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#vivi scenarios
flooffybits · 23 days
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What The Heart Wants
Idol: Wong Kahei (Loona)
marshmallow: So again hi, I here scenario coined, so 13 member in the first time fell in love with girl, and she fell in love with Vivi, and it account for contain emotions under itself, because she fears that its love not will accept, so she writes all their feelings in diary, and also she wrote letter for senior. And once s/o is a little late due to schedules, and her diary read, Junior, and then 12 girls were waiting for s/o to talk to her and then when she came the girls told her that love is normal and accepted it, and then all flushed s/o and Vivi well understood in senses (I'm sorry, but then my imagination flew away). The fluffy end. P. s There are no scenarios for Loona where there is a love line with Vivi, and if there are then there are few of them.
Word count: 2.7k
A/N: What’s up guys??? i know it’s been a long long  while and it might take me another century before i finish something but i hope you enjoy this little Vivi fic. i had to change a few things but i hope the mallow who requested this likes it 🥲
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“Is there something on my face?” You blink a little when a sudden voice penetrates through your thoughts and you find yourself face to face with the eldest member of your group. Her gentle eyes have a hint of curiosity and mirth within them as she awaited your answer and you felt heat rise to your cheeks when you realized that you had been caught staring again.
“I, uh, sorry, I was just lost in thought.” You try to say, mentally cursing yourself for stuttering, but she only giggles before ruffling your hair. “You’re so cute, Y/n.” The compliment makes your face burn brighter and you duck just to hide the now very obvious blush as you muttered a thank you.
You can’t find yourself to say anything more after that, and you’re just relieved that Kahei doesn’t find the silence awkward when she rests her head against your shoulder. She’s always had a calming aura around her.
Which was what made you fall for her in the first place.
You knew that you were screwed the moment you realized that what you felt for her had surpassed the same friendly emotions you felt for the rest of your members. There was just something about her that just enraptured you and you would constantly find yourself on your toes just to keep up with everything she did and said.
You were in deep.
But instead of talking about your feelings to anyone else, you resorted to writing it all down, too embarrassed to let your feelings be known. Since you weren't exactly out, or sure about your sexuality to begin with, you opted to write every thought into your trusty notebook just to relieve the little bit of panic you felt when you realized your attraction towards the eldest.
All those feelings, all that confusion, every little detail was put away in a little notebook that you made sure to keep out of the curious eyes of your members. At first, you'd opted to write in your own mother tongue, for extra precautions in the event they do catch a glimpse.
But after a while, you'd gotten more and more comfortable with the Korean language and you ended up writing it halfway.
It was tiring having to keep it a secret, and it was even more exhausting when you realized that maybe you weren't straight. You had to be careful with the things you said and did, still finding it hard to pluck the courage to tell at least one of your members since Korea wasn't exactly a very welcoming place.
Over the years, you managed to hide your affections for the eldest, admiring her from a distance and even convincing yourself that you'd gotten over that silly little crush, even going out on a few dates with a few other idols you'd gotten to know throughout your career. But after everything, your eyes would still search for her.
Your heart still longed for her.
..
Putting your pen down, you stare at the latest entry to your worn out notebook, humming as your fingers gently traced over the pages.
It's been a while, but writing again ended up spurring new and old feelings in your chest. The nostalgia made your lips quirk up a little before letting out a breath and stretching your limbs. The satisfying pop brought out another sigh from your lips before you checked the time.
"I wonder what the others are up to…" You mumbled to yourself, rising to your feet to head out, making sure to put your notebook away in the corner of your table.
The girls have learned to respect your privacy so you're confident that no one would come snooping in here to see. And even if they did, you doubted that anyone would be able to understand a single thing, considering that the majority of your entries were written in your own mother tongue.
You did pick up after Kahei though and opted to write your members' names in Korean, for extra measures.
The memory made a smile effectively creep up your lips when you remember Jungeun whining when she managed to see her name mixed in with unfamiliar words. She didn't stop bugging you for minutes until someone else managed to steal her attention away, but she did bring it back up when the two of you were on a live together, telling Orbits that you were probably saying something to tease her, which you only laughed at before assuring her that it was all good.
Hyunjin had seen her name at one point, too, and her brows pinched together before she was calmly asking you about what you'd written about her. When you refused to budge, then she began to act and you found yourself trapped between her and the cold floor, whining and trying to escape her onslaught of tickles as you gasped for air.
And it was just a domino effect from there.
At some point, you would share with the girls what was written in some of the pages, but they noticed how you would skip others. They've learned not to push after you and Yeojin almost had an argument about it. Luckily, Haseul was able to intervene along with the others before it got too bad.
"Boo!"
Flinching, you stopped in your tracks as Sooyoung popped up from the corner, smirking when she sees the look on your face before she's full on laughing, Hyeju recording the whole thing from behind with a giggle of her own. "Not cool!" You whined out, pushing the taller girl a little as you walked by to reach the kitchen and Hyeju ended the recording as the pair followed you in.
"It was pretty funny, unnie." The wolf claimed and you shot her an unimpressed look. "You, siding with Yves unnie? Now that's something." You joke, making the older girl playfully scoff. "Oh, please, she does everything I tell her to." Sooyoung sassed with a flip of her hair, causing the younger girl to scrunch her nose up.
When she wasn't looking, Sooyoung failed to see Hyeju sticking her foot out in front of her, catching the yyxy leader and causing her to trip, earning another set of laughter from you and Hyeju.
"Yah!"
"What's going on here?" A calm voice mused and you damn near shut up when your eyes landed on Kahei smiling at the three of you. "Hyeju tripped Yves unnie." You answered and the younger girl pouted at you. "Why are you snitching?" She complained and Kahei only giggles at your antics before patting your head. "Just try not to get yourself hurt."
For some reason, your face flushes at the affection from the eldest and the pair are quick to notice, silently giggling at your display.
Once Kahei has exited the kitchen, Hyeju speaks first. "So… when do you plan on telling Vivi unnie that you like her?" You nearly trip over yourself, the red becoming more noticeable this time as you spun around to look at the pair who were already staring at you.
"I don't!" You say a little too quickly, voice raising an octave and Sooyoung mock sighs while shaking her head. "Oh, Y/n, you have to be more honest with your feelings or else you're not getting any girls." She stated like it's the most normal thing in the world.
"Who told you I liked girls?" You retort and the pair both give you a knowing look. "Unnie, you're not that good at hiding." Hyeju tells you while taking a seat. "Maybe you're a little more subtle after being around everyone, but we can still tell. Even Lip unnie is tearing her hair out whenever she has to see you become a mess just so you can talk to Vivi unnie."
Now you're sure you're as red as a tomato. Even Jungeun could tell? Were you seriously that obvious?
"Don't worry, Vivi unnie doesn't know, and neither do Yeojin and Haseul, though she does have a bit of a hunch." Sooyoung informs you, quickly squashing down your hopes of possibly redeeming yourself from this embarrassing situation. “Oh, don't worry so much. All you have to do is confess your undying love-"
“Who said I was confessing anything?" You ask with wide eyes and Sooyoung cocks her head in confusion, almost as though she thought you were on the same page. “I thought you wanted a way to tell Vivi unnie how you feel about her?"
You said nothing of the sort and Hyeju just busts out laughing when she sees the incredulous look on your face.
“Are you out of your mind, unnie? I'm not doing that!"
Due to your increased volume, it's not long before Hyunjin hears the commotion and walks in, puzzled as she does.
“What are you being forced into doing?" The cat questioned and you spun around, letting her see your face which was a deep shade of red. “Nothing! I'm going out!"
You don't even wait, just rush out of the room before you're cornered and Hyunjin’s confusion only amplified before turning to the pair.
“What was…”
"Don't worry about it, unnie. She's just stressed." Hyeju promises, sensing that you needed the space, but Sooyoung only frowned in response. “It's gonna keep stressing her if she doesn't say anything soon."
Hyunjin blinks before she's quick to piece things together. “You mean Vivi unnie?"
Yeah, you weren't obvious at all.
..
“Vivi unnie can you please help me?" Jiwoo asked when she saw the older girl. “I think I left my notebook in our room after I finished writing. Can you please get it for me?” Seeing that her arms were full, Kahei was quick to agree, smiling gently at the younger girl. "Sure thing. Give me a moment.”
Upon entering your shared bedroom, Kahei was quick to search for the said notebook, humming when she checked the desk and smiling as soon as she saw the opened notebook.
However as soon as she picked it up, the eldest of the group blinked at the words written on the pages before quickly realizing that this was not Jiwoo’s notebook.
She recognized your handwriting right away and when she looked at the words spilled on the pages, she was quick to shut the notebook and then looked around.
When she sees the notebook with a penguin sticker and various doodles on it, she immediately picks it up and hurries out of the room. Kahei doesn't say anything when she gives Jiwoo the notebook, just hops into the van and looks around.
Her eyes are quick to land on the other van parked outside and she realizes that you're not riding the same van that she was in. It's likely due to how she took a while to get to the parking lot because usually you would be seated somewhere near her if you could.
So when you all arrive at the company for your scheduled practice, you can feel eyes on you as you converse with some of your members. When you attempted to look, Yeojin whined about you not paying attention to what she was demonstrating, causing you to quickly turn back to her and apologize.
“Sorry, kiddo, I'm paying attention now. I swear." You tell her and Haseul chuckles while the maknae puffs her cheeks out, earning a poke on the cheek from Jinsol before a new voice cuts in.
"Can we talk?"
Your head turns and a smile is quick to form on your features when you spot Kahei standing there. However upon seeing the conflicted look on her face, your smile was quick to fade away.
“Is everything alright, unnie?"
But instead of a verbal response, the older woman presents you with an all too familiar notebook, catching you off guard as you carefully took it from her grasp. “Where did you-" But she cuts you off before you can even ask, fear settling in your stomach as she speaks.
"You… " She looks slowly among the members currently present before she's gently taking your hand and leading you to a more secluded area in the room, earning confused looks among yours members. Though Heejin does throw you an encouraging things up whilst Yerim gives you a wave.
Once you're both alone, you're becoming antsier with each second. You're only assuring yourself that you're alright because there was just no way that Kahei would understand a word you'd written aside from her and the others’ names.
“Is there… something you aren't telling me?” Okay, so you could still play this out. "Did you see your name on here again, unnie?” You nearly cringe with how you force a chuckle out but Kahei doesn't budge except for a nod of her head. "I did… and I was able to read some of the other things written about me."
Your smile faltered and your fear was steadily growing. She's joking. She had to be.
“Okay, so maybe I wrote about how much I appreciate you a lot, but there's really nothing wrong with-"
"... I've been doing some studying, Y/n. I understand what's written on it.”
Your stomach dropped and your face grew pale at her proclamation.
Seeing how you've lost your voice, the eldest only frowns before letting out a sigh. "Hey, talk to me." Kahei had zero intentions of harming you. She just wanted confirmation for what she's read. It was impossible for her to just keep her mouth shut. Not when she's seen something so personal.
“I…” Chewing on your bottom lip, you can feel yourself start to tremble because there was just no way you could come out and tell her just how you actually felt about her. Not like you could do much now that she's read basically the depths of your heart with just one accident.
“I'm sorry." You croak out and Kahei is quick to wrap you in her arms when she sees the tears threatening to come spilling from your eyes. “I don't… I tried to brush them off, I swear, but they just wouldn't go away. I didn't want you to hate me so I wrote all my feelings down just so I wouldn't end up exploding.”
The latter only rubs your back as you sob into her shoulder, listening to every word even when some might now be too comprehensive for her as you continue to pour your poor heart out.
"I could never hate you.” She whispers once you've calmed down, but she makes no move to separate from you. "There's nothing wrong for feeling the way that you do, so never feel sorry about it.” She assures you before slowly pulling away but keeping you within arms reach.
Her eyes meet yours and she gives you the same warm smile that she always does. The same smile that's made you fall for her in the first place.
“Do you wanna know why I studied speaking and reading your mother tongue?" Shaking your head, she only smiles more before cupping your face, wiping your tears away as she studies your features. “It's because I like you and I wanted to impress you for when I could tell you that in your own language." She explains softly as your breath hitches. “But then I read your little letter and I realized that neither of us would be ready unless one of us actually did something instead of continue to let doubt control us."
All this time you'd been hiding, but Kahei had already been looking for a way to find you. You felt utterly embarrassed at the fact, but she's quick to throw all your worries away when she places a gentle kiss to your forehead.
“Don't ever be afraid to come to me, okay?"
“I won't." You finally manage to say, finally calming down from your crying and gripping at Kahei’s shirt.
There really was nothing for you to be afraid of. Your members made sure of it when they found out. Kahei made sure of it as she held your hand through it all.
You could love who you wanted to love.
And you loved all of her while she did the same with you.
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cozage · 1 year
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Hi, I wasn’t sure exactly what OP characters you wrote for, but I just figured I’d shoot my shot. So Robin, Vivi, and Boa having their s/o suddenly pull a kabedon on them.
A/N: This is actually my second kabedon request in my inbox (and I hope i did it right!) so I’m just going to combine them and give everyone all at once. Ladies first of course! (This is my first time writing any ladies…I’ll leave it up to you to decide if I can actually keep them in character or not)
Characters: gn reader x Robin, Vivi, Boa, Zoro, Law, Shanks
Cw: none :)
Total word count: 1.2k
Kabedon 
(for those of you who don’t know it’s when character A walks up to character B and hits the wall next to their head, which results in character B being pinned against the wall and the two characters being very close. Used romantically in a lot of anime to show affection. You can google it for a photo reference!)
Robin
Robin is learning against the wall, reading a book, when your hand hits the wall near her head.
Her eyes slide over to your hand on the wall, now keeping her pinned in place. She smirked at your boldness. 
“Are you doing what I think youre doing?” she says, her eyes flicking back to yours. Her blue eyes hold mischief and something else that you can’t quite place.
“Maybe,” you tease. You bend in close, so youre only centimeters from her face now. “What do you think I’m doing?” you whisper.
You can see it now, she’s nervous with excitement and the thrill of the chase. “I don’t know,” she breathes out, and you can feel her breath tickle your skin as she speaks. “What are you doing?”
“Oh, nothing.” You pull you hand back and lean away from her. “Just testing out a theory.” 
You walk away standing tall and proud of the ability to make Nico Robin nervous, leaving her standing mouth agape in shock.
Vivi
Vivi is excitingly chatting with you about a new trade agreement she thinks is going to go through when you lean in and hit your hand against the wall.
She barely skips a beat, continuing to talk and explain how amazing it will all be for Alabasta. 
You intended to do it to get her to be shocked, but now you’re standing this close to her and you’re starting to get nervous. 
“Hey, are you okay?” She stops, looking at you with concern. “You hit the wall kind of hard and now your face is red.”
You laugh at that. She’s so close that you can smell the smell of melon she had for breakfast this morning, still lingering on her breath. 
“Vivi darling,” you coo to her. “Do you know what a kabedon is?”
“Yeah! Its-” she looks at you, and then at your hand next to her, and her face goes as red as yours. “Oh my gosh!”
She smacks you lightly, and you pull away, feigning immense pain from her soft hit, which sends her into a fit of giggles. 
“Tell me more about this trade deal now,” you say. And she launches back into all of the details. It all seems very boring, but her voice has such a nice ring that you have to listen to every word she says. 
Boa
Boa is resting against a stone wall watching the children play outside when you startle her with your hand slapping near her head
Her eyes snap open and look your way. “Do you want to be turned to stone?”
“That would be very unfortunate for me,” you quip, scrunching your face at her.
She glares at you, upset at being disturbed. “Then why are you so close to me right now?”
“Boa, my love,” you remove your hand from near her head and take a step back. “It’s a sign of affection.”
“Affection?” she says, and you can see that your piqued her curiosity and confusion. 
“Mmmhmmm,” you nod, putting your hand back where it was a little more gently now, lowering your voice as you close the gap. “See how close we are?”
You see her cheeks turn that familiar shade of pink, and her mouth part just a bit. “I quite like this,” she said softly.
“Me too,” you say, smiling back at her. 
Zoro
Zoro is watching his crew mates on the deck using the wall as a support, and his eyes follow you as you walk up and slam your hand down next to his head.  
He flinches slightly at the sudden noise, his eyes narrowing into a glare at you. 
“What do you want?” he groaned. You can hear the irritation thick in his voice.
“What do YOU want, Roronoa?” you replied, looking at him through your lashes. 
His eye twitches in confusion. “I want you to not slap the wood next to my face for no reason, I thought that was pretty clear!”
You laugh at his answer and roll your eyes, giving him a peck on the nose before you walk off. 
“What the hell was that?!” he screams after you.
“You’ll understand when you’re older!” You call back to him over your shoulder, giggling as you bounced away. 
Law
Law is waiting outside the Bepo’s room staring at the ground when your hand slaps the wall near his head. 
His eyes jerk up in irritation, but they soften slightly when they see you. Only slightly. 
“What are you doing?” He says. You can hear his voice is mostly irritated, but there’s also a bit of curiosity behind it. 
“Oh you know what I’m doing, Trafalgar Law.” You use the sweetest voice you can to address  him, and you see his irritation turn to surprise. You can see a bit of pink grace his cheeks, and he squirms a bit beneath you
You press closer to him but still don’t touch him your lips hovering right above his. You can see his gold eyes twitch down to stare at your lips, and you moisten them with your tongue in front of your captive audience.
You hear Bepo’s door turn, and you step back from your captain quickly. 
“And that’s why I was thinking about how useful it would be to have a a hydroelectric generator, you know?” You look at him innocently, like nothing had just happened between the two of you. 
Law stares at you, too flustered to respond. “I thought we already had a hydroelectric generator?” Bepo questioned, looking at your captain.
“We do?!” You knew that, you had picked it out a few months ago. You do your best to act like nothing happened, but Law isn’t as good of an actor. He’s still standing there slack-jawed, trying to figure out what the hell just happened. 
“Well, you should’ve told me that before I went into this whole pitch for one! That’s so embarrassing!” You saunter down the hallway away from them before they can respond, leaving Law breathless and Bepo extremely confused. 
Shanks
Shanks is standing on the deck watching his crew, when you walk up to him and pull the move.
“Hey hot stuff,” you say, slamming your hand next to his head.
“Hey yourself,” he says back, and his eyes glancing over to your hand. He instantly knows what you’re doing, and a bemused look falls upon his face. “What exactly do you think you’re doing?”
“Oh you know,” you move your face closer to his. “Just hanging out.”
He laughs at that, and he runs his hand through his hair. “That’s nice and all,” he sighs. 
It happens in an instant. His hand wraps around your torso and flips you around, so now your roles are reversed. You’re pressed against the hard wood of the ship, and his arm pins you into place. He has the cockiest smirk on his face, watching you stand there trying to figure out what just happened. 
He leans down, whispering softly in your ear. “But this is the way it should be, love.”
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firstdivisiongirl · 5 months
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25 Days of a One Piece Christmas Schedule
12/1 - Luffy - we’re not putting the tree up, it’s November
12/2 - Zoro - well done, you just ruined Christmas
12/3 - Corazon - I can’t believe you hurt yourself putting up the Christmas decorations
12/4 - Sanji - Making Christmas Cookies
12/5 - Kid - keep doing that, and you’ll end up on the naughty list
12/6 - Ace - it’s so cold
12/7 - Sabo - Snowball Fight
12/8 - Shanks ft. Uta - You have to go to sleep or Santa won’t come
12/9 - Koby - It’s Just What I Wanted.  Thank You
12/10 - Law - that wrapping is terrible
12/11 - Koby - Christmas Proposal
12/12 - Luffy - It’s 5am go back to sleep
12/13 - Sanji - All I want for Christmas is you
12/14 - Ace - Cuddles in front of the fire
12/15 - Katakuri - Christmas shopping
12/16 - Law - Santa is real, who do you think brings the presents?
12/17 - Heracles - But I want this tree! But this tree is nicer!
12/18 - Sabo - It’s snowing
12/19 - Ace - First Christmas Together
12/20 - Luffy - I need you to pretend to be my s/o for the family Christmas party
12/21 - Chopper - Don’t eat those, they’re for Santa
12/22 - Mihawk - I can’t believe you not going be home for Christmas
12/23 - Killer - Ice-skating
12/24 - Smoker - Stop being such a Grinch
12/25 - Law - Last Christmas, you broke my heart. I’m still not over you.
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anystalker707 · 4 months
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take a look at my girlfriend
Pairing: Nefertari Vivi x [gender-neutral] Reader Summary: SFW and NSFW headcanons about dating Vivi! Tags: very sweet ! / she's so lovely / vague but i can write oneshots if requested
requested by anon ["Could I request a Vivi relationship headcannon both sfw and nsfw for a male S/O Please and thank you"]
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• Vivi is naturally overly protected, so it takes a while until her family finally accepts you and lets you go around without keeping an eye on you 24/7. She tries her best to reassure you it’s okay; she loves you so much and doesn’t want to see you get scared away just because of it, but you already knew that when you decided to date a princess
• Everyone (Cobra, Chaka, Pell, etc.) asks you a thousand questions, narrowing their eyes at you or side-eyeing you, but it’s just before they treat you like family as well. It also includes getting Karoo’s approval, of course. She’s a little nervous and awkward about it in the beginning, but she ends up getting annoyed after some point because they just don’t seem to accept you’re safe (even if she understands their point)
• Vivi’s a busy person, of course, but that doesn’t mean she won’t try to make time for you—she will make sure to keep free time in her schedule for dates or simply hanging out with you, sharing a meal in the castle, or resting together. She loves sweet dates like going for a walk while holding hands or picnics, so she isn’t exchanging that for anything
• Even if she can’t manage some free time for you, she will make sure to take you with her everywhere (being her partner is a full-time job), whether it’s for emotional support, help, or just to be there with her in general
• It also means you need to know how to fight or just improve what you already know (you need to protect yourself and Vivi), so you’ll have to train hard. It’s tiring and takes a lot of effort, but it’s needed and very rewarding. Vivi will always be waiting for you at the end of the day to say how she’s proud of you, cupping your face and kissing your lips. Sometimes, she lets you know that without saying it—curling up in your arms when she is apprehensive or glancing at you at the slightest risk of danger, showing how much she trusts your protection and cares about you, of course
• Vivi is extremely loving. She will always make sure she is giving you enough attention and love, always give you pecks on the cheek and hugs, even if she’s in a rush for something else because a little second with her partner is never lost
• She is the type to talk problems out, but you have to work for that. She won’t admit things in the beginning, just trying to bottle up feelings and push through the problems, but she will eventually learn how to deal with things better later on because she wants the relationship to be as healthy as possible
• Absolutely loves it when you praise her. Vivi will be all proud and mushy when you compliment her speech or even how nice she looked in some public event. She also loves knowing you enjoy her cuddles and the way she plays with your hair and takes care of you. It makes her proud of herself for being able to care for you in the right way
• Long night talks with Vivi when she finally returns to her bedroom. She will sit on her bed and let you brush her hair or rub her back while she tells you about her day or reasons with you about an ongoing problem
• She just loves the quality time in general, whether it be working alongside each other or playing with her hair while she reads. Either way, she is always melting in your arms whenever she gets the opportunity, clinging to you or sitting on your lap with her arms around your neck
• Matching jewelry with you. She will ask to have jewelry crafted with your initials engraved on the golden surface or keep lockets with pictures of you two inside it
• Vivi is quite possessive, as well. If she spots someone else flirting with you, she knows you won’t give them any attention, but it doesn’t avoid the inconvenience. She will be grabbing your hand and quickly introducing herself as your girlfriend, sticking to your side the whole time. She will be all proud when you wrap an arm around her waist and accept her actions
• Vivi might find it cute when you’re jealous, but seeing you jealous is a rare sight because she just doesn’t give you reasons to feel like that. Someone’s flirting with her? She will either dismiss them or rush to your side
• Vivi will always wear the stuff you give her, whether it is a new pen, a ring, or a hijab (also stick to your opinion about what she should wear). She demonstrates how much she values you by also valuing everything you give her, and also the things that are important to you (catch her making sure she can be there for you in your special moments no matter the appointment she has scheduled for the same time, and she will also ask the others to provide the best things for your needs or your hobbies)
• Supportive girlfriend 100%. Will be there for you no matter what
• Don’t try to decide things for her or anything—Vivi is very independent, and she will learn how to ask for help when she needs to, but the trick is not to make her feel like she isn’t self-sufficient. The mutual respect and recognition are some of the things she values the most
• Either way, Vivi will need support once in a while. She will get in a quieter mood, with a sad or longing expression on her face, and all she will need is long hugs and a comforting presence, not even words. Just looking after her will be just right for Vivi, helping her with whatever she is going through
• She’s not shy to admit she wishes to marry you as it becomes a more frequent subject in the castle, since she’s getting older and is the only heir to the crown. Of course, you’ll get a few side-eyes at first, but it’ll be acceptable; you’re part of the family already, anyway, they trust you
.𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟.
NSFW hcs
• You two probably have your first time with each other, having known each other since you were younger. The first times were laced with nervousness and insecurity, but you learn how to please each other. She’s all shy at first, but once she gets the hang of it…
• Sex with her either is all sweet and passionate love-making or deep into a kink. Vivi is usually the one who brings up new stuff that she is curious about and wants to try, and her favorite stuff usually involves bondage. There’s something about being tied up and to your mercy that turns Vivi on so much. Hands tied to the headboard as you please her or tied behind her back as her face presses to the mattress—she loves all of it
• Balance of dominance between you two, unless you’re doing something that requires the unbalance
• She likes being praised and worshiped, having your hands run along her skin while you bathe her in praises, giving love to each inch of her skin. It makes her melt as her heart flutters, but also makes pride swell in her chest as she offers herself more to you. Kiss her hands, her collarbones, her breasts, her stomach, her thighs, calves, shoulders. Everywhere.
• Vivi enjoys giving as much as she receives, always ensuring you’re okay. If she can, she will pull you down for passionate kisses that aren’t just due to the urgency and seeking pleasure, but just wanting to touch you in general, to express her love through the slow make-out session
• Sometimes all Vivi needs after a long day dealing with Alabasta’s stuff is a relaxing shower and good sleep, but other times, what she really needs is your head between her legs: she also loves receiving and giving oral—she will play with your hair while you eat her out, praising you between moans, making sure to let you know how well you’re doing on pleasing her like that. The most delicious moans will come from her as she arches her back and rolls her hips on your tongue when you’re with her thighs over your shoulders, feasting on her. Sometimes, on the other hand, she will be pulling you with her into empty rooms in the castle to give you a little treat, wide eyes looking up at you as she wraps her lips around you and brushes a strand of hair behind her ear
.𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟.
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808airsoftbros · 7 months
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My Wives Reaction to You Getting Harrassed at Work (Haseul/Vivi/Yeojin/Nana/Miyeon)
Author: Suddenly felt inspired to write this after listening to a creepypasta story. Anyway hope you enjoy and if you want to check out more of my works do go to the Masterlist :)
Cho Haseul
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You were being bullied by your co-worker and your manager was doing nothing about it since he was his son
Being the mother of the family she wouldn't tolerate such treatment for her loved one
"What?! Let me talk to your boss!"
Would confront the manager or the main corporate office no matter how much you begged her not to
At first your manager would laugh at her until he realized that your wife was a famous kpop Idol
In just a split second, he was on his knees begging her not to expose the company and what was going on behind the scenes
"P-Please don't report this! I need this job to pay for my rent! I'm sorry not only I'll fire my son! I'll give him a raise or hell even a promotion!"
In the end, the awful and useless co-worker was fired and of course, he didn't take it too well seeing his own father screwed him but she had private security on stand-by just for this particular result
However after just five months you'd quit that job and work at a bigger company but you were still grateful for what she did for you
Vivi
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You were refused a raise despite all the hard work and effort you put into the company and when you just decided to work the bare minimum you were written up for being "lazy"
"What are you serious? What fucking idiot for him not to see the talent inside of you!"
Vivi would've taken a little much of different course of action to the situation
She would first consulted Haseul who's the head of the household and recommended reporting this to your boss's supervisor
But seeing that the CEO was just as useless greedy as the manager she ended up just buying the whole company
"W-What is this?! An ownership contract?!"
"Well, sir, you should've thought about this before treating my husband like shit so from now on, I'll be running this company,"
In just no time you became her secretary and it was a win-win for the both of you now that you get be at her side 24/7
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You got a customer complaint from an actress whom Nana happened to once partnered up with in the past
She'd be perfectly calm about the whole situation and unlike Vivi and the others she'd handle it her own way
"Okay darling, just leave her to me and don't worry about a thing okay~?"
Confused at first but you decided to let her run the show and enjoy it from a safe distance because you know well it will get a bit messy
She'd review the surveillance footage and prove you were just doing your job enforcing the company's policies thus making the actress the guilty one
When she gathered enough evidence, she'd confront her former co-worker and obviously she denied it and made up stories that you were being rude
"Is that so? Well, mind explaining this?"
Shocked and caught red-handed, she knew her life would be over at this moment knowing Nana could just end her career in the blink of an eye
"I-I'm sorry! Please don't turn this into the media!"
Luckily for her, Nana was in a kind mood so she just asked her to apologize, and quickly she obliged
Cho Miyeon
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Miss Cho Miyeon is someone you don't want to mess with especially since she is Lieutenant of the (G) I-DLE mafia
The second she heard that you were targetted by your company she wouldn't hesitate to send men to burn their building to the ground
"What is that, my dear? Are they bothering you? Are you okay? I can just send some of my guys to burn the damn place to the ground."
Of course, you begged her not to as this wasn't the first time she committed mass murder and arson
But she'd just bought the whole company and transformed it to serve the Mafia clan
You wanting to continue to live a normal life would just get hired by a different company with better co-workers and management
"Aww~ Baby are you sure you don't want to join us~?"
Sure the offer was tempting as you'd love to be close to Miyeon but it was too much of a risk having a target on your head 24/7
Im Yeojin
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Being the youngest of the family and step-sister she'd be mostly concerned about your health and well-being
"Oppa, are you okay?" "Do you need some cuddles~?"
Yeojin wouldn't really do much besides just informing her mothers
"Eomma! Oppa was being bullied! It was his boss again!"
Sadly nobody would take her that seriously as she was too adorable to be intimidating
However she doesn't need to do anything as her Eommas take care of everything for her
"Baby! Eomma said that she voted the CEO out of his office so she's in charge! Isn't that great?!"
For the rest of the night, you two cuddled in her bedroom after partying
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bun-haired-nutjob · 9 months
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Robotgirl except you download her into one of those "spy keychain flashdrives with a camera and microphone so she can't do anything but watch as you do stuff with her body
promising that this is a completely normal and necessary step for doing maintenance on a robotgirl, but when she's downloaded into the flashdrive she can't help but be turned on by the idea of you doing stuff to her body while she's so helpless and vulnerable...
you notice the flashdrive has started recording and realize that she must want to see what you do with her, and so you get a USB extension cable and reposition it in a better area to view her body, doing various diagnostic checks and tweaks to the motors and joints throughout the body...
you suddenly notice on the computer monitor that the robotgirl's thoughts have been appearing in a command prompt, and that she's been thinking about how erotic it would be if you were to use her body...
and so, you lean close into the camera, and promise her that you'll take good care of it, before unplugging the flashdrive, letting it run off of its own battery and thus removing all influence she has on the outside world or to do anything, and leaving her body yours to use...
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lyramundana · 8 months
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SCENTED
@skzms based on the story I have in mind + that Rebel Virus I dreamed about
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Something was off with these people.
Vivi was of the belief that 50% of the image idols showed on tv was either an exageration of reality or completely fake. And after sharing space with them for months and seeing them from a personal perspective, it was confirmed. Well, it should be obvious even without seeing them in person, that none of them were totally transparent with the public. None.
It was only when the cameras were turned off that they were allowed to be themselves. To speak to whoever they wanted to, to drink, to party like normal people. Only when they were hidden from the public eyes. Always in secret, always keeping the flawless persona that people expected, demanded from them. The minimal break in their masks could mean disaster for their entire careers. Vivi understood it, she found it stupid, but who was she to fight a cultured followed by a whole country?
So not even she could supress her utter shock and confusion when, out of nowhere, the same idols she knew for being little perfect angels started to do shit out of the non-written script. At first it wasn't that obvious, just some mishaps that everyone interpreted as mistakes. Getting caught partying on a night club with friends, openly flirting with fans beyond what was socially accepted by their parasocial partners, dressing in certain ways, etc. Vivi didn't think much about it, just felt they were being sloppy out of exhaustion.
But then it grew, and more idols began to follow that line. There were scandals, big ones. Secret parties without the staff's permission, being drunk in public, photos of them going into love hotels with different people, uploading songs with explicit lyrics that couldn't be excused and openly talking about inapropiate topics. The companies couldn't control them, the fans' attempts of sabotage were useless. In fact, it all seemed to just motivate them. Pushing them to do worse.
And this is how she ended up right here, in the patio of an expensive night club, with loud pop music blasting from the huge speakers, neon-lights sparkling in her eyes and breathing the cold air of Seoul. They wanted to celebrate the sucess of the show and reward everyone's hard work in it, so Vivi and her crew were obviously invited to the party. She was currently sitting on a wide, comfortable sofa, all by herself, watching the people get shit-faced and scream lyrics with all their passion with a glass on her hand. She had been with them minutes ago, dancing and singing the lyrics she knew with her friends, until her feet screamed for relief and her throat for some hydration. It only took her a sip to recover her energy, so she should have gona back to the group already. Vivi wasn't Vivi if she wasn't in the centre of a dancefloor, getting lost in the music and filling her throat with delicious alcohol until the couldn't remember her own name. But there she was, sitting alone pathetically in a corner long after her supposed five minutes break. Why? She didn't even feel tired yet. Why didn't she just move and joined the fun?
"Because of them", her annoying sub-conscious suplied.
Oh right. Them.
She turned her head to the club's second floor, a huge balcony that was the VIP zone. All idols were reunited there and having their own fun inside the local. The staff in charge of organizing the party rented the whole stablishment only for their celebrities, giving them an entire separate space from the regular people. Vivi would've though it was a snobby gesture, but considering the recent scandalous behaviour the idols displayed, it was probable that the staff just wanted to ensure they didn't pull anything with citizens.
The only connection the VIP zone had with the outdoor party was that balcony, the same one where Vivi saw certain couple hanging out when she was about to return. They were lost in their converstation, but throwing casual glances to the dancefloor to where she was headed, and Vivi's body turned back by instinct. Last thing she wanted was having eye contact with them and have her night ruined by the awkwardness.
Things hadn't been the same since that stupid game of truth or dare, and she spent this last week avoiding them like the plague. Keeping the texts short, hiding when they were walking down the same hallway and doing all kind of things to not face them. Was incredibly childish from her part? Absolutely, and she wasn't proud of it. She was never the type to run away from her problems, always choosing to handle them quickly before they grew into much bigger burdens.
But was this even a problem? She didn't know anymore. And how could she handle something she didn't know? Things with them were so weird, like nothing she ever felt before. They always managed to keep her on her toes.
She liked it as much as she dreaded it. Because with them, she felt like losing control. She felt like being vulnerable. And that just couldn't be.
She took another sip from her glass, hoping it'll help her body feel warmer. Another thing she didn't like about this country: The weather. She was a southern spanish girl with australian roots. Cold was practically a foreign concept to her.
Well, maybe it didn't help she was wearing a short dress with her shoulders exposed but c'mon, it was a party. She wasn't going to dress up all covered like a nun. Sometimes, being gorgeous meant suffering a bit.
-I can't believe it. You're sitting here alone instead of having fun? The world is ending.
Her mental monologue was cut short with the voice. She turned to see non other than Jake standing there, hands in his pockets and looking down at her with a grin.
- I'm just taking a break before my feet kill me and then I'll go back. Dancing with heels isn't as smooth as it looks, you know?
-Really? You make it seem so easy when you're on stage..
-Yeah, that's kinda the point of it. I have to be graceful and elegant when I'm up there. The public doesn't need to know I don't have any blood circulation down here when I finish.
He let out a breathy chuckle, looking away. Vivi felt this converstation isn't going anywhere, but she can't help the little tick in her heart when she saw him aproaching her with that friendly demeanor, with that small grin that hasn't changed one bit. Hell, coming to Seoul has given her more headaches that she signed up for..
-What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be in the VIP zone, with the royalty?
-Jay needed help in the bathroom - he replied shrugging his shoulders.
-Seriously? What kind of help? Another set of hands for..? -she grinned mischeviously.
-Grabbing his hair while he emptied his stomach, you twisted-fuck. - he made a disgusted face and she laughs. - Now really, what are you doing here? It's unnatural of you to not being out there raising chaos.
-I told you, I'm taking a break. Nothing weird, I swear.
He looked at her with a pensive gaze. He didn't believe her, but he wasn't going to pry more. She mentally thanked him.
Suddenly, a wheeze of air hit them and Vivi's body trembled unconsciously. She hugged herself in an attempt to ease the coldness. The boy noticed.
-Here. - he took off his jacket and threw it at her exposed legs. It wasn't very big, but it covered her enough to feel better. She jumped a little in surprise and glanced at the cloth, then at him. -It's warmer inside, so I don't need it. We don't want the star to freeze herself before the finals. - he winked at her, and she didn't even try to supress her smile. -Of course not. I'm not going anywhere without that trophy.
-I know you're not. - he turned away, walking towards the club. -Don't do anything stupid, Vivi. I can only take care of one baby tonight.
-Don't worry, I'll be a good girl -he scoffed loudly. - By the way, Jake, -he stopped, not looking at her- Thank you for coming.
He blinked, and goes back without answering, but she knows better. She smiled to herself and laid back on the sofa, closing her eyes and relaxing, her glass already empty She loved the party life more than anyone, but sometimes it feelt great to just sit down and don't move. She accomodated the jacket to cover more skin. She wasn't looking at it but she knew just by the texture that it costed more than her current apartment.
She crossed her arms, letting the relaxing sound of her friends' happy screams and singing fill her senses. They barely got time to relax since the show started. Maybe this gave them the final push to do their best next week.
Vivi couldn't calculate how much time passed since Jake left, but just as her mind was slipping a little into dreamland, she felt the bland surface of the sofa sinking at her right. She didn't bother to check who it was. The smell of expensive masculine cologne struck her nose.
-Have you forgotten something, Jackie?
-This dress looks good on you.
She stood up so fast that her head pounded at the sudden movement and she almost fell face down on the ground, her eyes wide like those of an owl's.
A firm hand placed against her cleavage avoided the catastrophe.
-Woah, easy there, baby. Did we scare you? - he let out a deep chuckle.
-Well, it seems she was expecting someone else.
She stared at them perplexed, feeling her heart working faster than usual. The couple she had been avoiding since the start of the week and the reason she was sitting here in the first place was right-the fuck-there.
Lee Minho and Han Jisung.
Of course they looked straight out of a fashion photoshoot, even with Jisung's messy hair and his tie undone, and Minho with his smugged make-up and his shirt unbuttoned just enough to show the valley of his chest. Knowing them, there were plenty of things they could've been doing to end up looking like that..
"Stop right the fuck there, horny idiot. We don't want to see where this thought leads. Now it's not the time".
-Hey guys. Shit, I thought..., I didn't hear you coming. - she composed herself quickly, accidentally shaking Jake's jacket off a bit.
Minho glanced at it while Jisung just looked at her. The first was standing on his feet in front of them while the younger was sitting right next to her, with an arm around the backrest.
-Sorry, you just looked so cute like that, all peaceful and relaxed. We didn't want to disturb you. - Jisung let out a chuckle that didn't meet his eyes and smoothly moved closer to her. She felt his fingers reaching out from the backrest and brushed strands of her hair. His eyes shifted to her red locks as he twiddled them mindlessly. -What are you doing here all alone?
Is it so weird seeing someone sitting down and resting?
-I'm a bit tired, but I was about to go back to the party. -she shook her head softly in an attempt to stop the notion of his fingers, but he only grabbed more strands and continued, eyes finally turning to her. -What are you two doing here? You shouldn't be seen with me. People here get wrong ideas very quickly.
-Just wanted to check on you, that's all. - Minho answered this time, staring down at her. -We saw from the balcony and thought to come down and talk a bit.
The balcony? What the fuck? She specifically tried to choose a spot where it would practically impossible for them to see her. They shouldn't have been able to, unless..
Unless they were actively searching for her.
She gulped, feeling nervous all of sudden.
-It's fine, really, I don't need anyone checking on me. Even I need to take breaks from time to time. These week has been crazy. -she felt the jacket slowly falling off her legs and quickly grabbed it, fixing it back to its original position.
She flattened it a bit with her hands, careful of winkles. When she raised her head, she found both boys glaring at the cloth. Uh? Weird.
-I never seen this one before. Is it new? -Jisung asked, eyes fixed there.
Had she been sober, she would've noticed his voice sounded lower than before.
-Oh, this? -she pointed at it. - Nah, it's from Jake. He passed by earlier.
-We know. - Minho interrupted her rather rudely. He and Jisung exchanged a tense look. - But how come do you have his jacket over you?
They sounded deadly serious, almost threatening. However, her fuzzy brain didn't catch on any of it.
-Well, we were chatting and I got cold, so he lend me his jacket right here and then left. It looks cool, doesn't it?. - she wrapped it around herself, smiling.
But they weren't smiling. Quite the opposite, actually. If looks could burn, the jacket would have been reduced to ashes at that moment.
-Take it off -the older boy said.
His tone was so outright demanding not even her half-drunken brain could let it pass this time. It sounded like when he was in his choreographer mode, all dominant and firm.
Vivi was confused, both by the orders and the tone he used. What the fuck was wrong with him?
-What? - she gave him the chance to explain himself. Maybe she understood wrong, maybe she missed some words.
-Take that thing off. Now. -he let out an angry scowl, and Vivi just felt more confused and even annoyed. Just what was going on? Why was he reacting like this?
"You have an idea, but you don't want to think about it", once again, her subconscious intervened when she least needed it.
She looked at Jisung for answers, but the boy had a similar expression as his boyfriend, equally dark.
Tehn, another wheeze came and she hugged herself to shield her body from the sudden coldness. Minho's face softened and Jisung wrapped his arm around her shoulders to pull her against him, sighing.
-Poor baby, you're freezing- he caged her with this arms, and she hated to admit the gesture worked better than the jacket. He looked at her and pulled her bangs off her face, fingers brushing her blushing cheek. His free hand went to secure her waist. - We can't have our baby getting sick, right?
God, she tried to remain strong, she really did, but she couldn't control the funny feeling in her legs whenever Jisung used that honey-laced voice. Everytime she heard it, she felt like melting into a puddle.
Minho sat on her other side, getting worringly close too.
-But darling, if you're that cold, you don't need this -he grabbed the jacket in a tight grip, forming a fist, and took it off her lap on a smooth movement. -You have us.
-What do you..?
She cut herself off as she felt something big and warm falling slowly onto her legs. She turned to see Minho placing it gently, making sure it covered as much skin as possible. Then Jisung releashed her only to take off his own jacket and wrapped it around her naked shoulders, which also needed some warmness. The both smiled lovingly at the sight and caged her body between them. Minho had his face nestled in her neck, drawing circles in her tighs, while Jisung kissed her forehead as he grabbed her again by the waist.
-Let's stay like this for a moment, okay kitten? - Minho mumbled, his hot breath directly against her skin, and she shivered. He pressed his nose on her pulse point, humming. -Mm, you already got some of Sungie's smell on you. I love it.
The mentioned was scratching her nape softly, in slow motions. His lips on her temple as he replied. -Much better then.
Vivi was going through the existencial crisis of her life. She wanted to vomit, scream, giggle, sprint running and faint all at once. She was sure her face matched her hair right now. Her body, that been struggling with the cold minutes earlier, felt suddenly warm enough to fry eggs in it, and she knew it had nothing to do with the two jackets covering her.
"They're always making you feel warm"
Her emotional turmoil was interrupted by the loud ringing of a phone. Jisung groaned and let her go, pulling out his phone and looking at the screen, clicking his tongue. He said something to Minho in korean and the older looked very annoyed, but let her go too. Both of them stood up slowly, fixing their clothes and looking at her.
-We're leaving, they're asking for us. -Minho explained, pulling his bangs back.
Vivi just stared at them with big doe eyes, still processing what the fuck just happened. She grasped the hem of Jisung's jacket hugging her. It felt comfy and smelled just like his cologne. It made her feel funny for some reason.
"You know the reas-" " Shut the fuck up already"
-Okay. - that was the only answer her brain could muster. She blamed it on the alcohol mixed with her tiredness, totally. She turned her head and her eyes fell on Jake's jacket, which had somehow ended on the grass. She reached out to get it..
But Jisung was faster. He went for it so fast that it almost looked like he didn't want her to touch it.
-We'll return it to him, don't worry. -he said with a tight smile. -You can keep ours. They suit you.
Minho nodded, tilting his head at with a cheshire-like smile.
-You look just like you're supposed to.
Vivi blinked in confusion. What did that even mean? Was his english failing him again? That didn't make sense.
They shifted on their feet, glancing at the local and at her, seemingly unsure of what to do next. Eventually, they turned to walk back inside, but Jisung winked at her before going.
Vivi watched then until they dissapeared from her sight. She blinked once, then twice, then thrice. And her mind came to the final, solid conclusion:
What in the seven circles of hell just happened here?
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Meanwhile in the club..
-Dude, please, don't let me do that again. I think I'm dying. -Jay moaned, head dropped against Jake's shoulder.
-You can't die. Cockroaches can last a nuclear bomb. You'll live. -Jake patted him in the head like he'll do with a child.
-Are you calling me a cockroach?
-That'll be insulting for the poor creatures.
Jay huffed, but was too weak to insult him back, resorting to just getting away from him. Jake chuckled at his act and enjoyed the tranquility.
-Hey, Shim -someone called him by his surname -You dropped this.
He had something hit his shoulder softly. It didn't hurt, but the strenght behind the impact surprised him. He took it and realized in shock it was his leather jacket, crumpled into a deformed ball.
It was the one he lend to Vivi earlier. What the..?
He turned around to meet non-other than Han Jisung, from his senior group Stray Kids, looking down at him with a sneer. In the duration of his career, he spoke a total of three times with the guy, and it was only in awards shows to greet each other.
So where the fuck was this sudden agressivity coming from? And what was he doing with his jacket? Did Vivi tell them something weird..?
-Next time I see her wearing it, I'll throw it in the trash. -the older boy gritted his teeth, his tone sending a dangerous warning.
Jake saw the other one, Lee Know, behind the boy. Obviously, because these two always came in a package. His eyes were even more intimidating.
-I just gave it to her because she was cold, mate. That's al-
-Hyung -Minho interrupted with a growl. - Call us anything other than that and I'll personally punch your teeth out, brat.
There's a tense silence between them. Even his members had dropped the converstation and shift nervously at the scene.
Jake glares at the men. He's been suspecting it for a while, but it sounded too absurd in his head. Now this just confirms it all.
-She doesn't deserve what you assholes are doing to her. Stop stringing her along with nonsense and let her do whatever she wants. -he replied with a huff.
Jisung breathed a sarcastic chuckle and walked towards him.
-Now listen here, you son of a b-
-Minho, Han, everything okay?
They all turned to the voice. Christopher Bang was standing there, arms crossed and staring down at his members, hitting his foot against the ground.
Minho clenched his hands into fists, but said nothing, his lips sealed in a tight line. Jisung was breathing heavily, looking like he was about to burst a vein, teeth gritting. None of them answered to their leader, who looked progressively annoyed.
-It was nothing, Chris -Jake intervened, bowing. - We were just discussing something. Nothing else happened.
-Thank you for the input, Jake, but I was asking them. -he pointed his head at the boys, but Jake relented.
-Trust me, they did nothing. They just returned me my jacket, and in return, I was giving them a good advice that I think they should really follow. - both men glared at him again, but he ignored it, going back with his own group, jacket under his arm.
"Jesus, Vivi. What the hell did you get yourself into?"
Extra:
Vivi's friends, watching her come back with two brand jackets that are obviously not hers: What do you have in there?
Vivi, refusing to acknowledge it: A smoothie.
Taglist: @channieandhisgoonsquad @2chopsticks2eyes @queenmea604 @sweetracha
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urno1luv · 2 months
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tw/additional tags: university setting, perverted behaviour, implied stalking, implied non con at the end
reminder: i don't condone these actions, this is purely for fictional purposes only.
Perv!Vivi, who saw you for the first time when you joined her class, and immediately fell in love with you.
Perv!Vivi, who helped you when your coursework was getting overwhelming, shyly giving you advice to get through your work, her gaze constantly falling to your chest, as you breathe.
Perv!Vivi, who's heart broke when she saw you interacting with other girls on campus, silently watching as you spoke to them .
Perv!Vivi, who rejoiced when you gave her your number, screaming internally in excitement.
Perv!Vivi, who went out with you after every class, whether you realised it or not.
Perv!Vivi, who drove you home, insisting even when you wanted to walk instead, her hands entwining together with your own.
Perv!Vivi, who entered your home for the first time ever (with you, at least), mentally engraving the interior of your home into her mind.
Perv!Vivi, who you invited in your room, slyly scanning your highly decorated room, her fox eyes flicking between your closet and your dirty laundry in its little basket.
Perv!Vivi, who excused herself to the bathroom, swiping your dirty, black lacy underwear from the basket on the way.
Perv!Vivi, who sat on the lid of the toilet seat, legs spread awkwardly as she rutted against your underwear, her clit stimulated by the soft bunched-up material, her free hand muffling her moans escaping from her mouth. Left shaking by the end of her many orgasms, catching her breath.
Perv!Vivi, who freshened up and went back to your room, noticing that you were already asleep in your bed.
Perv!Vivi, who sat down and watched you for a few seconds, before her pale hand rested above your shoulder, shaking it softly, seeing if you were awake or not.
Perv!Vivi, who's hands boldly groped at your tits, lifting your shirt up to feel your soft belly, her hands moving lower and lower down, leaning down to sloppily kiss your neck, leaving a trail of saliva.
Perv!Vivi, who made a decision that would change your relationship forever from now.
a/n: why does nobody write for miss hong kong...😞
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v-flims · 6 months
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what type of artist/s they listen to
엔하이픈 .. — wc : 215 genre : fluff warnings : not - proofread + first headcanon ...
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— lee heeseung : heeseung would listen to chase atlantic because not only have there been so many edits of heeseung to chase atlantic songs but how it fits him a little to well (+ 2000s justin timberlake).
— park jongseong : jay would definitely listen to artic monkeys or the neighborhood, like heeseung, it fits him as well and he could also do guitar covers of their songs.
— sim jaeyun : jake would listen to some frank ocean, jhene aiko, or bruno mars. that mix would fit perfectly, especially with bruno mars' old songs, jake would totally listen.
— park sunghoon : sunghoon would listen to lana del ray for sure but maybe some cigarettes after sex because it's also in that range and would fit him so well.
— kim sunoo : sunoo to me feels more in the soft, kinda gentle side, so he would listen to some mitski, laufey, and lamp because of how similar the artists are to him.
— yang jungwon : jungwon gives off the weekend vibes with a bit of brent faiyaz as well because of the different side of him while on the other side he'd probably be into some mitski and lamp too.
— nishimura riki : niki would probably listen to frank ocean or.. tyler the creator because I feel like he has somewhat great taste.
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a/n : sorry that this was a bit short...for this being one of the first headcanons I wrote. i hope you all enjoyed it, i will be writing more + a fic, so be ready for that ..
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okayeojin · 2 years
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loona reaction to accidentally revealing your relationship
☁️ :: mainly angst
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♡ :: heejin 희진
as heejin was excitedly talking to her fans on vlive, giggling amused at the way the comments would go crazy as soon as she did something as innocent as simply brushing her hand through her hair or biting her bottom lip as her eyes skimmed through the comments. a little "oh!" left her lips as a viewer pointed out a few new additions to her drawings neatly taped on the wall behind her. "yes! i added some recent pictures i drew lately" she exclaimed as she rolled with her chair closer to the wall and carefully removed said drawings from it, with the intention of showing them to her fans. "i've been drawing traditionally a lot, actually" she explained, resting the drawings on her desk. "but i have some... fairly recent digital pieces as well" she continued as she pulled out and unlocked her tablet. smiling at the screen she finally chose what to show her viewers, pulling out this pretty landscape view she had worked on for the last few days. flattered by the positive response, she felt like showing more, sliding her fingers on the screen in the wrong direction, accidentally revealing what many people immediately recognized was a portrait of you. you were wearing the same outfit as the most recent music show you and your group attended to... and overall some kpop fans would have recognized you regardless. her eyes shot wide open and her expression didn't really leave any doubts to the viewers. something was definitely up between the two of you. "that's...! they're just... i just admire them a lot and..." she would ramble before changing the subject and attempting to keep her live going, but the comments were not letting her off the hook so easily... so much that she eventually had to end it, and with a shaky sigh and teary eyes proceeded to text you.
♡ :: hyunjin 현진
hyunjin acted without thinking. and the shocked expressions on her members' faces or the stern look from her manager, and complete silence that fell over the whole room should have made her understand that she had messed up big time. it was a live interview, show, kind of thing, and the hosts were this group of over middle aged men, thinking that making fun of young girls is somewhat entertaining, and crossing many many lines while doing so. during a specific moment in the show, the girls were all called together to take a picture with the mcs, who didn't even think before grabbing some of them by their shoulders and pulling them closer. hyunjin was one of them. and she quickly pulled away, faking a smile. "oh what happened?" the host tried to joke "you have a boyfriend or something? is he jealous?" he continued while laughing in her face, at which she replied "yes, my s/o wouldn't be happy seeing you touching me like that", storming out of the set. unprofessional, she knew that. but she couldn't bear it any longer. you, who were watching the live from your phone, had your mouth wide open, not a single idea in mind about what you were supposed to do at that moment, until you got hyunjin's call. "i have to figure things out with the company about what just happened. i’m really sorry, love".
♡ :: haseul 하슬
she was peacefully on vlive, probably in her own dorm room with no supervision from any of the staff or even her manager -who was however watching her live just to keep the situation under control. she was answering questions from the fans, giggling and scolding her own members for leaving comments lovingly making fun of her, she even sang some songs that were requested by the viewers. she was having so much fun that she almost forgot she had invited you over at a certain hour, when she was almost sure she would have finished by then, but it wasn’t the case. she soon heard your voice on the other side of the door; you were surely being entertained by some of her members while she was still finishing up her live. she got so excited at the thought of going out with you, that she made a rookie mistake: she said her goodbyes, she thanked her fans for keeping her company, and she swore she had ended the live, but she stood up so quickly that her hand slipped and never properly clicked. she ran to greet you and loudly exclaimed “i missed you so much!! oh my god come here” and kissed you just loud enough that it was clearly heard by the viewers. then her phone would start going off with calls from her manager and she would get so confused but soon understand the situation and you could see her face going pale in an instant.
♡ : yeojin 여진
you had spent the whole afternoon together, drinking milkshakes while sitting in front of the ocean on the beach. you had cuddled the whole time and taken so many pictures as well, especially yeojin. it was a time so dear to her because for the very first time in months her schedule was free, no promotions, no fan meetings, no interview, no radio, no variety shows... she almost couldn't believe it was real, spending time with her s/o like this, without anyone's from her company supervision, without having to leave at a certain hour. "you look so good like that!" she exclaimed, snapping a picture of you, "oh my god the sunset! pose like this for me!" she continued, moving around to get your best angles. you chuckled, covering your face from some of the sand she was accidentally kicking around while moving, "let's get a picture together instead, you have enough of my face in that phone, i think" you suggested, extending your arm to invite her next to you. snapping a quick picture together, you admired how cute you both looked sharing the smallest peck on your lips, making yeojin shriek in embarrassment. "don't you think it looks good?" you asked, "i might post this!" you joked, to which yeojin surprisingly replied "you can". you raised both eyebrows at her "huh? this could be very risky for you, i don't want to ruin your career...", getting interrupted by your girlfriend "you have your profile on private anyways, right? here, i'll do it" grabbing her phone which was connected to your instagram account too, posting it and closing the app. "ther-" not even one second later, she got a call. from her manager, which instantly made her heart drop. you watched her expression with a puzzled look on your face, wondering what was happening. "i i accidentally uploaded the picture on the loona account and it got immediately taken down by the company, but 300 people had liked it already and there's probably screenshots around" she cried into your arms as you did your best to comfort her.
♡ : vivi 비비
for the first time after a while she had decided to do a live all by herself in her own vocal room, showing her fans new paintings she had worked on or planned on doing, and she would cutely get closer to the screen to see the comments, before pulling back and giggling, and then answering. "when was the last time i went out with the members?" she read the comment out loud before puffing her cheeks and glancing upwards towards the ceiling for a second, clearly trying to recall the event, then letting out a "oh!" of realization and pulling out her phone, fiddling with it a bit before showing it to the camera she was streaming on. "this is a picture i took last week when i went out to drink with loona 1/3... subunit hangout" she giggled while zooming on the faces of each member present in the picture. she stopped chuckling all of the sudden, her heart stopped and her face visibly turned pale as a notification popped up on the screen, big enough for every viewer to see. from: the love of my life; <are you still up for that one date you promised me~? 💕>. the chat was going so crazy that she thought the whole app would freeze and stop working, or something... she was furiously giggling and looking around for any help, trying her best to cover it up, "that's my,, my friend yeah they.. they are joking, i mean-" but the sheer despair on her face was way too much to hide, and the tears welled up in the corners of her eyes weren't helping her case at all. then suddenly the door to her room opened just enough for only one hand to be seen, inviting her to step outside and she closed her live in a hurry, apologizing profusely in a shaky voice.
♡ : kim lip 킴립
it was a dumb mistake. very dumb. and she could never forgive herself for potentially ruining your life, other than completely destroying your privacy. she was doing a live for her birthday, and it was now well past midnight, reason why she couldn't stop yawning to save her life, apologizing every time she had to cover her mouth to release another one. but she had promised to stay up at least until two in the morning, and considering she had no schedules whatsoever the next day, she wanted to keep her promise with her fans. and despite some of them complaining that she should rest and go to bed, she wasn't letting go of her little personal challenge to stay up a bit more. "don't worry guys, we can uhm... listen to some music, i will stay up" as if she hadn't been playing songs for the last three hours already. then a comment caught her eyes, "what time is it?". it was written in english, meaning it was from an international fan with a different timezone, most likely. after reading it out loud, she pulled out her phone and pointed it directly at the camera, turning it on and showing the bright screen to her viewers. maybe it was her lack of sleep, or the fact that her hand was covering part of the screen, but her reflexes weren't fast enough and her brain didn't process fast enough that her lockscreen was her cupping your face and kissing you right on the lips, your cheeks puffed and all. it was a cute picture indeed. but not in that particular moment, when she suddenly realized and pulled her phone away from the camera and clutched it with both hands, resting it against her chest. her lack of explanation was loud enough for anyone to put two and two together (although the picture of her kissing someone on the lips was a very clear indicator that she had a romantic relation with someone), and at that point she cleared her throat and said awkwardly "it's 2am, time to go bye!", and turned the live off to plop down on her chair and cover her face with her hands, defeated.
♡ : jinsoul 진슬
jinsoul loves you. she loves you so much she is literally unable to take her eyes off you. and despite how romantic it sounds -and it is- it can indeed end up causing you two some troubles, especially considering the type of industry you both worked in, how demanding and scary it can be. that being said, it happened from time to time that your groups had a comeback at the same time, often meeting on the stage of music shows. you'd look so hot with your makeup done, you hair all pretty and your stage outfit so sparkly, you'd steal all the spotlight. at least to her. that one episode in particular was no different. while the winner groups' member were doing their speech, her eyes were constantly pointing in your direction, and she wasn't even being subtle about it, since her members would occasionally pinch her side to get her attention back. once the encore began, and everyone began moving around and greeting one another, she took it as a chance to swiftly make her way to you, ignoring gowon's hand trying to keep her in place. you ever so slightly bowed to each other as to not raise any suspicion by being to friendly or whatever, and she gently grazed her hand against yours, causing your blushing to increase. it's not until you both got off the stage that she decided to be bold about it and steal a little peck from your lips, which caused you to gasp loudly and look around frantically, as other idols who were able to see what went on looked at you weirdly. jinsoul simply chuckled, unknowing of the fact that you were indeed caught on camera, at the very corner of it, but it surely didn't go unnoticed by some viewers...
♡ : choerry 최리
as affectionate as she is, she would still try her best to behave around you, especially in public. she would literally teleport to another dimension away from you if she saw someone holding a phone, afraid of the possibility of being caught even just staring at each other. and it would be extremely painful to her, especially considering how one of her favorite activities of all time was clinging to your arm for as long as possible until you physically have to remove her. this time she really couldn't refrain herself, and the consequences of such a tender moment would probably haunt her for the rest of her career. you would usually spend your time with her and the rest of loona by passing off as part of the staff, so it wasn't weird for you to be "caught" with the girls during some of their schedules. this one time, however, choerry was incredibly worn out after a particular mv filming day that took so many takes to finish, that as soon as she saw you she wrapped her arms so tightly around your neck and her lips immediately found their way on yours. unconsciously behind caught on accident by one of the makeup artists filming an instagram story that got posted without much of second look, or review of it. as soon as the video began circulating, she would become insufferable, blaming herself to no end, even advising you to break up with her because she "ruined your life". tell her it's not her fault ):
♡ : yves 이브
she's so romantic. she has heart eyes whenever she looks at you and she can't even control it. bless her. however, because of this exact reason, the two of you could rarely ever hang out in public, since it'd be hard to believe you were just a friend of hers or a staff member. even when she sang love songs on stage, her voice was so filled with such emotions that not even her fans would believe that "she was thinking of orbits while singing". she is so full of love. it was after one of their stages that she was complimented about her voice, and the host commented how "it seems like you really resonate with the lyircs, huh? are they perhaps dedicated to a special someone or...?", he would inquire. yves would get so defensive it would be obvious she was trying to hide something. "oh no! haha, i mean... you know, friends and family, huh- my members yeah, and overall everyone who has supported us along the way" and she would start rambling to the point where one of her members had to stop her by physically placing a hand behind her back to prompt her to slow down. there would be a lot of speculations about who could be this "special someone" of hers, and it would get so stressful to the point where she felt like she couldn't do a vlive in fear of slipping up on her own words. until it happened. she got a call during a live while she carelessly had her phone on the desk with the screen facing up, and the word "love♥️" shined brightly on the screen. as she grabbed the device so fast it almost slipped out of her hands, her face turned as pale as a ghost and she began clumsly trying to explain herself, "that's haha it was my huuuh cousin-" but none of the viewers were buying it, so she had to quickly turn the live off and called you in between tears, apologizing before you could even ask what was wrong.
♡ : chuu 츄
she would constantly keep you on edge, jumping up on you from behind, hugging you unexpectedly, holding your hand while the possibility of being caught was still there, and if she happened to be needy enough she would even be so bold to kiss you somewhat publicly. your stress levels would be through the roof, to be honest. there wouldn’t be many rumors going around at first, nearly everyone was aware of her bubbly personality so her linking arms with someone other that her members wouldn’t be too big of a shocker. at least not so much that her agency had to make a statement or what not. she even went as far as to introduce you to her fans on live, giggling and telling her viewers about the way you’ve been friends since high school and still keep in touch. which wasn’t exactly wrong, except for the fact that you’ve been more than friends for a few years... it was during one of those lives that it all went downhill. you had been sitting behind the camera, looking at her and silently giggling from time to time at her antics, careful of not being caught by the viewers. but i guess you were looking a bit too adorable to her, reason why she just couldn’t wait and told her fans she had to go to the bathroom real quick, and therefore she had to momentarily mute her mic. except that she didn’t. and the sound of smooching was loud and clear to everyone. of course it didn’t take her too long to figure out what had happened as soon as she sat back down on her chair. immediate response was to shut down the live, get up suddenly to go talk to her manager, while ignoring your yells asking her what was wrong.
♡ : gowon 고원
she was at a radio interview when it all took place, her and the rest of the girls were each asked to describe their ideal date, and haseul suggested that gowon replied first. giggling at the request, she excitedly adjusted herself on her seat before leaning slightly closer towards the mic and began replying, explaining how bad she wanted to have a picnic in a field of pretty flowers, but the weather hadn't been on its best behavior to do so. the whole time her mind was wandering to you, thinking about how much you had begged her to go on a picnic, as you liked being outdoors so much. almost forgetting where she was, until the radio host asked her "ah so you like flowers?" to which she mindlessly replied with "ah my partner really loves th-" and as her breath suddenly cut short and her heart began pounding so hard, she started frantically looking at her members for help and comfort. they were trying to give her reassuring glances, sharing looks with the radio host too, who immediately caught on to what was happening and broadcasted the next song. gowon soon enough took off her headphones and stood up to call you, not even caring that the rest of loona was shouting her name. she profusely apologized to you on the phone, loudly crying into the speaker.
♡ : olivia hye 올리비아혜
she could not, for the life of her, explain how it all happened. she was careful, she has always been careful. protecting you was what had always mattered to her the most, as long as your identity and your own career was preserved, it wasn’t important what happened to her. not a single glance in your direction during music shows or music awards, not even a single reaction to your performance. it was fine, she would shower you with compliments and feedback about your stage once the night was over, maybe backstage, maybe on your way back, through messages, or phone calls. sure it was hard, you craved affection and she also felt guilty for having to ignore you more often that not, but what could she do... her job required this sort of behavior. it all went downhill during a vlive with the rest of the yyxy members, during which one of the fans asked if they had any other kpop idol they looked up to and why. she wasn't sure if she should've said it, but regarless, she said your name. and lowkey went on a tangent about how good you were at your job and how she liked the way you danced and performed. her own members started playfully teasing her, "ooh it looks like hyeju has a crush" and gently elbowing her. hyeju just chuckled in embarassment and before she coule deny it a flood of comments appeared before her eyes. <what? she's dating y/n?>, <omg haha this is crazy>, <i dont think they'd make a good couple actually>, <no way y/n managed to pull hyeju hahaha>. rather than being anxious about her relationship being exposed, she was getting more and more pissed by the second at the comments saying she was too good for you, and the ones badmouthing you. she stood up slamming her hands on the table, startling her members. "the one that's too good is y/n, you have no right to speak about them, so get their name out of your mouth. it's none of your business if we're dating or not!" and stormed out of the room, not wasting a second to call you, more angry than upset.
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Bump in the Road
Idol: Loona
marshmallow: Hi! I really love your works and ur one of my favorite writers in this app🥺 I'm not sure if request are open or not. But can I request loona 13th member maknae having a special stage performance (with other idols) for MAMA. And she's so nervous and not satisfied with her dance. And she keeps messing up due to how nervous she is. And she struggles to manage herself due to their heavy schedules that would end late at night, her homeworks and her dance practice with the choreographer making her overworked and eventually passing out in the practice room. If it's too hard for you. It's okay ig🥺♥️ It's been on my mind 24/7 
A/n: i was honestly not sure which song to pick at first but this seemed fitting. also i apologize for the delay and i hope you like it!
Word count: 4.8k
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Being an idol didn’t mean you stopped feeling starstruck whenever you were in the presence of other idols. As a matter of fact, it’s because you’re an idol that gets the chance of meeting others in real life that makes you even more nervous when you step into the practice room your manager directed you to.
Your members couldn’t come with you due to their own schedules, but they all wished you well for your preparation in your special stage for MAMA. You were a nervous wreck being around Itzy’s very own Choi Jisu and then (G)I-dle’s Nicha Yontararak due to them being your seniors, but you were even more nervous when you were fully introduced, Weeekly’s Park Soeun coming a little later than she intended and darn was her energy overwhelming you.
They were all very friendly, but given the fact that you were the youngest in this little unit made you squirm, sitting a little farther away before Jisu noticed.
“Y/n, come on, we’re not going to bite you.” She giggled while waving you over, noting the awkward air around you. “Lia is right, there’s no need to be so shy.” Nicha agreed with a kind smile. “If you want, we can just sit and talk before actually discussing the distribution and choreography.” You shift a little closer to Soeun as she happily beams at you.
“I promised the unnies that I would take care of you, so don’t worry.” Soeun tells you, throwing her arm around your shoulders once you were near enough and pulling you into a warm hug. “Sorry, I’m just… a little nervous.” You tell them and Jisu coos before poking your cheek. "Hey, we're all friends here. There's no need for that." She says in an attempt to cheer you up, but it does little in easing your concerns.
There were a whole lot of expectations on your shoulders due to this performance, but aside from that, you had upcoming tests to think about, too. Thinking about the amount of homework and studying you had piling up, you weren't sure if you would be able to do a good job with this.
But you're able to put those on pause as you begin to practice with the other three idols. The steps weren't new, you already recall most of the parts since you've watched Blackpink's performance a handful of times. But that didn't mean it was always easy.
"Welcome home! How was practice today?" Chaewon was the first to greet you with a smile as soon as you trudged into the dorms, exhausted after a long day. "It was fine, we're almost done." You reply as you take off your shoes and change into your house slippers.
"You look tired." Jinsol notes with a pout when she sees your posture. Though she has bad posture herself, she knows that you were always making sure to fix your own. This time though, she sees the way your shoulders are hunched, your bag strapped to only one, making it droop lower than the other.
With a weak smile, you wave off her concern as you head for your room. "I'm okay, just going to clean up and then do some last minute studying." You inform them, making the older woman's pout deepen whilst Chaewon only frowned. "Be sure to get some sleep." She tells you and you can't help but giggle a little. "Says the one who stays up until four in the morning."
"Hey!"
With one quick goodnight, you enter your room and change into more comfortable clothing before hopping into bed. With your desk lamp turned on, you cast your eyes around the room and smile a little to yourself when you see your roommates all sleeping peacefully in their beds. With that in mind, you keep any possible sound to a minimum as you start on your homeworks.
Since some of them aren't due for a while, you prioritized the ones that had a closer due date. Though you do get stuck on a few of them, especially with your essays since you weren't too sure about your grammar.
You don't even notice the rustling of the sheets from across your bed or the figure peeking out. You only know that someone's awake once your bed dips and a warm body presses against your side, nuzzling your shoulder.
"What are you still doing up?" You hear the sleepy voice ask, her eyes still shut as she laid her head against your shoulder. "I'm just finishing some homework, unnie." You say quietly, gently petting her hair as you lean into her.
Though her warmth was tempting, you quickly turned your eyes back on your papers while she pulled you impossibly closer. "It's late and you had practice the whole day." She mumbles into your shoulder and you hum in agreement before answering. "I'm almost done with this. I'll finish the others tomorrow." She makes a noise of content, though doesn't move to leave your bed.
While you hurriedly finish off your homework and put your materials away, you take a peek at the girl beside you before giggling and then turning your lamp off. She wakes a little at the movement but when she sees that you're getting ready for bed, she only smiles before snuggling closer to you. There's a mumbled goodnight from her and you close your eyes while allowing her to wrap herself around you.
"Goodnight, Yerim unnie."
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"Unnie, I have to get going." You complain when Haseul continues to fuss over you, her brows pinched together as she made sure you had everything. "I just want to be sure that you have everything." The leader explained while checking over your homework.
When she deems it okay, she finally hands them back before patting your head as Kahei hands you a lunchbox. "Good luck today and don't push yourself too hard, alright?" You give them a tiny little salute before turning to leave the kitchen, only to collide into another person.
"You're leaving already?" You're held by the shoulders to not lose your balance by the group's resident rabbit. Heejin looks at you with a smile and you mirror it with a nod. "I don't want to be late for school, unnie." You answer and she purses her lips a little before nodding her head in understanding. "You have to head straight to practice after, right?"
When you nod one more time, she sighs before taking your hand and bringing you back to your shared room. "Uh, unnie?" You call out and she only opens up the box she has beside her bed before slipping a few packs of bread inside your bag.
"I'll try to come and visit you later to make sure you eat. Lip unnie said that you shouldn't be skipping meals so I'm making sure you have something to eat in between breaks." The first girl explained and you can't help but smile at your members' thoughtfulness. "Thank you, unnie."
Heejin lets you go with a big hug and the rest of your members present at the dorm all bid you farewell when you exit the dorms.
You're able to keep the smile on your face for a good portion of the day. But halfway through your classes, you start to feel your exhaustion taking its toll on your body when you can barely keep your eyes open.
Every class is like a battle of pure will when your pen starts to slow down in its note taking and you have to force your eyes to stay open. Though when the bell rings to indicate that your class is over, you jump a little, startled awake and forcing you to look up at the board.
People were already exiting the room, and when you look at the time, you move out of your seat to gather your things before heading out. Given you didn't have that many friends at school since Yeojin graduated.
It wasn't as though she were your only friend, but since the incident at your last school, you weren't particularly quick to be friends with others. Most of the friends you made were a year older and have left, but you did have at least three people you considered friends in your class.
You were just far too busy to get to talk to them at the moment with your tight schedules.
"Y/n!"
A squeak comes from you when someone calls your name, the sound of a car honking accompanies it. Looking behind you, you see Hyunjin waving happily at you with Jiwoo next to her. They're both grinning and waving you over.
"What are you guys doing here?" You ask curiously and Hyunjin opens the door for you to hop in. "We came to pick you up. Let's go, you don't want to be late." Hyunjin says when she takes your bag as Jiwoo reaches over to hug you, overly excited as she gives you a little shake.
Hyunjin makes a face, given she's stuck in the middle before pulling you both apart. "I'm right here!" She complained and you beam before pressing a kiss to her cheek. The cat gives you a push, but you can see the way she tries to fight off her smile.
"You guys didn't have to come all the way here." You tell them and Hyunjin ruffles your hair whilst Jiwoo pouts. "But we wanted to! You've been very busy and we wanted to see how you were." The older woman explained before pointing at your manager. "Oppa said we could drop you off but we can't stay too long."
Hyunjin pats her arm in a comforting manner while the man in the front chuckled. "I told you already, you have your own schedule today." He reminds and Jiwoo groans in protest. "But my maknae!"
"Our." Hyunjin promptly corrects, making laughter bubble from your throat. "It's not fair though! Ten minutes isn't going to hurt anyone!" Jiwoo went on and your manager could only sigh while shaking his head. "You know the rules, Chuu."
But said woman only huffs in disdain before turning to you. "Can't you make him?" She pleads and you coo a little at her expression before reluctantly denying her request. "Unnie, you're gonna see the performance eventually."
"Plus, maknae is going to be home later so it's not like you won't see her again." Hyunjin adds, though she admittedly did want to spend a little more time with you. "But she always comes home when I'm sleeping. Choerry only woke up that one time and got to cuddle."
You smile softly at the older girl before taking her hand as you rest your head on Hyunjin's shoulder. "I'll go to your bed tonight. How does that sound?"
By the way her whole face lit up, she was more than okay with that offer.
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"Are you alright, Y/n?" You look behind you when Nicha comes walking over, a worried look on her features after she's noticed how you were constantly reviewing your practice. "Yeah, I was just checking to see if I could improve anything, unnie." You explain with a puff of air. "I feel like I need to practice a little more."
She blinks at your words before crouching down to place a gentle hand on your shoulder. "Take a deep breath for me." She suddenly instructed and you're a little confused as to why, but seeing the look on her face had you obeying, sucking in a deep breath and then slowly letting it out.
She adds a squeeze to your shoulder before finally sitting in front of you. "We still have some time to practice, but don't overwork yourself." She states softly. "Don't be so hard on yourself, okay?"
Her words stick to you throughout the entirety of practice. Even though you were trying to keep a clear mind, you still couldn't help but think about how you had to be perfect with the choreography. The small suggestion from the choreographer had you assuming that you weren't doing as well as you had hoped and the other three idols with you looked a little concerned when they noticed your silence.
"Yah, Y/n! Are you okay?" Soeun asked when she walked closer to you, spotting the frown that's beginning to form on your face. "I'm sorry, I was just thinking a little. I suddenly remembered my homework." You cringe at how lame that sounded, but she looked more than understanding. "I forgot that you're still in school."
Taking a quick look around, the older girl turned back to you with a kind smile. "Mind if I have a look at it?" She stretches her hand out to you and you quickly panic a little at her offer. "Oh! You don't have to, unnie. It's okay!"
But she waves your worries away. "Come on. We're a team, that means we help each other." As reluctant as you were, her persuasion manages to get you to grab your bag and show her the remainder of your homework. So while the four of you were on break, Soeun opted to sit by and help you as you worked.
"What's all this?" Jisu asks when she and Nicha finally decide to check on the two of you. Soeun points to you before grinning. "I'm helping Y/n with their homework."
You're too busy thinking over what you're doing to even notice the two older women. It's only when Jisu sits beside you to look over your shoulder did you snap out of concentration.
"Don't mind me. Keep going." She urges you to continue with your work before you turn back to your paper, sighing softly as your brows pinched together. "I'm stuck." You mumble quietly, a pout visible on your features and she can't help cooing at your expression before pinching your cheek. "What's the problem?"
You bring up the essay that's barely put together and Jisu carefully takes it from your hands. You watch as she reads what you've done so far and Nicha sits beside her to check too. "This is good, maybe try avoiding writing too much?" She suggests while pointing to one part. "You can be concise without dragging on details." Nicha agrees and you nod your head, noting their suggestions as you start to write again.
The three of them help you figure out the rest of your essay before you collectively remember that you had to go back to practice. You remind them of the time and it's not long before everyone is back into positions and trying again.
That's how the next few days follow. You manage to do bits of studying in between your practices, but eventually you find yourself growing more and more restless. One time during your breaks, you had to take a look around before frowning when you saw how the other three were able to flawlessly go through the choreography whilst you still stumbled every few times because of how your mind would constantly flit back to your homework.
You begin to feel bad whenever you had to ask the others for help, and you felt a little worse when you had slipped next to Jiwoo that one night as promised and had her cling to you the rest of the night.
You knew they were worried about you, too. It was clear whenever you came home much later than you should be. Sooyoung had to carry you to bed once when you bumped into her in the hallway to your room. She saw just how tired you looked, and with how your body sank into her embrace when she wrapped her arms around you, there was no way she would let you stay up later to study some more.
"Y/n doesn't look too good." Hyeju muttered as she brought her mug to her lips. "They were dead asleep when I checked on them." She added softly and Yerim sighed loudly while sinking into the couch. "She needs to sleep some more." She muttered while glancing at your shared room. "I can't wait for her to graduate. That would be a big weight off her shoulders."
"Wait, doesn't Y/n have school today?" Yeojin asked, confusion clear on her face when she checked the date and Hyeju gestured towards Jungeun and Kahei as they busied themselves in the kitchen. "The unnies said that one day wouldn't hurt." Hyeju answers quietly while staring down at her drink, quietly contemplating on what to do to possibly help you.
Yeojin takes that time to get up and check on what the older members are doing. However, as soon as she reaches your door, it bursts open and you stumble right into her in a hurry.
The two of you end up sprawled on the floor before you're scrambling to your feet, pulling the other up with you as apologies left your mouth in a frenzy. Yeojin had to place both her hands on your shoulders and looked you in the eyes, the best her height could let her.
"Y/n, inhale." You blink but quickly do as she says, inhaling deeply. "Now exhale." Again, you follow her instructions and slowly breathe out, earning a smile from the second maknae. "Good. Now why do you look so panicked?" She inquires and the worry is back as soon as she does. "I'm late for school."
When the words finally leave your lips, Yeojin lets out another breath before taking your hand and then pulling you to join them on the couch, never mind what she was planning to do in the first place.
"You're not going to school today." Hyeju informs you once you're seated and you blink a couple times, making your present roommate giggle. "We can't have you skipping practice but the unnies said you could skip one day of school so you could rest a little." They see that you're about to protest, so Hyeju quickly shuts you down before you can try. "We already asked our managers and they said you get a free pass today."
"... But my homeworks?"
"Already taken cared of." Haseul enters the room with Jungeun before petting your head. "Lip and I went to drop your homework off." She answers before placing down her purse. "We've also talked to some of your teachers and explained the situation so you don't have to worry too much." Jungeun adds when she sits next to you and stretches her legs.
Even with your older members' assurances, you still felt a little queasy with not being able to do these things yourself. You appreciated the help, of course, but you just couldn't seem to sit still.
And Yeojin was quick to notice.
"Y/n, it's just one day. You'll be headed for practice in a couple of hours, so don't think too much about it." She tries to reason and you glance at her before taking in another deep breath just as Jungeun places a hand on your knee, warm and comforting.
For the remaining hours, you sit with your members, doing your best to partake in conversation. Jinsol manages to calm you in the process, pulling you into her arms and cuddling you on the couch while Heejin and Chaewon talk about the brownies the latter had prepared a few days prior. You dozed off somewhere in between the conversation and Jinsol was more than happy to let you nap before you had to leave again.
"Y/n! How are you?" Jisu asks cheerfully when she sees you enter the room and Nicha gives you a quick hug. "I've been alright." It wasn't entirely true given your exhaustion, but they didn't need to be bothered by that. Your performance wasn’t too far away so you didn’t need any more distractions.
Soeun happily bounds over to you, nearly tackling you in a hug when she’s within arms reach. “I can’t believe it’s almost time! I’m going to miss hanging out with you!” She whines and you smile a little while patting her back. “We can still see each other after. Just text me and we’ll set a date.” You promise, Nicha nodding in agreement. “Yeah, Y/n is right. We can still hang out when we’re free.” She agrees while ruffling your hair and Jisu's face brightens before she's searching for her phone and holding it up.
"Let's take a picture!"
Neither you nor Soeun could decline as the two older girls each gave you a hug before taking the picture with the two of you giggling. Jisu plans to take another one once the performance is over, but the picture she managed to take now was perfect on its own.
Right after that, you all fall into routine and start practicing. Polishing was important and you kept a critical eye on your movements to make sure that you were doing everything right. Since you felt like you'd been slacking off, you made sure that you put extra effort into this practice since you wouldn't be meeting on the weekend. You had your other schedules to attend to and you needed to practice for Loona's performance too.
You're nearing the end of the performance, but right as you hear your part before the beat changes, you're hit with a wave of nausea. What caused it, you're not too sure but you're off your feet in seconds.
You had to shut your eyes and focus on your breathing. Your ears were ringing and the girls' voices were all muffled. You could only feel as if your head was placed on someone's lap and trying to ground you back, but due to your worn out state, you find it hard to get your eyes to open again.
By the time you come to, you were surprised to see your dimly lit bedroom. Slowly sitting up, you examine your surroundings before confirming that you were at the dorms.
"Hey, you." A soft voice gathered your attention and you found Sooyoung standing at your door, concern plastered all over her features. "How are you feeling?" She asks while stepping inside, a tray with food and water on it that she places on your bedside table.
She takes a seat next to you once her hands are free and your brows pinch together. "My head hurts a little, but… how did I get home?" You ask quietly, earning a sigh from the older girl before she's ushering you to lean back. "Chuu got a call from Lia. She said you passed out so Vivi unnie and Choerry went to pick you up since they were on their way back." She explains and you instantly grow quiet when you remember that you were with other people.
"We told you to take care of yourself, Y/n. What happened?" She's not mad. Even though she wants to scold you, her expression screams anything but anger. She's genuinely worried about your wellbeing and she wants to make sure that you're okay.
And that only made you feel worse because you know that the rest of your members felt the same.
"I…" Sucking in a deep breath, you pull your knees to your chest. "I was nervous…" You finally say aloud. "A lot was happening at school and I didn't want to fall back while making sure I did well with the performance too." You weren't the best when it came to time management, but the added pressure only made things worse for you.
Sooyoung could see the stress piling up and she could finally understand what you were going through. So with a sigh, she brushed your hair from your face before cupping your cheeks. "You need to take breaks in between. I know that you want to be perfect, but the truth is there's only so much we can do as people." She says firmly, ensuring that you're listening to everything she's saying. "You've been doing your best and that's what matters. You have people around you who are supporting you, so let yourself lean on us too."
Withdrawing her hands, Sooyoung gives you a small smile when she stands up. "Be more careful with yourself, alright?" When you give her a small nod, Sooyoung leans down to press a gentle kiss to your forehead. "Sleep tight, kiddo."
While it is still a bit of a struggle to get rid of your habit of pushing yourself to the limit, your members make sure to watch you and help you relax to the best of their abilities. Your roommates make sure to get you in bed on time while Yeojin and Heejin opt to help you with studying to ensure that you understood the things you had troubles understanding before.
They make sure to keep a pace that they're sure you could follow and Jinsol is soon joining in, more than happy to be a helping hand. Plus, she would shower you with praise whenever you managed to grasp the concept they were teaching well.
Kahei makes sure you're eating properly. While she knows that it wasn't your intention, the girls figured out that you were forgetting to eat your meals on time. When it's time for lunch, she either calls you to join her and some of the other girls or brings the food to you if you're too busy with homework.
She knows that the girls helping you study will make sure you eat.
Everything runs smoothly from there, and without even realizing, it was finally the day of your performance.
"Y/n!"
Your body was thrown back a bit by the sudden force of someone colliding into you. And when you craned your head to check, you couldn't help but smile when you recognize Soeun's face. "How are you feeling?" She asks when she pulls away and you see Nicha and Jisu over her shoulder, both approaching you with smiles on their faces.
"I've been better. The unnies made sure I rested over the weekend." You tell them and Nicha beams before pinching your cheeks. "You better have. You made us worried during practice." She scolds lightly and you smile apologetically. "I know, and I'm really sorry for scaring you guys." You apologize before Jisu squeezed your hand.
"Well, seeing that you're all good now… ready to take the stage?" She asks carefully and you grin at all three of them. "Let's show them what we're made of."
The sound of fans cheering and fellow artists clapping as the platform rose and the spotlight found your figures. You inhaled to calm your nerves before raising your head, smiling when you spotted your members among the sea of people, and they all grinned back with a few waving happily.
As the familiar sound of Forever Young by Blackpink began to play, the screaming only grew louder throughout your performance as you all executed each step right. Weaving through each formation while you sang to your heart's content, the four of you enjoyed the stage while basking in the attention everyone gave you.
Glancing at each other, you threw smirks at the crowd. "Your girls are the revolution!"
If you didn't think the crowd could get any louder, that moment definitely proved you wrong as the roar of the crowd reached your ears. You could see a handful of other artists enjoying the performance too and you were more than relieved up until you reached the last pose with Soeun throwing an arm around your shoulders and Jisu wrapping her own around your waist.
While you did follow a majority of the original choreography, the four of you decided to have your own fun with the ending, and it looked like the perfect fit with how hyped up everyone had gotten with your performance.
Once backstage, the four of you are in another group hug, congratulating each other on a job well done. "Let's take a picture before we have to go!" Jisu exclaimed, excitedly pulling at Soeun's arm while Nicha hooked her arm with yours as you smiled at the camera, feeling much lighter now that the performance was over.
While you were nervous at first, the process did help you gain some new friends. But even when you were meeting them outside your schedules and getting over the nervousness of being an idol, you know that you always had people you could count on.
At the end of the day, your members would always be there to cheer you on and support you no matter how hard things might appear.
"Good job, kiddo! We knew you could do it!" Jungeun clapped your back before giving you a hug right before Jiwoo barreled into you and squeezed tightly. "You were so cool! I didn't know you could rap like that!"
"Good job, Y/n. We're really proud of you." Haseul beamed while pinching your cheek and Yeojin bounced happily while shaking your arm. "And to make it better, you're finally graduating next month!"
Yeah, you were more than content with yourself this time.
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cozage · 9 months
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The Meaning of Justice: Chapter 4
Yuba
You’re a Marine who’s always been taught to trust the process. And you always have, until you meet a certain pirate who won’t stop pestering you to join his crew. 
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Characters: female reader, Strawhat crew, Vivi Word count: 2.3 Cw: Alabasta Spoilers A/N: After months of being on hiatus!!! Shes back :) A short one, but the updates will hopefully be coming more frequently!
You slept with the Strawhats that night, though it was considerably more cold without Ace present. You cursed him for not waiting until morning to depart, but you managed to fall asleep for a few hours despite the desert chill. 
The Strawhats trekked quietly through the desert for the entirety of the next day. Most people were too exhausted to speak, but Sanji offered several times to carry you through the sand if you wanted. You politely declined, though every time he asked you got a little bit closer to saying yes. 
It wasn’t until sunset that you came across another town. At first you thought it was rubble like the first one you had come across, but Vivi explained that you were now resting in Yuba, an old oasis town. 
“I know it’s a little dried up,” an old man called from the bottom of a hole, gathering your all’s attention. “But you’re welcome to stay if you need a place to rest.”
“We’re looking for the rebel army,” Vivi explained. “We heard they were in this city.”
The old man scoffed. “Those fools left a long time ago.”
Luffy’s mouth dropped to the ground. “They WHAT?!”
“With the oasis and the supply runs dried up, the rebel army packed up and moved its base to Katorea. Hope you’re not planning to join it. They’re a bunch of no good, rotten-”
“Katorea?” you questioned. You were fairly certain you knew where that was on a map. It was back where you started. And judging by Vivi’s face, you were correct. 
“That’s impossible,” Vivi muttered, tears welling up in her eyes.
“What’s wrong Vivi?” Luffy asked. “Is Katorea close by?”
“No.” Vivi’s lip was trembling, confirming your suspicions. “It’s an oasis near Nanohana.”
“Vivi?” The old man climbed out of the hole and walked closer to the princess. “Did you say Vivi? Is that you?”
Tears of familiarity streamed down the old man’s face. “You’re alive! Thank goodness! I have faith in his majesty. He’s not someone who would ever betray the kingdom! Oh, Vivi! Please tell me you recognize me. I may have lost some weight, but…”
“Toto?”
“Yes! Oh Vivi, I’m so happy to see you alive and well!” The old man grabbed Vivi, pulling her in for a hug as they both cried. 
“This rebellion is ridiculous,” Toto said, holding the princess tight. “They intend to settle things once and for all with their next attack. Their backs are to the wall. You must stop their foolish behavior, I beg you!”
“We’ll stop them,” Vivi promised. “We’ll find a way.”
“Oh, thank you!” Toto cried. “Please, you all rest at the inn. You can get started on your journey tomorrow.”
You changed into the pajamas the old man had offered you and gave yourself a good, long stare in the bathroom mirror. You had only been with the Strawhats for a few days, and you were already so unsure of yourself and your decisions thus far. You knew that not every pirate was like this crew, but they made you feel hope. Maybe they weren’t so bad after all. Maybe you could give them a chance. 
That chance was ruined the moment you stepped into the bedroom, when a pillow came hurling at your face and smacked into you with surprising force. You shot a glare around the room, but nobody seemed to notice. All of the boys were screaming at each other, beating one another with their own pillow. The girls were hiding in the loft, and you made a sprint up the stairs to safety, dodging a few flying pillows on the way. 
“Those morons,” Nami groaned, and you grabbed another stray pillow that flew at you all. 
“I have a pillow, shall we call it a night? The boys can figure themselves out, I think.”
Nami and Vivi both looked at you for a moment, and then burst into laughter. The three of you receded into the loft room, which held an extra large king bed.
Normally you would’ve opted to sleep on the floor, but after a few nights on the sand, your back was begging for the relief of a soft mattress. 
“Do you think we can all fit?” you asked, trying not to get your hopes up. 
“Of course!” Vivi and Nami said in sync, which caused you all to laugh. Those two were always in sync.
“I’ll sleep in the middle,” Vivi offered, jumping onto the bed. 
Both you and Nami quickly followed suit and joined her beneath the covers. The bed was plenty big for the three of you to sleep comfortably, and you could feel your eyelids starting to close the moment you laid down. Nami clicked off the bedside lamp, and the three of you were plunged into darkness.
“The boys won’t ask, but I’m not scared,” Nami said to the darkness. “You’re not going to betray us once we get back to civilization, are you?”
“No,” you answered. 
It was the truth, too. You were pretty sure you’d do almost anything you could to make sure the Strawhats got away from the Navy unscathed this time. Not because of your promise to Ace, but because of how much you believed in them. Even if it wasn’t conventional, their hearts were mostly in the right place.  
“Good,” Nami whispered. “Because I don’t want to have to make Zoro beat you up. I kinda like having you around.”
“Don’t get used to it,” you mumbled, and you closed your eyes. You could hear Nami and Vivi give a light giggle as you swiftly slipped into sleep. 
You didn’t mind sleeping with the Strawhats anymore. Despite the noise the boys caused, you found it easier to fall asleep amongst them than any night on your navy ship. You chose to blame it on the amount of energy you were exerting each day. You refused to believe it was any other reason.  
When you woke again, you could feel a person pressed against you. As you opened your eyes, the soft morning light shone in from the window to reveal the blue haired princess curled tightly against you, Nami pressed against her. Between Nami and Vivi was a ball of brown fur: Chopper, you realized after a moment. He must’ve crawled into bed with you all at some point during the night. 
You shifted slightly, trying to find a way to silently escape the bed without waking anyone up, but the moment you moved, Vivi’s eyes instantly popped open. 
“What time is it?” She sat up, looking around for any indication of the answer to her question.
“The sun just started to rise, I think.”
“We need to move,” Vivi said. “It’s going to take at least three days to get to Katorea. If we hurry, we can get there before the rebellion leaves.”
You hopped out of bed and towards the steps to the bunkhouse. “I’ll go wake the boys, you take your time getting ready.”
“Y/N?” 
“What’s up?” You looked back at the princess, who seemed to be nervous. 
“I’m sorry for the things I said in frustration about the Navy the other day,” Vivi said. “I don’t think you’re like that.”
You gave her a genuine smile. “Don’t sweat it. The Navy is far from perfect, I can acknowledge that. I hope I can make it better in the future. But I’m glad that you found help in the meantime.”
Vivi looked over at Nami and Chopper, who were still fast asleep. “They are an unusual group, aren’t they?”
You gave a light chuckle. “They are definitely not what I was expecting.”
Waking the boys was harder than you could imagine. Nobody would move for anything you said or did. You screamed, threw pillows at their head, and even smacked them a few times. You weren’t making any progress at all until Nami came down to assist. She took one glance at them and shook her head in disappointment. 
“What’s that?” Nami yelled. “There’s a helpless girl cooking meat in Sanji’s kitchen with a sword? And now the Merry is on fire?!”
All four eyes snapped open and the boys stood in front of their navigator with full attention. 
“What’s happening?!” they cried in unison, all equally panicked. 
She gave them a glare. “We’re leaving.”
The boys all grumbled, but they gathered their few belongings and packed up to set off across the desert back to Nanohana. You all thanked the old man for the hospitality, and he gave Luffy some Yuba water, straight from the oasis that had been buried by sand long ago. 
You hadn’t walked more than an hour before Luffy began another one of his temper tantrums. He sat down in the sand, folded his arms, and began to pout. 
“I quit.”
You stared at the pirate in shock as Vivi scoffed. “What do you mean?”
“I want to kick Crocodile’s ass. We can’t do anything in Katorea anyway. There’s a rebellion. That rebellion won’t stop Crocodile. Stopping a rebellion is more of Marine work. I’m a pirate and I want to beat up Crocodile. Vivi, you want it so nobody gets hurt. You want everyone to stay safe and sound. But we're up against a warlord and a rebellion. Don’t you think you’re being too optimistic thinking we can do both?”
Sanji stepped in front of Vivi, trying to shield her from his captain’s words. “Now hang on a minute, Luffy-”
“How can you say that!?” Vivi cried, storming past Sanji and to Luffy. “What’s wrong with not wanting people to die?!”
“People die.”
Vivi slapped the pirate so hard she made him fall backward. “Stop talking like that! That’s exactly what we’re trying to stop here! Nobody has done anything wrong except Crocodile! Nobody deserves to die!”
Luffy grabbed her arms and pulled her down on the ground, and then rolled over on top of her and pinned her against the sand. “Then why are you putting your life on the line?!”
You started to move, desperate to protect the Princess, but Zoro held you back. “Hang on a minute,” he mumbled, his eyes on the fight. “Trust him.”
You were tense against his grip, but you stayed where you were.
Vivi pushed Luffy off of her and pounced on top of him, immediately beginning to punch his face. 
“As if putting your single life on the line is enough!” Luffy spat at her, taking the punches. 
“What else should I put on the line?” Vivi shrieked, her fists still making contact with Luffy’s face. “I don’t have-”
Luffy grabbed her hands, stopping her mid punch. You could see the princess was completely defeated by the massive undertaking that was bestowed upon her. 
“I don’t have anything else I can put on the line,” she whispered, her voice breaking.
Luffy pushed the princess off of him, more gentle with her this time, and sat up to face her. “At least try putting all of our lives on the line together! Aren’t we friends?!”
Vivi finally let out the tears that had been welling up in her, sobs coming from her as she buried her face in her hands. Nami rushed to her, rubbing her shoulders in an attempt to comfort her. 
Luffy however, was not one for comfort. Instead, he stood up and brushed his hat off. “You can cry those kinds of tears. I know this hurts you most of all. Now tell me where Crocodile is.”
Zoro finally released you, and you nodded to him in thanks. It seemed that Luffy knew what he was doing, even if nobody else did. You wondered what kind of bond had been formed between the swordsman and his captain for trust to exist so easily. 
Once Vivi settled down, you all changed course slightly, heading for Rain Dinners and Crocodile now. The walk was spent in silence until you saw the pyramid that signified your arrival to Crocodile’s territory. Surely there would be navy men here. You couldn’t be spotted wandering in with the Strawhats during your arrival. 
You cleared your throat, hanging back from the group. “Thank you all for your hospitality, but I can’t arrive with you.”
“What do you mean?” Luffy asked, clearly confused. “Aren’t you joining my crew?”
You gave him a shocked laugh. His question no longer irritated you, but it still did surprise you. “No, Luffy. I’m not.”
“But I want you on my crew!” Luffy whined. 
“She’s Navy, Luffy. Just drop it,” Zoro said, watching you carefully. You gave him a respectful nod. 
“You can come with us!” Sanji fawned. “I’ll protect you and feed you forever!”
“She said no!” Nami yelled, smacking both Luffy and Sanji simultaneously. “Leave her alone!”
You looked to Vivi now, letting the crew fight amongst themselves. “I’ll do what I can to get the Navy involved. I hope we can make a combined effort to take down Crocodile.”
“The Navy?” Zoro scoffed. “Fighting on the side of pirates?” He gave you a smirk, clearly aware of what kind of hole you’d be digging yourself if you presented it that way. 
“I’m not making any promises,” you explained through clenched teeth. “But I’ll do what I can.”
“Thanks for all your help,” Luffy said. “I’m sure we’ll be seeing you soon.” 
“We’ll be enemies,” you warned. 
“Nah!” Luffy flashed his signature smile and readjusted his hat. “We’re friends now!”
Everyone turned away from you and headed off to the city, leaving you alone with flustered cheeks. A pirate shouldn’t be calling you a friend. And yet, that’s exactly what they were. Your heart ached watching them leave, but you were fairly certain Luffy was right: you would meet again soon. The sea had a funny way of making that happen.
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LOONA x fem!Reader - Princess of the Sun
A poem in which the sun princess Y/N has to make a decision which moon princess to marry. <3
warning: suggestive
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The princess of the sun opens her eyes
She shines upon the world, she brings the sunrise
The darkness of the night makes way for her light
As she is ecstatic for the events of tonight
A ceremony long awaited
A galaxy of days and nights will be created
As the Sun and the Moon entangle together
And golden rings signify their “forever”
Although first , she has to choose
With which princess the ceremony ensues
For the moon’s princess isn’t just one,
They’re twelve, and they all love the sun.
.
Is she going to choose princess HeeJin?
The one who’s hand is always reaching
Bringing Y/N’s fingers to her lips
And kissing them softly, causing an eclipse .
.
And if not, will it be princess HyunJin?
With whom she truly loves indulging
In countless, abundant pleasures
The one who makes her feel so treasured ?
.
She could go for princess HaSeul,
The one who takes her on adventures in the castle
And any time that princess Y/N would cry,
She would fill up with stars the entire night sky .
.
Ecstatic for her choice is also princess Vivi,
With whom she entrusts herself so freely,
Since there’s never any hint of doubt
Cause that’s what true love is all about .
.
At that moment, in her mind appears princess Yeojin,
And all the countless moments they spent watching
Over the whole endless Universe, and yet
It’s only princess Y/N that she wanted to get .
.
For princess Kim Lip, she feels a great adoration
As she introduces her to so many sensations ,
Especially in the crystal moonlit abyss
As their lips lock into an eternal kiss .
.
And then, there is princess Jinsoul,
The one that adores to take control .
Of Y/N’s pretty body, leaving moonlight on her skin
Always and forever lighting a fire within .
.
In her heart sparkles princess Choerry,
Glorious, celestial, like a fairy .
Her lips taste like candy, her fingers taste like cherries,
Princess Y/N is her sunshine and the one she wants to marry.
.
Princess Yves’ adoring eyes appear in her mind
And the burning desire when their hands entwine .
As graceful as Yves is as she is kind,
She loves to tell princess Y/N “You’re mine.”
.
She touches her lips as she thinks of princess Chuu,
There aren’t many things as pretty as those two .
Lips softly pressing against each other, oh yes, it is true,
That to make princess Y/N happy, there’s nothing Chuu wouldn’t do.
.
Princess Gowon, her moonlight shining,
On the sun’s princess, their destinies aligning .
All the things she whispers in Y/N’s ear
Makes sparkles all around them appear .
.
And finally, princess Olivia, the one
Who always melts the heart of the princess of the sun .
The one with which she’s spent the most nights together,
The princess that swore she’d adore her forever .
.
And finally, she’s made the decision.
It is time to uphold the tradition.
“Are you ready, princess Y/N?” asked the Cosmos, “With your decision as to who you’ll marry?”
“Yes, dear Cosmos,” Y/N smiled gracefully.
“I am ready.” 💖☀️
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we need more vivi hurt/comfort in this fandom. #25 prompt (“I’m going to ask you how you are and I would like you to answer me honestly.”) from Artie to Vi if you're up for it? 💛🩵
(hurt/comfort dialogue prompts)
(oof god i'm rusty with these characters. let's get into it)
"I'm fine," she says, for what feels like the millionth time.
"Bullshit," is Arthur's response. "I'm down an arm, Vi, not my fucking eyes. And ho- honestly, I wouldn't- wouldn't even need th-those to tell right now." A hand lands on her shoulder, pushing her down further into the chair for emphasis. "One more try. I'm gonna ask you how you are, and it'd be nice if you c-could answer me honestly."
She shoves him off and stands up, already stalking away, ignoring the shooting pain all up through her side when she does. "God, fuck you. Fuck off. This is so stupid. I don't need,"
And then her vision whites out.
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She blinks herself fuzzily awake into a world much softer than the one she was just in. She's in bed, she registers, or at least a pile of blankets. The pain is gone, but it also feels like everything else isn't quite online, either. There's a vague clicking noise from somewhere to her right.
"...you hovering all the time," she finishes her thought, although it comes out too mumbly to really deliver.
"j'you say sa- s-something?" The clicking noise stops, and an Arthur appears in her field of view. He looks worried. So, like normal.
"Yeah, uh, what? Why am I in bed?"
Now he just looks exasperated, throwing his hand up in annoyance, which is an improvement at least. "You passed out, stupid! And th-th-then when I freak out, out about it you're all like oh no never mind it's whatever fr- from the fucking floor. 'Why am I in bed.' Dumbass."
She only vaguely remembers that, not that she's going to admit it. Well, okay, question answered. She tries to get up, and Arthur immediately shoves her back into the pillow.
"Hey," she protests.
He makes his usual staccato ch-ch-ch disapproval noise, which she usually thinks is cute when it isn't directed at her. "Nope. I j-just got done bandaging you up, you are not getting up. You, you are st-staying right here."
She tries to wrestle him off, but he's annoyingly persistent and her angle's all off. "Okay, I'm patched up! So it's fine! Let me out!"
Whup, and her hand is flat against the bed, and Arthur's hanging out of his chair to get his arm over her chest and pin her down. "No."
Probably she could flip him. Maybe. He'd hit the wall behind her but not, like, hard. She thinks about it. It's really hard to lift even the non-pinned arm. Maybe she couldn't.
"Stop being stupid," she tells him instead, sounding normal and not at all desperate. "This is nothing."
"It is- v-very much- not nothing."
"This can't be enough to stop me. It isn't! I'm better than this!"
"Get up, th-then!" he challenges.
"I'm not a fucking tranq'd animal!"
He yells wordlessly at her, she shouts back, until they're both panting.
She shoves him again, no real force behind it this time. This is such a waste of fucking time, when he damn well knows they never have enough of it. "I need to get up. You need me out there, you know that."
"Go to hell."
Now tears are welling in her eyes. She's screaming at herself, internally, but for some stupid reason it's not translating into more strength. "We're wasting time, here. I'm ready to go, I can move, I can work. Let me up."
He flops over, into a less aggressive pin, but not actually a less effective one. Their faces are almost touching, which was maybe the idea. "One more try," he says, again.
His damn stubbornness is another thing that she likes more when it isn't being used on her. This is not a fight she is going to win.
"If I fall asleep," she says reluctantly, "and you're not there when I wake up, I'm going to fucking kill you."
That gets a laugh out of him. "M'not going anywhere, Vi."
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Deceptive Facade
Gowon x F!Reader
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Mentions of cheating, ed, depression, anxiety, cyber bullying.
Word Count: 7.5k
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You lay bored on the couch, legs draped lazily over Chaewon’s as you watched her play a video game with Hyejoo. “Are you sure you don’t want to play?” Your girlfriend asked kindly, patting your leg to capture your attention. Your eyes flickered to the TV in consideration, “no thanks, I’ll just wait until you're done.” Humming at your words, the younger girl was quick to focus her gaze back on the screen, a small pout on your lips at the lack of attention received.
Huffing, you unlocked your phone, uninterested as you scroll through social media. Chaewon sneaks small glances at you every now and then, smiling amused whenever you sighed out of boredom. Raising an inquisitive brow when she caught sight of a shy grin plastered on your lips. Pressing pause on the controller she pinched your leg, a squeak slipping past your lips as you feigned an expression of pain.
Managing to wriggle herself between you and the couch cushions, she lay her head lightly on your shoulder. “Whatcha looking at?” She tilted her head at the blush that suddenly flushed your cheeks. “Nothing,” you mumbled shyly under your breath, burying your face in her hair. Humming, Chaewon swiftly stole the phone from your hand, unlocking it with ease. You whined in protest, but did nothing to stop her, only hiding your face further into her neck.
A smile graced her perfect lips at the video displayed on your phone, it contained a ship edit of the two of you. “So that’s what you’re smiling about,” Chaewon laughed. She tilted your head up to meet her gaze, looking at you with a teasing smirk rested on her lips. “Stop it!” You whined, cheeks flushed red. Refusing to give her the satisfaction of seeing you flustered, you covered your face with your hands.
“Yah! Go be gross somewhere else,” Hyejoo complained. Not a second later a cushion was soaring towards you at lightning speed, smacking you square on the forehead. “I will get you back for that one,” you pointed a finger at her, hair a mess from the flying pillow attack. “Whatever, now leave me be.” The youngest in the room said annoyed, however you could see the faintest fond smile tugging on her lips.
Still in a fit of giggles beside you, Chaewon rose to her feet, dragging you up from the couch with her. “I’m hungry, let’s get food,” she said randomly, dragging you through the dorms. “Bring back something for me!” You heard Hyejoo’s shout echo around the halls. “So, where are we going, Wonnie?” You asked, ruffling her hair.  “I don’t know yet, but you're paying,” she stated simply as she pulled her shoes on.
“You’re lucky I love you,” you muttered under your breath, hand slipping into hers as you exited the dorm. “Please, you’re the lucky one here,” she grinned mockingly, lacing your fingers together. The cold air nipped at your skin as you stepped outside, a shiver running down your spine. Clinging to Chaewon’s arm in search of warmth, you basked in the comfortable silence of the still night. Gaze wandering up to the starry sky, moon graciously illuminating the path before you.
The faint buzzing of your phone pulled you back to reality, your leaders name popping up on the screen. “Yeoboseyo,” you said, Chaewon looking at you with curiosity swirling in her eyes. “Y/n-ah, where are you? It’s late,” Haseul said sternly. “We’re just going out to get some food, unnie. We’ll be back soon,” you said, flashing your phone screen to your girlfriend. “Okay, just make sure you stay safe.” She said, hanging up after telling you to bring back a few snacks for your members.
“Everything okay?” Chaewon asked, to which you nodded, sending her a smile. “Let’s go!” You cheered, skipping down the streets as you tugged her along with you. “You don’t even know where you’re going,” she chuckled, proceeding to follow you blindly anyway. “I want ice cream,” you decided upon reaching the small convenience store near your dorm. “Sounds good to me,” your girlfriend agreed, happy as long as you were.
With a mask covering most of your face and the darkness that enveloped you, worries of being mobbed by fans remained a distant thought. As a precaution you pulled your hood over your head, placing your cap on Chaewon’s. She looked up to you with a sheepish smile, pink tint on her cheeks barely visible in the dull lighting. “Cute,” you mumbled, unable to resist the urge of cupping her cheeks with your palms. The look in her eyes hypnotising you, urging you to lean closer, entranced by her loving gaze.
You looked over your shoulder briefly before pulling your mask down swiftly, leaning up to press a lingering kiss to the younger girl's cheek. Lips lightly brushing the corner of her mouth, but she didn’t pull away from your touch, instead sighing contentedly. “Someone could see us,” Chaewon pushed you back reluctantly, pulling your mask up to your eyes “Let’s go then,” you exclaimed, excitement clear in your tone at the thought of ice cream. Your eyes crinkled into crescents, a tell-tale sign of your gummy smile.
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The two of you shuffled back into the dorms, lingering grins plastered on your lips. Haseul greets you at the door with a relieved sigh, reminding you not to go out too late next time. “We got ice cream,” you held up the plastic bag filled with frozen goods. Your leader shook her head, an amused smile forming on her features at your deflection of her worry.
You gasped as two bodies came bounding towards you, snatching the bag from your hand as they inspected its contents closely. “No bread?” Hyunjin whined, looking at you with a deep frown. “It’s for your own good, this is an intervention.” You smiled innocently, the cat-like girl complaining endlessly. She gripped your shoulders, shaking your body with a pleading look in her eyes. 
“I’m kidding Hyun, here.” You pulled out a second bag from behind your back, watching realisation settle on her face. “You’re the best Y/n!” She beamed, scurrying off with Heejin hot on her tail. “Yeojinie, we got your favourite,” you said in a sing-song voice. Reaching the maknae with a smile, you wrap an arm around her shoulder. “I thought we weren’t allowed,” the youngest furrowed her brows in contemplation, thinking back to your manager's harsh warnings about dieting.
“I won’t tell if you don’t,” you raised your pinky, mischievous grin on your lips. Laughing, Yeojin laced her pinky with yours, a fond smile tugging on the corners of your mouth as you left her to the sweet treat. “Jiwoo unnie!” You called, summoning a squeal closely followed by rapid foot steps. A pair of arms wrapped securely around your torso in a crushing hug, a taller figure appearing behind her. 
Patting the Jiwoo’s head, you reached into the plastic bag once more, struggling in the iron grip she had you in. “Sooyoung unnie,” you greeted, tossing an ice cream to her, which she caught effortlessly. “She doesn’t need anymore sugar,” the older girl groaned playfully as you handed one to the girl in your arms. Yelling out a ‘thank you’ Jiwoo broke out into a sprint, chasing after the older girl who tried to make a desperate escape.
Chuckling, you made your way down the hallway of rooms, knocking on a colourfully decorated door. “Just a minute!” A muffled voice yelled, door swinging open not a second later. “Oh unnie, you’re back,” Yerim greeted you with a toothy grin. “You still like this flavour right?” You asked with furrowed brows, holding up the packaged goods. The younger girl nodded eagerly, eyes gleaming with anticipation as you handed it over to her.
“Did you get me one too?” Jinsoul asked from her bed, looking at you expectantly. “Of course,” you beamed, Yerim moving to the side so you could fully enter the room. “Ah, my favourite! You really do know us well Y/n-ah,” the older girl pressed a kiss of gratitude to your cheek. “Keep it down, some of us are trying to sleep,” a tired Jungeun muttered from the bed across the room. Glancing at the older girl, you sent her an apologetic smile.
“Sorry unnie, should I put yours in the freezer for later?” You asked, keeping your voice low, trying not to disrupt anyone else. Rolling over, Jungeun nodded exhausted, sending you a thumbs up in appreciation. “Good night unnie’s, Yerimie,” you saluted playfully, closing the quiet door behind you. “Next stop kitchen,” you mumbled to yourself, trudging sluggishly to your destination, fatigue overcoming you.
“Why are you still awake?” You asked Kahei curiously upon seeing her standing sleepily in the kitchen. “Shouldn’t I be asking you that?” She chuckled, watching you as you placed the remaining ice cream in the freezer. “Did you want yours now?” You asked, pouring yourself a glass of water. “I’m okay,” she shook her head, eyes drooping shut as seconds passed, failing to fight off her exhaustion.
“But seriously though, why are you awake?” You pressed, gulping down the remainder of your drink. “I’m just cleaning up here, I’ll go to bed soon, I promise.” Sighing, you hummed in thought, looking at the drowsy girl before you. “You go, I’ll finish up here,” you smiled, staring her in the direction of her bedroom. “You should sleep, it’s late,” Kahei said softly, not giving up yet. Unable to stand the sight of her so drowsy, you pushed further.
“I’m full of energy, you need to rest, it’s been a long day.” You insisted, hiding the drained look that begged to break out on your face. “Okay,” Kahei agreed reluctantly, patting your shoulder thankfully before traipsing up to her room. Your muscles aching in protest as you wipe down the counter, body spent from a tiring day of rehearsal. Sighing once you’d finished, a content smile on your lips at the thought of finally snuggling into bed, curling into the welcoming arms of your girlfriend.
As quietly as possible, you creaked open the door to yyxy’s room, following the familiar path of darkness to Chaewon’s bed. Lifting up the covers, you slipped into bed, hands reaching out in search of the younger girl. Your arms snaked around her waist, nestling your head into the crook of her neck. Even in her unconscious state she pulled you closer, hand resting securely on the small of your back. The comfort of her presence helps coax your eyes to flutter shut, her shallow breaths lulling you into a slumber of your own.
~~
“Y/n, Manager unnie’s calling for you!” Haseul shouted from the kitchen, your arms unwillingly leaving their place around Chaewon’s neck as you rose to your feet. “What did she want?” You question inquisitively upon reaching your leader. “She said you needed to stop by the company,” Haseul said, furrowing her brows as she read the text through once more. “I’m sure it’s nothing,” Heejin assured you, side hugging you as she sent you a sympathetic glance.
“When do they need me there?” You asked, gaze flickering to your watch. “Manager unnie said she’s outside, so I presume now.” Haseul said, worried glances of your members landing on you at the suddenness of it all. Nodding along thoughtlessly, you headed for the doorway, pulling your shoes on in a hurry. “Do you want company?” Kahei asked, unsure about the untimely nature of it. “I’ll be fine, but thanks anyway unnie.” You smiled confidently, waving goodbye to everyone before exiting the dorm.
Your manager greeted you by the car, the solicitous smile plastered on her face not helping to sooth you building anxiety. Gaze was stuck to the window the entire ride, you tried to stop your mind from running free with endless horrible possibilities. “We’re here,” your manager spoke, pulling you from your thoughts. Inhaling sharply, you slipped out of the van, heart thumping in your ears. Vision blurring, you steadied yourself on the car, shaking your head in hopes of stopping the sudden influx of intrusive thoughts
Following closely behind the manager as you entered the establishment, eyes widening as she brought you in the direction of the CEO’s office. “Hello Y/n, please have a seat,” your boss greeted you on arrival. “Hello,” you bowed, practically shaking with nerves. “I’ll get straight to the point,” Sunhye said bluntly, pushing over a stack of papers towards you. Eyes bulging out of their sockets upon seeing countless photos of your and Chaewon suspiciously close.
Hands curling into fists at your sides, you clenched your jaw tightly. You could practically hear the sound of your teeth grinding against each other, suddenly feeling a rise in temperature within the room. Wiping your dampened forehead nervously, your gaze was fixated on the image before you. Audibly gulping down the bile that began to fill your throat, leg now shaking uncontrollably. Nails digging painfully into the palm of your hand at how tightly you had coiled your fist.
“This is just from an employee of Block Berry Creative, but if they can find and capture all this, imagine what dispatch could get.” Your CEO said sternly, gaze briefly flickering to the photos in your hand. “Luckily we’ve come up with a solution to stop any scandals before they can start.” Your boss paused, leaning back on the chair, sending you a smile. It only made you fidget with unease, your whole body tense.
“I just want you to know that I support you all, but we have to do what’s best for the company and your image. So I managed to call in a favour with an old friend, it should both boost Loona’s fame and cover up any absurd rumours.” You bite your lips harshly, frown etched on your face. “You are to date Bang Chan, the leader of Stray Kids. You’ll go on a date today,” your CEO said, leaving no room for any protests you had. Your teeth piercing the delicate flesh of your lips, the words ringing in your ears as a metallic taste filled your mouth.
“I’m sorry Y/n, but this is how it had to be.” You clench your jaw in frustration, standing from your seat abruptly, heading for the door. Overwhelmed by the burning bomb of emotions that threatened to burst. “Oh and one more thing Y/n,” Sunhye said, halting you just as you reached for the handle. “This chat will stay between the two of us, things will only be harder if you tell anyone, including your members. It would ruin not only your career, but all of theirs.” With that you rushed out of the room, eyes glossing with unshed tears that you desperately tried to hold back.
You ran through the companies halls, chest tightening as your heart pounded in your ears. Stumbling straight into an unsuspecting body, two strong arms gripping your shoulders in support. “You alright there?” The anxious male spoke, steadying you before dropping his arms to his sides. Nodding dumbly, you looked up to your ‘saviour’, eyes widening at the familiar face. “I’m Chan or Chris, nice to meet you,” he tried to fill the silence, awkwardly scratching the back of his neck.
“Y/n,” you rasped, voice wavering as you tried to fight off your feelings. “Oh, you’re my girlfriend!” He attempted to joke, making you wince. “Sorry, I know it’s not an ideal situation,” Chan chuckled nervously. “Come on, you two are scheduled for a date,” your manager appeared out of nowhere. She ushered you towards the car in a rush, listing off the day's schedule at rapid speed,  as you nodded along, black expression plastered on your face.
You were to go to a quaint cafe, forced to act like you were charmed by Chan’s goofy smile. Going out of your way to act like a lovey-dovey couple whenever you sensed a flashing camera. Wishing that it was Chaewon you had the luxury of spending your time with instead, but remembering your CEO’s words from earlier only made you push those thoughts to the back of your mind.
You had to admit, Chan wasn’t actually bad company, and he kept trying his best to make you genuinely smile during the ‘date’. Even so, you couldn’t help but let your anxiety take over, fiddling with your fingers as you imagined everyone’s reaction to your ‘betrayal’. Some part of you hoped that maybe they’d understand, but after being given strict instructions not to inform them it was all a guise you knew that was only a dream.
~~
You didn’t know how long you’d anxiously paced up and down the hallways of your building, but by the time you’d gathered the courage to enter you instantly regretted it. Everyone was gathered in the living room, peacefully watching a drama as they passed around snacks. They looked so happy, something you knew was bound to crumble in a few minutes. Your chest panged with guilt as you set your gaze on Chaewon, thoughts of her devastated reaction to your ‘dating’ news filling your mind.
Observing them from a distance as you stood tense in the doorway, left you with a lingering feeling of doubt. You wished this was some kind of sick joke, but you knew better than to trick yourself into the false pretence of happiness. “Y/n?” The crunchy voice you always longed to hear halted your swirling thoughts of destruction. You couldn’t meet her eyes, unable to face her, knowing that you would break if you did. “Are you going to join us?” She asked, patting the empty spot beside her. Nodding stiffly, you shuffled forwards at a painfully slow pace.
Once you were seated her arms were sneaking around your waist, head resting on your shoulder as she reached for your hand. Your whole body tensing at her touch, the guilt that plagued you becoming unbearable. “How was your meeting?” Chaewon whispered in your ear, sending a chill down your spine. “It was-” your voice came out shaky, but you were cut off by the obnoxiously loud dings that resounded around the room. Every phone going off at once, your chest tightening at the sound.
Your members all reached for their devices curiously, screens lighting up the dark living room. You didn’t dare copy, staying unnerving still as you awaited the chaos, breaths shaky. A series of gasps floated through the eerily quiet room in unison, several pairs of eyes burning holes into your head. “Is this true Y/n?” Your leader was the first to speak up, her tone indistinguishable. You bit your tongue, words caught in your throat as your eyes glossed over with fresh tears.
“It’s fake right? You’re not really seeing someone else are you?” Chaewon asked insecurely, desperately trying to meet your gaze, a glimmer of hope in her eyes. Clenching your jaw, you blinked back your tears, inhaling sharply. “It’s true,” you said bluntly, the words leaving a bitter taste in your mouth. “You’re lying right? This isn’t you Y/n,” her voice cracked, tears now freely streaming down her cheeks. She tugged at your sleeve, wordlessly begging you to look at her and tell her this was a cruel prank.
Sighing, you finally turned to meet her gaze, knowing this was the only way to convince anyone. Your eyes a pool of emptiness as you looked blankly into her shining ones. “I’m dating him,” you said simply, tone emotionless, another string of gasps coming from your members. Your facade began to slip when you felt her disappear from your grasp, hand slipping out of your own. Feeling like your skin burned, her touch now a distant tingle. Catching a glimpse of the look of hurt and betrayal that crossed her face before she ran off to her room in tears.
The rest of her sub-unit follows closely behind her, but not leaving without glaring daggers at you, even the usually cheery Jiwoo. “How could you do that unnie?!” Yeojin shouted at you. The girl who’d once looked up to you with such love and admiration now staring in disbelief like a stranger. She stormed off without another word, Jungeun and Jinsoul shaking their heads at you before disappearing after the maknae. A conflicted looking Yerim raised herself from the couch, in a daze of confusion as she retreated to her room.
“Why?” Heejin mumbled bewildered, Hyunjin looking at you with narrowed eyes. The cat-like girl pulled the older girl down the hall as she threw you one last glare over her shoulder. The silence was deafening, only you, Haseul and Kahei remained, the two observing you carefully. “I don’t understand,” your leader sighed incredulously, dropping her head to her hands as she thought about what this would mean for the group.
The oldest patted her on the back gently, glancing at you with a frown gracing her lips as her forehead creased. “I’m disappointed,” her words felt like the final blow to your heart, it took all your hand in you to hold back your cries. Saying nothing in response, you ducked your head ashamed, thick locks hiding the tears that streaked down your face. Their light footsteps echoing down the quiet halls as they left you alone to dwell on how your whole life had crumbled before your eyes in the span of a day.
Clamping your hand over your mouth, you desperately tried to muffle your sobs, managing to reduce them to pathetic whimpers. The look of heartbreak on Chaewon’s face replaying over and over in your head, torturing you for being the one to deliver the final blow. The love for you vanished from her eyes, replaced by pain and heartache. “I’m sorry,” you mumbled brokenly into the still silence of the room.
Your phone began to vibrate in your hand, lighting up as dozens of notifications filled your screen. Each comment more hurtful than the last, countless hateful words targeted at you. You couldn't help yourself from getting lost in their malicious threats, tricking yourself into believing you deserved it after all the damage you’d caused. Retiring to your room with eyes glued to your phone, unable to stop yourself from sinking further into the depths of self loathing.
You could barely make out the sound of muffled voices through the wall, pausing in front of yyxy’s door. Shaky hand reaching for the handle, words that would expose your CEO stuck on the tip of your tongue. Snapping out of your moment of weakness, you screwed your eyes tightly shut, willing away your tears. Spinning on your heel you shook your head, blocking out the distant sobs that you recognised as Chaewon’s. Instead you retreated to your deserted room.
Taking in your surroundings made the distinct lack of your usually joyous maknaes laughter all the more daunting. Your once shared room was now cold, lonely and abandoned, Yeojin having opted to keep her distance from you. Not only had you lost your lover, but all the people you cared about most. Letting the darkness take you, your eyes drooped, chills running down your spine at the wind that whooshed through the ajar window.
You continued to beat yourself up over everything, collapsing on your bed with a thud. Not bothering to pull the covers up, you lay lifelessly on the mattress, stuck in the black hole that was your mind. Unable to bring yourself to sleep, you stared aimlessly at the ceiling as hours ticked by. The night was met by an agonisingly slow sunrise, the familiar golden hue only reminding you of all the times you and Chaewon had woken up in each other's arms to watch it together.
The barely audible sound of footsteps caught your attention, hearing the first sign of life in hours. You were unsure if you were ready to face anyone, not like they’d be thrilled to see you either. Decidedly, you pulled an oversized hoodie over your head, wincing at the loud creak your door made as you hesitantly pushed it open. You could feel eyes on you from afar, but you didn’t dare look up.
Anxiously fiddling with the strings of your hoodie, you ducked your head down making a beeline for the fridge as you brushed past your observer. Parched, you immediately gulped down the glass of water you’d poured, quenching your thirst. A shuffling from behind you making you reflexively turn around, met with the harsh glare of Hyejoo. “I hope you’re happy,” she spat snarkily, tone venomous.
“You don’t deserve her,” she continued, pushing your buttons. But you only bowed your head in shame, taking everything she threw at you. “So you’re just not gonna say anything?” Hyejoo scoffed unamused, crossing her arms as she eyed you critically. “You’re right,” you muttered under your breath, the wolf-like girl furrowing her eyebrows in confusion. “I don’t deserve her,” you sighed defeated, brushing past the younger girl, rushing back to the confines of your room. Crashing into another lingering figure in the hallway, you apologised quickly before disappearing behind your door.
Hyejoo looked at Sooyoung in confusion, uncertain on what had just occurred. Both girls eyeing your closed door, heads tilted as they tried to work out your sudden change in attitude in comparison to how cold you were last night. Glancing back to each other they shrugged it off, neither speaking of the incident. Although  the questions remaining on their minds didn’t magically vanish, they were pushed aside, instead focusing on the heartbroken Chaewon curled up in bed with Jiwoo. Taking care of their members was their number one priority, if only they knew how much you craved that same comfort.
~~
Nothing was the same after that fateful day, whole group interactions hostile, everyone tense. You had tried to stick to the sidelines, watching them run around like crazy from afar during breaks in practice. To you it was clear they could go as if you never existed in the first place, eyes stinging at the thought. The only time problems seemed to occur was when your name was mentioned and they were reminded of the fact that you were still a part of the team.
Sitting alone in the corner, you busied yourself with monitoring the practice video, chastising all minimal moves you got incorrect. “Y/n!” Your manager's voice caught your attention over the chaos, effectively silencing everyone in the room as they looked at you curiously. “You and Choerry need to do a Vlive, fans are starting to comment on your lack of appearance in videos.” Nodding stiffly at her words, your gaze briefly flickered to Yerim, the frown she wore pained you. 
“Anything else?” You inquired, uncomfortable with all the silence. “You're scheduled for a date with Bang Chan tonight,” you winced at her words. Quickly masking your expression of distress, you trailed behind your manager as she led you to a studio, Yerim hot on your tail. The quietness of the room lingered even with you gone, your members sharing a look of questioning. Although, they all shrugged off how your supposed date sounded much more like a business event. For it hurt too much to think of it, talking about it would only summon more tears to Chaewon’s eyes.
They continued to practise, going over the choreography until it became muscle memory. While in your studio, you and Yerim sat a fair distance apart, talking mindlessly to orbits. The younger girl was surprised by how good you were at acting like everything was fine, almost fooling her for a moment. She found herself stumbling over her words, to which you shot her a reassuring smile like you’d always used to. The lines between what was real and fake became blurred to her.
Glancing nervously at the swiftly moving comments, a few nasty ones catching her eye. All of which directed at you, ranging from judging your talent, looks and an alarming amount being death threats. Looking at you with furrowed brows, she caught a glimpse at your smile faltering, indicating that you had indeed seen them too. You recovered quickly, but your actions only made Yerim more uncertain. How many times have you successfully hidden your emotions in the past?
A part of her still cared for you, displayed by a look of sympathy. However, she was quick to remember the hurt you had inflicted on Chaewon, instantly swaying her. No matter how hard she tried she couldn't justify your actions, thoughts of Chaewon’s sobbing into her shoulder snapping her out of it. You had cheated on her, it was that simple. But Yerim couldn't help the feeling of doubt that lingered with her.
~~
The members present scowled as you left the dorms in a hurry, all dolled up for your ‘date’. Patting Chaewon on the back in consolation as she stared at the wall dejected. Nothing made sense in her life anymore, without you it felt wrong. She awoke every morning to the same painful nightmare that was her life, disappointed in herself for craving your touch. She hated that she still harboured feelings for you, especially with the circumstances of your relationship's untimely end. So instead she channelled those emotions into hatred towards you.
Chaewon knew that her friends were doing their best to comfort her, trying desperately to get her to crack a genuine smile. But to no avail, she wouldn’t budge. She was miserable, angry that you’d made her feel this way, but seemed to be coping with it fine yourself. Most of all, she missed you. Your contagious smile, melodious laughter, lovable personality, oh she longed for it all. Living in the same apartment only proved to make not run into your arms as she cried over your harder.
~~
“So how are you really Y/n?” Chan asked, your friendship having blossomed amidst all the mess. Halting in your step, you looked up to him curiously. “What do you mean?” You played dumb, smiling innocently. With concern written on his face he placed a hand on your shoulder, forcing you to look him in the eye. “Right now, it doesn’t seem like you have anyone to lean on. So I want you to know that you can talk to me, I’ll listen and I promise you I won’t judge.” Chan offered, holding his pinky up to you with a dopey smile.
Your lips trembled at his words, months of pent up emotions flooding your eyes. Sniffling, you connected your pinky with his, a watery chuckle slipping past your lips. “Now, tell me what’s been bothering you.” Chan said sternly, so you did. He paid careful attention to everything you had to say, sympathising with your situation. Most importantly he made you feel heard, he was exactly what you needed. A good friend.
He insisted on walking you all the way to your dorm, making sure you were safe before you parted ways. You watched him as he rounded the corner, disappearing off into the darkness of the night. Entering the dorm as quietly as possible, you cringed as the door creaked. Slipping off your shoes swiftly, trying to avoid any possible confrontations, you rushed for your room. Coming to an abrupt stop outside it, the sight of an ajar door opposite you peaked your curiosity.
Straining your ears, you made out a few mumbled here and there, but nothing clear. “Would things be easier if she just left for a while?” Jungeun’s voice rang in your ears, your heart stopping. Having heard enough, you took your leave, her words replaying in your head like a broken record. You sat still on your bed, knees curled into your chest as you let it sink in. ‘Maybe they would be better off without me,’ one final thought remained.
A light tap on your wooden door had your eyes widening in shock. ‘Was this really it? Were they going to ask me to leave?’ After years of friendship you were easily able to recognise who it was, Haseul’s head popping through the gap in not a moment later. “Can I come in?” The gentleness of her tone surprised you, but you couldn’t seem to wish away the negative thoughts. Receiving a hum of confirmation from you, she stepped into your room.
Planting herself on the edge of your bed, Haseul took a moment to really look at you. Her brows knitted together at the state you were in, eyes puffy, with dark circles beneath them. The lack of sleep was clear as day, and the way you presented yourself was so broken and reserved. A shell of your former joyful self. Deathly pale skin looking like you hadn’t seen the sun in years, your figure alarmingly thin. 
“I in no way support the decisions you’ve made recently, especially those that have hurt others.” Haseul started as you fiddled nervously with your hands, expecting the worst. “But as your leader it’s my job to check in on you, and quite frankly you’ve seen better days.” You took a second to let her words sink in, a look of shock reflecting on your face. “I may not be able to give you comfort as a friend right now, but as a member, I’m worried about you, Y/n.” She spoke calmly, composed as usual.
You couldn’t bring yourself to burden her with your problems, not after all she’d been through. You wanted to free them from all the drama, and the hate that now came with being associated with you. There was only one way you knew how. “Thank you Haseul-ssi,” your use of formalities made the older girl frown. She was fighting off pulling you into her arms, knowing that it was no longer appropriate. “But you should really be with Chaewon instead,” you smiled sadly.
Opening her mouth to continue, Haseul was cut off before she could even get a word in. “I hope you don’t mind, but it’s getting late, so I’m going to sleep now.” Based on the dark rings under your eyes, your leader could tell you weren’t going to sleep a wink, but there was nothing she could do. Nodding in defeat, Haseul lifted herself from your bed, reluctantly heading for the door.
Slipping out of the darkness, Haseul was met with the concerned gaze of Jinsoul. “Nothing,” your leader sighed in frustration, the usual playful look on Jinsoul’s face long gone. Even after everything, as you older member she still felt as though it was her responsibility to take care of you. “I’ll try again tomorrow,” Haseul said, unknowing of what was to come.
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It was early the next day when the company called, ordering the girls to come in as soon as possible. All too exhausted to notice the missing member when arrived, eyes blinking away sleep as they all filtered into the meeting room. All bowing sleepily at their CEO, watching with droopy eyes as the boss took a seat at the large circular table. “You know I don’t like beating around the bush, so I’ll just show you this.” Sunhye clicked at the remote, an article now displayed on the TV screen.
“This will be published in the next hour, I just thought I’d give you a chance to hear the news from me first.” All twelve girls were now wide awake, eyes stuck to the headlines of the post. ‘Loona’s Y/n put on an indefinite hiatus due to ongoing mental health issues.’ “She came in this morning, saying that she needed to go back home for a while.” The silence was deafening as they let the news register. A mix of emotions looming over the girls, you once would’ve called them home.
They hadn’t forgiven you, but moving forwards without you was unthinkable. Unsure of how to proceed they all sat stiffly, suffocating in the eerie silence of the room. They wanted to know if you were okay, and be there to comfort you. Although, cheating on Chaewon was unjustifiable, so instead they turned a blind eye.
The rest of the day passed by at an agonisingly slow pace, all members lazily lounging in the living room. They found comfort in being together as a whole group during hardships, but it would never be the same without you there. They’d survived fine without your presence for months, but now that you were really gone it was different. No one stopped Chaewon when she retreated to her room sniffling, not having the heart to go after her either. 
They weren’t oblivious to the fact that they played a part in your plummeting mental state. But they didn’t know what to do, if only they knew of the true reason behind all the drama. A heavy knock on the door startled them, some flinching at the abruptness. Sooyoung jumped to her feet to see what all the fuss was about, expression morphing into a scowl as she opened the door. “You shouldn’t be here,” she practically growled, protective instincts on full display.
“It’s about Y/n,” the leader of Stray Kids pleaded, sighing in relief as Sooyoung reluctantly let him in. Exclamations of irritation flowing from the girls mouths, eyes narrowed at him. “Have any of you heard from Y/n?” He asked, anxiously pacing around the room, ignoring the pointed glares sent his way. “Aren’t you her boyfriend?” Hyejoo snarked, uncaring that he was older. “Isn’t she your friend,” Chan bit back, a look of guilt washing over their faces. He didn’t mean to be so harsh, but this wasn’t a joking matter.
“Not after what she did,” Hyunjin spoke up, crossing her arms over her chest defensively. “You mean after she saved you from a career ruining scandal?” Chan asked rhetorically. “Please, if anything she created the scandal,” Heejin fired back unamused. He looked around the room incredulously. “Wait..What do you mean by she saved us?” Jungeun asked, voice shaky, as if already putting the pieces together in her head.
“Our ‘relationship’, the whole cover up,” he said simply, realisation hitting them like a train. “So you’re saying that you two were never..?” Kahei questioned, eyes wide at the revelation. “No, Y/n and I were never together, I thought you knew.” They all shook their heads in disbelief, unable to contain their shock. Heads all snapping to the loud creak that came from the hallway, Chaewon’s trembling body in full view. 
“I need to see her,” she mumbled quickly. All twelve members jumping into action, pulling their shoes on at lightning speed, rushing off to your home. Flooding your phone with texts, receiving not a single response. “Call the company, tell them not to release the statement yet.” Jinsoul ordered Heejin, already on the phone with their manager, begging her to drive them all to your place.
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You were peacefully unpacking your suitcase, already feeling much calmer in the comfort of your own home. Phone laying discarded on your desk, having died over an hour ago, you didn’t care enough to charge it. Your parents had welcomed you with open arms, happy to accommodate you for as long as you needed. A weight lifting off your chest as soon as you entered the homely environment, the first genuine smile in what felt like years tugged at your lips.
Your door suddenly slammed open, a pair of arms encircling your waist before you could even spin around. An all too familiar scent wafted around the room, your body stiffening in realisation. “I knew it wasn’t true,” Chaewon’s sweet voice reached your ears, your heart almost bursting at the first time hearing it in months. Her strong grip on your waist told you that she didn’t intend on letting go any time soon, your body finally relaxing in her hold.
“Why didn’t you just tell me?” Feeling your shirt dampen, your eyes widened in alarm, quickly turning to face Chaewon. Her hurting as a result of your actions was never something you wanted. Tears cascaded down her cheeks, springing you into action as you swiped them away with the pads of your thumbs. “I’m sorry,” you apologised, eyes glossing over. “Don’t apologise, just stay with me,” she bawled her eyes out. “You still want to be with me?” You asked astounded.
“Of course I do, I love you,” she smacked your shoulder, collapsing into your arms. “Just promise me you won’t lie again, even if you're trying to protect me.” She pleaded, voice muffled as she pressed her face to the crook of your neck. “I promise,” you quickly stated, squeezing her tightly. “It pained me to lie to you,” you frowned, tightening your grip on her. “I forgive you,” she whispered, lifting a weight off your shoulders, finally at peace.
The faintest knock on the door triggered a groan from you, unwilling to pull away from Chaewon just yet, still deprived of her touch. Soon all of your members were entering your cramped room, barely fitting in. “We’re sorry Y/n, we should’ve noticed sooner,” Haseul was the first to speak. “It’s not your fault,” you assured them quickly, never wanting them to blame themselves. “Still, you shouldn’t have had to go through that on your own,” Jiwoo said, pout evident on her lips. Yerim, no longer being able to hold herself back, leaped straight into your arms.
“Stop looking at all those hate comments, they’re stupid,” Yerim said. The signature bright smile resting on her lips, your heart swelling with joy as you nodded. She may not have been able to comfort you then, but she vowed to do her best from now on. Yeojin was quick to join your hug, a frown present on her face. “I wish I had known,” she said. She couldn’t bear the thought of you spending all your nights curled up alone in your shared room.
“It’s okay Yeojinie, there’s nothing you could have done.” You reassure her, words directed at every member. “Yah! We’re supposed to be comforting you, not the other way around,” Heejin complained. The two younger girls make way for the older girl to press an affectionate kiss to your cheek. Hyejoo looking at you guiltily from the sidelines, not knowing exactly what to do. Sensing her gaze, you turned to her with open arms, gentle smiles gracing your lips.
Rushing into your arms, the wolf-like girl sighed in relief. “I’m sorry, I hope you know I didn’t really mean what I said.” She whispered to you, feeling a pat on her back. “It’s okay Hyejoo-ah, I’m glad she has someone to stick by her.” You whispered back, glancing at Chaewon with a fond smile. “I should’ve been there for you too though,” she said regretfully. “Don’t beat yourself up, there’s no way you could’ve known.” She nodded hesitantly at your words, releasing you to give the others a turn.
“I missed you,” Jinsoul dragged out as she draped her arms around your neck, leaning down to press a kiss to the top of your head. “Me or my gifts?” You asked teasingly, earning a smack on the butt. Shaking her head in amusement, Jinsoul pulled away. Your gaze wandered to the more hesitant bunch, Hyunjin stepping forward bravely. Surprising you with the speed in which she wrapped you in a hug, no words were spoken, but she made sure to squeeze you tightly.
Ruffling Hyunjin’s hair, you glance at Jungeun over the cat-like girl's shoulder. She approached you cautiously, grasping your hand. “I want you to know that Loona isn’t Loona without you, we need you Y/n.” She spoke sincerely, tears springing to your eyes. The words you’d longed to hear since the scandal broke out. Fighting off your tears, you snaked your arms around her neck, vision blurry. She held you closely, letting her words settle in before she released you.
“Please come to me in the future, I want nothing more than to see you happy, Y/n.” Sooyoung let tears fall freely down her face as she pulled you into her embrace. “I know I haven’t been the best unnie, but I promise I’ll be there for you.” You nodded, into her chest, a few stray tears staining her shirt. Although she didn’t complain, only holding your tighter. The oldest of the group finally takes her turn with you, immediately pulling you into a warm hug.
She didn’t say anything, only holding you, pondering as she tried to find the right words. Decidedly, she pulled back slightly, cupping your wet cheeks. “You’re very brave, Y/n. I could never be disappointed in you,” she said softly. That was the last straw for you, a sob creeping from your lips as your eyes welled with fresh tears. The rest of Loona joined in, huddled together in a group hug.
Chaewon right by your side, wiping away your tears as she pressed a kiss to your cheek. “I love you too,” you whispered to her, remembering you hadn’t had the chance to say it back earlier. “I love all of you,” you smiled through your sobs, hearing a tearful chorus ‘I love you’s’ in response. Your heart swells with pure happiness, eyes glossed over with tears of joy.
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Coming back with my usual poly minsung shit (i swear I love everyone equally, they’re just got me on a chokeshold recently)
Do you know those cute trials where they have to try make one of the members’ heartbeats grow faster by making them nervous? (This gave us one of the most beautiful minsung moments: Jisung hugging Minho by the waist from behind and kissing his neck, succefully making the cat boy jump flustered. AHHHH) If you know those, you’re aware there are a type of headphones with fluffy ears form that twitch then the person wearing them is nervous by registering their heartbeats.
I pictured a moment between Vivi and Minsung. Pre-relationship, where they’re still on the friends stage. Jisung has already come to terms that he has a raging small crush on her, but Minho is still having trouble understanding it. For some reason I can’t think about now, they decide to try those headphones out. Of course, being boyfriends and all, they go a bit overboard with it because this is just a normal day of interactions with them (but the ears still move and it’s so fucking cute cause they’ve been together for years and still are smitten with each other). They mostly tease each other about who is more flustered, but then Vivi asks if she can try it too.
She feels a bit weirded out herself for making that request, but she also finds them so utterly adorable with those ears on and how they move, seeing also the effects on their bodies langauge, so of course she has to try. Something shifts between them both, but they allow it because, obviously, there’s nothing wrong with it. She’s just a friend, a dear and rather beautiful friend, so it’s no big deal. Jisung is the one with the headphones on.
Vivi proceeds with baby steps. She starts with some eye contact, the basics, but Jisung is already shaking internally. (Remember that video of him with an Ateez member, holding eye contact in silence? That’s him rn) he can’t supress his chuckles, his cheeks are turning a bit red, but he doesn’t move his eyes. She gets bolder and moves closer to him, until he can feel her breath near his face. His hands are grasping unto his knees harshly to prevent the shaking. She smiles at him warmly, tilting her head in a cocky way, and he feels himself ready to jump and run and laugh at the same time. Minho stares at them intently, barely blinking, and biting his fingers to prevent a nervous laught. He doesn’t know why he’s so nervous about. 
Then she goes for it. She clasps her hands around his shoulders, trapping him, and hides her nose in the space between his shoulder blades and neck, rubbing it. Ding ding ding, the fluffy ears are twitching already. Jisung finally breaks out on a shy chuckle and sofly pushes her away, but he almost seems reluctant when she gets away from him. She’s smiling in victory, enjoying the minutes of power she had over the boy and enjoying the feeling of knowing she made him so flustered and cute. 
She’s about to leave it there, but Jisung rushily takes off the headphones, puts them on Minho and claims it’s the boy’s turn now. The older looks like he’s been betrayed but he doesn’t take them off. Vivi rolls with it, thinking to herself “why the hell not?” and goes at him. 
Dear god, if Jisung was already shifty, Minho is a mess before she gets closer. He’s already smiling shyly, shifting his position constantly and looking everywhere but her eyes. However, she doesn’t need eye contact to make someone nervous, so she gets creative. She first starts clamping her hand on top of his head and softly caressing his hair, pulling it from time to time. Ups, the ears are already moving a bit and his ears are getting pink. She keeps going, now sitting almost on his lap and moving their faces close. Jisung’s burning gaze on them goes unacknoweldged by her, too focused on seeing how far she can go. She ten locks her arms on his broad shoulders, hugging him and pushing his face on her shoulder. He goes stiff for a moment, but suddenly she feels him moving his nose to her neck instead. The fluffy ears are twitching already, signaling his heart is beating faster than the average, but she doesn’t stop. She continues rubbing his scalp and even starts rocking him from side to side slowly..
and then she pulls his face away from her neck to give him a small, soft kiss on his earlids. 
She feels the vibration of the ears in her forehead by how fast they’re going.
She pulls away with a laugh, not quite believing what she just did but amused at Minho’s red ears and overall their flustered states. Minho blinks rapidily, mouth slightly open like he’s spaced out, and then he basically rips the ears off and throws them at Jisung with a yell. 
Vivi takes off time to go to the bathroom a second and leaves them alone. 
Feel free to complete the rest.
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