need a lobotomy asap <3
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LOLLLLL not to liveblog this shit but i asked my s*per visor who is abandoning us (lol) to take a walk with me and she said yes. ok đ
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EJ YOU ARE FUMBLING YOURE DROWNING UOURE SUFFOCATING
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if youâre still doing requestsâ can you do when plug!connie gets out of jail?
i gotchuuu guys đ«¶đŸ
WARNINGS â© â floor sex, stair sex, oral (fem receives), overstimulation, honestly not my best writing n i donât rlly like this đ
DT(S) â© â @undevidedattentionsblog @xocherishxo @tthatkidmimi @nydascienceguy
part one.
Your body was pressed against the cold marble floor. Your nipples were hard and sensitive.
Connieâs buff tattooed arm was wrapped around your neck, holding you in a chokehold. His body laid on top of yours, covering you almost completely. His cock was buried inside your wet hole, thrusting relentlessly.
He used his strength to push you back on his dick. He had no choice but to make you take it all because you kept running away from him,which he hated.
You and Connie didnât get to make it to the bedroom before he ripped all of your clothes off. He already ate you out in the parking lot after he was released to you, giving you crazy back shots as well. On the way home he fingered you will you drove, almost causing three accidents.
You knew how much Connie missed you, but you werenât prepared for how rough he was about to fuck your shit up.
You struggled to breathe as Connie was knocking the breath out of you with his hard thrusts. You ass bounced back in ripples after Connie shoved his hips deeper inside you.
âF-fuck. Why you keep running from me mama, hmm? I thought you missed meâ Connie whined and panted heavily in your ear, licking the side of your cheek.
âIâŠ.â You attempted to say but your sensitive cunt was getting absolutely wrecked.
âHmm, you missed me baby?â Your hand reached out infront of you, trying to get a grip on the ground.
You nodded your head in pleasure, biting your lip as Connie rolled his hips into you. âMmm iâm gonna c-cum again..â you whimpered into Connieâs bicep.
Your body tensed, eyes rolling to the back of your head as Connie moaned in your ear. âFuckkk I needed this so bad mami. I havenât made you feel good in sooo long. Itâs all my fault baby im so sorryâ Connie rambled with his eyes rolled back, absolutely pussy drunk.
Connie could feel his sensitive cock pulsing.
âCum wimmeâ Connie mumbled into your ear. You could feel your legs go numb as they shook. Connie practically humped you, trying to get as deep as he could.
âF-fuckâ Connie cried out as you clenched around his length. His cum squirted deep inside you, followed by your cunt releasing your cum.
The living room was filled with your heavy breaths. You took the time to realize that you were still on the floor , right infront of the front door. Your clothes scattered on the floor, panties thrown over the couch.
Connie slide out of you with a whimper, watching cum slowly ooze out. It was such a filthy sight to see.
You jumped, feeling Connieâs hand slap your ass. You had so much you wanted to say to him. He was finally home.
But with the way your guts were rearranged, it was so hard to speak. Before you could process your recent orgasm, you felt Connie pick you up. Like instinct you wrapped your legs around his waist.
You squeezed your arms around his neck, so happy he was here. The silence was somewhat comfortable. You and Connie mentally agreeing to just live in this moment.
As Connie walked up the stairs, you felt his still hard cock slip into your dripping hole. You immediately clenched around him, causing Connie to pause on the middle of the steps.
You winced due to how sensitive you were. You could feel Connieâs hands on your thighs, slowing bouncing you up and down.
You let out a groan of frustration, he can still keep going?
âConstancee â You gasped out.
âYeah ma? It feels goodâ His lips glide over yours as he turns towards the rail, letting you lean on it.
His thrusts pick up, his cock hitting you right in your cervix.
âohh my gâŠâ you bite your lip, holding onto Connie.
âS-shittt. you feel so goodâ Connieâs eyes roll back as his tip kisses that one spot.
You can feel your stomach start to clench already, you eyes tearing up again from overstimulation.
âFuck daddy mm gonna cum againâ you moan out as you feel the knot snap. Connie continued thrusting until you squirted, squirting his cook out. Connie held onto you as you covered his stomach in your wetness. âDamnâ Connie mumbled to himself.
Your legs were shaking, completely loosing strength around Connieâs waist.
âI gotchu maâ Connie carried you to your bedroom. He took time to look around. You changed most of the decorations in the room, pictures of you and Connie all around the room. Connie laid you down on the bed before spreading your legs open and taking his place between them.
âYouâve came so much babyâ Connie laughs as he lightly circles his finger around your clit. You jumped at his touch. âPlease no more. I canât take anymore daddy. Just let me please youâ You reached your hand down to get his attention.
Connie interlocked his fingers with yours , shaking his head. âNo I left you. I havenât pleased you. I need to make up for it all. I need to make you feel so goodâ His soft hands ran up and down your thighs, softly kissing your inner thigh.
His lips wrapped around your clit, sucking lightly. Your other hand reached down to push his head away but he only pushed your hand away.
He flicked his tongue on your clit, drowning in your wetness and moans.He rubbed two fingers up your slit before slowly pushing them in, curling them upwards.
âGo ahead and moan for me sweetie,â Connie fastened the pace of his fingers. âLet me know iâm making you feel goodâ
Your toes curled, body stilling for a moment. Connie slightly jumped at the sudden liquid that splashed against his face. Fuck he really had you so touch deprived. You were cumming faster than you ever had before.
Connie licked you once more before coming up to your face.
Connie sloppily kissed your sticky lips, his tongue sliding against yours.
âFuck in the shower?â
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Let Me Help (OP81)
Summary: Sheâs got a math test the next day and unfortunately, she canât do math. However, her boyfriend can.
Warnings: PURE FLUFF đčđčđčđč, me being uneducated abt the British schooling system (PLZ FORGIVE ME IF I GET ANYTHING WRONG I KNOW THERE ARE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THE AMERICAN AND BRITISH ACADEMIC SYSTEMS)
Note: i want a bf to tutor me math wtf bitch đ
As she sat in the University of Londonâs library, staring at the problem on her laptop, Y/n was on the verge of tears.
She had been trying to study for four hours, but she was quickly realizing she had absolutely no idea what was going on in the class. No amount of step-by-step videos or lecture notes could help remedy the confusion she was suffering from. Her grade relied on this test and if she failed, she wasnât too keen on retaking the course.
Nevertheless, she knew if she continued to sit and stare, her heart rate would accelerate even more and her watery eyes would turn into full on sobs. So, she excused herself, packing up her backpack and making a swift path toward the bathroom. Once settled behind the door, she let the tears fall and the anxiety consume her.
As if the world wanted to hurt her more, her crucial moment was ruined as her phone began to ring. Her sweet boyfriendâs face stared back at her as she contemplated answering the call or not. If she didnât, he would most likely call her again, and if she did, he would be able to notice the way her voice wavered with self-doubt immediately.
For whatever reason, she answered the call. She didnât say anything, waiting for him to start the conversation, as she stared at the wall in front of her and tried to calm herself down.
âBaby! Howâs studying going? I was thinking we could get food because Iâm sure you havenât taken a proper break yet.â His cheery voice met her ears and while that tone usually brought air back into her lungs, it pushed her over the edge this time.
Silence on the other end of the phone as she cried into the speaker and Oscar tried to figure out what had her so distraught.
âWhatâs wrong, my love?â He questioned, trying to comfort her sorrows as he ran around his apartment and grabbed his things, already on his way to help her.
She tried to speak, but the words never came out, sobs replacing any kind of sentence.
He continued to speak, knowing his voice was the only thing that could really help her as he sped to the library.
âItâs okay, Y/n.â He urged, changing lanes and turning abruptly which granted a loud honking behind him from a frustrated driver.
She shook her head as she said, âItâs not, Osc. I donât understand anything. I havenât done anything these past few hours. Iâm going to fail this test, and then Iâm not going to pass this year, and then Iâm going to fail out of college, and never get a job or provide for myself in anyway.â
He breathed out. Her way of jumping to conclusions and overthinking always gave her a problem, a major obstacle Oscar was so determined to help her through. Any inconvenience and she was worrying over what would happen next.
âWoah, woah, woah. Baby, slow down. None of that is going to happen. This is about your math test? You donât understand the material?â He said softly.
âYeah,â She whispered into the speaker.
He nodded, âOkay, well, how about this: Iâll come to the library and help you through the problems. You know mathâs one of my strongest subjects. I can do this for you. Let me help you, baby.â
âBut, Osc, arenât you hungry? You just said you wanted to get food.â She said, trying to stop him from seeing her in this state.
âBaby, food can wait. We can get food after.â He smiled to himself as he pulled into the parking lot and got out.
âItâs going to take all night for me to understand this, Osc.â She stressed.
He shrugged, âWell, then Iâll get us food and we can eat while we study.â
She shook her head, âNo, Oscar.â
He stopped in his steps, staring at the building as he sensed her overwhelming anxiety over his proposition.
âWhatâs wrong with me helping you, Y/n? Thatâs what Iâm here for.â His eyebrows scrunched together, confusion and concentration over her next answer.
Her small voice bled through his phone and met his ears in a broken whisper, âI donât want you to think Iâm stupid.â
His heart squeezed in his chest, âY/n, I do not and will never think you are stupid. Just because math was easy for me doesnât mean it was easy for everyone else and thatâs how it should be. Everybody struggles with math. Thereâs a reason why the majority of the world hates it. Trust me, baby, you are one of the smartest people I know.â
After a beat of silence and when he wasnât certain if she would respond, Oscar tried again, âLet me help you, Y/n. I want to help you because I love you.â
Her cheeks blushed even in the intensity of the moment. The warmness she felt spread throughout her body moved her to say, âOkay, fine.â
âGood because Iâm already here.â
â
Y/nâs eyes lit up, âOh, so x is 2?!â
Nodding, Oscar rubbed his hand lightly up and down her back, âExactly, my love. See? Youâve got this, smart girl.â
Her blushing had him chuckling, but her shyness didnât stop him from kissing her temple.
âOkay, I think I understand this then.â She muttered, a big smile on her face as she looked at the time and realized it was still early enough that they could find a food place open.
âStill wanna get food?â She inquired, her body falling into his chest as they sat back on the wooden chairs. It was completely quiet and empty in the building, only a few students lingering. Because of their position in the very corner, their privacy was ensured, something they both were grateful for.
Oscar nodded, his hand coming up to tangle in her hair and nudge her face toward his. He kissed her softly, whispering sweet nothings when they broke apart. He was so proud of her and the fact that she had doubted herself as hard as she had didnât sit right with him.
âYouâre so incredibly smart, baby.â He said against her lips as he tilted his head to the other side, going in for another.
Their lips continued to tenderly meet, but every time he broke away, he would say something he loved about her.
âYou never back down from a challenge. I love how determined you are.â
Kiss, Kiss
âEven when you fall, you always push yourself to get back up again. I love how resilient you are.â
Kiss, Kiss
âYouâre so loving. I love the way you love me.â
Kiss, Kiss
âAs we saw tonight, youâre so intelligent and knowledgeable. Even though you might not believe it yourself right now, you are so incredibly brilliant. I love how you never dumb yourself down for anyone. I love how confident you are to be yourself.â
He went in for another touch of their lips, but her giggling made it slightly impossible.
âOscar, youâre so sappy.â She whispered, faces centimeters away from each other.
All he could do was smile down at her and whisper as his lips brushed against hers, âI just love you so much and I hate to see you doubt yourself. Youâve got this in the bag, Y/n. Sometimes teachers just donât teach well and that isnât your fault. Look at how fast it took you to learn it when someone actually sat down to introduce it to you! Two hours, baby! A whole unit in two hours! Thatâs impressive, baby, and you know it.â
She pulled back to lean against her chair, smile illuminating the room, âWhat would I do without you?â
He scoffed, âYou would be perfectly fine. Itâs me without you that you should be worried about.â
âWell, Iâm not worried about it because I donât plan on ever leaving.â
Kissing swiftly once more, his hand laid gently on the side of her neck, âMe neither.â
The two stayed like that for a few minutes until his stomach started grumbling and she was reminded of her earlier question.
âFood?â
He was already halfway out of the building, âAlways.â
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you get hurt âĄ
requested. yup! this one :) i hope you like it <3
a/n. if you see any similarity to the txt version⊠no you donât â€ïž also i'm no medician so lmk if someting is humanly not possible or something + hints on idol!reader in i.nâa
warnings. mention of blood, glass cuts, pulling a muscle (?)
âćœĄ BANGCHAN [ ë°©ì°Ź ]
being a father of 7 made him a specialist in such kinds of situations
so when in the middle of the night he hears a sound of breaking glass and your âiâm fine!â
he goes to check up on you anyways.
and there you are, blood running down your hands
âyou said youâre fine, huh?â chanâs voice startles you and you turn your gaze to look at him in shock.
âi was just⊠itâs the glass⊠donât worryâ you sigh but he comes up to you and leans forward to each for the first aid kit âno, chan, go back to workâŠâ
âyouâre crazy if you think iâll leave it like thisâ he hums and takes a closer look at your hand. luckily itâs just a cut, thereâs no glass pieces that got stuck.
as he bandages your hand you stare at him lovingly. the small pout of focus on his face and they way heâs so gentle with you.
âhere. all done. now let me clean up the mess, okay?â chan looks up and catches you staring. he grins and places a quick kiss on the bandage.
if you want to help he literally puts you on the countertop and tells you to stay there
when itâs all clean he gives you a lecture about calling him if youâre hurt, even if itâs just a cut :(
you nod, he nods happily, everyoneâs happy
âćœĄ MINHO [ ëŻŒíž ]
another one thatâs surprisingly calm
but he laughs at you first đ
i mean okay. you tripped. itâs hilarious in his opinion. youâd laugh too if he was the one who tripped.
but then he realised youâre quiet, sitting on the sidewalk, tears at the brim of your waterline and he felt his heart ache :(
âoh baby donât cryâŠâ he murmurs, leaning down to help you stand up. you sniffle and wipe the tears that you didnât even realise formed in your eyes.
âit hurtâ you mumble and take his hand gently - since it got wounded a bit due to the little rockâs you fell onto. minho obviously notices that and helps you stand up. before you can realise heâs kneeling down
âhop onâ he hums and you do, sniffling one more time. you wrap your hands around his neck gently and try to focus on him, not the pain.
once youâre back home he immediately washes the wounds and checks if the rest of your body is okay
once itâs done and your hands are safe and sound, he kneels in front of the couch youâre seated on
âiâm sorry for laughingâ he mumbles, barely audible.
you nod and send him a warm smile
he monitors the state of your hands for the next days - if they heal properly and such. heâs acting like you got burned, not just a bit scraped but you still appreciate that <3
âćœĄ CHANGBIN [ ì°œëč ]
he is a pro at everything anatomy related
especially muscles
but his emotions always win though
so one time when you decided to go to the gym with him
and he turned away for one (1) second, then hears your groan
literally teleports next to you.
"one second. one" he scoffs and looks at you, face scrunched up in pain. the sight alone makes his heart ache - and the fact that you're in pain partly because of him, makes his heart ache even more.
he shakes his head and examines your shoulder, pressing his fingers. then he finds the muscle that you probably pulled. your eyes fill with tears.
"it hurts..." you murmur and changbin swears he's close to crying too.
gets you ASAP to some proffesional doctor
holds your hand for the whole time :(
when the doc says you have to rest it's like the word got tattooed in his brain
mans doesn't let you do ANYTHING, even clings to you when you're putting on your shoes
but in general he's very protective and does an research about every injury possible... just in case, duh
âćœĄ HYUNJIN [ íì§ ]
your boyfriend clearly said that kkami is in a strange mood today and you should not touch him
but oh well.
yeah.
so while he was on a call and suddenly heard a loud yelp followed by kkamiâs growl, he knew something was up
he entered the living room froze, all thoughts flying like out of a window
the managerâs voice, kkamiâs aggressive behaviour towards you and you pouting with a quivering lip and glossy eyes :(
he excused the man and hung up, coming up to you
âiâm sorryâ you mumble and sniff, kkami slowly hiding his teeth. hyunjin sat next to you, one arm wrapping around yours and the other gently grabbing your hand that you were holding close to you.
he looked at your forearm and the bite marks. they werenât too deep yet they were slightly bleeding and most likely to leave a mark.
âiâm sorryâŠâ you said again and looked at you, shocked âi should have listenedâŠâ
âhey, calm down. itâs okayâ hyunjin hums and rests his forehead against your head for a moment before getting up to grab some bandages.
safe to say you avoided kkami for a while đ
but you knew it was your mistake
hyunjin urged to take you to the hospital for some checkups but eventually he left the decision up to you
constantly checks if the wound is healing properly
one it is, he places kisses all over it ă
ă
and gives you a lecture too
but you already learned your lesson so đ
âćœĄ JISUNG [ ì§ì± ]
he swears he didnât mean to laugh
but it was 2am and you two were just in such mood
like hey, you laughed at him almost tripping like second ago
so when you trip on the stairs whilst coming back to your apartment from a midnight walk
he laughs, holding onto the wall
you laugh at first too but then the pain hits you
jisung takes a deep breath to calm down and notices how youâre sitting still on the stairs
âiâm sorryâ he says, still smiling. you shake your head as itâs fine but he can clearly see youâre in pain. han panics a bit because what if youâre hurting? what if he made you sad with his reaction? what ifâŠ?
âwill you help me get up orâŠ?â you sigh dramatically and jisung does. once back in your apartment you roll up your pants only to see your knee bleeding.
âoh baby. you scraped it pretty badly. sit down, okay? let me take care of youâ jisung hums, placing a soft kiss on your forehead before gently pushing you onto the couch. you notice how concerned he is and you reassure him that itâs fine.
once heâs done he notices you dozed off so he takes a pic :â)
other than that my poor boy feels so bad that he was laughing instead of helping, pls tell him itâs okay :(
will act like your leg fell off not just got scraped đ
ânah let me tie your shoes!â
you donât mind thoâŠ
will hold onto for you for his dear life next time you two are walking up the stairs
âćœĄ FELIX [ íëŠì€ ]
no one saw this coming right
you were baking some cookies for felix!!
you knew he will be home soon so you kind of, well, were in a rush
so you opened the oven quickly and accidentally touched the flaming hot metal with your forearm
with tears in your eyes you quickly put it under lukewarm water
and you didn't even notice when he entered the kitchen :(
"y/n, it smells delicious... y/n?" felix gasps when he sees your sobbing figure. he immediately connects the dots and walks up to you to check the wound "oh baby"
"i wanted to surprise you" you sniff, looking at him. felix cupped your face and wiped your tears, shaking his head.
"i appreciate it, baby. but lets take care of you now, okay?" felix hums and with an aching heart he looks for the last time at your sad face.
in a matter of time you're sitting on a counter top, the wound less burning and achy (you believe its due to felix presence but he knows its how it works)
felix reassures you it's okay and even if you didn't manage to decorate the cookies, he's thankful you made them for him
he jokingly forbids you from using the oven but honestly whenever he hears you use it in the future, he runs up to the kitchen
âćœĄ SEUNGMIN [ ìčëŻŒ ]
you were supposed to meet in a park at 3pm
it was 5pm.
seungmin was a bit angry at first but then when you didnât even call him, he started to worry
just when he got home, his phone started ringing
he never answered a phone call so fast.
âseungmin iâm so sorryâŠâ you start
âyou better have a good explanationâ he murmurs, annoyed
âi uh, had an accident. but iâm leaving the hospital tomorrow though, if youâre still up to a dateâ you say calmly. thereâs a long, suspicious silence âhello?â
âyou had a what now?â seungmin asks, sounding almost unbothered. but his shaky breath gives him away.
âsomeone kind of, well, hit me with a car. but iâm okay! just a broken leg and some scratches. i got a vanilla pudding thoâ hello?â you ask again but the sound of call ending answers instead.
you have no idea how he found out in which hospital you are
he walks into your room and you think heâll be angry
but his features soften as he sits next to you, grabbing your hand
he doesnât say much, almost nothing really. but his hand tightly holding yours says a lot :(
stays with you overnight in the hospital
and then he writes and doodles on your cast when you sleep
overall heâs very protective and watches carefully if your leg is healing properly
âćœĄ JEONGIN [ ì ìž ]
your group was having a comeback in a week and you were practicing really hard for your fans!
one day you happened to forget your knee protectors and your rehersal included your stage outfitss - which included a skirt
well, safe to say your knees looked like hell at the end of the day
you even had to put on a bandaid...
so obviously, even after changing into sweatpants before heading home, jeongin notices the soreness in your movements and the scrunch of discomfort on your face
and once you're in bed, in your pajamas, jeongin strikes
"what on earth are you doing?" you giggle as he rolls you over and with a playful grin throws off the covers. because of the summer weather you're in your shorts and that's when you realise what he's up to "innie..."
âyou should have told meâŠâ he tsks, shaking his head. he stands up to get some hydrogen peroxide.
âi knowâŠâ you whined when he came back ââŠbut youâre even busier than me and itâs just a couple of bruisesâŠâ
âbut it hurts. i know from my own experienceâ jeongin scoffs âplease tell me next time, okay?â
you nod and watch him gently put some of the liquid at the scratches. after heâs done, he wraps you in a blanket burrito and snuggles with you to sleep.
itâs a small thing but please do tell him :(
he throws in an extra pair of knee protectors in your bag just in case
and even if somehow you donât have them and you text him â heâs there right away, with them and some snacks for your group <3
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Can we get a little story or something of how would Miguel take care of pregnant mama? Like I KNOW he would do the most and go the extra mile. But can we get it in your words?
Pregnancy Cares With Miguel ~ âš
Warning: Pure fluff and a mild squeeze of nsfw.
Let's meet this weekend. MJ and I found this new place. And the hamburgers? God. đ€đ»đ€đ». They have these amazing artisanal beer.
You pouted at the screen. You wanted to go for a burger, but for some reason, you retched at the smell of beef. It was a big no for you. Plus you couldn't drink, for obvious reasons.
I need an outing so badly. Need a drink, work is getting so stressful. This weekend or the next one?
Jessica replied as MJ sent a ':) ' emoji on the group chat.
Can't go :(
What? Why tf no? You've been telling me you need a break. đ
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Miguel had sent the emoji and you rolled your eyes
I WAS SUPPOSED TO TELL THEM MIGUEL!!!
Wait... Fr?! đ±
OMG â€ïž
MJ texted as the rest appeared as typing.
OMG Imma be an auntie!!?? đł
Boy or Girl?
We don't know yet
You don't know đ
Stop. Playing.
đ€đ€
SPILL OUT THE BEANS đ
Peter had sent a nervous gif and you cackled.
You'll find out tomorrow đ
I swear if you don't tell
đđ What's gonna happen?
Guys... Im pretty sure these sort of things got you in the current situation you're in, can you not do this in the chat please?
FR
MJ just sent a đ€ emoji.
Fine, woosies. It's a girl. â€ïžâ€ïžđ
SHUT UP đ„čđ„č
MJ sent another gif exploding in hearts
Congrats on both đđ
Miguel remained quiet. You pouted.
What you didn't know is that when he came home, he'd get you a lovely bouquet of tulips and some pickles. He'd just pulled your grumpy self into a tight loving hug as he kissed your temple repeatedly until your mood vanished.
"A girl? Really? Why didn't you tell me?"
"Cause the doctor just sent me the results! And you ruined the surprise. I wanted to tell them in a different way!"
"Yeah, yeah. It's a girl! You know what that means?"
"That I'm gonna get so fat?"
"No, mensa. And even if you did, I'd still hit that." (Dummy)
"Not funny" Your cheeks flushed softly as he chuckled.
"Means that we can finally paint her room"
Your eyes swelled up in tears upon hearing him speak so softly and lovingly. He was excited. You could tell by the little flush in his ears.
"Shopping day tomorrow?"
"Ps obvio" (Obviously )
You giggled.
.----
Ever since you told Miguel you both were expecting a girl, it was like a switch turned in him.
He'd cuddle you with such care, he'd think you'd break. Wich was annoying to you since you missed sleeping ontop of him.
And when the cravings started? Dios mĂo.
"M-Miguel" You'd whimper as you wiped your eyes. He'd startle and instantly go in alert mode.
"¿Qué pasó? ¿Tas bien?" (What's wrong? You ok?)
You hiccuped and weeped "We have no pickles."
He'd stare at you, trying to process the correct emotion to feel in this situation.
"You're crying cause we don't... have pickles"
"Don't be mean!"
You'd hit him softly with a pillow and curled back to your bed.
"Ok, ok, Don't cry? I'll go to the... the store. Be right back."
"Can I have Nutella too?"
"Uh, sure."
Drowsy eyes looked at the clock. 2 am. On another time, he'd surely would ignore the senseless petition and talk to go back to sleep. But how could he do that when you were pregnant? He was an ass sometimes, but with a pregnant you? Never.
He went to the store, to his dismay there was only two small pickle jars, and they were inside a lady's basket.
... Puta madre...
Why was everyone suddenly in the crave for pickles?
He didn't have to elaborate much and explained the lady. She just laughed it off and kindly surrendered them to him.
"Cravings? Oh boy. You better buy her the three jar packs. And avoid wearing too strong colognes infront of her! It might get her queasy."
"Thanks" With a polite smile he paid for the pickles and went home.
You were waiting for him, teary eyed and pouty. He opened the jar of pickles for you and stared at you with awe and a mild disgust as you dipped one of the pickles inside the Nutella and scarfed the veggie down with such hunger it made you cry again.
"Its so good."
His shoulders slumped with a sigh and wiped your chin.
"You're such a weirdo."
"Want some?"
"No, thanks. Keep eating"
"But I'll get fat"
"It's normal to gain weight during pregnancy."
"You'd love me if I was chubbier right?"
"Yes. I would. Eat your... thing."
He'd chuckle watch you eat until you were satisfied. three pickles in total with half the bottle of Nutella.
The next day he got you a small pack of pickles and two big bottles of that sweet spread to then rub your feet.
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As time went on and your belly grew, the doctor appointments never got skipped or missed. He was there making sure everything was in order. His big hand hugging yours in a secure embrace as you got your ultrasounds. Everything was going perfectly.
The most dangerous months had passed and he allowed to breathe a bit more.
He had refused when you told him you wanted to work from home. Even if it was home office.
"No. It can lead you to stress out. And that will stress the baby out. Something can happen and no. Let me handle it."
"Stop being paranoid, I'll be fine! I just... don't like sitting all day or sleeping. I need to do something. And you didn't let me do much in the baby's room either!"
"Mi amor. You need to rest. I know you don't like it. But you need to."
"Could you at least get me an exercise ball?"
"Sure. Just don't-"
"Ay ya, Miguel! Ni que fuera a romperme!" (Stop it. I'm not gonna break!)
you whined
"I worry, mi reina."
"I know, and I appreciate it, but I gotta do something around!"
"Just promise me you'll go easy, ok?"
"Fine."
You kissed his cheek and cuddled him, the heat he provided felt heavenly against your back. You had started to waddle and to your dismay a new nickname was born. You were his PingĂŒinita. (Little penguin)
On the six month mark, you'd toss and turn on bed, feeling either too hot or cold. One moment you were snuggled against him, for the next to remove your clothes and lay naked next to him.
One particular night you felt suffocating. Summer was rampant and you woke up in tears at the oppressing heat.
He'd wake up no long after and filled in the bathtub with the right kind of water. Sweat and hormones raging on your body. Despite sleepiness clinging to him, he'd help you to the tub and bathe you.
Big and gentle hands massaged your wet scalp to then massage your shoulders and lower back. He splashed your body with water and kissed your temple carefully.
"Feel better? "
"Great, thank you, mi amor."
He'd smile lazily and remained there with you, almost falling asleep again in the bathroom until you were ready to leave to sleep.
- - -
He'd buy you long and cotton nightgowns. They were breathable and made everything a bit more comfortable for you, along some essential vitamins. And a hammock for the porch. He'd find you sleeping often in there.
Whenever you went out with the rest he'd make sure that none ordered meat. You still were sensitive to the smell, despite Peter longing for a burger.
Miguel would bathe with you to help you wash your back. But it was just an excuse to touch you and feel you. He'd be as gentle as he could with you. It turned him on to see you swelling with his child. Even brought out things he didn't know was into. Like, a lactation kink. And eat you out despite your protests of not being able to see him.
He was absolutely moonstruck with you. And when the time for you to deliver his baby finally came. He tried to remain strong and collected, despite his hands trembling like an earthquake. He kept an eye on you like a hawk, always looming around you.
He couldn't help but melt when Gabriella's cries echoed loud and healthy on the room.
He kissed you with such pride in his eyes that you'd think he was about to cry.
He knew his life with you had just started, and he was glad he had chosen you. Happy and grateful even. You just made him a dad of a wonderful little girl that instantly quieted down when he held her in his arms. One of the nurses snapped a picture of him holding and cooing Gabi as you got a well deserved nap.
Despite him not being a texter, he sent the picture of Gabi to the group chat.
OMG! Congratulations! she's so beautiful! đ
I wanna cry so badly right now. She's gorgeous đđ
I'm an uncle now. :') So proud of you, Miguel.
Thanks
When can we see her?
Lemme ask PingĂŒinita and I'll let you know.
đ§?
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â â â đđđđđ â â â ft. miles morales (1610 & 42)
summary. Once Miles arrives on Earth-42, he goes to visit âhisâ boyfriend.
warning(s). He/Him pronouns, violence, foul language
a/n. Girl thatâs not meee!!! đ«
âWhat the hell was that...?â
Y/n lowered the volume of the TV, straining his neck to catch a glimpse of his dimly lit room. Miles stumbled into the living room, drenched in rain, his eyes wide with a hint of panic. Y/n let out a sigh of relief. "Man, Miles, you nearly gave me a heart attack." Y/n walked toward his slightly trembling boyfriend, a small smile forming on his face. "You took out your braids? Well, I'm definitely not doing them again." Miles frowned, his eyes welling up with tears. "I'm sorry," he said, his voice filled with genuine remorse. Y/n looked at him, perplexed. "Sorry? For what?" Miles continued, disregarding Y/n's question. "I'm sorry for being careless, for neglecting you. I should have cherished what we had, but I got caught up with Gwen, and it cost me something important. I'm so sorry..." Miles's voice trailed off, tears coming down his face. Y/n stared at his boyfriend in disbelief before bursting into laughter, leaning in to kiss his cheek. "Miles, baby, what telenovelas have you been watching? And who the hell is Gwen...?" Y/n settled back onto the couch, motioning for Miles to join him.
Miles looked at Y/n, confusion etched on his face. "You don't remember? The huge fight we had?" he asked, clearly puzzled. Y/n whipped away the tears. "Miles, the only thing we've argued about in the past few weeks is which flavor of cake we should make... I don't remember any major fight." Y/n picked up the remote, flipping through the channels, skipping his favorite show since he knew Miles didn't enjoy it. "Wait, go back. I love this show," Miles exclaimed, grabbing the remote from Y/n's hand. Now, it was Y/n's turn to be surprised. "What! No, Miles, you literally threw a bagel at me the last time I put this on!" Y/n chuckled. "A bagel? What is with me and throwing bagels...?â Miles muttered, "Was it at least buttered?" Y/n rolled his eyes, getting up and heading to the kitchen. "I'm getting popcorn. If you're really into this show, we'll be here for a while." Miles nodded, satisfied with the response.
While waiting for the popcorn, Y/n decided to browse through his phone when a text from Miles popped up. Y/n glanced at the living room and smiled before focusing on the text:
Mi Tesoroâ€ïžđ
Mi Tesoroâ€ïžđ
Who you with?
Y/n I know you see this.
You fr ignorin me?
đ
Y/n remained frozen, staring at the text for exactly three minutes, desperately hoping it was some kind of twisted joke. Snapping back to reality, Y/n looked down at the message and quickly gave a response.
Mi Tesoroâ€ïžđ
Is this a joke?
Miles. Iâm with you rn
Mi Tesoroâ€ïžđ
Why would I joke abt this? đ
Iâm with my Uncle Aaron rn
Does he look exactly like me?
Get away from him until I get there
Before Y/n could hit send, "Miles" entered the kitchen, questioning the delay. "What's taking you so long? Is the microwave not working?" "Miles" peered through the transparent part, trying to get a glimpse of what was happening. Y/n swiftly grabbed his phone, retreating a few steps, attempting to avoid any suspicion. "Uh, yeah, maybe you can fix it? I need to use the bathroom," Y/n replied, never taking his eyes off the impostor. Once out of "Miles'" sight, Y/n rushed toward the bathroom. "Damn it, why didn't I grab a knife!" Y/n cursed, making sure to lock the door behind him. "Is this one of them Mandela catalogue shits? Oh, please, let it not be!" Y/n whispered anxiously, crawling into the bathtub and opening his phone to find multiple notifications from Miles.
Mi Tesoroâ€ïžđ
Mi Tesoroâ€ïžđ
Hello???
Y/n
Answer me
Where is he?
Are you hiding?
Get something to defend yourself
Itâs gonna alright, I swear
Iâm hiding
Are you almost here?
Miles?
Y/nâs thumbs hovered over the screen, his hands trembling. His mind going blank, until he heard a knock at the bathroom door. A voice came from the other side, âBabe?â Y/n got up, putting his ear to the door âMiles?â The voice on the other side responded âWho else? You doing good in there?â Y/n noticed the lack of Milesâ accent, so he crossed out the option that it was his Miles. He still decided to play it off until his Miles gets here âY-yeahâŠI just feel a little sick, thatâs all. Iâll be out in a minute.â He heard a hum from the other side, âAlright. You arenât mad about that thing, are you?â Y/n furrows his brows, âN-no, I told you I donât even remember itâŠâ.
"Miles" chuckled. "Alright, hurry up. We're already halfway through an episode," Y/n nodded, listening to the fading sound of footsteps. A notification caught his attentionâa text from the real Miles.
Mi Tesoroâ€ïžđ
Mi Tesoroâ€ïžđ
weâre here
wya?
Iâm in the bathroom
Good
Stay there
Iâll come get you
Y/n followed the instructions, remaining inside the bathroom. He tried to calm his racing thoughts, finding solace in the fact that Miles was strong and capable of handling weird situations. After all, he had chosen to date Y/n, so he must possess some level of resilience. Opening the conversation with Miles, Y/n scrolled through their messages, a twinge of worry still lingering in his chest. What if Miles couldn't handle this? "I shouldn't be thinking like this," Y/n muttered, attempting to push the negative thoughts aside.
Another voice echoed from the other side of the door, calling out to Y/n. "Y/n, Bebé, are you in there?" It was Miles. Relief washed over Y/n, as he quickly opened the door to see his boyfriend. Without hesitation, Y/n pulled Miles into a tight hug, tears of joy streaming down his face. "Oh my god! You have no idea how scared I was. I thought he were one of those creepy anomalies that impersonate people." Miles returned the embrace, looking at Y/n with a puzzled expression. "The ones from TikTok?" He chuckled, finding humor in Y/n's paranoia. Y/n nodded, lifting his head from Miles' shoulder. "I can't believe I kissed a complete stranger..." Y/n sighed, still in disbelief. Miles pulled back slightly, his frown evident. "You did what?" he questioned. Y/n quickly backtracked, "Nothing... Just forget it." Pulling Miles back into the warm hug, Y/n chose to ignore the current gaze Miles directed at him.
âWeâre gonna talk about that.â
âNo we arenât.â
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Haikyuu x Cat!male!reader
description: which,a cat human,[M/N] tries to forget his human past as a cat but itâs isnât it's not easy as he thought
remember : this story implied male reader and Iâm really strict about a fem aligned about reading it you can read it just donât fetishized it please thereâs no nsfw bcs the character arenât adults so minor are accepted.
KITTY; 01
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You had 2 owners, one is named Kuroo and the other Kenma.
Kuroo is the one who adopted him alone on a desolate street
Kenma sometimes visited you because you lived with Kuroo. Now you've been living with him for about 2 years, you've gotten used to seeing him leave first thing in the morning to go to class.
You decide to go to his room and the first thing you notice is his volleyball, do you remember seeing her playing with Kenma, won't it do any harm if you try to copy their actions?
You transform into a human and take the ball in your hands, at first you didn't understand the basics so you forced yourself to watch tutorials on the computer.
It's 1:30 p.m. you went to eat for your lunch break, you picked up the ball and started playing again for hours but you forgot that your owner came back around 8 p.m. and you made a mess of the house
The door opened, Kuroo was the first to notice he had his mouth open when he noticed you he exclaimed
"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU ??" He enters the house and looks around to find his cat.
âWHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH MY CAT? ARE YOU AN ANIMAL KIDNAPER?? A THIE-â he noticed that you had cat ears and a tail.
ââŠâ He looked you straight in the eyes you didnât know what to say the room became silent before Kenma arrived.
âI didnât know you had a b-â Kenma started to say appearing from behind making Kuroo jolt. Kuroo cut him off âI DONâT HAVE A BOYFRIEND."
đ§ââïž
âAre you trying to tell me youâre my cat, Kitty?â You were sitting on the couch talking everyone thought you were crazy in this room.
Oh yes, you forgot that they called you 'Kitty' because of Hello Kitty and the lack of originality.
You sigh trying to find your words âTouch my earâ The 2 boys raised their eyebrows Kuroo took your ear and pulled it very hard, he could tear it off you cried out in pain.
âI SAID TOUCH NOT PULL.â âYOU NEVER KNOW OK!!â he shouted back. Kenma was massaging his tampons because they were screaming so loudly.
âSee Iâm real!â You said letting a sigh escape your mouth you didn't know why but you couldn't transform yourself maybe from one to stress or something else probably.
You closed your eyes trying to concentrate, you took deep breaths and relaxed your shoulders. A few seconds passed and you became a cat again, you meowed. Kuroo & Kenma look at you in pure shock.
âNow I believe you it wasnât so hard to do thatâ said the boy you gave him a glare,a death glare.
đ±
You turned back into a human to talk to them, you sighed âCalling me [M/N] is better than Kittyâ you said, scratching the back of your head.
âWhy was Kitty a good first name?â Complains Kuroo âIt was shitty and no originality đâ said Kenma âhey! I had no idea ok?âčïžâ.
âActually, if you went to high school, that would be great, wouldnât it?â âYeah..â Kenma replied with his eyes on his console.
Kuroo smirked, imagining scenarios where you were in high school â you should hide your tail and your earsâ you nodded Kuroo already had an idea in mind.
"But how old are you? In your human form ig" Kenma asked curiosily if you didnât mind "Iâm 16 years I think I should be in second year" Kenma nodded
âAh! I almost forgot, [M/N]â a warm smile appeared on his face before disappearing âyou clean the house đ". You sighed
âââ ââ
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stuck by the glue pt4 || op81 smau
a/n: last part. im a little depressed abt it but im working on a (hopefully) much better smau with like writing (does that make sense?) sooo. again thank u guys sm for the love đ ALSO OSCAR NEW IG POST WAS SOSODOD
pairing: oscar piastri x singer!reader
fc: beabadoobe
warnings: cursing and the mildest of mild innuendo
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mclaren A day to remember!
oscarpiastri đđ
landoscar OP81 WDC 2024 đŁđŁ
landonorris Great job, mate!
pastry4piastri im so normal abt him!
oscarpiastriswife same.
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youfriend1 there's no bond like the one between drunk dutch girlies who don't speak english and drunk american girlies who don't speak dutch đ
yourusername nothing brings ppl together like alcohol-induced nausea đ
landonorris think you guys forgot to invite me
yourbff we didn't invite you!
yourbff girls only đ
yourusername esp after that comment đ
landonorris I'm not sorry.
y/ntaylorsversion oscar is not giving up lmao
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got me giggling n blushing n shit đ€žââïž
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that's the goal đ
also
why are you cartwheeling
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y not đ€žââïžđ€žââïž
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simp
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only for y/n âșïž
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ok that's kinda sweet ig...
still using the emojis like a grandpa tho!
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we're such masterminds đ€đ€
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imagine if they dont figure it out lmao
even tho we layed it all out
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HELP
bet they're gonna say it's logan again
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nah logans mine đ„đ„
he just doesn't know it yet!
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LMFAOO
i ship it đ
logansargeant
i thought y/n and oscar were hardlaunching?
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y/n is wearing the same jacket as the one in oscar's story
so
u can tell it's her
logansargeant
who's gonna notice that đ
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twitter
the chronically online hoes
etc
logansargeant
...so you
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â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
can't wait to show you off
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AHHHH
U CANT SAY SHIT LIKE THAT
cant wait to show u off too âčïžâčïž
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oscarpiastri This guy's very lucky!
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oscarpiastri You love me though ;)
yourusername yeah <3
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logansargeant this is disgusting
oscarpiastri Don't be rude to my gf
yourfriend2 U TELL HIM OSCAR
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laufey so happy for you my love
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oliviarodrigo cute! (sleeping on the highway 2night)
gracieabrams love! (gonna go bathe with my toaster)
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lilymhe you guys are the cutest I'm crying
yourusername lils đđ
yourbff ngl this made me tear up a little
yourbff no but fr, there is nothing better than seeing u happy. so so happy for u y/n â€ïž
yourusername ur gonna make me cry.
yourbff good.
logansargeant photo credits pls
yourusername no
logansargeant wow okay i see how it is
mclaren Welcome to the family!
yourusername sobbing.
oscarpiastri I can confirm this
landonorris the draining life of a thirdwheel...
oscarpiastri It was like 3 times.
landonorris đđ
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yourbff hi im free monday 8pm xx
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landonorris UM THE 7TH PIC??? THERE ARE CHILDREN PRESENT!!!
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lilymhe we've all seen the pictures. she looks amazing! and, um, he's there...
alex_albon I'm starting to think you're y/n's girlfriend
lilymhe I am!
alex_albon @/oscarpiastri you seeing this, mate?
mclaren đ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ą
logansargeant again, no photo creds? this is insane.
oscarpiastri đŹđŹ
danielricciardo Congrats, mate! đđ„łđ
oscarpiastri Thank you!
landonorris not the emojis...
alex_albon â€ïž
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oscarpiastri We'd love to!
opeightyone Aaand couple of the year award goes to...
yourbff u better treat her right or else
oscarpiastri I will đ«Ąđ«Ą
youfriend1 not the public threat smh
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yourusername 1st gp as papaya girlie <3 also yes ik the top n skirt arent papaya i have no orange clothes :(
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oscarpiastri Stunning đ
yourusername <3
mclaren Our favorite papaya girlie!
y/nupdates admin is so real for this
landonorris @/oscarpiastri get the girl some papaya clothes
mclaren ^^
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I NEED ITOSHI RIN BF HEADCANONS, I BEG YOU đ
Â·Ë àŒ ITOSHI RIN BF HEADCANONS !
# warnings: gn!reader, fluff and a little hurt/comfort, mentions to arguments, somewhat suggestive but no nsfw, swearing, idk how many words this is but quite a bit LOL, unedited
# a/n: LUCKY FOR BOTH OF US THAT I JUST SO HAPPENED TO WANT ITOSHI RIN BF HEADCANONS TOO. ENJOY MY FRIEND.
no one knows how you two got into a relationship and to be honest, you don't really know either. like how did you bag itoshi mf rin đš the most unlikeable bitch anyone will ever meet in their life... (lovingly)
bachira asked you if you were okay the first time you met and rin immediately lunged at him. like, please stop babe, you're just proving meguru's point !
how you met and all is a story for another time <3 because holy fucking shit is it a long one.
but the point is, although rin takes a while to open up, he is an amazing boyfriend, despite what everyone believes :,)
claims that he needs an independent partner bc he needs his space from time to time and you were completely understanding, even agreeing that some privacy here and there is nice.
except as it turns out, rin is the most co-dependent partner there is đ it's no longer 'i' bc it is now 'we'! slay!
he literally needs you to go to the grocery store with him and expects you hold his hand the entire time too- literally.
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââ
"you know how to buy your own green tea, why do i need to come with you?" you ask when rin pops his head into your study room where you were reading your book.
"please?"
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââ
you accompany him (almost) every time. if you're out he even waits for you to get home just so you can go with him like boy wtf...
well his love language is quality time saur.
expresses his love through gifts and acts of service as well. all of the gifts he buys for you are genuinely so well thought-out, like you almost tear up at all of them. one of them was a teddy bear that said 'you're better than mediocre.' and you almost cried đŁđŁ okay but fr, he got you an anniversary gift of all his favourite moments with you, adding spotify bar codes to the pictures. there were photos from before u even dated like rin đđđđ he is so babygirl pls take care of him.
on that note, i headcanon that rin has decent music taste.
he listens to rock and alt, even anime soundtracks đ€Ł but bc he's fluent in english, i bet he listens to arctic monkeys and the neighbourhood on REPEAT đ
wait yeah lover of music, it just makes sense for him to have a collection of headphones in his room. he likes to make you playlists too :( rinnie :( for me???
(rin also has a love language of offering you the first bite of food. you're sharing ice cream? here, have the first spoon. wanna try some of rin's lunch? he's already offering it. the smoothie he's having sounds good? he's already pushing it towards you.)
ALSO âïž BC THIS FUCKER LOVES HORROR, IT'S SOMETIMES TO A POINT THAT IT GETS YOU KINDA SCARED FOR YOUR LIFE... HOW IS HE SO IMMUNE TO ALL THE BLOOD... AND VIOLENCE...
he's SICK for this. you never let him pick the movies whenever you want to watch something.
also like it's a good enough reason to not get on his bad side. mans probably has 100 ways to k*ll shidou and get away with it.
anyways, rin would probably be hesitant to let you meet his family (read: sae). he's not ashamed of you, he's ashamed of sae.
so when his family demands to meet you, rin finally caves, agreeing to a dinner back home. only to find out he had nothing to worry about. his mother and father love you, saying how you were so beautiful the whole dinner, and how lucky rin was to have you. they even brought up the topic of marriage and you and rin kinda just sat there like đđ smile and wave... smile and wave...
internally though, rin was over the moon knowing that you're accepted by his family. he loves his mum and dad, and although his relationship with sae is rocky with no smooth waves in sight, his opinion is... 'appreciated'.
best part was that his mother then turned to sae and went 'when are you going to get a partner as well?' and rin SENT HIM THE MOST SHIT-EATING GRIN EVER LMFAOOOOOOO
they got into a fight whilst cleaning the dishes that night.
rin then takes u home and pampers u, still high from the happiness that seeing u with his family brought đ
WAIT ALSO - YOU TWO DEFINITELY SHOWED UP TO THE DINNER WITH MATCHING FITS >:o
HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MAN'S WARDROBE LIKE DAMN SHAWTY... LET ME HIT... so he'll 100% shop for you too.
in fact, he's the best boyfie to take shopping, he'll be like 'no that's not your colour, but the fit is nice' or be like 'you might need a different size. this one isn't right' - you trust his judgment way more than your friends.
when you are out with your friends shopping, you'll send rin photos for his opinions and he never misses đŻ drops whatever he's doing to respond bc he's gotta make sure his pretty lover has the best wardrobe!!
rin loves paying for your shopping sprees too. no matter how much you try to wrestle him for who pays, he will always win.
you make it even though by paying for your meals that day (the difference in how much money is spent on clothes and food will never compare, but it makes you feel a little less guilty so rin indulges you).
also attentive af. knows your tastes in almost everything, memorised your little habits and how you like certain things done. very dedicated bf once you realise just how much he loves doing things for you.
i just had this thought:
you know how couples post on tiktok all the time? well, you thought it would be nice if you could participate in one trend with rin.
you just thought it'd be a small post to share with your friends but instead, you seemed to forget to turn on the 'only friends can view option', it blew the FUCK up - like ofc it would, that's itoshi mf rin...
but the comments were all like 'why are you with him', or 'dump him... you're too hot for him...', or 'you can do sooo much better than him'.
look, no matter how sensible rin is, he's not immune to drama and this bitch will not settle for when people tell him he doesn't deserve you like did YOU GO THROUGH TWO YEARS OF PINING??? I DON'T THINK SO. SIT THE FUCK DOWN.
so he's on your account, picks the comment 'i could treat you better than him', films himself giving the commenter the middle finger before you pull him in by the collar to give him a big ol kiss, cutting the video at the exact time that you both stumble out of frame.
look, it's not the most optimal way to fight back against the haters đ but he doesn't need to prove nothing, not like anyone else gets you all to themselves.
oh this man has a banger social media presence, on his main AND on his private accounts.
he prefers posting on the priv bc there he can freely show u off and be more authentic.
itoshirinpriv I love when Y/n wears the things I buy them
â megurusundercover when will u buy me things rinnie </3
â°â†itoshirinpriv Choke and die
â°â†megurusundercover kinky ;)
â isagi11 Hi @y/n !
â°â†y/n HI YOICHI !!!!
LOVES A SUPPORTIVE S/O, EVEN IF HE DOESN'T LET IT SHOW!!! WEAR HIS JERSEY AT A MATCH AND CHEER FOR HIM AND YOU HAVE HIS HEART !!! RECORD HIS MATCHES FOR HIM AND WATCH THEM WITH HIM AND HE'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER !!!!! he doesn't ask for much, just a little appreciation back :<
also don't try to compete against rin in anything unless you have guaranteed victory bc this mf is competitive AF.
will spare you on some occasions but more often than not, will give 100% into everything.
you use this to your advantage like 'hey babe, wanna see who can clean more of the house in one hour?' and HE TAKES IT SERIOUSLY EVERY TIME. to be fair, so do you because like you want a clean house, but rin is SO speedy when there's a challenge involved.
easy defeat every time but you can't be mad.
hc that rin can't cook for shit. so you'll have to be there with him or just ban him from the kitchen straight up.
you taught him how to make microwave popcorn and that's about the only thing he is permitted to make.
even his diet-regulated smoothies are all made by you because holy fuck he somehow always messes up the recipe despite it being really clear and concise.
also you steer clear from him when he's working out because he just looks TOO GOOD working out that i makes you feel a little funny and pathetic đ
if you are someone who does enjoy exercise, rin would love to take this chance to spend some more time together. you could be doing a pilates workout and rin is in the corner lifting weights, glancing over to you ever so often, sending him winks when you catch him.
loves going on hikes with you, no matter the difficulty, how steep or flat, he just really likes being active and if you join him, he'll be SO happy.
also u know how he loves yoga and meditation? if hiit and sweat-inducing workouts aren't for you, he likes stretching with you and teaching you breathing exercises that help throughout the day.
100/10 MASSEUSE BTW !!!! đđđđ
ofc, relationships aren't always perfect and especially when dealing with rin, someone who has quite a fair bit of trauma from being abandoned and left behind, it only worsens the tension.
believes you're going to leave him every time </3 like no :( just bc you're mad at him doesn't mean you've stopped loving him.
communication is so important. rin has a tendency to catastrophize a lot so please, put your pride aside and talk to him! reassure him! spend some time with him! that's how post-arguments usually go.
then you'll talk it out calmly, expressing both of your perspectives, apologising for breaking boundaries and trying to adapt accordingly.
this routine is a delicate one and it took months of putting aside your immaturity in order to grow together. especially rin who is so full of pride, but when he realised that his stubbornness wasn't winning him anything, he shattered his hardened perception of self and let you in.
"rin?" you whisper, poking your head into your shared bedroom delicately, afraid to upset the beast sleeping in there even more.
"what," he snaps, sitting on his side of bed in a hunched over position. he hugs his legs close to his body and the sight breaks your heart a little.
"i'm watching 'the shining', you can join me if you'd like to."
he grumbles something inaudible before you close the door quietly, hoping he'd cave because you chose this movie just so he'd come around. it's his favourite after all.
setting out a bowl of popcorn and some beverages of choice, you just manage to get the movie up when rin emerges from the bedroom, all gloomy and moody. he plops down on the opposite side of the couch, chin on his hand.
he's pretending like you don't exist which is fine by you, you know he'll cave eventually. so, you slide a cup of water and the bowl of popcorn to him and settle in, pressing 'play'.
around 15 minutes in or so, you're too engrossed in the movie to hear rin's quiet shuffling, and how he's now crossed the distance to sit next to you. his hand comes up to your shoulder to get your attention and when he has it, rin's quick to manoeuvre you so that you were now lying down on the couch.
he then plops down, wrapping his arms around you and resting his head on your chest.
"i'm sorry," whispers the striker. such simple words with such heavy meaning, especially coming from him.
you know he wants to say more, but you know better than he can't get it out, so, you begin threading your fingers through his hair, just how he likes it. rin softens completely against you.
"it's okay," you reassure.
"you're too good for me."
the next morning there's a bouquet of flowers and dessert from your favourite bakery on the kitchen counter.
rin wakes up at a reasonable hour. he likes to start off his days between 8 to 9 am, with 9-10 hours of sleep.
your sleep cycle has been synced with his because he hates sleeping without you beside him.
unless you have a good reason to push back sleep, he will not stand for it. stop depriving yourself of sleep and give your body the rest it deserves!!!!!
has a set night routine with you.
also i'm sorry but rin loves making out + neck and hand kisses are his favourite to give to you + he loves receiving temple and lip kisses.
goes to parties and clubs but very reluctantly. he doesn't like to drink, especially during soccer season, so there's not a lot of joy he can find in going out, except when he gets to eye you up and down all night and have fun with you AYEEEE đșđ©
'you can wear whatever u want, i can fight' bf.
one thing you learn abt this man overtime is that he truly does not care how you dress. even tho it seems like he's judging you, he loves everything you wear and will admire you appreciatively 24/7.
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đ heyyyy I still don't know what jjk to write about still brainstorming. SO ! đ HERES SOME GENYA HCS !!!
Genya hcs đ !
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Warnings : nothing just ÂżFluff? ( I think I don't know much I just started back writing and forgot everything) đ
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âą genya isnt use to physical touch so when u hug or kiss him he legit turns into a flustered mess and stiff but after a while he will start to hug back.
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Ex : you run to hug genya after he comes from a mission " Hi genya ! , I missed u " he completely shuts down he's frozen face like a tomato u realize what happened so u ask if he's ok , " h-huh ? Oh yeah " then proceeds to hug u back đđ„°đ
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âą Doesn't like PDA as much so in private he loves to be clingy and loves gifting u Âżcheesy? things he'll usually ask mitsuri what to do and what gifts to get u so she takes him shopping for u etc .
( this is mitsuri for people who don't know đ )
Ex: mitsuri takes genya shopping for u and genya sees and a necklace he remembers u saying u liked and might consider buying it but he buys it because he wants to make u happy, plus it's on sale and mitsuri says it's a good choice and that he should put it in a little cute box for with a note before he leaves for a mission.!!
( sishskwlwjshs )
So he will leave u little boxes with necklaces , bracelets , hairpins , rings etc.
With a note that says " I'm going on a mission see u soon sweetheart , take care of yourself love you
- future husband , mitsuri "
And u absolutely love it and you always enjoy with he gets you little things and u often wear them !!!!!!!! đ€©đ€©.
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âą he secretly loves when you kiss his scars and will legit melt and cry in your arms not forgetting to praise u đ€ .
( poor genya đ„č )
Ex : u and genya are laying on the couch watching your favorite show / movie [ insert favorite show or movie ] genya is laying on your lap turned towards the tv and the show/ movie has went on commercial u lean down slowly kissing genya's scars u see him start to tear up so you wipe his eyes until he turns his face into your lap crying " y/n I love you , I'm so thankful to have somebody so beautiful and thoughtful and kind as you , you always make me smile , this is the best relationship I've been in , I see why I choose you as my future wife your so kind and u make me comfortable and safe , I love you , I want to spend my life with u and have kids and wake up to your beautiful face every morning , I- " just as he was about to continue the show/ movie is back on u lean down to whisper. " I love u to genya , there is no want I will spend my life with you " he turns to face up smiling and places a small peck on your lips.
( didggssjsizuđ€·đđ€·ââïžđ«¶đŸđđđđ€ŠđŸââïžđźđ€·đ€·đ”đ€ŠđŸââïžđđđđđđ€ŠđŸââïžđ„°đđ )
( mini heart attach , kicking my feet in my bed writing this rn )
âą tell him you love him every chance u get he will die and come back to life speechless đ€đ„č
Ex : genya is going to get some groceries and u decide to stay home and finish up some work ask he walks out the door u quickly run to the door " see you later genya , I love you " he freezes in his steps looking down his nose actually starts to bleed he turns and says " I love you too , see you later honey " you notice his nose " are you ok baby? , Your nose.." he looks down to be standing in his own blood " N-NOTHING " he turns and dashes off covering his nose " SEE YOU LATER BABE , I LOVE YOU " you chuckle as u see him wave and run faster.
He still acts if it's you guys first time saying I love u it's so cute đđđđ
âą get him soaps , hairwash and sprays , body wash , Cologne etc he will use every last drop and not waste one
Ex : you are your shared futon as genya walks in the room , towel only covering his waist below he sits and you smell the all the new products you bought him last month and everyday from that night he uses all of it and when he goes to work he makes sure to spray your favorite perfume on him just in case , plus he loves to smell good.
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Sadly this is the end of genya hcs I'm sorry that it's short it's just that I'm very unmotivated tbh
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GIMMIE YOUR HCS ANY AND ALL OF HIM RN (heisenberg) đ«đ€
Okay, okay, okay! đ«¶đ»
Here's the SFW Heisenberg HC list! You can find the NSFW one here đ€
Very big thank you goes to @queer-crusader for indulging me in the Heisenberg brain rot đ€đ«¶đ»
SFW Karl Heisenberg Head Canons:
đ Although Karl obviously got a temper, I can see him using feeling his emotions so intensely towards other things, too. Like caring and perhaps even pampering his beloved. Using his sometimes annoyingly headstrong attitude to sit down at his work bench for hours, tinkering rings and bracelets and maybe even a delicate necklace until he crafted something he deems worthy to gift you đ
đ "Self-care...? The fuck's that now??" His reaction would be exactly the point why you sat him down to carefully pitch a few things to him. "When have you cut your hair the last time?" You arched your eyebrows. "What do I now and why the fuck does it matter?!" You pinch the bride of your nose and exhale a sigh. "Karl, it wouldn't hurt if you'd take some care of yourself. Or let me do it, yeah?" He practically glares at you from across the edges of his glasses before he answers: "Fuck that, absolutely not! Not gonna let you anywhere near that face with scissors." Your shoulders plummet down as you watch him stomp away with his hands thrown in the air but that certainly wasn't your last attempt.
đ Once Karl got a taste of not being alone in that nightmare factory of his, he'd very begrudgingly seek out your company in more intimate and personal moments than having you around in his workshop or sharing meals with you. The first time it happened, you'd thought this to be it, the end, el final, as you heard him sneaking into your room in the dead of night. Maybe you'd done something so horrendously wrong that he decided to toss you out for good. You froze to your saggy mattress, unable to move until the creaking of the floorboards stopped. You bit down on your lip nearly hard enough to draw blood, panic and fear cursing through your bloodstream but all of that almost evaporated into a shrill, hysteric laugh as you felt his massive form cup yours from behind. Gently spooning you from behind, one arm tenderly yet firm around your waist. He was warm...and weirdly comfortable, cuddly even and yet he'd be gone way before you'd wake up again. Neither of you talking about it at all.
đ Temper tantrums đ Temper tantrums all the time. Like a little boy who didn't get his favourite candy and now set his mind to making it everybody's problem. He'd roar and cuss through the entire factory until you'd have had enough at some point. Instead of trying to calm him down with gentle words and affirmations, you started ignoring him. For the first few times, that enraged Karl even more, his tantrums turning into a metal bending and tearing rage fit but the longer you stopped talking to him, even going so far as refusing to look at him, the more he quieted down. Eventually sitting down to apologize through gritted teeth and with crossed arms in front of his chest.
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bullet train moments i 𫶠adore
-the prince sobbing and swearing that yuichi kidnapped her and lemon staring blankly for a moment before going, "sorry. i get captivated by white girl tears. bravo--,â
-kill me pretty!! being tangerine's song
-"and lemon?... you be careful too." [beat] "[winks] when the train comes-a-rocking, don't come-a-knocking, amirite?"
-the twins arguing about their kill count while the son is just "đ§đ".
-yuichi kimura "how the fuck am i supposed to kill the white death đĄ" "wtf are you doing đ€š" "[constant blank, confused, pissed-the-fuck-off stare]" underrated character frfr.
-"oh my god, did you just say whack. đ" "i did, i'm bringing it back." "noo it needs to stay where it was" [...] "so they don't whack me! see what i did there?" "you're really proud of yourself, aren't you? đ đ" MARIA AND LADYBUG!!
-"nut up or shut up, bruv." [agressive british rock rendition of i'm forever blowing bubbles]
-the prince explaining her plans to yuichi. not my fave character but MAN the way she says shit during her second scene w/ kimura and while she's rigging the case is so.. slash pos.
-CARVER. fucking carver. the fact that ryan reynolds was narratively and canonically supposed to be the main chara. of the movie is so funny to me. and ladybug just despising his existence and cursing his name as he sees the snake.
-a tangerine fruit truck identical to the one lemon drives in the end of the movie almost killing ladybug in his opening scene.
-the political blackmail scene where the woman is deadass moaning, "i voted for you" đ
-"bloody fuckin' hell. do you mind?" being tangerine's first line because yuichi ran into the cute cart girl. him calling yuichi a "fucking asshole" to the cart girl.
-tangerine being a kleptomaniac đ«¶
-ladybug being so unironically convinced that his garbage fucking british accent was convincing the white death's men.
-"yeah? well im a professional. i wanted to make sure this wasnt some yakuza trap but clearly not it's some fucking 80's dance-off, innit?" live, laugh, tangerine.
-maria beetle. need i say more.
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stupid bitch .1
* you and ellie have been friends for years but you only recently discovered that the way you liked her was more than just friendly. unfortunately, sheâs already in a relationship with a toxic girl who (surprise!) does not like you. as their relationship starts to sour, youâre the one ellie always goes to for comfort and you oblige until you can no longer take the heartache and pain youâre feeling which causes you to finally confessâŠblurring the already thin line between yours and ellieâs âfriendshipâ.
* infidelity, oblivious!ellie, meanish!ellie, pining, anxious thoughts
* first fic, based on girl in reds Stupid Bitch bc wow does that song make me scream. if this gets any traction at all ill post pt 2 and a couple others I have in the works :) feedback is appreciated, pls enjoy and interact!!
*mdni
*wc - 4k
part .2 here
You had a love hate relationship with Ellie.
Well, it was mostly loveâŠwho were you kidding, it was all love.
Sheâs been your best friend for years and you were so fucking glad she was apart of your life. Sheâd been there for you during the worst parts like when your parents didnât speak to you for a month after you came out and the best parts like when you got accepted into your dream school.
Every great memory in your life, Ellie was there. She was someone you could rely on and who you knew would stick by you even when she saw the worst parts of you and you hoped she knew you would do the same for her. You wanted to spend the rest of your life with her. Of course, it wasnât until she started dating her that you realized your true feelings.
âIâm telling you! Sheâs justâsheâs perfect!â Ellie gushed, your stuffed animal being squeezed to death between her lean arms.
You forced a smile onto your face, a sour feeling thrashed in your gut. âIâm happy for you, glad you guys are hitting it off.â
âWeâre more than hitting it off, weâre like, on the exact same wavelength..did you know she does her own tattoos? How fucking cool is that?â
You turned back around in the chair at your desk, trying to busy yourself with the schoolwork you were supposed to be doing and rolling your eyes at her rambling. The two had been seeing eachother for the last month and she did nothing but talk about her.
âYeah I did know because youâve told me a thousand fucking times..â You mumbled.
âHm?â She asked, âSorry, Cat just sent me the funniest meme.â
She spun your chair back around to show you the meme on a cracked screen and when you saw it you wanted to take her phone and toss it out the window.
âI sent you that like 4 weeks ago.â You laughed dryly.
âOh, for real?â She mumbled, already pulling her phone back to continue texting Cat.
You rolled your eyes again, huffing when you picked up your phone to text Jesse. He was the only one who knew about your newly discovered crush on Ellie, other than her, you considered him your closest friend and he had comforted you when you came to his dorm, eyes filled with tears and guilt after you told him that you were in fact in love with your best friend.
im going to go fucking insane.
oh brother, what did she do this time?
she wonât stop fucking talking about her âčïž she litrly just showed me a meme cat sent her that i SENT HER WEEKS AGO and she didnât even remember
you know ellie tho she prob just forgor fr
jesse i Litrly cant do this anymore. Iâm going to rip out my air and throw my laptop at the wall.
Rip out your air? How would that work, like a breathing machine??
Die
đȘđ sorry y/n im sure itâll get better
đ when?
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Before you could see his response you dropped your phone in your lap when you felt Ellie tap your shoulder, âWhat?â
âSaid Iâm gonna go piss.â
âOh, okay.â
She got up from your bed and when she left, her phone was still there.
You shouldnât. Itâs a complete and utter violation of her privacy. If she caught you, sheâd probably never talk to you againâŠ
But you knew her password, and it was right there and you were so damn curious.
Your hands moved before you could rethink and suddenly her phone was in your hand and your eyes were skimming over her messages.
You clicked on the thread with Cat and felt your heart seize when you read what she was saved as: my girl â„ïž
Despite the searing pain you felt pang through you like a hot knife, you read on.
i canât wait to cu tonight ;))
same, u can finally get started on my tattoo!
mhm đ canât you come over a little esrlier? im so bored T_T
cant :( yk im hanging out with â
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yeahhhh but sheâd understand youâd wanna hangout w ur gf right?? she said she was happy we started dating so she canât get upset
what the fuck?
yeah ig but irs been a while since I last saw her
plssss els :(( just wanna hold u rn
There was a little space between this message and the next, you figured it been when you and Ellie got caught up in a conversation about your mutual hate for one of your profs.
if u rlly donât wanna see me jus say that.
yk thatâs not true id love to see u rn
then COME, if she gets upset thatâs not ur problem..she has to understand you canât spend all your time with her
What the fuck was this bitch even talking about? She was the one trying to lock Ellie up. You were about to scroll down to see what Ellie had said but you heard footsteps and threw her phone back on your bed before pretending to be stuck on a practice question.
Ellie picked up her phone and you were so scared sheâd notice you were on it you thought your heart was going to pop out of your chest and fall onto your desk.
âHey..â
Dread filtered through your body. She knows, she knows and sheâs going to confront you and sheâs going to storm out and youâre going to lose your best friend andâ
âI think Iâm gonna head out, seems like you got a lot of work to do.â
You dropped your pencil and turned to look up at her, âAre you sure? I mean we could go somewhere if you want.â You didnât want her to leave, you wanted her to stay in your dorm with you forever.
âNo.â She said quickly, backing up âItâs fine, Iâll see you later.â
âOkay Iâll see youââ
She walked out your door, letting it close.
âLater.â
ââ
It was a freezing December night the first time Ellie came to you, eyes ridden with tears over a fight with Cat.
Usually, it was her calling you up to have you come over and comfort her because Cat was âacting weirdâ and âbeing meanâ. But something serious must have happened for her to be here.
A few weeks had passed since that enlightening time at your dorm where she had practically flown out of your room to go see Cat. During the following weeks, the two of you had barely talked let alone seen eachother and when you did it was almost always about Cat. You understood that you were both busy with school and she was busy with her girlfriend and you didnât know whether it was Cat or Ellie that had forced the two of youâs separation or if it was your own subconscious mind trying to protect you from getting hurt. Either way, you missed her dearly.
She was pounding hard on your door, and when you opened it she immediately rubbed her red rimmed eyes. She lived in the other dorm building and judging from her appearance you imagined she ran here as quick as she could; Snowflakes adorned her hair and eyelashes and her nose was red from the cold, she had an old green hoodie on and plaid pyjama pants. Even on the verge of tears she was still so unbelievably gorgeous.
âEllie, itâs like 3AM..â You said groggily, you knew she had trouble sleeping but she usually texted you if she needed a distraction.
âI know just, please I need to talk to someone. And Dinaâs with Jesse and Cat fuckingââ She paused, sniffling.
You sighed, stepping to the side so she could come in and you could close the door that was currently blowing in cold air from the freezing hallway.
âWhat happened?â
âItâs Cat.â
Of fucking course. Fury engulfed you, Ellie wasnât one to cry often or even come close to it so Cat mustâve done something pretty fucked up.
âShe was being so distant and I donât even fucking know what I did and then some fucker I donât even know just sent me this,â
She shoved her phone in your face and the image made even more anger surge throughout you. It was blurry but you could still make out two figures, one with short black hairâCat, and another unrecognizable. Cat had her arms locked around the mysterious girls neck and the two were not just kissing but full on frenching. You wanted to throw insults so bad but Ellie was upset and that was more important than dissing her girlfriend.
âOh Ellie, Iâm so sorry.â you said softly, pulling her in for a hug.
She sniffled and wiped her nose, âYeah, thanks.â
âSo, are you two..â you trailed off, unsure how to finish the sentence.
âI donât know, maybe. I sent her a text about the picture and told her to call me but she hasnât answered.â Ellie said, pulling away.
âEllie are you serious?â You questioned, looking into her green eyes. âShe fucking cheated.â
Ellie looked to the side, avoiding your scrutinizing gaze.
âThere could be more to the story.â
You scoffed, âLooks pretty straightforward to me, she went to party, made out with another girl and is completely ignoring you.â
Her jade eyes scanned your face before she shook her head, âYou donât like her.â
No shit you donât like her.
âThatâs not true.â You lied.
âYes it fucking is! at first I thought I was overthinking it but whenever I bring her up you get thisâŠthis look on your face.â She accused.
âWhat look? This iââ
âThat look!â She cut you off, pointing a long finger in your face. âLike..like youâre about cry or blow up or something.â
âIââ Before you could defend yourself Ellieâs phone rang, the two of immediately knowing who it was. Ellie cleared her throat and answered before the second ring even started.
âBabe?â She croaked out and you winced, both at the nickname and the pain in her voice. You couldnât listen to this.
âI think..you should go.â You said quietly, walking toward your door to open it for her.
Her eyes flashed to your face before she nodded and walked out, phone still close to her ear.
That night as you crawled back into your bed and warm tears hit your pillow you never wanted to rip out your heart more because the love you had for her was still there, never wavering and consuming you entirely even though you knew it would never be requited.
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Itâd been weeks since that night and since youâd talked to Ellie. You didnât mean for the gap to stretch this long, you decided to give her some space after yourâŠargument? And then you had finals, and then winter break where you went back home to visit old friends and reluctantly, your parents.
You came back two days before classes started up again so you could ease back into your routine. In the last few weeks you tried your hardest to push thoughts of Ellie out of your mind but you cared for her too much to completely disregard her and bits and pieces slipped through the guards you had put up.
You layed on your dorm bed, sighing as you stared at Ellieâs Instagram.
Back together, you thought.
Over the course of Cat and Ellieâs relationship, youâd learned how to tell when they were âon a breakâ and when they were together just from her Instagram.
When they were together, her profile picture was the two of them, Cat pressing her lips against Ellieâs cheek and Ellie with her eyes scrunched closed, a joyful look on her face. Ellie also had a highlight labled with nothing but a cat emoji as well as a few random posts of them doing more random shit.
When they were âon a breakâ; Ellieâs profile picture was the default one and she had no highlights, and a singular picture posted; her and Joel after her highschool graduation. After Ellie saw the picture of Cat at that party itâd been like that for two and a half weeks and you silently hoped itâd stay that way forever.
Now, her profile picture was the two of them looking happier than ever and you couldnât help but feel mocked while you moped miserably in your cold dorm alone, your only comfort being the stuffed animal that you held close to your chest.
You missed her, desperately.
You couldnât do this anymore, you had to have her in your life even if it wasnât the way you wanted. You sat up, brushing the stray tears from your face you didnât know had fallen. Determination coursed through you, you were going to break the silence first.
Ellie was getting back tomorrow so you arranged a plan, youâd pick up a pepperoni pizza from her favourite dinerâpizza was her favourite food and youâd called her basic when she first told you, which she replied âAnybody who says they donât like pizza or pizza is basic are trying too hard to be different, pizza is the only perfect thing in the world.â and you shoved her arm playfully telling her to just eat the freaking pizzaâ the memory made your heart hurt but you swallowed the feeling.
Then, youâd pick up both yours and her favourite snacks from the 7/11 near your campus along with a few sodas.
And finally, the main item of your grand scheme, stopping by the blu-ray store to pick up the first Jurassic Park, the two of you could always watch it on Netflix but she preferred having the physical thing, stating it felt more âauthentic.â
It was going to be the perfect night, and by the end of it, it would be like the entire last month and couple weeks never happened. The two of you would be back to normal.
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Youâd spent the entire next day anxious about seeing Ellie again. Youâd woken up early on accident and had to find things around your dorm and campus to busy yourself until it was time to get ready and grab all the items on your list.
And now here you were atâ you checked your phone, 6:43 PMâ pyjama clad and balancing a pizza box and your phone in one hand and two bag fulls of snacks and Jurassic Park in the other.
You placed one bag down to knock on the door and you heard shuffling before it swung open. To your distaste, the person who opened the door was not your best friend/crush/reason for breathing, but instead her girlfriend who you knew didnât like you. Could you blame her though? You were in love with her girlfriend. Although she didnât know that, at leastâŠyou donât think she did.
You canât believe you hadnât thought about what youâd do if she was here, the pair seemed to always always always be together when they werenât âon a break.â Your eyes trailed down her form, she had on tiny plaid pyjama shorts and a thick green hood on that you recognized as Ellieâs. Jealousy plunged through you like boiling, corroding acid.
âBabe, who is it?â You heard Ellie call down from somewhere in the dorm and your stomach flipped, itâd been so long since youâve heard her voice.
âYour friend.â She deadpanned.
âWho?â Ellie questioned, walking into view of the door frame. Her short auburn hair was out of itâs usual style and laid damp against her neck along with a towel, she was wearing thick navy sweatpants and a thin white tank top. Your eyes immediately landed on the black ink that trailed across her right forearm. She looked fucking amazing.
ââ
?â Her jade eyes widened, âWhat are you doing here?â
You held up the pizza box and movie half heartedly, âSurprise?â
She smiled and you swear to fucking god you almost dropped everything you were holding to whip out your phone and snap a picture. Youâd missed her smile so much and seeing it online just wasnât enough.
âCome in, you and Cat can catch up while I finish drying off.â
You looked at Cat, honestly forgetting she was there. Her dark eyes bored into you and you couldnât help but notice how pretty she was with her short black hair and milky skin. Why were the pretty ones always fucking crazy?
She stepped to the side so you could walk in and put everything down on the old coffee table.
Awkward silence enveloped the space between you two before you cleared your throat, she was Ellieâs girlfriend whether you liked it or not which meant youâd being seeing a lot more of her so you had to atleast be civil.
âI like your hoodie.â You tried, giving her a weak smile.
âThanks. Itâs Ellieâs.â Maybe you imagined it, but you swore you heard a bit of a mocking emphasis on Ellie.
You sighed, taking a seat on the worn green sofa Ellie had found on Facebook market place for what she thought was âthe deal of the century.â
âHope you like pepperoni pizza.â You tried again.
âIâm vegetarian.â
Of course she was.
âOh..you could pick them off?â
She scoffed, trudging off in the direction of Ellie, leaving you to sit alone. This was not going as planned, youâd wanted to spend one on one time with Ellie and discuss what the fuck had happened in the last month but itâd just be awkward when the elephant was literally in the room.
The two returned, Ellieâs hair dryer now and towel discarded. Ellie plopped down beside you and you didnât miss the way Catâs eye twitched.
Ellieâs eyes landed on the box of pizza, her face lighting up. âNo way, I thought they were closed during the holidayâs.â
You smiled, âGuess I was lucky.â
She smiled back and your gaze met hers, your heart picked up in speed when you saw something in her warm jade eyesâŠsomething soft andâ
Before you could inspect it further Cat slid past your legs to sit on the left of Ellie, separating the two of you again and almost pushing you off the couch.
Cat leaned into Ellie and you thought you saw her stiffen in the corner of your eye but when you turned to look at her she was back to normal, maybe you imagined it.
âYou brought a movie?â Ellie asked, eyeing the small black rectangle on the table.
âOh, yeah! Jurassic Park.â You leaned forward, picking it up.
âOn blu-ray?â Cat snarked, âIsnât that a little outdated.â
You looked at Ellie but she was focused on the the pizza, already downing a slice and a half.
âI think itâs fun, feels more..authentic.â You replied, noticing the small smirk that crept on to Ellieâs face.
You got up, fiddling with the small TV and DVD player like you did many times before when you and Ellie had a movie night. Finally, the movie started playing and you grabbed a bag of snacks as you eased into the beanbag instead of sitting back down on the couch.
Guess yours and Ellieâs talk could wait.
The movie droned on and Cat inevitability fell asleep on Ellie, you pulled out your phone as the scene where Donald Genarro gets eaten by a T-Rex while on the toilet started up.
You were answering snaps, liquorice hanging from your mouth when you got a text from Ellie, you looked up and saw her staring at you.
Bored?
You smiled,
Weâve seen this movie like a million times. Iâm tired of watching an attorney get chomped up on the toilet. đ
she stifled a laugh,
are u serious? đ« thatâs like the best scene.
personally, I like the end where they make it off the island.
Ofc u do đ always a sucker for happy endings.
You sighed, rolling your eyes playfully.
Hey can I ask u smth
ofc whatâs up?
whyd you come here tonight? donât get me wrong Iâm glad u did its just. Itâs been a while since Iâve heard from u and then u just like shoe up lol
shoe up? đ€šđ€š
She frowned jokingly.
Iâm srs.
Your fingers hovered over the letters as you thought of how to answer, you couldnât just tell her that youâd been thinking of her aimlessly in the last month and youâd decided to push away the immense romantic feelings you had in order to at least stay friends with her now could you?
i just missed you and I thought like, why did we even stop talking in the first place, yk?
As you typed the next message you felt heat creep up your neck and your heart pick up just a tad. It wasnât risky per say..just a little intimate.
tbh, ive been missing you the entire past couple weeks. like so fucking much đ«„
You added the emoji to soften the blow, make it seem less like you were in love with her and her absence caused a gaping hole in your life.
tbh, me too. im sorry abt that night btw. i was angry and felt betrayed and I lashed out on u even tho u were just looking out for me, and im sorry for not reaching out.
I understand and Iâm sorry too. for yelling and not reaching out sooner đđ
I donât forgive you.
Panic flooded your brain, was she still upset? Did she not want to be friends with you anymore? Did you wait too long to reach out? Ellie looked at your frightened face and tapped quickly, reassuring you.
Joking joking! I was gonna say i might if u come over like this more often but.. yeah đ„ž
You sighed, relief washed over your body and you giggled.
u always have the worst timing.
You glanced up at her expecting to see a smile but your heart tugged at her expression, she looked..sad. The usual gleam in her jade eyes was gone and her soft lips were pulled into a solemn frown.
i know
Before you could pick apart the message a shiver jolted through your spine and goosebumps covered your neck and arms. When did it get so cold?
hey is ir kind of cold in here?
yeah the heaters busted. turns on and off đ i asked matinance to come take a look but yk how those mfs are.
damn..r ur blankets still in the same place?
nah i moved them a while ago theyâre by the actually lemme just show u
Ellie peeled Cat off her shoulder carefully as to not wake her up and motioned for you to follow her. You got up from your seat on the beanbag and treaded quietly behind her.
She led you into her room and as she dug in the back of her closet you took in the space. Itâd been too long since youâve last been in there, you breathed in the familiar earthy-pine scent that was so inadvertently Ellie and eyed the bed you and her have had countless conversations on. Your eyes travelled to the guitar that stood against her bed frame, the wood worn from years of both her and Joel playing, sheâd only played for you a couple of times and even then it was little snippets as she felt too embarrassed to play you a full song.
âHere.â Your eyes snapped back to her and the plush green blanket she held out. You were confused for a second but then youâd remembered why you came in here in the first place.
âOh right, thanks.â You reached for the blanket but you mustâve anticipated for it to be lighter because it fell from your hand and landed with a soft thump on the floor.
She sighed playfully, reaching down to grab it, âAlways a klutz, huh, bug?â
Your breath hitched at the nickname. Sheâd started calling you her lovebug back in elementary school to tease you since you always demanded she leave bugs and other insects alone and always opted for the piece of paper and cup method to set them free instead of her brutal method of stomp until theyâre dead. The only insects she really liked were fireflies, she didnât really have a reason..she just did.
However, she stopped calling you it when she had started dating Cat and resorted back to her regular âdudeâ âbroâ and âmanâ. You forced your heart not to read too much in to her use of it, it probably just slipped out, nothing more nothing less.
She picked up the blanket and put it in your hands, placing one on top of yours to make sure you were holding it properly. And that wouldâve been fine and dandy if she let go and you wouldâve shuffled back to your seat on the beanbag and it wouldâve been normal, and it wouldâve been okay.
Only, she didnât move her hand. She let it rest in top of yours, the heat from her body travelling to yours, igniting you in a way you donât think was possible. You looked up to meet those familiar pools of jade, finding the same look you had seen when the two of you were on the couch; soft and wanting.
Itâs funny really, you had shown up here with so much ready to say and now look at you. Completely silent, terrified that if you even breathed too loud it would shatter whatever blissful moment was going on.
But your heart battered against your chest, screaming and thrashing at you.
itâs NOW or NEVER. SAY IT, SAY IT, SAY IT!
âI like you.â
Silence. There was no echo in the room but you swore your words bounced around the walls and hung in the air.
âWhat?â She breathed, taking a step back.
This was wrong, you knew it was. Her girlfriend was literally less than 10 feet away and the two of you had just started talking again, but you couldnât do it anymore. You needed to tell her, if there was even a sliver of a chance she felt the same way you were going to take it.
âI like youâ more than a best friend like, and I have for a while. And I know youâre dating Cat and I get that you like her, I really do. But I canât do this anymore, Ellie. I canât sit and pretend Iâm happy for you because Iâm fucking not. Whenever I see you two together, kissing and hugging I wish it was meâfuck I wish it was me.â
âBug,â She paused, closing her eyes briefly, â â
..Iâm dating Cat.â
âYou think I donât!ââ You paused, urging yourself to breathe and counting to ten slowly.
nine..ten.
âYou think I donât know that?â You repeated, calmer.
ââ
..â Ellie began but you pushed on.
âEllie canât you see how..how bad she is for you?â
âWhat?â She asked, anger lacing her voice.
âSheâs hurt you time and time again, and Iâm always the one who has to comfort you just for you to go back to her after a few sweet wordsâŠshe doesnât deserve you.â
âYouâre not apart of my relationship you donât know what the fuck youâre talking about.â She spat.
You huffed, blowing out air as you tried to breathe again.
eight..nine..
âJust because youâre fucking in love with me doesnât mean you get to come in here and act like you know a single fucking thing because you donât.â
Fuck breathing, fuck ten.
âYou stupid bitch! She doesnât fucking care about you. Why canât you see the one for you is me.â You yelled, then gasped at your outburst. It had taken both of you by surprise, even when you and Ellie got into the nastiest of arguments you never yelled at eachotherâminus that one night a month ago. It felt good, letting out all the emotion you had harboured for so, so long.
The two of you were centimetres away, having inched closer to yell in eachothers faces but now it was quiet, except for the laboured breathing that expelled from both of you, fanning over eachothers lips.
Icy jade met the fire burning behind your eyes, the juxtaposition was so intense you thought if your heart beat any faster youâd go into cardiac arrest.
â..Youâre the one for me..?â She said, a ghost of a whisper.
And It was quick, so quick you almost didnât catch it but you did. Her eyes flitted a fraction of an inch down to your lips and fuck, it was over for both of you.
Your lips crashed into hers, her large hands found promise at the nape of your neck, pushing you closer as she slotted her mouth against yours. The blanket in your hands long forgotten as it fell back to the floor. It was heated, hungry, passionate, and desperate. Months of hate, love, frustration, and separation rolled into one long awaited meaningful kiss.
It was when her hand trailed down to your hip, pulling you flush against her body and snaking under your top to brush over your skin that ellicited a sweet noise from you and her tongue sliding across yours, that she finally pulled away, a string of saliva connecting the two of you.
âFuck.â She breathed, her voice raspy and you bit your lip when you felt your clit pulse.
âI need toââ
âI think youââ the two of you spoke at the same time making both of you pause.
âI need to go.â You whispered, so quiet she almost didnât hear you.
She nodded and watched as you turned around and walked out of her room, she stayed like that, standing and barely breathing until she heard the familiar noise of her dorm door closing before she allowed herself to crumble to the floor and hang her head in her hands.
âEls?â Her head shot up, thinking you had returned but she felt guilt flood her body when her face fell in disspointment at the sight of her groggy girlfriend.
âHey..we need to talk.â She sighed.
She really did have the worst timing.
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