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lostryu · 6 months
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@leftovergasoline quickly, explain why you think sexual slavery is funny. i don't get the joke. please explain to me why you think a butch lesbian is gonna fuck a man. we are all waiting. explain the joke.
Oh wait, you reblog from the guy who has a whole side-blog dedicated to fantasizing about raping lesbians straight, and raping butches into being men, and other disgusting 'fantasies'. no need to explain the joke, I'll show you to the door <3
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redriverstyx · 3 months
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turns out i have fasd (fabulous amazing silly disorder) 👍
#all the symptoms except the face thing#but thats actually a misconception and many people with fasd dont have the face#every single symptom matches up#every strength and weakness i have matches#which is kinda sad because it feels like my whole personality is just a Symptom lmfao#but its nice to know that there's a reason why i cant concentrate or do any studying and why im so forgetful n stuff#and im glad i found out so i dont hate myself for the rest of my life#and theres a reason im the way i am#and it isnt my fault#so yeah lol#hey guys im joining the neurodivergent gang wassup#it sucks though that theres no community for us#like with adhd and autism theres like a community because its so well known#but with fasd theres nothing#but there must be so many people who have it cuz all it takes is just a few drinks to fuck up the baby#but who get it misdiagnosed as autism or adhd because theyre similar#and cuz its such a bitch to get fasd diagnosed cuz no one wants to listen to you if you dont have The Face#i wont ever get it diagnosed probably or not at least whilst im a kid#because my mum doesnt want me to and doesnt listen when i tell her i have it even tho she has enough evidence that my bio mum drank#and i know she'll say theres no point because theres nothing we can do about it and itll just look bad on my resume blah blah blah#but it would be nice to and i would like to have it diagnosed just so its official and i can feel better about it a little#maybe one day ill do a campaign or something and spread awareness of it cuz that would be nice#and thats actually something i want to do maybe and get a purpose#and to help the kids like me who used to feel there was something horribly wrong with them and they couldnt concentrate or do anything#and who felt they were lazy and who were so miserable#because ITS NOT THEIR FAULT!!!#youre not lazy youre trying your best and doing so well#i want it to be more well known so people dont feel as awful about themselves and spend their life hating themselves#but for now ill just try to survive until adulthood#red meows
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star-girl69 · 4 months
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So It Goes…
Clarisse La Rue x Fem!AphroditeCabin!Reader
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sypnosis: the one day chiron decides to switch up the capture the flag teams, and everyone knows you’re clarisse’s weakness, In A Good Way sequel!!
i changed my theme it’s me tho promise
a/n: protective clarisse the love of my life i love you i do i think we should get married actually anyways this one is sooooooo i got to explore a more casual side of clar’s and reader’s relationship in this (for like a min) i hope you all enjoy!!
So It Goes… - Taylor Swift
warnings: soft clarisse my love, protective clarisse we KNOW how i feel abt her…., also slightly possessive clarisse i think i love you too, again clarisse gets a bit too into capture the flag, clarisse picks reader up which i KNOW is not inclusive (im literally plus-sized idk what the hell am i doing) but it was so good i couldn’t resist, she has like super strength probs so i’ll just believe (she literally could not pick me up i need to stop being delusional), swearing, violence, kissing, a bit suggestive but nothing crazy, tell me if i missed anything!!
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Clarisse’s bed is one of your favorite places. You’ve spent so many nights here, wrapped up in her arms, feeling like no one could touch you. And you’ve spent secret days with her hands on your waist, yours in her hair, lips pressed together so tight it’s like you were each other’s oxygen.
You love Clarisse’s bed. And you know Clarisse loves her bed too, seeing as it’s a huge source of pride for her- it’s the best bunk in the cabin, and she gets a major kick over the fact that you sleep here just as much as you sleep in your own cabin.
You’re sitting down, watching Clarisse pace back and forth, her spear in her hand.
“Clarisse,” you say. She brought you here just fo freak out. Now she won’t sit down and let you help her, and she wont just freaking listen. “Clarisse, baby, what’s wrong? Can you at least put your spear down so you don’t accidentally kill somebody? If you kill me with that I’m gonna come back and kill you.”
She stops for a moment and leans her spear up against the wall. You let out a sigh.
“Now just sit down-”
She resumes her pacing.
As much as you love just being in Clarisse’s presence, as much as you know you’re her rock, the only thing that keeps her tethered in the storm she constantly fights through, you need her to let you help her.
“Clarisse!” you stand up, placing your hands on her shoulders. “You’re freaking me out, okay? What happened? I-I’m sure we can fix it, I mean…” you rub your hands up and down your arms, which you know she likes, her muscles are one of her biggest sources of pride.
She sits down, letting you stand in between her legs, her hands moving to hold your hips.
“Sorry,” she mumbles. She’s not very good at handling her emotions, but she’s getting better, and at least she’s able to recognize and apologize when her emotions are hurting other people. Well, you, at least. She breathes out. “Chiron decided to switch the teams.”
And now she had to work with the Athena cabin? The Gods know after the Ares and Athena cabins have captained opposing teams for years, Chiron pretends there’s not, but everyone knows there’s a deep rivalry. More than just friendly competition.
“The Demeter cabin will be on the red team.”
“Okay,” you say, squeezing her shoulders. You aren’t really close with anyone from the Demeter cabin, it doesn’t really bother you much.
“And… the Aphrodite cabin will be on the blue team.”
“Oh.”
You’ve never not been on Clarisse’s team for capture the flag. Not only does the entire red team’s tactic rest on you using your charmspeak to protect the flag, but what the hell are you supposed to do fighting against Clarisse?
She wraps her arms around your waist, flopping back onto her bed and bringing you down on top of her.
“I know it’s all Annabeth and Luke behind this. I’m sure that little smartass has made up some sick plan to make me go insane.”
You scoff, planting your hands behind her head on the bed. “You’re the one who can actually fight. I’m, like, so bad it’s not even funny, Clar.”
“You beat me all the time,” she frowns.
And it’s true, you spar with her at least 3 or 4 times a week, and you win most of the those times. But Clarisse moves slower, she doesn’t hit as hard, she anticipates your next move and doesn’t block it so you can land a hit.
“We both know you let me win.”
“I like seeing you smile,” she says, her own matching smile on her face.
“Okay, you big romantic.” You let your hands slip, laying your head against her chest and your arms flat around her head. “It’s not that big of a deal, Clar. I’m sure it’ll be fine, then Chiron’ll probably switch them back.”
“Annabeth convinced him to do it. She has some sort of plan, Y/N, she does.”
“You’ve mentioned,” you hum. “Stop stressing. Nothing we can do about it.”
“Fine,” she hisses.
She wraps her arms around your waist and throws you to the side so you yelp, now she’s climbing on top of you, laying her head on your chest.
“It’s going to be the worst game of capture the flag in history, you know. I hope you’re happy, I don’t even know what I’m gonna do without you. I mean, I guess I could move that group in the west side to just south of the flag, so that’ll be a bit more for them to get through. Oh, I’ll stick that one good archer on the ground- no, no that wouldn’t work, I need him in the trees. But I’ll move his position-”
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You walk to the woods together. When it’s time to split up, Clarisse grabs you by your armor and points her finger into your chest.
“Clar, what the hell are you doing-”
“Don’t do anything I would do.”
“Okay, Clarisse,” you smile, blinking once to avoid rolling your eyes at her ridiculousness.
She smirks, her arm squeezing your waist. She pecks you on the lips before pulling away completely.
“Done making out?” Jackie asks, her and Tyla suddenly appearing next to you.
“It was one kiss, Jacks. Are you sure we have the same Mom?”
“No, honestly.”
You fall into step with the two of them, laughing as you make your way through the woods and to the edge of the river.
Chiron makes his usual speech, the conch sounds, and everyone starts moving around.
Annabeth finds the three of you soon after. Tyla and Jackie fall away, following your other siblings. Annabeth always has this calculating look on her face, like she knows something you don’t, a true child of Athena. You have to admit, she really is one of the smartest people you know.
“Annabeth,” you smile. “I guess you want me by the flag?”
“No, I debated that, but I decided against it.”
She smirks and looks at you before spinning around, pointing to Luke and his team members who are always in charge of getting the flag.
“You’ll be with Luke.”
You frown. “You do realize I have absolutely no skill in battle, right, Annabeth?”
“Yeah, but skill doesn’t matter when you have power. Power over someone.”
“Oh, okay. Who do you want me to charmspeak-”
“Charmspeak whoever you come across, but that’s not what I’m talking about. You have power over Clarisse. I know she’s defending the flag today, right?”
She looks at you sharply.
You smile. “Oh, I really don’t know. But if you say so, sure.”
She starts walking, you follow her.
“Clarisse doesn’t talk strategy to you? I mean, I talk Luke’s ear off.”
“Oh, no, she does, I just don’t really retain any of it.”
She huffs a small sound of laughter.
“I know she’ll be there,” she affirms.
“If you say so!” you say, all sing song, Luke smiling as he meets your eyes.
“Y/N! How’s it feel to finally be on the winning team?”
“I love being on the red team, thanks for asking.”
“Ha. You’re so funny, are you sure you’re not a child of Apollo?”
“Too beautiful,” you glide your hands down your face. “I get it from my godly mother.”
“Luke, do you know what you’re doing?” Annabeth asks.
“Yes ma’am.”
She smiles and walks away, talking to more people while you can faintly hear Clarisse shouting at people. With the change in tactic, you know she’s been slightly stressed, but she won’t allow herself to feel anything other than confidence, outwardly.
She still walks tall. She still grips her spear in her hand a little to tight. She’s a bit too greedy with the things that are hers, she grabs on a bit too tight, but you know it’s just because she’s scared. You like it.
If this were a regular game, you would probably be walking next to Clarisse right now, or kissing her goodbye while you follow Matty and everyone else to go protect the flag.
When you and Clarisse first started dating, she was slow to be so affectionate, but the more of her walls you started breaking down the more you found a complicated teenage girl who felt unloved, and had a lot of love to give too.
The more confident she became in your private relationship, the more she wanted everyone to know. It was her fatal flaw, pride, hubris. She wanted everyone to know she was yours and your were hers. She wanted everyone to be jealous.
“I’m so glad we don’t have to wear those horrible earplugs today. They always make me worried. Someone could be shouting a few feet away and none of us would hear.”
“Stop gloating, Luke.”
“I’m just expressing my gratitude, Y/N, is that not allowed?”
“I don’t want to talk to you anymore.”
“Oh, oh, I know. You’re sad, aren’t you?”
“Sad?” you snort.
“Yeah, sad. Sad you aren’t with Clarisse. You’re devastated, destroyed, wrecked.”
You put your hand on your sword. “Who are you… and what have you done with Luke Castellan? Luke doesn’t know that many words…”
He hits your shoulder. “Shut up, Y/N.”
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You’re walking through the woods.
Not sneaking around in stealth, not running, but walking.
You’ve come across a few of your former team members, but one of the blue team just tackles them and you tell them to turn around and count to 5,000.
For some reason, it’s worse than sitting by the rock, waiting for someone to make a play for the flag. At least at the rock you’re surrounded by all these people you know. You and Matty are usually talking, Marjorie sometimes joins, and you all have fun bullying Corey for that one time he didn’t see the blue team coming.
Luke’s voice drops to a whisper.
“Here’s your job. You can either, one, go make out with Clarisse in a corner, which shouldn’t be too hard-”
“Luke,” you hit his shoulder. He hisses.
“I’m joking, joking. Just keep her distracted, fight her, maybe pull your shirt down a bit? Oh, or I can just cut it so it’s a bit more revealing-”
“Luke, shut up or else I will make you.”
“It’s not a bad idea-”
“Luke!”
“Sh, sh,” he whispers. “Don’t be so loud, we’re almost to the flag. We’re going for stealth, okay?”
“Oh, really, I didn’t notice,” you deadpan. He looks around.
“Blue team, stealth mode, alright?”
Everyone nods. You roll your eyes. You miss the red team.
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After Luke gives you the ok, meaning the blue team has successfully surrounded the red team and the clearing, you take a step forward.
Annabeth was right. Clarisse is there.
It’s fitting. If you can’t be there, she would.
You look up at Corey, but he hasn’t noticed any of you yet. You frown, thinking about how he’s probably going to get beat up.
“Clarisse!” you shout. You watch everyone jump into defensive positions. She can’t see you yet, but she stares in the direction of your voice, her eyes squinting, smiling softly.
“Luke?” she shouts. “That you?”
You frown.
“What the hell?” you say, stepping forward. “You don’t recognize my voice? I thought that was really smart. Like, a cool way to reveal myself, I don’t know.”
You come into the clearing, sword by your side.
Clarisse’s smile drops.
“I-I- no, baby, I just wasn’t expecting Annabeth to send you here-”
“Do I really sound like Luke?”
“No,” she says, immediately. “You sound like an angel.
Matty laughs. Clarisse stabs his foot with the end of her spear. She smiles at you.
“Is Luke here though?” Marjorie asks, subtly trying to look through the trees.
“I don’t know.”
“Well, you do,” Matty snorts.
“You’re going to tell me though right, baby?” Clar smiles, stepping closer until she’s right in front of you.
“Obviously not, you didn’t recognize me. I’m, like, really hurt by that Clarisse-”
“Gods, Clarisse,” Matty shouts at the sky, laughing. You didn’t recognize her, and now we’re all fucked!”
“Shut the fuck up, Matty,” she says over her shoulder. She looks at you, smiling again, her hand reaching out to touch your face. “I’ll let you do that thing you’ve always wanted to do.”
You smile, your voice dropping to a whisper. “You’ll let me give you a makeover? Really?”
“Yes.” Her teeth grit, but she keeps smiling, her thumb rubbing your cheek.
“Hm, I don’t know,” you mutter, your eyes fixing on her spear when you suddenly reach forward, grabbing it from her hands and turning to run away.
The blue team emerges from the woods with war cries, swords start clashing, and it all happens so fast.
The plan was for you to grab her spear, make her chase you around the woods, and hopefully the blue team would be able to overpower the red team without her.
Instead, Clarisse kicks out her foot, tripping you. Then, she catches you and the spear in what you swear has to be a milisecond.
“Clarisse!” you shout, genuinely offended. She beat you so easily. It wasn’t even a fight. You didn’t even get the chance to run.
“Sorry, baby, it’s capture the flag!”
You about to start kicking like a wild animal when she suddenly lets you go. Luke is there, fighting her while you pick your sword up from the ground that fell in the commotion.
One of your team members dropped their helmet and you pick that up too.
You’re not that bad of a fighter, Clarisse just knows everything about you, you tell yourself. But your pride is slightly wounded and you want to prove to her, yourself, and everyone that you’re not just a weak Aphrodite kid or some poor thing that hangs off Clar’s arm.
You can hold your own.
You stick the helmet on and step into the fight. Someone groans and a sword comes wishing through the air, but you block it.
They swing again.
You block it.
You picked up things from Clarisse, and, besides, you weren’t just sparring for fun. She actually teaches you, better than the actual sword practice teacher if your biased opinion is to be trusted.
But you probably just feel that way because she rewards you with kisses.
It seems like you’re actually winning for a second, about to disarm him, when he seems to get fed up with fighting you and suddenly arcs hard over your head, making you lose your footing and letting him kick you.
You land on your back, groaning and trying to catch your breath.
“That was such a bitchy move,” you mumble. He leans over you, about to kick the sword out of your hand-
“I’m gonna fucking kill you, Samuel.”
She holds her spear right under his throat, and he finally seems to look at your face instead of just your blue helmet.
“Shit. Sorry. Sorry, Clarisse, I’m sorry.”
She looks like she’s about to kill him but she just pushes him away.
“I was winning,” you groan. “But then he kicked me.”
She kicks him as he walks away.
You expect her to tug you up and start lecturing you but instead she leans down and throws you over her shoulder.
“Wha- Clarisse!”
“That’s enough for you today,” she says, patting the back of your thigh.
“Clarisse, I swear to Hades, let me down!”
“One second,” she mumbles.
When she places you down on the ground again, you’re leaning against a tree. She grabs your hand, frowning at something.
It’s the smallest cut, barely there, but Clarisse of course acts like it’s the end of the world.
“Does it hurt?”
Your eyes fix on Luke behind her, stalking slowly towards her turned back.
“No, Clar, it’s fine. Now I-”
“I think you should go the nurse.”
Your mouth drops open. “Clarisse, it’s a paper cut!”
“And if it gets infected? Go away, Luke, I can hear you.”
He locks eyes with you but ultimately turns around with a very scared and annoyed look on his face.
“Now do you see why I was all messed up? I knew this was going to happen. You were gonna get hurt, and it was going to be my fault.”
You roll your eyes. “It’s not your fault, Clarisse-”
“But isn’t it? You would have been at the flag if Annabeth hadn’t known how much you mean to me. Instead, you were here. Instead, you were rushing off to go fight someone-”
“I’m not a damsel in distress, Clar!”
She presses her lips together.
“I can fight too. Not as good as you, but I can. I-I don’t want to be weak, I don’t want to rely on you for everything, it’s- it’s embarrassing.”
You didn’t even know you were feeling this way until you felt it. But it’s always been there, you guess. You always watch Clarisse spar and know she could never do anything like that with you. And you thought you were fine with it, and you are fine with having things that you like and things that she likes- but you don’t want to be so useless anymore.
She’s silent for a second.
“I- I get that. I do. But I just don’t know how to tell you I… I love you without showing it. I’m not good at saying it, you know that.”
“Clarisse,” you frown.
She puts her hands on your face.
“You are… the most precious thing in the world to me, Y/N. I really hope you know that.”
You wrap your arms around her neck, you can feel her heart thump from the fight.
“I know that, Clarisse. Of course I know that. You show me every day, I just- I just want to feel like my own person.”
She grips you tighter. “If it’ll make you happy, I’ll teach you to fight. But you have to do it how I say, and you can’t go off and do this-”
You pull back so you can make sure this is real.
“Really?” you smile.
“You have to listen to me, Y/N, and do it slowly, okay-”
“Yes, yes, yes, okay, yes,” you breathe, planting your hands on your face before kissing her. It’s slow, it’s sweet, it’s exactly what you think of when you think of her. You think of the side that’s yours, the side that only you can see.
You break it, leaning down to pick up her spear.
The red team is losing the fight behind you.
“Ok, go win capture the flag. And I’ll stay here. My hand does kinda hurt,” you mumble.
She smiles and kisses your cheek. “Not just a paper cut, huh?”
“Can I still give you a makeover?” you ask as she turns away.
“Maybe!”
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y/n: what why did you not recognize me ☹️☹️
clarisse, genuinely terrified: i have no idea what the hell you are talking about please please please don’t take away kissing privileges please please please
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taglist:
@lvrue @t-wylia @laughingcheese037 @kroumi @urdeadpoet @colezb @rey26 @harmzilla @elliewilliamsbae @amberfreemansburntface @kyuupidwrites @neverwaakeme-up @shark1008
(pls ignore it’s for the acc aesthetics thank you!!)
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olde-scratch · 1 year
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i am about to go rabid on my english teacher /neg
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ratatoast · 3 months
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Son coeur est le tien
Alastor x Reader qpr (general headcanons)
a/n: halfway through writing this, i realised that maybe my idea of a qpr might be different than someone else's haha,,, also, this is the very first time I've written for hazbin hotel lol (and should i mention that english isn't my first language? haha)
that being said, i hope y'all enjoy this mess :P
also also if y'all would like me to continue writing Alastor qpr (cuz there's def a shortage on that), feel free to send me prompts :)) i obvi wont write nsfw, but other than that, i think anything is fine (?)
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Being in a qpr with the radio demon would include…
Long talks over tea/coffee
There’s never any awkward silence between the two of you. You two could be chatting about the most mundane things, and the conversation would still flow perfectly.
He’d definitely learn exactly how you like your hot beverage.
I personally can’t imagine him being an avid coffee drinker tbh, but I don’t think he’d mind if you are one.
Takes your tea parties very seriously, knows all your favourite pastries, puts on some smooth jazz, brings out the fine china, etc
Loves listening to you talking about your day, your current interests, hobbies, etc. Even if the topic itself isn’t all that interesting to him, he’ll still listen to you.
The both of you love gossiping with each other. Neither of you will admit it to others though.
Petnames
You very rarely hear your given name come out of this man’s mouth.
He never calls you anything that he deems too sickly sweet, usually sticks to dear, sweetheart, or darling.
If he’s having a particularly great day, he might call you love, but that doesn’t happen very often.
Constant praises & words of affirmation
I think words of affirmation is one of his main love languages.
He constantly showers you with praises, telling you how gorgeous you look, how witty your jokes are, etc.
We all know that this man is a charmer, however his compliments to you are more than just empty words… most of the time :p
Do keep in mind that this man is a master manipulator tho, so he isn't above using sweet talk to get what he wants.
Playful banter that keeps you on your toes
He loves a good back and forth, especially if his darling is a particularly witty individual.
The two of you can turn any conversation into a battle of words.
However, if you take it too far, he’s not afraid to put you in your place with a couple of sharp words, aimed to hurt.
But most of the time it’s just good fun :)
Never having to so much as lift a finger
He’s very big on acts of service.
Forget about opening doors or pulling out chairs for yourself.
He takes being a gentleman very seriously, especially when it comes to you.
But not only is he a gentleman, he’s also a powerful overlord.
So if you ever need anything, be that a new pair of shoes, or getting rid of a particularly nasty demon, consider it done.
Being his closest confidant
We all know that Alastor has many acquaintances, however he falls short on meaningful connections.
He doesn’t let people get too close to him, and it is sort of understandable why.
You are one of the only exceptions to that.
You know more about this man than all of hell combined.
It took a while for him to open up to you, and even longer until he started telling you about his past.
He’s the kind to drop hints about himself and let you figure out the rest.
Trust goes a long way with him, I think he’d be more open to sharing his plans and such with someone that he knows won’t question his every move.
Even so, there’s still a lot that you don’t know about him, but you’ll just have to take what you can.
You can dress however you want… as long as it fits his taste
He’s not all too picky about what you wear.
Contrary to popular belief, he wouldn’t expect you to be in full glam 24/7.
If you like more revealing clothes, well, he’ll just have to make sure that anyone that dares to as much as look at you the wrong way is taken care of.
That being said, looking well put together is a must.
You represent him in a way, and he expects you to look the part.
He can’t have you wandering the streets of hell in rags that not even the lowest sinners would wear.
Absolutely no modern technology allowed
Do I even need to explain this?
He’d rather be safe than sorry when it comes to the possibility of Vox messing with you.
You are never truly alone
Alastor would make sure to accompany you on your outings as much as his schedule allows it.
But let’s be real, he’s a very busy man.
He makes sure that a few of his shadows keep an eye on you though, even in his absence.
I don’t think your personal strength matters in this case, as I’ve mentioned before, there’s very little that this man wouldn’t do for you, especially when it comes to your personal safety.
Lets you get closer to him than anyone else
This time, I’m talking about physical closeness.
We all know that he isn’t big on physical touch.
However, I feel like you could get away with a lot more than others.
When the two of you are walking somewhere, it’s not unusual for him to offer you his arm.
When you’re standing next to him, he sometimes rests his hand on your back, although that is often a subconscious thing.
If you’re having a particularly rough day, he isn’t too opposed to letting you hug him.
You can also get away with laying on his lap sometimes, and if he’s feeling exceptionally gracious, he might even pet your hair.
PDA is definitely a big no-no, on one hand he has an image to protect, but I also just don’t think he’d be too comfortable with showing his more vulnerable side in public.
As for kisses… if you haven’t seen each other in a while, he might greet you with a kiss on your hand, but that’s as far as it ever goes.
He’s not a very touchy-feely person, so if that bothers you… good luck finding someone better than the radio demon ;)
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me af tbh lmao
anway, thanks for reading pookies mwah (slash platonic lol)
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hannieehaee · 6 months
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18+ / mdi
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content: bickering, some modern family references (just names n stuff), smut, penetrative sex, f reader, riding, tit play (??) idk he just likes ur tits, etc.
a/n: this is kinda meant to be a modern family au based on haley and andy's first meeting so theres some references to the show (just fyi) except this ends as smut 🫡 can also be read as nanny!seokmin and richbrat!you tho
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modern family au where you, ditzy and careless granddaughter of rich business owner, incidentally meet your family's new manny!seokmin while sneaking into your grandfather's house for some alone time by the pool. you grab a few beers, knowing your grandfather and his wife probably wont be back for a while when you hear someone clear their throat behind you. startled, you drop the glass bottles on the floor and turn around to see who the hell is in your supposedly-empty grandfather's house.
you're taken aback as soon as you meet his eyes. pretty boy your age in what's supposed to be a place only your family had access to ? you wont complain, but you're still pretty bummed about the wasted beer.
the first words out of his mouth are to scold you. great. yet another person to get in your way just when you're re trying to relax away from your overbearing family. but wait, you think, you still have no idea who this man is.
"who are you?", you question as he leans over to clean up the bottles you had broken (the bottles he broke, if anyone asked you).
"no. who are you?", he gives as rebuttal. "mr pritchet didnt say anyone would be here today. are you alex or __?" he says, cutely tilting his head to the side like a confused puppy, making your heart melt role your eyes.
"im alex," you lie, knowing your sister wouldnt get in trouble for this anyways. "now my question."
"i'm your grandfather's new manny," he replies with a boyish smile, stretching his free hand towards you.
"you're not manny. i know manny and you look nothing like him," you say frowning, knowing this is totally not your uncle manny.
"oh, you're __. i'm seokmin. the new male nanny," he says in a tone that makes you think he mightve meant it as an insult .. you choose to ignore it, instead looking at his arms as he continues to wipe the broken glass. why hadnt you noticed his arms earlier ?
"i'm sorry, but im gonna have to tell your grandfather that you broke glass near the pool," he interrupts your thoughts as he finishes picking up the broken glass.
fuck. you just got out of being grounded, you cant have your mom know you snuck into your grandpa's house again, specially for day-drinking (you're over 21 now, whats the big issue?!).
you panic, so you go for the first thing that comes to mind.
"do you really have to do that, seokmin?", you flutter your lashes at him, untying the top of your bathing suit cover and pushing up your barely-covered tits for him to see.
he looks down, momentarily forgetting what he was talking about, but quickly looks back up. "thats not gonna work, your grandparents warned me about you," he says as he looks away from your chest.
he already bit the hook. there's really nothing to lose now.
you take slow steps towards him, making sure to sway your hips as you do so, placing your hands on his shoulders as soon as you're close enough. "listen. this can stay between us, right? you've already cleaned everything up. there's no reason we need to waste our time in telling him how you caught me off guard and made me drop the glass, is there?", you rub your hands up and down his chest, slowly unbuttoning his shirt while he stands still, letting you continue your actions.
"m-me?! y-YOU broke it! you're not even supposed to be h-" he cuts himself off when you get tired of his talking and decide to just rip the rest of the buttons off.
"listen to me, seokmin. we can waste the next hour arguing about who did what while we wait for my grandpa to get here," you start pressing your mouth to his ear, almost giving him the attention he really wants, but not fully. "or we could go to the guest room and i could give you a little something in return for your silence. wouldn't that be more fun?"
with one more look from him, you find yourself moments later sitting atop him in one of the mansion's guest rooms, bouncing on top of him with your back facing his chest. his eyes were glued to your ass, with his hands groping your hips tightly as he furrowed his eyebrows in pleasure. never would he have expected that the airheaded girl his new employers warned him about would be this pretty and feel this good wrapped around him.
"fuck," he exhales, rubbing his hands up and down your back, ultimately landing on your ass, melding his hands unto the soft skin. "b-baby fuck. slow down."
"but minnie .. my grandparents could be back any second. besides, you're doing me a favour. it'd be mean of me to not make it up to you, wouldnt it?", you put on a sweet voice for him as you bounce faster, also wanting to reach your high as the pretty boy impaled you.
frustrated at not being able to see you, he uses those beefy arms you were eyeing earlier to lift you up and turn you around on top of him, now looking into your eyes as you held onto his shoulders for support. looking at his pretty eyes staring up at you with softness despite the lewdness of the act made you feel crazy. feeling addicted to the way he looked at you, you decided to give him a show.
"fuck, minnie. feel so fucking good," you moaned, dragging your hands up to your tits to play with them, rubbing your nipples in a way that had you rolling your eyes back. "dont you wanna help me, minnie? be a good boy and put your hands on me."
he whined at your words, sitting up a bit and replacing your hands with his. pinching at your nipples, he made you cry out loud and rub yourself even harder, now catching an angle that allowed your clit to rub against him. feeling drunk on your enthusiasm, he moved one of his hands to your hip in order to guide you, moving his mouth to bite and lick at your nipples, making you roll your eyes back.
both your ends approached, now with you maniacally bouncing on him while his mouth stayed stuck to your chest, alternating breasts to suck and whine into. feeling completely cock drunk, you increased the intensity of your movements, leading yourself into a mind-blowing orgasm with him following soon after, his moans muffled by your chest.
you spent the next five minutes softly cleaning each other up and getting rid of the evidence (dirty sheets, condom, etc) before anyone arrived home, all while shyly exchanging glances at each other. it was unlike you to feel shy when interacting with a guy (i mean, you did just seduce your grandparents new nanny within minutes of knowing him), but there was something about his good-boy attitude and soft demeanor towards you that just drew you to him. that, and how easy on the eyes he was.
your thoughts were promptly interrupted by him quietly speaking up "listen, i know i'm probably overstepping and just embarrassing myself by saying this but, i kind of uh. i kind of felt a connection there. i think you mightve even felt it too? would you like to maybe see where this goes? i could take you out, or if not we could start off as friends too, you know? or maybe this again? wait, no. i'm not suggesting that you should uh- but if you want to! i mean, whatever you want! it's just tha-" he continues to ramble, clearly losing track of what his original question was.
just like him, you interrupt his monologue by grabbing onto his face, making him stop mid sentence and look at you. "yes," you giggle. "we can go out seokmin. i'll know where to find you," and with that, you leave him with a peck and a wink as you exit the room, successfully leaving the house before anyone arrived, knowing you'd be coming back whenever possible to get some alone time with your grandparents' pretty manny you were now planning to make yours.
a/n: i feel like this mightve made no sense if u've never seen modern family SORRY anyways i just wanted to use the trope hehe (theyre endgame btw not like in the actual show </3)
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Hell yeah ask game! I am very intrigued abt untitld-artwork (4)
Care to share if its something you think you might finish soon or is it one of those wips that stah trapped in the shadow realm for the next 6 months? (i do that)
A fine choice!!
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This is untitled canvas (4), it was gonna be a Disco AU with nami, zoro, and Robin on this page. If i were to finish it i would probably have done the rest of the straw hats on it too.
It was inspired by this ref 👇 and also listening to the song “Disco Miniature Golfing Queen” from Phineas and Ferb
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She served this hard for what? Pour quoi… for our reference images…..
This… this pic i think is gonna have to be lost to time. Ive had it for such a long time, and at this point, If God Wont Do It, It Just Wont Get Done.
Feel free to use that ref if anyone wants it tho
Thanks for the ask!
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racharii · 8 days
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coming from an enby whos tme (tho i myself am not transmasc), i feel like a lot of transmasc people are doing this "have their cake and eat it too" thing where they want to be perceived as men or men adjacent, in our society a part of the oppressor class, while also still wanting to benefit from structures meant to protect against said class. specifically ones that have been set up in queer spaces. ive met quite a few trans men who were just as vehemently misogynysitic as your average dude bro. and (this is speculation based on convos ive had with trans men im not in every transmascs head) a lot of transmascs have a lot of internalized misogyny that they project onto trans women. ive had an irl ex friend of mine say something that i think encapsulates this particular issue fairly well. this was like 8 years ago, we were talking about trans rep in media (specifically orange is the new black iirc) so im paraphrasing; 'its messed up that we (afabs in this context) are sidelined for people who used to be men, we cant escape the patriarchy.' that was horribly transmisogynistic, so lets unpack it.
it assumes that trans women are just men
it assumes sex essentialism, that they and i were just women. that we were just poor Females having 'our space' encroached on by mean 'former men.'
im not saying that all transmascs think like this ofc. #notallmen. im saying that some do, and enough transmascs have internalized misogyny and not enough self reflection.
just because you are trans doesnt mean you are immune to bigotry and recouping oppressive structures. none of us are free of Sin™️. you as an individual have to make an effort to reflect on your thoughts and actions and how they might affect yourself and others, so that you are not a willing participant of our communities oppression.
for example, ive talked a lot privately about my journey to being a better person, (and pobodies nerfect, its always a learning process, you always will have things you can improve on. and thats okay, were all just human) i initially hated it/its pronouns. 'it' gave me the ick. i was called 'it' as a kid incessantly to make fun of my gender presentation, i couldnt fathom someone else finding peace and even euphoria in using it/its. i bought into the conservative talking points about neopronouns and it/its being detrimental to the trans community. they were "the bad transes" and me? well i use they/them but shakespeare used the singular they so im fine :), im one of the good ones. then one day, i was listening to some video essay idr what or who, but something they said stuck with me, "if it/its makes me happy, why do you care? how does 'it' hurt you really?" my trauma is not everyones trauma, people will find comfort in things that i wont, and thats okay. 'it' hurt me when i was young, by cruel kids and uncaring adults. why am i hurting my community, my fellow transes, by continuing to deny them their autonomy to identify how they like? so i got over 'it.' i saw the real harm was the fucking wedge being driven between us by conservative grifters trying to pick off the weakest in the herd before they go in for the rest of us.
visibility isnt necessarily a good thing for marginalized people. transfemmes are the biggest target of hate in our community atm. they unfortunately serve as the canary. global fascism is on the rise and to be frank, a targeted hate campaign against a trans woman is asking for her to be killed. outed, paraded as a freak, doxxed, swatted, killed. protect trans women, fascism doesnt stop with one group nor will you be saved by being "one of the good ones." trans solidarity, even the people you dont like, even if you think theyre icky or gross or whatever the fuck else you do Not give up trans solidarity. you dont make callout posts, you dont send death threats, you dont send hate mail, if you dont like someone Block Them and move on.
we stand together or we will be eradicated.
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𝕐𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝔸𝕥𝕥𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕆𝕟 𝕋𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕟 H𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕠𝕟𝕤
I'm only writing for the characters I know, I'm rewatching the series.
Hange\hanji has they\them pronouns
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Eren: Possesive, he may have anger issues, and just because he chokes you does not mean he hates you...he just is a little upset at the moment.
He first met you while training, and he was stunned by your beauty and dedication. You always distracted him, but he pulled together just fine. When he is in his titan form, the obsession is still there, always looking for you. He'll put you in his mouth and rest you on his tongue. NOT SWALLOWING.
"When this is all over, you are going to marry me. I mean it."
Mikasa: She is very patient with you. She knows how it feels to be taken against your will. Scared, confused, but not to worry, you only there for her to love on.
Protective as hell, you think you can handle a fight, ha, don't make her laugh, she loves to hurt people in your favor. She is prepared for anything in order to protect you.
"Y/n, c'mon, let's go to bed, im tired. This bitch thought she could talk abou you behind our backs, that cunt."
Armin: Bro is a top tear. TOP TEAR. Manipulator. He out thinks you by using his intelligence, and it fucks with your mind. He could convince you that you have known each other from when you were younger. And you would believe it.
Don't even try to ask for help. you're not gonna get it. Man can catch you by surprise with his strength. He can whip ass when he needs to. And whoever gets in his way can catch his hands.
"Y/n, don't you remember the promise you made, we are supposed to be together forever."
Jean: this arrogant ass mf, always following you, like bitch personal space, do u know her? He'll befriend you so u have no suspension of him being a creep.
Is he pervy, yes, and he's aware that he is pervy, i mean, it was no accident when he walked up and just so happened to trip over air and grab your chest. But he thinks ur dumb so...
"My bad, didn't mean to bump into you, I'll be more careful next time."
Sasha: I can personally see she wants someone who can and will feed her, so prepare to be the house wife of her life.
Very obsessive. Likes to spoil you, tho. Whether it's a massage, a special day out, or a special day in the room... she loves you to bits and peaces.
"I'm home, look Y/n, i killed a deer, this will taste amazing for dinner."
Connie: Mans is delusional, thinks you love him back, he wants to build a family with you, he adores you.
Now he can get cocky, so you just gotta ingnore him till he gets all mad and begs you to look at him. Works every time.
"Y/n, c'mon, you can't be this angry right. I didn't mean it."
Annie: Agressive, always watching, but you never know. She love to see you smile, you are her weakness. And her only reson for living.
She always looks to your needs instead of her own. Loves to just listen to you speak. It warms her heart to see you taking about something so passionately .
"Hey, Y/n, what are you doing? Please tell me, it seems interesting"
Crysata/Historia: As Crysta she was kind careing sweet, and always looking after you, very submissive and would do anything you asked her to.
As Historia tho, she takes the lead and is in charge of your whole life. What you eat, wear, when you sleep, when you wake up, its all up to her. You have no freedom except your thoughts.
Crysta" Y/n we sould get to bed, you need energry for tomorrow"
Historia"Bed NOW, this is the sceond time I've told you. Next time i wont be so nice"
Yamir: Cocky as hell, and bitchy, always bossing you around, makeing fun of you becase you can't be on your own without screwing up.
Always by your side. Wants to marry you, be with you the rest of your life, there is no escape.
"Why did you even join the force if you can't do shit for your self"
Levi: Agressive and awkward, he does not know how to express his feelings, so he could give you a compliment and you would think it's an insult.
Does favors on the down low. You could ask one of the cadets to do something, levi over hearing it, does it. And no one knew who it did. Especially if it's a personal favor.
"Wow cadet, seems like your not a complete fuck up after all"
Hanji/Hange: always has you with them at all times. They just can't get enough of you, they have many nicknames for you.
Thinks you are the cutest thing to have ever walked this earth. So adorable. They have you wrapped around their finger, with their charming smile, you can't scence the crazy...well except their natral crazy.
"Ah, Y/n my dear, you are just the cutest thing, such a sweetheart.
Erwin: In charge. That's it, no back talk. Wants you by him at all times. At meetings he would have you sit beside him or in his lap as he does paperwork. Asking your opinions, and praiseing you.
Don't disobey he is fond of punishment. He can always put you to bed early. And not let you go outside for a day. It won't bother him.
"Y/n, how do you feel about this, for our next expedition. No, you cant come this time, im sorry."
🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋🖋
REQUESTS: open
I will only write who is on this headcanons list for now.
Edited: February 19, 2024💋
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You think you can do a Komi Shouko!MC with the Dorm Leaders + Ace & Deuce?
Dorm leaders + Adeuce duo with a Komi Shouko!MC
You're a shy and sweet individual. You suffer from extreme social anxiety and communication problems, often trembles like a leaf if you're forced to speak.
While you appear gracious on the outside, your nature is a little silly at times. You're a very detail-oriented and meticulous person. You're also curious about experiencing new stuff, often enthusiastic about it. You could also be surprisingly competitive.
Riddle:
kind of confused on why are u not speaking up
and kind of annoyed honestly
until he noticed how you're literally shaking so much
now he is concerned because????like??? are u ok????
at first he kind of just assumed you're scared of him bc of his reputation as a tyrant
so he tried to be patient and try to approach u first slowly
but then realized you're like that with everyone
so he tried asking why you're like this
ofc, no pressure. if u don't feel comfortable telling him, he won't force u!!
and if he found out why you're like this? he spends his time researching what to do to help
and now you're in riddle's lesson class
good luck😰riddle's a good teacher but u might need that goodluck
he's really patient with u and won't force u to do anything if you're still uncomfortable
will collar anyone who dared to talk abt u in a bad way bc of ur anxiety
straight up stomping their way with his uh wand??? round magic thing??? wtf is it called yolanda???? ready to swing
he's very surprised that you're competitive but its not like its not an unwelcomed surprise
will compete with u fairly
probably how yall got close idk my brain is fried after school
Leona:
thought you're scared of him too💀
so he just leaves u alone
well u had no choice but to still interact with him anyway because the god of storyline wont let yall not interact
hes observant, he'll finally notice it then
honestly? not big of a difference lol
he doesn't wanna deal with people so he mostly just leaves u alone too💀
might defend u if someone talked bad abt u tho🤔
only if its in front of him ofc
"i dont want any troublesome things to happen in front of me"
he may have said
but now u wanna be his friend
be his friend = errand runner + pillow
you'll help him with errands just fine
well sometimes
no promises with ur two friends and ur cat by ur side
but being his pillow? thats where the problem starts
literally shoots up like when a cat saw a cucumber
leona: ??????!!!!??????
u startled him so much the first time, he actually woke up for the rest of the day💀
he was annoyed but he just lets it slide bc he can't really get mad at u for smth u cant control
he'll need that level 10 friendship before he'll ever be able to make u his walking pillow
which means more effort from him head in hands
leona realizing he needs to put an effort into smth again:
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he won't underestimate u or make fun of u
Azul:
he's friends with idia and even tho idia doesn't like being in crowds, that doesn't mean he's dumb
plus hes just as quiet as u when he was younger so like🤔
doesn't mean he won't try to make a contract with u
oh u want friends??? WOULD U LIKE TO HAVE A DEAL WITH HIM????
cue him and the tweels chasing u around school with a contract in hand /j
literally tried to come up with smth to help u with ur anxiety bc you're actually willing to make a contract with him
you apparently desperately want some friends bc you're pretty lonely or smth
so now azul is working his ass off to help u
whenever u help him or smth, he will think its a sign that u wanted him to hurry up with his potion to help u
listen man, he's not used to kindness alright🤷‍♀look at the people he's around with all the time
won't knock out of it until u shakily said you're just helping him just because u wanted to (and bc u wanted to be friends with him)
azul stayed awake for a whole week trying to decode what are u trying to say to him
bro almost became a human research genius
until the tweels just go "...yeah we better just say it to him before he pass or smth😰"
he ended up passing out after the tweels told him anyway
bc the exhaustion finally caught up to him
that and bc hes shocked you willingly wanted to become his friend??? after??? all???? that???
but he recovers pretty quick don't worry‼️
plays board games with u
and the tension was so bad bc yall were so competitive like chill out its just a board game😰
Kalim:
might accidentally made u uncomfortable at first bc of his extroverted vibe as idia said
quickly apologies and tried to make up to u in the most extravagant way ever
which made u even more nervous and uncomfortable💀
but it is ok! jamil is here to save the day‼️
he then spends the rest of the day telling kalim why are u shaking and looked nervous
which leads to the next day
he, unfortunately, is still very loud
so he deadass shouted ur name and ran up to u
but he gave u a whole ten page essay on why hes sorry as soon as hes in front of u so uh🤔
tried his best to tone down his enthusiasm for ur sake
more excited than u abt getting u friends than you being excited trying to gain new friends
dragged the pop music club to meet u and be friends with u
and then he dragged the second years to meet u
and then he went to drag u to meet all of his dormmates
out of everyone, hes probably the only one whos actively dragging people/dragging u around to find u some friends💀
mans even promised he'll make u meet his siblings so that they'll be ur friends
well uh with kalim by ur side, im sure you'll have more than 100 friends soon‼️
Vil:
it is ok, VIL WILL HELP😘🤗‼️
now u have like two teachers trying to help u with ur anxiety
he may be busy but he can never pass up the chance to make someone who has a lot of potential shine brighter than they alr are
will step on anyone who dared to talk bad abt ur anxiety
but then again, he doesn't wanna dirty his shoes with trash so like🤔
he tried to push u into things little by little until u get more comfortable with the change and getting out of ur comfort zone
hes very patient with u do not worry‼️
Idia:
u wont get out of ur comfort zone overnight, he understands that so that's why hes taking small steps with u until u get more comfortable
when u told him u wanted to make 100 friends??? hes all abt it
literally gave u any advice u may need to gain friends, he might even introduce u to a person or two if u ask
the savior friend to introverts who goes "excuse me, they asked for no pickles"
the one you're probably most comfortable with
i mean hes the mom friend so can't really blame u🤔🤷‍♀
is more than happy to know that you're competitive and smart
like thats a really good quality to have so he really encouraged it
more than happy to compete with u
dont think he'll go easy on u just bc he has been a little soft on u‼️
ah, if it isn't his kind of person
he kins u
you're both smart but u both have social anxiety
the only difference is that idia dislikes people and u kind of like them and wanted to be friends with them
yalls first meeting are gonna be so funny LMFOAOAOA
it was ortho's idea btw (our wingman)
literally just two people struggling to speak up to each other
but uh since yall are kind of similar to each other, its easier to get comfortable with each other🤔
Malleus:
ortho is the translator for the both of u during that time
"brother feels you're kind of relatable!"
"they said you feel relatable too, brother!"
gaming buddy
thats how yall bond
yall are really competitive abt it, ortho actually got worried friendship could be broken from this
hes probably the second or third person you're most comfortable with??🤔since u guys are so similar
but he cant really help u in social situations bc like
he doesn't even go out💀
he might help u from his ipad tho
if he feels confident enough that is
if not, he'll just make ortho go to wherever u are and help u
thought u were scared of him bc of how much u were shaking so he avoided u for ur own good💀
it takes like a week of convincing from lilia for him to even talk to u again
ah, you're just shy and is suffering from anxiety, he sees
teleports back to the library or smth to find ways to help (after yall finished talking ofc)
and honestly? he tried his best to give u advice and all that
mans even went to take some advice from lilia abt this for u
i dont think anyone will even say a thing abt ur anxiety with malleus by ur side💀
they could just mention ur name and malleus will look at their direction
which scared the students and they haven't even said anything😭⁉️
nobody wants to fuck with him thats for sure
malleus: 🤔????
he's confused on why did they stopped talking abt u when all he did was look😔
he wanted some of those juicy gossips abt u and how you're doing too yknow😔
heard of ur problem and he couldn't relate more
he too, wants some friends and is having difficulties trying to have one
suggest u two have do this quest where u both try to get friends together
bc hey!! u two will have each others' back!!
which failed pft💀friendless behavior
i mean, oh no thats so sad im so sorry
well i mean its ok!! u guys have each other ig😁!
Ace:
ur very own walking translator to people
but hes just like google translator
and by that, i mean he will give out the wrong translations sometimes
someone asked if i coukd tutor them and u wanted to say yes? ace said u said "fuck off"
someone is making fun of u? the same thing but louder and more threatening
someone is praising u and is making u uncomfortable? same thing
someone wants to eat lunch with u? same thing with the added "this table is full🙄"
doesn't really understand much why u cant speak up but tries to🤔?
he may be confused but at least he got the spirit‼️
will try to speak up for u when the professor called on u to answer some questions
which sometimes helped sometimes got u both into trouble for no reason💀
is there on ur quest to make friends
which lowkey drive them away bc they don't wanna get into trouble and all of u got into trouble often woops💀
compete with each other the most i say
it got to the point a small crowd is gathering around yall bc they're so interested in whatever u guys are competing about
be it uno, monopoly, who did the most math questions or smth, yall get so competitive abt it with each other
Deuce:
if someone makes fun of u because of ur anxiety, he will send them flying
someone is unconsciousnessly making u uncomfortable? he's alr warning them
like he straight up became a goku kinnie if someone made u uncomfy or said smth bad abt u
not even one word can get out of their mouths before they blink and deuce is in front of them with his fist up
ngl he had a hard time communicating with u too since uh
you're kind of like shaking a lot and he naturally became nervous too
so ace and deuce had to help yall warm up to each other
is really gentle and nice with u‼️
literally so scared that he might have made u uncomfortable in one way or another so he often asks for ur reassurance before anything
he usually gets u to tutor him
and hes really proud that hes ur only student that he'll wear a badge about it
honestly? he does not get these uh anxiety thing either
so he spends hours in the library and internet researching how does anxiety even work
he may be confused but at least he got the spirit‼️(2)
tried his best to help u when you're having difficulties saying smth to someone
he may butchered up a thing or two and almost made the person fight u or smth but hes a pro now‼️
literally smacks ace if he said "fuck off" again even tho thats not what u wanted to say
u wanted friends??? WELL HE CAN TRY TO HELP YES‼️⁉️
spends day and night planning how to get u 100 friends in a day💀dawg thats now humanly possible calm down
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REUNITED
You were standing in a club with your friends, they were all just hammered, you weren't a drinker though, so you were just sipping on a soda and listening to the music.
One of your friends started talking to someone and when you weren't looking they all left you, they were the ones who had the car, and who had brought you here.. 
You started feeling people's eyes on you, you didn't look like you belonged there, everyone was dressed all slutty and had barely any clothes on, while you only had on a sweater and some comfy pants, they said they were going to a movie, not a club.
You felt a set of eyes on you, but it didn't feel like judging eyes, it felt like the eyes otto used to look at you with.. But with everyone looking at you it made you feel uncomfortable, so you left.
Once you got outside and had started walking to go anywhere, a man came and stopped you from walking, that's when you realized, you were in the sketchy part of town.
“Well well well.. Look what the cat dragged in, what are you doing all by yourself?”
“Is there something I can help you with sir..”
“I don't know” he grabbed you by your hair and and quickly dragged you into an alleyway and pinned you against the wall slamming your head against the brick wall your vision went black for a minute and you could hear your own heart beat tho you could hear nothing but that.
Suddenly the man let go of you and you felt a pair of arms wrap around you and you were pressed against a large figure, slightly your eyes opened and a blurry figure was against you then everything went black and you fell unconscious.
When you awoke you were in a bed, it was so comfy you didn't want to move, there was even a heated blanket wrapped around you, a sharp pain struck the back of your head suddenly and as you reached back to feel the damage a hand gently grabbed yours.
“Hey slow down darling..” you did a little gasp and your eyes dashed open and you met otto's gaze, his dark brown eyes were looking right back at yours.
“Otto!” you shouted as you sat up and hugged him tight “i thought you died! Y-you fell into the river!” you started checking him all over as he stopped you “ you have cuts on your face!”
“Darling please.. You have a head wound! It's not okay for you to be up and moving around! Im okay tho, im here, those are from me protecting you.. Now please, relax..”
“How can I relax when you have been gone for so long! I watched you save spiderman! Then go under!” you were tearing up and otto whipped your tears as his medal arms laid you down and he removed his jacket and placed it over you 
“I will tell you everything that happened later” he crawled into the bed with you “now please, rest.. I wont leave your side until you wake up, that sound okay?” he placed a kiss on your temple then moved it to your lips and held it there for a moment before you snuggled up to him
“I've got you.. I'm so sorry I left.. But I'm here now and I'm going to protect you.. For as long as i'm alive”
You smiled as you listened to him talk and drifted back into your resting sleep, happy to know your husband was back in your arms.
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sips-tea-cutely · 2 years
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You’ll love me at once, the way you did once upon a dream.
“I would rather die than let you go— Juliet to your Romeo. How I heard you say ‘I would never fall in love again until I found her. I said, I would never fall unless it's you I fall into’.”
osamu dazai, najimi osana, rantaro amami, xiao, kokichi oma
summary: love is a difficult term to define. they’ve never been good at expressing their love for others until they found you.
esp for: ME I DESERVE IT, @wagyuu-li, @actualvrolett, @mentally-ell, @sleepygamerotaku, @queen-of-wires, @th0tpimusprime, @chuuyas--boo & @lovelii-ann
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#Osamu Dazai
homies, this is osamu dazai, did we expect him NOT to love touching his partner 😧😧
not in that way aha. he loves to walk around yokohama and keep an arm around your waist, let you rest your head on his shoulder while his head lays on yours
would lowkey be into having your head on his chest??? hear his heart beat beat for you s/o~ (=^▽^)σ
ALSO would love to sleep with his head on your chest. 1. (MAN)BOOBS 2. wants to make sure you wont abandon him in the middle of the night </33
SO INTO patting ur head. maybe like you’re scrolling on tiktok, head beside his lap and he’ll pat you once in a while <3
must be holding you in one way or another. he’ll be holding your hand, resting on your shoulder or dragging your leg as kunikida pulls him away, MUST BE HOLDING YOU
super loves to hold you and sometimes likes to be held back
still tho he’s more into being coddled with words hehe~
LOVES when you brush his hair at night say how much you love him, it makes him feel so lovesick
would actually propose/hj if you said you loved him in morse code (ranpo understands and is so sick of it)
might actually sob if you say something like “odasaku is so proud of you for helping others” he loves u so much bro i dont think its a joke anymore…
sometimes he has days where he doesn’t even know who he is or what he looks like, please reassure his humanity, hes so unsure of his existence
lowkey loves when you stay in bed with him on his depression days and just admire him, he thinks its a little narcissistic of himself tho but being adorned by you like a treasure is great so lol who cares its you (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
sometimes dazai thinks that life isnt worth living but then again, he has you waiting in bed for him right now so, how bad can it really be? <3
#Xiao
as we all know, xiao is one of— if not is the most loyal character in genshin. so what would we expect less for him to love acts of service?
just like with aether/lumine, just call out his name and he’ll be there for you!
reluctantly, he’d willing to walk around liyue harbor with you for dates and such (even if he doesnt really like being around others)
he isn’t really the MOST affectionate of the bunch since he often worries of his karmic debt hurting your friends, the traveler or morax forbid, you.
so instead, he asks you everyday, around 7:00 if you have anything you’ve been meaning to do. and after checking the gates around the harbor and wangshū, he’d get them done for you to lighten your load <333 (there was a time where you needed to deliver a parcel to granny at qince village and she called him a wonderful boyfriend to u, it was so cute HASJSJ)
during the osial situation, despite knowing how strong you are, he still told you to get out of the town or to at least stay near wangsheng so that zhongli could watch you, plz listen to him, he’s sorta worried </33
even after meeting you, and doing these for you, he’d still be secretly concerned that you feel forced to love him so please do express your love to him
which brings us to~… words of affirmation <33
he’s been so lonely for centuries on end and you’re his first relationship so he’d be like putty in your hands the moment you compliment him on ANYTHING
when i say anything, i mean it. even just saying that his eyes are pretty would make him hide under his yaksha mask <333
he always hyperventilates a little when you compliment him, hes only been so used to loneliness and besides that, zhongli has only occasionally thanked xiao but even then, it didn’t matter because you are the one he truly loves
WOULD ALSO LOWKEY BE INTO RECEIVING GIFTS
xiao honestly can’t remember the last time he was given a gift so even just receiving a lil glaze lily from an expedition w/ qiqi would make his heart pound!
fuck, hes so head over heels for you be careful w this power babe
#Rantaro Amami
ACTS OF SERVICE‼️‼️‼️‼️
he loves to help you with just about anything!! did angie ask for help to do something bizzare? rantaro’s on his way to stop a blood sacrifice!! kokichi being annoying? cmon lets go to the rooftop and when we get there push him off <3!!
hes honestly so used to being asked for help or doing something, he’d be a little uncomfortable just relaxing??
lowkey has to have something in his hand (GET HIM A FIDGET TOY) like he could be walking around and woops hes in your dorm with a slice of glazed cake
tbh would like to hangout in your research lab and play with the trinkets you left around
also kind of into physical touch?? he likes to hold ur hand
he loves to hold it close to his cheeks while resting in his dorm 😭😭💖💖
ALSO INTO WORDS OF AFFIRMATION
please reassure him that hes a good s/o and brother hes SO insecure i cant make any jokes abt it
loves to just hear you say “im happy im with you, rantaro. you’re so kind” PROPOSES??? HOLDS??? 😧😧😧💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
honestly into PDA but would wanna keep it in private to make them more special
sometimes when he sees like say kiibo’s hand very very unintentionally (he really didn’t mean it omg) brush your chest, he’d laugh it off sureee but then starts thinking you’d probably be happier with kiibo?? its his older brother mindset ugh
speaking of big brother, he also is quite responsible for his age so he’d LOVE quality time with you— exploring the school, maybe cleaning up the library, makes him realize how fun it always is to be with you
honestly just loves you too much for his own good ugh this lovesick bastard 💖💖🎉🎉
#Najimi Osana
LOVES giving gifts
often gives you little snacks they got from the vending machine in between classes (made sure its’ your favorite too! <33)
if you’re someone who doesn’t have lots of money to spare on yourself, they’d definitely try their best to get you to things you want!!
well uh— they wouldn’t exactly get it themselves BUT would use their social connections to get it for you
still never expects you to give them anything besides your love! ofc tho, if it makes you uncomfortable, they’d immediately stop or at least restrain themself from giving you every pretty leaf they found in the park </333
almost anything they find is given to you!
the cat keychain they won at the arcade with komi and tadano? it’s on your bag now! the shiny rock that they found on the field? sitting on your desk! the homework they forgot to finish? being held down by the pretty rock ehehe
don’t worry, tadano lightheadedly scolds najimi. they agreed but only if you stay with them!
speaking of which, they also love spending time with you!! <333
always invites you over to do homework together or just to talk
najimi is,,, extroverted (to say the least) so, it’d be great to just watch TV with you and cuddle on their bed <33
no matter how long you’ve known each other, they’ll always feel butterflies when you remembered something they’ve said, even if it’s something small like wanting to go to a ramen shop!! 🫣🫣
LOVES when you setup dates to places like a festival or even just volunteering to pay for najimi’s snack
no matter how busy, will ALWAYS look for you the moment class ends that even the teacher is asking them to come back (to which they reluctantly drag their feet back to their desk </333)
lowkey might think you’re annoyed when they cling to you, please reassure them </3333
#Kokichi Ouma
LOVES QUALITY TIME
he’d always ask force you to join him in his lil antics which gets you both in trouble with kirumi, aha… TURN OUT YOU WERE HIS SCAPEGOAT AAH RUNNNN
WOULD ALSO PRANK YOU DONT THINK YOURE SAFE!! dw tho, theyre not that bad~… if you like having ketchup thrown at you nishishi <3
mightve made you join DICE??? woopsies now you’re promoted to second in command without even knowing (yes he’d pull the “do you want them dead? just one phone call and theyre dead” more than once)
tbh he probably spent all that time with you because of cough cough his plan 😨😨. he knew that he wouldnt be able to see you again so he wanted to spend as much time with you as possible :(
trys to ignore it since— hes with you right now! no good to be thinking such gloomy thoughts!! </33
tbh the only thing making him go through with this plan was that you, shuichi, himiko, maki, kiibo and tsumugi were gonna be free from the killing game screams 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️
absolutely idc im going with the hid in closets cause of mommy issues story, HE WANTS YOU TO TOUCH HIM???? (not in a sex way tho plz this is fluff)
like ok its kind of confusing, he wants your affection but hes also scared of it and being vulnerable and stuff 💔💔
LIVES for your touch, his fav is when you stroke his cheek & pat his head but dont tell him i said that 🏃🏃🏃🏃
sneaks into your dorm to cuddle you he probably got in trouble with the student council at one point
MUST sit next to him or else tears will be shed. (kaito is offering a seat please shut him up/lh)
he wants to stay by your side 24/7 and uses the killing game as an excuse 😭😭 he’d start thinking like “man what if i get too annoying and they get bored… NAH lol what was i thinking thats so stupid!!!” (he does the denying his own thoughts thing)
please tell him you’ll never get sick of himself, i feel like he’d space out if you didn’t (in a /nm im just lonely way)
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pokemon-ash-aus · 2 years
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I wanna read the mimikyu part!
Okay :)
He didn't even think when he raced over to grab the Jangmo-o's. He saw the building collapse and he saw the baby's trying their hardest to run. They were so young. Too young to die. 
 So Ash shouldered his pride, dropped everything he deemed important, his backpack, his pokeballs, his z-Ring, and he raced over.
 He slid above them, curving his back and body shielding the dragons, ignoring the screeches of surprise and the angry and frightened nips he received. 
 He doesn't have time to push any out when he feels the harsh slam against his back, arms and legs buckling under the weight of the rock. He cant feel his left leg, but he can't feel it all too much and instead focuses on pushing the dragons away from the crush zone. 
 "You're gonna be okay," He whispers to the frightened creatures. "But I need you to run outside, it's safer out there."
 It doesn't take much to coax, and soon they're all running away from him. There's another thud, and he can feel his arms buckle under the added weight on his back, hissing as his left leg burns in agony.
He can't rise anymore, he's trying but he can't seem to put enough strength into lifting the rock off. 
 Pikachu races over, his partner and friend screaming. 
 Ash realizes he can barely hear his babble, he can't seem to focus enough to listen to everything his partner is yelling. 
It doesn't matter because now Piakchu is gripping his shirt with his teeth and with his paws, trying to help him out. 
But it's useless isn't it?
He feels the weight of the rock on his back become near unbearable and he's struggling to hold it up at all. He's breathing heavily and he's panicking but now's not really the time for ridiculous emotions. 
 Ash glances around, a bit desperate, there's nothing he can do to shoulder the weight, everything is either too small or already breaking. He has to lay down before he breaks something else. 
 But pikachu is still too close, and he wont move if Ash tells him too cause Piakchu is dumb like that and doesnt like to listen to him when it involves his health. 
So Ash places a hand on his chest, closing his eyes and shoving. It's hard at first, until Ash feels the eventual rip of his shorts and Pikachu's fur disappears from his grasp.
 He looks up and Piakchu is sprawled a bit aways in shock, but he's just as fast to jump up, spitting out the clothes in his mouth and running right back over.
 Ash grimaces, and lays down, hissing as a rock lands on the two on him and bounces off  instantly. It's starting to hurt, and he can feel the rocks slowly crushing him beneath their combined weight. 
 Pikachu is screaming at him, hitting the rock and using iron tail on the edges.
He probably knows that one wrong move and he could break the rocks but it wouldn't end clean. 
 "I'm sorry, Pikachu." It hurts so much to breathe, he can almost feel his ribs cracking. "I'll be fine just get help."
 And Piakchu is smart, he rushes over to his pokeballs and releases Rowlet, the small bird pokemon is assaulted by yelling but he gets the message and races off. 
 Then Pikachu releases Lycanroc and Torracat, and now the trio are trying to lift the rest of the rock up.
 They don't move much, too scared to use any moves and too weak physically to lift without hands. 
 The once they do manage to move ends up with a gross squelch on his leg. He can't feel it but by their horrified looks it looks bad. 
 "Don't!" He yells when they back away. "I can't feel it, it's okay!"
 It doesn't ease them in the slightest, but they can't do much of anything except wait with him.
His vision starts to darken, blurring out at random times. His breathing is shallow, but he's doing a semi-decent job at masking it. 
 He feels guilty, torracat is sobbing, pressing her head against his face and purring. But there's nothing he can do to reassure her.
 Finally two hours in he hears footsteps, heavy footsteps and yelling but he cant hear that. 
 His pokemon do tho, as their yelling and screaming and they all look a touch bit hysterical.
Kiawe rounds the corner, and Ash weakly smiles and waves. The fire type trainer takes a step back, almost horrified. He tears his eyes away and yells, and Ash can hear the hysterical tone despite not hearing much of anything.
 He wonders how he looks to him.
 People are rounding the corner, far more than he could count at the moment, but he hears pokemon being released and can feel the thunder steps of people running closer. 
 He closes his eyes for a second and jolts them back open when he feels a hand on his face. It's Professor Kukui and he's screaming, sobbing and just trying to make sure Ash stays awake. 
But Ash can't understand. 
"I don't know what you're saying professor." Ash tries to chuckle but the weight is still crushing him and he has to wheeze to regain his breath. 
 Kukui looks away, and yells something and now Ash feels like he can breathe again as the literal weight on his shoulders lighten considerably. There's yells of horror, and now Kukui is gently turning him on his side but that's painful and he has to bite back a scream he's too afraid to take. 
 And now that Ash can see his body he realizes his left leg is a bloody mess, mangled and broken beyond belief. Not that it mattered, he couldn't feel it anyway. His chest is bloody, and Ash thinks a rock stabbed him. But it turns out one of his ribs shifted out of place, but he's in so much pain he can feel it.
And Kukui is holding down on his stomach, his hand quickly turning red from his own blood as something wraps his leg tightly.  He can see his pokemon by his side, and he can hear the distant sounds of sirens. 
His friends walk into view and he's too weak to reassure them that he'll be fine. He'll always be fine. 
 He blinked back tears and realized. 
 He's not too weak to say it. 
 Saying it would be lying.
He looks up at the ceiling, knowing he's going to truly die this time and there was probably little chance to survive this. 
He can't feel scared, he doesn't feel the least bit of fear that he used to imagine. 
Maybe dying so many times numbed him to the pain. 
 Maybe this time, he was surrounded by friends and family that made dying less scary.
So he smiles, eyes half lidded and blinking back tears. 
 "I had a good run, didn't I- '' He doesn't bother stopping for everyone denying anything. "Lived my life to the fullest even if i never got to complete what i wanted to do..."
 Kukui's hands are on his face, probably to deny that he's dying, but Ash knows all too well he's lying to himself. He feels guilty for leaving this way, but it's peaceful. 
 "Thank you all for sticking by my side." He smiles. "Please take care of yourselves, and my pokemon and i'll rest easily knowing i can watch over you everyday."
 There's screaming, but he can't seem to care much anymore. His body is shutting down and Ash knows his final moments are here.
 "May my aura be with you." he breathes out, finally closing his eyes one last time.
 He's gone by the time everyone is screaming at him to wake up.
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femme-from-hell · 1 year
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Since requests are open, I have one! I've been in the mood for some angst recently (who thought that writing non-angsty things during an whole month would make that happen? pfft), so I was wondering if I could request headcanons for the Lupin III main cast (the thieves and Zenigata, but feel free to do whichever characters you prefer, I don't know if you have a limit of characters): how would they react/feel about being in an unrequited love situation, or one where they know they can't be together (i.e, rivals or different sides in the law)?
Thank you in advance! 🥰
Sorry this took so long, I wanted to try my hand at making a custom banner for this bcs its my first Lupin post! I hope you enjoy :) Fair warning tho, this got a little long and its abit less of head cannons and more like story + some thoughts 
Lupin iii gang & Inspector Zenigata Angst
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𓆩♡𓆪 Lupin III  𓆩♡𓆪
I feel like lupin sort of shuts down when he is heart broken. He is known for hiding his true emotions and thoughts from others, so that’s exactly what he’ll do. He won’t push to seem like is normal perky self, but he wont mope about. Lupin will just go silent, stone faced and continue marching on. 
No quips to pops,  no joking with Jigen and Goemon, not flirting with Fujiko
Lupin isn’t someone who falls easy, despite his more depraved habits when looking for a partner to keep cozy with at night.
That’s all it was really, just some one to squeeze until he found his next score and then off he went, a trail of hearts left in his wake. 
You, on the other hand, could never just be something to hold his fancy until some new painting, gem or priceless artifact. No, you were so much more. 
The two of you had crossed paths when he came crashing into your life, quite literally. He landed on top of your gardening shed and put an impromptu sky-light in the roof from his fall. Sure, it scared the living shit out of you, and sure, you also might have knocked him upside the head with a shovel from said shed, but after some first aid and apologies, the two of you had an unmistakable spark from the beginning.
You weren't a thief, or anything like the people he’s come across as he’s traveled the world, but you captivated more than anything or any one. It was like a pull he could never full describe, a pull that put him at your door step after every escape from the police or heist plastered over national news. No matter the distance, he would always have 2 feet on your door mat in the end. 
Lupin was a work in progress, he wasn’t someone that would just open up after a few hugs and kisses. It was a slow and gradual process, like a flower struggling to bloom but once it did, it was something miraculous that you couldn’t take your eyes away. 
Never in his life, from the first acts as Lupin III to his long years spent alone, had he ever imagined considering the idea of having a life with someone. At first he was elated! Spending the rest of his days with you, talking for hours, laughing so hard he struggled to breath, listening to you talk on and on about anything and everything, his heart would soar at the very thought. 
Ring displays in fancy stores and museums began to catch his eye as days go on until finally he made up his mind, he wanted you apart of his life now and forever. You deserved the best, so he was going to give it to you! For hours, he would spend researching the perfect ring, it couldn’t be just any ring either, it needed to be perfect.  Finally he decided on the engagement ring that Napoléon had used to propose to Josephine Bonaparte.
Everything was set, the card announcement card was sent, the route was planned, Jigen was in place, and you were none the wiser. Almost everything went perfectly, almost. This heist was a little too close for comfort, seeing as the authorities were more than willing to shoot at him and less than hesitant to aim for the head. Along side this, Inspector Zenigata was nowhere to be seen, which made Lupin more than uneasy. He pushed aside the strange feeling of uncertainty and focused, he had a proposal to do. 
Quickly, he evaded the authorities and once they were off his tail, he made his way over to you, parking a little ways from your home so that he could move undetected, hoping to surprise you. Only, he was the one to be surprised. Rather than your quiet block, usually still as stone in the night was light up with the flashing colors of the police. His first thoughts were of concern for your safety, slowly reaching into his chest holster inside his jacket. He creeps forward, ready to make his way over to your home, only to stop dead in his tracks at the site of Inspector Zenigata. So this is where he’s been.
Zenigata moves to the side, revealing your distressed frame. Lupin can hear the old man shout his name, pressing and interrogating you further. Every time pops insists, you deny harder ever knowing the thief. 
From the shadows, Lupin looks at you, frightened at this encounter and nearly in tears. Something inside Lupin clicked, something he secretly buried deep so that no one, not even himself would realize, and the weight of the ring in his pocket felt uncomfortably heavy. 
Quietly he turned, returning the way he came and climbed into his car. Turning off the radio and his phone, Lupin drove in silence. He drove, and he drove, and he drove until he faced the ocean at the end of a pier. Pulling out the ring and looking at it in his hand, he thought of all the memories he’s made with you, only for the image of your face in tears before the inspector overshadowed everything. 
Without another thought, he clutched the ring and cast it into the sea, praying it would sink to the bottom with what remained of his heart. In that moment he wanted to feel nothing, he wanted to feel nothing for a long, long time. after all, you deserved the best...so he was going to give it to you.
𓆩♡𓆪  Jigen  𓆩♡𓆪
For Jigen, he was more in denial than anything. The thought of loving someone was too much of a hassle, especially in his line of work. 
What he didn’t account for, is that his heart tends not to listen to his head. Which is what placed you in his hands.
Meeting was a coincidence, having met when you found his look out point while looking for a place to smoke. He threatened you, not wanting to risk someone exposing him to the authorities, only for you to shrug and ask if he had a light.
Jigen was taken aback by this and let out a sharp laugh in shock, but obliged and lit your cigarette before lighting his own. You stood there and talked with him while he waited for his signal. Not once did you ask what he was doing, hiding out on a rooftop with a scope and a gun, which he found strange but funny all the same. 
“I’m just some one who mind’s their business.” 
The more you spoke the more engrossed he got in your conversation, almost missing the light reflected at him from a casino Lupin was currently robbing blind. 
“Looks like that’s my signal too.” Jigen looks over to you from his scope, finger on the trigger as you shrug your jacket off and pull out a gun of your own. A grappling hook gun. 
Wordlessly, you shot the hook, shot him a wink, and swung yourself into a window to break through to the casino. 
Lupin was shouting at Jigen through his ear piece, asking for ‘a little assistance, please!’ After the botched casino heist and a grilling from Lupin about paying attention to his ques, Jigen began to come across you more frequently. From scoping out scenes, to coffee shops, to even on the street. In reality, rather than running into you more often, he subconsciously began seeking you out. 
Your alure was something he couldn’t fight no matter how hard he tried. From finding himself joining you when he see’s you, to finding himself helping you in heists, to eventually finding himself in your bed. Never again did want to pull away from you, or the comfort you brought. 
There was no label to what you two had, but that worked for you both. It was a balance that neither of you dared to break, well, at least he didn’t. You, on the other hands, had other plans. 
This balance you and him had so delicately crafted was shattered as you held a gun to the back of Lupin’s head, gently pulling an ancient scroll from the thief’s hands. Your eyes though, weren’t on Lupin, no, they were on Jigen. Watching, waiting. 
You hadn’t planned for things to turn out like this, really, you wanted to keep what you had with Jigen but the life of a thief is a lonely one. You couldn’t give up this score no matter what, the amount of cash it would bring in would set you up for life. You could even leave this life behind, make something of yourself. However, Jigen didn’t have any plans of being in that picture. 
Before he could even think on it, Jigen had drawn and pulled the trigger. The gun once pushed against the back of Lupin’s head, now clattered loudly to the floor along side your body. Never had he thought he would have to make this decision, and yet here he is. Neither he or Lupin said a word as Jigen made his way over to you, quietly collapsing onto his knees and pulling your body close to his own. He could feel the warmth he once knew so well fade from you along side any love he had left to give. 
Jigen was never quite the same after that night. He denies the change in behavior, brushing off any concern. He denies every caring over ‘some broad’. He denies the empty bottles of liquor by his bedside table, the long nights of aching in ways he didn’t know he could, and the tear stained picture he holds to his heart of you laying with him in bed, where he now sits alone.
𓆩♡𓆪 Goemon 𓆩♡𓆪
Finding your shop was like finding an oasis in the desert. After pushing the door open to your little tea shop, Goemon practically fell for you at first sight. 
Goemon is someone who fall quickly; gives his heart away without saying a word. He is the kind of person who loves from afar and you were no different. 
You captivated him, talking on an on about all the teas in your shop, things that would happen with customers, random or shared interests. He wanted to hear all of it, so he would sit silently at the counter nursing his cup, taking only small sips to make it last as long as he could. 
You would ask him about himself but he would fumble over his words, your attention flustering him. He could never give you the full truth in his answers but still told some
“What do you do for a living?” “I help my friends with various jobs.” “Why do you carry around that sword?” “I can’t bear to part with it.”
The more time he spent with you, the harder it was to leave after every visit. Some days, he considers stopping in more than once, but anxious thoughts quicky talk him out of it. 
With you, he felt a way he could never put into words. Just seeing you put him at peace, a calm that he craves like no other. At almost every moment of the day, up until he walks through your shop doors, he is thinking of you.
Though as the days passed, his time with you dwindled. Lupin’s heist plans were coming to fruition and he knew after things went down he would need to leave along side his friends. He felt conflicted, sure he cared for his friends and the life he had built but the thought of no longer being able to see you left a weird feeling in his stomach. 
He thought long and hard about what he should do. He can’t risk staying in fear of the authorities, much worse, involving you with them while he is still wanted by the local authorities. 
Ultimately, Goemon made the decision to leave. One robbery later and there was a note attached to the front of your store doors. Inside, the samurai detailed who he was, why you wouldn’t see him and a single request.
“Wait for me.”
Goemon doesn’t stop thinking about you, not once,  and that love for you bloomed even apart from you. When he did finally return, he wasn’t greeted with your smile, the chiming of the bell from the front door, or the tea displayed in the front window. Instead he was greeted with a cold, empty building. No sign of you anywhere to be seen.
He was in denial at first. You wouldn’t leave without saying anything, you would have left some note, right? Or, what if something had happened to you! Goemon would go to the nearby shops and ask about you, which always lead to the same answer, “She closed down shop.”
Goemon would still visit your shop, standing outside the old building and starring into the window, longing for you to walk behind the counter from the back and wave at him to come in. Except that wasn’t going to happen, you were gone, and nothing is really going to bring you back. 
Once more, the samurai had fallen for someone, giving away his heart without having said a word. He would eventually come to terms with things, but for now, he will mourn what was never really there. 
𓆩♡𓆪Fujiko 𓆩♡𓆪
Fujiko Mine is the kind of woman to never let her true feelings be known, not ever to herself sometimes.
She’ll whisper sweet nothing to you, trail her fingers up your spine with an unmatched raw intimacy, then leave you penniless by sunrise. It was nothing short of an art form in her beautiful hands
When she had met you, Fujiko was enamored by your presence. Originally, she was planning to nab the man on your arm, an heir to some company but plans quickly changed when you entered her world. 
First it was just basic compliments and pleasantries, the things you would expect from these fancy parties, then it went to witty back and forth banter to her even telling you about her exploits. It felt so natural to talk with you, to move with you, to exist with you. 
Sure, Fujiko was eyeing the nice pearl earrings you wore with necklace to match, she found herself thinking of what would suit you better than if they would suit her. 
After that party, she would seek you out regularly. She would find herself wanting to treat you to nice meals, pretty outfits she would like to take off you, even stealing precious things to see your eyes shimmer with wonder and astonishment. She wanted to see you smile at no one but her.
When you would find her on the job at parties you would attend, it would become a sort of game of cat and mouse. She’s target some treasure, you would try and distract her, and then you both would have your fun. 
The thrill you both had once sought from your relationship had never really faded, rather, it changed into something more. Rushed kisses in the shadows became soft and shared in the new light of the morning, Desperate touches became gentle caresses as you both would lay next to one another at night. Extravagant meals at fancy restraints became burnt eggs and bacon with waffles made just the way she liked. Though different, it was still all the same.
The longer this went on, the more Fujiko wanted more of you. When she had time alone with her thoughts, she would find her mind drifting to you...but she could never figure out why. Yes, she enjoyed being around you more than she could have ever imagined but its something more, she can’t place her finger on it.  
Even in the heat of the moment, as she hold you, asking you to come with her, she still can’t tell you what it is. No matter how much you beg her, saying if she wants you, she needs to tell you but she can’t. Fujiko Mine is the kind of woman to never let her true feelings be known, not even to herself.
You’ve never asked anything from her, but she would give everything to you if you wanted. Yet, despite this, she could never say the one thing you wanted to your face. 
𓆩♡𓆪Zenigata 𓆩♡𓆪
The inspector has never been the sharpest knife in the pencil box when it came to love, much less how to handle heart break. 
When Zenigata and you fell in love, it was long before his chase for Lupin began. He was a pretty well respected officer that had a heart of gold, something you had always admired. 
Koichi loved you with every bit of himself, so much so that sometimes he would find himself considering a different career just to stay beside you more often
His hours were long and hard with his job, not to mention dangerous. The both of you would be stressing about one another through out the day only to be finally reunited when you both came home. 
Your life with him wasn’t easy but it was something the two of you built together, it was yours
That was until the inspector’s encounter with Lupin after an over seas trip to the US. It began a change in him that you’d never seen before. He was passionate about his job, sure, but this was something completely different. Zenigata came home rambling on about the ICPO and his chance to apply. 
You wanted to support the person you loved in all that he did but this... it meant that he would be away for months on end.
Zenigata, in all his excitement and passion, failed to notice that your smile wasn’t quite all there. Nonetheless, he would hug and kiss you all the same, declaring his love for you and all the support you’ve given him. 
This job opportunity wasn’t without thought, he took a lot of deliberation and came to the conclusion that this was truly his calling. 
Thus, the journey toward catching the world renowned thief began. No matter where in the world he was, he would always find time to call you, even if he needed to stay up late or get up early to make up the time difference. He would always tell you about all the things he’s seeing in the world, gently thumbing a picture he had of you in his wallet. 
As time went on though, those phone calls became shorter and mre infrequent. Your home was now just yours alone, now absent of the boisterous man you had once loved. You knew deep down that if you asked him to come home, asked him to quit his pursuit, he would without question but you couldn’t bring yourself to do it. You loved him too much to ask him to give all that up. 
Instead, it would be you that would give him up. It broke your heart and his, more than you would ever know. After your last phone call with him, he sat in his hotel room in disbelief, the phone line had long since gone dead. A sob tore from him as he felt an ache like no other, a hole where you once were. 
For a while, Zenigata couldn’t even put his heart into his work, everything felt wrong. He felt sick looking at himself in the mirror, seeing the man who couldn’t even put his loved one before his career, too blinded by ambition. 
No more! He was tired of this shell he has become, Koichi will bring Lupin to justice, he will return home, and he’ll show you that you mean more than anything to him!
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istanbulite · 7 months
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ok. i need to compare Astraeus (Lovestruck) to Blade (WIP - Shepherds of Haven) bc as i was trying to make them on Black Desert Mobile i noticed they r pretty similar in... looks
both black haired / eyed with a sort of cropped hairstyle (one is 5'9 and the other is 6'3" tho)
both swordsmen
both given an east Asian... design. I mean Astraeus downright uses a katana as his main weapon and his theme is cherry flowers (which...i still don't know why as he s a Greek mythological figure but *shrug* im used to it now), Blade less so I suppose, i mean his last name is apparently a Welsh name but its just... here and there you get the sense that's the main inspiration for his culture - food, words, style whatever - which i dont like, tbh, making the emotionless, brutal species Like That but I can head-canon around it all I like its the canon (for now) world-building
this i like :D 1 is from an app that shut down.. like 2 years ago and the other is from a WIP work, not all out yet
both have older brothers, though Astraeus surely suffered more in his hands, having served him for years if not decades and it ends with a death... We dont know what that particular thing gonna go with Blade but I think it wont be that brutal.
Both sort of leaders, Astraeus is to titan army (or whats left of it more like) and Blade to Shepherds militia.
THEIR RELATIONSHIP W THE MC: Astraeus pretty much starts in love with the MC, he's low-key a stalker (i mean high key he did kidnap her...) and they have this... connection. Immediately. With Blade... it's... so not that. It's a slow process. Just as strong but slow and steady against.. whatever the fuck was up with Astraeus at one point (and yall kno he s my #1)
Astraeus is very chaotic, the MC says at one point chaos 'thrives within him' (or around him) he's a titan god after all and Blade is.. once again. Not that. Astraeus wears his heart on his sleeve. That's my favorite thing about him actually, he's one of the closest examples I saw to the male femme fatale idea. He's seductive and emotional and acts according to his heart. Blade falls a bit dull against that because we just have…. too many of the emotionless warrior guys, though I gotta give its due, he does his category well - say.. compared to Adam from Wayhaven Chronicles (and there I do love Ava, I know they are the same person but listen almost no female character is Like That) and you can tell he starts caring for the mc - obviously, which makes him much more appealing then the rest of the so called macho guys.
Astraeus is a poet. Blade points out he likes reading poetry. Does he write? I don't know but its surely not a corner of his personality I feel
They also both like gardening, once again Astraeus is more passionate about it, growing a tree in a land where nothing grows (Tartarus) Blade mentioned it but it's not like.. his thing - so far
Overall this made me realize maybe we don't know Blade well, despite the countless asks n everything or that he needs a certain.. something. Not everyone has to be passionate and emotional of course but like uhm... He's a bit too perfect and bland, WHICH is maybe his flaw I mean other characters do call him boring and dour and again the story is far from over so we'll see!
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mxescargot · 19 days
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For the fun questions ask game: 3, 18, 28, and 38 💙
3. 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?
denis villenueve dune adaptations + madoka magica rebellion
18. do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?
i venerate ancestors and im an animist. i guess that means i somewhat believe in ghosts?
i dont really believe in aliens and i dont think it matters. if theres extraterrestrial life we prolly wont encounter it so idc
i love the stories of alien encounters tho. flatwoods monster is my babygirl
28. do you collect anything?
used to collect Crayola products. im expectedly a digital artist now
my mom gets a cultural doll every time she goes out of the country and sometimes for other trips. ive helped pick the dolls sometimes
38. fave song at the moment?
listening to this on repeat rn, hyperfixation go brr
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