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1tbls · 7 months
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here's something i'm curious about
tag your city and the names of your transit agency! for example, i'm from SF, MUNI is my friend and cute, BART is my beloathed and a cop shill.
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cuando-fingi-quererte · 5 months
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Hay cosas de las que solo puedo hablar conmigo mismo, y no como lo haría con un amigo.
— G'
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neon-pink-witch · 10 days
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You don't miss me at The Black Dog, old habits die screaming
The Tortured Poets Department(Neon's Verion)
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yandereshingeki · 6 months
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looking at my self insert art collection today and crying
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aangopologist · 1 year
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And if I say Daeron was the only worthy candiate for the Iron Throne during the Dance
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idrawbecauseimsad · 10 months
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IM SO STUPID I THOUGHT YOU LIKED ME
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raylex · 2 years
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i thought it had been a while since i drew my guy... :)
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spinjitzunerd78 · 2 years
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mini rant about y/n
I am so sick and tired of reading self insert fics where y/n is obviously written as a white girl. As a POC it gets really annoying reading about y/n’s rosy cheeks, the way she blushes red or the way she pulls her hair back into a high ponytail. It makes it hard to insert myself in the story because that’s not something I can relate to. It’d be nice if y/n could be more ambiguous or if she does have certain features, include them in the description or something
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aaronkraten · 1 year
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New Art
Sincere Synapse
2023
16" x 12"
mixed media on wood
Thanks for looking
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kk0n · 1 year
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1tbls · 5 months
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details on the kim jacket now that it's finely done and all sewed up ♥️ next year we will make one even better.
i am particularly happy how the trimming and lining came out. the pockets were a bust and made the silhouette all weird. the fit and material of the shell could have been better. overall happy with it though :) it is a good kim jacket and fulfilled my vision. also, wearing kim jacket automatically makes you feel 5 times hotter. would recommend.
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I tried to stylize the facials to be like part 5, so I do hope that I got that fairly well. I’m not too good at Araki’s style, so I tried to merge it with my own. >3>
Here, we have the revamp of my selfsona, and now she actually has a name to go along with it!
Everyone, welcome Alice Dunne! (I still need to work on her stand rip)
I have been messing around with her hairstyle, though. I haven’t fully decided on one. Truthfully, I’m waiting until her mmd model is 95% done and THEN I plan to add a hairstyle to her. This one is a bit more unique than the generic one I used for the image of her, Dio, and Giorno from a few days ago. I... kinda do like it a bit more!
Sketched and Lined in Paint Tool Sai
Colored and Shaded in Fire Alpaca
Hair Highlights done in Paint Tool Sai
Checkered Background Texturing done in Paint Tool Sai
Jean Texturing for the White Space done in Paint Tool Sai
No other effects were used from Photoscape because I wanted to show how she looked as is with the colors 100% accurate. 
Effects can occasionally alter the appearance of some colors, with Kikumi’s eyes as an example. They’re a sea green with some blueish tints in the darker spots, but when Photoscape film effects are applied, they will show up more blue or more green depending on which film effect was used.
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xofre · 2 years
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If I hear someone else equal self steem with not being shy or feeling socially awkward ever, I'm gonna start bitting knees.
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vizzzashley · 3 months
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Goodbye, my beloved 'friends'.
"Why can't you stop being annoying and just agree? ", snapped Rose. It's always like that, everybody taking me for granted and not giving a fuck. And sometimes it just hurts so bad. I want to scream and fight but I am too much of a people pleaser to do that. Too scared. Too afraid that I will ruin everything.
"I just don't want to go" I said calmly and continued to write my assignments. We were at Rose's place and I didn't want to cause a scene. And what good will it be anyway. It's not like they care if I am upset.
Rose slammed her books shut which made Lea flinch and look at her, while I avoided even looking up, my hair falling like curtain around my face, biting my lip I anticipated what she had to say next. Bet it would be something that will hurt me.
"Can you stop being selfish? We always adjust. And here you are, don't even have a pathetic excuse. You are just hurting us right now. Can't you see it?" Rose yelled out at me. I still didn't want to meet their eyes. I didn't want them to look into my eyes and think I am acting like I am the victim by showing how hurt I am.
"Rose, calm down. There's no reason to yell" Said Lea gently to Rose. Rose just huffed and pushed the books away from her in anger. Lea turned to me, placing her hand on top of mine, with which I was writing, ultimately stopping me from continue my writing.
"Why don't you want to come? Because it's last minute? Come on we all know your mom's chill. She won't even be mad. It will be fun. We will eat your favorite food. Come on" Lea tried to convince me.
But it wasn't my mom, it wasn't because it was last minute, it's not anything, if anything it's........... it's me. I am the problem. I am maybe too selfish, or maybe not. I don't even know anymore. I just want to go home now. I want to lock myself in my room. I want to get out of here.
"Mom said to be home in an hour, I need to go" I said making up some flimsy excuse that wasn't even believable to my own fucking ears. I started shoving my things inside my bag hurriedly. My words just seemed to anger Rose as she shouted, "What the fuck?"
My heart leaving me for a second then all of a sudden started beating at the speed of light. Somehow, Rose's mother who was in the kitchen heard this and decided to check on us, knocking then poking her head. "You girls good? "
" Yeah, aunty we were just having a disagreement about an idea for the project" Explained Lea. Rose's mom just nodded and advised us to not fight over small things and left to do whatever she was doing. All the while Rose was just glaring daggers at me, if looks had the power to kill, I would be six feet under, I swear.
Lea sighed and looked at us both and finally her gaze settled on me, " Why can't you just come? If you would just say yes then we wouldn't even have to argue like this " And somehow, I felt my heart sink deeper. Was it my fault? Wasn't it always, though. But, why is it my fault? Why everything is always my fault? Why does everyone make me feel so useless? So guilty? Am I that bad?
"I-I can't" I tried to stop the crack in my voice but I couldn't. Great, now I can't even fucking control my emotions. "Are you crying? " Rose asked, but more like demanded an answer from me than asking. When I didn't respond, she grabbed my chin and made me look at her, the first eye contact I made since I entered her home. " Now, why the fuck are you crying! "Lea asked her tone told me she was done with this. She's tired of me. She thought the same as Rose. She thinks the 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦.
"Now, she's playing the victim. What a drama queen!!" Rose scoffed and even though it's something I saw coming, I couldn't help but break more. Lea just shook her head. They were close for sure. Closer than I was to any one of them. Because there's always a duo in a trio. 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙.
"I am sorry" I stood up and tried to move towards the door but Lea was quick and blocked me. " You are not going till you tell me why you are acting like a fucking dr-" She cut herself off, knowing that would just make things worse. She sighed and apologised but still didn't move.
"I don't think you want to know how I exactly feel" I told her quietly staring at her green eyes. We met because of her eyes. I thought they were beautiful. But maybe she was not as beautiful as she looks. Am I being too much?
"You don't even care, then why bother? " I told her with a deadpanned voice and expression which of course neither of them were expecting. Lea took a step back and Rose moved to stand beside Lea with her hands on her hips, clearly angry about the situation.
"Care to explain? " Said Lea, with furrowed eyebrows and confusion written on her face. I scoffed, I was done with this shit. "You guys are just my friends out of pity" I stated while looking at Rose, she was clearly startled. "Wha-" Rose began but I cut her off. " No listen , you wanted to know now listen"
I took a deep breath in and then started. "You two never liked me, you were my friends because you felt pity. Pity that I was a loner which I didn't mind honestly. It was better than feeling left out after I thought that I finally had friends. Then you met my mom who expressed how 'miserable' I was because I was always home after school. You guys are- sorry were my friends because you wanted the benefit it came with not because you liked me. It gave you guys a good name that you befriended a loner. I heard you guys talking with your 'popular' friends. You guys always have something going on and I am just there. Just there till you finally get tired and get rid of me then victimize yourself after."
I didn't bother to look at them and made my way towards the door. My hand touched the door knob to open it but before I opened it, I turned towards my friends to see them watching me with a expression that says 'caught in 4k' and told them " Thank you so much for making my simple life miserable and complicated".
I know by tomorrow, that somehow I would be the villain. That I would be the bad guy. Heck, even my mom might scold me for ruining the beautiful 'friendship'.
There are so many things that they did me wrong but I can't tell them all of it without breaking down. I might never be able to tell anyone the humiliation and embarrassment they made me feel. I might never be able to tell anyone of the things I had to go through. I might never be able experience normal friendship because of them. But for now I just need to leave them behind for good. I don't need them. Even if I graduate high school with no friends, it's okay. I don't need them, anyways. I wiped the tears that were falling as I walked out Rose's home. Goodbye, my beloved '𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨'.
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messier-jin · 1 year
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Some Love
So... I’m back. And I’m so surprised my previous post received so much attention! Thank you! I’m here to deliver more of the thoughts that keep me up at night. Accept this reader with love handles/thunder thighs being loved by Trigun characters.
I hope you’ll enjoy!
Content warnings: Selft doubts, some groping, fluff, reader has love handles, reader has thunder thighs, implied nsfw on some parts.
Characters: Vash the Stampede, Nicholas D. Wolfwood, Millions Knives, Meryl Stryfe, Milly Thompson. (Maybe I’ll do a sequel with other characters when I’ll feel confident enough to write about them...)
Song I listened to while writing: Some Love by DREAMCATCHER.
Vash the Stampede
First thing first,Vash loves you with his whole heart. And he adores every single part of you. He thinks you’re perfect, inside and out.
So obviously, he loves your love handles. It makes more you for him to love!
If you ever talk bad about your body, it would literally break his heart as if he was the one being talked bad about. And look, now, you’ve made the boy cry!
Vash can and will worship your body to prove you how much he loves it, without hesitation. He will pinch the fat of your cheeks, calling you adorable. He will kiss your love handles, calling you wonderful. If you let him, he will stay trapped between your thighs.
Also, this man will definitely carry you as if you weighted nothing. He will be the one asking you if you would let him offer you a piggyback ride, looking like a child during their birthday party.
Nicholas D. Wolfwood
This man will not leave you in peace. Never. Ever.
Sit next to him and Wolfwood will immediatly place his hand on your thighs as if it was the most natural thing in the world.
If you let him, he will use your love handles as a stress ball. Wolfwood will come from behind you, wrap his arms around you and will gently grop at your love handles.
If Vash is the type to pinch the fat of your cheeks, Wolfwood is the type to straight up bite your cheeks just to bother you.
One day, you asked him if he liked how you looked, if you should lose your fat... And he looked at you like you just told him you had three legs. Be prepared to be showered with a list of all the things Wolfwood loves about your body.
Millions Knives
For Knives, a body is a body. He is not the type to think anything in particular about how you look. He likes you, and that is all that matters.
But the moment he heard you talk down about your body, Knives took that personally. This man, of all people, chooses to love you, of all people. It should tell you enough how your body is special. How dared you talk down about something he holds in high regards?
Knives is a logical man. So he asked you what made you think this way, he tried to understand... And from this day on, he tried to be a little more demonstrative towards you - at least, in private.
This man is like his brother (they are really different yet similar on the weirdest points). So he will kiss your body and even worship it.
Don’t underestimate this man’s capacity to show his love behind closed doors.
Meryl Stryfe
Meryl is such a loving person with you. And since she is more on the petite size, she admires your body.
She seeks for your touch and, in her opinion, you give the best hugs because you are so comfortable to hold. Everytime she feels down, she just needs one hug or cuddle session from you, and she feels much better.
If she ever hears you talk down to yourself, she will call you out. She is rather forward, she can sound a little harsh, but she means well. Meryl just loves you so much and wishes you would see yourself as she sees you.
Meryl always compliments you once a day, at the very least: “You’re so comfortable” while cuddling you in bed, “This outfit suits you” when you wear something tight, and more.
Meryl will drive with a hand on your thigh. You can’t change my mind.
Milly Thompson
Milly is a whole another level of loving you. This girl runs up to you, lifts you in her arms and spins you around happily each time she sees you.
She is a mix of both Meryl and Vash. She is always seeking for you like Meryl and she is always ready to shower you with love like Vash.
With Milly, you never even have the time to think badly about yourself. It is as if she has a sixth sense because as soon as you start to feel bad, Milly appears and wraps you into a bear hug.
I personally think that Milly has thunder thighs herself - and maybe small love handles. So seeing Milly feeling confident and loving her body actually makes you feel good about yourself too.
All in all, Milly will cover you with love any chance she gets: kisses, compliments, hugs, and more.
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spinjitzuladykaia · 9 months
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looks like you aren't only one who babysits,La-Lloyd *chuckles* " just take it as an au where Morro became euprhasia mentor/sensei/master, teaching her selft confidence etc
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