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xoioel · 4 months
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QUESTIONS FOR THE UNIVERSE
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parings; hinata x 8th member fem! reader
genre; fluff and slight angst??
warnings: none?!
synopsis; you’ve been having your doubts about why you debuted with XG, because you dont have as many talents as the other girls. And plus the age gap, you being a foreign member so the language barriers, it makes you think you need to go on a hiatus to work on yourself..
authors note; hey guys im back from my god knows how long break😭 this is so sweet bc hinata is such a cute patootie
— i speak my mind and don’t think first
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It's very difficult being a maknae, especially when you haven't trained as much as the girls. Before the debut and internship only a year passed and boom, debut at 15!
How sometimes you want to stop time and improve yourself, maybe just to restart and try again, if only get closer to their perfection.
It’s so nice to have hinata in the same room, you don’t have to clean it and no one will mind, everyone lives in their own comfort, you can not only laugh with her, but also have a heart-to-heart talk, but sometimes you don’t say a word when returning from the another group photoshoot.
Today is just such a day when everyone, having returned home, scattered to their rooms and went to the shower. having waited your turn, you needed into it. Finally, you can take the weight off your shoulders. People say that the older you get, the less you start to beat yourself up about things, but even after almost two years.
At the age of 16 you start comparing yourself even more. On the way home, you decided to look at your fancam, is that really how you look as you dance. Why are there so many mistakes, but your voice, is it really true? It’s so hard, everyone has their strengths, but what are yours? the comments mostly talk about how cute you are and that's it, but is that really all?
Many tears begin to flow one after another. after standing there for a good 10 minutes, you go back to the room, the light is no longer on, only one lamp near your bed is on, Hinata already seems to be sleeping soundly, turning to the wall, you change into pajamas and go to bed, now you can finally sleep.
But the sobs continue to break out as soon as your head hits the pillow. Your trying to drown it out, as you sit up and start breathing, everything seems to stop.
"Are you okay? what's happened?" Hinata’s voice comes from somewhere on the side, slightly lower than usual and you hear the rustling of comforters, “Sorry, I’m already going to bed” You were about lie down. “I asked what happened to you?” her voice sounds rougher than before.
“I...I just, umm” your hands bury themselves in the hair and head falls to the knees. “come here,” She says nothing more and opens the many blankets, moving back, inviting you to lie with her in it. Doing what she asks, you settle down on her bed, pressing your back to her chest.
Her hands find your hair and begin to stroke and scratch your scalp “well, what’s going on, I noticed in the car that something was wrong”Hina says to you as she continues to play with your hair, “I’m just not sure that I fit in the group, all that they say about me is just how cute I smile or I’m mistaken, how cute my voice trembles, they don’t say that I dance or sing well. It seems to me that I got into the group too early, should I have taken someone else and not me?”
“Stop saying that,” She switches to a whisper, “why are you listening to what they say about you on the Internet? they always divide everyone into beautiful, talented, cute or those who don’t do enough” She breathes loudly, and her hand leaves your hair and squeezes your shoulder.
“You are unique, as unique as we all are, do you think we would have gotten into the group if we weren’t like that? Our group is not just work, we are family and will always support each other, right?”
- nod -
“Then next time, please tell me and the others on how you feel or if you really need just talk to Jurin-chan, if you want to improve your skills, let’s practice together, the main thing is to say, we will definitely cope with everything no matter what happens, okay?”
“Yes, thank you so much Hina unnie, I love you, all of you”.
A long night in the arms of your sister, what could be better and easier, it really helps when family is always nearby.
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lorarri · 20 days
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★ . . . 🇯🇵 𝐁𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍 , 𝐋𝐇𝟒𝟒
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summary , winter break in full swing and lewis takes a trip to the land of the rising sun and leaves with the heart of there darling princess
pairing , lewis hamilton x fem! royalty! reader
series masterlist | main masterlist | f1 masterlist | f1 grid masterlist
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lewishamilton
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lewishamilton cold in japan but they keep me warm 💞
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user ummm sir who is this 'they' you are speaking of
user calm down guys he's talking about me
user THEY???? THEYYYY???
user okay but the caption
user hellp police my husband has been stolen from me
user sir is this a soft launch orrrrr
user the fact that lewis is already trending on twitter
user twitter detectives do you thing
user okay so while you guys are freaking about lewis's possible soft launch has everybody just failed to notice how the crowned princess of japan is in his likes and also FOLLOWS him
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lewishamilton replied to your story!
hope you enjoyed the race
I did it was so much fun
congrats on the p1 btw
and good luck on the title charge
if anyone can beat redbull it's you
thank you so much princess
I'll make sure to win this championship for you
but till then how about we get dinner together?
I thought you would never ask
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lewishamilton this one was for my princess
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─ requested by . . .
anon ─ request for japan where reader is a princess from the royal family? faceclaim maybe chisa from xg
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filmbyjy · 2 years
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BUSINESS PROPOSAL
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PAIRING > park sunghoon x fem!reader
synopsis > being the amazing friend you were, you had helped your friend who desperately did not want to go on the blind date so you went as her. however, you were dumbfounded to find out that the CEO was your friend’s blind date! hopefully, he doesn’t recognise you.
GENRE > ceo au, staff!reader, fake dating au, girlboss reader because that’s how kim hari was in business proposal😌 hot CEO sunghoon (ahah but you must be asking why not secretary when there is a sunghoon in business proposal that was hot and kinky😏 well idk)
FEATURING > K from &team, yujin and wonyoung from ive, danielle from newjeans, harvey from XG and romin from e'last. of course the enhypen members too and if on occasions I may add new idols into the smau ^_^
WARNING > there isn't much warnings but like I FEEL BAD FOR MAKING MY LOVE FROM E'LAST AS MINWOO THE RED FLAG T_T
SCHEDULE > updated whenever I can…
TAGLIST > series has officially ended. thank you for joining this whole ride🫶🏻
START: 20 October 2022 | END: 12 February 2023
NOTE: 4th SMAU WOOOO. well technically there is only ‘jam out’ here…EHEM I’ll just exit🚪I know I’ve written in my original that the reader will be sunghoon’s secretary but I ultimately decided to stick to how the original ‘business proposal’ went. BUT I may make you the secretary maybe later on in the episodes😉 oh and I aged up everyone except jungwon and ni-ki bc I like the aspect of them being sunghoon’s bodyguards even though they are high schoolers😀
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profile: CEO and his minions | cosmetic whores😛
prologue: the contrasts of friend groups
one: love hurts [written]
two: no head, no possay
three: damn😨
four: they are just friends
five: THATS AGAINST THE LAW
– placing this bc the previous read more messed up –
six: he just self inserted
seven: makeover montage😍😍
eight: LET YOUR TITS FREE🗣️🗣️
nine: who tf is harvard and one letter hyung?
ten: dave and juan🥺 [written + pictures]
eleven: tell us what you know old man👹
twelve: I wanna kick some shins😍😍
thirteen: curby
fourteen: snorting my sorrows away
fifteen: elavatoe
sixteen: plot hole once again
seventeen: sunoo finds out! [written]
eighteen: alpha female raptor
nineteen: FOR FREE???
twenty: grippers and snatchers
twenty-one: ZAYUM DADDAË
twenty-two: velociraptor speaks
twenty-three: happy birthday, here is a gift❤️
twenty-four: meeting the grandmother😵‍💫 [written]
twenty-five: the english to australian translator
twenty-six: love you too hyung🥰
twenty-seven: they’re dating…again
twenty-eight: hentai tentacles
twenty-nine: happy anniversary? [written]
thirty: she’s a fraud
thirty-one: let’s drink the night away!
thirty-two: christian minecraft server era
thirty-three: jay hyung male wife era
thirty-four: YOU KNEW HE KNEW??
thirty-five: SOUND THE ALARM
thirty-six: they flirting
thirty-seven: 3 step guide [written]
thirty-eight: the censored pic
thirty-nine: we good time👍🏻
fourty: kiss me [written]
fourty-one: post-kiss feelings??
fourty-two: paper work. what else?
fourty-three: failed secret dating
fourty-four: b-b-but :(
fourty-five: she’s a fighter [written]
fourty-six: how about…naur
fourty-seven: NO BUTS🧌 JUST GO
fourty-eight: that’s a pervert!
fourty-nine: the devil’s cha cha cha💃🏻🕺🏻
fifty: r.i.p that pus- [written]
special episodes!
baby name website
the many FaceTime sessions
youngmi and her little sibling
ask business proposal casts
author asks | business proposal cast
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fanfiction4sooya · 7 months
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Masterlist
Hi guys! Just quick introduction: I'm Lua, 26 brazilian woman who loves to write. This blog is for kpop girl groups and gg's only. I write for fun and for fun only, so I don't like angst and will probably write it only under request (and I can say no if it makes me uncomfortable bc I'm really bad at it).
I try to be as polite and gentle as a human possibly can, but I can and will set boundaries (and be mean) if I have to. (Some people tend to go crazy since they are anonymous)
Mainly a NSFw blog focused on Sub F!R x Dom Idol and Idol x Idol; but feel free to request Dom Fem!R :) I write imagines, thoughts, MTL, polygamous relationships (3 people only) and honestly a lot of other stuff, just check with me on my ask box and I'll let you know!!
I only write smut for girls with legal age/people I'm comfortable writing for;
If I see spam on my ask box I won't respond and probably will delete it, I definitely do not to want to bring any negative attention towards anyone, nor shame anyone.
I don't write about any disorders at all.
Please be kind to each other! 💖
My favorite groups are:
BP, Dreamcatcher, Itzy (Top 3). Twice (For the n*zi shirt incident I chose to NOT write for Chaeyoung, no hate for her or those who write for her), Red velvet, IVE, Loona, WJSN, New Jeans (But I don't write for them), Le Sserafim, XG, G- Idle, aespa, SNSD and VIVIZ
Soloists: Yena, Bibi, Eunbi, BoA, Sunmi, CL, Chungha, Soojin
Dancers: Bada Lee, NoZe, Lee Jung.
So here are the links for what I write. Fics are blue, imagines are pink, asks and requests are red!
BlackPink:
Crazy over you - Jisoo x Fem! Reader
Dreamcatcher:
Office game - Handong x Yoohyeon
Happy Su-A day!
Itzy:
Annoyingly you (A! Chaeryeong/ O!Lia)
Hot wife Chaeryeong
BFF's Yeji and Chaeryeong
Power Bottom Chaeryeong
Soft love making with Chaeryeong
Pervy neighbor chaeryeong
Le Sserafim:
Make me yours (Sakura X Yunjin)
Can't save you now (Sakura x Chaewon x Kazuha)
Speak up (Dom Kazuha x F!Sub reader)
Lakers Yunjin fucking you
Sloppy head with Yunjin
Puppy needs (Hybrid Yunjin x F!Reader)
Twice:
Fire & Gasoline (A! Jihyo x O! Reader)
Pretty Pet (Sana x F! Reader)
Mornings with you (G!P Momo x F!Reader)
G!P Mina x F! Reader
Jealous Step mommy Sana (G!P)
MILF Sana x Maid F! Reader
Fisting with Step mom! Sana
G!P Doctor Sana x F! Reader
Rewarding Idol!Jihyo
Cockwarming w/ Jihyo
Masc! Jihyo
Possessive G!P Momo
Deep throat w/ G!P Mina
GF Jeongyeon
Brat tamers Jeong and Sana
Sana overstimulating you
Twice as hybrids (g!p)
Jeongyeon bottoming for you
On edge (sana x F! Reader)
IVE:
Double Trouble (G!P Yujin x F!Reader x G!P Gaeul)
Rough G!P Yujin x innocent F!Reader
Yujin degrading F!Reader
Nerdy student Yujin
Cockwarming Yujin
G!P Gaeul w/ innocent tutor F!Reader
Birthday Sex w/ Wonyoung
Wonyoung x Bratty F!Reader
Riding hung Gauel
Wolf hybrid Yujin
My dream girl (Wonyoung x Liz) - Fluff
Possessive hybrid wonyoung
G-Idle:
A little relief (Shuhua x Miyeon)
Proud to be yours (BP Rosé x Miyeon)
Miyeon x Yuqi
Miyeon with a breeding kink
Somnophilia & Mimin
Red Velvet:
Addictive (Wendy x F!Reader)
Possessive mommy Irene
Loyal dog (Sub A! Seulgi x Dom O! Reader)
Cult leaders RV fucking you
Alpha Seulgi helping on your first heat
Dirty thoughts about Irene
Aespa:
Mommy Karina
The closest to her (G!P Winter x F!R)
Gamer winter neglecting you
Dirty thoughts about ningning
Somnophilia with puppy minjeong
Call her now (Karina x Fem!R)
SNSD:
Let me help (Tiffany x F!Reader)
Fox hybrid yuri
Possessive alpha Tiffany
How big is alpha Bada/ Tiffany
WJSN:
Use me please (Exy x Dayoung)
XG: -
Loona: -
I'll be your sweet dream (Heejin X F!Reader)
Camgirl! yeojin
VIVIZ: -
SOLOISTS:
Yena:
Married Reader x Yena
Car sex w/ Yena
Eunbi:
Bitter (Eunbi x F! Reader)
BIBI:
Touchy BIBI
BoA:
Sunmi:
CL:
Chungha:
DANCERS:
Bada Lee:
Sly fox, dumb bunny (G!P Bada x F!Reader)
Alpha Bada
How big is alpha Bada/ Tiffany
NoZe:
Lee Jung:
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cartierre · 1 year
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SHOOTING STAR | cl16
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SOCIAL MEDIA!AU charles leclerc x fem!kpop idol!reader
side note: this lowkey made me want to start a kpop account lmao second side note: this took forever to edit. like, to actually edit because a lot of the posts are custom made. original songs: "shooting star" by xg "motospeed24" and "animal farm" by bibi "best lover" by 88rising and bibi "anywhere but home" by seulgi "impurities" by le sserafim
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yourusername Y/N The 5th Mini Album 'SHOOTING STAR' 🎧2023.02.17 6PM (KST) #당신의 이름 (your name) #Y/N #SHOOTINGSTAR
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user1 omg finally, we've been starved for long enough!
user2 i didn't know charles listened to kpop ⤷ user4 watch them announcing they're dating ⤷ user5 the delusion lmao
user6 y/n and bts collab when
taeyeon_ss my angel is back! comment liked by yourusername ⤷ yourusername 🫶🏻🫶🏻
user7 Y/N LITERALLY NEVER DISAPPOINTS. THE VISUALS OML ⤷ user8 she is the idol of idols
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yourusername SHOOTING STAR MV Teaser 🎧2023.02.17 6PM (KST) #당신의 이름 (your name) #Y/N #SHOOTINGSTAR
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user9 charles continues being here ⤷ user10 he's entering his kpop phase
user11 mother is motheringggggg
user12 i just know we're gonna have a whole feast!
user13 charles liking all her posts... my two worlds are colliding ⤷ user14 we love it here
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yourusername 너무 예뻐요 (so pretty)
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user15 EXCUSE ME THE LAST PICTURE??!! ⤷ user16 i'm GAGGED
user17 first she's dropping soty (song of the year) and now she drops a soft launch? ⤷ user18 fuck the soft launch, i want a hard launch. i need to know who this is
user19 charles stuck in the likes... am i sensing something? ⤷ user20 i mean... it is race week...
user21 laughing, crying, throwing up rn
user22 sorry but y/n is for the girls and the girls only ⤷ user23 whoever this is needs to move his ass away from her fr
user24 everyone's fighting but i'm just glad my girl y/n is getting dicked down
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tagged: charles_leclerc, carlossainz55
yourusername 모두 빨간색 (all red)
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user25 IT'S HAPPENING, I REPEAT, IT IS HAPPENING
user26 y/n dropping a picture of both charles and carlos to make it less obvious that she's dating charles is so funny
charles_leclerc a not so great weekend, but great company! comment liked by yourusername
user27 charles finally got the balls to comment after lurking in her likes for ages ⤷ user28 and she doesn't even reply HAHAHAHA poor charles
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heavenlycloud · 1 year
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the veil~ smau
pairing: huh yunjin x fem! reader, aespa 5th member fem! reader x huh yunjin
status: ongoing... ➸ 04/15/2022 // taglist OPEN
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synopsis: making friends— that’s all you downloaded this new app for, that’s all the new app is supposed to be for. the original plan goes awry when you meet the girl that seems to be your perfect match.
genre: fluff, angst, crack, social media au, romance, comedy, strangers to lovers, idol au
starring: le sserafim, aespa, minji and hanni (new jeans), itzy, nana (woo-ah!), sieun (stayc), jurin (xg), shotaro (nct), heejin (loona), dosie (purple kiss), yeri (red velvet), felix (skz), gaeul (ive), somi, keeho (p1harmony), lily and haewon (nmixx), remi (cherry bullet), txt, lee chaeyoung (fromis_9), beomhan (fm entertainment), more
warnings: swearing, dirty jokes, lightly implied nsfw
fic notes: this is a work of fiction i made for fun just like my other works. i'm not assuming the sexualities, personalities, platonic/romantic relationships between any and all idols used in this fic. idols born after 2003 will not be frequently written in or directly involved with any romantic relationship/implied nsfw at any time.
author notes: this is my first smau!!! i've been wanting to make one for years and i finally found the motivation and confidence to do it. right now i haven't figured out an update schedule since i'm still in school, but i'll work on finding one if people actually want one. some chapters may be very text heavy opposed to tweets and messages just to contribute to the plot.
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before you begin please read the profiles, how it works, and introduction
profiles: the androids | the angels
how it works: the veil app
0. introduction: i got a match
i. one: hell froze over
ii. two: oh that bitch GAY
iii. three: the face of a cold blooded killer
iv. four: you think im cute? part ii. text + social media posts
v. five: hey bby gorl i want u
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atinycafe · 11 months
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NAVIGATION (ノ´・ᴗ・`)ノ*:・゚✧
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SADE. nineteen (she/her). muslim&brown girl. ateez writing blog. ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧
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As you browse through my posts and dive into the depths of my thoughts, I hope you discover a comfy corner that feels like home in my little account. So, grab a cup of your favorite beverage, get comfy, and let's embark on this adventure together. But, before you engage with my blog or delve into my content, I kindly request that you keep the following points in mind. Your cooperation is greatly appreciated. Much love!
Every single piece you'll find here is a creation of mine. I kindly ask you to refrain from reposting, translating, or copying any of my works. They hold a special place in my heart, and I'd appreciate your respect for my artistic integrity. Thank you for understanding! (」°ロ°)」
As of now, I do create some explicitly NSFW content, so I kindly request that individuals under the age of 18 refrain from engaging with this account. It makes me uncomfy when minors come across this genre of content that I write. (×_×)⌒☆
All my works are female!reader unless stated otherwise ("gn reader" in the tags).
Stan list: Ateez, BtoB, EXO, iKON, ITZY, IVE, KARD, Kiss Of Life, LE SSERAFIM, Mamamoo, NCT, NewJeans, P1Harmony, Red Velvet, Riize, Seventeen, SHINee, SNSD, The Boyz, TXT, Twice, XG, Xikers.
hard hours: closed soft hours: closed commissions: open
MASTERLIST + BLOG TAGS + TAGLIST + RULES UNDER THE CUT
MASTERLIST [4 works]
LIME SORBET — reader finally comes back to s. korea as she finished her training in los angeles, ready to debut as a solo artist under kq ent! exciting right? well her sunbaes seem to like that idea too. [alpha!ateez x omega!idol!reader]
BENEATH THE SURFACE — mermaid!reader literally gets robbed by ateez and then falls in love w them after like they didn't just steal from her?? [pirate!ateez x mermaid!reader]
APOCALYPTIC AMOUR — a tight-knit friend group's carefree days turn into a fight for survival as they navigate a zombie apocalypse [ot8!ateez x fem!reader]
COMMON MASTERLIST — all of my ateez scenarios
BLOG TAGS [15 tags]
#lime sorbet : only and all the chapters of the lime sorbet fic
#beneath the surface : only and all the chapters of the beneath the surface fic
#apocalyptic amour : only and all the chapters of the apocalyptic amour fic
#limesorbet.asks : any inquiries or questions related to the aforementioned fic
#beneaththesurface.asks : any inquiries or questions related to the aforementioned fic
#apocalypticamour.asks : any inquiries or questions related to the aforementioned fic
#sade.speaks : not related to any fic, just my thoughts.
#sade.requests : requested prompts
#masterlist : all my masterlists will be present under this tag.
TAGLIST HERE RULES HERE (please read my rules before requesting!)
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springseasonie · 1 year
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Complicated | NJM (M)
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Best friend's boyfriend x fem reader
Summary: you love your best friend. you've known each other for practically your whole lives. she knew practically everything about except for one thing: your relationship with her boyfriend Jaemin. all you wanted was to be like her, but now you've taken it too far and are suffering for it.
Warnings: sexual content, kitchen sex (scandalous), vanilla sex, oral (fem receiving), mentions of arguing/yelling, lots and lots of cheating/infidelity, lots of angst grrr, Jaemin is kinda mean tbh :/, may contain errors even though I proof read :p
Word count: 3,4k
Song recs: tread carefully by sza, open the door by lolo zouaï
A/N: heyyy. this is my first official onsehot that I'm posting 😭 kinda nervous to post it ngl. I wanted to post something before my birthday at least and I wrote so many other things but they didn't really stick. I like this this one enough to post it, so I hope you all like it too. Please let me know if I'm missing any warnings. Feed back is always appreciated 🩷🩷 also just know that Maya is just a character and not at all related to Maya from XG PLEASEEEE 😭
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You felt so guilty, you really did. You hated yourself everyday for giving into your selfish desires, sinful needs, intrusive thoughts. Your best friend was important to you, the most important person to you in the world, but you couldn't help it. You wanted him, you needed him, and unfortunately he gave himself up to you.
It all started on a camping trip you and your friend group went on last summer. Maya wouldn't leave his side the entire time and it pisses you off. You didn't know why it pissed you off, but something about the way she stuck to him like glue was annoying.
"Jaemin, where are you going," she whined, making a childish pouting face.
"I'll be back. I'm just going to get more beer," he replied.
"I'll come too." You stood up following behind him back into the cabin.
Jaemin loved Maya, he really did, but he couldn't help finding himself becoming more and more irritated by her as the trip went on. Her constant nagging, need to be near him, treating him like he was her personal assistant. He had enough of it but couldn't tell her, in fear it would fuck up the vibe of the group.
Jaemin opened the door, allowing you to walk in before him. "Are you getting more beer," he asked.
You were taken by surprise, expecting for the both of you to walk to the kitchen in silence. "Oh no, I just wanted to get away from the outdoors. I don't like bugs and they get rowdy at night, you know?"
Jaemin chuckled softly at your statement, opening the fridge. You smiled as you watched him. Maya didn't really get him like you did now that you thought about it. Jaemin always laughed at your jokes. There wasn't one moment where the both of you felt uncomfortable around each other. You didn't know if it was because of his friendly nature or his good looks. Maybe it was because he reminded you of the dad you never had. You always felt envious seeing him beside Maya, protecting her, holding her, even when he didn't want to.
You've always envied her since a young age. She was perfect, probably everything you wanted to be. Perfect body, likable personality, amazing fashion. You never really understood why she was friends with you, the both of you being so different from each other. Maya never had trouble when it came to dating, but when you met her new boyfriend, you couldn't help but lothe how perfect their relationship looked and how much you wanted it too.
"Well if you aren't bringing anything, do you mind taking some of these for me," he asked.
"Yeah, sure I don't mind." Jaemin placed a couple of beers in your arms. You began to walk, but tripped on your own feet in the process. You felt your feet struggling to gain balance as you tried to pick yourself up, holding the bottles at the same time.
"Woah, woah. I got you." Jaemin wrapped his arms around you, balancing you. Your back was against his chest, and you could've sworn you felt his heart jump out his chest for a second. "You okay?" Jaemins face was leaning down from behind you. His closeness startled you, but didn't scare you enough to move away.
"Yeah! I'm fine just a bit-" you turned your head slightly, lips almost touching his. Jaemin swore time stopped at that moment. He hadn't felt this way with Maya in a while, but something about you was different. He was intrigued, but he knew he couldn't go further. The both of you knew you couldn't go further.
But at that moment, he didn't care. He didn't care that he was leaning into you, lips brushing over yours, sending tingles through your spine.
"Jaemin stop. You're dating my best friend," you say, trying to reason with him. You want your words to be convincing so badly, but the way they come out in a small whisper makes Jaemin feel insane.
Before Jaemin could even speak, he heard the door open with a loud call for his name. The both of you separated at the speed of light, you clinging onto the bottles and him pretending to look in the fridge for something.
"Jaemin," Maya called in a sing-song voice,"where are you two?"
"In the kitchen," he called back.
Maya waltzed in the kitchen, immediately gravitating to Jaemin. You stood there and watched as she hooked her arms with his. She looks so in love. This was the first time you felt the guilt hit you like a truck. Seeing her so happy, and realizing how you almost ruined it a second before she came into the room was your wake up call, and you were sure you wouldn't fall asleep again.
But it's never that simple is it?
You and Jaemin kissed later that night cleaning up the outside of the cabin. It was the most romantic thing that ever happened to you in your life. Under the moon and stars, in front of a campfire, his hand holding yours. You couldn't get it out of your head. The next morning when you saw Maya, you wanted to run and hide. You wanted to tell her right away, but something in you couldn't pull it out. You couldn't break her heart and neither could Jaemin, so the both of you decided to keep it a secret and never let that happen again.
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"Jaemin, please. I need you so bad."
Jaemin kissed your neck feverishly as he sits you on your kitchen counter. His hands grasped your hips tight as his tongue ran down the sides of your neck. Jaemin moved his hands from your hips to your thighs, opening your legs wider. His hands make quick work of your shirt and shorts, throwing them somewhere in your kitchen.
You quickly unncliped your bra, shaking it off your shoulders and arms. Jaemin steps back watching you with hungry eyes as he pulls his shirt over his head, taking it off swiftly.
The guilt came in waves sometimes. It was there, then it wasn't. On some days, it was like a tsunami, flooding and pouring all over your mind. The heartbreak you couldn't escape not just for your best friend, but for yourself. You try to convince yourself that it wasn't all your fault, but instead all Maya and Jaemin, no matter how much they meant to each other, they were not good for each other. There were so many times where she called you crying or where you heard him yelling and shouting at her despite how perfect they looked on the outside. Maya was never as sensitive and soft as she looked though. She had a mean streak everyone around her knew about. Always taunting him and bringing up his parents when she knew him and his mother had a bad relationship. They were truly awful for each other, but at least they had each other.
Jaemin immediately attached his lips to yours, hands gripping your legs hard enough to leave marks. He bit your lip, tugging at it softly. When Jaemin pulls away, his eyes are foggy, almost like he'd been crying. He looks so pretty to you, it doesn't matter what he does. Jaemin dropped to his knees, pulling your legs apart even further. He makes quick work of your underwear, tugging them down roughly and throwing them somewhere obscure. Your hands tangle in his brown hair, watching him kiss up your thighs.
"Don't take your eyes off me," he mumbled against your skin.
And with that, his face completely disappeared between your legs. All you could feel was his lips and tongue working at you like he was made for you. You wanted to feel guilty right now. You wanted to hate yourself and him, but how could you, especially when he made you feel this good.
Jaemin held your legs to stop them from clamping around his head. You hissed in pain feeling his nails dig into your skin. His tongue moved against you quickly, making you against his mouth roughly. Your mouth opens, soft gasps and curses leave your lips.
Jaemin watched you as you basically fell apart right above him. You looked so pretty to him every time you fucked, never a dull moment with you. He didn't feel this way with Maya. Feeling like he could do whatever he wanted to you, the feeling knowing he could ask you if whatever and you would argue. Sometimes he wished that it was you he got to hug and hold and kiss and show around to everyone, but he was grateful to you for even letting him in your apartment.
Your brows furrowed as you felt yourself getting close. You let go of his hair, immediately moving your hand to the back of his head pushing his mouth closer to your core. "God, I'm so fucking close."
Jaemin nods, pulling your body closer to his. You let go of his head, placing your hand behind you to keep your balance. You feel your whole body shiver as a tight ball from your stomach. Your moans escape louder, filling the room and Jaemin's ears. His name spills past your lips over and over while you cum on his tongue, giving him satisfaction. Jaemin stood up, kissing you without giving you a chance to breathe. He pulled you off the counter and turned you around, immediately bending you over the surface.
"I-I thought you had something to do with Maya," you asked.
"She can wait."
You weren't as discreet with your excitement as you thought, but it didn't matter that much to you. Jaemin knew you didn't care and he didn't care either. He didn't care that he was doing something he wasn't, saying things he wasn't supposed to.
Jaemin pulled his length out his sweats, taking a condom out his pocket. You watch him as he quickly slides it on. You don't feel guilty, you never have. In fact, you couldn't be happier, especially when he's pushing himself into you slowly, filling your insides like right now. Every time he fucks you, you swear he was made for you.
Jaemin rocked his hips into you slowly, holding your hips firmly. Soft grunts left his lips while you let out soft moans, head resting on the counter.
"Fuck," you mumbled.
"That feel good?"
You nodded, moans becoming whiny with every movement. Jaemin loved every sound you made. Every moan, groan, whine, even gasp felt so genuine, so real. Only you could help him in his fucked up stressful days. Just your voice, body, just you, but he would never admit that, especially while he was with Maya.
"Faster Jaemin."
Jaemin obliged, thrusting inside of you faster. Your moans became louder with each movement, some muffled by your hands. You looked back at him, immediately being met with his piercing gaze. He loves looking in your eyes when he fucked you. It was something he never really did with Maya because she hated the emotional part of sex. But the emotion was something he always had with you, even with no eye contact and that's what scared him the most.
Jaemin's hands never left your sides, especially when you reached back and clasped your hand with his. He thrust deeper into you, making his brows furrowed in pleasure.
"You feel so good," he mumbled.
"I know baby.."
"Fuck Y/N.."
Jaemin leaned down, leaving small kisses on your neck. You tilted your head giving him more access. Jaemin, who was too wrapped up in his emotions, bit your neck softly. Maya told you he did that to her a couple of times, that he only does it when he's in a heated state of mind. This was the first time he did it to you, and probably the first time you felt so close to him in a while.
"I'm so close Y/N," he moaned softly.
"Me too."
"Cum with me okay?"
He watched as you moaned his name, throwing your head back. The grip you had in his hand grew tighter as your moans grew louder. You were close, so close.
"I-I'm cumming Jaemin," you whined loudly.
He nodded as he felt you squeeze around him tight, making him groan in pleasure. Jaemin came right after you, pressing his hips into you. The both of you stood there, Jaemin slumped over your body in pure bliss that was soon taken over by the irritation of having to leave right away.
You could tell how quickly the mood shifted when he lifted himself from your body and pulled out of you carefully.
"I have to go," he said plainly.
It took everything in you not to break down and cry right there. It was embarrassing really- a girl who just fucked her best friend's boyfriend for the 100th time- is sad because he has to go back to her. You're sad because he can't just stay with you for the rest of the day, just lay with you and cuddle. It shouldn't break your heart but it does every time.
"Can't you just say for a little bit?" Your voice came out small, shaky from trying not to break down. You were pulling on your clothes, hands shaking as he stood in front of you with a blank expression.
"I have to leave," he replied sternly.
"I never ask you for anything-"
"You do this every time." Jaemin's voice began to raise a bit. He often yelled when he was angry, you've heard it and experienced it on many occasions, but it was nothing like what Maya had to go through.
"Why do you act like I'm holding you hostage to stay here? Cut the fucking attitude."
Jaemin clenched his jaw, eyes scanning your face when you lean against your counter silently. He didn't want to leave you. He didn't want to be on the receiving end of your angry text, your threats, your attitude. "Why can't you just understand that I have to go and leave it at that?"
"Because you come here and fuck me, then leave and expect me to deal with it and not be upset," you confess.
"You shouldn't be upset. We shouldn't even be doing this," he groans in his palms.
You look at him, hurt filling your eyes. You hated it when he said it out loud. It's as if he doesn't know the torment that occurs every time you see him at your front door. You shouldn't be doing this, but neither should he.
"This wouldn't be happening if you didn't kiss me," you mumbled.
Jaemin moved his hands from his face, a shocked and confused smile on his lips. "Are you fucking kidding me?"
You looked at him, rolling your eyes. "What," you asked with indifference.
"Did you just try to blame this on me," he questioned angrily.
You stood there silent just staring at him with your arms crossed. You couldn't answer. Jaemin walked up to you, looking down at you with an intimidating, dangerous gaze.
"You can't talk all of a sudden," he taunts.
"Fuck you."
Jaemin let a dry, unamused laugh leave his lips. He backed up from you and leaned on your fridge. "Cursing at me isn't going to undo anything we just did you know."
"Do you think I don't feel like shit when you walk in here? You think I feel good knowing how much I'm hurting Maya?" The tears you tried so desperately to hold back began spilling. You frantically wiped your tears when you looked at you.
"No I don't," Jaemin answered, shrugging his shoulders. "I think you don't care enough to have been fucking me all this time."
"You're one to talk. You initiated this-"
"And you agreed. If you were a good friend, you would tell her, but you're not." Jaemin spoke plainly, heartlessly. His words cut through you like glass and it hurt him a bit more than it should. You needed to hear it though. It was the truth after all. "And you might not think so, but I feel guilty too."
"Coming here fucking me doesn't show it," you spat.
"You're not a saint." Jaemin was beginning to grow tired of your victim mentality. Nothing was ever your fault in your eyes. It was always him or her or them, but nothing was ever on you.
"I don't try to be," you yelled. "I'm going through a lot and-and I'm trying to work on it okay? Jaemin what we have is complicated-"
"Complicated," he questioned. "It's not complicated. Nothing about this is complicated."
"So you're telling me you feel the same way with her," you questioned.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"You're telling me when you leave here and go back to her you don't think of me?"
Jaemin's mouth opened to answer you, but he had nothing to say. He did think of you, all the time in fact, even when he was with Maya. Sometimes he couldn't wait to get away from her just to see you for 10 minutes at most. The first time he realized that was the first time he felt guilty. At first, it was just you and him and a small fling, but when you began arguing, that's when he knew it was much deeper. Maya wasn't good for him, but neither were you.
"Y/N…"
You felt your heart shatter into a million pieces hearing the way he said your name. You knew what was going to happen. You thought about it a lot more often than you should, but what did you expect? The relationship you built with him was nothing more than spontaneous. It wasn't supposed to go on for this long, just some fun for the both of you.
"Jaemin, please." The tears were spilling from your eyes freely, fat drops of salty water filling on your shirt. You were shaking, emotions at an all time high.
"We can't do this anymore," he said, a pained expression on his face.
"P-please Jae. I can't handle it. We can work something out," you sobbed. You grabbed his hand, holding it tight as hot tears fell from your face.
"I'm done with this, and I'm done with Maya. I can't keep doing this to the both of you and myself. I'm sorry," he mumbled. He watched you cry, wanting to just hold you in his arms, but he couldn't. He couldn't say the things he wanted to say, do the things he wanted to do. "We're gonna have to tell her.."
You looked up quickly, fear taking over your broken heart. You couldn't tell Maya. You've seen what she did to people who crossed her. Maya might've been sweet and funny, but she was ruthless to people she hated. You didn't want to be hated by her, that's the last thing you wanted from her.
"No, no, no. We-we can't," you stuttered, shaking your head.
"I know you're scared of her, but there's nothing that she'll do to you that she won't do to me," he said, attempting to comfort you.
"You don't understand, Jaemin. She will kill me. Please don't tell her," you begged.
Jaemin frowned, letting go of your hand. "I wish you would at least be truthful to her after this time. You don't have to do it for yourself or me, just her. She deserves to know that her best friend broke her trust.'
His words stung your heart. It was like him rubbing salt in the wound over and over again, reminding you of what you did. "Whatever, just leave."
He let out a heavy sigh grabbing his phone and keys from your counter. "Please know that I didn't want any of this to happen."
And with that, Jaemin left. You couldn't watch him walk out the door, not wanting to cry again in front of him. It's unfortunate that the person you had to fall for had to be your best friend's boyfriend, but that's the way life works sometimes. In the end, you'll always be the secret or the second choice. You were used to it and this was no different.
You stood there for at least an hour, staring at the door or your phone hoping he would come back or text you, but you got nothing. The months of just you and Jaemin finished as fast as it started. Not surprising to you in the slightest, just not what you envisioned. You wanted it to end on a poetic note, much more intimate and emotional, but how could you ask him of that? After all, what the two of you were was complicated.
It didn't matter now, what was done was done, and all there was left to do was wait for everything to crash and burn.
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nillachoco · 9 months
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more than this — p.gw smau // masterlist
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PAIRING – park!gunwook x fem!reader
SYNOPSIS – wherein- the pressure your parents put on you made you care about grades more than anything but gunwook makes you realise academic validation isn't everything.
GENRE – academic rivals to lovers, fluff, angst, crack, smau, high school au
WARNINGS – swearing, crying, mental breakdowns, fighting (nothing that involves physical fight tho), bad relationship with parents
FEATURING – niki - jungwon from enhypen, eunchae from lesserafim, cocona from xg, haruto - junhyeon - hyunbeen from bp, gyuvin - ricky - yujin from zb1 and more...
STATUS – hiatus
a/n – it's my first smau, please have mercy hehe, feel free to leave feedbacks and questions :))
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PROFILES – smarties // ggang // extras
01. with* you* even*
02. it winked at me!!!
03. he's petty af!!
04. samantha
05. so what? (+written 1.5k)
tba...
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taglist: open - @jiaant11 @avocarua
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curi0us-gh0st · 7 months
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Between Bites and Hugs (cocona)
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pairings: Akiyama Kokona x Fem!Reader
word count: 1.304
genre: Fluffy.
summary: Cocona is in danger and the members help her not to get into trouble because of a mosquito that bites her too much, aka you.
warnings: biting, sweetness.
a/n: just... just lots of hugs and bites!
★ Clip 1
Since you debuted in XG, you and the members have created a very strong bond as if you were a family. Especially with Cocona, you met during the training period. And you couldn't deny how much you loved the girl, her language being physical touch and quality time while hers, well, quality time too?
Since your relationship with her became deeper, moving away from friendship and turning into a relationship, you didn't need to worry about each other. You had known each other for years, you knew everything about each other and when you revealed this new stage, almost no one was surprised.
But there was only one thing set for you, no closed doors alone, the older ones wanted to keep an eye on you, when you were too close, one of them would come to move you away and keep a safe distance, especially because Cocona was in danger.
Why? Maybe it's because you think you're a vampire and want to bite her at any time and opportunity. Leaving bites all over her arms, neck, cheeks and thighs, that was her unusual affection, biting. The members let her, sometimes, but Cocona, like your girlfriend and the need to please you, she left and only got affected when one of the older ones scolded them.
And today was no different, Cocona was sitting on the sofa with the television on while playing on her cell phone, you sat next to her, hugging her waist and throwing your legs over hers, your head in the crook of her neck, smelling the scent of your perfume. Her eyes straying to her cell phone screen, she examined the place that seemingly had just the two of you and took advantage of it.
You bit a piece of the flesh on Cocona's neck and she murmured in pain, still playing with her cell phone, while you held the skin between your teeth, running your tongue over the soft skin.
"That hurts." She complained and you shrugged, ignoring her complaint until the scream was heard.
"Y/N!!!" Chisa shouted entering the room and you quickly jumped away from Cocona, the leader's eagle eyes scanning the situation, Cocona and you looking at her as if nothing had happened. "What were you doing, huh?"
"Anything…?" You responded somewhat hesitantly, looking at her innocently, the leader's eyes narrowed, looking at Cocona and seeing the red mark while calmly playing with her cell phone.
"Were you biting her again?" She asked, even though she knew the answer.
"No."
"And what is that mark on Cocona's neck?" Chisa raised her eyebrow, you looked at your girlfriend's neck.
"A mosquito." You replied calmly.
"A mosquito named Y/N-chan~" Amy walked up behind Chisa making you snort.
"1…" Chisa said, making you and Cocona look at her knowing what was happening.
"No, Chisa-chan!" You whimpered.
"2…" "I'll do anything!!" "It's no use now."
"You better run, darin." Cocona told you she whimpered even more.
"3. You better run before I tickle you until tomorrow morning!" Chisa threatened, giving him time to run for cover while she followed close behind.
"Jurin!" You screamed, going after the other girl while Cocona held back from laughing at your despair.
★ Clip 2
The group was preparing for another performance at Music Bank, the younger ones were ready while the older ones were being made up. You had a coat on until the performance, but it wasn't enough.
So, seeing your girlfriend warming up and taking some photos, you walked over to her and hugged her, your arms circling her waist, feeling her natural warmth, holding her close to you.
"Are you cold?" Her voice sounded sweet next to her ear, only earning a nod as you lifted your head with a pout.
Cocona would really like to have kissed you, but there were several people in the room, choosing to kiss her cheek, being careful not to smear lipstick. She hugged his shoulders, swaying from side to side as she sang.
Her eyes observing the Japanese woman's features, her chubby cheeks and painted lips, you wanted to kiss her so much. The swing stopped while she was talking to a staff member, taking the opportunity to bring his mouth closer to her cheek.
"Y/N-chan…" A threatening voice caught her attention, meeting Maya's narrow gaze. "Don't do that." She warned, to tease you, you opened your lips, showing your teeth. "Do not even think about it." Maya looked at you, brought her teeth closer to Cocona's jaw. "No." And you nodded your head 'yes'. “No, Y/N.”
Before you could complete your show of affection with Cocona, a staff member warned you that there were five minutes left, you whimpered, moving away from your girlfriend and sticking your tongue out at Maya.
"Next time, cutie." She smiled smugly, making you roll your eyes.
★ Clip 3
"Darin?" Cocona called you. "Darin, are you awake?" She whispered to you as you lay on the bed, hidden in the thick covers.
"Huh? What happened?" You asked sleepily.
"Nothing, but I wanted to know if I could lay with you." She said softly, it was common that after a day full of activities and recordings, you slept together, you lifted the sheet to make room for her.
Cocona entering the deck next to you, you seeing the bigger shell, of course, obvious. His head on her neck, smelling the baby scent that exuded from her, simply. It didn't take long for you to fall asleep, the next morning, Jurin woke up seeing that Cocona wasn't in her bed, looking for and finding you.
She smiled in love with how cute you were sleeping, calling the other members to see how cute you were sleeping, some even taking photos to make fun of you. They spent long minutes just watching you sleep and how you needed to become one while hugging each other while sleeping together. Cute.
★ Clip 4
"Hello AlphaZ!" Juria and Maya greeted the smiling camera, seeing more people join the live.
"Oh, we're in New York to do a promotion." Maya answered the question about where they were. "We couldn't sleep, so we thought we'd do a live show." She smiled.
"Where are the members?" Juria read the comment. "Well, Hina-chan and Amy-chan are sleeping, Juria and Chisa-san went to the convenience store." She answered.
[Cocona and Y/N, where are you?]
"Oh, they're asking about you, Coco-chan." Maya said looking beyond the camera.
"I'm here, I can't move." Cocona's voice sounded on live.
[Why is she hidden???]
"Coco-chan doesn't want to move, because Y/N sat on her lap for a hug and fell asleep tired." Juria explained.
"Cocona hasn't moved for about twenty minutes." Maya laughs softly.
"Don't laugh at that!" Cocona warned.
"Y/N-chan looks like a koala stuck to Coco-chan. We don't know when she'll wake up, but until then, Coco won't move." Juria laughed along with Maya who agreed, Cocona's complaints in the background, making the moment fun.
★ Clip 5
"Well, the next question is…" The presenter was dramatic. "Who is the stickiest member of XG?" He smiled brightly looking at the Japanese women.
[Oh, who will it be? ⁄⁠(⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠-⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠)⁠⁄ ]
"Just look and observe." Jurin said, making the presenter look at the members seeing you hugging Cocona.
[Y/N-chan likes to hug ♡♡♡]
“Y/N, why are you hugging Cocona?” He asked making you pull away from Cocona and grab Harvey's arm.
"I-I…" He stuttered with red.
[XG's orange kitten is embarrassed (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)]
"She really likes to hug me since I met her. Y/N likes physical touch more than anyone in the group, especially me, since we met before debut." Cocona responded in her place.
[Younger sister taking the lead ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ The older ones are proud.]
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dreamyzhou · 10 days
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Spell - Kim Sunwoo
Pairing: sunwoo x romantically brave!fem reader
Genre: non idol au! college au! a mixture of angst, fluff, and crack
Words: 2,255
Warnings: kissing, slow pace, sunwoo is scared of love, feat. the boyz and xg as side characters, ALSO this is my first fic after 4 years of hiatus, so it is horrible but go easy on me.
Inspired by: NIKI - Spell
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For someone who feared the uncertainty of her future, you were handling it well. Screw it; You were happy and excited. Your high school progress was inconsistent despite the opportunities (a.k.a college options) it gave you.
When the first day of freshman college year started, the place was welcoming you. It felt like a rebirth without dying. A reset button to delete every data of the past, but didn't erase who you were.
Farming strawberries, walking home as you pass the cabbage farm of the Choi family, or getting paid to be Ms. Ji's shepherd were no longer y9ur habits as you moved to the concrete jungle. Thankfully, you were not alone; Ms. Ji's son and the son of the Choi couple were with you in the same college.
It was a new life and it was going well so far.
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11:36 PM (Wednesday, Winter Season, Week 1)
Your legs pace to your rented flat as you try your best to endure the pain of your frozen ungloved fingers. Just like any other women's trousers, the one you wore had fake pockets serving no purpose.
"I really wanted to walk slowly..." talking to yourself, your words took shape under the forms of winter fog.
You grew fond of this city. Maybe a little too much to the extent, you don't take advantage of public transportation. Walking home made you feel grounded and one with nature, and you had to do it slowly.  There was something so heartwarming about the snow piles on the empty seats of the swings as you passed the mini playground at almost midnight.
However, your hands were on the verge of frostbite. You just needed to walk a kilometer to get to the flat you shared with Chanhee and Changmin, but instead your feet took you to the nearest convenience store from the sidewalk you were walking on. It lit the brightest blue 24-hour sign. As you pushed the transparent door, it nudged the shopkeeper's bell.
"Hello, welcome to Ministop. Let me know if I can help-" you let your eyelids blind you for a second, satisfied with the warmth.
Then, you realized; it might've been awkward for the cashier to see you just standing there, closing your eyes. If you think about it, it looked as if you didn't want to hear a thing he said. Maybe that’s why he never finished his sentence. You opened your eyes in an instant.
"Oh sorry, didn't mean to look like I was ignoring what you said, it's just-"
No. You knew exactly why he stopped finishing his cashier-to-customer mantra.
"Sunwoo?"
"Y/N?" He stood up from his seat.
"What are you doing at midnight? It's snowing hard! No gloves too! Just sit at the snack table, I'll get you hand warmers..." Before you get to form refusals in your head, he went to an alley (one that sold hand warmers, you assumed).
You stood still, watching his head from afar as other alleys blocked you from seeing the rest of his body. He came back to you with words kept. You had to raise your chin slightly to look up at his eyes. He avoided your eyes as he prepared the hand warmers for your use.
"How much do these cost?" He pulled your relaxed elbow to the snack table and you grunted with intentions to annoy him and you laughed.
"It's on me, hon'. Just use it." He pushed your shoulders down to make you sit.
Sunwoo stunned you frozen; it was nothing compared to the ice on your fingers. Something about him since the first time you both met in Music lecture dazzled you. He was always playful with the craft of his words to you. He would always call you 'honey', but you never knew what it meant. You always initiated eye contact, trying to search for answers behind those starry orbs.
Why you? Why 'honey'? Why would he always avoid it?
In your heart, you really wished it were the obvious answers. That the flowers of romance were blooming in his heart. Sometimes you can see when the flowers are overflowing, needing your heart for space to share. Another owner of love to share. He couldn't tend this garden of love on his own anymore.
You saw it. The times when he would laugh at your words thinking what you said was a joke. You knew that he was not listening at all. He just wanted to seem like that. He had to make sure you knew he 'cared'. But you know the difficulty was not that he did not care about what you had to say. It was the kind of care that he wanted to express; it was more than the kind of care a friend shows.
"Thank you..." you smiled at him.
He looked at you as he stood in front you for a few seconds. Just letting his eyes catch every detail of your feature. As if you were a statue sculpted by Michaelangelo. As if you were an art to be studied in a museum. He let his hands dust off the snow on your hair.
You felt loved before. Your parents showed you an unconditional, tough, and raw one. Your friends showed you a fulfilling, lively, and nonjudgmental one.
This? This was different. It was honey-like, warm, and hypnotizing.
"Sunwoo?" You stared at his face, refusing every desire and impulse to just get close to it.
"Yeah?" His voice turned breathy, nervous for your next words.
"Will you come to the party that Eric is hosting soon? Because I will." You know he would go wherever you would.
"Only because you are." He chuckled at you.
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12:06 PM (Tuesday, Winter Season, Week 2)
Vacation week. Campus empty. No studies. No lectures. Winter season. No students.
What a dream...
"Oh my god! I swear, Y/N, your alarm shook the whole flat. You're making me take back my Atheism conversion if you keep doing this. I might have to worship 'He Who I Said I Believe In For The Sake Of My Christian Parents' just for the Mighty to take you back and make sure to give you good ears- OR BETTER earthquake awareness 'cause how the hell did this not wake you up?"
"Chanhee, you yapping like a mother apparently woke me up much better than my loud alarm. You should be my new alarm!" 
"Yeah, sure... No wonder your mum had to use a wok and a ladle as music instruments for your alarm ringtone performance every morning back home. She should audition to be a K-Pop idol at this point, considering how she has been doing it for 18 years!!"
"Chanhee, what are the three rules we have in this house?" Changmin joined the conversation from the kitchen, about 6 meters away from your bedroom.
"Oh my- One, no 'your mum' jokes in the morning or else we'll fight. Two, no yapping for more than a minute to ensure tranquility. Three, always remember to wake Y/N up with patience as she is younger than us by 2 years." You smiled under the blankets, since Chanhee promised that he would cook dinner for 2 weeks if he didn't follow his own rules.
"And what's four?"
"HA! Rule number four! To mention Sunwoo if you need Y/N urgently. Get your butt out of that bed, it's Eric's party or else I'll use your mum's wok to bang your head." And just like that, your eyes widened and your spine corrected its posture under a second.
"How do you execute rule number four and forget the rest right after you mention them?! You're cooking tonight!"
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8:24 PM (Tuesday, Winter Season, Week 2)
There were certain types of partygoers on campus. There are the frats, the nightclubbers, and the Music Fanatics. See, the music community on campus was still small. It consisted of eleven boys and eight girls. The community was a fun idea made by Sangyeon and Jacob. One is a producer for the other who is a singer. The community's activities were therapy for you. Creating a playlist with monthly themes, listening to songs without using your ears for the first time and describing them, and so many more. You wished the community was more popular.
Thankfully, these nineteen people really like being around each other. It was the first time the eight girls (including you) found their own "besties" or "girlfriends" as they would call it nowadays. So did the eleven boys. That was why they gather around for what they call "Eric's Party" every month, as he had the biggest flat and his parents were in Los Angeles working at the time.
The "Music Fanatics" were different partygoers. They loved it in Eric's house with a lit fireplace, board games, baking sessions, horror movies, K-Pop Random Play Dance, guessing songs by the first second, and many laughs.
"Okay, but why is the girls' group chat name XG... Like what does it even stand for? eXtra-weird Girls?" Eric and Maya were deep in their endless bantering session.
"Boy, it's extraordinary girls! Kind of creative unlike someone..." she coughed with the words The Boyz between the rough breaths.
"We wanted to take X to name our group chat, but you took it first! Now, we're left with a Z!"
"You're slow, and that's Y."
"Honestly, Cocona, that's a bar."
"KEVIN, ARE YOU NOT ON MY SIDE?"
"Hey, guys! Should we play truth or dare for once?" Asked Changmin as he looked down at the bag of crisps he was eating.
You looked at him with eyes screaming "Call it off! Retreat! What are you doing?!" However, he acted like he was not all aware of the eyes on me. When you frustrated Changmin with a romance that doesn't have progress, and proceeded to come home with complaints, he would roleplay Cupid in a human form.
You recalled the last time he made you play Truth or Dare. He asked you the question with an I-Know-Nothing face. When you answered "truth," you were asked about whether or not you have a romantic attraction towards anyone. When you answered the other one, you were told to stay in the closet for 10 minutes with your (then) crush, as the others proceeded. Thankfully, at the time Sunwoo hadn't joined the Music Fanatics to see that since that Hyunjun guy didn’t reciprocate your feelings.
In order not to act dodgy, you decided to stir your coffee. Looking at the clashes of waves as you made a tea cyclone in a ceramic cup. Trying hard to calm yourself down.
"Y/N. Truth or Dare?" Sangyeon asked you.
Kevin sipped his tea with a noisy slurp, looking at you with dancing eyebrows. Chisa and Jurin widened their eyes and giggled silently, trying their best not to look dodgy in front of Sunwoo. Changmin's lips left agape. Eric laughed with his head down.
Oh....
Fine. To hell with it.
"Dare."
"Oh, I know!" Changmin chimed in.
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8:56 PM (Tuesday, Winter Season, Week 2)
"I don't know why it has to be me, honestly." Sunwoo made an effort to put on a platonic face.
You sat on the carpeted closet without replying to him. He grew worried as no words left your mouth. He was afraid of every change of feelings you had, especially about him.
"Hey... I'm sorry if this thing is weird..." He lowered his head.
"Sunwoo, sit in front of me." The sternness made his body obey.
"What's up, hon'?" He brushed away the hair covering your face.
"What's stopping you, Sunwoo?" His breath stopped for a second.
You could feel within half a meter of a distance, his brain was processing vague and dismissive sentences to get out of this situation.
"Stopping me from what- Oh what I said before? Oh, I'm actually fine with you in the closet, I don't mean it that way— Sorry if you think that I was pushing you—"
"You know what I mean." He felt trapped this time.
Because he knew what you meant. However, he was caged in fear, not letting himself be vulnerable to the girl in front of him, scared that whatever he had to offer was either not enough or robbed away from him.
"I'm scared that love will always hurt, just like my last one."
You looked up, feeling your soul levitated in the gaze of his midnight eyes.
"I'm not her, am I now?"
"No. You're much better. You want me and I can feel it."
"Do you want me?" He took a breath, feeling the tension choking his neck.
"More than you know." You placed your hands on his cheeks, you leaned closer to his face. His breath fanning your face.
You let the chemistry speak, eyes on his lips then to his gaze. Leaning closer to his face until your foreheads touched, he placed his hands on your waist. Then, he nodded.
Lips clashing one other, your desire for him only grew more. It was silent as you traded mouths, but both of you heard each other loud and clear. For him, this was everything. The drive to go to lectures early, the reason he had structured a daily routine just so that he can see you as much as possible, he has you now.
"Do you believe that heaven's real?" Sunwoo let his nose and forehead rest with yours.
"Not really, no."
"Then, I'll love you 'til it hurts like hell." The final words came from Sunwoo before an alarm went off.
"I better see lipstick stains on Sunwoo once y'all out!"
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xoioel · 2 months
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EXCUSE ME DO U WRITE FOR XG???? can i pretty pls request something w mean dom gp!jurin??? there's literally no content for her it's insane she's so hot 😭😭🫦🫦🫦
BAD IDEA
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parings: Jurin x 8th! Member Reader
genre: SMUT and Fluff
warnings: SMUT, mommy kink, semi-public sex, fingering, creampie, spanking, crying, overstimulation, edging, humiliation, mirror sex
synopsis: You never know when enough is enough and Jurin teaches you a lesson ;)
authors note; jurin is so sexy, i just want her to use me till i pass out. I made sure jurin was just evil and her not giving 1 fuck about things… sorry this is like so late!! also ive been looking for some xg moots on here too
see you tonight, its a bad idea right?—
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It was a Saturday evening and all of the girls decided to play truth or dare. The game was going smoothly until Chisa asked a question that made you reget even playing the game in the first place. “N/n, truth or dare” Chisa asks you, and since youve picked dare a few times already you decided to pick truth. “Is it true that your the top and Jurins the bottom of the relationship” Chisa questions you and you could just feel Jurins eyes buring into you.
It was either you admitting your a bottom or admitting Jurins a bottom which was a hard choice because your a switch but sub leaning and shes fully a top so it was difficult. “Yes,” Thats all you said which left everyone confused. “Yes what? Your a top or a bottom” Harvey says to you. “Im a top” You could just see that Jurin was pissed. She knew that was a lie and you did too. “I would of never thought that Y/n is a top” Juria said as everyone agreed but Jurin. She just stayed silent but nobody questioned her silence at all.
“Cocona! true or dare?” Jurin says to change the topic. “dare.. i guess” She says as she’s second guessing herself. “i dare you to do a one breath challenge” Jurin replied as Cocona prepared herself to do the challenge. She lasted about 1 minute before backing out.
The game continued for another 20 minutes before everyone basically said everything before everyone agreed that the game should come to a end. “Guys what should we eat for dinner?” Chisa said. As everyone suggests something that they would like to eat, Jurin gets up and sits next to you instead of her sitting across from you.
“Just know that Ive had enough with the act youve been pulling.” Jurin whispered in your ear before going to scroll on TikTok. You stopped breathing for a second to process what she just said. But you know exactly what shes talking about too, how for the past week youve been testing her.
How you would would flirt with the other members right infront of her. When practicing you would wear either very short shorts or very very tight shirts just to show your tits. And you did that just to see her reaction. And she never did anything to you since you all had to preform the day after so she just told you to stop and you would give her the same answer everytime.
“N/n what should we eat.” Cocona said since you always have the best ideas which took you out of your thoughts: “Maybe we should have pizza and hot wings with whatever else you want to eat” You replied. “Yeah we should have that for dinner” Juria added before they all agreed on who would go and get the food.
Cocona, Harvey, Hinata and Maya all went to get food, which left Jurin, Chisa, Juria and you in the dorm. You got up to go get something to drink but you where quickly pulled back down to sit on the couch. “What was that for?!” You say raising your voice at Jurin.
“Dont yell at me,” She said, “Why not!!”
You snatch your hand from Jurin’s grip before getting up to go into your room that is shared with her. You hear foot steps behind you signaling that she’s following you.You opened the door and in seconds, Jurin has you pinned to the back of the door. Her long fingers grab your ass and your tits as you bite your lip trying not to moan.
You only hesitate and become aware of your action when you hear Jurin sigh in your ear. She’s told you time and time again not to hide yourself from her, and you shouldn’t be testing her patience right now. “Y/n. So you think you can talk to me in that tone?” She questioned you. “N-No I-“ You couldn’t even speak since you finally realized your mistake, you’ve pushed the limits and now karma is coming back to you.
She crashes your lips onto hers as you hands go into you hair, pulling and tugging at it. Your whining and moaning into the harsh kiss as Jurin bites your lip to push her tongue in your mouth. A few seconds you pulled back to get some air. “Sit infront of the mirror. Now.” Jurin said to you in a very demanding tone.
You sat in front of the glowing floor mirror patiently waiting for her. “You better be undressed when I come back,” Jurin says before leaving the room. You began to undress and you were dripping wet. You never realized how turned on you were just from Jurin making out with you. So you began to slowly touch yourself.
You put your hand over your mouth to silence your moans since you didnt know when Jurin was going to come back. Getting close to your orgasm your moans start to get significantly louder as you cum all over the floor as you didnt even notice that Jurin walked into the room and sat down behind you. Thats when you feel someone grabbing your wrist making you whine from the lack of your fingers. “So have you forgotten about the rules, Y/n? Because i think i need to reteach them to you” Jurin questions you.
“I haven’t forgotten..” You replied to her looking down at the floor. She didnt like that you weren’t looking at her. Thats when you feel a vibrator turn on and its directly on your clit. “Jurin.. please-” You moan out. “Look at me as i make you a mess, you slut,” She says forcing you to keep eye contact with her through the mirror. She grabbed your right hand and made you hold the vibrator on your clit.
Jurin begins to pump her fingers in and out of your needy cunt, each thrust punctuated by the wet squelch of your gratuitous arousal. Heat spreads under your skin under her thorough exploration of your narrow, saturated channel, gingera curling to meticulously stroke a spot that has you gasping her name. Legs slowly began to shake since you haven’t got to calm down from the orgasm you just had.
Your hand quickly cover your mouth from your porn like moans. She removed her hands from your cunt for a second, “I want to hear your pretty moans,” She whispered in your ear before you removed your hand from your mouth.
And the moment you do, Jurin decides to put the vibrator on the highest speed and you can feel yourself on the verge to cum. “Mommy~ i-im gonna cum!!” You whine out to her. You didnt even realize that you called her mommy, Jurin had expressed that she had a mommy kink a few weeks ago and you never used the term until just now.
“Fuck—soon, m’ gonna—” You croak, scratching your nails into Jurin’s thighd and the pain makes her groan against your back. “p-please, please oh my god i’m gonna cum, please—” You cry to Jurin.
Thats when she turned the vibrator off and took her fingers out of you. Whining from the lack of sensation. “Do you think you deserve to cum?” Jurin says into your ear. “Y-yes..” You say as she turns back on the vibrator and went back to fingering you.
Even after Jurin stopped for a few moments, you continue to twitch and whine under her touch, squirming from the sensation. “F-fuck Jurin, fuck m’ so, hngh!” You groan, “Please, more, s-so good.”
Jurin’s lips detach from your marked-up neck and you mutter against her skin, “You sound so pretty for me, what a good girl.” Her voice is hot against your skin, yet it makes you shiver.
Your panting gets heavier and now your reaching your climax again not so long after your first. She thrust in and out again, circling her thumb on your clit and one last pump pushes air out of your chest; you cum all over Jurin’s fingers and vibrator once again.
instead of giving her a little break, your fingers continue to thrust in and out. she’s overwhelmed and still trying to recover, but you don’t give her a chance. with the added stimulus of you sucking on her tit, with your free hand that isn’t fingering her massaging and pinching the other breast, her vision starts to blur again. “f-fuck, baby w-wait, ngh— so much—” you cry, tears welling up in your eyes. “p-please w-wait,”
"Mommy! I-Its t-too much" She ignored you but kept going faster having you cum in no time. But anyways she kept going not stopping one bit, leaving you overstimulated.
"I c-cant take it anymore~" You whine at her. "You can and you will. Shut up and keep still." Jurin spits out as youve reached your third orgasm in a row and she finally stopped. She gave you a sloppy kiss and said "That was just the beginning. Don't you think you deserve a punishment for lying to me?”
She didn't like what happened earlier, not one bit. Her brown eyes narrow as she pins you beanth she, her cock teasing your entrance. "Think you're cute huh? Telling the girls that you can top me? because it seems to me you on getting dicked down right?" You try to explain yourself but before you can speak, Jurin pushes her hips forward, entering you fully.
A gasp escape your lips, eyes rolling at the back of your head as she starts to thrust fast. Her cock slides in and out of you, her hands gripping onto your hips, lips marking your neck, you're her and only her. That's what she showing you now.
"Levi! Mhhhh why are you mad?" Your hips buck slightly as he fucks hard into you, hands gripping his hair. It's clear that he is pissed, she doesn't know at who she is and more exactly.
"Shut up, you know what you fucking did." She mumbles leaving open mouthed kisses on your jaw, his hands go down to your thighs spreading you wider for him as his hips snap into you. Those gray eyes of his stare at your face, your mouth is wide open, moans of her name fill the room. "That's right, hear that? My name off your lips, but im a bottom right y/n” She questions you.
Her voice is at a higher tone but is still very harsh, Jurin doesn't let many things go to her but even the slightest thought of you lying to the girls about something you both know isn’t true and right to her face makes her blood boil. She moves his hips even faster which makes your hands go to his back, nails digging into his skin. Smacking your ass when you realized you didn’t reply to her. But you know better to not answer her.
"Fuuuck....y-your not a not a bottom" You say moaning loudly. She isn't goiong easy on you but you love every second of it, especially when she gets possessive. "Yeah? You love this don't you? Getting fucked like the naughty girl you are." She takes your jaw into her hands and opens your mouth spitting in it, your eyes go wide slightly.
"Swallow." You do as she says, swallowing her spit as her cock thrusts roughly into you. "That's my good girl." There's a slight spark in her eyes, she loves seeing you this way. Loves making you moan over and over again.
Your pussy starts to clench around her dick, a burning sensation start to build up in your navel, you're close and by the look on Jurins face, she knows it too. "You gonna cum for me? Gonna show me who owns you?"
You nod your head, your nails draghing down his back leaving scratches behind. Jurin starts to fuck you ruthlessly, her cock pushing deep into you making you sure you feel all of it. Her thruths are unforgiving as she feels your warm and tight walls clamp down on her.
"Cum all over my dick." She demands, her tone as of when she uses her leader card. "Cuming Jurin....shit...." Your back arches and you cum all over her making her cum together with you. Her head falls onto your shoulder and she bites, leaving another mark behind as proof that you're hers, her cum fills you up.
Panting you groan feeling her teeth on your skin. "Ow....it hurts Jurin.." Jurin pulls back, a string of salvia connecting her lips to your shoulder. "Good, now..."
Jurin switches the position, her cock still inside of you, she rolls your bodies so that your on top of her, she is still hard inside of you. "You better ride my cock, show me that you're my bitch,"
You turn you head and kiss her on the lips before you starts to move your hips on top her. Jurin grabs your ass as you ride her, moaning into your mouth while your tongues dance with each other.
The room is filled with sounds of skin slapping as your body moves on top of hers. Pulling back from the kiss, you lean back enjoying the feeling of her inside of you but Jurin doesn't like the pace so she takes your hips into her hands and starts to fuck up hard into you.
"Mhhh yes! Harder! Mommy!" You beg for her but she instead stops moving, cockwarming you. "Do you think you deserve it? You don't...." Her eyes rest on your beautiful breasts. "...but because your pussy feels too good, I'll give you what you want." She restarts her fast pace, your tits bounce with her rough thruths.
"Mine...Mine...Your're fucking mine." Her hips snap faster and faster, her cock pushing deeper into you. Despite the fact that you're on top, it's clear that Jurin is the one who is in control, she pulls you against her body, your back and her tits are pressing together.
You move your hips in sync with hers, her lips passionately kissing your own. She into your mouth, her cock twitching inside of you. Jurin stops you from moving, grips your hips even harder and starts to move in and out of you in a relentless pace.
"Oooh~ Mommyy!" Your back arches as your feeling her hit your cervix with her hard thrusts. "My pretty girl, my little slut, say your mine," Her cock hits your sweet spot repeatedly making you almost scream her name. "Yours Jurin, I am yours!!" Jurin pushes your legs apart, her hips snap brutally against yours. Her hand reached down to tease your clit.
"Do you think another woman can make you feel like this huh? Can they make you this wet and desperate?" Tears starts to roll down your face from the intsese pleasure your feeling as your stomach starts to feel tight. “Ohh! im cumming!”
You squirt all over her and Jurin began to play with your clit even harder as she feels herself cumming. Your hands grip Jurins thighs tightly, she leaves a couple of hickeys on your neck as her cum fills you to the brim.
After she is done coming, her head falls on top of yours and she breaths heavily. "Don't pull another fucking stunt again or I'll make you cum twice as much next time.." Jurin whispered into your ear before you both hear the front door close and voices fill up the house…
“Oh? the girls are back, how would you like them to see you like this,” Jurin says to you. “Them seeing you all fucked out by me” She continued as she ever so slightly thrusted up. “Dont do that,” You say as you try to get off of her cock.
Looking the mirror you see the amount of marks Jurin left of you. Fuck. Thats all you think as you now as you told them you were the top and you look most definitely not top looking. “Why did you leave so many marks..” You ask Jurin as you go and put on some different clothes.
“You look so much like a top now, pretty” She said very sarcastically. You flip her off as she starts to laugh at you. Knock. Knock. “The foods here”
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woonierkiz · 1 year
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VALENTINE BY VALENTINA — Yang Jungwon
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CHAPTER SUMMARY. Valentina, the new solo artist of Ador, runs a mini show where she gives a gift to strangers for a gift on Valentine's and accidentally runs to Jungwon, whose dancing her song cupid at the hallway.
PAIRINGS. yang jungwon x fem reader
GENRE.  idol au, smau with written chapters, second-hand embarrassment moments, fluffy fluff, crack, idiots in love.
INSPIRED BY. tada our sassy but lovable and beloved DONGPYO <;3
MEMO. this series is entirely fictional and made for entertainment purposes (a.ka.a feeding my delulu selp). reader will be visualized by various face claims i saw on pinterest and uses feminine terms.
taglist is open, send ask or fill tag form.
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⠀⠀⨯ ◞ PROFILES | ( valentine ╱ enhypen )
UPCOMING CHAPTERS. . . .
01. im so lonely 02. twitter momints 03. dispatch you keep ruining my mascara by xg. 04. CUPID IS STUPID EY 05. omgah omgah show is on 06. tba
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ctrlemis · 2 years
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❝follow the blood testament.❞
↳ (☆) — completed. (𖥔) — discontinued. (✷) — ongoing. (𐀔) — upcoming.
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(✷) — 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐄. 𝘯𝘳. idol au, demi!girl reader. xg!reader.
(✷) — 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄. 𝘺𝘫𝘸. 𝘰𝘤 𝘹 𝘰𝘤. 𝘰𝘤 𝘹 𝘯𝘬𝘻. idol x dancer, fem! reader, backup dancer! reader.
(✷) — 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇. 𝘴𝘩𝘢 & 𝘭𝘩𝘴. dark moon au. siren! demigirl! reader.
(𐀔) — 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑. 𝘯𝘳. supernatural au. vampire! reader, monster hunter! riki, gender-fluid!reader.
(𐀔) — 𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒. 𝘱𝘫𝘴 & 𝘩𝘺𝘫. to be added.
(𐀔) — 𝐒𝐈𝐗𝐓𝐘 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒. 𝘭𝘩𝘴. to be added.
(𐀔) — 𝐈𝐃𝐎𝐋 𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐈𝐃. 𝘦𝘯. 𝘭𝘴𝘧𝘮. 𝘵𝘹𝘵. to be added.
(☆) — 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒. 𝘱𝘴𝘩! idol au. fake dating au. demigirl!reader.
(☆) — 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐓𝐄𝐒. 𝘺𝘫𝘸. oneshot. death. angst. open ending.
(☆) — 𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖. 𝘯𝘳. slight angst with a open ending. destiny. soulmates.
(☆) — 𝐖𝐇𝐎 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐖𝐄? 𝘬𝘴𝘯. oneshot. reincarnation au. star crossed lovers. gender neutral!reader. open ending.
(𖥔) — 𝐅𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒. 𝘺𝘫𝘸 & 𝘫𝘸𝘺. discontinued.
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(𐀔) — 𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒. 𝘱𝘫𝘴 & 𝘩𝘺𝘫. to be added.
(𐀔) — 𝐈𝐃𝐎𝐋 𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐈𝐃. 𝘦𝘯. 𝘭𝘴𝘧𝘮. 𝘵𝘹𝘵. to be added.
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(𐀔) — 𝐈𝐃𝐎𝐋 𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐈𝐃. 𝘦𝘯. 𝘭𝘴𝘧𝘮. 𝘵𝘹𝘵. to be added.
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(✷) — 𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐗 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒. 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘥𝘰𝘭𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘬.
꩜ 𝗷𝗶𝗻’𝘀 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱
꩜ 𝘆𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝗷𝘂𝗻𝗴𝘄𝗼𝗻, 𝗮𝗴𝗲. 𝟭𝟳.
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𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬! navi linked here.
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americancowgirl19 · 3 years
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You’re Beautiful...But-
Summary: You were never enough for everyone else but somehow you’re perfect to Dean.
Warnings: angst, a little fluff
Reader: Gender Neutral
Pairings: Dean Winchester x Gender Neutral Reader
Word Count: 658
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“You’re so beautiful,”
You knew that he was being as genuine as Dean Winchester could be. You knew he wasn’t just saying those words to say them. Despite knowing that he was speaking his truth you couldn’t help but to wait for the other shoe to drop.
Ever since you were a little kid you had never been enough. Just when you thought you had finally made someone happy or proud the other shoe dropped and reminded you that you always fall just short of the finish line.
You’re so smart... but you could have gotten a higher grade on that test.
You’re so passionate... but you’re too obsessive.
You’re so beautiful... but you’re too curvy.
You’re so pretty... but your glasses cover most of your face.
The list could go on forever. Every compliment always ended with something someone thought you could or should improve on. For years you tried to hard to please everybody.
You were smart but not smart enough so you spent countless hours in the library.
You were passionate, a little too passionate so you took a step back from the thing you loved the most.
You were beautiful but too heavy so you stopped eating to lose the curves.
You were pretty but your glasses were too big so you got contacts.
You changed everything that people disliked about you in hopes that you could finally become what they wanted you to be. All you wanted was to just be enough. You just wanted one person to look at you and give you a compliment without critique at the end.
It didn’t take you long to realize that no matter what you did you couldn’t become their version of perfect. Once you became the person you thought they wanted they changed their idea of perfect.
You’re so smart... but you spend too much time in the library. Get out and go have fun with your friends.
You should get a hobby, go find something to be passionate about instead of studying all the time.
You’re so beautiful... but you’re just skin and bones. You should put on a little weight.
You’re so pretty... but your hair is always in your face.
Nothing you did could please anybody. It took you too long to realize how toxic your family and so called friends were. Even after leaving their words stuck with you.
Every compliment you got from Sam had you waiting for a critique. Every compliment from Dean had you waiting for the thing you needed to improve on. You’ve been with the Winchester brothers for years now and your mind continues to fluctuate as the toxicity of the words of your exfriends and family plague your mind.
You’ll go through phases where you’ll find yourself too curvy and need to go on a strict (eating barely anything) diet. Other times you’ll find yourself too skinny and eat everything you see. You’ll go back and forth with glasses and contacts. You didn’t need a therapist to tell you how fucked up your mind is.
A soft kiss on your nose brings you back to the present. You remember that you’re in the bunker, laying on your side on a lumpy but comfortable bed. You’re facing the love of your life. 
The man who knew how screwed up your head was and all the problems that accompanied you. The man who welcomed you with open arms and helped you through your tough times. The man who truly loved you through everything.
“You left me,” Dean pouts, causing you to smile. He knew what went through your head. He knew you could get lost in the chaos of your mind.
“I’ll always come back,” You promise. Dean smiles, pulling you closer to his chest. You snuggled up against him, breathing in his scent.
“And I’ll always love you,” He whispers. “But tomorrow I’ll love you even more,” He promises, kissing the top of your head. 
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the veil~ ღཾཿ༉ ༘჻ღཾཿ჻
two: oh that bitch GAY ‧₊˚ ⋅ ༘☆*.゚
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warnings: swearing
pairing: huh yunjin x aespa 5th member! fem reader
summary: yunjin learns more about y/n than she did before with the bullying encouragement of her friends. small things are revealed, and simple promises are made...all complemented by both yunjin and y/n being useless gays.
author notes: i will be including dancer, rapper, vocal claims in coming chapters for y/n. however, these are NOT face or body claims! they're simply for a visual reference to for reading the fic. additionally, i might have some more vocal claims for yunjin that AREN'T her just bc it fits the moment in story best. so please work with me if it doesn't exactly sound or look like her in whatever media i add in. this is a work of fiction after all! lastly, feedback, comments, reblogs, questions, literally anything but hateful speech is welcome and very much appreciated!
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the practice room was quiet as your members took a quick break from the day-long practice you all started in the early morning. you watched your reflection in the mirror as you danced with salty & sweet playing in your head. jimin wandered back to the middle of the floor near you catching your attention when her eyes landed on you. a smug grin tugged at the coner of your lips as you teasingly mocked her part, “run run run kitty kitty run run.” your leader rolled her eyes and leaned over to push you, “ugh you’re so annoying!” the two of you bickered back and forth before your other members came back and your choreographer had you all run through one more time for the night. final run throughs were definitely the most relieving part of group dance practices, and were often your favorite part. simply because you ended up staying an hour or two extra to dance alone as a way of destressing. 
minjeong and jimin were the first to leave once everyone was dismissed with aeri following close behind them. however, judging by the way she was giggling at her phone before running off, she was probably about to go hookup with someone instead of actually going home. yizhuo decided she wanted to head down to another room to practice her vocals for a solo schedule she had coming up. that left you alone in the practice room to do whatever you wanted for the next hour before someone came and told you to head home for the night. it had been a while since you filmed a dance cover so once your playlist was on shuffle, you set up to record a few things. first on your playlist was Ay-Yo by NCT 127 which you’d learned weeks ago only hours after it came out. you danced to eight songs before yizhuo came back into the practice room just to see you dancing along to Left Right by XG. she watched from the back of the room until you were finished then asked, “why don’t you post more covers of you dancing?” you shrugged and responded, “i just like keeping some stuff to myself…but i’m ready to go let me just turn everything off.” yizhuo waited for you by the door and followed you out after making sure the door locked behind you. 
a muffled ping sounded from your pocket followed by the vibration from an incoming phone notification. you glanced down at your phone and smiled dopily at the message notification as you opened The Veil. while you were responding to the message, yizhuo peered over your shoulder to sneak a peek at the conversation. she laughed and teasingly cooed, “aweeee look at you all giddy over a text message.” you snatched your phone away and wiped the smile from your face, “i am not, and stop reading my texts!” yizhuo pretended to believe you and pried, “so what’s going on with the two of you anyways? i’ve seen you giggling and texting all week but you haven’t given me anything to work with here.”  there was a slight bit of disappointment in the small pout on yizhuo’s face because she was right. the two of you shared everything with each other but you’ve been tight lipped about you and your match since the first night. 
you looked at your best friend who shot you her best attempt at puppy eyes before you caved, “fine, i’ll spill.” yizhuo linked her arm with yours as you all started the walk back to your dorm, “we just talk to each other when we’re both free. it’s honestly like the way you and i text each other. a bunch of tiktoks, some memes, and those random questions i ask that make jimin and minjeong block me because it ‘makes them think too hard at night’ or whatever.” yizhuo stared at you and clarified, “so you haven’t figured out who she is yet?” you shook your head and said, “nope, but i might figure it out this weekend because we’re watching movies together.” 
those words alone made yizhuo stop dead in her tracks, “YOU’RE DOING WHAT?!” your best friend shouted, drawing attention from a few passerbyers on the street as you headed up to your housing unit. you unlocked the front door and kicked off your shoes as you explained, “it’s not that big a deal, ningie.” she mimicked your voice with rolled eyes, “iT’s NoT tHaT BiG a dEaL’ yes it is! this is practically a date- oh my god you have a date!” just then minjeong walked into the hallway, “who has a date?” yizhuo answered for you, “y/n has a date.” jimin called from the kitchen with pure shock in her voice, “Y/N HAS A DATE?!” she was followed by a voice from her phone where she was on facetime, “did you just say y/n and date in the same sentence?” 
you let out a huff of annoyance and blurted out, “everyone hush! you-” a finger pointed at yizhuo as you continued, “stop reading into things.” you turned to your other two members, “no i don’t have a date because i don’t date, and more importantly i don’t even think she likes girls.” you added on after a second, “and ryujin get out of my business!” from jimin’s phone, ryujin laughed and cheekily replied, “whatever you know you love me okay.” yizhuo asked curiously, “well since it’s not a date why don’t you tell us more about this thing that’s totally not a date?” you shrugged and responded, “i’m just watching movies with the girl i matched with on the Veil. we’re just gonna stream them at the same time, i’m not even gonna see her face.” jimin asked, “well what movie are you two streaming?” you answered simply, “Harry Potter. she’s making me watch them with her because i’ve never seen them.” minjeong looked at yizhuo who looked at jimin who looked at her phone, then back at you, everyone agreed at once, “it’s a date.” you groaned and walked off to your room before heading to the bathroom to shower. 
the warm water hit your skin and you closed your eyes as heat cascaded over your tired limbs and torso. small moments of peace and quiet like this were hard to find these days due to living with your four members, and the fast paced schedules that dictated your every move for months at a time. after you finished in the shower you changed into a pair of pajamas, specifically the mildly overpriced pair yizhuo gifted you because your mix matched ones ‘made her eyes hurt’. another notification appeared on your phone from the Veil app and you quickly slid up to respond to the question sent.
ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚✭・彡♡・✫.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ
yunjin stared at the laptop at her desk as she talked on voice call with a few of her best friends as they grilled her about her match. the blonde haired girl on the other end of the call asked, “wait- bro you said you haven’t figured out who she is yet?” yunjin shook her head and the blonde’s eyes lit up, “are you gonna reveal yourself? if you are let me know cause i have ideas!” the black haired girl shook her head, “no, som’ i’m not doing that. besides, the mystery keeps it fun.” somi scoffed playfully, “whatever you’re boring!” there was a few seconds of silence as the girls sent messages in the text chat before someone unmuted and turned their camera on. soobin asked curiously, “so, besides you two having a friend date thing this weekend to watch Harry Potter … has she sent you anything juicy?” somi wiggled her eyebrows and hummed while a few other people giggled into their mics which prompted the soobin to tack on, “I DON’T MEAN NUDES OH MY GOD YOU GUYS ARE SO IMMATURE!” the entire call erupted into a fit of laughter as somi defended herself, “i didn’t even say anything!” yunjin answered before the two could start bickering, “um… well i know she likes to read books when she’s not working, and she’s either the main dancer or lead dancer in her group. i haven’t figured out which, but she mentions dancing more than singing and rapping so that’s my guess. OH and- andddd she went to Hanlim but she didn’t say which class she graduated from.”
 suddenly someone else turned their mic on, “girl we don’t care about high school- does she like GIRLS?” somi pointed to her camera, “thank you keeho.” yunjin stayed silent for a moment and unsurely mused, “ummm…” this time jisu spoke up and asked, “wait you didn’t ask?” somi and keeho started talking over one another, also asking how yunjin hadn’t tried to figure it out yet, while two other friends, beomhan and chaeyoung, typed in the chat asking the same thing. the entire conversation went silent as they moved from talking in the video call to typing in the chat instead. 
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two minutes passed before yunjin sent the screenshot for her friends to see your conversation.
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somi unmuted herself and mused, “i wonder what kind of gay she is?” chloe asked with genuine curiosity in her voice, “do hey mamas gays read Harry Potter?” jisu snorted and said, “yes. ryujin is living proof of that.” the entire chat was just yunjin’s friends throwing out ideas of what you could be like based on the limited information they had received. yunjin just sat and listened, lost in thought as she tried to see if she agreed with anything they were saying based on your past conversations. she paid attention to her friend group until she got another notification from the Veil app with Jasmine 🌿 at the top of the banner. immediately she hung up on her friends and texted the chat to say why she left suddenly.
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yunjin slouched into her seat as she put her full attention onto texting you before it was time for both of you to sleep. she grew fond of these late night conversations that for the past two days, bled into early morning hours. a stupid smile plastered on her face when she opened the chat between the two of you to see the typing bubbles as she waited for a reply.
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wildside- jasmine.mov
yunjin stared at her phone as she watched the video of you dancing three times in a row before she could actually text you back. the control and sharpness you had on every move while still making it look effortless left yunjin in awe. she wondered what you looked like dancing when you were performing seriously. if this was you just ‘goofing off in front of a camera’ then what did it look like when you were in front of an audience. she watched the video over again and furrowed her brows, there was something so familiar about you but she couldn’t put her finger on it. there was a part of her that was grateful she didn’t immediately recognize you, but she couldn’t ignore the way her heart raced in anticipation at the thought of knowing you one day. 
ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚✭・彡♡・✫.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ
here with me- lyra.mov
you laid in bed and waited for your body to finally give into the sleep you so desperately needed, but your mind was racing. mindlessly scrolling through videos and posts from your friends grew boring and you just wanted to rest. your thoughts returned back to trying to match the voice of your mystery girl to a face, and you found yourself back watching the video she sent you earlier. 
honestly, you didn’t know what you were expecting to receive from her but it wasn’t what she sent. the soft ukulele chords with the gentle cadence of her voice made everything else on your mind go silent. all you could focus on was the comforting sound of her singing against your ears. for a split second you swore you’d heard the voice before, but just as quickly as you recognized her, it was gone. your eyes began to droop as your tensed body finally relaxed into your bed and pillows. you almost missed the way your heart skipped a beat when you thought about meeting her one day, and hearing her sing just like this to you instead of a camera. 
‎♡‧₊˚˘͈ᵕ˘͈‎ 彡♡ ༘*.゚ .·:¨༺ ʚ♡ɞ༻¨*:·.﹢࿐ ☆
bonus: some tweets from both yunjin, y/n, and their moots (+ minji & hanni)
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taglist: @https-f4iryjin @awkwardtoafault @seungspolaroid
authors notes: i was thinking of making a post that elaborates on the friend groups for both y/n and yunjin. there are a lot of side characters so let me know if that's something you'd like to see!
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