleld by something not themself, but they’ve also all spent that time in hell/purgatory, separated from everyone they love.

thinking about episodes that would really get to them all, darmok is. THE ONE. i have a whole unfinished essay about darmok as the platonic ideal of star trek; the perfect distillation of everything trek is SUPPOSED to be about. it doens’t always get there but by god it tries! that speech michael gives in the disco s2 finale - “There's a whole galaxy of people out there who will reach for you. You have to let them. Find that person who seems farthest from you and reach for them.” - that’s what darmok is about!!! it’s all about a situation where real communication seems impossible, where everything we know about talking and learning has broken down. and picard says, okay, i will find another way. i can’t relate to you, you can’t relate to me, but by god i’m going to try. we all meet people we have trouble communicating with in our lives, and often, those people will not care about changing their own ways to accommodate us. for people with autism, adhd, psychosis, the list goes on, this is a very common occurrence. it’s exhausting and frustrating and alienating. darmok is all about crossing that barrier. about reaching for someone through a world of difficulty and learning how to talk. learning how to share something with someone who seems out of our reach. it’s beautiful, it’s heartwrenching, it means more to me than i can easily put into words! 

anyway i think the bunker fam would experience a lot of emotions watching it together. there’s defintiely a lot of hugging eachother, sam cries a lot and won’t look at anyone until after the episode ends. jack just asks a lot of questions and talks about his progress learning sign language with cas. dean snakes his hand into cas’ halfway through and doesn’t let go. doesn’t show the emotion on his face, but he clutches harder at the emotional beats. cas runs his fingers through jack’s hair and thinks a lot, and decides not to say anything unless dean talks first. its just a Lot for everyone. 

dean def makes them marathon all the TOS and TNG movies. it’s an experience everyone needs at least once. i think you’re right about cas and TWOK with the ta’al through the glass, but also ‘this simple feeling’ and the hand hold would make him feel crazy. bones being the one that spock entrusts with his katra DEF makes dean feel some type of way because as much as destiel is kirkspock-coded, dean IS bones, and seeing spock trust bones so completely despite how at odds they were when they first knew eachother would dig deep into dean’s psyche and make him more than a little bit nutso. the movies are way too long for jack so he mostly sits and plays animal crossing while they watch and looks at the screen when everyone else gasps or when something exciting is happening that holds his attention for a while. sam’s fave is nemesis precisely because it’s terrible and he loves how camp it is.

dean has definitely seen all of trek. i refuse to believe someone who watches as much tv and films as dean wouldn’t sit and watch the whole shebang. i think he’s probably seen TOS and the TOS movies more than the others because its easier than sitting through 7 seasons, but i think rather than that being his favourite he’d just have really strong opinions about the best episodes of each one? like if you asked him what his favourite is he’d say you can’t answer that because they’re all so different from eachother

VOY - bride of chaotica, non seqitur, macrocosm for the favourite episodes. seven, janeway and tuvok would be his favourite characters. he think toms a bit of a knob but also feels a kinship with him for the similar brand of bab dad-ism but he wouldn’t be able to put that into words. he’s also a fierce defender of threshold being a good episode (he’s right for that)

DS9 - our man bashir it’s our man bashir. he doesn’t dislike ds9 but its very plot heavy and he didn’t care for it when he was younger. rewatching it after living through multiple supernatural wars he’d probably appreciate it more. i know for a fact he cries every time there’s an episode about sisko being a good dad. jadzia and garak are his faves

TNG - he LOVES q. he also absolutely will not be caught dead referencing how much loves q after cas comes into his life because sam will do the little brotherly knowing eyebrow raise at him and he will die of embarrassment. he regularly references ‘there are four lights’ because he’s a fucking nerd. he has made cas watch elementary my dear data and fistful of datas a half dozen times each at LEAST. cas KNEW how dean was going to be about the cowboy hat he’s defintiely got into full cowboy getup at home just for watching movies and in cas’ head star trek is fully to blame.

TOS - oh there are so many good TOS eps to choose from. obv he loves most of the series becuase TOS has MANY banger eps, his favourites are probably like. mirror mirror, amok time (baby dean defintiely had some kind of crisis watching it for the first time; i know the rituals are intricate). i know deep in my bones that dean watched the conscience of the king (introduction of the tarsus iv massacre) once and then spent his entire teenage years writing fic about that in his head, whether he posted it or not. dean related too much to those experiences of shared hunger. city on the edge of forever is one of everyone’s faves for a reason (and i’m STILL mad we never got a closer take on that episode in spn it could have been so fun). 

ENT - he definitely thinks enterprise is stupid and he’s not wrong but he has also definitely watched it and been very repressed about the whole thing. mans was like oh i feel a kinship with malcolm reed the obviously repressed queer man. i will never examine this feeling ever again thank you <3 he also makes fun of archer for being obsessed with, of all sports, water polo. shran is his favourite character because he’s a little shit and makes him laugh, and t’pol, because t’pol is a badass and he’d appreciate that. i can’t remember the title of a single episode off the top of my head though lol.

i can see what you’re saying about sam being a TNG stan. i’m conflicted though, I feel like TNG’s generally the favourite of 1) obnoxious nerds who think knowing trivia facts makes them smart, 2) men desperately trying to seem masculine and 3) people who’ve watched it three times and have extremely complex thoughts on the personhood and rights of robots. i could see sam fitting into the third group, but people who are in it for the robot feelings are a coin flip between voyager and tng being the fave, and i just have a feeling that voyager would be his favourite. i know kid sam is getting gender envy watching voyager in shitty motels while dad and dean are out, trying to find the words for it. his first semester at stanford he talks a friend into giving him the janeway haircut and rides that high for months. sam’s favourite characters are seven and EMH. 

sam and dean have definitely had dozens of long drawn out debates about philosophical topics in star trek. do the holograms deserve rights and if so which ones. are the romulans and vulcans still meaningfully the same people. was spock right for trying to foment reunification by going undercover on romulus. can the borg be redeemed. etc etc.

i haven’t seen any of picard at all so i can’t comment. i also think sam and dean probably read a lot of the trek books? they’re pretty common to find in secondhand bookstores and cheap, would have been even cheaper back in the day. sam probably doesn’t care for them much, dean has a few solid faves though. i’ve only read the disco books so i can’t comment anything specifically (besides the fact that i think dean read dead endless and cried like a baby), but some of the TOS and DS9 books are gay as hell and i know dean was eyes emoji-ing that shit. 

#spn #spn fic #tfw 2.0 #treknatural

[blu-joons]

DATING GOT7 HEADCANON A⇴Z ⇴ Mark Tuan

A ⇴ AFFECTION

Mark is incredibly shy with his affection, he loves to wrap his arms around you or offer you a kiss, but he’ll always do it with a red glow to his cheeks. You can always tell when he’s getting coy as you’ll hear his giggle in your ear.

B ⇴ BEFORE DATING

It takes him a long time to build up the confidence to really talk to someone, and you were no different. You were the first to say hello on your third time of meeting at the studio, Mark was so relieved that you’d made his job easier. It surprised him more than anything how comfortable he quickly felt talking to you, trying to know as much about you as possible.

C ⇴ CONFESSION

An impulse came over him one night as the two of you met up for drinks, he wasn’t sure what suddenly prompted him to tell you how he felt, but if he didn’t follow the impulse, he never knew when he’d find the confidence to tell you again. It definitely took you by surprise, completely out of the blue, but you were more than pleased to hear how he felt. As his cheeks blushed at the end of his speech, you happily let him know how you felt too.

D ⇴ DATES

He works hard on making every date night special for you both, he’ll often greet you at your door with flowers or something to eat. He loves to do something active, he’s not one for sitting around in a fancy restaurant and talking. Your dates usually consist of something sporty, ice skating, rollerblading, anything that Mark can show off to you doing is a good thing with him. You can’t lie, you love seeing how athletic and sporty he is, even if he’s not super competitive, he’ll hate when he loses to you at anything.

E ⇴ EXPERIENCE

There had been a couple of dates in school whilst he was in America, but since he came to Korea, he’d never been phased about dating, and instead wanted to focus on his career. He knew he was starting to reach an age where he had to think about the future, and that was something he really started to consider whilst with you. He had goals in his life that he wanted to achieve, he’d achieved a lot with his music, but also, he wanted to be married within the decade. He’d never focussed on anything but his career, but when he met you, he really began to consider a little more about his long-term future too.

F ⇴ FIGHTING

His temper definitely isn’t what it once was, but that still doesn’t stop the two of you squabbling from time to time. He’s become a lot more sensitive and understanding in recent years, and that definitely shows with you. He hates arguing with you, especially when he’s supposed to be the one that loves and supports you. If the two of you argue, he’ll usually take himself away from the situation to calm himself down, and then when he feels relaxed again, he’ll come back and talk things through with you, and quickly forget about the argument.

G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY

You knew how close he was to his family, but they quickly took a liking to you despite that. Seeing that Mark had someone with him whilst he was thousands of miles away was a huge comfort for them, each time he arranged to head home they pleaded with him to take you too so that they could get to know you better.

H ⇴ HOME

He was quite keen on moving you into his place quickly, he enjoyed the company of having someone around too, even if the two of you were sat in silence. Milo also bonded with you as well, seeing the two of you curled up on the sofa when he’d come home late at night was his favourite sight, one that he knew he wanted to be able to see forever.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

Mark was the first to say, ‘I love you,’ at the end of one of your dates. You were convinced you’d be able to beat him on the air hockey table, but when you didn’t, and started to whine, he was quick to try and make you smile. Like his confession, it was a bit of an impulse, but he knew how he felt, even if he wanted to admit it in a more romantic setting.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

There are definitely times where Mark can get jealous, he’s very protective of you and your relationship. It’s usually when someone around you gets loud and he begins to feel pushed aside, he has a lot of pride, and if someone is capturing your attention more than he does he’ll definitely feel sensitive about it. If Mark gets jealous, he’ll get quiet, which you’ll quickly catch onto. You’re very quick to reassure him and shut out whoever else is around you so that you can go back to focussing on Mark instead.

K ⇴ KIDS

He was very open about wanting children in the future, with his three nieces already, he was keen on adding to the family. Mark wanted to do things the traditional way, once he was married, then he’d consider a family. His family loved to tease him about when he’d start settling down with you, as they could see how happy you both were, but also, he knew they were desperate to have more grandchildren running around the house.

L ⇴ LAUGHTER

Mark’s laugh was one of your favourite things about him from the moment that you met; it was the sweetest sound that always brought a smile to your face. At times he was quite quiet, so his laughter was reassuring to you to know that he was alright. He found himself laughing a lot more when he was around you, he loved to tease you and tickle you, which also brought plenty of laughter out of you. You could hear his laughter often, especially when he was playing games with Joey which would always make your heart very happy.

M ⇴ MISSING

He’d had no choice for many years but to get used to being away from his family but being away from you made him feel sixteen again. He really struggled being away from you, he hated the lonely feeling of not having someone constantly around to laugh and joke with. It was hard on him, he’d try and call his family often, but also make time for you too, he never wanted to upset anyone when he was on tour. You’d send him Milo updates as often as you could to try and make sure he was happy, but he’d only smile properly when he came back from tour and went back to lazing around the apartment with the two of you.

N ⇴ NICKNAMES

Neither of you ever really settled on a nickname for each other, you tended to just speak whatever came to mind. Both of you had tendencies to use, ‘love’ more than anything else which others loved to tease you about.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

He was obsessed with your smile, he loved being able to physically see that he was making you happy, especially when he’d be able to hear you laughing away too.

P ⇴ PDA

PDA wasn’t something Mark was huge on, he’d often hold your hand or keep a hand against your waist in public, but that was usually about it. He loved to care for you though, he’d often offer you a sip of his drink or a bit of his meal, and he’d always try and make sure he was opening doors for you and keeping you safe.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

The question Mark often asks is to see if you and Milo are alright. He often feels like he burdens you by caring for Milo, even though you always remind you love to look after him, but if anything ever is wrong, he’ll be straight home in a heartbeat.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

Whenever he’s streaming or playing a game, he’ll write down all the comments he sees written about you. Once his stream ends, he’ll sit down with you and let you know all the things that the fans said about you. Not only does it make you feel more comfortable around the fans, but it also makes him feel a lot happier that the fans are so accepting of you both.

S ⇴ SEX

It very much depends on the mood who takes control of these moments, Mark loves to assert his dominance sometimes, but other times he’ll be more than happy to sit back and let you do the work. Regardless of who’s in charge, sex will always be a very affectionate affair. You both like to take your time, and make sure nothing gets rushed, which often leaves the two of you with blushed cheeks by the end.

T ⇴ TEXTS

He’ll text you often throughout the day, so it feels like you’re there with him. He likes his own mind sometimes, but he doesn’t necessarily like enjoying that alone, so if he can receive a text from you whilst he’s lost in his head, it’ll always make him feel better.

U ⇴ UNIVERSE

Not many people truly appreciated how amazing his personality was because he was so quiet, but no one valued it more than you did. You made him feel special every time he was with you, because best of all, you understood him.

V ⇴ VACATION

Since he began dating you, he loved to try and use his holiday time for you both, but you had other ideas. Whilst he was talking to you about a trip to China, you were busy organising a trip back to LA for you both. Not only did it mean the world to his family, but also him, knowing you were willing to make such a huge effort for him.

W ⇴ WHINING

The only time you’d ever hear him moan was when he was playing games, if he ever lost, you definitely knew about it, even from the other side of the apartment.

X ⇴ XXXXX

Kisses are definitely frequent from Mark, whenever the two of you are laid together, he’ll love to kiss you, whether it be the top of your head, the back of your hand, or against your cheek. You can always feel his smile whenever he kisses you, whenever his eyes meet yours, he’ll always end up with a horrendous blush which you’ll definitely tease him for. He’ll never stop kissing you though, he’ll just hide his face whilst he does.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his rock, no one was there for him like you were.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

It was a battle most nights for Mark’s attention against Milo, you’d often roll over to feel Milo’s paw resting up against you. When you’d wake up the following morning and complain to Mark that Milo stole you, all he’d ever do was laugh.

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[queervibesmydude]

Fluff Alphabet

this took me forever to write but I have no regrets.

Nick Scratch x Reader

A = Admiration (what do they absolutely adore about you?)

Nick absolutely adores your eyes and your smile. He’d do just about anything to make you smile; whenever he sees it, he lights up on the inside and falls for you just a little bit harder. As for your eyes, he could lose himself staring into them. He believes that eyes are the windows to the soul and he loves the connection and intimacy that comes with making eye contact with you.

B = Body (what is their favorite part of your body?)

All of it. He can’t choose just one part, when he’s in love with every single part of you. That said, he loves wrapping his hands around your waist and tracing patterns on your back.

C = Cuddling (how do they like to cuddle?)

When you’re just talking, about anything and everything, he likes to keep his distance while still being close to you. He’d lay on his side, focusing all his attention on you, with your feet and hands overlapping, so there’s always some contact. 

Otherwise, especially when you’re falling asleep, he loves to keep you as close as possible, wrapping his arms around you and keeping you safe as you drift off to sleep. He’s personally a fan of you resting your head on his chest and moving close to him; that way, he can feel your heartbeat against his body and he can play with your hair and run his finger up and down your spine.

D = Dates (what does their ideal date with you look like?)

You could go literally anywhere and do literally anything, but as long as he got to do it with you, he’d be happy. He always loved to take you out on elaborate dates, dressing up as nicely as he could, bringing you to dances and showing you off. He has to admit, though, he really does love it whenever you grab him to sneak off on whatever spontaneous adventure of sorts you felt like going on at the moment. 

E = Emotions (how do they express emotion around you?)

He’s certainly much more expressive around you than he is around everyone else. The facade of being suave and charming but otherwise expressionless that he normally keeps disappears entirely around you, especially when you’re both alone. He’s more open and vulnerable around you, and expresses how passionate he is about the things he cares about when he’s around you.

F = Family (do they want one? If they do, when?)

He would love to have a family with you in the future, as much as the concept does scare him sometimes, but he’s in no rush to make it happen. For now, and for the next couple of centuries at least, you and his friends are all the family he needs.

G = Gifts (how do they feel about gift giving? What are their habits when it comes to this?)

He never hesitates to spoil you with the most precious and elaborate gifts he can find. That said, the gifts that matter the most to you are the small ones, the ones that tend to be quite simple in nature, but remind you of some of the best memories you’ve had together. Your favorite gift, to this day, is a simple bracelet he created just for you, made with some dried sunflower petals from your first date.

H = Holding Hands (when/how do they like to hold hands?)

Nicholas Scratch loves to hold your hand. He loves taking it and moving his thumb across your knuckles. He loves interlacing his fingers with yours, squeezing it to remind you that he loves you. He loves being by your side, no matter the situation, and holding your hand, just to remind you that he’s there for you, he loves you, and he’ll support you with whatever you need. He’d follow you to the ends of the earth and back, as long as he gets to hold your hand.

I = Injury (how would they act if you got hurt?)

It goes without saying that Nicholas Scratch is incredibly protective over you. Not that he doesn’t think you can handle your own - you most certainly can and he knows it - he just loves you so much he can’t bear to lose you. If you got hurt he’d rush to your side immediately and teleport you somewhere you’d be safe before getting help if he needed to. He’d stay with you until you were okay enough to defend yourself on your own, making sure nothing else would hurt you until then. And of course Nick Scratch is an adorably attentive boyfriend, making sure you’d have everything you needed.

J = Jokes (do they like to joke around with or prank you? how?)

Absolutely, yes. Teasing and joking around with each other has always been a part of your relationship that you both love so much, even when it escalates into a prank war that almost got the two of you banned from Dr. Cerberus’s, much to Sabrina’s dismay.

K = Kisses (how do they like to kiss you?)

He loves to lavish you with kisses. He loves grabbing your face with both hands and pressing his lips to your forehead. He loves kissing your cheek and wrapping his arm around your waist in public, just to show everyone that you’re with him and he loves you. He loves kissing you on the lips any chance he gets, either to comfort you, show you how passionate he is about you, promise you he’ll be there and he’ll be okay, or to seek out love and comfort for you. He loves the feeling of your lips on his and would drink you in forever if he could.

L = Love (how do they show you they love you?)

He shows you he loves you by supporting you in your endeavors, always standing by your side. By listening intently whenever you had something to say, always being your shoulder to cry on. He always shows up for you in so many ways, making sure you know that you will be loved and supported, no matter how difficult or challenging things get.

M = Memory (favorite memory together?)

Undoubtedly the time you beat him, hard (not physically), in a competition of sorts. On a day off at the Academy, a bunch of the students had decided to make an amateur competition of who could best the other witch/warlock in a game of combative spells. Everyone made a bracket and the miniature battles ensued, until you and Nick were the last ones left, both pit against each other. You were newer to the Academy and had seemed to have started growing a soft spot for Nicholas Scratch, so everyone assumed he’d beat you. They couldn’t have been more wrong. After quite an intense fight, you cast a spell no one else knew how to do that threw Nick across the room and rendered him momentarily powerless, beating him and winning the competition. Your rebellious power and ability to overcome all expectations without a care about what anyone else thought of you pushed Nick over the edge and made him fall even harder for you than he thought he could. Even though you weren’t dating at the time, that is, without a doubt, his favorite memory of you.

N = Nightmare (what is their worst fear?)

Losing you. More specifically, losing you or you getting badly hurt because he wasn’t there to help or protect you. He’s something he gets nightmares about somewhat frequently; thankfully, you’re always there to hold and reassure him whenever he needs it.

O = Oddity (what is one quirk they have?)

Nick seems to be living in the world of his own thoughts quite frequently. You’ll often catch him thinking hard about things, or simply exploring things in his own head, taking a few seconds to respond to you calling him at times. You absolutely adore it; he’s brilliant and you love to watch him think and hear all about it whenever he’s willing to share.

P = Pet Names (what do they like to call you?)

Darling and Sweetheart when he’s being flirtatious, he calls you Babe casually, and Baby when he’s being really soft and sweet.

Q = Quality Time (how do they like to spend time with you?)

He loves to get all the time alone with you he can get. Whether it’s going on walks in the woods together, lying under the stars and talking about anything and everything, or falling asleep together in his room, he just loves being by your side and feeling your presence next to him.

R = Rhythm (can they dance? are they a good dancer?)

He can dance quite well when it comes to parties and the like. When you first met him, he wasn’t as knowledgeable about more formal or complicated dances, but you have to admit, once he knew you were interested in it, he learned pretty quickly.

S = Secrets (how open are they with you?)

It took him a while to open up to you. Not that he wasn’t trying to, but after having to rely on only himself for so long, it became incredibly difficult for him to open up to someone and allow himself to be vulnerable. He made the effort to trust you though, and while he’s still hesitant to tell you about things sometimes, he’s much better at it. However, under no circumstances does he keep any secrets from you, not unless it would be necessary to keep you from getting hurt, but even then, he’d do it reluctantly. 

T = Time (how long did it take you to get together?)

It took you forever to get together. Forever. It drove everyone insane, watching you two build up enormous amounts of romantic and sexual tension over time without ever actually doing anything about it. One day, when you were sitting underneath the night sky together after a raging party, you couldn’t take it anymore and you grabbed his face in your hands and kissed him. You spent the rest of the night together, molding your lips together and whispering confessions of the feelings you’ve both had for each other for far too long.

U = Upset (how do they act when you’re upset?)

Depends on what you’re upset about. If you’re angry at some sort of injustice, he’ll listen to you attentively and help you create some sort of plan for action to change things and make sure they don’t happen again. If you’re stressed, he’ll help you take a break and relax for a bit, and then he’ll help you finish whatever you need to so it won’t be causing you stress anymore. If you’re sad, he’ll offer a shoulder to cry on and give you all the comfort and love you need until you start to feel okay again.

V = Vaunt (what are they proud of? Do they like to show you off?)

Nick Scratch is certainly a confident individual, and it shows in the way he acts and carries himself. What Nick is more than proud of, is you. Not only is he proud of you as an individual, he’s so proud of the fact that he gets to be with you, and never hesitates to boast about you or show you off whenever the occasion calls for it.

W = Warrior (how do they feel about you fighting? Would they fight for you, beside you, etc?)

He’s never been one for the whole damsel in distress trope, no matter what gender the so-called “damsel” was. He prefers to fight beside you, both of you empowering and protecting each other, being the iconic power couple he’s always dreamed of. That said, if you were ever unable to fight, he wouldn’t hesitate to fight for you and do whatever he needed to do to protect you.

X = X-Ray (how well are they able to read you?)

He has to admit, learning how to read you had been a challenge when he was first getting to know you. You’re pretty good at keeping your emotions checked and only expressing whatever you chose to at any given time, which can make it hard for people to know how you’re really feeling if you’re not telling them. You’d catch him studying you from time to time, trying to figure you out. By this point, he can read you like a book. He can sense how you’re feeling and know when something’s off, just by noticing a few mannerisms.

Y = Yes (how would they propose to you?)

Let’s be honest, he was never one for the whole turtle dove hearts thing; he always adored how mortals gave a ring to the other when they wanted to get married. You were never a fan of rings, though. Always found them way too easy to lose. You casually mentioned one day that you always found a necklace to be the most fitting, since it’s the closest to your heart and it’s much harder to lose, and Nick took that to heart. 

He made an enchanted pendant that had gold, black, and red wire woven in a circle with the sigil you two created to represent your relationship in the center, adorned with the tiniest crystals that shone in the light. He took you on a walk to the spot where you normally sit and watch the sunset, took your hand, and told you everything he loved about you and how he couldn’t imagine living his life without you. He then pulled out the necklace and showed it to you, asking if you’d be his partner for life.

Z = Zen (what makes them feel calm?)

Being around you. He certainly does enjoy spending time on his own to recollect his thoughts and take care of himself, but being next to you, taking a break from the world to simply enjoy one another’s existence? It makes everything that’s constantly moving at such a rapid pace inside him settle down, even for just a moment, so he finally feels… still.

#caos #nick scratch x reader #nicholas scratch x reader #nick scratch #nicholas scratch #nick scratch imagine #fluff alphabet #nicholas scratch imagine #caos imagine #chilling adventures of sabrina

[sloppy-butcher]

hey fam! could i maybe have q and w for felix? 🥺💚💚

heyyo friendo! thank you for the request! sorry it took so long! hope you enjoy <3

Fluffy Alphabet for Felix Richter

Quirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.

Being a nervous and sensitive creature by nature, Felix has the uncanny ability to always know what you are feeling. Call it a sixth sense. Even before you yourself could name the weight that lay heavy on your chest, Felix was already by your side trying to soothe it away. He responds to you like a therapy dog, digging his nose into your side when he senses rising tensions, to try to catch you before you could fall. He was the shelter before the storm could hit, the safe-house before the hurricane arrived. He was security before danger could attack.

Felix always tries his absolute best whenever he feels you start drifting away. He’d talk quietly to you, leaning in closer as you try to turn away from him desperate to hide tears. If words could not reach you, which occurred more often than he liked, then he hopes his actions would. Felix takes your hand in his and gently rubs circles on your palm using his thumbs. He coos and presses his forehead to your temple, furrowing his eyebrows in a weak attempt to suck dry your sorrow. He knows what it feels like to have the world drown you, to be so totally overwhelmed by that inconceivable sadness and panic that you could hardly even breath. Though he might not show it, Felix is just like you - a stranded soul in a society that crushes those who get left behind. He wishes he could take your pain away, to bear both his and your anxieties alone. But the way you bite your lower lip, scrunching your eyes shut as you try to control everything yourself, Felix realizes that you would never give him that opportunity. Just as he had grown accustomed to carrying his own burden, so were you. But you didn’t have to be alone.

He drapes an arm over your shoulders and pulls you into his lap, engulfing you in his smell and presence. He lowers his voice and chin and drags his nose along your cheek. He was so warm and comforting. It was so easy to lose yourself in him. Time fades away along with all your worries and problems until all that remains were his strong arms and your hands holding on to him. 

Wild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.

Felix is a huge snuggle-bug and is desperately clingy. Once past all the awkward formalities of early relationships, Felix becomes quite the demander of attention. Though it is never expressed in words, his micro-mannerisms speak for him. Watch as his facade crumbles when his desperation exceeds his will to maintain his mask. He begs for your attention, his eyes growing wild, his gaze stretching into longing as he searches you out in the group of survivors. He’d never make real his need to have you hold him, but from the way he eroded under his unease always managed to tip you off. 

His favorite is when you hug him (imagine there is a height difference: him being the taller one). You reach up and manage to lasso your arms around his neck. He gives into your pressure and leans down to you, returning your embrace with the eagerness of a riled-up thoroughbred. Felix cannot help but smile as he places his ear to your chest, the steady drum of your heartbeat lulling him off to a gentle sleep. He wishes he could stay like that forever, to be so near to you that it was intoxicating. 

he had never allowed himself to be so open and demanding with anyone before - it was always too awkward for him, he felt like a burden and nuisance to the others he had asked affection from. But you were always so willing to please, so ready to give up everything for him that he found that with each passing embrace, hand-hold and kiss you were dragging him deeper into your control over him. And it was not entirely a bad thing. You made Felix realize the true importance and joy that came with cuddling and with being loved truly and for that, he could never repay you. He would always try, however, through the payment of kisses and long bear-hugs. 

#anything for you friend #dbd imagines #dbd felix ritcher #dbd felix ritcher x reader #dbd x reader

[katherinemallory]

#8 Heart in a sling

This is how we got there... #1 #2 #3 #4 #5 #6 #7

I stayed in bed a little longer than usual. I still couldn’t get used to the thought of going back on active service. It was both exciting and paralyzing. And apart from that, there was no need to hurry, as I was to meet M at 1 P.M.

Still lying in bed in my pyjamas, I grabbed my phone and searched for my chat with Bond. I wanted to let him know how things were going.

You were right. M wants to see me today.

Told ya. Any plans for today? How about dinner with a handsome 00? xx

I hesitated. I’ve already accepted who my real love interest was... and it wasn’t Bond. I don’t want to give him false hope, but... it’s not a crime to eat a dinner with a man, is it? This doesn’t mean I have to marry him, I thought.

Sure. See ya there xx

I smiled to myself and unwillingly went out of my bed. I did everything lazily, enjoying the last moments of my freedom, as I knew it would end at the exact moment I enter the SIS building. I chose a grey suit and left the apartment when the time was right.

It was no easy task to find a parking spot, which heralded an intense day at the MI6.

I wondered if M has been busy since he came back to work. There must have been a lot to deal with. I would help him with *anything* if I only could... and he wouldn’t regret that.

When I stepped into my office, I went straight to the window and opened the dark blue curtains. It wasn’t the most intimate place you could imagine, but I missed it so much while I was spending my time alone during the arrest. Lots of natural light came from the window and I felt almost like at home. I sat behind my desk and began to sign the necessary documents confimring my return.

Out of the blue, someone knocked on the door. I jumped out of my chair, genuinely scared, as I didn't expect anyone to interrupt me.

"Come in," I said after a few seconds, still signing the papers.

"Hi, Katherine. It's me... do you have a minute?"

I looked up and saw Amanda.

"I even have two," I replied, pointing to the small couch next to the window. "Please, have a seat."

"Thank you," she said as she sat on the couch, placing her hand on her knees, as if she just came to the headmaster’s office and had to make excuses for her bad behaviour at school.

“It’s good to see you again, Amanda. I hope you feel better than the last time we talked...”

“Yes, Kath, thank you,” she stammered, glancing around. “Actually, it's not... It's not easy for me, but I'm going to confess to something..."

"Is it something about our mission in Geneva...?"

I observed her, patiently waiting for the full story.

"Well, yes and no, I suppose... the thing is...” she looked at my face and then at her hands that moved to her thighs, “that... Katherine... I'm not going back on active service,” she said and looked me again in the eyes. “I declined."

I opened my mouth in astonishment. I was just blown away.

"You did *what*? But why...?"

"I feel like it was all my fault. I just can't stop thinking about it, I can't forget how helpless I felt that day we almost got captured," she replied, and sighed. "You know... that I can't go back if I won't consult our psychologist... which I don't feel like doing right now... And apart from that I'm getting older. You can't pretend to be a successful operative forever..."

I was aware of the fact that she had a point there as she was one of the oldest agents in the section, even though she didn't look like that at all. But I couldn't imagine the section without her. I barely knew Amanda, but we got along really well quickly.

"... that is why I will ask M to reassign me. For the sake of my mental health."

For a brief moment we sat there in silence, listening to the clock’s ticking.

"Amanda... if I'm honest with you," I replied, "I don't know what to say... I'm shocked! I had *no* idea it affected you that much... I mean, obviously it was a difficult moment for both of us, but does it really have to... be an end?"

She rubbed her hands.

"Yes, Kath. I think my time's up."

...

Later that day I catched the elevator to the last floor just a few minutes before 1 P.M. I was a little nervous, not because I was unsure of my physical or psychological shape, but because I couldn’t wait to see Mallory. How does he feel? And what does he expect from me now? I was one of the double-0s suspected of being responsible for this attack after all...

I went through the long corridor and opened the door to Eve’s office.

"Hi, Eve!"

"Hi, Kath! It's good to have you back," replied Eve with a huge smile on her face. "I'd love to chat a little more, but he's ready for you..."

When Eve said "he", I felt my cheeks flush.

"Thanks," I replied and went on to open the maroon door.

And there he was. Relaxed, sitting in his armchair and casually going through the files on his desk. It must have been a bit uncomfortable, since his left arm was in a sling, but he didn’t seem to be bothered at all.

I went closer to his desk and stopped in front of it, crossing my hands behind my back.

"How's the arm, sir?"

"Oh, it's fine. It will get better," he replied as he stood up and leaned his free hand at his desk.

The sling was hardly visible, because it was nearly of the same colour as Mallory's double-breasted chalk stripe suit - very dark, but not necessarily black. But what has really caught my attention was the tie. For the first time I've seen Mallory wearing a *red* slik tie.

His words, combined with this look had quite an effect on me. I realized it and wanted to temper my feelings, but I failed miserably. A cheerful: “That’s wonderful to hear, sir,” got away from me. “We’ve been waiting to see you again!” I crowed, unable to hide my excitement.

Mallory noticed it. He looked at me curiously, forcing a mild smile. His eyebrows rose, as if he wanted me to elaborate, but I got so scared of my own opennes that I immediately withdrew.

“What I mean is that... it’s great to work with you again... sir,” I said and paused. “I suppose you’ve already seen my psychological evaluation. 002 reporting for duty,” I added, trying to sound as professional as possible.

Mallory frowned thoughtfully, and then smiled again, this time more naturally.

“Since we’re both back... I could use your help,” he said. His voice was casual. “Would you mind taking my jacket off? I feel a little warm in there.”

As he spoke these words, I realized that this request was not an official part of our meeting. Not that I mind it, I thought, and walked over to his side of the desk.

I’m not sure how it happened, but my mind played a little joke on me. I got reminded of my recent dream. Only me and Mallory in his office, late at night, kissing on his desk... oh, what I wouldn’t give to feel his arms around me right now, I thought. Strangely, I didn't fully trust myself at that exact moment, fearing that instead of helping Mallory with taking off only his jacket, I would start to passionately unbutton his shirt.

I came closer to him and hesitated.

“Go ahead,” Mallory encouraged me.

I cradled his arm in my hands and took it off the sling. Then I asked Mallory to turn his back on me, still holding his hand, which caused me to move closer to him - so close that I could smell his cologne. Then I touched the top of his jacket and helped Mallory to slowly take it off. I took his left hand as gently as I could and put it in a sling again.

His green eyes, clear as crystal, met mine when I looked up.

“Will that be all right?” I asked, realizing we were standing only inches away from each other.

“Yes,” replied Mallory calmly. “Thank you, Katherine.”

It surprised me that he has called me by my real name again, but I didn't have a chance to analyze it for long. A light winked on the phone. Mallory answered the call, putting the phone on speaker. I heard Eve’s voice.

"I’m sorry to interrupt you, sir, but..."

"Yes, Miss Moneypenny?"

"... 007 is here."

Mallory looked at me suggestively.

"Thank you. Send him in,” Mallory answered curtly, still looking at me.

I got the message and went to the other side of the desk just in time. The door has opened, showing James Bond entering the office.

"Welcome, 007," said Mallory. "Please join us."

Bond came to the desk and stood beside me. Mallory was standing as well.

"This one’s going to be brief. I'm glad you're both available, since I have a special mission for you,” said Mallory in his semi-friendly tone, and sat down. “It's about doing a liitle *show* to confuse our enemies. Perhaps it’s not the most important task you can ever get... but it might turn out to be... quite enjoyable."

He put a hand flat down on his desk and continued.

"I need you two to pose as a married couple during a poker tournament in Casino de Monte-Carlo. Play poker well, observe, and intrigue a few men. You’ll find all the necessary details about them in the files...”

He lowered his eyes to the desk in search for the files.

“Oh, and the Treasury will provide you the money, so try not to lose everything,” he added sarcastically, staring directly at us.

Good old Mallory is back, I thought.

"You’ve still got a few free days before your flight, so use this time well. Think about the tactics and any equipment you’ll need... This mission isn’t about any specific result, rather just an investigation, but you should remember to be careful.”

Neither of us answered him, signalizing that we understood.

“If you haven’t got any questions then... that’s all for today. Thank you.”

“Thank you, sir,” replied Bond and came to the desk to take the files.

“And Katherine, James... visit Q later today. He’s got some surprises for you," said Mallory in his deep, smooth voice.

We both nodded and left M’s office. I’ve stolen a quick glance at Mallory when I was closing the door. He smiled at me for the third time that day.

"James, could you please wait for me downstairs? I'll join you in a minute," I said when we're about to say goodbye to Eve.

"Anything for you," answered Bond - clearly pleased with our conversation with Mallory - and left Eve's office, closing the door behind him.

Even though both doors were closed, I lowered my voice, making sure that nor Mallory nor Bond could hear us.

"Eve, why didn't you tell me that Bond would be here as well?"

"Oh, you didn’t know this?" asked Eve. "I thought that M informed you both yesterday..."

"He didn't."

She looked quite offended.

"Well, I'm not a fortuneteller, I can't predict everything..."

"Oh, I’m sorry Eve, I didn’t mean it,” I said, shaking my head. “Actually, I don't need you to predict anything," I added, whispering. "But I could use your help. Do one more thing for me, will you?"

"What do you have in mind?"

I was just about to answer Eve's question when suddenly the door opened. It turned out that James Bond didn’t go downstair as I asked him to. He pointed to his watch.

"Kath, are you coming? The minute has passed already."

"Yes, James, I'm coming!" I exclaimed and grabbed a pen that was lying on the desk. I carelessly wrote Eve a little note:

Spy on M for me

I pointed to one of my fingers, trying to suggest what I mean. Eve managed to give me a shocking look before I was taken out of her office by Bond who refused to wait any longer and took me by the hand.

"What was so important that it took you so long?" he asked when we were walking down the corridor. He was still holding me by the hand.

"I was telling Eve how excited I am to go on a mission with you," I replied cheerfully and kissed him on the cheek. He seemed a bit confused, but put his arm around my waist.

"What was that for?" he whispered into my ear.

"A thank-you for the dinner, you fool. Or, should I say, *my fictional husband*?"

I put my arm around Bond as well, wondering if Eve understood my message... but I knew I shouldn’t be worried about it just yet. I didn’t respond very well to the silent treatment Bond gave me after our horrible argument and I wanted to take the opportunity to make things better with him. It didn’t matter to me at all what other people working for the MI6 might think, seeing me and Bond embraced like a real-life couple.

I felt bad about flirting with him, but I needed a convincing cover just in case my plan went wrong. I've already made up my mind. If M's married, then it's out of the question. I'll leave him alone and suffer in silence, wandering around the MI6 Headquarters with my broken heart in a sling for the rest of my life. But if he's single... I'm afraid I won't be able to resist the temptation... 

Even if it’s going to cost me my job as a double-0.

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To be continued.

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