#skz slowburn

[cinnamostar]

four dates to fall in love

part one. part two. part three. part four (here). part five (coming soon).

pairing : hyunjin x gn!reader

summary : after a two year long unspoken hatred, hyunjin and you are forced to be costars in a romantic series, but when it comes to filming any of the romance scenes, you both utterly fail and are unable to get through your lines. the director threatens to take your roles away if you two aren't able to get past this within the next week, which spawns the genius idea from both your managers: can you learn to (fake) fall in love in seven dates and save your careers?

wc : 2.7k

cw : actor!au, enemies to lovers ?!, slowburn , not proofread, blood/knife ments (no injury, theyre just cooking lol), emotional vulnerability

a/n : welcome to part four. the slow burn is absolutely slowburning. things are happening. i dont have much to say other than it being hard for me to write, but pls let me know what you think!!!!!! likes and reblogs appreciated!

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“It went well?” Chan exclaimed in shock over your speakerphone.

You hum in agreement, confusion in the forefront of your mind, “Surprisingly, it went better than I could have ever imagined,” a sigh escapes you, “I don’t know, it’s weird.”

“Well, the fact he even apologized caught me off guard in the first place.”

You laugh lightly, “Oh, trust me, I still am having a hard time believing it. It’s been so long of him being an asshole to me, so seeing him like this was… very different. A little scary, if I’m being honest.”

“Yet it still went well even though it was kinda weird?”

“I mean, it was really awkward at the start which was annoying, but I can’t blame him. He genuinely did look like he felt bad, so it probably was hard to be in his position,” you think aloud, “But it was getting too much and he was putting a damper on the mood, so I tried to make him more comfortable, which worked. Then we started talking, and I don’t really know how to say it, but it felt… really nice? It made me realize that maybe I did miss our friendship.”

“Well, you guys did get along really well before everything happened. To be honest, I thought there was something more going on before then,” Chan recalls, “Though, his sudden change made me realize I was way off.”

Your eyebrows furrow at Chan’s comment, “Something more? Like romantic?”

He chuckles from the other end of the line, “Yeah, I thought something was going on between you two. You guys just seemed to click really well, better than any other costar you’ve had in the past, even to this day. Lowkey thought it was going to be a Tom Holland and Zendaya moment.”

“Jesus,” you mutter, “Definitely not that, I never thought of him that way.”

“You say that, but I remember the heart eyes you used to look at him with,” he teases.

“Oh, shut up. I did not. Besides, that’s not what’s important in the present time!”

He rolls his eyes, even though you couldn’t see it, you could feel it in his tone, “Yeah, yeah, whatever you say. You’re right though, it is a difficult situation for both of you to be in. Other than it being uncomfortable, how are you feeling about it?”

You let out a heavy sigh, “I mean, part of me is happy to be able to have a normal relationship with him, but… I’m still really mad at him for how he treated me. I don’t think it’s something I can let go of yet.”

“That’s okay. You have time to process all of that, no one is rushing you.”

“I know, but for a moment yesterday, I kinda forgot about all that. I had fun with him, and I want to keep having fun, but then I remember everything and feel so… upset that I am even letting him back into my life, even if it's for a bit.”

“Huh…” Chan muddles over your words for a moment, “That is quite the dilemma. I think you have every right to be upset at him, but I also think it’s okay if you miss your friend. I just think you have to figure out what kind of boundaries you want to set for yourself then. I think you can still have a nice time with him without him earning your forgiveness just yet. He can be a surface level friend or acquaintance until he proves himself trustworthy again.”

“You’re right, but I just didn’t like how easily it slipped my mind. Part of me feels like I should still be more on guard and not as friendly, but he makes that hard too.”

“Y/N, it’ll be okay,” he reassures, “You’ll figure it out, but it’s perfectly fine for you to have fun, while still having boundaries, okay?”

You sigh, still a bit unconvinced by his words, “I guess…”

“I know it’s hard, I can’t imagine what it's like to be in your position, but I promise it will be okay.”

“I’ll believe you just this once!”

“You say that every time, but sure, just this once. Call you tomorrow, alright?”

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It was the next evening, and you were anxiously waiting in your apartment for Hyunjin to arrive. You weren’t sure how today was going to go, and the idea Changbin had for you both today made you nervous, as it felt as a far more intimate setting than the previous dates. Although, you couldn’t entirely argue with his logic. Today, he suggested that you both cooked a simple dinner with each other, the idea being that it would help you both learn how to work together towards a common goal, which was dinner in this case.

Despite you being able to understand the logic behind his idea, it was incredibly intimidating to think about having Hyunjin in your own home, especially considering the sudden change in dynamic in your relationship. Even then, you didn’t just let anyone into your home, as you only ever had your closest friends come over for small hang outs, so this was far outside of your comfort zone, but perhaps that was a good thing. Maybe going out of your comfort zone with Hyunjin would only help you both succeed the next time you found yourselves on set, and perhaps something as intimate as cooking together would help you both ease into your roles.

A knock on the door wakes you from your thoughts, prompting you to shuffle hurriedly towards the door to open it for none other than Hyunjin. He greets you with a gentle smile, bowing his head slightly as you let him in wordlessly. There is an awkwardness that hangs in the atmosphere, indicating that you both were uncomfortable with today’s plans and he, too, was likely struggling to find the right words to say.

You take a deep breath in, almost as if you were catching your breath, “Welcome to my place!” You cringe internally at yourself, unable to handle the intensity of the awkwardness between you two and how poor your attempt was to disperse it.

“It’s really nice!” he compliments, standing in place by the entrance after removing his shoes.

“Thank you,” you respond, “Uhm, just follow me, the kitchen is this way. And all the ingredients are ready for us to use, Changbin had them delivered.”

Hyunjin follows you into the kitchen, his eyes taking in every detail around him, filling him with delight to see how characteristic of you the apartment was, it being a perfect representation of your personality. “What are we making again? I don’t think Changbin filled me in.”

“Oh, we’re just making curry udon! It’s something I’ve made before and it’s not too hard. My bad, I didn’t tell Changbin what we were making which is probably why he didn’t tell you. All I did was send him an ingredient list.”

“I forgot you like cooking,” he replies as he stops in your kitchen, quickly turning to the sink to wash his hands.

You hum in response, washing your hands after him, “I think it can be relaxing, but uh, if you want you can start with chopping the carrots and potatoes? I’ll handle the onion and garlic.” Hyunjin nods and follows your orders without much trouble, or so you think, until you turn around and see him holding the knife in a very precarious and questionable manner. Your eyes widen as you rush towards, “Oh my god, that is not how you should be trying to cut a potato. Have you not chopped a veggie in your entire life?”

He smiles sheepishly, shrugging his shoulders, “Listen, I don’t do this cooking thing often,” a gentle chuckle leaving him as he takes amusement in your concern, his heart thumping over the sudden proximity you both now shared.

“I-,” you sigh with a baffled expression, “Okay, let me just show you because I am not having you accidentally bleeding out all over my counter.” 

“You’re more worried about your counters than me?”

“Shut up,” you suppress a laugh before softly whispering, “Here, just do it like this,” you reach over and lay your hands atop of his without second thought, guiding him on how to position his hands without the risk of injury. Once you’ve become aware of how your bodies are pressed up against each other from the side, you jump away in an instant, “That’s it! That’s all you gotta do.” You’re quick to avoid eye contact with him, turning towards your own cutting board as you chastise yourself for being so careless with him at that moment.

Hyunjin’s face and ears were soon dusted with a soft pink, heat rushing across his body over the interaction that seemed so natural, but manages to mutter out a quiet ‘thank you’ before trying his knife skills out once more. Despite your momentary embarrassment, you are sure to take sneaky peaks at Hyunjin to make sure he was handling himself well. You move on from chopping and turn your attention to seasoning the chicken while Hyunjin was still focused on the vegetables, going at a leisurely place which you much preferred in this case. 

The rest of cooking goes on in silence aside from the occasional instruction or question, small witty jokes, and touches that seemed to linger more than necessary, but perhaps that was your imagination. Once everything was done, you both sat across from each other, admiring the fruits of your shared labor that was now plated in front of you both. 

“It looks really good!” Hyunjin comments enthusiastically, a wide, toothy grin spreading across his face. 

“It does, right? Let’s eat!”

Neither you miss a beat, taking a huge bite of the udon noodles, letting out a delighted groan over just how flavorful the food was. “Woah,” Hyunjin groans out, surprise at how well tonight had gone thus far with the added victory of food, “Holy shit, this is so yummy.”

“Mhmm,” you mumble out between slurping noodles, “This is better than when I make it on my own.”

“It’s the Hyunjin special that you’ve been missing this whole time,” he says matter-of-factly with a smug smile.

“You’re being pretty bold for a guy who just learned how to hold a knife today,” you tease, playfully sticking your tongue out. Your eyes catch each other for a moment between your fits of giggles, time stopping for the briefest second possible before you both avert your eyes out of nerves. What was that? You thought frantically to yourself, suddenly hyper aware of the strange warmth in your stomach that was also accompanied with the feeling of your stomach dropping. It was an uncomfortable feeling, one you didn’t know how to explain or ever experienced before, but you did know you didn’t want that combination of symptoms again for whatever emotion this was. You clear your throat, taking a sip of water as if it would wash away the discomfort, “I guess we are pretty good, huh? Maybe our acting project has hope if we are able to work this well together,” you joke, a very poor, if not disastrous, attempt to alleviate the awkwardness that seemed to follow you everywhere these days.

Your words stab Hyunjin in the heart, the guilt he had once forgotten was knocking at the door of his heart, forcing itself in without his permission. His entire demeanor deflated the moment those words left your lips, his heart writhing at the reminder that the only reason this situation existed was because of him and his blinding stupidity. Yet, here you are, warmly inviting into your home and treating him as if he was an old friend of the past, as if he had never wounded you and he couldn’t help but wonder if he was deserving of any of this. He stood still, gulping down his food before faintly whispering a hushed apology.

“I’m sorry.”

Your head snaps back up, your eyebrows furrowing with worry once you sense the sadness lacing his trembling voice, his head now turned downwards as if he was trying to mask his state. Perhaps the joke was a little too soon, you thought, now it being your turn to feel bad. “Ah, Hyunjin, I’m sorry-” you apologize hurriedly, “It was just a joke, please don’t take it too seriously. I’m sorry.”

He forces a smile, waving his hand as if to tell you to not worry about it, the words at the forefront of his tongue, but caught in his throat due to the heaviness sinking in his chest. Once again, shame paralyzed his body, the warm sensation behind his eyes reminding him to blink, reminding him he shouldn’t be so selfish in his pain when he was the cause of so much discomfort. Was any of this okay? Was any of this right? He wonders to himself, still unable to find forgiveness within himself. 

“Hyunjin,” you speak tenderly, your hand reaching across the table to touch his arm, grounding him back in the present, “I promise, it’s okay.” You knew that last bit was a lie, but it was for his own sake and comfort at this point. His treatment, his behavior, his attitude – none of it was ever okay, but you decided to ignore your own feelings and prioritize his. For the first time in two years, you cared about how he felt, you finally cared how your words harmed him, when before all you ever aimed for was a strike to his heart, but today, you chose to comfort his heart that your words unintentionally wounded. Although, your own heart and conscience briefly argued for a moment, one wanting to tend to his hurt, while the other demanded you let him rot in his misery, insisting he deserved it for what he had put you through. It was a tug-of-war you weren’t enjoying, you had almost wished you two remained in your heated hatred for one another and that nothing ever changed. Despite what your mind screamed at you, you chose to listen to your heart, you chose him over yourself.

He takes a deep breath in, trying to collect himself before speaking, “I just–,” a heavy exhale escapes him, “I’m just sorry. I just feel really, really, really bad for everything, but I also feel like I’m not allowed to feel bad when I was the one to hurt you.”

His eyes met yours, the glassiness of his eyes conveying the depth of his guilt, “Oh, Hyunjin,” you whisper apologetically, “Listen, I won’t lie to you, what you did was shitty. You did hurt me, but that is in the past. You feeling bad about it means you’re a good person, right? It means you’re human and that you care, but I don’t want you to let your guilt overwhelm you either.”

It was a genuine response in a moment of sudden vulnerability, your response taking him aback, but the words temporarily placating his never ending thoughts, “I guess, but… I don’t know if I can forgive myself,” he mumbles.

“You don’t have to yet, but you can learn to eventually,” you reply, “I understand it’s hard, and even I still need more time to do that myself, but I do think you deserve to be kind to yourself.” None of that was a lie, you did truly believe he was deserving of his own compassion, but his culpability helped you see the humanity in him. The spitefulness you once knew him for nowhere to be found, but instead there was only a guilt-ridden man who carried a world of humiliation. “I think I can learn to do so soon, too. Spending time with you helps. Besides, I did miss being friends with you if I’m being honest.”

The last sentence causes him to perk up, a small, satisfied smile playing onto your lips, “Really?” he asks, his ears barely believing your words, but his heart was swelling with hope. His eyes search yours, he can’t help but notice how they glimmer under the soft lowlights of your home, and for some reason, he finds warmth and comfort in them. He knows he can trust you, he knows you are being as candor as possible.

“Really, I mean it.”

“I missed it too.”

“Well, I’ll do my best to learn to trust you again. I’ll learn to forgive you eventually, just for now, it still hurts.”

“I’m sorry. I’ll learn too.”

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[zuzuhasablog]

최연준 ♡

I don't want to be just another college memory...

YEONJUN ♡ GN!READER

♡ content : SLOW BURN ONESHOT, reader uses they/them pronouns, puppy love, party and drinking, mentions of suicide, suggestive themes, lowercase intended, NOT PROOF READ, 16+ recommended, idk why but featuring bang chan and changbin of SKZ, also hannah bahng is in here n she is dating taehyun

♡ summary : reader lives a completely different life from the mr. partyman popular jock who's smart and just perfect in general yeonjun, but they somehow stumble upon each other's lives. a typical romance story. (a little based on my real experience w/my boyfriend except for the suggestive parts)

“I got the part for... Ji-Sung.” you say silently.

“oh really?” the boy asks, you're not sure if it's sarcasm or genuine intrigue but there's a gentle smile on his pretty red lips. “i guess we'll be having a few scenes together. let's formally meet. I'm Choi Yeonjun.”

it's been a few weeks since the semester started and you're fitting in quite well— college wasn't really what you expected, it's so... adult. you didn't realize how pampered you were until now. most of your classmates are dormies and runaways and offered for you to host a drinking at your place—you live with your older brother, and... well, it's college life. you hung out mostly with the introvert group since the extrovert group of blockmates are a little intimidating you still haven't even memorized any of their names and you're just doing what you're doing.

you're the type of student who thinks classmates are just classmates and not friends since you're already content with the little life you have with your friend group, brother and the kpop groups you watch and obsess with in your free time... in secret.

literally nobody knows except your brother since everyone thinks its cringe for some reason, but you don't really understand, you're not the borderline obsessed psychopath fan everyone stereotypes with kpop—nobody is really, it's really rare, it's just like obsessing over a band, but kpop is different in every better way and— you just can't explain it.

the next day at school your super hot and young communications professor (who you've been secretly crushing on) mentions something about a stage play that the college is hosting that the arts program are collaborating in — theater arts, visual arts, media arts, etc, everyone was allowed to audition and he encouraged the class, the auditions were in a few days and you were a little interested.

after that class, a classmate, Hanna walked up to you and asked if you were interested in joining because she saw the way you perked up about it, and she brought up that she was really interested and practically begged you to go with her and... who were you to say no? an audition wouldn't hurt and if you got a part, then... hooray? you already knew the basics of theater anyways— a loud voice, don't hide your face, don't face your back to the audience— the whole upstage/downstage thing, you loved theater and being in one would be pretty cool.

walking down the hallway with Hanna towards the next class you had together, your shoulder brushed against someone's but you paid it no mind. it's a crowded school and it happens— but that person turned around to look at the cause of his slightest inconvenience before continuing to walk with his friends...

choi yeonjun. the semester just started but he's already the star with current students and seniors. it's a private college but they also take in high school students for their senior years and, well, he was here. not only was he smart enough to get a full paid scholarship, he comes from a decently rich family with a prestigious background—an only child with a doctor mother, firefighter father, and he's just super family oriented, sociable with a grest sense of humor, a handsome face and a large friend group and fanbase, plus, he's super kind!! it's impossible not to fall for his charms. 0 enemies since birth. literally the standard !!!

and you have never heard of him.

not everyone in the shool has heard of him or knows him, it's a huge campus, it's not the cliché “girls will kill his girlfriend if he gets one” and his “fanclub” is very respectful and they just admire him for how awesome he is. but he gets invited to every party to liven things up, he's just really fun to hang out with even for a second he'll give you the best impression and will leave you wanting more. yet he has such stable grades and does so well in basketball with 0 distractions. not one mistake in this man's life.

so when he turns back to see the one person who doesn't look bsck at him, he's, needless to say, a little interested.

the next few days, you're at the audition and you're watching everyone else try out on stage for a character named Trisha, who was an American activist... Hannah was up next for the same role and she was really nervous but you encouraged her, lifting up both your firsts. “fighting!!” you say and she does the same pose and says the same as she gets up and grabs the script, going on stage. as she reads her lines, another student goes to sit next to you and, again, you pay no mind as you want to witness your friend perform and you're afraid of social situations.

“is that your friend up there?” a voice asks, and you look over ever so slightly.

“huh? oh, yeah.” you say, and go back to watching her.

“are you also auditioning?” he asks and this time you fully look at the face trying to make small talk with you. you were never a fan of small talk, but damn... he's hot. he's most definitely a senior, probably graduating soon. you think to yourself.

“yeah, actually... Park Sol.” you reply, and he lifts a brow.

“same.” he chuckles and you smile a little bit.

“...well...may the best one... win?” you chuckle, and he smiles back.

“Thank you for that very endearing audition, Hannah Bahng.”

the results don't come until the next few days, a paper is posted on your block for the cast of the upcoming stage play “Spirited by Together” and when you see your name, you were shocked to see you got another part you didn't audition for: Hwang Ji-Sung... you vaguely remember he was one of the ghosts in the play—Park Sol's classmate and best friend who committed suicide. Yeah. Then you look to see who got Trisha's part... it wasn't Hannah, then you checked whoever got Park Sol's and it was some rando named 'choi yeonjun'. huh. could it be the dude from yesterday? not bad. you think to yourself.

“that's interesting.” the familiar voice walks up to you and you look up next to you to see him. of course. “i don't know your name but the one across park sol's surely isn't yours...” he muses.

“well, is it yours?” you ask back. not wanting to make assumptions that he just got the part and he just looks at you with a deadpan glare, one hand holding the strap of his backpack. the two of you make eye contact before staring back at the paper in complete silence. “I got the part for... Ji-Sung.” you say silently.

“oh really?” yeonjun asks, you're not sure if it's sarcasm or genuine intrigue but there's a gentle smile on his pretty red lips. “i guess we'll be having a few scenes together. let's formally meet. I'm Choi Yeonjun.” he turns to face you fully.

“...y/l/n... y/n.” you face him as well, then glance back at the paper then around the room. subtly avoiding eye contact, then you look back at him. “i have... a class soon. so.” you begin to walk away from him but he stops you.

"Is Hannah in that class?” he asks casually and you just slowly shake your head and he nods and waves goodbye. you're curious as to how he knows her yet not too interested to waste your time with it and head to your next class.

after your last class, it's almost nighttime and you're completely out of energy, your mind set and ready to just make some cup noodles and pass out on your bed, not expecting any social interaction after you stuff all your things in your locker and begin to walk out of campus when a loud, very loud, group of friends is also leaving at the same time—they came from the gymnasium as you're awsre there's a basketball club and their court is right next to your building, you don't even try to see it but you didn't expect to see a familiar head of pink hair in that group of people, you're awsre of how the basketball club is well known in the school so you're surprised he's not as popular as you expected him to be, especially with his looks.

his pretty red lips in his beautiful cheeky smile as he laughs at something his friend mentions and you can't help but feel a little energized at his presence. seeing him felt like a breath of fresh air, but you sigh, look away and continue on your own path, minding your business. your house it's a walkable distance from the college, but your brother mentioned this morning that he'd pick you up at the bus stop after class, so you sit at the bus stop and scroll through your phone out of boredom, and the familiar loud voices can be heard in the distance, though you try to tune it out, you hear two voices yelling out “bye's” and “take care's”.

“oh. y/n!” yeonjun goes to sit next to you, and your a bit shy and awkward so you just bow your head slightly and chuckle.

“hi.” he's with his friend so you didn't want to interrupt anything and continued on using your phone. he also didn't want to seem rude and make small talk again so he just continues talking with his friend. you can't help but eavesdrop and they're talking about you.

“how'd you meet them?” his friend asks. “they're cute...” and yeonjun just slaps his friend's arm and says that's inappropriate and his friend just shrugs and says it was a compliment. the bus comes over and the two of them get on. his friend goes in first and yeonjun follows, but before he enters, he waves at you with a soft smile and you wave back.

a few days pass by and you've had script readings and some rehearsals but that's it, not much interaction with the rest of the cast, esp. yeonjun but you don't wanna specify that... he just seems so nice you're so scared to talk to him. and he got close to everyone else so fast you almost wonder if they were friends since elementary school... but you shake your head. you're just a mere acquaintance to him ig and you stop your delulu mind from thinking everyone is in love with you because you're so cool.

you still hang out with Hannah during lunch and sometimes invite her to your house to drink some soju and watch kdrama—she's fine with your obsession btw and she also enjoys kdrama and the cheesiness accompanied with it. yeonjun starts to recognize you more in hallways and from afar but you're always, and i mean always with hannah and he begind to doubt your relationship with her (he knows her bc he's obsessed w music and she's such a good singer) and now he's kinda sad if u two are dating even tho he never admittedly had a crush on you yet.

after your preliminaries but a day before the stage play, you and your introvert group of friends visit the mall for a small celebration in a restaurant, then you go to the third floor to visit the arcades when you see two familiar faces—yeonjun and his friend. Hannah seems to know his friend and she walks up to him. “Taehyun?? What are you doing here?”

“You know me and yeonjun are basically attached to the hip.” he nonchalantly says and you just feel a little left out, and you glance at yeonjun and accidentally make eye contact, then you look at Hannah, pointing to the rest of your friend group who have entered the arcade already.

“see you. i guess.” hannah pointedly eyes Taehyun up and down like... judgmentally. she later mentions that they're church mates and Taehyun is their drummer, and she's the singer and you're like ohhhhh.

“you know me and yeonjun are in the play together” you innocently bring up and she just nods.

“uh, yeah, you brought him up like twice. everybody recognizes his name.”

“yeonjun? really?” you find that hard to believe since you only knew him through the play and you've never heard him anywhere else.

the next day... the stage play. it was to be performed twjce today and tomorrow held in a theater not too far from town. you were doing a dress rehearsal of the play on the big theater stage without equipment and after your final scene you're walking down the stairs to the backstage when you almost trip on your face, and another one of the actors catches you in his arms— “woah, you good?” you recognize him to be choi soobin who added you on your social media. you know he's a senior so you rarely hang out or talk with him but he's so admittedly attractive. you chuckle a little as you steady yourself and bow your head in apologies and he chuckles back.

“y/n in communications, right?” he asks as he fixes his necktie, he plays the principal of the school. you nod and chuckle as you play with your fingers.

“you're mr. soobin...” you mumble. and he just chuckles at how cute you are as he puts on his glasses for his next scene and climbs to the next scene, you don't miss the wink he gives you as he goes up the stairs and minds his own business. you're blushing so hard and as you turn on your heel and you see yeonjun loosening his necktie nonchalantly as if he didn't just witness you flirting with someone in the cast.

“i thought you had a girlfriend.” he blankly states as he unbuttons his dress shirt and you look away awkwardly as he changes into something more comfortable.

“excuse me?” you ask and he just shrugs as he dabs his sweaty face with a handkerchief and sprays a mist on his angekic features.

“you know, hannah?” he asks and you're just like... face palm.

“No?? LMAO, we're literally just friends. Besides, she's allowing Taehyun to court her.” You laugh as you test random shades of foundations you find on the makeup table backstage and yeonjun just nods understandingly as he fixes his hair in the mirror, and then soobin enters the backstage, and everyone else enters the backstage and it's no longer just you two.

later into the day, your performance is in two hours and everyone is preparing their wardrobe and props and you're having some prosthetics put on your face since your character is a ghost who committed suicide and had half of their face crushed on the fall, and as you're getting your prosthetics done, yeonjun is sitting next to you having his makeup done in silence when you calmly ask if he has any music on his phone since yours is dead and he just replies “knock yourself out.” and he places his phone on the table n your just like... ?? okay. as you grab it, literally nobody has been so chill with their phone like that. so casually, you mischievously sneakily change his wallpaper to a forehead selfie you just took with his phone and begin playing a random spotify playlist he has.

“lmao is this your playlist?” you ask as 'careless whisper' begins to play and he chuckles.

“no, that's my father's. he enjoys the whole old music thingy... cuz... he's old.”

“do you enjoy it?” you ask and he just shrugs.

“i listen to all kinds of music... they're all a bop as long as it has a good beat or message I'd listen to it.” and you nod at his response. makes sense.

“I like Hannah's music though.” Yeonjun casually brings up n ur like “??? does he like hannah??” but you just shake your head.

“yeah, she's a grest musician.” you agree and you pick his phone up again to skip the song. “you have any games?” you ask as you look through his phone and he chuckles.

“i have one basketball game. and bitlife.” he mumbles.

“Lord, just get a room you two.” your makeup artist just complains and you two giggle like a bunch of school children.

the play is over and, well, you two don't really keep in touch anymore. you're in completely different majors and blocks and live two completely different lives and honestly, there wasn't anything romantically strong with your interactions and you didn't stay acquainted afterward—especially since you were so distracted with somebody else who kept messaging you... soobin. your senior who seems really interested in you. and he's cute.

he's not super smart and honestly, very little personality, you were obsessed with his looks and voice and the fact that he was a senior and very obviously interested in you was driving you crazy, and you were mostly flirting back and forth... you never really flirted with anyone like this and, well, why not with someone who actually shows some interest in you..? it's sad, really, he eventually confesses that he likes you even though it was obvious, but you'd feel so awful if you rejected him now after 'leading him on' for a few months.

you didn't actually like him, you just smiled at his cute texts and was always really nice to him.. and he hsd an adorable pet hedgehog!! and... you didn't expect him to confess so soon. But you tell him to take you on a date first and you'll see how it goes. you post it on your story eventually. “first date with a cutie” or smth and yeonjun can't help but “jokingly” reply “don't go on that shit” n ur just like “okay 💀” but you go anyways.

the date was super fun and enjoyable, you first went to the park and took photos, but it was a little hot so you went the food park nearby to buy drinks, then went to the arcade and he attempted DDR which you were shocked when he was super talented in dancing and as the sun set, there was a christmss event at the same park so msny lights and then it started snowing... but as he walked you back to your house you realized it all felt so platonic to you... and you hugged him goodnight as you stopped at your doorstep at the promised curfew your brother gave you and said goodbye to your first date.

yeonjun really wants to ask for details but it's not his place, you two barely talk recently and he honestly doesn't know why he's so interested !! it's your life, you can do whatever the damn hell you want he thinks as he throws his phone against the mattress and begins to do his homework.

not too long after your first date a christmas party is being held at Hannah's house ofc ur invited and ofc taehyun is invited so OFC yeonjun is invited, also bang chan and ur brother are acquaintances so they're drinking together on the rooftop or smth as hannah manages the rest of the party. honestly, the first big party you've attended without your entire family and with poeple who are your age and not relatives so you were just a little shy when it came to everything. you were in the kitchen when 'perfect blues' started playing, you felt most comfortable there as you drank your 3rd alcoholic beverage of the night—unafraid of getting wasted since this is your bsf's house.

“how'd the first date go.” yeonjun smoothly walks up to you and you laugh.

“didn't work. i didn't feel romantically attracted to him. broke his heart.” you said coldly as you took a sip of your drink and he just sips in air and tilts his head.

“ooh, y/n is cold... who knew.” he teases and you just laugh.

“what can i say, i gave him a chance and it didn't work... maybe my heart just belongs to someone else.” you whisper near him before leaving your drink on the counter and heading toward the couch, sitting in between taehyun and hannah and taehyun is just like ??? so offended n ur like “Hannah can i bang someone in your house?” and she leans in so interested and taehyun looks less offended.

“PLEASE tell me it's...” he manifests, his hands together as he stares at the ceiling.

“It's yeonjun.”

“yes.” you hear taehyun whisper as he fist bumps hannah behind you.

“anywhere but mine and chan's bedroom, I hate to say this but taehyun lend them some of your condoms. Bang safe.” she winks.

“oh, yeonjun has a few with him at all times.” taehyun casually just spills and hannah and you shrug like what did you expect honestly.

now with permission ur looking around the house for the one and only, tipsy but conscious enough to know you want this and you've been wanting this—but not conscious enough to know the rational side of you would most definitely regret this, when you find him leaning against a wall talking with someone you just stare at them until they're done n he's like “hi??” and when you stay silent he's like... “You're drunk.” and you just shake your head.

“can we talk?” you ask and he's just like...

“okay sure.” and you lead him to one of the guest bedrooms and you both sit down on the bed and you're just like...

“so... I've never been one for college life. honestly, not even school life. i started late so i had to do this alternative learning system, then i took a placement test and all of a sudden I'm a senior in high school during quarantine. and now... quarantine is over, and all of a sudden I'm some sociable college dude and... i thought I'd just be... some silent student focusing on their studies and my personal life outside of school, and that all of my classmates would just be classmates and that was it but... then i met Hannah and we became closer than ever I'm convinced we're forever bff's, and, then...”

yeonjun urges you to continue and you just lay down on your back “and then i want on my first date. and then...” you look at him, making eye contact. “I guess I've always liked you... but I... my first date experience didn't end so romantically so I guess I felt a little scared... and I wanted to keep you as... I guess just some college memory of the first boy I actually really fell for.” you say with a raspy voice. the muffled club like music in the background—the guest bedroom designed to be sound proof so not only can sound not get out but it's protected from sounds outside as well because both chan and hannah make music, it's only natural for their guest room... but yeonjun sees this as an advantage and he just looks at you, thinking of every possibility right now.

he settles for going on top of you, both hands by your ears, and then he leans on his forearms to go closer to your face and you're so shocked by the sudden closeness... you've never been this close to anyone before. and i mean anyone and you're just so nervous you close your eyes. “how drunk are you?” yeonjun asks and you gently open your eyes a little bit half-lidded.

“drunk enough to know i want this, not too drunk that you'll be taking advantage of me. I can consciously say that I'll take responsibility for anything that'll happen tonight.” you reply and yeonjun immidiately, hungrily slams his lips onto yours. it's such a fiery, passionate kiss he's practically eating your lips. he bites your bottom lip and slips his tongue, the classic tactic, but nobody has ever done it to you and it's all moving so fast yku could barely process how super fucking hot it wss or the fact that his tongue is exploring your mouth right now and he's moaning against your mouth.

he sucks on your bottom lip once, twice then he kisses your jaw, then he goes up to the back of your ear. and marks you right there, and he stops for a moment to smell you. “I don't want to be just another college memory. God, y/n...” he whispers against your skin. you're so close to each other yet he wants more. you turn to look at him and you make eye contact for the first time in awhile and you cup his cheek and he leans into it, eyes closed and you place a soft kiss on his plump, red, wet lips and he lets out such a cheeky smile as he stares into your beautiful eyes.

“You're so beautiful like this.” he whispers, alcohol breath intoxicating your senses and you close your eyes.

“You're way more beautiful.. everyday, every time i see you in the hallway.” you confess and he smiles, kissing you on the lips again and again and you open your eyes.

“i was always jealous whenever I saw you hanging out with someone.” he confesses, and you kiss his lips.

“that's a little possessive.” you state and he chuckles.

“you want to see possessive?” you're not sure if he's flirting or joking, maybe both, you like it, and he leans over aks catches your mouth in a different kiss. it's passionate but kess fiery than earlier, more romantic and gentle and he pushes you over to change your position into a more comfortable one as he slowly makes out with you and you moan against his mouth and he just founds that so sexy. your hands are now exploring his back, then his neck to his fluffy punk hair and you start playing with it as he sucks on your tongue then your lips and he groans a little as his pants begin to feel a little restrained. and you grab his shoulder, the other hand moving to palm him through his pants.

and he has to stop for a moment to let out the softest moan as he attempts to unzip his pants and you put your hand down his underwear, stroking his length without even seeing it first and he just wants to cum right then and there so badly, the way you hold his dick is so adorable he judt wants to treasure this moment forever—but he knows from now on there are going to be many moments to treasure. he moves down to kiss you again—

click

the sound of the door opening shocks you both as yeonjun futilely attempts to zip his pants and you try to fix your hair when bang chan peaks his head in. “o-oh... hi...y/n... yeonjun... s-sorry! i really didn't mean to interrupt!” he shuts the door. “and use protection.” you hear him.

“woah, what was that, who was he with in there?” you hear changbins voice thru the door... he happens to be yeonjun's good friend and the two of you just sit there awkwardly. you're a little embarrassed and flustered but you're not ashamed—you got permission, found a room, and you take responsibility for whatever happens, but now you can't really continue, can you? you slowly turn to make eye contact with yeonjun and the two of you just kind of sit there and chuckle.

“maybe next time...” he sayd, a little breathless and you nod. “I can take you to dinner tomorrow though, if you can...” he asks and you nod, again, and you offer him a small, sweet smile and he smiles back, knowing he finally has you... not officially, but he knows he'll make you his in no time.

#yeonjun x reader #txt x reader #choi yeonjun #tomorrow by together #tomorrow by together x reader #choi yeonjun x reader #soobin x reader #skz #stray kids #gender neutral reader #txt x gn!reader #yeonjun x gn!reader #hannah bahng #yeonjun x reader slow burn #slowburn #non-idol!AU

[clueless-writer]

When All is Lost - 1 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1414722055-when-all-is-lost-1?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=DoctorQueen07 Life has been no walk in the park for Jisung and it seems his senior year in college is going to be no different. Yet, this year there is going to be a spin. Will this new person turn out to stay or will he lose them too?

New Story! Check it out :) leave it some love!!!!

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[bgomtori]

☆ lovesong - c.bg

synopsis - after getting played, yn gave up on love entirely. however beomgyu tries to break down her walls, proving to her that love isn't all that bad.

-> listen to this playlist while reading ♡

-> beomgyu x afab! reader

-> current status : ongoing :D

-> features! yunjin from lesserafim, ryujin from itzy, hyunjin from skz, and the rest of the tubatu boys.

-> warnings! yn is real insecure and overthinks a lot, extreme slowburn. please ignore the timestamps 😭😭 more warnings will be added to the start of each chapt.

-> note! another smau!! if you wanna be apart of the taglist, send an ask or comment ‼️ likes and reblogs are much appreciated <3

tubatu | st☆rgirls | teaser

01 - just a bet

02 - HIS LOSS MY GAIN

03 - can i court you?

04 - scared

05 - give me a sign pls

06 - you oldie

07 - we're losing her..

08 - delusional

09 - i only want you

10 - again?

11 - bitch you wanna go?

12 - i'm doomed

13 - absolutely HORRIFYING

14 - hollow brain

15 -

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[jeonglixverse]

ੈ✩‧₊˚ jeonglixverse’s fic recs

here are some of my favourite fics i’ve read ! all fics listed below are all straykids :D

anything that contains smut will be highlighted in red! and all fics posted are a mix of fem!reader or gn!reader ˗ˏˋ post will be constantly updated !! ˎˊ˗

⇢ ˗ˏˋ ot8 ࿐ྂ dad!skz random texts ↳ by @seungbinbin stray kids as cliche romance tropes ↳ by @luvtak - 2.2k tender tendencies ↳ by @charmercharm3r what are we? │bit of angst, fluff. ↳ by @cosmic-railwayxo when you help them shave │fluff. ↳ by @143hyunes your mom hasn't paid me to date you this month │fluff, humor. ↳ by @jinhyun you go to another groups concert │fluff, humor. ↳ by @jinhyun

⇢ ˗ˏˋ bang chan ࿐ྂ safe with me │angst, fluff. ↳ by @thevampywolf - 2.5k insomnia w/minho │angst, smut, fluff, fwb, f2l. ↳ by @j-0ne25 - 64.9k stations and destinations │fluff, angst, childhood f2l. ↳ by @sulfurcosmos - 9.8k unprofessional │angst, smut, slowburn, coworkers to lovers. ↳ by @exxxtraoddinary - 58k myth - beach house │f2l. ↳ by @astraystayyh - 1.1k zip │smut, fluff. ↳ by @cb97percent - 3.4k

⇢ ˗ˏˋ lee minho ࿐ྂ insomnia w/bangchan │angst, smut, fluff. ↳ by @j-0ne25 - 64.9k jealousy, jealousy │fluff, s2l. ↳ by @candlewaxandp0lar0ids - 4.9k pick me ups │hurt, comfort, established relationship. ↳ by @gimmeurtmi - 2.5k youngblood │angst, fluff, bsf2l. ↳ by @changbeanie - 17.4k kiss me │fluff, established relationship. ↳ by @soobnny - 1.4k labyrinth │angst, fluff, slowburn, bsf2l. ↳ by @soobnny - 20k invisible thread │angst, fluff, slowburn, academic rivals to lovers. ↳ by @astraystayyh - 20k the only exception - paramore │slowburn, s2l. ↳ by @astraystayyh - 3.7k fields │angst, smut, fluff. ↳ by @hoes4lino - 23.5k excuses │fluff, established relationship. ↳ by @jinhyun - 2.3k angels in bodycons │smut. ↳ by @charmercharm3r - 5.2k lovely & sweet │angst, smut, fluff. ↳ by @tasteleeknow - 6.3k zipper │smut, fluff, established relationship. ↳ by @tasteleeknow - 4.3k ghost of you pt.1 pt.2 │angst, smut, fluff. ↳ by @telesvng - 15.5k & 14.8k love equation │angst, fluff, f2l. ↳ by @hanjisungz-remade - 11.5k

⇢ ˗ˏˋ seo changbin ࿐ྂ the alternative - lyn lapid │brother's bsf. ↳ by @astraystayyh - 2.5k

⇢ ˗ˏˋ hwang hyunjin ࿐ྂ somebody else - the 1975 │exes to lovers. ↳ by @astraystayyh - 2.6k

⇢ ˗ˏˋ han jisung ࿐ྂ bakcburner - niki │angst, exes. ↳ by @astraystayyh - 1.1k

⇢ ˗ˏˋ lee felix ࿐ྂ if the world was ending - jp saxe, julia michaels │bsf2l. ↳ by @astraystayyh - 3.2k all i ever wanted │angst, fluff, roommates to lovers. ↳ by @miel-ji - 6.6k playdate │s2l. ↳ by @bbujiikseu-archived - 14.8k hey, hey, golden boy! │angst, fluff. ↳ by @staysuki - 11k sunshine │bit of angst, fluff, smut, f2l. ↳ by @j-0ne25 - 7.4k

⇢ ˗ˏˋ kim seungmin ࿐ྂ in my dreams - tearliner │e2l. ↳ by @astraystayyh - 4.5k

⇢ ˗ˏˋ yang jeongin ࿐ྂ you're sexy i'm sexy - eric nam│f2l. ↳ by @astraystayyh - 1.6k adulthood can wait │fluff, established relationship. ↳ by @inniejeonginnie - 1.3k better and better │angst, smut, fluff, bsf2l. ↳ by @seungminheart - 10.9k meet cute │fluff. ↳ by @inniejeonginnie - 2.2k blue dream │smut. ↳ by @charmercharm3r - 6.1k love is blind │angst, fluff. ↳ by @momobani - 12.5k touch │fluff, strangers to friends to lovers. ↳ by @luvtora - 1.4k i saw you in a dream │angst, suggestive, s2l. ↳ by @forgottenfourr - SMAU (completed)

#someone give me long jeongin fics pls i beg #skz fanfic #straykids #stray kids x reader #felix x reader #jeongin x reader #bang chan x reader #han jisung x reader #lee know x reader #changbin x reader #seungmin x reader #hyunjin x reader #stray kids recs #stray kids reactions #jeonglixverse recs

[blossomwritesthings]

𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝? 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞. | 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬

part one of do you feel my hand? it is there. | part two | part three | part four | part five | part six | part seven | part eight | part nine | part ten | part eleven | part twelve

pairing: minho x fem!reader (afab)

genre: veterinarian!minho (this includes a few of the skz members working in his clinic). client!reader. hurt/comfort. angst. fluff. smut - MDNI, 18+ only. reader pov. strangers to lovers au. slowburn romance. lots of pining.

content & warnings: explicit & strong language. very thematic elements. minho is reader's vet. reader's childhood cat suddenly gets diagnosed with cancer, and she has to make a big decision about what to do. this fanfic includes heavy topics like: pet euthanasia, extreme loss/grief, depression, the problems with pet healthcare, and more. there will be some humor/fluff placed throughout, and also smut somewhere along the way. :))

word count: 7.1k

summary: dr. lee minho is known throughout your area as the city's hottest veterinarian, and he's also the very man that's been taking good care of your two cats for the past three years. but one day, you're thrown down a dark path of heartache when the cat that you've grown up with - nyx - is diagnosed with an acute form of bone cancer. burdened with the hardest decision of your entire life, you come at a crossroads of what to do. and throughout it all, minho is the single most person who continually stays by your side.

a/n: i decided to split this fic up into like, 3-4 separate chapters, since i felt like having 20.k+ words for a single 'long oneshot' was kindaa excessive lmao 😂 anyways, i'm excited for the future of this little series and what it's gonna look like exploring the relationship between minho and y/n~ 😉 also, for anyone that noticed, YES- i changed my entire tumblr theme after like, 4 months of having it be rainbow haha, so you might not recognize me on your dash with my new look. but yeah, this is the 'new me' for the next few months... i was feeling super inspired to do a muted levanter theme, since it's one of my fav albums/songs from skz haha so here we are!! ☺️

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ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴘᴏsᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sɪᴛᴇs (ᴛʜɪs ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇs ᴛʀᴀɴsʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴs). ©ʙʟᴏssᴏᴍᴡʀɪᴛᴇsᴛʜɪɴɢs ⤐ ᴀʟʟ ʀɪɢʜᴛs ʀᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇᴅ

The clinic was incredibly busy as you stepped through the front doors. Looking around the medium-sized waiting room, you noticed how almost every single seat was taken up by a patient. Because apparently, the hot place to be on a Thursday morning was Starry Skies Veterinary Clinic. 

 You clutched on a little tighter to the carrier at your side, which held your cat Nyx just inside the bassinet. She was an American Shorthair, with a coat as black as midnight and big, ocean-blue eyes. Your parents had gifted you Nyx as a surprise for your sixth birthday, since you had been begging them for a cat all year long. And instantly, the two of you were inseparable. Nyx had been with you for almost every stage of your life - including grade/middle school, high school, and all of university. She was so incredibly affectionate towards everyone, but especially you. She loved curling up alongside you after you’d spent a long, hard day at work and would just cuddle into your skin for hours. 

 Nyx was your stability in everything - she was one of your only friends, even when you were surrounded by other adults your same age at work. And at the ripe age of twenty-four, you couldn’t imagine what your life would be like if she ever left your side.

 But, you weren’t naive, or stupid. 

 And you knew that at some point, Nyx would have to move on from your world and onto a better, and brighter future. 

 Which is why you decided to adopt a female Bengal cat after you graduated from university. Taffy had a brilliant orange-and-brown coat with light green eyes. And because she was so much younger than Nyx, she had a lot more energy. But even still, the two cats got along quite well, despite their huge age gap. Taffy was the troublemaker out of the two and liked to get into mischief with all kinds of things. 

 You took great pride in both of them and the relationship that you had with your two kitties, which is why you regularly took them to the local veterinarian clinic for routine checkups. Usually, you visited every six months, just to make sure that Taffy and Nyx were in perfect health.

 And it’s not like you were complaining about the visits to Starry Skies Veterinary Clinic. It was a beautiful and spacious place, with a friendly bunch of staff and an even better doctor. 

 Doctor Lee Minho had been the continual talk of the town since he had moved into the area three years before, and soon after he set up his practice - which was just a short walk from your quaint apartment - you started going to him for your cat’s regular check-ups. Dr. Lee was incredibly professional with all of his clients, and he had a true knack for animals… but especially, cats. That’s what he prided himself on - knowing the ins and outs of the feisty little beings... since he had three of his own. Some even said that he was a cat himself since he had similar mannerisms to the felines. 

 It also helped that he was insanely handsome. 

 Like, drop-dead gorgeous. 

 You weren’t a fool - you noticed how, every time you visited the clinic, most of the clients were women. And almost every time that you sat in the waiting room, you’d overhear women talking amongst themselves… about how they had dressed up for the occasion, and how Dr. Lee was way too cute for his good. 

 For the most part, all of the comments passed over your head. 

 After all, he was just a veterinarian. He wasn’t anything special… 

 He just took amazing care of the animals that visited his clinic. 

 And he seemed to adore your two cats. 

 And- 

 Perhaps he was kind of, sort of, attractive. 

 If a woman liked the silent, brooding, brown-haired types of guys- then yeah, he was fucking really hot. 

 But, you always tried to push those thoughts out of your mind each time they started to bubble up to the forefront of your mind. You didn’t want to ruin the professional doctor-client relationship that the two of you had been cultivating for over three years. He was an amazing veterinarian with a lot of skill and expertise, and you had a feeling that you taking advantage of your closeness with him, by forcing yourself onto him, would just turn him away. 

 After all, he was always professional and polite with you. Even if he seemed to give you a lot of smiles and laughs each time you had an appointment at the clinic. And even if he seemed overly affectionate with Nyx and Taffy. He was just doing his job, as that’s what was to be expected from a doctor like him. 

 And besides, a guy like him would never go for you. For starters, you had just recently found out that he was five years older than you, landing him at the mature age of twenty-nine. And older guys of that many years never went for you - never stooped that low. Plus, he was a successful doctor and a businessman with his clinic. Whereas you were a struggling woman who was fighting to make ends meet at her low-ranking corporate job. You sat in a small cubicle all day, typing away at a bright computer screen, and Dr. Lee sat in front of patients and animals, actually making a difference in others’ lives. 

 There was also the fact that you were borderline poor- since your job barely paid anything compared to the way that the economy was so expensive. You struggled to pay your bills monthly and lived from paycheck to paycheck. Meanwhile, Dr. Lee rolled up to the clinic in his dark-blue sports car and was always donned in all different kinds of designer dress shirts and slacks. 

 So, yeah, he’d never fall for you. Not in a million years. 

 “Y/N! Good to see you again!” You heard a bright voice call out to you, bringing you out of your daydreams of expensive cars and fancy clothes. 

 Your eyes flitted up to the person sitting behind the front check-in desk of the clinic. Chan, one of the two receptionists of the place, was looking up at you with a soft smile adorning his face. 

 “Oh- hi, Chan… I’m here for Nyx’s check-up.” You mimicked his smile, motioning with a tilt of your head to the carrier where Nyx was situated in. 

 You were on a first-name basis with the entire staff line of the clinic, as you had been visiting it for so many years. Everyone at the clinic was extremely nice, and all of the staff were Dr. Lee’s friends. Soon after you first visited the clinic, he told you about the story of how he had recruited some of his best friends to open the shop with him, and how the rest was history. Even still, you called everyone by their first name except for Dr. Lee - since you decided to keep it professional with him and always address him by his official title well into the beginning of your appointments at the clinic. 

 “Sure thing,” Chan began, tearing his gaze away from you and typing away at his computer. “I see here that Jisung jotted down your concerns for this visit’s file. Has anything changed since you called in a month ago?” 

 You moved your focus onto the carrier at your side, where you saw Nyx resting peacefully just inside it. She had long since gotten used to the clinic and was normally very calm whenever you visited the place. “Yeah, she’s been sleepier than usual, and like- she doesn’t want to eat the food that I’ve been giving her, even though I’ve changed the brand two times already.” 

 Chan’s eyes darted up to you, studying your face silently before they flitted over to the carrier that you had placed atop the counter at your side. “Okay, I’ll add all of that to the notes so that the doctor can take a look,” you noticed how his lips were pressed together in a grim line- like he didn’t like what you had just told him. “You can take a seat, and Yongbok will call you back when they’re ready for you guys.” 

 “Thanks, Chan,” you said, offering him a tiny, weak smile before you headed off to find one of the only available seats left in the waiting room. As soon as you got situated, you gingerly took Nyx out of her crate. She was warm and downy in your hands and purred quietly at the feel of you pressing her furry body against your chest. “It’s gonna be okay, girl, you’ll be alright…” You whispered to her, mouth nuzzling into her silky coat as you placed a gentle kiss against her head. 

 After you placed Nyx back in her crate, you spent the waiting time studying the people around you. Once again, it was mainly women’s faces that your eyes met as you scanned over the entire room. And there were all different types of pets everywhere, from dogs to cats to birds. 

 “Oh, and apparently, Jungmi’s friend saw him out on the streets late at night last week… like, all alone and stuff.” You heard the woman say beside you. She was sitting close to another woman, and their heads were bent at an angle as they gossiped together. “Some girl came out of this one cafe and was hanging all over him, but it didn't seem like he knew her that well.” 

 The other woman snorted lowly, “Well that bitch doesn’t matter, because I’m going to be sure to seduce him this time around. I mean, c’mon- who can resist this shirt?” At her insinuation, you realized that they were talking about Dr. Lee. 

 Even still, you felt the urge to peek over to your side and look at her attire, and when you did, you swallowed down the dryness in your throat. Because holy fuck- she looked like she was about to go to the club. Her shirt had a scoop neckline and was so low, more than half of her tits were hanging out of the loose fabric. It was tight and stretched over her bosom in an alluring kind of way, leaving little to the imagination. 

 Meanwhile, you were dressed in one of your old, baggy hoodies and a pair of loose-fitting denim jeans. Even though it was the beginning of spring, it was still quite chilly out early in the morning. And besides, you weren’t planning on going anywhere else after you visited the clinic, since you had taken the rest of the day off from work, so there was no use in dressing up. Not like you had any nice, sexy clothes like that to begin with, though. 

 In all actuality, you really couldn’t afford to take a day off of work. But, you felt like it was needed after the long week that you had had. After the long year you had had. 

 Suddenly feeling self-conscious while you sat next to Aphrodite herself, your fingers scrambled to yank down the arms of your hoodie as best as you could, trying to let the fabric swallow you up in your seat. 

 Just then, your name was called over the hustle and bustle of the waiting room, and you peered up to see a smiling Yongbok standing in the doorway that lead to the rest of the clinic - where the examining rooms were. 

 In a hurry, you scrambled to pick up your tote bag and hoisted Nyx in her carrier with one arm, following right behind the young vet tech as he lead you through the back rooms of the clinic. The hallway was buzzing with movement, as the other Tech’s, Seungmin and Hyunjin, helped vet assistant Changbin calm down a barking German Shepherd so that they could usher him onto a weighing station that was positioned in a corner of the hallway. Dr. Lee was nowhere to be found… yet. 

 “I haven’t seen you in a while,” Yongbok started, as he motioned to an examining room just off to the right side for you to walk in. You took a seat in the chair that was positioned next to the desk - where the doctor always sat. “Since Hyunjin is almost always the one who first greets you.” The younger man with light blonde hair and big, expressive eyes sighed in an exaggerated kind of way, which forced a quiet giggle out of you. 

 “He’s a good tech though… Taffy especially likes him, I think.” You started, your mind already trailing off to what your younger cat might be doing while being left home alone in your apartment. No doubt tearing into the bag of chips that you had accidentally left atop the kitchen counter. 

 “Mhm- how is she, by the way? I feel like you haven’t brought her in in a while,” Yongbok said, as he slipped on a pair of blue latex gloves. You dragged your eyes away from his form and instead concentrated on unzipping the carrier in your arms, slowly drawing out a lethargic Nyx. 

 “Taffy is good, just being her usual rambunctious self,” you laughed softly, shaking your head as the affection for your other cat took over your thoughts. “She’s definitely very different from my Nyx here, that’s for sure…” 

 Yongok wheeled his chair over to you then, gently taking your old cat from your hands and hoisting her up onto the examination table that was nearby. “I saw in the files that she’s been having problems with eating?” He started, voice growing serious as he began his study of your cat. 

 You nodded slowly, swallowing over the nervous lump that had begun to form in your throat as soon as he placed Nyx on the paper-lined table. You felt your heart beating wildly against your ribcage, and you watched in silence as Yongbok turned Nyx around to thoroughly examine her. “Yeah, and she hasn’t been wanting to play with Taffy either, even though she used to love to.” 

 “How long has this been going on?” 

 “About… four months now?” 

 Yongbok turned to you then, leveling you with a deep frown, “And you’re only bringing her in now?” His tone wasn’t accusatory, but was more on the perplexed side of things, as all of the staff at Starry Skies Veterinary Clinic knew how much you loved your cats and how you adored taking care of them. 

 You shifted uncomfortably in your seat, hating the way that he seemed to question why you hadn’t taken care of Nyx’s symptoms earlier. “I-I didn’t have the money for this appointment until just recently, so that’s why I'm only bringing her in now.” 

 Your gaze snagged on Yongbok’s face, and the way that it instantly melted at your confession... brows furrowing and mouth pressing into a velvety line. The entire clinic must’ve known about your financial situation by now - about how you could barely afford food for yourself, let alone the bills from the clinic - since more oftentimes than not, you’d ask for a grace period from paying for the visits. 

 “I’m sorry, Y/N. I wasn’t trying to insinuate that you’re in the wrong here,” he began, but his slight frown only seemed to deepen as he spoke the words, “It’s just that- these symptoms shouldn’t be ignored for that long.” 

 At that, your heart started beating frantically inside your chest. Your focus landed on Nyx, who was now resting atop the table, with her eyes closed peacefully. “W-What? What do you mean by that? Is something wrong-”

 Yongbok reached over then, giving your shoulder a delicate pat. “I can’t confirm anything myself, but I’m going to take Nyx back to the X-Ray rooms to examine her better. Then, I’ll give the data to Dr. Lee and he can examine the diagnosis.” He gingerly scooped up Nyx into his arms, pressing her against his chest. 

 “O-Okay, but-” You began, but were soon cut off by the way that Yongbok gave you a slight, reassuring smile. 

 “Don’t worry about it, Y/N. I’m sure Nyx is just fine.” Is the last thing he said, before he was quickly filing out of the room with your cat in his hold, leaving you all alone. 

 And as soon as he shut the door closed, you were a nervous wreck. Your knees bounced up and down, hands turning clammy and breath falling out in shaky gasps as your mind raced a mile a minute with countless thoughts. 

 Would Nyx be okay? 

 Was she sick? 

 What was so wrong with her? 

 The wait time to see the doctor usually wasn’t that long, but this time - this time, it felt different. 

 It felt like each minute stretched out before you in an endless cycle, sending you down a deep and deeper spiral of anguish as you tried to wrack your brain around the entire situation.

 When finally, there was a gentle knock on the door. 

 You had been holding your head in either of your hands, but upon hearing footsteps against the linoleum floors, you peered up to see Dr. Lee closing the door behind him. He was dressed in his usual garb - dress slacks, a simple white button-down, and his white doctor's coat. 

 Dr. Lee was silent, as he wheeled his chair over to you. And only then did you notice that Nyx was missing. That he wasn’t carrying her in his arms- like he usually did when he brought her back from the closed examination room. 

 And you knew the moment that he sat down, that something was wrong. 

 Because usually, when his eyes caught yours as he walked through the examining room’s door, his entire face would light up with one of those brilliant smiles that women gushed over. Usually, he’d be the first one to crack a stupid joke - whether it was something lame about the weather outside, or about the crazy animal that he just had an encounter with before seeing you. 

 But this time? 

 No, this time it was very different. 

 His proud shoulders were slumped low, cheekbones dark with shadows, and plump, red lips pressed together in a firm line. 

 He clenched and unclenched his jaw once, 

 twice, 

 three times.

 Then, and only then, did his eyes meet yours. 

 And they said all you needed to know. 

 Just by the way that his dark, chestnut-brown pupils danced with a myriad of emotions; apprehension, fear, compassion, but most of all… sadness. 

 “What is it?” 

 The words flowed from your lips before you even knew what you were asking, and almost immediately, you were sitting up a little straighter in your chair. 

 Spine going rigid, fists growing tight at your sides. 

 Something swam, cool and deep, inside of you.

 Chilling you to the bone, with tense unease.  

 In the depths of your mind, you felt the pinprick of ominous heartache prodding at the fleshy part of your soul. 

 The part that was weak and emotional and so very tender all of the time. 

 “I’m so sorry.” 

 Was the first thing Dr. Lee said. 

 You already felt the tears flowing, unbidden and unchecked, warming your suddenly freezing cheeks, at the sound of ‘sorry’ leaving his mouth. Because he had never said such a thing to you before. And you never, ever, wanted to hear it come from him again. 

 “What’s wrong?” You prodded again, limbs growing a little shaky in your anxiety. Breath hitching in your chest agonizingly, you could physically feel your heart pushing against your ribs. 

 Aching, 

 Burning, 

 Already seeping with hurt, even though you didn’t quite know what was wrong just yet. 

 Dr. Lee ran a rough hand up and down his face, sighing into his palm, shaking his head once. Then, his fingers were running through his black locks, tugging at the roots just a tiny bit. 

 Almost like, this crushed him just as much as it was about to pain you. 

 “It’s about Nyx.” 

 Swallowing over the huge lump forming in your throat proved very difficult at that moment, but somehow - by some miracle - you did it. 

 Your tongue felt heavy inside of your mouth- like it was made of hard metal. 

 For a few beats, you couldn’t manage to form the right words, but when you did, you already felt the stability seeping out of you. Like you were a hot air balloon that had been poked with a sharp needle, with the scalding air and sanity flooding from you in a single breath. 

 “I’m sorry, Miss. Y/N, I-”

 “Just fucking say it, Dr. Lee!” You suddenly exclaimed, voice straining from your quiet sobs. The fat tears rolled down either of your cheeks, leaving angry wet trails in their wake. 

 He was silent after that, gaze running up and down the length of you slowly. Like you were one of his animals that he assessed daily - like he was testing out your strength and resolve. 

 Then, his eyes snapped back up to meet yours, and they melted into two puddles of grief. 

 “It seems as though Nyx is suffering from an acute form of bone cancer.” 

 And just like, your heart completely stopped. 

 Each breath you took felt garbled and all wrong. 

 Your shaky legs and arms wobbled all around you.  

 The floor crumbled underneath your feet, 

 Breaking, cracking, shattering irrevocably. 

 And in that moment, you wished for nothing more but for it to open up completely, and swallow you whole. 

 Please, 

 Oh, fuck, please- 

 Just swallow me already. 

 Because anything, 

Anything, 

 Would be better than this newfound hell. 

 “No- no, you’re lying.” You said in a low, gravelly voice. You were clutching onto the arms of your chair, holding on for dear life. Like if you squeezed hard enough, you would be able to wake up and all of this would just fade away into a bad dream. 

 “Miss. Y/N, I’m so sorry but-” Dr. Lee started in a calm tone, but his face read everything but calm - as his brows wrinkled with concern and his brown eyes were alight with a certain kind of sadness. 

 “This is a bad dream, it has to be a bad dream,” you cut him off, violently shaking your head from side to side in your disbelief. If you just pinched yourself, maybe then you’d wake up from such a hell. So that’s exactly what you did. 

 Grabbing one of your arms, you frantically pinched at the skin there. 

 Again, 

 And again, 

 And again. 

 The tears blurred your vision so much that it was hard to see what was in front of you - hard to notice the angry red mark that started to bloom out across your flesh at your abuse. 

 Just then, two warm hands took hold of either of yours, fingers sliding between fingers, calloused palms squeezing your own.

 The dark-haired figure was kneeling in front of you then, still holding onto your hands. Your heart felt like it was breaking over and over just beneath your ribcage. With each breath that you took, a new piece of it shattered off to swim in the blood flowing through your veins. 

 “Those symptoms that Nyx has been having are all signs of an acute form of bone cancer, Miss. Y/N. And, they will get worse,” the man said, his low, familiar voice running across your ears and nudging at a tender, warm spot deep inside of you. 

 “B-But she’ll get better, right? You can heal her, right, doctor?” You asked, throat straining from all of the tears. Through your hazy vision, you clutched a little harder at his hands. 

 There was a pause of silence on his end after that, which only made you feel worse. 

 When he finally spoke again, it felt like your world merely crumbled further and further. “Yongbok told me about your… situation, and why you didn’t bring her in earlier. But, because of the wait time, the cancer has developed into an acute case. The only options for helping her at this stage are- amputation and chemotherapy.” 

 It felt like someone took a bucket of ice-cold water and doused your entire form as soon as his words registered in your mind. 

 Because if you hadn’t waited so long to get it checked out, 

 If you hadn’t put it off because you didn’t have the money, 

 If you didn’t have such a low-paying, shitty job,

 Then Nyx never would’ve gotten the cancer in the first place. 

 Instinctually, you ripped your hands out of Dr. Lee’s grasp. It was the first time you had ever had physical contact with him - and the feeling left you feeling both sick to your stomach and also sent anxious butterflies to erupt throughout your system. 

 “Oh fuck- it’s my fault,” you said in an incredulous tone, fingers digging into your scalp and tearing at your roots there. “If I hadn’t waited so long, she never would’ve gotten this and she wouldn’t be-”

 You felt a heavy hand land atop one of your shoulders, nimble fingers pressing into your skin just slightly. Enough to help ground you back to reality. “I know it’s difficult right now, but I promise it’s going to be okay. You just have to take a few deep breaths and-”

 “Where is she?” You asked in a low voice, having the sudden urge to hold your baby in your arms. Maybe, if she just felt you, she’d be healed… “Where is my Nyx, Dr. Lee?” 

 But you didn’t even wait for him to reply, as you tore away from his hold and hurried to the door, grabbing Nyx’s carrier on the way out. Faintly, you registered Dr. Lee calling out to you from behind, but you paid no mind to it and instead ran through the hallway just outside of the examination room.

 “Nyx!” You called out, tone turning desperate. You raced down the hallway, sneakers hitting the concrete at your feet. “Nyx!” The tears clouded your vision, so it was hard to see where you going. But even still, you glimpsed Hyunjin coming out from a room in the back of the clinic, with a black mass of fur laying in his arms. 

 You cried out in relief at the sight of her, and in an instant, you were running forward and scooping her up and into your grasp. Pressing your face into her warm body, you cuddled her close. 

 “Y/N-” Hyunjin began, sympathy heavy in his tone. You felt his eyes travel across your face as you looked down at your sickly cat, with fat tears falling down your cheeks and a rapidly-beating heart. 

 “Let’s go home, my sweet girl…” You whispered so that only Nyx could hear you. And you couldn’t help but notice how light she felt in your arms - she hadn’t had much of an appetite in the last few months, and it pained you so much to know that you hadn’t realized it until it was too late. 

 Then you were turning away from Hyunjin, not even giving him any attention, as you rushed through the hallway and pressed onwards to the front desk area. Faintly, you could hear people calling out your name from somewhere in the back of the clinic. 

 But you couldn’t concentrate on any of that. All you could think of was your beautiful cat, who was peacefully sleeping in your arms. “Just a little bit longer, Nyx, we’re almost home…” 

 The rest of the week passed by in a blur of heartache and tears, as you battled with yourself and your mind to try and come to terms with what was happening. 

 With what you were going to lose. 

 It was hard to focus on anything else besides the impending doom that seemed to be right on your doorstep. You were slacking off at your work, which caused your boss to ream you out the next Monday morning. But you couldn’t help it - every time you tried to think about anything else besides Nyx, and losing her, the stormy feelings just came back tenfold. 

 You had found yourself holed up in your office’s bathroom stalls on more than one occasion already, and by the time it hit a week since you had visited the clinic, it felt like all of the tears had been completely drained from your body. 

 Every time you looked at her, you wanted to cry. You wanted to, but your body just wouldn't let you. So instead, you took to staying up late into the night and researching remedies to alleviate the pain of cancer - because truly, you hadn’t gotten a solid five hours of sleep since the diagnosis. 

 After two weeks, you had tried all of the solutions that you could find online - that ranged from implementing natural, whole foods into Nyx’s diet to rubbing lavender oil all over her limbs to try and soothe the pain from standing. Seeing her slowly start to deteriorate in front of your very eyes was possibly the worst part about it all - and how she’d whine and cry while walking around the house. Even Taffy could sense that something was wrong when her friend no longer had the energy to play with her anymore. 

 Throughout all of it, you avoided the phone calls. And they could be from only one ID - since you didn’t have any friends or family members who cared enough about you to call three times a day. Starry Skies Veterinary Clinic called you without fail, and they were adamant about getting in contact. No doubt Chan was on the other line the whole time, trying to talk some sense into you. 

 But you just couldn’t do it - couldn’t bring yourself to walk through those doors and face the dark road ahead that most-assuredly lead to death. Because you had already extensively researched the therapy for treating Nyx’s kind of cancer, and it was looking quite bleak. The procedures were so fucking expensive, it baffled you how anyone in their right mind could be able to afford such things. 

 Everything changed though, when on one Saturday night, you arrived home late from running errands and found Nyx sprawled out on your living room’s small, rickety couch. You scurried over to her side and shook her awake. But she wouldn’t open her eyes. And it seemed like she was hardly breathing. You called out to her again and again, startling Taffy of your presence. 

 When finally, Nyx awoke. After much pleading and crying, she opened her eyes lazily and stretched. 

 And so it was decided right then and there, that you’d go into the clinic that night. 

 You couldn’t afford to put it off any longer, and frankly, you had the feeling that Nyx couldn’t either. It was getting close to eight o’clock in the evening, and the clinic closed its doors for the weekend right at eight, so you made quick haste out of your dingy hell-hole-of-an-apartment. 

 When you arrived at Starry Skies Veterinary Clinic, the entire place was dark. You peeked through the windows and noticed the empty waiting room. “No, no- no…” You muttered to yourself, checking the time on your phone and reading that it was a little past eight. 

 You quickly looked around the street, noticing how most of the shops were already closed up for the weekend. Feeling the panic rising inside of you, you began to furiously knock on the glass door of the clinic. If someone was back there, maybe you could get ahold of Dr. Lee and- 

 “Miss. Y/N?” You heard a friendly, faint voice say from somewhere to your side. Turning around to the sound of it, you came face-to-face with Dr. Lee himself. He had his doctor’s coat off and was dressed in his usual work clothes of slacks and a dress shirt. “What are you-”

 You pressed your hands against your chest, trying to calm your heart that was painfully beating against your ribcage. “Dr. Lee- please, it’s… it’s Nyx.” 

 His brown eyes flashed across the length of your form, the fading sunset coloring his skin in an orange and pink kind of glow. “Come inside, it’s too cold out to be standing around like this.” He said, already moving to unlock the front door of the clinic. After all, it was early spring and the nights tended to grow on the cooler side of things once the sun dipped below the horizon.

 “Okay, thanks,” you whispered, following behind him as the two of you shifted through the clinic. Dr. Lee made his way over to a cluster of chairs in the corner of the waiting room.  

 “Please, sit.” He pointed to the nearest chair and waited for you to get situated before taking the seat just beside you. “So, tell me what’s going on.” 

 And suddenly, you realized the gravity of the situation. You realized that it was just the two of you - Dr. Lee and you - sitting inside the clinic, alone. There weren’t any other clients around, there wasn’t Chan or Jeongin, or Yongbok. And all at once, it felt rather… intimate. 

 You squirmed in your seat, your shaking hands beginning to play with the worn hemline of your oversized hoodie. Taking a deep breath, you gathered up all of your courage and leveled your gaze on the nearby front desk that was placed in the center of the large waiting room. “Well, I-I got home today from running some errands, and I found Nyx lying on my couch. But it didn’t seem like she was napping like she normally does… and she, she wouldn’t wake up. I kept trying and trying and-” Your words came out all rushed and garbled, as the tears began to crest over your eyes and you felt your cheeks heating with the flush of emotion. 

 “Hey- hey, it’s okay… don’t push yourself, yeah?” Dr. Lee’s smooth voice did something to the broken part inside of you - caused something to stir and yet settle at the same time. “That must’ve been a very scary experience for you, so it’s understandable that you would be shaken up about it.” 

 And just like that, the guilt piled on even higher. 

 Because Dr. Lee had always been incredibly nice to you and your cats. He had always been there for you guys, through the ups and downs of life, and you felt so horrible for ignoring the clinic’s calls. Because you knew that the team at Starry Skies Veterinary Clinic only wanted the very best for you and your cats… and especially, Dr. Lee. 

 “I’m so sorry for ignoring the clinic’s calls,” you suddenly blurted out, feeling the blush rise and pool in your ears at the feeling of Dr. Lee’s gaze landing on you - assessing your nervous state. Your thumbs continued to fiddle with the fabric at your waist, pulling and pulling. “I-I just didn’t know what to do, and I didn’t want to face the issue. But, I now realize how stupid that was- how stupid I’ve been about this whole thing-” 

 “Don’t ever say that again, Y/N. You’re not stupid, and Nyx having cancer isn’t your fault. This was something that was inevitable and nothing you could do was going to stop it.” Dr. Lee cut through your words. You tried to comprehend what he was saying, but instead, your brain was only repeating the same phrase over and over again. 

 Y/N, 

 Y/N- 

 Y/N. 

 He had used your name, without putting ‘miss’ before it. He had never done such a thing in the past. He had always kept things professional and addressed you by your proper title - just like you had done for him. 

 But all at once, you realized that perhaps you didn’t mind it at all. And perhaps, his dropping the honorifics wasn’t so bad. 

“Still, I’m sorry for not answering the calls,” you said, shaking your head slowly in defeat. You were desperately trying to battle the furious blush that was slinking up your neck at the way that he had said your name. It sounded so perfect and beautiful on his tongue, like- 

 “I was the one making all of those calls, and I can assure you that I didn’t take your silence to heart. I understand what you’re going through right now because I’ve experienced something similar in the past with one of my passed cats.” 

 At that, your eyes tore away from the front desk and landed on Dr. Lee. Your gazes locked, and inside his chestnut-brown eyes, you found so many different emotions there… compassion and gentleness. There was a certain kind of faded light there, as you stared at him. 

 “I… I didn’t know. I just assumed that it was Chan or Jisung…” 

 Dr. Lee shrugged his proud shoulders nonchalantly, like him calling you three times a day to try and work out a treatment plan for Nyx wasn’t that big of a deal. 

 When in actuality, 

 No one in your entire life had ever tried so frantically to get ahold of you. 

 And the fact that it was him- behind the phone, waiting for you to pick up, hearing your voicemail click on every time the dial failed… just made you feel even worse. 

“But that’s all in the past now, so don’t worry about it anymore,” Dr. Lee began, waving a hand in the air to seemingly try and clear your thoughts away. You watched in silence, then, as his hand slid away from his lap and hovered over yours. In a single beat, his fingers were threading through yours, palm against palm. And his hand was so incredibly warm and familiar. “Now, let’s instead focus on Nyx’s treatment, yeah? The sooner we can give her the help she needs, the better.” 

 For a few seconds, the thoughts of your dying childhood best friend had vanished from your mind and were instead replaced with the feeling of Dr. Lee’s hand holding yours and the way that his tongue formed your name, and the way he smelled - sitting so close to you - of warm chamomile and sweet cookies. 

 Immediately, at the mention of Nyx, you felt the tears prick at the corners of your eyes once more. “I-I don’t have the money.” 

 Silence filled the space around the two of you after that, and you felt Dr. Lee’s gaze studying your form, as you squeezed your eyes shut in embarrassment. “You mean for her treatment?” 

 “Y-Yeah… I, I don’t make that much. I can barely afford her and Taffy’s regular bills as it is. But, having to pay for the cancer treatment on top of everything else? I-I just don’t think I can manage that.” 

 You felt Dr. Lee shift in his seat beside you, making your eyes spring open as you watched the pained expression cast over his entire face. It darkened his cheekbones, shooting a look of pity through his eyes. 

 “The treatment is really expensive, I’m afraid.” 

 The hiccups started then, as the tears traced down your cheeks faster. Your entire body shook with the cries, “This is why I didn’t want to come here again… I didn’t want to hear the news that nothing else could be done except- except that.” 

 It was like the fucking jumbo-sized elephant in the room… 

 The fact that- the only other solution to Nyx’s cancer would be to put her down. 

 To euthanize her. 

 Gone, forever. 

 Just like that. 

 And even though you weren’t naïve enough to think that your cat would live forever, saying goodbye to her in such a way just felt downright… cruel, after everything that the two of you had been through together. But... what other choice did you have? It's not like anyone else was going to pay for the expensive treatment, and your insurance sure as hell didn't cover pet fees. And on top of all that, you couldn't expect Dr. Lee to drop his prices exponentially just for your specific case. That'd just be downright cruel to his other customers that paid the exact amount. 

“I’m afraid you’re right,” Dr. Lee’s words cut through your stormy thoughts. A sharp pain coursed through your broken heart, as you were forced to come to terms with the problem at hand. “If you can’t afford the treatment, then the only other alternative is… euthanasia.”

 You found yourself clutching onto his hand desperately, squeezing his fingers to death between yours, as you peered up at him through glassy eyes. “P-Please… just… just tell me you’ll do it. Because I-I don’t think I can handle it if-” Your voice seized in your chest at the thought of some stranger doing such a thing to your precious Nyx. It was already going to be extremely hard for you, but the thought of some other vet doing it just ripped your heart in two even more. 

 “We offer ethical euthanasia here, so, of course, I’ll do it,” Dr. Lee clutched a little harder on your hand, and the way that his warm, slender digits felt against yours did something to calm a rattling part inside of you. “Do you feel my hand? It is there, Y/N. And it will continue to be there throughout this entire process.” 

 The breath caught in your throat, forming a large lump there, as your eyes widened his way. Because there it was again, him calling you by your first name… with no ‘miss’ in front of it. 

 “T-Thank you… so much. I seriously don’t know what I’d do right now if it wasn’t for you and this wonderful clinic and all of the amazing staff here…” Your voice trailed off, as you felt the warmth of a flush creeping up into your cheeks. 

 “Yeah, well, that’s what we’re here for… to give as much support as we can to our clients.” Dr. Lee’s tone came out soft and quiet, it ghosted over the shell of your ear like an angel’s sweet whisper. 

 “I like it.” 

 You heard Dr. Lee take in a sharp breath at your disjointed words, but before he could ask the meaning behind them, you were talking again. 

 “You calling me by my first name, I mean… I like it, a lot, Dr. Lee.” Your eyes found him in the dim lighting of the room, and for a split second, you could’ve sworn that you saw… something flash deep in those chestnut-brown pupils. 

 But then all at once, it vanished, and he was giving you an easy smile, pearly white teeth on display. And pink, rosebud lips tugging up- wait, why were you thinking about his mouth? 

“Me too,” he said in that delicate way of his, just as he squeezed your palm once more, “I really like it… Y/N.” 

To be continued...

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➪➪➪ Title : STAY WITH US

➪➪➪ Pairing : Idol!Skz ot8 x F!reader

➪➪➪ Genre : Poly!Skz, Romance, Fluff, Smut, Angst, Slowburn

➪➪➪ Words count : 4.5k

➪➪➪ Warning : MDI!!

➪➪➪ Synopsis

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Part 1

Author pov

A beautiful girl walks out from the hotel after her shift is over, but suddenly, muscular hands hug her body and shocked her with the sudden action.

" Surprises " The familiar voice spoke in her ear.

Y/n turned to face the male, who cheekily smiled at her without a guilty face.

" Aish... Oppa, you make me shocked " Y/n hit her boyfriend's arms.

" Mianhae, Jagiya " Jeongbin quickly apologize to his already sulking girlfriend.

Jeongbin is always mesmerized by Y/n's eyes and hair color that naturally come from her. Y/n has a pair of blue purplish eyes with silver hair that might attract the attention of men, but Jeongbin won't allow any men to approach what belongs to him from anyone who has eyes for Y/n.

" What are you doing here? " Y/n raises her brows at him.

" I'm waiting for my girlfriend to finish her work " Jeongbin gave the girl a sweet smile.

Y/n is slightly shivering in the cold weather, but Jeongbin hugs Y/n's body and wraps her in his coat to make Y/n stay warm. Jeongbin and Y/n walk towards Jeongbin's car, and the male wants to take his girlfriend to a restaurant not far from Y/n's house.

In the restaurant,

Both of them are waiting for their food to arrive, and to make the situation not quiet, Y/n asks Jeongbin a question about his family.

" Oppa, how's Aunty and Uncle at Busan? It's been a long time since I came to visit your parents " Y/n asked.

" Both of them are fine, but eomma has been complaining at me, why can't you visit her " Jeongbin calmly replies to his girlfriend.

" Why not, this weekend we both gave her a surprise " Y/n blurted out her plan at Jeongbin.

" That's a good idea, my little brother will also be back to Busan with his boyfriends, and this is your chance to meet him in person " Jeongbin seems happy with Y/n plan.

" You mean Jeongin - ssi? " Y/n tilts her head like a kitten.

Jeongbin hearts will explode with Y/n cute action, and Jeongbin nods his head to answer Y/n question.

" I'm so excited to meet with your younger brother " Y/n tell him.

" My younger brother will like you " Jeongbin said, touching Y/n's hand in his hold.

Y/n give him a very sweet smile.

{Time Skip}

Next day,

Jeongin is so happy that his older brother messaged him and told him that he would go back to Busan with his girlfriend to meet him and their parents. Jeongin jumped around the dorm with a really happy face until one of his bandmates, a.k.a. his boyfriend, stared at him with a weird expression.

" Innie, Are- are you ok? " Felix asked him.

" Jeongbin Hyung said that he will also visit our parents in Busan this weekend with his girlfriend " Jeongin litterally screamed at Felix's face with an excited tone.

Felix was taken back with Jeongin behaviour today.

" Ooo, Hyung finally decided to show his girlfriend to us " Felix says while putting on a jacket, sunglasses, and mask before grabbing his wallet.

" I will go buy ingredients for brownies " Felix tells Jeongin.

Felix walks to the supermarket, not far from their dorm, and when he almost reaches the supermarket, suddenly Felix stops when he sees a little girl with bleeding knees, so Felix approaches that little girl, who starts to sob with a painful face, but before he can approach the little girl.

One older girl approached the little girl first with a bandage in her hands.

" Don't cry, I will heal your wounds " She told the little girl while wiping her tears away.

She expertly cleaned the wounds before bandaging the little girl's wound.

" You're a brave kid " She utters to that little girl.

" Gamsahabnida ( thank you ), Unnie " The little girl bows to her.

Felix saw the scene with a warm heart. She helped the little girl without hesitation, and Felix caught a glimpse of her beautiful face that might catch anyone's attention. Felix continued his journey to the supermarket with a big smile on his lips.

No One pov

After what happened yesterday, Felix kept on smiling non-stop and made his other boyfriends bewildered by his behavior, which looked like he was a lovesick guy.

" Felix Hyung has been like that since he came back from the supermarket " Jeongin said with a frown in his face.

" He looks like a lovesick guy " Minho muttered while wiping his sweat.

Hyunjin and Jisung suddenly gasp at the same time.

" Maybe Felix is falling in love with someone " Hyunjin said with a terrified face.

All the members look at each other with an unreadable expression on their faces.

" I don't think Felix likes that " Chan said, defending Felix.

" Yea, Felix will tell us if he likes someone else " Changbin also defended him with a stern face.

Felix enters the dance studio with a happy face, but he also feels tension in the dance studio.

" What's the matter? You guys discuss anything serious? " Felix gives his boyfriends a question look.

" Felix " Chan called his name, and Felix looked at him.

" Do you like someone? You have been like this since yesterday " Chan directly stared deeply into Felix's eyes.

Felix avoids Chan eye contact with a crimson red in his cheeks and makes them feel nervous suddenly. Felix tells all of them what happened, and the members listen carefully to Felix's story with a focused face.

" You know her name? " Minho ask.

Felix let out a disappointed sigh and shook his head.

" Next time, if you find her, you should ask her name " Jisung told Felix.

" I want to meet that girl, I want to see the girl that made Felix fall in love with her " Changbin speak 

Eight of them talk for a few minutes before continuing their practice.

{Time Skip}

Y/n helps her older brother at his cafe because one of his baristas is sick, so Y/n offers to help, and now Y/n is making drinks for the customer.

Hyeonjin serves the drinks to customers with a smile, and later the cafe is less with customers.

" Y/n - ah " Hyeonjin calls Y/n's name.

" Yes " Y/n said, looking at her brother.

" You will go to Jeongbin parents house this weekend, right? " Hyeonjin stared at his sister.

" Hmm " Y/n replied.

" Good " Hyeonjin said, nodding his head with a small smile.

The cafe doorbell is ringing, and one male enters the cafe, but he stops when he sees Y/n behind the counter.

" Welcome to our cafe " Hyeonjun greets the male.

" Can I please get a matcha latte? " The male question

" Sure " Hyeonjun said, taking his order.

" What's your name? " Hyeonjun asks the male.

" My name is Felix " Felix answered with a deep voice.

Hyeonjun writes his name on the cup and gives the cup to Y/n.

" You can take a seat, your drink will be ready in a minute " Hyeonjun told that at Felix.

Felix takes a seat and only stares at Y/n doing his drink, without her notice, Hyeonjin gives Felix his drink.

" Thanks " Felix said, getting out of the cafe before looking at Y/n for the last time.

The next day,

Felix would come again to the same cafe, but this time Y/n took care of the counter.

" I'd like a matcha latte, please," Felix says.

" Your name? " Y/n asked him.

" Felix " Felix replies with a nervous voice.

Y/n writes Felix's name on the cup, and she is also doing the drinks behind the counter. Y/n gives Felix the drink after she is done making it.

" Come again " Y/n told Felix.

Felix's cheeks are so red behind the mask he wears after Y/n speaks with him, and after that, Felix always goes to that cafe only to look at Y/n, so one day when Y/n doesn't show up at the cafe.

Felix went back to the dorm with disappointed feelings after he didn't see the girl.

" Why is your face like that? " Seungmin asked him who had a sour face.

Felix pouted with a mad face.

" She's not at the cafe " Felix angrily answered.

Seungmin is not saying anything to Felix because he looks really mad right now. Felix huffs his breath with a long face, and Seungmin knows that Felix is irritated.

' He really loved that girl until he went to the cafe almost everday '

Seungmin thought in his mind.

" Hyung " Jeongin goes to the living room with an excited face.

Both of the males turn to face the younger male.

" Tomorrow we all go to Busan to meet my family " Jeongin says with a happy tone.

" So we need to pack our bags " Felix spoke while pouting before going to his own room.

Jeongin looked at Seungmin with a questioning face, but Seungmin only shrugged his shoulders at Jeongin.

Jeongin pov

Eight of us have been greeted by my parents at the front door, and I hug both of them tightly. Eomma and Appa hug me back.

" Long time, no see you, son " Eomma said to me. Eomma told us to get inside the house and get comfortable.

" Hyung didn't come back here? " I pretend to ask her because Hyung told me he wanted to surprise her.

" He told me that he was busy " Eomma answered my question with a sad smile.

" Maybe Hyung will surprise you, who knows " I give her a little hint, but Eomma seems to don't know and looks clueless.

" All of you already ate lunch? " Eomma is concerned and questions us.

" Not yet " Jisung Hyung replied to Eomma.

Eomma told us that she would cook for us, but Chan Hyung told her that she could cook later because we were still full. I talk with my parents about my work and how I eat these days when the car engine can be heard outside of the house.

" Eomma, I'm back " Jeongbin Hyung shouted from outside the house.

Eomma excitedly greets him like she does to us.

" You told me that you were busy " Eomma hugs Hyung.

" Surprise " Jeongbin Hyung said, also hugging Eomma body back.

" I brought you a present, you surely love it " Hyung told Eomma.

Jeongbin Hyung pulled someone inside the house, and all of us gasped after seeing that person, especially Eomma and Appa, who looked really happy to see that person.

" Y/nnie " Eomma goes to hug her with a big smile.

" Aunty " She says, hugging Eomma back.

Eight of us didn't blink our eyes to stare at a really attractive person in front of our eyes, and I saw how Felix Hyung's eyes are so wide when he sees her.

Jeongbin Hyung pulled me to stand in front of her to introduce us to each other.

" Jagi, this is Yang Jeongin, and he is the same age as you " Hyung said to her.

My eyes widen when I learn her age, just like mine.

" Annyeonghaseyo ( Hello ) Jeongin - ssi, I'm Kang Y/n " Y/n talks with me while bowing her head at me.

" Annyeonghaseyo, Y/n - ssi " I bow at her as a gesture of respect.

" And those guys are Jeongin boyfriends and bandmates, all of them are idols " Hyung said at Y/n towards my boyfriends.

I kind of feel embarrassed, as do the others, but Y/n is not looking at us with a disgusted expression, but she bows at them with full respect and a kind smile.

" Annyeonghaseyo, It's my first time to see a poly relationship, but I'm aware of it " Y/n tell us.

We got interrupted by my little brother's scream.

" Noona " Jeong Yoon directly goes hugging Y/n body.

" Wah... You really grew up, Yoon " Y/n messed up his hair, but Jeong Yoon looked okay with that.

" Aunty, I bought the ingredients, so I will cook for us today " Y/n told Eomma.

" It's been a long time you cooked for us " Jeong Yoon said to Y/n.

" That's why I will cook your favorite food as an apology " Y/n coaxed him, and Jeong Yoon smiled at her.

Eomma brings Y/n to the kitchen with the ingredients to cook for lunch, and Jeongbin Hyung converses with Appa.

{Time Skip}

At dining table,

Me and others freeze when we see various foods at table, but my family reaction is so calm, like this is nothing for them.

" Did you make everything? " Minho Hyung asks Y/n.

" That's true, Y/n is a chef at Lotte hotel " Eomma helped Y/n answer the question from Minho Hyung.

" Let's sit down and eat " Appa told all of us.

Everyone takes a seat and eats the food that looks so delicious, and I have to admit that everything is really delicious. We hear how my family praises Y/n skills, especially my older brother, and I never see him like this.

" How long have both of you been dating? " I blurted out the question without notice.

Both of them raised their faces to look at me. Even the other guys looked surprised by my question, so Hyung cleared his throat before giving me an answer.

" Three years ago " Jeongbin Hyung answered while staring at Y/n with a loving gaze.

" You never introduced her to me " I whined at him.

Jeongbin Hyung laughed at me when I whined.

" You are always busy with your idol life " Hyung teased me back.

Everyone laughs at Jeongbin Hyung's tease, except for Felix Hyung. Also, I noticed how quiet he became after meeting with Y/n. Eomma and Y/n are really close to each other until they look like a mother and daughter. Y/n is also really kind to my family, like they are her own family. I see why Hyung loves her so much.

No One pov

Everyone goes to their own room after eating until they are full. When Stray Kids went to their own room, Felix suddenly cried in bed and made Stray Kids worried if he was sick or what.

" Hey, what's wrong? " Chan questions him with a worried tone.

" She's the one I told you guys " Felix said, burying his face in his hands.

The guys become quiet with Felix's confession, and Jeongin goes to comfort his older boyfriend.

" Hyung, I'm sorry that I don't know Y/n is my brother's girlfriend and you like her. If I know, maybe I will warn you " Jeongin speaks with a sad voice.

" It's not your fault " Felix tells him while sniffling.

All of them then comforted the heartbroken boy.

At night, 

The couple wants to go out, but at the same time, Stray Kids also wants to go out, so Jeongbin offers the ride to them.

" You really don't care to eat at a food stall? You're a chef " He asked Y/n.

" Heh... I always eat at a food stall when I'm on break. Doesn't matter if I'm a chef at a 5-star hotel " Y/n savagely replied to Jeongbin while crossing her arms.

Stray Kids awkwardly look at the couple from behind but don't want to interrupt their moment.

" But I worried for your brother and his boyfriend's safety. The fans might disturb all of them " Y/n spoke to him.

Stray Kids melt with her kindness for all of them.

" Then let's go to the place we always go " Jeongbin suggests.

Y/n agrees with his plan, so Jeongbin drives all of them somewhere.

{Time Skip}

Ten of them enter a small stall that sells Chinese food and also sells tteok-bokki. The owner's mood lifted when she saw the couple after a long time.

" Both of you came after a long time, I thought both of you would not come here again " The owner spoke up.

" Hello Mr. Wu, me and Y/n are kind of busy these days, so that's why we both didn't go back to Busan for a long time " Jeongbin explained to Mr.Wu.

" It's nice meeting you again, Y/n " Mr.Wu talks to the girl.

" Me too, Mr.Wu " Y/n bows at the old man.

All of them take a seat, and Felix gets to sit beside Y/n while the other side is Jeongbin, and everyone takes a look at the menu to order the food.

" Babe, you want, like, usually or not? " Jeongbin stared at her.

" Yeah " Y/n nodded, and Jeongbin placed the order for both of them.

Meanwhile, Stray Kids also make orders for each other.

" Wait for a minute, your food will be served after this " Mr.Wu kindly told all of them.

Felix always secretly glances in Y/n's direction with a blush on his cheeks that goes unnoticed by Y/n, but not his boyfriends, and Stray Kids really know that Felix is really falling in love with her so deeply.

Y/n phone rings, and Y/n sees that her older brother is video calling her, so Y/n picks up without wasting time, and an adorable little brother of Y/n is on the screen.

" Rowoon - ah " Y/n waved her hand at the camera.

" Noona " The litthe brother of Y/n, happily clapped his hand when he saw Y/n's face.

The male beside Y/n takes a peek at her phone.

" Annyeong ( Hai ), Rowoon " Jeongbin also waved at Rowoon.

" Hyung " Rowoon excitedly called Jeongbin over the phone.

" You already nom nom? " Y/n questions Rowoon, and Rowoon nods his head at Y/n.

" Noona? " Rowoon cutely asks her and makes Y/n softly giggle.

" I am at the restaurant to eat " Y/n gives her little brother the answer.

Suddenly, Rowoon gets lifted up by one of your twin brothers.

" You and Jeongbin at the usual restaurant? " Hyeonjun asked while tickling Rowoon.

Rowoon's laugh echoed through the phone, which also made Y/n laugh.

" Yeah, man " Jeongbin said, helping his girlfriend reply back.

" Missy, you better go straight home after you come back, if not, your baby will sulk " Hyeonjin said behind the camera while showing Rowoon that he was being teased by his twins.

" Ok boss, I will do what you told me " Y/n told her brother.

" Y/n - ah " Another older brother of hers shows his face on camera.

" Heesu Oppa " Y/n gasped when he appeared suddenly.

" Let me talk with Jeongbin Hyung " Heesu demanded, and Y/n handed over her phone to Jeongbin.

Jeongbin talks with Heesu from Y/n phone, and at the same time, the food gets served in front of them, so Y/n brothers decide to hang up the phone to let them eat the food. Stray Kids quietly eat their food while the other couple talks to each other, making Stray kids feel jealous of their relationship.

{Time Skip}

Two days later,

Y/n will go back to Seoul without Jeongbin because she told him to stay with his family for a few days more just because he didn't come back home for a long time.

" Call me if you arrive safely in Seoul " Jeongbin warned her.

" Arrasso ( ok ), Oppa " Y/n promised him.

Y/n gives a hug to Jeongbin parents and Jeong Yoon as she says goodbye.

" Come back soon, ok " Mrs.Yang told Y/n.

" I will, I'm going to be back in Busan next week for my outstation " Y/n spoke with a smile on her face.

" Yoon, make sure to study and make your parents proud of you. Ok " Y/n rubs Jeong Yoon's head while Jeong Yoon gives a nod at Y/n.

" Naega meonjeo galge ( I will go first ) " Y/n waved at everyone, but Jeongbin gave her a kiss on the lips.

Stray Kids look away while feeling so envy for Jeongbin to get a beautiful girlfriend like Y/n and also get to kiss her on the lips. Y/n gets inside the car she rents for herself to send her back to Seoul and waves at everyone for the last time before she leaves the house.

Everyone got inside the house after Y/n left, and Jeong Yoon asked Jeongbin to play a game with him, and Jeongin took this chance to ask Mrs.Yang about Y/n.

" Eomma, did Y/n always come here? " Jeongin looks at his mother face-to-face.

" Y/n always visit this house after she and your brother start dating " Mrs.Yang replied.

" But don't you think that she is too young for Hyung? " Jeongin curiously tilted his head.

Mrs.Yang gave him a soft smile while taking a sip of her tea.

" I know you are worried for Jeongbin, but Y/n never treats your brother badly, but she is so tender with everyone in the house, even Yoon likes her " Mrs.Yang held Jeongin's hand in her palm.

" Do you know that when Y/n first cooked for us, she accidentally broke the cup you gave me, and she cried for the whole day while continuously apologize to me? But what's more shocking is that Y/n worked part time to buy the same cup as you gave me for almost a half of a year until she got sick, but Y/n still gave us good food without complaining about anything " Mrs.Yang spoke with a fond smile.

Stray Kids almost don't believe their ears when Mrs.Yang just tells them.

" So Hyung defends her by saying he is the one who broke the cup and his girlfriend bought it? " Jeongin uttered it with a disbelieving expression.

" Jeongbin doesn't want to make you hate her, so he takes the blame for her, but Y/n feels guilty about it, so that's why she's doing the part-time job everywhere. Her family and your brother offered her money to buy that cup, but Y/n refused completely the offer " Mrs.Yang, stop for a few seconds.

" Y/n said if anyone helps her, she will confess to you and be ready for you to hate her " She continues the story about Y/n personality.

" Y/n will be mad at me if I step inside the kitchen to cook if she stays here. Y/n will never let me cook in my own house and tell me to just rest because she will do the chores for me like a maid will. Others will take advantage of her kindness if she likes that always, and Y/n really loves Jeongbin with her whole heart " Mrs.Yang pats Jeongin's hands, which are still in her hold.

Felix remembers the day he saw her and how she treated the little girl that day, and he knew that Y/n is a totally angel he hopes to have in his life.

Stray Kids pov

Jeongin lost himself in his thoughts about what Mrs.Yang told him, and we don't blame him for that because we also don't believe an angel is real, and that angel is the girl we met a few days ago. Now we saw what made Felix fall in love with her in a blink of an eye.

" Hyung " Jeongin glances at all of us.

" I don't want to hurt anyone, especially Jeongbin Hyung, but I want to have Y/n as our girl " Jeongin quietly said in the last part, like that world will hurt him or all of us.

Minho Hyung sits beside Jeongin with a softer expression.

" I get what you want to tell us, to be honest. We all also like her when she shows herself to us for the first time, but we can't get her because she's your older brother's girlfriend " Minho Hyung said to Jeongin.

" Your brother is the one who met her first before he introduced us to her, we cannot claim her like this because that's unfair for your brother " Chan Hyung told our maknae.

Jeongin gives us a sad smile, and Felix goes to him.

" I knew the feelings you have right now. I also feel hurt when I know she belongs to someone I know, but I will try to move on from her. If she is happy with Jeongbin Hyung, then I am happy for her too " Felix said, caressing Jeongin's head in a gentle way.

" Both of them deserve happiness like us too " Felix continued.

" Hyung, you're right. I should be selfish and break my older brother's happiness " Jeongin gives a kiss to Felix's lips.

" What about us? " We shout at them.

Both of them laugh before giving us a kiss on the lips.

{Time Skip}

Back to Seoul,

We unpack our clothes after going back to our house after visiting Jeongin family in Busan. We sit in the living room after unpacking our clothes, so right now we think about ordering food or just eating outside, but half of us don't want to go outside and the other half want to go outside.

After discussing together, we decide to eat outside at a restaurant near our house, and eight of us go out to eat. We eat at a ramen shop and meet with Y/n inside the shop.

" Agassi ( missy ), this is your food " The waitress put a bowl of ramen in front of Y/n, but she looks like she's alone without Jeongbin Hyung.

One of the waiters took our order before going to the kitchen to give our order.

" I don't expect we will meet with her here " Jisung says with a low voice.

We shift our focus from her to our food that has already been served at our table, and we quickly eat our food because of hunger.

The quiet shop suddenly hears a loud crash along with a female yelp. We all look out only to see a drunk man put a knife in front of Y/n, and her arms are bleeding.

" Ahjussi ( mister ) " Y/n back away from the man.

" You- you, how dare you cheat on me after what I spend on you " The drunk man shouted at her.

" Ahjussi ( mister ), you're getting the wrong person " A waiter told that man.

That man tried to attack Y/n with a knife in his hand, but Y/n successfully avoided the attack from the male. A few people held that drunk man from hurting Y/n again, and one girl helped Y/n press her bleeding wound to stop bleeding further. Jeongin went to her with a worried look.

" Oh no! Your bleeding is too much " Jeongin tied Y/n's wound with a handkerchief.

" You need to go to the hospital " Jeongin said while helping the girl get up on her feet.

We bring Y/n to a nearby hospital, and the doctor helps to stop Y/n from bleeding, and Jeongin has to inform his brother about his girlfriend's condition.

Jeongbin Hyung came running to us after 15 minutes. Jeongin called him, and the doctor let us visit Y/n.

" Oppa " Y/n was shocked when Jeongbin Hyung suddenly hugged her.

" Thank God, you are fine " Jeongbin Hyung says while heavily taking a breath and tightening his hold on Y/n body.

" Why don't you ask me to lunch with you? If I am with you, at least I can protect you from that drunk man " Jeongbin Hyung scolds her a little.

" I'm fine besides Jeongin - ssi, help me to stop the bleeding and bring me here " Y/n caressed Jeongbin's Hyung arms.

Eight of us only stare at the couple with mixed feelings in each of our hearts.

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ʬʬ RANDOM TEXTS WITH BF SKZ (f) hyung line maknae line

ʬʬ ARGUMENTS WITH SKZ (a) (🧋)

ʬʬ THE AFTERMATH (f) (a) (🧋)

ʬʬ SKZ AS BOYFRIENDS (f) (🧋)

ʬʬ SAFE PLACE (f) (a)

ʬʬ TEXTS WITH SKZ WHEN THEY’RE ON TOUR (f) (a)

ʬʬ MY LIPS, YOUR NAME (f)

ʬʬ DOMESTIC ACTS OF LOVE WITH SKZ (f)

ʬʬ FALLING OUT OF LOVE WITH SKZ ( a )

ʬʬ SHE’S BUSY BRO ( f )

ʬʬ COMPARING YOU TO THEIR EX (a)

CHAN ⑅ 〕

ʬʬ MEETING HIS BOYS (f)

ʬʬ VOICEMAILS AFTER AN ARGUMENT (a) (f) (🧋)

ʬʬ RANDOM TEXTS WITH CHAN (f)

MINHO ⑅ 〕

ʬʬ A BETTER WINGMAN (🪽)

➜ genre. slowburn, fluff, angst, childhood f2l, idol au

➜ w/c. 6.8k

➜ description. lee minho, the guy you knew inside out comes to you for help everytime, and you can never deny him, nor your feelings for him.

ʬʬ VOICEMAILS BEFORE DEATH KNOCKS (a) (🧋)

ʬʬ TEXTS WITH MINHO AS UR BF (f)

CHANGBIN ⑅ 〕

ʬʬ VOICEMAILS BEFORE LETTING GO (a)

HYUNJIN ⑅ 〕

ʬʬ VOICEMAILS AS HE TRIES TO ERASE YOU (a) (f)

HAN ⑅ 〕

ʬʬ VOICEMAILS ON YOUR WEDDING DAY (a) (🪽)

ʬʬ WISH YOU BACK (f) (a)

FELIX ⑅ 〕

ʬʬ VOICEMAILS BEFORE SPRING ENDS (a)

SEUNGMIN ⑅ 〕

ʬʬ VOICEMAILS AND KISSES FOR ETERNITY (a)

ʬʬ PRETTY LITTLE SEEDLINGS (a) (f)

JEONGIN ⑅ 〕

ʬʬ VOICEMAILS WITH NINE MINUTES OF US (a)

last updated: december 2023

#ॱଳ͘ #skz

[hyunverse]

stray kids masterlist!

feel free to leave a feedback ^_^

꒰ 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ 4k music fic fest event

☆ 5k cupid's corner event

꒰ 𝐎𝐓𝟖 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ boyfriend activities

↪ fluff, headcanons.

☆ skz as townspeople

↪ fluff, crack, headcanons. stray kids as people in a small town.

☆ folkmore: an ot8 series

↪ a mixture of all genres and tropes. full fics. a collection of fics inspired by taylor swift's folklore and evermore albums.

☆ war of hearts (until kingdom come)

↪ an ot8 royalty au collaboration. in which stray kids members are different roles in a royalty universe.

☆ college boyfriend! (hyung line)

↪ fluff, headcanons. stray kids' hyung line as your college boyfriend.

☆ random boyfriend texts

↪ text fic, humor, fluff.

☆ random groupchat texts

↪ text fic, humor. inspired by texts from my friend group.

☆ texts you receive while sleeping

↪ text fic, humor.

☆ brother!skz texts (hyung line)

↪ brother!skz & gn!reader. text fic, humor.

texts you'd receive if stray kids members were your brother.

☆ brother!skz texts (maknae line)

↪ brother!skz & gn!reader. text fic, humor.

texts you'd receive if stray kids members were your brother.

☆ sending you a picture (texts)

↪ ot8 skz x gn!reader. text fic, humor.

reacting to them sending you a picture.

꒰ 𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ hurt comfort with bang chan

☆ single parents club

↪ single dad chan x single mum reader. strangers to lovers. first meet trope. fluff. in which you receive help from a helpful single dad while shopping with your kid.

꒰ 𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ mornings like this

↪ very soft boyfriend minho. fluff, drabble. how mornings with minho feel like.

☆ antics

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble. a look into how minho feels about you. spoiler alert, he's stupidly fond of you and your silly habits.

☆ ways he shows you he loves you

↪lee know x gn!reader. teeth-rotting fluff. oneshot. (353 words)

a study into the different ways minho shows you he loves you.

꒰ 𝐒𝐄𝐎 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐁𝐈𝐍 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ 1:12pm

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble. changbin loves gifting you flowers, even in the middle of a work day.

꒰ 𝐇𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐉𝐈𝐍 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ wherever you are

↪ childhood best friends to lovers. slowburn pining, fluff, angst. suggestive. (12.9k words.)

Hyunjin promised you that he'll be wherever you are. What do you do when your best friend of years — the only person you've ever loved disappears without saying goodbye? Especially when you've spent your entire life with Hyunjin, you didn't know of life without him.

☆ butterfly hairclips

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble. joking around with hyunjin, and putting butterfly clips in his hair.

☆ you're the only friends i need

↪ best friend! hyunjin, seungmin, felix. they're not just your roommates — they're your friends for life. in which they assure you that they've always got your back.

☆ morning text

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble. fluffy & pouty jinnie. you receive a text from hyunjin — your pouty, and needy husband.

☆ enemies to lovers with hyunjin

↪ bad boy!hyunjin x reader. enemies to lovers. oneshot. being paired with the boy who never shows up to class is hard. things get harder when he falls in love with you — even putting in effort to woo you.

☆ dance with me

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble.

☆ 11:52pm: hyunjin comes home to you

↪ established marriage, fluff, comfort, drabble.

☆ ways hyunjin shows you he loves you

↪ fluff, drabble.

☆ combing hyunjin's hair

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble.

☆ godspeed

↪ exes, angst, oneshot. you wish him well after a break up.

☆ first time he tells you he loves you

↪ fluff, drabble.

☆ lucky number five

↪ childhood friends to lovers, pining, fluff, oneshot. (3000 words) the five most memorable memories you have with hyunjin.

☆ kisses with hyunjin

↪ fluff, drabble.

☆ cocoa chapstick

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble.

☆ when you know, you know

↪ super duper soft hyune. fluff, hurt comfort. oneshot. (800 words) in the darkness of the night, hyunjin asks for your reassurance.

꒰ 𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐉𝐈𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ high school sweethearts

↪ frenemies to lovers, high school au, fluff, oneshot. han jisung is insufferable, a polar opposite of you. yet, you still adore him to bits.

☆ skate

↪ fluff, drabble.

☆ happy place

↪ established marriage, comfort, drabble. based on a scene from a malaysian film, 'imaginur.' everybody needs a happy place. han jisung's happen to be a person.

꒰ 𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐗 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ wingman

↪ friends to lovers, pining, fluff, oneshot. you confront felix about his failed dates which you've set up. all hell breaks loose . . . or does it?

☆ you're the only friends i need

↪ best friend! hyunjin, seungmin, felix. they're not just your roommates — they're your friends for life. in which they assure you that they've always got your back.

☆ 6:32pm : you come home to felix

↪ domestic life, fluff, drabble. suggestive.

꒰ 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐌𝐈𝐍 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ midnight existential crisis

↪ best friend!seungmin, roommates au, college au, hurt comfort, oneshot. a heart to heart talk with seungmin about your existential crisis.

☆ you're the only friends i need

↪ best friend! hyunjin, seungmin, felix. they're not just your roommates — they're your friends for life. in which they assure you that they've always got your back.

☆ enemies to lovers with seungmin

☆ cheer up, buttercup!

↳ hurt comfort, fluff, oneshot. (973 words) seungmin comforts you after an argument.

☆ baseball player boyfriend seungmin

☆ ways seungmin shows you he loves you

꒰ 𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ mornings like this

↪ established marriage, fluff, oneshot. how mornings with jeongin feel like.

☆ not worthy enough

↪ idol!i.n, hurt comfort, oneshot. (1336 words) your insecurities can get to the best of you sometimes. however, jeongin's always there to comfort you.

#maze 𖦹 #masterlist ⭑

[marvelous-llama]

ATEEZ recs

<<original book

most of the mentioned works is 18+ NSFW, MINORS DNI

pls don´t hesitate to hmu, if any of mentioned links doesn´t work or you have suggestions for more fics... thank you so much for all the love and comments

one shots

and they were roommates! by @itsbeeble

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 4.1k) roommates to lovers, mutual pining - smut, fluff Yunho doesn’t know how much longer he can hold back

Caffeine Addiction by @beginningofwonderland

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 6.1k) strangers to lovers, mutual pining - fluff, comfort, smut You‘ve had a terrible day so you seek comfort at your favourite coffee shop and with your favourite barista. What you didn't expect was ending up beneath him shortly after.

four in the morning by @ateezmakemeweep

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 11k) strangers to lovers - angst, fluff, smut

kitchen confessions by @atinywriter

Yunho x reader (wc - 2.2k) best friends to lovers - fluff

Tutor Boy by @cas-skz

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 2.2k) university AU - smut After begging your tutor to help you with your last assignment, he agrees to help in return for a favor. He proves that even the most innocent looking people, aren’t so innocent.

Wrong Answer by @essenteez

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 6k) best friends to lovers - angst, smut, fluff You made a tough decision that left you absolutely devastated. Falling in love with your best friend was unacceptable. You got to leave. The method was slowly vanishing from Yunho's life until he would get used to your abstance. Deep down, a voice kept telling you it was the right choice. However, Yunho never meant to let you go as he stood in your door on one rainy spring evening, demanding an explanation.

When in Rome by @ateezreactionsandscenarios

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 4.4k) frenemies - smut, angst You’re on a roadtrip with Ateez and due to not enough seats in the car you end up having to sit on Yunho’s lap, because of this you decide to have a little fun during the car ride, it’s all fun and games until you get to your hotel room.

the drill by @byuntrash101

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 6.8k) ons to lovers - smut, fluff? yunho cant seem to pick up anyone at the club. for two main reasons, two problems if you will. the first one: his rizz level is negative and the second one... well it's bigger. much, much bigger. a huge problem wooyoung has named "the drill"

your hand by @smileysuh

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 6.6k) coworkers to lovers, tattoo artist!Yunho, mutual pinning - angst, smut, fluff it’s a classic parlor love story: big tattoo man finds new receptionist cute, but he can’t talk to her until something totally avoidable happens that brings them together out of his own sheer stupidity- that kind of shindig ;) 

about time by @mingkiyoo

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 9.8k) best friends to lovers, slowburn, mutual pining - fluff, smut, angst your longtime boyfriend breaks up with you on your anniversary night. you go over to yunho’s apartment to seek comfort from him while you drown your sorrow away with alcohol. one thing leads to another, and you find yourself in an awkward situation with your best friend.

killing me by @yoongiseesawmp3

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 9.6k) roommates to lovers - fluff, smut after last year, yunho swore he would never live in a frat house ever again. that doesn’t mean he’s leaving the frat, though, so he moves into an apartment just down the street. and you? well you need somewhere cheap and walkable to campus, and yunho is leasing a room. so that’s how you end up living with the human embodiment of sunshine and puppies, but the more time you spend with yunho the more you realize he may have a darker side lurking beneath the surface. 

A "First" Date by @wooyoungiewritings

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 13.6k) best friends to lovers - fluff, smut Your best friend Yunho and you always find dates for each other, trying to help each other out with love. You always try to find the best ones for each other, but one day, Yunho sets you up with his “friend”, and you quickly realize that your best friend wants to prove a point. And maybe he actually knows you better than you think - in multiple ways.

Cowabunga by @yeosbbm

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 2.8k) surfer!Yunho, lifeguard!reader, acquaintances to lovers - smut being a lifeguard is fun since you get paid just to keep the peace and keep people from drowning. it does get boring however…that’s until you saved yunho from drowning while surfing and he repays you back with a small date and more...

Bump Into You by @dancinglikepirateking

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 5k) childhood friends to lovers - fluff Your childhood best friend finally comes back after studying from abroad and something in your dynamic changes.

Feeling Like I Do by @sorryimananti-romantic

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 5k) best friends to lovers, neighbours to lovers - fluff, crack you and yunho have been best friends since forever and neighbours for a while, and you find it harder with each passing day to hide your feelings for him.

player 9 by @pirateprincessblog

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 5k) strangers to lovers, coach!Yunho - fluff, smut finally reuniting with your family after years of working abroad, your six year old nephew doesn't leave your side. he wants you to take him to school, he wants to do his homework with you, he wants to sit on your lap during meals, and he wants you to watch his football practice. how convenient that you're almost always alone on that stadium, and that his coach is just the most gorgeous man you've ever seen in your life.

To catch a chance by @therealpie02

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 2.6k) mafia AU, best friends to lovers, arranged marriage - angst(ish), smut, fluff You married a “golden retriever” in the mafia world. The most smiling and polite mafia boss, the most desirable son-in-law among all your friends. But he wasn't looking for intimacy with you. Warm on the outside, cool on the inside. You decided to destroy the barrier standing between you. All you had to do — get down on your knees.

Want me to teach you? by @shocymer

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 2.3k) university AU, gamer!Yunho, classmates to lovers - fluff, smut "Starting off as journalism clubs buddies, you never know how your relationship will take turns after he offered to give you a lesson."

series

Better Than Him, Figure You Out, part 3 by @ja3hwa

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 8.7k) mafia AU - angst, smut, fluff

Acquainted by @mingigoo

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 6.4k) ons, coworkers to lovers, CEO x secretary AU - fluff, angst, smut We had a one-night stand thinking we’d never see each other again but you showed up as my boss okay what the hell part 1, part 2

summer nights & summer´s end by @honeyhotteoks

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 8.5k + 7.7k) quarantine AU, best friends/roommates to lovers, university AU - fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, crack, smut he's your best friend and roommate, but during the heat of summer and the confinement of quarantine, you just can't seem to help yourselves.

we all need love by @yunholuvrr

Yunho x fem!reader workplace AU - fluff, smut, angst, hurt/comfort you just finished your junior year of college, snagging an unbelievable summer internship in seoul. But after your supervisor and his friends invite you into their circle with open arms, your heart gets caught between a rock and a hard place named yunho. you don't think you can get through these 12 weeks without someone's feelings getting hurt.

Eyes Don´t Lie by @seonghwaddict

Yunho x fem!reader academic rivals to lovers, slice of life - angst, smut you've always resented jeong yunho, and you were positive that the end of high school would've marked the end of your rivalry and hatred. yet now you find yourself in the same crappy hotel as him. assigned to be right next to each other much like the good old times.

Unprofessional Attraction by @jk97

Yunho x fem!reader (wc - 13k, 18.2k) university AU, teacher/student relationship, forbidden love, pining - angst, fluff, smut, romance There's no such thing as a coincidence, right? CollegeSenior!Reader (22) and linguistics teacher Yunho Jeong (27) indulge in an entanglement of inappropriate gravitation. It's risky and it's wrong, but listening to one's better judgment never leads to anything as intoxicating. When someone threatens this secret relationship with blackmail to expose the truth, things take a turn for the worse. Graduation can't seem to come fast enough. part 1, part 2

The Cat and Dog Game by @makeitmingi

Yunho x fem!reader coworkers to lovers, chef!reader - fluff, crack, romance, hurt/comfort Yunho's dream was to open and run his own restaurant. But he doesn't know anything when it comes to cooking. Until you came along and accepted the job, bringing with you a small crew. How will the black cat tame the energetic golden retriever?

project: make you love me by @hwaslayer

Yunho x fem!reader, Seonghwa x fem!reader strangers to lovers, university AU - fluff, angst, smut yunho can’t stand how you’re so wrapped up in the notorious campus fuckboy, park seonghwa. he would gladly love you the way you deserve, despite being shy, awkward and the complete opposite of seonghwa. thus, when he finds himself spending more time with you over literature reviews and random study sessions, he decides to take on the challenge to win you over.

#ateez #ateez x reader #ateez recs #jeong yunho #yunho #yunho x reader

[yeriupi]

TYPICAL BAD BOY • HWANG HYUNJIN

PLOT hwang hyunjin, aka the typical bad boy who is lee sooha's worst enemy. they both find themselves stuck in a world of hatred for each other, not even realizing the tension that hid between them.

GENREs enemies to lovers, romance, slowburn, smut.

CONTENT WARNINGs nsfw (not safe for work), explicit sexual content, dom!hyunjin, corruption kink, pet names, cyberbullying, school violence.

CHARACTERs lee sooha, hwang hyunjin + skz members, ateez members, gidle members, itzy members.

chapter I

chapter ||

chapter III

chapter IV

chapter V

chapter VI

chapter VII

chapter VII

chapter IX

chapter X

yeriupi 2023

#straykids fanfic #straykids fic #straykids smut #skz fanfic #skz fic #skz smut #skz fluff #skz x reader #skz imagines #hwang hyunjin #hwang hyunjin smut #hwang hyunjin fanfic #hwang hyunjin fic #hyunjin x reader #hyunjin smut #kim seungmin #kim seungmin fanfic #kim seungmin fic #seungmin x reader #seungmin smut #skz hard thoughts #skz hard hours #skz #skz reactions

[kkeropui]

LUCKY ONE ! , an enhypen hyung line smau

SUMMARY ! you hated high school, oh with a burning passion. it was totally unbearable to be somewhere you felt as if you didn't belong, but who knew your existence itself could lead to the school's top student, star athlete, class president and sweetheart to fall head over heels for you. maybe these guys would make your time at school bearable ... or maybe not.

it was fun while it lasted, but only one is lucky enough to be your boyfriend. but wait! who's the lucky one ?

PAIRING ! enhypen hyung line x reader

FEATURING ! enhypen hyung line new jeans haerin the boyz sunwoo cix hyunsuk

new jeans hanni , minji skz felix hyunjin enhypen sunoo aespa ningning the boyz eric cix jinyoung have a role in this smau but it’s more as npc and play a role just to help the smau plot develop better

GENRE ! fluff, smau, angst, maybe slowburn, rivalry

WARNING(S) ! cussing — please note that these aren't the actual representation of the idols included, everything is fictional.

a/n ! in this smau, readers will get to decide who stays and who leaves. in every 4-5 chapters after the 6th (unconfirmed) chapter, i will post a google form, letting you guys pick between who leaves and who stays. whoever gets the least votes, is out and whoever gets the most votes, stays. it will go from all 4 members down to 1.

send an ask or a message to be added into the taglist!

PROFILES ! ୨୧ #whores4woodz and the guys

CHAPTERS !

୨୧ chapter one: toes r tingling

୨୧ chapter two: 🌀 i don’t chase i attract 🌀

୨୧ chapter three: All I Ask For Is One Chance

୨୧ chapter four: i’m leaving

୨୧ chapter five:

୨୧ chapter six:

୨୧ chapter seven:

#RLLY HOPING THIS DOES WELL LMFAOOOOO #lucky one ! #enhypen #enhypen scenarios #enhypen imagines #enhypen fluff #enhypen angst #enhypen reactions #enhypen smau #enhypen sunghoon #enhypen jake #enhypen jay #enhypen heeseung #sunghoon scenarios #sunghoon fluff #sunghoon imagines #sunghoon angst #sunghoon smau #jake sim scenarios #jake sim fluff #jake sim imagines #jake sim smau #jake sim angst #enhypen jay scenarios #enhypen jay imagines #enhypen jay fluff #enhypen jay angst #enhypen jay smau #heeseung fluff #heeseung imagines

[luvistqrzzz]

L♡VE THEORY- a jake sim smau

i think i'm fallin' in you

deeply and slowly

PAIRING- jake x f.reader

SUMMARY- For you love was a game, like a theory better left un practiced. But what happens when you cross paths with Hybe Uni's star soccer player, Jake Sim and sparks (or paint in your case) fly? Can he explain a way out of your love theory?

Or a series of events where you find the so called "heartbreaker" and the hopelessly in love boy who destroyed your painting to be your muse.

GENRE- smau with written parts, fluff, angst, college!au, very slight one sided e2l, slowburn-ish, physics major!jake, art major!reader, crush!reader

TAGLIST- open! Send an ask or comment to be added- @hysgf @kishmish-ihate @noascats @tnyhees @beomgyusonlywife @txtbrainrot @chaechae-23 @ghostiiess @str0l0gy @woon2u @iloveloveloveenha @haechansbbg @bluxjun @kjrcrz @beomsbeanie ( bold = cannot tag )

WARNINGS- tba acc to the chapters

FEATURING- soobin and taehyun from txt, isa from stayc, keeho from p1h, i.n from skz, kazuha from lsf, yujin from ive, haewon from nmixx and other idols mentioned.

STATUS- ongoing!

STARTED- 01/07/2023

ENDED- ???

NOTE- this is purely a work of fiction and it in no means represents the idol irl. also the pictures of yn are for reference purpose only. I have no intention of copying anyone, i really apologize beforehand if the idea or plot coincides with some other smau.

A/N- 2nd smau lessgaur🤞🏽🤞🏽!! Set in the same universe as The Accidental Polaroid so you might see an old character or two but for the whole, this smau can be read as a standalone :))!! Tbh idk why i set it in the same universe but ig thats okay, it wont affect this smau that much! This was supposed to be a oneshot so im sorry to whoever was looking forward to that😞 and lmk if anyone from the oneshot taglist want to be removed from it as it a smau now with changes to the original plot :/!

just for clearence, these events take place during and after the events of accidental polaroid.

MOODBOARD // PLAYLIST

PROFILES- y/n protection squad // frontstreet boyz 👍🏽 // young dumb stupid

CHAPTERS-

( unreleased chapters are subject to change )

01- first fail

02-

03-

04-

( more tba )

why are we so complicated?

maybe love is overrated

work belongs to @/luvistqrzzz do not copy repost or translate my work

reblogs are highly appreciated

permanent taglist (open)- @rikizm - this is just for boosting, you wont be tagged in all chapters if you arent in the smau taglist

#📂.l♡ve theory #— works ! #enhypen imagines #hyfenet #enhypen smau #enhypen fanfiction #enhypen x reader #enhypen jake x reader #enhypen fanfics #enhypen social media au #jake enhypen #jake fanfic #enhypen jake #jake x reader #enhypen au #enhypen fluff

[myangelhaven]

This is my recommendations of BANGCHAN fics! It will be updated once in a while for new stories I have read. Hopefully the links work (lemme know if it doesnt)

Credits to the authors!! All informations written are taken from the authors' post and has not been modified. Reminder that some fics are NOT for minors, so please read the key and avoid 18+ contents.

HAPPY READING!!

KEY

[❀]: fluff [𖤓]: angst [☄]: sad [☾]:smut [⟡]:smau [✮]: my favs

˖⁺‧₊˚ ˚₊‧⁺˖✮----------BANGCHAN-----------✮˖⁺‧₊˚ ˚₊‧⁺˖

SERIES

Behind the lense @jonespicy [❀][☾][⟡][onlyfansau] 21 parts

Life doesn't come easy by any means. Ups and downs around every corner. But you can relieve the wait of it bit by bit. Though some secrets are best kept as such, until they come crashing down.

All about you by @zoe8stay [❀][𖤓][⟡][soulmateau] 22 parts NEW

you've always wanted to meet your soulmate but after finding the person who you thought was the love of your life it didn't matter who your soulmate really was anymore...or did it?

Not a romcom by @il-i-sam [❀][𖤓][⟡][online bff2e][e2l] 24 parts NEW

Bang Chan is the leader of the local group skz. He has a lot of things on his plate but there's a thing that always seems to calm him down: his online friend. Chan doesn't know if y/n is her real name or not, he hasn't seen her face, and doesn't even know where she's from, but he doesn't care. Deep down, he loves her. And he's sure about it. But... what happens when y/n and Bang Chan find out that the person they have been texting for months... it's the person they hate the most in the whole campus?

Face the music by @0x1lovebot [❀][𖤓][⟡] 37 parts

y/n runs an anonymous twitter fan account for the famous rap trio that goes to her school, 3racha and one day she professes her love and appreciation for bang chan on said account. now chan is on a mission to find out who it is.

Technical Difficulties by @ahgastae [⟡][e2l] 44 parts

When Y/N finds a lost phone during her shift at a local cafe, she only intends to keep it safe until its owner comes back to claim it. Unfortunately, the phone’s owner doesn’t know about her good intentions. And when he starts texting his own phone, insulting both her and the cafe she’s come to hold so dear, she decides being a good samaritan is a lot less fun than teaching this prick a lesson.

Lover of mine by @sulfurcosmos [❀][𖤓][⟡][slowburn] 48 parts

she doesn’t hate him, she just... doesn’t want anything to do with him anymore. “it’s bad for my heart”, she claims. and she succeeds for a whole year until her clown of a friend felix, decides to take up music production as a summer extra credit unit knowing absolutely nothing about writing lyrics or composing. now who else to ask for help other than a creative writing major who specialises in poetry, and the best music production student on campus?

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pairing: felix x fem!reader (afab) // chan x fem!reader (afab)

genre: nonidol/collegegrad!felix. waitress!reader. college au. hurt/comfort. angst. fluff. smut - MDNI, 18+ only. reader pov. friends to enemies to lovers au. slowburn romance. lots of pining. cheating. abusive boyfriend/ex. drama galore. the sexual tension is REAL in this one.

content & warnings: explicit & strong language. very thematic elements. felix is reader's estranged childhood bestie. chan is low-key an asshole in this ngl. heavy topics are mentioned such as: abusive/toxic relationships, cheating, and pathological lying. the summer vibes are real in this one. there will be humor/fluff throughout to balance everything. and ofc smut too because who am i if not a whore for filthy felix smut. 😉

word count: 4.7k

summary: ever since you were born, all you've ever known is living a simple life in the small australian coastal town of bridgeport bay. you're content with working at your parent's beachside restaurant angel waves for the rest of your life, and you're happy with your place in the world - you have good friends and an even better boyfriend. that is, until everything comes to a standstill when a familiar face from the past visits town for the summer. and in the wake of his return, lee felix upturns everything you thought you were content with here in your comforting little beach town.

a/n: ugh I'm FINALLY starting to write/post this... it feels like I've been stewing over this single idea for MONTHS lmao!! 😩😭 a big thanks to all of my amazing stay writer friends in the writer's club... ya'll are so fucking lovely and I adore you're continual support of my work!! 🥹 I have no idea how many parts this will be, but I'm anticipating for it to be at least 20.k words so... there's that haha! hope ya'll enjoy, and lmk what you think - your thoughts are always welcome! 💞

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“Hey Y/N, can you please get the next table? I think Jordan just seated another customer.” Your best friend Yeji asked you in a light, cheery voice. She was walking past you into the kitchens, both hands full of dirty dishes, her midnight black hair blowing in the breeze that rushed into the restaurant from the open windows that lined the entire place. 

 “Sure thing babe!” You gave her a playful wink, offering up a faint smile before you finished helping ring up another customer’s order. 

 Just like every other weekend, your parent's restaurant - Angel Waves - was bustling with activity, as a solid line formed outside the doors with patrons waiting to snag a seat in the popular joint. A mix between a tropical tiki bar and a fish shack, Angel Waves - or AW for short - was located just off of the beach. With a wrap-around porch and huge bay windows that offered stunning views of the beautiful cerulean sea just a few feet away, AW had been a critically-acclaimed restaurant by the locals for decades. 

 Initially, it had been your father’s dream to open up a restaurant. But then he married your mother, and things took off soon after the wedding. In no time at all, she was pregnant with you while simultaneously helping your father build the restaurant from the ground up. To date, he had added three more parts to the place, making it rather expansive. With the bright neon signs and fire-burning torches that lined the perimeter of it, AW could be spotted on the shoreline from miles away. The inside was decorated rather plainly, with bright pops of tropical colors here and there and wooden chairs lined throughout the area. 

 But at night, the vibes of the restaurant came to life. As the patrons at the seated bar grew louder, the tropical music increased in volume and added to the overall atmosphere of laid-back tourists and locals alike. 

 Having grown up in Bridgeport Bay, which was a small seaside town in the East part of Australia, you were used to the leisurely way of things. But to some, it would seem like everyone around was just lazy. When in fact, people knew how to have a good time - and that was all that mattered to a lot of locals. 

 Including yourself. 

 Your parents had raised you in the small house that was just off the backside of the restaurant, so the tropical way of life had always been the only thing you had known. You didn’t mind living the same daily routine - waking up early to help with chores, then attending classes at the local university, before arriving back at the restaurant in time to help with the night shifts. Plus, it helped that one of your best friends, Yeji, had been working with you at the restaurant since she was a young teenager. 

 Now, at the tender age of twenty-two, you were well acquainted with your surroundings. You were set in stone about what you wanted to do with your life. And after you finished getting your degree in Environmental Science, you hoped to aid in the environmental impact of Bridgeport Bay, since environmental efforts were one of your biggest passions in life.

 As you stared around the dimly lit restaurant that was busy with customers and servers alike, you felt yourself come alive under the energy of it all. And getting a hint of the salty sea breeze on your tongue, you made to help the newest customer in placing their order. 

 The early June sun was just beginning to set over the horizon of the ocean, painting the brilliant light blue sky in shades of violets and fuchsias. Your attention was momentarily pulled away from your task at hand, as you were completely captivated by the look of the rippling water shining underneath the fading sunlight. 

 But you quickly snapped yourself out of your daze, already grabbing hold of your notepad and pen as you came up to the new table you were waiting on. Without looking up, you began to write down the time and your name on the top corner of the paper, like you always did before taking an order. “Hi, welcome to Angel Waves. My name’s Y/N and I’ll be your server. What can I get started for you tonight?” 

 There was a pause on the customer’s end, and the noise of the restaurant overtook all of your senses for a few moments, but then everything dimmed out into a faint hum as the customer spoke. 

 “Hi… Y/N.” 

 Immediately, without even giving it a second thought, your head shot up from the piece of paper on your notepad that you had been previously staring at. 

 Heart hammering in your chest, throat constricting in anxiety, with the flush already clawing up your neck and pooling in either of your cheeks. 

 All at the sight of… 

Him. 

 Lee Felix. 

 The boy that you had grown up with. The one that had moved in next door to your restaurant when you were five years old. The one who had attended preschool, middle school, and high school with you. 

 The boy who had been your best friend in the entire world for over a decade. 

 And also, the single most person whom you hadn’t talked to in over four years. 

 But no- he was no longer a boy. 

 No- as he sat there, peering up at you with that familiar face of his, you suddenly came to acknowledge the years that had passed between the two of you. 

 Evidently, his time away at university for four years in South Korea changed him. Drastically. 

 From the long, sandy bleached-blonde locks that fell across his forehead, to the milky, blemish-free skin. His eyes were darker, too. More intense. And the sharp lines of his face were almost startling - with a jaw that could cut through steel, a proud nose, and prominent cheekbones. 

 He was no longer the awkward and geeky boy he had grown up with. The boy who had short, cropped black hair in his senior year of high school and braces for three years, and cystic acne that lasted well into his junior year of high school. 

 He looked… 

 Like a fully grown man. 

 And you didn’t know how to feel about that. 

 It made your stomach turn in a sickening kind of way. Made your heart pound against your ribcage painfully. 

 He was staring up at you, watching your blatant perusal of him in silence with a ticked-up, perfectly manicured dark eyebrow. 

 But some things hadn’t changed, at least, as he flashed you that tiny, easy smile he always seemed to have plastered on his face. 

 “F-Felix- wow, hi. I-” You began, stammering over your words in your utter surprise. You felt your eyes widen from your stupid blubbering, and the panic chilled down your spine from the way that he laughed heartily at your reaction to him sitting in front of you. “It’s uh- good to see you again, holy fuck.” 

 “Yeah, you too…” He finally pulled his gaze from yours, offering you some respite from the intensity of his matured eyes. You took in a deep breath as his focus scanned over the restaurant all around you. “Glad to see this place hasn’t changed one bit since the last time I came around these parts.” 

 “What brings you back to the coast?” You asked, rocking onto the backs of your heels like you always did when you were nervous. Bridgeport Bay was a small town that was connected to a set of other ones similar to it, which all lined the same coast of Eastern Australia. 

 After all, soon before he left to study in South Korea, he had vowed to you that he’d never step foot in ‘this hellish beach town’ ever again. 

 Obviously, he had proven himself wrong. 

 He shrugged broad shoulders, making you realize how much his physique had changed too. He was fitted in a loose t-shirt and faded jeans, but you could just barely make out the outlines of muscles underneath the baggy fabric. His back was proud and he sat up completely straight in his chair, the opposite of how he used to be in your childhood - always slouched and with thin, frail limbs. He was still petite in stature, but now made up for his lack of height with muscle. Even so, he still outranked you in height by a good three inches. 

 He was acting like it was no big deal - like none of it was a big deal. Not him coming back to Bridgeport after such a long time and looking so different from how you had known him as. “I just graduated, so I decided to spend the summer back at my parent’s place before I decide what I wanna do with my life.” Felix leaned over in his seat then, leveling you with that stare he always gave whenever he was trying to get a read on your feelings. “What about you? I see you’re still working for your folks…” 

 His voice trailed off. And if you didn’t know him any better, you’d assume that he had a pretentious air about him. Sure, he was the scrawny boy that had shipped off to South Korea, only to come back four years later looking hot as hell with a solid education and most-likely loads of crazy stories to tell to everyone who’d listen. 

 You, on the other hand, were still stuck in the same position that you had always been in. Living in Bridgeport Bay, in your parent's house, and helping work the restaurant while attending school at a nearby university. 

 It was comforting, in a sense, to have the same daily routine. But you could also acknowledge the fact that Bridgeport Bay was a fairly quiet place - in other words, not much happened. Most people your age had already moved away as soon as they graduated from high school, either traveling to the big city of Sydney to get a degree or going overseas to bigger and better places.

 And there you were… still stuck in the same turquoise-walled bedroom from your childhood, with the same group of three friends, and waking to the same view every single morning. The brilliant pinks and oranges of the sunrise against the ocean water got old in about… two days. 

 Folding your arms across your chest, you almost felt like you were trying to protect yourself from him. Lee Felix, who had been your childhood best friend. But who, unbeknownst to you, had turned into this ethereal, untouchable beast of a man in the absence of your friendship. It felt foreign and odd, to have him studying you so intently with those dark eyes. “Yeah, I’m still living here in Bridge… same friends, same habits, you know how it is around these parts.” You tried to laugh off the awkwardness you suddenly felt, but your tone came out all flat and warbled. 

 Felix was still staring up at you, but this time, his gaze melted exponentially. So much so, that it suddenly felt like you were the one staring into his soul - picking apart his emotions as he sat there in front of you, head tilted up in curiosity. And the feelings you saw dance across his eyes, for just a split second, made your heart tumble in the pit of your chest. 

 “Same friends, huh?” He asked, but it wasn’t a question he was seeking an answer for. After that, his focus was yanking away from you, as he looked down at the menu before him on the table. You watched his adam’s apple bob up and down, throat constricting as he took in a sharp breath. 

 You could feel the air shift around you as soon as you mentioned friends. Because besides Yeji and Felix, the only other person you had truly had a connection with in Bridgeport Bay was… Christopher Bang. The two of you had met during your freshman year of high school and had been quite inseparable ever since. You had a raging crush on him, and apparently, he had one on you too - since he had asked you out on your first-ever date at the start of your final year in high school. 

 By the time you all were graduating from Bridgeport Bay High, you and Chris were the it couple. With him being the popular soccer jock, it was only right that you started to get popular as well - since you were the ‘hot girlfriend’ who was always hanging on his arm. Chris was nice and funny and was friends with literally all of the high schoolers in the area, so you liked being around him. 

 But the more time you spent with him, the less you spent with Felix. And by the time graduation rolled around, your friendship had suffered big time from your new relationship with Chris. Felix didn’t approve at all of the two of you guys dating. He had always waved off your swooning throughout the years as ‘hormonal imbalances,’ but as soon as the two of you became official, his entire tune changed. 

 All of a sudden, he was getting angry at you. With such a short temper, he would have outbursts during most of your hangouts. And it wasn’t until the night of your graduation that all of the building tension finally broke, like a pinprick to a fragile balloon full of water. 

 The night had ended in a colossal blow-up on both of your ends - with Felix’s anger exploding in your face and making him out to be some ugly, dark boy. And definitely, not the kid you had grown up to love and care for. During the argument, he had finally admitted that he hated Chris' guts - that he saw right through his little scheme, and he thought the guy was a horrible match for you. 

 Of course, you retaliated tenfold by throwing his singleness in his face. Since, during the entirety of your high school years, he had never once dated any girl. That insult was low for even you, and soon had him storming off the scene, throwing his hands up in the air in defeat from your stubbornness. You hadn’t listened to him the whole time, only registering the fact that he didn’t approve of you and Chris being together. Like he was your fucking dad and he needed to give his consent to every man you loved and dated. 

 And that turned out to be the last time the two of you ever saw or talked to each other for the next four years. Since just a week after graduation, Felix had completely vanished from Bridgeport Bay. When you went over to his house to make things up, his parents informed you that he’d already left for South Korea earlier than expected. 

 His absence didn’t fully register until you tried to call and text him that night, only to be left with an error message in return. Since he was moving to a different country, he needed to change his phone number. He had already informed you of such a thing weeks earlier, and the two of you had planned on setting up a special app where you could text. But the two of you had forgotten about such a detail in the business of graduation season, so there was no way to contact him. 

 Instead, you were faced with living in the wake of his departure - you were forced to relive the big fight between the two of you for months after that, rehashing things and stewing over all of the feelings again and again. And finally, after a year of being heartbroken over the shattered friendship with your best friend in the entire world, you decided to move on. 

 To bigger, and better things. 

 Like the friends you still had in Bridgeport Bay, going to university, and working at the restaurant. 

 And, Chris too. 

 Since your relationship had only blossomed from there, having quickly turned into a four-year ordeal of fun dates and long night chats and walks along the sandy beachside in the late afternoon sunset. 

 “I’ll have the salmon bowl with brown rice, please.” Felix’s deep timbre pulled you out of your daze of thought, shocking you back into the present. You were still standing there at his table, in the middle of a busy dinner rush, waiting for his order. “Oh, and a side of fried pineapple rings too.” 

 “Okay, and what kind of drink would you like with all of that?” You asked, mind turning off and zoning into work mode as you wrote down his order. “We have all kinds of-”

 “I know what you guys serve, Y/N. I’m not a complete idiot.” 

 His deadpan retort came out in that unfamiliar voice of his, automatically ripping your eyes away from your notepad. 

 And there he was, peering up at you again. 

 But this time, his eyes were a lot more hooded - darker, even. Swimming with tension, his sharp jaw pulled taut in what appeared to be annoyance. 

 Before you could even get another word out, he was speaking again. In that raspy, deep tone, and you had no idea how you could get used to all of the changes at once. “I’ll take a coke- if that’s okay.” 

 You nodded, once, your tongue feeling like lead in your mouth. It was heavy and hard to move to form any more words, so you decided against talking and just flitted away from his table altogether with his order. 

 As you were passing by the open bar, you tossed Jordan, one of your coworkers, a pointed look. “Take care of table seven for me, will ya?” You motioned with a slight tilt of your head to where Felix was sitting across from the window. 

 Jordan frowned, eyes turning to slits as soon as he registered who was sitting at the table. The two of you had never been particularly friends, since he was a few years older than you. But he had been working as a waiter/bartender at AW for the past seven years and knew all of the regulars who came by. He also knew who Felix was, and what he meant to you. 

 “The little bastard giving you any trouble, darling?” He asked in a low voice as he slid a full glass of craft beer across the porcelain countertop to a waiting elderly man. “I can take care of him if you-”

 “What? No, no,” you said frantically, waving your hands in the air to stop him from going any further. Eyes shifting back to Felix, you registered the way that he was sitting there, shoulders slightly slumped in his seat, as he stared out the large window to his left side, examining the lapping waves of the seashore. “No- I just… I can’t handle all of… that tonight.” 

 Jordan gave you a soft smile, flashing a wink your way before he was back mixing another cocktail for a new customer. “You know I’ll always cover for your ass, baby girl.” 

 You giggled quietly at his absurd pet names. You knew that he was never seriously calling you any of them, but it was more in an affectionate, brotherly kind of way. Plus, he was viscerally gay, so you never had to worry that the nicknames were ever alluding to more than just a coworker-to-coworker friendship. 

 By the time you left the bar where Jordan was busily working and filed into the kitchen, you were once again swept up in the chaos of it all. Servers and managers bustling about, chefs shouting orders out at each other. And in no time at all, your mind was drowned in your work and you no longer could hold any space for the thought of him. 

 Yeji failed to catch sight of him in her busyness, which you were thankful for. She and Felix had been friends in high school, but no one had been as close to him as you had. At least, until your colossal fight on graduation night. Then, even you weren't close to Lee Felix.

 The night passed by rather quickly, as you heeded your parent's commands and helped out with the dinner rush as best as you could - taking orders, scrubbing dishes in the back of the kitchen, and cleaning up tables after customers had left their spots. 

 By the time closing hour was nearing at eleven o'clock, most of the customers had left for the night - save for a few couples dispersed throughout the place and a rowdy group of men who had steadily gotten drunker on their liquor as the hours passed. Jordan was somehow managing them swimmingly, playing into their flirtations and pouring them drinks that were ‘on the house,’ but really, just made a bigger cut in his tip paycheck.

 You were so invested and focused on your work at the register, as you sorted through all of the orders from that night, that you failed to notice the shadow that was slinking across the wall, coming towards you steadily. 

 But finally, the dark figure was upon you and snaking two strong arms around your waist, pulling you away from the front counter and pressing your back against a chiseled chest. 

 Already sensing who it was, you giggled softly and turned your head up to look into the eyes of your boyfriend, Chris, whom you had been dating for the past five years. He had always said that he didn’t want anything ‘too serious’ and that he was happy with just dating you until the last of his days. And to be honest, you weren’t complaining all that much. 

 Although, you sometimes got bothered by the thought of never getting to marry the man you had loved for so long. Once in a while, you’d get into this odd annoying spell where you’d be angry that he never wanted to make a complete and solid life with you - and instead wanted to continue dating happily like the two of you were still in high school. 

 But in the end, you always managed to push those frustrated thoughts away, deeming everything to be alright since you could do anything if it meant living the rest of your days out with the love of your life, Chris. 

 “When did you get here?” You asked, as you reached up and twisted a few fingers through his midnight coils. They were curly and stood up at all different ends, something you had always loved about him. That, and his killer body. 

 “Just a second ago- thought I’d surprise you and take you out to dinner after your long, hard day at work…” His voice trailed off, as his hands squeezed down on your shoulders, long fingers massaging the aches and pains away. 

 You felt a sly smirk already starting to spread across your mouth as you leaned into him and pressed a wanting kiss to his lips. When you pulled away, you were talking in a quiet voice. “Give me a few minutes, I’m almost done with my sorting.” 

 Just as you tried to escape from his grasp, Chris tightened his hold over you, arms encircling your waist and pressing your ass into the front of his sweatpants. You could feel the hardness there, just through the line of the thin fabric. 

 Oh, so we wanted the night to result in that kind of date. 

“Nah- I’m not letting you go,” he mumbled in a deep voice, mouth coming close to your ear as he whispered into it, warm breath fanning against the exposed span of your neck. “Been thinking about you all day baby, want you so bad tonight…” 

 He let the rest of his words trail off, forcing an ugly blush to bleed into either of your cheeks. Then he was spinning around so that he was completely facing you. The darkness of the restaurant cast a shaded glow over his broad shoulders, as he pressed into you with a sardonic smile plastered across his face. 

 “What’s so funny, mister?” You asked, tracing a finger over the line of his jaw as he tilted down into you and gave your nose a light peck. 

 “Nothing, just… I love riling you up like this when you’re at work. Feels… exhilarating.” 

 Then you had no time to react, as his face was moving and capturing your lips up in a lustful kiss. His mouth was plush and familiar against yours, and immediately, you were melting into his firm grasp, moaning softly at the way that one of his hands trailed down the curve of your ass, squeezing the covered skin there. 

 You guys were practically making out at the front counter of the restaurant, for everyone else to see. And in most normal circumstances, you’d feel embarrassed. But at the moment, you just felt overwhelmed with love and desire for your amazing, handsome boyfriend Chris. 

 As your fingers carded through his curly locks, bringing his face closer to yours as his tongue swiped across your bottom lip, asking for entrance, your eyes shot open. Scanning the entire room, your focus caught on the front door, and the person who was slipping out of it in silence. 

 And there he was, once again.

 Lee Felix. 

 Your once-best friend, 

 Your once long-time neighbor, 

 Your once-classmate for more than ten years. 

He was standing there at the front door, halfway stepping through it. But his body was turned around so that he was staring straight at… you. As you were practically getting groped by your boyfriend in the middle of Angel Waves, as your mouth was getting absolutely devoured by Chris’ lips. 

 And the look he gave you then, as your gazes locked in a shocking bout of tension, left you feeling both furious and confused all at the same time. 

 His eyes studied your form, which was so tangled up with your boyfriend’s at the moment. And even from across the room, you could see the feelings that crossed his coffee-brown irises as he watched you in silence. 

 There was sadness there, 

 And pain, too. 

 But also… 

 An irrevocable amount of… ire too. 

 The heat of jealousy that you found there burned like fire in the back of your throat, making your heart tumble around in your chest and the butterflies to flicker around in a frenzy just inside your stomach. 

 The sight of it all forced an agonizing zap of energy to course through your veins, rising your spine and causing gooseflesh to erupt across your skin. 

 Then, as quickly as you had registered it, it was all gone. 

 And he was leaving out the front door, the bell at the top of the glass jingling in the remaining trace of his departure. 

 There you stood, having to deal with the confusion that bled through your mind and the anxious jumbling that floated around your entire body. 

 And the worst part about it? 

 Was that the entire time, you had never stopped kissing Chris. 

 Never stopped yanking on his locks, allowing Chris to take parts of you in front of everyone else. 

 In front of… him. 

 You had continued to feverishly make out with your boyfriend, all the while your attention had been distracted on Lee Felix, and the way that he had stared at you so wholly and starkly. 

 Almost like, the two of you were playing in a silent battle of the wits. 

 With him, having always disapproved of your relationship with Christopher Bang. 

 And you, having been in love with Chris for the past eight years. 

 In the end, you had chosen your respective sides - what with you dating the love of your life, and Felix sitting on the sidelines, giving you an air of rebuttal as he stared on in barely masked disgust. 

 But you didn’t care what he thought. You weren’t living for him and you didn’t give two shits about any of his opinions. Especially after everything that had happened and from the way that you hadn’t spoken in literal years. 

 Yeah, you definitely didn’t care about what he thought. 

 So why, then, did the look he give you just before he left the restaurant, cause your heart to race so much? 

 Why did it cause a cold sweat to break out across your brow?

 Why did it flood your mind so much, that you could no longer focus on anything else? 

 Like an intoxicating drug, like the most lethal of poisons, he was infecting your entire being. 

 With his changed physique and persona and voice and… everything. 

 But especially, the way that he had glanced at you so sardonically. 

 So darkly. 

 So painfully. 

 So… 

 Sinfully. 

To be continued...

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➪➪➪ Title : STAY WITH US

➪➪➪ Pairing : Idol!Skz ot8 x F!reader

➪➪➪ Genre : Poly!Skz, Romance, Fluff, Smut, Angst, SlowBurn

➪➪➪ Words count : 5.5k

➪➪➪ Warning : MDI!!, Curse, Mistreat, Toxic father

➪➪➪ Synopsis

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Part 2

No One pov

Stray Kids at their own dance studio while practicing their dance for a show that will be in two weeks more, and Danceracha carefully observes the members dance with sharp eyes. Suddenly, their manager gets inside the dance studio with one envelope in his hand and a big smile plastered on his face.

" Guys, I have good news for you guys " Junghan tells Stray Kids, and he makes them pay attention to him.

" You guys must know about Lotte hotel, right? " Junghan asks them.

" We knew " Seungmin said, nodding his head along with others.

" Ok... " Junghan paused for a few seconds.

" The hotel invites all the staff and artists under JYP Company to have dinner at the hotel tonight " Junghan said with an excited tone.

Stray Kids looked at each other before shifting their eyes back to their manager with a bright smile, and all of them cheered loudly.

" Yes, yes " All of them say.

" We get to meet with her " Felix and Jeongin said, running around the dance studio with a really happy face.

Junghan confusedly looked at them while scratching his head with questions, filling his head with Stray Kids strange behavior.

" Uhm... Make sure to prepare yourself for tonight " Junghan warned the chaotic kids before getting out of the dance studio, Stray Kids still celebrate the news with happy dance.

At night, 

Everyone entered the luxurious hotel with an amused expression on their faces, and Mrs.Jang, the director of Lotte Hotel, welcomed everyone with a happy smile.

" I'm glad all of you came to our hotel. I will show you guys the table we prepared for all of you " Mrs.Jang guides all of them to their tables that have been prepared by the staff of the hotel, and not far away from the table, the chef and their assistant are standing with a soft smile towards JYP staff and artists.

Mrs.Jang introduces the entire chef staff at JYP Company while Mrs.Jang introduces them. One figure comes running to Mrs.Jang before bowing at her with a red face.

" I'm sorry, Mrs.Jang " Y/n bows her head at the older women.

Mrs.Jang's face lit up after she saw Y/n stand in front of her, and she pulled Y/n body to stand in front of everyone with a big smile.

" Everyone, this is one of our best chefs here and the youngest chef we have " Mrs.Jang introduces Y/n.

Y/n bowed at people in front of her.

" Annyeonghaseyo ( hello ) my name is Kang Y/n " Y/n shyly rubbed her arms.

" How old are you? You look really young " One of the JYP staff asked her.

" I'm 22 years old " Y/n answered the question professionally.

Mrs.Jang let the waiter and waitress take their order, so the chefs got back to the kitchen, including Y/n. Stray Kids stared at the faded figure of Y/n with a sense of adoration when they saw she was wearing her chef's uniform, which was really suitable for her.

{Time Skip}

Y/n cleans all the stuff she uses after cooking for the client, but Y/n's assistant stops her from doing that and pulls the girl outside of the kitchen towards a few people in the lobby. One of the females in the group notices Y/n's appearance towards them and gives the girl a sweet smile.

" She's here " She spoke and gained others attention.

" Hai Y/n - ssi, I'm Sana from Twice, and I want to say thank you for the wonderful food that you cook for us " Sana holds Y/n hands.

" Yeah, your food is really delicious, I will definitely come again to have you cook for us " Jihyo, the leader of Twice, says to Y/n.

" I'm happy if everyone enjoys the food I cooked for everyone " Y/n politely said while bowing at everyone.

The staff and artists of JYP Company give Y/n a compliment until she feels shy with all the compliments she receives, and after that, everyone says goodbye to Y/n before retreating back home.

Y/n helps her co-workers clean the table, even if they scold her for helping all of them.

" Y/n, don't bother to help us. We all can handle this, and you still need to clean the kitchen, so just leave it " One of her co-workers gently pushed her body away.

Y/n looks dumbfounded by her co-worker's action to not let her help them all clean the table after the clients were gone, so Y/n stands with a pout in her face.

" Go clean the kitchen, you always go home late if you help us " Another co-worker of Y/n told her.

" Ok, fine " Y/n goes back to the kitchen after being chased away by her co-worker.

After Y/n shift is done,

Y/n groans while massages her shoulder and legs, which feel sore after standing for a long time today with many things she has to do, but Y/n sees someone running to her.

" Y/n - ssi " Jeongin said, taking a breath before speaking again.

" My brother told me to drive you back home because he can't do that " Jeongin said, looking at the girl standing in front of him with a flustered face.

" Ahh, it's ok, I don't want to cause trouble for you, so I will just grab a bus or taxi " Y/n refuse Jeongin in a tender way.

Jeongin shakes his head before giving Y/n a warm smile.

" No, you are not causing trouble for me. Besides, now that it's almost 12 a.m., I'm scared that you don't have any transport to get back home "Jeongin shyly scratches his head, and Y/n bites her lips before she looks at Jeongin.

" I'm sorry for troubling you " Y/n bows her body at Jeongin.

" It's ok, let's go " Jeongin wanted to hold Y/n's hand, but he didn't because he thought Y/n would feel uncomfortable with that.

Jeongin brought Y/n to the car not far from the hotel and opened the door for Y/n to get in, so Y/n got inside Jeongin car, which smelled good and was refeshing. Y/n told Jeongin her address and that it would take only 20 minutes from the hotel to arrive at her house.

" By the way, today food is really delicious, and all of us really like it " Jeongin starts a conversation while driving the car.

" It's nothing special " Y/n cheeks tinted with red color after Jeongin complimented her.

" How long do you work at Lotte hotel? " Jeongin question.

" I started working at the hotel four years ago " Y/n responds while fiddling with her fingers.

" You start working at the age of 19 years old? Before you and Hyung date? " Jeongin asked with a disbelieving expression.

" That's right, I just was friends with Jeongbin Oppa that time " Y/n smiled after thinking about that memory.

" So you don't decide to continue studying until university? " Jeongin glances at Y/n before focusing back on the road.

" About that, actually, I am already in my last semester this year " Y/n sheepishly answered him.

Jeongin almost choked from his saliva after hearing that from the girl beside him, and without both of them noticing, they already arrived in front of Y/n condo. Y/n unbuckled her seatbelt and thanked the male for driving her back home before she got out of the car and got inside her condominium, while Jeongin stared at her until she was fully safe and got inside before he decided to drive back home.

Author pov

Jeongbin and Y/n hang out at Starbucks because Y/n wants to study for her last semester, which will end in a few more months.

" Jagiya " Jeongbin tried to grab her attention.

" Hmm " Y/n don't look at Jeongbin at all.

" Jagi " Jeongbin tried once again, but it was still the same.

Y/n still doesn't look at his face but focuses more on her studies.

" Jagiya " Jeongbin whined at Y/n and made Y/n laugh at his whiny behaviour.

" What? " Y/n finally lifted her face to face Jeongbin, who was sitting opposite her.

Jeongbin gave her a sweet smile until his dimple was visible.

" Nothing, I just want to make you feel annoyed " Jeongbin grins at Y/n.

" Cish " Y/n playfully glares at her boyfriend and focuses on her studies back.

Jeongbin took this chance to admire Y/n's beautiful face without blinking his eyes, but suddenly something grabbed his eye, and he gasped in surprise and made Y/n look at him with curious eyes.

" Heesu, Rowoon " Jeongbin waved at Y/n brothers.

Rowoon runs at Y/n when he sees her, while Y/n's third brother is trailing behind little Rowoon to go at both of them.

" Noona " Rowoon raised his hand for Y/n to carry him.

" Rowoon " Y/n takes the little brother of her to sit on her lap.

" What are you guys doing here? " Jeongbin looks at Heesu.

" I take this little boy out " Heesu answered while showing his finger at Rowoon and taking a seat beside the older male.

" Y/n, you ate already? " Heesu asks Y/n.

" Yes, Oppa " Y/n smiled at Heesu.

Rowoon tried to grab Jeongbin's cup, so Jeongbin gave his water to the little boy to drink, and Rowoon's face was bright after drinking Jeongbin's water. Heesu receives a phone call, and he answers the call while the couple, along with Rowoon, only listen to Heesu.

" Y/n, can you take Rowoon with you? I have work to do " Heesu asked Y/n after he hung up the call.

" Sure " Y/n answered with a gentle expression.

After that, Heesu rushed to get out from Starbucks and leave his little brother with the couple.

" Rowoon, do you want to go eat dessert? " Jeongbin asked Rowoon.

Rowoon nodded at him with a very happy expression, and three of them went out from Starbucks together with a happy Rowoon in Jeongbin's arms.

A little time later,

Rowoon is looking at outside the big window with a curious face when people pass by the restaurant they are in, while Y/n takes videos of Rowoon as a memory for her.

" We should bring him out more often, he looks really happy " Jeongbin spoke, and Y/n agreed with him.

" Hyung " A familiar voice spoke.

Jeongbin saw Stray Kids stand in front of their table.

" Ooh, Innie " Jeongbin greets his little brother.

" What a coincidence we met here " Bang Chan says while laughing.

Rowoon saw Stray Kids before he hid at Y/n legs and shocked his sister with his unexpected action.

" Why did you hide? " Y/n carries Rowoon in her arms.

" Why, baby? " Y/n tenderly ask him.

Rowoon peeks at Stray Kids member before he hides his face at Y/n chest with a shy smile, and Rowoon says something from Y/n chest.

" What? " Y/n try to listen to what Rowoon says.

" Stray Kids " Rowoon speaks with tiny voices.

Y/n and Jeongbin look shocked with words coming out of his mouth, so Y/n looks at Jeongbin, but Jeongbin waves his hand repeatedly at her.

" I'm not teaching him that " Jeongbin strongly denied.

Rowoon showed up on TV while saying the same words, and Minho got the clue after seeing that.

" You know us from TV? " Minho tries not to scare Rowoon, so he asks kindly.

Rowoon nodded with a happy face while Stray Kids members melted looking at the cute Rowoon, and Y/n finally got what Rowoon tried to tell them. Jeongbin told Stray Kids to sit together with them at one table, and the food all of them ordered arrived at the same time, so Y/n fed Rowoon the rice she ordered for him. Jeongbin saw how Stray Kids gazed at his girlfriend but decided not to say anything about that and let it be.

{Time Skip}

Stray Kids attached to Rowoon day by day after they met that day and made Rowoon see them almost every weekend, but this weekend Rowoon couldn't meet with them when the flu attacked him suddenly and Y/n took care of him at her parents house. Jeongbin sometimes came to help Y/n take care of Rowoon if he wasn't busy with work.

" Noo..na " Rowoon weakly looked at Y/n while trying to grab her hands. Y/n took Rowoon's small hand and softly caressed his head.

" It's ok, you will get well soon " Y/n smiles at Rowoon, and the little boy also gives her a smile.

" After you recover, I will bring you to eat very delicious food " Y/n told Rowoon.

" Promises? " Rowoon shows his pinky finger at Y/n.

" I'm promise " Y/n linked their pinky fingers together.

Y/n make Rowoon sleep back while Mrs.Kang stares at them from the doorway with a gentle face.

" Y/n, let's go eat first " Mrs.Kang said to her only daughter and rubbed Y/n's shoulder.

The mother and daughter get out from sleeping Rowoon's bedroom and go to the dining room that has all Kang's family, and Mrs.Kang makes Y/n sit beside Hyeonjin. Hyeonjin gives Y/n food to eat after a long day and takes care of sick Rowoon.

" Rowoon flu is almost recovered, you should get back to work " Mr.Kang stared at Y/n, and Y/n stared back at her father before nodding her head.

" You're going back to your condo? " Hyeonjun asked Y/n.

" Yes, I have to finish my work there, so I will drive back " Y/n slowly eats her food.

" That's good, drive carefully " Mr.Kang says without looking at his daughter.

Y/n eat quietly without bothering to reply back at Mr.Kang, and everyone goes quiet after that. Y/n and her father are really distant with each other since Y/n is young because Mr.Kang was so focused on his son's until he abandoned his only daughter. That's why, when she grew up, she avoided talking to her father and would not stay too long at her parents house, and Y/n's brothers always tried to make her feel comfortable at home when Mr.Kang was just ignoring her existence, and right now Y/n is holding her tears.

Hyeonjin caressing Y/n back to comfort the hurting girl towards their father's behaviour.

" I have to go. Tell me if something happens to Rowoon " Y/n didn't finish her food at all, and she got up from her seat.

Mrs.Kang saw Y/n's eyes glossy with tears, and she wanted to coax her daughter right away, but Y/n already went to her car and drove away without looking back. Y/n stopped her car in a quiet place before she burst into tears that she had been holding.

" Why can't he look at me? Am I disgusted until he has to do that? What's wrong with him? I'm also his child " Y/n hides her face while sobs escape her mouth.

Y/n just needs her father to love her and care about her, but Mr.Kang completely does not care about her, and Y/n feels disappointed and hurt deep in her heart.

Next day,

Y/n goes to work with swollen eyes, and her best friend notices that, so she grabs Y/n to go to a quiet place.

" Why do you cry? Your eyes are swollen " Hani asks her.

Y/n shakes her head and refuses to talk.

" You're father treating you badly again? " Hani directly looked into Y/n's eyes, Y/n's eyes became teary, and she cried on Hani's shoulder until Hani had to make her calm down.

" I swear to God if I meet your father, I will kick his ass for treating you like this " Hani muttered with an angry tone.

Hani let Y/n cry until she was satisfied on her shoulder, but one male approached both of them.

" Y/n - ssi " Y/n look up at Bang Chan standing in front of them with a concerned face.

Bang Chan fee like someone stabbed his heart many times after seeing Y/n eyes that still have tears.

" You knew my friend? " Hani looks at Bang Chan with suspicious eyes.

" I'm her friend " Bang Chan himself said, sounding unsure.

Hani looked at Y/n to see if it was true, but Y/n nodded at her. Bang Chan approached Y/n and braved himself to wipe Y/n's tears.

" What happened to you? " Bang Chan's eyes softened. Look at Y/n's face.

" Nothing " Y/n replies with a hoarse voice.

Bang Chan knew something was bothering the girl but decided not to push her because he is not her boyfriend to be noisy and someone was calling for both of the girls in front of him.

" We need to go " Hani and Y/n excuse themselves from Bang Chan.

Bang Chan only stared at them, then went away from him, and Bang Chan suddenly remembered the reason he was at that hotel, so Bang Chan turned to walk away from there.

Chan pov

I set my laptop in front of me, but something in my mind made me feel uneasy after I saw Y/n cry on her friend's shoulder this morning. I rubbed my face while letting out a heavy sigh. Just thinking about her made me go crazy, so I decided to take some fresh air for a while and get out from my studio before locking it, and I walked out from company with a mask and a cap to keep me away from reporters or fans.

While I was walking, I bumped into Jeongbin hyung, who almost dropped his drinks.

" Oh gosh! I'm sorry, Hyung " I quickly apologized to him.

" No worries, Chan " Jeongbin Hyung smiled at me.

" You alone?? without your bodyguard or manager? " Jeongbin Hyung look around.

" Yeah, I just want to take some fresh air " I let out a small laugh.

I actually want to ask him about Y/n, but I feel hesitant. What will he think if I ask about his girlfriend?

" Hyung, can I ask you about Y/n? " I braved myself to question him, and Jeongbin Hyung looked kind of shocked about my question.

" Sure, go ahead " Jeongbin Hyung replied.

" I don't want to be noisy, but I saw her cry this morning. Was Y/n sick or did something happen to her? " I ask while biting my lips.

Jeongbin Hyung exhaled some breath before he answered my question.

" I shouldn't tell you this matter because this is her private life, but I will tell you, you just need to promise me not to tell any single person about this " Jeongbin Hyung seriously talked to me.

I gave him a trusted nod, and we both sat down on one bench before Jeongbin Hyung told me about the reason why Y/n cried this morning. I frowned and kind of regretted it after Jeongbin Hyung told me the full story of the tears Y/n shed this morning, and now my mind is empty from any thoughts at this moment. I didn't notice that I was already in front of my studio.

" Channie Hyung " Someone is calling me from a distance.

" Ahh, Felix " I stare at one of my boyfriends, and I give him a questioned face.

" We are looking for you, but you're not at your studio, nor did you pick up the call " Felix said.

I rummage in my pocket and realize I didn't bring my phone with me either.

" I'm sorry, I go outside to take some fresh air " I scratch my head with a shy smile.

" Nevermind, come with me. The other was waiting for us to eat " Felix pulled me to go to the dance studio while the others were inside there.

From a distance, I can hear Changbin whine, which makes me smile at his whine.

Author pov

Jeongbin looks at the view in front of him when someone wraps their arms around his waist.

" Oppa " Y/n hid her face at Jeongbin's chest, and the male would cover her body from the cold wind.

Both of them are at Namsan Park, where there are not too many people today, and Y/n didn't question Jeongbin when he suddenly brought her here without telling her why. Jeongbin enjoyed the qualified time with Y/n after a long day for both of them.

" Jagi " Jeongbin looks down at Y/n.

" Hmm " Y/n responded to him.

" If one day we both break up, will you still accept me as your friend? " Jeongbin directly stares into Y/n's eyes.

Y/n let go of the hugs before giving him a mad look.

" You have another girl? " Y/n gave her boyfriend a serious look, and Jeongbin hugged her back.

" I don't look at other girls or women after I have you, I just wanted to know if something happened in our relationship, and I wanted to know if we could still be friends after we broke up. I still want to be your friend if we break up, and I will support you as a friend if one day you find a new lover, because to me, no matter what happens in our past relationship, I want the girl I once loved to be happy with her new life without me beside her " Jeongbin speaks with a soft tone.

Y/n almost burst into tears when he spoke like that to her, so Jeongbin tightened his hold on Y/n body with a sad smile on his face without Y/n knowing.

One week later,

Y/n went to Yang's house for a visit, but she didn't know that Stray Kids were also going back to Busan, so Y/n was shocked to see Stray Kids in the living room.

" Y/n - ah " Mrs.Yang gave the girl a welcomed hug.

" Oppa told me to give you this " Y/n give Mrs.Yang an expensive chocolate from Jeongbin.

" I already cleaned Jeongbin's room, so you can rest well in his room " Mrs.Yang told her.

" I'm sorry for troubling you with me. Stay here for a few days " Y/n muttered with an embarrassed tone.

Mrs.Yang reassured her with comforting words and told her to go rest first after driving for hours. Y/n took a rest when Mr.Kang called her, and Y/n hesitated to pick up the call, but she still answered with a long breath.

" Hello " Y/n spoke first.

" Y/n, why do you go to Busan? You know that today someone wanted to meet with you at our house. Why do you go to your boyfriend's family house? " Mr. Kang's voice was full of anger towards Y/n.

" Appa, I come to Busan for my work, not to enjoy it here " Y/n tried to explain to her father, but the next sentences coming out from Mr.Kang made Y/n feel hurt.

" BULLSHIT, is the stranger more important than your family? You knew my client wanted to meet you today, but you made me feel ashamed with your stupid action today " Mr.Kang shouted at her.

Y/n fought back her tears and shouted back to Mr.Kang.

" FOR YOU, ALL OF THEM MAYBE A STRANGER BUT NOT ME. THE YANG'S IS THE ONE WHO COMFORTS ME WHEN I HAVE A HARD TIME AND THEY THE ONE TREATEN ME LIKE A FAMILY, NOT YOU " Y/n shouted with tears flowing in her cheeks before she ended the call.

Y/n rushed to get out from the house without anyone having a chance to stop her after the argurment and Mrs.Yang knew that Y/n just had a big argument with her father over the phone, but she didn't get to stop the girl. Stray Kids saw Y/n's red face along with tears in her eyes, and they all got up to chase after her, but Y/n had already disappeared from the house.

" Eomma, what happened? " Jeongin gets inside and questions his mother.

" Y/n don't have a good relationship with her father, and I think she argues with him " Mrs.Yang told Jeongin.

Stray Kids faces changed to worry after that.

" We separate and look for her " Bang Chan ordered his members, and they separated to look after Y/n.

{Time Skip}

After an hour of searching for Y/n, Seungmin found her at Gwangalli Beach while hiding her face at her knees, so Seungmin slowly walked to Y/n figure.

" Y/n " Seungmin kneeled in front of Y/n while Y/n didn't lift her face at all.

" Everyone is looking for you and worried about you " Seungmin softly told her.

Y/n didn't reply to Seungmin, but she showed her face at him, and Seungmin's heart broke after seeing Y/n's swollen eyes with a red face after a few hours of crying non-stop.

" Let's go back home, hmm " Seungmin tenderly made her stand up.

Y/n doesn't protest when Seungmin carries her to the car, and the whole ride back home is so quiet until they arrive at Yang's household. While Stray Kids and Jeongin family wait for them both to arrive, Seungmin carries the sleeping Y/n inside the house and makes everyone exhale relief breath to see Y/n is safe without any harm to her body, and Seungmin puts Y/n in bed before getting out of the room.

" She's sleeping " Seungmin tells his other boyfriend.

" We should go to sleep now. It's late already " Jisung said, and everyone nodded their heads.

Stray Kids go to their rooms and sleep since it's already late at midnight.

Next morning,

Y/n feels someone hugging her body, and the familiar cologne hits Y/n nostril and makes Y/n nuzzle at him. Jeongbin holds Y/n body in his arms with secure.

" You wake up " Jeongbin says, giving Y/n a kiss at her nose.

" Why are you suddenly back in Busan? " Y/n asked, but she didn't look at Jeongbin in the face.

" Hyeonjin told me that you and Uncle had a big argument yesterday, and Yoon told me what happened here last night. You make me really worried about you when Yoon tells me about you going missing for hours " Jeongbin utters and makes a small circle at Y/n's back.

Jeongin knew that she had been crying for a few hours alone without bothering to call him and made him feel slightly sad about that after knowing what she had been through for a year and that he failed to be there with Y/n while Y/n felt glad he's here with her now.

" Let's go have breakfast, Eomma waited for us " Jeongbin got up and made Y/n groan while covering her face.

Jeongbin forced Y/n to get up before both of them went to the kitchen, which was filled with everyone, and both of them sat down together while everyone saw that Y/n's eyes were a little swollen from crying yesterday.

" Eat well, don't think about yesterday " Mrs.Yang said with a motherly voice towards Y/n.

Y/n ate the food quietly without talking to anyone, and after being done with her food, Y/n excused herself to get ready for a day while Jeongbin stared at Y/n with a concerned expression, and Mrs.Yang rubbed his shoulder with a sad smile.

" Give Y/n a little time, the wounds won't be treated in a short time " Mrs.Yang advised Jeongbin.

Stray Kids didn't say a word about the situation right now because they didn't want to make it worse than this, and Jeongbin decided to give his girlfriend time to heal.

Jeongbin pov

I sat down in my family yard while thinking about many things in my mind. Without notice, my younger brother slowly walked to me.

" Hyung " Jeongin's voice makes me snap back to reality.

I looked at him when he sat down beside me in front of our yard.

" What have you been thinking about? You look stressed " Jeongin, give me a question.

" So many things happen " I reply without looking at him.

" You're worried about Y/n, right? " Jeongin guessed, and I nodded at him.

" She will be fine, Hyung " Jeongin coaxed me.

" Jeongin - ah " I called his name.

Jeongin looks at me after I say his name.

" Can you take care of Y/n for me? If I happen to break up with her or break Y/n heart, look after her for me " I said.

Jeongin looked at me with a frown on his face.

" You want to break up with her? Why? " Jeongin confusedly asks me that, and I shake my head before I explain to him.

" I will not break up with her. If the situation forces me, maybe I have to break up with her, and I have a reason for breaking up, but... " I paused a little bit.

" I want someone who I really trust to take care of Y/n, and I trust you because you are my brother " I stare into Jeongin's eyes.

" She's really been a sweet girl since I first met her, and Y/n always comforts me if I have a hard time. Her father is a toxic parent for her because he always forces Y/n to meet with his little client to make a good deal with them, and he never thought about Y/n's feelings after all. I see with my own eyes how she has been treated by her own father. When I see all of that, I feel so scared if one day I have to hurt her " My tears fell from my eyes.

" I really love her, but if I end up hurting her feelings, I will do the same with her father, and Y/n will hate me " I sob, and I feel Jeongin hug me.

" You will not hurt Y/n when you both loved each other. I believe you must have big reasons for breaking up with her, and I know Y/n will forgive you, so don't worry. I will look after her for you, Hyung " Jeongin says with a soothing voice.

I gripped his arms and let my tears out while Jeongin gave me comforting words.

{Time Skip}

I text Hyeonjin about Y/n's current moods and tell him about how she has been doing.

Hyeonjin

Y/n still crying? 

Me 

Nope, she looks fine now, but she is still sad over it

Hyeonjin

That's good. You should bring her up to date

Me

I will bring her to dinner tonight

Hyeonjin

Good. Have fun with her

Me

Of course

I put down my phone before I searched for clothes for dinner later with Y/n.

" Oppa " Y/n peeks a little from the door.

" Ooh, why do you peek like that? " I turn to her.

" I thought you changed your clothes "  Y/n slowly got inside and sat down in bed while staring at me.

" I'm looking for the clothes for tonight " I tell her. I rummage through my wardrobe when Y/n gives me a back hug.

" Oppa, Mianhae ( I'm sorry ) " She spoke suddenly, and I became bewildered by her behavior.

" Why? You are not doing anything wrong to me, Jagi " I tried to turn, but Y/n didn't want to let go.

" I did, I make everyone worried, and I make you come here even though you are busy with your work " Y/n muttered from behind.

I gently breathed the hug before face-to-face with Y/n, and Y/n showed me a guilty expression while pursed her lips.

" Y/n look at me " I raise her chin to look at my face.

" It's not your fault, and I'm the one who rushed back to comfort you after what happened. You always spend your time when I have a problem, and now it's my time to be here with you when you have a rough day " I give Y/n a bright smile.

" That's why you don't call me because you are scared that you will bother my work, hmm? " I ask with a soft gaze.

I softened when I saw Y/n nod her head at my question, and I chuckled softly while I brought her to sit on the bed and kneeled in front of her.

" You silly girl " I booped her nose and saw Y/n scrunch her face at that action.

" I'm your boyfriend, and you should lean on me, you have a right to bother your boyfriend with your problem because that's what your partner has to do " I lightly scold her while making a fake mad face.

Y/n giggled when she saw my face, and I felt glad she was back to herself and laughing without a force or fake laugh to not make people worried for her, so I tickled her down to make sure she laughed loudly until everyone heard her laughter. Our laughter echoed in every corner of the house, and I forgot about other people inside the house.

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Author's note : Hai, Sorry for the late update but i wanna tell you that i maybe update the story two weeks once on three weeks once because i want to focus make oneshot so i'm sorry for the late update & thanks for waiting the next chapter

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