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wikiangela · 6 months
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wip wednesday
tagged by @jesuisici33 @callaplums @daffi-990 @loserdiaz @thewolvesof1998 @disasterbuckdiaz @fortheloveofbuddie 💖💖
made a bit of progress on the sick fic so here it is🤷
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“Maybe we should get you to a doctor.” Buck muses, wrapping the blanket over Eddie’s shoulders.
“I don’t need- I just closed my eyes for a second. I’m fine.” he grumbles, fumbling with the blanket too long to want to actually throw it off, but he does in the end – he’s cold and refuses to admit it, and he’d rather sit here and pretend he’s fine. He’s impossible.
“Eddie, that cough did not sound fine.” he points out. 
“Buck-” he sneezes, and then wraps the sleeves of his hoodie over his palms. Buck raises his eyebrow, and Eddie pointedly avoids his eyes, as he not-so-discreetly wipes his nose with a sleeve. 
“I bought tissues.” Buck reaches for the bag and digs out a box, then tries to give it to Eddie, who, instead of taking it, just levels him with a stare, as he sniffles loudly, and swipes a sleeve under his nose again. “Seriously? You’re gonna be gross and disgusting just to prove you’re not sick?” That’s a new level of stubborn Buck hasn’t seen from Eddie yet. He can’t believe this is the man his heart decided it wants. And that even while sick and gross and stubborn and ridiculous, a part of Buck is still endeared by him.
“I’m not.” Eddie insists, sounding so congested Buck swears he can feel it in his own sinuses. “Let me just finish my coffee, and then I-” another sneeze. “Have so much to do today.” he finishes, but at least this time he reaches for the tissues, looking anywhere but at Buck, cheeks red.
“Yeah, no, all you’re gonna do today is rest and take some medicine.” Buck says decisively, then takes the bag in his hand, and slowly starts walking to the kitchen. “Get comfortable, and I’ll just put this all away and be right back. I bought meds, tissues, and something to cook you some soup-” he starts listing off, getting louder the further he gets. “Oh, and stopped by the farmer’s market to get honey. Did you know that honey has antioxidant and antibacterial properties?” he asks excitedly, ready to tell Eddie every single thing he found in his quick research. Buck learned a long time ago that with Eddie he doesn’t need to hold back and can rant and ramble all he wants, and Eddie is happy to listen to him.
“Yeah?” Eddie yells back, voice hoarse and strained. Buck can hear the couch shift as Eddie gets comfortable, maybe even finally lays down. He knows Eddie won’t just give in and admit he’s sick, but this is a start. “Why don’t you tell me all about it?” he sounds genuinely interested, though also really tired. 
“I will, just a sec! I’ll make you some tea with lemon and honey, how’s that sound?” he asks, and gets a grunt in response, though he’s not sure if that’s an answer, or if Eddie’s just trying to suppress a cough in an attempt to hide that he’s sick, as if Buck didn’t already know. He chuckles to himself. He really has his work cut out for him today.
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honestly the only thing that could make me come back to star rail at this point would be them adding wendy AND making her playable and honestly i doubt that's gonna happen lol
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seventh-district · 1 year
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ough i've been neglecting my side-blogs and tumblr in general so badly lately. i need more time in my day
#i wish i had the mental energy to maintain this main blog/four side blogs/two twitter accounts and everything on AO3 all consistently#but i absolutely do not#all my energy and time has been spent on /so/ much stressful IRL bullshit and what's left over has been going to AO3 and S&M TWT#i need to get to several important things on my FNaF side-blog soon. that's the next priority#then i wanna get my Genshin blog updated a bit cause that place is d e a d#i also wanna get my AgeRe blog put together so i can post on it when i feel the urge#also to be able to reblog AgeRe stuff i see but don't wanna interact with on here and make anyone uncomfy#i've got some ST Eddie content still drafted up on here from like. fuckin. august of last year lmao. i wanna get that posted one day#but real life and self-care have to come first unfortunately#so i'm gonna take a small break from working on my writing to catch up with real life bullshit this week#and maybe work on side-blog stuff when i have the time as well#Seven.txt#cw vent#vent post#vent#i didn't plan on this being a vent post but the tags got pretty vent-y#aha. pretty vent-y. pretty Venti. ... it's a Genshin joke ugh ignore me#sighs deeply#also my right eye has started twitching on and off throughout the day today so thats cool thats definitely a good sign :)#i'm okay. it'll all be fine i just have to relax. reframe my perspective on some things. and get shit done.#i am not at all ready to handle the responsibilites that life is throwing on top of me right now#but there is literally no one else that can do it. i'm all that's left. so i'll just have to find a way to take it#sometimes i wish i could just turn my emotions completely off for a little while so i can finally get shit done y'know#anyways. gonna try and just relax tonight. might fuck around and log back into Genshin for the first time in like. a month#my burnout for that game and fandom has mostly faded and i think i'm actually in the mood to play again finally#i /do/ wanna try and pull for Shenhe before her banner's gone hmmmmmm. perhaps C6 Diona finally as well. if luck is on my side.#i'll need it cause my primo savings r low from what i remember and i'm /not/ swiping right now#*crosses fingers* c'mon Stellar Reunion rewards pls save me
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mayullla · 11 months
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( Heyyyy so i've had issues with my ask's so i'm sorry if you already received this [ its happened across tumblr ] if so feel free to ignore me )
But Hey Mayulla! i was reading your writing for the 13 step brothers AU and | really enjoyed the one where she had a crush! So | was thinking]
What is she actually got a byofriend??
Like imagine she got a boyfriend and her boyfriend is like an only child, that would be interesting he's like ' :0 ' when he finds out she has like 13 step brothers.
And what if she kept it a secret as well?
Like with how they reacted when she has a crush on a guy they'd sure react 100x more extreme. So she keeps it a secret so their relationship is more clam because she's like 100% sure they'd like spy on their dates and stuff or like try to intimidate him??
But what if they found outtttt
Like they all accidentally find out when they go to some fancy restaurant for ' bonding time’ and they're all talking and Xiao just points at them and they see her on a date
I feel the calmer ones ( Zhongli, Diluc, Albedo, Thoma, Xiao, Chongyun and Bennet) are like ' is that really [ name ]? | think they'd be shocked and wonder why she didn't tell them ( Definitely Xiao and Zhongli ).
The Cheeky but clam ones ( Keaya, Kazuha and Ayato ) would be like ' Oh? Is that our little sister there? With a boy?? | feel they'd just find the situation interesting and wouldn't really be to bothered by the situation. But they definitely would be the type of intimidate her boyfriend if they ever has a dinner together.
Then you have the hyper-active ones ( Childe, Venti and Itto ) Venti would like dramatically pretend to faint and then start quietly sniffing and fake crying. Itto would be like asking Ayato or something if he knows anything about the guy or something. Then Childe would be like trying to walk over to then but Diluc would be holding him down.
I can only imagine what would happen when they confront her and her boyfriend cones over
Don't worry about it, I did receive it but it took a while to answer, so it is also my fault too really ^^' But dear this is totally adorable and yes that is probably what is gonna happen lmao
This is more elementary like grade 1 or 2 reader or maybe kindergarten but I don't think she would really be proficient in lying if she is still so young. If she is still young like in elementary still, how reader would lie is essentially someone (probably Childe or Thoma, and to a certain point I am willing to bet on Diluc) asking you how your day was only to suddenly be ignored as you looked elsewhere but him. Poor man, the guy would be wondering what has he ever done to you. The smarter ones would know that something was up. (Zhongli, Ayato, Kaeya)
But somehow you avoided that whole situation and oh! you have a date at the playground later but you were not allowed to go there cause the boy you liked lived a little farther than your nearest playground. So you need to ask someone to take you there, and you can't just ask any brother! It would feel like you admitting to doing a no-no that Zhongli told you not to do like being friends with bad kids or touching a cigarette!
So you have to think if who to ask, Zhongli and Childe were definitely a no. Ayato would ask too many questions and in the end, you will never go there! Most of your brothers have school or uni and you can't bother them. Thinking you were heading to the kitchen when you saw Kaeya on the huge living room sofa relaxing with a white tee and gray joggers on.
"Oh, out from your room? Are you hungry? My workplace brought a lot of snacks and wasn't able to finish everything so they gave me some." Looking at your laid-back brother Kaeya, you considered him. He never reacted too hugely to anything you said, sure he would tease you sometimes but he was always willing to help you out. So you took your chance.
Kaeya definitely didn't miss this opportunity to tease you pinching your cheek and asking when you have grown so much to have a boyfriend now. But when you asked him why he had got up all of a sudden, he told you that he can't be taking you to your date only in joggers.
Really brother Kaeya is the best!
It was really a playdate at this point when you got to the ice cream place near another playground. The boy was waiting for you with his mom saw you and waved as you waved back with Kaeya right behind you.
While you and the boy played with each other Kaeya and the boy's mom chatted with each other and at the end of the day when the sun was going down you finally went back home. (the boy's mother's face was definitely not red dear...) In your hand is a small wildflower you picked at the side of the playground that you showed to Kaeya. "Oh, why did you give this to your little boyfriend?" Kaeya asked teasingly, the car still didn't start as you were beside him putting the flower on his hair. "Cause you are my favorite!"
Kaeya definitely laughed asking if you were trying to convince him to help go to your next date which you just grinned. "My little sister is starting to act a lot like me." Kaeya joked ruffling your hair.
You guys were caught at one point, but it didn't really matter. Kaeya had become the person you often go to tell him your secrets to even as you grow older. So when you became old enough to go on dates by yourself, while everybody was shocked as you walked away holding a boy's hand not even noticing them at the small cafe Kaeya can't help but smirk as he watched his brothers. After all, he already knew.
Tho Kaeya won't always there when you came back home only to be confronted by everyone. Kaeya didn't help you much as you try to explain yourself to them. If you were gonna keep a secret from the family you better know that if you were caught he won't be saving you from everything.
(You giving him puppy dog eyes won't be helping your situation either.)
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Note: I definitely went off topic there lol i really just can't help myself when it comes to ask sometimes TvT
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reilliane · 2 years
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Mundane Conversations - Carmen Twins
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“What are you even reading? I just got back from eating a snack and you're already off the console.” All huffy with traces of breadcrumbs being wiped by his sleeve, Venti pouts.
Zephyr looks at him with a mix of bafflement and disgust.
“None of your-”
“That's [Name]! [Name] hiiiii!” his yelp is ignored as the older twin all but throws himself forward, reaching for the phone displaying the call profile of their friend. Sadly, the moment his endeavors reach fruition, the profile disappears. “Ehh? The call just ended..”
Groaning at the crushing weight, Zephyr thrashes about, howling when his twin's elbow hits him square in the nose. Oh gosh, the tears in his eyes.
“Get off, Venti-!”
The pair of eleven-year-olds roll off the window sill in their entangled mess, chides and complaints amassing into a series of shouts. They barely are able to notice the intrusion in their living room, not until the newcomer makes themselves known.
“Hiya!”
They both freeze, heads peeking from the sofa.
“[Name]!” Venti hastily untwines himself from his younger brother, stumbling about to stand up. Then, stricken with realization, turns back down with wide eyes and a goofy smile.
“No way, did you invite her over??”
Bummed over the slight wooziness, Zephyr frowns. “What does it look like?”
“I heard you both got the game recently so,” [Name] fishes out a handheld console of her own, waving it with a growing grin. “Let's play on multiplayer? If you don't mind me here.”
The response comes without any sort of delay.
Venti is beaming.
“So you did care!” much to the other's chagrin, he is being shaken back and forth in some kind of way to maybe express the eccentric thanks.
When Venti lets go, Zephyr is helplessly stumbling about for the nth time. It's by some stroke of luck that he hasn't tripped at all.
His bearings return after a solid minute, just when his eyesight has cleared and he doesn't feel like throwing up.
He lets out a slight grumble, the atmosphere far too spirited for him to keep up. He attempts to plug his ears from hearing the giddy, almost lovestruck exclamations of his brother, who has begun to pull [Name] toward the sofa—to no avail.
Seeing that it is fruitless to try and silence them, he makes his way toward the entryway, nudging the footwear to align them more neatly, and checking the lock on the door. Their parents are working overseas, so it's usually just them and a couple of housemaids in the abode.
It's a weekend, however, so they're left to fend for themselves.
When he ambles back to the living room after a short detour to slot a toast between his teeth, there are already an array of ushers for him to hasten so they can start the game. Zephyr answers with a muffled sigh but does as he's told.
He leaves his phone on the counter and takes his console instead, heading over to the couch as the pair hurriedly tells him to come and sit.
The bright gleam in his twin's eyes is seen without difficulty and, for a moment, he looks at the [c]-haired girl whilst munching on his bread.
She's grinning just as brightly as Venti, lost in their conversation.
Zephyr finishes his small snack as he waits for the screen to load.
He wonders what his brother sees in her, sometimes.
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He may look like him but no, that is not Xiao - that is none other than Zephyrus with unbraided hair :') heheee~ notes and taglist utc!
little disclaimer: voices aren't mine!
a/n: the moment i learned that zero in tof is voiced by venti's japanese va i scrambled to put voiceclips together lmao- it's oddly convenient that zero encapsulates the personality that i'm going for in zephyr's character
also, i changed a bit of the translation! after 'be quiet', it's meant to be 'i'm analyzing information' :>>
i swear the publishing of these shorts are all over the place and are spontaneous asdhsajdh but it's an extra and not listed in the chronological order of events so hehee-
nomygosh look who's becoming more exposed here? is this to prepare for withering? ohoho 🤭
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poisned · 3 months
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Hey, hey! Welcome to my blog :)
This is mostly a blog to reblog art from media I'm too invested in (I do not control whatever I'm currently hyperfixating on), but I also draw! I don't upload everything, but what I do can be found under the tag #poisned.art or #pois.posts. Anything that's not art I tag as, well #not art.
I try my best to tag my reblogs with at least the series name, but I get lazy sometimes (a lot). Sorry.
I'm also always willing to talk! As long as you're polite about it anyway. I'll most likely ignore any ask trying to start drama :)
Art I'm Proud Of :D
Lucifer Plushie Design
Valentine's Day Lucifer
Venti At Angel's Share
Artfight Attack for @/Popfizzles
Caelus & Aether Eat Garbage
Kokichi!
Venti!
Any later is digging too deep haha
Since I plan to make plushie designs of most of the characters I'll make sure to list them here! This is also the order I'm drawing them in :)
Lucifer
Sir Pentious
Emily
Husk
Niffty
Adam
Vox
Velvette
Vaggie
Lute
Valentino (My guy got like 2 votes lmao)
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caramelstarlight · 10 months
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Keaya x reader, and reader has a pyro vision, people think that they don’t get along ( cause ice and fire) but they actually a great duo and opposites attract romance trope *chef’s kiss* 👌
Sorry for not posting. been busy saving primos. Just 6 days ago I had 8k and now im at 11k :D
Also I found that one audio of ppls favorite genshin characters from elements trend. Heres the audio. lmk if anyone wants to do it with me XD
Find it here: Trend Song
My favorites are: Tighnari,Ganyu,Klee,Venti,Albedo,Kokomi and Yae Miko. (Theres only one blue :p and no teal. So I leave Anemo black or white depending on your settings of light or dark mode and make hydro become pink bc again one blue.)
Anyways onto the story because yes. <3
It is true, Opposites can Attract.
Kaeya x Reader (Pyro vision) I now have 4 requests in my inbox so Im starting to work on them. I feel bad for my wattpads since I dont give them much but I do tell them that im active on tumblr. :d
Fluff :D More under cut <3 (Also I decided to make it where Y/N is the older sibling of klee for funsies. You get a different title of the "Inferno Knight" or "Wildfire Knight." Keep that in mind bc yes. Your the one mostly helping klee when the other knights cannot. Shes one of the ones she trusts the most.
"Have you heard of the "Wildfire/Inferno Knight? They are apparently Klees bigger brother/sister/sibling. I wonder how much it takes to keep the Spark Knight under control..." A person muttered to their friend at Angels Share. "I feel slightly bad for them, having to deal with bombs a lot sure sounds dangerous."
Your back leaned against the wall as you drank your drink. (I was going to say Apple juice LMAOO-) Slightly listening to the conversation and keeping the tavern in check since Diluc was elsewhere.
Especially when your boyfriend Kaeya was there. You don't know what storm could brew when hes around. He and Lisa are surely mysterious people. You watched him for a few moments before your gaze lingered on the two talking about you.
Your gaze went back to Kaeya, he looked at you as you moved your head towards the door. Signaling you both should get going as diluc would most likely return soon, the bartender should be good without you both there.
"Your so confusing and mysterious at times kaeya." You'd tell him as you exited Angels share and headed to the Knights of Favonious building. "Maybe thats why you liked me the best~" He'd tell you as many people stared as you walked. Figuring you both hated each other due to being opposites. But hey, you cant blame them.
"I can imagine Klee already got in trouble today. I'd better go bail her out of trouble if I can." "Ohh? Telling me your plans are we? Does that mean I can ruin it?" "No im just telling you." Trying to ignore all the confused stares.
Upon entering the building you went to the Solitary Confinement room opening it to see if klee was inside. Which she was. You closed the door on kaeya as he waited outside of the room. You sat down and held klees hands. "What did you do this time klee?" You'd ask her as she unexpectedly blew another few fish in cider lake.
You sighed as you handed her a few food and drinks. Before getting up and leaving the room. "Anyways did you guys enjoy the "BottleLand?" I heard eula went as well." "Yeah she did, it was nice and one of them gave me and klee a costume."
Leaving the Knights of Favonious buildings you stayed in the plaza looking at all the stares before kaeya asked them to stop and told them about the relationship. Everyone was shocked as they all thought you guys didn't like each other and only putted up with the other for your jobs.
(I had no idea what to do and I kept getting distracted lmao- I was on this for like 2 hours because of distractions from yt, sorry if its bad).
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malachiexists13 · 1 year
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4. "Less terrible than I imagined"
//tw: none
Notes: again, very rushed. Im sorry <3 Also ignore that it says "Lives in the UK" lmao
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After rushing to get dressed, Y/n raced out of their dorm (with weird looks from Venti, ofc) and got to the library as quickly as they could. Yet they could not see Alhaitham anywhere? So, they decided to text him again.
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Y/n turned off their phone, choosing to just leave him on read. How infuriating. They quickly made their way to where he had said he was, and of course, there he was. Sitting at the table nonchalantly with a book in hand. “You know, fuck you,” they said as they approached. “I believe you already said that to me once today.” “And I’m saying it again. Couldn’t have given me a warning ahead of time?” 
Alhaitham narrowed his teal gaze at them, “What? Going to say you were doing something of greater importance than this project?” Y/n startled, and took a seat next to him, “Well… no. But it would’ve been nice to have some warning.” “I’ll take that into consideration. Now, we have a project to focus on, do we not?” Y/n rolled their eyes, but grabbed out their supplies. The sooner this was over with, the sooner they’d never have to speak with him again. 
Time seemed to fly by as Y/n and Alhaitham became engrossed into the project, and soon, it was much later than originally anticipated. The clock read 7pm, and the sun had already set. The library was scheduled to close within the next 30 minutes. Alhaitham glanced out the nearby window and sighed, before packing up his stuff. “Come on, I’ll walk you home.” he told them. But Y/n was quick to shake their head, “No need. I’ll be fine.” “I forced you to come out so late. It’s the least I can do as whatever apology you’re after.” 
Seeing that arguing was futile, Y/n agreed. An uncomfortable silence infiltrated and polluted the air as the two walked side by side back to Y/n’s apartment building. Alhaitham didn’t seem to be one for small talk, nor did Y/n have any interest in conversing with him. But even so, things still felt awkward. But suddenly-- “You know, Y/n.. You’re more knowledgeable than I gave you credit for. Infact, I look forward to completing our project.” 
Y/n stiffened, “Did… Did you just compliment me?” “..Is it so strange for me to do so? I was only acknowledging your intelligence.” He questioned, confusion etched ever so lightly across his features. “I suppose I just didn’t expect it.. I’d always heard about how rude you are.” “Rude? I’m not being rude, I’m being honest. If that is considered ‘rude’ then I suppose some people are too emotionally fragile.” “Anddd there’s the Alhaitham we all know.” 
Despite his attitude and quick mood changes, perhaps Alhaitham wasn’t so bad to be around. Perhaps once one got used to his incredible “uniqueness.” 
As Y/n walked into their room, their phone buzzed. Turning it back on, there was a text from Scaramouche.
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nuttytani · 2 years
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reacting to you confessing love
genshin impact edition pt.2
characters: kazuha, venti and xiao, gn!reader
warnings: spoilers for the 2.7 quest in xiao's and my terrible original haiku...along with my unedited work LMAO.
a/n: yeah- uh please ignore the bad haiku...i tried my best + if the hcs seem kinda wonky or chunky *shrugs* that's...that's just my style ehe
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Kazuha
Blinks at you for a moment until your words process in his mind 
And there we go! Kazuha has his one and only smile brightening up his face 
His cheeks are a little flushed but shhhh we’re not mentioning that to him ;)
Eyes crinkling around the corners as he replies to your confession with a haiku. 
His original haiku:
Those three words you spoke,
Weigh heavy around us both,
But my heart feels light.
“No wonder you were acting strangely these past few days. I feel the same. "
You guys go on a celebratory date to that street food stall in Ritou and eat salted braised fish :D
Somehow Beidou and the Crux family hear the news and are ecstatic for Kazuha!
Little did you know, Beidou and the others were shipping you two for quite a while
Waiting for WHEN THE HECKERONI you’d get together :< kids these days are so shy… just say it!! JUST SAY ITTTTTTTTT AHHHHHHHHHH
Also, Kazuha’s Crux family forces him to go on breaks and spend time with you
“I just wish they’d stop prying me about our…dates :(“
Lies.. He doesn’t mind it one bit
You’ll find yourself invited to The Crux often for partying
Venti 
His hands stopped plucking at the strings of his lyre as his head turned to face yours…. Green eyes widened as the realisation set in.
That’s when he tackled you to the ground with a hug TvT <3 (the two of you were sitting side by side on Starsnatch Cliff btw)
“You have no idea how thrilled I am!” 
The surrounding wind blew gently, a little warm but had the heartwarming scent of cecelia flowers to it. 
Speaking of cecelias, he picked a few and tucked it behind your ears :”D now both of you are matching
You bet every Mondtstater knew about your relationship by the very next day.
Let's be honest, we all saw that coming- come on, it’s Venti! 
“Hehe, I dedicate this song to my beloved! Listen up everyone~”
Diluc is tired of him coming to Angels Share and talking about you on the daily… He has a deadpan expression every time you arrive at the bar to pick up drunk Venti…
Nevertheless, Diluc is actually happy for the both of you and in reality doesn’t mind too much about him getting drunk now and then; after all, someone’s got Venti’s back now ;)
Xiao 
He turned around to look at you with his thinking pose.
Although his face looked as cool as a cucumber… INTERNALLY HE WAS HAPPY AND PANICKING- AND DID I MENTION HAPPy? HUWEIHUIDEWGYIDEW BUT ALSO SCREAMINGGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHHHH-
Ehem (Xiao bestest boy)
“Hmm… Mortal emotions are something that I do not fully comprehend but- since it is you, I do not mind experiencing this… love… with you” 
He’s trying, okay? Give the poor boy some slack. He’s never dated his entire life and never thought about it too deeply, unlike his other yaksha siblings. 
This is the best reply you’ll get from him at the moment. Later on though, he will slowly become better at expressing his feelings with you :”D <3
He escorts you to his room back in Wangshu Inn 
Since it was getting pretty late for you to return to your place, Xiao allowed you to take his bed.
He slept out on the roof though :( 
But dear oh dear, Verr Goldet saw the entire scene. Don’t you worry, Wangshu Inn and their workers dare not disturb the two of you the next day, ahh~ sweet love.
Xiao often gets relationship advice from Zhongli… He calls the young adeptus for drinking tea now and then but- the god of Liyue has taken quite an interest in him and your relationship???
“So… I heard from Ganyu that you were on a flower picking date”
As for his yaksha siblings- well… they just tease him (in good humour, of course)
Xiao acts grumpily afterwards, but seriously? He loves it :”D (actually misses their teasing when his family doesn’t do it)
“Hmph… they act like a bunch of kids”
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slight venty(???) rant so feel free to skip to next
i've made some relatively new friends over the past four months. and omfg i'm having like. idk. a realization??? well not a realization, idk how to put it. it's kinda sad actually but since this is my tumblr i might as well thoughtdump lmao
one of them is just. he's the embodiment of queer joy, if that makes sense. nd joy too. and well...i'm kinda jealous of him skhfjshdjag.
just. idk. i feel like he and i get along so well, except he's...happy. life is being shitty to him as well, and he's also in a lot of the dame movements im in + does actions a lot, but he's. idk how to put it
he cares for himself and others and he's unapologetic about ehat he likes and he just feels free to be himself. he gets a chance to reconnect with the roots that i had to cut off so early, he gets to like things and it feels like he's free to while i feel caged. and he gets to be unapologetically trans, while i'm a coward, scared to call myself [irlname] or even *be* [irlname] around home.
don't get me wrong, he obv isn't all sunshine and rainbows. he can summon queer rage and nd rage, quite well at that lmao. again we're part of a lot of similar movements.
but...it feels as though that's all i am. queer rage. and that that's all i'll ever be, a weapon or a symbol or a riot. a camera trained on the cops, a wall of flesh in the bloc to keep others safe, a punch going up.
and he gets to be so. much. more. he gets to be happy and even proud to be who he is. he gets to be more than just a weapon, he has...hope. for a better world, but also day-to-day hope that gets him (and tbh also gets me) through shit. like woa wtf.
he's. comfy. and he's sweet. and he's cool. i feel like i understand him to an extent but in some ways i will never understand how he's just so. amazing???? happy??? ik i keep using the word safe but he really does feel safe???? 😭 its scary because i know he also has a fuckton to deal with but somehow he's like. idk. he's like if revolutionary optimism were a person.
he has interests and gets to feel safe talking about them. i'm glad he gets to be like that and i really do like a bunch of the stuff he likes, i just. never got the chance to feel safe liking them (again, this is kinda fuckin sad and i realize that much as i type this out lmaooo).
i hope i can spend more time with him. and tbch i really *really* hope i can be more like him. he makes me feel safe in a way i don't think ive ever really felt before. just...woa.
anywho end of venty rant i guess kshdjshdjghdjhshs ignore this
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seelestia · 2 years
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oh
oh dear
AYATO WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY WITTLE CHAOTIC SAMOYED PUPPY OF A COUSIN YOU-
ahem.
my, thank you for the warm welcome, dearest cousin. it is good to be back.
yes, i have safely returned to my abode. as tiring as the journey was, it was a very rewarding experience. catching up with old friends is always a lovely occasion to have, is it not? i was honestly overjoyed to see one of my closest friend's union to her beloved; were it not for the copious amount of make-ups and the hours we put into beautifying our faces, i know i and my other friend would have broken down into a pair of bawling bridesmaids. alas i got to keep my wits and dignity after a tremendous effort on my part. ah, how time flies...
indeed, i am very pleased to see that they have taken a faster action compared to before. how joyous, we ought to celebrate this somehow!
his joints might crack and make undignified noises every now and then but the gracefulness of his movements will fool you into thinking that he is a man in his prime. and yes, it seems like we are drawn to that aspect of familiarity indeed! which is a logical conclusion, to be honest.
to this day i still can't believe he's my most compliant characters in terms of coming home. my husband on the other hand... *crosses arms and gives zhongli a disapproving glare*
my my, it seems like i'm seeing a side of you that you've kept hidden this whole time now. i have a feeling your boyfriend has a hand to play in this... what a bad influence, i ought to give him some stern talking.
the forest ranger's sabotage is a welcome one, i say. he is quite a fun character to play, is he not? i can only wish upon the stars and pray for his presence to grace me one of these days.
that.... sounds like a very apt description. i'd say the same for you however - it seems like around our beloveds, we just automatically switch into our more... relaxed and natural selves. ah, young love.
lin shall get all the headpats he wants. and if you are able to get someone who can create a video or gif or image of lin in that setting, i would be more than happy to create a page for his voicelines ;))
"i sound dead inside" LMAO no no you sound very ✨dignified✨ i am sure ayato is proud of you <3
woof woof. (i'm still here, ehe <3) rin jie, why does it feel like we're writing letters to each other in the 80's... oml, did you know i'm actually sending this letter four cells away from you in the simp prison HDJEDKK (/lh)
also !! as a self-proclaimed samoyed puppy, i find it so funny that i only noticed recently that ayato prefers dogs after watching his voicelines in diff versions. apparently, he likes them for their loyalty/obedience which is smth he finds attractive. like uh-huh, okay, sir??? ily either way 🤨 idk if it's fortunate or unfortunate for him, but although i can resemble a puppy with my protectiveness and energy, i'm not very easily influenced so i can bite if i see the need to. but i'm a pacifist at heart tho! my affectionately sassy side just comes out during banters with people i'm comfy with ;( would he like the challenge (/j)
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AHEM, IGNORING THAT RAMBLE; aww, that's so sweet but it sucks that you gotta hold in the tears or the mascara will get ruined (/j) !! i'm sure the vacay is much more meaningful knowing that it's for your dearest friend <3 i saw that you said it was chilly there, i hope the breeze didn't bother anyone at the event (venti, have some manners /j) 😭 perhaps, when you were holding back your tears as a bridesmaid, my puppy spirit was hovering somewhere near the food LOLLL (/lh) — but what matters is that you enjoyed yourself, hehe! happy rin equals to happy lia <3
*defeated sigh* alrighttt, i can't deny that zhongli is truly in his prime, if not for his habit of forgetting mora <//3 AND OOO, now that you have guaranteed, who are you prioritizing?? i know you want scara and tartaglia, so who shall be your pick??? 👀 i think i might go for the fatui gingerhead but if ayato rerun comes in v3.3 or smth, yk i'll drop anything for him 🚶 also, i love how hoyo inserted ayato him in the last update's events. could thsi be smth... perhaps, enticing people to fall for his playstyle??? because we surely did LOLLL marketing strategy accomplished ✨
(and noooo, i don't want you and ayato to have a passive aggressive contest at the dinner table. me and zhongli are just 🧍🧍 with our cups of tea /j flashbacks to heizou being here once)
wishing tighnari will come home to you in the future! qiqi, not rn, ok?? his playstyle is vv unique~ but my aiming just turns immensely bad when i'm on mobile, so i definitely prefer playing him on pc! tho, i heard cyno havers got it bad when it comes to raising him with the scarabs and all <//3 like when it was torture for me too when i farmed onikabuto's for heizou and i assume it's the same for you with itto?? HOYO, STOP IT WITH THE BEETLES 😭😟 (/j)
yes, yes, will do~ if i ever get to commission a talented artist who can draw caelin in the game model style, you'll definitely be the first i'd tell 👀
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lorettapetrichor · 2 years
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this fic for the commentary because i relate to it a whole bunch!!
cw for discussion of irl bullying. also, marcy harm in the fic.
so ok! the night before i wrote that fic (i actually wrote it at the same time as this one but didnt publish the one you asked abt until much more recently; even that other fic was posted a decent time after i wrote it) i had just sat down and had a conversation with a friend from middle school whose instagram i'd just found.
(this bit gets a bit venty so skip if you want)
they and i were in a small friend group in middle school that group were some of my only friends! however i had lied to them to fit in with the group (im not comfortable sharing what) and eventually was like. ok i dont care if you ditch me and leave me to be bullied by the people at this school who hate me (i was genuinely concerned that some of them might actually kill me based on the seriousness of many of their threats.) i cant lie anymore. and i told them the truth one day at lunch and tried to cling to our friendship but they backed away. basically it sucked!!
anyways one of those friends eventually started talking to me again but the other completely ignored me. i wont get into the rest of that drama actually bc its even more completely irrelevant! so the better friend is the one who i ended up talking to on instagram late one night last year. and they were basically like. yeah that other guy sucks he's messed with a ton of other people like this. he wasnt worth it.
that conversation was rlly important bc it let me realize a lot of things. namely, the reason im so drawn to marcy as a character. i see a ton of myself in her.
the fic you asked about is basically me trying to project the day those friends ditched me. trying to handle those emotions that were coming back all of a sudden from that day.
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this? this is pure projection.
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and this is in large part, me trying to come to terms with my own mistakes from when i was a kid. sure it's hyperbole, but things get more extreme when translated like this if i want venting to work.
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after a last passage of venting lmao, we get back into the more fictional bits. "the bitter wind" is ofc a generic phrase but i was lowkey thinking abt "emmylou" by first aid kit while writing that line.
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girls when italicized ohs
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me: (is mildly sad) hmmmm. *harms marcy*
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it's clear what of this was written after i got what i needed to vent about out. the reason this took over 6 months to get published was that i only wrote a short bit of such intensely personal writing before i switched over to the other fic i used to vent about the same topic. i just tacked on the last few generic, fictional, canon-compliant marcangst stuff in time for the true colors anniversary.
hi basil if you relate to this fic "a whole bunch" i might recommend you a pinch of therapy (<- went to therapy for years following the events that led to me writing this)
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clouds-rambles · 3 years
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Hey bestie may I request diluc,childe,zhongli,and venti having a bad nightmare over their s/o wanting to break up with them and when they wake up their s/o isn’t there but really they’re in another room or something if that makes sense!! Thank you 🤑
Hi bestie positively evil... i love it <3 nobody question why zhongli and the reader are married in all my headcanons thanks lmao
Pairings; (Seperate) Diluc, Childe, Zhongli, and Venti x reader
Warning(s); panic, nightmares, hurt/comfort, injury mention
Keep reading under the cut!
Diluc
Diluc wakes with a start, his brows furrowed as he takes a moment to arrange the events of his nightmare in his head
Both you and he had a particularly explosive argument after he had come back injured from a night protecting Mondstat 
You had left the winery after exclaiming that you refuse to date someone who has such a lack of regard for his own life. In the long run you’d be saving yourself from further heartbreak if he ended up dead on the front porch
Diluc wonders if dream you could be right...
The red-head finally notices the cold side of the bed you should be sleeping on. He more than remembers going to sleep with you
Panic sets in at the bottom of Dilucs stomach. He must be imagining things right? You’re probably just in the bathroom
A beat passes
Then three
No, you’re not in the bathroom. He would have heard you by now...
What if the dream was actually what had happened last night. A breath catches in the mans throat as he gets out of bed and throws a shirt on
If he couldn’t find you in his home has he truly lost you?
Diluc speedily walks through the halls of his home, checking the spare rooms, the study, the library, the living room, the dining room, the
Diluc opens the door to the kitchen his heart threatening to break out of his chest at the pace it’s beating when he finally spots you drinking a cup of tea, in your pajamas
Thank the archons it was just a dream
“Diluc, honey, are you okay?” you ask getting up from the table in the kitchen to your sweating, hyperventilating partner
Diluc says nothing but opts to hugging you, his head bowing to your chest as he breaths you in
“Diluc, you’re worrying me” you tell him returning his embrace and rubbing circles on his back
“You weren’t in bed” is all he offers to tell you. You don’t push him on the details of why he is so panicked
“I couldn’t sleep so I came down for a herbal tea” you explain kissing the man on his bed of fluffy hair “I have a cup left in the kettle, I can pour one out for you” you offer
“Please” he breathes, but doesn’t move to let you go from the embrace, you can stand to hold him and tell him sweet nothings for a little while. Tea can always be reheated
Childe
It would only be right, and he suspected as much. You had told him that because of what has recently transpired in Liyue you cannot find yourself to love a brutal harbinger
Maybe its for the best. Childe concludes not paying much attention to his weeping heart. Maybe, you’d be happier not to be under the constant eye and scrutiny of the Qixing, the Milleth, and the watchful eye of Childes own fatui informants
Without much pause form Childes last thought the man finds himself waking in his room, unsure if the dream was reality or his mind playing tricks on him, he feels your side of the bed and notices a distinct lack of warmth... and you
He cries
Childe curls himself up in a ball determined to not get caught by anyone showing such an extreme and out of character emotion, he let himself cry. He’s pretty sure he’s sobbing loudly but he doesn’t care. It’s just him in the house anyway. The one person that he doesn’t mind seeing such emotions has left him
That’s until he hears the distinct click of the bedroom door open “Oh my archon Childe, are you okay?” you ask quickly making your way to the side of his bed and placing a hand on his shoulder
The man looks up to you, he isn’t sure if you’re real 
“I thought-” he starts “I had a-” he tries to find his words without seeming like a crazed person “You weren’t-” 
“It’s okay babe, I’m right here. I’m not planning on going anywhere” you console “I just had an epiphany in my dream and I had to write it down” you add explaining your absence. Childe nods along 
“Stay” he tells you as you wipe the tears out of his eyes. You nod and hum
“Of course” you lay onto the bed and let Childe wrap himself around you
You hum him to sleep and whisper sweet nothings
Zhongli
‘I can’t love you anymore Zhongli, I feel obligated to come back to Liyue after every adventure, it’s starting to take a toll on me’
‘But our vows, [name] we made a contract at the altar’
‘To love each other, yes? Zhongli there’s no love left in this marriage, you sleep in the spare bedroom whenever I’m back, we sit in silence over dinner, I don’t think I’ve kissed you in months. The lack of love itself is the breach in the contract’
‘But I-’
‘Think about it, do you really feel the same love that you felt on the day we got married?’
‘[name]-’
Zhongli wakes up with a start, his heart beats a little fast for a second. The man convinces himself it’s just a dream he had, but the coldness of your side of the bed seems to speak otherwise
In all fairness, Zhongli should have rationalised his dream before he started wondering the house like a mad man. The only time he sleeps in the other bed is when you’ve suffered an extreme injury, dinners are often spent with jolly laughs and conversation. And Zhongli prides himself on the amount of affection he gives you around the house... and in the bedroom
But most things aren’t making sense in his head right now
“Zhongli my love” you call him upon noticing him in the hall. You had just come out of the bathroom after a midnight toilet break “Are you okay darling?” you ask placing a hand on his shoulder
The tenseness in Zhongli’s shoulders dissipate as soon as you initiate the touch
“I love you” he tells you, the declaration is out of nowhere to you. But you smile at him and embrace him
“And I love you too” you pause bringing up your hand baring the ring that sits on it “And this ring is a reminder of our vows and my unyielding love to you” you tell him with a smile
Zhongli chuckles at you and returns your hug “You seem to always know how to comfort me my dear”
“It’s because I’m a mind reader” you jest matching your spouses chuckle
Venti
Disappeared. So much so that the thousand winds could tell Venti that you were in fact not in Mondstat and had travelled to Liyue from the time Venti was playing music in the tavern to when he knocked for you early the next morning
The only trace you left was a letter. Unmistakeably written by your hand
‘Venti, writing this in a letter is much easier than saying this to your face. I am quite simply tired of your antics, no matter try to talk to you, you seem to always brush me off. Be it the nights you spend at the tavern, my general concern when you disappear for days at end just to tell me you were at the thousand winds temple, stormterrors lair, or windrise, no matter how much I tell you I checked all three. Being in a constant state of concern isn’t good for me, it’s emotionally draining and I’m terrified of finding you dead somewhere, despite your archon blood. By the time you read this I’ll be in Liyue where I’ll be staying with a friend for a while. Tell me I’m going somewhere you can’t follow, and I’ll tell you this is how I have felt many a night. I wish I could have kept loving you, [name]’
A harsh way to break up Venti admits to himself rereading the paper a few times before waking up
A dream?
Venti holds his chest, surely a dream couldn’t conjure such a horrific sinking feeling that makes him want to just vomit
Looking to your side of the bed for your comfort the sinking feeling intensifies when he doesn’t see you
So it wasn’t a dream? Venti doesn’t want to call on his kin, the thousand winds, again just to be told once more that you’re currently in Liyue sipping tea with this cousin you had mentioned in the letter 
The archon sits up in bed and takes deep breaths, he doesn’t want to explain to anybody that he had a panic attack over your horrific breakup letter, no no
After calming his breaths Venti steps out of bed with a shaky few steps before walking downstairs to engage in the typical breakout routine. Snacking. Maybe when you left you had elected to ignore some of the snacks you love to litter about your abode
When Venti walks in to the living room towards the kitchen he sees you nursing your head on the couch
“[name]?” he asks in almost disbelief
“Hm,” you answer before looking up to Venti “Oh hey love, sorry I’ve got a headache” you greet properly after a moment. Venti grins at you which causes you to tilt your head. Why is your headache so grin worthy? Weird...
“Would you like some paracetamol?” he asks walking beside you, you shake your head
“I just took some” you reply looking up at your partner “Though I’d love to rest my head on your thighs” you add. Venti more then obliges and settles down on the couch
“You know I had the strangest dream” Venti tells you after a prolonged amount of silence, you hum to let him know you’re listening “You left me” he says bluntly
Oh
Damn
You bring yourself up to Venti’s face with a smile and give him a kiss “I love you Venti, I wouldn’t leave you for even the prettiest lyre” you half console half jest
“That’s because the prettiest lyre is mine” Venti chuckles and you nod pressing another kiss to Venti’s lips
guys it’s 2.42am I’m so sorry if there’s grammatical errors, my brain isn’t catching up rn
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hydrobes · 2 years
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Can’t stop thinking about La Signora-
Here are some horny unedited musing about dom!Signora while I try to get back into the groove.
Warnings for below cut: Dom/sub dynamic, sadism, masochism, whips, sex toys; dildo/strap on, rough sex, degrading, gagged, theres pretty much no softness under the cut.
Pairings: Signora x gn!reader
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Hard dom Signora lives rent free in my mind.
She’ll have you at her beck and call as one of her most loyal subordinates, after all she needs to keep an eye on you. Even as you stand amongst all her other subordinates her knowing gaze follows you and the sly smile on her lips holds plenty of promises for when you’re both alone.
She finds you, her submissive lover, far to adorable to be left unattended to. Any alone time together sees you kneeling at her feet, ready to give yourself up to her unrestrained desires.
She only craves you under her, below her, you want to try and take the lead? That’s your mistake, she’ll never let you have it your way and you’ll face the appropriate punishments for thinking you had a say.
Mmm, I’m still undecided over what she’d prefer to be called. Mistress seems more appropriate than mommy. Or maybe just ‘my lady’? That Harbringer authority shouldn’t be forgotten after all.
I bet she was pleased at taking Venti’s gnosis so easily, and I bet she was praised for it. She would never show this of course, though you can tell.
And when she’s in a good mood you can’t help but wonder if she’ll be a bit more gentle tonight~ Your body aches from your previous tryst, though its a feeling you very much enjoy.
Yes hello if you hadn’t guessed I’ve got a big masochist and degrading kink fuelling me right now, hard NSFW below cut.
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Lmao who are you kidding? Of course she won’t be soft. Your place is below her, remember?
I’m living for BDSM queen Signora, it’s that whip from her boss battle. Gets me every time. She’ll restrain your limbs with rope, or have you wear leather strap outfits that wrap around your curves. You won’t be able wriggle out of them when she brings over her toys; whips, dildos, vibrators, gags. You name it.
She’ll chain your ankles to a spreading bar so that you can’t close your legs, the cold steel keeping them wide for her. Your most sensitive area already dripping deliciously for her, despite her only setting you up for the night.
She demands your cooperation and if you dare to misbehave and act like a brat, ignoring her orders, she’ll have you standing and facing the wall, your hands frozen against it with her Cryo vision.
Bad behaviour isn’t tolerated after all and the bitter cold encasing your soft hands was only over ridden by the bite of her whip against your skin. Your gasping cries at the pleasure and pain echo fresh in her memory, enticing the fire in her core as she desires to hear them again. Sometimes she’ll gag you though, but only when she’s truly had enough of your behaviour and doesn’t want hear a single sound out of you.
Don’t think she won’t let you know of her disappointment in you when you be disobedient, each crack of the whip will be proceeded by harsh degrading names and words. A disappointment, a waste of time, a whore and a slut to be used by her.
The whip rests on top of the bedside table any other day though, promising the same treatment if you dared to act out. You can only quiver with need at the thought of how harsh she can be when you sour her mood.
She loves to use a big, thick dildo with you, one that’s dotted and rimmed for extra stimulation. When she presses it deep inside you, as far as it can go, your stomach bulges out and your hips twitch up as you try to get her to start thrusting.
But that blissed out look on your face when the dildo is sunk to the hilt inside you is her favourite part. Your gaze half lidded, your mouth open and closing in gasping breaths as you try to slow your breathing, try to adjust to dildo stuffing your gaping hole.
When it comes to Signora letting you enter her she’ll still hold control over you. When you use her dildo’s on her, or need not to, she’ll laugh at how sloppy and needy your thrusts are into her slick cunt. Her hands gripping your behind as she pulls you into her, only stopping to land a good smack against your supple flesh.
She taunts you for being no where near as good as she is too you as you desperately try and draw her to climax. If you do succeed, and do send her moaning out your name as she comes undone then you’ll be rewarded greatly. However if you fail, then you’ll likely draw her ire and find yourself tied down to be adequately punished.
By which I mean having you hog tied on the bed, vibrators plunged deep inside you. You can cry, whine and whimper for her as much as you like she’ll just ignore you as she finishes up some paperwork. By the time she’s done you should be nicely overstimulated, your body slick with sweat and face dripping with tears. All without her needing to lift a finger for a disobedient lover like you.
Of course she’s very aware than pain and pleasure mixing together can become overwhelming very quickly, if you speak your safe word she’ll stop right away. Undoing the binding, remove the toys, and she’ll hold you calmly as your panicked heart beats loudly.
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Mnnn, I got really carried away writing this. I really am just kinking to be used for some else’s pleasure //sweats
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bluexiao · 3 years
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#love is…
HANAHAKI DISEASE —where one lie ruined it all before it even started; a lie that blossomed in the deathly hollows of your souls
CHARACTERS. Scaramouche; gn! harbinger! immortal! Reader
WORD COUNT. 2k words
THEMES. major character death. talks about immortality. mentions of pain and descriptions of how hanahaki disease works (all are maintained at the minimum as much as possible)
WARNINGS. WILL contain spoilers from the Inazuma arc. I’m going all out here so please don’t read if you don’t know/want to know the spoilers.
NOTES. probably my favorite angstober! scara’s character is really complex and also fun to write for! and just saying, i’m okay these past few days lmao these angstober writings i have are projections from my past probably and also mixed with how the characters are when they are in the situation of the prompts~ i hope you guys are enjoying what i put up so far! look forward to the next ones especially since it’s venti, kazu and xiao hehehe.
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SCARAMOUCHE always lies.
A man full of deceit, a man without honor; those were what he is known of. And yet you stayed loyal, stayed true; a puppet in love with its master, you breathed only for him and him alone.
It was not enough.
He who dripped of blood and hate was crippled by the purity that love gives—he cannot reciprocate them back to you, and you were blind enough to be bound by his chains.
Love is not for him, nor shall it ever be.
“Lord Harbinger, we’ve got orders from Lord Pulcinella, sir.”
His piercing eyes dropped to where his lackey was, kneeled in front of him, head bowed down as a sign of respect and submissiveness, “Speak,” he says.
He could only groan after the orders were said to him, never minding the eyes or ears that may be listening to him, knowing full well they would zip their lips anyway even if he does complain even for a little bit.
“Leave, tell him I’ll do it,” he sighs, waving off the Fatui member before resuming his review of the files of the plan that was supposed to be done soon. A never ending cycle, it seems, his work is. No matter how much of a great thing being on a high position is, he’s still tasked with several missions that were entrusted upon him due to the demand of a Harbinger’s eyes.
“You seem stressed, Balladeer,” he needn’t have to look up and see who it was, he knows that voice anywhere to even give effort into determining them by appearance-wise.
“And what are you doing here? Again, I might say,” his eyes were closed as he internalized the frustration of your sudden presence—a mere telltale sign that his day was about to get worse than it already was.
“I just received a new mission, Zero, you can’t possibly give me another one right after that hectic one you gave me last time,”
Crossed arms, raised brows; you looked down on him as you hummed, “I’m just here to visit you, Balladeer, don’t be frightened.”
“I’m not-” he sighs, cutting himself off, “Are you not busy with your own mission? Because I am and you are distracting me.”
You, on the other hand, refused to stay any longer as you chuckled and fluttered your way out of his tent, cloaked with the power of Anemo and emerging once you were outside, the mere sight of you prompting the Fatui members to stop and bow down.
“Lord Harbinger! To what do we owe this pleasure?”
Ignoring their greetings and responding by just a smile, you walked away and kept it all in—trying to, that is.
It all came out when you were out of sight, making sure that you were before you opened your lips and coughed out.
It hurts, damn, it really does.
A burning sensation down your throat and its prickles traveling further down; there’s not much time for you.
Hunt or be hunted; be cruel or be stepped on; be powerful or suffer the consequences. He was your weakness—always has been, and always will be. You’re the most powerful of all Harbingers, for fuck’s sake, and yet fate decides to meddle with you, forcing you to fall on your knees and to your doom the moment you fell in love with him—out of all people, why did it have to be him?
It started when you first observed him on his mission in Mondstadt. Or wait—actually, scratch that. It started when you first saw him being “repaired” by the others, for “enhancements,” they say. You were supposed to be heartless, to be cruel, to not feel pity towards the boy who’s merely just a “failure” of the gods.
But you saw yourself in him, and you were already gone before you could have expected.
Time and time again, you would check on him. The seeds of pity growing its roots on your lungs; and dead, unbeating heart.
“Do you know your name?” you could recall how his eyes looked at you, gazed into you as if he could see your soul and engrave it with its stare. Every second counted as you waited for his response.
“Kunikuzushi,” he answers before looking away, “but I refuse to be called with it anymore. I have a new name.”
“‘The Balladeer’, that’s what they called you,” you say, crossing your arms and walking towards him. When you sat yourself down next to him, you were aware of how wary he was of you, defensive even. You couldn’t blame him, but neither did you care at that time.
“How do you like ‘Scaramouche’?”
“What?”
“‘Scaramouche’,” you turned to him again, facing him and meeting his eyes, “as your new other name. ‘The Balladeer’ is just your code name as a Harbinger. You’ll have to think of another name so others wouldn’t call you by your real name. Like for me,”
You held out your hand in an attempt of a late handshake, “You can call me Y/n, but I have a different code name that they gave me. So? Are you going for Scaramouche?”
You guided him, let him adjust onto the new world he had gotten himself into, gave him advice on matters involving your line of work, provided him with a company of whom he could put his trust on despite the environment the two of you were in.
You didn’t know that you were slowly caring for him, much more than you should.
Alas, it was alive—love had risen from the depths of your empty soul, and you initially liked it, having only experienced it for the first time. Surely he feels the same, doesn’t he?
Doesn’t he?
“What are you trying to say? Get to the point.”
You’ve always known he has a sharp tongue. Regardless of the truth behind his words, he always had a harsh tone accompanying them. That day, you wanted to tell him about your feelings, to share with him the truth of the humanity that you have left.
And you were held back, not because of your itchy throat or that you had fallen onto the depths of deceit as well, but it was because of the coldness of his eyes.
He doesn’t love you, and maybe he never will.
“Nothing,” you say, but before you could expand it;
A cough. You let out a cough at that time and it never stopped. You tried to hold it in as you smiled and shaked your head, heading out of his tent and soon to yours. But halfway there, you coughed out something other than just plain air.
Soft as a leaf and smooth as one as well, you knew very well what it was but how in the world it had been inside of you was out of your own knowledge. It was a curse—one that you thought was untrue and would never happen to you, but here it was, beckoning the truth of the calls of your heart—its desire for someone who doesn’t feel it back.
A flower petal, that’s what it was. And everyday, you cough one petal more than yesterday; each day is a countdown to your life, each day is a memory of the puppet who became the master of your life.
SCARAMOUCHE always lies, but he never lied to you.
But lies… are they of similar to secrets?
“Don't call me that,” he says, earning a confused glance from you.
“Call you what? Balladeer?”
He stared at you, as if he was expecting that you already knew what he was talking about. It’s not like you’re a mind reader, but even if you were, your body’s energy had dried down to a fraction of what you had before.
Standing is even proving itself to be more difficult than it actually had been.
“What do you expect for me to call you then?” your voice, which you couldn’t mask the exhaustion of, was soft, despite being intending the opposite, “Why must you bother me for such a thing, I’m really busy right now, Scara.”
It was a slip, and your eyes were far away from his face when it seemed to have lit up momentarily before he scoffs, turning away in preparation of walking out of your tent.
The moment he stepped out, something felt odd. Actually, he’d felt this way these past few days for some kind of reason. The rational part of him wanted to go and check back on you, but the pride that swelled on his chest, almost encasing the mechanical heart he had always had, stopped him from doing so.
A step, a few more steps—they were heavy, as if a chain was tied on his ankles; slowing him down, urging him to stop. Why?
He did not dare to figure it out.
It was Fatui Harbinger’s duty to be strong—to stay strong, or else they’ll get cut down on their own.
“You’ve grown weak,” they’d say. You could hear them in your mind; whispering, murmuring, yelling at you a couple of times.
Despite all of this, it was his voice that was louder than everyone else’s; “Love is for the weak, if you continue acting up like that, your rank would not matter anymore.”
You were the first—the only Harbinger that stayed all throughout; the only Harbinger that was closer to Tsaritsa, that was trusted by Her Majesty the most. It was a shame, really, for you to end up like this.
All broken from the inside and out.
That night, you knew that your time was up. Hundreds of years of serving the Tsaritsa, all for it to end not even halfway through her plan to change the world—all because of love.
Love; how ironic that such a pure feeling could kill, could hurt, could inflict a physical pain that resonates with the emotions that you were supposed to feel.
It was truly such a shame.
Crawling from the depths of your chest, encasing your heart with the stems of a beautiful plant—Clematis. Purple was the hue of its petals and so were the orbs of his eyes.
Ironic. Everything is so ironic.
As the world fades in; dust did you come on Teyvat, thus dust did you return and remain.
“Lord Harbinger!” The call he heard first thing in the morning caught him off-guard. With the stupidity of people most of the time, it was no surprise to him that they’d rather he threatened them after such a mistake.
“This better be good or else-” his sentence was not even finished yet when one of them cut him off.
“Harbinger Y/n! Something has happened to them, my lord!”
How dare they interrupt him when he’s speaki—
His subordinates were a witness to how quick he was on his feet, how the panic in his eyes held the truth that was hidden from you. It was no secret that you were fond of the Sixth Harbinger, but as no one knew of your predicament, it was the same with his feelings for you.
Poison—love was. Love is a poison that he knew and prevented but soon fell under as he slowly reaches for you and your body.
Frankly speaking, you were not there anymore, and that thought drove him mad until he was in a fit of coughs.
Purple was the color of his eyes and so was the petal that escaped his lips; dressed in dark red—the color of life and death.
With hands and knees dropped onto the ground, his gaze stained the face that he had always looked up to; had admired from afar; the weakness that he had ignored this whole time. Harbingers are not supposed to have weakness, but he had you; unknowingly having you do the same to him.
Love is a curse, and it apparently hit both of you down.
Love is what he felt for you, but it was a secret that he will have to bury alongside you and him.
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betting that somehow the guys that are in love with ts!mc will know that she got sick lmao
OMG BET.
“Oh, she's sick right now...”
“I don't think that's a bright idea, I'll relay your concern, though!”
“[Name] can be scary when she's sick, so it's not a good thing to visit her haha..”
Aether all but flops on the chair beside his sister's bed, hand dragging across his face as he contemplated renting an inn out in the open world.
The Serenitea Pot has welcomed at least more than four guests now... ah, giving them those passes might've been a setback on his end.
“You can just not answer them, you know.” coughs [Name], voice awfully dry and hoarse as if she hadn't been downing glasses of water just a while ago.
Aether doesn't look amused.
“I don't want to be rude.”
“Paimon thinks the look on your face gives away your annoyance, though!”
Oh, whatever, he doesn't care about that now.
He has turned down at least three? Or four? People in the course of the afternoon. From Master Diluc to even Xiao.
Seriously, it remains a mystery to him how they're able to know that his sister is sick when they haven't even left the teapot. Maybe it's because of that reason alone?
Who would've thought that getting sick can be so... cumbersome?
Knock, knock
Aether groans out loud, ignoring the funny glint in his sibling's eye as he stands to get the door for the nth time.
To his surprise, not one, but a group of men who hailed from Inazuma are standing outside with varying degrees of worry on their faces.
Goodness gracious.
He lets out one simple question.
“How?”
Kazuha shuffles to get to the front with a small, almost abashed smile and answers, “The winds told me... so I referred it to them.”
Aether's eye twitches. The winds?
“Of course you did.”
“Ahh—h-hey, let go, you-!” Paimon's shriek causes the blond to slam the door—rather unmercifully—in alarm, hands a second away from materializing his weapon.
The wind, in this case, a certain bard, is in the middle of exiting the window with [Name]'s sluggish form at his back.
“Ehe, oops,” Venti sweats, “I mean to get her some fresh air.”
“That's not an excuse to kidnap my sister- Venti!”
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