#the last couple of weeks/ months

[wortverlust]

I uhm.. well…hi? little post… I AM SO SORRY FOR VANISHING!!! (would love to promise, that this will never happen again….but, yeah...it could)

oh btw, I'm going to change my name to WORDLESS (thought it might be a little easier? kinda…idk man) and I deleted the commission post bc I got some strange mails…well yeah, that said, let's try to be a little more active now~

#You maybe can tell from a few upcoming drawings that I wasn't in a good mood ^^;; #the last couple of weeks/ months #but I'll try to get back to you guys #REALLY #urgh #don't know where to start #SO... #I'll have a little drawing for today and I'll probably change the header/profile pic in a bit #hope u all are okay #and that ya had/have a lovely day/night #TAKE CARE OF YOURSELFS!!!! #(it's so important) #you #YES YOU #drink some water... rn #I'll wait here <3 #jo.babbles

[gotchibam]

My pokemon ko-fi doodles are open once again! ✨

Price has been updated to $15 since I really do spend a bit of time on each request even tho I call them "doodles" (it's a bit misleading I knooow but I don't feel like changing what they're called now >_<). I'll keep the slots open until I reach my ko-fi goal for the month!

Requests can be made here! → https://ko-fi.com/gotchibam/commissions

You can view the queue / backlog of requests here: → https://trello.com/b/ty1kyZec/gotchibam-pokemon-ko-fi-doodles

Thank you so much!!! 💕

#kofi #ko-fi #kofi doodles #pokemon #hello hello #opened slots again since i've already skipped the last 2 weeks for accepting requests #and my budget's running low so ;_; #I actually still have a couple left of reqs to do from last month + doodle rewards from the patreon art raffle #sooo turn around time may be longer! #also you can view my backlog now so you don't have to worry if I missed your request :)

[7roaches]

assorted petrigrof + watch my style randomize in real time

#my art #art #adventure time #simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #trans #lesbian #🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 #i prom prom prommy the last 2 are my own art #ive only started posting again for the past like. month so its not obvious but loterally i pivot styles every 2 seconds irs so much fun #this one ive been trying to bring out for a couple weeks nd finally hit the jackpot cause i overcaffienated #added last min lighting to the first betty but jow idk if o like it????? #oh well #ok thats all love you bye

[trans-cuchulainn]

"i'm not bad at this language, i'm just bad at social interaction, promise": a neurodivergent language learner's catchphrase

#give me three minutes to sort my sentences into the right order and you'll get them in either english or irish #put me on the spot however and you're getting fuck all tbh #langblr #languages #i feel like i didn't make a very good impression these last couple of weeks #in that everyone would've thought i knew less than i do #and I'm also frustrated with myself for not being able to speak more #but i was fully on the verge of shutdown most days. i think I'm still too fatigued from the insane past month I've had #i went into this exhausted and mentally broken #also it doesn't really matter what other people thought of me #but it feels like it matters and that's weird and painful and annoying #because i think i was misinterpreted by everyone who met me this week #(gender. irish level. interest level. friendliness. humour.) #and i think they might've liked the real me better but i lacked the spoons to convey myself

[cozylittleartblog]

lt. columbo, LAPD

#columbo #peter falk #art #doodles #sketches #fanart #1970s #i have seent his man almost every day for the last four months #do u know how much columbo i watched thanksgiving and black friday week especially #good to watch while fulfilling orders #anyway im not usually very good at drawing real people but i think he looks p ok here :) #he activates the same 'heeh scrunkly' braincell that only nick valentine has ever gotten to before art-wise #a couple of these are loosely eyeballed off screenshots #very interesting man. u dont see mans like this anymore

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #I don't think I mentioned at the time because it was in the middle of kirb2k #but I had an appointment with a hematologist last week #they confirmed the culprit behind my chronic illness is definitely my mast cells #but I need to get a bone marrow biopsy next month to find out #if it's actually not-technically-autoimmune (mcas) #or if it's actually not-technically-cancer (mastocytosis) #which is actually good news cuz 1 someone finally confirmed my nearly 6 year old hypothesis instead of just agreeing (or disagreeing) #and 2 if it *is* mastocytosis they're gonna start medicating me A Lot more aggressively :) #which I need! I've been sick for right about 8 years now but it's gotten rapidly worse in the past 1-1.5 years #so clearly I'm badly under-medicated #(since I've been on all the same meds for 2 years except for my own emergency intervention.) #(I mean technically I've been chronically ill my whole life it just wasn't disabling until early 2016) #anyway I'm so tired I feel like a ragdoll half the time! sure hope I get adequate medication in a couple months!

[littleeggrock]

i miss q!jaiden and q!foolish's dynamic so much where did jaiden go :( bring her back give them more shit to break into admins pleaseee foosh is gonna get bored. they require enrichment your honor. i miss their silly banter and absolute chaos together, btu also the whole "outcasts together, theyre all i've got now"

i miss mouse and tina shouting jaidens name whenever they saw her log in/meet up with one of or both of them. we're missing a woman in girl village and no one seems to care :(

i miss seeing jaiden parkouring around a room in someone elses pov while everyone holds a serious conversation, theyre talking about code attacks and egg deaths in ordo theoritas and shes over here literally climbing the walls and finding the perfect place to perch and eavesdrop from.

i miss jaiden saying BALLS?!?! BOLAS?!?! every two sentences and her insistence on hatsune mikus existence

i miss her :(

#qsmp #qsmp jaiden #jaiden animations #qsmp foolish #foolish gamers #qsmp ironmouse #qsmp tina #hope jaidens having a good break #she definitely deserves it #two videos only a couple weeks appart from eachother i hope her team is doing well #its been over a month since she last logged on the qsmp #and 16 days since she last streamed #jaiden mains how we feeling

[wigglebox]

Suptober - Day 1;

Maze/Maize

#suptober22 #suptober #spnfanart #destiel #castiel #dean winchester #wiggleart #SUPTOBBBBEREEEE #hello lol #every year I try this I never can make it work out until the end #and honestly last year I wrote a weeks worth of ficlets but then horrifyingly #my writing muse took a nap #and a couple of weeks later I was drawing again #and I told myself now that if I could finish both a whole month of destiel art prompts we also doing huevember #then I can do suptober #so I have all the days mostly sketched out and ready to go! #let’s do this shit mannn #oh I’m also only going to be using ink brushes and black and white with a little bit of orange #so I can also do inktober #which #I should tag huh #inktober #inktober22

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

days where i have nothing to do: ohhhh im so sleepy im so so tired no one is more eepy than me

nights where i have to wake up at a set time: I Have Never Been More Awake In My Life

#help my eyes keep drifting back open #im trying all my tricks #cozy couch setup. whale shark plush to cling to. low lights. wendigoon iceberg in the bg. laughingstock imaginings in brain #IM WIDE TF AWAKE AND HAVE TO GET UP IN LESS THAN 7 HOURS #fuckfuckfuck did i pack my melatonin gummies already by mistake #i mean its not like i have to drive or anything #but id like to be... Aware. Available to converse with my dearest darling bestie #because i Am going to see my bestie! #absolutely unprompted #huh wait when was the last time i talked to a real life person in front of me. um. #its... been a couple weeks #NOT A MONTH YET THIS TIME! LESS THAN A MONTH! #but ohhhhh i am excited #tea with the homeslicebreadslice... joint Art creation.... #BEING OUT IN THE WORLD AHAHA I WILL BE TEMPORARILY FREE #clawing at the walls let me OUT #gonna start biting this house i swear to god #i cant wait to be free of it. i hope it burns in the next big wildfire #OK WAIT NEW PLAN. i washed my mug and i have chamomile tea #i will drink some warm soothing tea uhhhhh maybe re-read a fic? #willing myself not to read stamps for the millionth time. im gonna read stamps for the millionth time #listen listen i love it and also im starving for fic #one day i will contribute but for now im poking ao3 with a stick begging it to do something #Soon though. i have a feeling. a strong psychic feeling. #Soon... something will Appear... i know this because my third eye is open #also i know because i know. OR DO I #im so tired yet so awake at the same time #someone whack me over the head with a cartoon mallet so that i may go to sleep with little birdies circling my head #wait shit those are vultures. IM NOT DEAD YET FUCK OFF #please i need to go snzzzzzz.... my alarm will be Going Off...

[danothan]

this is a baseless complaint derived entirely from ego, but there is nothing worse than someone telling you to ‘go do research’ for your special interest/hyperfixation. you don’t know me but how dare you, who do you think i am, etc.

#danbles #autisms #adhdposting #not a fan of the term mansplain. but. #i Am getting deja vu #‘make sure you look it up before you make that headcanon’ don’t speak to me like that #abt the thing i’ve devoted months of my life rotating from every possible angle? #YOU’RE gonna give me PERMISSION? to interpret MY media? #this is the pettiest thing to complain abt but it’s happened 3 times in the past couple weeks #whatever. whatever. #i got 4-5 hrs of sleep last night that’s my excuse for seething first thing in the morning

[ace-s-fav-dp-posts]

If you're sick of the current popular trope/story prompt in the Phandom or DPxDC fandom you just need to ignore it

I feel like the fans in the Phandom and DPxDC minifandom that's popped up, who are really grossed/creeped out by the genre of fic popular right now.

Where the set up is some variation of Outsider POV and the plot is based around the assumption that Vlad SAed Danny in order to create Dan and Danielle, are people who haven't been around that long.

Especially when they try to whine about none of it being based in canon. And how they don't like the shipping of Vlad and Danny (even though the people who write these kinds of fics are very obviously not shipping Vlad and Danny in them).

Because the Phandom has historically gone through phases much more gruesome and horrifying than that.

Especially when in this current micro-genre, all of the SA and grooming and other kinds of abuse are implied only, and within the fics themselves the assumed abuse never actually happened. As the plot is based on over heard or misinterpreted fragments of information that doesn't give the POV character the full picture of the situation that's actually going on.

There's the infamous vivisection fics, in which the child main character is brutally cut open and tortured by his own parents in the name of their biased views of science. Who in canon, both happily accept him no matter what every time a reveal is happens and never so much as rejects Danny emotionally.

Then there's the variation on the traditional vivisection fic in which Danny isn't emotionally rejected and stripped of his humanity by his own parents. But instead captured and stripped of his human rights by the government, either by his parents unknowing actions which they stay oblivious to. Or in spite of his parent's acceptance of him, and with them helpless to rescue or protect him from the government's torturous "research".

There's the already existing variation of grooming and SA fics, where Vlad grooms and or assaults Danny. Which have been popping up for years now, but in which all of this type of horrible abuse actually happens in the story, instead of it being an Outside POV misunderstanding what's happen like the current micro genre of fic.

There's the fics where the Fentons have just been abusive or just negligent parents Danny and Jazz's entire lives. And them hurting Danny, emotionally or physically, intentionally or accidentally, is just an extension of their already unacceptable parenting habits.

There's the edritch/body horror genre of fics where becoming half-ghost (or sometimes something else) involves at the very least the partial loss of Danny (or Vlad)'s humanity.

Hell there's one fic that's stuck with me for ages, that I read years ago, back in my teens, written from the POV of a Maddie who murdered Danny to prevent him from becoming Dan. Which is stated in that fic to be inevitable.

It's also heavily implied that Maddie had incestuous feelings for Danny the entire fic. And that she also possibly raped him in the midst of her extremely violent* vivisection murder of him. But that if she didn't rape him, at the very least, ripping him open to see his insides while he was awake and struggling got her off anyways.

So yeah, I don't know what other explanation there is to all these people who seem confused and freaked out by the various fics popping up where there's assumed SA/grooming, but actually nothing outside of canon actually happened to Danny, and the whole thing is just a misunderstanding.

Other than them being extremely new to Danny Phantom fics in general and therefore unaware of just how dark (and potentially triggering) they can be.

When there's been fics for years about SA and grooming, some of which is explicit, some of which is all implied and talked around and just as gut wrenching, and some of which is actually painted in that cringe forbidden love sort of way, for more than a literal decade now.

If you don't like it, if it makes you uncomfortable, you're just going to have to ignore or block those people, like everyone else in the Phandom who feels the way you do has done for more than a decade now.

Don't make comments to those authors that you don't like that trope, or that it makes you uncomfortable, or anything similar. Just ignore them or block them if it really bothers you that much. Because if you don't like their stuff, then rather obviously you are not their intended audience, so you need to ignore their posts and fics and keep scrolling if you're not going to block them.

*Also yes I must state it was a violent vivisection murder. Because it is clearly stated in the fic, that Vlad finds Maddie sitting outside on the porch covered in Danny's blood and viscera, and that the room she killed him in is in a similar state.

I wanna say the fic got deleted during the old Fanfiction.net purge of more adult content, even though all of the sexual abuse/incest parts of the fic where all implied and not explicit, along with the violent vivisectoin murder taking place off screen.

Though I could be wrong, and it's still out there somewhere, and possibly not exactly as I remember it. I read it more than 5 years ago now, so there's almost certainly some memory drift by this point.

#danny phantom #feeling sick of seeing all these people complaining about the current popular trope in the phandom #this goes for all the various trending tropes that pop up by the way #not just the current dpxdc SA misunderstanding trope that's popular right now #I feel the same way about people who complained about the various de-aging adoption fics that were crazy popular a while ago too #and complained about Little Baby Man fics before that #phandom has trending tropes they all pass with time #if you don't like the trending trope then you just need to avoid it #or the whole phandom for a while if it really bothers you to the point of ruining your fandom experience #like they only tend to last a couple weeks to a couple months at most #I've seen some explode and then fade out within as little as like 3 days #I've seen fast fashion trends with more staying power than some of the tropes that seem to blow up in the Phandom

[nebou]

control and regret [pt 1]

[pt 2]

[pt 3]

finally got around to that comic adaption of Jumin’s day 8 vn

#mystic messenger #mysme #jumin han #mc #YAHOO IM FINALLY DONE #been wanting to have this done for years #had the sketchs done for a year #finally drew it all in the last couple weeks #i now have a new perspective on manga artists who can pump out 30 pg chapters every month OTL #raccoon doodles #elite raccoodles #wouldn't be surprised if i now have arthritis lol

[lesbiancarat]

man, part of me really wants to type out a whole rant about this shit but I feel like if I do there won't really be a central point and it will just be a bunch of disjointed rambling. so all I'll say is I'm so fucking tired of svt being under a giant corporation. like regardless of opinion about pledis by itself/pre-hybe, at least then we a) knew what we were dealing with and b) had /some/ collective power as fans to influence the company (ex. getting closer MV and svt ring as merch incidents)

all the hybe acquisition did was add 10 more layers of politics onto everything. for every one thing you could argue hybe improved or fixed, there's like 100 other pieces of bullshit that got introduced directly or indirectly. and it's not even a situation of hybe trying to sabotage svt or whatever like some ppl try to fearmonger about, it's literally all just capitalism and trying to please shareholders and make a profit and I'm so fucking tired of it

#this isn't about any one thing btw this feeling has been building since the acquisition was first rumored #and there were a couple things in the last couple months or so that have just brought it all to the surface #but also i feel like im just frustrated bc a lot of this stuff i saw coming like 4 years ago when the acquisition was just a rumor #and like. idk with every passing year feeling vindicated in the worst way possible #bc i wish i was proven wrong #but capitalism always wins so i cant really be surprised #ugh kind of ended up ranting anyway hopefully im making sense #idk might end up deleting this later anyway #bc i like to keep this blog relatively positive for both my own and yalls sake #and idk if i have the energy to answer any asks that might arise from this either #esp since ive been having a stressful week at work too #but ugh we'll see #melia.txt

[ghosting-fox]

you all know that audio from bladerunner? "you look lonely i can fix that"?? my brain wouldn't let me rest until i haven't drawn that with Sun n Moon

but jokes aside, really self-indulgent comic bc both Security Breach and Ruin came out when i was at a low point mentally and helped me greatly just be able to move forward and get through each day (and i won't even be getting into how much these 2 fictional robot jesters have helped me refind my passion for drawing)

i really hope that more people can relate to this :))

#anyways i mean it when i say my brain wouldn't rest until i whipped my pencil out n started drawing #tbh i stumbled upon the audio waaay back like 5-6 months ago?? #but just now like literally just now i though #damn that REALLY fits Sun n Moon #i think it might be bc this semester was really stressful for me #and this last month has been hell #i was honestly drained physically and mentally #but i managed to go through each day and move forward #n just when my whole energy was running out n just when i had a couple of days left where i had to work more than my body could carry #right then Ruin came out and it was like;; really a breath of fresh air #my brain was suddenly thinking about the lore and theories and not anymore stressing abt projects and exams #while i still had to work Ruin gave me a push to be able to finish what i had to do #now i'm taking a small 2 week break where i'm gonna go easier with uni work and letting my body heal itself :)) #but anyways enough rambling n everything #i really hope more of y'all can relate to this comic :)) #now onto the tags #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf superstar daycare #sundrop #moondrop #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #moondrop x y/n #sundrop x y/n #tw eye contact #doodles #traditional doodle #comic #Ghost doodles

[cozylittleartblog]

cute clothes ✨

#ootd #outfit of the day #fashion #art #doodles #1940s #1960s #dat me #(that i all own. because i got cute clothes for christmas. as i should.) #continuing to be the cutest bitch at target and i will always be the cutest bitch at target #unless its the day of the week where i dress like a hot topic employee #in which case im still the cutest bitch but like. edgy edition #third one is now my second most favorite outfit ever #behind the outfit with the red vest and frilly shirt #a lot of my energy the last many months has gone into shop work but i have made a lot of new stuff and i think #im gonna let my shop idle for a bit and not add anything new really. so im gonna focus on making more fun art again :) #just gonna relax and get back to doodlin #i just put in an order for washi tapes and sticky notes though so that's really fun those will be in in a couple months

[martyrbat]

batman: son of the demon

[ID: three panels of Bruce Wayne and Talia al Ghul being in love (and horny) for each other. In the first one, Bruce is in their luxurious bedroom for the first time and is awkwardly standing in his costume as Talia is behind a dressing screen and is changing into a white, satin négligée with lace detailing on it. She reminds him that they technically are married (and that she consented readily to it) but Bruce confesses, “I remember. But it's hard for me to consider that marriage real.” Talia emerges from behind the screen, looking as beautiful as ever as she walks up to him and eases his cowl off. She tells him, “Beloved, you give too much thought to what is ‘real,’ and what is not, to what is ‘true,’ and what is ‘false...’ I realize that is your way, but just this once, accept things as they are...” He strips himself of his clothes as they move to the bed—Talia laying on her back as he's between her legs. She continues to speak, “Forego your control, your discipline... just once, let yourself go... and take me with you.” Her arms slip around his neck as they kiss passionately.

The second panel is lineart of them against a white background. They look at each other lovingly, her hands reaching up to be on his shoulders as he holds her waist. The narration boxes read: ‘While still finding time to be a newlywed, a role in which he is quite unskilled... but—to his delight—quickly learns.’

In the third panel, several weeks have past. Bruce and Ra's al Ghul are walking before Talia interrupts and asks her beloved for a word. Bruce starts to ask if it can wait, due to him and Ra's discussing an important mission but she tells him it cannot. Ra's reassures, “Go, detective, we shall speak of this later.” Bruce and Talia pull away to talk in private, the background a beautiful, bright ombré of red and yellows. She has her arms up on his shoulders as he holds her waist and starts to ask, “Now, Talia, what's so impor—” but she quickly shares, “Beloved, I am with child.” Bruce starts to repeat her but Talia already confirms again, “I am pregnant.” She continues to look up at him, patiently waiting for his response as Bruce stares straight ahead, obviously in shock. He slowly repeats the words back to her in an attempt to register them, “You're... pregnant?” Before he suddenly beams! He pulls her into a tight, close embrace as he excitedly announces, “That's wonderful!” Talia smiles at him and says, “Isn't it?” Before her father can shake Bruce's hand with his own warm smile. Bruce still holds Talia's hand as Ra's tells him, “Detective, Dr. Weltmann could not keep this from me. My congratulations.” END ID]

#reading this comic is just going ‘awweee theyre so cute i hope nothing bad happens to them :)’ #for 49 pages straight before something bad happens to them for the remaining 29 pages #screaming crying throwing up thinking about what could have been.... #like.... #theres so... so much.... #‘i know that's how you are’ and asking him to just let go at least for one night #and the fact that he loves her enough to try again and again even if it can never last!!!!!! #they got to spent MONTHS as a couple!!! they slept together they fucked they had dinner they talked for hours they were in love and happy!! #he got to actually experience that life for a solid stretch of time and he goes on to say how happy he is for the first time in his life! #like its so hard to forget since its a comic and pacing but they were together like that for weeks!! months! #and then having it all ripped away??? having to give it up again??? #both of them got that taste of happiness. of that life they can never have. both of them got to be in love and indulge #no gotham and those responsibilities. not torn between her father and bruce. no constant heartbreak.... #they got to see and experience and feel the future theyre doomed to never share together. they were in love and happy and :((( #oh batman son of the demon... we're really in it now.... #c: batman: son of the demon #crypt's panels #batman #bruce wayne #talia al ghul #brutalia #ra's al ghul