#why do they all say 300 smth

[isjojolandsconfirmed]

Day 413

Nope

#jjba #guys oh my god #why do they all say 300 smth #wtf #its the 400s

[restinslices]

How’d you think the Lin Kuei boys show their affection to their partner?

It’s kinda short but irl I’m actually so bad at affection, it’s stupid. They all have around 300 words👍🏾

Bi-Han

I feel like as the Grandmaster and having so many responsibilities, he'd appreciate someone who does things for him. So his way of showing affection is to do the same for them 

Handling chores, leaving you bowls of fruit, cooking for when you return, stuff like that. 

I don't think he's the type to say “I love you much” either. Words are cheap. Actions show you how much someone truly cares 

If you're a fighter, he'd also show affection by tending to you if you're harmed and checking in from time to time 

Also sparring. This may not seem like something affectionate but in his mind, him sparring with you shows he cares about you enough to try and sharpen your skills. It means he cares about your safety. 

Affection to him can be somewhat uncomfortable, so don't expect him to do huge grand gestures. His version of love is more quiet and private. Honestly you wouldn't be wrong if you felt a bit neglected 

Neglecting you wouldn't be on purpose though. He just feels that certain things are unnecessary. Constantly touching, being near each other, whispering sweet things, and all that other type of shit just isn't his vibe. It's unnecessary and it seems like it's more for showing other people you love your partner than actually loving them (his thoughts. I know y'all like to tussle)

You'd have to ask him to do those things if you're into it. Doesn't mean he'll be good at it though 

Since he's such a combat heavy, “I don't want peace, I want PROBLEMS ALWAYS” type of guy I can see him also showing affection by giving you things to improve your combat 

He'd give you weapons that he knows you specialize in. Like, if you're someone who uses a spear, he'd go out of his way to get you a new one. 

His version of affection is subtle but it's definitely there. 

Kuai Liang 

Kuai Liang is definitely more comfortable when it comes to affection 

I can see him also giving you gifts for combat. Bi-Han gives you things you specialize in, but Kuai Liang is the type to give some of his weapons 

Kuai Liang is gone a lot so I think he'd show affection by giving you things that belong to him so you'll have something to remember him, and you can give him something of yours 

I can see him giving gifts in general to make up for his absence in your relationship. He wouldn't just throw gifts at you though. It'd be gifts he specifically knows you'd enjoy 

Kuai Liang pays lots of attention to you so anything he gives you would be perfect. You wouldn't have to worry about having to fake being happy because he pays too much attention to give you smth shitty 

Memorizes very small details about you too. Does this count as affection? Depends on who you ask. 

He's also more comfortable with being physical so I can see him touching you a lot. No I don't mean sexually. I'd never write such a thing and y'all have no proof 🙄

In all seriousness, I think he enjoys casual physical touch. The type to randomly put a hand on your shoulder or place his hand on your thigh 

Compliments you a lot also. Lots of skill based compliments 

Compliments you on your fighting or hobbies you're improving in. 

I feel like his version of affection is very stereotypical, ya know? The hand holding, the walking alone, the various compliments, shit people think of when they think of a relationship 

I do however think he'd prefer some stuff to be in private. Everyone doesn't need to see you two do everything if that makes sense 

You'd feel very loved with him though 

He really gives me the vibes of a stereotypical loving husband. He's grown. Life is short. Why wouldn't he show you how much he cares?

Tomas Vrbada 

I think his version of affection would be lots and lots of quality time

He legit wants to do everything with you. Not in a toxic and obsessive way. He just enjoys your company 

He'd probably worry he's being annoying but when he's reassured that it's ok, he's on your heels 

I think he'd enjoy making things with you. Could be jewelry. Could be cooking. Could be baking. As long as it's something together and you can share it, he enjoys it 

He's probably fine with public affection too as long as it's not extremely intense. Don't try to stick your tongue down his throat in public. Have some decorum. 

I can also see him being so in love with someone that he talks about them often. So much so, word would end up getting back to you that he just won't shut the fuck up 

I think he'd be ok with physical touch. I can see him being cool with hanging out and cuddling. It'd be such a change of pace compared to the usual hostile and combat filled life he lives 

He really enjoys your presence and being around someone who's peaceful and doesn't have unnecessarily high expectations of him 

Back to what I said earlier about cooking, I think that would be his favorite thing to do with you. Food can bring people together and inviting you to cook or bake with him brings you two closer. He'd probably let you pick what to make too. 

I can see him doing corny shit too if you asked. Like if you said “hey can you write me a love letter even though we're sitting right next to each other?”, he'd probably say “umm, sure”. 

I just think he'd really enjoy having a person that was just for him and it'd be very very clear 

Similar mindset to Kuai Liang in terms of “why wouldn’t I show my partner affection when I can die at any point?”

I tried to use different gifs than usual but I probably did not😀

#mk1 #mk1 2023 #mortal kombat 1 #bi han sub zero #bi han #kuai liang mk1 #kuai liang scorpion #tomas vrbada smoke #tomas vrbada #kuai liang headcanons #kuai liang #bi han mk #bi han headcanons #bi han x reader #kuai liang x reader #mk1 tomas vrbada #tomas vrbada headcanons #tomas vrbada x reader #mk1 smoke

[gigislesbo]

↳ prettiest || jjk gojo drabble

╴where gojo shows you how pretty you are

╴word count: 300

╴pairing/dynamic: dom!gojo , sub!reader

╴content warning: smut like barely no plot, female prns, made with afab body in mind, mirror sex (a mirrors mentioned twice but whatever), begging from reader, pet names, cussing, might be ooc!gojo idk, umm idk what else.

╴requested: no

╴a/n: english isn’t my first language so if there’s grammar errors i apologize. -this is kinda bad cause im rusty and havent written smut in MONTHS but do enjoy.

↳ GOJO

gojo, who wants you to know how beautiful you are by the only way he knows you respond to, which is pleasure.

in front of the mirror, he takes his time exploring every inch of your body, his fingers tracing your folds and teasing your sensitive clit. as you squirm with pleasure, he forces you to watch yourself, to see the desire in your own eyes reflected back at you.

his gaze is predatory and hungry for you, and you can't help but feel a sense of surrender creep upon you. "go'… gojo'- move, please.. please move.” you whimper out as you beg him to move, to take you to the edge of ecstasy, but he stops, teasing you with his control. the anticipation is almost unbearable, but you're willing to do anything to please him.

but begging isn't what he wants; he wants you to see yourself and truly understand how stunning you are. with one hand guiding your head forward as a way of saying 'keep lookin' at yourself in the mirror', and you do exactly that watching as he disappears between your legs, his tongue working its magic. being able to watch gojo pleasure your pussy was something that just made you more vocal. you moan and writhe, “shi shi-t.. fuck, fuck, fuck,” your moans becoming higher pitched telling him you’re not far from release.

you then hear him talk, sending vibrations through you, causing chills to course through your body.

“baby, come on, say it. tell me you're the most beautiful thing in this universe; come on, you can do it,” he says to you once again, reminding you of why he suggested this position in the first place, he wanted to show you you’re stunning but also fully his for the taking.

The sensations overwhelm you, and you can't help but respond with crying out from all the pleasure. gojo then moves to your neck, lavishing it with kisses that only intensify the pleasure, and you can feel yourself getting closer to the edge.

your head falls back against his shoulder, nearly screaming as thunderous waves of euphoria pass through you, setting your veins ablaze with electricity. He stays there, perched right against your neck, whispering praises as if he didn’t have you crying his name.

“now, did you learn something?” he quietly uttered, soaking up your mewl when he pulled out, fingers drenched in your essence and chest shaking to catch your breath along with your head nodding to his statement.

Just then, you feel it—the painfully apparent tent in his sweats.

“What’re we going to do about this, hm? going to fix it, pretty girl?”

© gigislesbo on tumblr !!

╴a/n: lmk if i should make a part 2 or smth anyways WELCOME BACK TO ME!

#anime imagines #anime drabbles #anime smut #anime headcanons #headcanons #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jujutsu kaisen smut #jjk smut #jjk drabbles #jjk x reader #jjk headcanons #jjk imagines #gojo x reader #gojo satoru smut #gojo smut #gojo drabbles #gojo headcanons #gojo imagine #smut

[blackstarchanx3new]

Creations AU, But I obnoxiously over explain it PT 10

Pages 271-300

Mike you're making your hatred obvious tone it down.

Also, oh.

Afton's got a blood issue??? X'D

What a trait for a serial killer...Hmmmm.

I didn't mention it before but since it's brought up here:

Afton is covered in scars. Yeah those things on his face aren't wrinkles they're scars.

Same with his hands and neck. Everywhere that's exposed to us is covered in scars. We can only imagine what's covered.

I drew him goofy here but I was also struggling to draw this scene hah.

We know William lives like, right next to Freddy's so it makes sense he'd go here to look for help lmfao.

Hah takes a depressed person to know one eh Mike?

Hah. William's sus of you uh oh.

Guess stalking people is an Afton family tradition.

William rolling his chair over to bump Mike's is smth I just find funny. And Rude.

Also that Ennard incident is brought up hah.

Mike says what I would have pointed out.

William's always watching.

HAH.

HE FOUND YOU OUT.

NOT THE THING YOU WERE WORRIED HE'D FIND OUT BUT HE FOUND YOU OUT.

Again: Takes one to know one. Afton and Mike got a lot in common in the spotting depressed suicidal people skill.

William just dumped a bunch of shit the audience didn't know.

What's more disturbing is he dug this shit up on Mike. Presumably because Mike's close with his son now.

So apparently EVERYONE knows now William assumes Mike is suicidal. That's...NICE of him to warn everyone? I guess. Wonder who "everyone" is...The robots? The workers? When were they informed? He didn't recognize Mike before the night he spent the night so presumably afterward he watched the cameras and looked into Mike's past.

Or he was doing a bit of trolling.

Also: Mike mentioned his mother. She's got dementia and attacked Mike. Makes sense why he's not living with her despite needing help with his living.

Conformation: Jeremy was Mike's husband, so he's living with Jeremy's sister.

Wonder what William feels knowing one of his murder victim's family members is here... We don't get much insight into that for now.

This little convo only furthers Mike's rage considering Afton is basically spitting right in his face by bringing up Jeremy at all.

Also William only cares because Michael is Mike's friend now.

Ouch. It isn't out of direct concern as we saw William act uncomfortable around Mike just because he had an illness.

William tries to deter Mike from dying here through, persuasion, Freddy's is a personal hell, which is a sentiment Cody also repeated funny enough.

William is very selfish lmfao.

Mike's stance is clear: He just wants to take Afton down with him.

Also. Hell of a question coming from you Afton considering you turned his husband into a ghost.

Why do you aaaaaask?

Hehehe.

Pff. Afton sure is a character alright.

Your mind tricks won't work on Mike Mr. Afton.

He's such a smug bitch about it.

But this does bring up a lot: WHY THE FUCK CAN HE DO THAT???

I'm sure this isn't important-

He really had to fuck with Mike first before showing THAT off.

Because Afton's a cheeky bastard.

Also backstory: Afton's gift made him an outcast. Hmmm...

DAMN MIKE OKAY EXCALATION MUCH???

Just a reminder he's still carrying that knife around. To kill Afton with.

And if you're wondering what EXACTLY he's waiting for: Confromation.

He's judge jury and executioner in this situation.

Mike's waiting until he's fully convinced it's Afton. As we've seen he has SOME reasons to think there's more things going on here.

CHICA! :D

Excalibur face because Soul Eater's influence has to show itself in all my work lmfao.

OH.

OH MY.

in the script Mike's expression direction was literally just this emoji:

😳

Freddy switches immediately upon seeing Mike lmfao. He's STILL salty about him slamming the door. XD

Also- HAHAHAHHAHAHHA Freddy and Bonnie are fuck buddies-

Freddy has zero patience for Mike.

The oddly specific threat of "Or I will kick you like a football" is just funny to me. Like why a football specifically Freddy??? XD

Mike pivots and decides talking to Freddy for now is a good idea.

Quick thinking from our boy.

Freddy no-

He just has to rub in that him and Bonnie are doing shit.

Apparently Freddy thinks this place is "Boring" which is amusing to think about like...He's literally the most interesting thing in this place in his narcissistic head. I love Freddy.

Yes this is a refence to Freddy hiding in the lady's restroom in FNAF 1.

Freddy is possessed by a woman. And he's AWARE of that.

He's still alright being called "Freddy" and "He/Him" so you can take that however you want.

If you want a label for what Creation's Freddy's gender identity is: The closest I can like, describe would be nonbinary/genderfluid.

I've been brainstorming the backstory for the character who possesses him...And I'm not entirely sure if she was APOSED to being a male animatronic.

Any pronouns work for Freddy is what I'm getting at.

I mostly call his ghost by She/Her but call Freddy himself He/Him. Because Freddy isn't a 1 to 1 with the person he was before he became an animatronic as are MOST of the animatronics.

But the notion ALL the animatronics are some kind of trans metaphor can get REAL MESSY considering a lot of them were...FORCED into this. So let's not go there is what I'm trying to say that was NOT the intent with them.

This metaphor would really only work for like MAYBE 2 characters in Creations and not be PROBLEMATIC to say the least..

Freddy being one of them since again: I think the woman who possesses him WANTED to be Freddy because he's the star. XD

Also there's a cannon trans character in this comic that has no metaphors attached soooo...Idk.

Gender and sex and sexual orientation are touched on a LOT in this comic cause: Holy shit when you half hazardly shove random souls together into suits gender don't always binary lmfao. Also I relate to not having a strict "Girl" or "Boy" vibe and I write what's relatable to me.

SO: If you wanna view Freddy as trans you're perfectly fine to do so. Freddy's case is WEIRD so I'm really open to whatever you want with him. If you relate to Freddy in a trans way I'm not gonna take that from you. X'D He's very gender.

Anyway going away from Freddy's gender for a second:

There's a hanging corpse in the men's bathroom. Spooky.

Freddy describes it in detail so I don't have too lmfao disturbing.

I do have a comic idea for showing how it ended up there...but I'll refuse giving spoilers for now. It'd be the "Into the pit comic" for future reference.

Freddy got traumatized from using the men's bathroom. Poor dude.

Obligatory "Mike is a freak" joke. X'D Poor Mike.

The funniest thing: Unlike Cody Freddy wasn't THERE for that convo...Meaning Bonnie has told Freddy in private he thinks Mike's a freak lmfao.

Casual shit talking your bud oof.

There's 3 bathrooms lol.

My favorite genders.

Chica, Bonnie and MANGLE-

Freddy's a wuss and it's funny.

"I don't think he can get you if he's dead..."

MIKE YOU OF ALL FUCKING PEOPLE KNOW HOW STUPID YOU SOUND RN.

Poor Freddy.

Mike can't see shit though which interesting.

Mike isn't exactly spiritually inclined it seems. Which just makes Cody's fuckery even funnier.

Page limits prevent the rest of this scene so Creations will return.

#fnaf #fnaf comic #fnaf creations au #creations au #freddy #tw horror #mike schmidt #freddy fazbear #william afton #tw blo0d #fnaf chica #chica the chicken

[minthara]

heyy i saw your otp asks while scrolling through the minthara tag and you characterize her so wellll and i was wondering do you have any specific headcannons about her👀👀👀

this means so much to me thank you 🥲 have a few thots:

- I think she's the youngest sister of her family, which is why she had no problem leaving the Underdark to go to Moonrise Tower. I don't think she could have gone much higher in house Baenre - she's probably extended family, not direct family of the matron. She does however have access to get good assassins and fighters (she mentions in the game) so she can't be fully unimportant.

- She was quite quick to turn of Lolth, and on the Absolute after you recruit her. I don't think she will ever follow a god again.

- She mentions stringing up corpses in "her" garden, so I'm guessing she has her own house in Menzoberranzan and isn't living with her family. The fact that she has a garden is honestly 💜

- My headcanon about her age proved true!! She's in the 200-300 span, on the earlier side I'd say. Gun to my head I'll say she is 236. She mentions smth about Viconia betraying her house and she was a child, so if anybody knows if there's a canon date for that we can narrow it down even closer 👀

- I guess she can play the lyre?? At least she gives you one to summon the dude who takes you to Moonrise Tower. She might have been training in the arts, growing up in such a prestigious house, but I don't think it's a hobby she enjoys.

- She says she's never been to Baldur's Gate when you enter, so I think she's never been to the surface at all before leaving for Moonrise. But she doesn't mention that afaik, so might be wrong.

- I don't think she had many friends, even less than normal for a noble drow.

- It's canon that she had whole big ol THING for Orin and also that she was very captivated by Ketheric (I think you can read it as admiration as well as a more romantic interest). She's into power, and people who have power, and she lets that admiration she has blind her to the bad sides of these people.

- She's jealous and possessive and if she gets implemented as a real romance I don't think she'd be open to polyamory.

- In dialogue it really does sometimes sound like she misses the Underdark and would like to go back to Menzoberranzan 💜

#asks #anonymous #bg3 spoilers #im on mobile i can't make a read more SORRY #I know I will be coming up with much better ones tonight in bed but I will simply post them

[autumnnnsun]

Bleh personal nitpick about some people’s reaction to AK: Endfield spoilers that got a bit longer than I initially intended to but

MmmmmH don’t like the way some people talk about the temporary cure for Oripathy found in Arknights Endfield. We’ll assume that there isn’t any other twist or smth for now, but saying stuff like “We lost, we couldn’t cure oripathy, we couldn’t save our operators, we’ll never find a cure, our operators are doomed.” When it’s like…

First of all, I don’t even think the main point of Arknight’s story is to even find a cure for Oripathy? Like yeah it’s a part of it, Oripathy is big thing in Arknights and treating it to lessen it’s effects and helping the Infected is the reason why like 70% of the operators and characters are in Rhodes Island but “Finding a cure for Oripathy.” Wasn’t the point of Arknight’s story. It’s about finding hope in a hopeless and war torn world, how small bits of kindness and love matter in the grand scheme of insignificance.

Oripathy is one of the many insurmountable odds thrown at Terra’s way and the Doctor was close to curing it before they lost their memory but that’s simply to add to the tragedy of the situation. Rhodes Island still tries though, they still try to help the Infected and give them a place to live and strive even when every other place oppresses them. And yes a cure for Oripathy is the ultimate goal but just because that (temporary) cure appears generations ahead doesn’t mean that the things Rhodes Island does now means nothing or was a disappointment or that our operators now are “doomed”. Like, how incurable Oripathy was and the fact that every operator here still keeps going is the point brah.

Also just the reaction ticks off my brain in a personal way cus like how are you gonna look at a temporary cure for the most awful disease in Terra and go “aw man.” WHU???WHAT DO YOU MEAN BRUH, THIS IS HUGE???

They’re fictional characters so it doesn’t matter and I can say whatever but I feel like if you tell any operator that there is at least a temporary cure for Oripathy in the distant future they’d all feel some level of relief before going on with their day. Also yeah, equating fictional stuff with irl stuff is #Cringe but imagine finding out there is a temporary cure for cancer or smth in 300 years and then looking at all our current cancer patients and telling them “Well I guess this means your doomed and couldn’t be saved.” LIKE WHAT.

#autumnstext #long text #arknights #just some of my own personal thoughts and analysis of Arknight’s story #I don’t do much analysis of the main story #just cus I’m planning on rereading everything #but I got sour taste in my mouth LMAO #arknights endfield

[biglovenrgy]

3dolc x roe results!

omg i can't believe it's been 3 days already?? i really really loved this challenge and i'll be using it from now on! okay let's get to the results now!

table of contents_

my desires / results + how they happened

what i did to manifest

my opinions on the challenge

my desires + results

>clear skin

okk so when i started this challenge, my skin was def going through it bcz of my period. but like on the second day my skin cleared up, and was literally SOO GLOWY. i was literally shining. and now especially the scars on my chin look blurred + most of them are gone!

>weight loss

so i did not exactly lose 3 kgs as i wanted to, but i definitely looked very thin. like my upper body and hips look so much slimmer and i'm happyyy

>money

i went to work on friday, and i got an extra 300₺ tip so yeah! money is lowkey easy to manifest for me lmao.

>self concept

omg im so happy ab this one. i was lowkey worried ab my self concept bcz a couple years ago i literally HATED myself, so i was worried ab having some negative thoughts in my head still. but today, the last day of the challenge, i met with some friends and as we were talking and i realised that my self concept is literally ON FIREE. at some point i was constantly complimenting myself and talking about my success (not in an annoying way ofc) and everyone was like "duh, we already know." anddd i'm like yeah, everyone is me pushed out!

>tarot readings

i did like 10+ readings and i had never done it on the app i work on before! i made extra money from that hehe.

>getting my tiktok acc back

ok. so this is the only one that hasnt been manifested YET, i mean it did manifest, it is done, just not reflected to the 3d yet, so i'll be patient and i'll keep positive cause I KNOW i'm getting it back!

what i did

> basically the first day i was constantly affirming. i made a list you can see on the original challenge post and i constantly repeated that list. especially at night, before bed and in the morning sometimes. sometimes i just read like a robot without thinking, sometimes i didn't feel them "real", sometimes i did not feel like affirming so i just thought positive thoughts. also self concept affirmations are your best friend! especially affirmations that talk about how powerful of a manifestor you are! another thing i did is mirror work. i literally rampaged looking at the mirror. also said affirmations out loud, like talking to someone, while doing chores. anddd another thing is, DON'T TALK ABOUT YOUR HOW YOUR DESIRES HAVEN'T MANIFESTED YET. instead, think as if your desire is already done, so just say to yourself "why would i complain? i already have it." that's it! ofc u dont need to do all i did, do what u like best!

my opinions

i love love LOVE the 3 days rule. all my desires manifest in 3 days. it's powerful. as time goes, i'll change it to instantly! but i realised that saying "roe" at the beginning of each affirmation is lowkey tiring- so i rather saying "no matter what" or smth shorter. but i'm def gonna keep using the 3 day rule!

#3dolc challenge #3dolc x roe #loassumption #loa success #law of assumption #manifesting #manifesation #affirmyourlife #affirmdaily #affirmations #aesthetic #tarot #self concept #sammy ingram #neville goddard

[fuck-customers]

I work at a small bookstore, and our attitude towards nozama is fuck 'em. One of the owners refers to it almost exclusively as "the Evil Empire", and we have stickers with its logo only it says "crime" instead of "prime" and, intermittently, this book by another indi bookstore owner called smth like "10 ways to avoid nozama and why you should". We had a copy on display today, which resulted in me and my coworker having a long convo that basically amounted to "fuck the Evil Empire and hopefully it dies a painful death"

Shortly after that, two girls came in and found our case of expensive books. They were interested in one that was a translation from Russian, and was going for over $300. My coworker had a long, pleasant conversation with them, telling them about the history behind it and all. Apparently it'd been censored in Russia, and there are two translations, one of the censored version and one of the uncensored. The customers seemed happy and eager to learn.

And then, after all that, after my coworker'd answered all their questions, do you know what they did?

They decided to buy it (the other translation, I think) from THE FUCKING EVIL EMPIRE

Which they said! Right there! In the bookstore!!! Wtf!!! Why do you go into a bookstore displaying a "don't buy from the Empire" book right by the register, get all the info you want from the bookseller, and then say right there in the store to their face that you are not going to buy from them but instead from the evil empire!!!

WHAT and WHY and SCREW YOU TOO I GUESS

I guess I understand why they'd choose nozama if they wanted that book, bc it's $300 in the store and probably cheaper from the empire (although we use it for price comps sometimes so it might also be expensive there), but at the very least don't fucking SAY YOU'RE GONNA CHOOSE NOZAMA while you are IN OUR STORE for pete's sake

(Oh and we do order (and mail!!) books for people, so we could definitely have gotten them a copy of whatever book they wanted. Nozama's faster, and it sounded like that was part of what they wanted :P)

Fuck the Empire, and @everyone who buys from it when you have decent options otherwise I am hitting you over the head with a paper towel tube (this is not directed at people who don't really have other options, just at the ones who HAVE OTHER EASILY ACCESSIBLE OPTIONS and still choose nozama, and/or SAY they're gonna choose nozama over local stores IN THE LOCAL STORES this shit makes me so mad. Even if you're gonna go with the empire at least have the decency not to tell a small store outright you're taking a valuable sale from them and giving it to the gigantic company with more money than God)

Oops this got long

[oddsnake]

also not people calling jing yuan 'bad', like. how exactly is he bad. he can do decent damage, he can clear moc (all floors) just fine, he can do them in 0 cycles just fine? some people talk about him being married to tingyun and how it's unfair and how his base damage is not that great w/o her, but then turn around and ignore the seele + bronya or blade + bronya, which are arguably harder to get/build, because bronya is a standard 5 star, and you can't even guarantee a specific standard 5 star before 300 pulls on standard banner. or when ppl praise silver wolf and her mono-quantum teams which are, once again, filled with harder to get units (limited 5 stars). at least tingyun is a 4 star that you can get from the shop

like, yes, his signature lightcone is so much better than the alternatives, but it's more of a problem with erudition lightcones in general. destruction has very good herta lc, hunt has good lcs, nihility will get a very good lc in next update (only for dot units, unfortunately, but still). yes, he has an issue with cc and ll speed tuning, but 1) no one wants to get ccd in the first place, it's not an issue unique to jing yuan and 2) ll is a follow-up attack. clara also won't use her follow-up if she gets ccd. it would be nice to get ll go off immediately after getting 10 stacks, but it's not that big of an issue as i've seen a lot of people make it to be

ANYWAY. sorry for the long rant, i just opened youtube and saw another video slandering my man and even after watching it i still don't get why people outright call jing yuan a 'bad unit' and saying that he 'ruined their account' or smth 🙄

#honkai star rail #rant

[golddustedqueen]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

1. How many works do you have on ao3?

13! Tho one of them’s cowritten so maybe 12? Hopefully it’ll be up by one in a week or so tho~

2. what's your total Ao3 word count?

149,077 words! Probably like another ten thousand+ in wips

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Currently it’s mostly Genshin, but I’ve written for BNHA and Black Butler before and plan to write more BNHA and break out into at least bsd and possibly Voltron?

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Benedictions of the New Moon (E) (490)

Forever Mine Even Your Breath (E) (326)

Love Me Honey Like Ambrosia Wine (E) (300)

I Love You Most But I’m Not Worthy (E) (274)

When Wind Meets Grief and Divinity (E) (250)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yeah! I love interacting with readers! If i don’t then it’s usually that i saw it, meant to respond, and forgot😔 its the ADHD

6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Probably When Wind Meets Grief And Divinity (E)? Forever Mine, Even Your Breath (E) is probably also pretty angsty, both are VERY dead dove do not eat so beware!

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Oooh I dunno, I think maybeeee Its a Love Story (E)? I do think that ending is soooo cute! Oh and True Soul Bound To True Soul(T)!

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I think I’ve gotten like one hate comment? Definitely have gotten some slightly annoying comments tho^^; readers pls, asking me to update does not make me go faster😭

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Smut is what I like writing the most! I love writing kinky queer smut, no one’s cis or straight in my fics

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I don’t really tend to? Not on my own at least, I’ve cowritten/rp’d/brain rotted a few but never finished or published anything.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Gosh i hope not! If you see my fics anywhere but ao3 they’re likely stolen!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not that I know of but if anyone would ever want to do so id welcome it!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yeah! Loads of times! Most aren’t published tho and likely will never be, you can find the singular published cowritten fic on my ao3! Black Butler: House of Gold

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

Oh man I have to pick???? I don’t think i can! But I definitely love writing xv the most so far!! Smth abt them gives me violent brainworms

15. What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

Probably this one firefighter xiao/single mom chem major venti au i have, its plotted out pretty heavily and its super cute buuut i dunno modern aus aren’t my favorite to write and I have so many other ideas, but who knows! Maybe ill get brain worms for it eventually!

16. What are your writing strengths?

Id say prooobably my descriptions??? And world building?

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Repetitiveness for sure, tho i think im getting better at not repeating constantly

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I think its a great idea!! I do it a bit in my fics, a word here and there with translations, and I think it helps like i dunno pull their culture in? Also I think sometimes the English version of certain words don’t have the same Impact yknow?

19. First fandom you wrote for?

…One Direction… i had like the beginnings of a whole fantasy au written out at one point and i had a sorta shadow hunters au started too

20. Favorite fic you've written?

Ooh thats a tough one!! I looove Benedictions of the New Moon (E) so much but i also love Treat Me Right (E) and Its A Love Story (E), those two are very much labors of love but i also think they’re really interesting!! Our Love Is Holy (E) is also one of my favs because it was the first time I wrote Venti the way I see her, a genderfluid transfemme! And it’s just so sappy even though its filthy

#my writing #xiaoven #my fics #shinkami #black butler #i stole this from sucrosette #its fine they love me~

[min-yunki-agustd]

Day 17 of Sicktober

Scat

Request:

Hello!

I hope you’re doing well! I just watched the “jungkook cut from blood sweat and tears japanese vers.” (idk if you’ve watched it but highly recommend it) and I got this idea for prompt 17.

What if Jungkook is sick with flu or food poisoning and he keeps throwing up, he can’t keep anything down and he’s close to fainting. And the members are very worried. Then at one point they’re having a meal together and kookie runs to the bathroom with yoongi following him because yoongi is super worried about kookie, the stress gets to him and he yells at kookie: “what is wrong with you? why are you so sick” smth like that.

sickie: Jungkook

Caretaker: yoongi

Tw: emeto mention, nausea, V****, mentions and description of scat, etc

Word Count: very short 300

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The table was set. It had a beautiful banquet of food o top of fine silver plates. They toasted, All members held their matching silver cups. "To army!" Jin says. Laughing can be heard from the members as they take a sip of the red wine. Jungkooks lips hesitantly meet the cup. He takes a small sip, It curdles his aching stomach. He shouldn't be here. He should be home resting, but he didn't want to be the only member not at this particular gathering, it was important. He came down with something flu-like a few days ago and it has been playing him ever since. He's had a hard time keeping anything down, non-matter what the members give him. He puts the cup down. Trying to will the wine down. His stomach can't handle the strong bitter alcohol. While the other members continue eating and talking, jungkook gets up and runs out of the room. No one had really paid him any attention. All except yoongi who rises from his seat. Yoongi getting up did stop jin and Namjoon's conversation. namjoon looks yoongi in the eye, and they make eye contact. Yoongi walks away from the table. He catches up to jungkoook and follows him all the way to the bathroom, sounds of struggle could be heard. Yoongi was worried for the younger member he knew he had been sick lately but was unsure just how sick he was. Jungkook hurried to the bathroom. pushing the door open and scrambling to the toilet. His stomach rumbled loudly. his hyung burst behind him. Jungkook didn't care his lower stomach was in too much pain. He bit back the sick feeling as a rush came out of his other end. Jungkook was weeping now, crying out in pain. Yoongi Put his hand on the boy's shoulder and goes down to eye level. "kookie? What's wrong?' yoongi knew what was wrong but he want to see if there was anything he could do for the sickly boy. Jk didn't answer "kook? why are you so sick?" yoongi says watching jk curl in on himself. Jungkook was irrational and very uncomfortable, he pushed his hyung off of him, and yoongi fell back...

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It's quite short, if you wanna add what happens next I'll ake part 2. Thanks for requesting!

#sicktober #sick bts #bts sickfic #bts emeto #btssickfic request #tw nausea #tw vomit #tw emeto ment #tw emetophobia #sickjungkook #sickjungkoook

[thesharksimp]

Hi as a Sal fan/liker/enjoyer/enthusiast/etc I’d like to say smth related to what the other anon said.

to other Sal likers; whenever someone sends you any sort of comment/message that is longer than a Harry Potter script about Sal being an R wordist just respond with “ok.” if that doesn’t do it just politely say that they absolutely know nothing about him if that’s the only thing they think of him as.. mainly since it’s clear they lack common knowledge and their argument is entirely irrelevant bc of it. (The whole giving them a hard time by saying “ok” or smth is a joke btw.. if they are wasting ur time don’t bother talking to them but I think it would be funny to say “ok.” Bc why not? It’s not like Sal fans don’t know what happened in watgbs… we all do we just love angst and interesting characters.)

(Also even though he is a villain there’s a lot more to it that makes his actions a tad bit justifiable. I’m not rlly referring to the scary R word here as that was obvs awful and you shouldn’t defend/support the big scary r word (flash back or not) but his choice of being in the Red Sea and stuff is very interesting. Anyways I must write 300+ headcanons and stuff about him I’ll be back! Oh and much love to this blog and the owner 💞💋)

The owner sends much love to you too, Anon!

Share all the headcanons when you're done

#ask

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

Hey. I wonder if I could ask some hot stuff about 🇮🇱 & 🇵🇸, bc you seem to have made up your mind about it. I'm personally torn and feel terrible about it. From a worldly standpoint, 'Free 🇵🇸' makes sense. 🇮🇱 got overthrown by the Romans like many empires have been. That didn't give them a rightful claim to the land again in 1948. Now if you operate strictly based on who lives there presently, in a secular society both parties would have rights to the land if they could look past the religions, bc - from a worldly view! - a religion is not land-based. Either you can live your faith anywhere, or smth is wrong with your religion because it isn't universally inclusive. This is the upside for Christians - that we are citizens of heaven and of the Spirit. Thus we can live and practice anywhere. HOWEVER. From a BIBLICAL standpoint. Israel is Israel. Whenever 🇮🇱 decides to fight for its borders, God will support it bc he wants them to have this particular piece of the earth, even though they NEVER managed to fully pursue this command throughout history so far. But as soon as 1 Israeli decides to fight for the land of God's inheritance, they will have victory like Gideon with his 300 dudes. Bc that's what they're supposed to do. 🇮🇱 is 🇮🇱 not per the rights of any traditional culture, bc that got dispersed centuries ago. If 🇮🇱 is 🇮🇱, it's bc the GOD OF HUMANITY distributes patches of land to people across the earth, and he gave ISRAEL to ISRAEL. What human would go against the word of the everlasting God??? If God says that this - extremely well mapped out - strip in the desert goes to 🇮🇱, it is very stupid to try and fight against that!!!!! Bc as a Palestinian with legit cultural claims to your ancestral home, you STILL suddenly find yourself fighting against the Lord himself, who doesn't care that you're currently Muslim and who has the power and the superior rights to uproot your story. I truly believe that if Palestinians voluntarily "gave" 🇮🇱 back to 🇮🇱, they would receive their own land from God as a reward. HOWEVER. Palestinians are presently not even allowed to flee. They are massacred bc neither Israel or Egypt is giving them the courtesy to at least live, even if they need to restart elsewhere. And THAT'S what truly bugs me about the whole war right now. That Palestinians are slaughtered. And I have to wonder - shit, this is so Old Testament - are they under a curse to be annihilated just bc they are the descendants of 🇮🇱's old enemies? Do they HAVE to be killed bc it is prophesied that the Gaza strip WILL be 🇮🇱's again, and if Gazans lived, they would always be there to object to that? Look,... 🇮🇱 will be 🇮🇱, and it will not be uprooted again. We know that from Scripture. So to fight that is just dumb from the biblical perspective. This is why Western/Christian societies sit on their thumbs and do nothing, bc they know what will happen and that it must happen and so they "help" bring it forth by watching it play out and not intervening and by making it a self-fulfilling prophecy at that. That's why there's no governmental compassion for 🇵🇸. People in high places KNOW. But Palestinians still have the right to live!!! God WANTS Palestinians to LIVE, either in peace with 🇮🇱 or in their own country somewhere else!! So why are they dying??? Why is it so OT over there??? Is it bc to break the OT curses of slaughtering your enemies, they would actually have to all become Christians so that they can enter the NT covenant of love and forgiveness that transcends all cultures, all genocides, all skin colors, and all perceived 'rights' to anything?? I doubt it would work if the region became secular, bc it's so hard for people to let go of justified hatred. So anyway. Why am I still speaking about OT style massacres and curses in 2024??? Do I have a point? My point is: People shouldn't die just bc they accidentally have the wrong faith and God must oppose that simply bc he cannot tolerate anything but the truth. People shouldn't die for that. Yeah I'll go lay in a ditch and get cancelled now, good luck with my post.

thanks for this, anon. I appreciate you reaching out to me to give me this. it's a slab of text I'm not fully comprehending, in truth - but I believe that antisemitism is wrong, that Israel is the ancestral home of the Jewish people, and that this war shouldn't happen. deaths of Palestinians is abhorrent as deaths of Jews are: however also, antisemitism is aimed specifically at Jews and hence there's antisemitism mixed in to the deaths of Jews (I don't know if I'm making sense). if Palestinians gave Israel to the Jews, I don't think a massacre such as we may see in the future would happen. I don't believe the Israelis are monsters. monsters is the wrong terminology, anyway - because even Hitler was human. and I could be wrong! but I persist in my belief that things would work out somehow if Israel was given back to the Jews.

I'm not entirely sure what you were going to ask me, to be honest - please come back and ask questions if you want! anyway, I'll tag as #israel anon so you can find any subsequent posts :) God be with you

#anon #ask #israel anon #israel #politics

[blackstarchanx3new]

Falling Cards Paradise within Reach Pages 111-125

I'm still debating on if I wanna do a "Falling Cards director's commentary" style thing like FSR rambles and Creations but obnoxiously explained but here's a few things I just wanna say for now, more under the cut:

...People on Webtoon never got Bat was an angel and I will never forgive them for expecting me to spell that out when it's so damn obvious.

So no btw it is not explained in the text as of rn and there's 300+ pages lmfao. It was meant to be OBVIOUS which is why I have not been shy about calling him an angel while posting here.

Ball is dense and ignorant about Paradise and by extension Bat here, that's the joke. Ball isn't knowledgeable about things he reasonably has no clue about as a random dead dude in PURGATORY.

Ball's "Lovely thought process" is supposed to get a laugh out of you about how SILLY it is, and Bat's CLEAR and strong OFFENSE to this line of thought is meant to be funny, as Paul ignores him and keeps talking.

Paul further doesn't fully get Bat brought him to a fucking love hotel which is just further funny, because Ball, is kinda dense.

But considering people on Webtoon genuinely gasped and said "HIS NAME IS PAUL!?" every single time Paul's real name was said, I'm not surprised they never got Bat was an angel.

You can call him Paul or Ball btw both work.

Sorry about being negative this shit just frustrated me for 2+ years and I'm letting that all out now lmfao.

If you're curious about Ball's age, I picture him around 20-40 age wise. His age is confusing because he was a human for 22ish years and has been a doll for 20. HOWEVER his human memories are muddy and that's expanded upon later. Soooo, I just joke he's a 40 year old man for simplicity but he doesn't always act that old for a reason.

Also getting carded for shit is just smth I relate to as someone with a baby face. Another thing that pissed me off that I got reminded of here and if you're an artist this will probably infuriate you too:

Someone genuinely tried to argue with me, HIS CREATOR Bat doesn't have bones. Example number 1 why you should never argue with me about characters you didn't write and I literally made:

He outright conforms he HAS bones and can feel them...

Right here.

You can go back and read shit if you are ever confused about these characters. Like, that's an option. Instead of arguing with me about YOUR ignorance.

I've retconned some stuff but like...He literally always HAD bones. HE HAS ONE IN HIS NECK THAT IS VERY IMPORTANT LATER WHAT KIND OF DRUGS DO YOU GOTTA BE ON TO TRY AND GASLIGHT THE CREATOR ABOUT THEIR OWN CREATION?

All the retcons have been about stuff that literally you would never notice as it wasn't STATED yet or was lose enough as an end I could change it and it would be impossible to tell btw...lmao.

#falling cards paradise within reach #falling cards #oc #indie comic #web comic #original comic #webtoon canvas #my comic #webcomic update #indie comics #Alice Falling Cards #Bat Falling Cards

[castle-dominion]

c3x7 almost famous

I’ve actually seen this one before! It was recorded on TV but I didn’t know it was season 3. This was one of the first ones I’d seen. 

nypd open up ; )

Too many pickles

Me: joining in on the vocal warmups RC: I had a dream I was floating on a lily pad & the swedish bikini team was whispering positive reviews of naked heat  MR: Oh that must have been lovely RC: Yeah... MR: Why are you telling us this RC: Well because of you my swedish paradise turned into a wailing cat shelter

MR: Besides, we’ll all have plenty of time to sleep when we’re dead. *phone rings for a murder* (probably won’t clip)

Alexis’s voice sounds like she’s going thru puberty or smth

RC: Maybe he’s old-school, didn’t want to give up the badge he’d made his career on? LP: Castle he’s mid 20s KB: [the gun is] fake! RC: *taps end & sniffs* that’s tequila *licks finger* that’s cheap tequila

LP: *rips open the guy’s pants* RC: *covers the view* man has a car?

RC: *runs over* shotgun KB: Castle you’re the only one here RC: Ugh this place reminds me of my first dorm room (I don’t think I’ll clip that)

They don’t have a warrant to come in tho

wow Wow WOW

RC: Ladies, I am not a stripper, though I understand how you can make that mistake

Poor gal, puking into their garbage bin. Poor esposito I didn’t know throwing up made him nauseous. (TRIVIA FOR THE SHOW) & the other detective back there too (won’t clip...) she’s still wearing the ring too Y’all tie back her hair. I’ve never had hair that long & now listen I have a mohawk but even I know that u need to tie back long hair if you’re vomiting

Aw castle, getting em coffee, I love him RC: It might interest you to know I’m an assistant volunteer homicide detective myself : ) Oh my goodness this is a great episode, plenty of witnesses but all too drunk to remember.  Ryan, always the phone sim camera record guy. 

JE: They’re treating him like a piece of meat RC: it’s ok, *pats him on the shoulder* Me: It’s his job & also I’ve heard the way YOU talk esposito.  Kathleen: It’s what he’s paid for

K but castle’s laughs & ryan’s face

Girl it’s a digital zoom, not enhancing.  (& why do you need to tap the keyboard? all u need to do is hit ctrl & zoom)

(I still can’t get over how he’s called officer mcnaughty)

SHE HAD TO WAITRESS WHILE HUNGOVER? or maybe she gets a discount there & wasn’t scheduled for work that day

KR: Mostly just of movie posters & a bunch of donald trump books about finance B’y this show is in 2010

Lol “looking up”

Weird timing. KB: You guys head off *ryan looks to esposito in confusion* mucho men *ryan mouths mucho men barely after beckett says it* that’s the place that booked him. Bud he would be saying that a moment later. Not before beckett even said “mucho men”

RC: He’s not even that handsome. 300 bucks an hour? Little steep. LP: As the one person in this room who has seen everything under the sheet? BARGAIN.

RC: Some women want officer mcnaughty, others want an older man with mutual funds. You know, daddy issues. It’s times like this I’m glad my relationship with my dad is actually surprisingly good & I’m queer. 

LS: Sorry, promoters are up my ass.  JE: Lloyd Sanders? LS: I’m already up to my ears in a-rods, *esposito looks at himself* but your friend here, I got women requesting that skinny twilight dude like crazy *Ryan now looks at himself* (Bro ryan isn’t even that skinny, he just looks skinny next to esposito who has muscle like a brickshithouse) LS, tossing a pair of underwear to Ryan: One size fits all. *ryan looks at the underwear trying to figure out what it is* Bathroom’s down the hall if you’re shy.  KR: :| >:| JE: NYPD KR: I can assure you, these would fit LS: That’s what they all say the package store XD (after the interview) KR: Thank you for your time. LS: Hey if you change your mind I can provide you with fangs & some hair gel KR: a??? JE: *just offended*

(Remember in a few seasons when ryan gets a job at men-hattan? as a security guard? Yeah anyway)

KR: Casually mentions twilight to make esposito jealous

KB: Well there’s only one way to find out. *singsong* Oh castle!

(I’m glad my gay older brother is not here) Except ryan & esposito DID NOT call not-it! (she brought him here!) Castle caught the frickin pants

Ooh this is going to be a good scene. Ryan making coffee, esposito taking off his long-sleeved collared sweater in the background. Ryan adding a bit of sugar to their coffees, esposito working out, speaking of which I should do my pushups today. Ryan turns around with an “aight here you go” but stops short when he sees esposito just doing dips on a chair. (Bestie you have a gym upstairs.) JR: Up to his ears in a-rods? I got an a-rod for that SOB. Three years Varsity Ball (talented sports team), *ryan lowkey checking him out,* two years Special Forces triathlon (military marathon), & NYPD calendar 2007. KR: *Looking up into the corner* JE: What? >:( KR: It was a group photo JE: I got letters KR: Yeah, three, two of them from your mom JE: One of them was from my mom KR: Sure JE, politely taking coffee: twilight my ass (clipping)

castle surrounded by women & not liking it? Wow. “Hey honey you found me!”

You know good for them. Firefighters are better than cops for sure. & it’s also a dance! Not just body, but entertainment!

Interesting, the deleted scene & the “woah woah whoa murder?” must be in a different order than initiall7 expected. Well no the deleted scene is similar to this but it’s just a different take. Different take, not deleted scene. 

Castle & his books KR: Did you go home & watch sunset boulevard before your trip to the package store? (esposito isn’t fed up with him this time)

I love martha.

This attorney is weird... 

KB: Ryan can you pull up derek’s acting reel? KR: Man, once was bad enough

Ryan is starting to wear vests & ties more, ties for sure. His colours are still dark tho. I like the evolution of their styles. Esposito just had a long sleeved sweater like thing over his t-shirt, now he is wearing a weird shirt with a lot of panels & a tie & i rly like it. 

Esposito had gang task force days. At least we’re getting backstory this episode. Sports, special forces, & gang task force.  (that’s probably how he knew detective slaughter...? & his interactions with Racine when he was with Ike probably)

Ooh I like the look of them (& I like beckett’s & castle’s outfits)

You know what good on her, & pookiebear that’s honestly kinda cute but a hilariously fake buttslap sound.

Castle you watch way too many infomercials. (He has probably seen Sticky Buddy & the OmniTool+)

KR: IDK how you missed that *slaps the receipt into esposito’s chest with another hilariously fake buttslap sound*

I KNEW I REMEMBERED THE NAME JESSE MANDALAY

Ooh fake identity!!!

Poor gal. Louve he’r idenidy.  Poor guy contractor man...

KB: Do you have any brochures? I’m looking for a place. Mine blew up. My mom told me that tick tick tick was the last episode & I believed her because we only had four episodes of Castle & I thought it was as short-running show that went out with a bang. Then I saw this episode & made some assumptions. But I still hadn’t seen boom, the sequel episode so I wasn’t sure how beckett survived. The part that gets me is that this was halfway through season two & now it is season three. It has been an entire summer, where has beckett been staying? With her dad probably?

I like how sometimes ryan is wearing a soft, dress sweater, sometimes a funny little patterned shirt with a tie, sometimes a normal dress shirt tie & suit jacket (with a coat as well if he needs it), & sometimes a suit with a vest. I love a good waistcoat. Look at him. Every episode I can’t help but notice how pretty he is. I also notice everyone else & their costume choices are very good & purposefully made.

I knew the lawyer was sus. 

This man is already a lawyer you’re never going to get him all the way.

I like how martha calls herself an actress but also an actor & refers to the concept “actor” with he/him pronouns. It gives her bigender or genderfluid vibes even tho it really doesn’t. 

Always!

Rick is such a dad. He loves his daughter so much & no matter how childish or grossly adult he acts, when he is around his daughter he is full of love.  Also the little feeding the birds with her uwu.

(ok got all my clips)

#castle 3x7 #castle 3x7 quote #castle 3x7 spoilers

[kyaruun]

QIAN THE KISSER lmaooo my ultimae attack is just plopping a heart shape pillow onto everyone that does 99% of total HP damage... i am uncreative these days lilikags only exists because my first oc ever evolved into the sister of kageyama tobio from hq.. which i was obsessed with when i entered this site. nazu-yume turned into nazukisser one day and i do not regret my only ever URL change for a blog that didn't completely change its purpose. riddle-lovehearts was cute on my end. i just think it was cute. but sakunyas is so so so cute its so you very smart indeed

oh these are exams administered not by the school itself but uh. by a company. who charges like 90 dollars per exam. that you statistically will probably not pass. and everyone buys into it because at least taking the course shows you try hard. which helps you get into a good university. better if you scored a 4 or 5, which then again you need to pay to report to Each School You Apply To

when will the collegeboard (this company) get competition that knocks it off its fucking high horse

yeah im taking calc ab which is like. calc 1? and calc bc is calc 1 and 2 in the same amt of time? maybe its bcs all the smart kids go into calc bc is prob why the pass rate is good

oh yeah uh, the grading goes like ... this. they have very strict guidelines on how to grade. so for frq (free response question) if like any of x, x, or x are true, score whatever number it tells you to. if the response gets past those and if any of x x or x are true, score a 6 or smth. and whether the response reached that, depends on the ap graders, who are stuck into this huge place in like idk minnesota and they just grade all day. all day. like they have a quota of like 200 or 300 exams to go through and grade. for mcq its either right or wrong the computer can grade that they prob just scan it all in the scantron

for language yeah it depends on the teacher and how they prepare you for the test over the years you learn the language idk if you did the STAMP test or whatever but i got like one of the top scores in the class for speaking, a 5 5 6 7 (reading, writing, listening, speaking) so technically i have a good chance at ap japanese exam but am i going to sit through sensei's class for another year? hell the fuck no.

i have no idea where they got that, because i was like "tf is happening" this entire year. so like i don't know. but i passed.

ANYWAYS waaaaa ive been taking a break so its really hard for me to accept that i am hardworking even though a lot of people say so? maybe its because like every time i slack i get scolded by someone at home LOL but ive been resting the last 6 days so yeah (spring break)

thankyouuuu if i gibe up all my hobbies i really wont have anything left for me so i have to just. idk find some way to enjoy at least one of them and stick with it till i find something that brings me a lot of joy again 👍🏻someday

anyways sorry this ended up being Extremely Long i can go off about the collegeboard forever. they sent me a text yesterday saying that ap exams are coming up.

jesus christ i'm not surprised you're stressed it sounds so insane. feels like the more you read about it the more braincells you lose ;; i won't complain about the spanish system every agai-- well no i will because it sucks ass but you get the point ;;;

having at least one hobby you can go to to disconnect from responsabilities it's pretty much a need tbh writing is fun. drawing. having an insane brainrot over a cute bunch of pixels <3 anything works as long as it makes your life a bit easier. sometimes even silly things like talking to someone, finding a new game etc

#i know being social helps some people! #i'm still. working around HOW to be social #i'd love to learn how to talk to people more often TT