#tanjiro angst

[sqquidzz]

How would kny characters hurt you in an argument?

Includes: Tanjiro Kamado, Kyojuro Rengoku, Giyuu Tomioka, Sanemi Shinazugawa

A/N: Hello readers! This is an idea I got from a hc post on here, I'm not sure who made it but I give credit to them for this hc idea. Anyways, I hope you enjoy!

KAMADO TANJIRO:

I feel like most arguments would start becaude of Tanjiro's protectiveness of his friends

He would probably start scolding you for doing something he thought was reckless while fighting a demon

Especially if Nezuko we're to be the one to save you and get injured, he would probably be pissed off

Tanjiro is the type of person to bottle his emotions up, so he really just snapped at you

He seems like the person who yells and cries during an argument

He would bring up the fact that you had jumped into danger without thinking, calling you selfish for thinking only about the battle and not of your friends

If someone had gotten injured protecting you, like Nezuko, she wouldn't be able to say anything since she was healing and unable to stick up for you

You would just be too shocked to even say anything to defend yourself, along with everyone else, since no one has seen Tanjiro like this before

Once he finishes, he simply excuses himself quietly, saying that he's tired from dealing with this

Bonus!

Zenitsu would immediately rush to your side to comfort you as tears spilled down your cheeks

This would be especially hard if you had past problems with arguments and yelling

RENGOKU KYOJURO:

Now Rengoku seems like a type of person to be less of a yelling type at the beginning, but slowly builds up his anger to the point that he starts yelling

Usually the arguments are about how Shinjuro treats Rengoku and Senjuro, with Rengoku insisting that he can convince his father to be better

You try to tell him that Rengoku should ask for help to deal with his father, but Rengoku stubbornly disagrees

His demeanor during arguments is different, his eyes looking darker and it seems like he loses his friendly glow

When Rengoku argues back, he usually uses something your sensitive about, like if you had a bad relationship with your parents

He would claims that he's at least trying to fix his relationship with his dad, hitting you hard and causing you to go speechless

rengoku usually just stomps away from the fight when he's done saying his mind, leaving you teary eyes and with a broken heart

TOMIOKA GIYUU:

Giyuu always wants to avoid arguing as much as possible, always shutting you down when you want to talk about some problems

This causes you to get frustrated and start bombarding him with questions, like why is he avoiding their problems

Giyuu seems like the type of person to talk more than yell, but his voice is still strained as if he's holding back from yelling at you

Giyuu knows exactly where to hit you to make it hurt, taunting you about problems that you could never solve

His words would go to the point that he makes you burst out crying and run out of the room

He immediately regrets whatever he said in the argument, and ends up going to bed alone, covering himself in the sheets as tears of regret slide down his face

Bonus!

Giyuu wouldn't be able to face you for a few days after the a t in fear of hurting you again with his words

It takes a lot of reassurance from you to get him outside again

SHINAZUGAWA SANEMI:

Sanemi is the type of dude yo go all out during arguments, yelling and screaming at you, even sometimes going as far as you throw things into the ground in rage

You both seem like you're at each other's necks, not backing down from proving your side right

Sanemi seems like the type of person to call you degrading names, such as coward, selfish, etc.

You try to stay calm at first, but you have yo resort to yelling to get your point across

Sanemi is usually arguing to you about staying out of his and Genya's relationship, saying that it is non of your business

You end up running out of breath before he does, simply listening to him yell at you for a few more minutes before he storms out the room and slams the door

By the time he's gone, tears are already streaming down your face, breathless and tired from screaming your lungs out as you collapse to your knees, sobbing

#sanemi shinazugawa #sanemi angst #kny angst #tanjiro angst #tanjiro kamado #zenitsu agatsuma #giyuu tomioka #giyuu angst #rengoku kyojuro #rengoku angst #argument #depressing shit #damn #sad thoughts #oof #kny #kny x reader #nezuko kamado #shinaguzawa genya

[midnightwriter21]

Open Wound ~ (Tanjiro x Reader Angst)

characters: fem!reader x tanjiro, tanjiro x kanao, zenitsu, shinobu (mentioned), aoi (mentioned)

warnings: angst, injury, unrequited love

AN: if u read this i'm gonna apologize in advance because this. is HEARTWRENCHING for me to read. and i'm the one that wrote it.

This is it.

The day that you are going to finally confess.

It all started with an open wound.

You have admired Tanjiro since the day you two met in the infirmary at the butterfly mansion. Both of you having just returned from missions, and sporting wounds severe enough to land an extended stay in your hospital beds. He insisted that Shinobu and Aoi tend to your injuries before they tended to his. From that day on, your relationship began and continued to progress. Creating a deep friendship first based off of swapping stories of past missions, your shared distaste for the taste and smell of the medication, and your rehabilitation training. Then, after being discharged from the infirmary, your wounds closed and healed, being sent on several missions together, meeting his strange friends, meeting his sister, and so on.

Somewhere along the way, the friendship you shared progressed into something more.

Friendly pats on the shoulder after a successful mission turned into launching yourself at him for a warm hug filled with relief.

Happy smiles and loud excited greetings turned into shy glances and a blushing face.

Wishing him good luck before he left for a mission turned into biting your nails and almost ripping your hair out because you're filled with worry.

The feelings you've developed for Tanjiro Kamado are so overwhelming that you might explode.

Which is why you are walking through the butterfly mansion in search of him. Coming across Zenitsu, you inquire about Tanjiro's whereabouts.

"He's in the garden right now but he's wit-"

You cut him off, "Thanks Zenitsu!"

And your feet are moving. When you get to the door leading to the garden, you stop. Nerves racking your very soul. You take a deep breath to calm yourself, before opening the door and stepping outside.

You see him.

You see him and you freeze. The blood in your body turns to ice. Your feet refuse to move. Your voice is stuck in your throat. You can't breathe, your lungs refuse to expand. You are suffocating.

Zenitsu bursts through the door behind you. The slam of the wood seemingly echoing throughout the yard.

"Y/N don't look!"

But it's seconds too late. The image is seared into your brain. You're sure that if you closed your eyes you'd still be able to see it.

Tanjiro and Kanao pull away from each other at the sound of Zenitsu's voice. Even from where you're standing, such a long distance away, you're able to notice the labored breathing and kiss swollen lips that they both sport.

When Tanjiro sees your frozen form, his eyes widen, and he opens his mouth to speak. To explain.

But before he gets the chance to utter even a syllable, you're gone. As you run from the scene, Zenitsu hears a sound not unlike the shatter of glass. And he can only assume that its your heart.

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[grapefives]

SILENT HEARTS | HC

tanjiro x fem!reader

angst + character death + grieving + crying + animal abuse + violence

“finally!” he exasperates as he plops himself down on the futon.

the other two are quarreling around somewhere, nezuko in her box, he smiles to himself.

the day had been rough, he’s so tired but he won’t dare close his eyes until you swing by to bid him goodnight like you usually do.

but it’s getting late. too late.

he’ll wait, like he usually does. and he’ll smile he hears your footsteps and he’ll giggle at the kiss you’d press on his forehead or cheek or lips.. or everywhere

he rolls around, trying to think on anything and everything to stay awake.

as usual, he thinks of you or his family. sometimes both. he likes to imagine how they would love you if they were alive.

after too much time passes by, he realizes inosuke and zenitsu have fallen quiet. he still smells them on the porch, so he gets up, hoping this will serve as a distraction while you arrive.

but as soon as he exits the room, he smells zenitsu’s overwhelming sadness. his initial thought was that inosuke got too aggressive again.

but

he senses another wave of sadness… coming from inosuke…

and as he gets closer to the porch, he hears zenitsu’s cries and inosuke’s sniffling, there’s some grunting there too.

“guys? what’s wrong?”

inosuke gets heated, “WHAT’S WRONG IS THAT THIS STUPID BIRD IS SAYING-“

“y/n l/n has been killed in her mission!” the crow squawks weakly, tanjiro’s eyes widen firstly in horror from how hurt the bird appears, to the news of his lover. dead.

“STUPID SHIT!” inosuke kicks the crow

the crow squawks and lands by tanjiro’s feet.

tanjiro stares at it, it smells sad.

you’ve always had a cute relationship with your crow. it was weird seeing anyone get along with them, since they’re so set on being messengers and whatnot.

he get down on his knees, trembling hands picking up the poor crow.

“how did she die?” he asks, hollow and broken. his eyes are staring at the creature but they feel so blank, like the rest of his body.

“in… a mission-“

“how,” he repeats again, aggression surprising everyone. “did she die?”

the crow squawks weakly, “the enemy was a lower moon demon.”

tanjiro tenses. his eyes go wide. his blood runs cold.

“right after you separated to your mission, we were attacked.” the crow squawks, “she fought with everything she had… but she was no match.”

and that was the end.

tanjiro… tanjiro could only scream and cry, hugging the crow and begging it to tell him it’s not true.

y/n… his sweet, sweet y/n.

he remembers how happy you were after the four of you finished your two missions. as soon as the sun set, you were given mission after mission.

after the second, you had to part ways.

he gave you a hug and a kiss on the forehead. he subtly sniffed you, loving your scent. it was something you always teased him about.

he remembers how you hugged him back, almost afraid you could lose him.

but you didn’t know it was going to be the other way.

he can only imagine how brave you were trying to be. he can only imagine how scared you must have been when you were starting to lose.

“NOO!” he screams once more, “Y/N!” he calls, hoping you would appear and tell him he’s having a nightmare.

why? why?

“WHY!?” he sobs.

first he loses his family. then, his sister is turned into a demon.

and just when he finds you. just when he decides he really loves you. that the two of you could form a family once the war is over.

just then does the world turn against him once more.

he doesn’t know how long he cried, nor how he got into bed. he must have blacked out.

his throat is killing him.

neither zenitsu or inosuke are with him.

your crow. is long gone.

but his puffy, red eyes caoture something when he turns

his head to the side.

your. kimono.

your scent is still embedded into it.

with trembling hands he grabs it. he pulls it close to his face, taking a deep breath of your scent.

and once more, he bursts into tears.

#demon slayer #demon slayer x reader #tanjiro x reader #tanjiro x you #tanjiro kamado #anime headcanons #demon slayer headcanons #demon slayer oneshots #demon slayer tanjiro #tanjiro x y/n #tanjiro oneshots #tanjiro headcanons #angst #demon slayer angst #tanjiro angst

[tanjirosjuliet]

Lipstick

Pairings - tanjiro x gender neutral reader

Genre - pure fluff.

Warnings - none!

Words - 1.6k+

Reading time - 5 minutes if you're average, 12 minutes if you're slow💀

As night falls, you and Tanjiro find yourselves in the comfort and safety of your shared bedroom. The room is adorned with warm, earthy tones, with a small window allowing the moonlight to softly illuminate the space. The floor is covered with soft, woven mats, and a low table holds a small lantern, casting a gentle glow around the room.

Tanjiro, wearing his customary Demon Slayer uniform, sits on one of the mats, his back against the wall as he gazes at you with a caring smile. He reaches out his hand, inviting you to sit beside him. "Come, y/n, let's take a moment to rest and gather our thoughts after such a long day."

You join him, settling yourself comfortably beside him. The air inside the room feels calm and peaceful, providing a much-needed respite from the heaviness of the day's events. Tanjiro's presence brings a sense of reassurance, offering support and stability in the face of adversity.

He gently wraps an arm around your shoulder, pulling you into a warm embrace. "I'm glad we could find a moment of peace amidst everything that's happened," he murmurs softly, his breath warm against your ear. "Remember to take care of yourself as well, y/n. It's easy to become overwhelmed when we witness such cruelty and suffering. But we must also remember to find strength in our moments of rest."

Tanjiro's comforting words fill the room, creating a soothing atmosphere that envelopes you both. His touch and his presence radiate a sense of protection, reminding you that you're not alone in the midst of these difficulties.

"We'll face the challenges that lie ahead together, y/n," he continues, his voice steady and reassuring. "We'll continue to support each other and never lose sight of the goal that led us here—to bring justice and protect those who cannot protect themselves."

With those words, a sense of determination and resilience fills the air, intertwining with the tranquility of the room. It's a reminder that even in the face of darkness, there is always a flicker of hope to guide the way.

As you and Tanjiro settle down for the night, the weight of the day gradually lifts. You find solace in each other's presence, knowing that you have a companion who will walk beside you on this challenging journey.

You get up and start applying your new red lipstick that Tanjiro bought you the exact day.

Tanjiro blinks in confusion, watching you apply lipstick while preparing for sleep. His eyebrows knit together in a mild perplexity, and he speaks up with a gentle tone. "Uh, y/n, if you don't mind me asking, why are you applying lipstick before going to sleep? Is there a specific reason?"

You stay silent, smiling and saying nothing. Letting Tanjiros curiosity take the best of him.

Curiosity laces his voice, his kind and honest nature shining through. Although he is unsure of the purpose, he respects and values your choices and wishes to understand better. Tanjiro's concern for your well-being and willingness to listen are evident as he patiently waits for your response.

Nezuko, who is resting nearby, looks up from her slumber, tilting her head curiously at the sight. She seems equally puzzled by your nighttime activity.

Awaiting your explanation, Tanjiro's eyes remain fixed on you, his expression a mixture of curiosity and genuine care. He's ready to listen and offer his support, as he always does.

You walk towards the bed where Tanjiro is laying down, still staring at you with visible curiosity.

You lean down and cup Tanjiro's pretty face and then begin to pepper his face with millions of kisses, leaving the trail of your red lipstick all over his face and neck, also giving small love bites on his neck where his moles are.

Tanjiro's eyes widen in surprise as you shower him with kisses, leaving traces of your lipstick on his face and neck. A soft chuckle escapes his lips, his cheeks turning a warm shade of pink. He tries to stifle his laughter, finding your playful affection endearing.

Giggling, he gently cups your face with his hands, returning your affection with a few gentle kisses of his own. His lips leave a trail of warmth against your skin, creating a playful exchange between the two of you.

Nezuko watches with curiosity from her spot, her eyes widening as she observes the affectionate display. Though she cannot express herself verbally, her small smile reflects her happiness for the bond she sees between you and Tanjiro.

Tanjiro's eyes meet yours, filled with warmth and affection, as he whispers, "You always find a way to make me smile, y/n. Even in the most unexpected moments." He leans in closer, his voice barely above a whisper. "Thank you for brightening up my day."

His gratitude and appreciation radiate through his words, enveloping the room with a sense of joy and love. In that moment, you both find solace in each other's presence, cherishing the simple moments that strengthen your bond.

As you continue to exchange affectionate gestures, laughter and love fill the air, creating a cherished memory that will stay with you both as you drift off to sleep, embraced by the warmth of each other's love.

As the morning sun gently filters through the room, you and Tanjiro begin to stir from your slumber. However, your peaceful awakening is abruptly interrupted by the high-pitched screams of Zenitsu. His voice rings throughout the house, carrying a mix of excitement and astonishment.

Tanjiro, still groggy from sleep, blinks his eyes open, his mind catching up with the commotion around him. He quickly realizes the reason for Zenitsu's outburst as he touches his face and feels the lingering traces of lipstick marks still adorning his skin.

With a faint blush on his cheeks, Tanjiro glances at you, a playful smile tugging at the corners of his lips. He gently nudges you, silently indicating the situation unfolding around you.

Nezuko, who has also woken up, sits up beside you and lets out a small giggle, covering her mouth with her hands. She seems to find the whole scenario amusing.

Amidst Zenitsu's continued exclamations about how lucky Tanjiro is to have someone as lovely as you, Tanjiro tries to suppress his laughter. He reaches for a nearby cloth and begins to wipe the lipstick marks from his face, his cheeks still tinted pink.

"Zenitsu," Tanjiro finally interjects, unable to contain his amusement any longer, "It's not what you think. Y/n was just... expressing their affection. But thank you for the compliments." He grins warmly, clearly entertained by the situation.

Zenitsu's expression shifts from awe to disappointment as he processes Tanjiro's explanation. He pouts for a moment before muttering something about love being unfair and turns to leave, muttering to himself.

"So I was wrong ugh" Zenitsu muttered under his breath.

With the commotion settling down, Tanjiro turns back to you, his smile still lingering. He leans in closer, his voice soft and filled with affection. "I didn't mind the lipstick marks, y/n. It was actually quite sweet. Thank you for showing me your affection in such a unique way."

His gratitude and warmth shine in his eyes as he gazes at you, his hand gently reaching out to brush a strand of hair away from your face. In this lighthearted moment, you both share a silent understanding and a strengthened connection, cherishing the quirks that make your relationship special.

The morning continues, filled with laughter and camaraderie, as you and Tanjiro embark on another day together, ready to face any challenges that may come your way.

Zenitsu's eyes wander over Tanjiros and y/n's neck as he points out the love bites on both Tanjiro's and your neck

"Uhm...did you do something last night?~" Zenitsu tries to tease you and Tanjiro.

A sudden wave of embarrassment washes over both of you. The realization of the visible mark on your skin sends your faces turning crimson, matching the intensity of your blush.

Tanjiro stammers for a moment, searching for words to respond but only managing to utter a faint "Oh." He glances at you, his eyes wide with a mix of surprise and bashfulness.

Nezuko, who had been observing the situation with curiosity, suddenly covers her mouth, trying to stifle a giggle. She looks between the two of you with amusement, realizing the innocence of the situation. But she remains quiet, careful not to intrude further.

Tanjiro clears his throat, his voice coming out slightly shaky. "Uh, y/n, I... um, I didn't realize... But, well, it's okay, I suppose. These things happen, right?" He tries to play it cool despite the deep shade of red on his face.

You nod, feeling your heart race with a mix of embarrassment and excitement. "Yeah, you're right, Tanjiro. These things do happen. We can just... uh, explain it somehow." Your voice trails off, as you too find it challenging to regain composure.

Zenitsu, oblivious to the tension, continues to express his disbelief and admiration, unaware of the embarrassment he's causing. He swoons dramatically, celebrating the fact that love is in the air for the both of you.

As the initial shock wears off, you and Tanjiro exchange a glance, your eyes conveying a silent agreement. You both decide to embrace the love bite as a symbol of your affection, a secret between just the two of you.

Gathering your courage, you reach for Tanjiro's hand, intertwining your fingers with his, silently assuring each other that you will navigate through this embarrassment together.

With a newfound strength, you face Zenitsu, mustering a smile and offering him a grateful nod. While still blushing, you express your gratitude for his support, albeit veiled in embarrassment. Zenitsu, ever the dramatic one, seems satisfied with your response and leaves with a satisfied smile.

As the day continues, you and Tanjiro share stolen glances, the love bite serving as a reminder of the deep connection between you. Although embarrassment remains, a sense of appreciation and tenderness blossoms amidst the blushes and shy smiles.

Together, you navigate through the day, holding each other's hands and finding comfort in the strength of your bond. The love bite becomes a treasured secret, a mark of the love and affection that sets your relationship apart.

And so, with newfound courage and an unspoken promise, you face the world hand in hand, ready to embrace both the joys and challenges that lie ahead, secure in the knowledge that your love for each other will guide you through.

MASTERLIST

#tanjiro x reader #tanjiro x y/n #tanjiro kamado x reader #tanjirou #tanjiro x you #tanjiro angst #inosuke x reader #tanjiro fluff #zenitsu x reader #kny x y/n #demon slayer x you #demon slayer x y/n #kimetsu no yaiba x reader #x reader #kny fanfic

[certifiedsev]

•Tanjiro x reader one shot•

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fluff fic i wrote at 2 a.m

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Tanjiro stumbled into the nursing room, his breathing constricted and his clothes torn and ripped. He collapsed onto the bed, groaning in pain as he tightly clutched his side.

His girlfriend, y/n, rushed over to him, concern drawn on her face. She was a fellow demon slayer who also doubled as a nurse on her off days for the corp, and has been dating Tanjiro for several months. She knew way too well the dangers of their line of work.

“Tanjiro, what happened?" she asked, her voice gentle and soothing.

"I got injured while fighting some low rank demon in battle," Tanjiro said through gritted teeth. "But I'll be okay. It's not too bad."

You could see the pain illustrated on his face and the sweat seeping from his forehead. You quickly got to work, tending to his injuries while making him feel as comfortable as possible.

As y/n worked, she kept up a constant conversation with Tanjiro, trying to keep his mind off of his injuries. She talked about their past battles, their training, and even their plans for the future. Tanjiro listened, his eyes closed as he leaned into her warm touch.

You couldn't help but feel a slight feeling of sorrow for Tanjiro as you seen how distressed his injuries made him. You had always admired his strength and determination, but seeing him vulnerable like this made your heart ache.

Y/n found herself wanting to hold him close, hoping by some miracle, that she could instantly take away his pain.

As the night progressed, Tanjiro's pain began to subside, and he fell into a restless sleep. You stayed by his side, watching over him, with your hand resting on his chest feeling his steady heartbeat. You laid next to him, mimicking his breathing pattern with your own. Before you knew it, your eyes began to close and you drifted off into a light sleep next to him.

The following morning, you awake before Tanjiro and decided to sit up on the bed and read as you waited for him to wake up. Once he did, he instantly turned towards you, looking you directly in your eyes, as a small smile displayed from his lips.

"Thank you, for taking care of me and everything ," he said, his morning voice in a raspy whisper.

You leaned over and gave him a soft, gentle kiss, feeling his arms wrap around you in return.

"Of course, my love," You said, smiling. "You know i’ll always be here to help you”.

Tanjiro began to get up, his wounds only barley healed. You insist for him to lay down and get more rest but he assures you he’s fine (even though we all know he’s not, he literally just got patched up last night but anyways).

"I couldn't have made it through last night without you”. Tanjiro says turning towards you. “ And I just want you to know that I'm so grateful for you."

This made your heart surge with emotions. “I’m just doing my job”, you say in a soft joking tone.

“Y/n-“, Tanjiro starts but pauses for a moment.

He sighs and continues in a steady tone, “I love you”.

You look over at him with a gentle smile, your heart pounding and your face lightly blushing. “I love you too, Tanjiro”, You respond.

Tanjiro's face lit up with joy. He pulled you in close and kissed you passionately, feeling immediate satisfaction as his arms wrapped around you tightly.

#tanjiro kimetsu no yaiba #tanjiro angst #tanjiro x y/n #tanjiro fluff #demon slayer tanjiro #tanjiro smut #kimetsu tanjiro #tanjiro x reader #tanjiro x you #demon slayer #one shot #yandere tanjiro #tanjiro kamado

[loverofgenya]

３０ ｄａｙｓ ｏｆ Ｐｒｉｄｅ!

Day 6 ; Tanjiro Kamado x Fem!Reader (By Anon)

Hello I hope you're doing well<3......Can I please request a Tanjiro x Fem!reader where Tanjiro just has a huge crush on reader and he is so obvious about it (but doesn't know that he is) but since hes too shy confess, so reader confesses first and everything just gets super fluffy 💝

Tanjiro could only shuffle nervously, the blush on his face increasing with each passing second. The female before him stared in worry at his red face, his eyes darting everywhere.

"Tanjiro? Is eveyrhting ok?" [Name] questioned, eyebrows furrowing in confusion.

Not trusting his voice, Tanjiro nodded with a shaky smile. Puffing hier cheeks in annoyance, the female took a step forward and placed a kiss on the males cheek.

"Talk to meeeee! I like you and your voice and it makes me sad to se you all quiet" A frown filed her face as she talked.

Face flushing even more, Tanjiro opened his mouth and stuttered out. "You-You like me!? Like, Like-Like me?"

Giggling at his state, [Name] nodded. "Yes! I like like you! I wanna be your girlfriend!"

Wrapping his arms around the female, Tanjiro squeezed her tight. "I wanna be your boyfriend too!!"

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[mysicklove-main]

Pairings: Widowed! Fem! Reader x Lovesick! Tanjiro

Word Count: 5.3k

Warnings: Previous Rengoku x Reader, Angst (but also not?)with bitter sweet ending, but def some fluff moments, SEASON 2 SPOILERS, Character death, Pining, Depression, lack of eating, grief, crying, delusion, maybe mental illness?

Summary: Tanjiro has finally won you over. You are finally his, but how is he supposed to respond when you begin to call him by your ex-fiances name?

Tanjiro has so much love to give. He couldn't help it, after the passing of his whole family he needed to transfer it to someone. Nezuko holds a good portion of it, and so do Zenitsu, Inosuke, and his master, and of course the Hashiras, but it was nothing compared to what he felt for you.

You came into his life so suddenly, falling in love with you was so easy. The passion in your voice when you talked of demons, you hated them, but you weren't like all the other slayers. You felt compassion toward them, they suffer so much, and nobody deserves a cruel death. You were kind, even to creatures who didn't deserve it.

You never wanted to be a slayer. You were forced into it when the village of your family was slaughtered. It was your duty, whether you liked it or not. He vowed to extinguish Muzan so that you wouldn't have to fight anymore.

He fell for your personality. So, teasing, knowing just how to make blush and stumble over his words. The perfect mediator between the three of them, knowing what exactly to say to make each and everyone happy. You were so soft-hearted, but fierce, having some sort of sisterly protectiveness over Nezuko.

But you weren't his. Only a couple days of knowing the flame Hashira, you fell, all the while he was healing at the butterfly mansion. He wished he convinced you to train with him there instead of leaving you alone with a high-rank demon slayer. But he couldn't turn back time.

He could understand, Rengoku was stronger than he will ever be. He would be able to end the demon race if you asked him to. He was kind too, and loved by all. The two of you were a great couple.

Even so, envy tore at him. He hated himself for it. He couldn't even be mad at the two of you. He loved you both so much.

Selfishly as he felt, he was glad that the five of you remained on missions together. He didn't know what he would do if you told him that you would stick with Rengoku. He didn't know why you decided to stick with his group, but although he shouldn't, he felt his heart beat faster. He wanted to know if you wanted to stick with him rather than the group. He would never ask.

So here the five of you were, walking east to kill a demon that seemed to be targeting elderly people. You sit on top of Nezukos box, facing behind Tanjiro, kicking your legs out mindlessly. He doesn't mind the extra weight, he says that it helps him with training, but in reality, he likes the idea of supporting you, as silly as it sounds considering you can easily walk.

“It's not fair Tanjiro! Why do you get to carry all the pretty girls? Y/N-chan~do you want to get on my back?” Zenitsu complains pulling on Tanjiros feet. He is now holding three people's body weight, without a sign of distress.

He quickly argues, not wanting to give this up. “Sorry Zenitsu, but I think it's a good idea for Y/N to stick with me so that she can watch our backs.” It was a ridiculous response. No demons are coming to lurk in the day. But Zenitsu just whines and cries, still on the floor being dragged.

You glance down at the blonde. “Wow, Tanjiro, how impressive, being able to carry three people with no sweat.” He blushes and smiles. Another thing he fell for, is how often you complimented him, with no malice intent, simply because you truly believed it.

“It's no big deal, really! I guess the Butterfly Mansion trained me pretty well,” He says, tilting his head back to get a look at you, you grin at him and his eyes light up, before turning back ahead.

Suddenly, his back feels lighter so he turns around. You were gone. He blinks. “Hey! Give me the demon! And the both of you get on my back! I am stronger than the both of you combined!” Inosuke shouts before trying to pick him up. You were perched upon one shoulder, giving the boy a small, cute wave while Zenitsu was being held, much less gently, in his other arm.

“Hey! Inosuke, put them down! Look at Zenitsu, he is obviously uncomfortable,” He scolds all the while you laugh, and Zenitsu cries out, “Save me Tanjiro!”.

“And why should I? I have to prove that I am the strongest demon slayer out there!” The boar continues and you smile softly before jumping off of his shoulder and in front of him.

You tap the snout of his mask playfully. “Sorry Inosuke, but I think that title goes to Kyojuro. I watched him carry five Hashiras with no sweat.” You sigh and stare off whimsically. “I miss him.” Inosuke drops the blonde with a huff but doesn't say anything.

Tanjiro smiles softly, and hurtfully. You called him by his first name. Nobody, other than maybe the other Hashiras calls him that. He knew it was real, but he thought that maybe with this trip it would go back to what things were like before you met the flame wielder. Maybe he could pretend it never happened. He was wrong.

Zenitsu stands up and taps on his shoulder, with a knowing smile. He was always good at picking these things up. Tanjiro smiles back with a small nod, and stares back at you, who was teasing Inosuke and making him even more angry. You wore that smile that lit up the room. He couldn't help but stare.

If only things were different.

You arrive at the town in the late evening and immediately Tanjiro asked the group to split up to track the demon. Zenitsu and Inosuke went left, while you, him, and Nezuko, still in the box, went right.

You didn't have a strong nose like he did, but your eyesight was sharp. It was easy for you to spot demons in the distance, better than a normal person. It made the two of you a good team, while he closed his eyes to track the demon, you could spot any threats approaching. That's exactly what you guys were doing now.

He takes a deep breath, and suddenly he can sense the trail of where the demon was at. Above. They were hopping from rooftop to rooftop snatching up helpless people. “You got it?” You whisper, trying not to throw his focus off balance.

He nods with a small grunt and you nod in return. “They are up on top. I don't…They don't smell that strong, I can kill them, if you want to stay here.” He always asked you this. He knows how much you hate doing this. If he could make it a little easier on you, he would exert himself more.

You reach up to pat his head with a smile, while he refrains from blushing. “My Tanjiro, so kind. You trying to leave me?” You tease and he rapidly shakes his head. This was basically routine for the two of you, but every time it makes his heart pound. My Tanjiro. Even if you were teasing him, he loved when that word fell from your mouth. “Sorry, I can't let you do that. Besides, now that I am engaged to a Hashira, I have to get some training in!”

His world stops. Engaged. You never told him the two of you were engaged. To be wed. He gulps. Did he ever have a chance now? He was spiraling and he misses the way you are frantically yelling his name.

Suddenly, there is the smell of your blood and he is on the floor. He blinks back into reality, to you above him, eyes squinting in pain. His eyes travel to the gash in your shoulder and his eyes widen. “You with me? I was screaming your name! The demon is here!” You had pushed him down and taken the blow of the demon's claws when he went unresponsive.

He lets out a shaky huff, mouth slightly open as the regret seeps in. His eyes go wide as he stares at the large gash, without tended, you could bleed out.

He lets himself look away, and toward the demon who was now licking his blood-soaked claws with delight. He was tall, abnormally skinny, and what he could tell, weak. Like he had only consumed two or three humans. When he catches Tanjiro's stare he grins maliciously. “My my, your girlfriend, tastes fantastic. C'mon, can't I just have another bite?”

You are trembling above him. He feels nauseated at the smell and pissed at the sight ahead of him. He ignores the demon's words and instead takes to helping you. He quickly manages to turn you over and leans you against a wall. He grabs a bandage from his pocket and hands it to you. “Place it on the wound. I have to kill him first before I can apply medicine. You're going to be fine. Completely fine.” He reassures mostly himself because he couldn't bear to think of what would happen if you were not.

You smile at him and guilt continues to pull at his feet. If he wasn't so distracted this would never happen. He should have expected you to say something like that. I mean it wasn't uncommon for people to get married that quickly.

He stands to his feet and glares at the demon, before raising his sword. The creature can't even mumble another insult before his head is cut off.

It makes your eyes widen. You have never seen Tanjiro move so quickly.

He doesn't spare the demon another glance before he is turning back to you. He kneels in front of you, eyes wide and worried. “Are you alright? C'mon, let's get you to an inn.” You nod with a small groan before trying to pick yourself off the floor. “Hey, don't move. I got you, keep the bandage on the wound. It's going to be alright.” He picks you up effortlessly, and sprints toward the closest inn, as you groan into his chest. “I'm sorry. It's all my fault. Can you use total concentration breathing to help with the pain?” You nod and focus on your breathing. Adrenaline was pulsing through his veins as he nearly screamed at the poor old lady that own the place for overnight stays.

He quickly pays for the room, before slamming the door shut and setting you on the floor. He quickly sets Nezuko down across the room, trying to leave some breathing room away from the blood. Then he grabs all the medicine he has in his kimono from Ms. Tamayo.

He gently pulls off your kimono, unphased for the first time at the thought of undressing you due to the circumstances. He daps the medicine on and you hiss. His hand flinches at the noise and the guilt comes flooding back gain. “I'm so sorry, Y/N. I don't know what has gotten into me.”

“It's alright. I'm okay. I just really hope this isn't too bad of a wound.” You pause with a wince when he begins to wrap your shoulder. “My crow told me we have a mission with Kyojuro.” He pauses his movements.

“All of us?”

“Yeah. So that you can figure out more about your fire, or whatever breathing you have.” Your response comes out shaky and he tries to stay completely focused. But even so, his mind drifted. He wondered what that was going to be like, watching the two of you actually interact for the first time. He was gone when he found out about your relationship status. In a couple of days, he was going watch someone he is in love with act like an engaged couple to someone else.

He had to take a deep shaky breath as he finished wrapping the wound. “Alright. I finished, does it feel alright?”

Your head falls forward onto his shoulder and he blushes slightly. “Yeah. Feels fine. Thank you.”

His eyes soften and he feels tears begin to form. “Don't cry. I am fine. Just tired,” You mumble into his neck and he wraps his arms around you and does cry softly. His body softly trembles and he feels you use your good arm to wrap his back, trying to soothe him.

The two of you are asleep in one another's arms by the time Inosuke and Zenitsu found you.

Tanjiro hates that he likes Rengoku. He hates that he idolizes him, and looks up to him. He hates that he wants to be like him.

It would be so much easier to hate him. It wouldn't hurt as much.

He watches every interaction between the two of you. Watches the way you giggle as you feed him bento boxes, the way you stick so closely to him, the way you look at him like he is the only person in the room. The way Tanjiro looks at you.

The worst of it though had to be when you needed help. You always used to turn to him, trusting him completely to stop the demon. He didn't need you to be strong, he knew you didn't want to be, he just needed you there. But now, he watches you grip the flame Hashira kimono with wide, fearful, eyes. He could barely stand it, so Zenitsu pulls him away.

He listened to you when you babbled on in his lap about wedding plans. Cringing and having to excuse himself when he saw the way the two of you looked so fondly of one another, the way he kissed you so gently. What Tanjiro has been thinking about since the first day he met you.

You teased Rengoku, the way you used to tease him, but unlike himself, Rengoku knew what to say to make you blush in return.

Envy. He has never felt this until he met the flame Hashira.

Everything that Tanjiro wanted, Rengoku had. The strength, the charisma, the kindness, the technique, and now you. He had wanted to be Rengoku.

The thoughts clouded his mind until the Harishira took his last breath.

You screamed, you sobbed into the bloody body that was never coming back and Tanjiro watched feeling his own tears drip down his face. Heard his own yelling fall from his mouth.

When he heard the soft final speech come out of his mouth, guilt once again pulled at him. This entire time Tanjiro has been lusting after his lover, and still until the end he was kind. He must have known, because when Rengoku whispered, “Take care of her for me. She loves you, you know.” in his ear, the flame Hashira still smiled.

He watches him lean closer and whisper something into your ear. Tears fell and you gripped onto him, how desperately he wants to know what he said to you. But how could he ever ask?

He watches you kiss one last time, and he didn't feel angry, jealous, or hurt, he felt dread. He realized at this point that he would rather watch you get married thousands of times to different men if you didn't have to experience this pain.

But what could he do to stop it? He can't save someone who is already dead.

You became a shell of a person. He understood, he had gone through it. He was patient. They all were.

You didn't speak for the first month. He began to get worried. You would stare far off into the distance, for long periods of time. You didn't eat. He basically had to beg you every meal.

The only time you spoke was when you visited Rengoku's brother and father. You were kind and gentle to the boy and he adored you, even in your broken state. You had that effect on people.

He watched you carefully. He made sure you didn't leave his sight for too long, your scent was so distressed, he didn't know what you would do. Nezuko could sense it too, tears would fall from her eyes when she buried her face into your stomach and chest.

Inosuke was quieter, also grieving, and Zenitsu would refrain from making lustful jokes about you. It was strange, all of it.

The five of you are staying at the butterfly mansion to heal. You lay in bed, way too early to be asleep and Tanjiro comes in bringing a plate full of food. “Afternoon, Y/N. How are you feeling?” He asks softly and you turn toward him with a small, hurt smile.

“I'm okay,” The same answer as usual. He was fine with this answer, some days you would say, “I don't know”. Those were the roughest, the days you wouldn't eat for hours, where you didn't leave the bed. So, he was grateful for “okay”.

“I brought you food. Udon. Zenitsu bought it from the store nearby. It's really good. I think you'll like it.” You stare at the food for a long period of time in silence. “Please eat. For me?”

“Okay.”

He sighs and sits down in front of your body. “Thank you. I'll leave it here, alright?” He pauses to wait for a response. A slight nod. “Okay, great. I'll see you tomorrow, Y/N. Sleep well.”

He stands up, but your soft voice makes him turn around. “Tanjiro, do you want to hear what Kyojuro's last words were to me?” He did, desperately.

“If you are comfortable sharing with me.”

You go quiet for a long time, and Tanjiro thinks that you changed your mind. “You don't have to share, Y/N.”

You shake your head. “He told me that you were in love with me.” It's so quiet that he can barely hear it. His shoulders drop and his eyes widen. He stares unable to move, your glazed eyes keep him pinned. “He told me that I should marry you instead.”

He gulps. Thoughts flood his brain and he opens his mouth to speak, but he can't. He doesn't know what to do. The only thing he could manage to get out was, “W-Why?”

You turn around, staring at the ceiling instead. “You are kind. You can protect me. You are strong. I know why he said it Tanjiro, you are the best option for me.”

His world seems to flip. For months he internally begged for those words to come out, but now he doesn't know what to do. “Is this what you want?” If you are only going to try because Rengoku said so, he would still be happy honestly, but he doesn't want you to suffer.

Silence again. “I don't know. I love him Tanjiro, you know I do.” He ignores the pain in his heart. You turn toward him. “I want to try. I think he is right. I'll be yours. If you'll have me, of course.”

He stumbles forward, and kneels down next to your cot, before grabbing one of your hands. He leans forward in a bow, forehead touching the back of your hand. “I’ll have you. I promise to protect you with my life, Y/N. I won't make that mistake again. I won’t let you get hurt.”

You smile at him and use your other hand to pat his head. You let out a small laugh, and Tanjiro looks up hopeful. This was your first laugh since his passing. “I'm not completely useless Tanjiro, y'know I am a demon slayer.” And you were teasing him. This had to be a good sign.

He nods his head. “Yeah of course! I was just saying, just in case.”

“I know. But Tanjiro…” You drop your hand and he hums, waiting patiently on the floor next to you. “I want to go slow. I just don't think I am going to be in the right headspace for a while. I'm sorry.”

“Of course! I understand completely! Don't feel sorry Y/N, I am willing to wait years if I have to.” You smile softly at him and he presses a soft kiss to your hand before standing up. “Okay, enjoy your meal Y/N! I will be in my room, call me if you need anything.”

When he walks out of the room, he is blushing like a maniac. He walks to his room with wobbly legs, not believing this is real. He knows he shouldn't be thinking like this, especially because you are still so hurt over Rengoku, but he can't help it. He has been waiting for this.

He vows to treat you as well, or maybe even better than the flame Hashira, for Rengoku's last request. And maybe for his own personal needs as well.

You were right, it was a slow process. You guys have been “dating” for a month and there has not been much progress. The two of you haven't even kissed yet.

He wasn't upset about it. If Tanjiro was anything, he was a patient man.

What was more important was your mourning process. He has been with you every single day, on the days that are easier he talks to you about it, and on the days that are harder, he holds you. He tells you how he misses the man too, and he hopes it makes you feel less alone.

He doesn't stop his missions, making one or two-day trips with Zenitsu and Inosuke, leaving Nezuko with you just in case. She provides you with comfort, whenever he comes home late he always finds the two of you curling up next to you.

After a month, you have been leaving the house to go outside. The first time he sees you in broad daylight, he smiles so wide, that you were forced to smile back. “How are you? Are you feeling alright?” He presses and you hold onto his hand. Another thing that the two of you were allowed to do. He loves it.

“I'm doing good.” Not just okay. Good. After two months of grieving, you are beginning to recover. He was unbelievably grateful.

You began to get back into training, with Tanjiro guiding you. You began to eat more and sleep less. You began to laugh and smile again.

And the two of you were doing perfect. He almost passes out the first time you sit on his lap mid-conversation with Inosuke. The boar left the room immediately and you lean your head on Tanjiro's chest and gaze up at him. “Can you sleep next to me tonight? I feel so alone.”

He blushes. “Yeah, of course! Do you want to ask anyone else too?”

“Just you.” He goes silent, wrapping his arms around your frame, and nods. His face is burning up, but by god, he is so unbelievably happy.

That night was the first night you kissed him. It was soft, just a small goodnight peck, but even so, Tanjiro brought his fingers to his lips in pure awe.

He lays in a cot next to yours and stares. He can't help it. He is in awe of the whole situation. He never thought that this would truly happen. He thought this fantasy would remain in his dreams.

But of course, not everything is sunshine and rainbows.

He wakes up in the middle of the night to hear your sobs. Your eyes were closed. You were having a nightmare. “Don't go. Please don't go.” He hears you mumble. He quickly shakes you awake, and your eyes fly open in fear.

This was when everything all began. Maybe if he stopped it earlier it wouldn't have progressed. But how could he if this is what you needed?

You cling onto him, sobbing into his neck. “Kyojuro. Oh, Kyojuro, you're here, you're here. Kyojuro!”

He freezes in place. Were you still dreaming? “No, Y/N, it's Tanjiro,” He says softly near your ear.

The sobs don't stop. You shake your head. “I missed you! How could you leave me all alone!”

He gulps, closing his eyes, as you tremble on him. He hates seeing you like this. You must be dreaming, so he should do what he promised to do. Protect you. “I'm here. I know, I know. I'm sorry Y/N, I didn't mean to leave you. Shhh. You're safe, I'm not going anywhere.”

“Oh, Kyojuro. Kyojuro.” As each name falls from your lips he feels his heart getting stabbed. He holds you tightly, rocking your body back and forth hopefully lulling you to sleep. He can't take much more of it, especially since he thought things were going so well.

You do fall asleep, still clinging on to him and the second he senses your rhythmic breathing he lets the tears fall into the night.

He expected you to have another one of those days when you woke up. The days when you don't leave the bed. But it was quite the opposite, you seemed to be more ecstatic than you were in days. Training with Inosuke, teasing Zenitsu, and hanging off of himself.

Maybe what he did was right. It helped put you to sleep, now you are well rested. It helps with recovery.

“Kyojuro!” Everyone freezes when they hear your calling. You are running toward him back from training, as he sits on the steps of your porch. He stares at you with a blank face when you approach him, slightly panting from the run. You quickly kiss his cheek, and grin at him. He touches the spot with his hand, completely shocked. You have never done that to him. “Tanjiro, why didn't you respond to my call? I know you could hear me!”

He must have heard you wrong. He was thinking about last night too much and it got his mind all strange. “Oh! Sorry, I was a little distracted. What's up, Y/N.”

“Just wanted to say hi to my fiance.” His eyes go wide and he blushes. He grabs the back of his neck nervously.

“O-Oh. Fiance? I assumed we were just….dating.” Of course, he has daydreamed about being your fiance the second you asked to try being in a relationship with him, but he assumed not due to you wanting to take it slow.

You cock your head to the side. “Of course, we are not dating. Do you…not want to be engaged to me anymore?” Your tone drops and he quickly stands up.

He shakes his hands in front of his face. “No! I love being engaged to you!” And just like that, your smile is back. He heaves a sigh of relief and smiles in return.

You pull him down to sit next to you on the steps and cling to his arm. He blushes profusely, due to your proximity, but tries not to squirm. “So, tell me about your flame breathing.”

He furrows his eyebrows and looks down at you. “You mean the discovery of my sun breathing?”

You blink at him and then laugh. “Oh yeah! Silly me, tell me about it.”

He blacks out talking to you about it, the whole time thinking about last night, what he had heard today, and now this. Was he going insane? Was his own jealousy of Rengoku causing this? He doesn't know and doesn't understand it.

But, honestly, he doesn't mind it. Even if he may be going a little crazy, he now has you, and that's all that matters.

Every night you seem to have that dream. You always wake up, cling onto him, and call him “Kyojuro”. He learns quickly that if he plays into the role it makes it end quicker. Besides, he enjoys having your warmth around, and in these moments you finally kiss him. For real, not a peck on the mouth or cheek.

Of course, he has kissed you for real, with you calling him by his real name, but in these moments he swears it's more passionate. Desperate even. He knows what he is doing is wrong and every morning he feels guilty for it, but he can't seem to stop. He loves the fact that he is not the only desperate one in the relationship.

He had tried once, truly. But when he kept denying his identity you would get angry. You would throw anything near you in your half-sleep state and threaten him. The only way to calm you down was to reassure you that he was Kyojuro, and he will always be with you. He never tried to deny you again.

But he was fine with it, in the morning you had no memory of it. Plus, you only accidentally call him that a couple of times. And you always end up calling him “Tanjiro” the next time. So really, it's fine.

You are currently in between one of your missions, and you guys were resting for the night. The last mission had gone well, in fact, you did what he missed so much. You clung to his kimono when a particular demon scared you. It was adorable, and just what he needed to end the creature in a heartbeat.

Now, Tanjiro lays his head in your lap, with his eyes closed and a small smile on his face. You are playing with his hair gently. “I think you should grow your hair out, Tanjiro.”

He opens his eyes and smiles. He pretends it's simply because you like long hair on men, not because of Rengokus' hair. “Hmm? You think so?”

“Yeah. You have such nice hair, Kyo”

He doesn't even flinch now. “It's Tanjiro, Y/N.”

“Hm? Yeah, I know, that's what I said,” You respond with a furrowed brow. He sighs, and nods, knowing best not to argue.

But he doesn't mind it that much. You know who he is really, and that's all that matters.

A couple of weeks go by and it's gotten worse. You call him by Rengoku's first name more than his real name. Now, everyone seems to notice. You guys can't go anywhere without causing some confusion with someone. He tells them his name is Tanjiro and you call him Kyojuro. It's bound to cause confusion.

He brushes it off. Besides being called by Rengoku's first name is a compliment.

Zenitsu and Inosuke have been getting upset at you. You don't understand why. He always saves you from the interrogation from his friends. He is protecting you like he promised both you and Rengoku.

After all of this, the only thing that actually upsets him now is when you call Nezuko, Senjuro. Rengoku's younger brother's name. That was the first fight the two of you had. You denied and denied that you called her that, but he knows you did. He heard the sad growl that slipped from her muzzle.

The two of you ignored one another until you had that dream. Like usual he lets you latch onto him and call him Kyojuro all you want. He kisses you deeply in the night.

You don't call her that as much.

But Tanjiro was fine. He didn't mind it. He had you, and that's all that matters.

“Kyojuro!” You call from across the meadow. A pit stop from your next mission.

He puts on his role in less than a heartbeat. He was so accustomed to it, it was like second nature to respond to Kyojuro, almost as if it was a nickname.

“I'm right here, Y/N!” He yells in response, a grin on his face. You come sprinting over and you jump on him. He twirls you around in a hug and the two of you laugh, foreheads pressed together.

“I love you, Tanjiro,” You murmur. The first time you have called him by his real name in days.

His cheeks flush and he smiles. “I love you too, Y/N. My beautiful wife,” He responds, before pressing his lips onto yours.

You called him his real name in the moments that matter. That's all he needed.

Besides, he was happy. He has what he wanted for so long, you. He would be your ex-fiance for you, the stars or the sun if you wished him to be. He would be whoever you want him to be, as long as you're here with him.

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[inoshibi1]

-Tanjiro Kamado X Reader-

⚠️Warning⚠️ nothing but angst tbh

Fandom: Demon Slayer Character: Tanjiro Kamado

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"I've never seen wisteria flowers up close before, Tanjiro. They're so pretty; calm, protective. I feel like I'm laying on a pile of feathers. Look Tanjiro, they're glowing!" Your shaky breath kept getting weaker, the blood seeping through your clothes. Tanjiro's tears kept streaming down his cheeks, his sobs growing more faint with each breath you take.

You remember fighting alongside Tanjiro- a long and brutal fight, but something pierced through your stomach. There was screaming and metal clanging, but you could only listen to the sounds as your partner fought your battle.

Everything hurt, and it hurt even worse when Tanjiro picked you up to carry you back to the twins at the entry gate. Your vision was blurry, and everything became too much to bear until you felt the warmth of an embrace. You look to the wisteria, hearing Tanjiro's cries. Warm drops fell onto your face, and you smile.

Through your own tears you can see Tanjiro, holding your body close beneath the purple plants. You felt safe for once in your life.

"Don't cry Tanjiro. I'm okay. Everything is okay. You passed the exam." His cries grew more faint, and you can manage to hear a few words Taniro screamed out.

"Don't leave me! We don’t have long left! Hang in there Y/N!!" Tanjiro cried, laying his sword by his side. You look up at him, slowly maling your hand to his cheek.

"I'm always by your side. Go on down and leave me here. You've got a big life ahead of you. I'll always be with you. I love you." Your eyes close as he holds your hand to his cheek. With one last breath, you still.

Tanjiro's cries became louder, and you open your eyes. You're above your former body that Tanjiro is holding close. You float down to his side and place your hand on his shoulder. He looks up, briefly meeting your eyes. You sweep the hair out of his eyes, smiling. His eyes widen and he cries harder. You manage to move his sword an inch towards him; he needs to go back to the entrance of the mountain.

Eventually he stands, taking your body with him. You guide him to the entrance and help him out the best way you can during battles. As you said, you'll always be by his side, even through the fine lines. Just as long as he lives happily.

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[shiningcorazon]

painful.

tags: tanjiro x reader, aged-up, smut, angst (you guys are just exes nothing crazy), makeup sex? hmm

a/n: finally...lmfao. College has been kicking my ass I'm so sorry! But it's done. So sorry if it's so vanilla, I am very much a vanilla girl sorry not sorry. This situation really does hurt when it happens irl...so enjoy my pain! <3

songs: shades of cool; lana del rey, i will always; the cranberries

It was almost painful.

Stepping slowly into his apartment, cautious, as if to not let yourself fall in.

You hear him lock the door behind you with a quiet thunk. You close your eyes momentarily and inhale. The air seemed so…different. You stood in an apartment you used to practically live in, and now it feels foreign.

It was painful.

He quietly made his way around you, and you were met with those big crimson eyes of his. He looked sad, but he still had a warmness to him. A warmth that was so…Tanjiro.

He studies your face, and Tanjiro can’t believe you’re here. He hasn’t seen you since the day you left him; the day he let you go.

Now standing before him, you both wonder if this was a huge mistake.

“I missed you.” The words escaped you. Tanjiro was surprised; you were never one to initiate conversation, let alone speak in such difficult situations. You even surprised yourself. Why did you say that? It was over, there was nothing to necessarily miss. It’s over. It’s over, so why are you here?

His eyebrows curled into a worried expression, but still, he smiled.

“I missed you too.”

beat.

beat.

beat.

The silence was deafening, but it was welcomed. What else is there to say?

Meeting his gaze, your mind wandered.

You remembered how you two first met. You were at the library and he offered you coffee. How he kissed you for the first time under the night sky, how his soft lifts met yours and his warmth enveloped you. How he would call you baby, sweetheart, my love. How at nights he would reach out to you, even while he slept. How he—

Heavy tears were suddenly falling down your cheek. You quickly turned around, you couldn’t bear the feeling of him watching you cry. How pathetic! How embarrassing!

“! Are you okay?” he reached out to grab your shoulder, but decided not to. Perhaps it was his presence that upset you.

“Yes, I, I’m sorry I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”

You sniffled and wiped the tears away, for some reason the tears wouldn’t stop. He waited for you to turn around, let you have as much time to compose yourself.

“Tanjiro, maybe I should leave,” you said after some time. Still not facing him; it was still too much.

“What? No—I mean, if you want to go that’s okay but don’t feel like you need to, I-”

“Tanjiro, why am I here?” You faced him, and he looked so sad.

“…I don’t really understand wha-”

You’ve got to get out of here. “I mean, why did you call me.”

“…”

No words left him for a while. All he could do was stare back at your sad eyes. Why did he call you? He just missed you. He hasn’t told anyone, but he hasn’t stopped thinking of you since you left. Everything reminds him of you; he dreams of you. Living without your presence was driving him insane, he just needed to see you again. Was it selfish of him to call you?

“I just, needed to see you again. I missed you tremendously. I just needed to see you once more. We don’t have to keep talking after this, I’m sorry if I hurt you I-”

Your sudden embrace cut him off. You had quickly closed the distance between you two, and you pulled him into a hug. Tanjiro’s mouth opened, but nothing came out. He was frozen in shock; he didn’t know what to do.

It was nice to know he missed you as much as you missed him.

Your arms squeezed tighter as you felt the tears pour out once more, and you laid your head on his chest. You squeezed your eyes shut once you realized Tanjiro hadn’t moved, did you cross a line?

It was when you felt his heavy arms reach around you that you finally relaxed. He sighed softly, and let his head lay atop yours. How could Tanjiro ever deny a hug from you?

You missed this. So much.

…

You don’t really know how much you two spent just holding each other. It was so quiet; all you could hear was the rise and fall of his breath and his heartbeat. His hands would occasionally rub your back in a loving manner, and you would melt deeper into his embrace.

“hmm,” he hummed softly and you felt his head lift up. You finally opened your eyes and met his gaze, your hands finding their own place on his chest. You don’t know what it is, but he always manages to make you feel so comfortable, even in tough situations just as this one.

“Are you okay?” he asked quietly, his voice slightly raspy.

You nodded. Neither of you pulled away.

“Hm…well now we could order some Chinese—or pizza! up to you, and watch a movie or something. How does that sound?” You smiled as he spoke, he knew you so well.

“That sounds nice, Tanji.” He didn’t smile back, but he didn’t seem upset.

Tanji.

It’s been so long since you called him that. It’s embarrassing, really, how a single word had him dazed. His heartbeat began racing and you could feel it under the palm of your right hand; you didn’t mention it. He opened his mouth as to say something, but then closed it again. He did not have the words to explain what he was feeling.

His eyes flickered down to your lips, and back to you.

He leaned forwards.

Tanjiro’s lips met yours with a soft intensity. You opened your mouth beneath his, swallowing his sweetness. He smelled of earth and sundried linen; it was bliss.

He retracted from you, leaving you slightly disappointed. You felt his gaze trace every one of your features. He used to constantly remind you how much he loved all of you; every inch, every centimeter. Placing his calloused hand on your cheek, he began stroking it tenderly.

“My love,” he whispered; these words he only reserved for you.

Your face leaned into his palm as your hands reached above his shoulders. They met the back of his head and pulled him to meet you once again. The kisses were rougher, more passionate. You could feel the air leaving your lungs, yet you have never felt so alive. Your hands pulled at his hair, quietly begging for more. Quiet moans left him and you swallowed each one. His rough hands traced down your figure until they landed on your hips. Slowly pushing you towards the nearest wall, eliciting a sound of surprise from you when your back makes contact.

His lips left yours, leaving you to gasp the cool air that now separated you both. His head lowered and a whimper left you when you felt his hot breath caress your neck.

“I missed you so much,” he spoke before he began leaving a trail of open-mouthed kisses down your neck. His left hand landed on the lush skin of your thigh, while his right hand grabbed your hip vigorously, pulling you in closer, closer. The sounds of pleasure that left you only made Tanjiro lust for you grow, it was almost unbearable.

Whispered praises left him between each kiss. Making his way to your collarbone, marking your lush skin. He whimpered at the taste of you. His left hand traveled upwards, lifting your summer dress. Your eyes fluttered shut as you focused on the line his fingers traced towards your core. His finger curled under the band of your panties and—

What are you doing?

You two were not together anymore. It’s over, remember? This…won’t mend the past.

To be with him now, it hurt. But you loved the pain. You missed being pitied by him, being held by him. You missed being vulnerable, being weak. Right now he is basically on his knees praising you, begging for you.

“if you want me to stop, just tell me,” he murmured into your skin.

Did he truly miss you?

Does it matter?

Either way, you’d let him use you just to feel loved by him again, wouldn’t you?

“Tanjiro, please…don't stop.” How pathetic.

A sigh of relief left him as his movements continued. Fervently, he tugged at your panties, pulling them languidly down your leg. You were at his disposal. Fully exposed, body and soul.

He had stopped kissing your skin by now, but he remained within the crevice of your neck. Breathing you in, savoring the noises of pleasure that left you. You gasped when you felt two thick fingers slide against your entrance. You were so wet. Tanjiro held in a moan when he left your slick quickly cover his fingers; you were intoxicating.

He lifted his head to meet your eyes once more.

You averted your gaze away from his. But his free hand roughly grabbed at your jaw, pulling you and forcing you to look into his eyes as he slowly dips into you. Grabbing at his shoulders to find some leverage, you moan into the space between you two. He almost groans when you take him so easily.

“you’re—you’re being so good,” he panted.

Tanjiro could only stare at your face painted with ecstasy as his fingers continued to drill into you. Deciding to make add to your pleasure, or perhaps to torture you further, his thumb begins drawing lazy circles on your clit, eliciting a cry from you.

“Oh-”

The pressure wasn’t enough to make you cum, all it did was make you much more desperate for his touch. His face hovered above yours, dark crimson eyes staring into yours. You leaned in, trying to kiss him, but he would only tilt backwards in response. He was teasing you.

“Tanji, please-”

Your pleading had Tanjiro’s self control hanging by a thread. Weird, how yesterday he was dreaming of you, and now you’re here, being so compliant. So good, just for him.

“What’s wrong sweetheart?”

“More, please—I need more,”

He shivered. “Is that so?”

“Please.”

“Anything for you.”

His fingers left you, but before you could even think about complaining his lips crashed against yours, and you melt into him once more. Tongue sliding against yours, craving your taste. You pull at his hair, both of you so desperately hungry for each other.

Perhaps it was that you were too captivated in his embrace, but you did not heart him remove his belt. You only felt two strong arms grab the back of your thighs, and then those same arms easily lift you up so that your legs wrapped around his waist. A gasp left you both as you felt him rub against your folds.

He separated from you.

“Is this okay?” his voice cracked.

This was too much, too fast, you thought.

But as you look into his eyes again, who cares?

“…yes,”

Tanjiro’s eyebrows furrowed and slowly, he slid into you. You gasped while he hissed. He stayed still for a moment, selfishly savoring the feeling. After a while, he began moving once more and all the pain was replaced by pleasure.

His thrusts were ceaseless. Constantly hitting that sweet spot, leaving you teary eyed as you whined and moaned for him. All Tanjiro could do (besides fuck you mindless) was to stare at you, oh sweet and beautiful you.

You feel your release coming sooner than excepted, and you grabbed his face. You wanted to look into his eyes as you came, something you two would always do.

And you don’t know what it is, maybe the soft smile he gives you, the soft whispered praises that leave him, or the whole nostalgic feeling of this situation, but the words just leave you:

“I love you.”

His smile drops, and his movements seem to hesitate.

“Don’t just tell me you love me, tell me you need me.” He whined.

The desperation in his voice broke you, both physically and emotionally. You were at the brink of your orgasm as you managed to stutter out what he asked of you.

“I—I need you Tanjiro, oh—”

Quickly and all at once, pleasure shot through you like a wave. You squeezed your eyes closed and moaned loudly, pulling at Tanjiro’s hair almost as a thank you.

You could tell he was near his limit as well, feeling his movements hitch.

“Where—do you,” he could barely let out a full sentence.

“Inside.”

“Wha-inside? Are you sure?”

“Please Tanjiro, please,” you panted.

He buried his head into the crook of your neck as he sped up. You then felt his warmth fill you up, as his breath caress your neck as he moans your name.

Your eyes are still closed. A room once filled with cries of pleasure was now occupied by silence and soft panting. Remaining where you were, both of you too afraid to speak, let alone look at each other.

…

You don’t know exactly what happened next, it was all a haze really.

But here you lay, on his bed. Wearing one of his shirts; it smells like him, overwhelmingly so. With the lights out, you can’t even tell if the walls are still white. The bed shifts slightly as he lays besides you, and you jolt as you feel his arm snake around you.

He murmurs into your hair, “I love you too.”

But he didn’t say it to your face, did he?

You close your eyes and try to sleep, but you can’t. The pit in your stomach won’t go away.

You stare out the window and look at the full moon, quietly wondering if love is worth all this pain.

#WHORE! #kny smut #kny x reader #tanjiro x reader #tanjiro angst #tanjiro smut #girl i'd let him use me again and again #yesss ruin me #my work

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Tanjiro Kamado x Male Reader Oneshot (Wattpad)

Requested: Yes/No

Title: "Promise."

Genre—Angst

A/N:Some of these oneshots are old so they are cringe

During the Final sections, Tanjiro met a (H/C) male, Y/N L/N. Tanjiro and Y/N became really close. Throughout final sections and the missions together.

Tanjiro came clean to Y/N about Nezuko and Y/N didn't mind Nezuko because she doesn't eat humans but actually quite fascinated by her.

Them three immediately became friends. During the time, they met Inosuke and Zenitsu. Of course, they became close friends. Inosuke everytime wanting to fighting Y/N and or Tanjiro.

Y/N being overprotective over Nezuko because of Zenitsu. As more time they spend together, Y/N then realizes his feeling towards Tanjiro. But he didn't want to ruin his friendship with Tanjiro.

After the spider family mission, they were at the butterfly mansion to heal up. Tanjiro was outside, practicing his breathing technique. He was in silence then he heard a long sad sigh, along with a sad scent.

Tanjiro opened his eyes and followed the scent. He stopped and saw Y/N sitting outside with the butterflies. Though he was sad, he was enjoying the comfortable silence.

"Y/N-san?" Tanjiro quietly said to the male who looked at Tanjiro. Y/N softly smiled at Tanjiro. Tanjiro walked towards the taller male, looking at the butterflies.

"Are you sad, Y/N-san?" Tanjiro asked as he turned his attention to Y/N who sighed softly. "I forgot you can smell emotions too.." Y/N says quietly. Tanjiro looks at Y/N, worryingly.

"Why are you sad?" Tanjiro asked Y/N. Y/N looks away at the butterflies and at Tanjiro. "I like someone like a crush but they probably don't like me back." Y/N confessed.

Tanjiro looks away from Y/N. "You should tell them, Y/N-san. It can help get it off your chest." Tanjiro softly says.

Y/N quietly chuckles. "Alright.." He says. "Tanjiro." Y/N called his name, making Tanjiro look at him. Y/N looks at Tanjiro. "I like you." Y/N confessed to Tanjiro. Tanjiro turned pink and looked at Y/N in shock.

"Y-Y/N-san." Tanjiro says quietly, feeling his heart going fast. Y/N gluped quietly and was about to take his leave. But then was grabbed by Tanjiro who was showing his famous smile.

"I like you too." Tanjiro says as his face was pink. Y/N smiled back at him. "That's nice.." Y/N says as he pulled Tanjiro in a hug.

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After the mission with Rengoku, Tanjiro felt so guilty. Filled with so much survivor's guilt. He started to have nightmares about his family and Nezuko to the point he slept with Y/N who was now his boyfriend.

One night, Tanjiro sat up fast. He was shaking and tears fell down his face. His breathing was fast, trying to calm himself down but couldn't. Tanjiro quickly wiped his tears but they kept falling down his face.

Y/N who was next to him, was woken up by silent crying. He turned and saw Tanjiro who was crying softly. Y/N sat up and wrapped his arms around Tanjiro. "Y-Y/N.." Tanjiro said, sobbing.

"Shh.. Let it out." Y/N whispered to Tanjiro who hugged Y/N, digging his face into Y/N's neck. Y/N rubbed Tanjiro's back as he was crying and gripping M/N's clothing.

They stay like that for a bit till there was sounds of small hiccups and sniffling. "Y/N.." Tanjiro manages to say. Y/N hummed as he still rubbed Tanjiro's back.

"Promise to stay by my side.." Tanjiro says as he backs away from M/N's neck. Looking at him with red puffy eyes and a red nose with cheeks that was stained with dried tears and with fresh ones.

Y/N cupped Tanjiro's cheeks and kissed his nose. "Promise." Y/N says, making Tanjiro smile along with Y/N. Y/N rubbed Tanjiro's slightly wet, stained cheeks. "I love you." Y/N says quietly as he connected their foreheads together. Tanjiro smiled more and closed his eyes. "I love you too." Tanjiro says back.

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Tanjiro covered in blood. Tears slowly fills his eyes as his lips trembled. "Y-Y/N..?" Tanjiro covered his mouth as more tears fell down his face.

Y/N was defeated by the same demon that killed Rengoku, Akaza. Tanjiro laid his head down on Y/N non-moving chest and sobs. Not hearing any heartbeats.

Gripping on Y/N's bloody haori. "Y/N.. Y/N..!" Tanjiro mumbled as he sobbed. Y/N body was cold and no emotions was shown in his once full of life eyes.

His smile now gone. His scent gone but the scent of blood. His voice, never heard again. Tanjiro wished and prayed that this was just other one of his dreams. Tanjiro knew deep down that it wasn't. He wished it was wrong.

"You.. promised... Y/N, you promised!" Tanjiro yelled. Yelled mostly to himself that he couldn't protect Y/N at the time. He wish that he was on time, not trying to stop Inosuke's and Zenitsu's fighting.

Tanjiro moved his head up and held Y/N's cold hands that once held him. Tanjiro sniffed as tears came non-stop.

"I'll defeat him for you, Y/N.." Tanjiro says. "I promise." Tanjiro says as he heard running footsteps of the medical team.

.

.

.

Tanjiro and Nezuko quickly ran to school, seeing that they were last for the first time. Tanjiro sweat-dropped know he would get lectured by Giyuu.

They made it to the class door that was slammed opened that revealed a orange/blonde male. "Your late- NEZUKO-CHAN~" Zenitsu saw Nezuko who walked passed him.

Zenitsu followed Nezuko and Tanjiro sighed. "Ah, Excuse me.." A voice was heard behind Tanjiro. Tanjiro looked behind him and saw a tall (H/C) male with (E/C) eyes.

Tanjiro felt a familiar feeling a warmth as he looks into his (E/C) eyes. 'He... looks so familiar. He also..smells familiar.' Tanjiro thought.

"I'm sorry." Tanjiro moved to the side a bit. The male smiled. "Thank you. The name's Y/N." The male introduced himself. Tanjiro smiled back. "I'm Tanjiro Kamado!" He said. Y/N smiled. "Wanna grab lunch sometime?" He offered. Tanjiro nodded.

"Of course! Just promise to not bail on me." He chuckled a bit. Making Y/N chuckled too.

"Promise."

#dom male reader #male reader #mature #seme male reader #top male reader #x male reader #demon slayer #demon slayer x male reader #kny x male reader #tanjiro angst #tanjiro kamado #tanjiro x reader #tanjiro kimetsu no yaiba

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Scars or No Scars ~ Tanjiro x M!reader

Kamado Tanjiro x M!reader angst

Summary: You and Tanjiro are best friends, but when he walks in on you changing by accident and sees all your childhood scars, you're afraid he won't see you the same way ever again.

Tags: Tanjiro x M!reader, scars, mentions of traumatic past, past abuse, physical abuse, angst to fluff, insecure reader, mentions of unnaturally skinny body, etc.

A/N: My first time writing angst! I was kinda stumped on what to do, so just decided to write up some good old Tanjiro angst. Hope you enjoy!

It had all happened so quickly. At one moment, it was just a daily thing, now, it meant life or death.

You and Tanjiro had met for the first time at final selection. You had saved him from an attack coming from behind, but before he could say anything to you, you had rushed away, determined to fight your own battles.

You both only got to converse properly during the aftermath of the selection, Tanjiro coming up to you and thanking you a million times for protecting him.

You were never a conversational person, always keeping to yourself, staying to the side as you watched others converse, never making a move yourself to make any friends.

Tanjiro was the first exception.

He had been your first friend since when you were 7, you both did everything together, missions, training, even chores when you decided to help around the butterfly estate.

But one day, everything was going to change.

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Knock Knock Knock

"Y/N! Are you ready?"

You hear Tanjiro calling for you faintly as you stare at your reflection. Though it was a long time ago, your scars still hand't faded entirely, still promanently showing on your skin as you sigh in dissapointment. You run your hands over a multitude of scars across your stomach, able to feel you ribs as you ran your hand across them because of how little you ate.

"Mhm..." You simply hum out as you dry your hair and turn away from the mirror to open the door.

What you didn't expect was for Tanjiro to be in your room, looking at the window.

You had no time to react before he turned as saw your bare chest, all the scars littered on your skin from your past predicaments.

Tanjiro's eyes widened as he stared at you, raking his eyes across your pathetic form as you stare right back.

But before he could say anything, you run into the bathroom, slamming the door and locking it as you put your back toward it, sliding down into a seated position.

"Y/N! Don't hide, please come out! I'm not mad or anything," Tanjiro says through the door as you curl up on the cold stone floor. It suddenly starts getting harder to breath as all the worst possibilities come to your mind. Tanjiro will be disgusted, Tanjiro won't want to be your friend anymore, Tanjiro will hate you, Tanjiro will-

"Y/N, listen to me!" you hear Tanjiro yell from outside the bathroom, causing your eyes to widen and your self depreciating thoughts to cease their torment on your mind.

"I know you probably think that I'm going to be all like 'Oh Y/N is so ugly' or 'I don't like Y/N anymore', but that's not true. Scars or no scars, you are still the same kindhearted person that saved me at final selection," Tanjiro says, catching you off guard for how sweet but firm he sounded.

"No matter how you look, or what you've been through, I will always be there for you," he whispers, and that breaks the dam, tears flowing freely from your eyes as you sob loudly, all the abuse and trauma from your past slowly being brought out through your sobs.

Tanjiro tries to open the door, and you slightly shift over so that your back is against the stone wall behind the door.

He makes his way inside, closing the door again as to not be disturbed and wraps you in a warm, gentle hug. Suddenly, the floor doesn't seem so cold anymore. He holds you, shushing you and reassuring you that it was okay, and that you were going to be fine, helping you calm down slowly from your cascade of tears.

You wipe your eyes, whispering out a small thank you as he holds you closer, the side of your head on his chest so that you can hear the steady beat of his heart going, Thump Thump, Thump Thump.

"Now, do you want to tell me where you got all those scars from," Tanjiro asks in a sweet voice, and you can tell that he's trying to make sure he doesn't sound like he's pushing you.

You had never liked talking about your past, it brought back too many painful memories of all the beatings, burning, and abuse that came with your childhood.

You simply take a deep breath, and then you start to explain how you were treated as a child. How you were considered a failure, a nuisance compared to your siblings. You told him how your parents used to berate you verbally, going to the extent of etching in the scars on your body with knives and searing irons.

Tanjiro said nothing, he just simply listened as you told about your suffering in your childhood, and how you had escaped and trained yourself to create a new breathing technique, the breath of shadows.

As you concluded your story, Tanjiro tightened his grip on you, keeping you firmly in place as he says, "I'm glad you trust me enough to tell your story, but I think that your scars don't determine who you truly are," he whispers, softly stroking your short hair.

"You now is very different from you then, but no matter who you are, I will always love you," he smiles as you feel yourself turn red. Did he just confess to you?! Should you tell him that you feel the same way? Your mind was going into overdrive as Tanjiro chuckled at you, making your face turn even more red, a shade that rivaled the tomato itself.

"I- I love you too," you whisper out as you snuggle into his warm embrace. You are still naked, but you don't care anymore, all you care about is that Tanjiro accepted who you truly are, scars or no scars.

#light angst #Scars #fluff #tanjiro fluff #heartwarming #happy ending #angst #tw abuse #past trauma #confession #tanjiro x reader #tanjiro x you #tanjiro x y/n #childhood trauma #emotional abuse #male reader #Tanjiro x male reader #tanjiro angst #tanjiro kny #tanjiro kimetsu no yaiba #tanjiro kamado #demon slayer kimetsu no yaiba #kny x reader #kny #demon slayer #demon slayer x reader #demon slayer angst #demon slayer fluff #demon slayer x you

[raidenssblog]

How they react to you dying in front of them.

Characters: tanjiro ←you are here Zenitsu, inosuke and genya.

Genre: agnst

Pronouns: gender neutral

Warnings: blood, death, crying, yelling. Not proff read

Summary: how tanjiro reacts to you dying in front of him while on a mission.

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Two words: absolute disbelief

We all know tanjiro heart and soul will be crushed.

Zenitsu swore he could hear his heart brake.

Once the demon was finished tanjiro would run up to you. Dropping to his knees he would just scream. Sorry's, I love you's, come back to me. Stuff like that.

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The sound of metal snapping ripped through the thick forest. The red heads eyes bolted to your figure dodging attacks, sword laying in the ground broken in half.

Tanjiro warned inosuke that you were in trouble but the boy couldn't do anything, already having a strong demon on him.

Zenitsu was passed out and couldn't do anything. So tanjiro ran towards you slashing at the incoming attacks.

You managed to grab your broken sword and defend yourself, tho, it wasn't enough.

A burning pain hit you like a bus. You've been hit with the demon's blood art.

Your body was flung into a nearby tree. Your vision began to haze and your head started to spin.

Your chest felt heavier than before. Snapping sticks and leaves were heard before you felt hands on your wound attempting to stop the bleeding. You looked up and saw Zenitsu.

"h-hey st-ay with m-me alri-ri-right? Ta-tanjiro's gon-gonna help you j-just breath" Zenitsu continued to sob.

Once the demon was about to be taken down you whispered to zenitsu. "T *cough* tell tanjiro I love him for me yeah?" His eyes darted to you.

"n-no your going to tell him y-yourself!" Zenitsu's yells attracted tanjiro's attention.

His breathing caught in his throat as he stared at you almost life less body and Zenitsu covered in your blood and tears.

He droped everything and let inosuke finish off the demon. Running up to you he slides on his knees a little and began to sob. Pulling you onto his lap and holding your face

"y-y/n?" Tanjiro's tears were now pouring out. "I-its ok tanji *cough* I promise" you smiled. Blood was dropping out of you mouth as you spoke and you wound was bleeding onto tanjiro's haori.

He shook his head and pulled you as close as he could but also tring not to put you in anymore pain. "Im-im s-s-so sorry I couldn't p-protect you!"

"i-it wasn't your fault tanji *cough cough* it was mine. I broke my sword being careless" you Hug him back with all you left over strength.

Inosuke had heard the commotion and walked over only to stop at the sight of Zenitsu, tanjiro and you covered in blood.

"y/n?" It was his first time saying your name correctly. He kneeled down and placed his swords beside him.

You smile. Even if there was no reason to smile. At lease not in the situation. You were dying. Bleeding out in front of them.

You look at the three boys before speaking "I-i love you guys. Just know that. Thank you for always *cough* always being there. Thank you for wanting me in you lives. And tanjiro"

Tanjiro's teary eyes met yours. "Thank you for letting me love you. I hope in our next lives we can *cough* live happily with out the fear of death"

That, that is what broke tanjiro. "I-i love you. And and of course I'll let you love me for a-as long as you wish. I- I should be the one saying thank you. You allowed me to have the strength to continue to fight. And-and you showed me what love really feels like and for that i owe you so much love" your faint smile still played on you lips.

By now Zenitsu and Inosuke had walked away. Zenitsu was overthrown with how many sounds he was hearing. Inosuke didn't want to seem 'weak'. He wanted to help you.

But he couldn't. Nobody could. And now, tanjiro was rocking your lifeless body in his arms. Crying and saying sorry's.

He just wanted to protect you. But he was still to weak to even do that...

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I'll be doing Zenitsu next, remember to look after yourselves:) Requests are open

-Raiden

#demon slayer #kny x you #reader insert #agnst #kny fanfic #tanjirou #tanjiro x reader #tanjiro angst #reader dies #demon slayer angst #x reader #tanjiro x y/n

[tanjirosjuliet]

KAMADOKO SQUAD DATING HEADCANONS°♡

°DATING HCS FOR TANJIRO KAMADO , ZENITSU AGATSUMA AND INOSUKE HASHIBIRA°

a/n : it's literally 1am rn and I can't sleep so I just made this lmao💀

Pairings - tanjiro x reader , Zenitsu x reader and inosuke x reader°

Warnings - fluff fluff fluff and a little bit angst?

Masterlist | you can send me an ask anytime!°❄︎

TANJIRO KAMADO ❀

He's literally the sweetest guy you've ever met

He treats you with so much respect

He asks permissions for literally EVERYTHING like ~ holding hands , hugging and stuff like that

He once held your hand without your permission and got SO EMBARRASSED and he said sorry SO many times after that

Once you tell him that you're okay with him touching you he's like ~ "I can touch you? Without your permission??" "Yes tanjirou"

He doesn't believe how much trust you have in him

He doesn't really yells at you , bro he couldn't even think of yelling at you

Once he yelled alot at you because you got nezuko for a mission (with his permission ofc) but she didn't come back in good situation it wasn't your fault but he still shouted at you and said really mean things because nezuko is so precious to him (as well as you too duh) because she's the only family member thats left alive. Cr - Words of regret @niluffa <3 (I love her please follow her omg)

Whenever you give him physical affection he sometimes cries because he never got that after his family's death :(

Love language - all 5 for sure

10/10 bf <3

Zenitsu Agatsuma ❁

He thinks you're a queen/king (and you are)

When you first said you liked him back he was the real definition of screaming , crying and blushing throwing up

He got so excited 😭

If you're a slayer too,

He loves to spar with you but he's so gentle? And you're the one always winning because he doesn't wants to hurt you lmao

He gets really really worried if you get injured while completing a mission and if the wound is deep then, lo and behold `~ as expected he won't even let you get off the bed and do some work until your wound is completely healed

He would take care of you and sit by your side 24/7💀

Tanjiro : "zenitsu , we need to train"

Zenitsu : "DONT YOU SEE Y/N IS INJURED?! I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF THEM BECAUSE THEY WONT TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES!! AND IF I DONT TAKE CARE OF THEM, THEYLL DI-

You : zenitsu stop. Go train, I'll be FINE

Love language - physical affection and acts of service

8/10 bf

Inosuke Hashibira ☆

He didn't even knew what dating was

He Straight up come to you can said "I love you" on your face and then ran away

Tanjiro and zenitsu were sneakly watching you both and both of them faceplamed when inosuke confessed to you in such a weird way

He loves sparring with you but you always win even tho he tries his best to win

He says only YOUR name right and no one else's

Tanjiro and zenitsu had to teach him how to act in front of you💀

Whenever you hug him or kiss him he gets floaty (like when tanjiro says something nice)

He eats up all of your food without your permission (very inosuke like)

Love language - physical affection acts of service doesn't exist in his dictionary

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A/n - I know inosuke one is so short because I can't think of anything else I'm so sorry

And remember you can send me any type of kny asks , if it doesn't work then you can message me or comment <3

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[haru-natsuka]

Never again (Tanjiro x reader)

Genre: Angst

You witnessed Tanjiro proposed to Kanao although he actually had proposed to you first, long time ago...

(As per usual, the photo is not mine. It belongs to its rightful owner. If anyone knows who is the person, feel free to let me know)

In her life as human she was chosen as part of Kamado family. She already stayed with them and sharing all the house chores available. The house welcomed her loving and caring nature and they could not wait for their older brother to be wed by the girl too. It would be pleasant for all of them except it would never happen. She would stay with her gifted last name for her entire life. It took the table to turn only a night. The night where woukd be the end for Kamado family.

He had promised her a happily ever after. Eternal loyalty for their future but he was now was so busy courting another girl. She caught her name, Kanae. The cute little human girl was eyeing her bethroted or could she still claim to be so. After all of this.

"Make sure to kill the hanafuda boy" Muzan had assigned the job to her and complete ignorant would result her in disaster. The first time she heard how powerful he was, it never really hit her brain it was him. The moment she laid her pair of yellow demon eyes on him, at that time, she recalled her human life.

With a rapid steps she dashed towards the pair with blood dripping, trickling down her arms as she about to perform her demon blood art. Her blood could turn to a dangerous weapon and she migbt took the girl first, the stealer. However, Tanjirou had a strong scent of smell so as she about to tackle Kanae, he already protected her with his nicirin sword.

Clang!

The sound echoed across the forest as both the human and demon who should, fated to be together trying to defence and offence one another. Their red string had already broken. What left was a cruel and devastating fate, broken and shattering jeart between them.

Their eyes were staring back at each other for a while as he just realised who was the demon infront of him.

"Y/N?..."

His eyes gleamed with shock, confuse and sadness. The one who would end tonight was his past lover who went missing when him family dead in the cold night. There were multiple questiones to be asked but it never make it out of his mouth. Instead he chose one, the only one played around his mind for the couple of years in search for her. Nezuko never could answer him as when she became demon, she soke lesser than ever and he did not want to force her to say anything. It pain her it pain them but he still ought to know the truth

"What happen that night?" She might knew but it still fine if she denied to tell. The female demon stared into the white snowy ground below.

"Can someone look who outside the door?" Tanjiro's mom called from the bedroom as she tending the futton for them to sleep. Y/N about to stand to get to the door but Tanjirou younger brother stopped her.

"I will go get it onee-chan." However, she just put both of her hand on his shoulder, insisting for them to go together. The boy slightly opened the door and the girl stayed behind him. In front of them was a man with white hat, staring with menacing smirk. They were bewildered with the man intention at first until he smile and displayed his sharp teeth. The air surround them thicken. Y/N immediately sheld the boy behind her, blocking the man gaze from him.

"Hurmmm. You are not apart from the Kamado. Your blood smell different."

Upon noticing his menacing demanour, Y/N immediately slammed shit the door in hope to buy some time.

"Tell the others to run, Takeo"

However, before the boy could even take another step furth into the house to inform the other family members, the door was forced open and the man sharp teeth more visible than ever.

"Face me first." Y/N blocked the man view from Takeo but worst thing happened

"Dont try to order me, human"

Immediately a hand, more like muscles growth forward, went pass through her and crushed Takeo's head. It was not only one that passed theough her but multiple followed along, crushing the other family member head until the last one standing were her and nezuko. Nezuko tried to injur the creature with a sword but she also was dead within second. Her body was shaking in fright. Just a few minutes ago there were laughing together and this happened. She tried to run away, all her bravery was all long gone already as the man took a step closer to her.

"You are quite brave, human. Become a demon." They was no time for her to reply as a sharp pain formed on her neck and her body jolted with the sudden liquid flowed in her. It was pain, agony. She screamed loudly, the bird went fly away. The last thing she remembered was the thirst for blood in her mouth.

"I dont remember except the fact you left us." She gritted her teeth to hide her anger. She continued to swing her sword in order to kill the demon slayer. Better aim for his head than the other one. She could smell how strong Tanjirou was compared with kanao although deep down inside her heart was in denial with her movement. Her hold was tight and she closed her eyes to focus on her aim more but as she watched Tanjirou she kept on remembering of how much good brother he was, protecting Nezuko with his strength. He was a great friend, a magnificient demon slayer and she was more than happy when he became, pledge to be her partner.

Suddenly, her view was spinning around and she could feel her body unatached with her head. It suppose to be really hurt and skin was burning but she felt how gentle her head was being cut. Her eyes end up watching the night sky. The bight was beautiful, the sky was not alone as the stars was lying across it. The tears threatening to fall from her eyes. It was not her fault, her desire to be a demon. When did everything when wrong? Where was her mistakes? What was even her sins?

Her fingertips was warm as she being held by Tanjirou but she slapped it away. Her hope totally crush now.

"Im sorry Im sorry for giving up on you. Im sorry" Tanjirou kept on apologising as he watched his once true love burned away

"Liar, liar, liar..." As she dissolve into ashes that was the only words she muttered until it just a small fragrance of her left. "In my next life, I dont even want to meet you." Her tone was filled with malice but Tanjirou notice their engagement ring was still wore by her. She never gave up. She was still indeed hoping.

#Demon slayer #kny #kny x you #kny tanjiro x reader #kny tanjirou #kny tanjiro kamado #tanjiro x y/n #tanjiro x reader #kamado tanjiro #angst #kny angst #tanjiro x reader angst #tanjiro angst #kamado tanjiro angst #romance #demon #kimetsu tanjiro #kimetsu no yaiba #demon slayer x reader

[meffuyu]

𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋

(Supposed or assumed true, but unproven)

Ask:: "I have an idea, Afab!Y/N is Tanjiros childhood friend. The day "he" died along with his family members made her cold. She still has a heroic personality, but she is afraid of opening her true self to others. The only person she talks and hangs out with is Mitsuri. She became a demon slayer, Tsugoku to Mitsuri. She looks different from back then, longer or shorter hair, eyes colder and darker. Skin looks rough and scars on her arms. I can't find an idea how they will meet (tanjiro and yn) so I'm leaving it up to you!  Thank you." 

Part I , Part II

Angst , Blood , Death , Death mentions , 

tanjiro. k x afab! reader

a/n :: thank you for the ask! my very first ask actually, I'm so grateful! while I was writing this whole thing, I couldn't stop thinking about the song 'I love you so' 

(I also decided to break it up into two parts if that's okay!)

"Tanjiro! Where are you? You said to meet by the creek every other day, but you didn't come today!" The voice of a young preteen echoed through the forest trees. 

Your small childlike palms covered the corners of your lips as you called for the one dear to you. Tanjiro always made time to hang out with you, even when your family moved far from the mountainside. 

You never wanted to leave your best friend behind, especially since Tanjiro was your only friend. Though… no matter how far you looked, you could not find him. It felt strange to you, so you had no choice but to look for the boy. You had been to his place of residence only a couple of times. 

There were days you snuck out of your home just to climb over large stones hoping to see your lovely friend again. 

You were lively. 

You loved to laugh. 

And you were always mirthful. 

Stopping in your tracks, you were greeted with a humongous log of wood that appeared to be blocking your path. It was so huge that the slippery bark caused you to lose your grip halfway when you attempted to climb the fallen tree. You slapped your palm on a tiny little branch that stuck out of the large log. 

But even that was no help, as you fell over, receiving a deep wound on your palm. Hissing in pain, the only thing on your mind was the fact that, for the first time, Tanjiro had not kept his promise to you.

"You have a lot of explainin' to do!" You huffed in annoyance, failing to even bother with the fresh wound that ripped through your flesh.

The whiteness of snowflakes roughly came down from the sky. It felt like hail to you, although it wasn't. A snowstorm was drawing near, and you still hadn't found Tanjiro. Your long hair seemed to whisk around due to the violent winds that speedily passed you.

Turn back now [Name]; you'll find him tomorrow.

Your parents are worried sick [Name], turn back now! 

Despite the warnings of concern that filled your mind, not even you listened to your conscience. Stubborn, of course, but only for a good cause. After all, he was your only friend, it was customary for you to go to such lengths; because you knew that he would do the same. 

Moving on your own, your knees struggled to push through the chunks of snow that started to build up. Tree after tree, you had to rest; legs shaking, arms burning with frostbite. Today was the day you ironically decided not to wear your mulberry haori, and now you were freezing. 

You weren't like Tanjiro, you never got used to the cold. Even after dwelling in the mountains for so long. You were just that one sick child. 

The footprints you left behind were immediately covered with fresh snow. Everywhere you looked was the purest hue of unpigmented clumps. You were exhausted, but you needed to push forward; you smiled to yourself, knowing that Tanjiro's mother would welcome you with open arms. 

You pictured her a bit worried that you travelled through this weather alone, just for the sake of her son not keeping a simple promise he made to you when both of you were as young as eight. 

"It won't matter where we are…" You recited. 

                      "Where we go…" 

                                     "If you're lost…" 

            "I'll look for you!"

As soon as his home was in sight, you bolted some speed, running with a grin on your face. At last, you had made it, you couldn't wait to see Tanjiro, Nezuko, Takeo, Hanako, Shigeru, and little Rokuta. 

To be honest, the anger you had building up inside you disappeared. You couldn't stay mad at Tanjiro for so long. Beneath you was the sound of snow being compressed into the ground by each step you took. 

You raised your palms again, preparing to call your friend once again. 

"Tanjiro! Tanjiro, where are-" You stopped. 

Everything in you stopped. Your running, your calls, even your breathing. It was because the first thing you saw was a crimson liquid staining the innocence of the snow. 

You approached what seemed like fresh blood trailing from the inside of the Kamado's abode, only to see bodies upon bodies scattered all over the matting. 

You were mortified. 

The same people you cherished and considered your second family were now sprawled out on the flooring, lifeless. You were so stiff, and no words left your lips. From the corner of your eyes, you identified two people. Haoris was covered in that disgusting deep red colour, which looked similar to wine. 

Aqua-turquoise blue checkered with midnight black, as well as the brightest pink with symmetrical designs of lines. It was Tanjiro's body, shielding Nezuko's. 

You couldn't say anything, couldn't believe it, and certainly did not want to. You tried to understand the possibilities of this outcome, but your mind was blank as a sheet of paper. 

"Guys…" You muttered weakly.

Immediately you dropped to your knees, burying them into the glacial snow. Eyes pooled with fresh water, you shook your head in denial. 

"Please get up, this isn't funny!" 

Your quivering palms touched the bodies. You rocked them gently, later increasing your speed out of worry and realization. You were so young, they were so young. 

"Tanjiro…? Nezuko…?" 

They were dead. 

Reality dawned on you, and you knew you could do nothing about it. That day was the first time you cried and perhaps the last. The more you called, the hoarser your voice became; the more tears you shed, the less you had left.

All you felt was defeat. 

When you returned to the village after telling your parents about the killings, Tanjiro and Nezuko's bodies had vanished.

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Title : I’m Here Now

Pairing : Tanjiro Kamado x reader

Summary : During a brutal fight with a demon, Y/n and Tanjiro struggle to defeat their enemy. To make matters worse, the demon soon reveals a dangerous blood demon art that gives him an advantage over the two swordsmen. Will they be able to be able to defeat their opponent? Or will the two become yet another victim to fall into his trap?

Warning : Angst, mentions of blood and decapitation, fluff near the end.

Word count : 2,700 words

author’s notes : reblogs are appreciated!! I appreciate all feedback on my writing so that I can know what you guys liked and what you think I should improve on😊

disclaimer : this is a work of fiction and should in no way, shape, or form, be taken seriously.

“Tanjiro!!”

Your voice pierced through the air, eyes widening in shock as you witnessed your friend struggle to fight off the demon before him.

His limbs were shaking, movements slower than before due to the numerous injuries he received. Even the gentle smile he had shown you earlier seemed to wither away, replaced by a horrified expression as he stared down death itself.

“Get out of here! Now!”

Tanjiro shouted back at you, using what little strength he had left to encourage you to retreat. Praying you’d find a safe place to hide instead of remaining here, where danger was lingering.

In all honesty you wanted to run, the demon before you was frighteningly strong, one of the deadliest you’ve ever encountered. You knew that staying here meant there was a chance you wouldn’t make it out alive, and that very thought shook you to the core..

…but you had to do something.

You couldn’t remember what had happened earlier, why your memory was so clouded to the events before Tanjiro jumped in front of you and spared you from the demon’s grasp. But none of that mattered now, because all you saw before you was your friend in danger, his life dangling on the chance that you’d rescue him.

You couldn’t just stand by and watch. You refused to let him be devoured without putting up a fight to rescue him.

“Flame breathing..”

Your hands quickly reached for your sword, feet sliding across the ground to assume a powerful fighting stance.

“Second form..”

Your sword unveiled from its sheath, exposing its glittering colors under the moonlight as you moved it into position.

“Rising Scorching Sun!”

You shouted, your blade bursting with flames as you sprinted towards the demon.

“Let him go!!”

You screamed, rushing at his feet and slicing the bottom of the demon’s heels. Due to his immense strength, your blow across his feet didn’t do much besides annoy the demon, however, you succeeded in pulling his attention away from Tanjiro.

The demon loosened his grip around your partner, allowing a wave of relief to settle in your stomach once you saw he was still okay. Tanjiro may have been in bad shape, he may have had multiple injuries lining his body, however, he was still breathing. He was still alright, and keeping him that way is the only thing you cared about.

“Fine then, let’s wrap this up.”

You mumbled to yourself, quickly retaking your stance on the ground and using all your force to jump through the air. Since the demon was so large in size you hoped to use that to your advantage, landing on one of his broad shoulders and moving to strike.

It was all going exactly how you planned. Your weapon was nearing your opponents neck, aiming to sever it from the place that connected it to the rest of the body.

So close.. the tip of your blade was only inches away from the demon’s flesh, but that’s when the unexpected happened…

“Y/n no! Don’t look into his eyes!”

Tanjiro tried to warn you, but it was too late. As the demon turned his head towards you, his eyes emitting some sort of hypnotic ray in your direction, everything seemed to change…

Tanjiro was no longer in front of you, nor was the demon you were about to strike down..

Instead your eyes quickly widened to a more disturbing image. The body cowering behind your sword, moments away from being decapitated was no longer the demon.. Instead it was a little girl, one you recognized to be your sister…

“Please! Don’t kill me!!”

She screamed, her eyes full of terror as she witnessed your blade nearing her neck, only seconds away from piercing through her flesh.

You gasped at the mere sight of it, quickly lowering your blade to prevent any harm from coming to the sibling trembling in front of you.

You quickly took a step back, your mind both overwhelmed and confused at the sight unfolding in front of your own eyes.

What was happening? Why did everything change? Where were Tanjiro and the demon? Why was your sister here instead?

You had no answers, no clue to explain the disturbing situation before your eyes. But what you didn’t know is it was all because of the demon’s blood art. It allowed him to cast a powerful spell onto his enemies. He used hallucinations to divert their attention, showing his opponent’s a image of a false situation and displaying it in a way as if it were reality. He used his art to distract his rival, confusing them with whether or not what they saw was real and using that to his advantage. Once he had his enemy under his spell, he would strike, killing them before they even had the chance to return from their hallucinations.

But you didn’t understand.. You didn’t realize the sibling you saw before you, the one you almost beheaded, wasn’t real…

That sister of yours wasn’t actually here, but you retracted your sword regardless, resulting in something smashing against your ribs immediately after.

That’s when the scenery changed yet again. Your sibling was nowhere to be found and that image you saw seconds ago was now wiped from your sight to replace with something more terrifying.

You glanced around, finding Tanjiro within your field of vision once more, however, the demon now held you within his grasp as well. His large fingers tightened around your body as he cackled at your stupidity.

“I can’t believe you fell for that again!” The demon taunted you.

“Wait! Again? What does he mean again? This happened before?” You mumbled to yourself, taken back by the train wreck of confusion that seemed to hit you like a pile of bricks.

Your breath quickly halted in your lungs, the flames that previously surrounded your blade now extinguished. You yelped loudly as the demon began to squeeze you in his hand, straining the muscles inside your body more and more with every second.

“Y/n listen to me! Whatever he shows you it’s not real! You have to kill him now!”

Tanjiro shouted, his limbs weakening from the position the demon was holding him in.

As his words rattled in your ears, that’s when everything started coming back, when you suddenly began regaining the memories of the first time you were put under the demon’s spell.

You remembered aiming for the demon’s head, but suddenly seeing a different person in front of your blade. Last time it was your father, this time it was your sister…

Both times it caught you off guard, making you stop in your tracks and become vulnerable to the demon’s attacks. That’s why Tanjiro jumped in front of you, allowing himself to get in harm's way while you were stuck under the demon’s spell. All the memories came rushing back in an instant, making you aware of the situation before you.

“He’s right! I remember now!” You thought to yourself. “It’s just an illusion! They’re not really here!”

You felt stupid. You let your emotions get the best of you by believing the illusion, thinking it was really the faces of your family members that you witnessed and refusing to kill them because of it.

If you hadn’t let your guard down and fallen under the spell, If you would’ve simply kept your emotions in check and killed that demon from the start, then maybe none of this would’ve happened. Maybe the person who trusted you more than anyone else wouldn’t be inches away from being eaten alive.

The sole reason you both were in this mess right now is because of your own foolish actions. You should have known better, you should have been stronger…

But regardless of your inabilities, none of that mattered anymore, because this was your chance…

Your chance to make things right and rescue Tanjiro from the clutches of death. No matter what it took, you had to repay him and save him before it was too late. Just like he did for you earlier when he jumped in front of you, getting himself stuck in the chokehold he was now struggling to escape from.

You quickly gripped your blade, regaining that tight hold around it and lifting it in the air once more.

“No! I won’t let you win!”

You yelled, using your sword to slice through demon’s arm. His severed limb plummeted to the ground, allowing you to escape from his grasp and regain your footing on the ground below.

Despite your talented strike, the demon’s arm grew back surprisingly fast… however, it didn’t matter, because you were faster.

“Flame breathing.. third form..”

Your body rotated to assume a fighting stance once again.

“Blazing universe!”

You shouted, this time jumping higher into the air and positioning your sword over your head. You yelled loudly as your body came charging downwards, aiming for the kill once more… but unfortunately, the demon’s eyes caught yours again; using his blood art to change the scenery before you.

“Y/n wait! Please don’t!”

Your eyes widened to reveal your mother behind the sword this time. Her cheeks damp with tears as she pleaded for you to spare her life.

You paused for a moment, feeling your heart drop at the way she looked at you. Her face was etched with an expression of betrayal, her eyes leaking with tears as she watched you approach with the weapon gripped in your hand.

“No! This isn’t real! It’s not really her!”

You reminded yourself, tightening the grip on your sword and aiming for your mother’s neck.

“It’s just the demon! Don’t give in!”

You repeated over and over again, hoping the reminder would stick in your brain and prevent you from being fooled a third time.

You gritted your teeth, moving your blade behind you to make the finishing blow. But just when you were about to go through with it, the scenery changed for the last time…

The person waiting to taste your steel blade across their neck was no longer your mother…

Instead, it was Tanjiro…

Your limbs froze, your heart stopped beating in your chest. Even your breath seemed to restrain itself in your lungs, as you stared down your best friend. The same one your blade was about to diminish.

But Tanjiro was with you earlier… Was this really him? The same Tanjiro who was being attacked a moment before?

You glanced at your sword, then back at him, wondering what the right choice to do was.

Was Tanjiro actually about to die by your hands?

You didn’t know what to believe anymore. Your grip on reality seemed to slip away so easily the moment your eyes met with his.

“Y/n please…”

His voice cried out in agony, the desperation that laced his tone made your skin crawl.

“Don’t kill me…”

He spoke, his eyes begging for you to let him live, to spare him from the pain you were about to inflict on him.

The very sight of it made your body shiver, tears pooling in your eyes as you realized what you were doing, how you were about to kill him…

His cries filled your ears, shattering your heart into pieces as you watched the way his hands trembled.

You couldn’t do it… How could you? He meant so much to you. He had always been there for you, yet here you were ready to end his life in an instant..

You began lowering your blade, about to fall for the demon’s art a third time, however, you suddenly recognized something.

The smile on his face.

It wasn’t joyful or gentle like it should be. Instead, his lips formed into a smirk, almost like he was mocking you…

That’s not like him…

Suddenly it all came rushing back. This wasn’t real. This wasn’t Tanjiro standing before you was it?

No, it was the demon, right?

But wait… how could you be so sure? As the demon’s strength only increased by the minute, it became harder to differentiate reality from illusion.

The only way to truly know if he was real or not was to cut off his head…

But were you able to take that chance? To risk killing your best friend just to find out if this was still an illusion or not?

No… you had to know. No matter what it took, even if it really was him, you had to find out…

“I’m sorry!”

You shouted, tears draining your eyes as you clenched your teeth, rotating the grip on your sword and lifting it behind your back in preparation to swing towards him. You quickly closed your eyes, resisting to give in to any temptation to stop before proceeding to violently fling your blade in front of you, hearing the edge slice through flesh.

And just like that, your blade severed the demon’s head…

When your feet hit the ground, you looked up to see your true opponent before you, his body turning to ash as he did all he could to stay alive. He yelled in your face, cursing you for defeating his demon art and finishing him off with just one swing.

But, despite his antics, you only stared at him in return. Letting no words leave your mouth as you waited for his body to disappear completely.

Once it finally did, an exhausted sigh released from your lips, letting the built-up tension escape from you as you placed your sword back into its sheath. When you stood there, silently taking a minute to recollect yourself, you heard a voice behind you call your name.

“Y/n…”

You turned around to see Tanjiro staring at you, his skin bloodied and bruised like it was before you started fighting the demon, signaling to you that it really was him this time.

Your breathing quickly slowed as you gazed at him, relived to find out that your earlier encounter with him was truly just an illusion.

“I’m so happy you’re alive!”

Your eyes instantly burst with tears, your voice cracking as you spoke due to the sheer joy you found in knowing he was safe.

“I thought I killed you back there!”

You began crying, the pure gratefulness of his survival becoming all too overwhelming to keep inside. Your body, too weak to stop it, sunk to the floor as you began sobbing. Feeling your uniform drench in tears as you attempted to recover from the trauma you were just subjected to. Your throat was already burning from all the yelling you did in battle, but now, as your cries seemed to only increase in volume, the fire you felt sprinting down your throat sent jolts of pain jerking at your vocal cords.

As those past images flashed in your head once more, it felt like this nightmare would never end. But then suddenly, you felt a comforting touch settle upon your shoulder.

“Don’t worry it’s alright.”

Tanjiro’s voice entered the air softly, his tone as reassuring and comforting as always.

“I’m here now.”

He explained softly, his hands reaching around your back and pulling your body against his to embrace you in a gentle hug. As your head rested against his chest, feeling his heartbeat pounding next to your ear, it caused one last tear to slide down your cheek. But this tear was joined with a smile, one that grew profoundly as you lifted your hands to his sides, wrapping your arms around him as well.

No matter what happened, no matter how brutal things got for either of you, he was always here, making sure you were alright. Even in the face of death, he was always putting you before himself, like when he told you to run instead of staying behind to rescue him.

He would fight any enemy, topple any obstacle, as long as it meant you were safe.

Your heart pumped a little faster when you felt his hands rub along your back, doing his best to comfort you in any way he could. Your grip around him soon grew tighter as you reveled in his comforting touch, your body finally having the chance to relax after such a harsh battle… and all because of him.

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